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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Shingeki_no_Kyojin_|_Attack_on_Titan
  Relationship:
      Kenny_Ackerman/Levi
  Character:
      Levi_(Shingeki_no_Kyojin), Kenny_Ackerman
  Additional Tags:
      i'll_update_the_tags_as_necessary, Alpha/Beta/Omega_Dynamics, Uncle-
      Nephew_Relationship, Mating_Cycles/In_Heat, Knotting, Accidental_Bonding,
      Trans_Levi_(Shingeki_no_Kyojin), kenny_feels_very_very_guilty, like_24/7,
      Loss_of_Virginity, Riding, Underage_Kissing, Alpha/Omega, Omega_Verse,
      Age_Difference, Uncle/Nephew_Incest, Accidental_Plot, Mentions_of_Death,
      kenny_isnt_an_asshole_for_once, Levi_is_a_Little_Shit, Table_Sex,
      Overstimulation, Bathing/Washing, Light_Angst, Fluff
  Series:
      Part 2 of The_Ties_That_Bind
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-09-25 Completed: 2016-10-01 Chapters: 6/6 Words: 12481
****** Guilty Conscious, Willing Body ******
by triggerfics
Summary
     Levi's scent calls to him and Kenny prays his sister will kill him.
Notes
     idk how often im gonna update cause i really only write when im in a
     bad place mentally lmao
     so yknow w/e
     unbeta'd bcause Who would i show this to
***** Fucking Up Is What Kenny Does Best *****
It's the third time now and Levi still isn't satisfied, his thighs quivering
with the effort of pulling him up off the other's cock before sitting back
down. So is the insatiable lust of a teenager, he supposes.
Levi's nails scrape at his shoulders as he lifts up again, sliding back down
with a whining keen onto his alpha's cock, walls spasming and clenching up
around him violently so as Kenny presses into his g-spot.
Levi has to stop then, panting harshly from his position, trying to grind down
in his lap to maybe entice him into thrusting up into his welcoming body. Even
so, Kenny keeps his hands on Levi's hips, refusing to touch more than
necessary, letting Levi take whatever he needed in his heat.
When Levi had awoken in the middle of the night, fire coursing through his
abdomen and body urging for him to find a safe spot to be claimed, his mind had
gone to the man he was staying with and within moments his body had led him to
his bedroom. The door was pushed open without hesitation and before it had
registered in his mind he was in his lap and rutting against the sleeping form
of his caretaker before he had expressly given his body permission to do so.
The first heat was always the hardest to deal with, always the hardest to sate,
hormones running wild within his body as his instincts tried to make the jump
from beta to omega. So it was instinct to find a safe spot, Levi's safe spot
just happened to be a very, very unsafe one.
Kenny was not a young, easily overtaken alpha. He was older, more experienced,
and he was more thankful for it now than ever. His nails scrape Levi's hips,
toes curling with the effort to stifle his growls and control his hips. He was
an alpha, he was older, he was stronger; the power imbalance between them was
far too great for him to let loose.
His body is younger, softer still, even with training. A first, virgin heat was
not something Kenny would want to rush. Even with instinct burning underneath
his skin, demanding he take and not give, roaring for him to press this omega
down and claim him; blood relation be damned. He doesn't dare move, he doesn't
even dare to breath too deeply less it set him off.
But Levi is a sight above him; Soft, small breasts bouncing with each drop and
rise of his body, sweat shining on his small body, shaking from the effort it
takes to bounce on this alpha's cock. His soft spot, the wet little pussy
clinging as tightly as it can to the alpha inside of it is overwhelming him;
even sweeter still- the scent of his heat suffocating the elder in his room.
Levi's back arches, pushing his breasts out towards Kenny as he throws his head
back and keens out a third orgasm, body slumping down on the alpha's chest as
he whines and squirms, pussy trying to milk any cum it can get from him.
He's managed to resist so far, preventing his knot from forming consumes half
of his concentration. He barely gets a minutes break before Levi is lifting
himself up off of him again and dropping back down, quickly getting back to
riding him. He will keep going until he's too exhausted to move, or Kenny knots
him.
Kenny prays it's the first option.
Kenny has never been a lucky man.
Levi had managed to stay relatively quiet so far, with only moans and other
types of noises breaking his usually silent resolve. But, as he begins to ride
him again, gearing his body up for the fourth unsatisfying orgasm, it breaks.
It starts in pants, soft gasps of 'please' over and over again, walls squeezing
hard around his cock. Nails dig into Kenny's shoulder as he babbles, mixing
words with whines as he pleads for the alpha to satisfy him.
It's distracting, and it gets harder and harder for him to focus on not moving
at all, hips twitching up into the little omega on top of him as he sits down,
making the omega practically purr in delight.
Levi normally doesn't act like this; which is another knife in him, Levi can't
consent to this, he is needy and out of control in his heat, when he comes out
of his heat he may hate him for this, hate him for taking advantage of him when
he came to him to be safe.
His hips thrust up as Levi sits down.
Levi cries out 'alpha!'.
Kenny's control falls away.
The hands on his hips dig in, gripping hard enough to bruise as they lift him
off of his alpha's cock, and for a horrifying second, it registers in his brain
that Kenny may be making him stop. But then he is being pulled back down and
thrust back into and he realizes as pleasure singes his veins that his alpha is
finally going to give him what he needs. Then, Kenny is pulling him down and
rolling over on top of him, pressing him harder into the bed as he pulls out to
the tip before thrusting back in.
It all goes downhill from there. Levi screams at the first thrust and keeps
crying out as loudly with each thrust into him after it, but Kenny doesn't
stop. If anything, he fucks into the omega harder, nails digging into the small
omega's ivory skin to tug him back onto his cock harder.
One hand moves up from it's position on his hip to press under Levi's body
against the small of his back and force him to arch, allowing Kenny easier
access to his g-spot.
Levi can barely even breath like this, unable to even moan for him, drool
sliding down his chin with his eyes rolled back into his head. This is what he
had needed.
Arms wrap around his neck, pulling Kenny down closer to Levi until they're
chest to chest. The position forces Kenny's mouth against his scent gland and
the remaining rational part of his brain screams no, screams for him to stop
and get away from the pliant omega under him. At this point in time, he's too
far gone to care about anything other than tying his knot in his omega's
welcoming body.
He fucks him hard, and fast, beginnings of his knot already warning him of the
inevitable, and Levi tightens up around him every time he feels the bulge of it
pulling against his rim.
He's speaking again, gasping out a soft 'alpha' over and over again. The
animalistic part of Kenny's brain takes pride in this, pride that hes managed
to fuck his little omega so well that he can't form a coherent thought anymore.
Stubble scratches against Levi's neck as he nips and licks at his scent gland,
drinking in the sweet scent of an omega calling for him, teeth worrying the
soft skin to a pretty red.
He can't hold himself back anymore.
The rational part of his brain turns off completely as he surges forward,
forcing his knot into his omega and biting down on his scent gland, marking him
as his cum spurts into him. Levi screams so loud Kenny's sure the entire
neighborhood would have heard it before going limp.
He pulls away from his neck with a start, looking in concern towards Levi's
face, quickly checking his pulse before realizing he was just asleep, he had
fucked his omega unconscious. The carnal pleasure starts to die down as the
rational part of his brain picked apart what he had just thought. He had just
fucked 'his' omega, his nephew, unconscious. He had just bonded with, and
mated, his nephew.
The bile rises in his throat as it clicks in him, pulling back as far as his
knot-God his knot, he knotted him-will let him, looking over the damage he's
done to his body. Scratches mark his hips and even asleep his body trembles
with over-exertion, blood staining his neck slightly from where he had bit too
deep.
Without thinking of the implication of it, Kenny leans back over him, sniffing
first at the scent gland on his neck, catching the scent of his nephew, and an
underlying layer of him warning off any other alpha that this omega was
claimed. A fresh wave of guilt and nausea washes over him as he laps at the
wound on Levi's neck, cleaning it.
Levi purrs in his sleep at the contact, recognizing the scent over him as his
mate. The guilt hits him again like a punch to the stomach because Levi doesn't
know. Levi has no idea that Kenny is his uncle, he had never told him. To the
extent of Levi's knowledge, he very well could have been a customer of his
mothers. His mother, Kenny's sister.
Everything is coming to him slowly, his mind in pieces after the effect of his
heat. He had never, in his memory, responded to a heat that strongly before, he
barely remembered half of what he did during in. The only thing that he can
entirely focus on now is his knot swelled inside of Levi.
And for the first time that day, Kenny is grateful that this was his first
heat, because it means that, even though Kenny has knotted him, he won't get
pregnant. An omega's first heat is just a trial run heat, giving them a sample
of what their body is going to go through and also helping the body finish that
last step from beta to omega.
There is nothing else to be done from here onward until he can pull out. So he
waits.
He doses off for a bit, with nothing else to do until his knot goes down. He
dreams of his sister smiting him down, condemning him to hell to get him as far
away from her baby boy as possible. When he wakes up to his knot having gone
down, he pulls out. Levi whines at the lost, squirming in his sleep at the drag
of his mate's cock against his sensitive walls as he pulled out, cum soon
starting to drip from his fucked open entrance, staining the sheets under him.
Kenny lays down beside him and pulls the omega close to his chest, letting him
sleep curled up against him like he used to.
As he drifts off again he wishes the dream would be true.
***** Two Wrongs Don't Make a Right *****
Chapter Summary
     Kuchel would kill him if she could. Shit. Kenny hopes she kills him.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
When he wakes again, it is to the soft whines of the omega next to him as Levi
squirms in his sleep, hands turning to claws on Kenny's chest. The mating from
before serving to sate him only temporarily, and with time came a new wave of
his heat. The scent of heat and sex was still heavy in the air, reminding Kenny
exactly of what happened just a few hours earlier.
 
Levi's whines grow more insistent, nuzzling into his mate's chest and breathing
in the alpha's scent. Kenny's arm curls around him, pulling his omega closer up
to his chest; he knows fighting it won’t change anything. Won't change that
fact that just a few hours earlier he bonded him.
 
Kenny breathes in softly, taking in the rich scent of his omega before pressing
his lips to the top of Levi's head, gently rousing him from his sleep. Levi
wakes slowly, blinking open his bleary eyes and registering not only the heat
singeing his veins but the scent of his alpha all around him him. Like a match
to a flame it consumes him, and he lunges forward, eagerly pressing his lips
against the alpha he was laying on.
 
It catches him off guard for a split second before the guilt bite into him and
he concedes defeat, letting his lips open slightly as Levi licks at them. Levi
is inexperienced at this as well, and Kenny wonders for a horrifying moment if
maybe this is his first kiss as well. He pushes that thought away as quick as
it comes, the guilt will kill him if he doesn't.
 
Levi's hands go to his shoulders as he pulls himself away from where he had
slept to throw his other leg over the older man's waist, straddling him as he
had before, pressing their chests together as he kissed him. Kenny will admit
that he is determined, licking and nipping at his mate's lips to entice him
into taking control of the kiss.
 
Kenny's hand moves to the small of Levi's back, the other one gently taking
tilting the omega's chin up, as if he would break in his arms if he was too
careless. He takes control of the kiss like that, showing him how to move,
tongues pressing against each other, learning the way the other moved.
 
Gasps of pleasure spill from Levi's mouth with every touch of his alpha's on
his skin, fire alight in his bones as he grinds down against his alpha, his
instincts pleased at the feeling of the alpha's hard cock under him, knowing
that that was for him.
 
Kenny responds by grabbing Levi's hips and pulling him down, grinding him
against his cock. Levi responds, arching his back and moaning and just like
that it is a race to get Kenny inside of him again, hands scrambling for the
waistband of his boxers to yank them down far enough for his thick cock to jut
out. He pulls himself up and before Kenny can even consider stopping him he's
sitting back down on it, taking in into the hilt immediately, letting out a
moan as it filled him up.
 
Most alphas are supposed to take control with an omega in heat, yet Kenny can
only watch, overwhelmed by the omega on top of him taking what he wants for
himself.
 
Levi starts bouncing immediately, hands sliding down to Kenny's chest for
balance, lifting himself back up and dropping hard. Hands grab his hips hard
enough to bruise as Kenny helps him up before pulling him down, thrusting back
into him at the same time.
 
Levi's body squirms and twitches every time Kenny thrusts back into him, pussy
clenching around the thick cock inside of it, stretching him open.
 
He looks pretty like this, Kenny thinks, with a mixture of guilt and horror
swirling within him. Despite the guilt, it is easier to listen to this
instincts this time around in silent agreement, Levi is pretty. His body is
small and, despite the strength hidden within his muscles, he is petite. When
he thrusts in again the tip of his cock nudged against his g-spot, and Levi's
face screws up, eyes rolling back and swallowing a scream to let out a long
moan instead.
 
He's not going to be able to ride him for much longer, Kenny realizes. His age
has it's own mixture of benefits and downfalls: he can take as many orgasms as
Kenny is willing to give him, but his heat is getting stronger and he's getting
weaker. Maybe they'll work on that a few heats from now, but for now, he is
going to help his omega in any way he can.
 
He pulls Levi off his cock entirely and the younger whines in pure despair,
body desperately craving his alpha back inside of him, not understanding why
Kenny had moved him. Kenny shifts their position again like had had the night
before, rolling them both over mutually so that he was back on top of the
omega. Levi understands what he's doing immediately, legs wrapping around his
waist to pull him closer in-between his legs, arms wrapping around his back to
pull him closer down to him.
 
Kenny is thankful he doesn't feel the rush to be in him like he had before,
he's remained in control of himself throughout and has a feeling he'll be able
to keep control for the rest of Levi's heat. He takes his time lining himself
up, probably more time than necessary, as he presses the tip of his cock up
against his entrance, teasing the wet slit for a moment before slowly sliding
back in.
 
Levi's back arches even at that, moaning as Kenny slides inside of him
completely, thick cock dragging against his walls in a way that makes him
tighten around it. Kenny's hips stutter to a stop, letting out a hiss, nails
briefly digging into the bed as he paused, giving Levi time to relax his body
before pushing in the last inch.
 
Kenny starts moving as soon as he feels Levi is ready for him too, pulling out
to the tip and thrusting back in, his instincts practically purring in
satisfaction as Levi keens, the legs around his waist holding him tight. The
heat hazes his mind and through the thick of it Kenny finds himself growling,
pressing the omega down into the bed, covering the smaller form with his body
as his thrusts pick up in speed and force.
 
A particularly hard thrust in the right spot has Levi's hands on his back
turning to claws as he rakes his nails down the alphas back, thrusting his hips
back to meet his own. Levi is loud in bed, and although it may just be his age,
Kenny hadn't realized making his omega scream would turn him on so damn much.
 
He hates this, he thinks distantly, instincts overrunning him. He hates
thinking of Levi like this, Levi is not some omega to be fucked and left, this
is his sister's kid. His nephew. His fucking nephew.
 
Despite that he fucks into him still, too far gone within Levi's heat to even
consider stopping unless the omega asked him to. With the state he was in
however, that didn't seem to be likely. He could barely even stand it when
Kenny had to pull out to thrust back in.
 
His noises dissolve into gasps, body trembling under him with a constant stream
of scratches raking down his back. Kenny fucks him hard and absolutely
senseless, eyes rolling back as he twitched in his arms. He's close, the
beginnings of his knot catching against the rim of his entrance as he pulls
out, but he's going to make Levi come first. He is not going to use this
omega's body for his own pleasure in his first heat, or any heat he shares with
him afterwards.
 
His hand dips lower, three fingers pressing up against the omega's clit,
quickly rubbing little circles into the sensitive nerve. The response he gets
is instantaneous as Levi's back arches up clean off the bed, a final rough
scream forcing it's way out of Levi's sore throat, leg kicking out behind
Kenny's back. The sight of it alone has the alpha growling and lunging forward,
thrusting hard into the small body willingly, offering itself up to him just a
few more times before his knot expands, locking them together once more.
 
The only sound between them now was their hard panting and Levi's soft whines,
he wasn't unconscious like he was last time, meaning that this is the first
time he'd been able to properly feel the knot in him. Levi looked dazed, Kenny
realized as the fog cleared in his mind, trying to focus on the expression of
his omega to calm him if necessary. Thankfully it doesn't look like he's going
to freak out like some omegas do, he's heard that a knot is a strange thing to
feel inside you and admittedly he isn't too keen on figuring out what they mean
by that.
 
Although it takes time, Levi does start to come back to him a little, head
tilting to the side to show off his neck for Kenny to re-mark him. Although he
hesitates at first, their instincts pull them together and Kenny dips his head
down to bite back into the pale skin on display for him, taking care not to
bite as deep as he had the first time.
 
Levi's toes curl as he does, letting out another, softer pant before Kenny
pulls away. However, Levi isn't done with him yet, one arm slings around his
neck while the other goes to grab his shoulder before Levi pulls him down
closer to him. He doesn't realize what Levi's trying to do until he feels teeth
bite deep into his scent gland, marking Kenny with the same bonding bite he had
given Levi.
 
Even mated already the spike of adrenaline and emotions is enough to make his
head spin, slumping down more so on the omega under him, careful not to rest
his weight too heavily on the smaller one. Waves of affection roll and crash
into him and Kenny knows that this is how Levi feels towards him: care,
concern, love, love, trust.
 
The last one is enough to kill him.
 
Levi shouldn't trust him, Levi shouldn't want anything to do with him, yet here
he is, feeling the guilt and affection that Kenny sends through the bond and
calming him as an omega does their alpha.
 
'It's okay, I trust you. You didn't hurt me. It's okay, It's okay, It's okay.'
 
Kenny exhales a shuddering breath he didn't know he had been holding before
reaching under to palm at Levi's ass, lifting it up slightly to slot their hips
together as much as he can before rolling them over, switching positions as he
had done the first time they mated, leaving Levi on top of him and Kenny
supporting his weight easily. He wouldn't have to worry about crushing him in
their sleep like this.
 
Kenny's hands are slow, gentle, as they reach up to brush Levi's sweaty bangs
away from his face. Levi leans into the touch as much as he can, craving any
affection he gets from his alpha while Kenny sighs again.
 
"You're gonna kill me brat, you know that right?"
 
Levi's gaze turns mischievous before he ducks his head, nuzzling into Kenny's
chest and breathing in his scent. Kenny groans.
 
But even that doesn't stop him from protectively wrapping his arms around the
little omega, making sure he was warm and felt safe in his arms.
 
Kenny doesn't sleep for a awhile this time, hours pass as he stares up at the
ceiling, trying to figure out where the hell to go from here.
 
'God, Kuchel...'
 
His gaze finally drops, eyes hurting from the dim light and how long he's had
them open, to look at the exhausted shape of his nephew currently passed out in
his arms.
 
'I'm so sorry.'
Chapter End Notes
     *dabs* i've lost control of my life
***** Needs and Wants *****
Chapter Summary
     Bonding does something to a person. Makes you feel things you don't
     want to feel; makes you feel things you wish you didn't.
     They were in too deep to stop even if they wanted to.
Chapter Notes
     this got way longer than i had expected it to. also this accidentally
     got feels-y whoops
     still un-beta'd
Mercifully, Levi sleeps longer than Kenny does, and is still curled up on the
elders chest when Kenny blinks his eyes open. Letting out a throaty sigh, Kenny
shifts under him, waking up sore muscles and reaching up to rub the sleep from
his eyes. They've slept longer than they had before, that much is clear, the
time however is less so.
The clock on his nightstand proves to be of little help, angled in just such a
way that he can't see it from his position on the bed. He wouldn't dare move to
try and turn the clock, wary of waking the omega passed out on him. This is
only his first heat, it comes on fast and will leave just as quickly; another
day or two and it should be over.
For Levi's sake, he hopes it ends in just a day. A new day will present new
problems, such as food and water, something they will both need shortly.
Depending on how strong the heat is when Levi finally rouses, he'll either want
Kenny's attention immediately or will be fine waiting for a bit for them to
eat.
Kenny stops at that, looking towards the omega's face with a furrowed brow, if
he is sore then God only knows how sore Levi will be. Shit, he may have to
carry him. Instincts boil up inside of him at the thought, he has fucked his
omega so well he may not be able to walk on his own for a bit. The stab of
pleasure and pride he feels makes him sick and he crushes it as soon as it
presents itself, choosing instead to study the peaceful look on his omega's
face.
He is open like this; unguarded. His eyes are not narrowed, ready to face the
world as violently as it is ready to face him, he is calm, his body is relaxed,
he feels safe. Why he would ever feel safe in Kenny's presence, especially
after seeing what he's capable of, is beyond the alpha. Kenny wouldn't even
feel safe if he was left alone with himself, yet here this omega is, wrapped up
and content in his arms like he wouldn't want to be anywhere else in the world.
It makes his chest ache.
He hesitates again, worrying his lip before reaching out to run his fingers
through the omega's bangs, gently brushing the silky locks out of the others
eyes, granting him a better look at his face. He is young, so, so young. Too
young to be touched like this. Too young to be touched by Kenny like this. He
is too young for anything that's happened to him within the past few hours, too
young to have had to learn how to defend himself, too young to go into heat.
But, Kenny supposes, Levi will always be too young to Kenny.
He still remembers the day he found Levi, in a room that smelled of death with
his sister, Levi's mother, decaying in the bed just a few feet away. He was all
bone, eyes showing an age one shouldn't within a child. He had looked
exhausted, but accepting of whatever Kenny was to do to him, be it help him or
kill him. The kid had already given up long before he had looked Kenny in the
eyes and told him she was dead.
He had slumped against the wall, slid down against it till he was on the floor,
opposite of the kid, his nephew, his very own flesh and blood.
"You've got a name, don't you brat?"
Small eyes had narrowed at him, watching.
"Levi... just... Levi."
His voice was rough, he hadn't been talking much, no reason to.
"I see." He had muttered in response, sparing a glance towards his sister
before letting out a heavy sigh. "Kuchel..." Damn you, he thinks, damn you for
dying, damn you for leaving.
Damn me for not coming sooner.
"There's not much point in names right now." He concedes, looking back towards
the kid. "I'm Kenny... Just, Kenny."
How would he explain this? How would he described what Kuchel was to him. Levi
hadn't reacted to his name, so clearly his sister hadn't mentioned him to the
brat. "Kuchel and I were..."
He trails off, what could he say? ...Ackerman is a dangerous name, he reasons,
it will be safer for him not to know.
"Acquaintances. Pleased to meet ya, kid."
 
That's been almost 9 years now, he realizes. Time sure flies when you're
fucking up, he muses, unable to take his eyes off Levi's face.
"God, kid..." He breathes, head dropping back against the pillow to stare up
again towards the ceiling. "what are you doing to me."
                                      ——— 
Consciousness comes back to him slowly, the restless form of the omega on top
of him bringing him back from when he had dozed off earlier. There is the scent
of heat in the air, but it is soft, barely noticeable unless you were searching
for it as he had been. Now is as good a time as any to wake Levi up.
He moved his arms from where they were wrapped around him, gently shaking him.
"Kid."
He gets a whine in response, small hands pushing his away before curling back
up against his chest, clinging tight to the blankets around him.
Kenny rolls his eyes, smiling a bit at the childish display before shaking him
harder. "C'mon kid, we gotta eat."
Levi huffs, trying his best to go back to sleep despite Kenny's efforts. "Not
hungry." Is the only thing he offers up before he's back to hiding his face in
Kenny's chest.
It's time for Kenny to start playing dirty. No longer worried about waking the
small omega, he finally pushes himself up into a sitting position, despite the
blatant disapproval of the omega who had previously been using him as a pillow.
Glad to finally be able to stretch out, he takes the opportunity to do so,
stretching out his arms, rolling his shoulders in their socket, and popping his
back before.
One of Levi's eyes opens slightly at that, watching the way the alpha stretched
and flexed, tracing the muscles of his arms and chest before quickly closing
his eye again once Kenny's attention is back on him.
"Last warning, Kid. You've got three seconds."
Levi will not be deterred, here it is warm and safe and he's covered in his
alpha's scent. The kitchen will be cold and smell like nothing.
"One..."
He curls up more in Kenny's lap, squeezing his eyes shut.
"Two..."
It's cute how hard Levi's trying to ignore him.
"Three."
Nothing.
"Welp," Kenny begins, face stretching into a wide grin as he wraps the covers
around Levi more. "sometimes a man has to do what a man has to do."
And suddenly the solid bed is out from under Levi, who's eyes fly open
comically wide as Kenny, picks Levi up out of the bed and carries him out of
the room.
Levi is not happy.
But still, he is carried down the small hallway, past the open door of his room
he had abandoned the night before, through the small main room and into the
conjoined room of the kitchen before being plopped down in one of the kitchen
tables chairs, left to scowl up at the grinning form of his alpha.
"You're awful." Levi grumbled, pulling his knees up to his chest under the
blankets and wrapping them more tightly around him.
"Don't I know it, brat." Normally when hungry, the two of them would head out
to a bar or tavern to get a meal, but Levi cannot be out milling with the other
disgusting inhabitants of the underground, and Kenny wouldn't dare leave him
alone. So, if push comes to shove, Kenny can go without eating for a day or
two, heats will always be much harder on omega's than they ever are for alphas.
Levi will need all of the food he can get right now.
As Levi watches Kenny go about getting him food and something to drink he
stares, unabashedly. Although Levi himself is naked, he at least is wrapped up
in blankets, Kenny however, is walking around with nothing but his boxers hung
low on his hips. He bites his lip as he realizes he can see the v of his hips,
the black course hair of his happy trail catching Levi's attention immediately
before Kenny's turning his back to him.
His abdominal muscles clench up, trying to keep his desire down as he traces
the light trails of the muscles of his biceps, gaze running from them to his
shoulders, having to suppress a whine as he catches sight of the scratch marks
he left all over his back. The omega in him sings out it's praise, he has
marked his alpha, no omega would dare touch him with the obvious imprints Levi
had left all over him.
He inhales as deeply as he can, looking away to stare at the wall, having to
count up to 20 to try and calm himself down. He can feel another wave of his
heat approaching, but already he can tell it is not as violently strong as the
first two-- His eyes fly open once again, face screwing up as he ducked down,
hiding his face in the blankets, remembering what he had done.
 
He had woken up in a daze, too hot to go back to sleep and a heaviness in his
head he couldn't explain. He hadn't felt 'safe', but he had no idea what safe
just then meant. His shirt comes off first, sticking to his sweaty skin as he
heaved and panted, pressing his hand against his chest, feeling his heart
pounding under his palm.
The boxers came off then in a kicking fit that even his covers did not manage
to stay on through, leaving him bare on the bed with just his sheets and a
pillow.
He stayed like that for a bit, tossing and turning, panting, his stomach
clenching in pain when he had felt something wet against his thighs. A moment
of investigation revealed it to be his slick, practically dripping from his
entrance down his thighs, staining the bed with his desire.
His mental state was declining quickly, realizing with numb fear that he was
going into heat before his sanity left him entirely. Instincts had consumed
him, searching for somewhere, anywhere nearby, where he would have been safe.
Almost immediately he had thought of Kenny, his caretaker, the alpha. He would
keep him safe, wouldn't he?
So he had crawled out of bed in the dead of night, not bothering to throw on
clothes before making his way down the hall towards Kenny's room on shaky legs.
He hesitated outside the door, cracking it open slightly to peer inside, making
out Kenny's sleeping form on the bed.
The alpha was so close, just a few more steps and he'd be with him, safe. That
was all the persuasion his mind needed as he pushed open the door, quickly
getting into the room and crawling onto the bed. Kenny stirred as he did so,
stretching out more on the bed. He had kicked the blankets off him in partially
in his sleep, and although it was a common occurrence, now it only served to
jump-start when Levi's body had known he had needed the second his heat began.
It was easy for him to reach out, to tug the boxers down just enough to reveal
the alpha's cock. It was easier to still to give a few small, hesitant strokes
to get him hard. With instincts guiding him, he had moved onto the other to
straddle him, raising his hips off his body and angling the tip of his cock
between his wet folds.
He could feel Kenny shifting under him, heard him say something, voice going
from sleepy to startled all the way over to panicked, but he didn't stop. He
had him right where he wanted him. Biting his lip hard enough to bleed, he sat
down, eyes going wide and head dropping back with a soundless cry as he took
him in to the hilt.
His muscles flexed around the thick cock stretching him open, body trembling as
he gasped out whines and pants. It was so hot he felt he might suffocate. Soon
his head dropped down, staring at where they were connected with a dazed look
in his eyes. That was his alpha. His alpha was in him. Warmth burned at his
cheeks and in the pit of his stomach at the thought.
Hands hesitantly placed on his hips startled him out of his awe, looking up
towards Kenny's face to see his reaction for the first time. He had looked
worried, concerned... guilty, though Levi didn't know why. Kenny's lips are
moving now, he realized, brow furrowing as he tried to process what he was
saying.
He just couldn't though, everything in his body was focused on where they were
connected, unable to even process the bare amount of information other than the
way his alpha was touching him.
He's been still for too long, his body chides, and he has to agree. He doesn't
know how he knows what to do, but he does, and he raises his hips up, ignoring
the dull ache of pain in his core as he pulls off to where just the tip is left
in him. Even the few seconds of having him out is unbearable, and he drops back
down quickly, hips jerking at the pleasure that raced through him.
So this is what he needed.
His hands find better support on Kenny's stomach and he raises himself up
again, dropping back down and with more force and settles into a rhythm,
fucking himself on his alpha's cock.
And he had done that, and then Kenny had... and then he-
 
His hand moves up to his neck, fingertips gently tracing the bonding mark on
his scent gland before a plate of food is being placed down in front of him
along with a glass of water.
His face burns as he comes back to the present, shyly hiding within the
blankets as Kenny gets food for himself. His embarrassment worsens as slick
leaks out onto his thighs, surely Kenny can smell him.
Levi sets about trying to eat, devouring it as quickly as he can. Shit, he was
hungry; not that he'll admit that to Kenny though. He manages to ignore the
desire beginning to grow in him for a solid 46 seconds while he eats. Then
Kenny sat down in the chair opposite of him and it all went downhill.
Kenny is distracting to him, just in the way he exists. Strong jawline,
muscles, piercing eyes... A fresh wave of slick drips out of him. Levi wants to
curl up in his chair and die.
He stays strong however, ignoring Kenny's gaze on him as he wolfs down his
food, grabbing for the glass of water and downing it in one chug. When he's
done wiping his mouth with his arm he looks up to see Kenny already done and
smirking at him. 'Shit. He knows.'
He averts his gaze quickly, curling up more in the blankets. Kenny moves to
stand, chair scraping against the floor with the action as he walked around the
table over to where Levi was sitting. "Alright brat, you ate, we can go back to
bed now." The prospect of it makes him whine, he will be able to go back to
where his alpha claimed him and be there with him, and then his alpha is
picking him up again, holding him to his chest and he's not gonna be able to
make it to the bedroom. He needs him now.
The sudden smell of desire that assaults his senses catches him off guard and
instinctively he looks down towards the omega in his arms, currently looking up
at him with a needy expression in his eyes.
"Kenny..."
His heart stops, his breath caught in his throat. That is the first time Levi
has called him by his name since they had... bonded. The first time he's said
his name like... that. He is breathless and desperate, and calling to him in a
way Kenny can't refuse. A way he doesn't want to refuse.
They don't make it to the bedroom.
***** Instincts and Desires *****
Chapter Summary
     It scares him, that he isn't arguing as much with his instincts
     anymore; that he's doing it without the urge of them.
     That he wants to do it.
Chapter Notes
     i have literally nothing else to do all day
     how many chapters can i do in a week is the real question
Levi's thighs ache, legs spread wide for the alpha in between them, fingers
digging into the pale skin of his inner thighs to hold them open. His eyes roll
back with every lick to his clit, nails digging into his own skin as he tried
to raise his hips up more. Long fingers inside of him tease him more,
stretching and twisting him open as his slick dripped out onto the table. He
pants, hard, small tongue lolling out of his mouth, drooling over his chin.
Kenny has been playing with him for what feels like hours now, licking and
kissing his clit, fingers curving up inside of him to press against his g-spot.
Even knowing exactly what he needs, Kenny still manages not to give Levi
exactly what he wants. Lips wraps around his clit and Levi arches his back,
wide-eyed, letting out a keen as Kenny sucks on his clit, bringing him so close
to the edge before pulling away again. Levi wants to scream.
He's torn internally, unable to decide whether he really wants to come with his
alpha pleasuring him or if he would rather come with his cock inside of him,
knotting him on the kitchen table. 'That wouldn't feel very comfortable.' The
barely there, rational side of his brain reminds him. 'Who cares?' His
instincts reply, ending that conversation.
His throat feels dry, head dropping back to stare at the ceiling as Kenny
continues to play with him. He can feel his own slick dripping out of his body,
covering Kenny's fingers and pooling together in a small puddle on the table.
The realization makes his cheeks heat further, blush spreading to the tips of
his ears. He wants to close his legs then- to hide the embarrassing sight of
his body losing control-but his alpha wanted them spread, so he will keep them
spread.
Levi's chest heaves as Kenny goes back to sucking, teasing him again by
bringing him to the edge before leaving, smirking at the omega's whine of
despair. Kenny pulls his mouth off him entirely then, taking a moment to breath
out hot air over his pussy, enjoying the way it made Levi squirm.
His omega tastes heavenly. It's a though that stains his mind and reminds him
of just how terrible of a person he was, to not only enjoy but also initiate
eating his nephew out in the Goddamn kitchen of all places. Even with the
realization swirling around in his head he makes no move to get up, to move
away from him, instead he presses closer, licking up from where his fingers
were buried deep inside of him all the way up to his clit.
Levi cries out in response, back arching up off the table and pushing his hips
more towards Kenny's face, desperate for any sort of stimulation. So distracted
as he is, watching the sinful way his body moves, he almost doesn't hear Levi
start to beg. Almost.
It catches his attention immediately, the breathless pleads falling from his
lips enticing him instantly.
"Please."
Levi's heart pounds in his chest, nails pressing indents into his thighs, body
quivering with the effort of keeping spread.
"Please... Alpha, please..."
Kenny pulls away, sitting up straight in his chair, eyes focusing on Levi's
face, cock twitching in arousal at the sight that greets him. His mouth is open
in a constant stream of pants, face flushed red, with his eyes unfocused and
staring at him, his little tongue peeking out between his open lips. The urge
to claim him once again roars to life within him, but Levi's heat is already
starting to pass, he can control this.
"Please what, baby?" He coos, ignoring the way Levi's eyes focus and the flush
deepens, he has never called him baby before, but things are different now. His
fingers pull out then, leaving the little omega open and empty.
Levi bites his lip, hands finally leaving his thighs, letting them relax, the
need to be filled overpowering the ache of sore muscles. He can't look at Kenny
while he does this, it's too much.
Kenny watches look away, resolutely staring at just about anything but Kenny
and for a moment he wonders if he's fucked up enough for Levi to register it.
But that's not the case.
"Here, alpha..."
His eyes go wide and he watches, barely remembering how to breath as Levi's
hand moves to his entrance, spreading open his wet lips to show off his
dripping wet entrance in between them.
"I want it here."
More slick dribbles out, joining the puddle on the table. Kenny is frozen,
watching, slowly standing up to place his hands on Levi's hips.
"Kenny..."
The sound of his name falling from the omega's lips has him tearing his gaze
away from his entrance, looking towards his face. What he's greeted with steals
the air from his lungs. Levi is looking back at him, shyly biting his lip as he
tries to suck in air. He tilts his head to the side then, showing off his scent
gland.
"Please."
Even in heat, Levi still knocks him on his ass.
His boxers are yanked down faster than he's ever remembered taking them off and
Levi is pulled closer. It takes just a few seconds for Kenny to position
himself before thrusting in, drinking in his omega's squeal of pleasure before
getting to work.
They fuck hard and fast, moving the table with the force of them. God willing
they don't break it.
They are both close, so close, and it doesn't take much for both of them to
come, Levi with a soundless scream and Kenny with a deep growl before he pushes
his knot in, fingers intertwined on the table beneath them.
Clarity is slow to return to them this time, the smell of heat and sex filling
the room. Levi is boneless under him, one leg hanging off the table, purring as
Kenny nipped at his scent gland, teasing his mating mark. Kenny is just as out
of it, lightly squeezing Levi's hand with his own, running on auto-pilot as he
looks over the omega's body, making sure he isn't really hurt.
Levi starts to shift under him, squirming and sighing with aftershocks of
pleasure as a spurt of cum hits his g-spot. He squeezes Kenny's hand in return,
slowly regaining control of his muscles. His walls feel hot, twitching with
every shot of cum into him. He wants to feel it.
His free hand moves from where it had fallen limp on the table to reach in
between their sweaty bodies, pressing down against the lowest part of his
abdomen. Kenny's hips jerks, rolling into him and Levi realizes with pleasure
that if he presses down just right, he can feel his alpha's cock in him. He
feels giddy, excited, being able to feel his alpha in him like this, he wants
to feel more.
"What are you doing, kid?"
Kenny breaths against his ear, kissing at his neck just under it. But Levi will
not be deterred. His fingers press lower, pass the bump of his pubic bone
before dipping down to his entrance, forcing his hand between their hips to
feel his alpha's knot. Kenny goes still as he touches it, toes curling and hand
squeezing Levi's just a touch harder.
This is what makes him feel good, Levi realizes with another stab of pleasure.
This is what fills him up with cum and makes him squirt in his heat. He bites
his lip at the thought, trying to calm the desire bubbling up in him. He fails
miserably.
His walls tighten up more around his alpha and he lets out a desperate little
whine.
'Oh.' Kenny thinks. 'Oh, okay.' And he rolls his hips into Levi's.
The reaction is instant and needy. Kenny knows exactly what to do from here.
His knot is still swollen and thick inside of the omega, but that doesn't mean
he can't make Levi come again. Kenny stands up straight again, no longer
pressing their chests together and gets to work.
His fingers tease and rub at Levi's clit, enjoying the way his muscles flexed
around his cock, watching his back arch and his eyes roll back, overstimulated
but eager. He gets a new idea then, reluctantly pulling his hand away from
Levi's to press against the small of his back, making him stay arched, pushing
Levi's chest up in the air just enough for this to work. With a grin he leans
down again, and although his back is going to kill him tomorrow, he doesn't
regret a damn thing as he wraps his lips around one of Levi's nipples and
sucks.
His breasts are soft and he wishes he had thought to touch them more earlier,
but for now this will definitely work to make up for lost time. Levi's moans
are music to his ears, and even the feeling of his fingers running through his
hair, grabbing fistfuls is welcome. Anything his omega wants Kenny will give to
him.
Kenny keeps at it, drinking in the sounds of Levi's pleasure and the way his
walls kept twitching, trying to milk his cock. Even overstimulated as he is, it
doesn't take Levi long to come, yanking hard to Kenny's hair to pull him closer
to his breasts, not wanting him to stop even as the pleasure became too much.
Soon Kenny eases him down, letting him rest fully against the table again and
pulls his mouth away from his chest, taking note of how tired Levi looked after
it. With the haze of Levi's heat gone the guilt swings back full force, and
with a slight grimace he sighs, leaning up to press a kiss to Levi's forehead.
The table is not going to be comfortable for him to sleep on. He throws a look
over his shoulder, judging the distance between where he was standing and the
chair before making sure their hips were pressed together and slowly pulling
Levi up into his arms before cautiously sitting back down.
Levi looks startled for a moment, unsure of what Kenny was doing to begin with
but quickly settling back down, wrapping his arms and legs around Kenny,
nuzzling into his warm chest.
'What is it with this kid and nuzzling?' He wonders, wincing and immediately
regretting the thought. 'Shouldn't call him kid when my knot's in him... Fuck.'
Levi's eyes blink back open at the feeling of his alpha's distress, looking up
at him through thin eyelashes before curling tighter around him. He starts to
purr then, letting the other know that he felt content here, and the purr only
serves to get louder as Kenny wraps his arms around his waist, resting his chin
on top of Levi's head.
"Get some sleep, brat."
Levi smiles.
He does.
***** New Day; New Feelings *****
Chapter Summary
     It should disgust him, still. What he's done to his nephew.
     It doesn't.
     And that is what scares him.
Chapter Notes
     next chapter will probably be the last for this specific work, but i
     have more planned for other stuff so dw
When Levi wakes up, he is wrapped in blankets and curled up by himself in
Kenny's bed, feeling more level-headed than he has for days. Eyes blink open in
a daze, slowly rubbing the sleep away from his eyes before sitting up. His
entire body is sore, his hips ache and his thighs burn with every movement,
even his back was giving him hell. It almost makes him want to go back to
sleep, but Kenny is not here. His arms stretch up over his head, back arching
to pop any aching bones before letting his arms drop back down, hands in his
lap.
The blankets pool around his waist, and the cold of the room against his bare
skin makes him shiver. He's still naked, he realizes, looking down at his chest
with pursed lips. He wants a bath, and he also wants food, and Kenny, and his
clothes, and- he wants a lot of things right now. There is no point in stalling
the inevitable he decides, forcing his sore body to throw his legs over the
edge of the bed, sitting there for a moment to mentally prepare himself before
pulling the blankets around him and shakily standing up.
Nope. There is no way in hell he's doing that. He falls back down on the bed
almost immediately, his legs are far too shaky to support him right now. He
needs Kenny, It's just the matter of getting him to come in here that's the
problem. His throat is far too sore to yell anymore, probably from all the
screaming he did the past 2 days.
'What to do...' He wonders, staring at the closed door of the bedroom, wrapping
the blankets further around him, toes curling idly. He stares at the door for a
good few minutes, hoping that maybe if he glared at it long enough Kenny would
suddenly burst through the door to carry him to the bathroom. Such a thing had
yet to happen, however.
As his hand moved up to rub at the back of his neck he froze, eyes widening
just a bit at the sensation of his palm dragging against his scent gland. He
and Kenny were bonded, he could call to him like that. How, exactly, do you go
about calling your mate through a bond is the question that presents itself to
him now. He could feel Kenny a little bit, and he's sure that Kenny can feel
him as well. The problem is, no one ever really explains how, how do you call
your mate, how do they feel you the way they do, how?
It must be something he can figure out on his own, or else surely it would have
been explain, by Kenny or his mom or even one of the tavern waitresses. Now, he
is on his own. Taking a deep breath, he focuses on where he can feel Kenny,
repeating in his head over and over, 'I need you. I need you, I need you, I
need you.' praying that would work.
                                      ───
The feeling of the slight burn in his neck is what pulls him out of his
thinking, confusion overtaking him as his hand quickly moves to his neck,
feeling it pulse under him. His eyes go wide then, wondering if the bond was
breaking, if Levi had woken up and realized what had happened and wanted to rid
himself of it immediately. Thankfully, that is not the case, refusing to allow
himself to think about the implication of 'thankfully' he focuses on the
feeling the bonding mark was spreading through him. He felt like he had to go.
'Go where?'
The mark answers that question, and although he doesn't understand what it
wants at first, his instincts do, the desire to go to his mate overwhelming
him. Maybe this was that bond thing he had heard so many mates talk about. He
had chalked it up to being the lovey dovey mated bullshit all couples had, but
this was... decidedly different. He wanted to go to him, and the bond would
lead him right to him, despite already knowing where he was.
He gets up then, stepping away from the recently cleaned table and taking quick
strides through the rest of the house to his room, opening the door up
immediately, greeted with the sight of Levi look up at him expectantly. So the
little shit had called him. Slight amusement bleeds to concern, why would he
have called him? Is he hurt, sore, in pain or- and just like that he crossed
the room to him, looking to his face, trying to find out what he wanted.
What he was not expecting was for Levi to let the blanket drop, arms stretching
out towards him with the insistence of a small child. Internally he winces.
'Need to stop comparing him to a child, he's bonded to me all of fucking
things.'
"I can't walk and I want a bath."
He says it so simply, arms still outstretched towards the other, waiting.
Kenny sighs, smile tugging at his lips as he picks him up, hooking one arm
under his knees and the other supporting the small of his back, waiting for
Levi to get settled before turning and carrying him to the bathroom.
"Do you enjoy scarin' the shit outta me?"
"If I say yes will you still carry me?"
Kenny snorts, pushing open the door and setting Levi down on the counter before
turning to look at the bathtub. To call it a bathtub would be overdoing it
slightly, its really just a rectangle of stones built into the walls with a
water pump angled inside of it, so are the luxuries of the underground.
Levi watches him get the pump going, water shooting out into the tub. He
watches that too, seeing how it steadily fills up. Soon Kenny is turning the
pump off and moving towards him, gently pulling the blankets away from his body
and picking him up and carrying him to the tub before gently placing him in it.
The cold water against his skin makes him hiss, but he can't complain, compared
to the insufferable heat he'd felt the past few days it is a blessing, and he
quickly relaxes into it, closing his eyes and dipping under the surface of the
water for a second before coming back up.
Kenny is still there watching him, making sure he's alright. Levi doesn't want
him to leave. "I'm still sore," He looks up at him again, rubbing any remaining
water from his eyes as he did so. "will you wash me?" Distantly he wonders if
maybe he is asking too much, they haven't discussed what their relationship
would be after... that. Does Kenny want to break the bond? As soon as the
thought enters his mind he wishes it hadn't, sadness crushing him with it's
weight. He doesn't want to break the bond with him.
Kenny can feel the despair radiating off of Levi as soon as the omega feels it
himself, concern immediately overcoming him, dropping to his knees by the side
of the tub and reaching out to cup his face with his palm, looking him over.
Levi hate this.
He bites at his lip, exhaling a shuddering breath before clearing his throat.
"You don't have to if you don't want to... I mean, anything you don't have to-
fuck." He has never been good with words. Thankfully, Kenny isn't either.
He understands what Levi means.
"It's fine, I don't mind." I don't mind washing you, I don't mind taking care
of you, being your mate, I don't mind.
'I don't mind...'
Kenny is quick to grab the bar of soap on the side of the tub, rolling up his
sleeves further before getting to work gently washing the omega's small body.
It's calming in a way, running his hands over his body, checking for any
injuries and cleaning the remnants of the last few days from him.
It is a task they preform in silence, and it doesn't take long for it to be
over, gently nudging Levi who had dozed off as he worked, head resting against
the rim of the tub. He drains the water then, picking Levi up as he had before
and grabbing a towel before setting him carefully on the ground with
instructions to lean against him if he felt like he was gonna fall.
Levi does as he's told, putting his hands on Kenny's shoulders and using them
to support his weight as Kenny started drying him off, dabbing up as much
excess water as he can.
As soon as he is suitably dry he picks him up again, wrapping him back up in
the blankets and stepping out of the bathroom.
"Where to?" He will go wherever his omega wants him to.
Levi nuzzles into his neck, arms wrapping around him.
"Wanna go back to your room." He mumbles
Kenny willingly obeys.
Even though Levi has slept for a good chunk of time he is still going to be
tired for a few more days, heats take up lots of energy in general but
especially the first one. Too much happened in too short of a time and he will
need to re-gather his strength.
When he gets back in his room he sets Levi back down on the bed as tenderly as
he had picked him up, mindful of how sore his body is, mentally cursing himself
for how rough he was despite how he hadn't wanted to be. As he stands back up
he hesitates, where to go from here. Levi is conscious and undoubtedly hungry,
and he will need something more filling than what they have here. A quick run
to their usual tavern would get them both better food.
The thought of leaving his omega alone right now has his instincts in a rage,
practically screaming at him to stay here, to keep him safe - protect him. Levi
can protect himself, he is strong and a capable fighter despite his size and
Kenny has no doubt that even his dynamic would not be enough to stop him from
fighting just as viciously as an alpha can.
Levi can protect himself; but Kenny will still kill anyone who touches him.
Levi makes the decision for him, reaching out to tug at his wrist, encouraging
him to get back in bed with him. Kenny cannot deny this omega anything.
He would give him the world if he asked for it.
So he slips in bed beside him, laying down on his side and letting Levi press
up against him, already purring in pleasure at his alpha doing as he wished.
He'll get food in a bit, he decides, running his fingers through Levi's
slightly damp hair, enjoying the blissful expression on his face as his eyes
close, content to use Kenny's bicep as a pillow
His chest aches.
***** Truth and Regrets *****
Chapter Summary
     Sometimes the truth hurts, but it will hurt them more to remain
     unsaid.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
When he wakes from the nap hours later, it is well into the evening and already
he can hear the sound of rowdy drunk thugs in the streets, making hell for
anyone unfortunate enough to serve them. Now is usually when him and Levi would
have headed out for dinner and to swindle money from those too drunk to see
straight. Tonight, however, he has a different mission.
He wakes Levi gently, cupping the others face and rubbing his thumb over his
cheek. Levi stirs, albeit slowly, eyes blinking open, immediately trying to
focus on the alpha he was curled up against. His eyes narrow a bit, clearly
wondering what was so important to merit waking him up. He's going to be even
more displeased once he finds out what Kenny's going to do.
"Sleep well?"
"I'd have slept better if some old ass alpha didn't decide to wake me up."
There's the Levi he knows and loves, sharp tongue already returning to him.
Kenny's face stretches into a grin reaching out to ruffle the omegas hair,
enjoying the small hiss he got in response as Levi slapped his hand away,
pushing his hair back into place.
"I've gotta go for a bit, brat."
Levi's eyes narrow further, clearly unhappy with that knowledge.
"And where do you have to go that's so important?" He huffed, fingers tapping
the bed in impatience. He is tired and his alpha is leaving, he has no reason
to be nice.
"I've gotta get you and me both food. You need the nutrients and shit."
"Oh." His displeasure is quelled instantly at that, his alpha is going out to
get him food. To take care of him.
Instincts satisfied, he curls up inside the blankets, letting Kenny pull away
and get out of bed. He feels... different somehow, more serious than he usually
is and it concerns him. He watches him as he gets ready, locating his wallet
and grabbing his knife from where he keeps it by the bed. Levi catches the
hesitant look on his face before he manages to hide it.
"When I get back and we eat... we need to talk."
Ice floods his veins at that, nails digging into the blankets before he settles
his face into a mask of indifference, he knew this was coming. A quick nod is
all he gives before Kenny is turning and out of the bedroom, soon leaving the
house entirely, careful to make sure the door is locked behind him.
                                      ———
He walks quickly, long legs making the strides easier as he passes through
familiar alleyways, down crowded streets, and past loud businesses to reach the
tavern. He steps in unnoticed as he normally does, moving through the crowd,
past all the drunk patrons and long suffering bar-maids to reach the counter.
A woman soon makes her way over, smiling and taking his order which he quickly
placed, wanting to get back to Levi as soon as possible. The walk over here had
been spent thinking about anything other than the talk they were going to have
to have. How exactly do you go about explaining that you're relating to your
bond-mate? 'Hey Levi by the way your mom was my sister sorry I didn't tell
you'? In what fucking world would that work.
His fingers tap against the counter anxiously, anxiety building in the pit of
his stomach. Levi is strong but he is still weak, if a few alphas got drunk
enough to decide to try and break into the house then- He drops that line of
thought immediately, already more anxious to get home. Nothing will happen to
Levi, he will be fine.
God willing, he will be fine.
As soon as the woman returns, handing him 2 canisters of soup and bread he
throws more than enough money onto the counter turning with a call of "keep the
change" over his shoulder before he's weaving through the crowd and out of the
stuffy bar back into the streets.
It takes everything in him not to break into a run as he heads back, focusing
on the way he could feel Levi through the bond.He wasn't calling him so he
couldn't be in any danger. Still, he doesn't want to take any longer than
necessary. Quickly going through the same alleys and streets as he had on the
way to the tavern.
The sight of the locked and shut front door was one of the best damn things
he'd seen all day and he lets himself into the house with practiced ease. There
are no foreign smells in the house, which means that no one has come in
uninvited, which means his omega is safe. That's all he needs to know.
The tension leaves his body and he sighs, rubbing at the back of his neck
before slowly making his way towards his room. They would eat, and then talk,
he decided. Levi has the right to know who he is, how he knew his mother...
He hates to admit it, but the idea of breaking the bond horrifies him, he
doesn't want to break the bond he has with Levi, he wants to stay with him. But
that thought disgusts him just as much, he wants to stay mated to his nephew.
What the fuck is wrong with him?
Levi may hate him after this, he thinks solemnly, hesitating outside the door
to his bedroom. Levi may never want to see him again. If... If that is the
case, then Levi has every right to make that decision. He will not try to force
him to stay. Taking a deep breath, he opens the door and steps into his room.
Levi was not asleep like he had expected, the tiny omega currently sitting up,
gaze locking onto Kenny the second he enters the room. He still looks tired,
but more worried now than anything. He is dreading the talk as much as Kenny,
it seems.
Kenny sits down on the bed next to him without saying a word, passing him one
of the canteens and splitting the loaf of bread in half. There will be crumbs
all over his bed after this, but that issue seems to pale in comparison to the
current issue at hand.
They eat in silence, with Kenny's mind racing to figure out what to say and
Levi wondering if maybe this was all one big mistake. They can feel the anxiety
radiating off of each other, nerves making their hearts pound in their chests,
unsure if the other being as nervous as they are is a comfort or not.
Levi eats as if he is starved, and that may just be true. His hands are too
small to fit around the width of the canister entirely, Kenny notices, warmth
pooling in his chest. He cares too much about this omega, and it will be his
downfall.
Levi finishes eating first, slowly twisting the cap back onto the canister and
setting it on the nightstand, staring down at his lap as he waited for Kenny to
finish as well.
Kenny takes a bit longer but not by much, watching the soup swirl around in his
canteen before downing the last of it, pulling away and rubbing at his mouth
with his forearm before setting it aside as Levi had. Where to even begin. He
spares a glance in Levi's direction, taking in the downhearted, almost shy
feeling he was giving off, watching him wring his hands in his lap.
"Well..." He begins with a heavy sigh, rubbing at the back of his neck. "lets
get this shit show on the road."
That at least earns him a smile, so he considers it well worth the poorly timed
joke.
It's silent between them for a moment or two, not tense as it had been before
thankfully, but neither of them knew how to begin. Levi especially wouldn't
know what all needs to be discussed, so it looks like Kenny has the 'honor' of
staring this.
"We- well... shit. Do you... hm," He cuts off, furrowing his brow and staring
at the wall, stroking the stubble on his chin. 'Probably should have thought
about what to say here.'
"Let's try that again, first off: do you want to... do you want to stay
bonded?"
Levi turns to look at him, a slightly surprised look on his face and Kenny
turns to meet him evenly, face in a slight grimace.
"This was only your first heat, the bonding was sudden and- shit, well, you
couldn't exactly consent to it."
Levi's face burns as Kenny speaks, cheeks turning a nice red.
"I--," Levi cuts himself off, tearing his gaze away from Kenny's. If only he
was better at talking about shit like this. "what about you? ...Do you want to
stay bonded?"
This is where it gets difficult, he already promised himself he would not force
Levi to stay. If he says he wants him too then that might influence his
decision. Independent or not, an omega can still be swayed by the desires of an
alpha they care for.
"I want whatever you want." Even though Levi has looked away, Kenny will not,
he needs to be aware of how Levi is feeling.
"Then... yeah, I wanna stay bonded." Levi decides with a nod, summoning the
strength to look back towards him. He wants him.
The relief that Levi wants to stay is simultaneously a weight off his shoulders
and a punch in the gut. Now he must explain further, now he has to tell him.
Now he may lose him.
He lets out a long sigh at that, closing his eyes and rubbing at the back of
his neck again. Where to even start...
"We... can never have pups. At least- not ones that you would... carry." How
about anywhere but there. He berates himself internally the second the sentence
is over, that's where he wanted to start? 'Hey we can't have pups because you
and I are related? Amazing fucking job Kenny, master of words that you are.'
It doesn't take a genius to tell that Levi is confused, brow furrowing as he
looked at him questioningly.'Can't have pups...? Why?' He hadn't even
considered them yet but now he is curious. Why wouldn't they be able to have
them?
Levi is smart, Kenny thinks as he watches his face, he will put it together.
'Am I infertile?' He wondered, dismissing the thought quickly. 'No, if I was
infertile I wouldn't go into heat. Is he-- no... he isn't, then what else is
there? What do I not know? Is--'
"You..." He began, looking towards Kenny again, taking in the guilty expression
on his face. "who were you... to my mother?"
Bingo.
Kenny must be a weak man, unable to look his omega in the eyes as he turns
away, staring resolutely ahead at the wall. "Hah..."
Levi's mind races, trying to understand what this means, what this will mean
for them.
"Just her idiot big brother."
He can hear Levi's sharp inhale, can feel the way he goes still beside him, can
feel the shock through the bond.
The bond. Their bond.
He waits for it then, the agony he's heard others describe of when a bond is
broken. When someone fucks up so largely that not even their mate wants to
remain with them.
He waits for Levi to leave.
Levi exhales shakily, grabbing fist-fulls of the blanket in his shaking hands.
This man is his uncle. And like that, he understands. The guilt, the grimaces,
the hesitation, the anxiety- all of it. He understands all of it. Because this
man is his uncle.
He loves his uncle.
He wonders if this is what Kenny felt that night when he had awoken to Levi on
top of him, wonders what he had said to him, wonders how he's been dealing with
this alone.
He wonders why this doesn't make him change his mind.
This man may be his uncle, but he does not see him that way. As a caretaker?
Yes. As his alpha? Yes. As a family member...? No. They may be related but that
will not stop him. The underground is fucked, the walls are fucked, this world
is fucked. He will take happiness wherever he finds it.
In whoever he finds it with.
He has made his choice.
With a long, deep breath to calm his nerves, he looks towards Kenny again,
seeing the hesitation. He looks as if he is waiting for Levi to slap him,
scream at him, hell maybe even kill him.
He does not expect what Levi does next.
The bed shifting is all of a warning Kenny has before suddenly Levi is right
next to him, so close their bodies are brushing before he climbs into his lap,
straddling him. Kenny's eyes fly open, looking the omega right in the eyes
before Levi's are closing and he is leaning in to-- kiss him?
Soft lips meet his own and Kenny melts into the embrace, his omega calming him
with his scent and his body. They kiss for awhile, soft and easy, taking their
time with each other. Levi's hands move to hold onto Kenny's shoulders and
hesitantly Kenny's hands move to touch Levi's hips.
They kiss until their lungs demand they pull away, gasping for air with the
feeling of the other still tingling on their lips. And then Levi's head ducks
down, giving a sharp nip to Kenny's scent gland, hands gripping tight on his
alpha's shoulders.
"I didn't want pups anyway." He mumbles, closing his eyes.
Kenny grips tighter, letting out a shuddering breath before slowly laying back,
letting his omega use him as a pillow once more.
Levi wants to stay.
With him.
They will be okay, Kenny thinks, pressing his face against the others neck,
inhaling the scent of his omega.
He falls asleep to the gentle sound of Levi's purrs.
Chapter End Notes
     well, thats the end of that series, hope you liked it!!
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