Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/4722053. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: M/M Fandom: Supernatural Relationship: Castiel/Dean_Winchester, Castiel/Other(s) Character: Naomi_(Supernatural), Gabriel_(Supernatural), Zachariah_(Supernatural), Sam_Winchester, Hannah_(Supernatural) Additional Tags: Castiel_in_a_bikini, Castiel_wanting_to_sleep_with_dean, Castiel_wanting Dean, Summer, Dean_doing_gardening, Bottom_Castiel, Top_Dean, Age Difference, Castiel_smoking, Castiel_drinking, Castiel_being_sexual, Castiel_Masturbating, Dean_Winchester_masturbating, Twink_Castiel Stats: Published: 2015-09-03 Updated: 2016-09-19 Chapters: 16/? Words: 4848 ****** I want you, i want you so bad ****** by huvudrollen Summary One summer Dean Winchester moves in next doors to the Novak familys house. Castiel knows one thing for sure He wants to have sex with that man Notes IM SWEDISH SO THERE MIGHT BE GRAMMAR MISTAKES ***** Spade ***** It was a sunny day in July. It was at least 78 degrees where Castiel laid in the sun in his pink bikini. He pretended to be reading a magazine but his eyes were busy looking at his newest target Dean Winchester. He had moved in to the house next to the Novak families just a month ago. His parents had gossiped about him at dinner. ”He doesn't seem like a christian!” his father had said ”No he is a man of sin” her mother had answered in disgust. That was probably a way for them to tell Castiel to stay away from their neighbor. But that only sparked Castiels interest He and Gabriel had been sitting under a parasol by the pool when he had seen Dean winchester without a shirt. ”Isn’t he gorgeous ?” Gabriel had sighed ”If someone is gonna have him then that is me” Castiel said under his breath ”Don’t worry, i have my eyes more set on his brother….. damn he is ripped” Gabriel had said and purred So now here he was. Castiel Novak 16 years on this world wanting nothing more then to sleep with Dean Winchester. He had slept with a lot of people before His friends Gorgeous boys from the bible camp a year ago But those were just teenagers He liked experienced Old men He wanted to feel Dean winchester inside of him He wanted to feel Dean Winchesters hands all over him They must be rough and strong with all the gardening work Dean does ”Excuse me for interrupting your reading but i was wondering if your family has a spade i could borrow ?” Castiel looks up and sees Dean winchester standing right by him Dean Winchester alive and breathing Did he just say something ? ”What ?” Dean laughed a bit nervously ”Do you have a spade ?” ”Uh yeah wait a minute” Castiel got up and made sure to wiggle his ass as he moved He went into the storehouse that were on the side of the house He found a spade hanging on the wall and brought it back to Dean ”Here” he smiled as he gave it to the older man Old enough to be your dad he thought ”Ah thanks!” Dean said Then he leaned forward until his mouth were against Castiel’s ear ”I know you haven't been reading at all” he said and smirked before he went back to his garden. Castiel were left blushing and with a hammering heart ***** Boobs ***** His parents had never really accepted the fact that he were 100% gay They would always try to match their sexually active son with a blushing virgin. He used to be like that Until he discovered the wonder that was anal sex It had been at bible camp With a boy named Inias Of course he had been nervous But once Inias penetrated him he knew that it was the best thing ever Today his parents had brought a girl named Hannah to dinner He could see that she was pretty but he didn't want to date her More like ”i could totally have sex with you” He liked to have sex with women sometimes But he liked men 100% more While their parents talked on and on about a bake sale at church He felt Hannah’s hand on his crotch ”Mom can we be excused i need to talk to Hannah” Castiel said and glared at the young girl who now were blushing ”Of course but keep the door open” They went upstairs and Castiel closed the door ”Why did you do that ?!” he blurted out She smiled slightly and started to button up her shirt She pulled of her shirt and now her breast were out in the open He couldn't help but stare at them slightly because they were small and firm and….. ”I want you Castiel and i know you want me too” He felt slightly speechless ”You are a virgin Hannah… go and find someone else to sleep with…. i’m taken and i’m gay” He blurted out and left. He went outside to have a smoke Dean Winchester sat on his patio drinking a beer and watching the sun go down behind the trees. When he saw Castiel he got up ”Hey i forgot to return the spade…. i hope it haven’t been missed” Dean said as he walked over to Castiel When he didn't get a response he got worried ”Hey has something happened ?” he asked ”Why do you care ?” Castiel sighed ”….you don't even know my name” ”Then what is your name ?” ”Shouldn’t you have asked that a week ago when you borrowed this stupid spade ?….. very unprofessional Dean” he sighed Dean didn't care to as how he knew his name ”Did your parents do something ?” Dean asked Castiel took a blow from the cigarette ”I have only talked to you once Dean Winchester, why are we suddenly getting friendly now ?” he asked Well you have watched me work shirtless in my garden most of the summer Dean thought Castiel suddenly groaned and butted his cigarette ”Fine! A girl my parents are trying to hook me up with tried to sleep with me, and really the only time i like girls are when i’m drunk because then i can pretend it’s a boy” Castiel said Dean nodded ”Don’t you think you are bisexual with a preference for men ?” ”No! I could never see myself sober with a girl!” The sun had now gone down in the horizon ”And now you are out here to avoid all of this right ?” Dean asked The younger man nodded ”Well you could come and hide out at my place…. I know we have only been friends for a week and and I'm old enough to be your dad…. But you seem like a interesting kid” Dean said Now Castiel started to doubt about this gorgeous hot as fuck man Maybe he was a serial killer ? But in some way he nodded and followed Dean inside his house ***** Sauna ***** Castiel and his best friend Charlie often went to the local spa Heavenly escape Charlie thought it was a privilege for them as two teenagers to get to relax at spas just like the adults did So thats where they were now He and Charlie sat in a sauna at the local spa when the question came ”So how is Dean ?” she asked and smirked The time he had spent with Dean after the boob fiasco had been magical Dean had showed him some of his favorite horror movies and classic rock They had argued loudly about which Led Zeppelin song that was the best And they had eaten ice cream and talked There had been a moment at the end of the night When their faces were close together and they had almost kissed But then Dean pulled away Castiel felt his face and ears heat up ”He is…. amazing” he said Charlie made a whistling sound ”Have any action happened yet ?” she asked Charlie had always been overly interested in Castiel’s sex life Maybe he should match up that Hannah girl with Charlie so they could have sex so she would stop asking ”We almost kissed so i guess that is something” Castiel said They were alone so really they could be how open they wanted ”Imagine if he would come in here naked with his big dick hanging between his legs and he would look at you and growl and then you would fuck right here right now” Charlie said The thought turned Castiel on a tiny bit ”Someone is horny” Castiel said and looked up at Charlie It had happened they had done favors for each other sometimes Friends helping friends right ? ”The thought of you having sex with him turns me on more then anything!” Castiel got closer to Charlie and kissed her awkwardly When the kiss ended she shook her head ”Feels better with a girl, why do you have so easy to get laid while i cant find any women interested in women ?” she sighed Castiel smiled sadly and side hugged her ”One day you will meet someone just like you, one day” ***** The Guy ***** Castiel were at a party making out with a guy that was in college He were on the guys lap feeling his erection pressing up his ass In his mind he imagined that it was Dean under him The thought made his body fill with arousal In the background some sappy song played that none really listened to Castiel moved his hands over the guys body He grinded down on his and heard the guy moan Between drunken flirting and slight sluring he hadn't caught the guys name But it wouldn't matter in the morning The guy fucked him into the couch with no mercy But Castiel didn’t feel good about this Not at all It was almost like he wished for it to be over soon He had to stop with this….. One day In the morning he crawled out of the mans grip and made a quick escape from the party He walked in the morning fog in only small shorts and a tank top His body ached from the night before and he still felt hungover He passed a Mcdonalds and decided to order a cheeseburger for breakfast They made him very happy He hated the town he lived in Hated it One day he would get out He climbed up the tree leaning against his window He undressed And went to bed Just like nothing had happened ***** Fantasy ***** Chapter Notes The long awaited continuation is here! I'm so sorry it took an entire year to update this. It were just that i weren't that happy with this fanfic. I were 100% convinced that this fanfic were shit and no-one liked it but then i saw that there were people who actually said "You should write more of this" and "this needs more chapters". And therefor i decided that "Okay I'm gonna be productive and update this". As this fanfic is the most read supernatural fanfic on my AO3 which is crazy. But i promise that now I'm gonna try and update as often as i can! So therefor i give you this very steamy chapter (it had even me feeling hot and bothered) Castiel laid on his bed playing with himself His hand travelled down his body And if he closed his eyes he could imagine that it was Dean His hand brushed over his cock and then over the curve of his ass With his other hand he took out the lubed up dildo and pretended that it was Dean Castiel poured a generous amount of lube onto the dildo and on his hand He spent a few minutes opening himself up before he placed the dildo by his opening ”oh yes….” he panted His cock were rock hard and stood up against his stomach ”Please Dean, please” He gasped loudly as he pressed the dildo into his ass and imagined that it was Dean He imagined that it was Dean, hard and filling up every space in his body Dean putting his hands on Castiel’s hips and starting to fuck up into him Dean who groaned into his ear and told Cas how tight and warm he was Deans balls who slapped against Cas firm round ass Dean who came inside of him and reached down his hand to jerk Castiel to orgasm ”Dean Dean Dean!” Castiel came screaming Dean’s name ***** Lemonade ***** Castiel laid in his sun chair drinking lemonade and watching Dean Winchester By his side his best friend and older brother Gabriel were ”You need to make a move on him somehow Cassie” Gabriel said and finished putting on sun cream ”But how Gabriel how????” Cas asked loudly ”I’m sixteen for fucks sake and he’s like 35!!!” Gabriel chuckled ”someones sexually frustrated” he said and took up his magazine ”Of course i am, have you even seen him…. he’s all muscles and he’s really nice and he likes rock music and horror movies and he’s the perfect guy for me Gabriel!” ”Who is 19 years older then you” Gabriel added and smirked before receiving a slap on the shoulder from Castiel ”Shut up he’s wonderful” Cas said and studied Dean who were currently replanting the rose bush he had planted yesterday ”He probably thinks you are a stalker” Gabriel said and interrupted Castiel from his Dean watching ”Shut up we are friends” he said and looked at Dean as he brushed the sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand ”Then if you two are friends then go and talk to him cause i don't think you dare” Gabriel said and gave Cas a smirk Castiel stood up ”Fine! I will go and talk to him!” he said and took Gabriels untouched glass of lemonade and made his way to the Winchester garden He felt nervously kick in ”this is crazy!” he thought as he walked over to were Dean sat crouched replanting his rose bush ”Okay if you could suck those guys dicks on camera then you can do this” Cas thought before he cleared his throat and asked ”Can i offer a glass of fresh squeezed lemonade ?” Dean looked up and smiled ”Why thank you Cas” he smiled and took the glass of lemonade and swallowed it all down Castiel watched the way Dean’s adams apple bobbed as he drank ”Sooo…. what are you doing ?” Cas asked when Dean had finished the glass of lemonade Dean smiled and brushed off the sweat from his forehead again ”Cas i’m not sure you are that interested to hear about how i’m replanting my rose bush” he said and smiled up at him Cas suddenly felt very naked in his pink bikini when he had Dean Winchesters gaze at him like that ”No maybe not….” he said and out his arms over his chest Castiel were about to go when Dean said ”Your parents are going out of town over the weekend and they asked me to baby sit you so come to my house at seven on friday okay ?” Castiel felt his heart skip a beat before saying ”Okay!” ***** Harry Styles poster ***** Castiel sat on a patio with Gabriel They were at someones party at someones house Neither of them could really remember who invited them ”So thanks to our stupid parents you will get to spend an entire weekend with Dean at his house ?” Gabriel asked and took a drag of his cigarette Castiel nodded ”Isn’t it great Gabriel ?!” He had been full of excitement over this weekend ever since Dean told him two days ago ”If you manage to get him to sleep with you then you need to tell me every detail after okay ?” Gabriel asked and took another draw of his cigarette ”Not if, i will get to sleep with him!” he corrected and took Gabriels cigarette ”But you need to come prepared cause I'm pretty sure that those winchester dicks are pretty gigantic!” Gabriel said ”Yeah yeah” Cas said and got up to get them some drinks The party were crowded and people were dancing and making out at every corner At the bar he ordered two gin and tonic before he scanned the crowd Okay he were out after Dean but that didn't mean he couldn't enjoy himself until he had Deans actual penis forcing it’s way into his ass He spotted a guy that he got eye contact with Castiel forgot all about Gabriel and his drink and made his way towards the guy 15 minutes later Castiel found himself riding the guy on a bed in a bedroom that looked like it belonged to a tween Castiel tried to ignore the gaze of Harry Styles from one of the many one direction posters that were plastered on the walls He rode the guy harder and closed his eyes and whispered ”Harry Styles go and fuck yourself” as he came ***** Burgers ***** Castiel showed up at Deans house at seven as promised According to Castiel’s parents the very conservative Mr and Mrs Novak, Dean would be giving him dinner that night so Cas hadn't bothered to eat at home Castiel knocked on Dean’s door Before he had gone to Dean’s house there had been a huge debate between Castiel and Gabriel on whether Cas should wear revealing or non revealing clothes. Gabriel thought Cas should wear revealing clothes While Castiel wanted to look proper in front of the love of his life Finally they had managed to make an agreement and now Castiel stood in front of Deans door this hot summer evening wearing a tank top and pants that sat way too low on his hips It took a minute before Dean opened the door and greeted him with the smile that had charmed Cas in the first place ”Hi Cas” he said and moved to the side so Castiel could step inside Castiel didn't want to question the use of Cas As all he could imagine was Dean moaning ”Cas Cas Cas” into his ear as he came inside him Castiel stepped inside and put down his bag with a change of clothes for the two days he would spend there They smiled at each other and Castiel noticed the way Dean checked him out ”I made burgers for dinner, i remember you said something about how they make you very happy” Dean said and looked at his feet He were nervous Cas noted Just like him ”Yes you were right on that” Cas smiled and walked into Dean’s house It looked a lot like his own families house but just more personal and messy He sat down in front of the television where Dean had put their meal His heart warmed Maybe this meant Dean liked him too When Dean had sat down next to him they went to work on eating Castiel watched curiously as Dean put different kinds of mustards and onions and sauces on his burgers ”The more the better” Dean said when he noticed Cas stare Castiel nodded in agreement He focused on the tv and noticed they were watching a episode of fear factor His eyes went many times to Deans crotch that were everything he had ever desired ***** Paper thin wall ***** Castiel laid in the bed in Dean’s guest room In his head he thought about the night that had been Dean had chatted with him about their common interests of slasher movies and classic rock Castiel had managed to make Dean laugh on various occasions through the night Dean and Castiel had stood on Dean’s porch and shared a cigarette and talked about life and watched the stars His heart beat violently in his chest He were almost scared it would jump out of his chest Castiel knew that he were deeply and madly in love with Dean Winchester Suddenly he heard a moan Castiel sat straight up in his bed and pressed his ear against the wall Only a paper thin wall separated them and Castiel were really really sure that was a moan He listened closer and gasped as he heard Dean moaning his name Cas wanted to go into the room and watch Dean He wanted to watch as Dean stroked his fat cock and moaned his name oh god Dean moaned his name ”Cas…. Cas yes” he heard Dean moan followed by the familiar sound of skin skin slapping against skin as Dean jerked himself off Cas pressed his hand down against his hardening erection and rubbed it as he listened to Dean moan his name It felt like he had gone to heaven ***** Park bench ***** ”….and he moaned your name as he masturbated ??” Charlie and Gabriel asked at the same time after hearing Castiel’s story It had been two days since he came home from his weekend with Dean They had a pretty awkward morning after the masturbating incident were Dean asked Cas if he had heard anything weird the night before and Cas lied and said ”No, fell asleep right away!”. During Saturday Cas had finally met the mysterious Sam Winchester that Gabriel were crazy for Sam were nice and smart and muscular and sexy But he were Gabriels! he reminded himself Sam stayed for dinner and he and Castiel bonded over Jane Austen The last night at Dean’s house had been silent and in the morning Castiel’s parents came home and that was it Castiel had failed to get Dean to even try to get into his pants Now Castiel sat on a park bench with his two best friends discussing the night Dean winchester masturbated to the thought of him A bunch of mothers glared angrily at them for discussing sex in front of their children ”I heard him come to the thought of me and it was the hottest moment of my life!” Cas said ”You are so lucky!” Charlie said ”Why do you get all the action while i get nothing ?” she said ”You will get action someday honey” Gabriel said before slamming his fist into the table ”Cassie we need to figure out how you will make a move on Dean” he said Charlie nodded in agreement ”I don’t want to scare him away…. isn't it better if me and him fall in love with each other first….” Castiel said and mumbled the last part Both Gabriel and Charlie gasped ”Did Castiel just say that he wants a relationship ?” Charlie asked ”Yes Charlie i think so!” Gabriel said and crossed his legs and stared at Cas ”Castiel wants a boyfriend!” they both said at the same time Castiel rolled his eyes and lit a cigarette ”So what ? Dean and i have the same interests so what is the problem if i want a relationship with him” Gabriel smiled at him ”Theres nothing wrong with that its just that we are not used to hearing that you want a relationship considering you are more of a one night stand person” Gabriel said ”We live through you all after all” Charlie said Suddenly a mother walked towards them ”Could you please leave the park ? this is a no smoking area!” the mother said angrily and pointed at a ”no smoking” sign Castiel rolled his eyes and stood up ”oh go fuck yourself” he said and butted the cigarette at the no smoking sign and then left the park ***** Pop tart ***** Castiel stood in the kitchen and warmed a pop tart in the middle of the night as he suddenly saw Dean Winchester coming home from what Castiel guessed were the bar while being accompanied by a woman Okay Castiel were maybe a bit stalkerish but it were for a good cause okay ? The pop tart popped out from the toaster and Castiel watched as Dean Winchester kissed the woman that had followed him home His heart beat a like a ping pong ball and Castiel wanted to die What if that was Dean’s girlfriend and Castiel had been wrong all summer Maybe Dean hadn't checked him out at all Maybe Dean hadn't moaned his name ? Maybe this was a woman named Cassandra who Dean also called Cas All Castiel wanted to do was to sink through the floor and die ***** Cabin ***** Mr and Mrs Novak decided spontaneously that they would go on a camping trip to Canada for two weeks with their two teenage sons And it was on that trip in the middle of nowhere that Castiel met him Lucifer Milton He were definitely enough for Castiel to be able to forget about Dean for a while It still hurt though Lucifer were very easy to seduce and quick Castiel had him around his finger with just a bit of fluttering of his eye lashes and swaying of his ass Lucifer had invited Castiel to his cabin and both of them knew what were coming An hour later Cas found himself on his knees between Lucifers spread legs with Lucifers cock down his throat ”Is this what you want Cassie ?, want my cock in that lily-white ass of yours” As if Castiel hadn't heard that line before ”Want to be stuffed full like a turkey on thanksgiving” Lucifer continued Well that was a new one Cas thought as he felt Lucifer starting to fuck his mouth Castiel’s thoughts drifted away and he thought about if there would be a cock sucking olympics Cas would probably win He were a champion at sucking cocks After a while Lucifer came down his throat with a groan ”Did it…. go for you ?” Lucifer asked as Castiel wiped off the cum from his chin ”Yes” Cas lied and got up ”I should get going before my parents notice I'm gone” Lucifer quickly came out of the after glow ”Please come back another time cause that was amazing” Castel smiled a bit at that ”I will try” ***** Canada ***** The next two weeks were a blur for Castiel Good christian son at day Cock slut at night He and Lucifer had quiet the few sexual encounters And Lucifer proved in every way that he were a god One night Lucifer fucked Castiel so hard in his car that the whole car shook Another night they fucked against a wall so harshly that Castiel had bruises on his back for the next three weeks And then it were time to go home and they finished it off with a bang and Castiel made a bunch of empty promises that he would call Lucifer once he were in Canada again But they both knew it were a lie And then suddenly he were back to the harsh reality and he found himself standing in the window of the kitchen in the middle of the night watching Deans empty house and thinking about that Dean were someone else’s and Cas would probably never be Dean’s Cause it were the truth Right ? ***** Pervert ***** Dean Winchester were a 35 year old man who were very lonely It wasn't that he had it hard for himself to find someone who would want to be in a relationship with him or have a one night stand No quiet the opposite, males and females threw themselves at him at the bars and clubs he went to But he always felt Meh They all were the same old boring people who would rather swim with the flow then against it So when Dean Winchester moved into the ”too big for one person” house at Dylie lane he were pretty sure that he would spend the rest of his life alone But then he met him Castiel were a odd kid who spent every afternoon sunbathing in this pink tiny bikini while watching Dean work in his garden It were Sam who had first acknowledged that Dean had an admirer And since then Dean started working shirtless cause the thought that this boy who lived next door spent every afternoon of the week watching Dean were a pretty huge turn on And then Dean started talking to the kid and he found that Castiel Winchester were pretty darn attractive unclose and very very nice They shared the same interests and man….. Then came the wet dreams and it all flew to hell from there ”Dude do you have a crush or something on that Casteel kid ?” Sam had asked when he had been over for dinner a week ago and Dean had stupidly blushed and said that he did not have a crush and Castiel who were 16 years old and then he corrected Sam once again that it were Castiel not Casteel He were not a pervert Not a pervert Not a pervert Not a pervert ***** Kiss ***** Dean realized there were something wrong when Castiel were absent from his usual spot in the garden for weeks So therefor he decided to take it into his own hands and knock on Castiel’s door when he were sure that Mr and Mrs Novak were at work ”Go away” Cas said as he opened the door and shut it in Dean’s face ”Cas please tell me what I've done wrong….” Dean said and opened the door again Castiel looked at him a long while before letting it all out ”I hate you because you are so stupidly perfect and for the first time i want a relationship with you instead of just sex and then you suddenly show up at your house with a woman that is probably your girlfriend and….” Dean pulls Cas into a kiss Their lips meet and it felt like electricity It lasted for what felt like forever before they pulled away from each other ”Dean…… I” ”I really like you Cas” Dean said and kissed Castiel’s pink lips again ”That woman were just a one night stand she didn't mean anything….” He said before their lips met once again ”I really really like you too” Cas said And then their lips met one more time ***** Floor ***** Castiel closed the door and sunk to a sitting position on the floor Dean had kissed him Dean had kissed him Dean had kissed him His heart beat violently in his chest ”Cas who was at the door ?” Gabriel asked, newly out of the shower. His hair still wet and dripping ”Dean….” Cas said breathlessly ”Where is that fucker ?? I will give him a good beating for leading you on and breaking your heart!” Gabriel said and clenches his fists ”Dean kissed me” Castiel said and couldn't stop smiling Gabriel looked at Castiel very surprised ”Really ?” Cas nodded. Their eyes met and they squealed excitedly ”So are you two a thing now ?” he asked smiling Castiel shook his head ”no or…. i don't know” Gabriel got up ”Okay I'm gonna go and call Charlie cause you need to tell us everything!” ”Okay” Cas smiles He loved his friends Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!