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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Ao_no_Exorcist_|_Blue_Exorcist
  Relationship:
      Okumura_Rin/Okumura_Yukio
  Character:
      Okumura_Rin, Okumura_Yukio, Moriyama_Shiemi, Shima_Renzou, Suguro_"Bon"
      Ryuuji, Miwa_Konekomaru, Kuro_(Ao_no_Exorcist), Amaimon_(Ao_no_Exorcist),
      Kamiki_Izumo, Mephisto_Pheles, Satan_(Ao_no_Exorcist), Fujimoto_Shirou
  Additional Tags:
      Twincest, Mpreg
  Stats:
      Published: 2015-03-10 Completed: 2016-04-12 Chapters: 40/40 Words: 103331
****** Grow Up ******
by Chuchiwan
Summary
     Rin has always acted childishly, but when a situation arises will he
     be able to take care of it responsibly? Or will the the order finally
     have a reason to kill him? eventual Mpreg don't like. don't read.
Notes
     Hello~ so this story was originally on Fanficion.net but it was said
     that it was too smutty for that site, so i made an account here so i
     can continue this story~
See the end of the work for more notes
***** Everything As It Should Be *****
I felt one of my eyebrows twitch from being furrowed too long. For god’s sake-
I could barely tell that he was speaking English anymore. I was then currently
in Yukio's class trying my hardest to understand him. What the hell does
'Nephilim' mean? and I'm pretty sure a crucifix is a cross... but I didn’t know
for sure because Yukio just kept going on and on and on without explaining
anything.
I rested my chin in my hand and readied myself for yet another boring and
frustrating class. That is, until I heard Yukio calling my name through my
closed eyelids. I closed my eyes? Huh... I don't remember that. "Mr. Okumura!
Take a nap on your own time. I will not permit you to sleep in my class room."
I snapped my head up off my desk and whipped away some misplaced drool on my
cheek as I looked up to an irritated Yukio. Shit, I went and fell asleep again.
I smiled nervously "Sorry, Yukio! I was, uh, studying a lot last night!" it was
a blatant lie. I had been up the night before playing a horror game and hadn't
been able to fall asleep after I turned in for the night- it was that
terrifying!
Yukio did that thing, you know with his lips that was suppose to be a smile but
turned out looking like he was crowning? Yeah, that one. So I knew it was
coming; the lecture, where he would tell me this and that about how I was
messing things up- yada yada yada-But it never came. Instead, he took a calming
inhale of air and smiled less forcefully "Come see me after class." and with
that he turned and went beck to his desk. Shiemi tapped my arm lightly and I
leaned over to her "yeah?" she fumbled with her pen and looked in Yukio's
direction as she asked "Hey, Rin...something seems off." 'Off'? I looked around
and all was as it should be; Bon and Izumi were paying full attention to
Yukio’s monatone teacher voice, Konekomaru, Shima and that quiet kid were all
semi listening as they jotted down notes... Nothing seemed off at all. "What do
you mean, Shiemi?" she blushed and looked down at her pen "Maybe it's just off
feeling to me because Yuki is a demon too now...But i-it's just-" suddenly
Yukio called "-dorms, but don't forget; Everything we talked about will be on
the test tomorrow so study hard and I'll see you all tomorrow."
Huh? I totally missed all of it! Everyone else began to gather up tgeir things
and head for the exit of the class room casually like there was no test the
next day. I just sat there wondering despairingly 'How am I going to pass this
test!?' I turned back to ask Shime if she had caught any of it, but she was
already bouncing passed our shared desk calling back "Sorry, Rin! I have to
hurry back to the shop! An order is suppose to come in today!" and with that I
was left in the classroom... with four-eyes. I sighed and went over to his desk
and leaned on it. He didn't look up from his papers so I sighed loudly "I can
see that you're standing there, but you'll have to wait a second." I had a
feeling that this was going to take awhile so I sat down on his desk and
thought about random stuff like, that I was going to make Sukiyaki for dinner
or how the hell I was going to pass this test!? maybe I could ask Yukio for
help...
"Rin, get your tail out of my face." I looked back and was surprised to see my
tail was rubbing against his face "oh...sorry." I pulled it into my lap and
combed out the knots with my fingers. A demon’s tail is their most vulnerable
place, that's why Amaimon, Mephisto, and even Yukio tucked their tails away.
But I didn't like to. Sometime it would fall asleep or just feel uncomfortable.
I let it go and no less than three seconds later, a strong hand grabbed it. I-
it was sensitive. Usually it hurt because somebody would grab it harshly but
Yukio was just holding it hard enough to keep it from touching his face. "Rin,
please keep it to yourself, I'm almost done." I didn't looked over my shoulder,
I just nodded and pulled my tail back into my lap. What the hell had that been?
I decided to forget about it.
Yukio stood up and tucked his things into his brief case. "Rin, sit down I want
to talked to you." I did as I was told and Yukio stood in front of me "Listen,
I know I can be really hard on you, but it's not because I hate you. I just get
frustrated when you only use half your brain." well that wasn't what I had been
expecting. I narrowed my eyes "'Half my brain'? what's that suppose to mean?"
Yukio sighed and adjusted his glasses "I'm not trying to say you're stupid. I
just think you need to put more effort into you're studying." I rolled my eyes
and yawned "I learn better with hands-on experience! All this studying stuff is
confusing!" I know I was wining like a little kid, but Yukio's lessons were
confusing and so he deserved it.
Yukio rubbed at his temples then sighed "Fine. I'm going to tutor you -that
doesn't mean I'm going your homework for you- but before we even get started on
it, I need you to promise me you won't whine or complain and you most certainly
won't give up, okay?" piece of cake. I didn't do that stuff before he asked
"deal! Man, I'm glade you're tutoring me, I was asleep the whole class so you
can tell me what I missed!" Yukio stared at me for a moment then looked away
with a tired sigh and picked up his brief case once more "Come on, I'll help
you when we get back to our room."
***** With His Help... *****
Chapter Notes
     So... i know it's only been 2 minutes since i posted the last chapter
     but... i think you all deserve it!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
I was kind of regretting asking Yukio for help. I mean, no less than five
seconds after I sat down, he was on me about my homework. "Rin, we should start
now if you want to have it done before tomorrow. Grab your books and come over
here." although I didn't feel like it -I'd had rather taken a nap or read a
manga- I shuffled over to his desk and sat the heavy books in front of him
which he took up and read the titles of each one, then without looking at me,
he said "Pull your chair over here." I wanted to tell him 'stop ordering me
around' but held it in and did what I was told.
"So, what do we start on first?" Yukio rubbed the side of his faced as he
thought and I couldn't help staring at his moles... hehe... they were so...
Yukio... I donno... they just made me laugh- not that I thought they made him
look funny! Yukio was hot but- I stopped myself there and mentally slapped
myself. Did I really just think my brother was hot? Must be from dehydration or
the damn heat of summer. Yukio flicked me in the forehead, had I been staring
at his moles the whole time? Awkward. "Rin! You can't do that. You need to stop
day dreaming and focus." I shook my head and nodded "eh- sorry." he rolled his
eyes and started reading one of the school books to me. Yukio's voice was so
soothing, no wonder all the girls love him. His voice; monotone for the most
part but strong and deep... I snapped myself out of my delusion and paid
attention for the most part.
It was pretty late, but thanks to Yukio I had finished up all of my homework...
besides the test in his class. He laid on his bed reading a book like an old
prude well I sat there, trying my hardest to try practice answers about the
fallen angel Azeal... for what reason, I had no idea. "Yukio! I'm stuck!" I
leaned my arms in the desk, trying to stretch out my back, after hours sitting
in that shitty chair, my ass hurt really bad! Yukio sighed and actually got up
to help me... I thought for sure he was just going to say 'Figure it out
yourself.' but he came over in his pajama pants and bare chest...don't you dare
go there, I yelled inside my head, but it was kind of hard when Yukio leaned
over me to look at my paper.
"What do you have problem with?" I pointed to question 35 on the page and Yukio
pressed harder against me to read the small printed words... Oh shit... why was
my face getting warm? The fan was on! Yukio chuckled, his face was right by my
ear and I felt his hot breath in it sending a shiver down my spin "Rin...you
know this one 'what was Azeal's sin?'" I knew he had told me earlier but I
couldn't find it in my brain... probably when I had been spacing out... Then it
hit me "Ah! Cohabited with women!... right?" Yukio smiled... he looked proud
and I couldn't help but smile back even though his face was still way too
close. But the he pulled away "Rin! What is the meaning of this!? S-stop!" I
looked over and saw my tail rubbing his chest... damn I wish my tail wasn't
asleep so I could feel his-... DAMNIT. What the hell was wrong with me?
Seriously. I blushed a pulled it away "Sorry! It's been having a mind of it's
own recently.." Yukio looked to be thinking of something really hard... And...
was he blushing? He turned abruptly and called "I'm going to bed... don't give
up, finish it. Good night." I sighed and adjusted the clip in my hair... I
could do this! I only had four more questions left... I was going to make Yukio
proud of me...
Chapter End Notes
     so? how are you liking it so far? it will build a story line really
     soon! these first chapters are kinda for a build up.
***** Something 'Strange' *****
"Rin?" I looked up and smiled tiredly at Shiemi. She looked like she was in
high spirits. "Oh hey, Shiemi…" and then I let my head thud on the desk. I
didn't have to lift my head to hear her sit down beside me "Rin, you look
really tired. Are you okay?" "I studied…all night." I swore in my head that if
Yukio didn't give me at least a B minus I was going to kick his ass. I had a
feeling I was going to do really well because the teachers in all the other
classes had been surprised when I knew the answers to their questions. Though,
I dozed off more than usual….
"Okumura? Studying? The world is over." urrgg…. I looked up at Bon and glared
but a lop-sided smile came anyway "You're just scared that I'm going to get a
higher grade than you." he obviously found that funny because he was laughing
his head off "Pigs will rain from the sky before you get higher than a 95 on a
test!" I knew I probably wouldn't get anything close to a 95...but damnit! Why
is he so smart? I shrugged, deciding to not tell him my thoughts "Whateves. But
don't keel over when it happens." Bon 'pifft'ed before he went over to Shima
and Konekamaru who were talking animatedly. "Hello everyone. Did you all
study?" there were lots of nods and I felt a bit proud to be able to nod along
confidently. Yukio smiled and sat his brief case on his desk "Good. Miss
Kamiki, can you please pass these out?" Izumo looked annoyed like she always
did and she silently got up and grabbed the papers.
My vision was getting blurry and for a moment I let my eyes drift closed. "Wake
up!" I flung my head forward and smacked into a small stack of papers. "What
the-" I dazedly looked up and saw Izumo holding the papers out for me "Take
them." I did and she walked over to her seat, obviously done handing out the
papers. I rubbed at my nose- I think I got paper cuts on my nose just then
because it stung like hell. I looked forward and gulped when I saw Yukio
glaring at my before he turned back to the class and smiling again "Thank you,
Kamiki. The papers in front of all of you are the test we talked about
yesterday. You have an hour, when you are finished, bring your papers up to my
desk, you will be free to go after that… This is all we're doing today. You may
start now."
I took a deep breath but before I started Shiemi whispered to me "Don't worry
Rin… I'll wake you up if you start to fall asleep again." she looked
determinedly at me and I couldn't help a snicker "Thanks Shiemi." now I turned
my eyes to the papers. I could totally do it. Yukio and Bon would pee their
pants when they finally realized that I'm smart! I briefly looked up at Yukio,
he was absently staring at whatever book was in front of him… but I could tell
something was up. I'd have to ask him later.
I found myself being pinched by Shiemi about five times… I mean, I appreciated
her trying to keep me awake, but god, she pinched hard! Of course, it being
Shiemi she apologized in frantic whispers every time. That's Shiemi for you. I
stood up, sure everyone else had already gone (besides Shiemi who waited in a
chair by Yukio) but I wasn't late! I still had three minutes left and I was
honestly proud of my work. "So, you’ve finished? Good job, Rin… hopefully you
didn't just write down random things like last time…" I couldn't tell if that
was suppose to be a joke or not so I laughed a little while rubbing the back of
my neck that was sore from looking down for an hour.
"Nope~ By the way…. Thanks for, er, helping me last night." Yukio shook his
head "You're welcome, but I expect you to start studying on your own from now
on… and no relapses. That means no more slacking off." I cringed at the thought
of studying that hard everyday but didn't complain, Yukio would only get angry.
So I turned to Shiemi who was smiling at Yukio. Instantly I was annoyed, did
Shiemi like Yukio? I know they've know each other for a long time… Maybe… there
was something between them. Just the thought horrified me- Wait, did I like
Shiemi? No, not that way… My head ached at the strain of organizing my crazy
theories and I decided to throw it on the back burner for now.
"Um, Well, I guess I'll see you back at the dorm, Yukio." Yukio nodded and
Shiemi stood up and followed me out of the class room but not before calling
"Bye Yuki!" the nick name. arrg… I sighed loudly and Shiemi looked up at me
curiously "I bet you're tired, are you going to take a nap when you get back to
your dorm?" I don't know why, but I snapped. I turned to her and huffed "Can
you leave Yukio alone?" it sounded like someone else talking through me and I
was freaked out. Shiemi looked stunned "Wha-?" I must've looked just as
surprised as she did, I gapped and blush spread a cross my cheeks "I-I…sorry….
I must be grumpy from getting no sleep… see you later Shiemi." and with that I
walked quickly away. Shiemi probably was still standing there watching me
retreat confused. I threw my bag and jacket on the floor of my side of the dorm
room then plopped face down in my bed. "What the fuck is wrong with me?" I
mumbled not thinking anyone was listening, but then I felt something furry
brush my arm 'What's wrong, Rin?' I sighed and turned over so that I was on my
back and Kuro stood on my chest looking down at me. "I don't know, I…" but I
didn't know how to describe it… something was defiantly not right… I had a
weird feeling in my chest. Kuro titled his head, I didn't blame him for not
knowing. And then a thought hit me… "I could ask Maphisto…." but I quickly
shook my head. I didn't want to know… it would go away and everything would go
back to normal. Kuro looked at me in concern then ran off and I finally gave up
on thinking and went to sleep.
***** 'Worry'? *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
I didn't wake up until the next day. I felt a lot better after sleeping so long
and because it was a Saturday I didn't have to go to school! The sheets were so
warm I didn't want to get up. I dozed off only for a bit before Kuro jumped up
on me "'Rin! Rin! Are you awake?" "…I'm awake now." I sat up and cracked my
back. Kuro jumped down to the floor and whipped his tail back and forth happily
"'I'm hungry!'" he moved out of the way as I stood up "Alright, Alright. How
does udon sound?" he nodded enthusiastically and I couldn't help but laugh as
he rubbed against my leg.
"Yukio?" I called as I made my way down to the first floor. I had noticed there
was no sign of four-eyes. He better not have left without telling me… oh god, I
sounded like him just now. I poked my head into the empty lunch room as Kuro
followed at my heels "Yukio? I'm going to make breakfast, if you want any you
better tell me now…" nothing. With a annoyed sigh I headed for the kitchen,
Ukobach walked up to me and handed me a piece of paper with perfect hand
writing on it simply saying "I'm on a mission. I will be back around 12:00 P.M
don't do anything stupid." damn Yukio! Who does he think he is? I'm older and
am fully capable of keep myself out of trouble!
I waded it up the note and threw it in the trash before turning back to Kuro
and Ukobach with a wide grin "So, who's up for making Udon?" they both made
noises of confirmation and I tied the apron around me.
It didn't take long and in the end we had a lot left over. I looked up at the
clock 12:14 P.M hmmm… I pushed Yukio out of my mind as I looked down into the
pot that had enough for at least four more bowels and wondered if I should give
it to Shiemi… you know, for blowing up on her and all. So I packed it in a
liquid safe to-go box and headed for the door. 'Where are you going, Rin?" a
sleepy Kuro called as I laced up my shoes "I'm going to Shiemi's. If Yukio gets
back before me, tell him I'm just dropping off the extra food I made, okay?"
Kuro nodded and laid down as I opened the door "'Bye, Rin.'" I waved "Take it
easy, fatty. You ate a lot of udon for one small cat." Kuro was about to yell
at me for calling him fat but I closed the door before I heard any of it.
Err.. I kind of got lost a couple times… I mean, usualy I go with Yukio and he
just uses a key to get to the shop. I felt a little embarrassed when I asked an
old guy where the shop was and he pointed right behind me… "Oh… thanks." Shiemi
was thankfully working the front desk and she looked surprised as I came in
"Rin! What are you doing here?" I shrugged and handed her the udon "I…had some
extras when I made udon this morning, so you can have it if you want." Shiemi's
eyes shined and she nodded fast enough for me to think her head would snap off
from the sheer momentum. "T-Thank you so much, Rin! I'm sure I'll love it
because you're an amazing cook~"
She sat it on the counter and there was a moment when the only sound was the
sound of Nee… umm… 'Nee-ing'? I needed to apologies but the thick air of
tension was almost suffocate me. Lucky for me, Shiemi started first, an almost
sad look about her as she looked down "Listen Rin… I'm sorry if you thought I
was bothering Yuki. Did he get distracted from is work because of me!? Oh no!"
she seemed to start panicking until I assured her "Shiemi, you weren't
distracting him. I… I was just in a pissy mood and I had nothing else to blow
up about- I'm the one who’s sorry."
That sounded a little stiff… oh look, the ceiling is nice. She grabbed my
sleeve and I looked back to her smiling face "Oh, Rin… thank you. Err… but I'll
let up a little on Yuki so you can have more time with him~" wait. What did she
mean by that? Was she implying something? I blushed and scratched my neck
"Errmm… yeah, thanks… well, I should get going. Yukio said he would come back
to the dorms at 12:00." Shiemi looked at me then the wall clock "Rin… it's 2:
37."
It had taken me another half an hour to get back to the dorms. I sighed when
the hot sun disappeared as I closed the door behind me. Damn summer- why didn't
this school have a pool? Actually, I don't know if they have a pool or not.
Kuro ran up to me while I took off my sweaty shirt and undid my shoes "'Rin!
Rin!'" he rubbed up against me but his warmth didn't feel so good in the heat
so I pushed him away a little "Hey, Kuro. Has Yukio come by yet?" he shook his
head "'No… he hasn't.'" that got me annoyed I glared back at the front door
"Why isn't he home yet?"
I tried to do a little bit of school work, but after I looked up at the clock
for the seventh time in twelve minutes I gave up and went to the fridge to get
a popsicle. I sucked on it and thought deeply "Yukio is almost never late.
Well, besides when I make him late. Heh. Maybe he went to talk to Maphisto…?
Yeah, I should go check." I know I was being a bit of a worry-wart, but I
really wanted to see him. wait, why? He was just going to yell at me for not
doing my homework.
I flung the empty popsicle stick into a trash can while I walked down the
school halls to Maphisto's office door. Nothing was going through my head I was
just doing what my body wanted to do when I stood in front of the door and
reached for the handle, I heard someone talking inside. And you know I just had
to listen in. Maphisto, possibly with a women or an evil henchmen? What if he
had a secret girlfriend or is planning something evil?Yukio wouldn't believe
it.
But as I placed my ear on the door I knew who he was talking to instantly.
"…Next month?" it was Yukio's voice and he sounded really business-like. They
were probably talking about something important. "Yes. I expect you and your
brother to keep each other entertained so no one else gets involved. Once this
is over I'll tell you where to go from there." what the heck were they talking
about? 'not involve others' in what?
"Oh and one more thing before you go. Tell your brother standing outside the
door listening in that I wish him luck~" oh shit! I forgot Maphisto has eyes
everywhere. I backed away from the door and tried my best to look casual as
Yukio threw the doors open irritated and glared at me was I whistled "Oh hey,
Yukio! There you are. I've been looking everywhere for you!- well… Shiemi's
shop and and here." I noticed as he walked up to me that he had deep cuts on
his face, must have been from the mission. But I didn't have anytime to dwell
on it because Yukio grabbed me by the arm and started pulling me harshly the
way I had come "Ow! Let go of me!" I pushed at him but stopped abruptly when he
sent me a death glare.
I was pulled all the way back to our room and he finally loosened his grip. I
pulled away harshly and glared at him as he turned away from me "What the hell
is your problem!?" I saw him sigh and shake his head a little before turning
back to me with a tired look. "How much did you hear?" was he talking about him
and Maphisto? I shrugged but still glared "Only that something to do with you
and me next month. What, Yukio… what's going to happen?"
Yukio sighed in relief and took his broken glasses off and opening his glasses
drawer to re-place them. "Rin… I don't think this is the best time… but I
promise; I will tell you." as much as I wanted to know I felt bad for him, he
looked so tired and beat up… I couldn't stay mad at him. I rolled my eyes with
a loud sigh "Fine. But you better tell me." he nodded and took off his belt of
bullets and then his exorcist jacket, blood seeped through his white shirt.
Without even thinking I went over to him and started unbuttoning his shirt. "R-
Rin? What are you doing?" what the fuck was I doing? But I hid my blush as I
looked down to finish unbuttoning his shirt "Look who's the idiot now!? You
went and got yourself hurt!" he sighed and grabbed my hand to stop me. Oh god
oh god oh god. Why was the room so hot? I looked up and Yukio was smiling sadly
"Rin, I'm a demon too now. I heal quickly like you, see?" he moved one side of
his open shirt and I was surprised to see only a little cut was left on his
chest.
"Wow. You're right." I stared at his chest for a moment longer before I forced
myself to look away "But just to be safe, I'm going to get you a band-aid." I
quickly left the room. What was wrong with me? I was totally checking him out!
When I got to the bathroom I stared at my bright red face in the mirror. "He's
a guy." I splashed some water on my face and then peeked under the sink for the
first-aid kit. "He's not only a guy, he's also my twin brother!" I felt
ashamed. Curse my teenage hormones! Once I got the band-aid I slowly made my
way back to our room.
Was I, maybe in love? I stopped dead in my tracks and smacked my face. What the
fuck!? I'm not one of those school girls who are in love with Yukio! I'm his
brother. Out of nowhere another voice in my head popped in. what's so wrong
with that? God damn it. With one more smack to the face I started to the room
again. I did NOTlove Yukio more than a brother. Period.
"S-Sorry it took me so long, I had trouble finding the kit." I handed him the
band-aid and quickly went over to my bed "I'm going to bed. Good night." Yukio
put the band-aid on and turned back to his work, leaving his shirt open… damn
him. "Rin, aren't you forgetting something?" turned away from him "I'll do my
homework tomorrow." oh no. I thought as I heard him get up from his chair, he
moved slowly up behind me then stopped. "Rin, it's five p.m. you never go to
sleep this early." he sounded irritated "What are you hiding from me?" I turned
around and matched his glare with one of my own "I donno, what are you hiding
four-eyes?"
He stared for a moment until he heaved a sigh and rubbed his temples "Fine.
Don't tell me. But at least get your homework done tomorrow." I watched as he
shuffled back over to his seat and I stuck out my tongue "I don't need you to
tell me what to do, four-eyes!" Kuro- who was laid out beside me- looked
between me and Yukio worriedly "'Rin….'" but I ignored him and covered my face
in the blanket. "Stupid Yukio…" "I can hear you, you know." I berried my face
in deeper "I know!"
Chapter End Notes
     The plot thickens!
***** The Heat Part 1 *****

The following two weeks went by in an agonizingly slow pace. The summer heat
seemed to only get hotter, Me and Yukio were in some kind of a fight. Sure we
still talked like everything was fine, but inside we knew both of us were
hiding something. And a long with being mad at him, I found myself thinking of
him all the time, even dreaming of him in class… oh god. that sounded weird. No
they weren't anything special, just kinda memories of him smiling and stuff.
But I had a feeling I was reaching the end of all the weirder than normal-weird
stuff in my life, I could just sense it that calm day in class- the last day of
cram school before our one month break… what I don't get is why cram school
doesn't let us have the whole summer off. Arrgg…Whatever. So I was sitting
there in Yukio's class fanning myself like crazy because apparently Maphisto
couldn't afford to give the class rooms air conditioner. But it seemed everyone
wasn't that bothered by the heat.
I leaned over to Shiemi who was paying attention to the last test. How she
could focus in this heat beats me. "Shiemi, how can you look so calm when it's
so damn hot in here?" she looked up at me a little confused "You think this is
hot? I think today is the coolest it's been all week." she gave me a worried
look and leaned over to feel my forehead, her hand felt like an ice cube
compared to my head "Maybe you have a summer fever." that seemed logical enough
and I turned back to my empty test paper "Yeah. I'll have to get some medicine
when this is-"
What… what the hell was that? I felt my body burn painfully and I couldn't move
when a smell hit me hard. It was almost the smell of honey, but something
weird-yet amazing mixed in. I had to mentally force my head to look up. I wish
I hadn't, but it was bound to happen sometime. My eyes instantly met with
Yukio's fiercely glaring ones. "Rin. If you are finished flirting please focus
on the test in front of you." Oh shit oh shit oh shit! I quickly nodded and
looked down. R-right. I had studied for this test and I was going to totally
aces it!
But as I went to look at the test Bon called "And stop doing that weird thing
with your tail. It's distracting." I looked back and my tail was swinging back
and forth wildly. "What the heck?" I hated to do it, but I shoved my tail into
my pants. It looked like I was wrong… weird things were still going on. Not
wanting to think so hard about something that probably didn't matter, I started
to actually take the test.
"All your test results will be sent in this following week to your families
house hold unless you are going somewhere else for break. If so, please tell me
right away. Enjoy your break and don't forget to sign your names at the top of
the page. Thank you." Yukio started to pack up his things as everyone else
chatted a little and stretched "Ahh… I'm so not looking forward to going home!
Juzo sent me my chore list in the mail a week ago. Who does that!? No 'How are
you doing?' or anything. Just 'This is your responsibilities when you come
home'." Shima sighed dramatically until Bon hit him over the head with a book
"Shima stop complaining! It'll better the temple!"
"Rin, where are you going for break?" I wiped the sweat from my forehead and
turned to Shiemi "Oh. Errm… I donno, Yukio and I are probably just going to
hang around campus the whole time. What're you going to do, Shiemi?" she looked
off in some sort of fantasy or something "Nee and I are going to work our
hardest on my grandmothers garden! I bought more seeds and I need to plant them
soon or they won't grow!" she looked really pumped and just thinking back when
we first met how she had been working so hard... I grinned back at her with a
thumbs up "Sounds cool. Maybe I'll come over and help you out." "That would be
amazing!" she got up and looked down at me with a huge grin. "See you soon,
Rin-Bye Yuki!"
She ran out of the class and I could faintly hear her call "Izumo! Wait!" down
the hall. Man, it was finally over! I was going to the dorm and taking a cold
shower. N-not for that reason… I was just really hot, okay!? while I got up and
started shoving books into my bag, I stopped abruptly when another strong smell
of Honey and that weird something hit me harder this time. Seriously, what the
hell was that!? "Yo see you around, Rin." Bon said as he passed me, but he
stopped when he saw my face. It probably looked like I was in pain, because he
turned fully to me and Shima and Konekomaru looked at me weirdly. I couldn't
even speak…damn, what is wrong with me!?
"Rin…? Are you okay?" I wasn't okay! Did I look okay!? My face was burning and
that smell… It was getting thicker. Eating up all the air and taking over my
senses "Hey!" he shook my shoulder but I stayed still. It was too much. "What's
wrong?" Yukio pushed the others out of the way and looked down at me. oh god… I
felt drool spill out of my hanging mouth as I tried to speak. "Na, ah~! I-…I."
Bon looked the way I would have probably look if I had heard someone say that.
He looked shocked then he looked away with a red face.
"You three are free to leave." Yukio glared at the three others and the smell
grew thicker. It was Yukio! What the hell was he wearing!? Some kind of demon
paralyzer spay? No… that wouldn't work because he would be paralyzed too… Well,
whatever it was, it was doing something to effect me. "But… Will he be
alright?" Konekomeru asked concerned and Yukio sighed. Funny, the smell seemed
to disappear. "He'll be fine, he's just running a fever." I stood up straighter
and finish packing up me books "S-Sorry… I must've zoned out there for a
minute." Bon looked between Yukio and me incredulously "Whatever. See you guys
in a month!"
I watched them go before I started to the door, Yukio stayed behind so I turned
to him. He was all moeppy looking at the floor and to tell you the truth, it
made me feel awkward, out of place…weird. "So… What are you gonna want for
dinner?" Yukio turned away, towards his desk "I'm going to grade these tests
here. So you can eat without me." what…? I glared at his stupid back before
turning away "Fine. See you later." pifft. Who needs him!?
I reached the dorms in a huff. A walk from cram school to the dorm wasn't long,
but the heat was so horrid! I immediately started on taking my shirt off when I
got inside. A shower was going to be so nice! Leaving a trail of clothes as I
stripped, I quickly got in the shower. Cold water never felt so amazing. Since
I was already in there I decided to actually clean myself. I thought about that
smell, Yukio's… it diffidently wasn't a bad smell… I tried to remember it as
best as I could. I felt a chill run down my tail, that's when I felt the water
switch to hot… what the-? I looked at the knobs, no it was still on cold… it
was my skin. So hot I gasped for air. painful.
I got out of the shower and slid on a pair of boxers (I think I would've died
of a heat stroke if I had actually gotten dressed.) before stumbling to Min and
Yukio’s room and plopped down on Yukio's bed, too worn out to make it to my
bed. I was going to die. That's all I could think as the heat only grew. The
whole bed smelled like Yukio and I thought "Why? Why couldn't my bed have been
the closer to the door?" my body ached and I desperately tried to find relief.
I needed… I needed… I whimpered pitifully and held Yukio's pillow up to my face
so I could smell more of his scent… I needed… "Yukio…" I whined hopelessly.
***** The Heat Part 2 *****
Chapter Notes
     Warning! Explicit stuff ahead!
I had thought ‘Whatever this burning is from I’m sure it’ll calm down or kill
me.’ man, I was so wrong, the longer I laid there the hotter it got but I
surprisingly managed to stay conscious and umm…for some weird reason I was
getting hard. I sat up quickly and looked down at my boxers, already there was
a wet patch on the fabric. What the hell!? I needed to get to the bathroom and
quick, but my legs felt like jello. I tried to sit up, gasping for air and
limbs shaking weakly but it was too much. I collapsed back onto the bed with a
panicked sound bubbling out of my throat. At this point I would have begged to
just be put out of my misery. Then that evil little voice was back in my head.
‘Yukio doesn’t have to know if you take care of it on his bed.’ true, but if by
some chance he walked in, that would be hella awkward.
The bed squeaked as I attempted to get up onto my knees. My theighs were
trembling and my head was spinning, almost like I was on the edge of passing
out. My tail whipped back and forth while I weighed my options. I-it wouldn’t
hurt as long as I’m quick. With that reassurance, I reached into my boxers and
started pumping my own shaft. I had only done this a couple times before, so it
was done unskillfully I admit but god… it felt so good. Heated flesh slicked
with percum slid amazingly through my shaky hand. It wasn’t enough, I nashed my
teeth angrily and squeezed my shaft. More cum dribbled out of my tip and my
body vibrated with pleasure “Ah…hah…ah!” I laid down on my stomach and started
rutting against the sheets as I berried my face in Yukio’s pillow. Friction
from the bedding driving me crazy.
It wasn’t enough. I needed something else, than a thought hit me. A thought I
would’ve beat my head against a wall until I passed out for thinking normally,
but I was crazy horny and so I did not care. While one of my hands stroked my
member, the other shakily reached farther behind me and hesitantly rubbed
around my asshole. The ring of muscles contracted against the touch. It felt
good, and I didn’t really see the need to stop myself from relieving the pain
anyway I could. I forced one of my fingers in and screamed into Yukio’s pillow,
it burned like hell. I was about to pull it out and never ever do that again
but I hesitated when I suddenly felt the rush of liquid around my finger. It
was slick and loosened the contraction of muscles around my finger. I moaned at
the pleasure it brought. My finger worked it’s way in and out and more liquid
spilled out as more fingers where added. I could manage this. The liquid
smelled sweat and musty and soon the whole room smelled like it. My other hand
swiped up some of the slickness trailing down my theighs and rubbed it up and
down my shaft. My fingers thrusted in time with my other hand as it came down
hard and pulled up slowly. I was getting really close. Just a little more-
My fingers hit something inside me and that was it. “Yukio!” I fell limp
panting like crazy and slowly pulled my fingers out. Had… had I really just
finger fucked myself while jerking off on my brothers bed…? It was as if a
Bariyon was suddenly sitting on my chest, the guilt and sham washed over me.
Would I even be able to face Yukio after I just called his name during an
amazing release? Probably… but it was going to be awkward as fuck. I was still
hard as a rock and the killer heat continued on… what the hell was I going to
do?
For starters, I tucked my dick back into my boxers and got off the bed (I was
still a little wobbly on my legs, but better than before) my mess was clear as
day on his blue sheets. No way I was going to leave it when Yukio would most
defiantly see it. I stripped his bed and my own and headed down the stairs. If
he asked where his bed sheets went I could just say I was doing laundry! still,
I felt uncomfortable walking around with a boner and panting from the heat as
sweat ran down my face and back. Not to mention that liquid was still sliding
down my leg in a steady stream. But there was nothing I could do about it. I
would just have to deal with it.
As I reached the bottom of the stairs I heard someone close the front door.
Shit! It was probably Yukio! I ran quickly to the laundry room and shoved the
sheets into the wash machine. I heard foot steps coming towards me so I shoved
some soap in there and started it. Now that that problem was gone. Quick! How
do you conceal a boner!? It was too late. Yukio stopped in the entry way
looking at me skeptically as I hovered over the washer in a strange fashion
trying to hide it.
I looked over at him, but looked to the side panicky when I remembered what I
had just been doing. I wanted to cry when I realized I reeked like the stuff
leaking out of me. I probably didn’t look so good either, my face blotchy red,
hair all over the place, sweat. “O-Oh, Hey, Yukio! Did you get all you’re work
done?” oh god, Yukio’s scent! It was back but way WAY stronger! He walked up to
me and jerked me by the arm so that I was then facing him. “I couldn’t get any
work done.” He growled. I would’ve looked shocked if it weren’t for the fact
that he was being rough with me which was making my dick leak again. DAMNIT! I
looked down as my breath came out in shallow pants…. Man I was so pathetic.
Yukio tilted my head up a little so I was looking in his unreadable eyes and I
felt my heart start to race. His pupils were blown. What was he doing? Did he
have any idea how much this was affecting me? Suddenly he was hugging me…wha? I
just stood there limply as he held me tight “Rin… I’m sorry.” he said in a low
voice by my ear. I laughed awkwardly. “W-what are you going on about? I-
I wasn’t that mad that you didn’t have the dinner I made.”
Yukio pulled away just enough so I could see his face and he looked really
serious. I also realized he was panting too “Rin. I’m going to mate with you.”
we sat there in silence for a moment before it sunk in and I tried my best to
get away from him. I bet if my face wasn’t already red from the heat I would’ve
turned that color at that moment “Y-Yukio! Don’t say something so stupid! Are
you drunk or something!?” the more I struggled the tighter he held me, the
tighter he held me the more slick soaked the back of my boxers. This was
humiliating. I’m sure I could easily push him off if I wanted to…if I wanted
to. But it was getting harder to move and every movement would set off an
inappropriate reaction. I fought back until I anciently hit his glasses off,
sending them shattering on the tile.
But it seemed as though Yukio didn’t care about that then because just then, I
thought he was leaning over to pick his glasses up, but instead he scooped me
up bridal style. “Yukio! Stop! This isn’t funny!” why was I fighting? My body
was already surrendering to him and it was what I had been picturing as I
jerked off. I knew why… I… I was kinda scared. I stopped fighting against
Yukio. When we had made it to our room he laid me down on the bare bed and
climbed over me, his eyes were sharp yet blurred with…lust?
I gulped as he leaned in so close that I could feel his heavy breath against my
own “Rin… I’m sorry.” there he was, apologizing again. I glared as best as I
could and pulled him down the rest of the way to my lips. All logic flew out
the window as we crashed lips, teeth, tongue together in whatever this craze we
were in was. His slick tongue forced it’s way into my parted lips and devoured
my mouth. His hands were making quick work of his clothes and all I could think
was ‘I want him inside me right now.’ Why? I couldn’t understand. My body was
being possessed by something. That was the only way I could explain it.
Our lips made a ‘pop’ noise as we parted for air, mixed spit ran out the side
of my mouth but I didn’t bother wiping it away as he quickly smashed our lips
together again. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled away “Y-
Yukio…please…” my face was bright red and I couldn’t look him in the eye, but
he seemed to get it. with a nod he roughly pulled off my boxers, he wasted no
time and enclosed the head in his hands that seared my sensitive skin and made
my already sputtering member twitch and pulsate. My head jerked back and hit
the pillow as I gasped helplessly “Y-Yukio! Ah..umn~” I looked up at him when
he chuckled. He was staring right back at me with a sly smile “Nii-san, you
look like you’re enjoying this.” I momentarily snapped out of the haze and
looked away to glare at the floor “Y-You thought I wouldn’t?” he stopped his
finger rubbing my slit and I whimper…oh god… had I been making those noises the
whole time?
Suddenly Yukio hugged me again and I hesitantly put my hands in his hair… was
this real? It suddenly all felt dream-like… Yukio pulled his head up to stare
into my eyes. His eyes flashed between lust and guilt before he kissed me
deeply and resumed stroking me. I yanked at his hair and thrusted into his hand
desperately. Our sloppy mess of a kiss ate up all of my moans and mewls of
pleasure as well as Yukio’s grunts. This had to be a dream… Yukio would never
kiss me or touch me like this.
“Yukio!” I moaned as my head fell back again and I came on both of our stomach.
I couldn’t see anything but white for a moment until I started coming down from
my amazing release. Yukio sat up on his knees and stared down at me while he
licked my cum off his hand. “You’re still hard.” he said bluntly and I blushed
“I can k-kinda tell!” he laughed and wiped the cum from his tone stomach… oh my
god. I couldn’t looked away. I hadn’t even noticed that he was fully naked!
He was huge. Let’s just leave it there. When I had managed to pull my eyes off
his erect member my eyes widen when I noticed his tail swinging lazily behind
him. He had never let me see it before… it looked a lot like mine, but it was
brown not black and was straighter. He must’ve noticed my staring and he
scooted to the other end of the bed. Had.. Had I made him mad?
But my question was answered with a big fat no when he forced my legs apart and
slid back up… my breath hitched. This position spoke for itself as to what
Yukio wanted to do. But now with my legs hanging up on his shoulders my tail
wasn’t trapped to the bed and it swayed to the side eagerly. Yukio rubbed his
fingers against my wet hole and I gasped… I wanted him to fuck me so hard,
right then and there that I felt like I would die if he didn‘t. I wiggled
impatiently, trying to get him to push it in… but he just stared down as me.
“Y-Yukio… please… I want you to… just do it you …jerk!” I whined between pants.
The room was getting hotter and hotter and I wanted it to stop… this was the
only way. The voice in the back of my head snickered ’you say it like you don’t
want this.’ to hell with that voice. I knew I wanted this and didn’t need it to
tell me that. Thank you very much.
“Nii-san.” I stopped squirmy and looked up at him. He was frowning. Oh no…had I
seemed too needy? Did he want to stop? I blushed and looked away “W-what?” I
felt his hand grab my tail and my gasp turned into a mewl half way through.
God. If I wasn’t super horny I would’ve been embarrassed by that noise. “I’m
going to take you… I… I can’t hold back.” I looked up at him and he was looking
down at me dead serious. I mewled again as he started to stroke my tail and I
nodded “I…I want you to… so…so just do it!…I want it so bad.”
I didn’t care about the consequents of having sex with my brother. Heck, I had
being thinking about it even before I started feeling that unbearable heat on
my skin. Yukio nodded back and in one quick thrust, he was inside me. “Ah!
Hh…Yukio…” it burned but also felt amazing. I clawed at his back and he kissed
my thighs, licking slick off them. “Rin… relax.” he tried but I couldn’t stop
shaking and tears easily made their way down my burning face. “Y-Yukio!” I dug
my nails harder into his back and he hissed.
“Rin, I can’t move until you relax.” he sounded so calm. I wondered if it was
always like that for the one on top… wait. Why was I bottoming!? I took in a
shaky deep breath and let it out as I relaxed a little. Yukio leaned down and
gave me a sweet peck at the corner of one of my wet eyes and I gave him a quick
kiss on his lips in return before he could pull away. “I’m going to move now.
are you ready?” I gave him a short nod. He slammed down into me and I screamed.
Yes, yes! Oh god YES! This is what I wanted- this is what I needed this whole
time. He slammed into me over and over, each time getting faster and deeper in
different angels, and each time I cried out. The pain was still there, but with
so much pleasure, the pain became part of it. Suddenly, Yukio thrusted into a
sensitive spot and I arched up off the bed. “T-There! Oh YES, there!” he
grunted and took hold of my member. Pumping it it with his thrusts into that
particular spot. I didn’t last long.
“YUKIO!” My voice cracked, raw from screaming. I cam hard shooting what seemed
like endless ribbons of thick, white cum over our chests. Yukio shuttered and
slammed the base of his cock harder against my entrance. I was still dazed from
my release but I was awhere that Yukio was trying to push the thickness of his
base inside me. I panicked and was about to tell him to stop dispite my dicks
automatic interest in the idea of being ripped open by that cock. With one
more, painfully sharp thrust, the base slipped inside. My sight disappeared and
I screamed as an another orgasm was ripped out of me. He quickly turn me
around, while he was still cuming and laid down on top of me. I know it’s said
that if a man cries during sex that he’s not a real man… but damnit! I started
to quietly sob into the sheetless bed. Yukio kissed at the back of my neck and
he just kept on cuming. I was surprise that I could hold all of it. 
“Rin…what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” I tucked my head farther into myself
and took a shaky breath “I… I don’t know! I-I *hiccup* just c-can’t stop!”
suddenly I felt something in my ass tighten and I tried to get up, but Yukio
laced his hands with mine and shoosh’ed me like I was a little kid “Rin, it’s
okay… but you have to stay still until I unknot or it will hurt really bad,
okay?” I nodded but thought confusedly ‘unknot’? ‘don’t remember that from
health and fitness class.
We laid there for what had to be at least a half an hour -in witch I stopped
crying like a baby and Yukio left a few hickys on my neck with my protests
being ignored. I felt something loosen and Yukio pulled out and laid down next
to me. The feel of cum almost gushing out of me was unpleasant but I was
exhausted, and by the look on Yukio’s face, he was too. I’d clean up later but
the bed is probably going to be stained. He pulled me to his chest and I
couldn’t help but think about how I use to do the same thing to him when we
were little. Rubbing my face on his collar bone like a cat, I sigh contently. I
didn’t know what would happen the next day, I didn’t know if Yukio would never
look at me again or not, I didn’t know what would happen if people found out we
slept together… all I knew was that I could deal with that when I woke up. As I
started to doze off I couldn’t help but smile as I felt Yukio’s tail wined it’s
self around mine tightly.
***** The 'Blissful' Morning After *****
Chapter Notes
     Sigh... i so tired... but i must post all 8 chapter of what i have so
     far...
See the end of the chapter for more notes
I sighed contently as I woke up. From the amount of sun shine coming through
the window I guessed it was around noon. Yikes. Better get up before Yukio- … I
took a shaky breath in when last nights events came crashing back to me…him and
I… we… there was a shift in the bed and the arm around my waist tightened. Oh
god. My face grew warm and I slowly tried to put some distance between our
naked bodies.
My heart raced as I desperately tried to escape from the awkwardness that was
sure to happen when Yukio woke up. But just as I managed to sit up, my lower
back decided that it didn’t want to move that way. “Shit!” I yelped and plopped
back down. “Don’t get up.” I stiffened as I heard the mumbled words groaned
right into my ear. I looked over nervously only to see Yukio’s eyes closed…was
he still asleep?
“Are…are you awake?” there was a grunt and then Yukio opened his eyes and sat
up to looked down at me. I gulped and looked to the side, I couldn’t tell what
he was thinking, what he was feeling, and that made me feel even worse about we
did the night before “Are you okay?” that question kind of caught me off guard
and I looked back up only to have pair of lips on mine.
The kiss was getting heavy and I tried to pull Yukio down more, he pulled back
with one more nip at my swollen bottom lip. I felt light headed as we caught
our breath “My ass hurts.” I finally answered his question. It was meant to be
taken as a joke (though my ass really did hurt) but four-eyes totally took it
the wrong and looked guilty “I’m sorry.” I felt my face heat up but I ignored
it and flicked him on the forehead “Stupid. Stop apologizing.”
He looked down at me incuriously “But-” I pulled him on top of me even though
my hips screamed in pain. I pushed it to the side and kissed him sweetly…
trying to tell him it was okay…to tell him how I really felt…but that last part
made the kiss a little hesitant. I mean, I really wasn’t sure what I felt…but I
knew it was something more than a brother. I pulled back and looked him in the
eye “N-Now stop apologizing.” he sat up and I had to hold back a gasp of pain
while he sat on my sore pelvic bone but then he got off and sat at the edge of
the bed looking off to the window and sighed “I…I can’t. you don’t know what
possible bad things may happen because of this.”
I narrowed my eyes at his back but didn’t try to sit up again “And what
is…’this’ hm?” there was a pause then Yukio stood up and pulled on boxers and
went to get a pair of glasses from his desk drawer. I huffed and sat up even
though it my back whined “Yukio, don’t ignore me!” He sighed and turned back to
me, guilt was all over his face. I shouldn’t have gotten my hopes up… Yukio
didn’t like me anymore than a brother. Something had happened last night... but
Yukio hadn’t wanted it, had he? I’m an idiot.
I shook off the blanket (when did that get there?) and grabbed some of my
clothes before I stomped over to the door. I felt my eyes getting ready to do
something girly so I quickly said “I get it. This meant nothing to you. It was
all just one fucked up mistake.” and with that I stomped out of the room and
headed for the showers. I hated it. I was an idiot to feel the way I did. It
was to be expected that Yukio didn’t like me, right? I swallowed hard and
turned the water on.
So why did I feel so… betrayed? Maybe it was because I trusted him with my
heart and he just dropped it on the floor… I scoffed and hit myself on the
forehead. “What the hell? That was way girly… let’s never go there again.” I
was about to get into the shower when I felt something running down my leg. I
looked down and around to see Yukio’s cum slowly falling out. Then I looked up
at the mirror to the left of me and saw the bright red and purple love bits.
I couldn’t take it. I got into the shower on wobbly legs and cried “Why?… why
did you do this to me if you don’t like me?”
When I finally got out of the shower it was only because the water was cold. I
got dressed and hesitated before going back into our room. When I did I saw
that Yukio was dressed in his exorcist jacket and was in the middle of
attaching his ammo belt. I threw my towel on my bed and tried to look as casual
as I could when I laid down and pretended to be more interested in the manga I
held.
Yukio turned to me suddenly and I made sure not to look at him at all as he
spoke “I’ve been called in for a mission. I won’t be home until late, so don’t
make me any dinner.” I griped the book tightly but kept up my fake indifference
“k.” he started to walk for the door and I felt a voice inside me begging to
tell him not to leave, not to let thing just go on like nothing had happened.
But I mentally muffled it with the stronger voice that wanted him just leave
and never come back.
He paused at the door and looked over at me “Tonight…” he started in more of a
familiar sounding voice… it was the voice that only I got to hear. I dared to
look up at him as he stared at me “I’ll tell you what happened.” he looked down
and I saw him clenching his fists. He wanted to say something else but he never
did. I glared and nodded none the less. I wanted to hear why he would take away
our virginity away when he apparently didn’t even want to.
I ignored what he had said. I sat up that night waiting for him. I told myself
to just let it go. ‘Forgive and forget’ as the old man use to say. But I
couldn’t. the day passed by with me and Kuro walking around the empty campus, I
had thought about going to Sheimi’s place but I found that I didn’t really feel
like talking.
So there I sat waiting on my bed. I glanced at the clock. ‘3A.M’ then looked
back to my phone… once again it told me I had no new messages… just then, Yukio
opened the door and I looked up quickly. He looked unscathed so that was good.
He looked over at me and frowned “I told you not to wait up for me.” I glared
and sat me phone down “You said not to make you any dinner. And you also said
you’d tell me why you did…that.” we stared at each other before I gasped in
voluntarily when I smelled the scent again and a shiver of pleasure ran up my
spine.
Yukio must have noticed what he did and looked down and the scent dissipated a
little. I regained my breath as I clenched my chest. Yukio took a seat at my
desk and swiveled it so he was looking at me. “Rin, what I am about to say does
not leave this room.” I nodded and he took a deep breath “You and me are both
high level demons now… and if you had been paying attention in class you would
know demons have mating seasons just like animals… you started your first one
about a week ago and being around you like that triggered mine. I tried to stay
away but I couldn’t let anyone else have you. And then I came home last night
and I could smell that you had been touching yourself... it was too much.”
I tried to take it all in as I stared back at Yukio…so we were…mated? I
furrowed my eyebrows together as I thought it over. Heat prickling my cheeks.
“I’m sorry.”
I looked back to him and glared “Stop.” there was a tension filled silence
until I finally asked what I had been dying to all day “Yukio… do you see me
more than your brother? Was this all just some kinda instinct thing?” I blushed
and looked away when he stared at me with wide eyes and the scent came back.
That damn scent! He looked deep in thought before he sighed tiredly “ I’m not
sure…” I felt hope take over me and I cracked a small smirk over at him “’Not
sure’ is better than a no, I guess.” He looked worriedly at the floor “If…If we
decide to keep with this… through the whole breading season... maybe even after
that, we can’t tell anyone.”
I nodded and laid down with a yawn “Fine, Fine.” Yukio seemed uncertain by my
response so I held a hand over my heart “I swear on my life.” he smiled and
approached me, my heart started beating faster as he leaned over me. When our
lips met the scent returned full force and I moaned into it. I pulled him down
on myself and opened my mouth wide, he slide his tongue in and attacked
everything it touched.
We both pulled away and gasped for breath, I reached up to take off his jacket
and he chuckled above me as my hands trembled “Stupid buttons!” I gave up on
trying to undo them and just ripped it open. Yukio grunted and glared down at
me “Thanks.” I smirked “Your welcome.” I slid it off and was about to take off
his shirt when he rolled over so that I was on top of him. “What are you-”
I was cut off as he pushed me forward quickly and I whined but then I noticed
why he had done it “N-No!” I cried out as he pulled my pants and boxers off and
made a long ‘hmmmm’ while he stared at my hard on just inches from his face, I
tried to back up but Yukio squeezed my ass and I froze. What was he-? He
suddenly took my whole length into his mouth and started a steady pace of
bobbing his head “Ah! Fuck!” I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to not thrust
into his mouth.
If anyone in a hundred mile radius wasn’t asleep they could probably hear me as
I screamed out in pleasure every time Yukio ran his tongue over my slit. I
gasped suddenly as I felt his fingers at my entrances. “What are you, ah!
Doing?” I asked between pants but Yukio did not respond seeing as his mouth was
busy…ahem.
The slick liquid from before returned and made it easy for Yukio’s fingers
entered me one at a time. I thought I was going to pass out as he worked his
fingers in and out in time with his mouth moving up and down on my slick
member. It was too much. “Yukio! Ah!” I melted into his mouth. He slid his
fingers out and I whimpered at the loss. With a sigh I scooted back down and
kissed Yukio lightly “what now?” Yukio rolled his eyes and unzipped his pants
and revealed his throbbing cock.
I gulped and spread my legs for him. no shame… as long as it was Yukio.
I laid on my side under the covers as Yukio finally ‘unknotted’ and slipped
out. He held my back to his chest and sighed tiredly “I’m sorry.” I looked
surprised at my own words but went with it. Yukio looked over me with confusion
“Why?” I yawned and smiled sheepishly “For making you… have sex with me when
you’re tired.
Yukio chuckled and I blushed “Don’t apologized. ’stupid’.” he mimicked what I
had said earlier and I just laughed and I turned around so I was on his chest
and rested my head “Whatever.” I kissed his collar bone and closed my eyes
“G’night.” I felt Yukio stroke my hair and sigh contently “Goodnight.”
Chapter End Notes
     Drama with a capital 'D'! there probably be more... but for now CUTE
     FLUFF!
***** Blame 'The Annoying Demon' *****
Chapter Notes
     my newest chappy~ just cuteness for now...
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Two weeks went by of summer break. Yukio and I pretty much fallen back into our
old routines, I mean, besides the fact we had sex almost every fucking hour if
we could. Occasionally we would kiss and touch outside of the sex and those
times always made me calm. I had asked Yukio when my ‘heat’ (as he had started
calling it) would stop, and he had said it could last up to a whole month! My
back ached just thinking about it.
“Are…Are you serious?” I stopped mixing the eggs in the frying pan and looked
over my shoulder to Yukio who was sitting at the table drinking coffee. The
round we had had that morning had been brutal and we were both left more grumpy
and exhausted than satisfied. Odds were we would be back it within twenty
minutes. “Do you think I’m joking?” What a smartass. My grip tightened on the
plastic spatula and I turned fully around and pointed it a four-eyes “Don’t get
all smart ass on me!” Yukio chuckled “it’s okay, Rin. We don’t have to…” that
made me feel a little less nervous… but then a seemingly evil smiled appeared
on Yukio’s face as he stood up. I watched him suspiciously as he invaded me
personal space “What?” he held my chin up so that his lips were mere inches
from mine.
The feeling of my burning skin against his, mixed with his intoxicating scent
took over me and I found myself being pulled closer to him, drawn in, you could
say. Our lips brushed but he pulled back a little to look at my horribly dazed
face “We don’t have to… but we both know you want to.” wait… danmit! I played
right into his hand. But I didn’t really have time to protest because his lips
soon smashed back against mine. “Hm!” he pulled me to him and I automatically
wrapped my arms around his neck.
We pulled away briefly and I growled shakily “Damn, why are you so tall?” he
just chuckled and started kissing his way from my mouth to my neck, where he
nipped at the skin “I want…” he started to say in between licks and I just
waited for him to say it, so we could go back upstairs, because I was already
hard and I wanted relief right away. Hell, if he wanted to take me against the
table or even the wall I’d be okay with it. “…to bit you.” I was surprised and
about to push him away when I felt his sharp fangs dig into my neck. “AH! OW!
Stop!” I cried out as tears peeked in the corners of my eyes, and surprisingly
Yukio listened and pulled back. But not before licking away the blood that
begin to run down my neck.
I squeezed my eyes shut. It was just too embarrassing, Yukio continue to lick
at my neck until I pushed him away weakly. Shit… why did it get all quiet? I
opened my eyes to see Yukio looking at me softly and my heart started to race
“Rin, I-” but he abruptly stopped talking when the sudden sound of quick foot
steps from the entry way speedily making their way to us. Yukio and I separated
instantly, Yukio moved back to the table and started sipping his coffee just as
Shiemi comes flying around the corner with a wide smile “Good Morning! Sorry I
didn’t knock I- Oh! Rin, look at the stove!”
I looked confusedly over to where she had said, and noticed the black smoke
rising out of the pan “Shit!” I turned off the burner. It was too late, the
eggs were blackish brown and probably tasted like dog poop. “I told you to keep
an eye on those.” I looked over incredulously at Yukio who was looking away.
Did he… really just blame me for burning them!? “It’s your fual-” I stopped
there when I saw Yukio glaring at me.. Ohh… better not get into that.
“It’s not like you to get distracted while cooking…are you okay, Rin?” Shiemi
looked concern about me as she sat herself down across from Yukio. “O-oh well
I-” she suddenly stood up wide eyed and rushed over to me -officially scaring
the shit out of me. “What?” she reached up and touched my neck and I instantly
knew what she was looking at “Rin! What happened to your neck!?” that’s when
four-eyes jumped into the mix, he held Shiemi by the shoulder and she seemed to
calm down a little, it probably bothered me more than it should’ve that they
were touching.
Waving my hands in front of me, I laugh nervously “That? Oh…um you see
that’s….A demon!” both Yukio and Shiemi looked surprised, so I continued with a
cocky smile “yeah! You see, just a while ago this big annoying demon tried to
eat me, but I totally kicked his ass!” She looked amazed, I didn’t dare to look
over at Yukio, but I could feel his glare. “Yes well, what did you come over
for, Shiemi?” he said as he pushed his glasses up his nose “Oh! R-right! Here
is your order of Mr. Sancho” she pulled out a box from one of the sleeves of
her komono and handed it to Yukio who managed a fake smile as he excepted it
“Thank you, but you could have just called me and I would’ve gone to the shop
to get it.”
She watched as Nee pounced on her shoulder while she smiled shyly “Ah! Oh, well
I wanted to see how you both were doing, how is summer break going for you
two?” “I’m preparing my lessons for next semester and Rin has been slacking
off.” that’s when he glared at me “Have you even started on your summer break
assignments?” we had assignments? Well fuck! This was the first I was hearing
of them. “Well, you see…” I looked to the floor and scratched at the back of my
head, I could even feel my tail droop to the floor as Shiemi looked at me
curiously and four-eyes just glared at me.
“You see, its like this… I’ve been being harassed by that annoying demon the
whole time! And by the way I didn’t hear anything about these ‘assignments’
until right-” oh god… what was this feeling all the sudden? My stomach hurt
really bad but I ignored it to instead finish my rant, with a quizzes sway
followed by a burp I managed the last word “now…” and as if my sudden sickness
wasn’t enough, damn Yukio’s scent built in straight and in a way, made my
stomach calm down a little.
I found myself staring at Yukio’s lips as he yelled into my face, but I
couldn’t hear him. Instead a loud ringing sounded in my ears and my face grew
hot…was I about to pass out? What the hell? Why? I started to slip… vision
becoming black…no! I am not going to be an idiot and just pass out! Totally
uncalled for I snapped back to reality.
“Rin!” I looked to Yukio confusedly “What?” he stared at me dumbfounded “Are
you alright?” I smiled sheepishly “Yeah, sorry. Must’a zoned out there!” Shiemi
looked at me intently “Are you sure? It looked like you were fainting! Have you
been drinking enough water? Sometimes that happens when you forget.” I laughed
awkwardly “I’m totally okay. Don’t worry.” she seemed a bit skeptical but she
nodded slowly “Well… if your okay, I should be heading back to the shop now.”
“I’ll walk you out.” I called but as I went to move I noticed my hands were
clutched onto Yukio’s shirt, trembling. I retracted them quickly and blushed as
I started after Shiemi “Sorry.”
When the door made the click noise of being closed I sighed and leaned my back
against it while I whipped the sweat from my forehead. What really just happed?
What was up with the sudden dizzy spell? I shrugged. Eh… might have just worked
myself up too much. “Rin…” I looked up to see Yukio standing less than a foot
away from me, he wore a look between rage and confusion “What was that?” I
gulped and pushed myself off the door “Oh, probably just got over heated.
S’nothing.” but apparently he didn’t like that answer very much. I tried to
pass him but he grabbed me shoulders and pushed me back against the door “I can
tell your lying.”
I gulped and looked away from his cool yet angry eyes. Man, I think I need to
move Yukio up higher on my cool people list… wait, why am I thinking about that
right now!? “I… just got a little sick to my stomach.” he stared at me for a
moment before he swooped in and kissed me leaving my brain all gushy, but I was
still enough aware of myself to wrap my arms around his neck. The heat raised
once again and I kissed him back with all my being.
We pulled away for air after a minute and Yukio looked at me angrily. Had I
done something wrong? “What?” I asked breathlessly and he glared at me
“’annoying demon’?” oh… that had just been adlibbing…but I guess I was kinda
referring to him…”Th-that wasn’t meaning you! I just came up with it.” he
pressed me more into the door and I gulped as he started to unbutton my shirt
“Tell me, Rin… Do you find this ‘harassment’? Because I’m pretty sure you’re
the one who was begging for me just this morning.” he leaned down and licked
one of my nipples. I gasped and held onto his shoulder for support, the pure
pleasure making me weak in the knees. “I-I didn’t mean you…” he let out a long
‘hmm’ as if saying ‘oh so that’s how it is.’ before continuing down my body
with his cool tongue.
When he reached my pants he slid his hand down on either side of my thighs
horribly slow, and I heard myself whine as he just stayed like that, what the
fuck? Did he find it funny to see me struggling to keep my breath even? Did he
find it amusing to see me beg and whine for him to fuck me? He straightened to
full height with a smirk on his face. He did. That smirk proved it as an
answer. He thought it was funny! He wasn’t the one dying from the evil heat
radiating from the core of his body… wait. Wasn’t he supposedly in heat too?
“Yukio… are you feeling this heat? It’s unbearable, right?” I managed in a
slightly shaky voice, he just gave me that look he does when he think I’m an
idiot “Yes, I am hot... but it’s a bit different for you than myself.” That
caught my attention “How is it different?” One of Yukio’s hands traveled inside
my boxers until it was pulling apart my ass and exposing my wet whole “You want
me to fuck you hard in the ass because it burns I want to shove my cock inside
you, dominate you...” I gapped at him as his fingers swiped across my entrance
before he pulled his hand free of my boxers. Slick coated his fingers as he
held it up for me to see. I wanted to yell at him for saying those things about
me but then he spoke again “... Taste you.” I tried to reach out and stop him
but it was too late. He sucked on the fingers covered in my slick. Shit, shit,
SHIT. I moaned loudly hand the sweet scent of fresh slick dripping out of me
filled the air. When I had regained some semblance of composure I glared at him
“What? You’re saying I’m a bitch or something? So what if I’m more s-sensitive
there! Oh look at me! I’m Yukio and I’m all super composed and shit! Why don’t
you learn how to react like a person not a robot-” but my rant went unheard as
he finally pulled my pants and boxers down while he leaned forward and kissed
me deeply.
It didn’t make up for shit. He had all but called me his bitch. I tried kicking
at him but he pushed me more firmly against the door. He bit at my tongue
playfully and I gasped into the kiss… that’s it. I bit his lip as hard as a
could he hissed and broke the kiss. I rested my head back against the door as I
caught my breath. Yukio touch his bleeding lip and looked at the blood on his
fingers before looking at me. I stuck out my tongue and glared “I’m not a
bitch.” Yukio threw his jacket (why he was wearing it on such a hot day was
mystery to me) to the floor and started unbuttoning his shirt. Slick trailed
down my exposed theighs my pants and underwear stayed tangled around my calves.
Fuck, why was he so suductive? Wasn’t this guy a nerd? Yukio was now shirtless
as he pressed up against me once more. “Rin…” he kissed my cheek , then the
corner of my mouth then a quick kiss to me lips before my nose then my eyelid
and lastly my forehead where his lips remained “Rin…” he mumbled against my
head.
“What?” “I want to make love to you. but on a bed would be preferable.” I was
shocked, I hadn’t heard him call it anything else besides ‘fuck’ or ‘mate’ but…
making love? Isn’t that for people who love each other? Did…Yukio maybe… the
whole ‘bitch’ dropped out of my mind. I felt my face grow impossibly warm as I
turned it away and I whispered awkwardly “Okay…” right away I was swept up off
my feet and into his arms. He carried me up stairs. Eh… why was I feeling so
nervous all of the sudden?
He sat me at the edge of the bed and took my pants and boxers the rest of the
way off and went to take off his own pants when I nervously grabbed his hand
and looked into his surprised eyes with determination “I want to do it…” he
hesitated then nodded slowly. Before I tackled the thing right in front of me,
I reached up and took off his glasses… I know that he’s blind as a bat without
them. That’s why I took them off, I didn’t want him to see me when I did this.
I sat them down on the bed folded and then looked back to his pants that
clearly clung to his hard on.
My trembling hands unbuttoned them then slid the zipper down slowly. I took a
shaky breath in and pulled down his pants and underwear. His dick sprung up
from it’s confines. “Rin…” Yukio grunted and I decided I would try. I poked the
tip a looked up to see his reaction. He took in a sharp breath. Hm,
interesting. Maybe I could finally get some reactions from him… I hesitantly
rubbed the slit and Yukio gasped, I wanted to hear more. So I leaned forward
and kissed it I felt the pulsing through it and it grew right before my eyes.
Damn, how much bigger is he gonna get!?
Yukio had done it to me before, so I guess it won’t be that bad to give it a
try. I kissed it again but this time I didn’t pull away, I slowly opened my
mouth and lowered my head onto it… you know, I thought it was going to be a lot
worse. But the saltiness of his member as I sucked on as much as I could fit
into my mouth only made me want more. it was like that sea salt candies we use
to like when we were kids. It was the source of that amazing scent of his too.
It was so from that I almost came just from the stimulation of all my senses at
once. The rest of him I couldn’t fit I grabbed ahold of and pumped the buildup
up into the part I had in my mouth, he was close, I could feel his head
twitching as I wrapped my tongue all around it and the knot at the base began
to expand.
“Rin…” he moaned out and I felt myself moan back at the really fucking hot way
he said my name. it must have been the vibrations of my moans that did it.
Yukio came hard in my mouth, I was a bit surprised so I pulled back when it
filled my mouth, but I didn’t think about the fact that he was still cuming and
so, the rest of it ended up all over my face… lovely. I swallowed what was in
my mouth for the most part but still some poured out the corners of my mouth
and dripped down my chin.
Oh god… this was awkward, what are you suppose to do now!? I have cum dripping
down my face and Yukio is just staring at me. that’s when he fell forward,
pushing my back into the sheets of his bed and he cupped my face in his hands
“I’m going to make love to you so much, you won’t need anymore cum for the rest
of your heat.” I think its safe to say…Yukio at least liked me. And I was
pretty damn sure I felt the same if not more… that didn’t mean I couldn’t flip
him off for saying I needed him cum.
He kissed me passionately. We pulled away after awhile and a string of spit
mixed with Yukio’s cum connected our lips, Yukio moved down to my neck where he
had bitten me no more than an hour ago and he sucked hard on it, making it a
huge spot no one could miss “Y-Yukio! Ah! Don’t make it so obvious! People will
ask questions!” he stopped and looked up at me with a predatorily glare,
clearly he was too lost in lust to think of the consequences. Whatever. I’d
just have to wear something over it….
When he was happy with his work, he gave my neck one last lick before moving
down to my nipples, he lick at one while he pinch and twisted the other growing
bright red and hard. With his unoccupied hand he reached down behind me and
started stroking my tail. “Nah~ Yukio don’t do that!” I whimpered half
heartedly, but he stopped all he was doing and sat up a little “What do you not
want me to do to you?” how did he still sound so collected?! I blushed and
looked to the side “S-Stop touching my tail... it makes me feel weird.” he
smiled evilly as he started stroking it, mostly at the base of it like he knew
exactly where it was most sensitive. “Oh god! Ah! Stop!” I moaned and my tail
melted like jelly in his hand.
Without any warning my own member spilled out on our chests, Yukio pulled his
hand away from my tail and ran a finger up my still throbbing member, his
finger collected my cum and he licked his finger clean “Hmmm… I’ll keep in mind
to always rub your tail vigorously when I see it hanging out of your pants.”
ohh… he was so evil! I shouldn’t have said anything about my tail. But I didn’t
get too hung up on the tail thing, because I felt fingers at my entrance,
running around the lip of it, then diving in shallowly before pulling back out
and repeating.
Yukio reached over for his glasses with his hand that wasn’t teasing my wet
hole and put them back on. I tensed… he would be able to see my face, oh no oh
no oh no! “Eh?… w-why are you putting those back on?” I tried to ask smoothly
but it came out more like a whimper as the one finger slid in particularly
deep. His smile was knowing as he responded in a whisper and finally shoving
his fingers all the way in “Because, I want to see your face as I enter you.”
Okay…how do you respond to that? I just blushed like an idiot and let his
fingers slide in and out of me.
“Are you ready?” he asked as he held my hip above his dick, I gulped but nodded
anyway, he slowly guided me down onto himself, it was so different to do it in
this position… it felt… more intimate in a way. When I was all the way down in
his lap I was panting heavily with my head down, eyes closed and hands gripping
Yukio’s shoulders harshly, probably breaking the skin. “Rin, relax a little.
You’re squeezing me too much.” he groaned out, I huffed loudly and focused on
relaxing. “That’s it..” he sighed and did a slow thrust up into me “Ah! W-wait
I’m not ready! “
He stopped and stared at me heavily “Then tell me when you are.” eh… okay…
there was a silence for about three seconds before I nodded “Okay… now I’m
ready.” Yukio rolled his eyes then slowly pushed in and out. It was a bit odd
considering he would always thrust hard and fast… but it was nice, the pleasure
flowing between my thighs felt so unreal, I slowly worked myself up and down
into his thrusts “Y-Yukio… I…” I leaned forward more and wrapped my arms around
his shoulders and sighed contently, I guess this is what they call bliss.
“Yukio, I love you…” the thrusts slowed down to almost a halt and all the
sudden I felt guilty again, like what we were doing was horrible “I-I was just
kidding…” I laughed awkwardly and pulled away from him enough to see his face,
he looked shocked but then he smiled, his real smile, the one most people never
see…”Rin, you don’t have to get so embarrassed… I understand.” … he
understands? Does that mean he loves me back or what? But I didn’t have time to
think it over because he had started thrusting in harder “Ah! Yuk- Aaahh~” he
thrusts grew in speed and roughness and not very long into it I was at my brink
“Yukio! Ah! I’m gonna cum!”
“Then cum for me, Rin” his husky voice purred right into my ear. He grabbed
hold of my tail with his own and started rubbing them together and that’s what
sent me over the edge “Yukio!” my cum spilled out into our laps and with one or
two more thrusts Yukio knotted inside me. The rush of hot cum filling me making
me moan.
“Yukio…” “Hmm?” “Kiss me.” in my very much so dazed state I asked, he chuckled
and leaned forward, our lips met in a soft kiss, turning our head to the side
to get deeper, but then we stopped on the count of a loud noise, we pulled away
and I blushed as Yukio laughed “Rin, was that your stomach growling?” I glared
and pointed my head up “Shut up! We didn’t eat breakfast!” he just laughed
again “Okay okay, we’ll eat as soon as we’re done.”
Chapter End Notes
     yes yes, i know that was all like no plot.. but it will probably be a
     long bit soon with no smexyness at all
***** Suspicions And Lies *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Well, as much as I hated even the thought of doing any kind of schoolwork while
I am on summer break, I was… it was then the weekend before school started back
up and I felt like shit. Let me start from the beginning of that Saturday
morning.
I was nice and warm under the covers of Yukio’s bed (I guess it was mine now
too, considering I slept there most nights) I was in between awake and asleep
when I felt Yukio pull away and sit up. I took a deep breath in and opened my
eyes just barley, the room was still really dark so it was hard to see but it
was enough that I could see him sitting on the edge of the bed stretching.
“Why are you up so early?” he flinched a little but seemed to relax as he
turned to face me “Sorry, go back to sleep.” like I would except a half-assed
answer like that! I suddenly felt more awake and I sat up half way and watched
him while he got up and headed for his dresser. “Hey. I asked you a question…”
I was irritated, the bed was colder without him. Yukio turned back to me, and
since my eyes were now adjusted to the dark grey lighting that filled the room
I could see he was very serious looking.
Something didn’t seem right, I couldn’t tell if it was Yukio or if it was me,
but I felt a lurch in my stomach… what was wrong here? “Yukio, where are you
going?” I heard myself say those words but they sounded more panicked then I
thought I was… why was I freaking out? Thank god for Yukio, he caught my
strange sounding voice and came back over to the bed as he slipped on his
exorcist jacket “Shura called me last night saying she wants to meet early for
our mission together today. I’ll be back around 3 P.M. okay?” he was smiling,
but I know Yukio pretty damn well, Shura too, who hates getting up early..
something was up with this scene.
“Oh… Okay… do you want me to make you a bento before you go?” he finished up
dressing and was already on his way to the door when he answered “I have to
leave right now or I won’t make it on time. You should get some more sleep.”
that sounded good; more sleep. I laid back down and watch as he reached for the
knob but stopped and looked over to me, he opened his mouth like he was about
to ask me something but he didn’t. He closed his mouth into a tight line and
just turned back to the door and opened it “See you later.” and he was gone.
I sighed while staring over at my side of the room, that’s when Kuro jumped up
on the bed and curled up against my stomach. ‘Good morning, Rin…’ he yawned and
snuggled closer ‘how are you feeling today?’ I stroked him absent mindedly,
though I did take in his weird question “I feel fine… why do you ask?”
actually, I wasn’t feeling too good at all, the lurching of my gut was growing
and I felt my tongue getting really wet…was I sick?
‘I-I was just wondering!’ okay… I really should get up… maybe I was hungry…
yeah, hungry. I sat up half way again and- “Oh no…” Kuro sat up as well and
watch me with concern as I clamped my lips shut, yep… defiantly sick. Crawling
out of bed slowly I tried not to let it come up until I made it to the
bathroom, but the bathroom was all the way down the hall… so I made I split
decision and sprinted for it… not the best move I could’ve done. No less than
five steps into my sprint, my stomach lurched and out came dinner and lunch
from the day before.
Eww. I would have to clean that up, but at the moment I didn’t have time,
because a second wave of upchuck was on it’s way, I needed to get to that damn
bathroom! ’Rin…’ Kuro was sitting at the entrance to the open stall I was in as
I puked my guts out… I mean, for real! Where was all this stuff coming from!?
Better yet… when was I going to stop!?
“Man, I feel like shit.” I mumbled to myself as I flushed the toilet and
whipped off my mouth with the back of my hand, this wasn’t good, school would
be starting in a couple of days it would be shit if I had to go feeling sick to
my stomach. So I thought through it logically… sick plus medicine equals all
better, right? “Right! Kuro, I’m gonna go buy some medicine, you wanna come
with?” Kuro stared at me for a long moment and I laughed to fill the
awkwardness “Sheesh, if you don’t want to go just say so.”
‘Oh, I do want to go!’ he purred as he snapped out of his daze. I smiled as
best as I could, but I still felt like poop so it was probably really gassy and
forced and all around not good looking, but Kuro didn’t seem to mind it much.
He just ran around my legs as I walked uneasily away from the bathroom and back
to mine and Yukio’s room to get dressed.
It was like the universe hated me- and I’m not just saying that to be dramatic-
the walk from the dorm to the nearest drug store wasn’t long at all, but by the
time I was paying for some anti nausea medicine, I noticed… I… don’t really
feel sick to my stomach anymore… but I still felt extremely uneasy, like
something was going to happen… something big. But I didn’t get too hung up on
it. I paid for the medicine anyways- I mean, what the heck? I might get sick
again- and started on my way to the dorms.
That is… when I noticed Kuro wasn’t the only one walking beside me. “What do
you want?” I wasn’t in the mood to talk to him when the sun was just barely up.
The little cream colored dog shrugged “Just checking in on my favorite Okumura
twin~!” I scoffed, since when? “Seriously, I’m on my way back to the dorm to
sleep. What do you want?” Kuro didn’t like walking along side Mephisto, so he
jumped up onto my moving leg, then my arm, to my head.
“I am only here to check on your well being~ it saddens me that you still don‘t
trust me!” fake concern and hurt practically dripped from his words, and so I
played along with his game “I’m fine.” “Are you really?” wait… the way he said
that was like he already knew something was up. I looked down at him warily
“Yeah, I’m fine. Why do you care?” he chuckled and shook his head “Okumura Rin,
lie to those in which need to be lied to, and keep secrets with the one in
which you will tell lies the most.” I scrunched my eyebrow together. What was
that suppose to mean? “Stop speaking in riddles and just tell me what you
mean!”
He was gone. I looked back down to see no white dog walking beside me. The
jerk! Disappearing after saying some random shit… I felt my uneasiness growing
by the second as I finally made it back to the dorms. I’d just sleep for a
couple more hours then feed Kuro, Ukobach and myself something really good
like…Taiyaki! Oh that sounded really good… I slid into my own bed with a sigh
and threw the shopping bag of medicine to the side and snuggled into the
sheets…
“Rin, have…asleep…time?” someone was talking to me far off, their voice was
coming in and out of hearing like I had bad reception or something. I squinted
as I opened my eyes to the bright room. Nope… couldn’t open my eyes so I closed
them again and rolled over so my back was facing the sun. I heard some rustling
while I drifted off again, but I was woken back up to a strong hand shaking my
shoulder quickly “Rin… why did you buy this?” oh… it was Yukio… wait a minute…
I sat up suddenly and looked over at him as he held the bag of medicine
“Yukio…? Didn’t you say you’d be back at 3 P.M?” he looked at me, concern
evident, and I gulped “Don’t tell me… I slept that long?”
“Why did you buy this?” he tried again and held up the bag, I twitched
nervously, uneasy… why was it that I feel as though telling him why I really
bought it was such a bad idea? “Oh… that. Well, you see… Kuro had a really bad
stomach ach this morning!” why? Why was I doing this? It almost was as if… I
was …afraid to tell him. ‘balderdash’! as some old guy once said. Why would I
have a reason to be afraid?
Yukio was unconvinced “Is that so? Then why is there barf in the hallway?”
oopsie… totally forgot to clean that up. “That’s why I went out and got
medicine! He threw up when we were walking down the hall,” wow… I was
convincing myself. Since when did I become such I good lair? Suddenly I
remembered Mephisto saying something about lying that morning… but how would he
know when I was going to lie?
“That’s quite a lot for an animal his size.. And if you really did rush out to
go get him medicine, why is the box still sealed?” my god! Was he fucking
Sherlock Holmes now!? Just give me a break, gees.. I gripped the sheets
tighter, why not tell him the truth before this gets out of hand you idiot? My
subconscious offered, but for some god knows what reason, I ignored it. “well,
it was still really early when I got back and Kuro had ran off again so I kinda
just went back to bed,” I was telling the truth about the fact Kuro had gone
off on his own again but that was the only truth I based my lie upon.
We stared at each other waiting for the other to give in, and luckily Yukio
gave up after a short time with a deep sigh, he pulled off his glasses and
polished them on his jacket then put them back on to look at me “Fine. I will
try to believe you, but if I find out you’re lying, there will be a
punishment.” le fudge… I think I dug a deeper hole for myself just now. I
nodded and Yukio stood and walked over to his side of the room to take off his
exorcist gear.
Two hours later and that’s where I was. Laying stomach side down on our rooms
hardwood floors, working on my summer assignments that I just recently found
out about. But I still felt uneasy…”Hey, Yukio?” I called over to him at his
desk. He didn’t look up from the papers he was reading, he didn’t even listen
to my call. I huffed and looked back down at my own papers “Never mind, I
guess.” I tried to get focused on my work again, but now I was also annoyed as
well as uneasy. I sat me pencils down and glared over at him… just look at him,
sitting easy in his chair…
“Yukio.” no reply, I stood up and walked over to him, with my hands on my hip,
I glared down at him until he finally sat down his papers and looked up at me
“What?” … wait… what was I going to ask again? “I forgot.” I said lamely but
continued glare at him. that’s when it hit me, just as Yukio rolled his eyes
and turned back to his papers I remembered “Oh! I remember now!” and so, Yukio
turned back to me again with an irritated glare “What is it?”
Hmmm… how do you go about asking something like this? I grabbed my tail and
started unknotting the tangles in the fluffy end “Umm… you see… do you feel
uneasy…? Like something horrible is about to happen?” his look softened and he
turned fully towards me in his swivel chair. “Is that how you feel?” I nodded
and sighed as I ran my finger through my bangs “A bit… I donno…” he looked
thoughtfully at me “I don’t feel anything like that… maybe you’re just dreading
for school to start back up… or do you think its something else?”
I wasn’t sure… “I don’t think its as simple as that… maybe it has to do with
Satan… maybe he’s about to make another move.” Yukio’s brow furrowed together
and he looked to the side as if something in his brain clicked together… “Rin,
come here.” I was already standing in front of him, so I took a small step
closer and suddenly Yukio pulled me into his lap so that I was straddling him
“Ah! What the heck!?” he hugged me then, all the fight I had in me left
instantly. Sure my heat was over already, but that didn’t mean I automatically
didn’t like Yukio anymore. Hell no… the opposite really. I l-lov- you know!
“If that does happen, Nii-san… I’ll protect you.” I could feel the heat rising
in my face, so I berried it in his shoulder “I’m not a delicate little flower,
you know. I can protect myself and you…no problem.” he chuckled as he rubbed my
back soothingly “Ahh.. I forget sometimes how strong you are… but don’t forget…
I’m always by your side.” okay he needs to stop saying stuff like that or my
face will never go back to it’s original color! I pulled away just enough to
look into his eyes. He looked tired yet happy and also worried… I leaned in and
gave him a gentle kiss on the lips that only lasted for about five second
before I pulled away and gave him the best smile I could, although I still felt
that dreadful feeling in the back of my mind.
“I know… you’ll always have my back.” I love him -was all I could think at that
moment -I love him so much.
Chapter End Notes
     more Mephisto! and stuff is getting 'deep' or more plotful if you
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***** Odd *****
Chapter Notes
     Yay! finally reached the 10th pooping chapter! isn't that great? and
     i kept my promise, it's the 18th! thank you all for the comments and
     kudos! please enjoy this chapter thoroughly!
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"Yo! Rin!” I halted in my sluggish pace and looked over my shoulder to see Bon
and the gang waving to me and I waved back as energetic as I could after just
barfing my guts out again. No I would play it cool and not act pathetically
sick because I know for sure Suguro would tease me so I forced myself to stop
slouching and as they finally caught up to me I smiled brightly “Sup, guys? How
did your summer break go?” Bon stretched out his back with a heavy sigh “All
three of us ended up scrubbing the temple, top to bottom.”
Shima hung his head with a groan “My arms are going to be soar for weeks from
running back and forth scrubbing the floor like you see shrine maidens doing in
anime… it’s a lot harder than it looks.” Bon looked over at him tiredly “You
idiot.” before Shima could say something in reply Konekomaru jumps in the
conversation “So what about your break?” I thought over the question and images
of Yukio hovering over me made me blush but I don’t think they noticed “I-
I pretty much just slept and read manga the whole time…” all three of their
shoulders slumped as they looked at me tiredly “You lucky bastard.”
I laughed and waved my hands in front of me in defense “Hey, I just did what I
do all the time-” Bon glared at me as we entered our first class together
“That’s what I thought, once a slacker always a slacker” You know… Bon is cool
and all but some times he pisses me off to no end…. This was one of those
times. I glared at him as I took my seat and he snickered “I finished all the
assignments! it’s not like I was slacking off from doing what I was supposed to
do or anything…” that jerk scoffed and closed his eyes as he pointed his nose
up like Izumo always does “With all that free time of yours, you could have
been memorizing verses. Face it; you . Are. A. Slacker.”
I turned fully toward him in my seat, dead set on winning this argument, but
the fat lady teacher ( I still don’t remember her name) came walking in calling
“Now, now… settle down and open your textbooks to page 264.” I gave Bon one
last glare before I slide back into my chair only to notice the empty seat
beside me. I raised my hand and the teacher stopped saying whatever it is she
teaches “Shiemi isn’t here.” she looked at the seat next to mine and nodded
“Yes, it would appear that way… she didn’t call in to say she wasn’t coming
today…” I immediately stood up. Something told me that Shiemi was in trouble
and I quickly headed for the door even when the teacher called for me to stay.
“Like I said, you are a slacker!” Bon called and I paused with my hand on the
door to turn back to him seriously “Is it better if I stay here when Shiemi
might be in trouble?”
When I got no response I quickly made my way out of the class room with my head
down. I had this feeling that there was something wrong… the same feeling I had
gotten when Yukio left early that one morning… what was this? I was so
engrossed in my thoughts that I didn’t see the person I was about to plow into
and so my face smacked hard into their shoulder and I fell backwards, probably
going to hurt my head and my butt, but the person grabbed my hand with
amazingly fast speed and pulled me back to my feet. I rubbed my nose that had
taken most of the impacted “Sorry…” I tried to start on my way again but he
grabbed my hand again. ”I’m in a hurry so-” but as I took in this persons face
I wanted to whack myself upside the head for not recognizing him…and he didn’t
seem too happy.
"Oh… hey…” I tried but his face remained stern “Ri-… Nii-san, shouldn’t you be
in class?” I gulped and tried to tug my arm away but couldn’t get free off his
almost painful grip so I laughed awkwardly to fill the empty hallway, and my
laugh echoed off the walls “Oh… you see, Shiemi didn’t show up to class so I
was gonna go check up on her.” Yukio didn’t use his fake smile he usually did
when he was pissed because it was just me and so I received the glare of all
glares “Rin, you can wait until school is over…” I was about to protest but
Yukio pulled me into a dark corner off to the side and let go of my wrist as he
sighed and pushed his glasses back up, and for a moment my heart skipped a beat
when he moved a step closer, but I reminded myself that Yukio had said to never
show ‘that side’ of our relationship outside of the dorms… which really sucked
because I couldn’t stop myself from looking at his lips longingly, wishing I
could just… whoa… I got a bit sidetracked there…
"Rin… you promised me you would take your schooling seriously… walking out of
class to go check up on someone without permission from you teacher will get
you bad grades… and you know what the order will do to you if you don’t show
signs of improvement…” I gulped, Yukio looked stressed out, like, hella
stressed out and I couldn’t help but feeling extremely guilty for being the
cause. I lowered my head and decided to looked at my shoes, hmm… the left one
looks a bit scuffed up “I…I’m sorry okay? I’ll go back to class so stop
stressing yourself out, that’s how you get a hernia on your forehead or
something…” I went to push pasted him when he grabbed my shoulder and I was
like, ‘geese, when are you going to stop grabbing me’ but of course that was
only in my head. He looked at me sternly and I looked back presumably
irritated. “Nii-san…how are you?”
I really couldn’t tell if this was some kind of joke or not so I looked at him
dumbly “Huh?” he bit his lip and let go of me again “Never mind… go to class.”
I nodded and watched him warily as I headed back down the hall.
It wasn’t until the end of Yukio’s class that I was allowed to go to see Shiemi
and you know four-eyes just had to tag along. “Do you really have to come
along?” I sneered but Yukio looked at me with venom “What. Do you have
something private to talk to her about?” I had to look away because damn… was
he jealous? It was hot- err, umm! Anyways, we had just approached the shop when
the both of us froze… something was defiantly there… or someone… Yukio grabbed
hold of his gun and I held the handle of my sword tight. I didn’t plan on
drawing it… I was trying not to use it… but if it was someone after the sword
again…
We made our way to the gate of Shiemi’s garden on high alert and Yukio pushed
the gate open easily (so much for keeping demons out) everything looked as
beautiful as ever… but we both quickly noticed the crowd of low level earth
demons circling something…Shiemi lay motionless in the grass. “Shiemi!” Yukio
and I hurried over to her and he checked her pulse right away. He gave a sigh
of relief “She’s just sleeping…” I held my chest and tried to calm down from an
adrenalin rush “That scared the shit out of me, I thought…” I stopped there, I
didn’t want to even think about what I had thought. Yukio whipped sweat off his
forehead probably because he was still wearing his exorcist jacket in 100
degree heat. Seriously, was he trying to have a heat stroke? I shook her by the
shoulder “Shiemi, wake up.” I watched as her blurry green eyes slowly opened
“Rin…?”
I smiled down at her… I mean, even if I was with Yukio I had to admit she was
really cute. As if sensing my thoughts Yukio glared at me “What?” he looked
away “Nothing…so Shiemi, why were you asleep out here?” she suddenly was wide
awake and looked around looking for someone or something, upon not finding
whatever she was looking for she sighed “Ummm… is something wrong, Shiemi?” I
ventured to ask and she suddenly blushed “Eh? Oh! No no, I’m fine, j-just
looking for Nee.” Yukio pointed to her lap, where, in fact, she was holding Nee
“O-oh there you are!” she laughed and held him up to her face. I had enough of
this. No offence to Shiemi but now I was bored. I had expected something, I
donno, ‘important’ to happen.
“Well, if all it was was over sleeping, I guess I should get back to the dorms
and start on dinner.” I stood up and Yukio and Shiemi did the same. “Oh
alright, sorry for causing you trouble…” I smiled “Don’t worry about it, see
ya.” Yukio stayed and gave her the homework she had missed but I didn’t wait
for him, I wanted food. Right then! I had been craving pork buns all day so I
decided to stop by the store and pick up the ingredients with the money Yukio
had given me to go shopping the day before… oopse… I forgot to go shopping…oh
well, I was doing it then so it didn’t matter.
The breeze was one of those warm summer nights breeze and I welcomed it eagerly
as it blew through my hair on my way back to the dorm. I looked down into the
grocery bag to make sure I had stuffed the receipt into it when I heard a
familiar voice “I wouldn’t make that if I were you~” I stopped dead in my
tracks and groaned Mephisto appeared from a cloud of pink smoke sitting in a
king-like chair that came from god knows where. “What do you want?” he made a
tisk noise with his tongue as he wagged his finger at me “Now, now~ you don’t
have to get feisty, I am merely pointing you away from a nose dive into
problematic discussions.” I stood there for a moment before trying to clean out
my ear of those big words with my pinky “I have no idea what you are talking
about.”
He laughed heartily then gave me that ever eerie smile “it’s rather simple;
don’t cook pork buns.” he snapped his fingers and another cloud of pink
appeared and when it cleared it revealed the chair was gone and Mephisto was in
his dog form. “That is all, follow my advice or not… it is your choice.” and
with that, he walked off. I stared at the plastic bag for a moment before
shrugging it off and heading for the dorm. When I made it back I threw my
school bag on the floor, took off my shoes, and headed for the kitchen. ‘Rin!
Welcome back!’ Kuro circled my legs as I set the bags on the counter and put on
my apron. “Hey, Kuro! You hungry?” he nodded enthusiastically and I looked up
to see Yukio walking in with a stretch and a yawn “Where did you go?”
I started taking the stuff out of the bags “I went shopping because I forgot to
yesterday…” I watched him as he rubbed his eyes and sat at the table “Were you
sleeping?” with another yawn he rested his head on the table “unintentionally,
yes.” I laughed as I started up the wok with peanut oil and tossed in the
onions and pork as Okobach started on the dough over on the counter “If you’re
tired then you should actually go to sleep.” I knew he hadn’t been sleeping
that much because he was getting ready for school, but now that the first day
had passed he should give it a rest for a while. But Yukio was stubborn. He
waved his hand dismissively “I have to grade the summer assignments still…” I
was about to demand him to go to bed early like the amazing older brother I am,
when I suddenly gagged.
"Rin? What’s wrong?” I turned away from him towards the stove and I almost
barfed from the smell. Yukio walked up and turned me to him as I held my breath
and reached to turn off the burner “ Rin? What’s wrong? Tell me…” I pushed him
and myself out of the kitchen “The meat must be spoiled or something…” now that
I was out of smelling range I still felt a bit nauseous but at least I wasn’t
gagging anymore. He gave me an unsure smile and went back into the kitchen “I
don’t know what you’re talking about, Rin. It smells delicious” I heard him
call and for a moment I panicked… what if this was that sickness again? I
usually don’t have it at night… then again… it kind just made me sick whenever
it felt like it. Yukio came back and gave me a once over “Are you feeling
alright?” man… lots of people have been asking me that lately…maybe I should be
asking to. I smile proudly and chuckled “Of course I’m fine! The problem is
you.”
He regarded me with a look that said ‘are you kidding me right now?’ so I
continued with me ridiculous lie “You hardly ever cook so you don’t know how to
tell when meat is bad! And that meat… is BAD.” he rolled his eyes and yawned
“Whatever, just make something to eat, I’ll be upstairs grading.” I nodded and
moved out of his way to the stairs “Okay, I’ll call you down when it’s ready.”
before he went up the stairs he pause and looked over at me warily “Rin, if
you’re hiding something, I’ll find out.” I gulped a little at the intense glare
he sent me but I waved him off “Stop being such a mom, I’m not hiding
anything.” he looked me up and down again before turning from me to the stairs
“Call me when it’s ready.” I nodded and watched him turn the corner on the
second floor I finally let go of the breath I didn’t know I had been holding
and slowly turned back to the kitchen.
“If I slip up again… he’ll find out…” I sighed and started cleaning up the meat
out of the pan while holding me breath “Why are you even hiding it from him?” I
looked at the pan and gagged again before responding to the voice in my head
“I-I don’t want him to worry…” then the voice chuckled “Your making him worry
already…” it… it wasn’t my voice… I quickly looked around but no one was there
“Mephisto?” there was silence and suddenly I had a deep sinking feeling… my
sword, I needed to get it. But before I could go for it, where it laid rested
against the counter, a pink cloud of smoke appeared and Mephisto stepped out
looking quit happy “I hate to be an ‘I told you so’ but keep in mind I did warn
you about the pork buns.”
I scuffed and left my sword where it was. “You… You know something, don’t you?”
he laughed “I know a lot of things…” he tilted his hat down as if to conceal
his fit of giggles that followed. Obviously not very well “But, are you willing
to pay for information on your current situation? I don’t usually get involved
with this kind of thing, so the payment may be far too high.” What is he, an
information broker now? But his offer was really tempting… “Wh-What’s your
price?” he smiled sweetly now and I already knew it wasn’t going to be good
“Your left eye and the other Okumura twin’s right eye… I need a birthday
present for a cousin you see.”
“No thank you.” I glared at him and for a moment his smile dropped all together
before it returned “Very well then. Tell me if you change your mind.
Eins…zwei…dre!!” and just like that he was gone. I looked down into the
reflection of the pan and saw bags under my eyes from the early mornings I
would wake up and tip toe past Yukio, then run to the bathroom to throw up
again… “What is wrong with me?”
Chapter End Notes
     i must admit... i am having really bad migraines and my doctors are
     putting me on a higher level of meds... as so following... i have
     trouble looking at bright screens without getting nauseous... so i
     not know when the next chapter will come spilling out but i promise
     to never to give up on this story!! i love you all and look forward
     to reading your thoughts on this chapter!
***** Fighting And Reading Between The Lines *****
Chapter Notes
     hey hey~! the uping of my meds is starting to work so i finally feel
     a little bit better. i wrote another chappy just for you wonderful
     readers. enjoy~
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You would think I would go to a doctor or something when by mid September, I
was still throwing up every other day or so… but something in my gut told me
not to. That if I did something would happen… arrg! That doesn’t even make
sense! I couldn’t think straight and most days I spent in a hazy blur. Yukio
and me hardly talked but when we did is wasn’t really talking so much as it was
yelling. He would ask me why my grades were getting worse and I would say it
was nothing, he’d get made and demand me to tell him what I was hiding, I’d
make up some shit excuse and then silence. We had actually gone a whole week
without saying a word to each other at one point. Shiemi and Suguro had both
noticed and asked what was up but I brushed it off…
I was tired. At this point I was wondering if I should have taken up Mephisto
up on his offer, I was just… sick of being sick. Yukio had gone out again
saying “I have a mission.” so it was just me and Kuro hanging out on my bed. He
was laid out beside me as I read a manga…but I didn’t really even care that my
favorite character had just gotten his arm ripped off… I was just reading it to
pass the time. ‘Rin…?’ “Hm?” I didn’t look over at him but I felt him rub up
against my arm ‘How are you feeling?’ there it was again. Why was everyone
asking me the same damn thing “I’m fine.” his face blocked my view as he looked
straight into me face ‘Are you sure?’
“That’s it! I’m done! I can’t do this anymore!” I threw the manga to the floor
and stood up. Kuro looked at me worriedly as I threw on my jacket but I ignored
him ‘Rin? Where are you going?’ I made my way to the stairs stomping the whole
time, but… I kinda forgot my own strength and my foot broke through one of the
floor boards… shit… Yukio’s gonna be pissed and Mephisto will probably have me
pay for it. I yanked my foot free and took a deep breath, I need to calm down
or my flames might catch the house on fire. ‘Rin…?’ sighing I turned back to
Kuro who was watching me warily “I’m going out.” ‘I’ll come with y-” “Kuro…” oh
god… why did I feel like crying all the sudden? I took a shaky breath in and
slipped on my shoes “I… I just want to be alone right now.” I didn’t wait for
him to respond as I opened the door and headed into the cool night.
It’s not like I was actually going anywhere… well, I was… but I didn’t know
where I was wondering to. I just needed to clear my mind. I looked up at the
sign of the unfamiliar street and rubbed at my back that ached and I started to
wonder if I should go back, when out of the corner of my eye, I noticed up the
street was Shura and Yukio heading my way… should I hid? No, that’s dumb. I
didn’t feel like talking to either of them… maybe just pull up my hood and try
and walk right by them. But before I could make up my mind Shura locked eyes
with me and her annoyed look was replaced with a smirk. Guess I’d have to talk
to her. “What’re you doing out here so late on a school night, Rin?” she asked
in a mock reprimanding voice… or maybe it was an impression of Yukio?
I shrugged, tucking my hands into my pockets and smirking as best as I could
“Just out for a walk, what’cha guys up to?” Yukio pushed his glasses higher up
the bridge of his nose and expected him to say something… anything… but he just
stood there. My chest suddenly felt tight and I looked away before I did
something stupid… like cry. Shura must have noticed the tension between us and
she threw her hands up in the air “Am I suppose to say everything? Wimpy four-
eyes- We just got back from a mission.” I nodded and smiled as best as I could.
I hated this… I needed to get away, I was ganna… “That’s cool, well, I won’t be
back for a while Yukio, so just have the left over Misou soup.” I started
walking passed them. Biting my lip painfully to stop my watering up eyes from
spilling over… damn… what the hell? I wasn’t even sad! I guess I was a little,
because Yukio… but still, I wouldn’t normally cry over something like that.
A hand grabbed my wrist and I gasped. Shit, now the tears were falling “Yo! You
didn’t even say goodbye to me! After all I’ve done for you, you ungrateful bra-
” I stayed facing away and tried to pull my hand from her grip “Whatever!
‘goodbye’!” I snarled and yanked my hand away before quickly walking away but
not before I heard Shura ask Yukio “What’s up with him?” no. I didn’t want to
hear it. I let myself drift into a daze as I frantically rubbed my eyes and
wiped away snot on the back of my sweatshirt sleeves.
I ended up in a deserted playground, it was similar to the one me and Yukio use
to play on when we were little. My feet pushed slowly back and forth as I sat
on the swing and looked up to the not quite full moon “I should go back.” but I
didn’t listen to my own words… I sat there for what must have been hours before
I saw someone coming towards me. Of course I didn’t have to guess who it was,
mostly because Yukio always walks like a drill sergeant.
As he came closer I felt an anger boil up in my chest because he looked angry…
that doesn’t make any sense does it? “What are you doing out here?” I glared at
him as he stood over me “What. Are you stalking me or something? Go away.”
“Rin.” I looked down at that point… it’s not like four-eyes won the argument or
whatever, it was because I was too tired to argue. “What.” he took this
opportunity to sit on the swing next to me although a bit awkwardly as he tried
to face me “Nii-san, we barely talk anymore…” there was silence for a moment
only broken with his exasperated sigh of “What’s happening to us…” I didn’t say
anything so he finally got to his point “Nii-san, I know your hiding something
from me. And I know you know that I know that you know.”
“What?” I looked over to him and couldn’t help but smile when I saw him smile
and scratch his head in confusion with his own words “I… don’t know…” okay, now
I was bursting into a fit of laughter… but it didn’t last long. “Tell me the
truth, no more of this ‘it’s nothing’ excuses.” I looked down at my hands… I
really shouldn’t have let this get as bad as it did “I… lied.” I guess that was
a start “I know, you’re a horrible lair…now, what were you trying to hide?” I
gulped… I guess it was time just it this over with “I… I’ve been-” just then a
cloud a pink smoke appeared right between us and we coughed as it got our
noses.
“Good evening Okumura twins! And what a lovely evening it is~” Yukio looked at
me for a moment before looking to Mephisto warily “Sir pheles. What are you
doing here.” I could tell Yukio wasn’t too happy at the moment but I took it as
much needed staling… wait. Was that what he was doing? “You could at least
disguise your displeasure, Mr.Okumura….” he then turned to me with a smile “I
agree with you, Rin Okumura ’I can’t take this anymore’ but! This is certainly
not the place for this kind of conversation.” his smile seemed to grow but he
looked angry to me “Sir Arthur Angel asked how you were doing yesterday, Rin.”
I didn’t like the way he said that but it could just me, I mean, Mephisto
always acts creepy and mysterious so it’s hard to tell if he really means what
he’s saying or if I’m suppose to get some hidden message.
“God! Why is everyone asking that!? Tell him I’m fine.” “I am sure he would
love to hear that, but he said he was going to the Osaka branch today.” that’s
when he looked back at Yukio who was looking straight ahead with a glare.
“Well, that is all I came to say-Oh and Okumura Rin, it might be smart if you
kept that sword of yours with you. There are dangerous things out at night~” I
felt my shoulder for the case strap and was surprised not to feel it there
“What? I thought I did…” Mephisto gave one last laugh before he snapped his
fingers and disappeared into a pink cloud… now it was just Yukio and me
again…yikes…
He stood after a moment and let his glare fall into a tired frown. “Let’s go.”
I nodded and we silently walked back to the dorms.
When we reached our room I reached out and wrapped my arms around his waist,
burying my face into his shoulder “Rin?” I shook my head and leaned into his
shoulder and mumbled “I don’t know… I don’t know what is… I really don‘t want
to talk about it.” the room quiet and I wondered if he had heard me or not, but
I guess he did because he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer so my
head was on his collar bone “It’s okay Rin…” he… he didn’t sound angry…. And
can you guess what my stupid ass body decided to do? Cry of course… why not? I
have no real manly pride anymore…
“I‘m sorry…” I felt him kiss my forehead before pulling me -if possible- closer
to him “Rin… you have to promise me something…” I looked up and saw him taking
his glasses off “promise to tell me everything. No one else.” possessive much?
I looked to the side and felt kisses on my neck. He was breaking me I swear…
with every kiss or touch I’ll that I am was breaking into shards of sugar… that
he then put into his coffee…stirring it slowly and gulping it down… what? I
suck at metaphors! “I-I promise.” I managed before gasping as he bit down on my
neck… really?! Again!? In the same spot?! “Yukio! Ah!” he pulled back and gave
me one long lick all the way up to my mouth where he kissed me deeply. Oh had I
missed those lips, the parted and his tongue roughly pushed it’s way into my
mouth.
His hands moving from my waist to inside the back of my pants and I couldn’t
stop the loud moan from escaping into the kiss as I felt his hand grope my ass.
I pulled away for breathe, I could see my shaky hands that were desperately
clinging to his exorcist jacket “Y-Yukio?” he looked down at me, lust heavy in
his eyes and our mixed spit hanging from his mouth… and his perfectly messy
hair… oh god… I was majorly turned on, I didn’t even know what I was saying
anymore… I didn’t care because I wanted… no, I needed his touch “Yukio… I…
smashed a floor board in the hallway…”
….
….
Yukio and me both stopped moving. Until what felt like a half an hour later,
Yukio pulled away from me with a sharp glare, annoyance and anger replacing
lust in his eyes “Nii-san… you ruined the mood…”
Chapter End Notes
     so funny thing... when i got done writing this chapter last night i
     actually made it the chapter rin finds out.... but it was so awkward
     i got the chills reading it. i redid more than half of it because of
     the brain farting... oh but i bet you are like "Nuu! when the heck
     are they going to find out!?" well... i donno... for the most part
     i'm winging it... but i do have plot mind you.... anyway... i'd love
     to hear what you think so far it helps a lot~ /O0O/
***** The First Truth In A Sea Of Lies Part 1 *****
Chapter Notes
     Hello~ sorry i took so long but is finally done! enjoy!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
It was really cold the next morning, I tried my best to cover my freezing toes
that peeked out of the blanket without fully waking up and I groaned when it
kept slipping back up so I reached down trying to cover them without fully
waking up, but the pain in my back made me stop mid way. I-it’s not what you
must be thinking, Yukio and I didn’t have sex the night before. although we had
talked, things had remained tight… strained. I had just ended up sleeping in
Yukio’s bed somehow. I pulled my hand back just as I felt Yukio sitting up
behind me.
I turned over and looked up at his exhausted face that glanced somewhere father
then just the other side of the room. “Yukio?” he didn’t flinch like that other
time he had tried to sneak out early, he calmly turned his face to me with a
small smile “Good morning.” oh god, I could feel my face grow hot at his total
hotness… damn, ‘total hotness’? I sound like some dumbass little girl. I huffed
and decided the bed would be safer to stare at “Why are you getting up so
early?” Yukio shifted so that he was laying facing me “I’m hungry…” oh… I
thought for sure he was going to ’have another mission’ as he said… but he was
just hungry…hmm.
“What do you want?” I stretch my arms out over my head and sat up, yep, I
definitely slept weird or something, my back hurt pretty bad, but it wasn’t
much of a surprise, I mean, I had been having a sore back for a few weeks…it’s
just this one hurt a bit more. “Anything is fine.” he mumbled before his eyes
closed again… he must have been pretty tired, he goes from school, to teaching,
then exorcist missions… he was pushing himself a lot to have a good future… and
there I was… a major slacker who only makes more problems for him… I brushed a
stray hair away from his closed eyes. No. I was going to work hard and pass
Yukio…
I stood up with a cringe from the pain in my back that I rubbed absent mindedly
as I made my way out of the room and to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror
above the sinks and paused… was I…getting fat? The little lump on my gut was
probably because I really wasn’t working out, no fights with any demons, and
the food I had been craving lately was not very good for you… whatever, I’ll
just make pumpkin curry or something…and lay off on the stir fry and tempera
for awhile… I took a quick shower then went down to the kitchen and started
making cucumber salad… couldn’t make pumpkin curry after all, we didn’t have
pumpkin.
Yukio came into the kitchen about ten minutes later fully dressed and awake and
made his way over to the table. I brought over his coffee and the cucumber
salads before sitting down a crossed from him “Cucumber salad…for breakfast?”
he looked a me quizzically but took up his chop sticks anyway. I wasn’t going
to go right out and say that I was thought I was getting chunky, no no no no…
that would be embarrassing, so I just shrugged “I just thought we should have
some more greens…” he sighed and took a bite “Couldn’t you have waited until
lunch?” “Stop complaining, fore-eyes. You can’t even make your own food.” he
just shrugged and took another bite. I thought for sure I had won the fight but
as we finished up, I took the dishes to the sink and Yukio started out of the
kitchen but he stopped abruptly to look me over before he said “I could cook,
but I don’t want to steal the only thing you can do good.” wow… way to hit
below the belt.
Nothing much happened that morning… it felt… normal… but in an eerie way. By
the time normal school ended I was on high alert. Nothing was ever this normal,
that meant that it was abnormal, right? “Hey, Okumura!” I jumped a little when
Suguro grabbed my shoulder but I managed to calm myself… Shima and Konekomaru
were close behind “Sup? You guys look tired.” “the three of us were assigned a
mission…” I felt a ping of jealousy… why wasn’t I getting assigned a mission? I
know it was probably childish but whatever. “Wait… didn’t you want a mission?
What did you have to do anyway?” we were coming up to door not many people were
around and I pulled out my keys to open it. “We did! But they had us taking
care of a swarm of Goblins…we were at it for at least twelve hours.”
“Stop complaining, Shima. You barely did anything!” I pushed the door open to
the long hall of cram school and the four of us made our way to our first
class…I think it was Scripture Recitation or something, I donno, I just know
that the lady teacher that taught in that class whore wear too much makeup.
“Why do you guys get to go on missions and I don’t?” I asked as I took my spot,
noting Shiemi’s absence.
“Why would the Vatican trust the son of Satan -who can’t even manage to keep
his flames under control- on a mission?” Izumo butted in from behind me… damn.
I wish I could’ve thought of a good come back but for the most part what she
had said made sense “I-I’ve been doing pretty good for almost a whole year- I
even managed to master the candle thingy.” she sighed heavily, that annoyed
look never leaving her face “That’s only the beginning. You can’t depend on the
power on Satan so much. Face it. You’re slacking off.” good old Izumo to bring
my hopes up, right? Before I could say something back the teacher came in “Okay
class, please turn to page 1249” yep… everything was normal.
When I was finally done with all my classes, I decided to stop by Shiemi’s…
just to make sure she was alright. She had been missing cram school every once
in a while and every time I had gone to check up on her, but she would just
being doing normal stuff and forgetting she had school, she would then
apologize a million times. This time had felt no different… I walked down the
sidewalk in the direction I thought Shiemi’s place was but I wasn’t all the way
sure because all the streets looked the same! Who designed this academes’
streets anyway? Mephisto? Hell if I know.
My phone buzzed in my pocket and I dug it out to read the text from Yukio
‘Where are you?’ seriously? I’d only been walking for five minutes… he saw me
five minutes ago. But I responded anyways… soothe his nonsensical worrying ‘On
my way to Shiemi’s gonna see what’s up.’ the reply was instant but I was still
walking so I waited until I was clear from running into people before a
answered ‘Don’t stay there too long and come straight back to the dorms when
you leave.’ I couldn’t help but snort with laughter at that and I whispered
under my breath “He’s such a mom.”
I shoved my phone back into my pocket without replying that’s when I noticed
right ahead of me was the shop, whoa. I actually got there I surprisingly good
time. But as I took another step forward I saw a flash of something to my left…
I quickly turned to face… foliage. Nothing… god I really thought something was
about to attack me. The wariness from this morning returned and I clutched my
sword strap tight in my hand. It was nothing… yeah… I took another few steps
without taking my eyes off the bushes.
Suddenly I was pushed backwards. What? All I could see was green… had I ran
into a tree? “Fuck!” I yelled as my head smacked the ground, the was weight on
my legs and I lifted my head to see… “You!” I wanted to kill him. He was
crotched down, using my thighs as a pedestal and sucking on a lollypop while he
watched me curiously. Amaimon. I sat up and he jumped off me, landing a few
feet away “What are you doing here!?” I was getting mad… no… calm down, I need
to calm down. He sucked thoughtfully on his candy before turning back to me
with his usual blank expression
“I was napping.” uh… okay…? “Well… what the hell do you want?” I was surprised
at my own calmness… I just didn’t feel like fighting him. He held his hand up
to his chin as he “Hmmm… I want to play around with your sword again, but
brother said not to play with you… how unfun he is sometimes.” I glared at him
and clutched my swords cover tighter. I really wanted kick his ass just because
I hated him, but then there was the other half that said it was too tired to
fight and then my mind was yelling at the second part ‘how can you be tired!?’
and I was all around conflicted… you might know which side alimentally won in
my inner war.
I pulled out my sword, but didn’t unsheathe it yet as I pointed it at him with
the hardest glare I could muster. Amaimon just stared for a moment before
pulling out his sucker with a loud pop and pointed back at me “You’re making
this so hard to contain my excitement.” I opened it and the blue flames
appeared on it and me and I could almost see the gleam in his eye. “If you
insist.” he lunged at me incredibly fast but I managed to avoid his claws. I
swung my sword right for his chest but he jumped back, and I smirked “What? Are
you chickening out?” “You’re getting fat.” wait…what? Had he noticed the same
thing I had earlier that morning? He ran at me again and this time I had a
clear shot for his face but as I swung, he crotched down so that his face was
eye level with my gut and poked it. Like… what the hell???
“So this is why brother didn’t want me to play with you…” I wanted to just hit
him over the head with my sword… but I really wanted to fucking know what was
wrong with me “What the hell are you talking about!?” he looked up at me for a
moment before putting his ear to my stomach… god this was just so strange and
awkward “You mean you don’t even know you have a demon inside you?”
oookkkaayyy. I pushed him away a lot weaker than I wanted to, but swinging
around the sword used up all my energy. “Wait. What?” he drew circles on my
stomach for a moment before he finally answered me directly “You’re pregnant-
as humans say- can I be the god-uncle?”
Okay… no. Amaimon is crazy. He doesn’t know what he’s talking about… r-right?
He had moved to sitting on a near by tree branch but I didn’t notice. My heart
was pounding in my ears as I turned to him trying my best to stay myself so I
laughed “You’re joking, right?” he just stared down at me licking his lollypop.
Okay, don’t panic… what you need to do now is find Yukio. Yukio will tell you
how ridiculous you are for even buying Amaimon for a second and everything will
be good. I put my sword away and started stomping away, I heard Amaimon
following me but I ignored him “Where are you going now?” “Go away. I don’t
want to see your stupid face anymore today!” “Is it that you are acting angry
because you don’t want the baby? I’ll take it right now if you don’t want it” I
could feel my flames starting to appear… I needed to get to the dorms, to
Yukio. “JUST GO AWAY!” a burst of blue flames came shooting off me and Amaimon
actually listened to me for once.
I made my way down the streets briskly. How could I have been so oblivious?
Pregnant women throw up, pregnant women’s backs hurt, I heard that some
pregnant women get sick from smelling pork cooking… and then the bulge… I poked
it lightly before drawing my hand back down to my side… the sink was tight… I
think the fact that I was a MAN is what threw me off… that means I could just
be ‘like’ pregnant. Not actually… I was still thinking this through as I made
it to the dorms…. How would I go about talking about this with Yukio? I mean,
if I was really pregnant Yukio would obviously be the father considering he was
the only one I ever did stuff with.
But when I made it to the entrance of our room and saw him sitting at his desk
grading papers I froze up… he noticed me standing there and I must’ve looked as
terrified as I felt because he quickly came up to me looking me over concerned
“Rin? What’s wrong? Did something happen to Shiemi?” quick idiot, say something
to him. Oh god I was starting to cry like a little kid but I didn’t even try to
stop. He was looking at me now in full panic mode. Say something already
damnit. “Rin, what is it? Tell me.”
“I-I’m pregnant.”
Chapter End Notes
     i'm sorry... but i don't like this story anymore... it's so stupid
     and i don't even really like this pairing... i don't even like you
     guys. you guys are all so rude. i'm not posting anymore.
      
     APRIL FOOLS!
     just kidding i love this story, i love this pairing and i especially
     love you lovely reviewers!!
     i had such a hard time writing this chapter... neh. i didn't spell
     check it only because i wanted to post it before i went to bed so i
     wouldn't have to worry about remembering to put it up tomorrow.. hpe
     you like and look forward to more!
***** The First Truth In A Sea Of Lies Part 2 *****
Chapter Notes
     I AM SO SORRY FOR LONG BREAK!!!! i have been working on a script and
     homework and other fanfics and my headaches and looking for a job and
     yeah...just trying to cover my ass >^
See the end of the chapter for more notes
I hadn’t meant to just blurt it out like that but it was too late to take it
back. Yukio stood there for a moment, frozen. I thought for sure he was
thinking I had hit my head pretty bad but after he pushed his glasses up, he
looked me in the eyes with a disturbing amount of seriousness. “Stay here. I
need to go talk to Mephisto.” what. I wiped at my eyes and followed him out of
the room. “Y-Wait! You can’t just leave!” I caught his arm at the bottom of the
stairs, he didn’t turn towards me and I felt another wave of tears come…oh god.
“I was right…? Yukio. talk to me…please.”
The sound of Yukio letting out a long sigh made me feel a bit relieved, it
usually meant Yukio was giving in. he turned to me but what I saw on his face
made my heart sunk a little. Guilt, anger, shame…disgust. “I knew this was
going to happen- I knew this was what was bothering you… and yet… I didn’t even
try to stop it…” he chuckled obviously he didn’t find any of what he said
funny. I wiped at my nose with the back of my sleeve and sat on the stairs
behind me. “So…you knew I could…” nope… it just didn’t sound right… I couldn’t
say it.
“Yes…” “Did you even plan on telling me, or was I suppose to figure it on my
own, huh?” I felt betrayed… my own twin brother (and lover) didn’t even tell me
I was pregnant?… wow… five months before this whole thing I would never have
thought I would think about these sort of things… it still kinda felt like a
bad dream. “I was going to… but I kept putting it off- every time you acted
strangely I would try…but…” he sat down on the step beside me, pure and utter
anger and shame in his down cased eyes…I hated seeing him beat himself up about
stuff…but I didn’t think I was ready to stop him either.
“But telling you….would require me to admit to myself, I was weak…when you
needed me to be strong and watch over you while you were in heat… I let the
demon half of me control my actions…I’m sorry.” it’s hard…it really is to
forgive something this… but… I guess… “I’ll…I’ll try…to forgive you. But what
the hell do we do about ‘this’?” I poked at my stomach…this was so fucking
weird… something…’someone’ was in there. “It’s dangerous… the Vatican is still
on edge about us…a baby between us would be…” I flicked him in the forehead and
he finally lost that stupid solemn expression and looked at me surprised. “I’m
not killing it if that’s what your suggesting.”
He looked angry as he rubbed at his temples but I didn’t give a fuck…it was
hella fucking weird and I was probably going regret it considering I was only
sixteen and a guy…but I wasn’t going to kill a baby. “Rin, this is serious…if
they don’t kill us, this baby will be treated like a weapon to the order. And
we can’t take care of -” god… I didn’t want to hear it anymore so I leaned over
and kissed him on the cheek and when I pulled away I took his hand I placed it
on my stomach. “They can fuck off. I’m keeping it and…as long as your by my
side I know we can have this baby…eh..umm..and…yeah.” I finished so lamely I
had to hit myself on the forehead. Yukio pulled his hand away and shook his
head but I saw that he was smiling so I knew I had broken through his wall of
possibility. “Okay…I can’t believe I’m allowing this… but… I trust you…” he
stood up and helped me up “You shouldn’t tell anyone…I’ll talk to Mephisto
about how we should go about this with the order…Do you think you can stay in
class until we figure out how the order will handle this?” I nodded and I
couldn’t help but laugh. Yukio was looking me over like I was insane but even
he couldn’t help himself from smiling.
The rest of that evening we spent in our room, a comfortable silence was around
us. Yukio sat at his desk grading papers and I was laid out his bed in an old
baggy white tee-shirt and blue shorts, Kuro sitting by my head watching as I
absentmindedly rubbed my stomach… I get why pregnant ladies do that… it was
really soothing…my mind was drifting… I wondered if it was a boy or girl…would
they would save a tail and pointy ears when their born …would we need to seal
away their power? Would they moles like Yukio? Who would they look like
more?…wait. Yukio and I are twins…
“Yukio?” “Hm?” I bit my lip…this was just still so weird…I felt awkward
asking…”What if…I have twins?” the sound of him writing stopped replaced with
the squeaking of his chair turning. “I…I haven’t actually thought about that…”
it was silent for a moment. I couldn’t stand it so I filled it with a long sigh
that turned into a groan. “Where…where is it…or they…going to…you know…umm,
come out of?” it was silent again so I decided it was a good idea to check up
on him, ya know…make sure I didn’t blow up his brain.
Yukio was staring at me intently…god damnit. I could feel my face heating up
“We haven't had sex in a month and a half.” I looked over to see if Kuro was
asleep or if he left…nope. He was just sitting there, listening…”W-why would
you suddenly bring that up?” the laughter I tried to fill the awkwardness was
the most awkward part about it. “When a male demon becomes pregnant, they grow
the necessary parts for child baring and delivery…have you noticed
anything…new…?” “Are you serious right now?” this was ridiculous! I wasn’t
getting…lady parts! “You and I are only half demon so I’m sure some things
won’t be the same…and if that is the case, you’ll probably need a C-section.”
I looked down at my stomach and gulped…I didn’t have a fear of blood or
anything…it’s just that means I need to find a doctor who I can trust… Yukio
came over and sat beside me, holding my hand…I looked turned my red face away
from him “Yukio?” “What is it?” “Will you…be my doctor?” I looked back to him
gnawing on my lower lip. He looked stiff for a moment before he smiled “I’ll
try…but I will need to learn how to do a cesarean first.” I sighed and pulled
him down with me as I laid back on the bed. I looked over at him and he looked
back at me, I leaned in and… ’Riiinn! I’m hungry!’ I sighed….Kuro had excellent
timing… I had forgotten he was still here. I went to sit up but Yukio pushed me
back down and got off the bed “It’s fine Rin, I’ll feed him you should go to
sleep.”
He picked Kuro up and endured the scratches he lands at his neck as he leaves
the room…yeah…Kuro doesn’t really like Yukio after the incident where Yukio
tried to make him poop in a litter box…now that they left I let myself drift
off…that day had been both physically and emotionally exhausting and sleeping
sounded amazing right about then…it’s funny…Yukio was actually letting me go to
sleep without doing my homework…I don’t really know if I was suppose to be
happy or sad…
“Rin?” I opened my eyes slowly…the room was too dark to see anything so I
closed them again “Hm?” “Just a ‘hm?’!?” my eyes shot straight open…that wasn’t
Yukio…it was so familiar but my brain was still half asleep I couldn’t think of
who. “M-Mephisto?” I heard footsteps to my left and I sat up… the person…he was
glowing in the dark room that I now recognized as mine and Yukio’s old room at
the shrine. He was smiling… that half-smirk thing he always did when he was
teasing “’Mephisto’? seriously? I haven’t been gone all that long… that hurts,
you really forgot your old man?” father Fujimoto… he was there… “This is a
dream…?”
“Yep! Other wise I wouldn’t be here… huh?” I looked down… even in my dreams I
was still pregnant…”I’m…sorry…if I hadn’t been such a dick you would still be
alive…” he waved it off lazily “Don’t sweat it. Anyway, I came here to warn
you.” “’Warn me’?” he sat down on what use to be Yukio’s bed now very serious
“People aren’t always the way they seem, ya know? They may seem like they want
to help…but…that’s all I can say.” I stared him for moment before glaring
“’That’s all you can say’? why the hell don’t you just tell me the rest?” he
shrugged a did a little whistle before giving me one last smirk “Because…
you’re about to wake up…just…be wary…” I glared at him but my glare turned into
scrunched together eyelids…the sound of rain…the sound of Yukio’s light
snoring…reality…was so dream like, huh? The room was still dark and considering
how tired I still felt I guessed it had only been a few hours sense I had
fallen asleep.
I found myself smiling… funny how I would dream about the old man again the
night I find out I’m pregnant. I had dreamed about him a lot when I had first
entered True Cross Academy…but those had been more memories…that one…had
been…different. I looked over to Yukio and smiled… he looked like he had just
plopped down and passed out…then I noticed his hand winded around mine…I leaned
in and kissed him gently so he wouldn’t wake up before pulling away and resting
my head on his neck…
Chapter End Notes
     Fujimto!? what could he have meant by 'people'? which one? or...which
     ones? and what do you think? boy? girl? twins? (i already know but i
     want to see if anyone can guess)
     So yeah... probably not worth the wait... but more deep to come!
     whoa... next time i post a chapter... i'll be sixteen....that's a
     scary thought... T^T i-i'm getting old...
     oh! and i'll be camping next week so next chapter probably won't be
     up until next week end or the following beginning of the week...
     love you all! and i hope you to be pastain as i try to put out the
     next chapter! (oh and comments are always motivational!)
***** Sleeping Where You Shouldn't *****
Chapter Notes
     hello~ updating really quick before i go somewhere. Nu spell check
     because of time. enjoy!
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“Wake up…” “…No…” I berried my head deeper into the pillow and groaned…there
was no way I was getting up. I felt like I had been hit by fucking truck… “I’ll
give you five minutes but you better get up, we have school you know.” he…left?
It was so weird, he usually never let me sleep in…oh right…I’m pregnant…no
wonder my gut is bigger…I sighed covered my face with Yukio’s pillow as I
started to drift back to sleep…but then I heard a loud banging from the hall.
“What the hell?” even though I really didn’t want to, I forced myself to get
out of bed and begrudgingly made my way out into the hall…but I had to make a
stop on my way to where ever the noise was coming from to barf in the bathroom
and that in itself set my mood for the day in a foul one.
The banging grew louder as I made my way to the stairs. And there a few feet
away from the stairs was Yukio nailing a board over the hole my foot made in
the floor a few days before. “You fucking did that on purpose.” Yukio stopped
hammering and looked up at me “What?” ohhoho? He thought I couldn’t see his act
of being oblivious to the fact I had been trying to get some more sleep down
the hall while he pounded on the floor…I could tell this day was going to be a
real shitty one. “You’re a dick…you know that?” he ignored my mumble and went
back to fixing the floor. After that, I went down stairs and made breakfast.
Somewhere in that time the hammering had stopped but it wasn’t until right
before I started plating the food when Yukio came down with some papers he
didn’t look up from as he sat down. “Rin…is this your homework?”
“Wah? Lemme see.” I put the plates on the table and took the paper from Yukio
and looked them over “Yeah…? Who else’s could it be?” was his glasses not
working or something? It said my name in the corner after all. “Rin…this
is…amazing.” he look was priceless, pure and utter shock. I tried to be cool
about it and act like I totally knew what I had done “Yeah well, I’m not stupid
like you think I am…” “I’ve never known anyone who would put ‘cheese’ as being
the capital of Switzerland…honestly Nii-san?” what? I didn’t know the answer so
I guessed… is that so bad? “E-Eh?! No, you see I was half asleep when I wrote
that one…” Yukio groaned “But you put that as your answer for three other
questions. Maybe for your grades sake we should pull you out of school now.”
well, now I felt a lot like a pile of shit. “I don’t want to fall behind more
than I already am…and I want to become an exorcist as soon as possible…plus,
Suguro would totally rub it in if he became an exorcist before me.”
Yukio gave me one of his ‘I’m secretly proud of you but I want to look like I’m
annoyed’ looks before pointing my stomach “So how do you plan on explaining
that? No one will believe you if you try to past it off as getting fat.” I had
totally thought about this last night and I had I bullet proof way to buy me at
least a week and a half of coverage…but explaining it would make it sound
stupid so I simply said “You’ll see..” I couldn’t help my cocky smirk from
giving away my confidence.
I stood outside the door to the first of the cram school classes, and I was
hesitating… sure my brilliant idea had worked for normal school…but no one was
really paying attention to me, it was just part of the crowd there. But there
were only a couple of us exwires and as much as Izumo and Suguro pretended they
didn't care about anyone but themselves somebody would find it odd and want to
know what I was hiding… no… I could totally do this. Before I could second
guess myself anymore than that I pushed the class room door open. Everyone
looked over as I entered…okay I just needed to get to my seat and… “What the
hell are you wearing that thing?” Suguro pointed at the thick, oversized jacket
I was wearing and so I begin my cover story “I got a fever…But it’s cool, I’m
not contagious anymore.” Izumo scoffed “If your sick, go home. Even if you
aren’t contagious it’s still gross.” Shiemei felt my forehead and I gulped…I
hadn’t planned for that “You are a little warm…are you sure it’s a good idea to
be here Rin?” I shrugged “Yukio said it’d be better if I stayed in class.”
“Yeah, he probably meant you could use all the lessons you can get.” I glared
at Suguro but then the teacher came in “Okay class today we’re going to be
studying reciting passages of exodus in the bible so please turn there.”
By the end of Yukio’s class I actually felt like I was getting sick, my whole
body ached and I had a hard time not rubbing out the cramp in my back… was it
because I had more weight? I hated to imagine how my back was going to hurt
when I got huge. “Rin?” Shiemei and I were walking down the hall to one of the
exist out of cram school…she had been quiet for the most part of the walk but
as we neared the door we came in from she decided to talk… “What?” “I’ve been…
umm…I’ve been planting a lot of winter flowers!” “nee~” nee chirp from her
shoulder to confirm what she had said…but something was telling me that hadn’t
been what she wanted to tell me … she looked upset…but I could tell, whatever
she wanted to tell me she wasn’t quite ready to tell. “Oh… that’s cool! I’ll
have to come by sometime and check them out.” she nodded and smiled but she
still seemed itching to tell me. “Well, I’ll see you later Shiemi.” man, I felt
exhausted I was going to take I nape when I got back.
It was I pretty chilly day -probably going to snow soon- so I was glade for the
huge jacket as I walked back to the dorms. My thoughts drifted to Yukio…was it
just me or had things gone backwards? First I figure out I love him then we
have sex, get into a fight, find out that I’m pregnant, make up and everything
went back to normal (ish)…okay so maybe it wasn’t backward…but…I thought maybe
the baby and the fact that we weren’t fighting would bring us closer…but
instead…it almost feels like we’re brothers that sometimes fuck…then a more
startling thought hit me…Yukio hasn’t even said that he loves me…could it be…he
doesn’t really love me? And yesterday…why did you look at me with disgust? Does
he really not want the baby? Is he just letting me keep it because he feels bad
for getting me pregnant in the first place? What if this whole relationship is
out of guilt?
I stopped died in my tracks when I noticed I was no longer on my way back to
the dorms, but into straight darkness, nothing was around…just pitch black.
“You’re not suppose to be back here yet.” I turned and there pops stood I
groaned. Was this some sort of pregnancy dream? “Yep!” I froze “Did you just…”
he rolled his eyes and went to ruffle my hair but pulled his hand back and step
away a bit “This is your mind after all, of course I can hear your thoughts.
And gees, I was getting a headache from all your damn speculations about Yukio.
Though it did remind me of one of those corny shuojo mangas from back in the
day.” I looked around…my mind was so empty…good thing Yukio wasn’t in there, he
would have never let me live that one down. “So…are you a spirit come to warn
me or some shit?” pops laughed “No…I already told you what you knew to know…now
I’m just hanging out…and I could be a spirit… or just an image projected in
your brain. Who knows?”
“So…you’ve been having boy trouble?” he crossed his arms and his face was
mocking seriousness. I just turned and started walking “How do I get out of
here?” “c’mon, you don’t trust your old man to give you good advice?” I turned
back to him with a sigh “Fine…I’m trapped here anyway.” he got up close to me
now completely serious “You go up to him and ask ’Yukio, do you love me?’ and
if he hesitates he may just be awkward about it…you know how he is…says ‘yes’
well that’s good…but if he tries to change the subject that’s when you know
your in trouble.” I stared at him “That’s all?” “Yep.” “That was so lame.”
“Whaaat!? That was gold!” just when I was about to argue back, I was slapped in
the face…like, HARD! “What the fuck!? OW!” I looked around to find I was in my
bed. And around the bed was Yukio, Suguro, Shima and Konekomaru.
“Oh…errm…hey guys…?” Suguro threw his hands up in the air and walked out of the
room…what got his panties in a twist? “Um…We hope you feel better soon Rin.”
Konekomaru bowed and Shima waved as they both left as well. I turned to Yukio
who held a bricked up emotion on his face “Yukio…?” “You collapsed on your way
here. Suguro, Shima and Miwa were on their way back to their own dorms when the
found you face first in the snow. They carried you back here then called me,
you’ve been asleep for two hours. We tried waking you up but it didn’t work,
until I slapped you .” so…I just fell asleep walking? I have to say that’s
pretty impressive… “But while we waited…you talked about me and…father
Fujimoto.”
Well that’s a bit hard to explain…’I was getting guy advice from pops while you
guys were pooping your pants in worry?’ nah… I might get slapped again. “I had
a dream about talking to him.” yeah that was better. Yukio rain a hand through
his hair with a relived sigh “So…you just…fell asleep on your way home…no pain
anywhere?” I shook my head and gave him my brightest smile “Guess my bodies a
lot more tired than I thought.” I meant it as half joke but stupid four eyes
got all serious on me again “I think you should stop going to school. Who knows
what could happen when you’re by yourself.” I watched him for a moment…before I
went for it “Yukio? Do you…love me?” he looked at me surprised and I cloud see
the heat rising on his face “Why do you ask?” he’s avoiding… I looked down “Its
just…you’ve never told me if you did or not…you just kind of go with whatever I
want…but…if you don’t….” oh god…it had gone silent and a big lump was in my
throat…what would I do if he said he didn’t really love me?
He suddenly fell to his knees by the side f my bed and grabbed my hand
“Rin…look at me.” I looked him in the eyes and took note of how red his face
had gotten sense I looked away “Rin, I love you…" he cleared his throat “A-and
I’m sorry I let you go on wondering if your feelings were returned bec-” I had
heard enough. If I didn’t stop him then he would probably keep going for hours.
I pushed myself off the bed and took him down with me on my way to the floor. I
kissed him with all that a could and he seemed to catch up pretty fast for
someone who smacked their head on the floor just seconds ago. I pulled away
with a huge smile and I giggled…that’s right giggled. But I was so ecstatic I
couldn’t help it. “I love you, Yukio.” he pulled me back down and kissed me
roughly before pulling away with a chuckle.
“I love you too, Nii-san.”
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***** Lurking In The Shadows *****
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I woke up in the middle the night after having another weird dream about pops.
The room was pretty dark besides the moonlight that poured in from the window
by Yukio’s desk…speaking of Yukio, where was he? He wasn’t in the bed with
me…he probably just went to the bathroom. I sat up and stretched before going
over to close the curtains on the window but something outside caught my
attention. Yukio and Shura were talking in front of the dorms…why were they
meeting in the middle of the night? Shura smacked Yukio over the top of his
side and pulled him by the ear away…what the hell were they up to? Well, I was
going to find out. Quickly getting some pants on I took off to spy on their
shady shit meet up.
Okay… Shura has a sharp eye or something…because after I followed them at a
safe distance they rounded a corner and disappeared. I slumped against a
building and sighed…guess I’m not much of a ninja…I was so tired. I guess I
should just go back to the dorms…but as I pushed off the wall and turned back
to where I had come from, I felt someone was watching me…I had actually
remembered to bring my sword this time, but I was going to pretend I didn’t
sense anything and just go back to the dorms…was it someone from the order? He
answered that question for himself as he jumped down from the building above
and landed right in my way. “Why if it isn’t Rin Okumura, the spawn of satan.”
I growled…good thing my pajama shirt was loose, this guy was one of the last
people I would want to find out about the baby. “Why are you stalking me
‘baldy’?” he laughed stiffly and flipped his hair like a total girl “Is that
anyway to address the paladin? Ms. Shura has rubbed off on you, demon.” I
crossed my arms and groaned. I was not in the mood at all. Sir pigtail should
leave me alone…
“I’m on my way back to the dorms, okay? Now go away.” “Where are you coming
back from?” okay… he was really fucking noisy I wanted to just push past him
but I knew he wouldn’t let me get away so easily “From here, I was on a walk.”
“I’m sure a demon like you would enjoy going on a walk in the witching hour.
Why were you following those two? Where are they going?” he had seen all that?
That was kinda embarrassing. I shrugged “I donno, they were on their way to a
mission and I wanted to see the action.” he was smiling like a creep as he
walked around me “Is that so? Then I won’t keep you out in the cold any
longer.” good I went to start walking again but stopped as he called back “How
was your summer?” he knew. He had to. It’s not like he really cared he just
wanted to be a bastard. I shrugged but didn’t turn to him “It was pretty boring
.” there was silence before I heard him mumble “is that so…”
The walk back was full of my paranoid glances to my left and right…maybe he
didn’t know about the baby…? Maybe all he knew was that I had my heat… do all
exorcist know about demon heats? Man, why does being pregnant turn me into a
worry-wart? I took off my pants and dove into my bed sheets when I got back to
my room… and stared up at the dark ceiling “But…if he knew…why didn’t he take
me to the Vatican headquarters like when he found out I was the son of satan?
Could it be… that he didn’t think it mattered?” ’Rin…?’ I looked over to see
Kuro had waken up “Sorry, buddy. Go back to sleep.”
When I woke up the next morning it was to Yukio the sound of Yukio plopping
down on his own bed with a groan. Why would he do that? Was he just coming
home? “Yukio?” he groaned again in response. “C’mere…” he threw the sheet over
his head “Not right now, Rin…” he was in a grumpy mood…fine… I would just have
to come to him. I got up and held back this hiss of pain from my protesting
back I wanted so bad to let out as I shuffled over to where his bed was.
“Yukio.” “…What…” I sat on top of the lump of bed sheets that was Yukio and he
flinched…but he didn’t pull the sheet down so I could see his face. “Rin…I
would get off if I were you.” I laughed and ruffled his hair that peeked out of
the blanket “And if I don’t?” the sheet came down from his face to reveal his
swollen lip and bruised cheek.
“Dude…what happened to your face?” Yukio sighed and reached for his glasses
“Mephisto called Shura and I into a meeting…about how to tell the order…he told
me to brief her on the situation before the discussion…and she didn’t like it.”
I bit my lip “R-really…?” he pulled me off him and I crawled into the blankets
with him “her words were exactly ’You idiot! Now we have to go through another
rollercoaster with the Vatican.’” I sighed “Oh yeah, I saw you to arguing last
night.” I would tell him later about Sir Arthur Angle, right then I wanted more
sleep, and sense it was a Saturday I was totally going to do just that.
“Rin.” I had already closed my eyes again, there was no way I was going to open
them anytime soon “Hm?” suddenly his lips brushed up against mine and my eyes
flew open. Yukio’s hands were creeping down my sides and I moaned into the soft
kiss. It had been so long sense he touched me like this… and my skin prickled
under his touch…I wrapped my arms around his neck and opened my mouth wide for
him, his tongue took over my mouth as one of his hands made it’s way into my
shirt and the other sliding into my shorts…oh god, I was going to cum right
then and there. “Yukio! Ah…please oh god please!” I yelled as he twisted my
hard nipple. “What do you want Rin?” I let out an embarrassing high pitch whine
as he stroked me once before his hand continued on…where was it going? The palm
of that hand rested against my balls as he fingers began to rub at my
entrance…”O-oh fuck…Yukio…”
He bit my ear and I felt our clothed hard-ons rub. His husky pants in my ear as
he two fingers in at once and I screamed “I’ve been holding myself back for a
while now…I can’t control myself when I look at you and picture all the things
a want to do to you…” I rocked myself onto his fingers growled “Why didn’t you
just to it?” he laughed darkly and I felt my member twitch from the vibrations
it sent through me “Is that and invitation?” I gasped as a third finger was
added to me “Y-Yes! Yukio, please!” that was all he needed. He pulled away from
me and started to pulled his own pants down I did the same and tugged his shirt
off…it was almost comical the way his tail slide out and whipped around behind
him. “Nii-san, bended over.”
I hesitated…it was some how more embarrassing now that we hadn’t done it for a
while…but I slowly got
onto all fours, putting my ass up into the air, I but my lip harshly and looked
back as Yukio grabbed onto
either side of my hips and hunching over me “Are you ready?” I nodded and
squeezed my eyes shut and
Waited. “Rin…” he slammed into me and I grabbed hand fulls of the sheet “Y-
Yukio!” he kissed my back
as he continued to thrust in and out at a fast speed. I pushed backwards into
each one when all the sudden
I came hard without any warning “Ah! Oh god…” Yukio reached down to my member
and started
stroking it into fully erect. “You get hard very easily.” I growled and slapped
his hand away from my
leaking shaft “Shut up! Ah! I can’t control it!” Yukio came hard into me and I
felt it sliding down the
back of my leg. He pulled out before he could knot and pulled me up to my knees
and kissed my deeply…
“Rin, jerk both of us off.” I blushed “B-but we just had sex1” “we’re both
still hard.” he made his point by
rubbing them together.
I hesitantly grabbed both of us and started pumping slowly. Yukio’s tail rubbed
at mine and waves of
pleasure shot straight from my tail to my dick. Yukio’s hand grabbed onto mine
and he sped up my
stroking and took my lips with his in a desperate kiss… we were reaching the
climax. “Y-Yukio I’m
coming!” I cam on our stomachs and Yukio followed soon after. I laid down
panting and Yukio watched
me. “That was amazing…” Yukio leaned down and licked some of our mixed cum off
my stomach
“You’re getting pretty big.” that’s when I slapped him. “Ow! What the hell,
Nii-san!?” “I already know
that. Stupid! Don’t point it out after you just fucked me.” Yukio glared at me
and yawned…”I’ll try to
remember that…now let’s sleep. I’m hella tired.”
“You can, I’m gonna go study.” “You. Study… but you’re not even going o school
anymore.” I scoffed
and slipped on my shorts…I would defiantly need a shower first… I could feel
the cum sliding out still
and my hand was sticky. “Like hell I’m not going- wouldn’t that be more
suspicious?” “You collapsed in
the snow because you have a ‘fever’. that will be fine for a while…Sir Pheles
has requested a meeting with
the higher ups in the Knights of the True Cross…I’m not sure why he wants to
help…but knowing him,
he could have his own plans he’s not making any moves on yet.” I sighed and
slumped over
“Fffiiinnneee… I’ll stay out of school for a while…When are the second lower
class exorcist exams?”
Yukio groaned “In two month.” before I could say ‘I’m going’ Yukio waved me off
“There is no way
you’re going when your five months pregnant so don’t even try.” I pulled at my
hair in frustration “But
then everyone will be ahead of me!” Yukio looked up from the blankets and shook
his head “Nii-san,
you’re acting like a spoiled brat.” me? A spoiled brat? I picked up his clothes
and threw them at his stupid
face and stomped out of the room “Shut up four-eyes! You don’t know what I’m
going through right n-!”
and that’s when my foot went through the floor…in the same place as before…
“Rin…what was that
noise?” I heard Yukio call…shit. “N-nothing! Hahaha…eh.. I love you!!” and with
that I ran to the
showers…hopefully he wouldn’t try and kill me until I had his cum out of my
ass… you know…let me die
with a little pride at least.
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***** The Beast Stands *****
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I think the most annoying part about being stuck at the dorm all day was the
fact that it was BORING. Already three weeks went by without going to
school…Three. Fucking. Weeks. Of nothing but cleaning and cooking, I couldn’t
stand it! At least Yukio would bring back my school work so I wouldn’t fall
that far behind…wow. I was so desperate for something to do I was looking
forward to homework…but that day in particular I couldn’t keep the stupid grin
off my face. Yukio had told me that Mephisto, Shura and him were gonna talk to
the order that evening. I wasn’t worried in the slightest, I mean…Yukio and I
had destroyed the Gahanna gate…we had proven to those dip-shits we were worth
not killing, why would they kill us if we had a kid? How bad could that
possibly be?
There was a plus side to it all though, the dorm had never been cleaner. I
shoved the window by Yukio’s desk up and shook out my duster -and believe me,
reaching over the desk was like having someone take a chainsaw to my lower
back- when I noticed someone standing by of the dorm’s front door. With little
difficulty I got my knees up on the desk, knocking some papers to the floor in
the process and leaned out the window a bit to see who it was. “Shiemi?” she
flinched and looked up at me…her face was bright red and she fumbled with her
kimono sleeves…I had missed her more than I had thought. “O-Oh! I-I’m sorry! I
was just going to give you this card-everyone signed it! B-but you were
probably resting- I’ll just leave it here-” oh yeah…I’m suppose to have a
really bad fever.
”It’s fine, I’m feeling a bit better today. Hold on.” I closed the window and
got down off the desk…okay…I needed to look sick…hmm. I smacked my cheeks until
they stung and pinched my nose before changing into a looser shirt and
splashing some water on my face…I had been doing the same thing to get out of
going to school for practically all my life…and Shiemi was kinda gullible to
begin with. ‘Rin…?’ I looked over and saw Kuro staring at me with his head
tilted and I ruffled his hair as I headed for the door “I gotta look sick, I’m
not going crazy or anything.” he just gave me a look that said ‘if you say so’
before he laid back down…was he having an attitude with me? I’d have to teach
’em who’s boss when I was done talking to Shiemi…oh god, I’m already thinking
like a parent…
When I opened the door Shiemi flinched again but she managed to smile, though a
little on the gassy side. “So…umm…here’s the card!” I took it and fake coughed
“Thanks…how is everybody?” “T-there all fine…we’ve all been worried about
you…we all tried to visit before but…Yuki said it was a bad idea…I’m sorry, I
came even after he said not to, it’s just…” she look down “I…I- if you don’t
mind, may I please come in!?” I really shouldn’t…I mean, Yukio would piss
himself if he found out I let her in…wait…sense when did I have to listen to
what four-eyes tells me? I’m the older one here!…if only by a few minutes…
“Sure…do you want something to drink? I was about to make some tea to get rid
of my sore throat…” “Thank you…but I can make it so you can sit down.” she
followed me into the kitchen and I sat down as she made the tea. “Thanks.”
When she sat the two cups on the table slide into the chair a crossed from me
her face all pushed up and weird. “What?” “Are you okay!?” I rubbed some
nonexistent snot from my nose and smiled tiredly “I still have a fever but I’m
doing alright…” Shiemi didn’t look away…she stared at me for a moment before
she finally continued almost sad sounding “Rin…I-if you’re going through
something…I can help.” wait…was Shiemi onto me!? She’s one of the last people I
would expect to see through my sick act… “Nothing’s wrong Shiemi…I’ll be back
in class really soon so-” “Rin.” whoa…Shiemi looked like she was about to cry
“What’s wrong-”
“The reason I’ve been missing classes is because I’ve been talking to Amaimon!”
My heart literally stopped for a second.
“What…do you mean…?” she looked to the side and wiped some tears away as the
fell “W-well, he showed up in my garden one day…I was scared but he
complimented me on my flowers…s-so I let him stay but I kept a close eye on
him…he would come by sometimes and after a while we became friends…but…” she
looked back at me and I knew…he had told her… she covered her mouth to hold
back a sob and all I could do was watch…if she asks…should I tell her the
truth? “Rin…is it true? H-he said you were…p-pregnant… is he right?” there it
was… Shiemi knew…what do I say…? Why did my chest hurt so bad all of the
sudden? “Shiemi…” “D-don’t lie, Rin…” she was looking down at her lap where her
trembling hands clenched her kimono tightly “…it’s true.” her head snapped up
and the look of surprise and dread felt like a knife in my chest. We sat there
in a long silence for a while as she stared at the table, her tears still
falling down her face…then she asked in almost a distant voice “I-is…the
father…Yuki…?”
I had to look away…this was getting to be more painful than I thought it would
be…why was she so upset? “Yes-” she stood up, she looked frustrated,
disappointed…confused “Your own brother…? Rin, I…I-” just then Yukio walked.
They both looked surprised at each other “Shiemi, what are you-” “I-I have to
go!” and there she went. Yukio watched her from the doorway until the door
slammed… I didn’t look at him… I just took up my cup of tea and drank some but
Yukio stomped over to me and pulled me to my feet by the color of my shirt but
I couldn’t meet his heated gaze…I felt like shit…”Did you tell her!? Why was
she even here? Didn’t I tell you not to let anyone-” “She likes you.” Yukio’s
grip loosened a little as I could help but smile…call me insane if you must but
at the moment smiling was all that was holding back the tears.
“…What?” I still didn’t look at him but I could feel is grip on my shirt
tighten again “The thing that made her most upset wasn’t the fact I’m
pregnant…it was that you were the father…” I pulled his hand off my shirt and
looked down as I pushed past him frozen in place “I’m gonna go work on some
homework- if you go now, I’m sure you can catch her.” I didn’t make it more
than two feet past him before he slammed me up against the wall. “Why would I
want to do that?” my body screamed in pain from the collision but I just kept
on grinning like a psycho “Before this whole thing started you liked her…I know
you did…it’s my fault that you can’t like her…” ah-oh…my smile wasn’t holding
the tears back that well… I shoved Yukio off me and gave him a reassuring pat
on the shoulder “I’m not upset…go… this could be your last chance.” he smack
me…haven’t I mentioned before Yukio’s smacks are extremely painful? “Rin…why
are you always so selfish?” I looked up at his glare surprised as I rubbed my
cheek. “What?” “Every time something happens you always decide to do what you
think is the best…Do you really think that I would choose Shiemi over you?” I
felt both relieved and embarrassed. Yukio pitched my cheek before finally he
let go and backed up “I don’t know how many times I can handle all this
pregnancy freak outs so please, try to ask me before you assume next time.” …I
hugged him…it was the only thing I could think to do… he sighed heavily and
patted my back “so…Shiemi knows… and we let her run away crying…” he pulled me
away and pulled out his phone “I’ll text Shura to follow her and blame you.”
“Wha-!? Oh …that reminds me… the night I saw Shura and you fighting outside… I
kinda followed you…b-but I wasn’t being a creep! While…anyway, my point is. I
ran into that Arthur Angel guy and I think he might know about the baby…”
Yukio look mortified…”Rin… That was almost a month ago…your telling me this
now!? He’s the Palladian! If he know the whole Vatican knows! “ “But if he
already told them…isn’t that a good thing? No ones come after us…” Yukio looked
at the floor intently “But why is he here…? Mephisto said he was going to the
Osaka branch…” man… this whole conversation had taken a turn really quickly…
but I was glade Yukio wasn’t as stupid as I thought… “Well, he did say it all
creepily…so maybe he was hinting at something.” just then he’s phone buzzed and
he pulled it out “It’s Shura, she says Shiemi made it home fine and that we
should start making our way over to headquarters…” I looked down at the little
lump in my gut that in five months would be a living person/persons… it was
really frustrating not knowing what was right there…
“Hey…are you ready?” I smiled brightly at him as I moved out of the kitchen to
get my jacket. “Of course…there’s no way they can say no to this face!” Yukio
sighed and grabbed his own jacket “Sometimes I wonder if we really are the same
age, Nii-san.”
Shura was waiting for us by a big door… and behind those doors was the big-
wig’s council room. “Okay, so this is how things are going to go…We’re going to
say as little as possible- Rin, don’t say anything- and we’ll all go out for
drinks when this shit is sorted out. Arrrgg. I can already tell this is going
to take longer than we think.” Yukio nodded before turning to me and opened his
mouth to speak but a loud crash from behind me drew both our attention to the
big group of exorcist carrying in a group of unconscious people. Yukio and
Shura ran over to help and do you think I just stood there? Hell no. I went
straight up to the women half conscious and helped her to the infirmary where
everybody else was taking them.
“What happened to all these guys?” I looked around the completely full room for
Yukio and Shura but I only spotted Yukio as he worked quickly on a man with
large claw marks up the side of his arm, he screamed in pain when Yukio poured
something straight into his gouged out flesh. After I pushed through the crowed
a little, trying to get to him, a hand roughly yanked me by the back of my
shirt into a small group around a bed…wait..wha? It was Shura who had nearly
choked me but…why was Mephisto and Arthur Angel here to? Well… I knew Mephisto
was going to be at the meeting about me for sure so I guess that made sense
but…”Why the hell are you here?” he looked away from the old guy sitting on the
bed to me with a bored expression on his stupid face I just wanted to punch
straight off him “Well, if it isn’t the beast’s son.” “I was actually wondering
the same thing…what’re you doing here baldy? Aren’t you suppose to be in
Osaka?”
He flipped his hair like a fucking girl and gave me a smug smile “I’m
investigating something. The order said it’s best to not tell anyone until I
have conclusive evidence on the matter.” I could tell that Shura wanted to
punch him as hard as I did but before either of us could move a tired old voice
broke through “Umm…” “Do forgive them, general. They don’t know when to shut
up” oh shit…Maphisto was pissed … but in that ‘Mephisto way‘ of his where he
smiles brightly and laughs…of course…he‘s always like that. “Please explain
what happened to your squadron.”
The old man sighed and took the ice pack off his forehead “There was an argent
call for back up from a small group of exorcist on a mission in the nearby
forest…when we got there they were already dead…the demons were mobbing, trying
to kill everything in their paths…they haven’t acted this strangely in a long
time.” demons running romped? Weird…I hope Shiemi is okay…I mean, she does let
all those little demons chill in her garden…ow…too soon, my chest ached
painfully as her teary face came to mind. Yeah, don’t know how I can make it up
to her…it’s not like I’m gonna tell her I’m sorry for being pregnant, she just
needed sometime…I hope.
“The demons are showing their true nature…interesting…” captain Blondie turned
away but stopped and turned back before he left “Ms.Shura…spawn of Satan…come
with me, I’m assigning you both to the forest. You are to kill any demon who
attacks.” finally, some action! But Mephisto stopped me “Okumura Rin is under
my charge, not yours. Now, if you ask nicely I may let you barrow him.” Angel
scoffed and turned to leave again “What are you playing at, Sir Peles? Or is it
perhaps…you’ve gone soft?” oooww that was a burn…I think. Mephisto watch him
go…but his smile wasn’t there at all…he look furious…I think if he would have
turned that look on me I would have shit myself…just saying. “Ms.Shura. Go with
him.” She groaned but did as she was told. We stood their silently for a moment
as everyone harried about around us…that is until he turned back to the old
guy. “Thank you very much for you’re statement on what happened! But I must be
going…” the general nodded and Mephisto disappeared…I watched him go before I
turned to look for Yukio…he was still rushing about with patients… should I
wait for him? I bit my lip before turning away…no…I had already caused him a
lot of problems today with my ’I’m feeling sorry for myself’ moment a couple of
hours before…I’d just go home and go to sleep early… looks like the meeting
wouldn’t be today.
I threw my jacket down somewhere off to the side when I entered our bedroom
with Kuro on my heels “I’m sorry, buddy. But I’m going to sleep early. Ask
Yukio if he wants to play when he gets back.” he gave me an accusing look
before giving up and laying down right next to my pillow. I couldn’t help but
laugh as I slipped on my pajama’s and crawled onto the bed “hey, I promise I’ll
play with you first thing tomorrow, okay?” he yawned as he stretched
‘okay…night, Rin…’ today had been so long and stressful I had no problem
falling asleep that night.
When I found myself in the familiar darkness of my mind I wasn’t surprised…I
had actually gotten pretty use to these dreams. Pops was turned away when I
showed up “Hey…I’m hear again…” he didn’t turn to me so I stepped a bit closer…
“You…You should stop coming here…” I …wait what?… we had been talking like the
good old days…why…why would he want to just stop? “Hey. What’s your deal!?” he
didn’t turn to me and I wasn’t having any of that I stomped the rest of the way
over to him and yanked him by the shoulder but he still didn’t turn around “Why
are y-” and that’s when a chill ran down my spin…”He doesn’t want to talk to
you because he’s a horrible father…” no…no no no no…I backed up as he morphed
into the thing…the thing that had kill pops…Satan. He turned around and I saw
the face I had seen the night father Fujimoto died…blood pours out from his
blood shot eyes, his long ears, the jagged teeth of his morbid smile…I was
reliving it.
“But look, I’m here! Hahahaahahaha! So why don’t you come here and give your
old man a hug?” I felt behind me for my sword case but it wasn’t there…I
settled on glaring as I stepped away from him but he followed me…the face that
once looked like pops’ now drooped off with the blood so that sloppy bloody
pile of flesh and two eyes were all that was left “Awe, c’mon Rinny boy! Don’t
you want to catch up?” I couldn’t do it anymore, I needed to get out, I needed
to get out right then. I turned and started to run for my life but I could hear
his insane laughter right behind me. He got me. His arms clamped down on mine
and he began pulling me backwards.
“DON’T TOUCH ME!” “Rin! Calm down it’s me!” wait…that was Yukio…I risked a look
back but it was still blood and skin face grinning as he hummed a song and
pulled me to god knows where- but this time it was Yukio’s body. I yanked
against him and screamed when his claws dug in “No! You’re not Yukio!” I
couldn’t hold it back anymore, I let out a horse sob and stopped struggling…it
was no use anymore…I didn’t even open my eyes when I felt arms wrap around me
and a hand go through my hair.
“Are you awake now?” I couldn’t stop crying…and I sure as hell didn’t trust my
eyes…but the smell of smoke caught my attention and I slowly opened my eyes… my
room… relieve was slow but after a moment I sat up and looked around. I was
halfway laid out in Yukio’s lap, Yukio was breathing deeply and I could feel
him sweating through his button down…and then my eyes landed on my bed…it was
completely chard, along with the wall behind it. On the floor leading to where
we were had claw marks and blood…
“What the hell happened…?” Kuro nudged my side comfortingly and I patted his
head half heartedly “Rin… I really thought you were gone for a moment…was
it…him?” I didn’t look up at him, but when I turned my arm over and saw the
three long claw marks I started to shake and silently sob…Satan had won this
round.
Chapter End Notes
     yeah...there was a comment that said something like 'i hope it's not
     actually Satan' and i sat there for a moment thinking...am i getting
     predictable!? hope you guys thought it was good! you may think it is
     coming towards the end but honey, he's only four months along...this
     shits going to be long!
     please tell me if you ended up crying in weird places...i ended up
     crying in Walmart as i wrote the ideas out on my ipod -_- people were
     all looking at me like 'wat the hell iz wong wit dat lady?' but like
     i care! i gots the fangirl feels!
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***** Sir Anus' Declaration of Insidious Intentions *****
Chapter Notes
     sorry for the wait! finals coming up and headaches are back...Enjoy!
     (no spell check because i'm lame)
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“There we go.” he announced. I looked down at my bandaged arm and grimaced…just
the thought of what had happened made me uneasy…”Rin…do you want to talk about
it?” he was trying, he really was I could tell by the way he shifted on his
feet awkwardly “Can it wait until morning? I…I don’t really feel all that good
right now…” he pulled my head to his chest and sighed “What are we suppose to
do now?” even Yukio was at a lost…it was actually terrifying not knowing what
was going next. Would it be the order or Satan? I squished my face harder
against his chest and closed my eyes, taking a deep breath in for his
comforting scent but I could smell the iron of my blood staining his shirt…I
wanted to throw up honestly.
“Let’s run.” “Rin this is serious-” I looked up to him and whatever he saw in
my expression made him bite his lip “Nii-san…that’s…they’d catch us.” I looked
away…sure I knew running away never works…but…I just didn’t want to deal with
all this shit. “Whatever… I’m tried.” Yukio helped me down of the counter and
we started upstairs but just as I went to turn into our room he stopped me
“We’re not sleeping in this room, go to the next room over while I grab our
blankets out.” I rolled my eyes at his overly bossy-ness but did what he told
me to…the new room looked just like ours…well, every room did look the same…but
it’s bare walls made me feel…out of place…this wasn’t our room…it didn’t have
all the memories…the desk wasn’t the one I had sat at studying my hardest to
pass the test to make Yukio proud…in the end Yukio had given me a 77 on the
test and told me I could have done better…but he was proud of me! I saw the
tiny smile he gave me as he yelled at me…
“Rin?” I snapped out of my daze and looked over to the door where Yukio stood,
arms full with bedding to the point it was hard to see his face, it was
impossible to keep the smile off my face as I went over to help him make the
bed. In the end as we laid tangled in the sheets and each other, I couldn’t go
to sleep. I was too afraid of what might happen…would Satan be there? “It’s
okay Nii-san, I’m right here. Just go to sleep.” I looked over to him and my
face grew hot…had I been talking out loud? “I-I’m fine…stop treating me like a
little kid…” that’s when he sat up with a grin…that couldn’t be good… “I’m
sorry, did you want me to plug in the night light?” did Yukio just…burn me? I
blushed even harder and turned my face into the pillow “You jerk.” he chuckled
and laid back down and we started to drift off again.
 
While, I didn’t have any dream of pops or Satan….but I wondered if maybe…pops
hadn’t been Satan at all in my dreams before that one…what if…it really had
been my old man…a week went by… things started to fall into a somewhat
normalness, Yukio said Shiemi had apologized after class one day…when he told
her it was fine and that she should talk to me…she told him she wanted to…but
she wasn’t ready. When Yukio had told me that I shrugged it off she would come
around eventually. On the Friday after I had made it to five months, Yukio and
I were called in… Yukio being Yukio was stressing the fuck out and I had to
smack him a couple of times to get him to shut up about ‘what if’s his stress
was rubbing off on me.
Vatican head courtiers was busy as usual and not many people turned their heads
when we came in so I was guessing I wasn’t showing as much as I thought I was.
But I felt suddenly a sinking dread as I spotted Suguro, Shiemi, Konekomaru,
Shima, Izumo and Takara were just standing there…they actually looked kind of
bored as they stood there along the wall. “What’re you guys doing here?” Suguro
and the others all looked over as we came up…and I was pretty nervous…but I had
missed them so much, even if they were giving me death glares it was still
awesome to see them again. “Your not sick at all…”oh shit, Suguro looked pissed
as I laughed and scooted a bit behind Yukio “Yeah well…I-I got better!” Izumo
narrowed her eyes together “I don’t think you were ever sick.” I looked to
Yukio for help and he nodded and stepped forward in full on teacher mode
“Alright everyone. What is this all about?”
“We were told to come here for a special mission.” “By who?” “It was I…” oh
fuck no…without even turning around I knew it was sir butt-wipe “Sir Arthur
Agouties Angel.” you know what I thought was annoying? The fact he always
introduces himself when all of us already know who he is, I mean, really? “What
do you want?” I growled and he grinned knowingly “There has been strange
activity reported from all districts, the Demons are getting railed up by
something.” here he stopped and his expression grew serious “I am sending you
all to the Kyoto.” he turned to leave (smacking me in the face with his hair)
but Suguro grabbed his arm “What’s going on in Kyoto!?” sir poops-a-lot yanked
his arm away and turned to leave again “You will see soon enough.”
Everyone was quiet as we watched him pause briefly to say something to Shura
who yelled ‘Alright alright!’ and started heading over to us. “Alright, go back
to your dorms and pack, we’re meeting here at some stupidly early time tomorrow
morning and heading to Kyoto. Got it?” “What’s happening?” Suguro was freaking
out a little at this point “Calm down skunk-head, it’s probably nothing’”
“Skunk-head!?” “Yeah, because of you hair-” “That’s enough, thank you ms.
Shura.” Yukio intervened before a fight broke out and Shima and Konekomaru
pulled Shuguro. “Everyone, you heard her, go back to your dorms or house and
pack, we’ll meet here at 5 o’ clock, alright?” everyone gave their nods of
agreement even Suguro begrudgingly.
“Rin, Yukio. We need to talk.” she looked disgruntled…I looked back to all my
friends walking away, chatting up a storm…I felt a really bad that I had
ditched them for almost a month in a half. Shiemi looked back and she looked a
bit surprised that I was looking right back, she smiled but her eyes were
pleading as she mouthed ‘I’m so sorry’ I smiled brightly and waved her
off…though it was kinda a shitty apology I wasn’t really one to hold grudges,
I’m just glade she wasn’t still upset.
“Yo Rin! Get your fat ass over here!” I turned back and glared at her…how did I
not predict her making fun of my weight? She took us into a small room off to
the side that kinda looked like an interrogation room…she groaned and ran a
hand through her bangs “Look, I talked to Mephisto today and the bastard said
he had done all he could to help you guys out.” Yukio tensed “What? Why!?” she
shrugged and plopped down into one of the little fold out chairs “Donno, he
canceled the meeting he scheduled with the higher ups…seems whatever reason he
had for helping is gone.” we were all quiet for a moment until I spoke up “Was
it…what Sir anus said to him the day we were going to have the meeting?”
…
“Sir anus? Do you mean baldy?” she busted up laughing “That’s a good one! I
might have to use that one!” Yukio just ignored her and looked to me seriously
“What did he say?” “He said Mephisto was getting soft and Mephisto got really
pissed off and left.” Shura made a long ’hmmm’ “Wouldn’t he only get mad if his
underwear wasn’t pink ? Or maybe…what baldy said was true…” I plopped down in
the chair a cross from hers “Beats me.” “Careful, might break the chair under
all that weight.” really? Again with the fat jokes? I glared at her my face
heating up in embarrassment “I’m not even that big yet!” she gave me a once
over before a grin spread a crossed her face “I’m surprised none of your
friends asked any questions about that little wattle you had.” oh god, had I
really? I groaned and looked up at the ceiling “Man I’m fat.” “You said, not
me.”
Yukio ‘ahem’ed and rested both hands on the table between Shura and I “What are
we going to do about this trip? Rin will be required to sleep in the same room
as the rest of us.” “So? It’s not like he’s gonna strip in front of them.”
“But-” I grabbed his hand “Yukio, I’ll be fine. Shura and you can totally
deflect questions and cover my ass when I start barfing…I’ll work out.” Shura’s
nose crinkled up into disgust “Ew…I thought you’d be passed that part by now.”
“It is common to stop around four months…but there are those cases when they
don’t stop until they give birth.” I rolled my eyes…Yukio was such a medical
nerd, he even pushed up his glasses as he explained. God I hope our kid
wouldn’t be a like him. Shura yawn and stood up “Well, we’ll see how it goes…if
stuff starts turning into shit, I’ll make up some lame excuse and send you
home.”
She stretched out her back and I looked away, because damn…I was sure I would
see her bra/shirt strap snap…she really needed to get a bigger size…not that I
don’t appreciate a nice rack…I mean, c’mon…I’m still a guy after all. “Welp,
imma hit the sack…see you two tomorrow.” we waved goodbye as we left the
room…when Yukio and I got back we started packing immediately then went to
sleep…I wondered what was up at Suguro’s temple in Kyoto as I stared up at our
new rooms ceiling.
Chapter End Notes
     you want some music? i'm sure you do! it kinda fits...? not
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     writting: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVLNI2l3Dgs
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***** Kyoto Distress Part 1 *****
Chapter Notes
     Hello~ new chappy! i know last chapter was rather sloppy...i had
     wanted it to be longer but my life is busy now.... i spent lots of
     time on this chapter though! i even spell checked! hope you read and
     enjoy~
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“This isn’t going to work.” I glared up at him and wiped my mouth “Don’t be
such a downer, gees.” Yukio was about to retort- probably say something like
‘You vomiting is disgusting, everyone will hear it because you sound like a
dying wale’….at least…that’s what I thought I sounded like- but his phone rang,
he turned away from the stall toilet I was sitting in front of after barfing
again…and just as we had been about to go meet up with everyone at headquarters
to. “Yes, I know…Rin is holding us up.” he was probably talking to Shura...that
bastard, it’s not like I chose to uncontrollably throw up with little to no
warning. But I was too tired to yell at him for being a dick. Instead I just
sat there staring down at my stomach…Yukio was trying to calm down Shura who
was probably really pissed that we were late, I was still in my pajamas…I
should probably get dressed…my eyes were just so heavy…maybe a little nap…
Flick.
What the- did Yukio really flick me in the forehead…? Did he want to have his
ass kicked so hard it got stuck in the ceiling or something? Because I’m not
even fucking kidding…I would do it. “On our way, okay? See you soon.” he hung
up and pulled me to my feet even though I squirmed and elbowed him in the jaw.
“Niisan…What do you think your doing?” I pushed him away and rubbed my poor
flicked forehead while I glared him down “What was that for!?” he ignored me,
instead pushed me out of the bathroom towards our room “That didn’t actually
hurt- get dressed as quickly as you can unless you want Shura ‘tearing down the
door and shoving the splintery wood up your ass’ as she so kindly shouted in my
ear.” I straightened up a bit and looked to Yukio’s cool expression with what I
imagine was a ’I think I just shit myself’ one. “W-what? Why would-”
Flick.
Whoa whoa whoa….hold up…did he really do that again? Did he honestly just flick
my forehead for a second time? “Stop talking. We’re late as it is.” I stared at
him for a moment and he actually….glared, at me? “Rin, if you don’t start
getting dressed right now I’ll dress you myself.” yeah right. I launched myself
at him sending him falling backwards…I was going to teach him never to piss off
a pregnant guy ever again.
“What the hell took you both so long!!??” Shura yelled making her way over to
me and Yukio quickly. “Rin thought it would be a good idea to start-” he didn’t
get to finish his explanation when Shura made it over to us and drop-kicked
Yukio…I would have laughed my ass off if I hadn’t been standing behind him…I
guess that’s what I get for using four-eyes as a body shield. “Ack! Yukio! get
off, get off!” Yukio actually did and when I got up and grimaced… Yukio was
whispering angrily at Shura who pushed him away with a glare “Yo! Cool your
jets! You spite in my ear- look, he’s fine, you’re fine, right?” I shrugged and
rubbed at my back “Yeah, but my back hurts like a motherfucker now.” she smiled
“See? Now…what the hell is wrong with you!?” Yukio looked taken back “Me? But
Rin was-” “Don’t give me that crap, wimpy-four-eyes! You can’t blame the
mentally retarded kid.” usually I would have protested being called that…but
I’d rather be called dumb than beaten up any day.
“Uh… are we going to leave or are you three going to fight more?” Suguro
interrupted and Shura stopped in the middle of giving Yukio (who she had in a
head-lock) a wet-wily and glared at him “I’m teaching him a lesson- hold on.”
she started to go back to ’teaching’ “What kind of teacher are you!? People
could be dying in Kyoto! Does that mean anything to you!?” Shura sighed before
letting go of Yukio who looked a bit green and started heading over to the exit
“Fine…but you really need to learn how to chill out kid, nobodies dead yet.”
“’Yet’!” he yelled following after her and everybody else followed. Yukio wiped
his ear off on his shoulder, desperately trying to get her spit out of his ear
“Are you really okay, Niisan?” I nodded, starting to head out like everybody
else “Yeah, the question is…are you okay?” he groaned loudly “I will be as soon
as I get her saliva out of my ear.”
We were driven a short way in these creepy men in black vans to the train
station where we had to wait for Shura to tell the station manager we were here
so they could reserve the next train for Kyoto just for the exorcists. I
flopped down on one of the benches and Yukio sat down next to me, rubbing at
his ear still I was about to laugh at him when I noticed…”Shiemi…eh…hey?” she
was standing in front of us, face completely red, tugging on her side pony-tail
and stuttering like crazy “U-Um…W-W-what happened to b-b-both of your
foreheads!…?” I couldn’t help the huge grin from taking over my face and looked
over to Yukio’s bruised forehead, mine was probably in the same state “Oh
that…Yukio and me-” “’I’” Yukio corrected and I flicked him right on his bruise
and he hissed in pain. Satisfied, I turned back to her “Anyway, we got into a
flicking each other in the forehead fight…” she smiled “but you both got
bruises…” Yukio sighed pushing up his glasses a little “It’s one of those
fights nobody wins.”
She laughed…it was one of those dorky snorting ones that she hid quickly in her
hands embarrassedly which of course made me laugh…but you know…a lot more manly
and a lot less cute. When we calmed down a bit she sighed happily “I missed you
both…I’m sorry for the way I acted before…I mean…um!-” Just then Shura appeared
from behind our bench with another exorcist, a big barley guy with a scruffy
beard…and his pupils…they were the size of the moles on Yukio’s face….but way
way way WAY not as cute…ew, my mind is squirrel poop. Don’t pay attention to
that kind of shit that my brain occasionally squirts out. “Everyone, the trains
all set. Hurry up and get your bags and head over to the plat form.”
I looked back to Shiemi who looked a little put out but she bounced back to
smiling when she turned back to me “Can I sit with you?” I nodded and stood up,
Yukio doing the same. The three of us joined the others at the sliding door
entrance of the train and were guided by Shura and the buff exorcist to our
seats. I slid in quickly, snagging the window seat, then Shiemi scooted in
next….when Yukio didn’t move to sit down I looked up at him expectantly but he
looked away to Shura waving him over to a door at the end of the aisle -
probably to the cart all the exorcist were sitting in- “I need to sit with the
exorcists… I’ll see you soon.” what!? No. he was going to fucking sit with me.
I stood up, ready to drag him down into the seat but he leaned in, whispering
over Shiemi’s head harshly “Don’t make a scene, we have to go about this as we
would have six months ago, do you understand?”
What would’ve I done six months ago….exactly what I was about to do. “Whateves.
Your loss bro.” I plopped down roughly in my chair…pretending my back didn’t
crack painfully when the springs of the chair stabbed at it. Yukio rolled his
eyes and headed off to the old peoples cart, the only place a dweeb like Yukio
would fit in. but now that he was gone the silence between me and Shiemi was
extremely awkward…so I tried my best to start some kind of conversation.
“Soooo….how’s your garden going?” damn…. That was lame! Couldn’t I have been
more like ‘hey! How are you? Me? Oh I’ve been good.’ nope. I was not really
sure what to say…she knew I was pregnant now…I honestly didn’t want to talk
about it with her…it made me queasy just thinking about her giving tips about
taking care of kids…plus Suguro and the other two sat down right behind us.
“Oi, Okumura, why are you avoiding me? Huh?” Suguro leaned over the chairs and
glared at me….I hadn’t been avoiding him….I was just choosing to stay away from
him. I think I would rather die than have him find out I was pregnant. A
nervous smile took over me and I subconsciously pulled my jacket over me more
“I wasn’t avoiding you…I’m half asleep, give me a break man…I never wake up
this early.” he glared at me intensely “If you’ve endangered innocent people
fighting for their lives because you couldn’t be bothered with waking up on
time, I swear. I will chop your tail off.” that would kill me, right? Someone
squeezing it was painful enough…to have it chopped off entirely…shit, I bet
that would hurt more than cutting a nerve in half with scissors. I was sure it
had been bullshit though…at worst, if I fucked something up he would punch me.
I think he’s like a hard boiled egg; hard shell, soft insides…and smelly…I
mean, come on! He was angry I didn’t get there on time when I should be angry
at him for breathing his nasty morning breath in my face.
I stuck my tongue out at him and he rolled his eyes before sitting back down in
the seat behind me just as Shura came back into the cart, standing with her
hands on her hips and her chest pushed out. “Alrighty. We’re about to leave the
station so stay in your seats- Don’t you dare make this like our last trip to
Kyoto. Got all that?” we all groaned in what was supposed to be our agreements,
but really…it just sounded like an old man taking a shit. “Good! I’ll be in the
next cart over- there’s a bottle of beer callin’ my name~!” and with that Shura
left. Now…what to do, what to do…. I looked to Shiemi to see she had brought a
book along with her. She noticed me looking at her and looked over curiously
“What?” of course I wasn’t going to tell her ‘I want to talk to you, throw the
book away’ no no no…no. so I shrugged “I didn’t know you read.” oh…shit, that
came out wrong and I immediately tried to fix it “N-not that I thought you
couldn’t read! It’s like,…um…I didn’t know you were into reading books…is that
better?” that last part was more of a mumble to myself.
She didn’t look bothered by my totally rude comment as she showed the cover to
me…and I went pale…it’s not that I could really voice my terror at the sight of
the ’child early care’ book. She gave a curt nod…probably trying to calm me
down…ow I had to blink, my eyes had felt about ready to pop out…”T-the lady
that lives down the way from my mother and I is pregnant….so I’ve been looking
into how I can help…s-she’s really young and probably scared…s-so I want to do
my best to help yo- her!” that was actually a very good cover up…I must’ve been
rubbing off on her. Izumo- who was sitting next to Takara a crossed the aisle
from us- butted in all of the sudden.
“I would leave her to figure it out for herself. I mean, honestly. She was the
one who threw her life away by getting pregnant, you should stay out of it.”
“B-But-” whoa…Shiemi looked like she was getting more worked up over it than
me…sure it kinda hurt to hear…but I guess her words had some truth…I grabbed
Shiemi’s shoulder and she looked over to me with distress and panic…she didn’t
want the words to hurt me…Shiemi really is one of the most selfless people I’ve
ever met. “I’m sure she would really appreciate that.” She expression morphed
into pure happiness and nodded quickly. “Right! I’ll study this book as best as
I can and help as best as I can!” I nodded back and felt the train toss us
forward a little as it pulled away from the station. Maybe…her help would be
just what I need.
Stretching out my arms I yawned loudly and rested my head on the window “I’m
gonna catch up on a little bit of sleep, wake me up when we get there, okay?”
Shiemi nodded and reopened to her place in the book as I closed my eyes.
Panic, dread, fear…the darkness around me…I was in my mind again. I looked
around, but didn’t find any signs of Satan…then, there it was…it flash in the
corner of my eye, I spun to face where I had seen it but nothing was there… I
heard it… first it was a dull and quiet buzz in the distance but the sound grew
louder until I could hear for sure a high pitch voice calling my name in
distress over and over, over lapping like an echo…I stepped backwards…not
really sure what to do when it was now all around me, screaming in my ear…I
wanted it to stop…for it to go away…then I saw the outline of pops a few feet
off…no it had to be Satan…I closed my eyes tight praying to anything but Satan
that I would wake up before my ears started to bleed or claws dug into me
again.
“Riiiinn~ time to wake up!” my eyes flew open and I sat up quickly. My heart
was hammering out of control and my breath was a bit ragged “Oops…did I scare
you?” it was Shiemi, we were still sitting in our seats, but the sun was lower
in the sky and the train was stopped. I looked around to see everybody else was
picking up their stuff and the exorcist shuffling out of the other cart, Shura
guided the way out of the train yelling with a slight slur. Yukio looked over
at me as he passed and I smiled as best as I could…apparently it put him at
ease and he nodded before filling out with everyone else. “Aren’t you coming,
Rin?” Shiemi asked as we were the last people in the cart…I looked down before
smiling up at her “Yeah, I just gotta get my bag…I’ll catch up.” when she had
left I let it out…the trembling of my hands the silent scream as I tried to
wait for the ringing in my ears to stop.
“You, Rin. You coming?” Shura asked, just peeking her head around the door
frame and I quickly composed myself “Yeah…”
 
When we showed up around the temples gate it was clear that we would have to
fight our way to it. Demons of all sorts were smashing and clawing at the
barrier keeping them out like it was their life purpose even if it meant it
killed them in the process. “Okay, everyone! This is how it’s going to go down,
we’re going to kill off as many as we can, get inside, then find out what’s
going on- that is if these people even know.” Shura groaned before opening up
the van door and pushed us out. I almost fell face first but Yukio caught me,
man I just wanted to snuggle into him and sleep for shits sake….but I pushed
him away, he didn’t show any sign of anger or sadness or confusion…but I guess
it only made sense…he wasn’t my lover here…couldn’t be…even if we thought we
were alone….it would be suicide to not pretend every corner had eyes and ears.
I noticed I wasn’t as fast…or strong…well…I was still inhumanly strong but not
as much. Several times I heard Suguro yell to’ hurry up’ and by the time we
were able to clear most of the demons everyone headed behind the gate beside me
and Yukio I was panting heavily, they had to remove the barriers for us to
enter and right after we did they put up fresh ones. Suguro was off to the side
talking to his mother and Shima and Konekomaru were talking with Shima’s
brother Juzo, Shiemi and Izumo nowhere in sight and Shura, Mr. burley exorcist
guy and Suguro’s old man were talking seriously about something in hushed
voices.
Yukio turned to me after a moment of people watching “I’ve got to go talk to
Juzo-san…Are you feeling okay?” I gave him a wary smile “Why wouldn’t I?” “Back
on the train…you looked pale.” before I even had time to figure out what to
tell him Suguro’s mom called dinner out.
Things had been hectic with over twenty men and nineteen women but there had
been more than enough food for everyone. I stepped out of the bathroom holding
the clothes I had just changed out of in front of me as I made my way
cautiously down the hall back to the big room all us Esquires would be staying
in….I hated feeling like every person I passed in the hall was staring at
me…like they knew…I felt like I was in someone else’s skin…I had a normal body,
not over weight not under weight…but now with my stomach extended I would
easily get angry at anyone who dared to look at me.
But it was ridiculous! Sure people would look at me with eyes (I assumed were)
full of hate…the point is…who fucking cares? I’ve seen that look on peoples
faces my whole why should I let the crazy pattern of my hormones make me an
insecure idiot? It was decided. I wasn’t going to be like that. Even if it
meant my body would react differently from my mind set… I stepped into the room
and closed the screen door behind me. Shura was threatening Shima that if he
dared to come over to the girls side of the room she would cut him….hmm…maybe
she had drank way too fucking much to be in charge of us… Suguro and Konekomaru
were being boring, trying to be ‘normal’ they had already turned in for the
night. Jack that shit. I plopped down painfully on the thin mat between
Konekomaru and Yukio who raised an eyebrow at me “You do realize you could’ve
slept anywhere in the room-besides with the girls- you know?” I smiled
knowingly “Relax, I’m not going to cuddle you to death or anything.” I
whispered right into his ear and felt him shiver.
“Rin.” his voice was warningly…hhhmmm… the thought of giving Yukio a hard on
under the sheets-maybe even getting Yukio to get me off- was extremely
tempting… but I was spent. That day had been so exhausting I think if I had
tried to seduce him I would have ended up falling asleep in the middle…so I
just shrugged and curled up into the blankets and sighing out a good night.
Chapter End Notes
     the flicking fight thing? yeah...i have experience..-_-'
     anyway! if you've noticed i'm kind of mixing the manga with the
     anime...but i only have up to volume five....so i don't know all the
     stuff that happened while they were their...:/
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     time? should i recommend more songs? i love you very much! 030~<3
***** Kyoto Distress Part 2 *****
Chapter Notes
     Hello~ so sorry about the long breaks i've been putting between
     chapters! T^T Anyway, I tried to read the sixth volume of blue
     exorcist online... But I couldn't do it! I have to hold the book in
     my hands or else it's not the same... So I guess I'll just be going
     off the stuff in volume five... If someone died or turned evil after
     that point then oh well~ anyway... Enjoy! oh! and i spell checked
     this one!
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With a jolt of pain I woke up…was it even morning yet? I couldn’t tell but if
it was day time it was probably one of those made up hours like four ‘o clock
or something. There it was again, the pain was in my stomach…dull every couple
seconds, but for the most part like a thousand needles poking me in the gut…my
stomach…”Shit.” I whispered under my breath and tried to get up but I found
that Yukio and me were tangled up together. Luckily I was the first to spot it,
guess it wasn’t such a smart idea to sleep next to him after all, but it’s not
like I would ever tell four-eyes. After several attempts of pushing him off I
gave up, he was holding me too tightly. I guess I would just have to bare the
pain and go back to sleep, hopefully Yukio would wake up before everybody else
and get off of me.
Just to get comfortable I turned over on my side facing Yukio, that bastard
sleeping peacefully while I was struggling…but god did he look cute when he
slept. Sure I had seen him sleep thousands of times but seeing him clinging to
me tightly…I brushed some hair away from his eyes…damn…n-no! I needed to go to
sleep! It was hard but I forced myself to turn away from him….what I wasn’t
expecting to see was Suguro standing in the door way…staring back at me in what
looked like shock. That time around I actually managed to break free of Yukio
who groaned and reached for me again but I scooted away before he could pull me
back against him.
When I looked over to Suguro -probably red as a tomato- he didn’t look that
shocked anymore…more like he was wearing an evil grin… “Don’t you dare say
anything!” I whispered angrily and glared so intently that he probably piss
himself…but if he did, he didn’t say so. He lifted his hands up in defense and
sat down across from me at the foot of our mats casually but I still held my
glare “Where’d you go anyways?” he shrugged looking out the window all serious,
like a seen from a movie or some shit “I went to go make sure the ward barriers
were holding up…can’t just snooze by precious hours when we don’t even know if
we’ll make it to tomorrow.” he looked so serious, this was his home and if we
didn’t do something fast it would be over taken by demons.
“We’re going to be fine, Suguro. I bet we’ll even fix this whole mess
tomorrow!” he looked back at me still completely acing the cool guy act “You
mean today?” oh so it was morning. I scratched the back of my bed-head hair
with a smile “Oh, right. Yeah!….after I get a few more hours of sleep…” I went
to scoot back into my blankets but Suguro’s words made me stop “I’m sure you’d
love to go back to what you were doing, but sense you’re already up you have to
get ready and help shovel some snow that piled up against the gate last night.”
my face turned bright red “He’s my twin brother! What do expect!?” he pulled
his suitcase in front of him and started pulling out some clothes “Maybe not
for you touching his hair…that was really creepy- anyway, get dressed.”
I had taken my clothes to the bathroom to get dressed but not without that
needle like sensation bothering me the whole way there. I used the toilet
before actually getting dressed, but I stopped after I had taken my shirt off,
I didn’t usually get transfixed on my pregnant stomach in the mirror…usually
only when I realized it had gotten bigger, but right then…I noticed a tiny hand
pressing against the wall of my stomach…it was the tiniest hand I’ve ever seen.
Hesitantly I reached down and pressed my hand against it, cheesy I know but it
made a different kind of warmth spread through me…but then I felt movement and
when I pulled my hand away the hand was gone. It had been a pretty cool moment,
but I needed to get dressed. When I pulled down my pants is when I felt the
particularly more painful stab then…liquid. In my underwear…from my entrance…I
took a deep shaky breath in and yanked down my boxers.
To my horror and relief…it hadn’t been water meaning I was about to go into
labor, instead…blood. Fine fine fine. I was okay. I-it wasn’t a whole lot of
blood just enough to send three or four drops down my leg. I cleaned it up and
got dressed …I needed to talk to Yukio. But Suguro was waiting right outside
the door with an irritated expression “Could you have taken any longer?” guess
I would just have to talk to Yukio later. Suguro and I made our way out into
the freezing morning…yep, the sun had barely started to show any light but we
were out there, two dudes with shovels, unbarring the gate demons were trying
to break through on the other side but you know, it was great… I was aching all
over and my nose running faster than I could wipe it. Basically, I was
miserable.
“Hey! What are you trying to pull!?” I looked over confused at what the hell he
was talking about, there stood Suguro, head covered in snow and face red from
the cold, I guess my last shovel full over my shoulder had landed on him. I
didn’t even try to hide my pointing and laughing “O-oh man! You should see
yourself right now!” “That’s it! You’ve pissed me off more times than I can
count and the days just getting started. I couldn’t pass it up even if he
looked ready to bite my head off so I cocked my head and asked innocently “Can
you only count to five?” he let out a scream of anger as he came charging at
me, of course…it was pretty easy to move out of the way sense half way to me he
slipped on the snow and slide right past me, which made me laugh so hard that
the cold air I was sucking in desperately between laughs burn my lungs.
“Riyuji!! What do think you’re doing playing in the snow while your friend
there shovels snow!??” a shriek of anger came from the far end of the deck. We
both looked over a little freaked out by the sudden loud noise but it had been
Suguro’s mom. “I wasn’t playing! I-” “No excuses!” she started to us stomping
all the way, people were poking their heads out of the screens trying to figure
out what the problem was. When she got to us her eyes finally shifted to me and
her scowl disappeared just like that “Good morning, ‘Rin’ right?” I really
didn’t know what to say she basically ripped the shovel out of my hands then,
but her smile never left “I heard you were skilled at cooking, would you mind
helping me in the kitchen?” I looked to Suguro who was glaring at us just as
she pushed my shovel into him “Don’t mind him, he can handle doing it by
himself.”
Hmm…abandon Suguro out in the cold to cook in the probably warm kitchen? Or be
a good friend and stay out there and shovel snow? “See you later, Suguro!”
what? You can’t expect me to always put my friends before myself, especially
when I’m pregnant. “You bastard!” Suguro’s mom then punched him over the head
“Riyuji! How many times do I have to tell you not to use curse words!?”
eehh…now I was feeling kind of bad for leaving him…damn empathy. His mom turned
to me with a smile “Can you head into the kitchen? I’ll be there in a second.”
The kitchen was big -like I guessed it would be considering the rest of the
building’s size- four stoves/ovens, two sinks, drawers and cabinets on every
wall of the room and two fridges…it was awesome. I heard the door close and I
looked over to see Suguro’s mom sighing loudly “I don’t know what I did wrong
while raising that boy… anyway, let’s start on breakfast!” she went and grabbed
a couple of bowls and I went for the fridge “What were you planning on making?”
“Hmmm…We have more food thanks to your district bringing stock for us…and even
though there aren’t nearly as many exorcists as last time…we need to use as
little as possible.” I thought for a moment before pulling out a few items
“Omelets?” “Sounds great!”
We fell into a comfortable silence as we cooked but then I was a bit curious
“So…do you know why just our group of twenty or thirty exorcist showed up?”
“Hm? You don’t know? While, with every church, temple, shrine, and monastery
under attack, exorcist are being spread out as much as they can.” now that I
thought about it, I think I already heard a tiny bit about that. The rest of
our time cooking was spent mostly telling stories about Suguro and some about
Shima and Konekomaru and I could just tell by the smile on her face that she
really cared deeply for her son.
After breakfast I decided to find Yukio, which turned out to be a lot harder
than it should’ve been. Everybody I asked said they saw him there or here, with
Shura, then Yaozo, then Ju! What was he doing? Running as fast as he could from
one person to the next? Finally I caught him in a disserted hallway. “Hey! I’ve
been looking for you sense breakfast!” “I’ve been really busy this morning-
what did you need?” I bit my lip and checked to make sure no one was coming “I
think something wrong… this morning…there was blood.” it came out as a shaky
whisper. He knew what I was talking about, I could tell by the way his face
drained of color and also made the sinking dread in my own stomach tighten up.
“it could be one of two things. One: …You lost it or them… or two: Your just
having a bit of spotting typical when you over exert yourself. For instance;
sex, fighting, running, not sleeping enough-” I held my hand up to him with a
groan “Let’s just hope it’s not the first one.”
Just then, a group of exorcist came over “We’re ready when you are Mr.
Okumura.” Yukio nodded before turning to me “we’re about to try and kill the
demon hoard outside the wall so-” “I’m coming with you.” “Rin, what did I just
tell you? You’re staying here.” “But-” “Rin.” he was giving me that stern old
man look that meant he wasn’t going to budge. He probably noticed my shoulders
slump as I gave up so he turned away “Gather everyone besides those helping in
the infirmary room and meet Ms.Shura at the gate while I go get the Esquires.”
they hurried off leaving me and Yukio alone again. I don’t know why but I
flinched a little when he grabbed hold of both my shoulders looking me in the
eyes sternly “Rin, don’t do anything stupid this time trying to be the hero-”
“Hey! Wha-” “Niisan…if you really want it then you need to not fight.
Otherwise…it won’t work. Do you understand?”
He was treating me like a kid again…but I knew this was serious, I don’t know
what I would do if I lost the baby…if it was two it would be even worse…but
then again…if I had one or two kids, what was I going to do then? I couldn’t go
to school anymore…I would be useless to the order, maybe they’d take them away
and rise them with the soul purpose to destroy demons…maybe I shouldn’t have
them? Maybe killing them was better for everyone? “Rin…?” his voice was
concerned…so soft yet deep. My heart flooded with guilt from the horrible
thoughts I had been thinking as I looked slightly up to him…my heart hurt so
bad. I was suddenly a wreck, tears pouring out of my eyes, shoving my face into
his chest. he stood there not really sure what to do “I’m sorry…” I whispered
not to Yukio…but to the lump on my stomach. after a minute or two I had calmed
down, he sighed and pulled me away a little to look at me confused “E-
Eh…Niisan, it’s okay. I should be the one apologizing, I didn’t mean to make
you so upset.”
With a bitter laugh I pulled away from him all the way, though I really didn’t
want to, I knew someone was bound to come through that hallway at some point.
“It wasn’t that…it was about horrible things…but I’m better now…I guess…I guess
I’ll help out in the infirmary while you guys are away.” he nodded with a smile
before turning away hesitantly “I need to get going- be careful, okay?” I
shrugged and starting off in the opposite direction “I will, don’t worry,
worry-wart.” I couldn’t help smiling at my own little taunt but the guilty
feeling in my chest made even teasing bitter. When I rounded the corner though,
my smile dropped into surprise when I saw Shima leaning against the wall…had he
heard? Oh god, even if he hadn’t heard the red stains by my eyes would give
anyone a clear picture of what I had just been doing.
“Rin…?” he looked just as shocked as I did so maybe he hadn’t heard. I gave him
a big grin trying to cover up the pain I was feeling but I’m not sure if it
worked or not “Yukio’s looking for you.” he pushed himself off the wall and
looked me over “You don’t look so good, what’s up?” I scratched the back of my
head as I tried to think up a quick excuse “Suguro woke me up at some ungodly
hour this morning and had me shovel snow.” he looked a bit skeptic but I was
glad that he didn’t pry anymore “Well…if that’s all…I should catch up to your
brother.” and then he took off down the hall way I had come from… I stood there
for a moment trying to stop another wave of tears coming on, I bit my lip so
hard it bled. no. I wouldn’t go back to those thoughts from before. I was going
to have this babies -or baby- and then protect them no matter what the cost,
even if it meant turning my back on the order all together.
I shook my head with a chuckle and started off to the make-shift infirmary. I
was thinking way too much about it…I needed to just calm down and let things
run their course and I’m sure everything would turn out fine.
Chapter End Notes
     depressing... i'm sorry...i've just been having a hard time writing
     these chapters quickly because i'm working on soooo many writing
     projects this summer... but i'll keep updating as much as i can!
     comments always make me happy~ thank you all who have been attacking
     me with lovely comments thus far! i hope you liked this chapter and
     look forward to more!
***** Grow Up *****
Chapter Notes
     Sorry for yet another long break! but hey! Chapter 20 AND page fifty~
     i have never written a fanfiction so long! i thought this one was
     maybe going to be 5 chapters.... it's all because you peeps are
     cool..anyway...Enjoy!! (also...i kinda halfassed the spell check so
     sorry if i missed a lot)
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I stared down at the floor blankly…blood soaked my shirt. The exorcist on my
left was giving me this look, I couldn’t tell if it was sympathy or hate…how
had it ended up this way? Why was my life absolute shit at this moment?
“Stop being a wuss! We needed you fighting with us today!” I glared at him from
my spot ate the small table our group had claimed to eat our dinner at “Hey! It
wasn’t my decision! Four-eyes told me to.” I shoved the last of the onigiri in
my mouth…man…I think I was going to die if they kept on rationing the food like
the mid evil days….not really, I was still hungry though… “Bon, Mr.Okumura told
him to work in the infirmary. Calm down, let’s just eat peacefully.” sometimes
I was so grateful for Konekomaru because that had shut Suguro right up.
Standing up as best as I could without letting anybody see the difficulty I was
having I gave them all a grin “Well, I’m actually all done eating so-” I dumped
into someone and I quickly turned to see it was the creepy looking exorcist
with the beady eyes that had been following Shura around the whole trip. “Rin
Okumura. You’re needed back in the infirmary.” I didn’t want this guy to know
just how much he freaked me out but I couldn’t stop myself from gulping down an
uncomfortable amount of spite in my mouth. “K-’kay….see you guys.” Shiemi and
Shinma waved the others…erm…kinda just ignored me- besides Konekimaru who gave
me the look you’d give a stray dog or something…eh, at least he cared.
The hallway that led to the infirmary was busy as usual, people raced back and
forth…but there was a noise…at first I didn’t really notice it…but the closer I
got to an open screen door leading to the porch I realized…it was kid…crying. I
looked around for the source but then I thought about it…there was no kids
there… “What the fuck?” Shura was there, I could see her walking slowly towards
me…but the crying was so distracting, the room suddenly was overtaken by a
blanket of darkness.
“No…..” my breath was shaky as I took it in….I knew where I was, oh I fucking
knew where I was. “What do you want?” I couldn’t see him anywhere but I knew he
was there and by the sound of his laughter he wasn’t hiding. I reached behind
me…please let me have my sword, please! For once I did, and I wasn’t going to
hesitate. “You’re going to draw your sword against your own father!?” he
launched out of the dark at me but I stumbled out of the way but he was quick
to kick my legs out from underneath me. My sword, I lunged it at him and it
sliced into his leg…he toppled over… in some sort on manic laughter “You think
that blade can hurt me here?”
“What the hell do you want?” I screamed and kicked myself away from him and his
laughing abruptly stopped “What I want? I want to spend sometime with my
son…heard you were knocked- Congratulations by the way!” his nails racked over
my cheek. Searing pain, fuck. I punched him and stumbled away after managing to
stand but as I turned to run the scene changed, it made my head reel. When my
eyes adjusted is when I noticed the true horror.
Yukio was standing there in front of me gun drawn with a glare on his face…what
the fuck? Was I still in my mind?…Shit my chest hurt…no….it really hurt.
“Yukio! What the hell?” I took a step towards him but I stopped to look down at
my chest when I felt another stab of pain, blood. “Yukio…did you…” I ignored
the people rushing at me I yanked my arms away from them… half the shrine was
on fire behind him… he lowered his gun slowly but his face was it’s usual stern
self, that in itself pissed me off “Why the fuck did you do that!? Huh!??” I
was gonna stomp right up to him and just punch him straight in the nose but
Shura got in between us.
“Rin, stay where you are! You’re in deep shit you idiot!” I ignored her,
looking over her shoulder to Yukio…nothing…not even the tiniest bit of regret.
Damn…I was gonna pass out from the pain…hot angry tears burned my cheeks and
mixed with blood from the gash there “Yukio, you fucking four-eyes bastard!!”
his face turned up in a sneer “Niisan, grow up already.” Shura pushed him away
“Hey…you should get outta here, we’ll handle this here.” what…that’s all he had
to say? I didn’t struggle as I was forcefully pushed to my knees in the snow, I
didn’t react to Suguro yelling at me to ‘just die’, I didn’t even really cared
when I threw up right then and there… I really wasn’t sure how to react…
Shura leaned down beside me “I’m taking you back to Tokyo…you did some really
stupid things while you were out of it…” yeah…I got it, I could tell… she stood
back up and announced “Everyone, that fucktard is in charge until I get back.
You and you, come with me.” they pulled me back up and started pulling me to
the gate…this was a joke…right? I looked to Shura but she wouldn’t look over at
me…was this all…my fault?
The train ride was silent, Shura not having anything to say to me and I was
perfectly fine with that…I had noticed on the way to the station that my shirt
was dripping blood so one of the exorcist had dug out the bullet with a
knife…it was almost as painful as the time a hand ripped through my stomach…
they didn’t bother patching it up because I was a demon, right? I would just
heal abnormally fast and that would be that. They had hidden me until we
boarded the train and there we four sat until we got to Tokyo. A small group of
exorcist picked us up from the train station and took me straight to Vatican
headquarters
And that’s where I was, waiting outside the council hall where I would once
again be put on trial… Yukio wouldn’t even be there… not that I cared…even if I
was in the wrong…he shouldn’t have shot me… and then not even try to cover it
up like ‘I had to’ or ‘it was the only way’ he tells me to grow up? I didn’t
hate him… but I don’t think I would be able to look at him without wanting to
punch him…or maybe cry…crying seemed to be the more plausible thing… “Rin, I
just got off the phone and Mephisto is in a meeting…that polka-dotted creep’s
not gonna show.” I nodded but didn’t look up at her.
“It certainly is a surprise to see you here so early demon.” Shura stepped in
front of me “I don’t wanna even hear it baldy.” but of course…he wasn’t one for
really one for listening to people. “What do think, should I tell them or
should you?” what was I doing acting like the world was over because Yukio shot
me? Sir ass-wipe was threatening me and I wasn’t going to stand there and take
that shit. So I did the first thing that came to mind and I flipped him off
because you know what? I didn’t give a fuck anymore. Screw it all. Shura
grabbed me by the arm and tugged be away “Alright, that’s enough of that it’s
time to go inside.”
“Ms. Shura Kirigakure, please tell us exactly what took place at the temple in
Kyoto.” the room full of murmurs as I stood on the stand again and Shura stood
beside me… along with Sir Angel. I could feel a stabbing in my stomach and I
stood proud…because you know what? I was going to tell the pompous wiggies that
I was pregnant. Damn…what were they doing in there, wrestling?…maybe I was
having twins…? Oh right…court…gotta pay attention.
“I saw him in the hallway and was about to tell him to get to the infirmary-”
“Why? Was he poisoned or injured?” the chairman butted in and I could see Shura
was already getting pissed off “No. he was a signed to work there by Yukio
Okumura…” “His brother? Why would he do that knowing he was sent there with the
intentions of him fighting?” Shura groaned “Rin has just recovered from a flew
that had him bedridden for months…” she waited for him to interrupt again but
he chose to shut up for once “Now where was I? ah. -but he looked…confused…then
he just passed out in the middle of the hall way. There was a few other people
in the hall at the time who also went to help him. When he came to after a
couple of slaps his eyes weren’t clear and he was yelling at everyone-” “What
was he saying?” she took a deep breath “Nothing. He was just yelling… his
flames appeared and he started catching the place on fire, we got him to follow
us out side. We decided he was getting dangerous and Yukio Okumura took lethal
measures to protect everyone else.”
“After he was shot his flames disappeared and he was disoriented and confused
and that’s when we cuffed him.” everyone was silent until the chairman cleared
his throat. “Rin Okumura, have you anything to say before you are charged with
arson and assault?” they made up their minds that quickly? Hm. “I’m pregnant.”
there were screams and gasps and it was kind of funny really how overly
dramatic they were reacting. Shura smacked me in the back of my head “You
idiot! Now is not the time!” “Just as I expected! The baby must be destroyed!”
Sir asswhole called with an evil laugh and people became more frantic in their
calls until finally the chairman stood and slammed his hands on the railing
“Enough! Sir Augustus, take him to a holding ceil…Ms.Shura….get me Sir Pheles.
Now.”
I didn’t regret my choice, even when Sir Angel smirked as he pulled me down a
stone tunnel by the chain of my hand cuffs “You did the right thing admitting
to the vile trick you tried to pull on the Vatican.” I glared at him but, eh…
he could think whatever the hell he wanted. He pushed me into the ceil and
locked it “Don’t bother trying to escape the bars are impenetrable.” he called
over the two exorcist who had escorted me here and told them to watch me, make
sure I didn’t do any shady stuff or try to escape…or something along those
lines….
I did the adult-ish thing telling them I think. Yukio is the one that needed to
grow up…I sat down on the floor and sighed…the only thing left to do was single
handedly convince the order to let me keep my baby…I felt a stab in my side and
sighed again…god damnit…why the hell did I still have four months left of this
pregnancy?…fuck I started crying….I was going to punch Yukio so hard when I saw
him again.
Chapter End Notes
     Sadness! but i have to say.... i thought out that scene with the gun
     before i wrote this whole thing... Grow up... sadness yes...but the
     baby/ babies!
     comments are always nice~ ;)
***** Caged *****
Chapter Notes
     Hey~ i'm starting to hit the boarder on the stuff i have planned out
     but the story will continue onward! enjoy!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Time was impossible to keep track of in an underground prison believe it or
not… after the bullet wound healed I spent most of my time being haunted by
sleep… I only let myself fall asleep when I honestly couldn’t keep my eyelids
sliding shut and I would jolt awake looking around to make sure I hadn’t
destroyed anything when I did… I wasn’t thinking about how utterly boring it
was or that I was still hungry after they gave me meals my mind would think up
ridiculous possibilities of the future, the most frequent one was of me…living
in a tiny shack somewhere in the snowy mountains trying to calm down a baby
(sometimes…when I was feeling really panic-y about the whole thing it would be
two babies and a dog) alone… the thought hurt really bad…somehow worst than the
thoughts of getting killed for this…and because of that my mind shoved it right
into my main thoughts…
I sighed heavily, it was pretty hard to breathe now and I had noticed that I
was getting bigger…like a lot. But it was fine…everyone knew about it, and good
thing too, there was no way in hell a heavy jacket would hide it now. And of
course, after the entail anger and betrayal of the whole shit with Yukio…I
missed him. I wonder if the order threw him in a ceil for being part of this
whole thing…or maybe they didn’t know it was him yet? Arrgg. Being in a cage
sucked! You couldn’t figure out what was going on at all!
There was the sound of footsteps echoing off the tunnel walls, a sound I only
heard when they brought me food but they had just given me a food…was it time?
Had they finally made a decision? I pushed myself off the hard floor and clung
to the bars to see who it was. If it was Arthur Angle I swear I would try my
best to punch him through the bars. It was her hair swaying back and forth
behind her that I saw and for the first time in however long I had been staying
there my heart was light and my tail lifted off the floor, wiping around as she
finally reached the front of my ceil…she looked me over with a bit of anger in
her eyes but there was a glint of sympathy in there which was a surprise in
itself.
“You look like shit.” of course…I hadn’t been so happy to hear someone say that
ever before. I gave her a grin and she sighed dramatically “You’re an idiot.”
Shura plopped down in one of the two chairs the ‘guards’ had been sitting at
watching me but they had left, probably to switch out with the other two
exorcist that guarded me. “Do you know how long you’ve been down here?” “Three
weeks…?” “Actually three and a half but that’s pretty close.” I was just
guessing by my gut growth…six months…wow… she snapped me out of my thoughts
when her voice dropped a key “Mephisto and the higher ups finally got together
to talk about you last week. Purple-shitface was being a wuss, skirting around
the subject of you every meeting and instead talking about the problem with the
demons mindless attacking…I swear, the stick up his ass has been lodged deeper
or something.” I bit my lip, if I was still in here then I guessed things
didn’t go too good.
Shura groaned, knowing exactly what I was thinking somehow. “Look. They
listened to us, that’s a good sign in itself when dealing with the head-
honchos. They want to hear from four-eyes before they make any decision but you
broke a hole in the wall when you pregnancy mood-swinged all over the place,
that temple is struggling; demons are getting inside faster than they can patch
it up and slap another seal on it. If they pulled him out now everyone would
die.” I glared at her “It wasn’t a mood-swing…” she leaned forward “Oh yeah?
Then what was it?” that’s not where I wanted this conversation heading, I
looked away from her curious expression and said the next thing that popped
into my head “Yukio and the others are still there? Are they alright?”
She scuffed at the obvious change in subject but let it slide, some things were
better left un-talked about…with anyone. “Yesterday was our last update on the
situation, power in the building was already lost in the fire so we were
relaying on the exorcist cellphones…but I guess the last one died…I’m being
sent to find a way in…sense the fire the number of demons outside has
tripled…they’re swamped, last we heard they had ran out of holy water and
bullets…their prayers were literally the only things keeping them alive…let’s
just hope it’s still like that.”
It was because of me…my flames ruined everything. I looked back to her as
serious as I could “I know that face…no way in fucking hell are you coming with
me, Rin.” “Shura…if I don’t… they’ll all die because of me!” shit… no tears, no
tears, please, no stupid tears! I hate being so god damn emotional all the
time. She got up with another sigh and walked straight up to the bars and I saw
for the first time the bags under her eyes…had she been working that hard to
get me out of there? Yet another person I ruined because of my stupidity. “Rin,
four-eyes and I are gonna finish this fight off and come home, you won’t be
killed and will be able to keep your guys’ baby, okay?” yeah that sounded great
but what if it didn’t happen that way? She looked me over one more time before
turning and leaving but I hear her voice bounce off the walls of the tunnel a
goodbye.
What now? Just wait for everyone else to fix all the problems I caused because
I couldn’t do it myself? 'I wish I could turn back time and never have this
baby.' My eyes widen as I heard the thought…no…I would never think that. 'I
wish I never fell in love with my brother.' this was wrong, they weren’t
true…but it was my voice saying it so clearly that I wondered if I was saying
it out loud. 'I want to forget any of this ever happened and focus on becoming
the strongest exorcist.' … a tiny- and I mean 'tiny'- part of me started to
wonder… if me and everyone else could just forget this ever happened… would it
be worth it? 'it would.' but Yukio…I would never want to forget those wonderful
first months we spent together… 'why? Because you fucked like rabbits?'
The voice was rough and angry sounding, defiantly not mine. It laughed shrilly
and I felt a stab of pain on my side. 'you doubt this will work. You hate Yukio
for shoving his dick inside you when you weren’t in your right mind, knowing
that you were pregnant but hiding it from you. Now he shoots you because
everyone else living is more important to him than you? He just wanted a good
fuck. He’d been planning to bump you off sense he first put it in.' “No…” I was
having trouble breathing… I was awake! He wasn’t allowed to get to me! I didn’t
want to hear him…he was lying.
Just than the replacement exorcist took their spots in the chairs across from
my ceil and I bit my lip harshly. 'Go ahead, tell them your being possessed by
me, but you’d be lying~ because, Rinny…I’m not possessing you…I’m possessing
what’s inside you.' I screamed in anger and my flames flashed but went out when
I remembered the exorcist right there who had jumped out of their seat at the
first glimpse of ’action’ the whole time. 'Awe~ don’t get upset, I’m just
spending time with my Grandchild… or Grandchildren? I bet you want to know, of
course you do~ almost as much as you want to rip it out and leave it for the
vultures to eat so you can focus on killing me, am I right?' one of the
exorcists came over to my ceil and shined his flashlight into the darkness,
they didn’t have any lights in it like the rest of the place. I can only
imagine what that exorcist saw on my face as I stared up at him the sounds of
children screaming filled my head painfully loud, I covered my ears even though
I knew it wouldn’t help and tears fell dully to my stomach.
“Stop it you bastard!” my flames came back and the exorcist called to the other
to get backup, I didn’t have time to worry about them, I needed to get him out
of me…but how do you perform an exorcism on demon who’s baby they’re pregnant
with is possessed by their demon Grandfather…? I did the next best thing to an
exorcism, I smashed my head into the ceil bars. Three times. Then it was
quite…no voices…no children screaming…and slowly my flames died back down…
Shura and five other exorcist rushed to the front of my cage, the exorcist that
had stayed and seen the whole thing was trembling but wearing a brave face.
“Rin, what the hell is wrong with you!!?” I knew my nose was busted by the snot
thick blood running down my face and into my mouth warmly with the smell of
iron… gross. “He… he…” I couldn’t talk…and I had to shake my head to make sure
the dizziness didn’t lead me to passing out.
“Unlock this, now!” “But-” “I said. Unlock it, damnit!” a girl exorcist rushed
forward with a pair of keys and unlocked the door. They tried to tell Shura it
wasn’t a good idea to go inside the ceil with me when I’m ’demon crazed’ as one
person put it but of course, Shura marched right in and squished my cheeks
together painfully with her hand while with her foot pushed the bucket they had
given me for a bathroom as far away as she could without letting go of my face
“I’m taking you to the infirmary, but when we get there you’re gonna tell me
what these tantrums are about.” she pulled me to my feet and let go of my face
in place of holding my hands behind my back. “Shura, no! you need to go to
Kyoto…you need to save them!”
“This is more important.” more important??? Yukio and the others were going to
die now…and once again I was the reason…
“Rin, I’ll leave as soon as this is sorted out…is this some kinda…uh… demon guy
pregnancy thingy?” the nurse had put thirteen stitches on the side of my nose
and Shura had demanded her to leave after so we could talk. though I knew
talking about my pregnancy weirded her out for some reason “It’s Satan, he’s in
my head and he says he’s possessing my baby.” it all came out in one rushed
breath and as soon as it was out Shura was standing “Why the hell would you
keep that a secret!?- you know what? Don’t answer that…there are two options of
getting rid of ‘em. First one: kill the baby. Second one: push him out with a
barrier chant…not sure if it will work considering this is Satan after all…but
we can try.” “Anything but the first one.” she nodded and looked around… the
other five exorcist (and the nurse) were waiting to take me back down to the
ceil so she moved fast, grabbing a chair and propping it against the handle
then she came back to me pulling her sword from her tattoo and lifted up my
shirt up… I knew it was just for the chant but damn was it awkward.
“Oh god, you smell like shit.” I really did…I wasn’t going to try to lie saying
I smelt like flowers after three and a half weeks of not showering. She grabbed
my arm and used her sword to cut me. With the blood she drew a circle and some
old looking symbols on my stomach then another on my forehead. Shura linked her
hands together and started her barrier chant.
'Riiinn~? What do you think you’re doing? Are you trying to get rid of your own
father??' yes… that was exactly what I was doing. There was a knock on the door
and the muffled voices asked if we were almost done, when we didn’t respond
they tried the door I could hear them starting to bang. 'If you don’t stop
right now I’ll take your babies soul with me! ehehahah' my breath hitched…would
he really? Could he? Probably…but I would not stop…he was planning to take the
baby as a vassal if I didn’t. I looked over as someone smashed their elbow
through the door then kicked it…slowly they were getting in. they shredded the
door down and took in the scene of us, “Ms.Kirigakure! You don’t have
permission-” there was a scream inside my head, high pitch, then Satan’s
laughter…the baby, oh god the baby! I gripped the knees of my pants tightly,
trying my best no to scream myself.
Arthur Augustus Angel ran into the room… how the hell did he hear about this so
fast?? “What is the meaning of this!?” he went for Shura who backed up still
chanting. 'I’m not easy to get rid of, I’ll come back and I’m sure I’ll have
some things for you and your cock sucking brother~' it went black. Everything…
The darkness was once again there and I had a hard time keeping myself from
hyperventilating waiting for him to jump out at me…but as my eyes adjusted, I
realized I was standing in mine and Yukio’s old room at the monastery… and
there he was, sitting on my old bed…but was it really him…? Or Satan again?
“It’s me, Rin. I’ve come to remind you.” I watched him closely as he stood and
fixed his glasses, but he was smart enough not to step closer to me “What do
you want?” “Don’t trust him… he will do it again if you let him.” I glared “Go
the fuck away… you’re not really my old man.” he smiled sadly then sighed
loudly “Well, I guess this is goodbye for good then.” I nodded, the next thing
I know I was covered in water.
“Wake up foul beast.” I looked around through my sopping wet bangs. Back in the
cage I guess…but this time, I was chained to the wall, my feet had to be at
least two feet off the floor….not the worst thing to wake up to…Yukio shooting
me was the worst so far on my invisible list of rude awakenings. “This is your
new ceil, I kept you in mind when I was choosing. I hope you enjoy it” fucking
bastard, he eyed me over then sighed. “We now know that the mass demon attacks
were caused by your pregnancy.”
He said it so nonchalantly that I thought he was joking for a second…but he
continued “The demons were drawn out and railed up because you had Satanic
fetus, Satan's line continuing on is a lower level demons one true joy…after
Ms.Kirigakure’s brave actions earlier we got word that all the demons
dispersed, ran, hid, fled.” that sounded like good news to me- not the whole
Satan's line shit- Yukio and the others would be coming back. He turned to
leave and I was glad but then he turned back and slapped me like a big, hairy,
bitch . Ow! what the fuck man? I wasn’t going to give him the satisfaction of
seeing me wince so I just stared at him waiting for him to explain why he
slapped me, because I knew he would. “247 -and counting- men and women are dead
because of that spawn of yours! The Grigori order has asked that I do not act
too rashly and kill it right now, but mark my words…you will be punished for
your sins!” with that he stormed out, leaving me and the ‘guards’…
My stomach felt tight… I wanted so desperately to reach down and feel them
moving around…to know that they were alright…but that would have to wait…Yukio
would be coming back to headquarters and when they talked about our baby all
that could be sorted out and I would be able to sort out what I was going to do
from there…I had imagined so many different futures…I just hope it wouldn’t be
the one where I ended up all alone.
Chapter End Notes
     if you've never been chained to a wall like that when your pregnant
     let me tell you...it sucks...
     i guess it would... not because i have experience or anything~
     (and this my friends...is what an author's note looks like without
     editing...bad jokes come'a flyin')
     anyway! love to you all this wonderful evening and reviews are always
     nice :D
***** A Beating Heart Can't Always Forgive *****
Chapter Notes
     Hello~ this chapter came out so fast! maybe because i've been writing
     so much lately... but fuck the typing gods! my fingers hhhuuuurrttt!
     anyway~ enjoy the return of 'the little shit'
See the end of the chapter for more notes
When did my throat get so soar that I couldn’t even scream in pain as I woke up
to another throb in my side? Probably over the day or so I had been chained to
the wall. My wrist were bothered by the cuffs but they weren’t to the point of
bleeding yet so that was a thing to be grateful for. To the left of me I heard
the horrible screeching of the door being thrown open. The two exorcist that
were on shift then to watch me and Shura stared up at me like I was some kind
of interesting statue on display…and they stood there…and stood there. I glared
at them and tried to growl but it came out cracked and nothing close to
threatening. “Cool your tits mommy-boy.” she turned to the other two and rested
a hand lazily on her hip “Get him down, carefully.”
My legs felt like needles when I was finally taken down and for a moment I had
to hang onto the bars while the blood rushed back to my legs “Wimpy four-eyes
finally made it back last night. Since this morning the Grigori order held a
privet hearing with him…” she sighed loudly and tugged me away from the bars
towards the door “Now they’ve asked me to come down here and get you, like I’m
some kind servant to those polished asses.” I didn’t bother to answer her
knowing that what I had to say wouldn’t make her stop bitching…
She led me to the trial room and almost instantly Yukio and my eyes locked. My
chest hurt, I wanted to punch him and yell at him for being a shit. Then, I
wanted to kiss him as hard as I could because I missed him so much…you can
kinda tell that I was conflicted at the moment, but that’s what it was, a
moment. Yukio turned his eyes away from me…never mind, I just wanted to punch
that asshole!- wait… I was totally going to show that fucking four-eyes that
I’ve ‘grown up’ so then he’ll have to apologize to me. I swear…I’m a genius
sometimes.
There was silence for a moment, the chairmen adjusted his spectacles as he
stood up “Do you have anything else you would like to confess to before I read
out loud your sentence?” I shook my head and he looked over his paper as he
spoke “Rin Okumura, you and your brother have done very shameful and sinful
things…not only did you have intimacy with another man, it was with your own
kin and now this…child?… you then lied about being deathly sick to your
teachers so you could get out of your classes- and you, Yukio Okumura, you
neglected to inform the order on this whole matter…were you planning to follow
in Shiro’s footsteps?” neither of us answered and he sighed heavily as he sat
back down “But, We cannot forget it is in demon nature to sin. You two have
also shown your loyalty to the Grigori order by defeating Gahanna gate… by all
the evidence presented before us, we have unanimously decided Yukio Okumura
will be on probation for the next five years, as for Rin Okumura, you will be
allowed to bring that child into the world…we will be watching you very
closely. We don’t want any more tragic massacre happens because of this chi-”
“If you don’t mind me pointing out, 353 exorcist worldwide have died because of
that-” “Sir Arthur Augustus Angel. You know the circumstances surrounding that
case are still under investigation. And after listening to Sir Pheles, there
may be more pawns at play…” the rage was radiating off Angel “I understand, but
would it not be too rash to let them go before having all the facts?”
“Would it not be too rash to hold a pregnant person chained to a ceil wall
before having all the facts?” ooohh. Take that baldy! Mephisto’s comment did
not go unappreciated as Shura laughed whole heartedly. The chairman’s mallet
smacked down making a wood on wood noise and drawing our attentions back to him
“This meeting is abjured! Take your childish fight outside if you would.”
okay…I couldn’t help myself from snickering, the way Angel stomped out of the
room was like he wanted to prove just how childish he really could be.
All I really wanted to do was go home and sleep at that point. But of course,
Shura dragged me to the infirmary to get a check up… half way through the check
up she got bored and told me she’d be back in while. “Let me just take these
blood test into the cool room and then we’ll um…do an ultrasound to check on
the baby.” the nurse tried, looking over other results from pointless test I
had already done. And then she disappeared into a side room just as the main
door flew open…oh, so now the little shit came crawling back. There stood
Yukio, he scanned the room until his eyes landed on me and I could just see the
way he stoned his emotions and marched over to me. Bring it on bastard, I’d
knock your head off.
“What. Gonna shoot me again?” I was half joking but Yukio’s cooled expression
broke to a sad one “You must know that wasn’t anything personal…” “’Wasn’t
anything personal’!? You shot me, Yukio!” “If I hadn’t more people would have
died.” I hated the way he was purposely keeping his voce normal…why couldn’t we
just have this fight the right way so we could move on? “I could have died, the
baby could have died!” “Rin, your flames are starting to appear, calm down.” I
stood up, glaring at him before reaching for the IV in my arm… I had enough of
this shit. I just wanted to be alone to cool off for a while, but stupid four-
eyes griped my wrist tightly and pushing me back onto the bed with his body
towering over “Rin! Do you think I didn’t consider that? Do you think I didn’t
hate myself afterwards for doing it? I wouldn’t have done it if I had another
choice…but I didn’t.”
I stared at him in shock as he broke down right there, bent over me. I
hesitantly reached out and felt his hot cheek , brushing my thumb over the two
moles under his wet eye “Then why…why did you say those harsh words?” he
laughed bitterly and wiped away his tears…”I was mad at you, for making it so
incurably hard to shoot you… I was throwing a pity-party because I knew you
would never trust me again.” I rolled my eyes at his dramatic ‘never trust me
again’ shit and pulled him down into a tight hug “I’m not really that good at
holding grudges….” he relaxed into me with a little bit of a laugh.
“Oh!…umm..” we looked over as the nurse talked back in. I started to pull away
but to my surprise -and I think the nurse’s to- Yukio growled “Get out.” she
walked briskly out of the room before I could even grasp why he had sent her
off. That is until he was pushing down into the bed “Eh? Yukio?” he leaned in,
smashing our lips together. It felt like we had been separated for years… I
moaned and greedily pulled him in closer, he held himself off my stomach
carefully. “Yukio, I missed you so much.” I managed between desperate kisses
and touches, his chuckle vibrated against my throat as he pressed his lips
against the skin there…oh god…my pants wear getting suspiciously tight.
“Yukio… I-” “Yo! This is not your own personal love shack!” I shoved him off me
and sat up with difficultly “Ah. Rin that hurt! You finger poked my eyes!”
“Shut up four-eyes, your being way too possessive.” he glared at me…ouch. His
left eye was red… I turned to Shura with groan… at least my hard on was gone
“Sorry…um… is it okay if-” “Go, Go…” yeah…it’s a good thing she cut me off
there…things might have gotten awkward.
But fuck my life… by the time we got back to the dorms, Yukio had sobered up
from his burst of lust and was telling me how he didn’t think I should ‘take
part in strenuous activities’ like what the fuck? “You’ve got to be
joking…dude, I think I can handle it.” “No, Rin. You’re exhausted and are in
desperate need of a shower.” I could feel my face heating up in embracement
“Oh, um…yeah. I smell pretty bad.” “Don’t give me that look. You know I didn’t
say it to hurt your feelings, Niisan.” I dug through my dresser for a clean
pair of pajamas that hopefully still cover my stomach unlike the school uniform
I had been wearing for almost a whole month…a few buttons were lost on it.
“What do you think I am, five? I wouldn’t want to make you gag so I’ll be going
to the showers now.” he caught my shoulder just as I made it to the doorway,
“No sex… but I’ll help you take a bath.” I rolled my eyes “I told you, I’m not
fi-” “Yes, but you are pregnant, it‘s dangerous if you slip or and fall… and I
want to do a quick test to make sure the baby is doing fine.” “Ffffiiinnnee.”
You know how if you take a cold shower in summer or a hot shower in winter it
gives your body a bit of relief? Never before had I taken a hot bath and felt
every single muscle in my body loosen, almost like I was dissolving into the
water like the soap Yukio was poring into his hand but some of it was spilling
over the side of his palm into the drink. Since we’re talking about a dorm
sized bath, you can imagine it was big enough for twelve guys to be in it at
once comfortably, Yukio had taken a shower the night before when he got back-
turns out he hadn’t taken a shower almost as long as me- so he stupidly refused
to get in the water, some shit like ‘I know what you’ll try if I do.’ well of
course! Damn was it that obvious?
“Tilt your head back.” I rested it on the side of the tub and his face came
back into view as he started running the soap through my hair….it felt so good
I let my eyes close for a moment but out of habit I jolted a little and kept
them open “What was that?” I stared up at him…god how I had missed that face…
no. concentrate on the question! “Nothing…just.. I don’t like falling asleep in
the water.” “…You won’t lose control again , Shura told me what happened. At
least, for now.” I sat up and grabbed the near by body soap before leaning back
again and scrubbing my sink clean while Yukio rinsed my hair with a bucket of
water “I know that… just a habit I guess…” “It’s bad one.” “I know, but with
you not there to shoot me every time it happened it was the only thing I-”
Whoa… where did that come from? Was I…holding that against him still? I looked
down guiltily “Sorry…” he sighed heavily and stood up…was he angry? He went and
grabbed my towel, then came back over and helped me get out “I really didn’t
mean that I’m just-” he sighed again holding my face with towel “You did, it’s
fine Rin…this is another reason we can’t have sex yet… whether you know it or
not, you think that if we have sex then everything will go back to how it use
to be… but you need to realize it won’t until you can really forgive me, not
force yourself to… it will take time, but I’ll try to make it up to you.” that
didn’t make sense… I HAD forgiven him…was I really doing that?
“You are angry though…” “Not at you…I need to forgive myself as while.” man… he
was really serious about this… with huff I leaned up and kissed his cheek
“Okay…I’ll…I’ll think about it.” he smiled and started drying off my hair.
“Now, I’m going to check the baby’s heartbeat…this might also give us insight
into if there is more than one.” I nodded and lifted my soft clean shirt up,
sure I felt kinda ridiculous, sitting on the edge of his bed with my shirt up
and him rubbing my stomach… but I let him, I mean, he had been avoiding
touching it even when we had laid tangled up in the twin bed four weeks ago…so
him seeming to have an awed fascination with it now was a good thing, right?
“You defiantly need to gain more weight, you should be twenty pounds heaver
than this.” Heaver? If I got any heaver than that I’d be a sumo!
He took out the plunger-headphone-thingys from the doctor kit he had under his
bed, everyone at the monastery had pitched in to get him it for our thirteenth
birthday… they’d given me the newest volume of the manga I was really into back
then… ah good times…away, He put the ear bud parts in his pointed ears and I
winced at the cool metal side was rubbed across my abdomen.
“Do you hear it-” “Shoosh.” I bit my lips as I waited… it shouldn’t take him
this long to find a heartbeat, should it? Or maybe he couldn’t hear it because
my racing heart was too loud… “Rin, take a deep breath and hold it until I say
so.” I did as I was told and he pressed against the side harder…though he was
trying not to show it, the way his brow was twitching gave him away…he was
afraid. Then suddenly his face turned up into surprise and relief “Breath out.”
I let it out a he smiled fondly at my stomach. “Do you want to hear, Rin?” “I..
I can?” he took off the headphones and put them on me while holding the metal
part to the same place on my stomach…
At first all I could hear was my own heart, it sounded like it was in a tunnel…
then…there it was…a smaller version of my heart sound… this was crazy…my chest
hurt in an oddly wonderful and exhilarating way…gosh, I had to take the
headphones off or I would cry like a sappy girl but I was smiling, Yukio was
smiling back at me, though probably not as insanely as my own “That’s our
baby.” he hesitantly rested his hand over my wrists that were starting to heal
up from the chains and nodded “It is.”
Chapter End Notes
     things are getting better for them... but there are still some major
     problems on the horizon...
     i might be taking a month long break because Sacanime con is coming
     up and i gots to draw lots of shit and make lots of shit for my booth
     and my cosplay is not done...-_- yeah...shit...but i will return!
     *spoilers for next chapter*
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***** Dinner With Unwelcomed Guest *****
Chapter Notes
     Yo! month long break is over! but i have some bad news... this will
     be the last chapter made on my computer...T^T it is very old and now
     is turning off whenever it wants... the plug is making a crackling
     noise but it can't even be on with out being plugged in... sooo....
     i'll try to write the chapters out on my ipod until i get a new
     computer.... if i get one... A-anyway! new chapter! yay~
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“You are not coming.” I stopped in the middle of sliding my shoes on -had to
start wearing slip-ons because I couldn’t tie my shoes anymore and I refused to
let Yukio do it for me- and looked up at him “Awe c’mon, Yukio!” he shook his
head with a sigh and that angry smile of his “Did you honestly think I would
let you come with me?” heh. That’s what he said… Ignoring that thought, I gave
my best pleading face “Please?” “No.” fuck. My shoulders slumped a little as he
started heading for the door “Why not?” oh look, he stopped. By the look on his
face he didn’t seem too happy with the question I obviously knew the answer to…
I just really really want to go.
“Rin, you’re pregnant and under house arrest.” “The order didn’t put me under
house arrest!” “But I did, just now.” what a jerk. I mean, I know I can’t take
the Lower 2nd Class exorcist test… I just wanted to watch! He opened the front
door and I followed after him but he paused in the doorway “I’m serious, Rin.
Don’t leave the house while I’m gone- Kuro, please watch him.” oh hohoho… using
my own familiar against me? Arg… I was too tired to actually care to tell the
truth… I guess I would go back to bed then. What a waste of a perfect snowy
afternoon, but eating and sleeping were pretty much all I felt up to these
days.
His lips pressed softly to my forehead and I blushed. Well what else am I
suppose to do when you spring something like that on a guy? “Goodbye, Niisan.
Call me if you experience any pain and or you go into pre-mature labor.” wait
what? Pre-mature labor?? Was he messing around or could that kinda thing
actually happen? Oh my god… what if I do go into labor and I can’t get a hold
of him?? I was going to ask him how likely that would happen but he was already
gone. Okay, no need to panic, panicking might send you into labor… but then
again… prison didn’t so… maybe I’m in the clear? Why did he say that? Did he
want to make me all freaked out? I held my breath when I suddenly felt the baby
move… not coming out yet? Good. Breathe out.
That’s right, we now knew that there was one big fatty inside me, not normal
sized twins and that was totally okay with me… sure I wouldn’t mind having two…
but we were kinda new to this whole parenting thing- though I bet Yukio would
say something like ’I’ve been raising you.’ like he’s my ‘parent’ and shit. I
think things would be a lot weirder if my twin brother/lover was also my parent
figure… not that I’m saying I don’t think that being in love with my brother is
weird, ‘cause it is. But I love him so I guess I just gotta deal with it.
Since Yukio wasn’t there I decided I’d sleep on his bed because you know what
that idiot had done this time? He decided (infuses on the he) we should sleep
in our own beds, ‘because you’re pregnant’ he says. How many times in the last
week had he used that as an excuse to not have to do things with me or keep me
from doing stuff? At least 30. Just because I’m fat and probably not much of a
turn on doesn’t mean you have the right to withhold any and all affection for
me!
I climbed into the bed with a sigh, Kuro jumped up on the bed and laid himself
out on top of the sheets where as I bundled myself up in Yukio’s sheets. Awe…
they smelled just like him “Stupid Yukio…” eh? Did that come out of my mouth?
Well, it didn’t really matter. My eyes slip shut as I took a deep breath of
Yukio’s scent….
Gun.
No…
Gun.
I said n-
Gun.
A scream had me sitting straight up in bed almost hitting my head on the top
bed above me. I looked around quickly, my heart pounding fiercely… was that… my
scream? No… ’Rin? Are you okay?’ I looked over to Kuro who was shoving himself
in my face trying to make sure I was fine. Was I fine? Yeah, I think so… it
wasn’t Satan after all. I pushed him away a little “I…did I scream?” ‘no…?’ I
thought for sure I heard a scream in my ears. Guess it was in the dream… was it
even considered a dream when your eyes are only closed for less than sixty
seconds? I got off the bed and looked to my bed with a glare. Was I really
going to miss out on this opportunity to lay in his bed because of that stupid
grudge? Uh, no. so I climbed back in his bed determined to sleep… why was it
that I couldn’t just forgive and forget the whole ’shooting pregnant people’
and move on from there? … oh… wow… if you took that out of context it’d be
really weird wouldn’t it? Maybe what he did really was something I shouldn’t
easily forgive…
Too much thinking. Sleep. I wish… there was a punch against the inside of my
stomach and I gasped… damn, that actually hurt. It was almost as if the baby
was trying to say ‘yo! Go the fuck to sleep already, gees.’ … not like I would
ever let a baby say that sort of thing! That would be bad parenting… right? But
it would be kinda funny- no! bad parenting… the weird thing is, the inner fight
I was having with myself was the thing I ended up falling asleep to…
The sound I woke up to on the other hand was really unsettling… the floor
boards… slowly creaking in the hall outside the room. S’not like I couldn’t
just whip out my sword that was laying on the floor right in front of the bed
if it turned out to be some intruder… still, being pregnant I had a hard time
fighting… I think Yukio said something about not fighting because it was bad
for the baby. Oh well… I’d only use it if it was serious. The creaking floor
suddenly stopped. Not a sound, I reached for my sword and waited. Something out
of the corner of my eye moved and I turned to see Amaimon jumping in threw the
window like it was the normalist thing in the world. How did he even get in?
the window had been locked!
“Still holding the demon seed inside you brother? I thought it would chew it’s
way out by now.” I struggled out of bed clutching my sword tightly “What the
fuck do you want?” he dug in his pocket and pulled out a lollipop and shoved it
in his mouth as he slowly walked more into the room “I came to see the baby.
Their really cute when they feed off their mother’s carcasses the first week.
But it seems this one is still sleeping.” he made a move to reach for my
stomach with his disgustingly long nails and I drew my sword, blue flames
lighting up the darkening room from the setting sun outside. “Don’t you dare
touch me, bastard.” he stared at me with that creepy blank stare with his hand
still out reached but unmoving. “I’m bored of waiting, I’ll cut it out now.”
his hand lunched towards me almost too fast for me to move back.
He was about to try and stab his long nails at me again but there was a scream…
no, not the same as before… and I guess it was more of a roar of anger as Kuro
transformed into his larger form. He stood in front of me protectively catching
Amaimon off guard but he quickly regained his blank expression and made a
batting away motion as he took the candy out of his mouth with a ‘pop’ noise
“Move out of the way kitty unless you would like me to kill you. Do you want me
to?” Kuro roared again ‘Stay away from Rin!!’ I wasn’t going to sit back and
watch as he charged at Amaimon (destroying everything in the room in the
process) I ran at him to with my sword, ignoring the screaming pain in my
swollen ankles and lower back.
It was going to be a direct hit, Amaimon couldn’t escape from mine and Kuro’s
double attack in that small of a room. But the bedroom door opening with a loud
slam into the wall was enough to break the door off it’s hinges and send a
massive gust of wind inside. All three of us turned to the door to see…
Mephisto?? Oh god, he was wearing an apron.
“Now now Amaimon~ you have to wait to play with the baby.” “But brother! It
should be born by now!” Mephisto wagged his finger at him “Ah ah~ you forget,
little brothers Okumuras are both half human. So the baby will take longer to-”
Amaimon stomped his foot making the floor boards break but he didn’t look too
bothered by the fact his foot was hanging down into the first floor… oh… Yukio
isn’t going to be happy about that…
“Brother, that’s unfair! I want to play with it now!” I growled as I backed
away from him more, keeping my sword pointed at him where as Kuro stayed in
place, ready to lung if he tried anything “You will NEVER get to ’play’ with my
baby!!” Amaimon snapped. Rushing at me with his face skewed up in demonic rage
but Mephisto grabbed him by the collar and pulled him back against him before
he even got close to me… erm… Amaimon looked up to Mephisto ready to yank away
but Mephisto squeezed his waist harder against his and Amaimon made this…
really weird noise… like he sounded like he was in pain, yeah of course
Mephisto was probably on the verge of breaking his back… but it sounded like-
and I might be totally wrong- he was… enjoying it…
“Be a good little brother and apologize to Okumura.” Amaimon pulled away from
Mephisto and bowed to me “I’m sorry.” when he stood back up straight his face
was back to it’s normal creepy blank stare… I felt a bit awkward though… did I
just witness Mephisto and Amaimon being… r-romantic together?? Wouldn’t have
expected that in a million years. I slid my sword back into the cover giving
them a wary glare “You aren’t gonna try to attack me again, are you?” he simply
shook his head. Mephisto snickered though there was no humor in it as he turned
to the door. “Now, come down stairs, I’m treating you to a home cooked Tokyo
style Miku sushi roll made by mwa~!” oh god… Mephisto…cooked again.
I know I should’ve been grateful in someway for Mr.-boss-guy of the whole
school going out of his way to make me food… but frankly? He was the worst cook
ever. His original creation ‘The Tokyo style Miku sushi roll’ ended up being a
stock of uncooked leek sloppily rolled in ripping seaweed and burnt rice… I
mean… it was definitely an improvement from the mysterious soupy purple shit he
gave me and Yukio last time…arrgg… I get the chills just thinking about it.
There was about eight rolls on the table and Mephisto’s big pink chair at the
end. The both of them sat down and said their thank for the food’s but I was
standing there, Kuro now back to his normal size was sitting beside me watching
them suspiciously.
“Eh… so you guys are just gonna stay for dinner…?” Mephisto pause in his
cutting the sushi with a fork and knife and gave me a look that clearly said ’I
know you’re uncomfortable but I don’t really care.’ that bastard. “Why of
course~! We knew you would be all by yourself this evening because your mate is
one of the instructors for the Lower Second Class Exorcist exams. What kind of
gentleman would I be if I left you all alone? It’s very dangerous you know…”
“Then why is he here.” I pointed to Amaimon who was shoving one roll after
another down his throat… man he must have a steel stomach… was that sardines
falling out of the roll in hid hand? Gross.
Mephisto waved it off and went back to cutting his sushi like a retard “He
simply wanted to come along.” I hesitantly sat down at the table with them…
this was so fucking weird. He swatted Amaimon’s hand away from the last sushi
roll and put it in front of me “Don’t be rude dear brother. Okumura hasn’t had
his fill.” erm… did I really have to eat it? I laughed awkwardly and pushed it
away from me “S-sorry! I’m feeling sick to my stomach- not because the food!
No… the baby and all that… so…” Amaimon shoved it down his throat to join the
other eight rolls and I silently thanked him in my brain.
“I’ve been meaning to ask… why did you ditch us when we were trying to tell the
order about the baby? You like, disappeared and then suddenly reappeared way
after we needed you!” I glared at him as he smirk mischievously as always “I
decided not to get involve. You really shouldn’t get into the habit of relying
on others. It’s a very bad one to have…” the pop sound of the new lollipop
leaving Amaimon’s mouth was a disgusting slurping noise as he started rapping
his grossly long tongue around it. “That’s a lie. Brother was bothered by what
the man with woman hair said. That he had a soft spot for yo-” Mephisto
chuckled and picked up his shinny fork “Oh little brother, you must be
mistaken~” he continued to chuckle even when he stabbed the fork into Amaimon’s
hand who didn’t seem to mind all that much and just continued slobbering all
over his candy.
“I guess… ah, thanks for keeping me company ?” Mephisto looked to me but his
smile had grown darker. He tipped the brim of his hat down a little as he
abruptly stood up “Well, it is getting rather late. Goodnight to you Okumura
and…” whoa, he was leaning in way too close, I could smell his perfume! “Don’t
you think the Grandfather of this child will stop at nothing to be there at
it’s birth? Or stop by to pick it up for a trip to Grandpa’s every now and
then~?” something thick and hot was building up in my throat. The baby would
constantly be chased after by Satan, wouldn’t it? I glared at him as he stood
back up straight “I’ll protect it with my life if it comes to that.” he made a
crazed high pitch laugh and pulled Amaimon to his feat. “It simply amazes me
that you can be as strong as a demon king and yet be as careless as a human…
though you are the in between gene.” he swung his cane around in a circle “I do
wonder how you would react if the baby wasn’t as human as you wanted it to be.”
and with that he snapped his fingers, the both of them disappearing into a
cloud of sparkly pink smoke.
I-it wouldn’t be anymore a demon than me or Yukio, right? Did two half demon
half human people equal a whole human or a whole demon? Arrg! I was actually
wishing for the first time that I was better at math… but what if it was more
demon than us? Well… I guess I would teach them not to destroy everything and
make sure they know I’d always protect them…. Ukobach came out of the cabinet
under the sink and started gathering the plates off the table. I got up with a
cringe, shit. I must’ve hurt my back when I was fighting Amaimon…
I started walking for the stairs with the full intention of going back to sleep
when the shrill scream rung out from all sides of the hall. The walls were
shaking, crumbling and the roof was creaking in a very unsettling way. I
covered my ears hoping that’d help but of course it didn’t. I had to get out of
the building before it collapsed! I started to the door but halted in my steps.
Looking down the hall to the door area I saw there was a kid standing there… I
don’t really remember what they looked like but I just remember even from the
distance, the fear was evident in their bright blue eyes.
Gun.
A shot rang out. Everything fell silent, the walls were no longer shaking… the
screaming stopped… the kid fell backwards and I saw blood running down their
forehead… Why? Why would someone do something like that? Ignoring my soar back
I went to run to them but a hand grabbed my arm from behind and I turned to see
Yukio… did he do this?? “Rin, What’s wrong?” I ripped my hand away from him and
stepped away from him… no… why would he…? Anger was boiling inside me and I
slapped him “You bastard! Why would you do that?!” he gave me a concerned look
and reached for me “What are you talking about?” I turned back to the door and
nearly lost my footing in shock… no kid laying up against the door with a
bullet through the forehead just… normal. “W-what the fuck? What did I…” I
could feel my heart racing with both fear and relief weaved through my system
and I rubbed my face harshly into my hands before turning to him… “S-sorry… I
must be tiered. How did the exam go?” we stared at each other for a moment …
did something happen at the exams or something? Was everyone okay?? He walked
closer to me and I instinctively backed up….right into the wall. Was it me or
was the room getting hotter? He came in closer, I could feel the warmth of his
breath as he leaned in closer “Rin…” his lips were just inches away “Rin…” I
couldn’t take it anymore I leaned forward to kiss him. But all I got was air.
My eyes flipped open and I was so confused. Where did Yukio go? And why was I
staring up at the bottom of a bunk bed? The lights were on and I groaned
covering my face with Yukio’s pillow. Had that all been a dream…? Someone
cleared their throat and stepped closer to the bed “Rin, didn’t I tell you to
sleep in your own bed?” oh so he was home… I took the pillow off my face and
did my best puppy dog eyes “But my bed doesn’t smell like you…” I know I know,
I was just laying it on thick so he wouldn’t kick me off his bed. He turned
away, undoing his weapons belt and shrugging off his exorcist jacket but I
didn’t miss his mumble of “I guess you can sleep there…”
While he got dressed for bed I looked around the room but it didn’t look like
the fight had ever happened… so all of that had been a dream? But the flashes
of scared eyes losing their shine and blood trailing down the face… I felt…
guilty… I looked to him as he came back the bed and I scooted over him. He
turned of the light over head and climbed into the bed but kept his back
towards me… he was probably dangling off the bed just to keep away from me. I
turned over and rapped my arms arm around his waist. I ignored the fact that he
was stiffening up and berried my face into his bare back… he smelt like sweat,
dirt, and gun powder… it was amazing… sure not as amazing as the smell he had
during um… ’mating season’?
“Hey Yukio?” “What is it?” “If… if the baby grows up and goes on a rampage…
would you shoot them?” Yukio turned to me, though I couldn’t see his face I had
a feeling he wasn’t smiling. “It’s my job as an exorcis-” “But would you be
able to?” “… If other’s lives were in danger and there was no other way to make
them… yes.” I hadn’t known what I was expecting as an answer… so I just laid
there for a moment before I leaned forward and kissed him. It wasn’t much,
nothing more than lips on lips, but it was something… comfort. I pulled away
with what I think was a smile… it didn’t really matter since he couldn’t see it
“I love you.” there was a long sigh before I felt his hand creeping under my
sweatshirt to rest on my stomach. “I love you both.” “You’re a real sap
sometimes, you know that?”
“…But I, um, don't mind…”
Chapter End Notes
     Was it all a dream? or was some of it real? anywho~ reviews are
     lovely~ i'll try to keep updating once every week/two weeks and i
     wish you all have a lovely day!
***** Bright Red *****
Chapter Notes
     Hello~ the con is over and now I am free again until school starts up
     again in two weeks :( anyway! First chapter written on my iPod! A lot
     harder than I thought it would be but I made it... Enjoy new chapter!
     Hurray!
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Normally, at that hour the only thing that could be heard was my chainsaw-like
snoring, Yukio's slow and light snoring, The bell on Kuro's neck jiggling as he
stretched out on top of my feet, and the clock over Yukio's desk ticking away
the time.... But that was normally... "T-this is not funny, Yukio!" "I'm not
laughing." "I know you want to-ah!" I covered my mouth with my hand as my face
grew a darker shade of red. Oh god... Why? Why me? One of his hands held my
bare hip tightly while as the other one pinch and pulled on my nipple... this
had become the new 'normal' of our nights... Let me start back a few days
before, when it all started.
We had been sitting at the table together, it was well after we had finished
dinner but we had stayed sitting there is mostly silence. Sure we'd
occasionally say something small like 'I think it's snowing outside again.'
'Really.' 'Yep.' And then silence would settle over us again... It's not like
it was an awkward silence... Actually it was pretty nice. My mind was
wondering, thinking about what I would be getting Yukio for mine and his
birthday since it was coming up and all... When I shocked both of us by
absentmindedly saying "I wonder if I'm going to grow boobs..." It was too late
of course to tell Yukio he didn't need to explain it to me. He fixed his
glasses and gave me a look that said 'I will now explain everything I know
about this subject to you for hours' oh joy.
"Male demons that get pregnant haven't been recorded to have grown female-like
breast. Though the hormones in their bodies do allow them to produce
milk-" "Oh my god. Shut up." I could feel my face heating up as I smacked it
hard into the table. Horrified. That's all I can describe how I felt at that
moment... I didn't want to hear about it... It was just weird, okay? "Niisan,
what are you freaking out about? You were the one who asked." "I-I was just
thinking out loud! God..." I lifted my head to glare at him when I saw he was
staring at me... Like, really just staring which of course was kinda creeping
me out so I sat up straight but kept my glare directed at him from the corner
of my eye "Besides, I'ma half demon! I probably won't be able to do that." He
was leaning closer now... Oh shit. I looked away completely. "That may be so
Niisan, but male humans can breast feed as well." Wait... What? I turned back
to him incredulously "Are you joking?" He was leaning in even more now, his
hand rubbing across my chest making me inhale sharply... Finally! My body had
been aching, wanting him to touch me like this. Arg, get a hold of yourself!
You sound like a whore.
But just as I started to lean into his touch he pulled away. Did I whimper?
Hell if I know, my head was just on the edge of blurring but when he abruptly
stood up I managed to regain my cool. I grabbed hold of his hand as I clumsily
stood up after him with an awkward laugh "You were joking. Right?" He stared at
me for a moment before a smile came to his face... And it wasn't the happy
one... It was the 'I'm gonna eat you alive' smile. It seemed like forever since
I had seen it. And I was getting a jumpy feeling in the pit of my stomach and
my heart was picking up a few notches. "Why don't I tell you how it works while
I do a full body check up?"
I gulped when the bedroom door closed behind us. Okay... Not really sure what
Yukio was suggesting by a 'full body' check up... Was that his geeky way of
saying 'I can't hold back any longer, lets have sex.'? The baby wouldn't pop
out if we had sex, would it? "Rin, take your clothes off." "I-I'm not just
gonna take me clothes off for you." He kneeled down beside his bed and pulled
out his doctor bag from underneath with a drawn out sigh "It's just a check up.
I've told you before Rin, I'm not going to try anything so just do it." I
wanted to have some kind of come back-anything would have been fine- but the
news that this really was just a check up was kind of disappointing...
Begrudgingly I slipped off the shirt I had been been borrowing from Yukio
because it was big enough to go over my stomach and... Also because it smelt
like him- but mostly because it was big enough! Then my sweatpants came off
next. I glanced over to Yukio but he was busy fiddling with his equipment... It
would pay if he was a little more interested in the strip show he had me
proforming for him but oh well I guess... "Do I have to take off my underwear?"
He didn't even pause in what he was doing he just said "Stop acting like a
girl, I've seen all of it before so hurry up and take them off."
I felt my face growing red again and I stuck my tongue out at him before
quickly taking them off... Err... The room was a little chiller when your buck
naked. Yukio finally turned to me as he got back up to his feet "Alright. Rin,
sit on the edge of the bed." Nothing? Either he was really good at masking his
reaction or god damn me being pregnant was a turn off. I did as I was told and
he kneeled down in front of me his expression never leaving a bored state even
when he began to run his hands along my sides in an utterly sinfully amazing
way.
"You see, men and women alike have both oxytocin and prolactin, hormones that
are responsible for breast milk." I bit my lip harshly as his hands ran across
my stomach, down to my thighs... H-he was doing this on purpose! He wanted to
get a reaction out of me! Well I wasn't going to let him have the satisfaction.
With a gulp of fresh air I asked in a fairly sturdy voice "Then why is it the
first time I've heard if it? I haven't seen any dude's nipples leaking or some
shi- fuck!" I said fairly sturdy... It's not like I knew when his hands were
traveling back up that they were heading for my nipples. "That's because it
requires many hours of vigorous nipple stimulation to get any and there are the
cases that even then they can't produce at all. But considering you are already
half demon, getting you to produce milk shouldn't take as long." He said it
like it was the most obvious thing in the world. I slapped his hands away from
my nipples and scooted farther onto the bed, away from him.
"You pervert! I'm not going to let you do something so... Creepy! Besides, even
if all that shit is true it's way too early! There's still three months to-" he
grabbed hold of my forearm and my face grew four times darker red as our eyes
locked... Damn, with a loud whin I threw my hands up and mumbled "Fiiinnnn...
But if I tell you to stop you better fucking stop." Heh... Like I would ever be
the one to tell him to stop... Had to keep some kind of cool front, you know?
And that's why I sat on the edge of the bed a couple of days later in nothing
more than the bed sheets pooled in my lap letting Yukio pull and pinch and
twist and squeeze and sucked my poor bright red nipples while trying to cover
my embarrassing erratic erotic noises. I tried to tell myself it didn't feel
good, that the moans that were spilling out of my mouth were from pain not
pleasure but I've never been a very good liar. "Yukio... Please, I c-can't
handle this anymore! Mmp!" I bit my lip until the point of bleeding when his
mouth pulled away completely so I wouldn't reach out and pull him back. The
wetness he left on my chest making air feel cold. He got up and patted me on
the head like you would some kid before going over to his desk to look out the
window "Shiemi is on her way to the door. Get dressed. "
"Why is she here? Isn't it a little late?" Yukio came back to me from the
window and leaned down kissing the corner of my mouth gently as he murmured
"Sorry if I pulled to hard today." I sighed contently, now this kind of thing
what I wanted. "It's fine... I forgive you. Really." He pulled away just enough
to look me in the eye. His mouth opened like he was about to say something but
then the sound of someone knocking on a window down below had him closing it
again and he stood up again "Shiemi called earlier, she said she wanted to
bring by some things. We should hurry, she's out there in the snow." Arrg. I
didn't want to go down stairs again that night. But I guess it would be pretty
asshole-ish of me if I refused to see her after she had come all this way out
to see me.
"Good evening! Sorry I came so late. I really tried to get here earlier but I
got caught up at the shop." A smile spread across my face upon seeing her bow
repeatedly, her face bright red either from the cold or from embarrassment
"It's fine, we weren't sleeping yet so... Why'd you stop by anyway?" She halted
in he bow and looked up at me with a determined expression before standing up
straight again "Right! I brought some things I thought you would need when the
babies are born- if you have them already it's fine, I'll just take them back-
so please help yourself!" Nii stepped forward with a wagon made of wood
branches sprouting out of his back with a bunch of baby care stuff inside.
"Thank you very much Shiemi, we haven't had a chance to prepare anything yet so
this will help out a lot." She smiled wide at him before she seemed to remember
something and turned to me while she dug out a pice of paper from one of the
folds in her kimono "I got everyone to sign this card." I took it from her. It
was obviously a homemade card with a pretty good drawing of a baby and hearts
around the word 'Congratulations!' Suguro had probably drawn it... Maybe that
meant he wasn't mad at me anymore? On the inside was everyone's signature. I
was about to thank her but then a certain signature caught my eye "Shiemi...
You got Amaimon to sign it?"
"Well yeah, he was over when I made the card. He says he's excited for the
baby." "You still... see him?" "Of course!" Something in the pit if my gut flew
up to my throat and settled there like a thick bolder. Yukio could tell that I
had gone stif and pulled me back slightly by the shoulder, putting himself
between the two of us "Yes, well, let's move away from the doorway and we'll
get you something warm to drink." "Oh no no! It's fine, mama is waiting for me
back at home and I'm sure you two must be tired so I'll be going now." "Here,
I'll use my key so you can transport right to your shop." Thank you." As he
opened the front door to the street her shop was on I suddenly reached out and
grabbed hold of her sleeve.
She looked to me with a soft smile and I quickly let go of her sleeve. Damn how
come I was acting so uncool? "It's just... Be careful and... How is everyone?"
I sounded kinda deflated, maybe even a little desperate to know how everyone
was. She grabbed my shoulder a d gave it a little squeeze "their all fine,
Konekomaru is back in class, Bon and Izumo seem to be getting along better...
Even if they don't say it... They all miss you." I gave her a smile then she
suddenly yanked Yukio and me down for a hug "I'm always here to help. If either
of you need anything I'll try my best to help you both... I... I love you both
so much." Oh god... My face was getting red yet again so I looked away until
she let go, her own face slightly red and a smile that was bright and happy...
But I could still tell there was some pain etched into it. "See you tomorrow
Yukio, bye Rin! I'll come by to visit again soon!" She turned back to the door
and Nii pulled all the branches back inside himself as he followed after her
leaving all the baby stuff behind. Yukio grabbed hold of my hand and kissed the
top of it before going over to pick up the crib box and starting off to the
stairs "Are you coming, Niisan?" I Mumbled something along the lines of 'I
wish' before stalking after him.
When I made it back to the room I watched as he sat the box down in the middle
of the room. "Soon our baby will be sleeping in this." He was smiling at the
box and I couldn't help but smile as while... That is, until he continued "Of
course, if he or she is anything like you, we'll have to add metal bars and a
lock." I kicked him in the leg and his face lost its happiness though the smile
remained "Is there a problem Niisan?" "Arg! Stop being so weird!" With the
stomp of my foot I started to turn to where his bed was but he pulled me back
to him, holding my back to his chest I could feel his heart beating softly
compared to my jagged beating as his lips pressed against my ear and his hand
briefly ran across my chest, fabric rubbing my recently abused nipples, my
breath hitched. "Thank you... For truly forgiving me... I'm happy." With that
he pulled away, ruffling my hair and heading back over to the box with the
intent of setting up the crib inside... But there I stood. Face probably the
picture of a love struck teenage mess, hair every which way, hazy eyes wide,
lips clamped together, skin burning, and eyebrows drawn in confusion... I shook
my head and slowly started to the bed though I did touch my ear that still felt
tingly from his hot breath against it. Damn that bastard... He was going to be
the death of me. Seriously.
Chapter End Notes
     Yes... Men can breast feed... I researched it! Basically not that
     much plot (Mostly just nipple play) ahem... And it was shorter than
     most chapters I think but I'm still trying to get use to typing on an
     iPod...
     Next chapter!: Christmas, Rin and Yukio's birthday (possibly the
     return of friends.)
     Comments are nice! I like 'em a lot... So make sure to leave one down
     below and tell me what you think about this chapter~<3
     Love you all and I hope you stick around for the next chapter! /0W0/
***** So Happy *****
Chapter Notes
     Can I rant really quick? So I've been reading a book by Dean Koontz
     because my uncles cool and gives me books he likes... The story is
     pretty good, but I hate the way he writes! I'm a little more than
     half way through because once I start a book I have to finish it.
     Then I noticed my own writing was getting sloppy... He also gave my
     writers block multiple times. So! I put that book on hold and am
     reading a book from my favorite author Stephan King and ITS SUDDENLY
     SO EASY TO WRITE!
     Okay okay...I'm done. Remember that rating? You should keep it in
     mind. :)
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The snow felt amazing. Sure it was freezing, but it was refreshing after being
cooped up in the dorm for so long. The smell of trees, a certain giddy sense in
the pit of my stomach... See? The baby wanted to go outside to! "What the hell
do you think you're doing!?" I looked over my shoulder as Yukio hurried over to
me and I groaned "What does it look like I'm doing? I'm just getting some fresh
air, chillax bro." He tugged roughly on the hem of the shirt I was wearing,
forcing me to sit back on my legs. I glared at him as best as I could but then
I sneezed. This was getting old, he wasn't my parent and he certainly couldn't
keep me in the dorms forever!
"I wanna go somewhere! It's boring sitting around here all day!" Yes I was
whining but it wasn't fair! He was the little brother and here he was trying to
tell me what to do. He pulled me down off my desk and locked the window before
grabbing me by both shoulders and sighing so much like an old man it wasn't
even funny... I wonder if Yukio would end up getting gray hair in his twenties
because if me... "We'll go somewhere today. Just... Please stop hanging half
your body out of windows." I grinned happily and patted his head with a laugh,
then, as an after thought I pulled him down for a quick smooch. It wasn't a
totally mind blowing make out session, lips on lips, my hands holding his jaw,
and his hands slowly sinking around waist. But hot damn! I could never even
begin to explain how amazing these kisses were.
He was the first to pull away, stress forgotten he looked right back at my
grinning face with a content smile. And this was the part that always bothered
me; he was mine. No one else could touch or kiss him... Not even me. Arrrgg...
In that moment I was beginning to itch with desire, desire to yank him back to
me for something less innocent than what we had just done... I was horney as
hell, okay? But... The thing that kept me from mauling him was a stupid amount
of things; the fear that the mood would die because of the lumpage I was
carrying (a.k.a the baby), what if he wasn't really in the mood and wanted to
stop? What if someone stopped by? What if having sex was not good for the baby?
What if I went into labor in the middle of it? What if I peed myself? Stop it!
You see what I mean? I couldn't help thinking too much when it came to Yukio...
It was just so hard to tell what he was thinking and all.
I finally broke the staring, always with the awkward amount of eye contact when
there was nothing to say! "So, where were you planning on taking me?" That
sounded suspiciously like a date...hmmm. He shrugged and handed me my jacket on
his way out of the room "Well, I was planning on going shopping. You can come
along and pick out things you'll need for that Christmas party you've insisted
on throwing the day everyone is scheduled to leave for Christmas break." I
stuck my tongue out at Mr. Partypooper as we headed for the door and Kuro
noticed us and called out 'I'm coming to!' Before chasing after us.
Not as many people were around the campus. Most were back at their dorms,
packing their bags and getting ready to head home the next day and nobody who
was out walking took notice to us, too wrapped up in getting out of the snow to
notice my gut for which I was grateful. I'm not ashamed of anything... Just
self-conscious... With all these chemicals in my body jumping around and shit
like Yukio had said... Or something like that, I was feeling as though I had
two left feet. I felt Yukio place his hand on my lower back comfortingly and my
already red from the cold face blew up.
"Where do you think you're putting your hand!?" He rolled his eyes and turned
abruptly into a store "Would you rather me put it somewhere else?"my tail
stiffened as he ran a finger over the area it came out of... Oh god yes! I
wanted that more than anything... B-but I had enough tack not to let a loud
moan out when we were in public! He pulled away and grabbed a cart and I
followed after him. Glaring daggers into his shoulder. "I'm going to kill you."
I stated in a voice I hopped didn't sound too effected by him and he grabbed up
a bottle of soy sauce with a bland 'hmmm' after that, I ignored him. Kuro and I
went to go pick out the ingredients for sushi and homemade Christmas cake.
When I came back to him, I dumped all the ingredients into the cart, he looked
at the cart for a moment, then me "Do you really think the amount Mephisto gave
us is going to pay for all this." I thought about it before giving him a
serious expression "Yes." He smiled that way that said 'I failed you as a
touter, haven't I?" Before sighing "I guess I'll be paying for it all..." I
shrugged and patted his back "It's fine, I've got you the best present ever...
It'll totally make up for this." He gave me a wary look "Is it pair of Groucho
glasses?" Oh... That was a good guess... Looks like I'll have to get him
something else. I smiled wickedly and started to the register "I'm not telling
you~"
We got back to the dorms and I sighed, it was so weird... I had never been this
weak before... Do normal people feel this winded after caring twelve bags two
miles? But I guess it was a good thing I had refused to let Yukio carry any of
the bags because holy hell I was out of shape! We started to put things away in
silence, but I could feel there was something in the air between us... And
after shoving the seaweed wraps into the cupboard I felt hands around my waist
as he tucked his head into my shoulder and I flinched when his hot breath
tickled my neck.
"Time for your check up." I gulped and pushed him away as I turned to him with
a nervous smile "Seriously? It's the middle of the day... I'm starting to think
you just want an excuse to give me a boner..." I laughed, but Yukio's face
turning red as he looked to the side. It made me realize... He was a fucking
pervert! My face almost caught on fire from the heat of both extreme anger and
extreme embarrassment. I grabbed the frying pan sitting on the counter and hit
him over the head as hard as I fucking could.
He groaned in pain as he got up from the floor and a fierce growl escaped his
lips "What the hell, Niisan!?" I had enough of this skirting around the
problem. Oh god, of course my alphabet soup version of hormones had to join the
mix, because... Why not? I wiped feverishly at my eyes before glaring at his
confused and a bit irritated face "If you're gonna be a total perv, stop
teasing me and make love to me, selfish bastard!" There wasn't even a pause, he
was pushing me back against the counter, lips on mine. One of his hands wrapped
around my back and the other laced with my own that was trapped between us. I
moaned loudly, easily opening my mouth to shove my tongue down his throat. When
we had to pull away for air, I notice Kuro sitting there watching like it was
one of the most normal thing he had ever seen, I turned to Yukio who had taken
to running his sharp teeth down my neck I managed to grunt out "Bedroom. N-
now." He easily picked me up and quickly made his way towards the stairs.
Falling onto his bed I couldn't help but grin seeing him hit his head on the
empty bunk above him and uncharacteristically curse like a sailor... But my
face lost the grin as he suddenly rutted his hard on against mine... Not really
sure what my face looks like when I'm moaning... Probably super ugly but oh
well, it's not like I can look hot all the time. "Yukio! Oh god, I'm gonna
cum!" He chuckled in a husky voice and started taking his shirt off revealing
his pale chest littered with moles and his tail unwrapped itself to swoosh
around excitedly behind him. "But Rin, I've barely even touched you."
I glared up at him as he helped me out of my shirt "I've been kinda cock
blocked by you for around two months... Or more!" He kissed one of my raw
nipples and I gasped When his lips closed tight around it. He looked up to me
with a smirk as the spit trail that was connecting his tongue to my erect
nipple broke "So what you're saying is... You're extremely horney at the
moment."
A hand traveled down my side as he didn't wait for my responds and attached his
sinfully amazing lips to my other nipple, it traveled around the back of my
thigh and rubbed the underneath of my clothed aching shaft, I rolled my hips
down onto his hand desperately, panting out something like "Please! Fuck...
Just-ah!" His lips were traveling back up to my neck, though by the point he
was back up to my collarbone his tongue and teeth were already being used to
leave big red marks.
The hand suddenly moved away from the place it should be... Moving further back
until I felt his fingers pushing at my entrance through the fabric. I tried
closing my legs tighter but of course he was pulling my legs even further
apart. Panting wildly and not being able to stick to one rhythm for my heart I
managed to move my trampling arms, ignoring the feeling of cum leaking from my
member and him fingering me through my pants to grab a firm hold on his own
covered package, which in turn made him bite down particularly hard on my neck
and I felt the vibration on my skin of his muffled moan.
Only a few more kisses to my neck before he sat up (careful to mind the bottom
of the top bunk) he had this sly grin on his flushed face. His fingers drew a
heart on my stomach before he finally took his other hand away from my entrance
to help with undoing my pants... I pulled down his zipper and grabbed hold of
the burning flesh there and he took in a sharp breath.
"Y-you made up that nipple thing because you're really just a-ah! K-kinky
bastard!" He yanked down my pants and boxers, throwing them to the floor as he
pushed my hands away and started to take of his own pants. "No... I was telling
the truth." We were both fully naked now and I gulped as I stared down at- his
freckles! The one on his left hip was particularly cute... "You caught me Rin,
the odds are that you'll likely produce milk naturally after the baby is born.
I just liked watching the way you tried to cover your cries of pleasure and the
way you thought that crossing your legs would keep me from seeing your
erection-" I hit him right where the frying pan bruise was still healing and
his 'sexy face' as I called it changed to one of pain "Fuck!" "That's what you
get for tricking me!"
Okay okay, if we didn't get on with it the mood would die out... He seemed to
think the same, his hand began stroking me and my head fell back as I arched
up, letting my tail slip out from underneath me. It grabbed hold of Yukio's and
we both shivered as we slowly rubbed them together. Fingers of the hand not
making me have a hard time were pressed to my lips, taking all four into my
mouth I made sure to get them nice and wet before pulling them out and kissing
his middle finger and smiling up at him embarrassedly "Be gentle." He nodded
then brought his slick fingers to my ass and I bit my lip as he shoved the
first two in at the same time, moving them back a forth as he stretched me,
when the next finger entered I hissed in pain and he leaned down and kissed my
stomach mumbling "It's okay, shoo... It'll be alright." And even with the pain
I smiled and ruffled his hair with my hand as a sign that I was okay, I didn't
trust myself to not start crying if I opened my mouth.
Slick sounds followed as he pulled his fingers out, rubbing the percum from the
head of his dick all over it, coating it. My heart was up in my throat as he
leaned back over me, lacing our hands together on either side of my head, we
kissed sweetly before he pulled away and rested his head on the mattress by my
ear he said in a not so sturdy voice "I'm putting it in now..." I squeezed his
hands and my tail tangled with his even tighter. My eyes clamped shut as I
shakily whispered "Okay..."
The head was swallowed by my convulsing ring of muscle and I groaned at the
pain... Damn, I had forgotten how big he was... The bastard. He bit my ear and
I sighed loudly.... Gotta focus on the good feelings. He was almost all the way
in when he hit that amazing spot and I thrusters down onto him, the three
inches that hadn't been in yet were shoved in quickly, colliding with my sweet
spot in the most mind blowing way. I cried out and he froze before starting to
slowly pull out only to shove back in again and again and again.
"Yukio! Ah ah AH! I'm cumming!" He reached down and pumped me once or twice and
that's all it took. He wasn't much longer after me and he called my name as he
filled me to the brim with hot liquid. We stayed there, calming down from the
release.
I started to laugh and he looked to me. It wasn't all that funny, I could've
laughed about anything thing at that moment because I was so utterly happy. "If
this hadn't happened I probably would have forced you to do me on our birthday
and call it good enough for your present." He chuckled tiredly, come to think
of it... I was feeling exhausted after so much movement when I almost didn't
move this much in months "I'm fine with that being my present, but you better
be prepared because I'm going to be seventeen you know." I laughed again and
pushed him off me, his dick slipping out and cum starting to leak out, I
shivered at the feeling... And also I was beginning to notice how cold it was
in the room so I scooted up closer to his side and he threw his blanket over
top of us, his sticky hands resting on my ass but we didn't care about the mess
-my cum sticking to the lump on my stomach for example (sorry little dude)-
we'd deal with that mess when we woke up in a couple of hours.
"What!?" I screeched as I sat up quickly, ow... If The clock above Yukio's desk
was right, it was 2:40... We had already gone through that hour and it sure as
hell didn't look like 2:40 A.M. ! Ignoring my screaming back with a few wiggles
I managed to get Yukio's arm off me and scrabble out of bed. I still had to
cook before everyone got there at 4:00 and now I defiantly needed a shower. I
slipped on some underwear that was laying around on the floor as I heard Yukio
stretching with a yawn of "What're you doing?"
"Go take a shower Yukio. Their gonna be over soon!" He groaned and reached
around for his glasses but when he found them cracked he glared at me "You
broke my glasses!" I waved it off and started towards the door "It's not like
you don't have a million more... Though I do think its kinda funny that you
just noticed. They broke when I hit you over the head with a frying p-" I
slipped again on a pair if pants and landed on my ass like one of those banana
peal jokes. I bit my lip to muffle the scream threatening to shatter the
windows. Fucking god! I landed right on the area my tail met my spine sending
blinding pain throughout my body. The sound of his feet quickly making their
way across wood floor to me was reassuring, because if it had been me who
watched that happen I probably would have just laughed .
His legs were up against my back and I looked up at him with what I thought was
a pained frown but it was probably a pleading pout... I was in so much pain,
don't even start with me. "Yukio..." I raised my arms up to him and he pulled
my up to a standing position but I leaned heavily back on him "That hurt...
Really bad." He sighed and held me there for a moment "That is what most call
Karma... Now. Let's go take a shower before everyone gets here."
We had managed for the most part to not to touch each other in the shower,
though there was that awkward part I had to tell him to look away when I went
to pull his cum out of my ass- but besides that we had handled it easily. Now
the clock said it was 3:24... Okay okay, we could work with that. Ukobatch
helped with the sushi rolls... I ended up making, like... Thirty rolls. Yukio
complaining like a stupid killjoy about how their not all going to eat five
each but I'm pretty sure... if 2+6=8... And 6x5=30... Wouldn't that mean two
people wouldn't get any with his logic? Oohhh! I should've said that out loud!
He would be like 'Wow Rin, your better at math than me!' And then I'd shrug it
off 'Eh, no big deal... I could tutor you if you want.' It would've been great!
But if I brought it up now, he would think I was thinking about it that long...
Which I had- but still!
There was a knock from down the hall and then the sound of the door opening,
they were here! Yukio stiffened for a moment before forcing himself to relax.
He had been seeing them almost everyday, why was he so stressed? Just then
Suguro, Shima, Shiemi, Shura and Konekomaru (poor Koneko... The only K name)
came around the corner. Shura waltz right in with a six pack of beer dangling
in her hand and poking Yukio, who had gone to hiding his face in his arm on the
able with her other hand.... But the others (besides Shiemi) were standing by
the entrance to the kitchen... Either staring at my gut or glaring at me...
Hmm... I had somehow expected them to be fine with it... Was I reading too much
into the card they all had signed?
"Er... Look. It was really stupid of me to hide this from you guys... I just...
Shit I don't even have an excuse- oh! Yukio told me not to tell you guys!" When
they didn't turn to look at Yukio I sigh and rubbed the back of my neck before
looking back to them with a sheepish smile "I made sushi...?" Wordlessly, Bon
strode up to me and we stared at each other for a long moment before he hit me
over my head with his fist "That's for lying AND for nearly killing all us in
Kyoto. Marry Christmas you sly bastard." Sure it fucking hurt... But not even
pain could keep me from grinning at his smirk. Shima and Konikomaru came over
to, Shima threw his arm over my shoulder and poked my stomach "Marry Christmas
fatty!" "Shima, that's really not something you should call him!" "Calm down
Miwa! Rin knows I'm just kidding- You know I'm kidding, right?" I glared at him
but a smile broke free when I saw over his shoulder Shura trying to give the
still unresponsive Yukio a can of beer I pushed Shima off me and turned to
Izumo who had yet to move from her place "Are you gonna want some sushi?" She
looked to the side and mumbled "Look, about the things I said on the train-" I
waved my hand dismissively and laughed a little "It's cool. You kinda had a
point... Let's just start eating so you guys won't be late for your buses."
Sushi was devoured, proving Yukio wrong about having leftovers and I got my
friends back... Yukio drank a beer but then had blamed it on Shura, Shima was
making bets on what gender the baby was with Suguro and Shura. Over all it was
fun- the best part being Yukio not so discreetly kissed me... Though it turned
out that he was a light weight and he had tried to move it from a sweet kiss to
a druken make out session... Yeah, he had been slapped quite a few times
throughout dinner.
I waved goodbye as they all headed out... I wouldn't see most of them until
May... And by that time I would have a two month old baby... Man, I had to pee.
Before I went off to the bathroom I went back to the messy table and looked
Yukio over with my hands resting on my aching lower back and sighed. "Yukio,
why did you try to get drunk?" He shrugged and for a long moment neither of us
said anything when suddenly he straightened a bit before looking to me with
confused dazed eyes "I think, I'm scared.... Them all seeing you made it feel
more real... And I'm scared of reality Rin." I kissed his forehead with a smile
"Those are some pretty poetic words from a drunk." "I'm not drunk... Just
buzzed." I pulled away and stared down at him "I'm scared out if my wits about
it to..." The whole dorm was quiet around us as I leaned down and kissed him.
Things would be fine. They had to be after all we had gone through... Right?
Chapter End Notes
     Originally I had thought of making a sequel to this story but I think
     I'll just put it all in one. You're in it for the long haul, right?
     Comments are always appreciated and I'll try to respond to any
     questions as soon as possible! Oh... And I lied. Their birthday is
     next chapter!
***** Birthday job *****
Chapter Notes
     Hello~ this is exciting, isn't it? This is the closes I've been to
     updating on time in quite some time now!
     WARNING: Birthday presents and cake are ahead... (Just remember the
     rating)
     Anywho~ enjoy!!
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"Yukio~!" He groaned as I started to pull on his cheeks, slapping my hands away
as he sat up and looked over to me kneeling next to our bed. "Mornin' sleepy-
head." He reached over with a grunt to where his glasses rested before looking
over my face splitting smile and my tail whipping around happily behind me. I
couldn't help it! We were together again, together in every way I mean... Oh!
And because it was our birthday! Yukio chuckled and cupped the side of my face
and I lined into it as he rubbed my heating up cheeks with his thumb and said
lovingly "Happy Birthday Niisan." He sure as hell knows how to make my heart
stop, huh? I picked up his other hand and kissed it -though it was probably
mostly teeth because I couldn't stop smiling- repeating what he had said "Happy
Birthday little bro." He leaned over to me for a kiss but I flinched a little
in pain and he stopped , watching me carefully with a concerned expression
"What's wrong?" "I'm fine, the baby just kicked me pretty hard." His face broke
into relief before he threw his legs over the side of the bed and stood up with
a stretch and helped me stand.
Breakfast was normal, he talked about things that had happened the last day of
regular school and I just listened... Because nowadays all I did, I did with
him... Horrible and amazing at the same time... I wanted to go somewhere
without him for once. But I knew he was just worrying about the baby and me. I
hated having nothing to talk about because everything I had done, seen, heard,
and learned he was there for. And that's why when Mephisto showed up in the
middle of our kitchen saying The Order wanted me to go on a mission with Shura
to some dinky little monastery on the Kisokoma mountain range I literally
jumped out of my seat in excitement.
"The monastery up there has developed a Mårran problem. Nothing you can't
handle I assure you." I was about to ask what a Mårran was when Yukio butted
in. "I'm going with him then." With a groan I turned back to his stern face
"Seriously? I'll be fine- besides, Shura's coming with me." He was on his feet
now... Oh, so he thought he could use his hight to make me cower down? Like I
ever fucking would! "Rin, I'm coming wi-" "Actually Mr.Okumura, I have a very
special mission for you~ " with a poof of pink smoke an envelope appeared in
Mephisto's hand that he slowly extended out to Yukio who eyed it suspiciously
before taking it.
Mephisto sighed and swung his umbrella around in a circle "Well, I'll leave it
to you- I wish you both a happy birthday~" and with that he left the same way
he had come, a cloud of puffy smoke engulfed half the kitchen much like a
sparkly hurricane... Probably would have to sweep up the glitter later. Yukio
walked back to the table and sat down while ripping open the envelop and I
curiously went over to him "What does it say?" His eyes followed each line and
the further he got down the page the closer his eyebrows got to each other.
This was ridiculous... "What does it say?" Yet again, no answer but here he
finished up reading with a groan while he rubbed at his temple with one hand,
it's elbow rested on the table. And I couldn't see his eyes with his palm being
out stretch over his glasses like that... I was getting annoyed at this point,
so I grabbed hold of his other arm and gave it a good hard shake.
"What the heck? Ow, Rin!- my glasses!" I stopped shaking him when the 'clank'
sound of Yukio's glasses hitting the floor seemed to be as loud as a window
shattering... That was the second pair in what? Five days? And by the creepy-
ass smile he had drawn across his face he wasn't too happy. Lucky for me, he
let it slide and just bent over and picked them up... Putting the broken frames
back on his face with a depressing sigh. Okay, don't laugh at his broken
glasses... Just get him to talk. Hesitantly I moved to behind him and started
to run my fingers through his hair. "What's wrong, Yukio?" He titled his head
back so he was looking up at me and bluntly said "I have to go kill a whole
bunch of malevolent ghost at a shrine in Yokohama." I had to laugh at that...
If he had said something like that to me before I knew about all this stuff I
probably would have thought that he had gone crazy or something.
I kissed his forehead and felt his it smooth out under my lips. When I pulled
away I gave him my best smile "C'mon, let's just ignore that today... I mean,
it is our birthday after all..." He was just staring at me... Erm... It was a
bit creepy... I stood up straight and walked over to the counter where I left
all the ingredients for chocolate red velvet layer cake. I started to put them
into two separate bowels when I made the mistake of looking over to him out of
the corner of my eye. Damn! He was still staring! Setting down the cake pans a
little too harshly I turned to him with what I imagine was a fierce glare
"Would you stop raping me with your eyes!? I'm trying to bake here!"
"I wasn't 'raping you', just noticing that there's a mole on the back of your
neck and how you have nice hips." Er... Well... There goes all hope for my face
staying the right colour. Heat traveled across my neck, to my cheeks, and
finally stopping at the tips of my ears. I turned away from him and started on
the cake again but not before grumbling loud enough for him to hear "Stupid
four-eyed perv!"
It was perfect. The cake had to be the best one I've ever done... Well, the
best small cake I've ever done. White with a red pearl broader then some swirls
around the said, topping it all off with a fondant Santa and 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!'
In big print... Satisfied, I then shoved seventeen candles in that bad boy and
carried it to the table. Yukio had gone back to staring at the letter and I
swatted it out of his hand with a glare "Dude, calm the fuck down... It's cake
time~!" I was about to start lighting the candles when I felt his arms rap
around me just under my gut... And he pulled roughly almost making me loose my
balance. I looked over to him annoyed that he was still blank faced "What the
hell do you think you're doing, four-eyes."
"Sit in my lap." I blinked... Then again, before I got what he had said... But
I wasn't going to listen to him when he was being annoyingly demanding and not
showing any kind of emotion like some kind of robot. I turned my nose up and
went back to lighting the candles "No. Creep." Yukio was quiet for a moment
before his hands that were still rapped around me moved up, along my sides
until... He started tickling me...? How the hell did he know I was still
ticklish?? We hadn't had a tickle fight sense we were twelve! I dropped the
lighter as uncontrollable laughter burst out of my mouth. Desperately, I tried
to pull his hands off me but raising my arms was a bad idea because he
immediately moved his hands my armpits. "Y-Yukio! Hahahah ah! Stop! I'm gonna
piss myself!" That got him to stop. I had trouble getting my breath even again
but I couldn't hide my grin as I turned to him and he was smiling back. Shaking
my head I looked at all the lit candles dripping wax on the cake the longer we
didn't blow them out... But I hadn't been lying. I had to pee really fucking
bad. "Don't you dare blow them out without me." And with that... I fast walked
the hell out of there.
"One, two, three!" We both blew out the blazing heat of seventeen little fires
and I looked back at him with a fake glare "Are you happy now?" He nodded with
an annoying smug smile and I stuck my tongue out at him before turning back to
the waxy cake and I let my smile slip... I actually had to admit, his lap was
pretty comfy... But playing hard to get was funner. I was glad that for once
Kuro and Ukobach had made themselves scares, but I'd save them both a piece of
cake. "You know, this chair is probably going to break under our fat asses." I
reminded him as I handed him a slice of cake over my shoulder and he chuckled
"You mean you're fat ass." Wwoooww. "Hey-" I turned to glare at him...
And that's when cake was smeared on my face... That was a good cake... Wait. It
was all over my face not in my face! Still in shock, I briefly heard him say
'Sorry, I couldn't see where your mouth was because my glasses are broken.'
That was a fucking lie. I was about to tell him so when suddenly I felt his
tongue run up my chocolate covered cheek. It felt like a trail of fire was left
behind and somehow that made me shutter. I turned as much as I could to him
with a faltering red faced glare "You're gross." He hummed thoughtfully before
licking a bit of cake from the corner of my mouth and I sighed then turned
fully towards him (with some help from him) and I rapped my hands around his
neck "You're doing it wrong four-eyes." I leaned in and smushed my cake covered
lips into his clean ones which he immediately took over with a greedy moan. I
opened my mouth wide and he did the same, our heads turning to opposite sides
trying to eat each others faces off apparently.
I broke the kiss with a panty scream as the amazing feeling of him pulling at
my tail... God damn it hurt when he pulled so hard but I couldn't get enough of
it! I rubbed backwards trying to get him to do it again when I felt his hot
breath on the base of my neck, and then his lips left a sticky wet kiss there.
I gasped when he sucked hard on the flesh there, licking it, then sucking
again. "Ah... Oh Yukio... Please!" He let go of my neck with a 'pop' noise as
he asked in a not so composed voice "What do you want me to do?" I rubbed my
ass into his thighs again with a whine "Touch my tail ag-ah fuck!" He bit down
on the hicky he had just made at the same time he grabbed hold of the base of
my tail, rubbing it vigorously... Oh look, my dick decided to take a peek out
of my sweatpants to see what was going on. I pushed him back slightly trying to
catch my breath but he didn't stop pumping it. The most pathetically needy
sounding mewl spilled out into the air between us, and then I was coming as I
bunched up his shirt in my fists... Oh, and don't forget the fact that I
started to cry uncontrollably because I guess every time pregnant men get a
really good release from their boyfriends they cry about it or some shit like
that.
He rubbed my back soothingly and whispered some sweet stuffs in my ear... I
closed my eyes and took a deep breath of his scent and breathed it out into his
shoulder... "I love you." I said in a more emotional sounding voice than I had
been expecting. He pulled me away just enough to see my face and he was smiling
happily. My eyes flickered down to his lips then back to his eyes, he was
already on his way me and our lips met softly... I closed my eyes and smile may
or may not have slipped onto my face as I let go of his shirt in place of
rapping my arms around his neck again.
"You're hard." He gave me a wary look as we pulled apart again, but it was
true! I place my hand on top of the bulge and he grabbed hold of my arm.
Looking to the side exasperated for some reason, so I laid my chin on his chest
waiting for him to look down at me and when he did I drew my eyebrows together
in confusion "Why don't you want me to touch you?" He stupidly shrugged and I
could see his cheeks were heating up. A grin spread across my face and I gave
his member another squeeze through the constricting fabric of his pants,
ignoring the pain from his hand clamping down on my arm harder. "Oh, I see~ you
don't want me to make you all hot and bothered! I'm that sexy, huh?" He bit his
lip harshly before breathing out shakily "If you do... 'That' for me, I might
lose control and do something to you..." I rolled my eyes and climbed out of
his lap so I was on my knees in front of him and gave him a more gentle stroke,
he grunted... Eyes locked on me and I smiled just as gently as I had stroked
him before suddenly tugging on it roughly and he cursed under his panting "It's
our birthday... You can do whatever you want to me as long as I can do whatever
I want to you~" oh he looked more than a little like he wanted that. I could
even see his eyes dilating with an intense amount of lust and want... I had to
look away for a moment, trying my best to regain the sexy act I had going on in
which amount if time Yukio had made his mind and showed me so by bending over
and kissing me roughly which I immediately responded to with some kind of gasp
that turned into a growl half way through.
I shoved his face away with a laugh, before I forgot what I was trying to do
and unbuttoned the top of his pants, sliding the zipper down deathly slow and
extremely loud sounding in the silent building. Yukio sighed when his hard on
was pulled out of his pants... I held it gently, feeling it pulse with heat...
Okay... Just shove it in my mouth, right? Sure I had done this for him
before... But it had been awhile...eh... There goes my sexy act. Yukio noticed
my change in attitude (and probably my face the shade of the red frosting still
stuck on it in some spots) and grunted out "You really don't have to..."
But that kinda just pissed me off. And I glared up at him "I want to so shut
the fuck up and be grateful, Four-eyes." With one more short moment of me
staring at the heated shaft I leaned forward and placed my lips on the side of
the head and he shivered when I opened my mouth, clamping down not very hard
around it. Still tasted like some sort of salty honey... And that wonderful
pulse against my tongue. Slowly, I started to take more of him in, loving the
way his thighs tensed up and husky moans slip from his mouth seemingly
unnoticed by him. I had known I wasn't going to fit it all in so my hands
hugged the base of his dick tightly, his hand found its way to my hair and gave
it a tug back and I swatted it away. I knew what I was doing! ... Kinda.
Bobbing my head slowly at first he swore and I wondered briefly when he had
become such a rebel nerd... I guess that was when he suddenly became an
exorcist, in my eyes at least. I sped up, sucking harder on the way up and
pumping the section I couldn't fit in my mouth. One of my sharp teeth ran
against a vain along the side, he sucked in sharply and I abruptly stopped.
That had to have hurt a lot considering how hard I had been sucking... Er...
Should I stop all together? He somehow knew what I was thinking as he shook his
head and shakily said "Don't stop... I'm almost there." Okay... Building back
up to the paced I had been at before it didn't take long until he tossed his
head back and came in my mouth. I slipped it out from my lips while swallowing
and noticed he was staring down at me with a look I could only describe as
fucking hot and I smiled awkwardly at him "Happy Birthday..."
"I'm going to take you up stairs and by the time I'm finished making love with
you it'll only because you pass out." I laughed, using his hand to get to my
feet again and he let me pull him -with his dick still out- towards the stairs
but as we reached the stairs he stopped and gave me a completely serious
expression " Actually, making you pass out from exhaustion would be a very bad
idea..." I rolled my eyes "No shit." Then started pulling him again... Well,
for about four more steps before giving up on that... Walking up stairs is
hard!
"Hey, Yukio?" "Hm." It was well into the night by then... Four times... That's
gotta be a record for us... (not including the days we had had sex on while in
heat... That was different.) I rubbed my head into his neck with a sigh "I love
you... Like a lot." He chuckled and kissed my sweaty forehead... I was too tire
to tell him that it was gross.. " I love you too." "What about my hips?"
"What?" "You said earlier you were checking out my 'nice hips'..." I pushed
myself up a little so I could look down at his face with a grin "Soooo.... Just
how nice are my hips~?" He groaned and turned away from me "Could you not ask
that kind of thing right now?" I shrugged though I knew he couldn't see it so I
settled on sighing dramatically and plopping back down into the pillows
"Fine... I guess you can hide what you like about me if you want..."
There was silence between us for a long time and I thought for sure that he had
fallen asleep but then he said rather awkwardly...
"They accentuate your pelvic bone and the roundness you've developed on your
gluteal muscles..."
"Is that nerd for "you've got a fat ass now'?" There was another long pause
before he mumbled 'possibly.'
Chapter End Notes
     I wrote this last night... Most of it at least... But then I had to
     redo the middle because things were weird... As in... Somewhere in
     all that ... Arrg... It doesn't matter. I fixed the sleep drunk
     writing and that's all that is important.
     By the by... Mårran is my childhood nightmare monster thingy...
     Though I don't think it's quite a demon... Next chapter will most
     likely be New Years and the beginning of Rin's mission but I always
     forget what I promise so who knows.
***** I Go North And You Go South (We'll Be Okay) *****
Chapter Notes
     Hello~ sorry for the delay! New chapter! Yay-zers! Ahem.. I noticed
     something... This story is only one comment away from 100 pooping
     comments! Can you believe it? It's all thanks to you lovely readers
     who have been leaving so many lovely messages!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
This was awesome!- or at least, almost awesome... Marching down the stairs the
fastest I had attempted in while there was bubbling giddiness in my stomach...
A mission! A mission far far away from Yukio~ what? I may love him, but that
doesn't mean he's not still overbearing and annoying as fuck most of the time.
Plopping down at the table and tossing my duffle bag to the side I gave the
disgruntled looking four-eyes a wide grin "Gooooood morning~" he just pounded
his fist into the table in response before looking at his toast with an uncanny
amount of intensity... He wasn't imagining that piece of toast was me... Right?
Er... Guess today was not a good day to make him mad.
"It just doesn't make sense..." I unintentionally flinched when he spoke but
curiosity got the better of me as I took a bite of the toast he had made me
"What doesn't make sense?" He looked up at me slightly surprised... He must
have been talking to himself again... He does that sometimes when he's thinking
too hard. "I'm stronger than you now that you're pregnant, I should be there to
protect you!" My face scrunched up at him blatantly calling me weak... But
considering he was already in a grouchy mood I didn't think it would be a good
idea to yell at him. "Not that again. Yukio-" "You must have noticed how weak
you've been feeling lately." "Hey-" "It's your demon side gradually lowering
your power levels as low as possible so no other demons can sense your weakened
state and attack... It of course only works on you when you don't use your
powers. I could feel it, every time you draw it, it's as if you send out a
massive signal to all demon announcing that Satan's son is pregnant."
I looked over at my bag, all packed up and ready to leave that night, and
gulped... When had been the last time I flared up or used my sword? I don't
remember... After trying to remember for a few more seconds I gave up with a
shrugged "Fine. I just won't use my sword, problem solved." "But what doesn't
make sense is why they are sending us on two different missions heading in
opposite directions? We can't be apart too long at this stage of your
pregnancy... It's dangerous if you go into labor by yourself..."
There was honestly care in those words. I could see it clearly in his worried
and more than a little pissed off gaze. "Shura will be there if that helps at
all." Guess that wasn't what he wanted to hear because the next moment he was
standing with his fist clenched at his side " Do you honestly think that woman
has a clue how to do a Caesarean section? She would probably cut you open and
dig around... No. It doesn't help." He picked up his empty plate and went to
put it in the sink. What was I going to do? I didn't want Shura digging in my
guts and accidentally killing me! He was putting all his paranoia in my head
and I was starting to get stressed out about the mission. Take a deep breath...
Let it out... Arrg! That doesn't even work!
He came back to the table and started picking up the papers he had scattered
about its four feet if eating space. I grabbed hold of his sleeve roughly and
he looked to my glare sidelong "Kiss me." When he's mostly blank expression
eased up a little he sighed loudly "Niisan, We're talking about something
serious you know..." I stood up and glared at him some more before wrapping my
arms tightly around his neck. We stared at each other for a while, but dropping
my gaze down to his chest I mumbled "I'm freaking out... If you kiss me, I'll
be able to calm down... A-and besides, it's your fault!"
A hand crept down the side of my face softly before pulling my head back up by
my chin and I sighed when lips were pushed sweetly to mine almost instantly.
When he pulled away he gave me cocky smirk "Better?" Heat spread to my cheeks
as I let out a shaky breath then pulled away from him trying to regain my cool.
"Look, Rin... I'm not trying to scare you out of going, because I know things
could get worse if you say no to the order. But please... Please be carful. I
think someone is trying to separate us on purpose."
Okay... I nodded in understanding and gave him one more peck on cheek before
going over to where I had chucked my bag, slung it over my shoulder and turned
back to him with a grin "I'll be careful, don't get your pants in a wad...
Plus, today I'm feeling a lot stronger and less tired than before. I feel like
running for a few hours-" fuck! Was he trying to impale my head on my neck!? It
sure seemed that way by how harshly he patted my head... Oh and there was that
creepy ass smile he probably stole from a murder which always triggered a
string of nervous laughter from me. Was it something I said- oh... The whole
running for hours thingy...
"Er... I was totally joking! Just making a point. Hahaha." He was leaning in
now. One would call it 'invading personal space' but personal space had never
really existed, with us being twins and all you end up closer to that person
than anyone. "If you're so full of energy, why don't we use the time we have
left together to... release... Some of that energy?" Wait... What? What was he
planning? He answered that by diving down to capture my lips. But all he was
kissing was my duffle bag which I had pulled up just in time to block his face
from mine.
When I pulled it down low enough to take peek over it I was met with a very
aggravated looking little brother... Kinda depressing that I was looking up to
him. Sighing I pulled it down the rest of the way and purposely looked away
from him when I felt my face getting warmer "I'm going to be hiking and
climbing
And shit... I don't want my ass to be throbbing the first two days." He groaned
in response and thankfully backed off "You're the worst." Ahem... I'm sorry,
who was the one carrying your child? And who was it that got down on their
knees and sucked you off then took it in the butt four time a week ago? Hm? It
defiantly wasn't you so I think it's safe to say I was the fucking best.
"When we get back, we'll start getting ready for the baby." I nodded giving him
one last smile before walking past him, out into the hall with my duffle bag
over my should and the strap of my sword clenched in my hand right as I stared
at the front door looming intimidating at the very end of the hall on the
right. Flashes of piecing light blue... Then scarlet red. Bloody bullet hole.
No... That had just been a horrifying dream... Would that be considered a
nightmare then? Ah who the fuck cares? It wasn't real. I needed to focus on
getting my shit together before Shura showed up later.
The rest of my time left waiting for Shura was mostly spent sitting criss-
cross-apple-sauce on the wood floor of our room staring at the clock...
Waiting.... My tail thumping impatiently behind me, Kuro sleeping in my lap,
and Yukio sitting at his desk fettling with papers... I couldn't take this
waiting! Maybe I should have taken Yukio up on his offer from before... Waiting
was ten times worse than being sore and climbing a mountain after amazing
sex... Just then the sound of someone banging on the door down stairs caught
all three of our attentions. Getting off the floor with some difficulty I went
over to his chair and kissed the corner of his deep frown. "I gotta go." Yukio
nodded stiffly, suddenly being pulled to him by one of his hands on my lower
back and I couldn't help the heat spread to my face again when I noticed him
resting the side of his face to my stomach and whispered sternly "You both
better stay safe."
I couldn't move... Well, I could... But I didn't want to. Couldn't we just stay
in this moment forever? No. Shura was pounding on the door still and I think I
could hear her yelling as well. Shit... I thought leaving him would be easy,
why the hell did he have to go and pull a stunt like that on me? Hesitantly, I
rested my hand in his brown hair, petting it softly... Okay. Time to go.. Tears
were starting to invade my eyesight as I quickly stepped back and started to
the door "See ya soon... I.." Come on, just say it! "I love you... A lot." And
with that, I made my awkward exist.
Shura had been more than pissed off by the time I made it to the door, and she
showed me as much by whacking me over the back of my head. Yeah... Kinda
expected something like that. We walked to the train station. I had thought
ahead for the chilly weather and wore a white jacket, baggy red shirt
underneath, and a pair of navy sweatpants with two yellow pen stripes on either
leg. Yukio's black scarf to top it all off, which I buried my face deeper into
when a strong gust of cold air blew in our face as we stood on the platform
waiting for the train to pull in, tickets in hand.
Just out of plain boredom, I scanned the crowd of people around us and I was
surprised to see a lot of people standing close to us were staring at me
weirdly... Hmm. "Can people that can't see demons see my tail and shit?" Shura
looked up from her phone, seemingly just as bored as me and shook her head with
a mumble of "God, you're dense as fuck." Before sighing loudly and talking a
little louder "They're not staring at your tail... To them your just a pointy
eared pregnant guy... I can't believe you're just now realizing the stares."
Oh right... I guess I'm so use to people just understanding that guys could get
pregnant... But where their from... 'The real world' it was an impossibly.
"Guess I just don't notice the staring anymore." She groaned and looked to the
railroads just as the train came around the corner "Dude, if you get all 'emo
pregnant teen guy my life's a fart' on me during this trip I won't hesitate to
ditch you in the woods." I glared at her for a moment before picking my bag up
off the floor when the train pulled to a stop and people inside began to gather
their things and bustle out the doors on the other side of the train to the
platform there. "Do you really think I would do that?" She shrugged and started
for the train and I followed after her "I donno, didn't think you'd get
pregnant in the first place so I might as well warn you not to piss me off
before it happens."
The train was one of those old timey ones, with two rows facing each other then
the next corresponding two rows on either side are back to back with each
other... and of course, we get stuck with a woman, holding a very small bundle
and her husband. I shoved my bag under the seat as did Shura who then said
something about how ridiculous it was that they didn't allow alcohol in this
train. The train started to ease into motion after a few more moments...
Setting off the ladies baby into shrill cries. Oh god, was it going to be like
that all night? I didn't have to be an expert to tell they were first time
parents... The way they were both tried to calm down their baby frantically ( a
girl if the pink blanket meant anything)
"Is she okay?" I mean... It had been at least twelve minutes by then, Shura was
glaring at the couple in the reflection of the mirror and I think if they
didn't calm the baby down soon, I was scared that she would yell at them. The
lady looked to me for the first time and blushed a dark red "Yes, I-I'm sorry!"
She didn't seem to have noticed my stomach but her husband sure did and he look
away quickly. I waved the woman's apology off and smiled as the baby's small
pink hand raised out of the bundle and the lady held out her finger for the
tiny hand to grip onto and suddenly... She quieted down. Everyone sighed in
relieve.
I guess there's some kind of connection... Between moms and their babies...
Would it be the same if it was a dude that gave birth to a baby? What would my
baby even call me? I sure as hell didn't want to be called 'mama' or 'mom'...
'dad'? 'father'? Oh fuck... Those were old people titles! Rin... Yeah, they can
just call me Rin until I'm feeling old enough for...'dad'. Fuck. Now I have a
headache from too much critical thinking.
Shura and the small family had fallen asleep, but I hadn't. I watched out the
window as the city broke away to crops. Yukio was probably in bed by now,
tomorrow he would be starting his trip to the shrine that apparently had some
evil ghosts hanging out that he needed to take care of... But right now... He
was sleeping in his bed alone... For some reason... That bothered me.
The baby banged twice on the front of my stomach and suddenly I was laughing
into my arm quietly... I think the baby was happy or maybe it was just another
mood swing but I was feeling almost as happy as I had when Yukio told me he
loved me... Maybe Yukio was thinking about me and I could sense it with my twin
powers? I don't fucking know... I just knew, this trip wouldn't be so bad.
Chapter End Notes
     Ah, not much substance but the next chapter will have enjoyable shit
     in it! And yeah... I lied... No room for New Years...
     And let me thank you all for liking this story!
     Next chapter will hopefully appear before thanksgiving but we'll see.
     I wonder who will be the one to claim the 100th comment spot... Hmm.
     ;p
***** Mårren *****
Chapter Notes
     I did it! Exactly two weeks later I deliver you the next chapter!
     Hopefully the new schedule I have planned out will let me post so
     exact like this!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
The train rattled to a stop and I woke up from an extremely light sleep... Were
we stopped at another station? The old man that had taken the young couples
spot at the last station stop uncrossed his arms and grabbed hold of his
briefcase. The speakers up on the roof screeched to life and a mans voice rang
out "We have arrived at Kisokoma station. The doors will be opening in a short
moment for those of you existed, don't forget to grab your belongings. Kisokoma
station."
Shura stretched out with a yawn that ended in a sigh... "Looks like we're
here." I nodded and reached under my seat with my feet for the duffle bag. When
the doors finally opened the train grew really cold and as if to compensate,
the heater kicked on full blast. Outside was almost completely white with fog
and snow and the station platform only had two people waiting to board. How the
hell was Shura not shivering? Just because she threw on an open quarter sleeve
button down and a ribbon around her neck shouldn't do anything! She was still
only wearing shorts...
I sneezed loudly while we briskly made our way from the station and into the
chilly little town that sat at the base of the mountains. Shura asked a little
old lady that was slowly walking down the unpaved and abandon snowy street
lined with rickety old buildings if she could point us towards the monastery's
direction, quite feebly the old woman pointed to a separation in trees at the
end of the road before she tucked her hand back into her fur wrap and continued
on her way passed us.
"I'm gonna make a call into headquarters to tell them we made it here without
any problems while we still have some kind of reception" she pulled out her
phone but paused and looked over to me "You have a shitty phone. But if you
want to check in with that geeky idiot, there's a phone booth over there... I
doubt it works though." Why hadn't I thought of that? I gave her a nod and a
smile "thanks." She waved me off and started dialing when I turned away from
her. The thing is... The phone booth was on its way to being buried in snow.
Ehhh.... I sure as hell wouldn't crouch down and ding the snow out of the way.
Fuck no... But I really didn't want to miss my last chance of calling Yukio
before the mission...Arg! I started kicking the snow. Yep. Good thing I was
wearing boots.
Finally, I managed to kick enough away from the door and slid in. It rang...
And it rang...
And it rang... But then there was a click. "We're sorry, the person you are
trying to reach is unable to get to the phone at the moment. At the tone,
please record your message..." Of course. It would be too convent if he
actually picked up his damn phone. The beep sounded and I groaned "Yo. It's
me... Just wanted to hear your voice before I climb the mountain, you know...
But you don't even have your voice message box set up! Well... I'm okay and all
so stop worrying because I know you are..." I looked over to where Shura was
still talking on the phone and a smile came to me face "I gotta go. I-
" "Hello?" "-love you..."
"...Rin?" Oh... Umm... "H-hey! Er... Sorry, I was leaving you a message." "I
saw my screen light up saying as much. Did the both of you get there okay?" He
sounded amused at my stumble... What an asshole. "Yeah, we're at this little
town right at the bottom of the mountain using our last opportunity to talk on
the phone before heading up the mountain." There was the sound of a women
talking on the other end and Yukio apologized to her "What's that about?" He
sighed "Look, Niisan... I have to go, I just got to the shrine and they want me
to go have a look around." But we just started talking... Oh wait. Shura looked
over to me and nodded to the trail. "I guess I need to go to... I love you." "I
know-" "Say it..." There was a pause and his voice grew quieter "Niisan, people
are around." "Fine, I guess you don't love me, that's cool..." With a groan he
finally spit it out "I...I love you." The grin on my face at that moment could
have split my face open "Love you to~ and I'll see you soon!" With that I ended
the call and headed for where Shura stood.
"Hey Shura...Not that I'm complaining but, why is The Order sending me out on
this mission?" We were now in the higher parts of the mountain, the ground had
leveled out for the most part... I felt a bit light headed from the strain and
I had prayed to whatever fucking thing would listen that the baby wouldn't
decide it was tired of me moving so much and want out. Ah, but flat ground was
amazing. "I think it went something like, baldy got bored and wanted to flex
his muscles so he decided to send a pregnant dude on a mission he believes to
be connect to Satan's weird game. Because, you know... That makes sense." She
sighed loudly "Seriously, how did that clown end up being the Paladin..."
"What about Yukio's mission?" "Hm?" "Why did Yukio get sent to Yokohama...? Was
that some kind of weird revenge to?" "... I didn't hear anything about four-
eyes going to Yokohama..." "Oh, Mephisto did say it was a 'special mission'."
Now she was turning almost fully to me and she was looking rather suspicious
"What the hell is he-" there was a shout from higher up the path and an older
man was hobbling our way. We rushed to him quickly, he groaned in pain and
shook violently. "He's one of the monks." Nodding, he lifted his robe to reveal
his leg was in cased in ice. "I-I-I came to meet you half way... B-but my leg,
it's getting worst, I'm sorry."
"No need to apologizes, let's just get you back to the monastery." We put his
arms over either of our shoulders for support and started to where he had come
from. The building wasn't much further than three or four more minutes... My
guts flew up into my throat, though upon seeing the ice sculptures out front...
One was inside, looking out the window at us in fear... These weren't ice
sculptures, unless the guys there had a sick sense of humor, but considering
they shaved their heads and sit in silence for most of the day all seriously, I
doubt they do.
"There use to be thirty of us, but sense the Mårren came to this area our
numbers have dropped to ten of us." Whoa... This Mårren thing must be pretty
strong. The inside of the monastery was colder than the outside, and more
frozen people standing in some of the halls and rooms... It was starting to
really creep me out. Shura and the man that introduced himself as Tomagi were
still talking when I remembered the one thing I really should have known from
the beginning "What's a Mårren anyways?" Shura sighed loudly as we carefully
helped Tomagi into the room the other monks were hanging out in, wrapped
tightly in blankets but their teeth continued to chatter and breath puff out
visibly before their blue cracked lips.
"Mårrens are the stuff of nightmares if you don't know how to deal with them.
I've never actually had to deal with one before because their so rare to come
by nowadays- hell, they aren't even under the classification of 'demon'...
Their just... There." She clapped her hands together and all the monks looked
to her with desperately hopeful eyes "So here's what we're going to do. The
Mårren only shows up at night seeking to steal any source of heat it can get,
right? The only thing that we can do to not end up like those other dudes, is
catch it on fire."
They all seemed to understand and agree with her but Tomagi didn't look
convinced "So all we can do is give it what it wants?" Shura shrugged "Yep. It
basically just wants to feel warm instead of always freezing shit... But it
will learn the hard way that its not so great to feel warm if it's skin and
hair starts to burn off." A man sitting on the floor that looked to be the
oldest of them all hacked out a cough of "There's nothin' to burn. Woods out
there is all wet from snow."
"I could use my..." Oh wait... If I use my powers then I'll be sending off a
'signal' or whatever Yukio had said... But I hadn't told Shura about that yet
and if looks were anything to go by, she was all for it "There ya go. Now all
we have to do is wait for the sun to go down. Man... If we keep this up, we'll
be on a train back home by tomorrow night!" Tomagi and the others must have
thanked us a hundred times for saving them and of course there was that
hesitation of trusting me when they learned I was Satan's son and that I was
pregnant... The pregnancy thing had been the most obvious, obviously... And I
had seen most of their faces harden. Oh well, they didn't have to like me, but
I was still going to save them from this weird thing that froze their friends.
Night was now settling in through the trees and with the sun, went the heat.
What was the temperature god damnit!? One degree?? It sure as hell felt like
it, good thing I brought two extra coats with me, hell, even Shura had put on a
full length exorcist jacket. I stood in front the window by the front doors
opposite to the frozen monk perpetually looking out the glass at the creature
that had done this to him.
"Alrighty, you ready to go?" "Yeah." Okay... It wouldn't be so bad, right? If I
just use my flames really quick it would be alright... One time.. If I miss I
miss and we'll come up with a different way to get it to go back to whatever
lonely mountain it had come from. Shura and I started out the door to the
darkening woods where the wind screamed by in big gust carrying the falling
snow with it, over the wind we heard a voice call out to us, it was Tomagi as
he hobbled after us.
"I'm coming with the both of you." Shura huffed "Get back inside, gimpy. It
already got your leg and it'll probably get the rest of you if you come with
us." He shook his head and bowed to us way too deeply "I want to aid you both
as much as possible. So please, let an old man have at least as much." It's not
like we could really stop him... But I had a bad feeling about it... The baby
seemed to have the same feeling by the way it decided to bang into my guts,
pushing painfully before turning over again... Shit. Would they just calm down
in there? You'd think I was carrying a baby rabbit with all that bouncing
around.
"Fine, you can tag along if you want... Just be ready." He nodded and we
continued down the trail away from the monastery. There was a low gurgle of a
growl that bounced through the trees... And beside me Tomagi took a sharp
breath "It's here." Another growl to the left of us and it sounded closer than
before... If it weren't for the moon being full I wouldn't have seen it's black
eyes... Shadowed as the thing was, the creepy smile it had splayed underneath
its massive nose were prominent. "Yo, I see it." I whispered loudly to Shura
who whispered back fiercely "Then use you fucking flames!" Oh right.
The blue flames actually felt amazing, not only did they warm me up, my
strength came back if only a little. But now that I was sending major heat it
meant the Mårren was going to be after me... Also, funny fact about having a
light surrounding you... You can't really see anything that may or may not be
creeping through the trees after you.
And that was when Tomagi screamed. Not because of my flames, but because of the
thing holding him from behind. No! He should've stayed at the monastery! I
growled at the Mårren that let go of Tomagi when he froze completely and it
turned slowly to me with a growl of it's own. "Hey bastard, come get some of
this!" I tried to focus my flames on the Mårren as it slowly moved towards
me... But then the baby hit me again... As hard as a full grown man socking you
in the gut and I threw up... Shit. Fuck! Owwww! I'll let it get away with that
one only because I'm in the middle of trying to catch this thing on fire.
"You idiot! Stop barfing everywhere and catch it on fire!" Right. Back up some
more because it was getting pretty close... Wait. How had the others not gotten
away from this thing? It moves so slowly. The Mårren suddenly took a deep
breath... And blew out my flames... Oh god.... My eyes weren't adjusted to the
dark, I couldn't see it. Shura was cursing up a storm and I could here her
footsteps getting further away... A shiver crept up my spin and I listened for
it moving...arg! The wind was too loud- I screamed in pain as it grabbed hold
of my tale. Just the feeling of my blood freezing at the tip and slowly making
its way down... No. Ignoring the crippling pain and focusing not freezing I
flamed up again and it's long shaggy hair covering its body lite up faster than
dry grass.
That was enough for the Mårren. It let go of my frozen tale, stood there for a
moment starting at me, then turned and left... Probably to go enjoy the warmth
before it eventually hating it or dying... Maybe both. Tomagi unfroze suddenly
and he dropped limply into the snow. God damn it. Where did Shura go? I had to
take a knee, because the baby was playing around in my guts and my tale was
frozen... It would be like your dick being frozen... Only ten times worse.
"Tomagi! Are y-you okay over there?" No response... He was either out like a
light or dead. "Oh he's dead." Who was that? My vision was starting to slip...
But I could see a flaming wolf stepping out from behind a tree not too far
away... "Who the hell-" the wolf shot blue flames at me... But an invisible
circle around me parted the flames... Satan. "I can't force you to come with
me... But if you stay out here much longer the baby could die, you don't want
that, do you?" Oh so now he was acting all nice? Phift. Like I would fall for
that. "Go the hell a-ah!" I stared down at the snow in shock when I felt liquid
spill out of me... No... No! Not here! Not with him! I started to cry, and
rested my forearms in the snow as well... "Yukio! Oh god..." Another painful
punch as the baby struggled to find a way out.
"Rin... I can help you. I can help both of you-" "GO AWAY!" I screamed which
set four or five trees near me on fire... Oh but why would that asshole leave
when the show was just getting good? I was probably going to die. The baby was
defiantly going to die. And the only one there was a dead monk and Satan.
Then there was a slap. Right across my face... I lifted my head up and saw
Shura standing over me with a frustrated and concerned look. "Hey, it's okay.
Just stop crying." What. How did she expect me to fucking stop crying? Did she
not understand that I was in labor- wait a second. I wasn't... The baby was
calm... not punching or yanking...Had Satan, made me think I was... So I would
let him through the barrier...? I pointed over to where I had seen the wolf and
Shura nodded "I saw him... Looks like he managed to open a Gahanna gate out
here... He's just wondering around-" "Can we not talk about it right now? I
think I'm about to pass out."
My flames had led Satan right to me... Sir Angel had set me up, had wanted me
to fall right into Satan's hands just so he could have an excuse to kill us...
Oh god. I think I'm gonna be sick again... And my tale... I passed out right
about then.
Chapter End Notes
     Ah, did I scare you there? I bet you thought he really was in labor.
     What will happen now that Satan is once again walking in Asia?
     Something tells me nothing good.
     I'll try my best to be this exact with the updates from now on but it
     may droop again...
     Thank you all for reading! Comments are lovely~ also have a wonderful
     Thanksgiving! :D (well, that is, if you celebrate it.)
     See you soon ;)
***** Beginning Of The End *****
Chapter Notes
     Well would you look at that? I made it on time again!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
The first thing that I noticed was the unmistakable sound of a heart monitor
machine. The second, and the most prominent thing I noticed was the unbearable
pain in my tail. Oh yeah, it was starting to come back to me now. The whole
Mårren thing, thinking I was in labor but actually it was just an Illusion from
my ass of a father... And the worst of all... My tail freezing. How the hell am
I going to live without it? I mean, sure I didn't have it for the first fifteen
years of my life... But it was kinda like an extra arm that suddenly grew one
day. You can't just chop that thing off and think everything can go back to
normal. Plus, I liked it now.
It was really bright wherever I was... A hospital probably. Ah god damn, I
didn't even want to move... My eyes slip shut and for a moment, I just laid
there, listening to the monitor track my heart-rate. But then it sunk in. I was
in some weird place, hooked up to machines, and no one was around. Those were
all red flags in my book. Quickly (maybe a bit too much so) I sat up, hissing
at the pain in my tail... Did I dare to try and move it...? Ah, what the heck?
It was dangling limply over the edge of the bed, they must have unfroze it... I
bit my lip painfully "Please don't be dead..."
You know when your foots asleep,
like, a lot- and you can't feel anything? You can't even move that leg... It
just won't move no matter what you do. That was my tail. Totally unresponsive
and it was starting to freak my out, then it twitched, just barely, but it did.
I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding... If it twitched that
meant there was a chance it would eventually be alright.
There was the sound of a baby crying outside the room and in my still slightly
out of it state I thought that they had taken my baby while I was out. Pifft,
that was stupid. There was still a huge circle attached to my midsection...
Just calm down. With a few grunts and groans of pain, I got out of the bed,
yanked off all the cords attached to me, and trudged to the door.
Yep. It was defiantly a hospital. Why the hell did Shura take me here? Wasn't
it a bit suspicious to have a pregnant guy at a normal hospital? Then again,
was this a normal one?Where the hell was she? Did she just dump me off at some
random hospital to fend for myself?? I closed the door to the room I had been
in behind me. There was a couple of staff people down the long hallway both
ways, but they were doing some other shit so they didn't notice me. Stealthy as
a secret agent, I crept past the nurse helping some lady into a wheelchair
before briskly rounding the corner... Did I mention they took my clothes and
that not only was I in a stupid hospital gown, my toes were fucking freezing on
their linoleum floors... I think I had a fever? This wasn't a hospital, it was
fucking hell!
There! Oh god oh god, thank you dear elevator sign! It was right there. Right.
There. But as I pushed the button I heard a man call out down the hall "Mr.
Okumura!" Shit. It was a doctor... Please oh please don't let him try to do
experiments on me or chop me up. What? It was a very big possibility! But he
wouldn't make it to me in time, he was jogging towards me when the elevator
opened behind me. I turned and was about to get in but stopped dead in my
tracks when I was met with a similar face looking back at me with just as much
shock. "Yukio...?" What the hell was going on? Was I having another one of
those vivid pregnancy dreams again? like the one with Amaimon and Mephisto
being all creepy?
By then the doctor had closed in behind me and was bent over catching his
breath. I pulled Yukio in between us, who seemed to still be deeply confused by
the whole thing. Glaring at the doctor, I whispered in Yukio's ear "What the
fuck is going on?" He sighed loudly in that old man way of his and turned to
the doctor fully "I'm so sorry Dr. Ioibara for the trouble. My brother is a
hyper-active idiot."
Wait wait wait... What did Four-eyes just call me?
When I wake up in some random hell-hole and have no idea why... I think I have
a fucking right to run away from some creepy old guy chasing me. Said creepy
old guy laughed and held out his hand to Yukio "Mr.Okumura, It's a pleasure to
finally meet you in person, along with your brother." 'Pleasure'? EW. Never,
grows. Just go the hell away already, geez. But you know Yukio, he just had to
shake that guy's hand... Seriously. Is anyone going to explain to me what's
going on? I hacked into Yukio's shoulder and he stiffened. What a nerd, 'ah!
Don't get your germs all over my jacket! I just ironed it!'. That wasn't funny,
no. I was defiantly not snickering into his back because of that thought.
"Ah. It seems you're still sick.- Why don't you take him back to his room,
Mr.Okumura? It's just around the corner, room A13. I'll come by right after I
hand these test results over to my trainee." Yukio nodded and grabbed hold of
my hand... Forcefully pulling me back to where I had come from. When we got
back to the room he sat me on the edge of the bed. Shit, I sat on my tale, it
felt like a million little pushpins all stabbing me at the same time, I quickly
pulled it out and laid it limply on the bed beside me as Yukio pulled up a
plastic chair from the corner of the room to right in front of me. He had a
rainbow of emotions going on in the expression he gave me... One of the most
dominant ones being frustration.
"Niisan, first of all... Why did you try and sneak out of the hospital." I
crossed my arms and puffed out my chest defensively "I have know idea where I
am! Of course I would try and get out of here." He groaned and shook his head
lowly before looking at me irritatedly "Okay, that wouldn't be a normal persons
reaction, but... why did you run away from the man clearly dressed as a
doctor?" I shrugged "Doctors are creepy.... I can't trust them. He probably
wants to run a whole bunch of tests on me." Oh, and there was that angry smile
of his "Rin, you do realized I'm training to be a doctor, so you're referring
to me as 'creepy and not trust worthy' as well."
"You're an exception." A smile made its way to my face as I reached out and
brushed a tuff of bangs from his glasses. But then my smile fell. "I was
scared." He nodded grimly, taking one of my cold hands in his. "Yukio, he's
here in Assiah, what are we going to do? It's not like he doesn't already know
where we live-" "Rin, listen to me. Do you remember at beginning of all this?
When you said you had a feeling that Satan was making another move? What did I
tell you?" Oh... Umm... I gave him a sheepish smile and he rolled his eyes "I
told you that I'd protect you. That hasn't change... I know I treated you
awfully not too long ago, I'm still trying to make it up to you. But even then,
I wanted to protect you... Both of you, more than anything."
Wow. That was some pretty deep shit. It sent my heart fluttering and yet
sagging like a brick... And I really wanted to make out with him. "Then marry
me." Wait. Was that me just now? Well shit... Had I ever even thought about
that before? I'm pretty sure this was the first time. Yukio clenched my hand
tighter as a rightfully confused smile made its way onto his face. "Niisan-
" just then, the door opened up and creepy ass doctor man walked in and totally
ruined the moment! Arg! I think he just entered into the 'top ten people I
hate' list.
Yukio let go of my hand almost instantly, though his brows were still drawn
together as he turned to the doctor, who was too busy flipping through the
papers on his clipboard to even notice how RUDE his very existence was at that
moment... Okay, maybe that's going a little too far... He was just really
pissing me off. With a long 'hmm' he finally looked up at me with a smile and
his hand outstretched for a handshake, but I didn't shake it. "Hi, I'm Dr.
Ioibara." When he realized I had no intentions of shaking his hand he withdrew
it with an awkward laugh "I imagine you must be bit confused as to what's going
on. Let me explain."
"Miss Kirigakure brought you here around 12:00 A.M, unconscious and your tail
completely in cased in ice. Not a good situation for any kind of demon. I let
it thaw in hot water and checked your temperature, somehow it had skyrocketed
to one hundred and six degrees, along with an abnormally quick pulse for a
state of unconsciousness. We called you're brother, because he is listed as
your emergency contact. Around 5:30 A.M today you're fever dropped drastically
to one hundred degrees... I did do a check of the baby as well, everything
seemed to be fine. Nothing to worry about there."
Hmm... I didn't like the way his eyes shifted to Yukio at the end. But maybe it
was paranoia getting the better of me. "Do you have any questions?" "Yeah, when
can I leave?" Oh, I sounded really pissy. I would've at least glared at me if I
was that doctor dude... But he just continued to smile calmly. "You will be
able to go home after he signs these discharge forms." He handed Yukio the
clipboard and a pen "Seeing as neither of you are eighteen, you'll have to have
your guardian give us a call to change you're emergency contact to him until
you are both eighteen, just for legal purposes. Gotta keep the paperwork tidy
if we don't want to cause any suspicions."
Wait... Now that I think about it... How did this guy know so much about us?
Was he an exorcist? That would make a lot of sense... Yukio handed him back the
the clipboard and pen and the doctor looked it over for a moment before turning
to the door and pointing with the pen to a bag hanging on the wall by a rounded
hook. "Your things are in that bag. I have to get going. Again, it was nice to
meet the both of you." And with that, he left.
"You were staring like an idiot. What's wrong?" Gee, thanks. I got up and went
over to the hanging bag. "No I wasn't! I was just weirded out by him... Is he
an exorcist or something?" Damn, where the hell was the sleeve of that shirt?
Yukio came over and guided my arm through the hole as he jokingly remarked
"First you don't trust doctors, and now you're 'weirded out' by exorcists?"
"Haha. Very funny. Seriously though, he's an exorcist, isn't he?" I felt my
face go red in embarrassment as he helped me into my pants, yeah... At least
they let
me keep my underwear on or this situation would've been a hell of a lot worse.
"He is an exorcist. We try to have at least one exorcist doctor at each
hospital in case someone like yourself needs to see a doctor that is fluent in
both medical practice and temptaint curing if their too far away from one of
the exorcist branch centers." That made sense I guess... He bent down and put
on my shoes for me and I sighed "You could've explained that to me earlier."
We headed down to the lobby and I felt the staring of a few people who noticed
me but not a whole lot. It was still chilly outside... But I couldn't tell for
sure because my fever was still burning my skin and I sneezed, sending snot
dripping down from my nose. Yukio took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped
it away for me "You could have just handed it to me." He shrugged and tossed it
into the near by trash can "we're still pretty far from Tokyo, Shura headed for
home when I showed up earlier. They wouldn't let her see you because she wasn't
related and she was pretty pissed about that... Are you going to be okay riding
the train? How's your tail feeling?"
"It's not feeling at all... Well, actually it's pretty painful still and I can
barely move it..." We both looked down at my limp tail just barely dangling
above the ground. "Oh, by the way..." I looked up to him and he pinched my
stuffy nose sending more snot out "Ow! What the hell was that for?!" He looked
towards the falling snow before simply saying "Yes." Wait... What? Then he
turned back to me with a serious expression "Not yet, but... One day we will
get married, Nissan... I promise." .... He took that seriously back there? My
face was burning for a whole new reason. I abruptly threw myself into his arms
and he stumbled and almost slipped in the snow but managed to right himself. He
hugged me back tightly and kissed my cheek that at some point had become
suspiciously wet.
I pulled away and gave him a glare, though it didn't hold much power
considering how happy I was at that moment. "Why the heck did you pinch my nose
before telling me that?" He linked arms with mine as we started walking again
"That was for getting yourself sick. No kissing until you are one hundred
percent better." "Whaaa? That's just mean!" He tried not to show it but I saw
the smile threatening to spread across his face "End of story." Ah, but I knew
I could break through to him... It was only a matter of time.
What happened in the woods seemed so far away now... I was happy... We both
were... Yet... I knew in the back of my mind in that wonderful moment that it
was just a facade over the pain and grief, the anger and the tears we had yet
endured... It was just the beginning.
The beginning of the end.
Chapter End Notes
     Not a very eventful chapter in my opinion, but there was the fluffy
     feelings floating around~
     I wonder if any of you noticed the tiny thing I threw in there that
     may be important for the future... I know you might be thinking of
     the more blatant thing that I mentioned, but did you notice the other
     thing? Same going for chapter 28 or 21?Did you catch the hints I
     threw in there?
     Fufufufu~ and now you scramble back to find it. It will only become
     clear to you if you think things through. >:)
     or you could wait for things to click... That'd work to.
***** Irrational By Standards Unknown *****
Chapter Notes
     Eh... Let me just say... I feel as though this chapter is very
     blocky. Writers block has a grip on my shoulder I can't seem to shake
     off. But I hope that the extra four paragraphs are enough to last
     until 2016, huh? Please enjoy!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
The train ride had been uncomfortable with my tail randomly spasming when ever
it felt like. They weren't even just twitches, they hurt! Yukio had explained
to me that it was the nerves trying to revive themselves. By the time we
reached the station the extra limb was feeling less jumpy, but my fever held
tight. Cold sweat was a disgusting film over my back and face, especially along
with the unbearable flush of my skin that hazed my vision in and out as we
walked. Yukio kept me close to him, pulling me along by the sleeve of my
jacket. Some people around us glared at me as I openly sneezed, sending germs
floating around in the crowded station. I should've gotten one of those medical
masks back at the hospital... Oh well.
Just as we reached the bottom of the stairs leading up to street level, someone
grabbed hold of my shoulder. It was that guy! Eh fuck, I don't think I had ever
learned his name. The buff exorcist dude with the tiny pupils... From the Kyoto
trip? Yeah! That guy. I stared at his massive hand on my shoulder than his face
warily "What're you doing here?" A man jogging for the stairs as he talked
quickly into his phone bumped into my side harshly and I hissed. Yukio briefly
touched my hip reassuringly as he spoke up with a respectful command in his
voice "This isn't a place to stand and talk." The man nodded, looking up to the
top of the stairs as he lit a cigarette. "Follow me."
The moment we stepped out onto the sidewalk, Sura and two other grim faced
exorcists joined us in our walk down the pavement. Big dude leaned down and
mumbled something in her ear and she groaned "Seriously? You couldn't even do
that?" Then she waved it off and looked back to Yukio and I while still walking
" We're taking you guys to the 'lockdown branch'." I looked to Yukio for
clarity, his brows were furrowed and a deep frown etched into his lips "On
who's order?" "The Knights of the True Cross, The Vatican, The Gregory Order...
They were discussing whither or not they would ship you out to The Vatican
headquarters in Italy, but it's too risky to travel over the pond, unless we
want to take our chances with a kraken or something, who knows what Satan would
do? I'm not interested in finding out."
There was a black van waiting in the alley for us... It was as creepy as it
sounded. Really. As we climbed in and the driver turned the key in the
ignition, I gave Shura a curious look "So what's this 'lockdown branch'
thingy?" "It was basically our military level exorcist branch back in the
eighties, but nowadays, we mostly use it for advanced weaponry and protecting
idiots like you who are mixed up in things that either could ruin us, or make
us even stronger." The car pooled out of the alley into the busy street.
Soft blankets were pooled at my waist. The room was darker and colder than it
had been earlier with only the dim lighting of a lamp. I wasn't one for being
claustrophobic but the lack of windows was more than a little unsettling. There
was the rugged sound of Yukio's breathing as he attempted to sleep in the
plastic chair propped up against the wall, Why he refused to sleep in one of
the three beds within this makeshift certain room was beyond me. Sure, I get he
hates the feeling of vulnerability sleeping in a unfamiliar bed brings- I sure
as hell hated it to. But I knew he hadn't slept on the train ride back,
probably the same goes for his ride from Yokohama to the hospital. That
couldn't be good for him, he needed sleep.
I reluctantly gave into the restless desire to place my hand on the baby,
rubbing the tight skin gently. God, I hope those ugly stretch marks would heal
up after the baby was born. The yellow glow of the lamp gave an eggshell rim-
light over Yukio's still face. He really should be sleeping in a bed... I
trudged over to him and shook his shoulder lightly. He stirred awake easily and
readjusted his glasses that had, at one point, slipped to the tip of his nose
in his sleep. "Hey..." He rubbed my arm soothingly before letting go and
straightening a bit. Had that been the sound of his neck creaking or the chair?
"Did you have trouble sleeping again? What time is it?" He checked his wrist
and sighed "It's 6:00 A.M." "I did better than yesterday... Listen, I know
you're trying to be all tough because I'm sick and shit... But seriously, you
need to sleep in a bed." He stared up at me for a moment before his lips curved
down into a frown "I will. Soon. But not yet."
Ah... He felt it to. That unsettling calm before a storm. It didn't matter if
The Order kept us in the safest branch, did it? We knew that when Satan was
ready to attack full force, he would make it to us. All we really could do was
wait. In an attempt to change the subject to a lighter note, he pointed to my
tail "Is it getting stronger?" Regarding it momentarily I wiggled it back and
forth. It was progress, but I hadn't quite gotten it to hold itself up without
having to concentrate. He stood up and opened the blue curtains to the rest of
the dark infirmary. We were the only one's staying there among the twenty or
thirty beds and I watch him disappear into the shadows, followed shortly by the
florescent lights flickering on over head. Too bright. I squinted and watched
as he poked his head out of the far door and spoke to the nurse at the desk
right outside the room, about what? I had no idea.
"We're not just going to hang out in this room for the next two month, right?"
I called over to him as I slipped a shirt on, it's not as though I would be
able to go back to sleep now. Once upon an amazing time you wouldn't have been
able to get me to wake up before eleven, sometimes even noon. I don't know if
it was just that I couldn't sleep face down in the pillows or the baby moving
around so much that caused it, but most nights I couldn't get myself to sleep
any longer than four or five hours.
He came back to the little corner of the room we had claimed as ours. There was
a towel folded neatly on the bedside table which he picked up on his way to me
and pulled up my bangs to wipe the sweat from my head. I was kinda like a cold
water bottle right now, though. Every time you wiped the condensation away,
more would appear almost instantly. "The Order knows best, Niisan... If staying
here is what will prevent him from finding you, it would only make sense." "But
what if it's a trap?" "I know you've run into a few of those. You are not in
the wrong to be worried, it's good to be, actually. But not to the extent you
are. Too much anxious stress is bad for both of you." I pushed his hand away
and looked at him seriously "Do you think it could be a trap or not? Tell me,
so I can try to believe you."
"I do not think this is a trap. Now, sit down. You're wobbling back and forth a
little. I will go get you some water, are you hungry at all?" I shook my head
and sat down on the side of the bed "Water's cool. Thanks." I watched as the
door shut behind him and sighed loudly. Just then, my phone started to buzz. If
it was Yukio calling to make sure I was okay even though he had literally just
left the fucking room, I was not amused. Surprisingly, it wasn't even a call.
It was people sending me pictures and texts. I grinned down at one particular
one of Suguro and Konekomaru laughing at something pretty funny from the way
Koneko was clutching his chest for air. The very edge of the picture was an
open screen to outside, there were men up on the roof, fresh wood covering the
chard hole, the hole I had made last time I was there. I still felt like shit
about doing that.
Shima: "Marry Christmas!" Dec 25
Shima: "Today is You and Mr. Okumura's B-day... Right? Happy birthday! " Dec 26
Shima: "are you still alive?" Dec 27
Suguro: "Happy Birthday." Dec 27
Konekomaru: "Happy Birthday, Rin!" Dec 27
Izumo: "Happy belated birthday." Dec 28
Shima: "check out this hot chick!" Dec 30 (attachment)
Shima: "Totally forgot you were already in your brothers pants ;p forget my
last text." Dec 30
Shuguro: "Happy New Year."
Izumo: "Happy New Year.
Konekomaru: "happy New Year."
Shima: "bringing in 2016 with a BANG!"
Under this there was a picture of him holding a lighter to the wick of a
firework. I stared in confusion at my phone. Why the hell had I just now gotten
these? Shura was right. My phone is shit. Ironically, I was in the center of a
massive building, in a room with no windows, getting all the texts I had been
suppose to receive over the last three weeks, when before this, I had been back
at the dorms where I usually got service. Oh well, maybe it wasn't snowing
right now so the reception was better.
We had been here less than twenty-four hours and already I was wishing I could
leave. Sure sometime I'm too rash, but if I wasn't I'd just be Yukio number
two- wait, no. I'd be number one because I was born first... What was I getting
at? Oh right, having a rash streak in me made me look from my phone to the
door. I'm sure it wouldn't be too hard to sneak outside for a break from the
smell of disinfectant looming in the air...
No. I couldn't just think about myself. A journey outside would be a risk of
Satan finding me, and giving Yukio a heart attack. I looked back to the small
screen of my phone and sent Shima a text back
Rin: "Hey! Sorry! My phone took a poop. How's you're break going?" 7:37 A.M
I forwarded the message to the rest of them and waited. Hoping beyond hope that
they respond quickly so the boredom would disappear from my mind and I wouldn't
contemplate running away from this off seeming place. But that wasn't all that
necessary, Yukio was back with a plastic cup of water, I took it gratefully as
he started.
"I ran into one of the doctors out there. They want to talk to you down the
hall." I stared at him for a moment and he said "Don't look so horrified. They
have the quick scans doctor Ioibara did a few days ago and wanted to discuss
them with us and take new ones." I furrowed my brows "What about you being my
doctor?" "Rin, these men know how to really perform a cesarean. I'm not a
professional, I only know the things you can learn about it in books, I've
never-" you really shouldn't say stuff like that to a pregnant person, aching
with pain and wanting nothing more then to sleep away the fever but can't
because their body does whatever it fucking feels like these days. Yukio
snapped his mouth shut the moment my bottom lip started wobbling. Ah, and then
came those stupid hormonal tears. I wiped them away feverishly and he sighed.
"Look, it's not as though I won't be there. I'll be right there holding your
hand if that's what you want." His hand settled on my back comfortingly. I
glared but gave up on it fairly quickly "You better be, four-eyes." He handed
me a tissue, guiding me to the door.
The room was deathly silent as the doctor and male nurse shuffled through
papers. The room we sat in wasn't what I had expected. It was more of a meeting
room than a hospital check up room as I had expected... Grey windowless walls,
dark grey carpet and a large black marble table. Seriously. That room was
giving off 'somebody died' vibes.
"We received the ultrasound pictures from Dr.Ioibara. Has he already shown them
to you both?" I shook my head. The male nurse started to pull the the black and
white pictures out but I awkwardly waved my hands with an even stranger stiff
laugh "I... Um, kinda want to be a surprise, if you don't mind...?" The two men
glanced at each other, strange expression passed between the two for roughly
ten seconds in a sort of silent conversation before the doctor look to Yukio
seriously. "Do you fair the same Mr. Okumura?" I looked over to Yukio, he wore
a grim expression but nodded. Hmm... What was up with that?
With a curt nod the doctor looked down at his stack of papers before tapping
the paper with the butt of his pen and looked to me "The Vatican has requested
an additional set of pictures in which they can study..." That made my stomach
hurt. 'Study'? Why the hell would they want to study our baby? Then the doctors
voice dropped an octave and shifted his gaze between the two of us "You're just
under the halfway mark of your seventh month and seeing as you've handled the
stress well off considering the many things you have endured over these last
few months... The Vatican has suggested early removal of... Your baby."
My breath hitched, my eyebrows drew down. I blew a huff of air as I tried to
process what the hell that meant. He elaborated upon realizing my temper rising
"It would be safe, I assure you. The baby would need to be monitored for a few
weeks. But it would be fine. Safe from Satan." "If we wait, we can't guarantee
yours or your baby's safety for another two months." The nurse added soberly.
I... I didn't know what to do! Would the Vatican even let me say no?
"Wait until he reaches eight months." The three of us turned to Yukio, a little
surprised by his sudden demanding demeanor considering that he had steeled
himself away for the most part until then. "We should not rush this, putting
his body through that type of ordeal while his immune system is trying to fight
off a fever would increase the likelihood of complications arising." "We aren't
the ones to organize this." The doctor countered with a stern tone "Vatican's
orders are final." "Can't go against orders." They tightened the slightest bit
when I stood up abruptly. I used Yukio's shoulder as a stabler, before letting
go with a brief glare that turned up into what I assume was an anxious
expression. The feeling of unsettlement sprouting up from my stomach full
force, and making my throat feel swollen as it crept through me "My answer is
no. When I'm ready, I'll be ready. You can tell that to the Vatican if you
want, I don't fucking car-" Yukio stood, and shoved me back down to the chair.
At first, I was thinking 'what the hell?' And then my mind caught up a split
second later as I noticed Yukio's tight grip on the male nurse's wrist holding
a needle. "Mr. Okumura, let go of him. We are prepared to use force to make the
both of you cooperate." The doctor said harshly as he stood as well. Not so
discreetly, five or so exorcist shuffled into the room. Watching the scene
carefully. For one of the first times since Yukio became a demon, I saw his
flames. Not a whole lot, but enough for the nurse to yank roughly away from him
and the reinforcements to edge nearer. He calmed himself but the anger in his
voice was well recognizable as he spoke "If you ever try to sedate him like
that again, I won't hesitate breaking your arm." "I won't tell the Vatican of
that threat for your sake. We only want what's best for everybody." "Everyone
besides my brother and our baby, right?" One of the exorcists behind us with
their guns pointed at our backs called out in a booming female voice "If you
refuse to be congruent with the Vatican's commands, we will shoot." The doctor
looked between the two of us as if he was determining whither or not we would
listen.
The room was filled with a deadly tension for several seconds, when suddenly...
My phone buzzed. I slowly reached for it in my sweatpants pocket.
Shima: "Poop? It's good I guess."
If I wasn't being held at gunpoint I probably would have laughed at that. Ah,
but I just tucked it back into my pocket. "What is it going to be, are you with
us or against us?" I stood again and I could hear the clicking of the safety on
their guns being taken off behind me. "We're on your side, cool your jets,
geez." Yukio looked over to me with an almost incredulous expression before
coughing stiffly "Excuse me for my explosive behavior. I acted irrationally."
The doctor eyed us a bit longer before reaching out his hand for a shake. I had
thought I had hated Dr.Ioibara... This guy was way worse. Even Yukio hesitated
to shake it before finally giving in to the gentleman side of him. "You made
the right choice. I won't report this little 'incident' considering you are
already on probation. But if you interfere with the surgery again-" I growled
lowly and he glanced slightly over to me. I didn't miss his self-righteous
smile slowly making its way to his face before looking back to Yukio "... My
orders are to kill all three of you."
I flinched when something suddenly stabbed me in the arm and I looked over and
saw the female nurse that hadn't been there before digging a replica needle to
the one the other nurse had tried to inject me with. I ripped it out and backed
away from the table, stumbling. Shit. That stuff worked fast. I heard The sound
of a gun going off behind me and looked back to the table, but there was only a
man's chest clothed in an exorcist jacket in my vision. Darkness creeping in
now... Quick! I gotta do something here! My phone buzzed again and with the
last of my consciousness I held down the third speed dial on my phone through
the fabric of my pants.
And that was it.
Chapter End Notes
     Welp. There it is... What is in store for Rin? Who fired the gun? You
     will have to keep reading to find out!
     Also, Marry Christmas and happy New Year!
***** Run *****
Chapter Notes
     I barely made it! I've got a really high fever right now and
     everything seems hard to do at the moment. Sorry for the excuses.
     Enjoy!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
"Rin..."
"Rin! Wake up!!"
My head snapped up abruptly and scanned the room. Had he caught me? Nope. He
continued to write out long, overly complicated ways to render low level demons
petrified for a few moments. But honestly? If it took that long to explain, was
it even possible to use in a fight? I swear. Sometimes I wonder if he just
makes things up for shits and giggles. Shiemi tapped my arm and I leaned over
curiously "Hm?" "You looked like you were having a nightmare, there. Are you
alright?" She whispered. Eh... What had I been dreaming about? It was all
blurry... Just then, a book hit me in the side of my head full force and I
rubbed at the forming bump as I turned to see Yukio, standing perfectly calm
behind his desk "What the hell, Yukio!?" He clear his throat and ignored me.
"Now, as I was saying..." That bastard. I glared before whispering under my
breath "Asshole."
The class ended soon after my nap finished up, and I wondered over to Yukio's
desk with a wave to Suguro and the others as they made their way out of the
classroom. He was placing all his papers to the side of his desk and only
briefly glanced up to me before going back to them. "Sooo, what's the plan? You
gonna stay here and grade shit again or are you gonna bring it all back to the
dorms?" He shrugged "I can't leave, remember? I have two more classes to teach
before going home." I slumped my shoulders dramatically forward "Are you
serious? Lame!" When he fell quiet I added mostly sarcastically "Guess you
won't get any of the awesome sukiyaki and creamed cake I was planning on
making!" "Ah, That sounds delicious Niisan... Would you save some for me?"
Yukio smiled genuinely at me... And it felt... Weird. Almost like... It was
suppose to mean something different to me...? I donno. In the end I decided
that staring as long as I was would be boarder line creepy so I turned my eyes
to his desk with a sigh "Ffiiinnee... What time are you going to be back?" He
waved it off and greeted the next wave of cram school students that started to
enter the room "Fairly late. And I expect you to be working on your homework by
the time I return." I rolled my eyes and started to the door lazily "Yeah,
yeah, mom. See ya later."
When I reached the dorms I groaned in relief, kicked my shoes off, and chucked
my jacket onto the seat of one of the chairs around the little table we had set
up in the kitchen... Eating out in the big empty cafeteria room could get
really lonely feeling, especially on evenings when four-eyes wasn't eating with
me so it was just Kuro, Ukobach, and I... Plus, it felt more like a home than a
prison with it. "Okay, how does my Super Golden Hero Sukiyaki sound?" Kuro
jumped up on the counter next to the sink as I washed my hands and rolled up my
sleeves. 'Yummy~!' I put on a pan with the beef, sugar, and soy sauce, waiting
for the meat to start cooking before adding the sake. Not to toot my own horn
or anything, but damn! My mouth was watering just from the smell!
"Oh god... Rin!-"
I looked around briefly... Coulda sworn I heard something... Oh well, guess
it's just my imagination acting up. Kuro rubbed his head against my arm much
like a normal cat... 'Course, if he was a normal cat I probably wouldn't have
sensed he said something to the effect of 'Whats wrong, Rin?' One more glance
around me before turning back to the stove "It's nothing."
After the best Sukiyaki I had ever made was finished I started on the cream
cake and set aside a bowel for Yukio like the thoughtful brother I was! I ate
with the lower level demons then headed upstairs. Heh, I find it kinda funny
that we went from sharing a room at the monastery right back to sharing a room
at this dormitory... Ah, but once we finished up high school I'd go and get my
own place and he'd probably move into a college dorm... And I'd swing by every
now and then to show off my cool exorcist-ness in front of all the hot college
chicks! I snickered at the thought and took off my uniform, trading it out for
a pair of loose shorts and a baggy t-shirt.
My backpack with all my homework and shit was down stairs where I left it...
Arg. I really didn't feel like doing homework, my stomach wasn't too happy with
me shoveling that much food into it at once I guess. "I'll just take a quick
nap before I start." Kuro jumped up on the bed and curled up on my stomach. I
just needed to make sure to wake up before Yukio got back.
"Wake up!"
My eyes fluttered open, there was lights shining in my eyes... Blurry, out of
focus ones that disappeared quickly, only to be replaced by more over and over
again. And I sure as hell wasn't feeling good. Shit. I went to sit up but my
arm were cuffed to the bed... What the-? "Someone, take him somewhere else,
he's being too loud." I tried to turn my head to see the people above my moving
bed, but the light above them was too bright, showdowns covered their faces.
The voice behind me yelled one last time "Run!"
"Niisan?" My head practically flew from the desk, and I looked around
dazedly... hadn't I been asleeping on my bed...? Yukio stood over me reading
over the homework I had finished so far. "Other than the drool you got all over
the assignments... You did fairly well this time. Good job." I stared at him
for a moment, trying to comprehend what was happening "Really?" He nodded and
patted my head annoyingly "Yes, I'm proud of you, Niisan." I think I was
beaming... He was proud of me! He hadn't used that word since that day I told
him I had gotten a job... What happened with that job, anyway? Did I quit? "Did
you save me some Sukiyaki?" That snapped me out of my thoughts. With a yawn and
a stretched, I stood "Yeah, I'll come with you, I think I wanted to get
something from down stairs."
We headed downstairs quietly. Yukio was being his normal self... So then, why
did I feel... Out of place? I reheated the remaining Sukiyaki in the pan for
him and got out the cream cake. I could go for another slice of that... What? I
needed brain food! Homework is hard! "So, how'd your other classes go? Are you
nerd-erly excited to have more students to teach?" He shrugged as I handed him
his bowel "'Nerd-erly' is not a word, Niisan." I laughed and leaned in with a
grin "I know, just pushing your buttons!" He rolled his eyes. I leaned down and
kissed him. His soft lips against mine a feeling that always seemed to make my
heart leap into my throat with happiness.
But he pushed me away roughly, a glare on his redding face "What the hell do
you think your doing?" What... W-What was I thinking!? I just kissed my
brother! Oh god. Ew! I backed away, my face growing red... More so than Yukio
"I-I... Oh fuck. Sorry, Yukio!" Oh god oh god! How awkward! Why did I do
that!?? Yukio cleared his throat and I dared to look back over at him. He was
calmly eating up the food I had given him. "The other classes were fine. The
first class is the hardest considering none of them had any former demon
experience beyond what they had dealt with the day we destroyed the Gahenna
gate together." Oh yeah... I think I remember that... Something was bothering
me... Something that just happened didn't make sense... But what were we even
talking about? I couldn't remember.
"Yukio... I think something's wrong." He looked over at me a smile on his face
"This I really good, Rin! I'm proud of you." My hands were shaking now, I
stepped closer to him "Thanks, but really... I think... I can't think." He
looked back to the Sukiyaki, a more serious expression taking over his features
"The truth is, I'm jealous of you, Niisan... I... I want to grow up and be like
you!" No... This wasn't right... I think... Yukio had said that to me when we
were little kids. My shaky hands cupped his face and forced him to look at me
"Yukio... Wh-what's going on?" He stared at me for a long moment "Rin... Rin,
wake up! Oh god... Rin!- Wake up!" I felt something settle thick in my throat
and I kissed his unresponsive lips. Tears started to slide down my face without
my permission. This wasn't real. I was sedated and on my way to having mine and
Yukio's baby way too early! I pulled away from his blank face and looked
around. "How the hell do I wake myself up!?"
What else could I do? I started slapping myself, pinched my arm, even tried
ripping at my hair... But nothing was working! The fake Yukio had disappeared
at some point during the process, leaving me alone in the fake version of the
dorms my subconscious had created. I needed to calm down, calm down and think
more clearly... With a deep breath and shaky release, I closed my eyes tightly.
Faintly, I heard the sound of people talking. It became louder, more clearer...
And then I opened my eyes.
Again, everything was stupidly blurry and disorienting , the light shining over
head was not helping the matter. I tried tugging at the restraints on my arms
and legs. The doctors and nurses were looking at a screen, I could barely make
out that it was a live ultrasound video, they discussed certain things about it
in hushed voices and stupid gestures with their hands. Fuck, if I was hooked up
to cords that hardcore, how was I gonna get out if here?
"Prepare the Pitocin IV. We want this thing ready to come out." "Will it even
work?" "This is the first time anything like this has been done, everything is
experimental." Kiss my ass. I used all the power I could muster without
summoning my flames and ripped my arms free from the bed as I sat up. The
machine beside me beeped annoyingly high pitch and gave away my new found
awareness to the asses I really didn't want knowing. They turned to me with
looks as though they were seeing a ghost relative appear in my place, besides
the doctor, who had a surprisingly fast attack instinct for someone who
supposedly saved lives. He grabbed up a syringe and started to approach me
slowly.
"Don't even think about making a run for it. This needle is filled with pure
Pitocin, if I inject this into your blood steam you'll most likely have a
seizure... You'll defiantly go into labor." He sighed as if he really didn't
want to be saying what he was. But from what he had said at our last meeting,
he could care less about whither I die or live. "Give it up kid. 'The Vatican
knows best' as your brother said not too long ago."
I broke my legs free, ripped the cords from my body, and jumped out of the bed
not at all gracefully. I pushed the empty bed at him with a growl "Where's
Yukio!?" I walked along the side of the wall towards the door but never taking
my eyes off the approaching doctors... And was that my sword behind them? Shit,
how the hell was a gonna get that back? "He didn't cooperate with us,
unfortunately. In our confrontation, he was shot." ... What. My eyebrows drew
together and I eyed them suspiciously... Okay...? Yukio was a demon; we kinda
heal abnormally fast and shit. Did they think I would break down if they told
me that? Or was it like, they were hiding something more?
The drugs were wearing off a little bit more now... It was now or never. I
charged them. A few shrunk back in surprise, but Mr. Doctor dude was hard to
faze. He drew the needle out towards me but I ducked at just the right time.
Holy shit... I felt the very tip scratch across my arm. I grabbed hold of the
sword and turned back around "If you don't let me go right now, I'll- I'm gonna
draw this! Satan will know exactly where I am- where this base it... I go down,
we all do!" The nurses looked to the doctors who looked to each other, then the
main doctor stepped forward. "If you do this, you do realize the Vatican will
kill you, your brother, and that... Thing." He gestured to my stomach with the
back of his gloved hand "If I die protecting my family, that's as good of a
death I could've asked for." He was about to add something but suddenly the
double doors flew open, Shura's foot still hanging up in the air from the kick.
"And just what the hell do you think you're doing? I tell you to keep him safe
and you idiots try something like this?" I don't even care how she figured out
I was in trouble, thank god for Shura. The doctors turned to look at her and I
took the opportunity to stealthily sneak passed them, though my tail had
decided it was a good a time as any to swing out and knock a trey off a small
metal table with wheels. I started to run, Shura yelled after me saying "Find
Four-eyes!" I turned the corner and stopped for a moment to catch my breath,
running wasn't coming to me so easily and the baby kicked to show its
displeasure. But I couldn't stop. Soon others would find out what's going on
and be looking for me.
If I ever had twin powers, it would've been right then. As a quick decision, I
backtracked and ran down the hall to the left... And just like that, there was
Yukio. His exorcist thrown over his hospital gown matching mine and a man laid
unconscious at his feet. My guess was he had just knocked him out with the butt
of his gun. When he saw me his bleak expression lifted to that of relief and he
rushed to me, hugging me tightly with one arm thrown around my back. "I thought
for sure I was too late." I rubbed my face into his shoulder before pulling
back. Now was not the time for touchy-feelies. We were gonna have to break off
from the order... Form our own side somewhere between Satan and the Vatican...
Man, maybe Yukio wasn't the only person going to go grey before his thirties
from stress.
He grabbed a hold of my hand and started pulling me in the direction I supposed
would lead us outta there... But then again, did he even know how to get out of
this place? Suspense clawed at my brain with every corner we winded around...
Was it just lucky that we hadn't run into anybody or something else? "Y-Yukio,
I'm gonna throw up if I run anymore!" I panted out and he stopped at a little
nook in the wall. Shit, my lungs were on fire! He turned his back to me and
bent down a little "Get on my back." I stared at him for a moment, before
shacking my head "You idiot! I- I can see the blood on your side! You're hurt!"
I started to walk passed him, fully content with running but he grabbed hold of
my arm "And you're pregnant." Really? This was not the time to start up that
argument in the making again. I sighed loudly before hopping up onto his back
awkwardly. "I'm way too big to be doing this!" He groaned in pain and I bit my
lip "are you okay?" "I'm fine, Rin." He didn't reassure me at all... But we
were kinda in a hurry not to die and all that, I was slowing us down. Yukio
managed to find the exist where the black van that had brought us there sat
parked with Shura sitting in the drivers seat.
"What the fuck took you so long!? I was about to take off without your asses!"
I climbed off Yukio and helped him into the van. He was bleeding a lot. And
that scared me. Wasn't he suppose to start healing up about now?? Shura floored
it and drove like a crazy person away from the massive structure, while I got
to work on tearing Yukio's hospital gown open. "Niisan-" "Shut up. I'm mad at
you." I bluntly stated and ripped the gown more. The bloody patch on the
bandages was just underneath the right side of his rib cage. "Why are you still
bleeding!?" "Blessed bullet... I won't stop bleeding until I take it out." They
rapped him up and didn't even bother to take it out?? At least when I was shot
they took it out for me. But this... I bit my lips harshly as tears started to
fall and I shook my head. "I'll take it out. Right now, just... Don't you dare
die!" I heard Shura mumble something like 'He's not gonna die.' But chose to
ignore her.
Very carefully I brought a small pocket knife from his jacket to his heaving
chest. His skin was trying to conceal the wound with new flesh, but the bullet
was making it bubble up and melt away. No telling what it was doing inside of
him. I dug the blade down into the hole and he winced. Hell, I winced. And then
the harder part; I turned itsideways in the cut. Trying to push the bullet back
up to the surface. It took at least three attempts, then, finally I managed to
pop it out. We both sighed in relief and I watched as his wound actually
started to heal.
Shura groaned loudly "Well, shit. If I wouldn't have answered when you butt
dialed me, you both would probably be dead..." Right...! I called her right
before I passed out... I looked out the front window to see True Cross Academy
in all it's glory appearing in the distance. "Where are we going?" She shrugged
"We can only hope that pink clown is willing to take you guys in." I looked
down at the floor of the van where Yukio laid, his eyes closed as he tried to
calm his breaths and nodded... Mephisto was once again our last hope... This
time he better pull through.
Chapter End Notes
     So... What will happen next? Sorry if there was a lot of misspellings
     :( I just skimmed over before I put it up.
     Happy new year by the by.
     I hope you look forward to more! :D
***** An End And A Painful Beginning *****
Chapter Notes
     Hey-o! I totally didn't do school just so I could put up this chapter
     on time! Be grapefruit, yes, grapefruit... And enjoy this very full
     chapter!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
It was quick, so quick it didn't feel real. Shura cursed loudly and spun the
wheel to the left. I dug my hands deep into the back of her seat to keep myself
from being flung into the metal wall. Yukio hadn't been so lucky. He grumbled,
disgruntled while clutching his still healing side and sat up from where he had
rammed his head harshly. I peeked over the only row of seats in the van. My jaw
tighten and I could feel my face go pale against my fevers wishes. We were in
the 'down town-ish' area of the academy and the street was blocked completely
by a four car pile up and panicked people in their cars trying to leave were
honking excessively. A group of exorcist were pointing and yelling directions
to the traffic jam.
"What the hell is going on?" "What does it look like?" She snapped and for a
moment the three of us just watch on the empty side of the pile up... Everyone
was trying to leave. And that's when I saw the thick black smoke gushing out
from a near by street. A fire? "Shura, why is everyone running away?" She
turned half way in her seat to face us now that she wasn't really driving
anymore. "Satan's gotta be inside the school campus. Looking for you no doubt."
She faced forward, watching the scene for a moment before her voice became more
serious and she spoke almost distantly "So, what now four-eyes... Are we gonna
walk or try and find a different road that'll take us to the school?"
He bit at the tip of his thumb nail as he worked the question through his head
"There's only one other road that leads to where we want to go, but it's nearly
and hour that way. If... We were to walk this road we'll make it there in half
the time." He turned to me with a skeptical look over, his eyes lingering on
the baby "are you going to manage alright?" "I... Yeah. I can totally do this."
"Are you sure?" "Yeah." "Because Satan may be wondering the campus looking for
you-" I glared at him, tired and irritated "Stop trying to convince me not to,
geez! It's your plan..." He bit his lip with one of his sharp teeth "But I'm
not sure... If he finds us before we reach the academy... I don't want you to
get hurt." You don't know how much I love him. Not even half of how much... But
of course, I wasn't gonna tell him about it with Shura making gagging noises
like that, so I settled on a light kiss to his cheek. And then a well deserved
punch in the arm "I'm not going to hurt! If I do it's because you jinxed it,
four-eyes!"
"Well, if you two love birds are done being sappy all over the back of the
van... We need to get moving! So what's it going to be? Walking or plowing?"
Plowing, huh? "We're walking, c'mon!" I walked over to the double back doors,
halfway crouched over to clear the short roof as I threw the doors open. Yukio
hopped out first and helped me down "Damn, it's freezing!" You have to imagine,
we were both bare foot and in hospital gowns. Not the best clothing choices for
one of the coldest months of the year. He buttoned up his exorcist jacket over
top and pulled a a discarded one from the back of the van and threw it to me
"There isn't any shoes. We'll have to make do."
It was a weird moment. The only other time I had put on an exorcist jacket had
been a late night a year or so ago that Yukio had given me his jacket because I
had forgotten my own... But that was a different story for a different time.
The fit was a little tight around my stomach but I wasn't complaining, it was
warm and I was cold and hot at the same time. The three of us made our way
around the collision, one of the exorcist tried to stop us from going that way
but Shura and Yukio flashed their badges. He had given us a incredulous
expression as he looked down at our bare feet, but as the cars honked and
people screamed he pushed us along with a disgruntled 'Be careful."
My feet didn't really bother me after they became numb. The sounds of chaos
around us was what was driving me crazy. And explosion erupted a couple blocks
behind us. The deathly silence that followed made me feel sick. This wasn't how
it was suppose to happen. It was like, history repeating itself. I squeezed my
eyes shut tightly. No. I would fix this! I wouldn't let Satan give this baby
the same reputation as me and Yukio. I snapped eyes open when I heard a sudden
thumping vibration of the ground. Kuro was running towards us in his bigger
form, worry clear on his face 'Rin!'
"Kuro! What wrong?" I rubbed his nose comfortingly 'I saw blue flames and
smoke! Are you okay?' I smiled "I'm fine, we need to get back to the school
right away, can you helps us out?" He nodded and laid down to make it easier to
scale his back. We rode him back the rest of the way to the school where he
shrunk down to normal size "thanks Kuro." He gave Yukio a wary look but didn't
respond other than that, so I guess he was still holding some sort of grudge
against him. Now, the four of us broke into the school and hiked the stairs to
the top floor. The hall way with the hideous red coloured rug that only someone
like Mephisto would think look good in a school. We marched right up to his
office door and threw the unlocked doors wide open.
"Alright, Mephisto! Enough of this bullshit! You're suppose to be on their
side, god damnit!" Shura practically snarled as she stomped up to the desk. The
chair was faced toward the broad window wall overlooking most of the campus. It
squeaked as it turned around to face us and- that was NOT Mephisto. There sat,
Amaimon, hand digging in a bucket of shrimp flavored biscuit sticks as he
kicked his feet up onto the desk leisurely. He licked his fingers clean and
waved at our shocked and confused expressions. "Hey."
Now I was pissed. He took off again didn't he? What the hell, man!? "Where is
Mephisto." Yukio asked firmly. There was the sound of the door closing behind
us and we turned back around. Finally. FINALLY! There stood Mephisto clad in a
white suit, purple undershirt poking out. He tisk'ed at us from his stance by
the double doors he was locking. Hmm... Probably should be worried about that.
"It's quite rude to enter someone else's humble abode without so much as a
knock. Ah, and then you went and left the door open. You are very lucky I am
such a forgiving person~!" "Cut the crap! Have you seen what's going on
outside!?" "Of course, I realize the academy is under attack. The exorcists are
working to-" "To what? Stop Satan?? You know they can't!" She was getting even
more pissed by his laid back smile. If this went on much longer I felt the
sinking dread that a fight might break out.
"It's not as though there is much else I can do, Mrs. Kirigakure." There he
paused, eying me thoughtfully. "It comes down to this; Okumura Rin will have to
give in and allow dear daddy to have the baby, he needs to keep on running
until its time- but even then you might have Satan pop in and call 'surprise!',
or you could have the baby right now and hope to high heavens you don't flare
up enough for him to sense you."
There was another explosion outside. The sound of car alarms going off nearby.
I turned back to look at the smoke rising into the the sky. Amaimon had stood
up and was staring out the window with his sticky hands pressed to the glass
much like a kid. "He's getting pretty close, brother." If the smoke was
anything to go by, I'd say he was less than three blocks from where we were.
Shit. I looked to Mephisto, trying my best to hide my panic but the cracking in
my voice was probably a give away "What should we do?"
He shrugged a mischievous smile growing on his face "I've told you before, I
try not to get involved in these sort of things. The choice is completely up to
you. But I would advice you to make it quickly." I looked to Yukio for some
kind of help, anything. But he looked just as confused as I felt. Fine. Okay...
I would make the hard choice. I nodded taking a shaky breath in "I'll... I'll
have the baby. I can't let more and more people get hurt because of me!" Yukio
looked torn... Like he wanted to argue but told himself this was beyond his
feelings. Eventually he nodded and straightened, taking in a commanding
posture.
"We need to get you to the nurses station. Kuro, run back to the dorms and grab
the medical bag under my bed. Come back as fast as you can." Kuro nodded and
went to the door... Ah, but he had locked the door. "Mephisto, unlock the
door." He went back over to it with a whistle "One can never be too cautious in
these types of situations~!" Yukio sighed exasperatedly before turning to Shura
"I need you to make a barrier around this building as quick as you can." She
nodded and took off as fast as she could. He turned to me with a tight lipped
smile that didn't reach his eyes. "Nissan, are you alright? You look pale."
Yeah, I know. Up until then I hadn't really thought about THIS moment. The
moment the baby would be born... And I think I was terrified. I gave him a
smile of my own that brought a bubble of nervous laughter "Just a little
nervous, I guess." He offered me his hand and I took hold of it tightly, our
fingers intertwining. "It will be alright. C'mon. Let's go have the baby."
"Baby? Is the baby coming? Can I watch?" Amaimon pitched in. Although his
expression remain unchanged, a certain edge of excitement took hold of his
voice. Dread settled in the pit of my gut but then Mephisto was pushing us out
of the room "Not this time, little brother. But I guarantee a front row seat at
their next child's birth~!" As the door slammed behind us the sound of Amaimon
arguing was not at all muffled. "We're never going to have another." I bluntly
said and Yukio nodded, pulling me back down the hall we had come from "I agree
completely."
The nurses office was formally big, like everything else at this school. Of
course, I doubt it was equipped for a cesarean, right? I sat on the edge of one
of the beds, staring blankly at the floor. This room was too quiet. Everything
going on outside muted by the thick walls. I guess, in a way, I had imagine all
the chaos inside when I got to this point. Not slowly creeping in on us by the
moment like this. "Yukio." He looked up from his current hunched over position
as he searched the cupboards for something useful. "Yes?" "I'm... Scared. Like
a lot." He sighed tiredly and came over to sit on the bed beside me "I know.
You only get this quiet when your scared. It will all work out fine if we do
this just right-" "But what about after? I sure as hell am not ready to be a
parent! Will Satan stick around and try to attack our baby? What if you don't-
" I bit my lip harshly for what must have been the hundredth time this week and
looked away. Calmed down... Just breathe through your nose.
"'What if You don't-' what?" I groaned and looked back to him "What if... Three
or five years from now... You don't want to be with me... There are a lot of
girls that could make a far better life partner than your brother." He... Hit
me over the head with a clipboard! Where the hell did that even come from!?
"Stop panicking. You might really go into labor. And stressed induced labors
are not good." I rubbed my head begrudgingly just as Kuro charged into the room
in his small form with Yukio's bag in his mouth. 'I got it!' Yukio took it from
him and sat it up on the nearby counter space "Rin, you'll need to take the
jacket off- damn!"
"What's wrong?" He scratched at his hairline and shifted stiffly for a moment
before digging out a few medical thingys "I don't have any numbing against or
drugs. You'll have to feel the whole thing." I tugged off the exorcist jacket
and looked to the hospital gown, Yukio's blood smeared on one of the hips from
whipping my hands on it. "I can handle it. I mean, I'll just heal up, right?"
Oh, was that going to be a problem? Would I be healing too fast for him to get
the baby out? "I'll have to make the first incision using the Koma Sword. It
will be extremely painful, but it's the only way to make you body stay open. It
will heal... But it will take a lot longer than your use to."
I shrugged and laid down on the bed "it's gotta be done. C'mon. We've spent
enough time talking. He could be already here!" He jesters for me to calm down
and picked up my sword from where I had laid it against the bed and took a deep
breath "when I draw this. Both of our flames will appear and then it will be a
race against time." I gave him a reassuring smile "you can do this. Your the
best doctor I've ever met."
He nodded and drew the sword. Both of us covered in our flame. There was an
inhuman shriek from outside but I didn't hear it much over my own scream of
agony as the sword sliced through my outer skin. The blood, ew. My blood was
coming out in buckets it felt like. And then the feeling of he recently gloved
hands digging in my flesh as the room shook. Satan was trying to get in. I bit
my lip as hard as I could with tears pouring down my face sideways "Hurry up!-
fuck!" It felt as though my flames were actually burning me. And then there was
another shake of the building. I was gonna pass out. Or barf. Or maybe both.
This sort of pain was unbearable, and I've been smashed into a building before.
"Yukio- I love you." I choked out from my sobs. He grunted in response, he was
sweating bullets and a perpetually worried expression was tugged onto he face,
blood covering the ripped hospital gown, his exorcist jacket laid out on a near
by chair, where Kuro sat watching.
There was an explosion again. But this one made a bit of the roof fall crumbly
over us. Yukio cursed loudly "He's inside." I was gonna die. But maybe... He
wouldn't find us because there were so many rooms? Yukio had already sheathed
the Koma Sword. Ah, but my flames were still flickering in and out. Probably
because I was overly emotional. "I've located the baby! I'm going to try and-
" the was a bang on the door. And then it was smashed open. Yukio started
chanting and I felt him tug. ""Noi siamo tartassati su ogni lato, ma non
schiacciati; Siamo perplessi, ma non nella disperazione; perseguitati, ma
non..."
There was a deep chuckle and the wolf apparition stepped into the room. Kuro
changed forms and roared threateningly. 'Well look at this~ my sons' baby is
just about to be born. It was rather rude not inviting me to the very special
event.' I closed my eyes tight and tried to ignore him. Yukio was chanting and
I already had a barrier around me. I groaned in agony as he pulled again, and
there it was. The faintest sound of a cry. He tugged again and then it was
free. The sounds of shrill cries filled the room and for a brief moment I let
myself sigh in relief.
Satan lunged, his mouth open wide, only blue flames visible past the opening.
Yukio shifted barely out of the way still chanting and clutching the crying
baby that was connected to me only by the umbilical cord. What do I do!? I
can't even sit up, but my sword is beside the bed... I went to reach for it,
eyes blurring over with new found tears of pain from the stretch. My fingertips
brushed the side, almost... There...
The roof broke just off to the side of me, knocking the sword to floor. Damn!
But wait... Amaimon... Broke through the roof. Shit! What else could go wrong?
He jumped over the bed and did a flying kick into Satan's side. What... The
fuck?? He looked back over to us with his usual blank stare while pointing to
the wolf as it crashed into the wall on the other side of the room "Father's a
lot weaker in this form, since his physical body isn't here." There was a growl
'Amaimon, what do you think you're doing?' He shrugged in response "Brother
told me to escort you back to Gahenna." He held up a box from his pocket "He
paid me in candy." This was ridiculous! If I wasn't reeling with pain still I
probably would be laughing like a loon.
Yukio cut the cord suddenly and drew a cross in the air over the baby before
resting it at the foot of the bed and tying a knot for them. Shura burst into
the room with a clear limp and deep gash on her arm. Her nose scrunched up as
she looked over the seen. Amaimon and Kuro were both attacking Satan at the far
end of the room who was fighting back harshly, and here we were, my guts were
out on display and our baby was suddenly changing a pale blue color... Wait
what? Yukio suddenly picked up our baby and wrapped it up. "What's wrong with
our baby, Yukio!?" He grunted out a stern "Nothing." Before giving the bundle
to Shura, telling her to run. And then he was charging into the fight.
And there I was... Not even beginning to heal the deep gash. I was useless in
that moment. I hated it. They busted a hole threw the wall and Yukio and Kuro
went after him... But Amaimon stayed behind, staring outside through the gaping
hole "It's starting to rain." He observed before turning back to me "Why are
you not healing, brother Rin?" I didn't answer him. Instead I focus on
breathing. Hoping desperately that I wouldn't pass out from blood loss. He
wondered over to my bed and ran a hooked nail over the top of the gushing gash
"It is almost like you are dying... Are you dying? That would be no fun. When
you do die, may I have your sword as a keepsake?"
I growled and sat up. "That is not good for you, brother. Unless, you are
trying to speed up the process of dying." I ignored him and the pain, grabbing
up my sword before trying to stand... That hadn't been a good idea. I screamed
in pain, gasping for air as I chocked on blood... I think I should sit back
down... Yeah. I plopped back down on the edge of the bed just as another person
ran into the room. His arm had a similar gash in it as Shura. There were some
lighter ones on his face. He smiled wickedly "I knew I would find you once
again, son of Satan." Amaimon halted kicking his feet back and forth to point
at himself "me?" But I knew better. The paladin, Augustus Angle. How the hell
he had found me was a big confusing ball of thoughts that I threw out because
it didn't really matter how he got there, just that he was there, and looking
particularly psycho.
His long sword dragged on the ground behind him as he approached. "Why don't I
help sooth your hurting body? By releasing your soul!" He started to the bed
with blade raising, but then someone else fell through the roof, although this
one was a little bit more graceful. Mephisto blocked his sword with his
umbrella. "Now, there are rules to this kind of thing, I'm sure the Vatican did
not order you to do this so stand down or you will have to forfeit your
ranking." Sir Angle wavered. His usually kept hair was splayed across his face.
He forced it back and stood up straighter. He struck the floor before saying in
a less crazy voice "I have things to do. But I WILL be back, demon."
Mephisto turned towards me and shook his head "Just look at all this damage to
school property, young man... You best be thinking of a way to make it up to me
while you sleep." He smiled crookedly "Ah, and yes. You are about pass out from
blood loss and sheer pain coursing through your body." Amaimon leaned over to
stare into my face and waved "Sleep tight." I tried my best to fight it. But
they were right, I needed some sleep.
Maybe I would feel a whole lot better if I didn't wake up.
 
 
 
Q
When I woke up, everything was blurry. Shit, my guts still hurt. I looked
around the room... This was... My room. I turned my head to the side to see
Yukio's side of the room staring back at me... Nothing seemed wrong, out of
place... But where was he? How long had I been out? It was still raining so it
couldn't have been that long. I tried to get up but cursed at the pain. Okay,
try not to panic but... Where the fuck was Yukio!? Where the fuck was my baby!?
I groaned loudly and the door suddenly flew open.
"Shiemi...? What're you doing here?" God, my throat was raw from screaming. She
looked at me for a moment before brightening a million times over. "You're
awake! How are you feeling!? Do you need anything? Food? Water?" I shook my
head and whipped the sweat my forehead had been collecting away. "I... Where's
Yukio?" "He had to go to a meeting. The Gregory order wants to discuss what
happened the other day." The other day...? "How long was I out?" She soaked a
cloth in bowl on my desk, rang it out and carried it over to me "Five days.
I've been staying over since I heard about it, looking after you and the baby."
I tried to sit up again but she pushed me back down and started dabbing my
sweaty face. Guess I still had a fever. "Where is my baby?" She bit her lip and
shook her head "The baby is fine, it's just..." She clamped her lips shut and
shook herself again "Yuki wants to be here when you see h- the baby!" She
laughed stiffly "He also told me not to tell you the gender... Eh... He wants
to be the one to tell you."
That bastard. After only barely getting to see my baby that HE had been
holding, he won't let be see them until he gets back? I looked up at her
pleadingly "Shiemi, was the baby... Turning different colours?" She smiled
sadly and shook her head as she stood. "No, but... Let Yuki explain it to you,
Rin." Her smile brighten again and she added "The others heard what was
happening and are coming back to help rebuild before school starts back up. If
you want, you can see them later today." I nodded and smiled weakly "Sounds
cool.., thanks Shiemi." She left the room and I sighed... My hand came up and
rubbed gently at the long stitched up line across my stomach... No doubt would
become a hideous scare. I had been wrong, huh? If anything... This was the
beginning of a long, and painful processes.
But it's best not to think when you're on pain. I closed my eyes tight and
forced myself not to cry. Wishing for Yukio to hurry up and get back.
Chapter End Notes
     The baby is born!! Exciting, right!? Ah, but there is still so much
     story left... I think it will end up being into the 40's chapter
     wise... Also, have any idea what's going on with the baby? A lot will
     be revealed in the next chapter!
***** The Baby *****
Chapter Notes
     Hello~! Sand so, this chapter makes all the hints and such make
     sense. Enjoy!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
I felt like I might've actually slept a whole century not a measly five days as
Shiemi kept telling me every time I asked. Against her urgent flustered pleads
for me to stay in bed, I couldn't. What can I say? I can't just do NOTHING.
Just the thought made my skin crawl. Sure, the pain was hell, but if I focused
on everything besides that I was doing pretty good. The first thing I did was
shuffle over to the window and threw it open... There were at least thirty
exorcist just outside the dorms, and a whole lot more around the nearby
fountain... Or at least, what was left of it. A excavator was being used to
carry the derby to the opened top of a dumpster truck as some dude yelled
through a megaphone. His voice sounded muffled from this far away.
"Rin! Y-Yuki told me to keep you far away from the windows! Come on, you could
rip open your stitches if you stretch like that." I looked back to her with a
frown "How bad is the damage?" She titled her head, contemplating whether or
not she should answer, by the looks of it. But she gave in after a moment of
determined eye contact "There were a few road accidence in the panic. Um...One
building burnt down completely, two others were singed. The main building of
the school has a few holes. Ah, and you probably can see what happened to the
fountain. Also, one of the dorms has a large dent from when Yuki was thrown
into it- b-but he's fine! He's fine!" She laughed nervously as my expression
darkened. "Did anyone... Die?" She sobered up surprisingly fast the moment the
question slipped past my lips. "Four... Twelve hurt." Shit. I felt sick. I
hadn't changed anything. If nothing else, leaving the lock down branch had made
things worst... I just... I was scared, okay? People make stupid decisions when
their scared.
Shiemi placed a comforting hand on my shoulder while gently tugging me away
from the window "Hey, it's fine, Rin. It's not your fault-" "But it IS. First
all those people die because of the demons reacting to me getting pregnant or
whatever, and now more people are died, because of ME, Shiemi." I was starting
to get angry, not of Shiemi of course. But because I let it happen. "I could
have saved them, all of them." She was quiet for a long moment before removing
her hand from my shoulder "...Do you regret... What happened?" As in, do I
regret getting pregnant? Oh, whata a sneaky question. I gave her a small sad
smile "Nah- I just wish no one had to die because of me." Trust me, I had
enough of that in my life already.
The door was still open from this round of 'Shiemi care', and I watched as
Shura came in, a small limp and a long bandage covering up her arm "Heeeyy~ so,
you're finally up, mommy-boy?" She looked to Shiemi in slight acknowledgement
as a smirk curled her lips "It took you long enough, gees." I glared "Hey! I
could've died! You could sound a bit more concerned." She groaned "You're such
a drama queen." All joking aside, I nodded my head towards her bandaged arm
"How's your arm?" She looked to it, as if she had forgotten all about it and
shrugged "It's nothing. Have you seen the baby yet? Quite a looker-" Shiemi
waved her hands frantically and Shura looked to her blankly, almost bored-like.
"Y-yuki wants to be here when he sees h- them!" Shura nose scrunched up and
looked to me "Are you serious?" I shrugged. This apparently, was not okay in
Shura's book. She smacked my arm and grabbed hold of it, dragging me to the
door "No way, it's your baby more than it is his, you can see it whenever the
hell you want." Hmm... Didn't know about that first one, but I totally agreed
with her about being able to see them whenever I wanted, I mean, I carried them
around for nearly eight months! I think I deserve to see them. Shiemi followed
after us "A-ah! But Yuki said-" Shura huffed "It's Whimpy-four-eyes fault for
not being here for it."
We headed four rooms down the hall. A group of exorcist standing inside and
outside of the room. Upon seeing us approach one of the exorcist eyed me wryly
"He's fine." Shura stated blandly, gesturing with her hand in a flick of her
wrist "He's too weak to try anything right now." Try what? Why would I try
anything? Something prickled my skin and a sort of sinking feeling set over me.
There was something wrong with the baby. Everybody keeps saying there's nothing
wrong and yet they're saying weird things that throw me off. He let us pass
with a curt nod. The dorm room had three exorcist in it. Two leaning over the
crib Yukio had set up a while back as another typed out whatever the two were
saying. Shura cleared her throat and the two looked over. I froze. It was the
doctor and male nurse from the lock down branch. They eyed me over critically
before plastering on those cheesy ass smiles. "Congratulations, Okumura." Yeah,
yeah- whatever. Show me the baby, damnit. "Give us a few minutes alone." The
men nodded to Shura politely and the three of them left. Leaving Shiemi, Shura,
and I alone in the room. "You should probably leave for a bit, Blondie."
Shiemi? Why would Shiemi have to leave? She looked hesitant at first but nodded
solemnly and left. Shura threw her head in the direction of the crib. Staying
back to watch.
With a nervous intake of air, I shuddered out a breath. What was wrong? What
the hell was wrong with my baby? I approached the crib slowly and leaned
over... My heart stopped and the need to breath seemed to not register in my
mind as I stared down wide eyed at the cutest baby I had ever seen. Really, I'm
not just saying that because it was my baby. The soft round cheeks and pink
skin. And those blond eyelashes that overlapped their marshmallow cheeks as
they breathed softly, sleeping soundlessly. Everything was fine, nothing was
wrong. I suddenly remembered how to breathe and choked a little as a wide smile
broke out on my face and -whether from stress, relief, or my hormones still
acting up- tear spilled down my face. Without look back to her, keeping my eyes
fixed on the slumbering, tiny face I asked "Is it a boy or a girl?"
"A boy." I turned at the change of voice. Yukio stood in front of the door, his
arms crossed over his chest... Looking really tired. "Oh thank god." What? I'm
not saying I wouldn't want a little girl! It'd just be harder I think because
neither of us are ladies, obviously. I looked back to the baby "A boy." I
tested the words on my lips and - if possible- my smile grew. Now that all the
drama was basically over, what were we going to name him? I was about to ask
Yukio, when the sputtering sound of a cry starting broke out caught my
attention. As soon as it happened Yukio took two long steps over to me and held
my face upward towards him. His face calm, serious, almost a little bleak.
"Listen, Rin. There's something need to know about him." I tired to turn my
head to back to the crib, but Yukio held my face tightly, I narrowed my eyes at
him "What." "Because both of us are born in Asia, he is completely in Asia. His
power, his body, everything." I nodded "But because of this... He's a demon."
My heart wavered a little but I shrugged coolly "it's fine. I get, he's like
us-" "No, Rin. He's not like us at all. He shifts between that part of him that
is human, and his demon side. Do you understand?"
I hesitated. What the hell did that mean? Shura sighed loudly "Just let him
see!" Reluctantly, Yukio let go of my face. I stared at him for a moment before
finally looking back to the crib. His face... It was shifting as he cried,
between a red faced baby and... "And he can't s...Stop?" "It's like your
flames, it happens whenever his upset or angry." "But, we think he'll start to
learn how to control it by the time he's three or four." Shura added. I bit my
lip and nodded, but I was having trouble not breaking down into hysteria. I had
seen horrible... Horrible things... But the way my baby- MY baby's face shifted
about as the two different forms fought back and forth making his skin turn to
blue fur then back to skin... I couldn't watch it.
"Rin..." Yukio tried, but didn't stop me from leaving. I ignored Shiemi's call
as she noticed me in the hall and headed straight back to my room. Was it...
Wrong to react this way? At the moment I didn't care. I'm- I'm sure I would
figure out how to deal with him sooner than later, but I could cry. Just for a
bit, and then I would go back and hold him, whatever form of him it was.
It was late when I woke up, when I had falling asleep exactly? I had no idea,
the over exertion my body had gone through to get me down the hall and back
really took it's toll on me. I was exhausted. There was sink in the side of the
bed suddenly, but I didn't bother opening my eyes, I had a pretty good idea of
who it was. "'M fine now... I just... needed a bit of time to think." A hand
came up and brushed my bangs away from my forehead before the owner leaned down
and kissed my head. "Suguro and the others are in the room with the baby, you
don't have to get up, they can come to you."
With a sigh, I opened my eyes to stare up at his. "I said I'm fine. I can
handle it now." "You don't look fine." Oh, he was sharp. Or maybe it was
because he could read me this close up. I pushed him back weakly as I groaned
in pain from the effort of sitting up. "I'm just tired, okay?" Yikes, I was
kinda being a snippy bitch. He was just trying to consider my well being.
"Sorry..." He looked away, face completely somber. "I had thought that he was
going to be a full fledged demon. That would have been a lot harder to rise..."
I guess. "Yukio, why does he turn into a rabbit." He turned to look at me and
shook his head lowly "Satan's line is hard to track. He himself is a shape
shifter, that's why his son's are so different, along with the fact that
different demons conceived them. Us? We are some sort of feline based demon.
Our son might be a rabbit demon because of the concentration of Satan's blood
between the two of us. A baby has never been born between two sons of Satan."
There was a long pause and then he added "It's sad to watch." He was looking
far away, past the room. "The way he can't control himself... I wonder what
that must be like to him-He's extremely aware of himself for only being five
days old." A small smile made its way to my face and I leaned over and kissed
his cheek "Must take after you, then." He got up and held out a hand to me
which I took.
"Fuck." I gulped in a mouth full of air and leaned into him for support. God,
my side was on fire as if I had ran twelve laps around the whole campus when in
all actuality, I had only stood up. He gripped me sturdily, anchoring me to my
spot. "Rin, really... If you're in pain you should stay in bed." It was more
than that. With a grunt I leaned into his chest. The pain muted if only a
little by his warmth. "I wanna see the baby again." He sighed "I'll move the
crib back here tomorrow when I kick the research team out." Now that was a
funny thing to picture, Yukio literally kicking them out, oh if only...
"I heard you were smashed into a building." "... I was, but I healed." Nothing?
No explanation of what the hell happened after he jumped out of the hole in the
second level of the school? Because I really wanted to know what happened with
that. Was Satan planning to coming back at anytime or was he laying off? Yukio
leaned down and kissed me softly on the lips. Pain? What pain? There's no pain
wherever my mind disappears to when we touch like this.
When he pulled away he looked me over with concern "Just... If we're going to
go in the room with everyone and the baby... Give me some sort of warning if
you want to leave. I'll understand." I rolled my eyes and let him start to pull
me carefully out of the room. So I reacted badly the first time I saw my baby.
I knew what to expect now. I would be fine. "How are your stitches? Are you
feeling any pinching or excruciating pain around the cut? Both inside and out."
"I'm fine- sure, it hurts like hell but I can manage. You did a good job,
Mr.doctor dude." "Are you sure? Any discomfort at all?" I stopped right before
the door and gave him an unimpressed look "Don't worry about me, we should be
more worried about our son." Wow, spoken like an adult... Kinda scary.
The instant I entered the room, the others turned to me with somewhat surprised
expressions. Konekomaru was the first to speak "Y-you're up? Shouldn't you be
in bed, Rin?" Shima nudge him playfully "What he means is 'congratulations'."
In response the latter scratched at his neck "Oh yeah, sorry. It's just that I
thought you would be sore." I shrugged "Yeah, well... I am-but I couldn't pass
up the chance to see you guys!" Suguro sighed "We could have gone to you."
"That's what I told him." Yukio butted in and gave I him a sour look briefly
before turning back to my friends. Izumo crossed her legs from her spot on the
edge of one of the beds, looking to the crib "I have to admit, he is pretty
cute for being a demon."
That got me smiling bigger. Of course my baby would be superior! My looks were
in his genes! Shima laughed lightly "So Izumo has a soft spot for babies~" "Sh-
shut up! Anyway, what's his name?" "Name?" Suguro narrowed his eyebrows "Well
yeah, you need to give him a name." Hmmm... I guess I hadn't really gotten
around to thinking about that yet... I went over to the crib and smiled down at
his toothless grin while I picked his bundled body up. My hand trailed down his
soft cheek with two small blue circles etched in and his eyes opened to reveal
bright blue eyes with a small ring of red. Hmm... A name...
"Oh! Name him Yukio jr.! That would be classic!" Suguro eyed Shima with an
incredulous expression "Only you would think that's a good idea. If you're
gonna name your kid after you, you have to call him the second or else it's
just corny-" "We're not naming him after me." "What about Rin the sound?" Izumo
mocked sarcastically. Suguro sent her a side long glare but didn't take it any
further, knowing that a fight would upset the baby. And then I got it.
"His name is Usamaro."
Chapter End Notes
     You may or may not have watched the Blue Exorcist movie... But I
     would defiantly watch it before reading the rest of this story
     because certain things will be given away... And yes, I know that in
     the Japanese version Usamaro is genderless but I went with the
     English version for this story.
     I hope you liked this chapter... As you can imagine, with Usamaro's
     unique ability to shift between forms, certain problems could
     happen... The story continues.
***** A Good Mother And A Bad Dad *****
Chapter Notes
     Long chapter~ I hope you like it!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
What the hell had I gotten myself into? Well, I knew exactly what kind of self
inflicted torture I was getting into. We all know taking care of a baby is no
easy job; they need constant attention, they poop, they pee, they cry, they
barf on your shoulder, they need regular feedings, they scream their little
heads off in the middle of the night... But I'm pretty sure the shape shifting
thing was an added layer of migraines to the mix.
During those five days in which I was checked out, Shiemi and Yukio had been
taking care of Usamaro, feeding him with whole milk and changing his diaper.
Which, as you can imagine is pretty hard with him switching between rabbit
demon and human.... Now, picture this, Yukio tells me that I missed out a
critical bonding moment or something. After the cord is cut, doctors say it's
good for the baby to identify who their 'mother' is by skin to skin contact.
Since he had been whisked away by Shura during the fight to somewhere safe, he
hadn't gotten that sort of connection to anybody. And as you can imagine, I was
extremely bothered by this information. Would that mean we would always have an
unfixable gap in our relationship? Yukio had then went on to bring up the fact
that it wouldn't be so bad if I started nursing...
We had had a similar conversation about this before, hadn't we? I-it's just...
A little too much for me. Could you blame me? I am a guy after all, I had sex
with a dude and got pregnant, but I was still a guy... would it be any worse to
add nursing to the list of shit most guys don't do? Was it worth having a
chance to get closer to my son? I decided that it was, though a bit reluctantly
when Yukio pointed out I would need to do something with 'it'. To my despair,
my nipples had become pinker, thicker... It's not as though I was growing boobs
or anything (Thank God for that) but by the third day of me being conscious,
they were leaking quite obviously. Yukio, being the not so secret pervert that
he is, would eye me hungrily as I changed my clothes. When the fourth day
rolled around, he had the nerve to jump me from behind as I changed... Er...
Yeah... Stuff happened and I decided I would rather nurse than go through that
embarrassing molestation again.
But the problem still remained, if Usamaro was being fussy when he was hungry
he would, of course, turn into his demon form... It was... More than a little
awkward, sometimes even painful since that form had teeth since birth. Yukio
was NOT, and let me repeat this; was NOT allowed in the room when I was doing
that. I don't know what his deal was, but I guess he has some sort of... Nipple
fetches? I donno- I don't wanna know. It was not happening again.
I sighed in relief as Usamaro settled down from a surprisingly loud fit
considering he was a preemie... Though, he was a big baby... God, if I had been
able to give birth to him naturally at nine months... Fuck. I was suddenly
feeling grateful of the fresh scare that had entered an agonizing itchy stag on
my gut, What I wouldn't give to scratch at it... And I would, if not for the
still tingling pain etched in its bright red flesh.
The door opened, drawing my attention. Yukio stood there for a moment in the
doorway, watching me swaying back and forth slowly with the baby. My eyes
narrowed at his smile. "Don't you say it. I'll punch you in the nuts." He shook
his head, smile faltering before sliding into a frown "I wasn't planning to." I
rolled my eyes, looking down to the baby who was watching us tiredly, eyelids
sliding down only to pull apart to watch, like we were too interesting and he
had to see what would happen before he fell asleep. "Well, you've said it the
last two times you've walked in around his nap time." He stepped farther into
the room, watching the baby with a bit of a wary expression settled in place
"It doesn't mean you are any less masculine, Niisan. It is just a title." I
stuck my tongue out at him and Usamaro smiled, his eyes finally shutting and
staying shut.
"I hate you, bastard. You did this on purpose. What if I was the one that
topped you, huh? I doubt you'd want to be called 'mom'." Yukio seemed to think
this over and gave an involuntary shudder. Hands were placed on either of my
shoulders, his eyes roaming over my face "Look, I understand you don't want to
be considered weak. You aren't, but like it or not, you ARE a mother. He came
out of YOU. You should stop acting like a whinny kid and except it. You don't
have to go by the title, but you own it." He ran his gloved hand through his
hair and I noticed for the first time that he was dressed as if he was going
somewhere.
"Where're you going?" He barely paused at the sudden change in subject, pulling
away from me again, straightening a bit. "Headquarters." Again? I kinda wanted
to spend some time with him now that Usamaro was asleep. The last month or so
was starting to fade grittily on the back burner of my thoughts until it all
was this little shriveled up ashy looking thing. But that didn't mean I don't
remember everything we went trough together... Having a baby was an intimate
thing, sure. I get that. Now that we were settling down and far out of reach
from stress and chaos we could find our pace again and go back to how things
were... Right?
"Oh, okay I guess... I'll be here." He rubbed his forehead roughly, probably
trying to massage a forming headache. "They want me to bring the baby along." I
stopped the light swaying I had been doing absentmindedly, my eyes slightly
bugging out as his words really got a hold of me. Setting down Usamaro gently
in the crib I turned to Yukio with a determined glare "I'm coming with you." he
matched my glare "You can barely get up the stairs without crying, how do you
expect to walk into headquarter clutching my arm for dear life?" I felt my face
growing warm, voice dropping so I wouldn't wake Usamaro back up "No I don't! It
really doesn't hurt anymore, okay?" "Why don't you trust me? He's my son too. I
won't let anything happen to him if that is why you're freaking out so much."
"If you care about him, why do you never call him by his name? instead you just
call him 'the baby'." "I prefer to call him that. What are you accusing me of?
Do you think I don't CARE? Because if you are, we're in need of a serious
talk." His face showed a bit of anger and pain looming just behind his glasses.
I bit my lip "What are YOU accusing me of!? You know damn well I trust you!"
Usamaro made a groan as he started to stir. Okay, okay. This wasn't going to
become a fight. It would be stupid and why risk waking him up again? Yukio was
looking over to the crib with concern that eased up as I grabbed hold his arm.
He was right, just walking the short distance to him was enough to make me feel
a bit lightheaded. For once I was really wishing my demon powers would heal me
faster than a normal person.
"I trust you... Really, I do..." I rubbed my face into his shoulder, taking in
the smell of his freshly washed jacket that laundry softener still couldn't
mask the smell of gunpowder on, then looked up at him "I just... I don't want
him out of my sight." He chuckled lightly, one of his hands found my hip and
rubbed his thumb a crossed it "Now you know how I feel about you and-... Usa-
chan." I rolled my eyes "Do you really hate his name that much?" "It's
different..." Whatever. His name wasn't going to change anytime soon, Yukio
could call him by a nickname if he wanted but I wasn't going to be changing it.
I leaned up a little and give him a soft kiss. "I love you." He sighed as I
kissed him again on his neck, he pushed me away a bit and a lopsided smile in
place that almost looked as though he was in pain "Don't try to seduce me
before I leave or I won't be able to." "I-I'm not seducing you. I just wanted
to remind you... And I'm sorry." Before I could back away even more from him,
he pulled me flush against him by the small of my back. His expression a weird
mix between dead serious and amused that only Yukio could pull off without
looking like an idiot.
"I know, I get it." lips were on my mine, which wasn't so much of a surprise
anymore. He was trying to make the kiss hotter, his tongue pushing into my
mouth and his hand on my hip slipping into my pants and kneading my thigh. Arg!
What the fuck did he think he was doing? Wasn't he leaving soon? I turned my
face to the side panting lightly and no doubt my face was at least a little
red. His lips were already moving to my neck "Er... Don't you have to leave?"
My teeth dug down into my lip as his sharp teeth raked across my skin. "I can
always tell them you held me up..." Oh, so he would blame it on me and make The
Order think I'm even worse than they already did? Yeah, no thanks. I pushed at
his chest and he groaned, pulling back completely knowing full well I wasn't
going to let him be a sneaky bastard.
Yukio went over to the crib, staring down at Usamaro for a moment, before
picking his bundled body up gently. He started to sputter, a cranky cry
starting up as a pair of blue ears poked out of the blanket. "what do they want
with him anyway?" A little foot shot up and kicked him in the face... That was
no doubt a little preview to what he had put me through for three to four
months of the pregnancy. "They need to know what he's capable of. We have no
idea if and when he'll develop a connection with the blue flames."
I followed him out of the room, walking along side him downstairs even though I
dreaded climbing back up them. He stopped by the kitchen where baby things
where piled on top of our little personal table, including a baby carrier thing
Yukio had bought quite a while ago with little blue sail boats printed on its
fabric... But this would be his first time outside- well, besides when he had
been moved to the dorm- but still! This was a pretty big deal, right?
I sure as hell didn't want to be... But I was curious about his demonic
powers... They were different than mine and Yukio's unless nobody got around to
telling me I was shapeshifting when I was a baby... "Well- he's gotta have the
flames. We both have them so it would make sense if he got it from us...
Right?" Yukio didn't say anything for a moment just giving me this... This
pitying look. I hated it. "Rin... He's not like us. Not at all." That had me
puffing up my chest defensively but he cut me off before I could even start,
with a stern look "You shouldn't get your mind set on the idea that he's going
to be perfect." I growled lowly as I narrowed my eyes at him "What the hell
does that mean? You're judging him before he can even tell the difference
between right or wrong? God, Yukio- like-like... Arg! What the hell?" Even as I
tried to search him for an answer I could see him blocking himself up behind
his wall. What, was this part of his exorcist job? To tell me not to expect
much out of my son just like EVERYONE had done to me my whole life!? Fuck that.
"He's gonna be perfect, asshole. He already IS! In his own way." Yukio strapped
the still crying Usamaro into the carrier and turned to me with a calm,
purposefully blank expression set in place. I wanted to punch him. Just once
really hard to knock some sense into him because he was apparently falling back
into his 'The Order is fucking god' shit when I wasn't looking. "Niisan, I
didn't say not to love him any less... I'm just- I guess I'm warning you. I
have a bad feeling about him." As childish as it was I covered my ear and
slammed my eyelids shut, that unmistakable lump forming in the back of my
throat as I harshly muttered "I really don't need you to be saying these kinds
of things right now, what I NEED is for you to help, not make thing even harder
to understand!" I opened my eyes wide but settled into a glare as he rubbed his
thumb over my cheek that against my efforts, had become wet. I was gonna do it.
Really, in two seconds I was going to give him the uppercut of his life. Not
because I wanted to make this disagreement into a fight, but because if I
didn't I would be on the weak side of the fight and would probably end up in an
angsty pool of depression for a couple of weeks, much like the weeks I spent at
the beginning of the pregnancy refusing to find out what was wrong with me. I
look back now and feel stupid for the way I handle the 'mysterious sickness' I
had had then, and didn't want now to end in another reason for the silent
treatment to develop between us. But before I had a chance to move in and punch
him, he pulled away in favor of answering his vibrating phone in his exorcist
jacket pocket "Yukio Okumura speaking... Yes, I am leaving right now, my
brother was just holding me up... Yes..."
He gave me a wary look as if he had just now caught wind of my murderous
thoughts directed at the side of his head before he grabbed up the baby carrier
and start for the door. No doubt he would use his key to get there quickly.
When he hung up he was already in the hall leading to the front door, the one
the little kid's body had slumped against after Yukio had shot them... The blue
eyes dull and lifeless but the expression of sheer fear forever holding it's
place... Wait, when had that happened? A... A nightmare? He was unlocking the
door now...
"I love you. Even if you are a douche." I called half heartily and he paused in
the doorway, shook his head lowly and looked back to me with guilt and
frustration "Look, I-" "You're going to be late. Hurry up and come back so you
can make it in time for dinner." And I turned away from him. He hesitated,
obviously wondering if it was bad to leave things as they were after he had had
another episode of asswhip-ness but he couldn't just NOT go, he was still on
thin ice with the order and one small slip up now could make him loose his job
and ultimately all three of our lives. So he left without another word.
If you were into dark humor you might have found it funny- my brain sure did-
that we could go from kissing and declaring our love for one another to these
tension filled arguments that could set us not talking for a month or months in
a matter of a few minutes. Arg, why when it felt like everything was getting
better something else popped up and stopped us from just living happily ever
after? I mean, what Yukio said was... Really dumb. I wasn't going to let him
around Usamaro if he was going to be a dick of a dad... My subconscious
snickered a bit. What, was I going to break up with him? ... Shit. Okay okay.
No panicking! No. I was NOT going to break up with him but... This was serious.
We really needed to talk about this. How was that for acting like an adult?
I made something simple for dinner that wouldn't be gross if he was late and it
got cold, and he showed up an hour later. That had to be the most aggravating
five hours. If Kuro hadn't been there to lighten the mood only by a little bit
but it was enough, I probably would have accidentally done more than cut my
finger and burned my left hand while I was cooking... I wasn't paying
attention, which wasn't good at all. It wasn't like me to hurt myself doing
something as natural as cooking had become. Yukio would probably notice the
bandaid clumsily wrapped around my finger an demand an explanation.
When he did announce his return it was a casual call of 'Rin, I'm back.'
Usamaro was sound asleep in the carrier, his human form looking red in the face
from probably crying himself to sleep and I felt a bit sorry for the little
guy. Yukio might know the technical side of raising a kid but he was a little
stingy with his affection. "How did it go?" He shrugged "They liked him well
enough, they couldn't seem to remember any real reasons for hating him. He is a
baby after all." That had me smiling a bit, not letting myself get completely
hopeful quite yet. "And the tests? How did that go? Did they figure anything
out?" He gave me a smile followed by one raised eyebrow as he approached and
slung his arms around my waist. I tensed a little, this was a little forward
for being in the middle of a fight, but I relaxed, maybe he just wanted to put
it behind us for now. We hugged leisurely for a moment until I felt his hand
trying to tangle it's fingers with my left hand and I pulled away sharply "Er-
Er um... Dinner? I made Nigu-ah!" He licked up the side of my neck and I
blushed wildly. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" He was pushing my
back into the table where Usamaro was still sleeping in his carrier. His hands
were on the table on either side of me and he was looking me over
affectionately "Dinner can wait." His lips were on mine softly at first but
slowly he was applying more pressure. I hesitated at first, wondering if maybe
I should stop him and have a talk with him about how he better not be an
asshole to our son... Ah but we could talk after, we're usually more honest
with each other after sex... That's a bad thing, isn't it?
He rubbed himself into me already slightly hard under his pants and jacket...
Unless that was the butt of his gun I was feeling, but I doubted it. A moan
escaped my lips which was instantly lost between our intertwining tongues. I
reached up to pull his jaw down closer and totally forgot about my hand. Ow!
Fuck! I ripped my hand away with a hiss and shook it in the air. Yukio pulled
away, suddenly concerned "What's wrong?" Oh... Um... "I... I burnt my hand when
I was cooking. No biggy!" I tried to kiss him again but he put his hand up.
Looking for answers in my eyes. "You never burn yourself while cooking." He
picked my hand up I had been shaky and sighed "I'll get the first aid kit.
There's a tube of burn ointment in it." He wonder over to the sink and pulled
out the heavy duty first aid kit he kept under the sink.
"What happened to your other hand." It wasn't a question as much as a demand to
know, I gave him a sheepish grin while seating myself on top of the table "I...
I was worried about Usamaro and thinking about what you said before you left- I
got distracted and cut myself. Look, it's almost already healed!" He rubbed at
his temples as he took the disinfectant and burn stuff out "What's there to
worry about? He was sleeping soundly when they came to talk to me. Everything's
fine."
I stared at for a moment and cocked my head with what I assumed was a dumb look
by the the unimpressed look he gave me in return "You mean... They didn't do
the tests on him?" "What tests are you talking about?" Wait wait wait wait.
"Huh? What do you mean 'what tests'? We were fighting about it right before you
left!" "When? I don't remember us fighting." I bit my lip and glared "This
isn't funny. You... You said some really horrible things that we need to talk
about."
"Rin. I am serious, that never happened." What the hell? Did he hit his head on
the way home or something? "Oh my god, you're serious... Well, you... were
suppose to take Usamaro to The Order headquarters and they were going tests him
or something to figure out what type of power he had and shit and you were
being an asshole and saying he is nothing like us and that he'll never be
perfect and all that asshole stuff you said." "I said You shouldn't get your
mind set on the idea that he's going to be perfect..." He said in an almost
dazed and confused sort of way and I glared "So you DO remember. Gees... Why
the hell did you scare me like that?" He rubbed at his forehead with his
eyebrows scrunched together and eyes squeezed tightly shut "I don't know what
happened... I just started to remember suddenly. I feel sick to my stomach." I
patted his back a bit awkwardly and looked over just as Usamaro opened his
eyes, he yawned and when he saw me he reached his arms up and made a whinny
noise, a threat of a full on fit if he didn't get fed right away. I sighed and
started un strapping him from the the doo-hicky, rubbing his bald head
affectionately which calmed him down a bit.
"I need to go feed him." But Yukio wasn't listening, he was deep in thought,
his eyes wide as he mumbled back to himself everything he remembered. Fine, I
wanted to hear him explain everything and he wasn't paying attention anyway, so
as awkward as every other time, I tucked Usamaro under my shirt. So glad that
he wasn't upset right now. "... After I changed his diaper, I took him to the
testing room and we were starting the first test... And then we were saying
goodbye... I don't... What the.." He scratched at his head feverishly and
looked to me very very confused, and then he looked down at the lump of a head
in my shirt and his face slacked, his colour draining almost instantly. I was
irritated and embarrassed and was about to chew him out for staring the way he
was when he said in an almost mortified voice. "Usamaro did it."
Chapter End Notes
     And yes, they may have some serious problems bubbling below the
     surface. I hope it was worthy of your precious time and that you all
     had a wonderful Valentines-day~ comments are nice, I like 'em a lot
     and I will start on the next chapter right away!
***** Bitter *****
Chapter Notes
     Hey~ so! New chap, huh? Enjoy and read da shit I say at the end! It's
     IMPORTANT.
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"What do you think of this one, Rin?" I looked over as Shiemi held up a blue
onesie and I forced a grin "Yeah, it's cute..." I guess that wasn't the answer
she was looking for as she puffed up her cheeks with huff and put the outfit
back on the rack. "Rin, if you're not up for shopping you shouldn't have come
along." No, I was fine. Everything was fine. If I didn't keep telling myself
that I don't know what I was going to do. "I'm fine, really. Just tired." She
looked me over for a second then looked the store around us over "Okay, but
tell me if the pain is too much for you-Where did Yukio go with the cart?"
Shiemi had offered to help us with the shopping for a while and so she had
tagged along with the three of us as we tried to get our shopping done for the
month. I just really wasn't feeling in the mood for shopping but I didn't want
to not want to... You know? I felt like I had to go because Usamaro was going,
but at the same time I was having some stupid problems going on in my head that
told me I wanted to be as far away from Yukio and him at the moment.
It had almost been a whole month since Usamaro was born and things were
extremely hectic. Yukio and I had a talk after we figured out Usamaro's...
Er... Special gift of erasing people's memory, and for once I think he actually
listened to me when I told him I didn't like the way he he talked about
Usamaro. We hadn't talked about anything being 'wrong' since I had told him
what I really thought... But maybe that was bad. The newest problem as of then
was a subtle change.... Both of us had noticed it I know that's for sure, but
neither of us had talked about it.
"Yuki!" Shiemi suddenly called and I looked to where she was waving. Yukio
looked less than pleased as he brought the cart with Usamaro's carrier in the
top part and the square basket carrying a lot of food. I added the bag of rice
when to he came to a stop beside us. "Is that everything?" Nodding I glanced
over at Usamaro then away "Did he get fussy at all?" He shrugged and started to
the register with Shiemi and I close behind "No." Yep. Yukio was thinking about
'it'. I could tell, I think that Shiemi was starting to notice we were acting
weird and of course she looked to me with that honestly concerned face... Arg,
she was killing me. I wanted to tell her, I really needed to talk to someone
about this... But I couldn't just start blabbing about it in the store and
Yukio standing right there. He'd rail into me if he knew I wanted to talk to
someone else about my problems... And maybe that's all it was, just my stupid
problems-the shock of being a parent still settling in? Usamaro growing tiny
wisps of blond hair on his head wasn't so bad... It didn't matter what hair
colour he had, I'm sure that if there were pictures of Yukio and me as babies
you would see he looked just like us in the face, his hair color didn't matter-
his eyes were the same blue of mine... I think.
"Your baby is precious." Whoa, I had zoned out pretty hardcore there, but the
lady behind the registers comment brought me back as Yukio paused briefly in
pulling money out of his wallet. His smile much like it had been before I found
out I was a demon, fake... But so damn good at pretending to be real. "Thank
you." oh now he did it. Even though she was well into her twenties she was
gushing over him. I could just tell by the way she looked at him. What can I
say, I've seen lots of chicks after him so I know what it looks like. "He looks
just like you." Wait... what?? She was looking to Shiemi... She was looking to
Shiemi. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Her face turned red and she
waved her hands frantically as she suddenly blurted out "Oh no, he's not mine
and- he's their's!" Having already paid, Yukio was already starting walk away
from the shocked look of the cashier, realizing what she had done, Shiemi bowed
deeply to the woman "I-er- forget what I said!" Actually... I kinda found the
situation funny and nice after all the other annoying things going on. And I
was happy Shiemi tried to correct the lady even though a few months ago she had
been disappointment and a bit disgusted that me and Yukio had that sort of
relationship
"We are obviously teenagers and we have a baby with us- that alone will cause
people to eye us weirdly. But then two male boys with a baby? It was better to
let her assume whatever made sense to her." He was lecturing us as we put the
bags down on the counter. Shiemi was still bright red and she pounded her palm
into her forehead twice "I-I'm sorry, I saw Rin's face and I didn't want her to
think Usa-chan was mine!" Yukio rubbed at his forehead irritatedly "It's not
your fault, Shirmi." He looked to me briefly before closing his eyes and
sighing.
"I need to talk to Rin, would you mind going home?" My shoulders slumped a bit
as Shiemi nodded politely "O-oh no worries! Uh... See you both soon!" "Thanks
for the help!" I called after her until the sound of the front door closing
down the hall was heard. "You were jealous, weren't you?" He looked me over
incredulously but the tiniest bit of amusement was in his voice as we slowly
started to put things away from the store. "I was not! I know that it's weird
for two dudes to have a kid... And Shiemi is blond like him so it makes sense
for the lady to..." Well, there it was, I threw it in the air for the first
time. But what if Yukio didn't want to talk about it? "That's... Actually what
I've been meaning to talk to you about." Oh no. He defiantly wanted to talk
about it. He had already abandon stacking produce into the fridge and was
facing towards me as I shoved things half hazardously into the storage space.
"Two nights ago I contemplated giving him to the order." I stopped what I was
doing. Setting the glass bottle down on the counter as gentle as I could. I
felt my eyes growing wide and my breath become sharp and bitter tasting but I
think that was because I was on the verge of piercing my lip all the way
through with the way my teeth were clamping down on it. When I didn't say
anything he went on "I can't pretend this is alright. You can't pretend either-
" "I'm no-" "Don't lie. This is serious." We were quiet for a moment, the air
disgustingly thick. "You want to get rid of him." I finally said, anger
bubbling up but not quiet at it's fullest because I was still a little shocked
at that point.
"Listen to me-" "You know what? No! Yukio, I-I can't believe you! He's your
fucking son!" Son of a bitch. This wasn't just a little problem like I had
thought, he wanted to give our baby away to people who wouldn't really give a
shit about him! My flames were starting to appear but I didn't care. He came to
me and grabbed both of my wrists, but not without me struggling against him and
I felt angry tears searing my cheeks "Don't touch me, asshole!" He shook me a
couple of times until I was looking up at his pissed off face "Rin, calm down!
We need to talk about this with both of us in control. Okay?" No! If I wanted
to be mad I would be fucking mad! At least... I wanted to be... But the sound
of Usamaro crying caught my attention. It took me a second to get my flames
under control again, I pushed Yukio away and wiped at my eyes and I went over
to the carrier he was crying in. "I'm sorry, Usamaro. It's okay, it's okay."
Telling lies to a baby... Man, I felt like shit. My smile must have been
unconvincing as he continued to cry louder, while I started working on undoing
the strap holding in the seat Yukio said lowly "It bothers you that he has
blond hair. I've been watch you, Rin. It bothers me as well. You're trying to
except it but something in your head is naggingly asking if he really is our
son." I didn't want to look back to him, I couldn't. My body was shaking as I
tried not to cry but once you get started its kinda hard to stop. At least
Usamaro calmed down a bit
"The other night... I stood over the crib watching him sleep, and then I saw
you sleeping in my bed... It was only for a moment but I did consider giving
him up because I just couldn't take the way we had become after he was born...
Do you feel forced to be with me because of him? If your feelings have change-
" "Stop! I can't talk about this!" He pulled me around to face him "We have to
understand each other. I can't read your mind, Rin... I need to know how you
feel, what you think- truthfully."
He went to wipe away one of my tears but held himself back with a sigh. I sat
down at the table and started on cleaning up my face with the backs of my
sleeves. I heard him mumble "I'll make coffee." In the amount of time it took
him to make it I had manage to calm myself down. And I was dreading the
conversation but Yukio was right. If we didn't talk about it, things would only
get worse. The moment the cups were sat down and he was seated across from me,
I just started talking "I still love you... But you're right... I don't want to
be but I'm... I thought that if anything, he would look like us. With all this
stuff we're finding out about him I feel like the only thing that makes him
ours is that he's a demon and that shouldn't the case, right? Or do demons
always look nothing like their parents?" "They usually look exactly like their
parents. You have to keep in mind that we're not demons, Rin. Not all the way,
and that the type of demon we come from is a very complicated biology make up
of seemingly unrelated variables that contradict each other and yet make
perfect sense."
... "Yeah... You lost me at complicated." I took a gulp of coffee and cringed.
Bitter... He put way too many coffee beans in the coffee maker, unless he likes
this horrible shit taste compared to the coffee I usually make him. He sighed
"Basically from the line of a shapeshifter infinity possibilities become
possible... It may have added on to the chance outcome of him being a form of
shapeshifter himself by both of us carrying the gene... and then there's the
matter of Satan possessing him. He could have changed him into anything he
wanted. If he had continued possessing him in that critical stage of
development and growth he could have ended up an unrecognizable pile of flesh
if Satan wanted that... But he didn't, he wanted him to be something he could
use to get around... And something extremely powerful." He looked to be
thinking over that last part but looked back to me. I was fine. The information
was horrifying me with the potential outcome but I wasn't going to cry about
what could have happened.
"We should be happy then, we should be grateful that he looks the way he
does..." "Niisan-" "So why do I still feel so horrible?" I went to take another
gulp of coffee but remembered how gross it tasted and sat the mug back down.
"Maybe you feel guilty for something." He offered and took a sip of his own
coffee, he didn't even show the slightest bit of disgust in the awful taste "I
think... Maybe I wanted him to have a better life than me... I don't want him
to grow up and hate us for having him like I did. I want him to always be
happy." "We can only hope he isn't a brat that goes around and get's into
fights like you." Yeah... Wait. "Hey!" He smiled for a moment then fell back
into a serious state "If we're happy, I'm sure he'll be happy as well."
My tail snaked its way across to his leg under the table and rubbed it
affectionately "So what you're saying is... Everything will be fine if we
believe it is? That sounds like something I would say." He shrugged and looked
to the carrier where Usamaro had settled down for the most part but he was now
reaching out to be held, Yukio picked him up and held him, and for once...
Usamaro didn't start crying when Yukio held him. "Sometime I can have stupid
plans that sound ridiculous but turn out okay."
"You think everything will turn out okay...?" He shook his head "No, but that's
what hope is for." I couldn't take this anymore, I stood up and walked around
the edge of the table and he chair which I leaned over the back of and threw my
arms around he neck while I landed a kiss on his pointed ear. "Don't worry, I
gots lots of hope in your lame plan."
Usamaro reached up and grabbed a hold of my fingers dangling above him and
watched us with those bright blue eyes that still held a ring of red near his
pupil-But it was lighter than it had been earlier in the month- as our lips met
at this very awkward and a bit stiff position.
"Hey Yukio?" "Hm?" "Can we... Uh.. Not kiss in front of him?" "He's a baby,
Rin." He bluntly said as he stood, his hand not holding Usamaro to his chest
pulling me close, he leaned in but stopped and pulled back teasingly, jerk.
"I'll take him upstairs, I think he's tired." "Good idea." I said and rolled my
eyes as I turned to finish putting the groceries away but I didn't forget to
call back "And thanks... I uh... Feel a lot better." "Me too." And with that he
left the room with Usamaro.
I chuckled as I heard Usamaro start to cry halfway up the stairs... Guess he
still liked me more. The window blew open and I looked over... Nobody was
crawling inside like Amaimon or another demon, thank god. I went over to it
hesitantly and looked out. Nothing...? How the hell did it get unlaced in the
first place? In the not too far away distance the main school building was
standing proudly, no more demon sized holes in it. School would be starting up
in a bit but there was still work to do on the rest of the campus that hadn't
been repaired yet, Suguro and the others were hard at work helping out... But I
wasn't to my full strength yet... I mean, like my demon strength level, you
know? Suddenly, a gust of wind blew harshly in my face so I decided to close
the window and get to work on actually putting the things away when I felt a
burning on my face.
I went to the bathroom to see what the heck was wrong and my blood ran cold as
i reached the mirror... It was three long scratches down my face, not nearly as
deep as the familiar ones I had had before... But they were bleeding. What was
I suppose to do? I glared at my reflection and wiped the blood away "I'm not
scared of you." When it seemed as though he wasn't going to respond I left the
room to get Yukio... I wasn't going to hide anything from him anymore and this
was serious. As I made my way up the stairs I found myself smiling at the
thought. I wasn't going to let anything or anyone get between the three of us
from now on... We were going to be a family.
Chapter End Notes
     So yes, that is my attempt at serious conversations... Yeah. Okay!
     So, depending on how I go about the next chapter it will either be
     the last chapter before a time jump into the future or it will be the
     first time jump chapter. I don't know yet... But I thought I'd let
     you know so you are not confused! Anywho~ comments are always
     welcome! I'd love to hear your thoughts about the story and such! :)
***** Horny In The Hallway *****
Chapter Notes
     Hey-o! It is twelve a.m so it is technically Tuesday -w- enjoy!
     Also, as you may have guessed by the title... The rating should be
     kept in mind.
See the end of the chapter for more notes
"Did you pack his bottle?" "Yeah." "Diapers?" "Yes." "What about tissues for
his runny nose?" "Yes! Yes! Gess, I can handle this on my own." He didn't look
all that bothered by my sudden snap, I had been doing it a lot lately... Er...
But once today was over I'd be a hell of a lot less grumpy because I'd have a
whole month of no school! Yep~ summer was here again. Holy hell, it literally
felt like twenty years had gone by since it had been this warm and I was
totally okay being sweaty compared to almost losing chunks of my body in the
cold.
It was six in the morning currently, and both of us were already dressed for
school, our lunches were packed, and Usamaro was tucked away under his soft
blue blanket in the carrier. We had been getting up stupidly early lately so we
would have time to drop him off at Shura's place before heading to regular
school. Often she'd take him with her to headquarters where she'd monitor their
studies of his unusual abilities. Recently, Sir Angle was impeached or whatever
as he started showing signs of defiance against the Gregory Order. Good
riddance is all I've got to say. Towards the end there he was a total
psychopath. It wasn't looking like I was going to be the next paladin, as I was
still trying to catch up on eight month of exorcist training... But I was
almost back to my full strength.
We both kissed Usamaro goodbye as we handed him over to a grouchy Shura and in
one of the not yet busy streets of the campus I linked our hands together,
swinging our joined hands back and forth as we quietly walked towards the
school. Yukio looked slightly amused "Why are you so happy?" I shrugged and
chanced a look over at him. I pushed down a grin threatening to break out and
kept a cool face "I have a feeling today's gonna be a good day." "And why's
that?" "I donno..." And I was telling the truth, there was just this flutter in
my chest... But it was also not there. Weird, right? For the time being, I
pushed it aside and focused on getting through the last day of regular school.
After I slept through most of my classes and met up with Suguro, Shima, and
Konikomaru on the way to cram school. "Dude, the big red mark on your face
totally gives away the fact you were sleeping in class." I reached up to my
face but I couldn't really feel it so I decided to rub at it "Yeah, this warm
weather is making me drowsy!" Suguro clapped me on the shoulder with a raised
eyebrow... And yet he still managed to looked irritated. "Are you sure it's
just the weather? You actually look exhausted."
"How are things with Usa-chan?" Konikomaru asked politely and I rubbed at the
side of my neck "He's not climbing up that walls anymore." The three of them
stared at me, trying to catch up and rolled my eyes with a laugh "I'm kidding,
guys. He's fine. With his teeth coming in now I've been giving him baby food
and shit, right? Well, yesterday I gave him this split pea mush and he spat it
out right in Yukio's face!" They laughed along with me as we made it in to
class. Izumo and Shiemi were chatting it up as we entered and continued the
conversation while everyone took their seats 'til the teacher lady showed up.
It blew by pretty fast, I guess... For everyone else! For me, my legs were
bouncing with the need to stand up, maybe even run at this point. The wooden
seats were more painful than usual... It also might have felt that way more so
because of what Yukio did to me the night before.
Yukio's class was just wrapping up and he gave a loud sigh upon looking to me.
What? Was there drool on my face? Was he upset that I was resting my face
heavily on my hand and that I couldn't quite get my eyelids to open more than
halfway? I couldn't really help that because he's class was kinda a snooze
fest. "Remember to go over the work sheets and I'll get in touch with all of
you over summer break to give you more information on the class mission at the
beginning of August. You are all dismissed." I literally jumped out of my seat
and gave a sigh of relief. Shima snickered with a mumbled "Rough night?" I
nodded "yeah, my ass is killing me. It's all that Yukio's fault!" Suguro's nose
wrinkled up and Konikomaru was looking red in the face as Shinma laughed...
Fuck. "Not like that! Oh god no! I wouldn't tell you guys about-" "Nissan. It
would be best if you shut up now." I jumped back a little and I think I may
have thrown in some marshal arts stances when Yukio became a fucking ninja and
appeared right behind me. Ignoring me for the time being, he turned to the
three others with one of those cheesy fake teacher smiles "Sorry to steal him
away, but We have a
Meeting to attend right away." Suguro gave him a skeptical look "Okay... See
you both later." Yukio started to pull me towards the door by my upper arm but
I tugged away "What meeting? Don't you have other classes to teach?"
"Mr. Tsubaki is substituting for me. This is more important." Okay, now I was
getting worried. As he guided me down the long hall of cram school, I dreaded
to, but I asked seriously "Is it Usamaro? Is he okay?" Finally he turned to one
of the doors and pulled out his keys, throwing the door open to the entryway of
our dorm house. Wait, what?" He closed the door and then there was a knock on
it. Shura stood outside with Usamaro in the carrier sucking on carrot... We
both looked from him to her and she shrugged "What? It's like candy for him."
Yukio was not amused but I couldn't help a smile spreading cross my face as I
pulled him free of the carrier and petted his soft hair that at some point was
starting form two shapes like ears towards the back of his head. His hair was
nice... It didn't bother me anymore. Eh, after really thinking about it and
talking it over with Yukio... I don't think appearance really mattered 'cause
everyday I saw more and more of Yukio and I in him even if it wasn't in the way
he looked. "Yes, well. Thank you for watching him." Yukio said as Shura handed
him the empty carrier. "Yeah, and I expect a forty ounce bottle of sake on my
front porch tomorrow as thanks." She glanced over at me and her nose scrunched
up "Oh right. Don't come over tomorrow if your gonna be all horny. But once you
cool down you better." "Thank you." And with that last growl Yukio slammed the
door in her face. Now that sure as hell was funny. I gave him question look but
I could feel my lips splitting in amusement "'horny'?" He was glaring at me but
that didn't hide his red face "It's your fault." "Huh? How is it my fault that
you're horny? Wait. ARE you horny?" This was kinda flying over my head here-
how had the mood changed so fast?
I blushed wildly when I felt Yukio grab the front of my pants and tugged me
closer to him "Wha- what the hell do you think your doing!?" The hand that
wasn't holding Usamaro up on my hip went down to yank his hand away, but my
tail had other ideas as it slid out from between my thighs and wrapped itself
around his wrest tightly. Trader! Oh fuck me... The way he was squeezing me, a
gasp and a moan came from my open mouth as I stared down at the hand, Yukio was
resting his face on my collarbone, and kisses were attacking my jaw and neck. I
breathed in deeply and let it out shakily as I shoved at his chest "W-Why are
you-ah! Doing this..." "Do you have any idea what time of year this is?" His
breath was hot and his voice almost unrecognizable after dropping and becoming
dry and husky with want, with need. I bit back a groan as he unzipped my pants
but I couldn't hide the obvious shiver that came along with it and said as
demanding as I could "Stop! I-I don't want to!" "You don't want to stop." I
did... But I was lying when it came to not wanting to. I growled at him as he
pulled my free hand above my head so I couldn't struggle.
"Yukio, I'm serious. Stop. I'm still holding Usamaro, for crying out loud. J-
ust wait!" But he couldn't, could he? Oh fuck, he was in heat or whatever,
wasn't he? How come I hand't notice the dilation in his eyes, or the smell? Why
was I only now starting to smell it faintly? And why the hell was I not as hot
and sweaty as him? Sure, I had felt jumpy today but it wasn't to the level it
had been a year ago... At least, not yet. Shit he was already pumping me
roughly, and I could feel his teeth running over my neck looking for a place to
bite down on. Fuck that noise. I yanked my arm free and pushed him with all the
strength I could muster. It had him falling back on his ass. Usually I would
feel sorry for being so rough but he was being a major perv- in front of
Usamaro, who was watching the whole thing with big bright blue eyes as he
continued to mouth the carrot! Plus, the night before he had kicked me off the
bed in his sleep and my ass had taken most of the blow. There was probably a
big bruise and it made sitting uncomfortable. So this was also a punishment for
that.
My eyes narrowed down at him as he glared back up but he was still eyeing me
hungrily. Fuck, why did he have to look so hot? My face was defiantly red, no
doubt about that. "J-just wait, okay? I'll go put him in his crib and then..."
I clamped my eyes closed tight and awkwardly asked "Do you, uh... Have a
condom?" He dug in his pocket and pulled out his wallet, he flashed a chain of
twenty or something and I threw the baby carrier beside me right at his stupid
face "Why the hell do you have so many!? Oh my god..."
While he was recovering I hurried up stairs and laid Usamaro in the crib and
tucked his tidy bear into his arms to replace the carrot, then kissed him
goodnight, though I doubted he would stay asleep the rest of the night. I could
dream, couldn't I? When I reluctantly made my way down the hall I gasped as a
wave hit me... It was Yukio's scent, but how the hell had it gotten this strong
in ten minutes? He rounded the corner from the stairs, already unbuttoning his
exorcist jacket and I backed up and bit my lip. Why was I feeling so nervous?
This was Yukio. I've had sex with him fifty-five times now (not that I was
counting or anything) this was nothing new... Ah but my body was doing weird
stuffs now that it seemed to catch up with what Yukio was doing, what he was
feeling, and what he wanted to do.
His body pushed up against mine and led my back right into the wall of the
hallway, the only light pouring in from the windows on the opposite wall in
orangey red from the setting sun. There was another wave of pleasure and I
moaned, my tail came forward again but it was to swing around wildly in
excitement. He grabbed hold of it as he rolled his hip down into mine. "Ah!" My
eyes grew wide and I looked to him slightly unsure if we should be doing this
not that far from Usamaro but when he let go of my tail in favor of unzipping
my pants and throwing his jacket to the side, I didn't care about anything else
because at that moment nothing else existed.
When he had seceded in taking my pants and underwear off I had kicked off my
socks and went for the bulge in his pants, yanking it free, I dropped to my
knees and wrapped my mouth around the heated flesh, everything in my body
tingled at the pulse it throbbed at. Sticky, wet spit mixed with his leaking
cum ran down my neck and I started to bob my head. He groaned loudly and
reflexively grabbed at my hair, trying to shove me all the way down to the
base, but that wasn't happening, especially as I knew from experience he was
annoyingly too big.
"Rin, that's enough." He pulled me back and I sat on my legs, watching him with
half lidded eyes as he pulled out a condom and slid it on, hot damn that was
sexy. My hand moved down without much thought and I started to stroke myself.
My skin was starting to burn now and my panting was growing heavier. "Yukio...
P-please! I need you!" He growled and pulled me to my feet, grabbed ahold of my
hands and held them behind me like handcuffs as he pushed my face roughly into
the wall . The feel of his member rubbing against my ass as he leaned over me
and whispered possessively "Don't touch yourself." I whimpered but it broke
into a cry when he pushed his gloved finger inside of me. It was not what I
wanted. I wanted to feel his fingers not the cheap fake leather. "Yukio, ah!
You're being a tease!" He added two more after a moment and spread them apart
wide while he trusted them in and out. It hurt a lot and I started cry
shamelessly.
That's when he pulled away his fingers and took of his gloves. I looked over my
shoulder to see what he was doing and gasped loudly when he pressed his lips to
my entrance and murmured "Sorry for being rough." He licked around the ring of
muscles and I twitch away slightly... And then he drove his tongue in. That had
me throwing my head into the wall in front of me, eyes wide and mouth dripping
from hanging open. I trusted backwards into his mouth. God, I wished his tongue
could reach that spot inside me that would have me cumming but it didn't even
need to, with every thrust obscene noises escaped me until I couldn't take it
anymore. I came hard all over the wall with a cry and he finally stood up
straight again.
"Yukio, please..." I sighed heavily and he kissed the base of my neck "I'm only
getting started. I turned around and brought him down for a needy kiss. He let
me raid his mouth and bite at his tongue aggressively while he grabbed hold of
my legs and hoisted me up. Pressing me into the wall with my legs dangling in
the air on either side of his hips. We broke the kiss and I pulled his glasses
off because they where in the way and threw them somewhere. He didn't give a
damn about the sound of the lines shattering upon impact with the floor, we
were both more concerned with smashing our lips together and our hands ripping
at each others clothes. Buttons and fabric went falling to the the floor beside
his glasses and as our lips filed the hall with loud wet sounds his hands
roamed my chest, but stopped at my nipples. He pinched them harshly, and I
gasped into the kiss. Then his lips were sliding down my face, he bit sharply
at my neck and sucked on that spot when it started to lightly bleed. "Yukio! I
want you! Hurry up already! Please, please just-" I reached around and tugged
at the base of his tail still wrapped around his waist. He moaned loudly and
bit down even harder at the same place. I groaned in pain and felt blood
rolling down my neck. He kissed it again before pulling back to look me in the
eyes "I love you, Niisan" all I could do was nod as another jolt of his scent
made me shutter.
He was pressed against my entrance again, and I tried to relax as he started
pushing in. His lips were back as while, first kissing the bite mark again in
apology, then they trailed lower until he was bent over quite a bit so he could
take one of my nipples in his mouth as he tried desperately not to thrust in
wildly. "N-nah! Ah! Stop being such a... A pervert!" But he didn't listen, he
sucked on either of them harshly and thrusted in. He did it again and I cried
out his name. When his lips finally let go of my he lifted me up higher then
dropped my down as he thrusted up. I was a panting mess when he finally got
tired of the slow pace and angled my hip more outward, only the top half of my
back was against the wall now and he shoved me back into it over and over as
his hip bruised my ass even more with the power and speed if his thrust and I
did my best to throw myself against each one.
"I'm gonna cum!" My vision was hazy with tears, my voice was shot, and I'm
pretty sure my face was boarder line purple at this point. With one more burst
of energy I pushed off the wall completely and clung to him for dear life, my
nails digging into his back as I came undone for the second time. He only had
to thrust one more time and then he reached his limit. Yukio sagged against the
wall until he started to slide down so when he reached the floor I was sitting
on his lap and loosely hugging his chest as we tried to catch our breaths.
"Shit." I looked up at him tiredly and he was looking out the window... Wow, it
was pretty dark now, huh? "What's wrong?" "We're going to be stuck here until I
unknot." Oh... Resting my head back against his mostly torn off shirt I hummed
in thought while my eyebrows drew together "I'm not going to get pregnant if
you swell up like that... Right?" "I'm wearing protection, remember? The
chances of it not working is only three percent out of one hundred." My fingers
came up and drew a circles on his chest "Just making sure..." He pulled me
tighter to himself and gave my damp forehead a kiss "I love you, Rin." "I love
you too" we fell into a silence, just enjoying the aftermath of our mess...
And then Usamaro started crying.
Forcing a separation was not gonna happen as Yukio had told me before it would
involve lots of tears and most likely blood. So we had to wait a whole hour for
him to finally pulled out. My legs felt like jelo but I hurried to Usamaro "I'm
so sorry it took me so long, what's wrong, baby?" Usamaro abruptly stopped
crying when I picked him up and he turned back into his human form. I checked
his diaper but he was good... He reached for me so I stopped holding him out
and tucked him under my chin with a lopsided grin "You're a funny little dude."
I turned when I heard the door creak open, but no one was in the doorway, Yukio
was probably still scrubbing the wall and floor in the hall with chemicals. I
went to turn back to the window over Yukio's desk when I heard footstep...
Inside the room. They crept not at all quietly towards where I stood in Yukio's
boxers and shredded school shirt. A growl from me as I stepped behind the crib.
"I know you're there. Don't fuck with me." The sound abruptly stopped and the
dark room grew eerily silent. But Satan wouldn't do anything. The projection of
his mind was strong, but not strong enough to cause pain above a few scratches.
He would just watch... I hated it... But we hadn't been able to find a way to
completely block him out. All we could do was wait for him to leave.
Usamaro's hand rested on the massive bloody bruise on my neck and I flinched
and pulled his hand away. I'd have to yell at Yukio for trying to become a
vampire or some shit. I could feel my skin starting to heat up again and I
groaned tiredly, my body probably wasn't going to let me sleep anytime soon.
The presence faded, then fell away completely just as Yukio stepped inside and
flicked on the lights. "How is he?" I shrugged "He just wants to be held, but
maybe he's hungry too." He rubbed our son's head affectionately. It was sweet,
and in that moment I knew that everything we had gone through was worth it if
it meant happy moments like this were possible... and then he ruined it by
declaring "I need another round." In which I pushed him an arms length away
"Later, go get the baby food and I'll... I'll let you do one of your creepy ass
kinks, okay?" He went over to his desk and pulled out a new pair of glasses to
put on his face before turning back to me with a scary amount of seriousness
"Understood." And with that he started to the door. I panicked and called after
him as my face grew red with embarrassment "D-don't take it so seriously!" But
it was too late, he was already in the hall. Oh shit. What the hell did I just
sentence myself to?
Chapter End Notes
     Ufufu... So I've lied again. I think we're looking at it being 38
     chapters instead of 40.... The number might still go up depending
     what happens in the next two chapter but yeah, looks like we're in
     the home stretch.... Why do I feel so sad....
***** Happy Birthday... *****
Chapter Notes
     Hello~ did you notice? This update is a week early! Spring break and
     all my other fanfics are finished now so this is the last one of the
     eight I started on the same day. Enjoy!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
Five years...
That's right, today marks five years... God, I feel old.
Curtains seemed like some genius invention at one point in time, right? But I
hated them. Especially the ones on the window to the direct left of the bed.
Arg. They didn't block out shit. I guess that was a good thing, if they didn't
fail at blocking the sun from my eyes, I probably wouldn't have been able to
wake up as early as I needed to. When the weekends rolled around I usually
taped a bed sheet over the window so I could sleep in... But then again, the
extra sun coverage wouldn't block out the customary sounds of a bustling
academy way down on street level.
After managing to finish high school Yukio and I had bought an apartment on the
True Cross Academy grounds so Yukio could be close to his teaching job, same as
me. That's right! I was finally able to snag a job I was good at and couldn't
screw up. A chef! Perfect, right? The little on campus restaurant was
struggling before I worked there. And now, it's making bank. Yukio had just
finished up with college making him officially a doctor (though he said that he
wasn't yet, something about needing eight more years of hands on training or
whatever)- I had made it to Lower 1st Class, believe it or not! And Yukio was
only four ranks above me now that he was Upper 1st Class! Oh, it wouldn't be
long when I rubbed his face in it as I will become Paladin and he will have to
take orders from me!
Groggy and a bit sore from a strenuous mission the day before , I got up,
throwing my bare feet into plush carpet floor like dead weights, I gave a yawn
and a stretch before prompting myself to get up and start a day that was sure
to be hectic. The lights in the kitchen were on and judging from the disgusting
bitter smell, Yukio had made coffee today. Eh, but I didn't hear any talking
that could only mean one of two things, Yukio took off on a mission even though
I told him to wait up today, or a certain someone wasn't up yet. Before I
reached the kitchen, I turned into one of the side rooms. It was dark but I
didn't bother turning on the light and went straight for the little lump of
blue blankets on the bed in the middle of room. I scooped him up as I plopped
down on the bed "Hey, sleepyhead. Guess what day it is today?"
He wiggled in my arms until his head made its way out of the blankets, his face
red from the struggle and his nose twitching as his big eyes slid open tiredly
"Mommy...?" Shura's fault. She had decided it would be fun to tell him what a
mother was and being a stubborn kid just as I had been, he refused to call me
Rin or daddy. That had been almost a year ago... It was looking like he wasn't
going to let it go. He smiled tiredly at me before snuggled into my chest.
"What day is it..." And then his eyes were shooting open wide as he inched up
closer to my face "It's my birthday!" His arms flew out and wrapped around my
neck and I hugged him back with a laugh before kissing his cheek and picking
him up as I got out of the bed "Happy birthday, Usamaro."
Yukio was sipping at his coffee when I paraded the birthday boy in. He smiled
and reached out, taking him onto one if his knees and patted his head
affectionately "Happy Birthday." In response, Usamaro wrapped his arms around
as much as he could of Yukio's stomach with a laugh. Oh god, my grin was
starting to hurt. I leaned over and gave Yukio a kiss. Something that had
become so routine but I still couldn't make my chest not flutter with every one
we shared.
'Rin! Rin!' We pulled apart and I looked down as Kuro pawed at my leg 'I'm
hungry!' "Oh, sorry little dude- Usamaro, what do you want for breakfast?" His
ears twitched and he looked up to me with a bright grin "Pancakes!" Of course
he would want pancakes the day I ran out of flour. Oh well, I literally only
needed to walk to the grocery store across the street, the thing that sucked
though was -being the first month of the year- snow littered the street in a
sidewalk clustering way, meaning I would have to actually get dressed so I
wouldn't freeze to death... But it was fine! Because it was for Usamaro's
birthday! "Okay, guess that means I'll be going to the store." I started to
head for the bedroom when I heard Yukio stand up. "It's fine, Rin. I'm already
dressed so I'll take care of it." when I looked back to him he was suddenly a
lot closer than I remembered and if the whole him pulling our hips together by
my ass wasn't enough to make my face heat up, he bent his neck and fucking
licked from my collarbone all the way up my cheek before I shoved him away with
a flustered "What the hell was that for!?" "For myself." He said it so breezily
as he headed for the front door that for a moment my stomach fluttering
involuntary stopped and I was just... Confused. That is until I caught up
again. "Yukio! You horny jerk!" The only response was the sound of the front
door closing. Ah geese. I scrubbed at my red face in hopes of getting rid of
the colour, but that sure as hell didn't work, it probably made it even more
red.
"Daddy's horny?"
...
SHIT. I forgot he was here! Oh god, Yukio did that pervy thing in front of him.
I haven't had to deal with something like this before! How the hell do I
respond to his question?? I gave him an unsure grin and picked him up "E-Er,
yeah!-um... It means... He's hungry!" N-not an exact lie... He seemed to be
thinking this over before he innocently asked "does daddy want to eat you? Is
that why he tasted you?" Okay... If I don't stop this while it's still fairly
innocent, I'll be having 'the talk' with a five year old. He certainly was like
Yukio in the sense that he could pick up on stuff quickly. I sat him down at
the table and said very awkwardly "Eh, I lied. It is a naughty word so don't
say it, okay?" "But you said it!" "I-I know, I know. Sorry." And there it was,
he was pouting. Crossing his arms over his chest and narrowing his eyes on me.
"So daddy's naughty hungry and wants to eat you." "Usamaro, that's enough. No
more talking about it." "But does that mean daddy's bad? If he eats you than
you won't be here anymore! A-and I don't want you to die! Mommy!"
... How the hell had this happened? I stared at him as he started to show the
first signs of tears before rushing to him "Hey now, no crying on your
birthday!" The sound of the front door made my gut fill with the tiniest bit of
dread. He rounded the corner a sat the bag containing flour on the counter,
looking to Usamaro's bawling face that looked to him with distrust. At least he
wasn't shifting between forms yet. "Please, don't eat mommy!" You can imagine
Yukio knew exactly what had happened because he's smart or something and he
looked to me incredulously "What were you thinking? Let me guess. You weren't?"
When I turned my reddening face towards the side and mumbled something the
lines of "I don't even know what just happened!" He turned to Usamaro with a
smile "I'm not going to eat him, he was making a joke." The crying eased up and
the blue ears that had started to poke through his hair recoiled "A joke?"
"Yes. He is just really bad at birthday jokes. Forgive his stupidity. He was
being inconsiderate of the birthday boy." At that last part he looked to me
with a glare and I raised my hands in defense. Arg. Sometimes he was such an
asshole, making me looked bad when it was his fucking fault in the first place.
Once Usamaro was calmed, pancaked had been made and five candles had been blown
out on top, the four of us settled into a comfortable, normal breakfast. When
Yukio had finished up his plate he stood "I have to go to work now." Both
Usamaro and I groaned, I ventured hopefully "Can't you just, you know- skip?"
He gave me a bland frown "No. And neither can you. I expect to see you in front
of the headquarters building when I finish at the hospital and come to pick you
up. This mission is important, Niisan. Don't blow me off." I know it's
important. in the last twenty hours we had been preparing for it he had told me
just how important it was to leave nothing of the accumulating mutated Goblin
nest. They wanted nothing but to kill and if they couldn't they would find
other ways to injure or torture anything in their paths blah blah blah. Selfish
or not, I wanted to be with our son on his birthday. But I gave Yukio a curt
nod anyway and he left for his first job. I stared at the door before looking
to Usamaro shoving pancake after pancake into his wide mouth then he said
through a mouthful "I made a new friend."
"That's cool. Was it that girl you met by Shiemi's place last week?" He shook
his head and drew his eyebrows together in thought. "I met him last night. He's
really really old." Hmm... Now I was concerned. "When did you meet him? Is he
one of our neighbors?" "He was in my dream. I didn't see him because he was
hiding in the dark behind something but he told me about you and daddy when you
were younger." I choked on my food and looked to him. It was hard but I ripped
my fear and extreme horror from my face for a smile that bordered on pained
"Did he, say who he was?" "He said he was grandfather Fujimoto."
I knew better. My hands were shaking as I stood up and went into my bedroom to
find my cellphone. I immediately dialed Yukio "Please, please pick up your
phone for once, damnit!" When I was sent to voicemail I hung up and sent him a
quick text; 'Emergency' and started to call Shura when I felt a hand tug at the
hem of my pj shirt. Usamaro stared up at me with worry on his soft round face
"Momm-... Daddy, why are you crying? Is it something I said?" Was I crying?
Probably. But I was starting to go numb with anger and fear not for myself but
for him. Blue flames started to lick the air around me so I took a deep breath.
I wasn't going to break because of this. Flipping my phone shut when it
continued to ring endlessly and grabbed up my sword from my bedside before
taking Usamaro by the hand. "I'm fine buddy. Looks like we'll be going for a
little trip." He looked over his should, to the doorway then back to me with a
smile "My friend just showed up, he says he likes trips. Can he come too?" I
glared at the doorway but said as kindly as I could "He can come. But he's not
your grandfather."
It wasn't until three o'clock that Yukio showed up. His face was red from
running and he clutched one of my shoulders for support as he searched my eyes
frantically "What happened? Why is Usamaro here? Rin!" Usamaro clutched my hand
tighter and I gave Yukio a glare "Calm down. You're freaking him out." I sighed
wondering how to explain it without making Yukio draw more attention. We
couldn't tell the order about this. Something similar had happened when Usamaro
was two and it did not go good.
"It's Satan." Yukio arm went slack and fell to his side as a panicked
expression eased into a completely business like frown. "Come with me." We
walked down the halls of headquarters until we reached the infirmary. No one
was there as usual when there were no patients. Something Yukio had complained
to me about several times in the past saying its not good practice or
something, but now he was glad they were not there.
He turned to me "Rin..." 'What do we do now?' Is what he didn't say and I bit
my lip. "We'll figure it out. Just... Don't tell them." "We have to. If we
don't they'll think that we're in league with him." I bit my lip harder and
forced myself not to squeeze Usamaro's hand too harshly as I fought a loosing
battle against a break down "But, you know what they'll do! I-I don't want them
to take him away from us again! I c-an't!" That had been the worst year of my
life and I didn't want to relive it. Usamaro let go of my hand in favor of
wrapping his arms around my leg and snuggled his face into my thigh "They won't
take me away, mommy! I- I haven't done anything bad." He didn't sound sure
though. I ruffled his head and tiredly smiled but it was probably ugly with
tears "You didn't do anything bad." Yukio picked him up and pulled me into a
tight hug. "They won't, Rin. I'm going to get Shura and we'll rip that
motherfucker out of his head." I was shocked by his language but judging by the
blackening look behind the shine of his glasses he was more than pissed. If he
wasn't careful he would light up. Whenever Yukio's blue flames were unleashed
it was always worse than mine because he let's his anger fester so long before
letting it all out at once. I kissed his cheek and kissed the top of Usamaro's
head before pulling away and clutching my sword strap with one hand while the
other wiped my tears away. Even if I was scared for our little family I had to
remain strong. If Satan really was attempting to possess Usamaro again I
couldn't let him see me weak.
Usamaro suddenly gasped, looking to the both of us in utter confusion. Slowly
his hands crawled up and covered his ears. "What's wrong?" He shook his head
and tears started to fall from his wide eyes. Yukio pushed me back and started
saying some chant after he yelled back to me "Get Shura and Suguro. now!" I
hesitated briefly when I heard Usamaro starting to whisper under his breath
fiercely but I left to find the others.
I ran. Harder and faster than I ever had in my whole life. Just the thought of
those terrified blue eyes...
Gun.
No. NO! Damnit! Go away bad thoughts! Yukio was the last person to worry about.
He was tough and he wouldn't ever hurt Usamaro! I ran into Bon first, clipping
his shoulder with my head on accident when he stepped in my way from the men's
bathroom he had just left. "What the hell, Okumura- whoa. Are you okay?" "It's
Usamaro. Suguro, please help him. Please!" He gave me a nod and I told him
where he was and he took off running. He was two classes above me now, he
should be able to help. Shura was down in the exorcist sic ward that reminded
me of police station more than anything. Shura didn't even need to be told. As
soon as I threw open the office door, she gave me one look before getting up
and demanded me to show her where.
"Is he doing any better?" I felt... So worthless. The three of them stood over
the hospital bed doing different things in order to make him stop convulsing. I
couldn't do anything. I couldn't do anything and it was eating me up on the
inside. His hands still covered his ears as he whispered but I couldn't hear
what he was saying only that once or twice he had looked to me with less of a
haze and more of a sadness.
It took two hours.
And then he stopped on a dime. His face was red with tears and Yukio reached
for him but he smacked his hand away. "Stay away from me!" He... He actually
hissed at him. Suguro's eyebrows were furrowed together and he whipped the
sweat from his forehead as he turned to Shura "Did it work?" She shrugged and
watched Usamaro carefully, he was backing up into the corner of the bed. He was
crying and glaring at me.
"I hate you!" The room was silent and I stared in shock, he had never said that
to me and I was confused, what had I done? Yukio grabbed hold of his arm,
pulling him closer and ignored it as Usamaro dug his teeth into his arm. He
hugged him even as he squirmed and growled... What the happened. Where was he?
Was this Satan? When he got tired after a while he laid limp in Yukio's
bleeding arms and still, still he was glaring at me. "Usamaro, why are you so
upset?" "Don't pretend you don't know, Rin!" He sneered my name in a way didn't
know a five year old could do and a sob followed. "I only make you want to die.
Seeing me makes you want to die because I remind you of everything wrong with
yourself! And you!" He turned to Yukio "You're stuck with him and you don't
even like him because of me. I saw you shoot him before I was born. You wished
we had died so you wouldn't have to deal with all our problem!" He started to
struggle again. Yukio had a firm grip on him until he transformed but I caught
him before he could run. His tail reached for my face as he tired to get my
memories but he stopped as I yelled "Enough!"
"Did he tell you that!? Huh?" He didn't move in my arms and I sighed, looking
to Shura and Suguro who looked away, then to Yukio, he was blankly staring at
me with this forsaken expression and I sighed "Satan is really really mean,
isn't he? He killed the man I had grown up calling father and he's tried to
take you from us so many times. I get it... You don't want to here me go on
about stuff that doesn't make sense to you- I sure as hell hated when my old
man lectured me. But, I love you-" "No you d-" "-Four-eyes loves you too. And I
need you to believe me when I say Satan takes the truth and mixes it with lies
so you think the lies are truths."
I felt him take a deep breath and then, before I could stop him, he flipped
around in my arms and hit me with his tail.
I don't remember what happened after that but the next thing I remember is
waking up in a dark room and feeling the presence of someone looming in the
corner of the room.
Chapter End Notes
     Not a very 'Happy Birthday'... So yeah, more chapters to come. I have
     no idea how many anymore because this section of the story could get
     pretty complicated and I want to be able to explain it all properly
     without feeling rushed.
     I don't know if I'll start updating every week or go back to once
     every other week, we will have to see :p love you all and I hope you
     have a wonderful spring break! (If you get those)
***** From Grandpa *****
Chapter Notes
     Hey-o! New chapter~ enjoy!
See the end of the chapter for more notes
His smile was the first thing that crept out of the shadows. Pointed teeth
designed to rip enemies apart grinning too wide to be considered natural. And
then the lines of his glasses shined in the moon light from the window above
Yukio's desk... Those weren't his glasses. He knew I wasn't fooled by the
disguise... He was just messing with me. Heh, and out of all places he took me
to the dorm Yukio and I once shared. What, so he can torture me? Make me hate
this room like the other room we had shared before he ruined that place too?
Now completely in the moonlight, less than five feet from me, the mutilated
illusion of Father Fujimoto opened his arms wide as if greeting me in the form
of a hug. "Welcome home, son!" Snickering followed, that quickly started to
become a full on giggle attack. I glared, reaching for my sword which was
luckily there "Stop wearing my father like a fucking custom!" His long ears
twitched and he stopped laughing. "He wasn't your REAL father. Ah, such a
worldly priest, wasn't he?" "Shut up-" his wrist twisted and shot forward. I
tried to dodge but his claw dug into the front of my chest. The bunk bed
smashed as I was throne against it. Blood followed his claws while they slid
down to my waist before he yanked them free. Oh god, I was in bad shape, I
couldn't feel my legs! Why couldn't I feel my legs!?
He sighed dramatically and pulled me up from the rubble of the crumbling wall
and bed-frames. "Didn't he teach you how to be respectful? You need to learn to
listen to your real daddy if your going to be living with me from now on!" I
ripped my shirt when I yanked myself from him but staggered and almost fell
over completely. He just stood there, watching me with amusement and the face
was drooping off just like before. "I-I'm not going to Gahanna with you! If you
touch me, I'll fucking kill you!!" My flames were lighting up and he was back
to laughing insanely "That's my boy~! Where do you think you are, Rinny?" In my
mind- "ah-ah~ this is inside the gateway to Gahanna!"
I pulled my sword free and my flames erupted, the scene of my old dorm burned
away like paper leaving bleak darkness. "Awe~ but you really owe this touching
reunion to that cute as a button son of yours!" I looked around the darkness
for the source of his voice but it seemed to be coming from all around me and I
growled "After learning how you REALLY feel about him, his anger got the best
of him and he whipped your mind." I froze for a moment, taking in his words.
No... Usamaro wouldn't do that- "Oh but he did~ because he erased you
completely, the only thing left of you in Asia is empty human shell. You're
just a spirit now..."
I lowered my sword slightly as a sudden hopeless feeling washed over me, but I
immediately regretted it. He kicked me in the back sending me smashing my face
into the invisible ground, before I could pull myself up, he foot came slamming
down into the middle of my back over and over and over. I coughed and it
brought stinging tears to my eyes but I refused to let them fall. There was
still hope! Somewhere, somehow I would get out of here! I saw him kneel beside
me in the corner of my eye, he wasn't Fujimoto anymore... Someone I had never
seen before... Was that... He's true form...? "I'm going to take you home."
He's voice sounded a lot calmer, but he wasn't any different. He was still a
monster. He proved it by picking me up by my throat, dragging me along behind
him as he headed deeper into the darker shadows of the place, I tried
struggling, but stopped as he dug his nails deeper I to my neck.
"No..." My voice was barely over a whisper and sounded rather pathetic. Shit, I
was going to pass out. "Yuri will be ecstatic to see you- not this human shit
version, but your inner demon when we reach Gahanna." Mom was going to be
there? One last time I tried to pull against his hold but to no avail. I closed
my eyes and let myself get pulled towards hell. As long as Usamaro and Yukio
were still alright...
You know what? No. Yukio and Usamaro need me. I planted my heels into the floor
and yanked myself up so that I was back on my legs. But my neck had suffered
for my sudden tear from his claws and I found it hard to breath, blood was
drenching me and I could feel the warm liquid spilling from my mouth as well.
But it wasn't the time to worry about cuts and bruises. I was running, I
couldn't feel anything so that helped a lot. A growl of absolute rage
reverberated off of seemingly nothing.
There was no hiding- nothing to hide behind, in, or underneath- so I relied on
my crippled speed and silently screamed. Just, please let him get lost and not
be able to find me! My breath was coming out wet and haggard. It felt like I
had been running for a year when suddenly I screamed in pain and fell to the
ground. What happened? I looked around frantically but didn't see of hear him.
But shit. No no no no no! Because I hadn't been able to feel my legs I didn't
know my foot wasn't sitting on the ground the right way when I had taken my
last step and now my ankle was pulsating in a horrible way. But I had had
broken bones before, it wasn't broken, just badly sprained.
" I found you~" before the gasp of shock even exited my mouth, it was turned
into a scream as he pulled me up by my hair. I looked him in the eye, hating
the fact that his eyes were the same colour as Yukio's and spat blood in his
grinning face. His long snake tongue slipped out and licked it off of his
cheek. "There's no escaping me, Rin. I'm everywhere and no matter how many
times you try to run from me I'll always find you." He tightened his grip on my
hair and shook me above the floor, I was dangling helplessly and trying to
scream but no scream was coming. This was it, there really was no way back? I
didn't even get to give Usamaro his birthday present...
Satan gagged suddenly. His smile flipping upside down in an instant as he
lowered me back to the floor but didn't let go. What the hell was he looking at
over his shoulder? Whatever it was, he was not happy to see. And then, out of
the darkness the Koma sword came flying at him like a flaming arrow. It dug
straight throw his forehead and slightly out the back of his skull. If I could
forget anything, it would be that inhuman scream he made as he tried to dig the
sword back out. Like hell I was letting him do that.
My hands were shaking but I managed too grab hold of the sword handle, yanking
it downward and barely even noticing his claws digging into my arms trying make
me stop. "YOU BITCH! IM GOING TO RIP YOUR PRETTY LITTLE HEAD OFF AND FEED IT TO
MY DOGS. BASTARD BASTARD BASTARD!!" I kicked him backwards and pulled my sword
out only to dig it back in with as much power as I could again and again. But I
stopped abruptly when I realized I was enjoying it... No. I wasn't like him, at
all.
"Rin." I turned around to the voice, but keeping Satan's gooey rancid remains
in the corner of my eye. There was only darknes. I could have sworn I heard
someone call me... I went to turn back to Satan and froze in shock as he was
standing in front of me, like I hadn't even touched him with my sword "You're
in my domain. Nothing you do can hurt me~" he lunged towards me again and I
raised my arms to block. The soft warmth and shape of a familiar body pressed
against my back, hands wrapping around my waist as everything slowed. Satan's
mouth dropped open in a way no human could ever manage and sharp teeth hung
just before my face, he was going to rip off my head like he said he would in
less than a second... But this was such a long second. And then the warm hands
around my waist tightened before yanking me back.
Satan was gone. This blackness was more familiar and didn't feel threatening...
I sagged in the arms still holding me and closed my eyes. I couldn't remember
just who this person was, but I trusted them for some reason. It would be okay
to sleep for a bit here... One of the hands came up and brushed through my hair
lightly.
My eyes hurt. The a light shinning fiercely through my eyelids. Arg. Why? I was
tired and wanted to sleep. But I couldn't, could I? Where the hell was I? Was I
dead? That wasn't the first time I had woken up asking that question... I
squinted at first, waiting for my eyes to adjust but giving up on that after a
minute when I heard a noise and opened my eyes fully to see what exactly was
going on.
This was... My apartment? I reached down and felt those warm arms still holding
me against them and sighed. Everything was fine. See? I knew things would work
out in time. I tried to turn my head to look over my shoulder but one of the
hand came up and held my jaw facing forward "Don't move." The other arm left my
waist and I felt him leave the bed only to see him coming around my side of the
bed. Why the hell did it feel like it had been forever since I felt him like
this? To feel the core of his demon power racing as he stood over the bed
looking me over with anger, it was that self inflicted kind and I growled as I
reached up for him.
"Yukio-" he grabbed my raised arms- that I noticed for the first time were
wrapped in bandages- and lowered them back down to the bed gently "You're okay
now, you need to rest up. Don't worry, I'll be here when you wake up again." He
leaned in and kissed me softly before pulling away and seating himself on the
edge of the bed, but he was faced away from me. I watched his pointed ears in a
setting suns light for a moment before closing my eyes.
Wait. Didn't I just say I couldn't sleep? Arg. With a groan, I forced myself to
sit up and Yukio grabbed hold of my shoulders a little harsher this time
"Niisan! Are you an idiot? Oh no..." I felt a rip on my side and gasped. Shit,
wasn't that the start of my scar from five years ago? Man, that hurt like a
motherfucker! But I pushed Yukio off me and swung my legs over the side of the
bed before slowly and carefully pulling myself up to standing "Rin! Get back in
that bed! Satan clawed your scar tissue open, if you don't let yourself heal
your going to make it worse!- great, you opened your neck again! Can't you feel
that?"
I raised one of my hands in defense and gave him the best grin I could muster
up "Chill out! Gees... Where's Usamaro?" He suddenly fell silent and I waited
for him to explain but it looked as though he had a hard time understanding me.
"Who?"
Oh shit. "Our son! Oh my god, OH MY GOD! He whipped your memory of him? Er...
Listen to me Yukio. How did I get here, like this?" He thought this over, his
eyebrows drawing into confusion. "Didn't you get attack by Satan? I was there-
Wait. You're saying we have a son and he did this to you?" I started out of the
room with a limp as my ankle still hurt pretty bad and he followed after me
"No, No! Satan got to me because Usamaro was upset and whipped my whole mind or
something- today's his birthday so when this is over, we're going to out to
dinner!" Yukio scratched at his hair in frustration, looking me over
incredulously as I grabbed up my sword "How do expect me to believe all this,
Rin!? Are you sure it's not the large amount of blood you lost hashing out this
ridiculous story!?"
I rolled my eyes and started towards the front door of the apartment but he
quickly stepped in front of it, yanking my sword case from my hands roughly
"You're not going out in your condition." I growled again and bit my lip "Look.
Our son is out there somewhere! He's confused and thinks that we don't love
him... I have to find him, with or without you."
Our eyes met and for a moment I flinched away from his eyes as images of
Satan's true form flashed in his place but I wasn't scared of Satan... And
Yukio was defiantly not Satan. Finally, Yukio sighed and broke eye contact,
fixing his glasses to sit higher on his nose and pulling out one of his guns
from his waist ban "I can't believe I'm letting this happen... But if we do
have a son... I want to protect him too."
I gave him a kiss on his chin, not daring to stand on my toes to reach his
mouth in fear of tearing my blood scabbed over claw gashes more than I already
did. He grabbed up one of my jacket versions of the exorcist coats and threw it
over my shoulders as we left the apartment into the white world of falling
snow.
Wherever Usamaro had run off to, I hoped he would be save until we found him.
Chapter End Notes
     And the search begins. I wonder if anyone knows where they'll find
     him? Hmm... Yes, I am a bad person. Rin got hurt yet again... But
     hey! You won't have to wait two weeks for the next chapter because
     I'll be updating every week now! (Hopefully) thank you for the
     wonderful comments thus far! They really do make me strive to make
     this story the best it can be for you all. Until next week~!
***** Memory Lane *****
Chapter Notes
     Hey hey! New chapter! I wrote most of it on the road and got all car
     sick...but it was worth it since I now deliver it to you on time!
     Enjoy~
See the end of the chapter for more notes
"Usamaro!" My voice echoed in the empty snow covered streets. I was past the
point of panicking and was full on terrified. Eleven hours- eleven fucking
hours since he accidentally whipped my memory and some of Yukio's... Oh god,
what happened to Shura and Bon? Never mind! I'll worry about that after I find
my son.
We had searched up and down the main streets for him, places we had taken him,
even as far as calling Shiemi and asking her if she had seen him. She was his
teacher because of his ability to change into a demon but still maintaining a
standing as being a human, making it possible for people who haven't been
affected by demons to see him as one... He liked Shiemi so I thought hopefully
he would go to her. But he hadn't, he seemed to have just vanished.
I stood staring at the steep sidewalk before me and felt Yukio's gloved hand
slip into mine and give a squeeze. "Are you alright?" He had been asking that a
lot today, hadn't he? more so because of my injuries that had drawn many
strange looks earlier on in the night but were now almost completely gone, I
had a headache that hurt like shit and the sizable claw marks running down my
chest still stung along with the gouges on the side of my neck, but hey. At
least I wasn't bleeding to death and all that shit.
"I'm fine- Usamaro!" The call bounced again followed only by the whipping of
the wind. We were starting to get into the broken down section of the campus,
where two months prier a big group of exorcist destroyed a demon the size of a
twenty foot building with their chants alone. Two of them being Suguro and
Izumo. Usamaro had never been to this side of town, even before it had been
destroyed... He probably wasn't here but we had checked everywhere else on
campus I could think of. "Usamaro!" Nothing.
"Niisan, if he can become as dangerous as you say, I'll need to call into
headquarters and report all of this." My eyes widened and I turned to him
urgently, my fists balling the front of his jacket up "Don't! If you tell them,
they'll take him away again!" His expression sagged a bit and he put one of his
hands over mine, trying to pry it from the front of him "They took him away
before?" Right... Forgot he didn't remember. I let go of him and rubbed at my
arms. It was getting colder and colder. Last time I had seen Usamaro he was
wearing his favorite orange sweater but I doubted it was keeping him warm
enough, but he probably left it behind and went running off in his demon form.
"What happened before? Why did they take him away." I bit my lip, looking down
an alleyway as we past "We both had missions to go to on Christmas, we both
we're complaining about leaving him with Maphisto.... He just wanted us to
stay. So he made us forget our missions. They weren't emergency so the order
let it slide... But he kept doing it, we told him it wasn't good but the next
week he did it again and that mission was an emergency, five were hurt and two
were killed... So they took him. He had just turned two and we didn't see him
until he was three and a half."
I looked up at the sky as the falling snow came raining down in slow motion,
then whipped my runny nose and turned back towards the street with a new level
of urgency "I don't want us to go through that all over again. Just give it
another hour, we'll find him." He gave a puff of humorless laughter "You sound
so confident." "You gotta be confident or we'll never find him."
"Those are wise words, but I wouldn't count the eggs before the chicken is
born." Yukio and I turned around and Maphisto and Amaimon sat in the nearby
rubble of a building. Yukio raised an eyebrow "That's not the way you say the
expression." "Why, Mr. Okumura, you seem rather grumpy this fine evening."
Hmm... Something fishy was going on, why the hell were those two here? Unless-
I gasped, taking a few steps towards them "Do you know where he is?" His smile
curved up at the corners "Of course, you think I wouldn't keep an eye on a
demon who could destroy my beautiful architectural advances to the campus? Ah,
but you are wasting time searching here." "Where is he? Please! This is really
important."
He actually laughed. Here I was on the verge of loosing my son, possibly
forever and he was fucking laughing. I knew I shouldn't let it bother me
because it was Maphisto and shit, but god damn it, I had to bite my lip to keep
from ripping his head off. "Now now, he needed time to reform, plastering the
illusion of humanity you both favor so dearly. It would seem he followed the
path of your memories and retreated to the place you once found comfort in."
... Huh? Why can't he speak a language I understand? Seeing my puzzlement,
Yukio sighed. "He went to the play ground by the monastery we use to live. You
always hid there to cry after a fight." "I-I didn't cry!"
Suddenly, I felt something sticky hit my face hard. Ow, what the- ... Oh my
god. "Ew! What the hell!?" I peeled the moist lollipop from my cheek and threw
it to the floor. Amaimon stared blankly from his spot beside Maphisto and I
started at him with my sword in hand "You son of a bitch!" But before I could
get more than five feet, Yukio yanked me back by the arm. Arg. Did he forget I
was still healing? "We don't have time for him, Niisan."
"But he-" he... Smacked my forehead. Wow. I hadn't seen him this irritated
since I wrote an essay about how four-eyes' snoring becomes like a chainsaw
when he's exhausted. I righted myself with a nod "Right. Usamaro." As we
started up running in the direction of the express train I heard Mephisto
calling "I expect some sort of compensation for my help~!" Then to Amiamon
"That was rather rude Amaimon, But quite amusing."
The train had been completely empty besides Yukio, me and a pissy looking
businessman who was obliviously ease dropping on us as I saw his eyes shift
over us a few times, especially when I had discreetly intertwine my hand with
Yukio's between our seats, but apparently that couldn't escape hawk-eyes. Gees,
he was making me feel uncomfortable, but he wasn't a distraction from worrying.
No no, Usamaro was going to be fine. So I wasn't worrying... But I was anxious.
When we reached the right stop, I threw money at a cab driver to rush us to the
park... Er... But I didn't really remember the name of it, Yukio had to tell
the driver dude the rest of the info before we were rolling. I looked to that
invisible wristwatch of mine and sighed "Yukio, what time is it?" He looked to
his wrist "10:47 P.M" thirteen hour... I know he's overly brave and has a good
head on his shoulders... But he's five years old! He must be scared.
The park... My guts hurt. Memories of my old man pushing Yukio and I on the
swings filled my head. But that had been before, when the swing chains weren't
rusting and the seats were black not the fading red colour they were now...
Memories of those lonely moments, when I had gotten into another fight and
didn't want to go home... It's funny, Yukio had always been the one to come
looking for me here if I wasn't back before nine. That's how he knew what
Maphisto's gibberish meant? We heard footsteps, fast running ones. I grabbed
the top of my sword, prepared for whatever was coming at us... And then I felt
a flurry of tiny punches to the side of my thigh.
"Usamaro!" I felt as though in one instant a bag of rocks had slid of my chest.
I went to pick him up, but he jumped back with a hiss. "Why are you here!" He
demanded. I looked to Yukio, but he was simply staring at him in a sort of
fascinated confusion, guess this would be the first time meeting our son for
him. When I looked back to Usamaro, he was standing in the swing seat, glaring.
"What do you mean, why did we come here? We're worried about you!" His glare
faltered and I took a step forward. "I was scared that you had been taken away,
we looked all over..." Looking around the old structure I said lightly "How did
you find this place?"
"It was in your memories, I followed where it led." "Huh, I didn't know you
could do that." He looked like he had calmed down a bit but I wasn't going to
grab him and pull him back home just yet. "You were always sad here." "Not
always, when I was little, my old man would come down here with Yukio and I...
That was pretty fun." Venturing to take up the swing next to him, he allowed
it, leaning forward from his standing position on the one beside me to get a
better look at my face "You're lying! Those memories are sad, I've seen them,
felt them. That man wasn't your dad, he lied to you your whole life!"
"If he hadn't of lied. We wouldn't have been alive now, you would have never
been born." I turned and glared at Yukio. Great. Usamaro was getting upset
again "You want me gone, don't you?" Yukio rubbed at the bridge of his nose
with a sigh "I don't even remember you, and yet here I am, waiting for you to
come back home. Does that sound like I want you gone?" We were silent for a
moment. Usamaro lowered his head and I could see he was shaking, from the cold?
Probably. But also from the beginning of a tears.
"You both only pretend. You don't love me... You said you wanted to kill me!"
That glare was directed at Yukio, who's eyebrows drew together. I put a hand on
top of Usamaro's head. He flinched but let me rub his head slowly "We were
kids, scared because kids usually don't have kids of their own." "And because
you loved him but he didn't love you." Ow... That kinda stung hearing it from
him... But yeah, for a while I thought that Yukio was only staying with me
because it was his fault I was pregnant. Wait... Just how much did Usamaro see?
"With fear comes doubt as my old man use to say." I didn't meet Yukio's eyes,
but I knew he was looking at me. "He wasn't your dad." Usamaro reminded me and
I sighed heavily "He was our dad, not our father. Do you get it?" He shook his
head and I scratched at the back of my neck "Well, our real father is douche,
and Fujimoto was only a asshole sometimes-" "Rin!" I waved Yukio off and looked
to Usamaro, who was thinking this over "I think I understand." Whoa, really? I
didn't even know he knew what those words meant... Then again, he had access to
my memories and thoughts until I got a hold of them again.
"Now, could you please give Daddy his memories of you back?" He met my eyes
with red puffy ones, before wiping at them and turning to Yukio. Black scribbly
strings of memory branched off Usamaro and returned to Yukio, who fell over
into the snow. Shit, he was probably going to have a bump on his head." And for
only a second I saw the blue flames lick the air off of his fur. After he
turned back, we both stared down at Yukio's unconscious body until he spoke up
"I'm sorry I made you upset..." Okay, now I picked him up, giving him a quick
kiss on the forehead "I'm sorry you had to meet your crappy grandpoop. I think
father Fujimoto would have liked you." He tucked his face into my neck. He was
most likely exhausted both mentally and physically especially considering he
was bordering on four hours pass his bed time "I wish I could have met him..."
I looked down to Yukio's unconscious body again "Hey, Usamaro?" "Hm?" "Wanna
draw on his face?" And suddenly he was wide awake.
Yukio groaned, rubbing at the side of his head before slowly opening his eyes,
squinting because I had taken his glasses away. "Where are we, and where are my
glasses?" He tried looking around but he was probably only seeing a whole
buncha dark shapes. "We're in a cab, and your glasses are cracked. We still
need to take the train before we reach the academy so you better stay awake.
I'm not going to drag you all the way back to the apartment." He seemed to take
a moment to register the information, then looking to Usamaro, who was sleeping
sprawled out on the seat in between us. He brushed his bangs from his face and
sighed "Some birthday he had."
I snickered before pulling him in for a kiss, when we pulled away his eyes
narrowed "Why did you laugh." He sure caught on quick. I shrugged "I didn't do
anything. It's just funny the way you said that." I kissed him again and he
groaned "I'm going to kill you when I get home, why does my head hurt?" "But I
didn't do anything, honestly! As for your head, you hit it on the ground when
you passed out in the park... I also mighta smacked it on the car when I was
shoving you in the cab... But it's all good! You don't have work tomorrow!
Yay..." He didn't look impressed.
We were silent on the train ride home, another couple had been flogging with
loud, drunken conversations in the corner but we ignored them... Usually I
found watching drunks funny shit, but right now... Nothing was better than
feeling one of Yukio's arms tossed over my shoulder and Usamaro breathing
calmly in the crook of my neck...
Also, the Dinosaur Usamaro had drawn eating Yukio's moles had taken the cake
for the funniest shit.
Chapter End Notes
     Okay, I have finally figured it out. One more chapter... ONE. Next
     week will be the last chapter... Oh god, my eyes are watering up! I
     just really liked writing this story.... But it is not over! One.
     More.
***** Everything As It Should Be *****
Chapter Notes
     And here it is... The very last chapter...
See the end of the chapter for more notes
The wind was blowing, it would have been chilly if the setting sun wasn't still
putting off some heat. I loved this view. The city looked so small from up on
top of this building. The sound of someone coming to me from behind stirred me
from my daze, and I looked up from my sitting spot to Yukio's out stretching
hand. I took it and he hoisted me up. "The mission is over."
"That took a lot less time than I thought it would!" I stretched out my back
with a sigh as we started back off the shambled roof top where we had had an
epic showdown against a poltergeist less than three minutes before. It had been
awesome, but now I just wanted to go home and sleep. "Should we call Shiemi and
tell her Usamaro doesn't have to spend the night at her place?" He pushed the
down button for the elevator while unloading his gun and shoving it into the
holster on his belt. "No." "Eh? Why not?" We stepped into the empty elevator
and I watched him in confusion as he seemed to stiffen a bit.
"Because, we are going out." ... Huh? I slumped my shoulders as I tired to
grasp what he meant. "What?" The doors opened to the building lobby and we
nodded politely to the staff members who had called us in the first place. Did
he mean going to pick up our cut of the money we just earned? I found it a bit
more than annoying that the order took a percentage of what we get paid for
each mission... But we had enough to get by and that was all that mattered...
"There's a restaurant down the street I've heard is nice."
Okay... I came to a stop right outside of the building, staring at him.
"...Like a date?" "We don't have to eat there, let's just go home actually." He
started to turn towards the train station but I caught hold of his elbow... Oh
my god. Mr. Cool guy is getting all frustrated, trying to cover it up with
irritation but I could see the light tinge of colour in his cheeks. I felt a
smile twitching at the corner of my mouth as I looked to him still kinda
confused "Are you really asking me out?" He hesitated, watching me unsure. "If
I were to say yes, what would your response be?"
What would it be? Yukio had been my first and only relationship and it was
kinda an unspoken ... Not really 'rule' but something close to it that we
didn't go on dates. We had gone places with Usamaro- the two of us went
together to the store sometimes if that counted. What qualified spending time
together as a date anyways? If it was just hanging out then we went on dates
multiple times a day sometimes.
I pursed my lip and said teasingly "I donno. You seem shady." He rolled his
eyes but he still looked expectingly at me so with I sigh, I said coolly "Sure,
why not?" He took up my hand then, not a thing he often did in public, and
started us in the opposite direction if the express train.
It was kinda exciting. The kind of exciting that had my tail bouncing a little
higher than usual. Four-eyes hadn't relaxed and I had a hard time not
snickering at his super serious face. I just hoped he wouldn't ruin this just
because he had to be like a drill Sargent when it came to certain things. Like
Usamaro's redo fifth birthday, he was trying to micromanage everything I did so
I told him to leave until he could calm down and have fun for once.
We suddenly stopped, Yukio turning to cross the street after looking both ways
and dragged me along behind him. When we reached the other side he nodded to
the building in front of us "This is the place." Wait-whoa. I pulled him closer
to me so no one around us could hear me as I whispered "We can't afford this
fancy shit!" Judging but the outside, it looked to be at least a four and a
half star restaurant... Oh my god, the chalkboard sign outside said that they
had a Sukiyaki special!
"Unlike you, I save a portion of the money I earn." Pfft, as if. Just last week
he ordered another dozen pair of glasses and those things weren't cheap...
Which kinda made me feel bad to contributing to a least a hundred of them
breaking over the years. I let it slide though, seeing that he was offering to
pay for me... right?
The inside of the restaurant was even nicer than the outside. It wasn't fancy
frufru, but it had a nice warm atmosphere and we weren't quite underdressed...
Yukio more so than me considering I was wearing skinny jeans, bright red Uggs
and the metal chain hanging over my hip keeping my wallet safely in my pocket.
But at least I was wearing a white button down and a nice exorcist jacket!
Er... As we were seated in the back corner I realized I had ruble from the
earlier fight on my jacket... Okay. So maybe I looked like a delinquent- I
usually do- I felt kinda bad. Yukio had just sprung this whole date thing on me
out of nowhere I couldn't even fix my wind blown hair... Actually, this was all
his fault... He probably was purposefully bringing me here when I didn't know
just to complain about the way I dress again. 'You're not a teenager anymore.'
He would say, and I'd say 'Well, I'll wear whatever the hell I want!' Yep... I
can see it now.
"Don't worry about what other people will think, calm down." I looked across
the table to him incredulously. He was skimming over the menu using his default
unimpressed expression his face naturally fits into. Don't worry about other
people will think? Says the guy who would bend over backwards for the order if
it would mean they valued him- ah, but I'm not going to start that fight back
up on our first date. Six years in a relationship and we just started dating?
God, it was just so strange.
"I'm not worried... I'm, uh... Really happy about this." He sat down his menu
and gave me a soft smile "Me too." Was it just me, or did he just become
hotter? I didn't even notice that we had been staring at each other until our
waiter arrived next to us and I looked away from those amazing green eyes to
order the Sukiyaki.
The rest of the dinner was amazing. We talked in calm and quiet voices I didn't
know were possible to archive between us besides for when we had a pillow talk
session. We talked about work, a lot about Usamaro, for a moment we talked
about the first time we made love, the first time Yukio said he loved me. It
was nice. And at the level we were speaking, no one bothered us. Hell, we could
have been in there completely by our selves and I wouldn't had noticed the
difference.
The streets at night were crazy busy in this section of Tokyo. We talked side
by side down the streets about anything and everything, I even managed to get
Mr. Serious Pants to laugh a couple of times. "When did you really fall in love
with me?" That caught me by surprise but a smile came to my face. "Do you mean
when did I know I was in love with you, or when I think I started to feel that
way about you?"
"Both." Taking a deep breath in, I sighed. "I knew I loved you on one of the
nights right before the heat, when you came home all bloody from a mission and
I thought you were going to die..." I grinned mischievously at him and started
walking backwards in front of him "And it's a secret when I actually started
seeing you that way. You probably don't even remember it." His smile fell and
he was frowning deeply. Shit I accidentally bumped into people because of my
backwards walking, I apologized in passing to the people I bumped and started
walking along side the perturbed Yukio again. Fine... "It had to do with the
rain. That's all I'm telling, so suck it up."
We hopped on the train then, it was going to be a half an hour before we
reached the academy. I felt complete, I had the stereotypical cheesy lovey-
dovey date (but usually that's not on the first date. Whateves.) and thats all
I needed. When we got off at our stop we made our way slowly back to the
apartment. Usamaro wasn't waiting for us so there was no rush. The only words
that were said were "The rain is too vague, give me a better hint." And "No
way! If you don't remember, you don't need to know!" Before settling back into
a comfortable silence.
Climbing the stairs to our apartment because the elevator was under
maintenance, we reached our landing and I lazily flipped through my key ring
for the right one. Why did exorcist have to have so many damn keys to get
around? Finally I got the right one and pulled open the door. The apartment was
all dark so I flipped on the entry way light. I was on my way to doing the same
to the living room, when Yukio spoke.
"Rin..." I was in the middle of forming the words 'hold on' when I felt him
pulling me back against his chest. Eh? Was that his heart beating stupid fast
that I felt? "What's wrong?" I turned around in his arms and he leaned in...
Ow! What the hell? "Why the hell did you do that!? I rubbed at my nose and he
kissed it gently before collapsing... Wait, huh?? I crouched down next to where
he was kneeling with his head bowed "H-hey, are you alright?" I mean, we did
have a little bit of sake with dinner, but not enough to make us drunk.
Finally, he looked to me holding something up "Rin, will you marry me?" ...
I stared at him for a long time, then looked at the golden band he held. I
smacked him in the arm "Dude! I thought you were having a fucking heart-
attack!" "I-" "And is that really the only reason you asked me on a date? So
you could butter me up or something?" "N-" then I threw my arms around him,
taking him by surprise and sending his back slouched against the narrow entry
hallway wall with me rubbing my face against him harshly in excitement "I was
the first to ask by the way." "Is that... A yes?"
Pulling away a bit, I sat up on his legs and smiled brightly "Of course it
is... But uh, I would have asked you a long time ago if I had any money. Just
so you know." He roiled his eyes and slipped the ring on my finger. oh my god!
Too happy, too happy! I'm gonna die! I yanked him back to me, kissing his face
all over and smiling uncontrollably. He kissed back, pulling me down so that we
were pressed together more tightly. I loved him- god damnit I loved him.
 
 
"Usamaro, stop messing with the fish." I told him as lightly as I could, but I
was a bit jumpy and it came out sounding harsh. He looked up from the koi pond
and pouted as he pulled his hand out of the water. The bells tied onto either
of his buns jingled and he came over to me and sat down on the deck. He was
quiet for a moment... But then he just couldn't help himself from asking "Are
you happy?" "Yes." "I'm happy too. But is daddy happy?" That made me smile
"It's hard to tell sometimes, huh?" Usamaro nodded "It's because he always does
this!" He then squished his cheeks together and frowned.
I laughed, ruffling his hair affectionately "Hey, that's mean!" He was
giggling, covering his mouth like he had said something naughty. "But it's
true!" I hushed him as Yukio and Suguro came back outside. "Congratulations,
Okumura." I nodded awkwardly, and stood up, fixing the baggy yukata I was
wearing . I defiantly felt a little weird still about kissing Yukio in front of
Suguro, but I had wanted him to be the monk that married us and he didn't look
bothered. The three of us bowed slightly to him and he smiled, messing up
Usamaro's hair who glared in return.
After the goodbyes, we left in a car Yukio had rented for the day... It all
seemed so right now. I rested my face against the window of the passenger side
door. Yukio held my other hand while he drove, rubbing at it lovingly and I
smiled. Usamaro singing a song he was making up off the top of his head about
the trees out his window... As I leaned over and gave Yukio a kiss on the
cheek.
Everything was as it should be.
The end.
Chapter End Notes
     Oh god... It's over. I'm less than a week from being two years older
     than I was when I started this story. It was my first Yukio/Rin, my
     first mpreg, and by far the longest fan writing I have ever embarked
     on. I thank all of the lovely commenters who really are truly
     wonderful... And yeah.
     I hoped you enjoyed reading this story as much as I enjoyed writing
     it. If you have any final thoughts on the story, please leave them
     below. I hope you all the best and that you will look forward to
     further works. -Chuchiwan
      
      
      
      
     BUT HEY! You know what you really should be looking forward to? The
     prequel! It will be a one shot called 'It Had To Do With The Rain'.
     And I'm pretty sure you can figure out what it will be about! So look
     forward to it!
End Notes
     please forgive all the spelling mistakes in the chapters... i am lazy
     with spell checking...
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