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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      M/M, Multi
  Fandom:
      A_Song_of_Ice_and_Fire_-_George_R._R._Martin, A_Song_of_Ice_and_Fire_&
      Related_Fandoms, Game_of_Thrones_(TV)
  Relationship:
      Renly_Baratheon/Loras_Tyrell
  Character:
      Loras_Tyrell, Renly_Baratheon, Original_Male_Character(s)
  Additional Tags:
      Threesome_-_M/M/M, Anal_Sex, Anal_Fingering, Oral_Sex, Rough_Sex,
      Submissive_Character, Bondage, Double_Anal_Penetration, Control_Issues,
      Period-Typical_Underage, Light_Dom/sub
  Stats:
      Published: 2017-03-22 Completed: 2017-04-14 Chapters: 4/4 Words: 12408
****** He's Precious To Me ******
by foreveragain87
Summary
     Renly takes his young squire to visit an old friend. What happens
     next is a complete surprise to Loras.
Notes
     This is Chapter 1 of 4. A little non-consensual at the beginning, but
     Loras changes his mind as it goes on. Loras is 15.
***** Chapter 1 *****
Loras secured the horses and then held back a bit as Renly walked up to knock
on the door. Loras wasn’t sure how he was feeling about meeting a past love of
Renly’s. He knew Renly had been with others before him, but he had never met
any of them.
The door opened and a tall, strikingly handsome man answered. He looked
slightly older than Renly, perhaps by three or four years. “Renly! Good to see
you! Come in!” the man smiled and pulled Renly in for a bear hug. “It’s been
too long Caleb!” Renly smiled and patted the other man on the back, after
embracing him for a moment. “And who is this?” Caleb asked with a smile while
looking at Loras. Loras looked down and shuffled his feet for a moment. “This”
Renly started and extended an arm in the boy’s direction, “Is Loras. He’s my
squire.” Loras looked up briefly, making a fleeting second of eye contact with
Caleb before looking back down at the ground. “Well, it’s nice to meet you
Loras – I’m Caleb. Come on in and sit down. I know you two must be tired from
your trip from Storm’s End.”
The three entered and Caleb brought them to a large, spacious chamber room.
Multiple candles were lit throughout the room giving in a quiet glow. A fire
crackled in the fireplace. “Sit down – let me get you both some wine” Caleb
offered. Renly and Loras sat on one of the couches while Caleb poured the wine.
“No thank you,” said Loras. “I don’t like it.” Caleb smiled and gently laughed,
then turned and handed it to Renly.
Caleb sat down in a chair across from the two, and he and Renly began to catch
up on each other’s lives since seeing each other last. Loras didn’t pay much
attention. He was looking about the room, taking everything in, and studying
the older man and his mannerisms. He wasn’t sure if he liked him or not. He
must be all right or Renly would have never been his friend. But as Loras
looked at Caleb, he couldn’t help but imagine the two men together – intimately
- before Loras came along. There was a part of Loras that was jealous, and
another part that felt foolish for even feeling that way. Of course Renly had
been with others. Renly was five years older and had been sleeping with men
while Loras was still learning how to hold a sword properly. But Loras had
never been with ANYONE but Renly, so it was a hard truth to swallow that the
man he loved had had other lovers, whereas he had not.
“Isn’t that right Loras?” He jolted a little as he realized Renly had asked him
something, but Loras had zoned out, his mind elsewhere. “Um, what?” he said.
Renly just laughed and looked back at Caleb, who let out a laugh himself. The
two men continued on and Loras’s cheeks flushed. He wasn’t even part of the
conversation, and now they were laughing at him. Loras felt uncomfortable and
just wanted to go home, back to Storm’s End. Back to Lord Renly’s castle where
he felt comfortable. He had been squiring there for the last three years –
since he was 12, and finally felt like that was where he belonged. Why Renly
wanted him to come along on this visit was beyond him. But a squire’s place is
beside his Lord, so Loras went.
Time passed and the two men’s voices got a little lower. Caleb was leaning in
to Renly, speaking softly, and Loras couldn’t quite make out what was being
said. Renly then looked over at Loras, still sitting on the couch beside him.
“Come here,” Renly said and pulled gently on Loras’s arm. Loras was happy to
have Renly’s attention again and slid in closer to him. Renly’s arm draped
gently over Loras’s shoulder as he gave his arm a gentle squeeze. The next
thing Loras knew, Renly had leaned in and was kissing him. Loras jumped back a
little in surprise – Caleb was still sitting in his chair – watching. What on
earth was Renly doing? This certainly wasn’t the time or place. Loras wasn’t
sure what to do or say, when suddenly Caleb stood up and sat down on the couch
on the other side of Loras. What the hell was going on Loras wondered. He
looked up at Renly for answers. “It’s okay – trust me. Just….trust me” he said.
Renly’s brown eyes always soothed Loras. There was never anything but kindness
behind them, and they were one of the first things that had made Loras fall in
love with him.
Loras felt Caleb’s hand on his shoulders and he shuddered. This wasn’t
happening, was it? Is this something Renly wanted? He would do anything to make
Renly happy, but this was uncomfortable. Loras had never been with two men at
the same time – he was still coming to terms with being with justone man. Caleb
took a large amount of Loras’s long blond curls and pulled them up to expose
his neck. He then began placing tiny kisses on the back of the 15-year-old
squire’s neck, while Renly kissed the other side of his neck before moving to
Loras’s lips. “I…I…I don’t want…” Loras choked and pulled back a bit. “It’s
okay baby – I got you. You’re completely safe with us,” Renly assured him.
“He’s very pretty. How old is he?” Caleb asked softly. Loras could feel the
man’s breath on his neck. “Fifteen” Renly replied. Caleb let out a small snort
– “That’s how old you were when I first met you. Remember?” “Yes, I remember”
Renly softly chuckled. Caleb’s left hand moved to stroke Loras’s thigh, moving
close to his crotch but not touching it. He knew Loras was scared and that this
was all going to have to happen slowly, if it was going to happen at all.
Loras pulled his gaze away from Renly and looked over his shoulder at Caleb. He
still wasn’t sure if he liked the man or not – couldn’t get a good read on him.
He turned back to Renly, put his arms around his neck, nuzzled his head into
his neck and whispered so softly that only Renly could hear him, “I’m scared.
Wanna go home. Please?” There was a muffled sob to his words and Renly knew how
afraid he really was. He put his hand through the boy’s hair and tousled it
gently. Maybe Loras was too young. Maybe he wasn’t ready for any of this just
yet. Renly had spent the last year being patient – very patient. Everything was
always done at a snail’s pace because that’s what Loras needed. But Renly had a
wild side that hadn’t been taken care of since he and Loras began their love
affair. Care had to be taken to treat Loras almost like a ceramic doll at all
times. It was the price he had to pay for falling in love with an inexperienced
boy five years his junior. The boy was fragile and still immature. Anytime
Renly got too rough he could see the fear in Loras’s eyes and he had always
backed off…..until now.
“Loras – I want to show you something. We want to show you something.
 Something different...you’ve never done before. Do you trust me?”
Loras lifted his head up from the crook of Renly’s neck and nodded. There
wasn’t anything he wouldn’t do for Renly – his happiness was the most important
thing in the world and he trusted him completely. He was already being trained
to become a knight and die on the battlefield for him if need be. So if Renly
wanted this, then Loras would let him have it, whether he was scared or not.
That’s how deep Loras’s love was for his Lord.
“Why don’t you take him over to the bed and make him feel more comfortable.
I’ll join you in a few minutes, okay?” said Caleb. Renly handed Loras a glass
of wine. “Drink it” he said, and Loras complied. He hated the taste, but
tonight he probably needed it.
Renly took Loras’s arm and they walked toward the large bed. They both kicked
off their boots and Renly positioned them so they were both kneeling and facing
each other on the bed. Renly stroked Loras’s face and leaned in to kiss the
boy, caressing his cheek with one hand while tightly holding him around the
waist with the other. He pressed his pelvis against Loras and it wasn’t too
long before he felt the boy relax a little and knew he was beginning to get
just a little hard. Renly bit down gently on the boy’s lower lip. He loved the
boy more than life itself. Part of him felt guilty bringing Loras into a
situation that perhaps he was still too young for, but a restlessness in Renly
had been raging for months.
Just then Loras felt the bed dip down as Caleb joined them. Caleb positioned
himself behind Renly and began kissing his neck. A rush of heat rose up in the
pit of Loras’s stomach. He didn’t want to see anyone kissing the man he
loved...didn’t want his hands on him...didn’t want any part of this. Loras took
his hand and pushed Caleb’s face away from Renly....not incredibly hard, but
hard enough that it surprised Caleb.
“Loras! Stop it!” Renly bellowed.
Loras lowered his eyes – he hated it on the rare occasion he angered Renly to
the point of shouting. Renly spoke to him again, but his voice had calmed and
softened.
“I’m sorry Loras. I didn’t mean to yell at you. And it’s okay– you don’t have
to do this. I just thought that...maybe. Never mind - why don’t you just lie
down?”
Loras obeyed and laid down on the bed, a large pillow underneath his head. His
head was spinning, his emotions were raging, and he was utterly confused. Loras
closed his eyes for a moment and when they flickered back open, he could see
the silhouette from the candlelight of the other two men embraced in a kiss.
They were going to continue on, with or without Loras. Jealousy had replaced
any fear in Loras right now. Loras sat back up with a start and, facing Caleb,
pushed back on the older man’s chest and yelled “No! You can’t do that!”
Renly let out an exasperated sigh. This was clearly a bad idea on his part.
Caleb smiled and let out a stifled laugh, not bothered at all by the boy’s
outburst, and calmly said, “Well, if I can’t kiss him, can I at least kiss
you?”
Loras looked back over his shoulder at Renly, who nodded his head in agreement,
letting Loras know it was okay. “Okay” Loras muttered under his breath,
allowing Caleb to embrace and kiss him...going from his neck, to his lips, and
back to his neck. It felt different than the way Renly kissed him – not bad,
but definitely different. Caleb was rough. Renly was always gentle.
After a few minutes Loras felt his shirt being taken off – not completely sure
who was doing it, but the cool air hitting his now naked chest and back was a
welcome relief. The two older men quickly stripped themselves of their own
shirts and Loras could feel the bare skin of each man, one on his chest and the
other at his back. After a few moments, he felt Caleb’s arms under his armpits,
pulling him gently off the bed into a standing position. Renly stood up himself
and undid the waist of Loras’s pants, quickly slipping them down his legs and
off his feet. Loras was completely naked now while the other two men still had
their pants on. He felt completely vulnerable as Caleb still had a very tight
grip on his arms. Renly looked him up and down before putting his hands on
Loras’s hipbones, stroking the skin with the pads of his thumbs.
“You’re okay baby. No one’s gonna hurt you. I promise.” Loras swallowed hard,
but he believed every word. Renly had never lied to him...never.
Renly then quickly undid his own pants and Caleb released his grip on Loras
just long enough to undo his own. The two men guided him back onto the bed in
the same kneeling position – with Renly positioned behind Loras. Loras was
nestled tightly between the two men – one that he adored, worshiped and would
die for who was breathing on his back, and one that was a complete stranger who
was kissing his lips. He could feel Renly’s breath on his shoulder and felt his
hands caressing him, but when Loras opened his eyes it was Caleb he saw in
front of him. The mixed emotions, confusion and new sensations pulsating
through Loras’s body became too much.
“No! Stop! I don’t want…I…I...” Caleb pulled back a bit. The boy was scared,
but Renly clearly wanted this to happen and so did Caleb. “What if we turn him
around so that he only sees you?” Caleb offered.
Renly took Loras by the shoulders and repositioned the boy so that they were
eye to eye again. “Is that better Loras? This way all you see is me. Is that
what you want?”
“Mmm hmm” the boy nodded softly. If this was happening, the only eyes he wanted
to see were Renly’s. He draped his arms over Renly’s strong shoulders and
buried his head into his neck....smelling the clean smell of Renly’s shoulder
length brown hair. He always felt safe in Renly’s strong embrace...there was no
more comforting place then that. Renly held the boy for a moment, stroked his
soft blond curls, while he and Caleb looked at each other.
“How should we do this? He’s scared and clearly doesn’t like me,” Caleb
whispered softly.
Renly thought for a moment. If he had his way, he and Caleb would just tear
into Loras like animals, but that wasn’t going to happen. Loras was scared and
if he ever hoped to convince Loras to partake in a threesome again in the
future, he had to make sure this was done gently. Finally Renly spoke – “You’re
going to take him from behind. I’ll stay in front of him. That way all he sees
is me. But be gentle with him – I mean it!”
Caleb shook his head in agreement and moved so that the headboard of the bed
was now behind him. He propped a few pillows up against it, knowing that he
would need them and the support of the headboard in a few more minutes.
After a little shuffling around, both men again began to work on calming Loras
and showered him with kisses and soft caresses. Loras felt both their hands
slip in between his legs and stroke his soft cock. He was completely soft. What
little hardness Loras had gained at the very beginning had been lost along the
way. Caleb and Renly had been hard and ready to go since they entered the room
practically.
Caleb took his hand and managed to get Loras’s soft and Renly’s hard dick
together in his hand and gently squeezed them both. Renly’s pre-cum slid across
Loras’s cock and it wasn’t long before Loras began to get hard and his
breathing calmed a little. Good...things were at least starting to move in the
right direction and Renly breathed a little sigh of relief.
“Does he need to be stretched first?” Caleb asked quietly, looking at Renly.
“Oh God, yeah! You can’t go in without stretching him first - you’ll fucking
kill him” was the answer.
Loras let out a muffled sob deep in Renly’s neck. He was holding onto Renly for
dear life, like he was a lifesaver and Loras was drowning in the ocean. “Shhhh,
shhhhh, it’s okay. I’ve got you,” Renly reassured him. He felt the bed move as
Caleb leaned over to the nightstand to get a jar of lubricant. Loras closed his
eyes tight, held onto Renly even tighter, heart pounding, and waited for it to
happen.
“Relax,” he heard Caleb say to him. “You’re way too tense. I won’t hurt you, I
promise.”
Loras felt Caleb’s slicked up fingers run their way down the crack of ass and
toward his hole. Renly had touched him this way, but it took a long time for
Loras to get comfortable with that, and he absolutely loved Renly. This man was
still a stranger to Loras and it felt wrong.
Caleb massaged his hole gently for a bit before entering. Loras breathed in
sharply at the sensation and pulled on Renly’s neck. Renly was letting another
man put his finger up his ass, but why?
“Slowly!” Renly said quickly, concerned that Caleb would hurt him.
“Yes, yes, I know” Caleb answered, slightly annoyed at being told so many times
to be careful. He very slowly worked his entire finger up Loras’s anus until it
wouldn’t go anymore. It wasn’t until then that he felt the boy’s muscle relax
slightly. Both men showered him with kisses, and Renly provided soft gentle
strokes to his cheeks and words of encouragement – “Good boy. See? You’re okay.
You’re safe. You’re doing so good. We’ve got you.”
Caleb withdrew his finger and quickly reinserted two – drawing another gasp
from Loras. Renly’s eyes were lit up with desire. He could tell Loras was
finally beginning to enjoy this, at least on some level, by the way the boy was
breathing, the fact that he was completely hard again, eyes closed, throwing
his head back on Caleb’s shoulder.  He watched as Loras began biting his lip
and lightly moaning. It was the moaning that was sending Renly over the edge.
Loras always made the sweetest noises when they had sex and it always drove
Renly mad. Yes....whatever Caleb was doing was definitely working.
Caleb moved his fingers inside Loras slowly at first, then slightly faster,
making circles, bending them, stretching them, any position he could get them
into. He was trying to gage how much Loras could handle. Loras seemed to be
handling it pretty well, so he slipped in the third finger. Loras’s eyes flung
open at the sensation. “Uhhh! I...Renly...wait...I..uh...” his words were
becoming jumbled and incoherent. Renly laughed a little in his throat as he
stared at Loras, watching the boy’s pleasure and confusion intertwining. “I
think he’s ready....I think we can do this.  Yes?”  Renly took his hand and
gently pulled up on Loras's chin so that their eyes locked.  "Yes" was the
faint whispered reply he received from Loras.
Caleb removed all three fingers and Loras winced. He knew what was coming next.
He stared into Renly’s brown eyes...if he just looked at Renly it would be okay
he thought to himself. He felt Caleb’s thumbs part his cheeks and felt the tip
of his cock at the entrance to his now stretched hole. Loras panted heavily and
kept staring into Renly’s eyes.
“Easy....go easy on him” Renly reminded him. “Mmmm hmmmmm...I know, I know”
grunted Caleb as he slowly and gently eased into Loras’s young ass. The boy was
incredibly tight, partially because he was tense and nervous, but partially
because he was still so young he assumed. He was small in size for 15, thin
framed and on the petite side. Loras felt the unfamiliar cock sliding up inside
him. Caleb was slightly longer than Renly, but Renly had more girth. So the
feeling was different to Loras and he had to adjust to it. He looked up into
Renly’s eyes and they had all the callings of a wild animal about to attack its
prey. Loras had never seen him like this before.
Clearly Renly was relishing every second of having this control and watching
his boy getting violated by another man’s cock. Loras wasn’t sure why this
turned Renly on, but it clearly did. Loras felt four hands all over his body,
never really sure whose were whose, but it didn’t matter. The two men stopped
and took their hands away from Loras’s skin every once in a while to touch and
kiss each other before turning their attention back to him. Loras knew he was
receiving 90% of the attention in this threesome, and on some level, that made
him feel very special.
“Mmmm....fucking God he’s so tight. I’ve never felt anything this tight in my
life,” Caleb slurred. “I told you, didn’t I?” Renly smirked in reply.
Loras quickly looked up and realized Renly had had this planned before they
even came....this wasn’t a spur of moment thing that just happened as he
originally thought. He guessed it didn’t really matter at this point. He had a
stranger’s cock up his ass and was actually somewhat enjoying it. Why worry
about that now. Nothing he could do or say was going to stop what was happening
this far in. And Loras had turned the corner so that, if he was completely
honest with himself, he didn’t want it to stop either.
Caleb’s knees were starting to weaken, partly from the pleasure of it all and
partly from supporting Loras to keep him upright. He leaned back, and without
ever exiting Loras, sat down with his back against the headboard and pillows,
with Loras in his lap....still completely inside the boy. Caleb bent his legs
and positioned Loras’s legs so that each one was on the outer side of his own,
then Caleb spread his own legs out as far as he could, causing Loras’s legs to
spread as well.
Renly knelt in front of them, completely in awe of the beautiful spectacle laid
out before him. There was Loras, his legs spread eagle and splayed out in full
view for him, with Caleb’s huge cock deeply implanted inside his ass. His poor
boy was almost in a split. He’d be sore tomorrow. Caleb’s dick moved gently up
and down and Renly watched in awe at his boy’s anal muscles contracted tightly
around it, being stretched to its limit. His ass was wet and glistening with
lubricant and probably some of Caleb’s pre-cum, and it was just about the most
beautiful thing Renly could have ever imagined witnessing.
Loras’s head was thrown back against Caleb chest, damp hair stuck to his
cheeks, mouth open and breathing heavy. He knew Loras was close to coming...he
had seen that same look on Loras’s face every night for the past year. Loras’s
dick was hard and engorged, resting on his abdomen, and pre-cum had formed and
lightly trickled out. Loras only had the faintest of hair on his balls....a
‘late bloomer’ as Renly would call him and liked to tease him about when they
were alone. He didn’t quite have the body of a man yet, but he was on the cusp.
He still retained some of his boyish lines, his hairless chest, his hairless
face. But he was very close to manhood. Renly just stared at his most prized
possession in pure amazement. Loras was allowing himself to be completely
fucked and impaled by a stranger, all for Renly’s enjoyment. It was such a
perfect picture he almost didn’t mind being left out of the threesome at this
point. He wanted this image of Loras burned into his mind until the day he
died.
After a few moments, and wanting to at least have some participation, Renly
leaned in and began to suck on Loras’s swollen cock. Loras frantically moved
his head and hands, chest heaving, breathing labored, biting down hard on his
bottom lip, but nothing coherent coming out of his mouth other than moans and
gasps.
Renly had seen Loras wrecked and ruined before during sex....it didn’t take
much to turn Loras on at home. Renly could practically just look at the boy and
turn his legs to jelly, but this reaction was out this world. Loras tried to
move his legs, but Caleb had them spread out too far, and Loras was no match
for Caleb’s strength. Loras couldn’t move them, no matter how hard he tried. He
couldn’t move or speak or do anything but ride this incredible sensation that
was filling his entire body. Between Caleb’s movements becoming stronger and
harder and Renly’s tongue and mouth sucking faster on his dick, Loras was not
going to last much longer.
“Mmmm....Ren...uh..uh.” Some moans and gasps came out of Loras’s mouth. Renly
looked up and took his mouth off of Loras’s dick to see that the boy was
reaching a weak hand out to him. “You want my hand baby?” and he took the boy’s
sweaty, limp hand.
He’s getting the shit fucked out of him and he still wants to hold my hand,
Renly thought to himself. Loras was the sweetest, most precious thing he had
ever laid eyes on. Not a day passed when he didn’t ask himself what he did to
deserve this perfect boy.
“Gonna...I can’t! Ren...I...I’m sorry...I’m gonna...”
Renly stared into Loras’s blue eyes. “Come for us Loras! It’s okay.”
Caleb’s pounding got faster and harder. He was using all his weight to fuck
upwards and slam into Loras, while gravity then forced Loras back down hard
onto Caleb’s cock. The slapping of skin on skin got louder and faster. The
boy’s ass was getting the pounding of its life. All intentions of being gentle
with Loras were gone from Caleb’s mind....he was fucking him hard and fast
because it felt so dam good. Renly kept one hand on Loras’s dick while the
other held onto Loras’s hand. He stared into Loras’s face intently to make sure
he wasn’t being hurt. It was hard to tell at times, but Loras hadn’t screamed
out their safe word yet, so he was almost positive his boy was okay. Loras knew
what the safe word was if he was ever in too much pain.
Renly leaned back just a bit so he could see the full effect of his boy getting
completely fucked and violated for the first time in this way. Loras threw his
head back again against Caleb and screamed louder than Renly had ever heard him
scream before...and Loras had always been a bit of a screamer. It was a
combination of sobbing, wailing, confusion, pain and pure ecstasy...the most
unbelievable, sexiest, primal sound he had ever heard.
Loras’s cum exploded all over Renly’s hand. “FUUUCCCK!” was the next scream and
it came from Caleb as he exploded inside Loras’s ass. It was all too much to
take...Renly’s hand moved from Loras’s dick to his own and in just three quick
tugs, he exploded his own white cum all over the boy’s stomach.
Loras had been completely and totally wrecked, was covered in his own cum as
well as Renly’s, and he had Caleb’s cum deep inside his ass. Caleb released and
relaxed his own legs, which finally freed Loras’s legs as well. Renly collapsed
on their tangled lower extremities. All three of them were too breathless and
spent to say a word....Renly still holding Loras’s hand tightly.
***** Chapter 2 *****
Chapter Notes
     This chapter is short and sweet.
Several minutes has passed, Renly wasn’t exactly sure how long it was. As his
breathing was starting to return to normal, he looked up at the other man and
his boy. Caleb’s chest was still heaving slightly, and Loras had half-slid off
of Caleb’s chest and was now more on the bed. His eyes were closed and his hair
was a complete tangled mess in front of his face. Loras looked like he had been
through a war. “I have to make sure he’s okay,” and Renly motioned to Caleb to
help.
Renly gently lifted the boys’ legs up as Caleb took him from under the arms and
they removed him from Caleb’s now almost soft cock, gently placing him down on
the bed. Caleb’s cum had begun leaking out of Loras’s ass.
“I need a towel,” Renly said.
Caleb grabbed one and Renly began to wipe the mess away from Loras’s bottom,
then turned the towel around to get a clean side and wiped all the cum off of
Loras’s stomach. He leaned over Loras and began to move some of the blond curls
away from his face. Some of them were stuck to his cheeks from sweat. Loras’s
eyes remained closed throughout all of this.
“Loras, you okay?” He patted Loras’s cheek. For God’s sake, did we kill him he
wondered? The thought quickly flashed through Renly mind until a slight moan
came out of Loras’s throat. Renly heaved a sigh of relief.
“He okay?” Caleb offered, leaning over the boy to look at his face also.
“Yeah, yeah, he’s okay. He’s just wiped out. Never been fucked like that
before.” Renly looked down at his squire with concern. He laid down beside
Loras and took him in his arms, cradling him almost like a baby, kissing him
atop the head. Caleb smirked at the sight – “For crying out loud, you were
never that attentive with me!” and laughed out loud. Renly glared at him and
replied “You didn’t need it. You didn’t even want it. Besides, Loras is
different. He’s....he’sprecious to me. He’s the most precious thing in the
world.”
Caleb raised one eyebrow. “Precious?” he snickered. “He sounds like a pet cat.”
Renly gave him a glare, but didn’t bother to reply. No need to. Caleb wouldn’t
understand the feelings he had for Loras anyway. Caleb was all about the sex
and nothing else. That’s what ended their relationship anyway. The sex was
great, but there was no emotion to it. Renly wanted someone to love, and to
know that person loved him back. He needed that. And that’s what he had found
with Loras.
He hadn’t planned to fall in love with Loras, it just happened. He had watched
as Loras grew from a young page and then to a squire, watched his skill with a
sword get better as each year passed. Renly made sure he had the best teachers
come in for Loras, as he himself wasn’t a skilled swordsman and couldn’t teach
him much anyway. Renly had no passion for battles or war, couldn’t even stand
the sight of blood. But Loras wanted to be in the Kingsguard when he was old
enough so Renly made sure he had the best instruction and training that money
could buy. Loras and he became closer as time went on. He helped Renly with his
daily affairs as well as personal affairs, dressing, undressing, drawing his
bath, even shaving him...although that took a while. Trusting Loras’s shaky
hand with a straight razor took some time, but the boy could do it with both
eyes closed now. As the years went by Renly’s affection for Loras took on a
deeper meaning. Where he had once looked at the boy with the affection that one
might have for a little brother, somewhere along the line it began to have a
more lustfulness behind it.
“So how long have you two been.... you know, together?” Caleb broke in,
breaking Renly’s thought pattern.
“Almost a year. Right around the time he turned 14.”
It wasn’t unusual for girls to marry at 14 in Westeros, sometimes to men twice
their age, so the fact that Loras was 14 was never the issue when Renly first
slept with him. The issue was always that Renly had a wild side when it came to
sex, and Loras was nowhere ready for that. The self-confidence Loras showed
when he had a sword in his hand was fleeting and always left as soon as he put
that sword down. Then he was just an innocent child who was naïve and
vulnerable. It had been a long year for Renly, a lot of patience and
understanding had to be mustered for their relationship to work. In those early
years when Loras first came to Storms End, Renly would often hear him crying in
his chambers at the end of the day, missing his beloved sister, his father and
grandmother, and his home in Highgarden. The boy’s loneliness was not that
unsimilar to his own and their early bond was based on that mutual
understanding of feeling lost in a world that didn’t understand them. Loras
understood him like nobody else ever could...or ever would.
Loras squirmed a bit in his sleep and Renly adjusted his hold on him. The boy
sleepily reached his arm up to drape it over Renly’s shoulder. Loras opened his
eyes slightly and Renly looked down at him.
“You okay?” Loras nodded his head and half-smiled. “I love you,” Loras
whispered and nuzzled his head deeper into his Lord’s neck. Renly choked for a
second and then replied “Yeah, I know you do,” but stopped there, too
embarrassed to actually say those three little words within earshot of Caleb,
who gave him another raised eyebrow and small smirk.
“Well, he clearly adores you Ren!” said Caleb as he moved a few pillows around
to get more comfortable. “I’m happy for you though. You know that, right?”
Caleb laid on his side, closed his eyes, and draped one arm over Loras’s waist.
“Yeah, I know” replied Renly. The three of them drifted off to sleep, Loras
still in the middle of them.
***** Chapter 3 *****
Chapter Summary
     Renly finally discloses what he really wants to do with Loras.
A few hours had passed before Renly awoke. He gently pulled his arm out from
underneath Loras’s head, slid quietly out of the bed, walked over to the table
and poured himself a glass of water.
“You awake?” He looked back to see Caleb sitting up in bed, rubbing his eyes
and looking at him.
“Yeah, I’m awake.”
“Good. Cuz I really wanted to talk to you.” Caleb slipped out of bed himself
and walked toward Renly who was faintly silhouetted by the glow of the
fireplace that had almost burned out. “I’ve played nice with your little pet
tonight...he’s cute and all, but it’s been almost two years since I’ve been
with you. I was really hoping to...” Caleb voice trailed off without finishing
his sentence as he pulled Renly in for a rough kiss.
Renly laughed a little to himself. Caleb would never change. “I don’t know.
Things are different now, you know? I’m with Loras...that’s why I brought him.”
“We can go to another room....he’s asleep...he’ll never know.” Caleb put a firm
hand on Renly’s shoulder and began to roughly kiss, suck, and bite the nape of
his neck.
Renly pondered the idea for a moment. The roughness of Caleb's touch was
appealing - something he hadn't had in so long. But then he looked over at
Loras in bed, still asleep, curled up like a cat, and realized that as much he
wanted to, he just couldn't. It wouldn't be right. Renly pulled back from
Caleb's grip. “No. I can't. I don’t want him to wake up and not know where I
am. He’d be scared if he thought he was here all alone.”
Caleb stepped back and huffed, throwing his arms out to the side. “What the
fuck?! You used to be up for anything. Do you remember all the crazy shit we
used to do when we were still together? You’ve turned into some mother hen
since I saw you last. What the fuck?”
“I’m sorry...I....you wouldn’t understand” Renly started. “My head’s in a
different place now. I’m happy and I don’t want to fuck everything up. I don’t
do anything without Loras now. It’s just the way it is.” He looked at Caleb,
hoping to find some sort of understanding on his former lover’s face, but he
didn’t find it. Fucking was as simple and basic as breathing to Caleb – it was
just something you did and that was that. There was no real thought behind it.
No strings, no emotional ties, none of that. But it had become something very
different to Renly over the past year. The two men stood for a moment looking
at each other when they heard Loras stirring in the bed.
“Did we wake you?” Renly headed back over to the bed as Caleb rolled his eyes
and shook his head. “Friggen mother hen,” he whispered angrily under his
breath.
Loras blinked and rubbed his eyes and sat up in the bed, pulling the sheet up
to cover his still naked body. “What’s going on? What are you talking about?”
Loras sleepily asked.
Renly sat down beside him, took a long blond curl from the side of Loras’s head
and ran his fingers through the silken lock before letting it drop against the
side of his face. “Nothing. Don’t worry about it. Why don’t you just go back to
sleep?”
Caleb broke in, “Yeah, just go back to sleep.” Loras caught a tone of
frustration in the older man’s voice. He may not have had a complete grasp on
what had happened this evening or why, but he clearly sensed that Caleb would
have preferred to have had Renly to himself.
Loras’s eyes shot back to Renly, who pulled him in for a kiss on the forehead.
"Did I do something wrong? Why is he mad at me?” Loras asked in an almost
childlike tone.
“He’s not....well, not really,” Renly began. “It just that, uh, well...”
“You want to know why I’m pissed Loras?! It’s because everything has fucking
changed. When Renly and I were together – before you ever came along - we had
the best fucking sex you could have ever imagined. We could throw each other
off walls - fuck the shit out of each other for hours at a time,” Caleb half-
shouted. “I could tie him to a chair – I could handcuff him...or he could do it
to me ...it didn’t matter! Nothing was ever off limits. I didn’t have to worry
about how hard I was banging him or whether or not he was ‘scared,’” Caleb
throwing his hands up, clearly referencing how many times Renly had told him
that night to be careful with Loras.
Loras’s eyes filled up just a bit. For the first time he fully realized what
Renly really desired in a partner - at least when it came to to the bedroom. He
always got the impression that Renly wanted things rougher and wilder than he
did, but he didn’t realize the full extent of it until now. He looked up at
Renly, who was glaring at Caleb. “Is that true?” he asked softly.
Renly looked down and then back up. “Yeah, it is. Caleb and I had a pretty
intense sex life for a while. But then I met you and...you know, things are
different now. And that’s okay.” He smiled at his young squire and touched his
cheek.
“I’m sorry." Loras looked down. "I’m sorry I’ve ruined everything for you.”
“No! No, no! Don’t say that. Don't be sorry. Hell, I’m not! I’m so glad I have
you – I wouldn’t change that for the world. You know how much I...” Renly
caught himself again before saying those three little words to Loras. He could
feel Caleb’s heated glare on the back of his neck. “You know how much I care
about you, right?”
Loras nodded.
“It’s just that...sometimes...sometimes I feel like a caged animal. I still
have all these desires that I keep buried deep inside because I don’t want to
scare you. I went from one extreme to the other when I met you. I love what we
have together and I don’t mind that we’ve taken things so slow, but every once
in a while...” Renly’s voice trailed off, not sure how else to explain this to
Loras in a way he would understand.
But Loras understood quite a bit more than Renly realized. The last year in his
Lord’s bed had been a huge awakening for him. He had gone from spending his
free time daydreaming about climbing trees and other boyish activities, to
thinking how many hours there were left in the day so he could lay with Renly.
An intense feeling of desire had awoken in Loras over the last year – and even
though he was still very much behind, he was slowly catching up. Tonight had
been a little glimmer into what Renly was hoping he and Loras’s relationship
could eventually turn into.
“Why didn’t you ever tell me what you wanted?”
“I tried to Loras. Well, maybe I never told you in words, but I tried to show
you. But you always looked so dam afraid that I backed off. I get that you’re
young – and I don’t want you doing anything you’re not ready for.”
Renly took his hands and firmly grabbed Loras's arms and squeezed them. Loras
almost melted into them. Renly's hands were strong and they made him feel safe.
He looked up at Renly intently. There was nobody on this earth that he loved or
cared about more than him. And he knew Renly would never hurt him – or allow
anybody else to hurt him. He leaned in so that his whisper could only be heard
by Renly – “I’ll do anything you want....all I want is to make you happy. I
love you.”
Renly looked down at his squire’s face and into his huge blue eyes. He knew
Loras meant every word he said.
“There is something I want...something I’ve been wanting to do with you for a
while.”
“Tell me. What is it?”
Renly paused for a few seconds, not sure if he should tell him or not. If he
told him, Loras might never look at him the same way. But if he didn’t tell
him, it would eat away at him inside.
"Just tell me.  Please?"  
“I want to tie you up....just your wrists....I want to tie you up and...” Renly
stopped short.  
“And what?” Loras asked nervously.
“And I really...I really want to see if you..." Renly let out a long sigh. "I
want to see if you can take both me and Caleb at the same time.” Renly
swallowed hard and waited for Loras to protest.
Loras sat very still for a moment and let the words process in his mind.
Bondage and double penetration. That was an awful lot to ask of him. Loras
pondered it over. The bondage was one thing – he could probably handle that.
That wouldn’t hurt after all.  At least he didn't think it would. But taking
both men at once...he wasn’t sure if that was even physically possible.
Renly broke in, “It’s okay, I get it. I’m asking way too much of you. It’s this
control thing I have...the more control I have over you in bed, the better it
feels somehow. But I understand if you don’t want...”
Loras cut him off - “No, it’s not that I don’t want to. I’d do anything you
asked me. I just don’t know if I can. You’re both so big and I’m...”
“Little,” Renly said gently as he placed his hand on the back of Loras’s neck,
pulling his forehead into his own. “You’re tiny framed, I know. A good strong
wind could probably blow you away,” and he laughed lightly while he placed both
hands on Loras’s face, his thumbs stroking his cheeks.  
Caleb, who had stood completely silent during this exchange, stepped forward
and sat on the bed beside the other two. He had calmed down a bit by this
point. “We could try. If he can’t do it, then so be it. We’ll just finish some
other way. Fair enough?” He smiled at Loras. “Besides, the only way I still get
to have this guy,” gesturing to Renly, “is if we bring you into it.”
Loras thought for a moment. “Yeah, we can...we can try, okay? I know the safe
word. I’ll be okay.”
Renly ran his fingers through his hair as he contemplated it. The thought of
being able to do to Loras what he had been fantasizing about for at least the
last six months of their relationship was just about enough to drive him over
the edge, but the last thing he wanted to do was hurt him, or frighten him into
never wanting to try anything different again. But Loras did know the safe
word, and there wasn’t any real harm in at least trying, was there? He looked
from Loras to Caleb and back again. “As long as we’re all on the same page...we
just try, and if Loras needs to stop – it STOPS.” Renly glared at Caleb and
waited for an answer.
“Yes, of course. It stops if he says so – I swear to it. I really don’t think
he’ll be able to do it, but we can try.”
Renly looked at Loras, his squire’s face still in between his hands. “So,you’re
actually the one in control here Loras, do you understand? It may seem likewe
are, but you say the word and it all stops. No questions asked. No one will be
mad at you. I promise.”
Loras nodded nervously. He was scared for sure, but he felt a rush of
adrenaline pumping through his veins and the thought of making his Lord happy –
giving him exactly what he wanted – well, that meant everything to him.
“Okay – I can do this,” said Loras softly as Renly pulled him in again once
more for a kiss atop of the head.
***** Chapter 4 *****
Renly sat on the side of the bed with Loras in his arms, the boy’s arms draped
over his shoulders while his face was nestled into the side of his neck. He
stroked his squire’s head and hair with one hand while his other was firmly
around his waist, keeping him pulled in tight. They could spend hours like this
at home...sometimes talking, sometimes completely silent. It was just being
with Loras – holding him like this – that Renly loved.
After a few moments, Renly turned to Caleb, who was sitting on the other side
of the bed. “Do you have anything we can use to...” and before he could finish
his question, Caleb got up and walked over to a bureau. He came back with two
silky white strips of material, each about a foot and a half long in length.
Caleb sat back down on the bed and handed one of the strips to Renly. Renly put
his hand on Loras’s chest and gently guided him back to a laying position on
the bed. He held the strip of material in front of Loras’s eyes. “Do you see?
It’s soft – it won’t hurt. It’s just for play really.”
“Uh huh,” Loras nodded, his eyes moving back and forth from the material to
Renly. Then, each man took one of Loras’s arms and slowly raised them above his
head. They each fastened one wrist to the metal iron posts of the headboard
with the white strips of fabric.
Renly looked over to Caleb as they were fastening Loras’s wrists. “Not too
tight, okay?”
Caleb put his finger into the loop of material that he had tied around Loras’s
left wrist and gave it a tug. “That’s not too tight, is it?” he asked. Loras
shook his head in the negative - it was okay.
Renly then took the bed sheet that was still halfway up Loras’s body, pulled it
down and tossed it to the foot of the bed. Loras was now laying naked before
both men, hands tied above his head to the headboard. Renly stifled a small
choke in his throat as he looked down at his boy’s body – he had to be the most
beautiful creature the gods had ever created – and he belonged solely to him.
He took his fingers and lightly stroked Loras’s cheek and chin, before moving
his hand down past his neck and chest. He stopped for a moment as his fingers
brushed across Loras’s nipple, noticing a quick shiver run through the boy’s
body. Renly knew all the sweet spots – the spots that he was guaranteed to get
a reaction from Loras if he touched them. Loras could be read like a book – a
book Renly had now read over a hundred times. He knew exactly when Loras was
enjoying, or NOT enjoying something just by reading his body, with Loras never
having to speak a word.
Renly moved his hands down to Loras’s stomach, lightly tracing his naval,
before gliding down to the top of his thigh – deliberately avoiding touching
his hardened cock. He knew making Loras suffer a bit now would pay off at the
end. Caleb’s hands began the same slow ritual from his side of the bed. Loras
squeezed his eyes closed tightly and tried to pull his thoughts together. Even
though they were all naked, Loras felt particularly vulnerable. After all, he
was the only one tied up. He could feel both men’s fingers and hands exploring
and softly stroking his body. He lightly tugged on his wrists to test the
restraints – they were solid. He could feel somebody’s tongue gently gliding
over the tip of his hard cock. He opened his eyes to see that it was Caleb.
Renly leaned in over Loras and placed a hard, rough kiss on his lips, which was
unusual as he was generally never rough with him. “You are SO fucking
beautiful. Do you know how fucking beautiful you are?” Loras shook his head no.
It probably wasn’t a question Renly expected answered, but he was staring at
Loras so hard and fiercely that he felt he had to offer a response. “You have
no idea how bad I want you right now...how long I’ve wanted you to be able
to...you just don’t know...you have no idea,” and went back in for another
rough kiss, this time squeezing Loras’s face and cheeks firmly with his right
hand. Renly beared down with his mouth for what seemed like an eternal kiss,
and all the while Loras could feel Caleb’s mouth exploring his growing
erection.
Needing to come up for air, Loras jerked his head to side to break the kiss and
gulped in some much needed oxygen. He could see both men were hard and ready.
Loras himself was hard and ready. He wanted to reach down and touch his Lord
between the legs so badly, but he couldn’t. He tugged at the restraints once
more to see if there was any giveway, but there wasn’t. All the yanking did was
cause a light clanging sound as the metal poles of the headboard were pulled.
“We tied you up good baby, didn’t we?” Renly whispered as he came in for
another forceful kiss. It was sloppy and haphazard as Renly was half-crazed
with desire. With each kiss he could hear tiny grunts coming out of Loras. The
sound of that alone was almost enough to make him come right then and there. If
there was anything Renly loved half as much as just staring at Loras’s naked
body when they had sex, it was hearing the assortment of tiny noises he never
failed to produce. Loras was always vocal and Renly adored that about him.
With Renly barely capable of thinking straight any longer, Caleb took it upon
himself to try and orchestrate their positions. “Why don’t you crawl underneath
him this time, Ren?” With a little help from Caleb, Renly lifted Loras’s head
and upper body up a bit from the bed and they slid the boy’s wrists up the
metal bars just enough so he could slide in underneath his squire. Loras’s arms
were tied far enough apart from each other so that Renly could still place his
head in between the boy’s head and left shoulder.
“Is that okay, my baby?” Renly asked and adjusted Loras’s position until they
were both comfortable. “Hmmm hmmm” was the soft reply. Loras pressed back onto
Renly’s chest and he could feel his Lord’s hardness in the small of his back.
He ground his hips into Renly, silently begging for him to insert his hardness
into his ass.
Renly scooted the boy up a few inches higher, so that he was in the correct
position to enter him. Caleb already had the lubricant and began to rub it on
Renly’s hard cock. “Put some on him too, okay? Use a lot,” Renly ordered. Loras
quivered when he felt the man’s fingers on the outside of his ass. He then
pushed one finger inside his hole and then removed it. “I think he’s still
stretched pretty good from before,” said Caleb.
Renly took his hands and placed them on Loras’s hips to help guide himself in.
He went in rather easily. Between the large amount of lubricant and Loras
having only taken Caleb a hour or so before, the boy was more than ready to
slide into. That would probably work to their advantage tonight, he hoped.
Renly panted heavily as he began to fuck Loras. He started out slowly, as he
always did, but before long he was wanting so much more. Loras had pulled his
legs up and arched his back in an attempt to drive his Lord in further. Over
the last year he had eventually learned to take ALL of Renly. Renly could hear
the metal rods clanging every time the boy arched and rocked his body, causing
his wrists to pull. His boy was tied down and taking it up the ass....all
because he had asked him to. If this wasn’t fucking Heaven, Renly didn’t know
what was.
“Hey, slow down you two. You’re going to end this before I’ve even had a chance
to join in,” Caleb grinned. He knelt in front of the two younger male’s legs.
He rubbed a generous amount of lubricant on his erection and placed his hands
on Renly’s bent knees. Loras stopped thrusting and looked up, having
momentarily forgotten that Caleb was even in the room. He had been so consumed
with the sensation of Renly inside him and being tied down that he had almost
forgotten the second part of Renly’s request.
Renly spoke through heavy, labored breathing. “Okay...I know I’ve told you a
hundred times, but just promise me you won’t hurt him.”
Caleb leaned forward so that Renly could see his face better in the darkened
room, his hands still on his former lover’s knees. “I’m a lot of things....but
I’m not sadistic. I would never,ever, intentionally hurt him.”
Renly smiled a sigh of relief. Caleb could be a selfish bastard and a prick,
that was true, but he wasn’t cruel. He trusted him. Loras, however, didn’t have
the same level of trust. His heart was beating so hard in his chest he thought
it was going to burst. From his limited knowledge of human anatomy, he couldn’t
see how two erect penises, both quite sizable, could enter one tiny anus
without there being some sort of pain or damage occurring.
Caleb took one finger and squeezed it alongside Renly’s cock until it entered
Loras. “You okay?” Renly asked, feeling the boy wince. Loras nodded. It was
tight and a little uncomfortable, but not painful.
“Relax,” instructed Caleb. “If you just relax, it won’t hurt. But if you stay
tensed up like you are now...” Loras shook his head up and down to indicate he
understood. But that was easier said than done. There was no way Loras could
truly relax. The adrenaline rush from before had backed off and nervousness had
settled back in.
Caleb inserted a second finger. Loras held his breath for a moment before
releasing it. Renly watched from his position. He couldn’t completely see
Caleb’s fingers, but he knew they were up Loras’s ass. He had his arms tightly
around Loras’s chest as he ran his tongue and teeth across the boy’s jaw bone,
biting and sucking at the skin in tiny sections, making sure there would be
small marks left for him to see tomorrow. “You’re being so good, baby. You’re
still all right, aren’t you?”
Loras could only nod. His panting and breathing were so erratic now he couldn’t
form a coherent sentence if his life depended on it. The two older men bided
their time until they each noticed that Loras was pushing down, ever so
slightly, on the one dick and two fingers that were shoved up inside him. Loras
definitely wanted more – he could handle more.
Caleb removed his fingers, with Loras whimpering at the sudden loss. He placed
the tip of his cock at Loras’s entrance and pushed gently for a few seconds
until the opening gave way, allowing the head of the second cock in. Loras
threw his head back and growled. Renly squeezed his eyes and forced himself to
not come yet.....but if Loras continued making that sound there would be no way
of containing it for much longer.
Caleb waited a few seconds. “I’m going to go in a little further. Is that
okay?” Loras lifted his head up from Renly’s chest and looked down. He could
hardly believe what he was seeing. Renly’s cock was completely up his ass and
the head of Caleb’s was inside him as well. The boy shook his head yes before
throwing it backwards onto Renly’s shoulder. He was sweating and had pieces of
hair that were stuck to his cheeks and bottom lip, but he couldn’t remove them
because his arms were tied up. The room felt like it was an inferno and it was
starting to spin. He couldn’t believe how good this felt – the fullness, the
stretching, the heat he was feeling inside of his ass from the two other men,
being tied down – the feelings were overwhelming.
Caleb began to push in further, slowly, just a half-inch at a time. He had been
keeping a slow pace, but soon the tightness of Loras’s ass and the sensation of
Renly’s dick rubbing up against his own became so overwhelming that he
momentarily forgot his promise to be gentle. Without even realizing it, he gave
a sudden snap of his hips that had Loras seeing white stars.
The boy’s head flew up and the metal rods of the headboard banged loudly as his
entire body jolted and he screamed “STANNIS!” at the top of his lungs.
“STOP! FUCKING STOP!!” Renly yelled at Caleb. “THAT’S HIS SAFE WORD!”
Caleb stopped dead in his tracks – half shocked at hearing the name Stannis
screamed by Loras. Stannis was Renly’s older brother. Why would Loras scream
out Stannis’s name as a safe word?
But it made perfect sense to Loras. Back when Renly had first asked him to
chose a word, he had thought to himself what would be the least pleasant thing
to think about while making love. The answer was obvious - Stannis. Was there
anything more unpleasant than Stannis? Loras had been completely terrified of
the man since the day he met him. Whenever Stannis came to Storms End to visit
Renly the looks he gave Loras were enough to make his blood run cold. The man
had hard eyes, was always scowling and seemed constantly angry. And the way he
looked at Loras - it was like Loras was nothing more than an insect that he
would just as soon step on rather than acknowledge his existence. And of course
the bonus to making “Stannis” the safe word was that it snapped Renly back into
reality instantaneously. After all, one doesn’t usually want to hear their
brother’s name called out while having sex with their lover. So it was the
ideal safe word and it worked perfectly the few times Loras needed it in the
past.
“Are you okay? What’s wrong!?” Renly grabbed Loras face and turned it toward
him. “Did he hurt you?”
Loras struggled to find his voice. “I’m...I’m okay now. But something hurt. It
was too fast...too hard...” and his voice trailed off.
Caleb had a look of honest concern on his face. “God, I’m sorry! I swear I
didn’t mean it. It just felt so good and you looked like you were...I’m sorry.
I stopped thinking for a second.”
Renly knew the apology was sincere, but he was still pissed. Loras was probably
so scared now there’d be no going back. And he had been doing so good up until
that point.
Loras took some deep breaths to compose himself. “I know you didn’t mean it.
It’s okay. I’m okay now.” He gave a half-smile to Caleb. He could tell by the
look on the other man’s face he was genuinely sorry.
Caleb, who had completely pulled out of Loras the second he screamed, leaned in
close to the boy’s ear. Loras heard a slight catch in his voice as he whispered
to him. “I really am sorry. I’d never hurt you on purpose. Please forgive me?”
Caleb rested his forehead on the side of Loras’s head and waited for a reply.
This was the first time Loras saw the human side of Caleb. Maybe he wasn’t such
a bad guy after all he thought.
“I forgive you. I know you didn’t mean it,” Loras said in a small voice. Caleb
let out a sigh of relief. Renly, who was still inside Loras and holding him
tightly across the chest, said “Do you want to stop for good, Loras? It’s okay
if you do. I’ll understand.”
Loras thought for a moment. Up until Caleb’s olympic sized thrust it had all
felt amazing. If he could trust Caleb to not do that again, he wanted to
continue.
“Um...I...um...” Loras looked at Caleb directly in the eyes. “If you PROMISE
you won’t do that again...I...I still want to.”
“I won’t do that again. I promise I won’t.”
Renly looked hard at Caleb. “I swear to all the gods, you do that again I will
fucking cut your balls off!” Caleb shook his head, indicating he understood. He
knew Renly meant it too.
Caleb repositioned himself back between their legs, took a deep breath, and
looked at Loras. “We’ll try again....slower this time. Yes?”
“Yes,” Loras said, not completely sure he was making the right decision. One
more thrust like that again and he knew he would be done. He would do almost
anything for Renly, but even he had his limits.
Caleb once again pressed his cock alongside Loras’s hole, and pushed inside the
entrance as he had before. This time he would stop as each quarter-inch of
himself disappeared inside and would wait. He kept his eyes on Loras the entire
time, checking for any discomfort along the way. It took a while, but
eventually he was almost entirely inside the boy. Loras was beginning to feel
so full he didn’t think he could take anymore.
“I’m almost completely inside Loras.”
“Wait...wait a second. I don’t think I can take anymore.”
Caleb held his position where he was. Loras was so tight and hot and he could
feel Renly’s swollen cock beside his – both deep inside Loras’s ass. The
sensation to keep pushing in was overwhelming, but he knew he couldn’t, and it
was sheer torture being forced to wait.
Renly was feeling the same intense sensation that Caleb was. If he had his way,
he’d be thrusting and pounding Loras with every ounce of energy he had left in
him. But he also knew he couldn’t do that. Both men, who were so close to edge,
had to wait. Everything hinged on Loras from this moment on. As much as it
appeared like they were in control of the situation, it was really Loras who
had all control from this point on, whether he was tied up or not.
Loras knew everything had come to a standstill because of him. He didn’t know
if he should try to go any further. He had never felt so full and stretched in
his life. The feeling hovered between pain and pleasure. He closed his eyes and
tried to calm his breathing. He could feel Renly’s arms still wrapped tightly
around his chest and felt his breath on his neck. He could hear Renly faintly
whispering “It’s okay. I got you. Whatever you want to do is okay,” in his ear.
He could feel the two cocks that were inside his ass. He could feel throbbing
and twitching coming from them every few seconds. He knew both men were so
close to coming. He himself was close to coming too...he just didn’t want to
feel that pain that he felt before.
Renly took his left hand and removed a blond ringlet of hair that was stuck to
Loras’s lower lip. Loras looked up at him and they locked eyes. Renly smiled
down at him – that same smile that made him melt since the day he had first
placed a kiss on the squire’s lips. That was all the motivation Loras needed
now and he knew that he wanted to continue. He stared into those eyes and every
ounce of his soul just wanted to make him happy.
Loras moved his eyes to Caleb who was impatiently waiting. “I think I can.”
Caleb pressed in further what felt like no more than a millimeter – too small
of an amount to even calculate. The feeling of being so full was all-consuming
to Loras. But after another few moments had passed, Caleb let out a small
grunt. “That’s it. I’m all the way in Loras.”
Loras eyes opened wide in surprise. He didn’t think he could actually do it,
but he did it! Renly squeezed him around the chest and showered his neck with
kisses. “Oh baby, you’re so good. I want you to enjoy this too...I want to make
you as happy as you make me.”
A smile spread across Loras’s face as he realized he had actually taken in two
men’s cocks – just what his Lord had asked him to do. The feeling was
uncomfortable and amazing – both at the same time. Renly moved his arms to
Loras’s hips again. He and Caleb worked out a rhythmic pattern where only man
would gently thrust at a time, never the both. Loras let himself settle into
the pattern, and once he knew what to expect, he relaxed and began to let the
sensation of being double fucked wash over his body.
The rhythm of the two men made Loras’s body feel like he was riding a wave. He
was being gently rocked to and fro. When Caleb would push forward, Renly would
back off. Then Renly would push from behind and Caleb would retreat. Loras felt
the need to have one of them to attend to his leaking cock. He turned his head
towards Renly’s ear and softly said “Please touch me....touch me there.” Renly
immediately slid one hand from Loras’s hip and moved it to his throbbing cock.
Another growl passed through Loras’s clenched teeth. Renly buried his head in
Loras’s neck, but kept his eyes open so he could see as much of the fucking as
he could. His precious boy – his most prized possession – was tied up and being
double ass-fucked at this very moment, all because Renly wanted it. Renly
wanted to scream “I love you” at the top of his lungs over and over, but he
just couldn’t. So instead he just chanted “Loras....Loras...oh God, Loras” into
the boy’s ear. He hoped Loras knew what he was feeling. And Loras DID know.
Renly had expressed his love for him countless times. There was no question of
that in Loras’s mind.
Loras’s groans became louder and his eyes were a wide as saucers. He was
pulling on the headboard poles with his wrists with enough force now that the
clanging was almost deafening in Renly’s ears. Loras dug his heels into the
mattress and tried to follow the wave of movement that the two older men had
established. After a few more minutes of riding so close to the edge, Loras
knew he couldn’t last any longer. “I’m gonna come Renly! Please, can I come?”
“Yes, baby – yes! Come!” And with that, Loras came hard in Renly’s hand...and
he came and he came. Loras had never come so hard in his life. He felt his
entire body shaking as he road the orgasm....an orgasm that felt like it would
go on forever. As Loras neared the end of his ride, Caleb and Renly each
released themselves inside of Loras. The loud roar of both men screaming as
they came filled the room. Renly held his squire tightly, taking every second
of this moment in so he could remember it forever. The boy’s body was heaving
as he recovered from his orgasm and Renly wasn’t going to let him go just yet.
Caleb pulled out first, needing to collapse forward and take the weight of his
knees. He sprawled across the bed, his arm and head on Renly’s leg. Loras’s
body had gone limp on top of Renly. He was completely exhausted by the two sex
acts that night. He couldn’t have moved his body if his life depended on it and
Renly knew it. Eventually Renly slid out from underneath Loras. Loras suddenly
felt so empty, after having felt so full. He felt relief at having the two
cocks removed, but felt their loss as well. Such a strange feeling, he thought
to himself.
Renly momentarily walked away. Loras didn’t know why and was too exhausted to
ask. He came back a moment later with a towel and cleaned up the mess of cum
that was spread across Loras’s stomach and that had spilled out of his ass.
Loras was fading in and out of sleep at this point. He wasn’t sure what time it
was – it was still dark, but it had to be close to morning. Not only had he
just experienced his first threesome, twice in the same night, WITH bondage,
but he had gotten almost no sleep and his body wouldn’t allow him to stay awake
anymore. His eyes began to close and he felt a deep sleep begin to wash over
him. The last thing he saw before completing fading out was Renly, hovered over
him and continuing to tend to him.
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Loras felt somebody gently shaking his shoulder. His eyes fluttered open to see
Renly standing over him. “Hey, sleepy head,” he smiled. “We have to get going
if we’re going to make it back to Storms End before dark, okay?”
Loras sat up, rubbed his eyes, and noticed the sunlight streaming in through
the window. He slid out of bed and began to look around for his clothes that
had been strewn about the floor. He dressed as quickly as he could. His arms
were sore, his muscles were aching, and he felt like he had been through a
tournament battle. He went outside to where the two other men were standing and
talking. Loras walked over to where the horses had been secured the night
before and brought them around so that he and Renly could start their journey
home.
He stood holding the horse reins while the two older men said their goodbyes.
“I’m really glad you came to visit. I hope you can come back before too long,”
he heard Caleb say. He glanced over at Loras and continued on. “You know
you’reboth welcome here anytime.”
Renly leaned in to give Caleb a hug. “Thank you for having us. It was good
seeing you again.” Loras held Renly’s horse steady for him as he mounted it.
Loras then turned his attention to Caleb to say goodbye when the man put a hand
on the boy’s shoulder. “It was nice meeting you Loras. I know you probably
won’t believe me, but I’m glad Renly found what he was looking for in you.
Whatever it is, it’s something I could never give him. I can’t imagine what’s
going through your head right now, but know that you arealways welcome here.”
A small smile spread across Loras’s lips and without hesitation he threw both
arms around the older man’s shoulders. Caleb startled at the sudden sign of
affection which was completely unexpected, but then returned the embrace and
patted him on the back. Loras then mounted his own horse and the two began
their journey back to Storms End.
They rode in silence for quite a while as Renly began to think about how he
could ever repay Loras. It would begin by having the servants draw up a hot
bath for Loras as soon as they got home. He could only assume that every muscle
in the boy’s body was aching. Then, after that, whatever Loras wanted, he would
be sure to get. If he just wanted to be held, caressed and cuddled for the next
few nights, then that is what would happen. He owed Loras that. He owed Loras
more then that, and he knew it. Whatever his boy wanted from him, if it was
within his power, he would have it without question.
Renly looked over at Loras atop his horse, riding a few paces in front of him.
He watched as his squire commanded his horse through the windy side roads and
uneven terrain. He had become quite the skilled horseman over the last
year....better than Renly himself in some aspects. A smile spread across his
face as he admired his boy, the bright sun shining off the mop of curls that
were delicately bouncing as he rode. Loras looked back, sensing eyes upon him.
He flashed that smile that always made Renly’s heart skip a beat, and Renly
knew they were in a good place...a very good place.
For the first time on their journey Renly broke their silence. “Loras? You know
you’re the most precious thing in the world to me, don’t you?”
Loras just smiled back at him. He knew.
“I love you, Loras. I swear to the gods, I will never love anyone else until
the day I die.”
Loras looked back at his Lord and smiled. “I know you won’t. And neither will
I.”
~THE END~
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