Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/4149573. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: M/M Fandom: カーストヘヴン_|_Caste_Heaven Relationship: Kuze_Natsuki/Kusakabe_Atsumu Character: Kuze_Natsuki, Kusakabe_Atsumu, Kuze_(Caste_Heaven), Kusakabe_(Caste Heaven) Additional Tags: Established_Sexual_Relationship, Explicit_Sexual_Content, Rimming, Come as_Lube, Oral_Sex, Blow_Jobs, Anal_Sex, Multiple_Orgasms Stats: Published: 2015-06-17 Words: 1643 ****** Helm's Deep ****** by RubyFiamma Summary Kusakabe just wants the entire world at his fingertips but his universe only stretches as far as Kuze. Helm's Deep ===============================================================================     The examination room table is cold against Atsumu’s skin. The chill that seeps through his skin and settles into his blood makes it harder for him to breathe; though the gusts of air that he chokes on are likely to do with the heat of Kuze’s mouth pressing tender kisses against his stomach and the slide of the other’s soft fingertips along the insides of his thighs. There was a time where Kusakabe trembled in fear instead of pleasure; a time when jeering voices over his shoulder made him quiver and now it’s the liquid silk of Kuze’s voice calling out his name, “Atsumu…Atsumu.” There was a time where Atsumu was nothing but trash hiding behind a fortress long since crumbled, once kept strong and solid by his destitute and social standing but Atsumu is stronger now; he’s got powernow and it comes in the form of Kuze’s lips rolling over his flushed length, sparking electricity through his veins and Atsumu feels like he can bring down an entire army on the strength borrowed from another. “Kuze.” His name is easy on Atsumu’s tongue, and he can’t help but hiss from the almost-too-painful heat that sears his skin like sunburn. “Kuze… More, Kuze. More.” His touch is addictive in every sense and Atsumu doesn’t know how to be himself anymore, doesn’t want to be himself – his old self, the piece of garbage that was tossed aside and stepped on; kicked down and beat on and it’s like he’s melded into Kuze, like every inch of Atsumu’s existence belongs to him. “Mmh, Kuze –- I -– Kuze, I’m gonna--” He feels drunk. He doesn’t know what drunk feels like, but he suspects it must be something like this. Shaking and shuddering as Kuze’s mouth milks him through the orgasm that draws tight in his belly and surges lighting-quick through his blood. It breaks the surface of Atsumu’s defenses and drags him under, like he’s drowning as he gets swept away by the current. He can’t breathe; his chest aches with this pressure that feels like it’s crushing him and the tears are back, streaming grit and salt down his face. Atsumu hasn’t even come up for air yet when he feels Kuze pull apart his fleshy mounds, legs splayed out like he’s lost all control of his limbs and they’re being held up by marionette strings. Kuze spits then, Atsumu can feel the hot spill of come and saliva spurt slick against his entrance and the sheer knowledge of his own come being used as lubricant is enough to fill Atsumu’s cock half-hard. “You taste good,” Kuze purrs, his breath splashing cool against Atsumu’s heated skin. He tries to breathe Kuze’s name but it comes out in a groan and he jolts when the other licks over his entrance, makes him whine desperate for more. Atsumu’s certain the other knows his body well by now, knows that the quiver in his thighs is a plea for Kuze to keep the warm swell of his tongue sweeping over his entrance like he would an ice pop in the summer heat. Atsumu knows it’s dirty, knows that whatever this is must make him some sort of bad boy but he can’t stop the reckless ecstasy that thrums in his veins and sparks his blood aflame. Kuze makes him feel wonderful, love-drunk with whispered words rich and cloy and Atsumu knows he should keep his distance, retreat to the sanction of the mountains that have not done well to shelter him in the past. The keep is where he stays, where his mind goes when he’s being tortured by cruel life itself and when he feared he’d never be free, Kuze rescues him from peril like Atsumu’s own white knight in shining armour. There are slender fingers inside him now, crooking and curving alongside Kuze’s tongue and it’s too much all at once, the crushing pressure in his chest and skin so hot that he’s burning from the inside out, Atsumu’s afraid he’s going to combust into flames right here in the infirmary. He’s panting hard, breath too thin and shallow like he’s too high up an altitude. It makes sense, Kuze takes him to a whole other  plane. “Mm,” he hears Kuze hum from above him, when his fingers have stilled and Atsumu has had time to sort through the pieces of the other’s speech. “You’re so cute, Atsumu.” Atsumu props himself on an elbow, glances up at Kuze through bleary eyes and even without his glasses, Kuze is the most gorgeous thing he’s ever seen. With the sun filtering in through the blinds over the windows, orbs of light adorn his skin like crystal pearls and shadows fall through the strands of his coffee-rich hair. “Don’t make fun of me,” he mumbles, his mouth dropping into the shape of a pout. “Ah, Atsumu… I wouldn’t dream of it.” When Atsumu meets the other’s eyes, they’re soft and warm, like glowing embers of a slow burning fire. Kuze smiles as he brings the condom foil up to his lips and tears through the wrapper with his teeth, and Atsumu can’t help but think the other’s look is like a siren’s song luring him out of his shell and into unknown depths but he’s not afraid. Kuze makes him feel safe, makes him feel wantedand for that Atsumu is ready to tear down any barriers that get in his way. “I’m going in,” Kuze croons, gentle but seductive, a tone that winds like a coil up Atsumu’s spine and flushes heat into his limbs. “Hurry,” Atsumu whines, clawing at the fabric of Kuze’s shirt to draw the other in closer. The wait has long since been unbearable, the ache in his joints for Kuze’s skin to touch his own is unfathomable. “Haha,” Kuze laughs, bright bursting sound that spills from his lips like a bubbling brook. “Such an eager little rabbit.” Atsumu makes a sound, like a purr of satisfaction and a frenzied supplication before Kuze grips his hip and enters him slow like Atsumu were made of glass and anything harsher would shatter him. It doesn’t matter, the burning pressure of being stretched open languidly is something Atsumu’s come to relish in but his entrance is slick with come and spit so it makes the motion simple, if not easy. Kuze groans, Atsumu watches as his lashes flutter and sweep across his cheeks before throwing back his head and rolling his hips into the first grind. Eager is right, he supposes and when Kuze leans in against his thighs and starts to thrust, Atsumu is already reaching for the crisp white of the other’s shirt so that he can tip his head up and press his mouth against Kuze’s lips, despite the undesirable pull in his thighs. They’re hot to the touch, Atsumu can almost feel his lips burning from the sparks of friction against his mouth. “Feels good,” he murmurs on borrowed breath. “Deeper, Kuze.” There’s a laugh that ruffles his hair, and pressure spiking at his spine as Kuze pushes deeper and Atsumu can feel the other’s cock sinking further into him with each rock forward. Kuze hooks Atsumu’s legs over his shoulders until he’s driving harder and harder and Atsumu can’t keep his grip. He falls back against the table, warmed with the heat and slick with the sweat of his body, and lets Kuze fuck him until the only thing he can see is white across his blurred vision. There are tears streaming down his cheeks from pain and pleasure alike and compression ballooning against his ribs. He can’t breathe again, and sound is vibrating in his throat without a conscious effort. Kuze draws back and snaps his hips, and something visceral erupts from Atsumu’s mouth. “There,” he purrs. “That’s the place Atsumu feels good most, isn’t it?” He can only nod, short bobs of his head as he writhes underneath Kuze, and before he can blink away his tears, Atsumu’s shuddering through waves of euphoria that leave him weightless, suspended in animation with no concept of time or space. The last thing he feels is heat, spurting across his chest and spilling down the crease of his ass, warm like Kuze’s touch across his skin.   He’s not sure how long he’s out for, but when he comes to, it’s to the gentle tapping of Kuze’s hand at his cheek and the coaxing melody of Kuze calling his name. The world around him is hazy, blurred edges of nothing but white and his entire body is empty but weighted with sated pleasure. “Ku… Kuze?” “I’m here,” the other whispers and Atsumu can hear the smile in his voice. “You passed out for a little while. Looks like I have to be more gentle next time.” “N-no,” Atsumu stutters, dragging himself up on the table with strength as thin as thread. “No, I want…” He can’t finish his sentence for the emotion rushing in and swimming through his thoughts. There’s not a thing he wouldn’t do for Kuze, not a single particle of himself he wouldn’t offer to the other. He wants for Kuze to see only him, no Queens or preps or other interferences that will drive Atsumu into a frenzy, wild with lust-filled jealousy and rage. He doesn’t want it to be that hard, he doesn’t want to have to share Kuze with anyone, or anything. “What is it that you want, my Jack?” Kuze asks, spreading kisses along the expanse of his collarbone. He can smell the sun in Kuze’s hair, feel the ends sweep against his skin like feathers of a dove. “I want… I want to be your King,” Atsumu answers with a smile, tucking a lock of satin strands behind Kuze’s ear. “I want to be at the very helm of this caste heaven.” Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!