Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/13193946. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Rape/Non-Con, Underage Category: F/M, M/M, Multi Fandom: EXO_(Band) Relationship: Kim_Minseok_|_Xiumin/Original_Character(s), Kim_Minseok_|_Xiumin/Everyone Character: Original_Male_Character(s), Original_Female_Character(s), Kim_Jongin_| Kai, Kim_Jongdae_|_Chen, Kim_Joonmyun_|_Suho, Kim_Minseok_|_Xiumin, Park Chanyeol, Lu_Han, Zhang_Yi_Xing_|_Lay, Wu_Yi_Fan_|_Kris, Oh_Sehun, Do Kyungsoo_|_D.O, Byun_Baekhyun, Huang_Zi_Tao_|_Z.Tao Additional Tags: Dark_fic, Dark, Unhealthy_Relationships, Non-Consensual_Drug_Use, Non- Consensual_Bondage, Non-Consensual_Body_Modification, Non-Consensual Spanking, Rape/Non-con_Elements, Gang_Rape, Underage_Drug_Use, Bottom_Kim Minseok_|_Xiumin, top_everyone, Alternate_Universe_-_Normal_Life, Alternate_Universe_-_Dark, Angst, Angst_and_Porn, Hurt_No_Comfort, Forced Feminization, Forced_Prostitution, Forced_Pregnancy, Explicit_Sexual Content, Explicit_Language, Safeword_Use, Ignored_Safeword, BDSM, Heavy BDSM, Mpreg, I'm_Sorry, I_Can't_Believe_I_Wrote_This, xiumin_i'm_sorry, Triggers Series: Part 1 of Love_the_way_you_lie Stats: Published: 2017-12-30 Words: 1742 ****** Destroy me, please ****** by Quenn_of_Purgatory Summary Minseok knew he should run away, leave this man and find someone better. But he knows he isn't worth it, he is selfish to think even think like this. This man loves him. He cares about him. He saved him. So Minseok takes all the punishments, the hateful words and the nights where the only thing he can do is to scream. Because he deserves it and isn't worth more. Notes THIS IS A VERY DARK FIC WITH NO HAPPY ENDING. MINSEOK IS IN A VERY VERY BAD RELATIONSHIP AND CAN'T ESCAPE. If you are triggered, please leave. Everyone else, read the tags! And if you decided you want to read this, welcome in Minseoks personal hell. "WHY CAN'T YOU MAKE ANYTHING RIGHT? YOU WORTHLESS SLUT! IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO MAKE EVEN ONE THING RIGHT? I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU AND YOU CAN'T EVEN DO THIS!" this words weren't something new for Kim Minseok. Almost every night Jiho would go out drinking and come back angry and drunk. Always smelling like cheap perfume, by which Minseok he fucked someone in a dirty public toilet and not even thinking about his boyfriend. Today he ordered Minseok to buy beer before he would come home, but the poor guy was sick the whole day and forgot to buy it. Now he had to pay for his mistake. Jiho grabbed him by the hair and dragged him in the bedroom. Immediately Minseok started to plead "No Jiho, please. I'm sick so please have mercy. Not today please!" but of course it was no use. "You think I care what you want? If you would have bought this stupid beer, than we could have enjoyed this evening but no! You had to be the worthless whore you are and make everything wrong!", Jiho screamed and pushed Minseok on the bed. Minseok tried to crawl away but Jiho grabbed him again by hair which made him scream. "I’m sorry that I forgot to buy your beer, if you want I can buy it now. But please have mercy”, he whimpered while being pushed head first into the pillows. “You know, I actually don’t care anymore about the beer. Now I really want to hear you scream. Because that’s the only thing you are good for, right? To be used and to scream like the stupid bitch you are. Say it!”. Minseok was pulled up by the hair and he could feel the tears from the pain and Jihos words. “ I SAID, SAY IT!” Jiho screamed in his face. “I am… a stupid… stupid bitch… only to be used”, he finally cried out and his hair was released. “That’s right, and nobody else would love you more than me because who would want to fuck a used up slut? You’re nothing and you will never be more worth than that.” Minseok buried his face in the pillows to ignore the words. He didn’t want to hear them because they were true. Suddenly he was turned around and Jiho started ripping apart his shirt in little pieces like he always did. Minseoks weak attempts to push Jiho away were punished with two hard slaps on every side. His face burned and the hot tears started to fall. “Stop crying, I haven’t even done anything yet. Tch, you can’t even lie still while I do the whole work. What a stupid whore.”, Jiho snickered and moved down to the pants. With one move they were down and Minseok laid naked on the bed, since Jiho didn’t allow him to wear underwear. This way it is easier to fuck you whenever I want to. “Look at this, even your body is worthless. Full of bruises and ugly scars. No wonder nobody wants you”,he was right. Minseoks body was bruised from head to toe. The endless beatings and abuse left their fingerprints on the mans body. He was again turned around and now he was kneeling on the bed. He thought Jiho would fuck him immediately but he stood up without saying anything and walked to their closet. After he understood what Jiho had planned, he started begging “Please Jiho, not this. I’m begging you. Not the whip. My ass is still sore from the last time. I can suck you off but I’m begging you, not the-” his pleading was interrupted by a sudden pain on his ass and Minseok screamed. “Like I said, I don’t fucking care what you want and what you don’t want. Tonight I will punish you by using the whip and tomorrow you will be stuffed with a dildo in your ass and a dildo around your dick while I will be out of the house, fucking someone more worthy than you. Got it?”, Jiho asked and brought down again the whip. “Yes, Sir”, Minseok cried in defeat and hoped the punishment would be over soon. Why couldn’t he just have bought the beer? Why did he have to be so stupid? “To prove that you maybe are smart about him to count, you will count every hit and thank me, got it?”, Jiho started whipping Minseok again. The first hit. “One, thank you Sir”, Minseoks voice was steady and his ass clenched painfully. Second hit. “Two, thank you Sir”, his voice was still steady and slowly he felt the burn. Third hit. “Three…Thank you Sir”, this time he had to take a short breath before speaking. This went on to 37. By the time Minseok thanked him for the last hit, he was sobbing in the pillows and his ass was bleeding at some spots. Now he regretted even more not having bought this beer. “Sir, please stop. My ass hurts so much. Please, please, please. Coffee. Please stop”, he even safeworded but his words were still ignored. The safeword use made Jiho laugh “Oh, how cute. Did you really think that I give a fuck about this safeword? This is your punishment, you ignorant bitch. It doesn't count if had enough or not”. Jiho threw away the whip and climbed on the bed. He straddled Minseoks waist and took his face in his hands. “Oh, just look at you. Crying and begging so beautifully. You are my little, dirty, useless whore who needs someone who will put you in your place. Do you wanna know where your place is? Right under me, being fucked and screwed up so bad your brain will be jelly. That's the only place you deserve” he whispered in his boyfriends ear and felt the smaller one crying and sobbing at this words. “Shall we come then to the main dish? “, he asked no one in particular and slit from Minseoks waist. Instantly Minseok began to squirm and breath harder because he knew already that it would hurt bad. Jiho took both legs in his hands and pushed them apart. With a growing desire and hunger he looked at cute pink hole, that was still loose from last night. Minseoks thighs were evidence of a rough night, marked with biting bruises and punching marks. Out of nowhere, he pulled up to ropes and tied Minseoks legs to the bed post, so his ass was in the air. “What are you planning? Stop it, please”. His pleading got on Jihos nerves and out of his right pocket he took out a ball gag and tied it behind Minseok's with a little force. “That's better. Now I can't hear your ear-piercing voice. Where was I? Oh, yeah”, Jiho smirked and opened his zipper. Minseok's heart began to beat faster and his breath came out as fast, little puffs. He didn't want that. Everything hurt. Not today, please. His thoughts were interrupted when he felt Jihos tip at this entrance. Automatically Minseok started to trash around and trying to push away the bigger man above him. That didn't work and with one fast move Jiho entered Minseok to the very end. He let out a satisfied moan while Minseok screamed so loud, it hurt even his ears. Jiho didn't prepare him so he was still dry and too tight. Still he felt lube in his hole, that meant Jiho lubed his dick. Jiho didn't give Minseok time to adjust to his size and started thrusting with a defeating speed. His dick was enormous, so thick and long he filled Minseok's whole hole. While still thrusting in and out, he grabbed Minseok so hard at the hips, he surely would leave bruises. But he didn't care, because Minseok belonged to him and he could do with him everything he wanted to. The tied up man stopped screaming and only sobbed into pillow that he held over his face. Suddenly the pillow was thrown away and he looked in Jihos satisfied face. “Say thank you Sir for fucking me. I don't deserve this kindness “, he demanded and Minseok shook his head. He wouldn't say this, there was no way he would say it. He really didn't want to say it, but when Jiho aimed right at his prostate, he let out a loud moan of pleasure. The man above him snickered and started thrusting in the same direction. Every time he hit the sweet spot, Minseok would whimper and slowly he felt his own dick hardening. No this couldn't happen, he didn't like it, it was just a normal reaction of the body. But slowly he lost himself in the feeling of the pleasure. Due the speed of the thrusts, Jiho hit the prostate almost without a break and by now Minseok was moaning loud and clear. “I said say thank you Sorry for fucking me. I don't deserve this kindness “ Jiho growled and threw away the ball gag. Minseok lost in pleasure mewled “Thank you… Sir for fucking… AHHH… me. I DON'T DESERVE THIS KINDNESS “ the last he screamed because Jiho hit again the spot that made Minseok almost cry. “That's right, you stupid whore don't deserve such kindness. But I am nice so I even will let you cum. What do you say? “ Jiho sped up his thrusts because he felt the orgasm building up. “Thank you, Sir, thank you so much” Minseok moaned while cumming unexpected. His orgasm was so intense, he let more tears flowing. “I'm coming fuck” Jiho moaned out and came hard in Minseok. He felt the hot cum in his hole and his whole body was twitching and trembling. But this one round wasn't the end of the night. It followed 3 more rounds. At the end of the night Jiho climbed out of the bed and looked at the mess he made with a sick pleasure. Minseok laid completely still on the cum stained bed, his whole body was covered in blue and red bruises and out of his hole cum mixed with blood was leaking. His breath was nothing but choked sobs and small “thank you’s” and “please no more”. “This is what you get when you don't do the thing you were ordered to do, you useless whore” and left the room. The only thing you could hear in the room were the silent cry of a broken man. Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!