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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Major_Character_Death, No_Archive
      Warnings_Apply, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Soul_Eater
  Relationship:
      Black_Star/Soul_Eater_Evans
  Character:
      Black_Star, Soul_Eater_Evans, Maka_Albarn, Tsubaki_Nakastukasa, Death_the
      Kid, Elizabeth_Thompson, Patricia_Thomspon, Wes_Evans
  Stats:
      Published: 2015-05-15 Chapters: 5/? Words: 11152
****** From The Memories ******
by Seijuku_Ceremony
Summary
     A huge disturbance in Soul's childhood makes him view life
     differently. He is solitude and doesn't care for friends or help from
     anyone. Can a certain assassin help him find hope again?
Notes
     This is a very old fan fiction I typed up last year so do not expect
     some good quality.^^
***** The 'Incident' *****
" Soul, I'll be going out to buy some groceries so I shouldn't be gone for
long. My friend is here if you need anything from him." A young boy nodded, his
white hair waving at the action as his brother walks out the front door. He
closes the door and looks around to his brother's friend, who gave a small
smile and wave.
" Hey there little guy, I'm Toya." The little boy looked down shyly and he
heard footsteps walking up. " You don't have to be shy around me. Want to play
a game or something?" Soul looked up and at the t.v. before pointing at the
Play Station.
Toya smiled.
" Sure. What game?"
.....................
The two played a couple games, laughing and chatting and joking around. Soul
was able to express himself more seeing as Wes's friend was so open. They were
currently looking for something to eat when there was vicious pounding on the
front door.
" Is that Wes? He couldn't have forgotten the key." Toya said as he looked up
from the drawer. Soul remembered seeing Wes holding a key so it couldn't be his
brother. There was more thunderous knocking and it seemed that this person
wanted to bust in. Soul nervously held the older boy's leg and Toya could sense
the younger one's uneasiness. He knelt down and held his shoulders with a stern
look.
" Listen, I want you to go to your room, lock the door, and don't make a sound.
I'll go see what this person wants." The other boy whimpered and yanked and
Toya's sleeve, indicating that he wanted him to come as well but Toya only
smiled sadly and stood up.
" I'll be back I promise. Now go." The sound of wood splintering as it was
being slammed on made Toya urge Soul into the room. After making sure it was
locked he turned just as the sound of the door busting down.
.........................
Soul whimpered but didn't make any noise, doing as Toya had said. There were
sounds of men arguing, footsteps thundering across the floor and a gunshot.
Soul's closed eyes watered and leaned against the door, hoping it wouldn't be
his friend that was shot. He hiccuped behind his hand, wishing for everything
to be over.
Then suddenly, footsteps paused at his door and he froze. His heart sped when
the handle was being twisted and the door was kicked. Soul crawled away and
looked for anywhere else to hide but couldn't get his chance when his door was
slammed open, revealing two older men. The boy gasped as his eyes quivered when
the two men walked over to him with crazy looks in their eyes.
Soul wanted to scream and run.
He wanted to push away from those big, rough hands grabbing at him.
He wanted to shout for his brother.
He wanted the pain to end.
............................
" Soul. You don't look like you slept. As per usual." Maka added with narrowed
eyes of suspiciousness. I roll my eyes at her attempt to yet again, get me to
tell her what was wrong. We were in the middle of a lesson and it kind of
surprised me that Ms. Perfect was ignoring the lesson. Then again, she knows
pretty much everything.
" It was a bad dream."
" Care to fill me in on it?" And there it is. I huff and laid down on the table
with my arms underneath my head. I don't see why she needs to know about my
personal life anyways. No matter how many times I tell her it's just a
nightmare, she says a guy like me probably wouldn't get shaken up about that.
Especially since we practically kill kishins everyday.
" It's nothin'."
" Jeez, you're so difficult."
" You're one to talk."
" MAKA CHOP!" Everyone looked over, including Sid who was interrupted from his
lecture, at Maka's steaming book and the glowing red bump on my head. Trust
Maka, my very violent meister, to have me in pain every hour or so. Everyone
went back to what they were doing as if nothing had happened. It's sort of a
regular routine for us.
The bell rings and I was already set and ready to head out when Maka grabbed my
sleeve.
" Where do you think you're going?" She asked with a raised eyebrow in
amusement. I frown and yank my arm to my self.
" To lunch. Why?" She grabs me again and drags me out the door but in the
opposite direction of the cafeteria.
" I volunteered us to show two group of kids round the school. It's their first
day and I thought maybe we should," She casts a dead-panned glance at me in
which I sweat," That way you aren't such a loner and could actually make
friends."
" I like my solitude self thanks."
" You can't always be by yourself. One day, you're going to have to rely on
someone else and I know it isn't going to be me." We stop in front of the hall
to Lord Death's room and there are five kids standing there. Maka, unlike me,
went up with a big smile and introduced herself, but pulled me along, forcing
me to talk as well. Maka takes the first group, which included two girls and a
boy with three white stripes in his black hair. For some strange reason, he
reminded me a lot of Lord Death.
I ended up getting the second group containing a blue, spiky-haired boy in a
ninja attire, along with his partner who was a tall girl in a ninja attire as
well. As we split up and walk around, I showed them the bathrooms, classes, the
gym and cafeteria. As we did so, I got to know more about the two. For
instance, the boy's name was Black Star and he seemed to be the air-headed,
non-stop talker with a wild personality and his weapon, Tsubaki, was the total
opposite. We stop outside where the courtyard is and I turn to face them.
" We're having lunch right now so you can stay here until the bell rings. Your
schedule's should have your class directions on it." I say and they only stare
as I turn around, but I glanced back to see them still standing and smiling at
me. I raise an eyebrow and took two steps but they are still standing there. I
sweat before finally sighing in defeat and turning back around.
" ... I-I guess you guy's can h-have lunch with me and Maka..." They instantly
brighten and I shook my head with an exasperated look. I never had asked anyone
to have lunch with me and I felt a wierd. Afterwards, however, I started to
actually enjoy their presence. We all got along pretty well and Black Star
always had me laughing. Tsubaki and Maka were instantly best friends, along
with Liz and Patty, the two sisters. Liz seemed to enjoy soaking in her beauty
while Patty was almost similar as Black Star. Just more... creepy. Their
meister, Death The Kid( Now I know why he reminded me of Lord Death) always had
something to say about symmetry. I wonder how his partners are able to deal
with his OCD.
I look at my wrist-watch and see that there is only ten minutes and I stood,
saying I had to use the bathroom. I took my shoulder-bag and headed back inside
the school. I never felt so... content before and I actually felt really giddy.
Hell, I was still smiling big like an idiot but honestly, I felt like I had no
care in the world. It's been so long since I've truly felt happy since The
Incident a couple years ago.
I walk into the bathroom an walk up to a sink with a mirror above, showing my
reflection. I sigh heavily as the events began to flow into my head
unwillingly. It's been yars since I've seen Wes or Toya and I've been waiting
for them to come back.
He promised me.
But he didn't come back, instead two men forced themselves on me and I could
never veiw life the same way. God, I actually considered comminting suicide to
save me the trouble of feeling pain in my chest every time I thought about my
childhood. I was only ten yet... yet...
Tears started to form in my eyes and I quickly shake my head. I can't just
break down like this in the middle of a school day. That was years ago so it
shouldn't affect me now-
A hand touched my shoulder and I junped with a yelp, turning around fast.
" Don't!" I exclaim. It turned out to be Black Star, who's eyes widened and he
raised his hands back in defense. My eyes switched from terror to slight anger
at the way I reacted. I quickly wipe the tears in my eyes with my jacket
sleeve, hoping he wouldn't see what a mess I've become so suddenly. " Wh-why
are you here?" I muttered as smoothly as I could. He blinks as he puts his
hands down.
" We were wondering why you were taking so long. I didn't mean to... scare you
or anything." I exhale as my racing heart slowed down and I leaned against the
sink.
" I was just thinking. I'll be out in a second." I say as a cue for him to
leave, only instead, he stood there with hands on his waisted.
" What happened anyways? I didn't think you were the type to scream from a
little touch."
I blink when memories of myself screaming at the men as they touched meand
pale. I shook slightly and Black Star looked at me quizzically. I didn't want
to remember any of that, yet it keeps coming back, almost as if a never-ending
nightmare. I tremble and drop to the ground as my vision began to blur
slightly. Black Star calls my name and kneels in front of me, grasping my
shoulders but I flinch.
" G-get off..." I whimper but he doesn't let go. He trying to stand me up but I
disn't want to. Someone's touching me, he's holding me even though I told him
not to. " Please..."
" What are you talking about? Calm down would yo-"
" Let go!" I tried to get away from him but he was way stronger than I thought.
Tears started to spill but I didn't care. I wanted to get away from him, from
'them'.
Black Star holds me against his chest with his strong arms wrapped around me so
I couldn't get away, in which I finally gave up at. My shoulders shook as I
cried tremulously in his chest because I was scared and wanted my brother,
Toya, anyone... but it was out of embarrassment as well since I broke down in
front of a guy I barely met. Plus, he's a loud-mouth so I shouldn't be
surprised if my being crying gets around the school in a matter of hours.
However, the sound of his beating heart against my ear soothed me and I was
reduced to hiccups.
Once I calmed down slightly, Black Star gently pulls me away so he was looking
at me, but I hid my face from his view. I blush as I felt him stare at me and I
can tell that he probably thinks I'm pathetic and weak. It was an uncomfortable
silence and it was unusual for Black Star to be so quiet and he must've
realized that he was still holding me because he let go slowly and looked away.
I sigh and shifted away, standing up while holding an arm. We both stood
awkwardly before the bell rings, breaking the tension.
" The bell." I point out obviously and Black Star doesn't say anything before
turning to head out. Just as he took a step, I grabbed his wrist and he turns
back at me with a perplexed look, causing me to blush slightly.
" U-Um... can you... n-not tell anyone about... before?" I needed to know. He
looks at me with a slight distant look before stepping up to me and I could
finally see that he is definitely taller than me, and his expression was quite
serious. I couldn't help but shrink slightly under the stern look he gave me
and I pulled at my jacket sleeves nervously.
" *sigh* I won't," I look up with big eyes," Just don't freak me out like that
again." I nod in relief and gave a small crooked smile, which he returned with
a small blush while scratching the side of his cheek. I felt a bit relaxed
knowing that he'd keep my secret and for some reason, I felt... safe with him.
It's weird that I thought of such an idea but that's all I can come up with to
describe my feelings.
The sound of the late bell ringing made us jump and we gave quick goodbyes
before running on to our next classes.
I have a newfound understanding and trust for Black Star now.
***** The Date *****
School ends a bit fast in my opinion but I don't complain. It is Friday and I
have a shit-ton of homework to get done. Way to make our weekend enjoyable
teachers. So instead of me and Maka heading out usually, we were both leaving
with five more people. We were having a good time chatting happily as we headed
home and we finally said goodbye to Liz, Patty, and Kid. Soon, Black Star and
Tsubaki had to leave and we parted ways. Once Maka and I arrived at our
apartment, Maka went to start cooking supper. It was her turn since I cooked
yesterday and I seat myself to get started on homework.
...................
" Black Star, what would you like to eat?" Tsubaki asked from the kitchen. The
said boy waved his hand dismissively while watching t.v. instead of doing his
homework. Well, he wasn't really watching t.v. since he was stirred in his own
thoughts about his first day of school.
" Doesn't matter. Just make something." Tsubaki smiled and nodded before going
back in the kitchen. Black Star gave a frustrated sigh. He couldn't seem to get
his mind off of Soul. At first, he seemed like the typical cool, laid-back the
of guy but the bathroom incident definitely made him reconsider. He thought
furiously of what could have made Soul look so broken before him, and it
slightly pained him to see that look of fear in those unique, red eyes. Black
Star wanted to know why Soul ended up crying in his arms, begging to be let go.
Was he scared of being touched?
The assassin wondered about the weapon's childhood before sighing again. Why
was he so interested in figuring out Soul anyways? That is supposed to be
irrelevant to a God like him, but Soul... He looked like he needed someone. As
if he had lived his childhood the wrong way.
What happened?
.......................
The morning sunlight peeked through the window of my room but it didn't bother
me. In fact, I was kind of glad that it wasn't so dark anymore. I lay in bed
awake but barely as my recurring nightmare happened once again. Beads of sweat
rest on my forehead as silent tears trailed down my cheeks. Would I ever get to
sleep peacefully again?
I rolled over and read my alarm clock that showed it was probably time to get
up. It was the late morning hour, the usual time I get up on the weekend, but
that's only because I stay in bed until I know I can walk straight. The
nightmares seem to always make me feel weak yet shaken and it slightly annoyed
me that this was a daily thing of mine. If only there was a way I didn't have
to relive those disturbing dreams...
Black Star...
My face instantly flush and rubbed my head in my pillow. I don't know why I
instantly thought of him. Or why my face flushed the instant he came to mind.
Maybe because I was still embarrassed about the bathroom incident with him.
Hopefully, he doesn't think any less of me after that.
I sit and was about to put on something more appropriate like pants instead of
just my long-sleeve shirt but our doorbell rang. I knew it would take a while
to find pants in my room's condition so my best bet is too crack the door. I
walk out and looked through the peep-hole, seeing nobody but I open it slightly
anyways. I nearly jumped out of my skin when Black Star popped into my view and
I fell down just as the door was open wide.
" Hey Soul! I was wondering..." His sentence slowly fades as his gaze moves
from my face to between my les, in which, I pulled my shirt down and pressed my
legs together with a heavy blush.
" My eyes are up here!" His eyes dart back up and his face reddens. He
scratches the back of his head while looking away and I stand back up with a
scowl. " What are you doing here anyways?" He looks back at me.
" I was wondering if you wanted to... hang out." My eyes widened at his
request. I know it's not supposed to sound like him asking me out on a date or
anything but I couldn't but feel flattered, however...
" Why are you asking me out?" His face grows even more red and I found that to
actually be cute, but my head definitely requires a good bashing against a wall
now.
" I'm not. I just thought that... maybe I should get to know you more. A-As
friends." He added to make sure I didn't take it the wrong way. I puff a cheek
in thought before shrugging and stepping aside. He did promise to keep my
secret so the least I can do is repay him for that and comforting me...
" Sure. I'll be ready in a couple minutes." As he walks in, Maka is walking out
in her yellow and green striped pajamas and yawning. She waves a tired hello to
the both of us while heading to the fridge in the kitchen.
" Hey Soul, Black Star... Black Star!?" She double-takes at the sight of the
other meister and glances at me, then him before a sly smile reaches her face.
That doesn't mean any good for me." And what is he doing here on such a fine
mornign?" She taunted. My cheeks redden at what she meant and I walked to my
room.
" We're just... going out somewhere for a bit." But I can tell she totally
interpreted that in another way. I shake my had with a mental groan. Besides,
there is no way I'd like Black Star like that, he's... he's...
Funny. Handsome. Strong.
I bang my head hard against the wall in my room as my teeth clenched together
in embarrassed fustration. What the hell has gotten into me!?
........................
The two of us are walking down the streets of Death City. Even at this time, it
is pretty lively around here. That isn't what I'm used to seeing as I enjoy
more quiet areas. Besides that, I was pretty nervous about this whole 'hanging
out' thing. I've never been asked to go out with someone so I didn't know what
to do. I just stayed silent while fiddling with the sleeves of my jacket,
though a bit impossible since the sleeves are nearly long enough cover my whole
hands. So the tip of my fingers just idled together. I look up while setting my
arms to the side and I stop when I see an ice-cream stand. I didn't really eat
much, just a peice of toast so I could go for a little cold dessert.
Black Star stops as well and smiles at me.
" I take it you want ice-cream." I wanted to say 'no' so he didn't have to pay
for it, but I dragged to the stand anyhow. The man behind the stand gave us a
grin while asking what we wanted. Black Star asks for a plain vanilla and I get
the same. Turns out, we disn't have to pay since the Employee stated how cute
we were as a couple. This statement caused us both to blush and stutter but we
set off again.
As we walk to the Public Park, I ate my ice-cream a bit eagerly. It was nice
and cold to distract me from the weather, plus it tasted good. What else could
I ask for? When I got to biting the cone, I noticed that our hands brushed
against each other's every now and then but I ignored the small voice in my
head that said to hold his. It's not a date, just two dudes heading to the
park, eating ice-cream and... holding hands?
I look down in confusion when I found my hand held by Black Star's and I look
up with a questioning look. He doesn't say anything but flashes me a glance and
a smirk. My face heats but I couldn't bring myself to pull my hand away. I look
back down and swing my arm silently, there is another swing in response and a
tiny smile stretches from my lips as it became a pattern. We finally reach a
bench and we sat down, doing nothing more than enjoying the cool breeze in the
summer air and each other's presence. We talked about a few things, gettingto
know ourselves more and more and I found myself feeling lighter and lighter.
It was a while at noon when Black Star stood up and pointed towards a game
store.
" I'm going to a get game while we're here. I'll be quick."
I nodded and leaned back against the bench. I trusted he'd be back and looked
up at the sky with a content look. I really enjoyed the day so far and I didn't
really want it to end yet but I can't be gone too long or Maka will start
questioning me on my sexuality.
" Hey there." I look ahead, about to comment on how quick Black Star was but it
definitely wasn't him. It was a man who looked no older than the late twenties
and there was something off about him. " Are you alone?" I sink slightly into
my sit as my hands in my lap fiddled.
" Um... no I'm just waiting for a friend." He gives a wider smile and sits down
n the bench with his arm behind my back. I quickly stand up and walk as calmly
as I could to the game shop, hoping Black Star would hurry up. I was about to
go in when I was pushed backed into wall and voiced my pain at the sudden
action.
" Oi, what's the hurry?" He taunts as he leans closer and I could smell the
alcohol in his breath. His bony hand is playing with my hair and I shut my
eyes, scenes of The Incident playing in my head.
The sound of a force slamming near my head made me jump and the man in front of
me step back. I look up with shaky eyes and found Black Star with a hand next
to my head, his body standing behind me. He was glaring at the man with so much
hatred that I couldn't believe this was the cheery Black Star from before. I
scoot closer towards him as the man quickly walks away, trying to play off the
fact that he got scared by a fourteen year old. Making sure he was gone, Black
Star slid his hand off the dangerously cracking wall behind us.
Don't go...
Before I knew it, I unconsciously threw myself against Black Star's chest,
feeling tears about to spill. His hands wrap around me instantly, and almost
possessively as I soaked his shirt. I was scared, I felt so scared. I didn't
think Black Star would come back, just like Wes and Toya, and I would've
been...
I whimper as more tears came and press myself more against Black Star. Frankly
at this point, I don't care what he thinks of me. I just needed to be held in
his arms, to know that I really was safe, to know that I... I...
Love him?
................................
***** The Misunderstanding *****
I don't really know how long I've been crying in his arms but he didn't seem to
mind. He just rested his chin on my hair while rubbing small circle on my back.
It soothed me and calmed down almost instantly. My legs wersn't really in its'
best shape and I leaned on Black Star more for support before I could fall.
Knowing that I wasn't in the best condition to continue, he decided that we
should head home. I wasn't so keen on him leaving me but I was pretty shocked
when he lifted me in hisarms.
" Black Star!?" I exclaim as I felt my face heat once again. He gives me a grin
when he adjusted me so I was comfortable and I let my hands clutch onto his
shirt as he began to walk. I tried to ignore the stares as he carried me down
the sidewalk. " You know I walk on my own. People are staring" I muttered with
an embarrassed scowl.
" Judging by the way your legs shook, I beg to differ," I made a small sound,"
besides, ignore them."
" Easier said than done." I grumble.
" Well you're in luck. We're almost there." My heart drops a little when the
apartment came into view. Strangely, I didn't want Black Star to leave so soon
but I didn't say anything. He walks up to the door just as a thought hit me.
" Hey, how did you know where I lived?" I asked as I was set down just in front
of the door. Black Star looked taken-back at the question but gave a sheepish
grin while rubbing the back of his head, a habit of his whenever he gets
nervous.
" Oh uh... just God instincts and all-"
" Black Star!" He sighs with a guilty look.
" Alright, alright. I sort of... watched you and Maka go home last night." My
eyes narrowed in confusion.
" Why?"
" I just sort of did, and I kind of remembered." I stare with disbelief for a
few more minutes before shrugging with a sigh. I didn't press any further and I
pulled out my key.
" Thanks for today though," He looks at me," I really had fun, well except for
'that' part." I added with a humorous smile and he returns one.
" No problem. Just call whenever you need me." I blush and punch his arm, yet
he wasn't affected even by the slightest.
" Shut up. Damn idiot..." I couldn't help but grin and turned. Only, it seemed
that mind didn't think that was enough because before I knew it, I leaned up
and pressed my lips against his.
He tensed immediately and once I finally realized what I was doing, I pull back
and my eyes widened in shock. He looks back at me with the same expression and
only one word came across my mind:
Run! Run! Run!
" Oh god! I'm sorry!" I quickly unlock the door and open it a bit too
forcefully.
" W-wait Soul!"
" I'm sorry!" I run in and shut the door behind me, ignoring his calls. My
heart races as I slid to the ground, giving ragged breaths shock. Why the hell
did I do that!? Why!? Now he's going to hate me forever! I groan and slumped my
head into my arms on my raised knees just as Maka came out with a look of
concern.
" Soul what's wrong?" I look up with tear-stricken eyes.
" Everything..." I only say before going limp again.
...
I locked my self in my room and I don't know how long I've been in. I didn't
check my alarm clock either and I was buried under my blankets and pillows.
Maka gave failed attempts to try and get me to come out and I stayed put. Black
Star hates me and that's all that ever swam around my head. I eventually fell
asleep and woke up to find that it dark outside, probably around ten at night.
It didn't matter though, I wasn't hungry anyway.
Damn, I know I've felt depressed before but I really felt like shit. Not
because I didn't eat but because of the fact that I'd have to see Black Star
again on Monday. I was dreading it because he probably wouldn't be able to look
me in the eye. Why the hell did I do that? God, I can be such an idiot
sometimes. Oh who am I kidding? I always was.
There is no point loathing myself anymore than I can. I am getting a bit sleepy
but I didn't want to have the nightmare again.
Somehow in the end, I ended up having the nightmare.
................
I gasped as my eyes quivered when the two men walked over to me with crazy
looks in their eyes.
I wanted to scream and run.
I wanted to push away from those big, rough hands grabbing at me.
I wanted to shout for my brother.
I wanted the pain to end.
................
I manage to come out in the end on Sunday afternoon when Maka announced that
she made my favorite food. She had a smug look but had a hint of worry in her
eyes. She tried to get me to tell her why I looked so devoid but my only excuse
is not enough sleep. She gives up but was still eyeing me suspiciously.
" So, how was your date with Black Star?" She asks straight to the point. My
face reddens as if a switched turned on and I looked at anything but her smile
in victory.
" I-it was fine. And i-it wasn't a date!" I add blushing furiously. She mutters
'whatever' before leaning closer, her expression slightly serious.
" So why did you run away from him yesterday?" I tense at the question and
looked down with a guilty expression. I can't tell her that I kissed him
because I was afraid of how she would react. Knowing her, I'd probably end up
in the hospital with a dozen Maka Chop bruises in my head. Hell, it's already
bad enough that Black Star probably hates me after we became such good friends
and I hate to admit that I couldn't imagine myself going on without Maka's
nagging or Black Star's hyper self.
" I-I can't... It's just..." She gives a soft smile and picks up our plates.
" It's alright. You can tell me when your ready. I don't want to force you." I
look up while mirroring her smile and stand up.
" Thanks." I go to my room and sit on my bed, looking out the window. I didn't
lock the door this time but I was sure that she wouldn't to force me out again.
I sigh and lay back down, too tired to think anymore. Monday is coming, so is
school, and Black Star.
I hate myself so much.
...
Maka forced me to come to school no matter how much I considered skipping. I
could tell that she was confused as to why I didn't want to got to school but I
didn't say anything else.
We got to our first class just in time as the bell rings(she had a hard time
getting out of bed)and she pus me in a seat right next to her's in the higher
level chairs. I groan and looked up, meaning to look at the ceiling when I
caught Black Star staring at me. I took a double-take but he quickly look away
as id nothing happened. It pained me and I groaned again, knowing that I had
probably ruined our friendship.
All my damn fault.
This wouldn't have happened if Maka hadn't volunteered us to show them around.
Then, I wouldn't have to pity myself on my social life rather than my past. I
was fine before I met them right? I'm so confused with myself.
Class ends finally and I'm off to my second period... more like the bathroom. I
felt too nauseas for more lectures and I'm sure Maka would understand. I felt
so light-headed and my stomach churned so much that I felt like I was going to
puke on the floor. I sat in the corner near the door and leaned back, sighing
as I tried to think on anything but my symptoms. Like how to approach Black
Star again to talk about the misunderstanding. It was an accident, it's not
like I wanted to kiss him so suddenly. How is it even possible that I couldn't
control myself for a measly three seconds?
The door opens revealing Black Star himself. He walked pass me nonchalantly
before freezing and whipping his head over at me.
" Soul?" I stand up shakily while smiling nervously.
I just need to tell him I'm sorry
" H-hey I... I-I..." My head is spinning again and my heart is beating quite
fast for a human.
Just say it! Just say it! Just say it!
He's about to say something when I dashed out the bathroom. He called out for
me but I'm already entering another. Fuck! What the hell was so hard about it!?
'I'm sorry. It was a misunderstanding.' Sometimes I really want to hurt myself!
I see the janitor closet and I crack the door open, not seeing anyone inside
and I step in. It smells like lemons but I'm guessing it's the smell of cheap
cleaning prosucts. I still feel better isolated. And I'm running away from
Black Star. Why? He seems to want to understand what happened two days ago yet
I just don't have the heart to tell him. Maybe it's for the best that I don't
see him again so I don't have to hyperventilate all the damn time.
So that's what I did... or tried to do. Everytime I saw Black Star, I just sort
of hid or try not to seem so noticable. It's kind of hard since he's almost all
my classes, how cliché, but I manage to get Maka to sit near a corner with me.
I get through the school day feeling more calmer than I had now that I could
try talking to him tomorrow bu I didn't have lunch so I really needed some
water at least. It's way too hot for me to go out like that.
I tell Maka and everyone else that I'll catch up, Black Star was missing for
some reason but that saved me the trouble and I head to the nearest water
fountain. The hall is deserted when I spot it near a classroom and it was weird
since this school is always crowdes with kids. When I made it to the water
dountain, I was about to have a few sips when a hand slammed right next to my
head. I recognized that glove and mentally cursed myself to Hell.
" Why have you been avoiding me, Soul?" Black Star asks with a hint of
irritation in his voice. I swallow determinedly and turn around, only to feel
myself go small under his intense stare. I look away with guilty and rubbed my
arm. I feel so bad yet I can't bring myself to tell him the truth.
" I-I wasn't... I was j-just"
" You're lying." He says while stepping closer and I feel the water fountain
press against my back.
" Please Black Star, I can't-" He sighs while rolling his eyes.
" It's because of Saturday isn't it?" I look up while tearing. He knew what the
main problem was. I don't know why but tears are sliding down my cheeks and I
feel myself alowly breaking down.
" I-I'm sorry. I really am. I don't know wh-what came over me I-" His hand
comes off the wall and his gaze isn't stern anymore.
" So it was an accident?" I sigh in relief and nodded as more tears fell.
Please let him forgive me...
He gives a look that I couldn't understand and he leaned closer. I
instinctively press my hands against his chest but I was too weak compared to
him. Was he going to hit me?
" Black Star-"
He pressed his lips against mine and I froze in shock. Why is kissing me?
Shouldn't he hate me for doing the same? Why do I like it? He presses more
firmly and a hand is holding the back of my head while the other is on my
waist. My hands are trapped between our chests as he finally pulls away. We
both pant for air and my face is burning. It seemed so fast, for him to kiss me
it's just...
He connects our lips together again and I felt my heart beating too fast. I
couldn't take this and it seems that my body couldn't take either. However I
couldn't pull away from him because his grip was strong. I can't get away.
I'm scared.
I pull my head away while trying to break free. I'm doing my best to breath as
calmly as I can while trying to reason with him.
" I-I can't... We sh-shouldn't..." His hand goes lower and I start to freak
out. I was starting to be reminded of those two men. I don't want to end up
broken again... And I'm crying again. Black Star looks at me in shock but I
don't care. I beg for him to let me go, not to touch me like that and it was
repetitive until I started to feel light-headed.
And I blanked out.
...
***** The Confession *****
I woke up to find myself in my bed. My head hurt and I couldn't seem to
remember much about earlier. It's dark outside and raining quite hard.
Hopefully hard enough so I don't have to go to school. I hear muffled voices
outiside my door and I counted at least three or four people talking. That's
strange because I don't remember Maka ever telling me that she was going to
invite people but then, I don't remember going home with her. What happened?
This question made my head hurt again and I groan trying to get some sort of
idea. Maybe I should back track. School ended and I left with everyone and... I
wanted water and went back to go to the water fountain. Black Star came and...
I sigh while rubbing the temple of my head. Sure we resolved what happened on
Saturday but I still freaked out over a simple kiss. He liked me and I did
admit to myself that I had some sort of feelings for him. But what do I do? I
freak out, cry and pass out all on the spot. Yeah, that's definately an
impression I wanted to make on him again. It seems as though everything is
becoming worse and worse between us.
I sit up on my bed and I had a small urge to come out and see who the other
people are but I'm not going to be nosy. Besides, I like it better when I'm not
being fussed over by Maka. As if on cue, she bursts into my room and I jump
with a squeak that I'd never forgive myself for. She huffs and grabs my arm.
" Oh Soul! You're okay! Come one everyone is worried for you." Before I could
protest, she's already pulling me out my room and into the living room. My
heart stopped for a second when it pratically everyone is there. Black Star,
Tsubaki, Kid, Liz, and Patty. That's not what I counted before. Is it just me
or does it seem more... crowded? Maka pulls me towards the group and I am
bombared with questions on why I passed out or do I feel better.
" Talking at once isn't helping." I said through gritted teeth and they all
shut up instantly. Tsubaki is the first to break the silence.
" I was wondering, why did you pass out?" I bite the inside of my cheek as I
tried to think of an answer. I know I shouldn't lie to her but now everyone is
waiting for me to something, I even feel Black Star's stare daring me to
mention us.
" I-I didn't eat today." Maka sighed dramatically while walking into the
kitchen.
" What have I told you about starving yourself? It isn't healthy. I'll get you
something to eat."
" I'm not really hungry." But she's already looking in the refridgerator. I
appreciate her trying to help me and all but sometimes I wish she'd understand
me. Though, it's kind of my fault since I haven't told her about The Incident
and it's still going to be a while before I'm ready to. I thought everyone
would leave after making sure I was okay but it seemed as if it would be a
while before they leave the apartment. Maka kept forcing food down my throat, I
got worried looks every now and then and I was flattered that they care but I
seriously wanted to stay in bed, in my room. Alone.
" Guys, I think I should go back to bed."
" Aw already?" Liz whined and Patty held onto my arm.
" But I wanna play some more!" I sweat at her childishness and pulled away to
go to my room. I didn't really think we were playing at all earlier.
" Sorry but uh... My head hurts. Goodnight." Everyone chants goodnight and my
shoulders sag in relief once I'm back in my room. I was a little sad that I
didn't get the chance to talk to Black Star yet again but I made a metal not to
do so tomorrow. I want him to understand about everything, about why I act the
way I do. The Incident... No. I can't tell him that. At least not yet. Just the
thought of mentioning it to him makes me want to throw up.
Jeez, how can I let him know how I feel as well?
.....................
" Soul, I've noticed that since Saturday, you and Black Star haven't
interacted." There it is again. Isn't there one second that she wouldn't be in
my business all the damn time!? It's always during class she has to annoy me.
" Nothing's wrong if that's what you're thinking."
" I'm asking."
" Ditto." Maka huffed at me while resting her head on a propped arm as if I'm
the annoying one.
" I'm beggining to worry about you."
" You wouldn't have to if you hadn't had your stupid idea of getting me
friends."
" I was trying to help!" Maka angrily whispered. I roll my eyes with a scowl.
" And look where that's gotten me."
" That's because you wanted a boyfriend instead of a friend." Maka smugly said
and I bare my teeth at that knowing look.
" Black Star is not my boyfriend for the last time!"
" Soul! Maka!" Oh shit, I forgot we were still in class.
Practically everyone is staring at the both of us with perplexed lookes and the
teacher is glaring at us from being interrupted from her lecture. And even
worse, I bet Black Star is watching as well.
" If you two think having a conversation on your social lives is more
important, then I suggest you get out!" But it wasn't a suggestion, more like a
command. We both flush heavily and gather our things before heading out as
quickly as possible. Once we were out and the door was closed though, Maka
grabbed and twisted my ear quite painfully.
" You idiot! You got us kicked out!"
" O-ow! You're the one who provoked me!" Maka scoffed and let go.
" How is telling the truth provoking?" I narrow my eyes.
" What do you mean the truth? I just told you-"
" Stop it already!" Maka exclaimed while grabbing both of my shoulders. I was
about to pull away but she kept a firm grip. " *sigh* Why do you keep denying
it? I've seen the way you look at him."
" Y-You're seeing things-"
" No Soul, I'm not." She pressed while shaking me slightly. " Why are you so
afraid of admitting it? Rejection?" I pull back and look at the ground.
" It's not that-"
" Then what is it?"
" ...I can't really say..." Maka stares at me, and I knew she wanted to me to
explain but that would lead to me to telling her about The Incident. And I
don't need to keep reminding myself that I'm not ready to teller her that. So I
stay quiet.
Maka stands in front of me with her hands on her hips for a while before
gasping and smiling, in which I look up curiously.
" Wh-what?"
" You admitted it!" I was about to ask what she meant when I finally caught on
and groaned. Of all people it had to be her that I slipped up to. At this, she
grins even more and pulls me, surprisingly, in a hug. " Finally! You show some
emotion for someone! Not only that, there's a very good chance he'd like you
back!"
' Oh he definitely likes me alright.' I thought to myself, remembering
yesterday. There's only one problem: I fainted on him.
Maka pulls away with the happiest expression possibly on earth. Why is it such
a big deal to her? Did she really think that I was that hopeless? I can't
really blame her though. The bell conveniently rings and she is litteraly
dragging me to our next class.
Hope springs internally in the end I guess.
.........................
So I am standing in the boy's bathroom awkwardly while it's a free period. I
had asked Black Star to meet me here so we could secretly discuss about...
everything. I wanted to let him understand why I act this way or weird around
him or males in general. I also wanted to know if we were... a couple. I side
of me is hoping to be yet the other is still questioning my readiness for
commitment to another person. Meaning, can I really trust him, and does he
really love me?
The door opens and I jump, but it turns out to be an african-american meisted I
see in my classes. He blinks in surprise at me but instead, gives a warm smile.
" Hi there! You must be Soul right?" I hesitantly nod and he walks up with a
hand out. I look down at it before putting my hand in his and voice my surprise
when he shakes it vigorously. " My name's Kilik. Black Star's friend." I nodded
and pull my numb arm away, still wondering why he's introducing hisself to me.
" H-hi Kilik? You wouldn't know by any chance that he's coming?"
" Yeah he is. He's just finishing up today's assignment. That dumbass. Why here
though?" I puff a cheek while staring off into space.
" Um... no reason. I-It's just more quiet..." I respond.
" Not when someone's taking a dump." He said with a sly look and I couldn't
help but laugh with him at the stupid statement. Somehow, we ended up making
small conversation and I got to learn more about Black Star's friend. He's
really humorous and light-hearted in my point of view and I feel a lot relaxed
with him, the way I feel with Black Star's presence. And speaking of his
presence, Kilik noted that he was coming and didn't want to make it seem like
were having a good time, in which I raise an eyebrow to.
" Why's that?" He chuckles while picking up his bag. I must've distracted him
from his real intention for the bathroom.
" He's the type to easily get jealous. Trust me, he mistakes everything for
anything."
" Shut up asshole. I do not." Kilik turns around with a mocking look while
heading past Black Star.
" Try not to have too much fun here. Twenty minutes isn't as long as it seems."
" Fuck off already." I was confused by what he meant but it seemed that Black
Star knew what he was talking about. Kilik is now gone and I take a deep
breath, readying myself to pour out my thoughts and feelings about us.
" First, I want to apologize about yesterday. I really didn't mean for that to
happen." He quiet and doesn't look at me but I take that as a sign to
continue," I-I'm just not used to those kind of things," He still doesn't look
at me and I bite my bottom lip.
" Something happened to me when I was a kid a-and...," A lump starts to form in
my throat and Black Star is finally eyeing me," I-I just... I-it r-really...
hurt m-me and... and...," Oh god, it's playing out again in my head. " I-I was
o-only ten a-at the time a-and-" I'm suddenly enveloped by warm arms and I
pathetically as usual, cry in his chest. My head, throat and heart hurts like
hell, everything hurts in fact. I knew I wasn't ready to tell but I did
anyways. Now, I do feel a bit relieved since he knows that my past should
clarify why I act this way, distant and distrustful towards others.
But how does he feel about me now knowing that I was abused?
I'm finally reduced to annoying hiccups and resting my head comfortably on
Black Star's chest. I wonder how many minutes I wasted already. However, he
doesn't seem to mind and in fact, held me tighter. I guess he felt bad for me
that I went through such a terrible experience at a young age. I feel bad for
myself, always trying to forget that memory but it always comes to haunt me in
my nightmares. I just wish with there was a way to not feel so terrified and
weary of everything and everyone.
" Soul..." I blink out of my thoughts and hiccup in response, look ing up the
best way I could since he wouldn't pull away.
" Y-yes?" My voice cracked.
" Do you like me?" My face heats instantly and I unconsciously claw his shirt
lightly. That was an easy yet embarrassing question he asked. But, he does
deserve an honest answer.
" I d-do." He slowly lets go of me and I wonder if he thinks that I'm lying but
I notice a smile on his face, in which I couldn't help but return one. " Why?"
He shakes his head and gently takes both my hands leaning down closer but
stops.
" Okay then. Do you love me?" My heart races as I feel the temperature rise.
I'm not pondering much on this because, just as Maka said, I need to stop
denying my feelings. What more is there to ask from him? I trust him, I feel
safe with him, plus he's funny, a bit air-headed in a funny way, and he makes
me feel content. Maybe I could, just this once, learn to trust again.
" I do. I do love you." I respond, my smile turning into a grin, reflecting his
own. Then cautiously, he presses his lips against mine and I react this time.
Our fingers lace together as I lean up closer against him, our affection for
each other pouring into the kiss. My head isn't spinning but feels a bit light,
in a good way weird enough, and a small moan escapes my throat, much to my
embarrassment.
I feel the wall suddenly come into contact with my back but I push that to the
back of my mind. I just want don't want this moment to end-
" Damn. I come back for my pencil and I find two guys making out against a
wall?" I voice my surprise but Black Star took his time pulling away, lingering
our lips together for a second before pulling his head back with an annoyed
look. I, meanwhile, hide my red face from view. It turned out to be Kilik
picking up his pencil from the ground. He began to walk back out before
stopping at the doorway.
" Make sure to make lots of babies for your god-father!"
" H-How is that even possible-?" I tremulously say but Black Star steps away
while cracking his knuckles with a livid expression.
" Wait here for a second."
I couldn't help but laugh as Kilik ran from being beaten up. All the stress
left my, making me feel light again. I had just gotten my unexpected happy
ending, while also gaining a very close person to me. I feel like... like I'm
free again.
Is this truly a happy ending for me?
...
***** The Reunion *****
I'm starting to suspect it was Kilik who somehow got the whole school to know
about me and Black Star. Why else would random people I don't even know
congratulate me and him? But since everyone know, this means Maka as well. And
I was dreading her reaction but it came after-school anyways.
" Oh my God! It's about time!" I wince at her yell as we and our friends walked
down the school steps. Liz would not stop smirking and Patty was suggesting
ideas for 'that' which I'm not even going to mention. Kid is complementing on
how we paid attention to symmetry, two boys being together, and I ignore that
as well. I secretly slip my hand into Black Star's as we continued to walk. "
You always kept telling me how hot he was-"
" That's a complete lie!" I exclaim, wishing she'd just shut up, but she goes
on.
"-And you would go on about the dream dates you had in mind-" I groan and tune
her out as well. I hear Black Star chuckle and I smile a little. Still, I feel
grateful that everyone accepts this.
" So, when are you guys going all the way?" Liz wonders aloud and everyone is
eyeing us expecting an answer. We both knew what she meant and I look at the
tired sun. That is a good question. I've only thought about us going lightly
but getting in bed with him...
" When he's ready." Black Star says, glancing at me with a sincere look. I told
him about what happened when I was ten and he was the only one that knew. I
exhale in relief knowing that I wouldn't be rushed in our newfound
relationship. Liz offered to let me prepare myself with some 'toys' but I
instantly reject that idea, not wanting to get an image of me using them into
everyone's head. Though it seemed that Black Star already had a pretty fond
idea, seeing as a blood was trickling down his red face from his nose. I huff
and yank his arm, getting him out of his perverted thoughts.
We had finally reached the point in which Kid, Liz and Patty had to leave. Then
Tsubaki and Black Star. I was about to wave goodbye but Black Star connected
our lips right in front of them. My face heats as I could practically feel both
Maka and strangely Tsubaki's smug expressions on us. We finally pull away for
air and Black Star casually went to his partner's side. We all say goodbye and
part ways.
" ... You guys should kiss around us more often."
" Shut up." I muttered but my red face said otherwise. We head home and it was
my turn to cook but Maka insisted on doing it this time.
" You deserve a break. After all, you're the one who finally found someone."
She said while shoving me onto the couch. " It must be a big deal to you."
" More you than me actually." She shrugs with a smile.
" I can't help it. It's just so... life-changing." I ponder on that as she left
to cook dinner.
Life-changing huh?
..........................
It's been a month since me and Black Star went steady. We decided on only light
kissing and hand holding. If things got too far out of hand, I would lightly
push away and voice it. So far, everything went... well.
However there were some times that didn't turn out so well. I had managed to
gain a long scar across my torso from a mission against some boy/girl who had a
weapon inside their body. I was put in the infirmary for about a good two weeks
after protecting Maka from receiving a deadly blow. Only now, I started
developing weird dreams about some little demon in my head talking about
madness or me coming out of Maka's stomach. I just hope nothing bad is
happening to me. Our first mission ended up getting us a magical cat under Me
and Maka's roof. Her name is Blaire and so far, all she does is eat fish, rub
her boobs all over me, then proceed to take a nine-hour nap. She did reduce her
harassing when Black Star caught her in the act one night during a party for
managing to catch Tsubaki's first soul.
So far, the whole school is worrying about a witch named Medusa, and the boy/
girl Crona. Somewhow, Maka wants to forgive Crona for slashing a sword across
my torso and his attempt on her so he's all of a sudden a friend to us. It's
wierd that a person that nearly murdered us is a pal but I had a feeling that
Crona didn't mean for it to happen. More like being told to do so instead.
Overall, life for me and my friends haven't been so good but we're still alive
luckily. I just want all this mess to end so I can focus more on myself than
the world needing saving.
Since we've been feeling as if we were walking on eggshells the whole past
month, Maka invited everyone to go to the park. I thought it was a good idea as
well since being locked up in the infirmary every school day nearly drives me
nuts. However, no matter how peaceful or safe an activity involving public is,
there always has to be catch for everything.
We chose a big, grassy hill right where you can see the creepy sun laughing
away as usual. Tsubaki ended up bring all sorts of food and a mat, so it turned
into a picnic. Our version at least which involved a small food fight,
beatings, and a Patty cackling in victory. I only sat away far enough so it
wouldn't even look like I was involved, though I was enjoying my time enough
watching them. Even Maka was covered in food with blood on her book. In the
end, I ended up volunteering to grab some napkins from a nearby concession
stand.
I found the same ice-cream stand from the first time Black Star and I had hung
out and I went over there, hoping the nice employee would still be there.
Though when I walked closer, I saw a raven-haired male who looked in his early
twenties. For some reason, my heart tugged at the sight and fluttered. I just
shook off the feeling and walked up, having a harder time controlling my heart
pace when he looked down at me.
" Hi there. What would you like?" I don't know why but I stare at him,
completely frozen. He reminds me of someone but I just don't know who... " U-
Um... Are you alright there?" I faintly hear him voicing his concern and I snap
out of my staring, shaking my head.
" I-I'm fine... Do you have any napkins?" He turns and grabs a couple, handing
it toe in which, I puff out a cheek while glancing to see if anyone was
watching.
" Could you... grab a couple more? My friends got in a food fight and..." He
'oh'ed and grabbed a whole box, smirking.
" Is this enough?" I give a crooked smile but I grab it.
" More than enough." When I had took it from him, our fingers accidentally
touch and suddenly a buzzing sound comes into mind. I narrow my eyes as I
looked down when a name came into mind. I didn't want to believe it, but I had
a better look at him, my eyes burned for a bit. Why do they is my question and
it seems that the employee is taking a good look at me as well. It was a while
when his eyes widen and I gave a small gape.
" ... Soul?"
" T-Toya?"
We are silent before he quickly leaves the stand, and I wondered if he decided
to run away when he came around and kneeled before hugging me tight. It is him.
All these years and I thought he was dead but here he is hugging me. I
unknowingly lean against him and we both soak each other's shirts. Our
situation seemed a bit funny since people must be staring at us weirdly. It's a
while when I finally realized my real intention but my mind was screaming for
answers.
Why now do we meet again? What happened to him over the years? Why are we
having an emotional fit in front of everyone?
" Oh God Soul. I missed you..." My grip tightens on his shirt. I would say the
same for him if my throat didn't feel so closed. I only sigh and he pulls back.
" Where have you been?"
" ...I'd like to know as well." I say while rubbing my eyes. He gives a sad
smile.
" I'm sorry. It's all my fault. I know I said I'd come back but a lot
happened." I nodded, still wanting to know the full detail. If he's alive then
Wes..?
" My brother..." He blinks before looking down with a grave look, in which my
heart stopped. No way. He couldn't have...
" He's serving life-time in jail." My eyes widen as I mentally thanked the
Heavens for keeping my brother alive but cursing when I realized I'd probably
never see him again anyways." The day those men came into your house, he was
already heading home and he saw when they got in. I was shot and knocked out on
the ground so that's all I could remember. Him coming in and grabbing the gun.
I'm just glad your brother came in time to save you."
He saved me? I was raped, left to bleed to death on the ground for hours, and
the police comes into to say I needed to go the hospital fast. No contact with
the outside world for months, no family to hear from and he's glad I'm 'okay'?
Still...
" Why didn't you bail him out?" I ask tremulously. Toya huffed and gave a
guilty look.
" I tried, me and the whole family but we couldn't afford the bill. It'd be
like selling our house and clearing our bank account. We tried, we really did."
I purse my lips together, thinking of something else.
" Do you know where he is? Possibly still in California?" He nods and I breathe
in relief for that much. Since my parents passed away and their fortune was
passed on to me and Wes, maybe I could do something about his being there. I am
the only closest relative he has but only one problem remains. I'm still a
teenager and all the important documents and information are back home.
Home...
It seemed like Toya knew what I was thinking because he shook his head.
" Don't even think about it Soul."
" But it could work."
" You're too young to go off on your own."
" Then you come with me." Toya is quiet but he doesn't agree or disagree with
the idea. I really need to go back and get those documents if I wanted to see
my brother again.
" For now, I want you to think about it. You really need to take things slowly
because anything could happen." I sigh in frustration but take his words in
advance. Maybe I did need to think it over. I just want to see Wes again. I
have never felt to relieved to find the people closest to me still alive but
I'm told that Wes is in jail for trying to protect me. If anything, it's my
fault.
" Soul, what's taking so long to get some napkins?" I turn quickly and see Maka
and Black Star walking up. " Oh you got the napkins." Maka walked up and took
the box from the ground, which was abandoned since my hands were in Toya's. Oh
shit.
" Are these your friends?" Toya asked with a small smile towards the both of
them. Maka returned one with a wave but Black Star didn't even so much as to
twitch. He's just staring at him and I feel bad in my current position. I guess
it is no joke what Kilik said. I nod and he stands up.
" Hi, the name's Toya. I'm a pretty close friend of Soul." Maka shoots a
suggestive look at me, in which I turn to hide my blush.
" My name is Maka, an this is Black Star, Soul's boyfriend~." I scowl at her
and Toya shoots me a surprised look and I really felt the need to bury myself
in a very deep hole.
" A boyfriend? Looks like I haven't grown on you much huh?"
" Wh-what!?" He laughs with Maka but I gape and try to make sounds while Black
Star doesn't look anywhere amused. I really need to get us out of here but for
some reason, I didn't want to leave Toya but...
" Excuse me, is this ice cream stand open?" Toya curses but manages to pull out
a scrap of paper and a pen to scribble something before handing it to me. I
look at it as he began to walk back to the stand.
" It's my number. We can talk more later!" I ignore Maka's questioning hum but
the hood of my jacket was suddenly grabbed by Black Star and I was dragged back
to the hill. Though I still couldn't get my eyes off the numbers on the paper.
I'm still processing the fact that I now have two important people back in my
lives, even better, I have Toya's number so we could stay in contact. For
discussing important matters of course.
" Say Soul, Toya seemed like a pretty nice guy. How come I haven't heard of
him?" I blink out of my day-dreaming, still being dragged, and I roll my eyes.
" It's nothing important. H-He's just a friend."
" Then why did I catch him eyeing you ass?"
" What!?" Both Black Star and I exclaim. She laughs at us and began to jog to
the rest of the group. She doesn't respond but I just hope that it's all a
joke. Other wise, I'm going to have to give second thoughts on my social life,
which wasn't very social to begin with. I feel Black Star's grip on my hood
tighten and I could tell this walk in the park isn't so peaceful anymore. I
could only pray for Toya's life from Black Star now.
Damn Maka.
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