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Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Underage Category: M/M Fandom: Shingeki_no_Kyojin_|_Attack_on_Titan Relationship: Levi/Eren_Yeager, Oluo_Bozado/Petra_Ral, Sasha_Blouse/Connie_Springer, Marco_Bott/Jean_Kirstein, Reiner_Braun/Bertolt_Hoover Character: Levi_(Shingeki_no_Kyojin), Eren_Yeager, Mikasa_Ackerman, Armin_Arlert, Hange_Zoë, Sasha_Blouse, Connie_Springer, Carla_Yeager, Grisha_Yeager, Erwin_Smith, Petra_Ral, Oluo_Bozado, Mike_Zacharias, Kuchel_Ackerman, OC -_Character, Hitch_Dreyse, Annie_Leonhart, Isabel_Magnolia, Furlan_Church Additional Tags: Levi's_a_slut, Dominant_Levi_(Shingeki_no_Kyojin), Submissive_Eren Yeager, Bottom_Levi_(Shingeki_no_Kyojin), Top_Eren_Yeager, Dominant Bottom, Levi_(Shingeki_no_Kyojin)_is_a_Sex_God, levi_is_a_sadist, Eren Yeager_Has_Heterochromia_Iridum, Levi_and_Erwin_have_fucked, Erwin_Smith Has_a_Big_Dick, Erwin_as_a_daddy_kink, Eren_is_Levi's_good_boy, fuck buddies, Friends_With_Benefits_to_Boyfriends, Denial_of_Feelings, Levi's been_hurt_in_the_past, His_dad's_an_asshole, Cancer, Angst, Sex, SO_so sososososo_much_sex, LITERALLY, every_chapter_after_the_second_will_have smut, very_kinky_smut, ye_be_warned, Mikasa_Ackerman_&_Levi_Are_Related, they_have_a_little_sister_name_Lucy, Eren_has_two_younger_twin_brothers, Petra_has_a_Crush_on_Eren_at_first, BDSM Stats: Published: 2017-10-30 Updated: 2018-03-27 Chapters: 10/? Words: 37056 ****** Do You Want Me? ****** by MyloveofChocolate Summary Multicolored eyes looked up, admiring the rock hard abs, the tattooed chest, the perfect neck, and then a pair of steel blue eyes. Those gunmetal orbs were looking at him like he was a piece of meat, just waiting to be devoured. His kissable, pierced lips parted and his voice was rough and husky. "Do you want me, Eren?" ----------- Love? Love was a bullshit word that meant nothing. Love was something Walt Disney made up to make money. Love was a lie, Love was weakness, Love was nothing. Or....at least that's what he kept telling himself every time he looked at that damn Brat with breathtaking eyes. Notes The first chapter is a little rushed and jumbled, so I apologize, it will get better. See the end of the work for more notes ***** Chapter 1 ***** Eren sighed, looking at his mostly empty room that he grew up in. It was a sad and happy moment, he was growing up and leaving the nest, going off to college to follow his dreams of becoming an artist. He glanced around his room one last time before walking down the stairs.   His mother was standing there, holding an album of baby pictures of her oldest son. “Eren” She looked up, wiping tears when she saw him walking towards her. “Hey mom” He smiled, walking into his mom’s open arms. “I can’t believe you’re an adult now” She kissed his cheek. “Are you sure you don’t want to go tomorrow, you still have two days until classes start” “I’m sure. I’d like to get everything ready before classes start and then it won’t be as crowded.” “I’m just going to miss you so much” “I’ll miss you too mom, but I’m 19, it’s time to let me grow up” He laughed. “Yo, Eren” One of Eren’s younger twin brothers, Tatum, looked up from his phone. “Yeah?” “Can I have your room?” “No” “Then can I have it?” Talon, the other twin asked, coming from the kitchen with some water. “No” “Why?” They said in unison. “Because Eren isn’t moving out forever, he’ll be back on the holiday’s and you both have perfectly good rooms” Carla spoke up this time, rolling her eyes but smiling nonetheless. “Fine” Tatum sighed, going back to his phone. “Alright Eren” Grisha, Eren’s father walked into the house, wiping his hands on his pants. “You’re all packed and ready to head out in the world” He smiled. “Thanks dad” Eren hugged both his parents, said goodbye to his younger brothers.   He climbed into his car and drove off, heading to Sina University, one of the most elite art schools in the country. He received a lot of scholarships from different things, like from his poetry and photography skills. With all those combined, he had a full ride through the first year, and he was able to receive them again the next year if we was still qualified. The University was about an hour and a half drive from where he lived, and when he got there, he was stoked. The main area consisted of three buildings. The middle being the administration office, financial aid, teachers lounge, the basics. The build to the left was the boys dorm and the opposite was the girls. Eren walked to the office, looking around the campus as he went. None of the school buildings were visible, they were on the other side of the wall of trees. But it was beautiful. He waited in line for about ten minutes. He was surprised at how many people were there, it wasn’t a shit-ton, but it was still a bunch. When he got to the desk, he gave the lady his name and class year and she handed him a stack of papers, one having his schedule, another the rules of the campus and a map of said campus. She then handed him a key with a little plastic key chain, telling him what dorm he would be staying in. Eren thanked her before going back to his car, grabbing his two bags and three boxes so he could get settled. Inside the male dormitories, there was a laundromat, filled with six washers and six dryers. There was an elevator and a set of stairs that lead to the actual dorms. Eren took the elevator, he was only on the first floor, but with his arms full, he didn’t want to risk tripping. After a few minutes of finding out where his dorm was, he finally found it. 1 NB3. The door was slightly ajar and Eren kicked it open, hearing music playing. He looked around the dorm. It was an open area with the living space and small kitchen and very small eating area. There were three doors on the right of the entrance, the closest being a bathroom and the other two being bedrooms. He would be rooming with three other guys, so he was thankful for the space. The brunet placed his things down, walking to the room farthest from him, where he could hear music and talking. Inside there were two guys, the tall, skinny one was organizing and unpacking boxes, while the bigger, more tank like man, was dancing to Ariana Grande. Eren chuckled, clearing his throat to gain their attention. The big guy stopped dancing, quickly turning his music down and smiled “Oh, hey!” He greeted, holding his hand out to Eren “You must be one of my roommates.  I’m Reiner” “Eren” He introduced himself, taking the offered hand in his. “And this is Bertholdt. He’s my boyfriend” Bert smiled, taking Eren’s hand in his “Nice to meet you” “You too” “What are you majoring in, Eren?” Bert asked, smiling softly. “Photography, with a minor in painting” “That’s awesome, I’m majoring in music” “What kind?” “Cello” “That’s cool, I can’t play music worth crap” “Well I can’t paint worth crap, so, it’s fine” “I can’t do either” Reiner spoke up, currently looking through his boxes. “What are you majoring in then?” “I’m here on a football scholarship” “Football?” “Yeah. Weird how the best art school also has one of the best sports programs.” “That is strange” Eren agreed. “Well, I need to go unpack my own bags, so I’ll see you all later. Reiner, actually do stuff while I’m gone and not just dance.” Reiner gave him a thumbs up. “It was nice meeting you” Bert smiled at Eren, before leaving to his own dorm down the hall.   “You too” Eren called after him. He turned back to Reiner, who was unpacking clothes. “Mind if I room with you?” Eren asked, looking at the room. It had two twin size beds on opposite ends of the room, a desk and chair, and a wardrobe, one for each person. “Sure.” Reiner grinned at him, throwing his clothes into the wardrobe. Eren went to work on unpacking his own things. During that time, Reiner and Eren talked about themselves, about family, and likes and dislikes. It was starting to get dark by the time he was finished and Reiner offered him some ramen noodles since none of the campus restaurants opened until tomorrow, and Eren happily accepted. As they were finishing up dinner, the door opened at in came a bald headed guy, carrying nothing but a duffle bag. He introduced himself as Connie, and claimed he was majoring in music, saxophone. Connie got the other room and the three watched a few movies on netflix, using Reiner’s PS4 to do so. It was nearing midnight when they decided to hit the sack. Eren sent his mom a quick good night text, just to ease her worries. He climbed into bed, looking out the window at the moon, he smiled before closing his eyes, drifting off to sleep.   -----------   The next morning, the three ate breakfast together, Connie had gone out to McDonald’s and got everyone something. After words, Eren hopped in the shower. It was small and the water only was warm for about five minutes before it was like Antarctica was seeping through the faucet. His shower wasn’t long, he didn’t want to be in there any longer than he needed to be. He walked out of the bathroom in a towel and was met with a wolf whistle, from a girl. He blinked, staring at the brunette sitting on the couch, checking him out. “Damn, why can’t more guys look like you?” She bit her lip, practically drooling at Eren’s abs. Eren was shocked. He wasn’t expecting a female, nor for one to be that forward. “Sasha” Connie scolded the girl from where he was in the kitchen. “Sorry Eren” He apologized for her. “I’m not’ She, Sasha, laughed, eyes not leaving Eren’s torso. “I’m gay” Was all Eren said, face and voice flat. “I figured” She sighed “No straight man looks that good” Her eyes then moved up to Eren’s face and her eyes widened. “Wow” Eren scratched the back of his head, he knew he was a good looking guy, but this was a bit much. “Sasha, will you stop harassing him?” Connie looked frustrated. “Yeah, but I just have to say, your eyes are stunning” She said, looking between Erens unique eye colors. Not only did he have heterochromia, but the two colors they were were different all together, his right eye was a honey gold color, and the other was a bluish- green.   “Thanks” He actually felt his cheeks heat up. He wasn’t attracted to her in anyway, but his whole life, his eyes were something he was insecure about because he was teased at a young age for being different. So he always got a little giddy when someone complimented them. “Aw” Sasha grinned “You’re welcome” Eren smiled before excusing himself to his room to change. When he was done, he walked out to find a man he hadn’t met before, talking with Connie and Sasha. “Oh Eren, this is Jean. He’s our last roommate” Connie introduced the two-toned haired guy to Eren. “and that’s Eren, Reiner should be back soon” “Nice to meet you Eren” Jean gave Eren a cocky smirk, and Eren nodded back. “You too” The four of them talked, Sasha was majoring in the culinary arts and Jean in drawing, so he and Eren had a lot in common, as well as the same classes. Reiner had come home with some groceries, being his normal friendly self to the two newcomers. Eren had called his parents around noon to tell them about how he was doing and about his roommates, and after that the day flew by quickly. The day ended very similar to last night, Eren looking out his window at the moon, a mixture of anxiety and excitement at getting to start his first day at college.     -----------   The brunet groaned when his alarm went off. He laid there for a few minutes before he forced himself out of bed and get dressed. Reiner was already gone, poor bastard had a 6 o’clock class, and Erens first didn’t start until 8. He got dressed, had a cup of coffee with Jean, and then left, heading past the office building, through the stone pathway and to the main building. It was huge, a ton of people walking around, some looking happy and others looking tired as shit. Eren was a mixture of both. He followed the signs to his microbiology class, where he sat down next to a blonde kid, who was nose deep in a book, “Hey” Eren said, not really expecting more than a nod from the other, but he was wrong, because the boy immediately looked at him, smiling softly. “Hello, I’m Armin” Eren blinked before taking the hand waiting for him. “Hey Armin, I’m Eren” “Nice to meet you” Class was hell, he didn’t understand a damn thing, but Armin helped him through it. After that, he made his way to Physics, which he had Sasha in and another girl named Ymir. Music theory was next, Bert and Connie were there, as well as a little blonde girl named Krista and this other girl who got his attention but he didn’t catch her name. She had short auburn hair, and she had a small tattoo on her hand. She looked cool and Eren couldn’t help but stare, she was pretty, but as previously stated, he was gay. She just had an aura about her that demanded attention, but in a kind, soft way. He then had a four hour break, where he had lunch and worked on homework that was already piling up and he only had three classes so far, on the first day, but it was ok, because he got to go to his favorite class, Photography. Since it was his major, he had that class for two hours instead of one, he loved it. Krista was there and so was a freckled kid named Marco. After that, he went back home, eating dinner with Reiner and then heading back to his room to finish his homework. He was looking through his bag when he realized, his camera wasn’t there. He started freaking out. That camera was expensive and it was also a gift from his grandma, so it meant a lot to him. “Yo. You look like you want to throw yourself out the window” Reiner joked, but he looked worried “What’s up?” “I lost my camera” “Your camera?” Reiner looked around the room “Where did you have it last?” “Umm” Eren closed his eyes, thinking as he pulled at his hair. “In my photography class, I was showing Marco, and I put it on the desk and not my bag” “Then it’s probably still there” “No, that’s an expensive camera dude. I could pay my whole tuition with that thing” “Shit” Reiner looked shocked at how a piece of plastic and metal could be so expensive. “Well, people here aren’t total ass holes and wouldn’t steal something that wasn’t their.” “Yeah sure” “No, I’m serious” Reiner shrugged “The buildings always unlocked, so you could just go and see” Eren nodded, willing to try anything. He thanked the blonde before he left, running to the school building. It was almost 8, so all the classes were finished, but some students still lingered outside. He walked up to the doors and prayed as he tugged the doors, sighing in relief as they opened. He stepped inside and walked up the barely lit stairs, heading to his photography classroom, but he stopped, the sound of an acoustic guitar filing the otherwise quiet night with a beautiful rhythm. Eren found himself following the music, in a trance, not wanting to stop listening. All it was was someone plucking a few strings, but the amount of emotions that filled your chest as you listened, it was amazing, beautiful. Eren stopped in front of the door where the music was coming from, the door was opened just a crack and Eren didn’t even realize he had moved to look in. The girl from his music theory was sitting in the room, eyes closed, notebook in hand and she hummed softly to the guitar. Next to her was a girl, her hair pulled into a very messy ponytail, glasses barely sitting on her nose right. Then there was a man that remind Eren of a sheep dog, cigarette in between his mustached lips. Another man was there, and for some reason the only words that came to Eren’s head was ‘Eyebrows’ and ‘Daddy’ But those people were all mediocre, he didn’t really give them a second glance, but the man sitting on an amp, acoustic guitar in his lap as his fingers danced along the neck of the instrument, playing the beautiful tone, and then, sadly, it stopped. “That’s amazing Levi” The auburn haired girl smiled at the black haired man who had just stopped playing. “Thanks” He said and his voice alone made Eren’s pants tight, but then he looked up and that did make Eren erect. This man, Levi, was breathtaking. His hair was styled in an undercut, he had gauges and multiple piercing in the ear Eren could see from his angle, which was Levi’s left. Two piercing rested beneath Levi’s lips, spider bites, and a single bar went through his eyebrow. A black and white tattoo of a rose covered his left side of his neck, as well as some of the front. Jesus Christ on a stick.         ***** Smut ***** Chapter Summary Just friends with benefits. Chapter Notes This is a long as chapter, and it's mostly smut. I hope it was good and you enjoy it as much as out boys did ;) See the end of the chapter for more notes Slap me on the ass and call me Susan.   Eren mouth dropped as he watched the sexy piece of ass play his guitar, he was talented and so beautiful. Heat built up in Eren’s gut, bottom lip pulled between his teeth when Levi stood up, showing off his perfect, round, slappable ass clad in skinny jeans that made Eren hungry for some booty. He licked his lips, wanting to bury his face between those cheeks.   What is wrong with me? I’m turning into a whore.   But he couldn’t help it, Levi was fucking sexy and he couldn’t help the images of Levi face down in a bed, legs spread wide as he pounded into the perfect ass. Eren let out a small growl, heels of his hand pushing at the erection growing and throbbing.   Why am I even here? Oh yeah. Camera.   Eren forced himself to look away, limping down the hall to his classroom, his teacher was there, smiling and handed him his camera, scolding him about being more responsible with his belongings. He only nodded to what she was saying, not listening, focusing more on getting the boner hided behind his hands and now camera to go away.   Eren walked towards the exit, not paying attention he was going, and rammed right into someone who was also not paying attention. He tripped and landed on top of the person, face landing in her breasts. He screamed, quickly standing up and apologizing. She was laughing, so were the two people with her. “I’m so sorry” Eren held his hand out, helping her up. She took it, laughing all the way. “Don’t worry about it” She slapped him on the back, hard. “I’m Hanji Zoe” She held her hand out like he hadn’t just had his face buried in her boobs a few seconds ago.      He hesitantly took her hand, blushing. “Eren Jaeger” “Jaeger? Are you German?” “Yes” He nodded, finally gaining enough composer to look her in the eyes. He knew her, she was with Levi, the one with the messy ponytail. “That’s so cool” She grinned before turning to her friends, where the auburn haired girl and the human sheep dog were standing. “These are some of my friends. Petra and Mike” Mike nodded and Petra smiled. “We have music theory together” Petra smiled, tucking her hair behind her ear. “Yeah” Eren smiled back, not realizing she had noticed him. “So what are you doing here this late, Eren?” Mike asked. “Oh, just getting my camera I left here” Eren gestured to the camera he’s surprised didn’t break during the fall. “You’re a photographer?” Petra asked, eyelashes fluttering. “Yes” He smiled. “It’s my major” “That’s awesome” Hanji laughed. “We are all majoring in music. I’m drums, Petra is singing, Mike is a bass guitar and Levi is a normal guitar.” “Levi?” Eren tried to sound innocent and ignore the twitch in his pants at the name. “Yes” Hanji smiled. “He’s probably still in the rehearsal room if you want to meet him.”   Yes!   “N-no. I’m fine” “That’s what we are still doing here this late” Mike said, looking at the clock on the wall. "Rehearsing"   It was already 10!? How long was he watching them and why was his teacher still here?   “We have a band” Petra explained what Mike meant. “That’s cool” Eren grinned, seeing movement behind Hanji’s head. Hanji noticed Eren’s eyes focus behind her and turned. “Levi! Come here!” “Sorry, I have a date” Levi said, not even looking up from his phone, guitar case wrapped around his shoulder. Eren’s heart dropped down to his gut when he heard that. “That’s bullshit” Hanji shouted. “No one would date you, you piss baby” Levi only flipped her off. “What’s his name then?” “Captain Morgan” Levi eyes looked up, head still down, giving Hanji a cheeky smirk and Eren’s heart and cock sweeled at the sight. “Aw, rum” “Best companion ever” Levi stated, walking down the stairs and out of sight. “Sorry about him, he can be a bit of an asshole sometimes.” Hanji grinned. “I-it’s fine” “Well, I’m leaving, so I’ll see you all later” Mike waved, also walking away. “Goodnight Eren, it was nice to meet you” Petra said, her blush not noticeable in the dark. “You too” Eren waved, watching the two girls leave.   He made his way back to the dorms, taking a picture of the tree leaves against the light of the moon, and a few other things, like flowers and what not that were basked beautifully in the cool light of the night. He walked to his dorm, walking in to find Jean, asleep on the couch, drooling with the tv still on. Eren walked over and kicked Jean’s shoe, hard enough to stir him awake, but not hurt him. “Wh-wha?” Jean rubbed his eyes, looking up at Eren. “Go to bed horse-y” Eren smirked, gaining an eyeroll from the other. “Alright” Jean stood, stretching his arms above his head, shirt lifting, showing the band of his boxers and his hip bones. Eren stared, but he felt nothing, no dirty images of fucking Jean, no tightness in his pants, nothing. “Night Jaeger” “Night Jean” Eren sighed, going to his room, quietly getting ready for bed so he didn’t wake Reiner up. He crawled into bed, staring at the ceiling. His mind went though everyone he could, even girls and not once did he actually enjoy thinking about having sex with them, he either gagged or felt guilty. But then he thought about Levi, and he couldn’t stop thinking about him, his legs, arms, voice.   Good Hell.   He sighed, looking down at the bump under the blankets.   So it was just was with him. Good to know I’m not fantasizing about everyone, but why him? Because he’s damn sexy. Ok, true.   He sighed, closing his eyes, trying to not think about it, he was probably never going to see him again, and if he did, he would never talk to him, so he just forced himself to go to sleep.   ----------   The next morning he ate alone, and then went to his first class, Calculous. By the end of it, he wanted to blow his brains out. Math was alway his worst subject. After that he went to his Painting/Drawing class, he took a seat, looking towards the girl next to him, and smiled at her. “Hey” She looked up from her sketchbook, looking bored for a second before a small smile pulled at her lips. “Hi” “I’m Eren” “Mikasa” She introduced herself, smiling only growing as they continued talking. They talked the whole hour, just talking about themselves, family, Eren more so then her. He learned she had a twin brother and a eight year old sister. Eren told her about his twin brothers and about how annoying they were, but he loved them, even then. Class was over in a blink of an eye. It was a fun subject and he also made a new friend, or at least he hoped. “It was nice talking to you Mikasa” “When’s your next class?” “Uh” Eren looked at the clock. “Two hours” “Come have lunch with me” She didn’t even ask, packing up her stuff and leading Eren out the door and they walked to the food court. The food court wasn’t like ones you find at a mall, but it consisted of a multitude of restaurants, you could go inside and eat, or eat outside, and there was an inside eating court because the majority of the food joints wouldn’t allow food from other places inside. Mikasa and Eren stopped at a subway, Mikasa got a turkey and cheese sandwich, and Eren got a BLT. “Hope you don’t mind if we eat with a few others” Mikasa said, watching Eren pay with his student ID. The card was also a credit card, adding a bill that needed to be paid at the end of the month, or you could put money on it though a website. “Not at all” Eren thanked the worker, following the ravenette to a table where two blondes were sitting. “Guys this is Eren” Mikasa was talking to the blondes. “Eren, these two are Annie and Armin” “Hey Armin” Eren smiled at the boy. “Hi Annie” “It’s nice to see you again, Eren” Armin smiled. “You know each other?” Mikasa asked, letting Eren sit next to Annie on the booth side and she took the chair at the end. “We have a class together” “That’s cool” “Tell us about yourself Eren” Annie said, taking a bite from her homemade lunch. They talked for a while, Eren learning Annie was studying culinary arts and that she knew Sasha, Mikasa a music major, her forte being piano, and Armin was majoring in dance.  Eren was getting along well with the three, laughing almost the whole time he was eating. He was wiping a tear away from a joke Annie said and he looked up, eyes landing on….   Holy shit.   Levi, was only a few feet in front of him, looking great in those torn skinny jeans. Eren felt his heart beat a bit fast when he looked at that gorgeous tattooed neck. He was looking around the food court, brows scrunch together, looking frustrated. Levi sighed, turned to his left, where Eren was staring at him, and the brunet quickly turned his attention to Annie, laughing at what she said, even though she was in the middle of her sentence, earning him a weird look from the two blondes. He blushed and apologized, shyly looking back to where Levi was. Levi was still looking at him, and not only that, but was walking towards him, and not just in his direction, like too him.   Oh fucking God         Eren swallowed when Levi got to the table, placing a tattooed hand on the table, looking at Mikasa. “Oi” He said, the pure authority in his voice sent a chill down Eren's spine. Mikasa looked at him, looking bored. “Yes?” “Did you take my lighter?” “What? No” “Don’t lie, I know you don’t like that I smoke” “Of course I don’t, but I didn’t steal your lighter” Levi looked at her for a moment, then sighed, eyes closed as his fingers twitched. Drawing Eren’s eyes to the hand, a tattoo of a cherry blossom took up his whole hand. “Hey blondies” Levi spoke, earning a hey from the two blondes. “I don’t think I’ve had the pleasure of meeting you yet” Eren looked up from Levi’s hand to see the man was staring at him, and he was even prettier up close. “Mika, are you going to introduce me” He glanced over at the girl he was addressing, then back to Eren.   “Levi, this is my friend Eren, Eren, this is my twin brother, Levi” Eren smiled. Levi smiled back, but it was small. “It’s nice to meet you, Levi” His grey/blue eyes left Eren’s own, trailing down Eren’s body before going back up, his small smile quickly turning to a sexy smirk “The pleasure's all mine” He practically purred, and Eren had a sudden urge to grab him and take him on the table. “Levi!” Mikasa shouted, braking Levi and Eren out of their staring contest. Levi sighed, looking at his sister. “I don’t have your damn lighter, so you can leave now” She seethed, glaring at her brother. Levi stared for a few seconds, before he sighed. “Fine” He nodded at the blondes and then turned back to Eren, giving him a smirk and a wink before walking away. Eren watched him go. Levi was hot as fuck from the front but he looked great walking away. “Eren” Eren blinked, looking away from that bubble butt to look at Mikasa. “Huh?” “Stay away from Levi” She didn’t say it in a protective, touch my brother, I’ll tear your throat out, way, but as a warning. “Why?” “Because he’s just going to use you for sex” She sighed, not looking happy at having to say that out loud. Eren blinked at her, then at Annie and Armin, they only nodded. “You think he wants to have sex with me?” Eren asked, not even trying to hide the excitement in his voice. “Yes” Mikasa looked at him, grabbing his hand. “And that’s all it will be. You’d be an object for him to do with as he pleases” Eren gulped, pants tightening around his hips. “You make it sound like that’s a bad thing” He chuckled. Mikasa’s eyes widened, dropping Eren’s hand. “You….You’d want that?” “Sex is sex. You can have sex with no strings attached” Eren was as shocked as her, but for opposite reasons. She blinked at him. “I..I didn’t realize you were ok with being a toy” She said, almost bitterly. “I don’t mind having a one night stand” Eren shrugged. “I’m careful, I’m not getting STD’s or anything like that” “I just thought you were different then that” She shook her head, her almost pissed look turning into a smile. “You can do whatever you want, with whoever you want, just be careful. I know we just met, but I care about you” “Well I appreciate that” Eren said, watching as Annie and Armin got up. “We have a class we need to go to” They said good-bye and left the two. The silence was a mixture of comfortable and awkward, it was odd. “Eren” Mikasa finally spoke, gaining the brunet’s attention. “You can do whoever you want. As long as that’s what you want. I’m just telling you this, Levi won’t love you. He will just want sex, and if you’re ok with that, then go for it” Mikasa smiled, patting his shoulder. “I have to go, but I’ll talk to you later” “Thank you for caring about me” Mikasa just smiled, walking away, leaving Eren there, alone. Eren chanced a glance to where Levi had walked to, seeing him sitting at a full table, licorice between his teeth. Eren gulped before quickly looking at the other’s at his table. Hanji, Petra and Mike were there, so was Mr. Eyebrows he saw last night, on the chair next to Levi was a man that looked like a cheap knock off of him, undercut that was way too short to be attractive, and looked to old to be in college, on the other side was a bright red haired girl, she was almost as loud as Hanji, she would random grab and shake Levi, only getting a small smile in return. He shook his head, finishing his sandwich and pulled out his homework, still having about an hour before his last class for the day. About ten minutes of working, a hand slammed down on the table, causing Eren to jump. “Oh, sorry Eren, didn’t mean to scare you” Hanji laughed, waving her hand in an apology. “It’s fine” Eren blinked. “How are you, Hanji?” “I’m good, I just saw you sitting all by yourself and thought I’d invite you to come sit with us” She nodded towards the table she was just. Eren looked over and made eye contact with Levi, you looked away to sexy eating a piece of candy then what was humanly possible. “I-I don’t want to impose” Eren stammered, turning his gaze away from those gunmetel orbs and looked at Hanji. “Don’t be silly” She chuckled, grabbing Eren’s arm and pulled him, barely giving him enough time to put his things away, before dragging him over to her table, and Levi. “Guys this is Eren” Hanji drew everyone’s attention to him. “Eren, you already met Petra and Mike last night, Captain America wanna-be is Erwin, he’s our band manager. I’m sure Mikasa introduced you Levi. This is Oluo” Hanji slapped the knock off Levi on the shoulder, and he just glared. “And that’s Isabel” Hanji gestured to to red head. “Levi’s bestest friend in the whole wold” She wrapped her arms around Levi’s neck, purposely talking like a baby, yelling the words into Levi’s ear. Obviously trying to annoy him. Levi rolled his eyes “More like my biggest pain in the ass is the whole wide wold”  He mocked, but he had a small smile on his lips.   I’ll happily be a pain in the ass for you.   Eren chuckled at his own joke, quickly looking around to see if anyone noticed him laughing to himself like a psycho. No one was looking at him at least. “Eren” Hanji turned back to him. “You’re a photographer, right?” “Yes” Eren said, not really knowing why that was important information. “We have a job for you. So if you’ll take a seat.” Hanji said, gesturing to the full table, the only empty seat being the one she had just sat in. “Oh, I didn’t even see that we were full.” She pursed her lips. “Oluo” Levi said, gaining the older mans attention. “Don’t you have somewhere to be?” “What? No” “Sure you do. That thing that’s going on at this time” Oluo looked confused, having no idea what he was talking about. “What?” Levi glared, immediately getting Oluo out of his seat “O-oh, that thing, right. Thanks for reminding me Levi” Oluo sighed, grabbing his bag and leaving, saying goodbye to everyone. Levi took his foot, kicking the chair out slightly, looking up at Eren. “Oh look, a seat opened up.” “Good thing Oluo had that thing. Perfect timing” Isabel smirked, poking Levi’s side. “Right” Levi played along, elbowing her. Eren blushed slightly, taking a seat next to Levi. “So, what we want to discuss with you” Hanji said, getting uncharacteristically serious. “So as you know, we have a band” She gestured to herself, Mike, Petra and Levi. “Yes” Eren nods. “Well, we have a huge fan base, and we want to start selling poster and T- shirts, but we need a photographer to do so.” Hanji kept talking, Eren nodded. “We’ll pay you for your trouble of course” Erwin spoke. “But I would like to see a portfolio of your work before we hire you” Eren blinked, a smile forming on his lips. “T-that would be great” He never expected to get a job his first year of college. “We won’t have a concert for another few months, so that’ll be enough time to discuss everything, get pictures and everything printed out” Erwin smiled. “I-I’ll get you a portfolio tomorrow” “Perfect” “Don’t you guys think you should get a logo figured out first?” Isabel commented, pulling groans from the band. “It’s so hard though” Hanji threw her head back. “You wouldn’t think coming up with a picture or a symbol would be this difficult” Mike spoke, fingers pinching the bridge of his nose. “I could help” Eren offered, getting looks from the band. “Well, I’m not just an artist with a camera, I also am with a pen and paper” He shrugged, he wanted to help, but he felt bad being cocky. “So you’re creative?” Petra asked. “I’d like to think so” Eren replied. “Just tell me the name of your band, and any other suggestion, and I’ll try to come up with something” “Wings of Freedom.” Mike offered up. “We don’t want anything too complicated” Petra looked at the other’s and received nods. “Great. I’ll get working on that” He smiled, eyes widening when Levi randomly grabbed Eren wrist and pushed his arm against the table, writing something on his arm in sharpie. “What’s this?” Eren looked down at the neat handwriting. “My dorm room” Levi spoke, just making Eren more confused. “If you’re going to be coming up with a logo that’s going to be a part of my band for years, I want to be a part of the process.” He clarified. Eren nodded. “Oh” “Come over around 7?” Eren looked up at Levi and nodded. “Great. See you then” Levi stood. “Mike, can I borrow a light? Need a smoke and can’t find mine” Mike said nothing, just handing Levi the lighter. Levi took it and walked away, fingers subtly brushing the back of his neck as he walked by, sending a shiver down Eren’s spine.   -----------   His last class ended at four, and he spent the rest of the night working on ideas for a logo. He wasn’t sure if that was really what Levi wanted him for, he hoped not, but he wanted to be prepared if he had miss read the signs.   Eren found himself in front of Levi’s dorm room. It was on top floor. 4 FG6. It was 6:30, meaning he was a half an hour early, the nerves had built up, giving Eren extreme anxiety and making Connie and Jean nervous as well; And they didn’t even know what was happening. So here he was, a half hour early to meet the sexist guy in the universe. He debated waiting outside for the time being, but then figured that would be creepy. He had been standing there for about two minutes and people were already looking at him weird.   Dammit, just knock on the fucking door Eren.          He breathed deeply, knocking on the door. He heard someone curse, shuffling and then the door opened, revealing a….   Oh Lord, Jesus has either blessed me or doomed me.   Levi was shirtless, standing there, hair still a little wet. His right arm was covered in ink, starting with the cherry blossom on his hand, that flower appearing throughout the whole sleeve, the main focus of the tattoo was the baby blue, Chinese style dragon that wrapped all around Levi’s arm, the head of the dragon on Levi’s right pec. His left bicep had a tattoo Eren could not see and his hip had a part of a tattoo that went down to his thigh, that was sadly covered by a pair of skinny jeans.   Fuck me! No, seriously, fuck me.   Eren gulped, not being able to take his eyes off Levi’s abs. “Eren” A rough voice broke Eren from his trance. He hummed, looking into Levi’s eyes, not feeling any shame at staring. “Like what you see?” He smirked, cocking his hip to the side. “Yes”   What the hell did you just say?! You idiot.   Levi chuckled, stepping aside. “Come in. Take your shoes off” Eren did as told, toeing his shoes off and placing them next to the shoes already there. “So, the logo” Levi said, walking to the couch. “Right” Eren followed him, looking through his bag, he found what he was searching for and looked up to see Levi’s bareback, well, it was covered in a pair of tattooed angel wings, completely grey scale, with the exception of the tips of the feathers, they were dark red. “Oh God” Eren whispered, earning a cocky smirk thrown over a shoulder from the guy he was currently getting a hard on from seeing. Eren cleared his throat, quickly sitting on the couch, Levi sitting next to him, close. It would be uncomfortable close if Eren didn’t want to have sex with him. “Logo” Levi whispered, the word sounding way to sexy on his tongue then it should. Eren was thankful he had his sketchbook over his lap, not wanting to show Levi his boner. “Right.” Eren opened up the book, quickly showing Levi the quick sketches. The raven actually paying attention.   He did just want to discuss the logo.   Eren’s heart sank but he didn’t pay it much mind. Levi put a hand on one of the pages as Eren was showing him. “I like this one” “Really?” It was the one he put the least amount of thought in. “Yes, but it needs to be in color” “What colors?” Eren took his pencil out, writing White and Blue next to the sketch. “Well. That’s all I have for now, did you see any others you liked” Levi stared at him for a second, before shaking his head. “Alright, well I’ll go back to my dorm and fix up the sketch, make it more clean and color it.” Eren leaned down, putting his sketchbook in the bag. Levi got up and stood right in front of Eren.   Multicolored eyes looked up, admiring the rock hard abs, the tattooed chest, the perfect neck, and then a pair of steel blue eyes. Those gunmetal orbs were looking at him like he was a piece of meat, just waiting to be devoured.   His kissable, pierced lips parted and his voice was rough and husky.   "Do you want me, Eren?"   Eren’s gulped. “Desperately”   Levi smirked, and shoved Eren back on the couch, quickly climbing on top of Eren. Levi looked at Eren for a moment, and Eren looked back, trying to read what was going behind those beautiful eyes. A pale hand tangled itself into Eren’s hair and yanked his head back. He hissed but enjoyed the slight sting, his cock attempting to jump in its confines. Eren gasped when Levi moved closer, rubbing their clothed erections together and licking his neck at the same time. “Oh, Fuck” Eren sighed, hands grabbing at Levi’s perfect butt, pulling him closer. A pair of teeth bit down on his neck and then the lips were gone, leaving behind a stinging bite. “No. Touching” Levi looked at Eren like a child doing something wrong. Eren whimpered, loving Levi looking at him like that. His hands feel onto the couch. Earning himself a smile. “Good boy” Levi whispered. Eren’s body reacted on it’s own, thrusting up, grinding against Levi, hating that they both still had pants on. Levi chuckled, dark and sexy. He leaned in closer, soothing the still stinging bite with soft licks, rewarding him. “L-Levi” Eren whimpered, wanting to pull Levi closer and devour his lips. A tongue went up his neck, and his ear was taking in between a pair of lips, pulling another pathetic whine from Eren. “Levi” The raven chuckled in his ear, blowing cold air onto his wet ear, sending shivers down his body and making him moan. “Are you a virgin?” Levi asked, whispering as he continued to pull Eren’s hair and suck hickies on the other neck. “N-no” Eren sighed, feeling Levi’s teeth gently nipping at his jaw. “When was the last time?” The raven placed ran his hands under Eren’s shirt, running them up his body, taking his shirt with, tossing it on the floor when it was off. “Like..two years ago.” “Last time tested?” What he was saying wasn’t sexy, but the way his voice sounded when he asked and the movements he was making against his cock, Eren couldn’t help but be tuned on. “Six months ago” “You’re clean?” Levi’s voice was shaking, growing impatient. “Yes” “Good” Levi growled, undoing Eren’s pants and tugging them down, hand immediately going to Eren’s cock, rubbing his palm against it. Eren threw his head back, moaning like a common day whore. “Are you sure you’re not a virgin? You’re so sensitive” Levi teased, fingers running beneath the seams of Eren’s Calvin Klein's. Eren glared, but it wasn’t very intimidating, with his cheeks flushed, back arched, rutting up into the palm over his member. “It’s because of you” he growled, earning his a raised eyebrow and a smirk. “Me?” Levi chuckled. “Well, that means it’s my responsibility to take care of this... big ...issue” Levi said, running his fingers lightly over the cock hiding under thin material. Eren whimpered at the soft touch, wanting more, and he groaned when Levi mentioned his size. “Please” He couldn’t believe he was begging, he was shamed, but that was until Levi got off, undoing his pants, dropping them down, quickly following by his boxers. His thigh tattoo was now visible, but that was the last thing Eren was thinking about. Levi turned around, walking over to his bed. He stopped, turning to Eren, who was rooted to his spot on the couch. Levi raised an eyebrow, hand coming up and beckoning Eren to get closer with a single finger. Eren was up in an instant, practically running to him. He stopped in front of the raven. Levi smirked, running his fingers below Eren’s chin, rubbing there for a moment “You’re such a good boy ” Levi moaned the last two words and Eren nearly lost all feeling in legs, whining. Levi bit his lip “Take your boxers off” Eren didn’t hesitate. Dropping the fabric and kicking them away. Levi let out a sigh, fingers toying with the tip of Eren’s penis. “You’re big” He said it so quietly, Eren was sure he wasn’t meant to hear it. He didn’t respond, he just stood there, wanting to hurry but wanting Levi to call him a good boy again. Levi looked up, eyes hooded and clouded with lust.   “On the bed” Eren complied, laying flat on his back, watching Levi straddle him. “You swear to me you’re clean” Levi asked, serious. “Clean as soap” Eren smiled. “Good. I hate condoms.” Eren’s eyes widened. “Unless you want to wear one” Levi noticed the look and got worried. “No!” He all but shouted. “N-no, I don’t. If that’s ok with you” Levi shrugged. “I’m not getting pregnant, so might as well enjoy” Levi smirked, reaching his hand behind him and between his legs, his mouth dropped in a silent moan as he pulled a string of beads from inside himself. “I was hoping this would happen. Didn’t want to waste time” Levi placed the soaked beads on the floor before grabbing Eren's cock and lined it up with his entrance. "One last thing" Eren whined. "This is just sex, and that's it, nothing more and nothing less, a one night stand" Eren nodded. "You're OK with that?" He nodded again. "Good". Eren watched as Levi sunk down, his cock disappearing inside of him. A moaned fell past his lips, wanting to throw his head back and close his eyes, but he wanted to watch, and he did.   In a matter of seconds he was balls deep inside Levi, his body shaking at the pure pleasure of it. The raven that was on top of him had his head tilted back, nails digging into his chest, leaving red crescents against the tan skin. “Are you alright?” Eren asked. Levi chuckled, looking down at Eren. “Perfect.” He purred, sending goosebumps over Eren’s skin. “Just, it’s been awhile since I’ve had sex, and even longer since I’ve taken one as big as yours” Eren twitched, loving the praise. Levi smirk only grew “You like being told that, huh?” Eren could only nod. Levi laughed softly, before putting his weight on Eren’s chest and lifted himself up, pulling off almost all the way, leaving just the head before he dropped back down, roughly.   Eren couldn’t stop the yelp that escaped his throat, his head falling back on his pillow, hands going to Levi’s hips. Levi had stopped moving, looking concerned, until Eren looked up at him with hooded eyes. “Do that again” Levi smirked, doing it again. An almost identical scream fell past his red lips again. Levi kept going, his movements picking up in pace and intensity. Eren mouth was dropped open, not even trying to stop the moans and screams anymore. His eyes were pinched shut, making one of the sexist faces Levi had ever seen on a partner before.   Levi sighed, head tilted back, he wasn’t a vocal person, he was only letting out pleasurable sighs every once and awhile. Eren made a whimpering noise, making Levi open his eyes and look down. He had an adorable pout on his lips. “What?” Levi asked, not stopping his movements. “Why are you so quiet?” “I’m not a loud person. I don’t moan, so don’t expect me to m-AHH!” Seemingly out of nowhere, Levi’s back arched, head thrown back, a cock hardening moan feeling the room. After a moment, Levi blinked his eyes open, looking down at Eren, actually looking bashful, cheeks flushed beautifully. Eren couldn’t help the cheeky smirk that appeared on his lips. “I thought you weren’t a moaner”   Levi glared. “That was my prostate. It was a one in million chance that you hit it, it won’t happen again.” Levi looked away, lifting himself up and then dropping back down.   Bet.   Eren bent his knees so his feet were flat on the bed, using the leverage to thrust up, making the thrusts that much harder and better. Levi gasped when he started moving to, the beginning of a moan escaped but he cut himself off by biting his lip. Eren was watching his hips and also Levi’s face, eyes switching between the two. And then, finally, he his gold. Levi’s body jerked, a scream forcing it’s way past his lip, despite his efforts to keep them down. Levi’s looked down at Eren, he had completely stopped moving, staring at Eren with a bewildered look. Eren studied the angle of his hips, before looking up at Levi. “H-how?” Eren only shrugged, thrusting his hips up, ramming right into Levi’s prostate, another scream. He smirked, thrusting up, hard, hitting Levi’s prostate with every thrust. Levi’s eyes were pinched shut, screaming like a pornstar, he couldn’t think, didn’t care how loud and embarrassing he was. It felt so good. He was shaking, letting Eren fuck him. The wonderful abuse didn’t stop and before he knew it, his body tensed. “Eren!!” He screamed, cum shooting out and cover Eren’s torso with the white ropes. Levi was a mess, his eyes were closed, moans still falling past his lips. His thighs were shaking and he tried to hold himself up with his arms, but they gave out and he feel onto Eren, moaning into his ear. Eren groaned, hands massaging Levi’s ass, causing more moans to fill his ears. “Levi?” Eren asked, scared he had broke the man, it had been a few minutes and Levi was still moaning softly, shaking on top of him. “Hey. You ok?” “Th-that was” Levi was interrupted with another moan. “Amazing” “Yeah” Eren smirked, cock twitching. “I-I’ve never orgasamed before the other” Levi sighed, gaining enough strength to hold himself over Eren “And I’ve never had anyone hit my prostate like that” Eren grinned. Levi smiled back, placing a kiss on Eren's lips. What was supposed to be a quick peck turned into deep and tongue filled kiss. One where they were both breathless when Levi started moving up and down on Eren’s member again. Eren closed his eyes, letting Levi do it all, he was still thrusting up, but he was purposely missing that bundle of nerves. Levi had lost his composure, moaning with each thrust. Eren moaned when Levi flicked his hips just right, his hands leaving the thighs to grab his waist. Hands quickly grabbed his wrists and yanked them away, pushing them down onto the pillows behind Eren’s head. “No. Touching” Levi growled, gaining that dominate spark in his eyes that made Eren’s hips jerk. “Sorry” Was all Eren could muster, shaking as he got closer. Levi was back to himself, head tilted back, lips pulled between his teeth. As Eren neared his climax, he angled his hips so he was thrusting into Levi’s prostate. “Ah! You shit! Ahhhh!” Levi screamed. Eren opened his lips, moaning as he filled Levi with his cum. Levi’s eyes rolled into the back of his head, mouth open in silent scream, covering Eren in more of his semen. Levi collapsed on top of the other, eyes closed and he was breathing heavily. So was Eren. Eren rolled Levi over so they were on their sides and he started to pull out, but Levi whined, actually whined, and wrapped his legs around Eren’s hips, hands going down to pull him back, all the way in.   “No, don’t. Not yet” Levi breathed, eyes closed. Eren sighed, closing his eyes as well.    Chapter End Notes Well? How was it? Tell me please. ***** Chapter 3 ***** Eren woke up all on his own, no pesky alarm clock interrupted his dreams. He hoped that it was really 2 A.M and he still had hours to sleep. Eren groaned, rolling onto his back, his eyes fluttered open. Where am I? Every detail of last night came rushing back to him, from the way Levi looked under his clothes, skin pulling when his back arched, the way his voice sounded as it creaked from orgasm. Everything. The last thing I remember is falling asleep, still inside him. Eren bit his lip, hand running down his stomach, feeling the dry, crusty cum there, making him grimace. It was gross, but he couldn’t say he hated the feeling. Eren sat up, looking straight ahead to where Levi was moving around in the kitchen, back to Eren, humming softly. Eren couldn’t help but grin. Levi was adorable. He let out a sigh, not want to get ahead of himself.    It was just a one nightstand, nothing more, nothing less, Levi made that very clear.   Which is why I need to leave as quickly and quietly as possible. Eren quickly looked around, his pants and shirt should be by the couch and his boxers should be by the bed. He looked but couldn’t see the clothing. “How do you take your eggs?” Levi’s rough voice made Eren jump, looking up at the raven, who was watching him from over his cup of tea. “What?” “How do you like your eggs?” Levi repeated. “Umm, over easy” Eren said, looking away from the intense gaze. “Your clothes are folded on the chair by the window.” Levi said, turning back to the stove, cracking some eggs onto the skillet. Eren nodded, quickly moving to pull his clothes on. After he was properly dressed, he walked over to the couch, standing there awkwardly before Levi put a plate of eggs and toast on the counter with a fork.   “Eat up” Eren only strared. “What?”   “I’m confused”   “About?”   “What are you doing?”   “Making you breakfast”   “Why?”   “Because most people eat breakfast in the morning” Levi rolled his eyes, pouring more tea into his cup. “No, why are you doing it?” All he got was a raised pierced eyebrow. “I thought most one night stands didn’t end with eating breakfast together” Levi nodded, making an ‘ah’ noise, realizing what Eren was talking about. “Well, you’re right. I usually would have thrown you out by now, buck ass nude, but that’s the treatment I give one night stands.” “I thought that’s what we were” “We were” Levi sat his cup down, walking over to Eren, swaying his hips. “But I don’t want to have that be the only and last time I sleep with you” It was Eren’s turn to raise a brow “Oh?” “I’m going to be honest with you Eren. Last night was by far, the best sex I’ve ever had” Pride settled itself in Eren’s gut. “I’ve never had a guy make me orgasm twice, or find my prostate multiple times, on purpose”         Eren smirked. “Yeah?” “Don’t look so cocky” Levi chuckled, flicking Eren’s head. “How can I not?” Levi rolled his eyes, running his fingers down the red fabric of the brunet's shirt. “I was thinking we could make this more than a one time thing” “Like fuck buddies?” Levi smirked. “Yes, just like fuck buddies” “Ok” Eren shrugged, a small smile pulling at the corners of his lips. “You’re ok with that?” Levi was looking at Eren through his lashes, hands tugging on his shirt. “Yes” “Good” His voice shook slightly, pulling Eren closer. He leaned up, placing a chaste kiss on the taller boys lips before pulling back, groaning. “I want to have sex with you right now, but I have to tell you some rules about being my fuck buddy” Eren tried his best not to pout. “Ok, what are they?” “First: I’m very dominant” He emphasised his words by pushing Eren back so he hit the couch. “Second: I’m kinky. We don’t ever have to do anything you don’t want to, but if you do-” He licked his lips, hands trailing down the brunet’s body. “Well, we can talk about that when the time comes” Levi flashed Eren a small smile. “Third: You can touch me anywhere, but my back”   “Why?”   “Just don’t” Levi’s lusty voice changed to one close to anger. He closed his eyes, clearing his throat. When he spoke again, he was calmer. “That’s my biggest rule. Do not touch my back”   “Ok, no back touching”   Levi nodded slightly in appreciation. “Fourth: If you have sex with other people, they need to be tested and so do you, because I’m not getting anything because you weren’t thinking”   “I’m fine with that”   “And lastly: You can not do what you did last night”   Eren furrowed his brows at that. “What do you mean?” “You know what I’m talking about” “No?” Eren looked around the room, trying to think “I had sex with you last night” Levi groaned, rolling his eyes “You made me orgasm” Wait, what? “You don’t want me to give you an orgasm?” “That’s not what I meant” “Well please explain, because you aren’t making any sense to me” Levi sighed. “You abused my prostate” “Yes” “And that maybe me a moaning mess, it put you in control, and as previously stated, I’m dominant. I don’t like having people in control of my body.” He licked his lips “So you can only hit it like that if I tell you too”   Eren pursed his lips, earning a raised eyebrow. “On one condition” Levi scoffed. “And what is that?” “You moan” Levi was taken aback by that “I what?” “Moan. You have a sexy voice and I like hearing it. You don’t need to scream or anything like that, but not be so quiet” Levi blinked once. “You...want me to be louder” Eren nodded, beautiful eyes hopeful, a small smile on his lips. How that hell could anyone say no to that face? “Ok” “Yay” Eren grinned, looking way to innocent for what they were discussing. Levi smiled softly, but his eyes widened when two fingers grabbed his chin and lifted his head up so his lips could meet the brunet’s.   For a few seconds, all the raven could do was blink, but his eyes slipped closed and he tangled his fingers into the thick brown hair he knew he was going to love pulling on. Levi was the one to break the kiss, giving Eren a sexy look. “I’m assuming that you are ok with those rules?” “Yes” “Good” In a matter of seconds, Eren found himself on his back, Levi straddling him and licking down his neck. Eren whined, head tilting back and hands grabbing Levi’s ass. “Levi” He groaned when a pair of teeth sunk into his skin. “I want you” “Of course you do” The raven chuckled, grinding down, pulling another sound from Eren. “I want you too” Eren cracked an eye open, smirking “Of course you do” Levi only rolled his eyes. The taller of the two pulled his lip between his teeth, watching Levi shift on top of him to make the angle just right, giving enough pressure to satisfy for a moment, but leaving the want for more there. Levi moaned softly but was rudely interrupted by Eren’s phone going off. Silver eyes glared at the device sitting on the ground. He bent down picking it up and handing it to Eren. “What is it?” Eren unlocked his phone, reading a text from Armin. “Armin was wondering why I wasn’t in class?” He furrowed his brow before looking at the time. Multicolored eyes widened, and he shot up so quickly he knocked Levi over, sending the raven onto his back. “I’m fucked” “No, I was hoping to get to that” Levi growled, nearly pouting when Eren got up and started gathering his things. “I don’t want you to go” “I have to. I’ll see you later tonight?” Eren asked, walking backwards to the door, putting his shoes on when he got there. “You better” Levi smirked, standing up and walking over to the other. He took the phone out of his hand, quickly putting his contact in before handing it over to the proper owner. “I’ll be ready” Eren shivered, pressing a quick kiss to Levi’s cheek and he was gone, leaving a horny raven behind.   ---------   Eren ran to his next class, still covered in dry cum and wearing yesterday’s clothes. He silently prayed that no one noticed, that and the fact he didn’t brush his teeth or hair. He was about 30 minutes late to a 45 minute class, but he still made it, and that’s what mattered, right? With a deep breath, he opened up the door and stepped in. Only a few students looked his way before losing interest a second later. Eren sighed, setting a course to the closest empty seat. “Jaeger.” The brunet stopped dead in his tracks, looking over at his physics professor. “How nice of you to join us” “S-sorry” Eren breathed deeply, face heating up, hand rubbing the back of his head. “I overslept” “Hmm” She looked skeptical, cold eyes traveling down to Eren’s neck “Yes, those hickies are from oversleeping” Eren’s face got impossibly brighter, stammering for a comeback. “Take a seat” She waved him off, returning to her lecture. Eren sat down, placing his head down on the desk, begging his blush to go away. Another five minutes passed when the door opened again at the arrival of a new commer. Eren was just thankful for the heat being put onto someone else. “Ackerman? What a surprise to see you hear” “I was in a good mood” Eren’s eyes widened, head popping up at the sound of the rough, sexy voice.   Levi was there, hands in his pockets, smirking at the teacher. “If only you were in a good mood everyday” “I hope it’ll be like this for a while” Levi shrugged, smirk never leaving. She rolled her eyes “Go sit next to Jaeger” “Jaeger?” Levi raised an eyebrow, eyes searching before falling on the brunet, his lips twitching when they made eye contact. He sauntered his way up the steps and into the chair next to Eren. He leaned in close, voice no more than a whisper “Fancy meeting you here” “It’s been to long” Eren chuckled, eyes moving over Levi’s face, taking in how sexy he looked with piercings. “I missed you” A dark chuckle escaped the raven. “I missed you too, brat”   “Ackerman! Jaeger!” The brunet jumped when his name was yelled, while Levi just looked at her, bored. “First you come in late, and then you two continue to disrupt my class?!” “Yeah” Levi shrugged, leaning back in his chair “Go ahead, kick us out, you’d be doing us a favor” Eren’s eyes widened and the professor's face reddened. “Get out!” Levi sighed, upset to have wasted his time to come to class. He stood and pulled Eren with him out of the room. “Oh my God! I just got kicked out of class!” Eren was shaking, panicked. “I think I’m going to puke” He breathed, face paling, hunched over. “Dude, calm down” Levi looked worried, or, as worried as his resting bitch face would allow. “She’ll forget about it by the time you see her again. You need to chill”   Eren pushed his bangs out of his face, standing up straight and looked down at Levi “Really?” “Yes. You aren’t going to be expelled or anything” A long breath left Eren’s lungs, and he slumped against the wall, legs shaking “Ok” After a moment, Levi nudged him “You good?” He only got a nod in response “Sorry” “For what?” “Getting you kicked out” Eren chuckled, peaking up at Levi through his fringe “It’s fine. Sorry I over reacted” Levi shrugged, watching Eren compose himself. “Do you have your sketchbook?” The taller blinked, reaching into his bag “Yeah. Why?” He pulled it out and handed in to the raven. “I have a meet up with my band and I figured I would show them the rough sketch for our logo.” Eren nodded, giving Levi permission to tear the page out when he asked. “Do you think they’ll like it?” “Yes” Levi handed Eren his book back, folding the paper and putting it in his pocket. “Do you have a portfolio for use to look at?” Eren frowned. “No, I was with you, but I can get you it later today or tomorrow” “Ok” Levi nodded. “I need to go, but I’ll see you later tonight, right?” “Yes” “Good” The raven winked, waving slightly as he left.   ----------   Levi walked into the rehearsal room, waving at the four others in the room. “Petra? Don’t you have a class?” “I wanted to see the logo you and Eren came up with last night” Levi ‘oh’ed, fishing the paper out of his pocket, handing it to her. “Nice” “You actually did work? I thought you just wanted to have sex with him” Hanji chuckled, looking over Petra’s shoulder. “We did both” Levi shrugged, taking his normal seat on one of the speakers, pulling his guitar out of the case. “Wait? You and Eren had sex?!” Hanji’s smile was huge and crazy.   Levi nodded, tuning his instrument. Petra sneered.   “Seriously Levi? Why do you have to sleep with everyone?”   Levi raised an eyebrow at her snotty tone, before looking off to the side, seeming like he was really thinking about the question. “Because..I’m a slut” He nodded, looking at her, happy with his answer. “Yeah, I know” “Why the hell are you getting all pissy?” Levi sat up straighter, glaring.   “I just don’t see why you have to sleep with everyone that you find attractive”   “Because I find them attractive”   “So you had to take advantage of Eren?”   Levi blinked. “You make it sound like I raped the kid” “Guys!” Mike raised his voice, which he never did. “Stop fighting” Petra sighed, breathing deeply and Levi rolled his eyes. “Petra, why do you care that Levi slept with him?” Petra blushed, tripping over her words. “W-well I was just-” “Oh my God” Levi huffed out a dry laugh “You’re mad because Eren got between my legs and not yours” “N-No!” The red in her face darkening. “Well news flash Petra” Levi leaned closer, elbows on his knees. “He’s fantastic in bed. The best I’ve ever had, turned me into a moaning mess.” Petra looked away, biting her lip. “And I’m keeping him around. We are now fuck buddies, so he’s going to be here, a lot, with me” Levi’s smirk dropped and turned to a glare “So get used to it!” Petra glared at Levi, before standing up. “I’m leaving” “Ok, bye” Levi waved as she left. “Levi” Hanji chided, earning her a bored stare “What was that?” “She started it” “Now you sound like a five year old” Mike pointed out. Levi sighed, rubbing his fingers through his hair. “Fine, I’ll talk to her tomorrow” Hanji nodded her appreciation. “We have a few hours to work on the songs”   ----------   Not much happened. They got the majority of the melody for a song down when Hanji had to leave, and her being a drummer, it was hard without the beat. Hanji and Mike left first, while Levi stayed behind to pack up his things. “Levi” The raven blinked over where Erwin had just closed the door. “Yes?” Erwin breathed deeply, rubbing his hands together. “Eren’s not the best sex ever, right?” Levi smirked, standing straight. “Surely, there’s someone better” “Are you getting jealous?” Erwin only blinked, chest rising in a deep breath. “Yes, he’s the best” “Really?” Erwin took a step forward. “Maybe you just forgot. I could…” He took one of Levi’s wrists, pulling him closer “..Jog your memory” A hand grabbed the neck of Erwin’s neck, pulling him down to meet hungry lips. A moan escaped the blonde, pulling Levi closer, fingers tangled in dark hair. Tongues fought for dominance, but when Erwin lost he opted to kiss Levi’s neck, pulling a small sigh from the other. “Erwin?” Levi breathed out, head tilting away so the blonde had to look at him.   “Huh?”   “When was the last time we had sex?”   Thick brows furrowed. “Almost three years” Levi nodded, hands running down Erwin’s body, feeling rock hard abs. He looked back at blue eyes, silver ones dark with a mischievous glint “Let’s keep it that way” And he walked past a stunned blonde. “Wait. What?” Erwin regained his composure and quickly turned around, just in time to catch the cheeky smirk and wink from the raven before the door shut, separating the two.   Levi walked out of the building, smirking. He’s the one that called us off, so I’m going to have fun torturing him before I give him want he wants. --------------   After class, Eren worked on getting a portfolio together; Jean had asked where he spent the night and Eren just brushed him off. Unfortunately, horse face saw the hickies covering the brunet’s neck and kept pushing for all the dirty details.   He got none.   After he had put together a proper portfolio, he laid down on his bed, looking at his phone, and unwritten text message for Levi there. What do I say? Hi? ‘Sup? Should I send a dick pic? No what if it’s the wrong number and it’s actually a teacher, or a old man at a nursing home. Eren decided it would be best not to send any explicit messages before he knew for sure that it was Levi he was talking too. He breathed deeply through his nose, typing ‘Hi :)’ and hit send, not giving him enough time to second guess himself. A smiley face Eren? What is this, middle school? God you’re so fucking stupid, he’s going to break things off with your sorry ass, you freaking nerd.     Before any more destructive thoughts could tear him up, his phone dinged. He held his breath, reading the text he just got.   ‘Who is this?’ You're a dumb ass Eren. ‘Oh, sorry, Eren’ ‘Ah, well in that case, hello sexy’ ‘Hi’ ‘What are you doing?’ ‘Laying in bed, talking to you’ ‘Well how ‘bout you get off your ass and come over’ ‘Do you want me too?’ ‘I wouldn’t have said anything if I didn’t’ ‘I’ll be there in five minutes’ Eren quickly put on his shoes and rode the elevator up to the fourth floor and walked down the hall to Levi’s dorm. Less than 24 hours ago, Eren had been in a similar situation, waiting outside Levi’s dorm, trying to gain the courage to knock. He knocked three times, listening to shuffling before the door opened. Levi smirked when he say him, but he was, unfortunately fully clothed. “Come on in” Levi walked away, leaving Eren there to take his shoes off. “Tea?” The raven asked, pouring steaming water into a mug, a tea bag already placed in. “Sure” “Sugar?” “Honey” Eren watched Levi make another cup of tea, adding a bit of honey to one and a teaspoon of sugar to the other. “Thank you” He smiled, taking the hot beverage from Levi, following the smaller to the couch, where they sat, silently drinking. Eren took his time to actually look at Levi’s dorm. It was all one room, no walls separating the bedroom area from the half assed kitchen. There was a single couch and a small TV that had seen better days. The couch had some holes in it, but it was clean. There was a small door near the bed, and that made the brunet raise an eyebrow “What’s in there?” Levi followed his gaze  “Bathroom” Eren was stunned, looking at the other. “But, I though single person dorms didn’t come with a bathroom” “I pay extra for it. No way in Hell am I going to share a bathroom with a bunch of college boys. Horny bastards jerking off, trying to be discrete about it and failing miserably” He shuddered, holding his tea closer. “Disgusting” Eren could only chuckle, sipping on his tea. “It must be nice not having a roommate” Levi nodded “Especially when I want to bring home you” Eren blushed slightly, covering his face with his mug. Levi watched him for a few seconds. “How many?” “How many what?” “How many people have you had sex with before me?” “Oh, uh, three” “How many times?” “Three” Levi nodded, leaning against the cushions. “Tell me about them” “Why?” Levi shrugged. “I’m curious” “Umm, ok” Eren finished his tea, placing the mug on the side table. “I was 16 when I lost my virginity, at a party. My birthday party actually. My friends had thrown a huge get together and they were teasing me about being 16 and still being a virgin. They called me gay all the time, and at the time, I was highly offended by that.” Eren chuckled softly “So I picked a random girl and had sex with her, in my bedroom. I didn’t even know who she was at first. At the end she told me her name was Hitch, and that’s that” He shrugged. “Monday rolled around, I went to school and realized, every girl was staring at me, some just watching, others licking their lips or rubbing their thighs together. It was weird.   “After going all day of girls making goo-goo eyes at me, I asked one of the girls I was friends with if she knew what the girls were gossiping about. She said Hitch told everyone that I was the best she’s ever had, I made her orgasam and found her g-spot. Apperently most male’s have trouble making a girl orgasam.” Eren shrugged, really not finding it difficult.   “So you’ve always been naturally talented?” Levi smirked.   “I guess” Eren smiled back. “So, for a whole year, I had girls throwing themselves at me, but I wasn’t that type of person to just sleep with everyone. I stayed single for a while until the rumors died down and I went on a few dates with a girl named Mina. We started dating and we were together for six months when I decided to take things to the next level.” Eren shivered, pulling a face.   “Was she that bad?”   “No. It’s just, after we were done and coming down from our highs, she turned to me and said; ‘Hitch was right, you are good’” He sighed “I was ready to tell her that I loved her and that’s what she said. I don’t know, I just felt like she was only dating me for the chance to have sex with the famous Eren Jaeger that knows how to find a g-spot” He shook his head “So I broke up with her”   “Because she said you’re good in bed?”   “Not because of that, because she mentioned Hitch and the rumor that made my junior year Hell. She made me fall in love with her and she was only after that”   “All I want is sex”   “And you told me that before we had sex, and I’m fine with that. Mina, she made me fall in love with her and wasted six months of my life on her.”   “Maybe she did love you”   “No. From our first date she kept trying to jump me, get me inside her, but I refused”   “I see”   “I tried dating after her, a girl named Marcy, but she was….crazy” Eren held himself closer. “Really crazy”                Levi chuckled. “Girls are crazy. It’s why I’m gay”   “Yeah. I gave guys a chance after her. The final person was a guy. We had gotten really close my senior year, he was a foreign exchange student from Japan named Misaki. It was his last day in America and I asked him what he wanted to do.” Eren shook his head, smiling slightly. “He said he wanted to have sex with an American boy. Let’s just say, after that, I was gay for life”   “The gay way is the best way”   “Agreed” Eren looked over to the raven silently drinking his tea. “What about you? How many before me?”   Levi pursed his lips, thinking. “About 30”   Eren gasped, choking on his own spit. He coughed, clearing his throat “30?”   “Yep” Levi sounded bored, but he had a small sliver of sadness in his eyes before it was gone. “I regret most, but it makes me who I am”   “Why so many?”   Levi smiled sadly. “When life deals you a shit hand, you do things to try and forget, no matter what that may be” Eren watched Levi’s sad expression, sitting in silence before Levi’s stone face came back, looking back at him. “Does that bother you?”   “No”   “If it does you can leave. It’s fine”   “I don’t want to” Eren smiled, earning a confused stare. “I don’t mind, just surprised”   Levi smiled softly, watching Eren for another couple seconds before he stood up. Putting his mug on the coffee table “Stand up” The brunet blinked before standing, facing Levi “Take your shirt off” Eren did as told, tossing the shirt onto the couch. Silver eyes roamed over tan skin. “What are you doing?” “Admiring” He stated simply, stepping closer and trailing his fingers down Eren’s chest. “What’s this from?” Levi asked, running his thumb over a small scar over his bottom left rib. “Oh, Marcy stabbed me with a fork when I broke up with her” Levi’s eyes widened. “She...stabbed you?” “Told you she was crazy” Levi nodded, fingers leaving the scar to trace over muscles. The touches were light, more like whispers of a touch, leaving Eren wanting more. Hands moved up, before down his arms. Gentle fingers turned over his left arm, inside facing up. “You have a tattoo” Levi stated, moving his fingers over the design of a key. “What does it mean?” “To remind me to take every opportunity to try new things, or open new doors. Always follow my dreams, and that there’s always something good that comes out of something bad.”  Levi hummed, moving his fingers farther down to hold rough hands in his. They were calloused, and small, thin, white scars covered the knuckles. With a raised eyebrow, Levi softly caressed them, sending chills up Eren’s arm and through his body.   “What are these from?” His voice was just above a whisper. “Fighting. I had anger management issues” Levi visibly tensed. “Not anymore, I got therapy and I can control my emotions better now.” “Who?” “What?”   “Who have you hit?”   “Bullies mostly, only people that deserved it” Levi dropped his hands. “Would you hit me? If I did something wrong and I deserved it, would you hit me?” He was trying to keep his voice study and indifferent, but the nervous shaking was evident and Eren noticed. “Of course not” Levi looked at him. “I would never hurt you” Silver eyes glanced away, turning away so a back was facing Eren, taking a few steps away, arms wrapped around himself. “Levi?” The brunet stepped forward, forgetting the rules and placed a hand on Levi’s shoulder blade. The raven spun around, slapping the hand away “Don’t touch my back!” He shouted. Levi and Eren stared at eachother for a few minutes before the smaller turned away, looking at his feet.                   Eren read between the lines. The worry about anger issues, asking about hitting, and now not wanting to be touched, it was all making sense. Eren stepped forward, putting his hand on Levi’s head and pulled him into his arms, keeping his hands away from his back.   “I would never hit you Levi.” The raven was taken back. “I won’t ever hurt you” “W-why are you repeating that? You already said it” He tried to put his walls back up but Eren pushed the bricks down before the cement could settle. “Because it’s what you need to hear” Levi blinked before he relaxed, eyes closing and unwrapped his arms from around himself to embrace Eren, the taller running fingers through soft black locks, other hand rubbing soothing circles onto his hip. After a few minutes of holding each other, Eren moved his mouth to Levi’s ear. “The only hand I’ll lay on you is like this” He whispered, hands moving up Levis sides, careful to not touch his back, and his shirt was tossed away when it was pulled over his head. Levi glared when the shirt was dropped on the floor, but the furrowed brows were erased once soft lips pushed onto his. The smaller sighed, hands holding Eren’s face, keeping him in place as they kissed. “Neck” Levi whispered, tilting his head back, letting lips caress the skin of his neck. He moaned, feeling lips move down from his neck, down his chest, stomach and stopping at his crotch. “Can I?” Levi looked down at the man kneeling in front of him, beautiful mismatched eyes staring up, begging. Levi nodded. “Yes” Eren grinned, hands moving up to undo the pants and tugging them down, bringing the boxers with them, leaving Levi exposed. A pink tongue poked out and licked red lips, before flicking over the head of Levi’s cock. “Fuck” Hands curled in brown locks, pulling him closer when lips wrapped around Levi, taking him all. Eren doesn’t have a gag reflex, holy fuck. Eren pulled back, sucking on the tip before sliding back down. Levi tensed, trying to keep his moans down, hands tugging at thick strands of hair. “Shit” Levi gasped out, followed with a growl when the wet heat left his member. He snapped a glare down, about to tell Eren to get his mouth back to work, but he cut himself off, seeing the brunet sucking on three of his own fingers. Eren took his dripping fingers out of his mouth and brought them behind Levi, who automatically spread his legs slightly. He tensed when a finger pushed in, but quickly relaxed, moaning at the feeling of the digit being inside him, and now Eren mouth around him.   His mind was clouded, nothing but Eren and pleasure in his head. Eren had gotten up to three fingers in him without Levi realizing, focusing on the tongue more then what was happening behind him, even though that was also making him delirious. Levi looked down at Eren, watching his lips slide over his cock. “Look at me” Eren’s eyes opened, staring up at him, orbs dark yet innocent. “Fuck” Levi grip was tight on Eren’s hair, pulling his hips back before back in, watching as he fucked Eren’s mouth. The taller had to pull his fingers out to hold onto his thighs, bracing himself as Levi thrusted into him, making his choke, drool dripping down the sides of his mouth and down his chin. Levi’s hips stuttered, a broken moan filling the room and he pulled out, usually able to stop himself just before and then getting back to business, but with Eren, he was a mess, cum shooting out and covering Eren’s face. The raven was panting, and eyes widened when he realized he wasn’t quick enough and came all over Eren. His mouth opened in an apologie, but his words stopped in his throat when the brunet licked his lips, semen dripping down and onto his tongue. Levi’s gut tightened and a shiver went down his spine, blood already rushing to his half erect cock. His lips twitched up. “You’re disgusting” His voice shook when he spoke, earning a smirk from the other. “You taste good” Was all the taller said, trying to get as much of Levi’s release into his mouth. “Jesus” Levi lost all feeling in his legs and his knees gave out, making him drop to the floor. “You’re so sexy” Eren smirked, wiping the remaining cum off his face with his shirt. “So are you” Levi watched as Eren stood, walking over to the bed, grabbing the lube from the nightstand and kneeled back in front of Levi. “Here” Levi pulled his lip between his teeth “Put it on” Eren opened the bottle, pouring a good amount of lube onto his cock. “You are perfect” Levi breathed, eyes roaming over the taller man’s body. “I wouldn’t say perfect” Eren chuckled, blushing slightly. “But thanks” “Pretty damn close” He said, climbing onto him and pushing the lubed cock into his hole, wiggling before sliding down, hands gripping onto Eren’s shoulder. Eren whined, biting his lip as Levi bounced on top of his cock. “Levi” “Eren, God, you’re so big” Eren groaned, mouth pressing into a thin line, twitching at the praise. “You feel so good” Levi smirked, looking down at Eren with half lidded, lust filled eyes. “Kiss me” Eren didn’t hesitate to follow orders, pulling Levi down to kiss him, tongue forcing his way past his lips, but he didn’t fight, just moving his tongue around with Levi, letting the smaller man take complete control. Eren was grabbing at Levi’s ass, kneading the flesh in his hands. He was rewarded with beautiful moans and sighs. “Levi” The raven arched his back, leaning backwards, putting his weight on his hands resting on the floor, hips moving in a figure 8 motion. “Can I suck on your nipples?” Levi looked at Eren, slowly nodding. Eren smiled, leaning forward and started sucking and licking on the pink nipples. “Good boy” Levi sighed, earning a whimper from the man inside him.   A few minutes of moans, whines, and hair pulling passed, and Eren tugged Levi closer, practically screaming as he came, filling Levi up with his seed. Levi’s thighs shaked, a moan escaping and he came once again, covering himself and Eren with it. The pair collapsed on the floor, still connected, panting and smiling.      ***** Pet ***** Chapter Notes I guess I could put a warning. Handcuffs are used. Eren watched as Levi forced himself up, biting his lip when he felt Eren’s semen dripping down his leg, and the brunet groaned at the sight, watching Levi saunter over to the bathroom and close the door behind him, seconds later water could be heard.   Eren laid there for a few minutes before forcing himself up and pulling on his clothes, not really wanting to leave but he knew he needed to, Levi didn’t seem to be the person to like after sex cuddles.   He was pulling his shoes on when Levi walked out, completely naked other than the towel around his neck. “Where are you going?”   “Home?” Eren seemed unsure, freezing in his movements.   “Why?”   “Do you want me to stay?”   Levi shrugged “I don’t know. You can do whatever you want”   “I would like to stay, but I have homework”   “Then go do that. I’ll see you tomorrow, at lunch, bring your portfolio”   “OK” Eren grinned before leaving.   ---------   “Nice kiss marks” Annie chuckled, eyeing Eren’s neck. Eren laughed nervously, rubbing his palm over the marks Levi left.   “Who was it?” Armin asked.   Eren opened his mouth to answer but he was interrupted by Mikasa. “It was Levi, right?” Eren nodded. Mikasa hummed, twirling her plastic fork in between her fingers. “Was it everything you wanted?”   “Better” Eren shrugged, cheeks growing hot, not really wanting to go into detail with anyone, let alone his lover’s sister.   “He didn’t force you? Or hurt you?”   “God no, I wanted it” Eren blinked. ”Has he forced himself on anyone before?” It didn’t make sense, Levi always made his intentions clear and asked if I was alright with them, he seemed like a guy that cared about consent. “No. I just want to make sure you’re happy”   “Yes, I am”   “Good”   “Eren” The group looked up when Levi walked up to the table. “I thought you said you’d join me for lunch”   Eren quickly stood up, grabbing his bag. “I am, I was just talking to them first” Levi nodded, acknowledging the others with a wave before leading Eren to the table filled with people.   “Eren!” Hanji grinned when she saw them, arms up in the air.   “I’ll go” Oluo sighed, already packing up his stuff.   “No, there’s no need” Levi said, looking at Eren and tilted his chin towards the only empty chair there. “Sit”   Eren blinked “B-but what about you?”   “I said sit” Eren gulped at the demanding tone and he did as told, watching as Levi sat on his lap, both legs hanging off to one side and his tattooed arms going around the brunet’s neck. “Comfortable?” Levi asked, fingers playing with a lock of brown hair.   “Yes” I love having you on my lap “Levi” Mike spoke up, gaining the ravens attention and reminding Eren that they weren’t alone.   “Yes?”   “The portfolio” Erwin spoke up this time, voice tight, seeming annoyed.   Levi rolled his eyes before turning to Eren “Did you bring it?”   “Yeah, it’s in my bag” Levi grabbed the bag from the floor and placed it on his lap, letting Eren search through it. The raven was running his fingers through Eren’s hair, lips lightly caressing his cheek.   Eren blushed, looking up at the rest of the company; Isabel and Hanji were both giving them shit eating grins, but other then that, no one seemed to give any mind to Levi’s actions. Well, Petra and Erwin looked pissed, but let’s ignore that. “Levi, stop” Eren whispered, gently pushing the raven back so he could push the portfolio towards Erwin, who took it and started looking.   Levi gave an annoyed whine at being pushed, but he stopped, alternating to run fingers down Eren’s face, a thumb brushing over his lips. “Levi” He whispered, earning himself a small smile from the man on top of him, and he leaned in, kissing Eren’s cheek.   “These are really good Eren” Hanji praised, looking over Erwin’s shoulder.   “Thank yo-Ah~!” Eren slapped a hand over his mouth when he moaned because Levi bit his ear. The dark chuckle he got from the smaller was almost worth the looks he was given from the others. “I-I’m so sorry” He rushed out, face on fire.   “Don’t worry about it, he’s like that with every one of his toy’s, you’re nothing special” Erwin sneered. Eren felt like he had just been stabbed. He knew he was just a toy to Levi, wanted to be that, but it still hurt.   “Erwin, shut the fuck up” Levi snapped, glaring menacingly at the blonde. Erwin glared back before pushing the pictures across the table.   “We can’t hire you Eren” What? “It would be inappropriate with your relationship with Levi”   Levi stood, slamming his hands on the table, ready to rip caterpillar brows a new one, but Hanji stopped him. “Are you serious Erwin? Did you look at Eren’s photos? He’s amazing. You aren’t going to hire him simply because Levi slept with him?”   “It wouldn’t be professional”   “Since when are we professional? Especial over something so small” Mike spoke, tag teaming with Hanji.   “Well, if Levi wasn’t such a slut, then we wouldn’t be having this issue” Petra glared at the raven, words dripping with venom. Levi growled before turning to Eren.   “Would you fuck Petra?”   “What?”   “Would you have sex with Petra if she asked?”   “Ew, no” His eyes widened when he realized he said ew. He quickly turned to Petra. “Not ew, you’re really pretty and all, I’m just gay as fuck”   “See? Even if I hadn’t been a slut, he still wouldn’t want you” Levi smirked at the girl, who just dropped her gaze to her lap.   “Eren, we’re hiring you” Hanji broke the conversation, the whole time ignoring what was happening between Levi and Petra while she convinced Erwin to let Eren do the job.   “Really?”   “Yes!”   “We decided that your skills are too good to pass up even with your relationship status with Levi makes it weird, but as long as you two keep it professional, then we have no problems” Erwin grumpled.   Eren blinked at the blonde, who was staring at Levi. “We’ll keep it professional” He said, eyes leaving Erwin to look up at Levi, who was still standing. “Right?”   Levi looked over his shoulder, eyes traveling over Eren’s body, pulling his lip between his teeth. “No promises” Levi sat down on Eren’s lap, facing forward and he pushed back, ass rubbing against the brunet’s crotch. “I don’t know if I can resist” His voice was dark and rough, wiggling his perfect plump ass on Eren’s hardening bulge.   Eren gasped, looking across the table. Petra and Oluo had left, Hanji, and Mike were talking to each other, Isabel was on her phone, texting someone. The only one that was paying any mind to Levi grinding on Eren like a bitch in heat was Erwin. His blue eyes were trained on Levi’s face, a blush on his cheeks, teeth worrying the skin of his lip, and Eren couldn’t see his hands, but he knew he was palming himself under the table. Oh hell nah.    Eren growled, grabbing a hold of Levi’s arm and tugged him so Levi’s back was flush to his chest, the raven’s hips jerking and grinding in ways that made Eren want more, his pants tightening at the thought of being inside Levi while he moved his hips like that. Eren kissed Levi’s neck, licking and biting the skin, earning himself little sighs from the man. Multicolored eyes opened to look across the table at Erwin, making eye contact with the man, smirking as he sucked a mark onto the pale flesh. Erwin’s glare turned murderous and Eren couldn’t help but chuckle. That’s right, Levi’s my bitch. As if hearing those thoughts, Levi growled and stood up, not saying anything as he grabbed Eren’s arm and pulled him away from the table and towards the dorm, both practically running to Levi’s room.   Levi pushed the door open, spinning around as soon as the door was shut, eyes dark and heavy as he tugged his shirt off. The article was forgotten on the floor as Eren rushed forward, pushing his lips to Levi’s, mouth hungry, tongue begging for more, not getting enough.   The kiss was desperate and messy, and Eren forced Levi back, pushing until the raven’s hips hit the arm of the couch. Levi sat down and Eren grabbed his thighs, pulling them up higher on his hips, thrusting against him, moaning loudly into Levi’s open mouth at the friction.   Finger’s tangled into brown hair and tugged, forcing Eren’s head back, moan tearing out from his throat. “Patience” Levi chidded, smirk sexy and lustful.   “Levi” His voice was breathy and desperate, body shaking with the need to be inside Levi, feeling his tight heat wrap around him. Levi blinked, eyes darkening at the almost begging tone in Eren’s voice.   A groan passed Levi’s lips, plump lip going between white teeth, playing with the two rings there. Half lidded eyes gazed up at Eren, Levi’s face being the definition of sexy and want. “Do you want me?” He asked, licking his lips in anticipation at the answer, already knowing it.   “Yes. Please” Eren whined, pushing himself closer, but the fingers in his hair pulled him back, keeping him close to Levi, but not close enough. “I want to take you from behind”   Levi raised a thin eyebrow at that. “What?”   “I want you on your hands and knees as I fuck you” Eren couldn’t feel shame anymore, he would tell Levi want he wanted as long as it meant he could get between those thighs.   A flush covered Levi’s cheeks and he stuttered for a moment, eyes looking to the side as he thought about it. “I’m the dominant Eren” He finally said, voice dark and almost threatening, eyes locking with the stunning ones that belong to Eren.   “I-I” Eren suddenly lost all confidence at the dominating look he got. “You just have..a really nice ass...and...and I wanted t-to watch as I move in and out of you” He blushed, looking down at his feet.   Levi watched him, cock twitching at the submissiveness. He thought for a moment. “I have an idea” He pushed Eren back so he could walk to the bed.   “What are you doing?” Eren asked, following him, watching as Levi pulled a black case from under his bed. The raven said nothing, putting it on the bed and opening it. Eren’s eyes widened at the contents.   Whips, chains, riding crops, anal beads, cock rings, and blindfolds to name a few. “This is my toy box” Levi said, picking up a pair of leather cuffs, black fur lining the inside for comfort. He turned to Eren, holding the cuffs out. “I will bend over like a bitch for you, but you can’t touch me, nor can you thrust unless I tell you too”   Eren nodded, trembling in anticipation. “OK” Levi smirked, gesturing to Eren’s clothes. The brunet got the hint and started stripping, skin feeling on fire as Levi’s eyes roamed over him, now completely exposed.   Levi bit his lip, groaning at the sight of Eren’s cock, wanting to put a ring around in and watch as it turned red from being denied release, but that was for another time. “Get of the bed” Eren did with no hesitation, he was on his knees, back straight. “Good” Levi was behind him, grabbing a hold of his wrists with cold fingers. Eren held his breath when he heard and felt the cuffs close around his wrists. “Comfortable?” Levi asked, lips trailing across Eren’s back.   “Yes” His voice was a whisper, shaking and wanting.   “If it starts to hurt you, tell me” Hands moved up tan sides, sending chills all over Eren. “I don’t want to harm you”   “Yes Master” He breathed, gasping at the nails scraping down his chest. Levi’s breath was against the back of his neck, panting.   “Say that again”   “Master” The raven moaned, hand shaking as he took a hold of Eren’s chin, turning his face to the side.   “I want you to call me that from now on, do you understand?” A thumb trailed over the brunet’s lip.   “Yes Master”   Levi growled “Fuck” He quickly pulled himself from Eren and stripped his clothes, walking to the dresser and grabbed the lube. He popped the cap and drenched his fingers and brought them behind him and pushed one in, head tilting back at the feeling of being filled.   “Master” Levi looked over at Eren, raising an eyebrow.   “What is it, Pet?” He asked, pushing in his second finger. Eren trembled at the name, moaning wantonly   “Come closer, please” He begged, watching Levi with lust filled eyes. Levi pulled his fingers out and crawled over to Eren, slow, putting an extra swing in his hips. Levi stood on his knees, chest pushed against Eren’s, lips just centimeters away from the other’s and he pushed his fingers in again, moaning loudly.   Eren jerked at the sound, leaning closer to close the space between their lips, but right before they touched, Levi pulled away slightly. “Don’t you dare kiss me” Eren whined at the order but pulled back, letting Levi put his lips breaths away from Eren’s, moaning as he fingered himself, eyes never leaving Eren’s. “Oh, Eren~. You’re such a good boy, aren’t you”     Eren nodded frantically. “Only for you Master” Levi moaned. “Good” He pulled his fingers out and grabbed the lube, covering his palm before rubbing it over Eren’s member, sending Eren into a shaking mess. Levi nodded slightly when he figured it was enough and turned around, putting his weight on his hands, legs spread wide.   “Master~” Eren cried out, eyes trained on the pink hole he wanted to be inside so much it was pathetic. Levi stayed silent, looking over his shoulder as he grabbed a hold of Eren’s cock and lined in up.   “You can move in” At Levi’s permission, Eren pushed his hips forward, while Levi moved back, all the way until he was balls deep. Multicolored eyes never leaving as he watched Levi be spread open by his dick. “No more moving now Eren” Levi said, looking over his shoulder, a wave a arousal washing over him as he took in Eren’s expression. “Fuck” Levi looked forward, pulling forward before pushing back.   “Ah!! Master!” Eren moaned, eyes closing and he threw his head back, whining and whimpering as Levi forced himself back onto his dick.   “Eren” Levi moaned, eyes pinched shut, twisting his hips in a way that made them both cry out in pleasure. “Fucking hell Pet, you’re so big~ ” He moaned, thrusting back over and over again, loving the moans he was getting every time he moved off the cock and back on.   “Master, please, call it big again” Eren was jerking, trying his best to not thrust. Levi smirked, pulling his lips between his teeth and he looked over his shoulder, stopping his hips when Eren was in to the hilt, instead grinding against him.   “Eren~ You’re so fucking big, you spreads me so wide. Ah” Eren almost screamed when Levi jerked his hips just right and he spilled inside Levi. “Who said you could cum Pet?”   “I-I’m s-sorry Ma-Master, I couldn’t h-hold it in, you f-feel so good” Levi hummed.   “I’ll let it go this time, but don’t think you’re done yet” He dropped down to his elbows.   “I-I wouldn’t dream of stopping until Master cums” Eren panted, shifting on his knees, wincing slightly.     “Are you in pain?” Levi quickly got back on his hands.   “No, I’ll just be a bit sore after this”   “We can stop”   “NO!” Eren shouted. “You haven’t cum yet”   Levi hummed again, resting down on his elbows, wiggling his hips, feeling Eren twitch inside him. “Well then make me cum”   “Master?”   Levi looked at the brat. “You can move; I want you to find and abuse my prostate” Eren grinned, moving his hips, a bit awkwardly seeing as he had his hands cuffed behind his back, but he managed it well enough. Levi sighed at the feeling, closing his eyes and enjoying Eren struggle to move.   “Master”   “Yes”   “Could you spread your legs more?”   “Why?”   “You told me to find your prostate, but this position is impossible to do so, I need you to move lower”   Levi sighed, spreading his legs, Eren sinking in more. “This better work”   “Trust me, it will” Eren started moving, taking only three thrusts before finding what he was looking for.   “Ahhhh! Oh fuck” Levi smiled, back arching.   “X marks the spot” Eren grinned, continuing his assault on the bundle of nerves.   “Eren! Fuck, right there!” Levi was jerking and twisting, hands clenched around the sheets.   Eren groaned, wanting to grab ahold of those pale hips and pound into him, only being able to go so hard not having his hands. “Master, can you thrust your hips back so the movements are harder?” Levi only nodded, thrusting his hips back, movements getting sloppy. “Eren!” Levi yelled, body going rigid as he came. Eren moved through Levi’s orgasm, watching as Levi went limp, his cock sliding out of him as Levi’s hips hit the bed. “Holy shit” The raven was panting, eyes closed. “That was amazing”   Eren smiled, eyes focused on the way Levi’s back muscles moved under ink wings. He sighed happily, but he furrowed his brows, seeing scars covering his back, the majority covered by ink, but some weren’t. “Levi?” Levi hummed, rolling over to stare tiredly up at the brunet. Eren wanted to ask what they were from, but remembered how he hates his back touched, and decided against it. “My shoulders are starting to get sore”   Levi blinked before grabbing a key from his drawer and reached around Eren to unlock them. Eren groaned, rolling his shoulder. “Lay down” Eren furrowed his eyebrows but did as told, laying down, avoiding the cum on the sheets. Levi straddled his back and started rubbing strong hands into his shoulder blades, relaxing the muscles “We need a safe word”   “Coconut”   Levi held back a laugh “Coconut?”   “I’m allergic to them”   “Ah” Levi smiled, working his fingers into Eren’s skin. “Feel good?”   “Yes” Levi leaned down and placed a kiss on Eren’s temple, pulling a smile from the younger man. “Levi?”   “Yes?”   “You know Erwin wants you, right?”   Levi snorted “You noticed too?”   “How could I not? He wouldn’t take his eyes off you. I mean, you’re sexy as fuck so I can’t blame him, but come on”   Levi chuckled, using his knuckles to knead Eren’s shoulders. “We had sex a few time a couple years ago, but he called it off. He showed no interest in getting back with me until I mention that you are a sex God and the best I’ve ever had”   “Really?” Levi nodded, humming a confirmation. “So he’s jealous”   “Basically”   Eren thought for a moment, not really wanting to know the answer. “Are you going to? Give him what he wants”   Levi stopped his movements. “Do you not want me too?”   “I’d like to be your only fuck buddy. I don’t want to share you and I want you to have all your stamina for me” Yeah, that’s the reason.        “I won’t sleep with him if you don’t want me too”   “Please don’t”  Levi nodded, leaning down to place another kiss on Eren’s cheek. ***** Sexting ***** Chapter Summary We get to met Levi's family and he and Eren sext. Chapter Notes Warnings: Cancer. And sexting. This chapter is considerably shorter then the others, about half the size and I apologize. “Don’t go” Eren wined, wrapping his arms around Levi’s waist and nosing at his hips. Levi chuckled, running his fingers through the thick brown strands on his lovers head. “I need to” “No” He grumbled, pulling the raven closer. “Eren” Levi smiled, gently tugging on his hair “Come on, don’t be a brat” Eren groaned but rolled over onto his back, looking up with a pout. “Why do you have to go?” Levi got out of bed, grabbing some baby wipes from his drawer and started cleaning himself off. “I’m going home for the weekend” He threw away the used wipes before tossing the package to Eren. “Mikasa will be here soon, so get clean and dressed.” Eren started cleaning himself off, watching Levi get dressed in sweats and a T-shirt. “When will you be back?” The younger asked while pulling on his clothes. “Sunday” Levi answered, packing a few clothes into his bag, zipping it up right when a knock on the door grabbed their attention. “Why?” He asked, walking towards the door to answer it. “Do you want me to be here when you get back?” Eren pulled on his jacket, following Levi to the door where his shoes were. Levi smirked at him, hand on the handle “I’ll be back around 7 P.M.” And he opened the door, not saying anything as he stepped out and walking down the hall, Mikasa following behind him, not even noticing Eren.   The twins climbed into the car, Mikasa calling dibs on driving and Levi leaned his head against the window, watching as the scenery passed by, texting Isabel and Farlan every once and awhile. In about and hour’s time, Mikasa pulled their shared car into the driveway of their home. The raven’s got out of the car, grabbed their bags and headed up to the front door, walking in and taking off their shoes. “We’re home!” Levi shouted, smiling when running could be heard. “Levi! Mika!” A little girl came running around the corner and into Levi’s open arms. “Lucy!” Levi grinned, squeezing his little sister tightly. “I’ve missed you guys” She let go of her brother to hug Mikasa. “It’s been a week” Mika laughed, hugging the girl. “That’s too long” She whined. She was eight years old and looked exactly like Mikasa other than the fact she had grey eyes. “Lucy, let them breath” An elderly women laughed, her hair was grey and pulled into a bun, her aging face was covered in wrinkles and she always had a smile. “Nonna!” Mikasa and Levi smiled, walking to hug their grandma. She laughed, hugging them back. “How are you two?” “We’re good”  The replied in unison. “Is mom in her room?” Mikasa asked and Nonna nodded. “Can I go see her?” “Of course. She’ll be happy to know you’re here” “You go first” Levi offered before turning to Lucy. “I’ll spend some time with Luc” The young girl beamed and grabbed his hand before pulling him to the room that she shared with Mikasa and Nonna when they visited. “Come on Lever!” She pushed open the door and went to the bed farthest in the corner. She sat down and started looking through her school bag. “Look!” She showed him her math test, that had an A+ on it. “Good job sis” Levi smiled, sitting next to her. “You’re super smart” She beamed, before searching for something else. Levi looked around and his eyes stopped on the violin case on the floor. “Are you taking classes?” He asked, noticing sheet music there. Lucy sighed, nodding her head. “I’m not very good though” “I doubt that” He scoffed, grabbing the case and opening it before handing her the instrument and bow. “Play” She pouted but did, playing a song she’d been practicing forever. She hesitated everytime she changed a note, but other then that, she was great. “I’m not good” “Now that’s a lie, you’re great” “No I’m not, I’m not even close to as good with this as you are with guitar or Mikasa with piano.” “We’ve had years of practice. I played everyday when I was first learning, and I was not good, at all.” He ruffled her hair. “You just need to be more confident in yourself, you’re a newbie, it’s fine that it’s not perfect, you just need to practice and not give up.” Lucy smiled, fixing her hair that Levi messed up. “Thank you” “Anything for you” He pulled her into his side, kissing the top of her head. “Levi” The two looked up to see Mikasa walking into the room “Mom wants to see you” Levi nodded, standing up and smiling at Lucy. “Play that song for Mika, ok?” She nodded and he left. He walked down the short hall and knocked on the door. A soft 'come in' came from behind the closed door and Levi entered. “Levi” His mother beamed, marking her spot in her book before placing it to the side and holding her hands out to her son. The male raven smiled and took his moms hands in his, feeling how skinny they were. “Sit, tell me all about University” Levi sat. “I’ve been going to college for three years now, it’s not any different” He chuckled and she rolled her eyes before lightly pushing his shoulder. “How are your classes, your band?” She smirked. “Have you meet someone?” Levi chuckled. “The classes are fine, Calculous is kicking my ass” “Math sucks” She agreed. “The band’s doing good, we’re working on an album right now, and we hired a photographer so we can start selling posters and what-not” “Ohh, I want on, on the house” Levi smiled, running his thumb over his bony hands. “Of course” “When’s the album coming out? I want to hear it before I go” “You aren’t going to die!” Levi snapped, shaking his head and he looked up, blinking his eyes to stop tears from forming. “Levi, baby” Kuchel grabbed her son’s chin and turned it to her. “You know I have till the end of the year” “No” Levi shook his head again. “You’re fine” “Cancer isn’t something that just, goes away, and we can’t afford treatment” “Stop” Levi pushed his lips together. “It comes out the beginning of December” He quickly changed the subject. She smiled softly, threading his fingers through his hair. “You didn’t answer the last question” Levi raised an eyebrow at her. “Have you met someone?” Levi blinked at her, for a split second, Eren popped into his head but he quickly threw that thought away. “No” Kuchel sighed and nodded. “Ok. I need to rest now, so go on” She smiled and Levi leaned in to push a kiss to her cheek. “Good night Levi” “Good night mom” He stood up and left, going straight to his room and locking the door. He laid down on the bed, staring at the ceiling. He bit his lip. He knew his mom was going to die, she’s had cancer for years, Chemo did nothing to kill the disease, just stall it. A few months ago, they had to stop treatments because of money issues and Kuchel wanted to die in the comforts of her home.   Levi growled, quickly wiping his eyes and pulled out his phone, sending a text.   L: I need you.   E: WHat?   Levi quickly pulled off his shirt and sent a picture of his bare torso to Eren.   L: Do you understand now?   Eren responded with a naked picture of his own, but he was completely naked and in a bathroom, a hand holding a towel around his junk.   E: You want this?   L: You didn’t show me what I really want.   Another picture, this time of just Eren’s nearly complete erect penis and Levi bit his lip.   E: This?   L: Yes. Fuck Eren, you’re so big.     Levi stripped his own pants and boxers, sending Eren a picture of his own member, a hand lazily stroking it.   L: Look at what you’re doing to me.   Eren send another picture of himself.   E: And look at what you’re doing to me.   L: Fuck. Eren.   E: Yes, Master?   Levi whined, getting off his bed and grabbing the lube in his bag, climbing back onto the bed, lubing up his fingers and pushing one inside. “Eren”. His phone dinged and Levi looked at the text.   E: Master?   L: Sorry, Pet, I was doing something.   The raven snapped a picture of his two fingers knuckles deep inside him and sent it to Eren.   E: Fucking Christ.   Levi laid on his back, finger fucking himself. Hand stroking himself when he wasn’t replying to Eren.   L: Are you touching yourself?   His response was a photo of Eren’s hand around his cock. Levi groaned.   L: Good boy. Touch yourself and think of me, think of being inside me.   E: Fuck, Master, you’re so tight.   L: Am I?   E: Yes, so good, I love being inside you, Master.   L: And I love having you inside me pet.   It was silent for a few minutes other than Levi’s pants and the wet squelching of his fingers inside himself. “Eren” His phone dinged again and he looked, seeing a picture of Eren’s hand covered in a cum and a 'Sorry'. Levi smirked, sending a picture of himself from between his legs, giving Eren a perfect view of his entrance now three fingers in and up his body to Levi’s face, flushed and wanton.   L: What about me?  What would you do to make me cum?   E: I’d kiss your thighs, fingers working you open just how you are doing now, but I won’t use my hand on your cock, I’d use my mouth to please you. I’d run my tongue over your head, putting pressure just below it.   Levi whined, pushing his thumb into the spot Eren said.   L: Eren.   E: I’d take you in and swirl my tongue around you, sucking and kissing, all the while abusing your prostate.   Levi groaned, back arching, pushing his fingers against his walls, desperately trying to find his prostate. When he found it, he had to bit his lip to stop himself from screaming. He pushed his fingers into the nerves, back bending sharply off the bend. “Eren!” and he came, tremors of pleasure traveling over his whole body as he pants, fingers falling out of him. He held his phone above him, biting his lip as he sent Eren a picture of himself, cum covering his body, face flushed, and eyes hooded.   L: I’m filthy now.   E: I think you mean sexy.   L: I’m always sexy   E: I’ve never read anything more true.   Levi bit his lip, smiling.   L: I’ll admit, I’ve never done that.   E: Sext?   L: Yeah   E: I’m honored to be the first.   Levi chuckled.   L: I’m exhausted now, so good night brat.     E: Good night Love   Levi’s eyes widened at the message.   E: Levi! Sorry, I put Levi, but it autocorrected, I’m so sorry!   Levi sighed in relief, Eren couldn’t fall in love with him.   L: It happens, don’t stress. Now, Good night. E: Good night, L E V I.   ***** I Missed You ***** Chapter Notes Again, another short chapter. Sorry, they will get longer again, just not now. Levi groaned, opening the door to his dorm. He had his eyes closed, taking off his shoes and dropping his bag on the couch, scratching his head. “Welcome back” Levi jumped at the sudden voice in, what he thought, empty room and whipped his gaze to his bed, where Eren was sitting, completely naked other then his boxers. “Eren. What the fuck are you doing here?” Levi asked, trying to will his heart rate down. “I told you I would be waiting for you when you got back” The brunet answered, smiling a brilliant smile. The raven blinked, remembering the conversation. “Oh, sorry I forgot” Eren shrugged, smile never leaving. “It’s alright” he brought his arms up, making grabbing motions with his hands. “Come here” Levi smirked, stepping closer to the bed before flopping down on the boy. Eren groaned and the sudden weight but sighed contently as he nuzzled Levi’s neck. Levi closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling of Eren’s eyelashes brushing his skin when the kid blinked. “I’ve missed you” Eren whispered, trailing kisses up the tattooed neck, biting and sucking every so often. Levi chuckled, hands going under Eren’s shirt. “Did you now?” “Mhmm” The brunet licked from the pale collar bone to the pierced ear, taking the gaged lobe in his mouth before tugging it slightly. “Fuck” Levi moaned, nails digging into Eren’s hips. “Bad boy” Eren shook his head, grabbing ahold of Levi’s thighs. “I’m not bad, just really horny” Levi chuckled, pulling away from the mouth kissing his ear. “I’m exhausted Eren” Eren pouted, moving closer to nuzzle the pale collarbone. “But it’s been days” “You horny little shit” Levi chuckled, pushing Eren down onto his back. “I’ll give you a blow job” Eren’s eyes lit up and he grinned. “Really?” “Yeah” Levi leaned down to kiss the brunet, trailing his way down Eren’s tan body, stopping to lick the scar on his ribs, then at his hips, grazing his teeth across the bone as his hands tugged the boxers off. “Fuck” Eren bit his lip, hips bucking off the bed, kicking the boxers off once they got to his ankles. “Levi, please, I’ve waited so long to have you” “Sorry, what was that?” Levi asked, looking up at Eren as he took a hold of the shaft with his cold hand, lightly jerking it and breathing teasing breaths over the wet head. Eren whimpered, eyes closing and head thrown back. “Please” “Eren, don’t look away from me. If I’m going to choke on your dick, I want you to enjoy the show” At his words, Eren looked down, eyes desperate. “Now, on more time” He smirked. “What do you want?” Eren’s thighs were shaking. “Please, suck me off” Levi rewarded his Pet with a kiss to his tip. “Good boy” He whispered, opening his mouth and taking Eren in, sinking down almost all the way before pulling up, then back down, then up, down and up, over and over, swirling his tongue around the head, hollowing his cheeks as he sucked, even let out a small moan every once and awhile. “Levi!” Eren’s hands left the sheets in favor of Levi’s hair, tugging and pulling on it. Levi opened his eyes to look up at Eren and growled, harshly digging his nails into his hips and pulling off, sitting on his knees, arms crossed over his chest, making sure not a inch of him was touching Eren. The brunet winced at the claw marks, and whined when Levi pulled completely away, leaving him confused. Levi raised a brow at him, eyes hard and emotionless. Eren whined. “Use your words” “Wh-why did you stop?” “Why should I reward a bad pup that won’t listen to his Master?” Eren only scrunched his eyebrows together. Levi rolled his eyes. “I told you to watch me, and you weren’t, you had your head tilted back” “Oh, I’m sorry” “Sorry? You didn’t do what I told you to do Eren, so why should I give you anything?” “I’m sorry, you’re just so good with your mouth that I couldn’t control my body, it just reacted” Eren pouted, reaching a hand out to touch the raven’s arm but it was slapped away. “I promise I’ll watch from now on.” Eren whined, looking up at Levi with begging eyes. “Please” “Fine, but you better watch” The brunet nodded eagerly, shifting around so he was lying comfortably on the bed, legs open and waiting. Levi bent down and took Eren in his mouth again, hands on the tan thighs as his tongue pushed against the slit, licking up precum.   “Fuck!” Eren’s back arched, hands tangling in black locks, eyes not leaving Levi’s mouth, knowing better than to disobey him again. Levi looked up, smirking when he found Eren looking at him. He didn’t look away as he continued his work on pleasuring Eren. The brunet started to shake, fingers clenching and moans louder. “L-levi, I-I’m gonna-Ahhh” He closed his eyes as he came, spilling himself inside Levi’s mouth. Levi swallowed, licking his lips once Eren was finished. “Happy now?” Levi asked, running a thumb under his lips to catch some saliva there. Eren smiled softly, nodding as he panted. The raven grinned and laid down next to the younger boy, head resting on his shoulder, fingers trailing over his chest. “Levi?” Eren blinked down at the pale face of his lover. Levi hummed, eyes closing. “Something was different with you” Silver eyes opened, looking up at Eren in question. “Nothing bad, complete opposite actually, just different” He only got a pair of scrunched eyebrows in return. “Your tongue” The taller tried to explain, though it was hard because he didn’t know what it was either, something was on Levi’s tongue that sent shivers up his body. Luckily, Levi seemed to understand, and he sat up so he could hover over Eren before sticking out his tongue, revealing a single dark blue stud there. Eren stared, wide eyed at the piercing before the pink muscle retreated back to Levi’s mouth. “Is that what you meant?” Eren nodded. “Since when have you had a tongue ring? I’ve kissed you many times and never felt it” “I forgot to put it in before I left for here a week ago, so I put it back in when I got home” Eren hummed, thumb running over Levi’s bottom lip. “It’s sexy” Levi smirked, leaning down to place a kiss on Eren’s lips before getting up. “I’m going to take a shower, don’t go anywhere” And he went to the bathroom, shutting the door behind him.   -----------   The shower had woken Levi up and he pounced Eren once he was out, still dripping wet, riding him like no tomorrow. After a few rounds of amazing sex, they laid in bed, next to each other, on their backs, panting and covered in sweat and cum. Eren looked over at Levi, whose eyes were closed. He took in the spider bites on the left side of his lip, the bar through his brow, the gauges in his ear, the few helix piercing at the top, and his neck tattoo. “Why are you staring?” Levi asked, voice rough from screaming, eyes still closed. “Just thinking how sexy you are” Levi opened up one eye, looking over at Eren before closing it again. “You already came like, three times” “You’re still sexy” “No more, I’m pooped” Eren grinned, maneuvering so he was leaning over Levi. “So am I. I’m just admiring your looks” Levi just hummed. Mismatched eyes blinked, bringing a hand up to trail fingers down Levi’s neck. “Do all your tattoos having meaning?” The raven nodded. “Some more then others” “What does this one mean?” He asked, still caressing the black and white flower inked onto his lover's neck. “For my Nonna, or grandma. Her favorite flowers are roses. Peach colored ones to be exact” Eren nodded, moving his fingers down and over to the dragon sleeve taking up Levi’s whole right arm. “And this?” “For me. Dragon’s were always my favorite creature growing up. Really, anything that could fly I envid. Being free and having the ability to leave whatever troubles you have behind. It’s amazing” Levi whispered. His eyes opened and he moved his hand down to his left thigh, drawing Eren’s eyes down to the phoenix there, one wing extended up to go over his hip. “Same reason for this. Flying, being free and powerful.” The brunet nodded, moving his fingers to Levi’s left arm, poking the tattoo on his inner forearm, almost the exact location where his own tattoo was. “This?” His fingers trailed over the two crisscrossing swords. “Mikasa. She’s always been my rock, my protection, and I her’s. We’ve been together since conception, we’ve always had each other’s backs.” Levi smiled at the tattoo. “She has the same one, same spot” Eren smiled before looking at the one on his left bicep. It was a single skull with a pirate hat resting atop it, one eye socket covered by the hat. “And this?” “That one was just cause it looked cool, no special meaning, just badass” Eren nodded again, looking down at Levi’s legs. “Do you have any down here?” The raven bent his left knee, showing Eren his ankle. Right between his ankle bone and heel, was a blue butterfly. “For my little sister, Lucy. Blue morpho butterflies are her favorite.” He turned around then, showing Eren his right calf. A black and white picture of the Gold Gate Bridge was inked there. “My first vacation” Eren smiled, trialing his eyes up, stopping on Levi’s ass before going up to the wings. “And the angel wings?” Levi was silent for a moment. “My mom” He didn’t give a reason behind it like all the others, just who it was for. Eren didn’t say anything, just leaning down to kiss the side of Levi’s head. “They’re all very beautiful” “Thank you. I’m proud of them” Levi glanced over at him. “What?” Levi blinked before shaking his head. “Do you want to come to band practice after classes tomorrow? We’re going to be discussing what theme we should do for our album/posters. And you being the photographer, your ideas are necessary” “I would love to, though I’m not sure how much help I’ll be” Levi smiled, rolling over before wrapping his arms around Eren and kissing him.   -----------   The next day went by so slow. Every class seemed to drag on and on, nothing was making sense and it simply sucked. I just want to see Levi. Eren nearly cried in joy when his last class of the day ended and he practically sprinted out of the room, making his way to the room he first saw them practicing. The door was wide open and he could hear Hanji laughing from three hallways over. He stood there in the doorway, being awkward, watching the band members interact. The only one not there was Mike. Hanji was the first to notice the brunet standing stiff in the entrance, surprising considering how she wouldn’t hold still for more than a minute. “Eren! You made it!” Petra smiled, Erwin glared and Levi beckoned him over to him with a single finger. The younger one sat next to Levi, smiling at everyone there. “Hi” “Mike should be here soon, and we can start” The next five minutes were spent with Hanji laughing and going on and on about something Eren wasn’t listening to. Mike walked in, waving at everyone before sitting. “Alright. Let’s start” Erwin spoke. “Where are we going to get props?” Levi asked. “I could ask Miss. Mae for some” Petra said. “The drama people won’t need them all” “Don’t you think we should figure out what we’re going to do first?” Eren asked. “That’s a good point. We aren’t get the right things if we don’t know what the theme is” Hanji mused, nodding her head in agreement. “Sex” Mike said it so bluntly that everyone was a bit taken back by it. “What? The album name it Touch Me. It’s one of our most sexual songs we’ve ever written. It makes sense that it would be sex themed” “That’s true. I mean, who doesn’t love sex?” Levi said, giving Eren a quick smirk. “Asexuals” Hanji raised her hand. “Like me” Levi just stared at her. “I’m not opposed to the idea of dressing sexy for a few pictures” “Yeah. We could dress in sexy costumes” Petra grinned. “Like a furry?” Levi raised a perfect eyebrow, obviously joking. “I was thinking something more Military themed” “Nice” Mike nodded. “Nothing too out of this world though” “No, nothing crazy” Hanji agreed.   “So sexy military?” Levi asked. When he gets nods, he smirked. “I call being the Captain” “Ohh, Captain Levi, that suits you” Eren grinned. “I prefer Master, but that’s not bad” Levi’s smirk only grew when Eren blushed. “Ok, Captain Levi. I’ll be squad leader Hanji” “Does it really matter what our titles are?” Mike asked, rolling his eyes. “No, but it’s fun.” “So I’ll need to ask the drama department for a prop bed and maybe a chair?” Petra asked. “Where will we get costumes?” “I already asked my friend Nifa if she would make costumes, and she agreed, she just needs our measurements and ideas.” Hanji said, pulling a notebook and tape measure out of nowhere. “Who’s first?” Mike stood up, taking off his hoodie and shirt and Hanji immediately started taking measurements. She wrote down numbers after she measured his chest, waist, hips, and even his thighs, as well as his height. “Now Petra?” Petra stood and took her shirt off, purposely facing Eren as Hanji took her measurement, but Eren wasn’t looking, he had looked away in respect for her privacy. Levi smirked at him, heart pounding a bit in his chest at the respect he had for the brunet. “Levi?” Levi stood, taking his shirt off and loved the fact Eren’s face went red, but he didn’t look, still looking towards the closed door. Respectful little shit. “Those are some nice marks” Hanji said, taking in the hand shaped bruises on his hips. “Eren likes it rough” Levi smirked, chuckling when Eren’s posture stiffen and face turn even redder. “Good for him” Hanji answers, nonchalant, finishing up, before handing the tape measure to Levi, taking off her own shirt and Levi took her measurements. “Done?” “Yep” Levi handed the stuff back to her before putting his shirt back on and sitting next to Eren. “So I’m assuming it’s going to be made of leather?” “Yes, that’s why I took leg measurements as well.” Hanji said. “Maybe the guys could be shirtless. You both have nice bodies and the girls would swoon for a shirtless picture of Levi in leather pants.” I would swoon for that. “Levi and Petra are our most popular, so we should put more attention on them. More pictures and sexier outfits” Mike put in. “Good idea” Hanji pulled out her phone, typing away at it, probably texting Nifa. “So she said she can get them down in a month, with help. Can you guys sew at all?” “Erwin can” Levi looked over at the blonde. “Didn’t your mom teach you?” Erwin nodded. “So you can help. I know a little bit, but that’s only mending holes” Levi shrugged. “But I can try” “Great” Hanji typed away again. “She said to go meet her at her sewing room, it’s down a level” “Let’s go. We can give her better ideas if we’re there” Petra stood and everyone followed her out the door. “You can go” Levi said, following behind the others with Eren. “You have homework, right?” “Yeah. Are you sure?” “Yes, go. I want to surprise you with my sexy outfit” “You don’t need leather to be sexy” Levi smirked, standing on his toes to kiss Eren. “Go do your homework, come over to my room in a few hours” “Alright”   ----------   Eren had down all his homework in about one hour. He was planning on staying there but Reiner and Bert were making out on the couch so he decided to just head to Levi’s dorm. He took the stairs, killing some time before he found his way there. He was going to grab the spare key on the top of the door frame when he noticed people were talking inside. He blinked before knocking on the wood. A few seconds later, the door opened, revealing a shirtless man, but it wasn’t Levi. “Can I help you?” He asked, leaning one arm against the door. He had a friendly smile on his face. His hair was so blonde it was almost white and he had light blue eyes, definitely a good looking man. He also had hickies on his neck and torso, some old, others fresh. Anger and jealousy bubbled in Eren’s gut. No, calm down, maybe you just got the wrong room. And even if you didn’t, Levi’s not yours, you’re just fuck buddies. “S-sorry, I’m looking for Levi” “Oh, you must be Eren, he talks about you all the time” He chuckled. Eren felt his eyes twitch. “Does he now? He’s never mentioned you before” “That’s not surprising. I’m Farlan Church” He stuck his hand out and Eren took it just to be nice. “Eren Jaeger” Eren, calm down. Levi’s allowed to fuck whoever he wants and so are you, just stop with the anger. “Farlan, who is it?” Levi’s voice sounded tired and hoarse. Eren was practically trembling in rage. “It’s Eren” Farlan stepped to the side, letting a stiff Eren in. Levi was sitting up in bed, hair a total mess, and he was in nothing but his boxers. “Eren” Levi smiled. “I’m going to head out” Farlan tugged his shirt on and put on his shoes. “I’ll see you later Levi. It was nice meeting you Eren” Eren only nodded, watching Farlan leave.   “Hello handsome” Levi had walked over and now was pulling Eren down to kiss him. Eren didn’t push him away but he didn’t reciprocate the kiss either, and Levi noticed. “What’s wrong?” “Haven’t you had enough?” Eren couldn’t keep the venom out of his voice, he was livid, he felt his heart breaking and he knew he shouldn’t. “What do you mean?” “Haven’t you been satisfied with him?” Eren jabbed his finger at the door. Levi furrowed his brow before understanding crossed his features. “I’m not sleeping with Farlan” “Don’t lie to me. You could at least be honest with me” “I am. Farlan is like a brother to me, I would never” Eren scrunched his brows, watching Levi. “Really?” “Yes. You are the only person I’m sleeping with” Eren blinked “Promise?” Levi nodded. “Sorry. I know I don’t have the right to be jealous. We aren’t a thing or a couple, I just...I don’t know” “It’s alright” He reached up to ruffle Eren’s hair. “What about the marks on his neck?” “He’s Isabel’s boyfriend. He came here to shower because he hates to public ones”   “Oh” Eren pouted. “And your voice? It’s all rough and scratching, like you’ve been screaming” “I have been, just not in the way you’re thinking. Hanji was talking with her mouth full, laughed and spit half chewed food onto my face.” Levi shuddered at the memory. “So I ripped her a new one. I took a shower, which is why I’m naked”   “Ok” Eren nodded, feeling sheepish for jumping to conclusions. “Why would I fuck anyone when I have you? The best I’ve ever had?” Eren chuckled “that’s true” Levi leaned up and kissed him, who kissed back this time, pulling Levi closer to him. “You’re the best I’ve ever had” “I know” Levi smirked, leaning up to kiss him again. ***** This Makes it Real ***** Chapter Summary The photo shoot, smut and something else. Chapter Notes The ending was not planned, just happened, so I hope it's good and you enjoy it. This is what Levi's outfit looks like: https://www.youtube.com/ watch?v=C0fH3x4V-WY See the end of the chapter for more notes The month had passed in what felt like nothing. School sucked ass, Levi was still a real sexy piece of ass, and Eren was still a horny ass. Levi unfortunately had been busy helping with the costumes, that Eren and him haven’t seen each other much. It was really taking a toll on Eren’s libido. He wanted to have sex but the raven refused. Eren was currently checking his camera. The band had completed the costumes, Petra got the props, and they were going to take the pictures today. Eren glanced at the clock, deciding it was time to head on over to the music room the band practiced in. Eren pulled on his jacket and shoes before heading out, waving goodbye to Sasha and Connie on his way. He passed some familiar faces, smiling at them with a small nod. He walking to the art building, taking the stairs and to the room, where everyone was already there, as well as Isabel and Farlan, and two other people he’s never seen before. “Eren” Hanji smiled from where she was by a throne looking thing, draping some fabric over it. Levi turned around, a small smile on his face as he walked over and kissed him. “Hey” Eren grinned, leaning down for one more kiss. “Hi” “I feel like it’s been forever since I last saw you” “Like, three days” “Exactly” “Hiya Eren” Isabel waved at him, helping a sandy hair boy fix the blankets on a bed, while Farlan working on the pillows. “Hey Isabel, everyone” “Eren! This is my boyfriend, Mobilt” Hanji grabbed the sandy hair boy, holding his arm tightly, with a huge grin. “It’s nice to meet you Eren” Moblit smiled, and Eren nodded back. “You too” “And this is Nifa” Mike introduced the red headed girl who was working on his outfit, making sure everything was in place. “Hello” She smiled, before turning back to Mike. “Hi” He walked over to a chair and table that was set in front of the bed, putting his bag on the floor, taking out his laptop and camera, placing them on the table. “What are you doing?” Levi asked, watching Eren work. “I’m linking my camera to the laptop so the second I take a picture, it uploads to my computer.” “Cool” Levi nodded. After a few minutes, everything was set up. Moblit, Isabel and Farlan left, and Nifa stayed to help with the costumes. “Who’s going first?” Eren asked. Mike raised his hand, walking over in a pair of black leather pants, black boots and odd straps all around his legs and chest. “Alright, sit and look sexy” Eren smirked. Mike laughed lightly, sitting down on the bed.   After some time, taking multiple pictures of Mike looking sexy, Eren called it good and asked Hanji to go next, who had already changed into her outfit. She was wearing a black sports bra, pants, boots and straps just like Mike’s. Eren took photos of her before going to Petra. Her outfit was very similar to Hanji’s, but she was in a black one piece with a low cut front and thigh high boots. Honestly, it wasn’t very military themed other then the police style hat with The Wings of Freedom on it. She also had a riding crop in her hands. She did a very good job with her poses, she wasn’t stiff and awkward like Mike and Hanji, they took some coaxing to loosen up and do more scandalous movements, but Petra just did it. Eren snapped pictures, not really thinking it was all that weird until she sat on her knees at the end of the bed, legs spread. She took the riding crop and brushed it under Eren’s chin, biting her lip as she did so, pulling him closer with the pressure on his jaw. Eren blinked, but didn’t say anything, just snapped a few photos. Levi was seething off to the side, and Petra threw him a smirk. Levi rolled his eyes and walked off towards Nifa to change. Soon enough, Petra was done and Levi came walking up, heeled boots clicking on the floor. Eren turned towards him and his mouth dropped.   He was in the same straps and pants as the other’s, he was completely shirtless like Mike, he had a hat like Petra’s, and a black jacket that reached mid-rib, the logo on his arms, chest pocket and back. He was wearing knee high boots with a three inch heels. His hands were covered in gloves and he also had a riding crop. “Wow” Eren whispered, eyes leaving his body to see he had an eye patch on his right eye and for some reason, that was fucking sexy. Levi smirked, strutting his way to the bed, climbing on, bringing his chest to the bed, ass still up in the air, biting his lip in a way that made Eren’s cock throb. “Eren” He whispered and Eren blinked. “Y-yes Master” Lust flashed in his eye, licking his lips. “Pictures” Eren looked down at his hands, bringing the camera up and snapping a few pictures before Levi changed his pose, this continued for a while, Eren’s cock growing everytime Levi moved, each pose sexier than the last. Levi smirked, crawling to the edge of the bed, sitting on his knees, spreading them and biting his lip. Eren sighed contently, taking another picture. Levi brought his riding crop up to Eren’s cheek, caressing the skin with the leather. Eren nearly dropped his camera when Levi dragged the whip to his chin, pushing up enough to pull Eren closer. Eren didn’t think, submissive, masochistic side taking over and he did as his master wished. Eren kneeled in front of Levi before kissing him. Mouth hungry, hands desperate as he pushed Levi down on the prop bed, practically pulling Levi’s legs around him and he rutted down, grinding his painfully hard dick against Levi’s own. Levi moaned, head tilting back, hips moving in time with Eren’s. “Fuck, Eren!” Levi growled, sitting up and pushing Eren down roughly, climbing on him and circling his hips perfectly against his jeans. “Get. Out” Eren opened his eyes, thinking Levi’s growl was directed to him, but Levi was looking to the side, glaring daggers. Eren looked over, eyes widening at seeing the band members, Erwin and Nifa, all blushing and looking slightly mortified. He had completely forgot about them. He sat up, face turning bright red, going to push Levi off him, but the raven shoved him down, turning his glare to Eren. “Don’t. Move” He growled and Eren nodded, whimpering. “Good boy” Levi continued thrusting on him, grinding his ass down. “Get. Out” He turned his attention back to his audience, not stopping his movements on Eren. Eren wanted to protest, to tell Levi they could go somewhere else, but he couldn’t gain control of his tongue with Levi moving like that. He was completely lost that he almost cried when Levi got off him, but he quickly shut up when Levi tugged Eren’s jeans down just enough to pull his cock out. “Master?” “I thought they would never leave” He groaned, taking off his own pants and boots, throwing them on the floor, followed by his boxers, before climbing on top of Eren. “I need you” Eren groaned, hands moving to grab Levi’s ass, squeezing and moving his fingers to tease the hole but noticed something was there. He grabbed the plastic and pulled out the plug, placing it on the bed as Levi maneuvered on him, sinking down onto the throbbing cock. “Master!”   “Oh fuck Eren! So big!!” Eren nails dug into Levi’s hips, thrusting up into that delicious heat he hadn’t felt in so long. “So good!” “Master, so tight. Fuck I love being inside you” “I love having you inside me, Pet! I love your cock so much! It’s so big and perfect. It makes me feel like I’m in heaven!” Levi moaned, throwing his head back. He was still wearing the gloves, eyepatch and straps around his chest. The hat had fallen off when he tilted his head back when Eren entered him. “You’re so sexy, Master” Levi looked down at him. “You too Pet” Eren grinned, looking to see the riding crop sitting next to him. “Master?” “What?” “Can you...use that on me?” Levi looked down at the whip, taking and twisting it around in his hands. “You sure?” “Yes. Please” Levi watched him for a moment, now not moving up and down on Eren’s cock. “Safe word?” “Coconut” “Good.” Levi gave no warning before hitting Eren’s chest. Eren yelped, back arching. “Are you ok?” Eren nodded, moaning softly. “Again” Another hit. “Again” After every hit, Eren begged for another. “Again. Again. Again. Again Master, please” Levi had started moving, bouncing up and down on Eren’s cock like he was born to do so, doing as requested from Eren, hitting him on his chest, stomach and arms. “You’re such a good boy Eren” Levi moaned, hips stuttering, orgasam quickly approching as he watching Eren’s tan skin turning red from loving abuse and lust. “So perfect. You’re everything I’ve always wanted, what I’ve needed!” Levi dropping the riding crop, pushing his hands on Eren’s chest, putting his weight there as he moved up. “I never want to lose you!” Levi screamed out before squeaking, coming hard onto Eren’s chest. Eren watched in awe and want. He had never made Levi squeak before, never made him say things like that, and it brought Eren to ecstasy without him even realizing it. Levi collapsed on top of Eren’s cum covered chest, panting and shaking. “I love having your cum inside me, I love feeling it drip down my legs” Levi kissed his cheek. “I love your skin, and your nose, your lips and eyes, oh God, your eyes” Levi mumbled. “I love having you in my arms, I love touching you and having you touch me. I love everything about you Eren” Eren grinned, watching as Levi fell asleep on his chest, breathing steady and soft, body heavy. Eren brushed a strand of black hair from pale skin. Knowing no one but himself would hear it, he confessed the thing he’s been debating since he first laid eyes on Levi, something he’s been trying to deny but can’t, not any more. He would say it out loud and there would be no stopping it now.   “I love you too Levi” Chapter End Notes Eren loves Levi. ***** Mine? ***** Chapter Summary Someone form Eren's past shows up and smut ensures. Chapter Notes Smut, are you really that surprised? See the end of the chapter for more notes Slowly the leaves started changing colors, going from green to orange, red, and yellow, braking from their stems to drift to the ground for students to walk over and hear the crunch beneath the soles of their shoes. It was now November and everything was cold. Eren never really was a fan of Fall or Winter, he preferred the warm months. He liked wearing nothing but shorts and a tank top and still be to hot, not this crap of having to bundle up in many layers just to keep warm. And it was only November! It was going to get worse before it got better. Eren grumbled into his scarf, gloved hands shoved into his pockets, teeth chattering as he walked back to his dorm at the end of the day. He nearly ran up the stairs to his well heated dorm and he plopped onto the couch. He stayed in his coat for a few minutes before deeming himself warm enough to take off his outerwear. After he put everything away, he sat on the couch with a laptop to work on editing the photos he took of the band. He didn’t want to brag, but he didn’t have to do much when it came to filters and such. He had to fix a few red-eyes and brighten up a few, but other then that, it was fine. He was about finished with his last picture of Levi when Connie came in, smiling happily at Eren, seating next to him, leaning over to look at the screen. “What’cha working on?” “Photos” “No shit” Connie rolled his eyes playfully. “Who’s that hunk?” “His name’s Levi” Connie nodded. “Isn’t he that one guy girls talk about like he’s some sex God?” “I’ve heard a few people say he’s attractive” “Well, he is, look at him” “I’m aware” Connie started, watching Eren had a black and white filter, before taking the filter away on just Levi’s eyes, so his blue stood out. “Why do you have a picture of Levi dressed like a sadist?” “He hired me to take pictures for his band” “Oh...cool” The bald headed guy leaned back, staring at the ceiling. “Is he really that ripped, or is that photoshop?” “He’s really that ripped” “Jesus” Eren nodded, licking his lips as he started at Levi’s abs. He could feel Connie’s eyes on him. He sighed and turned his attention to him. It’s not that Eren didn’t like Connie, he loved the kid, but sometimes he was a bit much and Eren just wanted to get this done so he could shower and then go to Levi’s. “Yes?” “You find him sexy” “Everyone finds him sexy” Eren said, saving the photo before going to Email Erwin the best ones. Connie was silent for a few more minutes before he talked again. “Is he the one that’s been leaving those hickies?” Eren sputtered, choking on his spit as he tried to regain his composure. “I was right” “Wh-what makes you say that?” “The way you reacted” Connie grinned. “Why didn’t you tell any of your roommates about him?” “Because it’s not your business who I’m sleeping with” Eren sent the Email. “You’re a good friend Connie, but my personal life is my personal life, if I don’t want to tell you or anyone anything, then I don’t need too” He closed his laptop before standing. “Hey, I didn’t mean to insult you or anything, just thought I’d ask” “I’m not insulted, just explaining to you what you asked. I just didn’t want to tell anyone about me and Levi” He shrugged before putting his computer in his room and going to the shower.   Eren didn’t take long before he got out, dressed in his outerwear and leaving the dorms, rushing over to the art building where Levi was. Eren followed the signs to the recording room. He walked in and saw Hanji, Mike, Erwin, Levi and Oluo standing in a room with soundproof walls, and a bunch of dials and electric stuff used for recording. Petra was on the other side of a window, singing in front of the microphone. It was the first time he heard her sing, and he understood why that’s what she did in the band. Her voice was high, but not annoyingly so, it was smooth and soft, but powerful and strong. She smiled and waved at him, not stopping her singing. “Hey Brat” Levi whispered, walking over to him and placing a kiss on his cheek. “You’re early” “No I’m not” Levi blinked before looking at the clock on the wall. “Oh, shit. This took a lot longer than I thought.” He sighed, rubbing his face. “We’re almost done” “Levi, you can go. You already played, it’s fine” Mike said, waving them away. “You sure?” When he got nods from the group, he grabbed Eren’s hand and lead him away.    “How was the recording?” “It was good, took forever and we only did one song” “Why only one?” “Oluo wanted to see if it sounded better with all of us playing at once, or separately and merging them together later” Levi looked over at Eren. “Did you finish the photos?” The brunet nodded. “I sent them to Erwin about an hour ago” “Good” Levi let go of Eren’s hand to grab a cigarette from his pocket, placing it between his lips before lighting it. Eren watched him suck in some smoke before blowing it out. “It should be illegal to look that good while giving yourself cancer” Levi rolled his eyes, let smoke drift from his open mouth before he blew it out with a smirk. “That's nothing new” He mumbled, putting the cigarette back between his lips. Before Eren could ask for an elaboration, a voice in front of them stopped him. “Eren?” The taller looked away from Levi to see- “Hitch?” She grinned, walking over to him. “Hey, I haven’t seen you in forever” He blinked, stuttering over his words. “Wh-what are you doing here?” “I’m thinking of transferring here, I’m on a tour” She smiled, looking Eren up and down. “I might just transfer here to get to see you everyday” Eren cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck, not comfortable with Hitch looking at him like that. “W-well don’t let me be the deciding factor” He chuckled nervously. She stepped closer to Eren, wrapping her arms around his neck and pushing her chest against him. “What to hang out tonight?” Eren felt his cheeks heating up. “I-I have plans” Hitch pouted out her lip. “Doing what?” “Me” Levi growled, crossing his arms and glaring daggers at the honey haired girl. Hitch’s expression turned sour. “What?” “Eren’s having sex with me tonight, so get your skanky ass away from him” Hitch blinked in surprise, before she pushed herself closer to Eren, who in turn, tried pushing her away. “You don’t want to fuck that midget do you Eren? You want me right?” She bit her lip, blinking up at him. “Uh” Eren blinked, confused as to what was going on. “Chose Eren. Me” Hitch let go of Eren to grab her own breast, squeezing them.. “Or him” She sneered, glaring at Levi. Eren opened his mouth to tell her Levi, but a hand on his collar yanked him down and Levi’s lips smashed against his own. The younger boy immediately melted and started kissing back, happily taking Levi’s tongue. After a few seconds of kissing, Levi tilted his head up and Eren went to kissing his neck. Levi smirked, turning his gaze to Hitch. “I think he picked me” He gently tugged Eren’s hair, getting him to stop sucking on his neck. “Let’s go back to my dorm?” Eren nodded eagerly, already growing hard in his jeans. “Yes” Levi said nothing else, giving Hitch no other knowledgement, just grabbed Eren’s hand and lead him away to his room. Eren nearly pounced at Levi once the door was shut behind him, but the glare Levi was sporting stopped him. “What?” He whispered, shrinking under the glare. Levi licked his teeth, crossing his arms and cocking out a hip. “Why didn’t you push her away, or tell her you were taken?” Eren blinked. “I-I tried, but I wasn’t going to hurt someone, and she wouldn’t let me talk” Eren bowed his head. “I was about to tell her I pick you, I’ll always pick you” Because I love you.   Levi glare softened slightly, but just slightly. “You’re mine Eren, and I don’t like when people touch my things” He stepped closer, making Eren shudder. “I. Don’t. Share” “I’m sorry” “Are you? You don’t look very sorry” Levi’s lips turned up slightly, lust flashing in his eyes. “Get on your knees and beg for my forgiveness” Eren dropped down to his knees. “I’m sorry” He looked up at Levi, keeping his head down, looking up at Levi through his lashes, putting on his best innocent face. “I’m sorry, Master” He could see Levi’s resolve crumbling. His pale cheeks were already turning red, body shaking, chest heaving in pants and cock hardening in his jeans. Eren bit his lip and saw Levi shudder. Eren put his hands on the floor and slowly crawled forward, keeping his eyes glued to Levi’s. “I’m sorry” He leaned down and kissed Levi’s boot, moving up with small kisses to his legs. A tan hand grabbed Levi’s left leg and put it on his shoulder to better kiss the clothed thigh. He could feel Levi shaking against his lips. “I’m sorry” He moved to mouth at the bulge under Levi’s zipper. He looked up, but he could only see Levi’s crossed arms. He shrugged slightly, taking the top of the raven’s jeans to pop open the button before pulling the zipper down with his teeth. He used his hands to drop the pants and boxers to the floor before taking Levi in his mouth. “Ahh!” Levi moaned, hands un-crossing to grab Eren’s head and pull him deeper. “Fuck ahhh!!” Eren almost smirked. Finally.   Eren continued his assault on Levi’s cock, sucking him in all the right places, hands caressing his ass and thighs. After a few minutes, Levi started thrusting into Eren’s mouth, moaning loudly with each thrust. “Eren! I’m gonna cum! AHH!” Levi tensed up, ejaculating down Eren’s throat. That didn’t last long. Eren thought as he pulled off Levi, wiping his mouth. Levi slowly sat on the floor, face flush and eyes wide. “Oh shit” Levi breathed, pulling off his sweaty shirt. “You’re forgiven” Eren pouted. “Really? But I have something else planned” Levi blinked, side-eyeing Eren for a bit. “Oh really?” Eren nodded, looking like a puppy, eager to please. “What is it?” Eren licked his lips, eyes moving to look at Levi’s plump ass. “I want to eat you out” Levi shivered, and he bit his lip. “You...you want to give me a rim job?” Eren nodded and Levi blinked. “Is that alright?” Levi nodded, looking away from Eren. “I...I’ve never gotten one before” “No? With all your experience?”   Levi nodded, looking down at his legs. “Most of the guys I’ve slept with are straight, and apparently it’s not gayto fuck, orget head from a dude, but getting fucked or giving oral makes you a ‘faggot ’” Levi sneered, cringing at the word. Eren leaned over to kiss Levi’s cheek. “Well I’m gay as a fucking rainbow, so I don’t mind giving you oral, obviously” He gestured to the cum still dripping down his chin that he had missed when cleaning. Levi smirked. “I want to eat that booty like groceries” Levi groaned. “I might deny you that just for what you said” “Nooo” Eren whined. “I want to, I’m sorry” Levi rolled his eyes, moving around so he was standing, leaning over the armchair, hands on the armrests, ass presented to Eren. Levi looked over at the burnet, wiggling his ass. “Come eat” Eren wasted no time to get over to Levi and spread his cheeks. “An asshole should not look that sexy” He breathed before pushing his face between those round cheeks. When Levi felt the first lick, he nearly collapsed, knees going weak, and a moan that could make a porn star blush fell from his lips. “Eren! Oh! Ahh- nngn!” His whole body was shaking in a matter of seconds, he wanted to pull Eren closer but he was scared he would fall if he let go of the chair. “Ere- ahhh!!” Eren growled, grabbing Levi’s hips to pull him closer, nearly laughing at how the small movement nearly made Levi fall. He moved away from Levi, pride and cock growing at the whine he got in from his lover. “It would be easier if you were kneeling down” Levi grumbled but moved down so he was kneeling on the ground, chest against the floor. Eren nodded in approval before going back to his meal,  loving the mewls he was pulling from the raven. And he said he wasn’t a moaner. Eren eyes widened. What if he’s faking? No, no he’s not, Levi wouldn’t make noises like this just to turn on his partner, he’s to prideful. Meaning I’m doing this to him.   “Eren. Why’d you stop?” Levi’s voice was broken and soft, almost innocent. Eren realized he had stopped moving his tongue and quickly continued, bringing his hand up to slide a finger into the spit soaked entrance, earning a cry of pleasure. “Eren!” Eren coninted eating, adding three finger easily, loving how Levi started shaking and he came, screaming Eren’s name before he collapsed on the floor, panting, shaking and whining. “You’re so sexy” Eren whispered, holding Levi’s arm and tugging him so he rolled around onto his back. Levi was completely wrecked, face red and sweaty, his lips parted in heavy pants, eyes heavy lidded and dark. He looked like he had the best fuck of his life, which he kind of did. “Am I forgiven now?” Eren smirked, surprised when Levi found the strength to grab his shoulder and pull himself up. “No, no I want more” He cupped Eren’s hard cock through his pants. “I want this. I need it” He pulled Eren into a kiss, which also surprised Eren because he had just eaten his ass, but that didn’t seem to bother Levi in the slightest. “Please” He whispered against the taller boy’s lips, grinding down on him. Levi was begging, the dominate was begging? Eren was not going to say no to that. He quickly took off his lower clothing, tossing them away. Levi whined, working with Eren to get him inside. The raven threw his head back, moaning loudly when Eren pushed in. Levi started moving up and down as soon as he could, and Eren grabbed a hold of him, moving in time with Levi, his face buried in the damp tattooed neck. It was odd, neither one was on top or on the bottom, Levi’s hands were bracing himself behind him, legs bent and wrapped around Eren’s hips, and one of Eren’s hands was on the floor, holding himself up, and the other was holding onto Levi, palm flat against his back. Both were moving in perfect harmony. Levi was making sounds that would be censored in a porno, but Eren wasn’t doing much better, moaning and screaming when his little lover would move at the right angle. The position they were in was great for hitting Levi’s prostate and they were both taking advantage of it. Levi knew if he hadn’t already cum twice, he would have by now. He had no idea how Eren was holding out. He knew the brat was enjoying it, he was moaning just as loud as Levi.   “Levi!” The raven opened his eyes at the sound of his name to see Eren just as wreaked as he felt. “Y-you don’t have to b-be jealous. I’m yours, I won’t leave you” Neither of them had any idea how he was coming up with corent words, but he was, and those words made Levi grab  Eren’s head and pulling him into a kiss, screaming into his mouth as he came. Eren moaned, pulling Levi closer, hands on his back and he came. Levi was completely limp in his arms, panting into his neck with his head resting against Eren’s shoulder. As for the younger, he was panting, sitting cross-legged with Levi on his lap, fingers gently moving up and down Levi’s back, tracing his spine and the scars he felt there. “Don’t touch my back” Levi whispered, voice hoarse and Eren immediately let go. Levi groaned, moving up to look down at Eren. “Mine?” Eren nodded. Levi blinked, obviously a little out of it. He pointed at himself. “Yours?” “I would love that” “Then I’m yours, as long as you’re mine” “So forever?” Levi nodded. “I need to go” He didn’t want to, but he did, it was getting late. Levi pouted. “Shower first. You reek of sex” “I think that’s you” “It’s both of us” Levi chuckled, before standing on shaking legs.   ---------   Eren cleaned up and made his way to his dorm. He opened the door to see the lights off and TV on. Reiner and Bert were cuddling on the couch and Sasha and Connie were also snuggling next to them. “Oh, hey Eren, care to join us? We just started the movie” Sasha asked, munching on popcorn. “N-no, I don’t want to intrude on your date.” Eren smiled before shutting the door. He sighed. He loved his roommates, and he was glad they were happy, but he always felt like the third or fifth wheel. It was nice that Jean was also single but he wasn’t around. Eren rubbed his eyes, not really paying attention to where he was going. His feet stopped on their own record and he looked where he was. In front of Levi’s dorm. He shrugged, knocking on the wood and it opened a few seconds later. “Did you forget something?” Levi asked, confused considering they said goodbye not even ten minutes ago. “Can I stay the night?” Levi blinked. “Sure, but no more sex. My ass hurts” He let Eren in. “I was just about to watch a movie. Care to join?” “I’d love to” Eren smiled.                    Chapter End Notes Tumblr: myloveofchocolate-ereri. If you guys to remember, Hitch is the one that took Eren's virginity. ***** Thanksgiving ***** Chapter Summary Some smut. Thanksgiving, and discoveries. Chapter Notes Warning: Blindfolds, cock rings, and bondage. This is like, 13 pages, so I hope you enjoy. So Levi starts realizing things. See the end of the chapter for more notes Do you ever say something as a joke, and then your parents turn it into a lecture? Well something similar had happened to Eren, but a lot better. The brunet has asked about what Levi’s toy box consisted of, and his answer was a smirk and order to lay on the bed naked. And that’s how he ended up, tied and blindfolded on the bed, a cock ring around his hard member. Apparently watching your lover tie you up was very sexy. The raven had left to the bathroom a few minutes ago with a promise to be back, but Eren was starting to get soft waiting, and cold. He sighed, flexing his wrists out. He wanted to call out for the other, but before any words could escape, the door opened. Eren held his breath when he heard heels clicking on the wood floors. His cock twitched to life when he felt eyes on him, and a deep, honey like voice spoke in a teasing tone. “Hoh? Did you go soft? Did I take to long for Mr. Eren Jaeger?” “I-it’s cold” Eren whispered. “Is it? Well, should I warm you up then?” Eren nodded eagerly, biting his lip when he heard the footsteps continuing towards him. Not being able to see sent excitement and lust through him. Every other sense was heightened, and he couldn’t wait to have those hands on him. He jumped slightly when a cold finger touched his hip and trailed up slowly to his lips. A thumb ran over his bottom lip before pulling it down slightly. “You look good like this. All defenseless and submissive” “Master” Eren moaned, arching into Levi’s touch. A dark chuckle above him made him whimper. “Already hard?” The cold fingers touched Eren cock. Light touches driving the taller mad. “But I hardly touched you” a finger toyed with the head, pulling a the slit just slightly. Eren whined, lifting his hips as high as he could with his ankles tied down. The hand on his cock left and slapped his thigh. “Did I say you could move?” Eren immediately dropped down, whimpering out apologizes. “I-I’m sorry. I’m just so addicted you your touch Master” Levi hummers approvingly. “I noticed. You slut” “Only for you” “Good” Levi leaned down to place a small kiss on the brats lips as a reward. “Now. Tell me what you want” “To be inside you” “I don’t think you’ve earned that privilege yet, do you pet?” Levi trailed his fingers down Eren’s neck. “Something else” “C-can I suck your cock?” Eren swallowed, quickly adding. “Please” “Well, since you asked so nicely” Levi chuckled and straighten up to take his leather shorts that were way to tight around his hard cock, off. He let them drop to the floor and stepped out of them before climbing onto the kids chest, lifting his hips above his head. “Open” he grinned at how easily Eren listened. Levi lead his cock into Eren mouth, who eagerly took it with a moan. Levi lifted his hips before pushing back in, slowly fucking Eren’s mouth. Gunmetal eyes were trained on the rock hard cock in front of him, watched as it twitched with each little moan he gave, and the way Eren’s goes curled every so often. Levi leaned down and gave a teasing lick to the head, taking in the salty precum. Eren bucked up, moaning loudly around Levi. Levi pulled himself out, ignoring the disappointment in Eren’s whine. He pushed his ass back, smirking when Eren started licking at his entrance. “Good boy” Levi groaned, thrusting back into that hungry mouth. The raven reached back and pushed a finger in next to Eren’s tongue. Usually Eren would work him open with his tongue and fingers, but he couldn’t do that with his hands tied, now can he? Levi felt his orgasam approaching, his slightly sadistic, dominant side crying in joy at having Eren at his mercy. “Eren!” Levi came, cum spurting out over Eren’s chest, and some even got on the brats cock. “Fuck” Levi pulled away from a twitching Eren. “C-can I be inside you now?” “Impatient shit” Levi rolled his eye, but positioned himself over Eren’s cock. “I think you deserve it” Eren nodded. “I’ve been a very good boy, I do deserve it Master” Levi hummed. He gathered his cum off Eren’s torso and speared it over Eren’s cock before sitting down on it, taking him in in one movement. Eren arched off the bed. Moaning loudly. “Master!!” Levi bit his lip, tilting his head back as he bounced on him. “Oh, fuck” Eren whined, his orgasam quickly approaching. He was in the same situation as Levi. He was loving being at Levis complete control. “Master! I’m going to cum!” Levi just twisted his hips, and Eren went over the edge. Or, he almost did. Something yanked him roughly away from the edge of ecstasy, but just barely out of reach. And that something was a cock ring.   He cried in frustration, thrusting desperately into a smirking Levi. “Master! Please, I need to cum!” “Do you?” “Yes! I can’t take it” “But we just started Eren” “I have good stamina, you know this” Eren whined, tilting his head back. “Please” “No” “Master, it hurts” “Then use your safe word” Eren pressed his lips together in defiance. He wasn’t about to give up when he was honestly enjoying the pressure building between his legs. He wiggled his hips, feeling Levi move around him. He gasped, toes curling into the sheets as another orgasam was ripped from him. “Master, please!” Levi started moving his hips in a circular motion. “How does this feel, Pet?” “I-I don’t kn-know!” Eren arched his back, biting harshly onto his lip. “It hurts, but in a good away.” He whimpered. “Ha-having my orgasam denied hurts, but it turns me on, and that makes me need to cum more, nngh!” “And it’s just an endless circle” Levi placed his hands on Eren’s chest and lifted himself up before dropping back down. “If it gets to be to much, you can use your safe word” Eren shook his head. “N-no, I lo-love this” He whined again, legs shaking as yet another orgasam was denied. “Please let me cum” Levi licked his lips, taking himself in hand and stroking in time with his thrusts. He closed his eyes, listening to Eren’s pants and pleads. “I’m close” He whispered, and gasped when Eren thrusted up, right into his prostate, pushing him over. He came all over Eren’s chest. The brunet was whimpered and squirming beneath him, and Levi realized he was clenching around him and he loosened himself up before pulling off. “No, no Master, please, I need to cum” “Calm down” Levi tsked, before taking the cock ring off him. Eren sighed, feeling the pressure ease a bit. Levi barely brushed his fingers against Eren’s member before Eren’s multiple orgasams shot out and covered his ass cheeks. While Eren was recovering, Levi went to work untying him and taking off the blindfold. Eren slowly opened his eyes, smiling softly at Levi once his eyes adjusted. “That was……” He grinned. “Amazing” Levi hummed, reaching over to grab the baby wipes from the side table and cleaned himself off before working on Eren. “You need to get dressed. Mikasa will be here soon” Eren pouted. “Why?” “Do you want her to see you naked?” “No, I meant why is she coming here?” “We’re going home for the weekend” Eren whined, pulling Levi into his chest. “Noooo” “Don’t be such a brat” “I don’t want you to go though” “Well that’s just too damn bad” Levi wiggled out of Eren’s hold and walked to his wardrobe. “Get dressed” Eren laid there for a few more moments before getting up and putting his clothes on. “Do you want me to be here when you get back?” Levi shrugged as he zipped up his bag. “If you want” Eren came up behind him and kissed his neck. “You’re so sexy” “Stop” Levi rolled his eyes, pushing Eren away. “We don’t have time and we literally just had sex” Someone knocked on the door. “Doesn’t make you any less sexy” Levi glared halfheartedly, walking over to the door and opening it. “Hey” Mikasa nodded. “Ready to go?” “Yep” Levi swung his bag over his shoulder, before turning and giving Eren a quick kiss. “I’ll text you when we get there” “Drive safe” Mikasa and Levi started walking away, but Levi turned so he could face Eren, still walking with his sister. “Get your homework done, brat!” Eren smiled and waved, watching the twins get into the elevator. Mikasa was eyeing Levi the whole way down. “What?” Levi snapped. Mikasa shook her head slightly and turned to look straight ahead once the elevator stopped. “You two are getting close” “What do you mean?” Levi asked, following his sister to their car. “You never leave a fuck buddy alone in your dorm. You kick them out before I even get there” “Yeah, well I didn’t care about those” Mikasa stopped in her tracks, staring at him wide eyed before a smile over took her features. “What?” “So you admit you care about him?” “Yeah” Levi shrugged. “I care about the brat, meaning I’ll be upset if he got hurt or something, but I’m not in love with him, Ok? It’s just sex between us and that’s all we'll ever be, so wipe that look off your face” Mikasa just shrugged as she climbing into the car. “Sure” “I’m not in love with Eren” “I didn’t say you were” Mikasa side eyed him as she started the ignition. “Stop looking at me like that, I don’t love him, Ok?” “Again, I didn’t say you were” Mikasa blinked. “I said he was different” She turned her whole body to face him. “Levi. Do you love Eren?” “No!” Then something Mikasa as never seen before happened. Levi started blushing. “H-he’s just really good sex. Yeah, he’s different than the other but I’m not….in love with him” Mikasa stares at him for a moment before turning forward to start driving. “How is he different?” Levi shrugged, reclining back in his seat. “He’s…sweet and nice. He actually cares about things that matter to me, he isn’t insufferable to be around” “You like having him around?” Levi nodded. “It’s better than being alone” Mikasa gave him that look again. “You love being alone” “Eren makes me hate it” Mikasa said nothing, just smiled to herself. Levi may be in denial, but she knew he was falling for that boy, and she couldn’t think of someone better for her brother.   They made idle chit chat on the way home, and soon were pulling into the driveway. The climbed out, and made their way to the front door with their bags. Nonna was sitting on the armchair, reading. She looked up over her glasses and smiled. “You’re back” “You knew we were on the way” Levi walked over to her to give her a hug, not wanting her to get up. “Where’s Luc?” “She’s at a friend birthday party” “Fun” Levi kissed his Nonna’s forehead. “I’m going to go see mom” and he left his sister and grandma. His mother was watching tv when he walked in and she muted it. “There’s my baby boy” “Hey Mama” He walked over and sat on the bed. “How are you feeling?” “Today’s a good day” She smiled and started playing with his hair. “It’s getting long” “Yeah, I’m getting it cut soon” She started to braid the longer strands. “How’s school going?” “It’s good” Levi closed his eyes, enjoying his mother’s fingers scratching his scalp. “I’m passing all my classes” “Good. The band?” “We’re almost done with our album” “Ohh, I can’t wait to hear it” “I’m excited” They sat in comfortable silence for a few moments, Kuchel braiding different sections of his hair. “Have you found someone yet?” “...no” Kuchel noticed his hesitation but didn’t say anything of it. “Why not?” “I don’t need a boyfriend mom” “I just want you to be happy” “I am happy. I have you, Nonna, and my sisters, I even have a few friends believe it or not” Levi chuckled softly. “I don’t need a boyfriend to be happy” “I know you don’t, but being in love is a great thing. I just want to know you’re being taken care of once I’m gone” Levi looked over at his mother, who was now undoing all the braids she did. His mother was dying and wanted him to find love. Before he could think much on the subject he said. “I have found someone” Kuchel looked at him for a moment before a smile spread across her face. “You have? Why didn’t you tell me?” “I wanted to make sure he was the one before I got your hopes up” “You think he’s the one?” She squealed. “What’s his name? Ohhh you have to tell me all about him” Levi smiled, his heart feeling light at seeing his mom so happy. “His name is Eren” he looked away, imaging the brat. “He has olive skin. Long, thick brown hair. His smile is so cute. He has a dimple on his left cheek that just-“ he chuckled, his hand unconsciously going to his heart. “And his eyes mom, oh god, his eyes!” He turned to look at his mother. “One of them is this rich honey, amber color, and the other is the perfect mixture of green and blue” He smiled. “He’s so...perfect” Kuchel smiled. “He sounds amazing” “He is” Levi nodded, but he turned his gaze away, face falling. “He’s so bright and pure. I don’t know why he would ever want someone like me. I’m broken and scared; I’m dirty” Kuchel took her sons hand in hers. “You need sadness to have happiness. You can’t have love without hate, the sun without the night” She smiled softly. “This boys love is good for you; you loving him is good for you” Levi looked at his lap. “I don’t...love him” “Well you’re definitely falling” “Things that fall get broken” “Not if someone catches you” Levi stared at the wall, contemplating what she said. “I...I’m scared” he sighed. “Of Love” “Why?” “Dad loved you.” She stiffened. “He loved me. He would hold me and tell me he did it out of love, while I was still bleeding” “That’s not love Levi. That’s abuse” Kuchel held his hand. “You shouldn’t let what your father did to you keep you from falling in love. If Eren truly loves you, he would never lay a hand on you, ever” Levi just scooted closer to her so he could lay on her chest. “I’m scared” “The things we want the most are always past fear, so never run from it, go towards it” “How do you always know what to say?” “I’m a mother” She kissed the top of his head. “You should invite Eren over for Thanksgiving. I want to meet him” “I’ll ask, but I can’t promise anything” Kuchel nodded. “Go rest and send your sister in here” Levi kissed her cheek before leaving. “Mikasa!” He pokes his head around the corner. “Mom wants you. I’m going to take a nap” Levi said nothing else as he laid on his bed, staring at the ceiling as his conversation with his mother started to process. I don’t love him. Do I? Isn’t this lust? No, you know what lust feels like. Eren is more than that, but it can’t be love. Love….love isn’t real.   As Levi had an inner war, his phone dinged. He pulled his phone from his pocket and opened the text. It was a picture of Eren. He had a mint chocolate chip ice cream mustache, and he was grinning, his perfect dimple showing just slightly. Levi looked at the picture for a moment, wondering why he sent him this, all the while trying to ignore his rapidly beating heart. I’m not in love.   —————— “Thanksgiving?” Eren asked, sipping on his hot chocolate. It was the day fall break began, and everyone was heading home. Levi and Eren had just had a few fun rounds of sex, not knowing if they would see each other during break. Levi had avoided asking Eren to join his family for the holiday, but started feeling guilty at at least trying so he didn’t have to lie to his mother. “Yeah. You don’t have too of course. My mom just wanted to meet you” Eren looked over at the raven. “You talk about me?” Levi shrugged, turning his head away when his face started heating up. “Yeah. I mentioned you and my mom was interested.” He fiddled with his thumbs. “I’ll just tell her you had other plans, don’t worry” “No” Eren smiled when Levi turned to him. “I want to go. It would be nice to get away from my family for once. We always have a bunch of people that I don’t know over. Apparently I’m related to them, so it’ll be nice for a change” Levi nodded, his stomach turning with nervousness. “It’s just going to be me, my sisters, mom and Nonna. I don’t have a big family” “Good” Eren chuckled. He leaned in to kiss Levi’s cheek. Just when his lips connected to the skin, Eren’s phone went off. “Ugh” he grabbed his pants from the floor and answered his phone. “Yes Ma?” Levi could hear a woman's voice on the other end ‘you’re not driving are you?’ “If you thought I was driving why did you call?” Eren chuckled. “And no, I haven’t left yet” ‘Why not? We miss you’ “I miss you guys too, I was just spending time with a…” he glanced over at Levi’s very naked and hickey covered body. “...a friend” Levi smirked, sitting up in bed to wrap his arms around Eren’s torso. His teeth grazing the nape of his neck, a spot he knew turned Eren on instantly. Eren gasped, his hand going to cover his mouth while Levi started licking his ear and neck, his piercing feeling wonderful against his skin. “I wanna go again” Levi whispered in the ear that the phone was not against. “I want you inside me one more time” he started grinding on Eren back. “Hurry” “He-Hey mom” Eren cleared his throat when his voice came out scratchy. “Listen, you know I love hearing about your book club drama, but I need to go” A pause. “I need to finish packing” Another. “Uh-huh. Love you too. Bye” He hung up and practically threw his phone to the side. Levi grabbed his shoulder and pushed him down. “One more round?” Levi asked, rubbing Eren’s cock on his entrance. “Fuck yes”   ———————   Levi pulled into the driveway of his house. Eren was in his passenger seat. Levi had picked him up 30 minutes ago, and were now at Levi home on Thanksgiving. Eren moves to get out of the car, but Levi grabbed his arm. “What?” Eren furrowed his brow. “Ummm….I didn’t tell you the full truth” Eren turned his body towards Levi. “I uh….I told my mom that you were kinda my……boyfriend” Eren blinked in confusion. “Why?” He eventually said. “Well….uh..” Levi quickly tried to think of something. “She saw a picture of us and it was easier to tell her you’re my boyfriend then fuck buddy” “Yeah. I can see why you didn’t want to tell your mom that” Levi nodded. “Well, uh, let's go” the raven climbed out of the car and lead Eren to the front door. He opened it after taking a deep breath. “I’m back!” Levi called. He turned to tell Eren to take his shoes off to see the brat was already doing it. He smiled to himself. Mikasa rounded the corner. She stared at Eren for a moment. “Eren? What are you doing here?” “He’s the guest I’m bringing” Levi answered, walking past her and into the kitchen, his hand wrapped around Eren’s wrist. Right before they made it to the kitchen, Eren moved his hand to lock his fingers with Levi’s. Levi stared at their fingers before looking at Eren, his brow raked in question. “More convincing” Eren shrugged, his lips pulled in a grin. Levi nodded before leading Eren to the kitchen. Nonna turned from where she was working on a fruit salad. Lucy was plucking grapes from the bowl, which earned her a glare from her Nonna. “Will you stop? You can have all you want at dinner” Her grey eyes turned to Levi and she smiled. “You’re just on time. Dinners ready” She then turned her happy expression to Eren. “Hello” “Hi” Eren let go of Levi’s hand to hold it out the her. “I’m Eren Jaeger, Levi’s..boyfriend” She took his hand with a grin. “And I’m Charlotte, Levi’s Nonna” “Nonna?” “It’s Italian for grandma”   Eren turned to Levi. “You’re Italian” Levi nodded “and French” “We also have Russian in us too” Lucy hopped off the counter and walked over to Eren. “I’m Lucy. Levi’s sister” Eren stuck his hand out. “I’m Eren. It’s nice to meet you” Lucy glared at his hand before turning her stink eye to him. “You better not hurt my brother. He’s been hurt enough” Eren wanted to ask what she meant but he said nothing of it, instead he looked her straight in the eye and said. “I would never hurt him” She looked between his eyes before a smile broke her expression. “Then we won’t have an issue” She wrapped her arms around his waist in a hug. He patted her head. “Oh.” Everyone looked towards the entrance to see Mikasa and Kuchel there. Eren’s eyes widened. She was thin and pale. She looked weak and sick. Her eyes were sunken in and her cheeks hollow. She walked over to him, and held out a bony hand. “You must be Eren. Levi told me a lot about you” “I did not” levi said, looking away, but not before Eren caught the faint pink on his cheeks. “It’s nice to meet you, Mrs. Ackerman” Eren took her hand. She smiled before turning to the table. “Is it ready? I’m starving” “Yes” Mikasa walked to the kitchen to help Charlotte, while Levi helped his mother to a chair. Kuchel sat at the head of the table and everyone sat around her. Dinner was served quickly and before Eren knew it, he was eating. He was so used to having a big family and having to wait until everyone had food before he could eat that it was strange he could eat this quickly. “So Eren” Kuchel took a sip from her cup. “Tell is about yourself” Eren finished chewing his food and swallowed before answering. “There’s not much to tell. I’m pretty boring” “You are not” Levi chided, giving his a glare. “Compared to you. I don’t have piercings, I only have one tattoo, I can’t play an instrument. All I do is take pictures” “And you’re amazing at it” Levi turned to his mom. “Eren is majoring in photography. He’s really good” “No I’m not” “Eren Jaeger, you are a great and stop saying otherwise” Levi snapped, mood playful, but a bit serious, telling Eren to stop bashing on himself. “I’ve always loved cameras” Kuchel spoke then. “Never taking pictures, they always came out blurry when I took them, but I love cameras. I have a box full of them in the basement” “You did own an antique shop” Charlotte smiled. “You have a store?” Eren asked. Kuchel smiled sadly. “Owned. I had to sell it for money for Chemo” She sighed. “Not that it helped much” Kuchel shook her head, her smirk turning joyful again. “I kept a few things for myself. Like the vintage cameras” “That’s really cool” “You and I can look through them after dinner” She stabbed a piece of meat with her fork. “I don’t think any are in working condition, but you never know” “That would be awesome, thank you” Kuchel smiled at him before returning to her meal. “You said you had one tattoo” Lucy said. “What is it?” “Oh” Eren rolled up his sleeve on his left arm and showed her the tattoo. “It’s a key. Obviously” “What does it mean?” Mikasa asked this. “Does it have a meaning?” “To remind me to take chances” he rolled his sleeve back down. “I can’t wait to get a tattoo” Lucy sighed wistfully. “Luc is a bit obsessed with tattoos” Levi informed Eren. “She’s always wanted one since my first, but then Mikasa got one and that just made her want one even more” “How old are you?” Eren asked. “I’ll be nine in March” “So 10ish Year’s” “Hopefully I can get one sooner. Levi got his when he was sixteen” Eren turned to the raven. “What was your first tattoo?” Levi lifted his right hand, showing Erne the cherry blossom on it. “This” “Your first was a sleeve?” “No. It was just the hand at first, but I added to it later” “Oh” Eren nodded. “Mikasa, do you have any?” She turned around and pulled her hair away from her left ear. Behind it was a crescent moon. “That one and-“ she shifted her left arm so the inside was facing up and showed the tattoo of two inter crossing swords. “This” “That’s your marching one with Levi, right?” Mikasa blinked, looking at her brother before back at a Eren. “Yes. Levi told you?” “Yeah. I asked” Mikasa smiled, looking at her brother. Levi blushed and mouthed. ‘ Fuck off’ Dinner passed quickly and dessert was served. The pie was gone in no time. Lucy and Charlotte cleared the table while Eren and Levi helped Kuchel to her room. When they got to the door, Kuchel pulled Eren into a hug. “I hope I get to see you soon” “Yeah, me too” “Maybe you can spend Christmas with us?” Eren smiled, rubbing the back of his head. “I would love that, but I doubt my mom would allow it. The only reason I got to come here today was because I told her Levi was my boyfriend” Kuchel smiled, patting his shoulder. “Well, maybe you can come over for a few hours then” She turned and gave Levi a kiss on the forehead before entering her room. Levi took Eren’s hand after the door was shut and leaned up to whisper in his ear. “Want to go to my room?” Eren nodded and let the raven drag him down the hall. Levi’s room was small. A single sized bed say in the middle of the room. A dresser and a lounge chair were off to the side. Very few pictures were hanging, but Eren recognized Isabel, Farlen, Levi’s family members in some photos. Levi sauntered past him and sat on the bed. When Eren didn’t move, he patted the spot next to him. Eren walked over without hesitation after that. As soon as his butt touched the mattress, he was pushed down onto his back and Levi was straddling him. Levi leaned down and kissed him. “You...want to have sex?” Eren asked and Levi hummed in reply. “Here? Now?” Levi nodded. “But...your family is outside” “I can be quiet. I’m usually quiet, just not with you” Eren pouted. “So you fake it?” “What?” Levi furrowed his eyebrows and shook his head. “No. I just don’t hold my voice back like I do with the others” Levi bit his lip, fingers trailing over Eren’s neck. “You’re different” Eren grinned. He took Levi’s face in his hands and brought him down to kiss him. The kisses were slow and lazy. Nothing was rushed or extremely heated. Eren had just put his hands on Levi’s butt when his own butt started vibrating. He groaned and struggling to get his phone from his pocket. “Hello?” Levi ignored the phone and kept kissing Eren’s lips when he wasn’t talking, and when he was, he kissed his neck, hip gently rocking against him. “No. Don’t you dare give him it.” Eren growled. “Mother, if you give Tatum that pie, I will cut him open. I’m not, you know how much I love that pie” Eren sighed, dry washing his face with his free hand. “Ok. I’ll be over in a bit” Eren tilted his head back. “Ok. Bye” And he hung up, groaning in frustration. Levi paid little mind, continuing his lazy grinding and kissing. “What was that about?” “My mom wants me home” Levi trailed his way from Eren’s collarbone, and up to his lips. “You know” Another kiss. “You’re over 18” Another. “And you don’t have to listen to everything she tells you” Two more. “You’re an adult” And one more, this one lasting much longer. “She threatened to give my brother my slice of cherry pie” Levi hummed, kissing Eren’s jaw. “That’s a big deal. My mother makes the best cherry pie you will ever taste. It’s like she sold her soul to the devil so she could make the best cherry pie in the world.” Levi chuckled. “It’s true!” Levi nodded, sitting up on Eren’s lap. “And I’m guessing the piece of pie is more important then me?” Eren’s face changed to one of concern and guilt. “N-no. Of course it’s not more important. It’s just my mom only makes it during the holidays and I get to have you whenever I want” Levi smirked, lightly flicking Eren’s forehead. “I’m just teasing. Come on, let’s go get your pie. I’ll drive you home”   Eren lived about 30 minutes away from where Levi lived. Levi pulled up to the curb in front of Eren’s house just after 8 P.M. “I’ll text you later” Levi said, closing his eyes when Eren leaned in to kiss him. “Ok” Eren bit his lip, looking out of the car window to his house. He was picking at his thumb nail with his other thumbnail. “Do you, uh, want to come in?” Eren didn’t look up from his lap. “So you can meet my family” Levi blinked at him for a moment before sighing. “Do you..want your family to meet me? I mean, I’m not exactly boyfriend material” Eren looked at him then, face confused. “What do you mean?” Levi gestured to his tattoos and piercings. “I’m not the guy parents want their kid to bring home. I’m the guy parents warn their kids about.” He looked at his tattooed hand. “They won’t like me” Eren reached over to take Levi’s hand in his. “Do you really think my parents are that superficial?” Levi looked at him for a moment. “I get a lot of dirty looks for the way I look. I usually don’t give a shit, but I want your parents to like me”  He looked at his lap again. Eren smiled. “They’ll like you, and if they don’t, well then…” He paused. “It’s not like we’re actually dating, right?” Levi had a feeling that that was not what he wanted to say. “Right. We aren’t actually in a relationship” Levi sighed again. “Ok. Let’s go” He missed Eren bright smile as he climbed out. Levi walked around the car and took Eren’s hand in his and they started walking up the driveway. They entered the house and Eren called out that he was back. “Right here son” Grisha said over his book. Carla was standing next to the window, a guilty expression on her face. “Welcome home dear” Carla grinned. Grisha stood from his seat. “You mother was spying on you through the window.” Carla gasped and slapped his shoulder. “I was not” She then turned her smile to Levi. “Hello Levi, I’m Carla, Eren’s mother” She held her hand out and Levi shook it. “And I’m, Grisha, Eren’s dad. It’s nice to meet you, son” Grisha took Levi’s hand after Carla. “You too, sir” Grisha laughed. “I appreciate the manners, but please, Grisha works fine” “Mom, did you save my pie?” Eren asked. “Two slices” Carla answered. “Two?!” Eren nearly jumped in the air. “One is for Levi” Carla glared as she walked to the kitchen. “Awww” Eren pouted, and lead Levi to the kitchen. “Thank you, Mrs. Jaeger” Levi sat down next to Eren on the island while Carla got the pie. “Oh, please call me Carla. Mrs. Jaeger makes me feel old” Carla popped the pie into the microwave for a few seconds. “You are old” Grisha smirked as he got ice cream from the freezer. Carla glared at him. She took the pie and placed a slice in front of each boy. Grisha placed the vanilla ice cream on the counter and went to kiss his wife, but she turned away. “You’re still incredibly beautiful” “Don’t think that sweet talking me is going to get you off the couch tonight” She was glaring, but she had a playful arua about her. Grisha chuckled and gently took her chin in his hand and kissed her. She seemed to melt into his arms. Levi smiled at the scene while Eren groaned. “God, get a room” He finished scooping ice cream onto his pie and handed the scoop to Levi, who put a bit on his own. “We have a guest” “Oh, sorry” Carla chuckled, wiping her lips while she blushed, still embraced in her husband's arms. “No, it doesn’t bother me. It’s nice to see you two are still so in love, even after years” Carla smiled, turning a loving gaze to Grisha. “Love is strong once you let it take you” “It’s not perfect, but it’s worth every fight, every tear, every second” Grisha smiled just as lovingly to her and then kissed her softly. “You just can’t let fear of pain get in the way of it” Levi looked down at his untouched pie before his eyes slowly moved over to the brat sitting next to him. Eren was stuffing pie into his mouth, a bit of cherry glaze on his cheek, and Levi smiled fondly. Eren licked the glaze away and seemed to notice Levi staring and he smiled at him. Levi found himself leaning in and soon found his lips on Eren’s.   I don’t love him.   Levi stayed at the Jaeger’s home for an hour, Carla and Grisha asking his questions, like what he’s majoring in, what he plays in his band, about his tattoos. It was nice, but it had to come to an end. Eren walked Levi to his car and kissed him goodnight, but Levi grabbed his shirt collar so they could kiss once more. “Good night Eren.” Levi breathed, his breath clouding up in the cold. “Good night Levi” Eren kissed him once more before walking back to his house. Levi climbing into his car and sighed, staring dreamily at his car ceiling.   I don’t love him. Chapter End Notes Levi is in denial. Tell me what you thought. Comments give me life. tumblr: myloveofchocolate-ereri ***** Chapter 10 ***** Chapter Summary Christmas and New Years. Chapter Notes I combined Levi and Mikasa's birthday's, with Levi's month but Mikasa's day. I don't know how guitar strings work. This is the song I mention. https://www.youtube.com/ watch?v=CHRqSFdRW28 You need to listen to the song to understand what Levi is talking about later. See the end of the chapter for more notes Eren was tapping his foot on the stool at the breakfast bar, eating his French toast. It was two day after thanksgiving and Grisha, Tatum And Talon were getting the Christmas decorations out from the basement. Carla was doing the dishes and Eren was eating. “Hey, mom?” “Yes?” “Levi wants me to spend Christmas with him” He closed his eyes, waiting for his mothers wraf. “Why doesn’t he come here to celebrate?” “Because I think this is going to be his last Christmas with his mom” Carla face turned sad. “Oh that poor thing” She bit her lip, looking down at her soapy hands. “Oh! I know” She smiled at her oldest son. “Why don’t they all come and spend Christmas here? All our relatives have plans, so we can’t have our party, but if Levi’s and his family come we can!” She clapped her hands together, soap suds going everywhere. “That way we can all be together!” Eren smiled. “I’ll ask him” Eren pulls his phone out and dialed Levi’s number. After a few rings, Levi answered. ‘I was just about to call you’ “You were?” ‘Yes. I’m so fucking horny’ “Oh” ‘I want you inside me Eren’ Eren gulped, looking up at his mother and his boner instantly died. “Actually Levi. I, uh, called you for another reason” ‘You did?’ Levi asked “Yeah” ‘Oh’  He sounded embarrassed ‘ okay. What? ’ “My mom was wondering if you wanted to come over for Christmas. Like, you and your family” ‘Really?’ “Yeah” ‘I-I’ll ask’ “Great” ‘Hold on’ Some shuffling and then nothing for a bit before Levi was talked into the speaker again. ‘They said that would be fun’ “Awesome” Eren looked at him mom. “They said yes” She grinned and he got up from his seat and made his way to his room where he locked himself in. “So you want me inside you, huh?” Levi chuckled. ‘I did, but now not so much’ “What?” ‘Don’t make me wait next time, Jaeger’ And he hung up. Eren stared at his phone screen in shock for a few minutes before he chuckled and laid on his bed.   —————   The next few days were spent decorating the house and shopping for presents. Eren ended up going to the Ackerman’s to help them with their own decorations. He held Lucy on his shoulders while she put the star on the tree. Levi had taken him up to his room after, and the raven quickly pushed something under his bed. Eren didn’t think much of it, not with Levi taking off his clothes but after they had gotten down and jiggy with it, Levi left to the bathroom and Eren started to get dress. Somehow, his boxers ended up under the bed and when he pulled them out, he also brought the thing Levi tried to hide. It was a Carly Rae Jepsen CD. Eren blinked at it for a moment.    Was this actually Levi’s? If it wasn’t, why would he try to hide it and why was it in his room? It had to be his   Eren chuckled a bit. Levi looked like such a hard ass, with his tattoos and piercings, but here he was with a Carly Rae Jepsen CD. Eren turned the plastic case and saw a song circled. “Guitar string/wedding ring?” Eren quickly put a note in his phone to listen to that song when he got home. And he did. It was catchy, but not something you would imagine Levi Ackerman, lead guitarist in a punk rock band, to listen to, and he knew exactly what to get the raven for a present.  December 10th came and Eren got a Facebook notification that it was Mikasa Ackerman’s birthday. He text both her and Levi happy birthday and went shopping for presents.   Christmas Eve. Carla had been slaving round the kitchen all day, making sure everything was good. The boys tried to help but she would just tell them they were in the way, the only one she let help was Talon because he could actually cook. So the other three men finished cleaning around the house, and last minute organizing. At 6 o’clock, the doorbell rang and Grisha answered it, inviting the guests in. Lucy immediately ran to the Christmas tree. Eren greeted everyone with hugs, and Carla lead Charlotte and Kuchel to the living room to talk. “Hey” Eren smiled at Levi, who was the last in the house. Levi nodded at him while he was taking off his coat. Tatum was in charge of putting coats in the closet. “You guys like to decorate” Levi commented, looking around at the decorations. It was true, the Jaegers always went way out there with Christmas. The Christmas tree was huge and covered in rainbow lights and different colored ornaments, (Eren grandmother always complained that they lived in such a nice home and such a gaudy tree) garland was covering the railing of the stairs and the fireplace, each family member had a stocking hanging from it (they were hand made my Eren’s other grandma (Carla’s mom)) and a row of nutcrackers also sat atop the mantle. Eren shrugged, looking around the room. “We like Christmas” “I’ve never seen this before” Levi walked up to the nutcrackers. “What are these called?” “You don’t know what a nutcracker is?” Eren asked, shocked. He took a dark green one from the mantle and handed it to Levi, who took it with care. “No, we didn’t really celebrate Christmas all that much.” He started playing with the lever in the back, making the mouth open and close. He swallowed. “My dad hated Christmas” “Your dad?” Levi nodded once, glaring at the novelty item. “You’ve never mentioned him before.” “I don’t want to talk about him” Levi snapped, quickly putting the nutcracker back. The little doll nearly fell over but Levi straightened it. “Sorry” “It’s fine, we’ve dropped those things so much, we could just super glue it back together” “Not about that, about snapping at you. It’s just….” “Sensitive subject?” Levi nodded. “It’s fine, I won’t mention it again” Levi smiled gratefully. “Levi” Carla called from the kitchen, where her and Charlotte went to. “Would you come here for a minute, we need an extra set of hands” “Sure thing” He looked at Eren for a moment before going to the kitchen. Eren walked to the living room, where Tatum was explaining the personal ornaments to Lucy. Kuchel was sitting on the couch, watching the two. “Oh, hi Eren” She smiled at him and he took a seat next to her. “Hey” “Here” She handed him the yellow and red wrapped present. “Open this” “What?” Eren held the wrapped box in his hands, staring at it like it was a foreign object. “It’s my Christmas present to you” Eren opened his mouth. “Nah! Don’t say anything yet, just open” Eren nodded and tore open the paper and then the box. He reached inside and pulled out a polaroid camera. “Oh, wow” He turned it around in his hands. “Does it work?” He pointed the camera at Kuchel. “May I?” Kuchel straightened out her back and smiled, big and wide. At that moment, she didn’t look sick. She looked happy and normal. Her short hair was styled nicely, and she was wearing makeup. Her teeth were so white, just like Levi’s. She was so beautiful, Levi looked so much like her, and Eren wondered if he would look like this if he smiled: not his usual smirk, but a full, happy smile, just like Kuchel. He snapped a photo and waited for it to print. Once it did he shock it to help develop it faster. “You look beautiful” Eren commented while looking at the photo. “Oh Eren, you are too kind” Kuchel chuckled. Eren looked back to his camera. “Thank you so much for this, but I didn’t get you anything” “You’ve given me enough” Eren turned to her. “What do you mean? I haven’t given you anything” She smiled, placing a thin hand on his own. “I haven’t seen Levi this happy in..” She stopped to think for a second. “Ever” She squeezed his hand “You’ve made my little boy happy, and that’s the best gift of all” Eren chuckled bashfully, he looked down at his lap. He had a soft smile on his face as he thought about Levi. “Have you told him you love him yet?” Eren felt his face turn red. “What?” “Have you told Levi you love him?” She asked again, as if Eren hadn’t heard her the first time. “N-no, I haven’t” “Why not?” She gave his hand another squeeze. “It’s so obvious that you do” “It is?” “Too me at least” Kuchel nodded. “I can tell by the way you look at him” Eren looked away again, in the direction of the kitchen. “Do you love him?” He nodded “So much” “Well, tell him that” “I…. I can’t” Eren sighed. “I don’t want to loss him, and if he doesn’t feel that way for me.” “He does” Eren turned to her again. “What?” “Levi loves you” “H-has he told you that?” “No, but I can tell by how he looks at you when you aren’t looking, it’s the same way you look at him” Eren blinked at her, trying to process what she said.   Levi...loves me?   “Oi” Levi called from the kitchen, poking his head into the living room. “Food’s done” Eren stood up, and helped Kuchel up. Eren took her arm and started leading the way to the dining room to see Levi looking at the brunet and his mother’s locked arms, a small smile on his face. He made eye contact with Eren for a brief moment, his smile never fading as he walked back to the dining room.   Diner was light and fun. People were talking and laughing. Everyone was enjoying themselves. Tatum and Talon had obvious crushes on Mikasa, Carla and Kuchel hit it off well, Charlotte and Grisha had a lot in common, and Lucy just got along with everybody. Levi and Eren did the dishes while Carla and Grisha made sure the bedrooms were all ready and the twins set up the living room for Christmas movies. Everyone sat in the living room, hot cocoa in hand, while a few classics played on the TV. It was just after midnight when everyone went to bed, Mikasa carried Lucy to one of the guest rooms because she fell asleep. Levi stayed with Eren in his room, Charlotte and Kuchel shared a room and Mikasa and Lucy shared the other.   Levi grumbled, struggling to take his shirt off. Eren bit his lip, trying not to laugh. “Need help?” “No” Levi struggled a bit more, before his shoulders dropped in defeat. “Yes” Eren walked over to him, taking the fabric in his hands and tugging it off. His eyes landed on the scars barely hidden under ink. He put his hand on Levi’s shoulder and immediately pulled back when Levi tensed. “Let’s go to bed” Levi nodded, following Eren to the bed. The climbed in and Eren turned off his lamp and rest on his back. A second later, he felt lips on his neck and a leg swinging around his waist with added weight on his hips. Levi’s lips were on his and a tongue pushed into his mouth. Eren kissed back for a second before turning his head with a groan. “What?” Levi asked, pulling back slightly. “Let’s not do it tonight” Levi was silent for a second. “Why?” “I don’t want to” More silence. “Ah” Levi climbed off Eren’s lap and laid next to him. “Are you mad?” The brunet turned to Levi. “No. Just...surprised. You’ve never refused me before” Eren leaned in to kiss Levi’s cheek, well, it was supposed to be his cheek but it was actually his temple. It was dark. “I’m just not in the mood” “That’s fine. You don’t have to have sex with me every time we’re alone together” Eren smiled and wrapped his arm around the small raven. “Good night Levi” “Good night Eren”   ---------   “Boys! Wake up!” Carla knocked on the door, waking up Levi and Eren. “It’s time for presents!” Eren rubbed his eyes and watched as Levi climbed out of bed and put on a pair of pajamas. “Here” Levi tossed Eren his own. They had both slept in their boxers but that’s not very decent. Eren changed before leading Levi to the living room, where everyone but Grisha were sitting. “Hurry” Lucy squealed. She already had present on her lap. “Where’s dad?” Eren asked, sitting down on the floor by the fireplace and Levi sat next to him. “Right here” Grisha came in, scratching his belly as he yawned. “Alright. Who’s first?” “Me!” Lucy shot her hand in the air. “Lucy, where are your manners?” Kuchel chided and Lucy slowly put her hand down. “May I go first, Mr. and Mrs. Jaeger?” Lucy asked, looking between the two adults she addressed. Carla smiled. “Of course” Lucy beamed and opened up the present. It was a purple teddy bear. “Thank you Levi!” Levi smiled at her. “Lucy. Will you pass out the presents?” Grisha asked. “Of course” She crawled over to the tree and started handing everyone wrapped boxes until everyone had one.   “Here’s your Christmas one, from me” Eren handed Levi a box and he opened it and pulled out a navy blue scarf. Mikasa was wrapping an almost identical one around her neck, but hers was maroon. “Thank you Eren” She smiled, playing with the end of the fabric. “Yes. Thank you Eren” Levi said, putting the blue scarf around his shoulders loosely. “It looks good on you” Eren handed him another box. “And this is your birthday” Levi blinked at the wrapping before opening the box and pulling out three guitar strings. “You said you were needing some new ones, I’m pretty sure I got the right ones, A and G, right?” “Uh, yeah” Levi held up the extra one. “But why did you get me a D string?” Eren smirked and leaned in to whisper in his ear. “What? You don’t want my D?” Levi choked on his spit, coughing for a moment before he looked at Eren, wide eyed. “What?” Eren started chuckling, putting his hand on his mouth to muffle to laughs. Levi blinks slowly at him, a look that screamed, ‘I’m done with this shit’ was on his face. “Did you buy an extra string just to make that joke?” Eren smiled. “Not only that” Levi raised an eyebrow, signaling him to continue but he only got a smile. Levi rolled his eyes and handed Eren a present. “Here” Eren opened it and pulled out film for a polaroid. “Thank you” Eren grinned. Levi nodded, pulling his legs to his chest and watched as the others finished opening their presents. They ate breakfast before the Ackermans left.   ---------------   ‘Do you wanna build a snowman?!’ Eren’s voice sand through the speakers on Levi’s phone. It was the day after Christmas and it had snowed like crazy all Christmas day. “Go away Eren” Levi smirked, already pulling on his shoes to head over to the brats house. ‘Yay! You played along!’ Eren laughed. ‘Well, do you?’ “Sure” Levi pulled on his coat. ‘Sweet, see you in a sec’ And Eren hung up. Levi pocketed his phone and grabbed a hat, gloves and the scarf Eren had got him before he walked to the door. He opened it to see Eren sitting on his front porch. “Eren?” “Hey” Eren grinned, standing from the bench to take Levi’s hand and pulled him to the yard. “What are you doing here?” Levi asked, pulling on his hat and gloves, scarf already wrapped around him. “Building a snowman” Was the brunets explanation. He started pushing a small snowball around the yard to gather more snow. “I meant why are you here at my house. I thought I was going over to your place” “I wanted to see you. I was half way here when I realized I didn’t know if you wanted to see me” “I always want to see you” Levi mumbled, starting on another part of the snowman’s body. Levi realized Eren had stopped and he looked up at him to see the taller staring at him dumbfounded. “What?” Eren blinked, his face softening into a gentle smile. He shook his head slightly. “Nothing” Levi felt his stomach churn, but not in a bad way. He felt...warm. His cheeks felt like they were on fire. He quickly looked away, pulling his scarf up to hide his blush. “Stop staring at me” Eren didn’t move and inch, still staring at Levi like he was the fucking stars in the sky. “I said stop” Levi threw a snowball right in Eren’s face, hitting him in the forehead. The tall bastard fell back onto his hands, a stunned expression on his face. He blinked before a competitive spark appeared in his eyes and that made Levi’s body tingle. “Oohhh that was a mistake” Eren laughed, starting to make his own snowball. “Was it?” Levi taunted, hiding his own ball behind his back and tossed it once Eren looked away. “Hey!” Eren shouted. Levi spirited away, taking cover behind a tree and Eren quickly built up his own snow fort. They started throwing snowballs at each other, both laughing and smiling, not a single care in the world. Levi peeked behind the tree to see a snowball zoom past him. His eyes followed it and he looked back just in time to get snow right in his face. He yelped, stumbling back and whipping the snow from his eyes. Eren took advantage of Levi being temporarily blind and advanced, grabbing the raven around his thin waist and slammed him into the fluffy snow, careful not to hurt him. Eren brought his hand back, ready to throw a snowball point blank in Levi’s face, but he froze, eyes wide, still pinning Levi to the floor, his hand pulled back, armed and ready. Levi was…   Laughing.   And not just a small chuckle, but a full on, belly laugh. His eyes were squeezed shut, cheeks red, and the most beautiful laugh in the world was coming past his perfect lips. He looked stunning. Levi’s laughing slowly calmed down, and he opened his eyes, smile still intact as he made eye contact with the man above him. Eren blinked bringing his hand down to rest on the ground.   I love him so much.   Eren leaned in, knowing he was showing his love for Levi on his face. Levi’s eyes widened and he thrusted a handful of snow into Eren’s face, pushing him back until the younger landed on his butt. “It’s getting cold” Levi rushed out and quickly went back inside, leaving Eren confused.   -------------   “I don’t love him” Levi grumbled, burying his face in his pillow. Eren had just left after having a cup of coffee with Levi and Kuchel. Levi blinked, remembering how...happy he was during their snowball fight. He was never able to be a kid before, forced to grow up so quickly, he had been through things that no one should ever have too and it changed him, made him not want to let people in in fear of being hurt. He had to grow up for the sake of his sister and his mother, and even for himself. But now, he didn’t need to take care of them, not really. He could experience things he’s never had the chance to do before. Like a snowball fight, or building a snowman. Eren made him feel like a kid again. Or how a kid should feel.   When was the last time I laughed like that? I don’t think I ever have.   Levi bit his lip.   And the way he was looking at me. Both before and after the fight. Like I was the whole world, like I was the moon and stars.   Like he loved me.   “No!” Levi quickly got out of bed and walked to the window and opened it before lighting a cigarette. He took a shaky breath before blowing the smoke out into the winter air. He looked over at his dresser, where the extra guitar string was sitting, and he shook his head. It was just a stupid joke Eren was making.    Eren doesn’t love you, and you don’t love him.   Levi squeezed his eyes shut, leaning his head against the window, a single tear sliding down his cheek. “You can’t”   -----------   “Happy New Year!” The Jaegers yelled when the Ackermans entered their home. Almost all the Christmas decorations were gone. It was like a completely different house. “Here” Eren walked up to Levi, a champagne flute in each hand. Levi took one with a nod of thanks. They hadn’t really talked since the snowball fight. “Levi” “Hmm?” “D-did I...do something?” Levi blinked, watching as Eren’s face contorted into one resembling a kicked puppy and it tugged at Levi’s heart strings. Not because he was in love with him, definitely not. “N-no Eren. You didn’t do anything wrong” “Then why have you been avoiding me?” Levi opened his mouth but nothing came out.   Because I can’t let myself fall in love with you. I can’t. It’s to much of a risk. I need to end things before I get hurt, or worse, you.   Levi looked at Eren’s different colored eyes, and he realized he didn’t want to be without them looking at him, even if it is in a way that scares him shitless. “I-I just don’t talk much. I’m not avoiding you Eren” Eren nodded. “It’s almost Midnight” “Come on boys. Let’s start the countdown” Charlotte yelled and everyone joined them in the living room and started counting down. Levi was ready to take his drink of bubbly at the last count but right afterone was shouted, a hand grabbed his chin and pulled his head up and a pair of intoxicating lips were on his, and he melted into Eren's arms. He wrapped his arms around Eren’s neck, not caring if his drink spills, it was on tile anyway, so it was fine. The only thing he could think about was how good Eren tasted. How much he loved having him in his arms.   The two were lost in eachother, they didn’t realize it was a few minutes after midnight and everyone was staring at them. Tatum smirked, cupping his hands around his mouth before shouting. “Ha! Gaaaaayyyy!!” Eren rolled his eyes and glared at his brother. “No. Really? What gave you that idea?” Levi chuckled, eyes trained on Eren’s profile as he stuck his tongue out at his younger brother. Levi stared as Eren turned to smile at him, the same look on his, one of devotion and love. Maybe I could.      Chapter End Notes So? What do you think? Comments fuel me. 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