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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      M/M, F/M
  Fandom:
      One_Direction_(Band)
  Relationship:
      Zayn_Malik/Liam_Payne, Harry_Styles/Louis_Tomlinson, Josh_Devine/Niall
      Horan
  Character:
      Liam_Payne, Zayn_Malik, Louis_Tomlinson, Harry_Styles, Niall_Horan, Josh
      Devine, Original_Female_Character(s), Sophia_Smith, Perrie_Edwards
  Additional Tags:
      Demonic_Possession, Supernatural_Elements, Smut, Top_Liam, Bottom_Zayn,
      Top_Harry, Bottom_Harry, Bottom_Louis, Top_Louis, Major_Illness, Bottom
      Niall, Top_Josh, Depression, Coma, Vengeance_Demon(s), Cheating, London,
      On_Hiatus, One_Direction_Hiatus, unrealistic, 1dau
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-03-27 Updated: 2017-11-29 Chapters: 12/? Words: 18364
****** Fireproof ******
by Ziamln
Summary
     2 best friends
     2 lovers
     2 strangers
Notes
     Hey! this is just a fic I've been working on. it's a little crap but
     i hope you enjoy it..
***** Chapter one *****
Liam's P.O.V.
I looked over at them her smile was so fake. It disgusted me. All I seem to
hear about is their fucking engagement and that shit. 'What in the actual fuck
is he still doing with her?' I asked myself. I know Zayn doesn't want her, so
why not just end it all?! Wait- why do I care, I have Sophia by my side
everything is good. But my head couldn't be less sure, sometimes I feel like I
don't even know Sophia, she seems like a stranger. We walked along the red
carpet on our way out. A few odd lights still flashing and some fans asking for
autographs here and there, me and Sophia posing for the odd photo after Zayn
and Fucking Perrie, who would not stop showing off her stupid ass engagement
ring; which may I add 'all of us five boys chipped in for'.
That night we went to our little flat; which is where we stay when I'm not in
the house with the boys, it's a lovely big house, White exterior with a black
door; which also contains our recording studios, with modest management of
course. But our fans don't know about the house I share with the boys or the
flat with Sophia. Lately, she's been acting really strange, I don't know what's
wrong with her, but I'm going to find out one way or another. That night I
decided I was going to stay up. I got out of my clothes put them away and
slipped on my joggers. I was sitting in the living room, and Sophia kept
telling me to go to bed which I found rather odd; because she usually wants me
to spend time with her. Hmm... So eventually I went to bed and I gave her a
peck on the cheek, she went into her room and I went into mine. She said she
wasn't ready to sleep in the same bed yet. So I sat there with the lights off
just looking through my twitter; still the same old Perrie flashing off her
engagement ring at the premiere for fuck sake! I'm so sick of her I don't know
why, but I reckon she's bad news, I followed a few of my fans, text Zayn; got
no reply. So nothing new really, that's when I heard Sophia's room door open
quietly and then shut. I locked my phone and pretended to be asleep when I
heard my door unlock as she checked on me. I wondered 'what's she up to'? so I
followed her quickly and quietly she only went two houses down. Wearing a short
'just about cover your ass' red dress.
I peeped round the bush to see who was going to open the door; it was a man.
But I being me thought it was just an innocent friendly meeting. But then again
this time of night? Naa Sophia wouldn't do that to me. Would she? I waited
there a few minutes to check if they came outside. But no, instead the light
came on upstairs in the room, the curtains were open so I could see the man and
all of a sudden his shirt flew off and there in front of him was- Sophia. Her
legs were wrapped around him as they kissed passionately. I couldn't watch it
anymore so I ran back to the flat and just sat there, too shocked to move.
There were 1 billion and one thoughts spinning around in my head; why would she
do that? Was I really that bad? I mean I know the last time we did I wasn't
really feeling it, but I try other than that what? what even? Then I started
wondering Why hasn't Zayn replied? He's my best friend and when I need him he
won't reply! fucking brilliant!! So I waited for her to get back. I didn't
exactly love her but I really liked her, and I think if I kept trying I would
have loved her, or, at least, tried to... right? Surely you don't fall in love
straight away... right?... I sat there lost in my thoughts until the door
clicked.
She arrived back her hair was messed, lipstick smudged, bra strap hanging off
her arm. I looked at her and thought 'SLUT'. She turned around smiling as if
she'd won a medal, she looked around and found me looking over at her she
jumped with fright and her smile soon faded she wiped the lipstick from around
her mouth. Wide eyed she then said, "heyyyy, what are you doing up this late?"
I sat there and glared at her, I was really pissed. I would have kicked off but
I was trying to bottle up my feelings, so I just stood up and spat out "get
your stuff and get out!"
She knew then that she had been caught so she got her stuff in a suitcase, a
handbag and a box surprisingly quick as though they had been prepared. Before
she left she simply uttered "bye" and left and I watched her walk over to her
boyfriend's house. I mean what made it even worse, was she didn't even deny or
discuss it; which means I clearly meant nothing to her. I was so stupid why
didn't I realise it before; this was the girl who I'd asked out 22 times when I
wasn't famous, and when she finally said yes; she dumped me, after all these
years I tried again, she said yes, things were going well and now this? What
did I expect?! Our directioners did keep telling me she was a gold-digging
fame-whore. I should have seen it coming. Too numb to think anymore, I just sat
there and fell asleep.
Sophia's POV
He broke up with me, it was that easy! Why hadn't he caught me before? But I
guess it's kinda sad really, seeing as I didn't get my hands on much cash, oh
well I guess I'll live. I never really loved him, sure I had a bit of a crush
on him at the start, but then one day I went to one of his concerts and saw how
he and Zayn would be all over each other; constantly poking, prodding, hugging,
whispering to each other I swear at one point they got so close that they
almost kissed, and that put me off completely. I mean each time Zayn would wrap
his arms around Liam's waist or touched him Liam would get all giddish and
excited. But I have Dan and he's good, he gives me what I need, I mean I know
Liam's famous and all, but Louis still tries to give Eleanor time... Well
that's what she tells me anyway. oh well, Dan has time for me and sure, he
doesn't have an 11 inch but he has something, and unlike Liam he lets me use
it. God Liam was boring, not once was he willing to have sex with me, and the
once we did he wasn't even hard! Wtf! And I swear he was sick afterwards, even
though he tried to convince me it was the food we had earlier. Bullshit. I bet
Zayn's seen his dick all hard. In fact, I reckon Zayn's what makes him hard.
I'm surprised Perrie doesn't care about them always messing around with each
other like that, but then again she's too busy to even notice. It sometimes
makes me wonder... But at least, I don't have to be fake anymore.
Liam's POV
Before I knew it was 9 o'clock. I woke up to the reality of what had happened
last night. I don't have much luck with women so for the time being I'm
deciding to give up. So I packed my stuff and left the house feeling saddened,
but like a massive burden had been lifted.
I walked in with my stuff, and Zayn instantly knew that something was wrong, I
could tell by the look on his face when he saw me walk in with my stuff. They
were all sitting on the couch; Niall eating some pizza and texting at the same
time, Louis teasing Harry, Zayn came over to me and gave me the best hug ever
it sent shivers down my spine, but made me feel so warm.
Zayn's P.O.V.
I saw Liam walk in I could tell something was wrong he looked over at me; all
his boxes in hand, I could see the pain in his eyes. I knew straight away it
was that damn bitch, Sophia. Stupid cunt had upset my Liam, so I just had to go
over to him to give him a hug. I could feel Liam shiver when I did, so I let
go. I helped him take his things upstairs to our room because we all had to
share rooms; me and Liam, Harry and Louis and Niall gets his own room but Paul
and uncle Simon have said he's going to be getting a roommate too I hope it's
not a band member because I'm perfectly happy with the five of us, I'm sure the
directioners wouldn't be too happy either. Liam only had a bit of stuff because
he and Sophia had only recently moved into the flat most of his stuff was still
in our room. He was quiet, so I had to start the conversation. "Liam ... What
happened..?" I said really quietly as if I spoke too loudly he would break.
That was when he got his picture of him and Sophia and punched a hole right
through the Frame and the picture, leaving his hands sore-looking. Given that,
I think I'd guessed right.
Liam's POV
I punched the picture of me and Sophia. I hated that picture, but I kept it for
show every time she came and I know for a fact Zayn didn't like it because
every time I came; he would either have it face down or in a different
position, so it was hidden which made it kinda obvious. Zayn's face dropped and
he asked me again 'what happened Li?' his voice was like that of an angel and
that was what made me cry. I just couldn't help it, it's really hard to keep
your feelings from your best friend, especially when they know you the way we
know each other, so I found it really hard not to cry.I just felt so stupid and
angry. That's when he reached out to me and hugged me. I felt so safe in Zayn's
embrace, it made me feel like nothing had ever even happened, every few seconds
he would pull me closer and closer, but for some reason he let his grip loose
but still held me close,but then he went and spoilt it all by going to see
Perrie. I felt really hurt because my best friend had just left me in this time
when I really need him, all to go see his pathetic excuse of a girlfriend.
ahem, sorry 'fiancé.' How could I possibly forget?!
Zayn's POV
I got so close to him I knew I had to pull back before I did something I'd
regret. I could practically feel the blood rushing through his body which made
me rather uncomfortable, but still I didn't want to let go. I could see his
tears which made me wanna cry. He told me all about what happened, about Sophia
and that bloke, and he said she didn't even deny it or argue. Man I wanted to
smash her face in after hearing she'd upset my Li! 'Who the hell does she think
she is the stupid cunt!' i thought to myself. I could tell he was angry, I felt
so bad when I had to leave him cause my 'missus' kept calling me and I didn't
wanna get her angry. As soon as I got in my car; I knew exactly what I had to
do to fix this little problem of mine, so I could be there for my best friend,
and also to get rid of her everlasting hold over me.
***** Chapter 2 *****
Chapter Summary
     nosh meet
Chapter Notes
     this chapter is just... oh goodness... :s
Niall's POV
'I missed out on half my chicken to clean my room last night so this roommate
best be worth it' I thought to myself. That was when I heard a knock on the
door "come in!" I shouted, the door slowly opened to reveal a good looking
brunette, his messy brown locks fell perfectly on his forehead. He looked
rather familiar. " so what is your name? " I asked he replied in a very sexy
tone "Josh- Josh Devine." he smiled shyly, it was pretty cute. "Niall Horan" I
replied extending my hand out toward him which he shook the connection sending
a tingling sensation through my bum. I invited him in and in with him he
brought a bag and told me that the rest of his things were still in the car, so
I decided to go to help him out with getting his things. He looked over at my
guitar, I asked him if he can play, he told me he can play the guitar and
piano, so I was impressed. So then we went downstairs to get him introduced to
Harry and Louis because Zayn had gone out and Well Liam was going through a
tough time, so I decided to leave him alone. We walked into the living room
seeing something we shouldn't have. Harry jumped off from on top of Louis and
shyly looked down as did Louis, and then Josh broke the silence and introduced
himself, then we left as we could see that Harry and Louis were still
flustered.
Liam's P.O.V
'Why? Why is this happening? Where's Zayn? Oh, Fuck he's with that bitch, I am
going to go mad.' I thought to myself, so I decided to go out. I slipped on my
leather jacket, ran my hand through my hair and headed downstairs for the door,
that was when I saw this familiar looking lad I recalled him to be a YouTube
drummer... "Are you Josh Devine..?" I said aloud, he looked startled and Niall
said, "how do you know him?" I said "I've seen some of his videos on YouTube,
he's such a cool drummer! Its nice to meet ya mate" I let them know that I was
going out, and not to worry about me and walked out. I'm so confused. I don't
know what is even wrong with me, I could have been in the same room as that sly
little bitch, but instead I know the truth, and now I am here. I have no idea;
where I'm going, or what to do... So instead, I just decided to continue
walking down the road. I went into a bar, and I had some shots, and a few beers
and got totally pissed, and then left.
Think I might drop down Andy's seeing as Zayn's too fucking busy for me. On my
way there I saw these two girls, the first one I saw was tall, and had dark
chocolate brown hair, and olive coloured- skin similar to Zayn's. She was
wearing; a black tank top with a black leather jacket, and black leggings you
could see her perfectly curved figure, I felt my eyes melt just looking at her
I felt like I had already seen her before but I just couldn't recall where...
She had a friend with her, she was also pretty hot, she was tall, she had brown
hair which was ombre a honey blonde at the bottom. She was wearing a green t-
shirt, with mint coloured trousers and a navy blue hoody. I stumbled past them
'God dammit they're hot!' I thought to myself. Then all I remember was
something being thrown over my head, and me being taken somewhere which was not
familiar. They took the blindfold off my eyes and I realised it was them two
really hot girls I had seen before, there were two lads and two men by the
door. The lads both looked about a few years younger and the other 2 men looked
like they had few years on me...The girl's were standing there with them. I
couldn't understand what was going on. All I knew was that I had been kidnapped
by some really hot girls, who were with some guys...
Zayn's P.O.V
"Hey Lou, Haz. You guy seen Li?" Louis looked puzzled "no actually, maybe Niall
knows?". I went into the kitchen automatically assuming he'd be there and so he
was as was that Josh kid. "Hey Zayn back already?" he said. "yea.. Mate, you
seen Liam?" I asked. "Ye Mate he said he was going out for a bit and not to
worry about him why?" he looked confused. "any ideas where he could have gone
?" I asked worriedly. " no he didn't say. he only said what Niall told you."
Josh added. 'wow, snappy much' I thought to myself. "see ya later guys- I'm
gonna look for Li! DON'T WAIT UP!" I shouted from the front hall.
Josh's P.O.V
"-gonna look for Li" the raven haired boy shouted from the hall. Niall had his
head in a big mac and looked over at me staring at him. He blushed 'aw how
cute' I said to myself. 'Snap out of it Josh, you have a girlfriend' my mind
Told me, but there was something about him; those blue eyes that resemble the
sea and his perfectly quiffed blond hair was just sooo ahhhhhh and his muscles
which were visible from the tank top he was wearing. "so..you
play...drums...too then?.." he said in-between mouthfuls. "Ye but it's nothing
really.." I said whilst grabbing some Red Bull from the fridge. "It can't just
be nothing....cause if Liam...knows about
you...You...must...be...good...especially... If... You're on YouTube. Again
Niall said in-between mouthfuls I just stood there admiring his cuteness and
the way his mouth looked when he was eating, and all I could think about was
kissing his petal like lips. "haha, Urm... Niall, you have a bit there" I shyly
muttered, he blushed 'aw how cute!' I thought to myself "here let me get
that.." I reached over and wiped the ketchup off his mouth, then he looked over
at me with those irresistible blue eyes. I was so close to just grabbing him
and snogging his adorable little face off, but then I felt something wet on my
trousers 'holy shit I haven't just pissed myself have I?!!' I thought to myself
I looked down and realised it was only the energy drink (sigh). "shit sorry!" I
said looking down at my trousers, I put the can on the table and continued
scrambling around. "here lemme get that" said Niall who'd just finished off his
burger. His hand started wiping away at my trousers and then it slid past my
junk and 'holy shit! I'm gonna explode!' I thought. "HOL--," I said aloud.
Just brilliant I thought to myself, I'm such a pisshead.
Niall's POV
" you alright there mate, calm down I won't bite!" I chuckled, 'strange boy!' I
thought to myself. Haha, he looks so cute when he gets embarrassed. "Come on
let's go getcha cleaned up!" and I grabbed his hand and led him upstairs to our
room. "so you know before when you came here to our room.." i asked whilst he
changed his trousers in the closet. "how did you know which room was ours
seeing as you hadn't met the others?" I asked him as he walked out with fresh
jeans. "Well on the way here Paul told me you were from Mullingar, and I
already knew you were Irish because I really like your band. To be quite honest
you've always been my favourite member, And when I saw the Irish flag on the
door..I assumed it would be yours." he replied. He has a really nice voice it
has quite a sexy ring to it he has a nice piece of junk down below too horny
ass motherfucker. I led him up to our room holding his hand which made me want
to rip my shirt of because all I could feel was the gay in me coming up. He
took off his trousers revealing his tight briefs and man- I could see his
length begging to be let out of those briefs, and as he slipped into his jeans
I could feel mine getting tighter I was just like: 'Niall calm!' I couldn't
help but grab onto my crotch. I sat there as he asked if there were any shops
that sold good booze nearby, so I told him to pop by the local bar, and off he
went.
Zarina's P.O.V
"why am I here?!" He asked me, looking so vulnerable. 'snap out of it Zee, you
need to remember why you are doing this!' my mind spoke to me. "listen, we can
make this easy or hard you choose." I snapped "what have I ever done to you,
though?! Listen please if you're a fan I swear I'll do whatever you want even
if your not, please. Don't hurt me. I'm already hurt enough." I felt so hurt
hearing this, I don't know what hurt me more, though; the fact someone had hurt
him, or the fact he didn't remember hurting me. "like you hurt me..." I
spluttered out. "what?! W-when ?!" he asked. "you seriously don't remember?!" I
looked over at him, how does he not remember? "..maybe this will remind you..."
I said taking of my jacket. He looked at me, brows furrowed with confusion. I
took a seat next to the brunette and looked at him- I could see the emotions
flowing through him - Pain- was the one that stood out. Why would someone have
hurt Liam though- 'FOCUS!' I thought. "You seriously don't remember?!" I
questioned. "Think back to last year October 3rd to be exact, it was snowing
and I'd slipped on some black ice so you helped me up and you helped me walk
home..." He looked confused. "Except I didn't make it home that night did I,
Liam?" A look of recognition and shame came across his face. "DID I?!" I hissed
holding his face. "Why now? Why didn't you find me sooner? Hmm?.." He said just
above a whisper. "You were on a tour and constantly surrounded by security so
it was convenient now." I replied. "Look I'm not sure of exactly what happened.
But I'm sorry okay I shouldn't have left you but I guess I was a .. coward but
I'm so sorry and I don't even know what happened so I'm not sure what I can
do....." I growled at his response- 'dammit Payne' I thought. "After that man
pulled me into the woods when you..left.. I was taken to a little shack it was
cosy but I still didn't know who my captor was and what he wanted, but really I
guess I should have known because what would any man kidnap a teenage girl for?
For sex." I spat those last two words out. "You know I would have forgiven you
for leaving but what made me angrier was the fact that he hated you and to get
his own back, HE RAPED ME! NOT ONCE NOT TWICE BUT SEVERAL TIMES! AND TO TOP
THAT ALL OF HE WASN’T EVEN HUMAN!!" His eyes widened with shock at my words "w-
what?..!" His eyebrows raised. "Yes he wasn't human not just because of what he
did, but because he was a demon! So he turned ME into one too! And to cause me
pain every day whilst he violated me he would get little bits of metal with
holy water and stab me with them!" I said showing him the scars on my back.
"Demons exist? But. H-how did you get out..?" He stuttered looking scared and
on the verge of tears. "I think it was about June 21st and I was sat there
trying to stop thinking about the pain of the wounds and what he had said to me
about bringing friends over to 'see to me' to be quite honest Liam I waited for
you to come back and rescue me for days but then I gave up. And that morning
when he arrived with his friends I could see the thirst in their eyes they were
quite young but still a lot older than me and I felt so sick but it only got
worse..." I almost burst into tears whilst remembering " I knew what was about
to happen and I just wanted to die- my body was so weak I couldn't even defend
myself..."
***** Chapter 3 *****
Chapter Summary
     its very unpleasant
Chapter Notes
     Okay, i promise it gets better, sorry...
*Flashback*
{Zelina's POV}
I glanced up at these men the thirst was dripping off them adding a sickly
feeling to my throat I sat there amongst these 5 men one of which was my captor
but one in particular caught my eye he had raven hair tattoos on various places
on his body tanned olive skin and golden orbs he was beautiful and he looked
sympathetic towards me and well how mistaken I was he wasn't the least bit
sympathetic after all these men are only here for one reason.
Zayn's POV
I there in the car thinking about what had just happened. I felt no remorse,
unlike the first time something like this happened...
**flashback**
{Zayn's POV}
she looked over at me as if she was looking for something I had but then all I
saw was disappointment. She looked no more than 16 her hair was done up in a
high ponytail and she was wearing a black sports bra along with a tight mini
skirt with stilettos. I felt really bad for her to be honest, these kinds of
mini missions for pleasure Perrie- or should I say Paimon, sent me on made me
resent her even more just because she didn't want her "innocence" to be ruined;
she felt it was fine for her to find me groups like these with people like me
in them so we could exploit innocent girls who probably didn't even deserve it,
and to be quite honest I didn't want to do it; what sicko would… But this
thing, I’m trapped, like it's my body but, it's not me controlling my actions.
I really want to cry, that poor girl. Plus I don’t really feel it I don't know
what it was but girls didn't really seem to turn me on, but I just went along
with her majesty's orders. So this girl I could sense something about her and I
felt really bad for her and I felt so guilty after but there was nothing I
could do.
{Zelina's POV}
I watched as my captor walked into the room and said: "alright fellas you wanna
see what MY LITTLE WHORE can do!?" And they all cheer and welcomed his words so
he summoned me to him. " come on my little whore daddy needs some help" I hated
those words- my.little.whore. It was his pathetic nickname for me. I went over
to him knowing that if I didn't I would be brutalised tonight so I made my way
over to him walking in the way he had taught me to so my curves would look
flattering as I strutted. I had no underwear on so he said "bend over. Show
daddy the gold" his kink made me cringe but I did as I was told and I could
feel eyes on me from all directions and all sorts of groans and moans escaping
their mouths I could also hear the unzipping of trousers making me tense up all
I could think of was my captor and I knew if he said those four words I really
would become a little whore. All of a sudden I felt something around my "area"
and in it went causing me to scream out in pain in and out, in and out I could
feel it hitting places it shouldn't I'd become so used to it that I couldn't
tell which was his hand or which was his dick. I could hear all the other men
moan in pleasure whilst I was there with my captors whole hand inside of me, I
turned back to look at him and he saw me so I turned away. Then I felt him
remove his hand from within me and he twisted me around and pulled me right up
to his face making me sit in His lap and kissed me... He kissed me... It
changed everything I felt different but then he stopped and he whispered 'be a
good girl...' He said an unfamiliar emotion flowing in his orbs, then he
uttered those resentful 4 words "I hate Liam Payne" and then he said aloud
"have fun!" The emotion left his eyes and his demonic eyes flickered black and
were coated with one of mischief and went out the room leaving me with these
men they all had their turn more than once but I could sense hesitation from
the raven haired lad every time it was his turn. It took them a good 3-4 hours
and to decide they were done and once they left the first thing I did was I had
a shower and put my little black dress on as it was the easiest thing to wear
with the way I felt. I went and sat down on my bed and a few seconds later my
captor walked in...
Harry's POV
" Do you reckon that Josh kid will tell anyone?" I asked Louis worried after
josh walked in on us "naa he seems like a nice kid to be fair I'm pretty sure
he won't seeing as he's staying with us" Louis replied. "Yea I guess you're
right Lou... So wanna carry on where we left off..." I said jumping on top of
the smaller yet older blue eyed boy. "I certainly don't mind," he said cheekily
as his lips drew closer to mine.
{Zelina's flashback}
I sat there as he walked in and looked up at him something about him had
changed the way he was looking at me was different than usual. He drew closer
to me, I flinched as he took the seat beside me and his eyes bore into mine as
he leaned closer the more panicked I got. I thought 'this is it' he was finally
going to kill me but then all of a sudden I felt his lips pressed against mine
and there was that spark again that amazing feeling sending shivers down my
spine. 'This is so weird, yet amazing..' I thought to close my eyes drawing
myself deeper into the kiss. As he pulled away I could see a look of pain in
his eyes and I saw him get up and before he left he said "you're free" I ran up
to him and grabbed his arm as he was opening the door. "No" I whispered. He
looked at me in confusion. "What?..." I looked up at him and said "No!" I
couldn't just go like this not after all this. I needed answers...
Louis POV
"Haaazzz nooo, he might walk in again plus this is the third time," I said as
he got on my lap and tried to kiss me whilst attempting to pull off my t-shirt.
"But Louuuu! He won't - come on, pleeease?!!" I looked at him with a strict
gaze and said "NO!" Harry looked over at me "well you seemed fine with it a lot
of second ago is it because of that Josh kid?" Harry enquired. "It's not
because of Josh, Harry, it's because I feel all we've done for the past 2 weeks
of our break is fuck and to be quite honest I have a bit of a sore bottom!"
Harry looked up smirking at the last bit of my sentence. "sorry Lou, but you're
just too irresistible and when I look at you all I can imagine is the way your
lips wrap perfectly around my dick and the way you're ass jumps on it and Louis
it drives me-" I looked over at him with quite an angry expression being held
over my face "is that it? You know what Harry fuck you, you fucking- you
fucking- ugh!" I pushed him off me and walked out slamming the door behind me.
I walked out the house seeing Josh and I ignored him. I headed in the direction
of the bar I heard my phone buzz and checked, it was from Harry; 'Wtf Louis,
why'd you just leave like that why are you being such a jerk you're so fucking
serious about everything FFS -_- ' was what I saw on my screen so I decided to
put my phone on silent and go for a few drinks. I heard a few people like oh
'Its Louis Tomlinson' and a few sat in the corner shouting "FAGGOT!" It really
pissed me off I decided to look down at my phone and ignore them, soon enough
they left. Even though I was on my phone I chose to ignore Harry's messages and
calls, as much as I love him he can be such an insensitive dick sometimes. I
continued drinking and suddenly I felt faint the room spun around in circles I
tried to get up and all I remember was falling straight on the ground.
***** Chapter 4 *****
Chapter Notes
     as i said prior to this chapter, i promise it gets better
Josh's POV
Managed to find a decent 6-pack of beers so I guess I'll go home now. I thought
about how welcome the boys had made me feel despite all the drama, how amazing
my life had become in the space of a few hours- about Niall and his perfection-
and then my phone rang; it was my girlfriend. Ugh. "Hello?........ It's
good....... Yeah, I'm fine, how are you?.......... Okay......... Oh, nothing,
what about you?................yep they're great.......... Okay.....Bye." Well,
that took long enough. I felt sweat break loose on my face- 'why the fuck am I
sweating?' I walked slowly puzzled by body's reactions. I went up to the front
door and -whoosh- out came a frustrated Louis storming away from the house
mumbling. I wonder what happened to him. Oh well, time to get back to my little
angel. Wait. Woah. I meant Niall. help me. I went up the stairs and opened the
room door, hung my coat up and placed the beers on the table. As I walked
further into the room and I could hear little movements I walked past the
closet seeing a figure in there I stopped opening the door slightly on Niall
jacking off using my underwear saying my name. I was speechless. His hand
continued moving frantically on his dick, my pants in hand and with an almighty
groan he shouted my name releasing his thick creamy liquid. I didn't know what
to do so I just ran back to my bed and lay there thinking of what I just
witnessed. 'That was so kinky!' my head screamed. Shit! I thought my pants
started suffocating my dick at the thought. Oh fuck, I sat there pressing my
hand down on my crotch trying to calm down my plank, ugh fuck the image of
Niall kept replaying in my head. Shit. In he walked looking as though nothing
had happened. "OH! Hey, Josh when did you get back?" He asked looking a bit
anxious at first. I said, "Just now actually." To calm down his nerves. After a
few moments of silence I said "right I think I'm going to have a shower, that
was quite a walk!" He looked up and gave a small nod and I went into the
bathroom and stripped down, shit I forgot my towel I thought. "Um, Niall.." I
waited for a response "Yea?!" He responded. "Um, I think I left my towel in the
closet... Could you pass it?..if you don't mind?" I asked hesitantly. "Um,
sure!.." He shouted aloud. I sat on the edge of the bath and waited whilst the
water was running.
Harry's POV
*dialling tone* "LOUIS! Stop being so goddamn serious! Come on I'm sorry, I'll
make it up to you I promise. Mwah." *BEEP*
Louis, I love him but he's just way too serious. I mean what did I even say? I
like fucking him? What's so wrong with that? What- does he want me to say he's
a complete turn-off?! I love him so much but sometimes he's so ugh. And 'We've
done nothing but fuck for the past two weeks'! What a cheek! That is not at all
true! I took him out quite a few times! The other day I took him to Doncaster
to see his family! But oh- we fucked on his mom's dressing table- But I took
him to a private football pitch we played football..and..then...fucked on the
pitch. In the goal. But. Then--SHIT.
 
Niall's POV
Shit man. Where are the towels? Oh. Found one. I have no idea wtf got into me
before. I've never done that over a guy, especially one that I've only just
met. I don't know what It is about him it's just something about him; his soft
chocolate brown locks, his amazing eyes you could just melt into or his
amazingly husky voice- I don't even know what this is i. No. He said he has a
girlfriend and I need to respect that. I don't want to mess things up- even if
I do like him, he's straight as a ruler and he'd never be with me so there's no
point getting all excited about it. *knock knock*. I opened the door and- BAM
there he is head kicked back in pleasure- rolling his eyes, muttering something
inaudible down his wet glistening body his cock in hand moving it slowly whilst
sitting on the edge of the bathtub-woah. "Ahem!" I cleared my throat causing
the older boy's body to stiffen in shock, his eyes wide open. "SHIT-OH..URM-
SORRY.URM...URR" he got up trying to hide his length in his hand (failing
miserably may I add) " Towel please?.." He asked. Looking at me in panic. 'Shit
Niall pull yourself together' i mentally slapped myself for staring. Chucking
the towel at him. He quickly wrapped it around his waist causing me to run out
the room slamming the door shut behind me. I sat on my bed flustered I couldn't
think straight- aha straight- I had just seen the most beautiful boy I'd ever
seen, naked. What was I supposed to think? So I just grabbed a beer and started
gluging it down.
Zayn's POV
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING MALIK!" She screamed as I pinned her
up against the wall. I looked at her a look of mischief in my demonic black
eyes. She looked scared, almost vulnerable as I ripped the clothes off her.
"STOP! WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS?!" She screeched. I chuckled "ARE YOU
KIDDING ME? Did you seriously just ask me that?! Think of all those poor girls
you sent me to, they had it way worse than you so SHUT THE FUCK UP OR I'LL KILL
YOU!" I shouted holding a demon-killing knife to her throat as I stood behind
her. "Why..? Why are you doing this?" She sobbed. I breathed down her neck
causing goose bumps to form- "you deserve it- I HATE YOU!" I hissed into her
ear.
(Smut bit)
I bent over and ripped her bra off and threw it aside allowing her tits to pop
free and then I claimed them with my hands and started molesting her and
groping. She winced in pain and turned her head away. I wasn't enjoying this
either- I just wanted revenge. I moved my hands up and down her body and
grabbed at her arse. I spread her legs and placed my thumb to her clitoris and
started rubbing it in circles. I soon got bored of just feeling her up and
decided to loose my most dangerous weapon. I unzipped my pants and released my
9 inches. At first, she didn't see it, all she heard was the zipper and then I
groaned slightly as I sat on her stomach for a minute stroking it trying to
figure out what to do first. Obviously, I made up my mind quickly for in the
next second I grabbed her face and turned it to face then he put the knife to
her throat. "Scream or struggle and I will kill you!" I spat. She nodded
slightly, getting the message. She did her best not to cry out in pain.
Instead, she clenched her eyes shut and heard him shuffling. "Open you eyes and
suck it, whore!" I said to her. She didn't understand until she opened her eyes
and came face to face with my nine-inch dick. I was now kneeling over her face
so that there was no escaping it. But she shook her head and closed her eyes
again. So I lowered my ass and practically sat on her face so that my cock was
rammed into her mouth. She opened her eyes and gasped but I saw her open mouth
and I shoved my cock all the way in making her deepthroat it. She gagged.
"SUCK IT YOU BITCH." She was scared of the knife I held in my hand and so she
closed her mouth over my member and I started to thrust in and out to show her
what to do. She put her tongue to it and he moved out a little way then slammed
back in. I thrust in and out of her mouth over and over and over until I came
in her mouth, the warm sperm filling her small mouth. Then I slid my cock out
and sat her up all at once she opened her mouth and the cum poured out onto her
torso. I watched as the cum dripped down her tits and I couldn't resist. I
pushed her back down and grabbed her breasts rubbing the cum all over her
breast harshly, I leaned down and started biting on her nipples tasting my own
sperm. "Stop please, please stop." She whimpered. "You didn't swallow it." was
all I said. I kept rubbing and biting and left red marks all over her perfect
white skin. I trailed my hands down her body and she shivered then cried out as
he suddenly thrust three fingers into her near dry pussy. She scrunched up her
face in pain as I thrust them in and out. "Beg me to keep going," I said as I
stopped and put the knife to her neck. "K….k….keep…going…" she stuttered "It's
not good enough," I said. "Keep going." I moved out and then thrust my whole
hand back in. she screamed in pain before I put my other hand to her mouth to
stop it. "Some-one will hear you!" I said sarcastically. I sat up on her legs
for a minute stroking my limp cock attempting to make it hard and then I put my
hands back on her breasts covering them. I raised himself up leaning on her
tits and positioned himself above her still dry pussy. "Ready for your
punishment?" I said. "What did I do wrong?" she asked trying to delay my
intrusion. "Pfft" I scoffed almost laughing. Without any further ado, I pushed
forward and entered her fully in one stroke still leaning my whole weight on
her breasts. The combination of the two pinpoints of pain almost made her pass
out, she saw stars and was so shocked she couldn't scream. Though I didn't stop
there I thrust in and out. In and out. In and Out. She fell limp and just let
her virginity get stolen. There was nothing she could do about it. I grunted in
time with my thrusts and moaned low as I came inside her. A combination of
blood and his seed dripped out from around his limp dick that was still
embedded in her pussy. I collapsed on top of her and realised what I had just
done. He had partially got his revenge but had also just raped someone-
something…
 
Harry's POV
Where on earth is he? I know he was mad but he usually doesn't stay out late
unless someones with him- its 1am I'm starting to get worried now- what if
something's happened to him I really hope he's okay. I keep trying to call him,
but he's still not answering my calls. What do I do? 'Where does Louis go when
he gets angry..?" I thought. 'The gym..? No- OH the Bar!' I said aloud and ran
off and out the front door.
***** Chapter 5 *****
Chapter Summary
     Liam's messages
     Josh's being an ass
Chapter Notes
     hope you enjoy x
Liam's POV
"Ugh." I groaned getting up off the hard floor. 'Where am I?' I thought to
myself. I checked for my phone. Nope, not there. "Oh, Shit!" I cursed. I looked
around. Everything was blurred. I blinked a few times clearing up my vision.
'What the heck- how did I end up back here?!' I thought to myself as I looked
up to see the big black and white building I call home. I got up off the ground
and dusted myself off running my hand through my hair. I check my pockets for
my keys and unlocked the door. "Anyone home?!" I shouted upon walking in and
closing the door behind me. I could hear a few muffled voices so I got my
reply. I went upstairs to my room trying to figure out what had just happened.
If I'd just drank too much and imagined the whole thing, or if it had actually
happened and she had brought me home. Or if I had just gone plain mad. Jesus
christ. There was my phone under my pillow I felt it as I propped myself onto
the bed. Exhausted both mentally and physically I checked my phone reading:
1 message from Hazza:
Hey, Liam, I've just popped out.
Thought I'd let you know just in case anyone asked.
Louis is with me. Don't wait up.
All the love- H x
~ @ 01:47AM
1 message from Nialler:
Hey, bro, Zayn's wonderin where u r. Hope ur ok. Call him pls. X
~ @ 06:53PM
17 missed calls from Zaynie
***** Chapter 5 [part 2] *****
Chapter Notes
     this is the second half to chapter 5 because it wouldn't let me
     upload all of it.
3 (voice) messages-answer machine- from Zaynie;
Li please come home. I'm sorry. Come home Liam. I love you.
- @ 07:47PM
Liam please call me or text me as soon as you get this. Please don't do this to
me. Tell me where you are, I'll come get you and we can go spend some bro time
alone- no paps, no fans and none of the others. Liam please just call me.
-@ 08:03PM
Liam please. I need you.
- @ 09:21PM
7 new messages from Zaynie;
Hiya Li, sorry i had to leave you like that. I'll get back asap. Just need to
sort a little problem out. Aha :) xx
~@ 05:39PM
Hey LiLi, I'm on my way home. Hope you're still up for a talk. See ya soon. Xxx
~ @ 06:17PM
Li, you went out? Where are you? I'm coming to get you. Xxxx
~@ 07:01PM
Liam please don't ignore me. I'm sorry about leaving like that. I promise i
won't ever do that again. Come on Li. Xxxxx
~@ 07:45PM
Please pick up the phone Li, or at least text me so i know that you're okay.
Xxxxx
-@ 08:21PM
You know what I'm just gonna come and find you myself. Xxxxx
~@ 08:33PM
Li, come on please don't do this its been 4 hours and I'm getting worried now.
Please tell me you're not lost, drunk or out there alone. Go home Li please.
Xxxxx
~@ 09:19PM
Oh zayn.
If only you knew the half of it.
*dialling tone* (answer phone) ~ Hey Zayn, it's Li. I'm at home. Sorry about
not replying I left my phone under my pillow. See you soon. Bye.~
To: Hazza
Cheers mate. Don't worry. Have fun. See you whenever. L x
To: Nialler
I'm home. I'm fine thanks. Btw. Turn down ya racket. x
1 new message from (unknown number) +44-78665-34611
Hey Liam it's Josh. Niall gave me your number. Just thought I'd let you know. :
)
~@ 06:45PM
I saved his number in my phone and shoved it on charge. I took my clothes off
and chucked them in my wash basket, and hopped in the shower washing away what
happened today... It's just so- weird.
 
Josh's POV
I walked out of the shower room to Niall slurping through his third can of
beer.
"You realise those are for both of us right?" I said awkwardly laughing. "Oh.
Yeah sorry." He said shyly smiling. 'Oh for god sakes Niall. Stop! I can't
control this. No Josh you have a girlfriend!! Okay. I just need to remember
that and I should be fine', Niall stumbled around getting up and fell pulling
me with him. "You've got a nice face!" He said poking my face looking at me
with those beautiful eyes of his. Then i felt my towel move slightly as our
boners grind against one another. I began to lean in heading straight for those
plump soft lips...'your girlfriend Josh!!'..."KEEP AWAY FROM ME! COME NEAR ME
AGAIN AND I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU!". He looked up at me terrified, tears
threatening to spill- 'Joshua John Devine, what have you just done you fuxking
piece of shit!' I thought. Like, I wanted Niall to retaliate; punch me, kick
me, push me. But no. Instead his scared little figure lay beneath me almost
shaking with fear. Then I went and really did it didn't I. I threw him down to
the bed, grabbed my clothes; leaving the room and dropping to the floor. I
could hear whimpering coming from the room. 'How could i do that to him? For
god sake. Josh wtf is wrong with you- man up!' I thought to myself- getting up
off the floor and brushing myself off, slipping my clothes on and heading
downstairs on my way out to go for a walk. I looked up into our bedroom window
and saw Niall sat there crying. What have i done.
Zayn's POV
I ran up the stairs throwing our bedroom door open Liam's jacket was back and
the shower was running. He was really home. I chucked off my jacket and t-shirt
tossing it into my drawer, and heard the door unlock. I looked over to see
Liam; his hair and body glistening with droplets of water and a towel wrapped
low and loosely around his waist. He looked up at me and his face almost lit
up, I jumped into his arms. "Liam, I'm so glad you're okay." I hugged him
tighter nuzzling my head into his neck. I looked up at him "what happened?
Where did you go?! I was SO worried!" He looked at me "it's nothing, i just got
a little tipsy. I'm fine." He looked confused. "As long as you're sure. I'm
just so glad you're here with me where you belong."...' Woah okay. Ease up on
the friendliness Zayn.' I just grabbed him and hugged him, soothingly stroking
his hair- whispering in his ears kissing him on his jawline. Then we both got
into our boxer and lay in bed under the covers, a cuddling mess, legs over one
another, my face lying near his abdomen, just talking about nothing.
Eventually,Liam fell asleep on my chest, so i pecked him on the forehead and
checked my phone.
1 new message from; 078827299301
Don't think you'll get away with it this easily babe. Aha :) xx
@10:47pm
 
Paimon.
***** Chapter 6 *****
Chapter Notes
     oh goodness...
Harry's POV.
I woke up, blurred vision. Lifting my face of what appeared to be a silver
metal desk, I blinked and rubbed my eyes a few times remembering what had
happened last night , feeling a pang of guilt run through me... it was cold...
it didn't smell too pleasant either... I moved my dishevelled long curly locks
out of my face. There was massive metal cupboard type things surrounding me
along with a few other metal tables and hospital tools, That's when it hit
me... I was in the hospital morgue.
Niall's POV.
I woke up this morning with a really bad headache, as I went to get up I
couldn't. Next to me lay a sleeping peaceful Josh. But wait , 'what is he doing
in my bed?' I thought to myself. I felt horrified and scared yet so comfortable
at the same time. I was so confused yesterday as to what got into Josh, one
minute I thought he was going to kiss me and then BAM "I'll fucking kill you!"
Those words kept replaying in my head as I lay there looking at the older boy
sound asleep. Without warning I felt a tear stream down my cheek, 'why am I
crying over some guy I hardly know? WAIT HOLD THE FUCK UP. HOW DID HE END UP IN
MY BED?!' I lifted the covers to check for clothing- I had my boxers on as did
Josh, but then... did we do anything? No. He probably was tired and
accidentally got into my bed. Yeah, that's probably it. He then moved pulling
me closer to him, to a point where my ass was touching his dick, no Niall. I
stopped my thoughts and just snuggled in wanting to cease the moment while it
lasted. I can't help but feel a slight attraction towards the boy. He's the
most beautiful boy I've ever seen, and it just hurts to know that he hates me
and practically wants to kill me. I forgive him, though. It's not like he's the
only one...
Zayn's P.O.V.
I looked down at the brown haired angel in my arms. "You're so beautiful...." I
whispered. He began to stir awake. He woke up with the most beautiful smile on
his face , I could have just grabbed him there and snogged his face off. "Hey,
you okay..." he said voice cracking. Oh wow , what an amazing morning voice
that is. I smiled and returned the greeting . he looked over at the clock, "how
come you didn't wake me up?” I smiled and told him “I figured you'd be tired
babe” he shuddered. “Are you okay Li! What happened yesterday?” He shifted from
his position moving further into my lap resting his head on my abs. “ I- er -
just caught up with um some old... Acquaintances.” I looked at him, slightly
puzzled by the blank expression on his face. Instead, I just asked him “Are you
hungry sweet?” He looked like he was going to say something but instead, just
nodded slightly. If I could I'd have his dick in me right this second, but you
see that’s not how it works. “Nothing’s gonna stop you if you want it that bad.
Do it. Come on, it’ll be like what you did to that stupid whore; but, this
time, you’ll enjoy it, plus don't you enjoy seeing Sexy Mr muscle all weak
under your control whilst you ride that huge cock of his? Be the Dominant
submissive. You know you want it” the evil voice in my head slyly said, I
shuddered. Someone, please, get me some holy water along with an exorcism and
save my soul.
Harry's POV
Louis. Where is he? I looked around the room and headed out the door running to
room 209 hoping he'd be there and I just wandered in there when I was too
sleepy. No Louis. I went to reception asking about Louis the only response I
got was “ OH MY GOD You're HARRY STYLES!!” I was mad at this point “I KNOW WHO
I AM BUT CAN YOU TELL ME WHERE THE FUCK LOUIS TOMLINSON IS PLEASE MISS!” She
looked at me slightly taken aback I flashed her an apologetic look whilst she
tapped at the keyboard. “Um, he was taken into surgery 5 hours ago..” I
stopped. My whole body went stiff. Then I remembered.
 
Josh's POV
“Good morning” I smiled up at Niall's smaller frame. He was currently putting
his socks on. His eyes were puffy and looked more grey than the usual bright
blue. I scrambled out of bed and rushed over to him “What's wrong Niall?!”
Concern evident in my voice. Grabbing his shoulders I looked up at his
frightened expression. Hearing his quiet sobs ‘You fucking dick Josh. You
absolute fool, how could you have done that to him. Over your pathetic on and
off girlfriend? You idiot. You hurt him. Look what you've done’ I thought to
myself. I loosened my grip on his shoulders and pulled him into a hug “I'm so
sorry Niall. I didn't mean it. I'm so sorry. I honestly didn't mean it. I'm so
so sorry.” I blubbered close to tears. Pulled away from the hug and sat him on
the bed. Searching his beautiful features for anything. Next thing I knew my
lips were locked with his. It was pure bliss. Soft and slow. Next thing I knew
Niall stood up whimpering looking even more frightened. I looked at him in
concern, “Niall, please. Tell me what's wrong?” he looked at me like I was
insane. “JOSH YOU JUST KISSED ME!” He squeaked. I looked at him confused. “YOU
HAVE A GIRLFRIEND! AND YOU'RE STRAIGHT!” In that moment, I don't know for the
life of me why I stalked over to him. “I don't care” I whispered in his ear. He
looked at me in shock to which I responded by kissing him. He broke away “BU-”
once again I pulled him into a kiss. I'm in so much trouble.
Liam’s POV
*sniff sniff* ‘is that sulfur?’ “Um, Zayn, is it me or does it smell of
sulfur?” He looked over at me, both in shock and confusion. “How do you even
know what sulfur smells like?” He eyed me with suspicion. “WHAT?! Sue me, I got
an A* in Chemistry, we did a lot of work with different elements… plus it was
on a TV show…” I pouted. He giggled, AW HE GIGGLED. We made our way to the
kitchen, stumbling down the stairs in our boxers in the eerily quiet house.
“Zayn, where is everyone?” I asked in curiousity. “Um, well Harry text saying
he was going out last night, i'm presuming Louis with him and they’ve probably
stopped off somewhere due to a pap delay, and Niall and Josh are upstairs in
their room.” He replied. I nodded and continued on toward the kitchen. “So
whaddya fancy eh Liam?” Zayn said in that incredibly alluring Bradfordian
accent of his. “I don’t really know to be honest, reckon I could go for a
coffee though, maybe a slice of toast too… Do you fancy a coffee babe?” I
asked. “Sounds perfect.” He replied. As I was making coffee, i could feel eyes
on me I checked on Zayn but he was busy buttering the toast, i’m probably just
a bit jumpy from yesterday. I watched Zayn, he was so cute, chiseled features,
2 full tattoo sleeves that luscious dark hair, and that cute bottom. Woah ok, i
need to stop. I unconsciously touched my dick at the thought, only to realise i
was hard. “Oh shit” I said, Zayn turned looking at me in amusement. “What’s
wrong?” He said in an amused tone. “Oh, nothing” he flashed me a smile
observing me. He looked up smirking, his eyes flickered black, like his whole
eye, even the white bit, i think i'm going mad. He began to stalk towards me,
the smirk still planted on his face, eyes flickering black, looking from my
face to my boner. Oh shit.
Harry’s POV
Fuck. Its been seven hours now, what the hell is taking them so long, surely if
it was good they would have been done by now right? Please tell me he’s okay. I
don’t know what I’d do without him. He’s confident, beautiful, talented and
downright hilarious. He’s my soul, my life, the owner of my heart and supplier
of my oxygen. I simply could not bear losing him. I need him. I'm so stupid,
why didn’t I just agree to what he was saying, he would’ve been at home safe
with me. Fuck. I’d give anything, I’d even let him top more often, just for him
to be okay, to be safe and healthy. I'm so sorry Louis. It’s all my fault. I
should’ve gone after him rather than acting like the selfish jerk that I am.
Before I knew it, I'd spent half an hour in deep thought. “Mr. Styles?” I
rushed over to the surgeon calling me. “Yes, doctor?” I said impatiently. He
had a look of sorrow and deep thought on his face. “I’m sorry Mr. Styles."
***** Chapter 7 *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Zayn's POV
Liam's eyes were, unreadable once again as I moved closer, I felt as though he
was partially scared and partially like ‘wtf are you doing?’ I don’t even know
what I'm doing, I don't even think it's me doing this, ‘C'MON C’MON, the demon
inside my body screamed as my eyes hit his boner and I shifted closer to the
man, I managed to somehow gain control right on time as my hand grazed his hard
on, I went for my coffee, silently hoping I hadn’t done anything to give myself
away. I laughed, “are you okay Liam, you seem rather.. Jumpy?” As he zoned back
in, he looked at me and then scrambled out “OH, yeah yeah, sorry just got a bit
lost in thought t’is all...” He nervously laughed. Then we went over to the
dining area and began to eat, Liam seemingly doing more thinking than eating. I
looked over at him questioningly, he jumped out of his thoughts once more and
started up a conversation.
Harry’s POV
“NO. NO PLEASE!” I Screamed. “HARRY?! MR.STYLES?!” My body jolted upwards
causing my head to spin, I wiped off the bead of sweat from my forehead
realising it was just a nightmare. “Yes, doctor?” He walked over to me, “well
Mr. Styles, the operation was a success, but it seems as though your friend is
in a vegetative stage of a coma, we do not know when he will wake up as he is
not in a sedated coma so we cannot particularly control his condition, but for
now, he is stable and the swelling on the brain has been severely reduced.” I
nodded at him, I really wanted to cry, I just feel so helpless. “C-can I see
him?” He nodded and walked off with a solemn look plastered on his face.
 
Niall’s POV
My heads such a mess right now, I have no idea what to do, I mean I liked it,
no. I loved it. But I feel so fucking bad because he has a girlfriend with whom
he’s supposedly straight with; like I'm glad he kissed me, but I feel ashamed
that I reciprocated the gesture. What would my father say? Dear oh dear, he'd
beat me black and blue. ‘No Niall not now, don't’ I shook the thoughts out of
my head. I walked into our room, eating a doughnut “Yeah, yeah, cool… awesome….
Can't wait… Bye.” Josh said, sounding like a teenager being told off over the
phone. I eyed him suspiciously as he dropped onto my bed, next to me. “What’s
wrong?” I asked. He sighed and looked over at me sitting up and leaning on my
shoulder “That-” he said throwing his phone onto his bed. “Was my girlfriend,
she’s coming to visit for the weekend.” He whined rolling his eyes. A pang of
guilt surged through me as I remembered this morning's events. He lifted his
head off my shoulder, “are you okay Niall?” He asked caressing my cheek. “Yeah
I'm all good” I replied. All of a sudden he pounced on me straddling me,
pinning me down on the bed, this time, I wasn't afraid; his face was soft and
eyes were glowing with mischief. I giggled as he smirked at me, oh crap. “Niall
you're so adorable. I love it when you giggle” he growled grinding his hard on
against mine. I gasped. “Jo-” I moaned as he covered my mouth. “Relax Niall,
it’s fine. I promise” he removed his hand from my mouth leaning in closer,
“Josh… what are you…” Before I could finish this question, Josh planted his
lips on mine . I was confused and pushed Josh off me, but only making it so
Josh was hovering over me again.“Josh! What the fuck are you doing!?” I said.
Josh then whispered into my ear. “Niall, come on, you know you want this. I’ve
seen the way you’ve been looking at me. I know you want me, and I sure as hell
know I want you.” As he whispered the last part, he moved closer and took his
hand and put it right on my bulge, which was starting to grow, surprising Josh
and making him smile seductively. “It looks like I’m right,” Josh said this
looking directly into my eyes.
“Yeah, I guess you are,” I said this as I put his hand on the back of Josh’s
head and pulled him in for a kiss. The kiss was much better, this time, I
wasn’t confused about the situation anymore. I was kissing Josh Devine, the boy
I thought I would never have, was now on top of me, practically attacking me
with lust. Josh then pulled away from the kiss and stood with his knees,
straddling my hips once again. He pulled off my shirt, then observed my body.
”Looks like you’ve been hitting the gym.” Josh said this with a smile. I just
simply responded with “Mhmm.” Josh then pulled his own shirt over his head,
revealing his fit body. I looked at his body and whispered “Fuck.” Josh then
shot back down at me, giving me a small kiss before moving his attention to my
neck.
“Ugh, yes Josh. Like that.” I moaned giving Josh words of approval, letting him
know that I was enjoying this just as much as he was. Josh kept moving down,
going past my chest, and he was now working on my stomach, slowly moving down,
getting closer to the button of my jeans.
Josh moved up to whisper in my ear. “Are you ready for this?” Josh’s voice was
filled with pure lust as it hit my ear. “Mmm, yes.” This was all that Josh
needed. He took his hand and unbuttoned me. He then proceeded to slowly move my
zipper down, then start to pull my jeans down my thighs. I then took over the
mission of getting my jeans off. I was now only in my underwear, bulge clearly
visible.
Josh started to kiss me again. Then I started to work on getting Josh’s jeans
off. I got them unbuttoned and unzipped before Josh broke the kiss to get his
jeans completely off of him, revealing the black underwear that concealed his
large bulge. He reached up and felt it, moving his palm up and down it, he
could clearly see the outline of his cock. He couldn’t take any more and pulled
the underwear down. “Holy shit, Josh” I was amazed by the size of the boy’s
cock, it was at least 8 inches, and it just looked huge on a boy of his size.
Josh just started to kiss me again and in the midst of the kiss he pulled my
underwear off too. Now we were both completely naked and it felt amazing. Josh
broke the kiss and worked his way down me again, kissing and licking my bare
body until he got to my member, now fully erect. He took one of his hands and
held the base of it then swiped his tongue across the head quickly before
taking it into his mouth. I was a mess of moans and profound language as Josh
did a fantastic job at this. Then with a sudden swift movement he flipped me
over beginning to viciously attack by hole causing me to practically scream in
pleasure, and as I found out, he was a pro at this. He was running a hand all
over my body, whilst the other worked at my throbber, as his mouth continued to
do an amazing job. I started to thrust up into Josh’s mouth, and Josh was
completely ok with it, letting me thrust. The licking and thrusting continued
for a minute before Josh got off of me and got on the other side of the bed,
telling me that it was his turn. I got right to it, taking Josh completely and
using my right hand to feel Josh’s fit body and my left, to play with his
balls. I sucked for only a few seconds before I felt Josh put his hand on the
back of my head, holding me down and I felt Josh start thrusting. Josh did it
hard and fast for a couple minutes before he stopped and said
“Turn around” practically growling. I did so, as I was told. He spread my legs
beginning to lick slowly whilst using his other hand to finger me causing me to
almost scream out, but my mouth reached his dick in time for my scream to be
muffled. I continued deepthroating Josh as he rapidly fingered me adding a
second, then a third causing me to moan deeply, and go down on Josh hard.
It only took a few more seconds before Josh shouted out “Ah fuck, Niall! I’m
fucking close, I’m gonna come!” and pulled out and came onto my body, shooting
all the way up to my chest. This was all I needed before I came, sending my
come flying onto myself and Josh.
Liam's POV
Fuck, I thought he was really gonna go for me then. Turns out it was just the
coffee, I tried to initiate a conversation but my thoughts kept leading me
elsewhere. Was he really a demon or am I seeing things. Why would I see
something like that. Zelina was describing an insanely good looking raven-
haired, olive-skinned, tattooed guy, with sharp features. That description just
so happens to fit him perfectly. Plus he has been acting strangely. More so
after he went to see his bitch. Maybe I should ask her. *click click* “Liam?
Are you there?” He asked. I looked at him “ oh yeah sorry. I just remembered I
need to pop out somewhere for a bit, management said it's my turn for a pap
walk to let the fans know-alls good” I smiled. “Oh.. Okay…” he said in
disappointment. “ sorry Zayn, I’ll be back in one hour, tops?” I smiled at him
reassuringly. He nodded. I ran upstairs sticking on a pair of joggers and a
black t-shirt, not forgetting my phone. *dialling tone* “Hello,” said the
sickly northern accent “Hi Perrie. How are you?” I asked “um, ok. You?” She
said, tone shaking. “Perrie has something happened?” I asked now genuinely
concerned due to her broken tone of voice. “No, since when do you get concerned
for me... I thought you hated me...” she said I could hear her quiet sobs “I
know but- Perrie please tell me, I know we’re not close but I really need to
know. Did Zayn hurt you?” I asked, “..Y-yeah..” She replied shakily “ I'm
sorry, thank you for telling me. I can assure you he didn't mean it. I promise.
I'm sorry, though. I hope you feel well soon..” I said before she said “I know
he didn’t, I think he was… possessed, but thanks” and I cut off the call.
That's all I need to know. I entered the huge church bottle in hand. The vicar
looked over at me in shock. He came over “is that you Mr Payne?” To which I
replied “Yes, sir, Please just call me Liam. I was wondering if I could get
some holy water?” He looked at me, puzzled. “ of course Liam, but, why so?” I
quickly thought up an excuse I’d learnt in RST in school “I’d like to bless my
dog with it, he’s been a bit under the weather recently” I said trying not to
laugh. “Ah, yes, that’d do the trick. I’d suggest you put it in his food and
bath, he’ll be right as rain” he replied merrily. “I’ll be right back,” he said
as he walked into the back room. He was back fairly quick, presenting me with a
large bottle of water. “Thank you, sir,” I said warmly smiling. “Got any
confessions to make in return Liam?” He quizzed jokingly. I chuckled replying
“not this time father” as I turned to walk out he said, “Liam, say the word god
in front of him, see if he flinches. That'll help.” I looked at him like he was
mad. “I'm sorry what?” He chuckled and then his face grew serious “Say it,
it’ll be easier to figure out if he’s possessed or not” I looked at him in awe
“how do you know” he smiled and said “it's amazing how being at peace can give
away others thoughts so easily and i don't think i've ever heard of someone
getting an ill pet 'blessed' it usually just goes to the vet.” He threw an old
small book at me, I caught it “use it, if you have any problems, call me” I was
so confused, “thank you, sir” I looked in the book. It was empty. Except for 2
pages, ‘quam ad exorcismus’ how to perform an exorcism, it read, thank god I
paid attention in my language class.
Chapter End Notes
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***** chapter 8 *****
Chapter Notes
     Hey guys, sorry for taking so long to update this hopefully, I should
     be able to update quite regularly for the next few weeks, anyway, I
     hope you guys enjoy this. I'm still not entirely sure of the Ziam
     storyline but it'll happen.
Chapter 8
Louis’ POV
“Harry? Answer me please?” I said to the sleeping figure next to me. I got up
out of bed making my way over to him. It was then i realised that my body was
still laying still on the bed.
“WHAT THE FUCK! HARRY WHAT'S HAPPENING?!” I was here but my body was there i
looked at the information in my bedside file; ‘Louis Tomlinson: Age 23, traces
of fentanyl and alcohol found in bloodstream, severe concussion from hitting
the ground; in a vegetative stage coma after neurosurgery.’
What the fuck. I'm half dead? I was drugged? I still look pretty hot though…
“HAAAARRRRRRYYYYYY!” He jolted awake.
“Can you finally hear me? Thank fuck, its about bloody time!” I don't know when
i started crying but i'm shaking and i can't stop.
“Harry, please” i whimpered. He just checked me, i can feel his hand on my
cheek, so i just decide to lay in his lap whilst he watches over me… so i don't
feel as dead.
Liam's POV
Right. Gotta play this cool. I’d set up the devil's trap in the basement under
a rug which happened to be under the tables and chairs, i told Zayn i’d make
lunch, i made pasta, with a lovely glass of holy water, and the exorcism book
was also nearby along with some ropes. Okay, here it goes. I took a deep breath
praying i wouldn’t die.
“ZAYN, FOODS READY!” He came down soon enough looking happy with the food
prepared.
“Wow Li, that smells amazing!” He said walking into the trap. I could feel a
pang of guilt in my stomach, ‘no liam, remember, you're helping him, not
harming him. He was now unknowingly in the trap, we sat across each other
eating our meals, there was little conversation, just the sound of forks
hitting plates. He then looked up at me, his eyes flickered and he had a smirk
on his face.
Then, i felt his foot touch my leg, I tried my best not to seem alarmed. I
looked at him with an unsure smile as his foot continued up my leg. He picked
up his water, his foot grew closer to my groin. I looked at him smiling as he
took a sip of the water. He screamed as the water dropped all over him causing
a sizzling sound.
“WHAT THE FUCK?!” He shouted,
“holy water.” I stated. He started to move towards me but i quickly went off
the rug. Zayn, or whatever the fuck that is, stopped right at the edge of the
rug.
I smiled sarcastically “devil's trap” i said as he looked at me in anger. I
grabbed some more holy water throwing it at the demon to weaken it, i rushed
over with rope and tied him to the chair; making sure that I wasn't doing too
much damage to Zayn's slender frame.
He looked up at me slightly dazed, “how did you know” I looked at him trying to
remain as calm and collected as possible.
“Let's just say, you're not very good at hiding your emotions. Now, tell me,
why are you fucking about with Zayn?” I said trying to sound as intimidating as
possible. He laughed, to which I raised a brow questioningly.
“I don't need to explain myself to you!” He spat, his eyes turned black showing
the demon had control.
“Oh I think you'll want to” I said cockily reaching for the little brown book
I'd received earlier.
He looked at me in confusion until I began reciting what was on the page
“Exorcizamus te, omnis immundus spiritus…” he screamed out in pain. It hurt
seeing Zayn in pain like that. But I needed to remember that it was the demon,
not Zayn who was being hurt.
“Now, are you going to tell me or not?” I said. He looked up at me breathing
heavily, “I needed a body, he wasn't sleeping well, he was emotional, easy
target.“ I looked at him, puzzled.
“What? He wasn't sleeping? Why was he emotional? How didn't I know? What even…”
I said. He laughed as I sunk on to the couch, pondering on how I didn't know
about Zayn being upset.
“He's in love with you! You idiot. He cries about you, he watches you instead
of sleeping, he longs for you. And best of all. He wants to be your little
bottom bitch.” He said laughing maniacally. At this point I was so confused I
got angry. I threw the rest of the holy water on him picking up the book.
“WHAT THE FUCK?! YOU LYING BASTARD!” He weakly looked up at me.
“What- what reason would I have to lie?” He breathed out. He did have a point.
“Come on Liam. When he ‘accidentally touched your boner? Just now! When his
foot was by your dick. COME ON LIAM. You're meant to be smart!” He wheezed out.
How had I not seen all this. That's it.
“Exorcizamus te, omnis immundus spiritus, omnis satanica potestas, omnis
incursio infernalis...” all that was heard was loud screams as I finished the
passage and a huge black smoke filled the air.
Joshs POV
I woke up in Niall's bed again this morning, he looks so cute all cuddled up. I
rolled over to check my phone; 9:47AM
“Shit!” I muttered, remembering that my nuisance of a girlfriend is arriving in
less than 45 minutes. Niall looked up at me with sleepy eyes “hey Josh, what's
wrong?” He said sleepily.
“Holly's coming in half an hour.” Niall's face dropped along with his head onto
the pillow.
“Its alright Niall, she's not gonna stay with us, she’s staying in the hotel
down the road.” I reassured. Plus i'm not going by myself with Holly to dinner,
i'm gonna take niall, i mean i doubt he's gonna do much else… i slowly padded
towards the bathroom brushing my teeth and freshening up i then tickled Niall
until he got up, he has the most incredible laugh.
“So Niall what’re you wearing tonight?” I questioned. He looked at me as if to
say wtf whilst brushing his teeth.
“You're coming to dinner, remember?” I stated making it sound like it was the
most obvious fact. He just shrugged his shoulders in reply. I searched around
my closet for a t-shirt, and grabbed my black skinnies off the floor and
chucked them on, i grabbed a handful of hair mousse and pushed the product into
my hair. Niall walked out dressed in a green footie t-shirt and black skinnies
with his hair done up in a quiff.
I walked over to him pulling him into a hug looking down at him “you look
wonderful” i said smiling as i landed a peck on his lips.
“Thanks, so d’you” he said in his adorable Irish accent.
“c’mon let's go grab some breakfast” i said leading him downstairs.
“where are all the boys at?” i asked making conversation as we ate.
Niall shrugged “Liam and Zayn are in their room and Harry went out with Louis
and they haven't come home yet so…” i nodded and continued eating we went back
up to the room and had a makeout session on the couch 20 minutes later i
received a message from Holly telling me that she was here. I psyched myself up
before going to answer the door.
“Hey Joshy boo I've missed you so much!“ Holly exclaimed crushing me in a hug.
“yeah me too” i replied as enthusiastically as possible. Niall walked down the
stairs greeting Holly with his amazing smile and captivating charisma.
“Hi, you must be Holly, Josh’s girlfriend!” He said, his smile falling to a
grimace at the last two words. I then proceeded to tell Holly that Niall would
be joining us for dinner which surprisingly enough, she didn't complain about.
We spent most of the day , talking eating and getting to know each other. By
the time it was 7pm it was like Niall and Holly were the best of friends; which
was rather surprising given the fact that Niall spent the first hour making
subtle snide remarks.
“Alright guys, c’mon time to get ready for dinner!” I announced clapping my
hands together. With that holly rushed off to her hotel to get ready whilst me
and Niall headed upstairs. I was caught by surprise when Niall grabbed me and
pulled me into his warm embrace.
“I'm sorry Ni, i promise once this trip is over, i’ll find some way to sort
things out, she's only here for 2 days and then, i'm all yours!” With that i
pulled him close and kissed his soft lips.
“C’mon let's get ready” i said letting go of him and heading over to my bed to
get the white shirt and grey waistcoat I had set out priorly. Niall was dressed
in a dark blue shirt with the collar left open so you could see his chest
hairs, and damn- what a sight it was.
“wow, Niall you look amazing.” I said reaching for his waist as he walked
towards me. I gave him a quick peck on his cheek “Y’ready to go?” He said in
his thick accent
“I’d rather stay here with you, but i guess we should go” i said sighing. We go
into the car and drove towards Holly’s hotel, she stood waiting outside in a
skin-tight pink and white tube dress and big purple stilettos.
“Hi guys!” She shouted as she got into the backseat of the car. We drove to
Davinci's restaurant in less than 10 mins. I then opened the door for Niall,
and then Holly and walked inside behind Niall but next to Holly. I made sure we
sat at a private table in the back so Niall didn’t get stampeded by fans.
Harry’s POV
I was jolted awake by the sound of Louis’ voice calling out for me, i looked
over at the bed. There was no change, he was still lying there unresponsive
looking almost lifeless. The machine was still beeping at a steady pace and the
oxygen mask still intensifying his breathing. Oh Louis, i'm so sorry. I wish it
was me who was in your place. I'm such an idiot. The nurse walking in greeting
me with a small smile as she came in to check Louis vitals. I checked my phone
and there were about 20 missed calls; 11 from management, 3 from Liam and 4
from Niall and 2 from mom. I called management back and they informed me i
needed to go on a pap walk today, that of course was after they’d finished
yelling at me and Louis for being MIA and not letting them know about their
whereabouts. I didn't tell them about Louis because i knew they would create
some sort of scandal out of it. I went outside to the local park for a walk to
clear my head, then suddenly i was hoarded by paps asking me where i’d been,
how i was, why i looked tired. I ignored them and got into a taxi making the
driver drive me back to the hospital without the paps seeing me. I then made my
way over to the room in which Louis was and the nurse looked back and forth
between me and Louis with a worried expression on her face.
Niall’s POV
We sat at our seats, the restaurant was pretty quiet, which was good as it
meant i could have a relaxing meal. Josh pulled my chair out and then pulled
Holly’s out and sat opposite me on the table. We ordered our food and Holly
started up a conversation as we waited.
“so you boys seem to be getting along well” she said grinning widely.
We nodded, “Niall's great. Best roomate you could ask for. Hes considerate,
hilarious and there's never a dull moment” he said sending me a warm smile.
“That's great. Of course lets not forget to mention how easy he is on the eyes”
Holly said sending a wink my way, which i awkwardly laughed at.
“Yeah. That's he definitely is!” Josh exclaimed. I looked over at him in
surprise, whereas Holly just nodded in agreement.
“Ah, foods here!” i announced gleefully, eyes melting at the sight of food.
Josh chuckled, “I'm sure its nothing compared to your cooking though Niall” he
said beeming at me, i blushed.
“ah, i'm not that great. But thanks” i replied.
“so boys when do you start touring?” Holly asked with a slightly awkward smile
on her face as she wrapped her fork in spagetti.
“in about 3/4 months right Ni?” Josh said in a loving way.
“yeah, its gonna be awesome” i replied sending a smile to Holly,which she
returned. Holly then flashed Josh flirty eyes along with flaunting her cleavage
his way, to which he raised his brows. I of course retorted by ‘dropping my
phone under the table’ for which i got down on my hands and knees and ceased
the opportunity to touch Josh’s bulge. As i got back up from under the table i
looked over at Josh , his eyes filled with lust and heavy emotions making me
smirk.
***** Chapter 9 *****
Chapter Summary
     things go from bad to worse for some
Chapter Notes
     sorry its so late& so shitty x
Josh’s POV
The drive home was relatively quiet, Holly had eaten too much and Niall was
feeling uncomfortable. We dropped Holly off at her nearby hotel and i parked up
round the back of the house tickling Niall all the way up to our room in a bid
to change the mood.
He then turned around facing me as we drew nearer to the bed, i pushed him
back, hovering over him ready to pounce at his lips; having waited the entire
evening to do so. We kissed feverishly ripping off one another's clothes, “are
you ready for this?” i queried teasing the band of his boxers, causing him to
whimper and nod in response as i flipped him onto all fours.
Liam's POV
I carried Zayn's limp body up to our room quickly, fearing that if one of the
other boys saw him they would probably cause a huge panic.
‘I WANT ALL THREE’ i could hear Niall screaming next door- um okay, what the
what?
I kicked open the door to our room and placed him carefully on the king sized
bed tucking him carefully under the covers. I leant back on the wall opposite
trying to process what had just happened. This is a joke right.
None of that seriously could've just happened, either i'm hallucinating or i'm
still drunk.
I looked at Zayn, laying there limp taking shallow breathes. That thing can’t
have been telling the truth right. They are known to lie. There’s no way he
could- i can't.
I scarpered out the room leaving a note on the board by the door. I needed to
get out, i also need to return the Revs stuff. I can’t deal with all this right
now. Slamming the front behind me i set out.
Harry's POV
This is all my stupid fault, i hate myself. If only i hadn't have been a self
absorbed douche-wheel, perhaps louis would be at home with me rather than in
this damned place.
“Is everything alright with him?” i investigated, the slightly anxious looking
nurse now turning to face me.
“I'm sorry, please excuse me.” she squeaked, dashing out of the room.
“Louis if anything Happens to you… i don’t think i can do this without you. I
can’t.” i bawled, tears yet again waiting to erupt.
 
Niall’s POV
I moaned loudly as Josh thrusted into me. My legs were almost at his shoulders,
making me lay in an awkward position. But the pleasure of Josh’s dick being
pushed in and out of me made it all worth it. My own dick standing proud
against my stomach, leaking pre-cum that formed a small puddle under my belly
button.
“You’re so fucking hot.” Josh muttered in my ear.
I moaned as Josh kept thrusting in, deeper and harder than before, stretching
me, almost to the limit. My hands fisted the sheet, knuckles turning white and
sweat dripped off both of our foreheads. Pants and moans filled the room, along
with skin slapping against skin in the most pleasurable manner.
“I’m gonna cum.” I whimpered.
And with that, Josh fisted my erection, stroking it in time with his thrusts. I
knew that Josh was close when his movements became erratic and his pants became
louder. A minute later, Josh shot his load inside of me, making me come too,
shooting my load onto my stomach and Josh’s hand. Both of us were panting,
trying to contain our breaths as our chests heaved up and down. Five minutes
later, I had my arm wrapped around Josh’s waist, nose nuzzled between the other
male’s shoulder blades, both drifting peacefully asleep.
 
Louis’ POV
“I'M RIGHT HERE” I bellowed at Harry as he said he couldn't go on without me. I
watched on as a doctor hurriedly entered the room sending Harry into some sort
of frenzy of questions.
“Its okay Mr Styles, its actually good. It means he’s in a minimally conscious
state, but you have to make sure not to bombard him when he wakes up, he will
now be able to hear and process all the things you tell him.” the doctor
informed Harry before leaving, who in response nodded eagerly.
“YES!” i exclaimed, knowing that soon i could wake up. All of a sudden a surge
of weakness flowed through me, losing my balance i fell to the floor and all i
could do was watch on as I saw Harry yell out the door for help.
The next thing I realised was that i was on an operating table having my head
drilled into.
Niall's POV
“You know, i haven’t heard from Harry in like 4 days, that's odd even if he’s
on holiday he'd send me a snap.” I informed Josh worried as we sat on the couch
cuddling. “Hold up a sec, I’ll call him” i decided, pulling out my phone.
He answered on the 3rd ring. “Oi mate, where ya been- Louis wit ya?” i
exclaimed down the phone.
“Niall-” Harry squeaked. I shifted from my seat.
“Mate, what's wrong? Has something happened?!” I urged.
“L-Lou, he’s, uhh… in a coma.” he faltered.
I asked about what hospital and ward and grabbed Josh explaining the situation
and got to the hospital immediately.
I burst through the door to Louis’ room “HARRY!” i exclaimed pulling him into a
hug. “Mate, you should’ve told me sooner, i feel so bad. Any updates?” To which
Harry shook his head.
All of a sudden, the noises on the machine became erratic, as did Harry.
The doctor explained how they needed to take him back into surgery and left
with Louis in tow, as me and Josh attempted to comfort Harry. Harry then
explained the entire situation and what happened.
***** Chapter 9.5 *****
Chapter Summary
     just a little add on to the last chapter that for some reason
     wouldn't fit, sorry for how shit it is
Niall's POV
As much as we wanted the police to induct an inquiry he didn’t report it
because then management would find out and that really fucking sucks. I’ve
never seen Harry so sad before in the past 4 years of knowing him, he’s usually
always fairly jolly, easygoing but now he’s just a wreck.
Zayn’s POV
All i could feel was a huge pounding in my head and a strange burning sensation
coursing through my body as i stirred awake. As i attempted to get out of the
bed, i instantly dropped back down feeling agonising pain all over my body,
leaving me seemingly unable to move. Then it hit me, why i was feeling like
this. The event were a haze but i vaguely remember parts of what happened, the
last properly clear thing i can remember is i had just gotten back from a
meeting with management where they told me that i would soon have to fake
propose to perrie at which i was pissed and started angry-crying, and then i
came back here- started crying again thinking about Liam and Sophia and then
suddenly black smoke headed towards me.
I heard my phone go off somewhere in the room, but at this point i really
didn’t care, as all the awful things i had done over the past few months came
back to me. What i did to Perrie, who was apparently not Perrie but something
to do with that black smoke. Then it hit me- i had raped and stabbed Perrie, i
had joined in the rape of a young girl who i didn’t even know and i’d also
probably just driven way my best friend who also happened to be the love of my
life by trying to molest him.
I didn't know what to think at this point. All i knew was that i was disgusted
with myself, and hated myself even more than i did before this whole thing
happened and started crying once again, wanting nothing more than to be dead
instead of living with this guilt.
***** Chapter 10 *****
Chapter Summary
     Very Ziam focused, also a touch of shit, soz x
Liam's POV
I can’t seem to get what the demon said about Zayn out of my head. I’d just
returned the reverends things to him and was out for a walk, because i don't
know what i’d do if i went home, and going to the bar was seemingly a very bad
idea after what - i think- had happened a few nights back. Even though part of
me was itching to go home and check on Zayn, i couldn’t bring myself to do it.
Then my phone rang, on the other end was a pretty frantic Niall saying that
Louis was in hospital, he gave me the room number and ward and i ran home to
fetch my car and made my way to the hospital.
“Haz, i’m so sorry, Niall only just told me. What happened?” he told me about
some guys in a bar, something about his drink being spiked, two brain surgeries
and waking up in the morgue. I gave my curly haired friend a hug, apologising
for my absence and Zayn's making up some balls ass excuse- which he said was
okay- but i didn't agree, i’m one of Louis best mates and i wasn't there for
him. I sat there with Harry and a now stable Louis, thinking about how fragile
people really are. My mind instantly thought of Zayn. I couldn’t go on avoiding
him like this, he's my best mate for god sakes. I waited a few more minutes
before comforting Harry and telling him i needed to leave. He said it was fine
but begged me not to tell anyone, especially management, to which I agreed,
those guys are fucking cunts.
I don't know why i drove so frantically on the way home, but i did, i just
needed to see Zayn and make sure he was okay. I got home after breaking about
70 different traffic rules, and bolted straight up to the room Zayn and I
shared. We could’ve had a bigger house, but we chose this one, it felt more
homey, more comfortable plus people would be less likely to look around these
kind of houses for us.
As i walked into the room i could hear quiet sobs and whimpering from under the
covers. I quietly shut the door behind me as i walked further into the room
taking off my jacket equally as quiet.
“Zayn?” I whispered, suddenly the room went silent. He slowly lifted the sheets
off himself, but only enough for me to be able to see his tearstained eyes. My
heart broke for him, something about seeing him so sad caused me so much anger
inside.
“Zayn, babe, talk to me. How are you feeling?” i pleaded, slowly taking a seat
next to him on the bed. The only response i got was him pulling the covers back
over himself. I pulled them back down, this time revealing his whole face.
“Zaynie, c’mon love, please talk to me. Are you hurt?” i quizzed, now seriously
worried about him. Lord knows what that thing did to him.
“L-Liam-” he squeaked burying his head in my side before bursting into tears.
I leaned on the bedpost and dragged him closer to me so i could hold him
properly. I hate seeing him like this.
“It-it hurts” he croaked out. I looked down at him concerned, and examined his
face but there was nothing visible apart from the fact that the man is a wreck,
both inside and out.
“Z, what hurts?” i asked gently, as if talking too loudly would break him.
“Everything- i-i can’t” he cried softly, i stroked his hair in a poor attempt
to console him.
“Zayn, please talk to me about it.” i said, my voice slightly more demanding
this time.
“I’m a monster, i-i hurt them. I hurt you.” his voice cracked at the last part
as he continued quietly sobbing.
“Zayn, you’re not a monster.” I assured him as i lifted his face up from where
it was currently buried in my side. He winced from the pain, as a pulled him to
my chest. That thing really did a number on the poor lad.
“Yes i am. I-i did those things. Why-why are you being so nice to me. I don't
deserve it.” he whispered, in a pained voice, trying to release himself from my
grip. In response to which i gripped him tighter.
“You, you are not a monster. You’re probably one of the furthest things from.
You’re amazing, you’re beautiful, you are kind, you are funny. You are not a
monster. That thing was. It was not you who did those things. It was that
thing- that was the monster. Definitely not you.” i spoke, trying to reassure
him. Everything i said it true though. He's one of the most beautiful,
compassionate, awe-inspiring beings i have ever known. He doesn't deserve this,
any of this. That thing took advantage of him and by the sounds of it, so many
other people- Zayn had no control over that, Zayn couldn’t even hurt a fly,
there is no way he would intentionally go out of his way to harm people.
“What's the matter, does something hurt?” i questioned, looking down at the
older lads pained expression.
“My whole body.” he managed to squeak out.
“Why don't you try having a bath, and i’ll get you some painkillers.” i
suggested.
“I tried, but i can hardly move. I feel too weak, almost drained.” he said,
just above a whisper.
“Alright then, no protesting now.” i said, now moving from my previous position
looking down at Zayn, his tearstained cheeks, tired eyes and unusually but
still great, messy hair. I swear he can make anything look good. I changed from
my jeans to my shorts hung on the end of the bed and turned back around to Zayn
who was looking at me funnily.
I lifted the raven haired man up, bridal style. He squeaked “Liam, what are you
doing?” as i walked over to the bathroom door in our room, kicking it open.
“What, you said you’re too weak to move and you should have a bath because you
stink, and i’ll get you some painkillers. No protesting, its not like you’d get
far anyway. You need to get your strength back.” Zayn’s face looked alarmed
when i told him he stunk, i made it out like i was joking but that sulfur smell
was pretty difficult to ignore.
I switched on the hot water for the huge bath and put some of zayn's favourite
cherry scented soap in. whilst that was happening, i tended to Zayn who was sat
on the wash basket attempting to take off his socks, almost causing him to fall
off. I caught him just in time, “here Zayn, let me.” i gently took off all his
clothing, right down to his boxers, making sure i didn’t do anything too
roughly as i didn’t want to cause him any more pain.
“Do you want to keep them on?” i questioned awkwardly, feeling a rush of heat
to my cheeks.
“U-umm, if you- if you don't mind. Can you take them off-they’re uncomfortable
in the bath. If its okay for you.” he replied, hesitantly.
I don't know why, but the thought of seeing Zayn naked, stirred something
inside me. But i went along with it, leaving the older lad unaware of my
inappropriate thoughts.
“Don’t worry, i’ll try not to look.” i said. He nodded and mumbled something i
couldn’t hear over the tap.
I don't know why it took me so long to take them off, but it did. I slowly
pulled at the elastic of his boxers, checking his face to look for any sign of
panic. There was none, he just chewed at his lip as i ever so slowly pulled
down his boxers to reveal his semi-erect dick. My eyes stayed glued to his the
rest of the time it took to get his legs out of them. He continued nervously
chewing at his lip and i tried so hard to fight the urge to take another look.
By this point i’d sat him on the edge of the bathtub, and switched off the
water which was now awaiting Zayn's body. I took his boxers and put them in the
wash basket, upon turning around i couldn’t help but stare at him. I knew he
was beautiful. No one could deny it. But something about the way he looks just
made him seem that much more beautiful, i don't quite know what it was, whether
it was his vulnerability or what.
Zayn cleared his throat shaking me out of my thoughts. I suddenly realised that
had been staring for a while and Zayn had noticed. Fuck. he probably thinks i’m
a fucking weirdo. I walked back over to him, almost hesitantly.
“You okay with all this?” i questioned about to lift him up into the tub. He
nodded, that was my cue, i lifted him once again, bridal style. Being careful
not to put my hands anywhere that would make him uncomfortable.
I got him in the water and took off my own top to avoid getting it wet from
washing him. Zayn looked at me eyes blown wide.
“Is something wrong?” i asked. “Is it me? Do you want me to put my top back
on?” i fussed looking at the floor.
“N-no, its okay. I’m ok” he nodded shakily.
I started by washing his hair, using the shower head to wet it and getting his
shampoo and massaging it into his head, he was now visibly more relaxed. Head
leaning towards me, eyes closed. Fuck. i could feel something weird stirring it
my stomach as i saw the relaxation as i rinse his overgrown hair.
I then made my way down, massaging his shoulders, working the soap into them.
Going down from his shoulders, to his back, then moving to the side so i could
work on his front.
His eyes shot open as my hands grazed over his slightly built pecks, breath
hitching as i worked down to his abs, never breaking eye contact.
I couldn’t fathom for the life of my why i was semi hard at this point, but it
was and i couldn’t deny, Zayn looked hot. His hair was a wet mess, there was
water dripping from his face and his whole upper body was covered in soap, that
i undeniably wanted to lick off. It was so inappropriate for me to be having
these thoughts about my best friend but i couldn’t seem to control them.
I looked back at the water trying to focus on anything but how sinfully
alluring he looked and there it was. Just through the mixture of water and
soap, the tip of his cock poked through; in turn causing me to take a sharp
breath inwards. Thankfully it was quiet enough not to alarm Zayn who still had
his eyes closed. I tried to just carry on, working my way down his toned abs to
his legs, i got to his upper thigh and my thumb grazed his hard shaft, both of
our faces held the same expression as Zayn's head shot up, eyes wide open.
“Um-Um. I’ll go get you those painkillers, so when you’re done here they’ll
have kicked in.” i declared rapidly, before leaving the room equally as quick,
shutting the door behind me. I could hear small moans now coming from inside
the bathroom. I knew that if i hadn’t of left in that moment, i would’ve done
something stupid. He doesn’t need that, its not fair for me to use him as a
rebound, especially not whilst he’s in this state. I need to look after him, so
i proceeded to the kitchen to grab the medicine.
 
Holly’s POV
I stood at the door about to sneak in to surprise Josh, that's when I heard
grunts and voices. At first i thought maybe Niall had a girl in there with him,
but it sounded like 2 male voices. Also the two pairs of slippers outside the
door were also male shoes. At this point i got a little on edge because if
Niall's in there with another man, then where’s Josh? The moans and voices
started getting louder and one of the voices sounded almost too familiar. The
curiosity got the best of me at this point and i decided that i absolutely had
to know what was going on in there and who with.
There before me was a naked Josh on top of an equally naked Niall.
“UUUU-AHHHH-J-JOSH, I-I-LOVEYOUSOMUCH” Niall blared as Josh thrusted into him,
hard and fast.
“FUCKNIALL- NIALL-ILOVEYOU SO FUCKING MUCH” Josh panted back at him leaning in
to kiss him seemingly close to his release. “Fuck- i love you Niall Horan” He
said passionately in between kisses.
I didn’t know what to do, or what to think. I just felt numb. There was my
boyfriend on that bed fucking a guy telling him he loved him. FUCKING A GUY.
SAYING HE LOVES HIM.
“WHAT THE FUCK!” I Screamed out, instantly wanting the ground to swallow me up.
They both stopped suddenly, and slowly looked around at me. Niall wearing a
panicked expression and Josh with a blank one, which slowly turned into a wince
as he released his load inside of Niall who let out a huge sigh. Neither of
them moved from their position, Josh still inside and on top of Niall.
Niall looked up at Josh as if to signal something as i stood there crying. Josh
then, hesitantly, pulled out of Niall, stroking his arm before the younger lad
scarpered into the bathroom.
Josh then put on some boxers and gestured for me to sit on the bed opposite him
without saying a word. Both of us sat there for a few minutes, my sniffles and
sobs being the only sound in the room.
“What are you doing here?” he asked coldly, i scoffed at his question.
“I just walked in on you cheating on me WITH A MAN, AND THE FIRST THING YOU’RE
ASKING ME IS WHY I’M HERE. YOU REALLY ARE FUCKING RIDICULOUS JOSH. I MEAN WHAT
THE HELL. AM I NOT EVEN WORTH A SORRY EXCUSE TO YOU? I MEAN FUCK YOU JUST
CARRIED ON WHEN YOU SAW I WAS IN THE ROOM- JUST- WHAT THE FUCK?!” I screamed at
him.
“I don't know what you want me to say, i’m not going to say i’m sorry, because
i’m not, not even the slightest. I love Niall. I never loved you. We we’re
never stable enough for me to have loved you. I guess the comparisons of my
faults to other men's better qualities must’ve finally got the better of me-
and boy am i glad it did. I was going to tell you tomorrow anyway, but i guess
you saved me a job.” he said in a cold manner.
Feeling utterly humiliated and defeated i got up and left the room slamming the
door shut behind me.
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