Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/13699761. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: M/M Fandom: 終わりのセラフ_|_Owari_no_Seraph_|_Seraph_of_the_End Relationship: Hyakuya_Mikaela/Hyakuya_Yuuichirou Character: Hyakuya_Mikaela, Hyakuya_Yuuichirou Additional Tags: Canon_Compliant, Fluff_and_Smut, First_Time, Love_Confessions, Porn_with Feelings, Takes_Place_in_Current_Manga_Timeline_(Chapter_66) Stats: Published: 2018-02-16 Words: 19221 ****** Cover Me With Kisses, Dear ****** by Vixenfur, ZetaJane Summary ‘I was just so overwhelmed that you were still alive and all... I guess I was too busy looking at you to see anything else.’ ‘I'm sure we'll be just fine as long as we're with each other.’ ‘Let’s live on together, okay?’ Yuu’s words whirred through Mika’s head in a jumbled, clustered mess, causing Mika’s eyes to slowly widen in realization. His heart swelled with indescribable emotions, more powerful than he had ever felt in years- possibly in his entire life. They were so powerful that he began to tear up, just slightly, the corners of his eyes beading as he processed the realization that just dawned upon him. Yuu loved Mika in the same way that Mika loved Yuu. Notes Vix: on tumblr, someone sent me an anon asking for fluffy, first-time MikaYuu smut from the current manga timeline and so how could I resist? I asked Zeta to write this with me and we had an absolute blast!!!! I hope you like it, please leave comments/kudos if you do, it means a lot :D the title is from the song Come to Me by the Goo Goo Dolls! Zeta: This was my first time writing smut, and it was super fun! Writing with Vix was so much fun and I'm looking forward to doing it again in the future! See the end of the work for more notes There was something… different happening today. The first thing Mika noticed was the unnatural, fidgety behavior Yuu was exhibiting. He was easily distracted, sure, and he was undoubtedly an idiot more often than not, but he was rarely nervous. But, unlike his usual self, Yuu was clearly, unmistakably nervous about something. Worst of all, Mika had no clue what was making him act this way. Mika frowned as he followed Yuu into the room they were staying at in the Ichinose mansion, which was rather large, yet it only contained one large bed. It was a king-sized bed, and so Mika didn’t pay any mind to it, since they would both be able to sleep cozily. The thought of sleeping in the same bed as Yuu once again, for the first time since they were kids, made his heart warm with comfort. He had lost nearly all human emotions about everything- everything, except for Yuu. Having feelings like comfort blossom in his heart was just what he needed to ground himself to his remaining humanity. Except, instead of being his usual self, Yuu was nearly pacing as he looked to Mika, his eyebrows tense and his lips pursed. They came to their room so that Mika could feed from Yuu privately. Usually, Yuu was so eager about it (for reasons Mika could not understand), but this time… Yuu seemed more frightened than anything. It made Mika’s heart sink heavily with guilt. It was possible that Yuu’s attitude changed regarding Mika’s vampiric state, and if that was the case… Mika didn’t want to be the source of Yuu’s anxiety. “Yuu-chan… we don’t have to do this, you know,” Mika sighed out heavily, his eyes shutting as he tensed his eyebrows. He felt bad that Yuu was acting so anxious about the matter, and it was not helpful that Mika was already self- conscious about his need for blood; the last thing he needed was Yuu to act like he was afraid of it, too. Yuu looked over at Mika from where he had been near the foot of the bed, gnawing on the nail of his thumb anxiously. “Huh? Oh, no, it’s alright, really! It’s been a while since you’ve fed last, and you need blood, and I really don’t have an issue with you feeding from me, so you don’t have to worry about it at all! Seriously, it really isn’t a problem, Mika!” … And now he was rambling and talking at about a billion miles an hour. Dammit Yuuichirou, get it together! He thought, feeling the urge to slam his head against the wall. Yuu really didn’t understand what was with him today. He just felt all anxious and jumpy, and whenever Mika looked at him, he could feel his heart racing faster than it usually did. It didn’t make sense, even to Yuu. … Not that Yuu really ever had a clue what was going on, but that was beside the point. It was just Mika. Plus, Mika had fed from him before, and Yuu had always been happy to help. This time shouldn’t be any different, and yet… Yuu’s head was a mess. Mika was his best friend, always had been, and always would be. Yuu would like to say things were the same now as they were when he was a kid. He’d like to, but he couldn’t, because things weren’t the same, and Yuu couldn’t figure out how or why things were different- other than the obvious vampire thing. He hadn’t really even noticed this change until he got to Guren’s mansion, and then saw that they only had one bed. It was a fact that shouldn’t have made Yuu bat an eyelash. He’d shared a bed with Mika before, so it wasn’t supposed to matter; yet the thought of sleeping in the same bed as Mika now made Yuu’s heart race and stop beating all at the same time. He felt like he was full of nervous energy now and he didn’t really even know why, and it certainly didn’t help whenever Mika looked at him with those piercing vermillion eyes, or whenever he licked his soft pink lips in the way he would when he was hungry. And now the thought of those lips on his neck while he gently held onto Yuu’s waist with one hand and his knee with the other was hovering in his mind. The way those hands gripped onto him, how his tongue lapped slowly at his skin, soft and hot and- Ugh- Yuu shook his head swiftly from side to side. Why was Yuu more sensitive to these things now? What did one stupid bed have anything to do with anything?! Unaware of the inner turmoil Yuu was experiencing, Mika studied his expressions with narrowed eyes. Yuu was assuring Mika that everything was alright, and yet he was practically bouncing wall-to-wall, his eyes darting everywhere but Mika’s face. It was hard for Mika to know what was going on in that head of his if he couldn’t even look at Mika. That fact alone had Mika frowning even more than he already was. If Yuu couldn’t meet his eyes, then how could Mika be certain that Yuu was actually comfortable? Mika couldn’t dismiss the high-strung energy buzzing from Yuu, the way his hands trembled and how he seemed almost overwhelmingly eager for... something. Yuu wasn’t making any sense, and Mika’s guilt only worsened as he listened to Yuu’s rapid, unsteady words. Yet he was determined to get to the bottom of Yuu’s attitude regardless. If Yuu was too afraid to be honest on his own, then Mika would work his best to get it out of him one way or another. Mika was truthfully quite disappointed, since usually when he fed from Yuu their contact was intimate, warm and tender. He treasured those moments when he could hold onto Yuu, nuzzle into his skin and become enraptured with the scent and taste of Yuu. To have Yuu’s hand stroking his hair encouragingly, to hear his heartbeat steadily beating… it was all so soothing to Mika. The experience of feeding was not one that Mika enjoyed, at least not when he drank from Krul. The crushing pain in his body was always eased and sweet relief flooded through his veins, and yet he always felt hollow-hearted and torn when he drank blood. He couldn’t help but to feel similarly when he drank from Yuu, but at least it was Yuu, and not someone who forcefully kept him alive for her own selfish desires. Maybe Yuu was forcefully keeping Mika alive for his own selfish desires, too. But at least like this, Mika could continue to protect Yuu as he had been meaning to do for the years they were apart. Now that Yuu had kept Mika alive, he had to at least be honest with him. Mika was sure he deserved that. He squinted at Yuu and said, “Yuu-chan, I know you’re lying. Just tell me what’s on your mind already. Otherwise, I’m leaving.” Mika turned for extra emphasis, his white cape swishing around his legs from the subtle movement. Yuu froze when Mika said he was leaving, immediately feeling a wave of guilt crash over him. That was the opposite of what he wanted to happen. He wanted to act like everything was normal, like everything was the same and nothing had changed. Yeah. Nice job with that one, dumbass. Yuu’s heart sank even more as he insulted himself. The sight of Mika turning away made his heart spike in alarm. “Mika, wait-” Yuu started, but then realized he had no clue what he had actually wanted to say. He just knew he didn’t want Mika to go. He bit his lip nervously, arguing with himself over what he should say before finally just forcing himself to speak. “I’m not lying… what I did say was the truth… just... not all of it,” Yuu muttered the last part so quietly that anyone without vampiric ears wouldn’t have been able to hear anything at all. Yuu tried to settle himself down, attempting to form his mess of strange and confusing emotions into anything that could resemble a sentence. The issue with that was that his thoughts didn’t even make sense to him, so there was no way that they got through to Mika. He felt like everything was on the tip of his tongue- like it was right there- and he could almost make sense of it, and yet it was still all out of focus. This was why he usually resorted to humour as a defense mechanism. He was awful with understanding feelings, especially his own. “I… If I’m being honest,” Yuu started slowly, “I don’t know what’s wrong with me today. And it’s not your fault, I promise…” He then came to a pause. This was more frustrating than it had any right to be, he thought with a stubborn frown. Then, Yuu looked up, hesitantly meeting Mika’s eyes and fighting the part of him that wanted to look away and avoid the subject again. He couldn’t lie to Mika. He lied to himself on a regular basis, but he didn’t want to lie to Mika of all people. “I guess when I think of you feeding from me, my heart starts racing and I feel all jittery and weird, and it wasn’t a thing before, so I don’t know why it is this time. It isn’t fear or anything like that, it’s-” Yuu groaned in frustration, sitting on the bed so heavily the mattress almost bounced him right back off. “I dunno. Maybe I’m just going crazy.” Lacking anything else to say, Yuu sighed. Throughout Yuu’s choppy explanation, Mika had turned around to face him, eyes fixed closely on his shifting expressions. Mika peered at him closely, noticing the way his eyes continued to dart around, so painfully uncertain and confused that Mika’s heart throbbed a little bit. It was endearing, to watch Yuu try to explain with slightly shimmering eyes; his frustration was obvious, even to Mika. It seemed like Yuu was confusing himself the more he tried to talk. Mika was aware of the way his heart pattered faster while watching and listening to Yuu. It was no secret that Mika thought Yuu was the most damn adorable thing he had ever seen, but this was crossing the line. Noticing the little flush across Yuu’s cheeks as he confessed feeling “jittery and weird” had Mika’s heart speeding up with a strange surge of excitement. He didn’t want to get his hopes up, however. It was very possible that Yuu was just experiencing anxiety, and that wasn’t something to get happy over. Mika stood in place, contemplating his words with a nagging sense of doubt still clouding his mind. He crossed his arms, staring Yuu down quizzically as he challenged, “Jittery and weird? Are you sure that’s not fear, Yuu-chan? Or hesitation? If you’re having such a reaction, you’re probably afraid to get blood taken from you. I don’t want to stress you out, so we don’t have to do this.” “Yes Mika, I’m sure it’s not fear or hesitation. You’ve never hurt me or made me feel unsafe, so there’s no reason for me to be afraid anyway.” Yuu knew what fear was, and what he was feeling wasn’t fear. He didn’t know what he was experiencing, but he was certain it was anything but fear. “Like I said, I’m probably just losing my mind,” Yuu added on light-heartedly with a somewhat awkward laugh; he was just trying to get Mika to stop worrying about him. Really, Mika worried way too much for no reason more often than not. Yuu reached up and unbuttoned his collar, then pulled the jacket and shirt underneath to the side, revealing the unblemished golden skin of his neck and collarbones. He turned to Mika with an encouraging, albeit slightly bashful and shy smile as he tried to ignore the fluttering in his chest. “Don’t make me sound like a broken record. I already promised I wasn’t afraid.” He turned to face Mika more, shifting so he sat cross-legged on the bed. “And I’m not going to let you starve just because I’m being weird today,” he insisted, almost softly mocking the stern and insistent tone Mika used with Yuu when he was being stubborn. Mika swallowed tensely, his eyes inevitably locking on the slender column of Yuu’s neck. He took notice of the shape of his throat, the tendons running along the sides, right where the veins pulsed underneath. Mika definitely experienced a thirstiness for blood when he saw Yuu’s neck, knowing that hot, delicious human blood was just underneath the skin… … yet he also felt a unique surge of emotions when he saw the combination of Yuu’s smooth skin, his lithe body and charming expressions. The thoughts that came to his mind were… peculiar. They made Mika’s experience with feeding from Yuu unique and separate than when he fed from Krul or when he felt desire for anyone else’s blood. He was able to distinguish his desire for blood and desires for… other sorts of things. No matter what, Mika didn’t want to dwell on such subjects right now. Most of all, he knew his feelings would be unrequited- there was a very narrow chance that Yuu felt the same sort of intense emotions for Mika that Mika did for Yuu. It was especially difficult to control himself when Yuu so willingly revealed himself to Mika, however. He found himself rooted to the spot, his heart stuttering in his chest as he contemplated what to do. After a moment of silence, Mika guessed there was nothing to be done besides actually feeding from Yuu. After all, if Yuu was truly afraid, he would push Mika away. There might be no other way to find out the truth until they were in the act. With that resolution in mind, Mika slowly came forward, his eyes focused on Yuu as he approached the edge of the bed. Mika then halted, willing himself to calm down from the unintended, suggestive sight before him. There Yuu was, seated on a bed of all things, pulling his clothes aside and batting his eyelashes up at Mika, rosy cheeked with a bashful smile on his face. Honestly… Mika sighed and knelt down, shadowing Yuu with his form. He would feed from Yuu, but maybe Mika could try a different approach to find out what was bothering him so badly. He leveled his eyes with Yuu’s and placed his hands on Yuu’s shoulders as he said, “You know you can be honest with me, right? I don’t want you feeling like you need to keep secrets from me…” Mika frowned, tensing his eyebrows as he added, much more gently, “I’m your family, you know.” Yuu felt the soft blush on his cheeks grow brighter when Mika walked closer, and he tried to ignore the way his heart stuttered in his chest when Mika placed his firm, strong hands on Yuu’s shoulders. “I know I can, and you can tell me anything too… I’m sorry I’ve acting so strange today,” Yuu said, whispering because of how close they now were to each other. He knew he could tell Mika anything, and he hoped Mika knew the same applied to him. He knew there was a better explanation to his behavior that he should give… but he didn’t know how to word it. He’d say more if he knew what to say, but even though that final piece he needed to bring everything into focus was growing closer, it was still just out of his reach. His eyes flicked back up to Mika’s, and Yuu couldn’t help but notice how the light in the room made the deep ruby colour shine. It was a shade so different from the cerulean he had known before, yet it still seemed to suit Mika so well. No matter what colour they were, Mika’s eyes were always so undeniably unique; Yuu would always be able to tell those eyes apart from anyone else’s. Yuu pulled the fabric of his uniform further to the side, then tilted his head slightly to grant Mika better access to the skin there. He gave a soft encouraging smile, nodding slightly to show Mika that he was ready. No matter how distracted and nervous Yuu had been today, he still wanted to do whatever he could to help his best friend- his family. Mika wondered if it was a trick of the eye, but something about Yuu’s expression was... unusually tender. His eyes were soft, looking into Mika’s so sweetly and pleadingly that Mika almost backed away from the shock of it all. He couldn’t handle such an endearing look, and yet he had nowhere to run or hide when he was kneeling down, so close to Yuu’s face that they could kiss. The thought had Mika’s face flushing red, so he ducked his face down into the crook of Yuu’s neck, not wanting him to see the inevitable flash in his expression that would give everything away. Mika took a deep breath in a weak attempt to control himself, but his heart continued to race, unrelenting and unforgiving. It was only during feeding when Mika could indulge like this. Only during such an intimate moment could Mika take his time in preparing Yuu’s skin for his fangs, even if it was entirely unnecessary. He could caress Yuu’s body and hold him close in ways only lovers touched each other, and to be fair, many of the suggestive ways that he touched Yuu during feeding were completely unconscious. His hands wandered, seeking warmth wherever they could find it, and sometimes that resulted in resting his hands in particularly sensitive areas. … maybe some of that was intentional, but Mika couldn’t help himself, not when Yuu was pressed up against him and always pulling him closer. Mika licked his lips, allowing himself to melt into his slowly burning desire as he leaned in. Though instead of immediately biting in or even licking at the skin, Mika decided to try something different today. He had always wondered what it would feel like to kiss Yuu, and since he doubted the kind of kiss he wanted would ever happen, he figured he might as well try it out on another part of Yuu. He closed his eyes, imagining Yuu’s lips as he leaned in and pressed his lips slowly and gently against Yuu’s neck. The knowledge that he was kissing Yuu caused a small shiver to roll down his spine and he parted his lips a little more, pressing them against Yuu’s skin more insistently. A small gasp fell from Yuu’s lips at the feeling of Mika’s lips gently pressing against the sensitive skin of his neck. Yuu had always had a ticklish neck, and that was always brought out most whenever Mika fed from him; but whatever the blond was doing now sent shivers down Yuu’s spine. Automatically, Yuu’s eyes fluttered shut and he tilted his head even further to the side to give Mika better access without even realizing it. Yuu gently threaded the fingers of one hand through the soft strands of Mika’s hair, while the other hand was placed on Mika’s arm for stability. Moments ago his mind had been whirring faster than he could even process, but now everything seemed to fade away. Yuu had felt Mika’s lips on his neck before when he fed, but it had never been like this, and Yuu might’ve wondered what was different this time if those thoughts weren’t drowned out by the sparks that lit up the nerve endings in Yuu’s neck. Mika’s lips seemed to grow bolder and more insistent. Was this part of the blood drinking process? He couldn’t remember and most of all, he didn’t care. At a particularly firm press of Mika’s lips to Yuu’s pulse point, another breathy gasp tore its way out of Yuu’s mouth, and Yuu could feel his heart racing even more than it had been before. Yuu was reacting quite vocally to such simple contact, and it didn’t help Mika’s heart or body in the slightest. Mika’s heart thudded faster as he listened to the borderline-wanton sounds spilling from Yuu’s parted lips, his head spinning with the possibility of what such sounds could mean. The swell of emotion in his chest only grew, and at the same time, heat began to rise to his face and simultaneously sink low into his core. Mika noticed a shift of Yuu’s body beneath his own, and he focused a little too long on the subtle friction between his lips and Yuu’s skin. Enraptured from the heated contact, Mika pushed his tongue lightly against Yuu’s neck. Mika was more than eager to drink now with Yuu gasping and squirming beneath him like he was, acting like they were doing something far more erotic than feeding. The cool sensation of Mika’s tongue against his skin made Yuu’s body flinch lightly underneath, yet it didn’t stop Mika from continuing. After a teasing flick of his tongue, he began lapping thoroughly at Yuu’s skin, wetting the skin to make the intrusion of his fangs as painless as possible. Truthfully, was overdoing it- he didn’t need to kiss and lick at Yuu’s skin so suggestively, but that didn’t stop him from doing it anyway. He inched further onto the bed, his knee resting on the mattress between Yuu’s thighs, which had slowly became uncrossed at some unknown point. Then, he bared his fangs and sank them inside Yuu’s hot flesh, groaning ever so slightly at the new wave of pleasure that washed through his body. Blood spilled into his mouth, overwhelmingly metallic and sweet- Mika should find it disgusting, but the vampire in him thrummed with delight, sucking it up as greedily as he could manage. When he noticed that he was squeezing Yuu’s shoulders too tightly, he loosened his grip and slid his hands down to rest on Yuu’s waist instead, unknowing of what such an intimate posture did to Yuu’s poor, foggy mind. Yuu nearly moaned when Mika’s teeth sank into his heated skin. Usually, it stung at least a little bit at first when Mika fed. Of course it did- there were fangs digging into his skin, not to mention that Mika was biting right into one of Yuu’s most sensitive areas... but this time, the action came exclusively with a flood of pleasure throughout Yuu’s body, evoking another breathless, heated gasp. He tangled his fingers further in the golden locks of Mika’s hair, pulling him closer still, subconsciously demanding more contact. His heart felt as though it was trying to beat out of his chest, like it was calling out for Mika’s. Mika’s hands were placed so intimately on Yuu’s waist, sturdy but tender, closer to the kind of contact Yuu was starving for. Yuu had to bite his lip to keep a moan from forcing its way out. His other hand clutched the fabric of Mika’s sleeve tightly, as though he were almost pleading for something, something Yuu was quickly becoming desperate for, but he didn’t know what it was. His head was too muddled, too fogged from Mika’s wandering hands and blazing lips to find out. The room had to have suddenly become significantly hotter, because Yuu’s skin suddenly felt as though it was burning, like it was fire flowing through his veins rather than blood. His clothes were far too hot, and he was all too aware of the scorching places where Mika was pressed against him, like flames licking at his skin. But this… this was the kind of burn Yuu needed more of. Yuu’s blood tasted like fire on Mika’s tongue. Mika noticed the elevated temperature of Yuu’s skin beneath his lips, his unusually hot blood slipping down Mika’s throat and making his core burn even more than it was already. His feverish blood, paired with the gasps that escaped Yuu’s lips and the way he clung onto Mika, like he was asking for something more than a bite… Mika didn’t know what to think. His heart was racing and he removed his fangs, feeling that he had drank enough to satisfy his thirst. But another part of him wasn’t satisfied with stopping here- not at all. Mika licked at the wounds he created, making sure that not a single drop of Yuu’s precious blood went to waste. His eyes parted open as he licked at the fang-shaped holes in his skin, his attention traveling up to Yuu’s face. His cheeks were flushed, his ears burning even redder than the blush that bled all the way down to his neck. It wasn’t unusual for Yuu to get flustered when they got so close, but to be reacting this intensely was new. Mika felt a shudder roll down his spine as he licked at Yuu’s skin, which was now clean of all blood as the wounds began to heal. He pulled back slightly, saliva still connecting Mika’s bottom lip to Yuu’s neck. After one lingering glance on Yuu’s painfully alluring expression, Mika’s hold on Yuu’s waist tightened. And then, unable to control himself, he leaned back down and captured a different part of Yuu’s neck in between his lips. There, he bit down lightly, sucking the skin as tenderly as he could manage around his fangs. He had no idea why he was nibbling on Yuu’s skin like he was; he had no intention to bite or drink any longer. All Mika knew was that he wanted to hear Yuu’s moans, his gasps and sighs even more. He wanted to keep pulling these reactions out of Yuu and keep feeding into that desire that maybe, just maybe, Yuu felt the same way that Mika felt for him. “Mi- A-ahh!” Yuu gasped, his back arching slightly towards Mika, pressing even closer to him. Part of Yuu knew that Mika was done feeding and there was no reason for this, but the other part of him was too lost in the haze of pleasure to care. Yuu was panting slightly, even though he hadn’t been doing anything to warrant it. Mika just took his breath away. Yuu could feel a mark growing where Mika was sucking on his neck, and the thought only made the heat in Yuu’s cheeks grow. He had never felt anything like this before, and he didn’t want it to stop. But this was Mika… his best friend, and the thoughts that were starting to blossom in Yuu’s muddled mind were not thoughts one had about their best friend. Before that realization could truly even form, his thoughts were once again wiped away when Mika started sucking at another spot on Yuu’s neck. Yuu couldn’t even try to bite back the moan that forced its way out of his lips that time, and it was only then that he realized how tight his pants were becoming, and how close Mika’s leg was to the center of the fire that burned throughout his body. His entire face turned about the same colour as Mika’s eyes in that moment, but before he could even try to make up an excuse or try to hide it, Mika drew out yet another whimper from Yuu with those unreasonably skilled lips of his. More… Mika wanted it all- he wanted more, he needed more. Was it a desire for more blood? Mika contemplated the possibility for a mere moment, but he quickly threw the idea out the window. He had enough blood pulsing through his veins, and the pull he felt towards Yuu was everything but a thirst for blood. He felt his body heating up, his heart pounding faster and faster as he gradually trailed his lips up Yuu’s jaw, peppering kisses all along its edge. Marks were occasionally left in his wake, left there impulsively as proof of Mika’s indescribable whims. Mika leaned up further and brushed his lips against Yuu’s heated cheek, his knee scooting forward until it bumped against Yuu’s groin. It was then that Mika felt something down there, between Yuu’s legs, that he didn’t expect. With his breath hitching, Mika froze and looked up quickly, feeling a cold stab of fear sink through his heart soon as their eyes finally met. What was he doing? What were they doing? Mika backed away slightly, if only to create a little distance. Yuu was shaking with the strain of his position, leaning back but not quite laying down on the bed; his only support was his tight grip in Mika’s hair and clothes. Mika took in the sight of Yuu’s hazy emerald eyes, his slightly trembling lips, and the blush that leaked from his cheeks to his ears. Despite such an enchanting sight, Mika couldn’t think of a single thing to say. Stunned by his own actions, Mika remained frozen in place, still and nervous. He had no idea where to go from here, but both of them could clearly tell that they had just crossed some sort of line. What that line was, Mika didn’t know. He swallowed and looked guiltily into Yuu’s eyes as he gathered the courage to speak. He could only manage to ask one very uncertain, very fearful question. “Yuu-chan… what are we doing?” Yuu whimpered quietly at the loss of contact, but the distance helped to clear the heated fog in his head. Along with the clearness of mind came a feeling like a bucket of ice water being poured over his head. What had just happened? What were these things that Yuu was feeling? He was even more confused now than he had been before. Flustered and suddenly unsettled, Yuu quickly let go of Mika, ignoring the part of him that didn’t actually want to let go. He ended up supporting his weight on the bed with his slightly shaky arms. He was still out of breath, and his face and ears were still bright red. His lips were slightly parted with words he was trying to form but couldn’t quite find. Mika’s tone, his behavior- it all showed that Mika was probably just as confused as Yuu was. Neither of them knew what was happening- things just kind of… happened, and part of Yuu thought back to earlier when he was trying to figure out what he was feeling. He knew what he was experiencing now had to have something to do with it, so maybe this was the missing piece. But, this was Mika that Yuu was confused about, and that didn’t make any sense. None of this made any sense. There was something in Yuu, screaming at him that he wanted more, but the question was... more of what? What was this? Mika seemed scared, and the sight of his frightened eyes made Yuu’s heart ache. Ashamedly, Yuu wondered if he had done something wrong. Maybe Yuu was scared too, but he didn’t know what he was scared of. He felt like suddenly he didn’t know anything anymore- well, except for one thing. Yuu could tell that something had changed between them. He didn’t know what it was, but he knew things wouldn’t be the same after this. “I-... I don’t know, Mika,” Yuu whispered back, because it was true, and he couldn’t lie to Mika. Uncertainty clouded Yuu’s gorgeous green eyes, and Mika felt his heart warm slightly with the beginnings of hope. Clearly, Yuu was just as confused as Mika was, and it wasn’t like he was revolted with Mika or shoving him away out of disgust. Could it be, that… the feelings Yuu was dealing with and experiencing before was an indication of… … a crush? Mika swallowed tensely, his throat bobbing as he searched Yuu’s expression. His eyes appeared to be brimming with emotion, his cheeks practically glowing red, and not to mention his… heated physical state. He had grasped onto Mika so tightly, pulling him in for more contact as Mika fed from Yuu’s neck. Yuu was clearly enraptured, for his body reflected all the signs of that level of physical of attraction. In regards to Yuu’s emotions, apart from his physical desire, however… Mika thought for a moment, his eyes searching Yuu’s as he tried to read his best friend’s mind. ‘I was just so overwhelmed that you were still alive and all... I guess I was too busy looking at you to see anything else.’ ‘I'm sure we'll be just fine as long as we're with each other.’ ‘Let’s live on together, okay?’ Yuu’s words whirred through Mika’s head in a jumbled, clustered mess, causing Mika’s eyes to slowly widen in realization. His heart swelled with indescribable emotions, more powerful than he had ever felt in years- possibly in his entire life. They were so powerful that he began to tear up, just slightly, the corners of his eyes beading as he processed the realization that just dawned upon him. Yuu loved Mika in the same way that Mika loved Yuu. Everything was starting to make sense- it was so clear! How come Mika didn’t notice before? How come he thought that all this time, it was only him who felt this way, that his feelings were unrequited, that he had anything to fear…? Mika reached up with both hands, gingerly taking Yuu’s face into his palms without saying a word. His heart was pounding from elation, from such delight that he felt lighter than the clouds- yet he was still edged with twinge of anxiety. He could still be wrong, but there was only one way to find out. Mika tensed his eyebrows together and gently, tenderly stroked Yuu’s cheeks with his thumbs. His voice was hesitant, breathy and soft as he decided to ask one simple, yet loaded question. “Yuu-chan… could it be that… you want to kiss me as badly as I want to kiss you?” Yuu’s emerald eyes widened at Mika’s cautious words, and suddenly everything clicked into place. He finally reached that last puzzle piece he had been missing all this time, and everything that had been so unclear moments ago was now brought so clearly into focus. He knew he could an idiot sometimes, but damn, how could he really be so oblivious to his own feelings? Especially feelings so strong and honest as those he felt for Mika. He had felt all jittery and weird because he wanted to kiss Mika, because he wanted more than just Mika’s lips on his neck when he fed, because he wanted that intimacy so desperately, because he wanted to share the bed with Mika and be close to him, because he wanted Mika and was too scared of rejection to confront the emotions stirring within himself. Mika was right, Yuu hadn’t even known it, but he had been scared and hesitant… just not about the things Mika was thinking about. “I… um… what? Well- I… er…” … And suddenly, Yuu had forgotten how words worked. He struggled to formulate a coherent sentence. “I mean, yes… I do want to do that. You want to kiss me? I guess now I can see why you make fun of me for being oblivious because if you really wanted to kiss me I had absolutely no idea but I guess that explains a lot about quite a few things now that I think about it-” And Yuu was rambling… again. He really needed to stop doing that… and there was one thing he could think of to help himself with that. Before he could even fully process what he was doing, one hand came up to gently cup Mika’s cheek, and Yuu closed his eyes and leaned in as if there was some magical force pulling him closer to Mika, a kind of gravity sucking him into the place where he belonged. Then, his lips were pressed so Mika’s, fitted together perfectly as though that was where Yuu’s lips were meant to be. Watching Yuu ramble was endearing- Mika felt his heart take flight, his expression melting into one of adoration as Yuu attempted to explain his feelings. It was such a choppy, garbled mess that if anyone besides Mika tried to interpret it, they would have inevitably gotten confused. It all made perfect sense to Mika, and yet nothing could prepare him for the rush of emotion he would have when Yuu finally connected their lips, pressing them together to create the softest, most tender feeling Mika had ever experienced. A light shiver rolled down Mika’s back and his eyes slid shut; pure happiness rose to his cheeks in the form of a rosy flush. Yuu-chan… is kissing me. Mika couldn’t have been more exuberant in that moment. He had begun to smile slightly into the kiss, his heart swooping and fluttering in his chest. Yuu’s lips were so soft, just as he had imagined, if not thousands of times better. His hands had fallen from Yuu’s face during Yuu’s rambling, so he reached forward, resting them around Yuu’s waist once more. Mika tilted his head, slotting their lips together to kiss him deeper than before. The feeling sent pleasant little sparks down Mika’s spine, making him sigh between the soft smacks of their lips. He never wanted to stop kissing Yuu, not for all eternity- it was better than anything he had ever felt before, even better than drinking blood. Yuu was overwhelmingly better than blood. Yuu’s fingers once again tangled themselves in Mika’s hair, and he could feel the heat of the blush on Mika’s usually cool cheeks with his other hand. The kiss deepened, and Yuu gasped softly against Mika, parting his lips and granting Mika access to the hot cavern of his mouth. Mika’s tongue sent shivers down Yuu’s spine as it trailed across Yuu’s own tongue, evoking soft moans and sighs from deep within Yuu. Mika’s lips tasted like Heaven, and Yuu trembled slightly in his arms, overwhelmed by the pure bliss that came with being so intimately connected to the man he loved more than words could express. He wanted Mika to know how much Yuu loved him, and with every press of their lips Yuu tried to show it, screaming ‘I love you’ without uttering so much as a single word, because there were no words for this, and there didn’t need to be. Mika and Yuu knew each other better than anyone, and there had always been things they could just read about the other, things that went unspoken but were said so clearly and vividly the meanings were unmistakable. There were some things words just couldn’t convey, and Yuu’s feelings for Mika was one of them. It was overwhelming, and yet at the same time it wasn’t enough. He needed more. He needed Mika, and he didn’t know what that meant, but he craved intimacy, he wanted to be as close to Mika as he could possibly be. The blossoming heat between them spurred Mika on further, his eyebrows threading as he pushed his tongue deeper into Yuu’s mouth. The foreign feeling was undoubtedly enjoyable, Mika could tell that much; his core burned hotter with every slip of his tongue along Yuu’s. Breathing in the gasps that spilled from Yuu’s lips was beyond intimate- it was something that Mika never thought he would get the chance to experience. His hands tightened on Yuu’s sides and he pulled, for he wanted Yuu to be as close as he could get. This resulted in Yuu sliding onto Mika’s lap, his knees bordering Mika’s hips snugly. Enthralled with the position they were in, Mika tilted his head back and slipped his tongue deep into Yuu’s mouth, a low groan rumbling in his throat. His hands slid around Yuu’s sides, exploring the slope of Yuu’s back and the subtle curves of his body. Yuu was there, seated on his lap and utterly perfect in every sense of the word; Mika wondered how long he could handle it. His skin was aflame with desire, and before he got too carried away, he pulled away from Yuu’s lips to allow the other to breathe. A thin filament of spittle connected them as they panted, then broke apart as Yuu raised his hand to wipe at his mouth. Their eyes clashed, a brilliant connection of virescence and scarlet, darkened with unmistakable lust. Mika knew that he didn’t want to stop here, and considering the look on Yuu’s face, he hardly wanted to quit. Mika’s hands tightened on Yuu’s sides, silent as they regained their breath, and Mika was all too aware of the way the growing bulge in his pants prodded against Yuu’s bottom, which rubbed right against him in the most sinful way. “Yuu-chan…” Mika started to speak, his voice breathy and sensual, “I… I’ve always wanted you, so badly…” His cheeks warmed from his own confession, though the confidence in his eyes was resolute and unwavering. “Are you okay with going farther? Like…” Mika moved his hips slightly, pressing the hardness in his pants against Yuu’s backside to suggest what he meant. “... this…?” Yuu hadn’t thought it was possible for the warmth in his cheeks to grow any more than it already had, but Mika’s genuine words and sparkling eyes seemed to have Yuu spellbound, and the utterly tantalizing roll of his hips made Yuu gasp lewdly. It was the way Mika grasped Yuu’s waist so tightly and firmly, as though Yuu was the most valuable thing in the world that had Yuu so riled up. It was almost like Mika was scared that if he didn’t hold on tight, Yuu could simply slip out of his grasp… it all sent a flood of emotions, a whirlwind of heat and love through Yuu’s heart. He looked down into Mika’s eyes, starting to kind of understand what he meant. The way Mika rolled his hips was suggestive enough to give even the impressively oblivious Yuu a pretty good idea of where this was going. Though he didn’t truly completely know exactly what ‘going farther’ meant, he knew that if it was with Mika, he’d do it. Mika had never hurt Yuu, and he never would, and after what Mika had done earlier with his lips on Yuu’s neck, Yuu was certain whatever Mika did would make him feel better than he could have ever imagined. Yuu’s thumb gently caressed the soft skin of Mika’s cheek, his eyes fixed on the deep scarlet before him with a stare so full of love and honesty, an expression so open and earnest he felt as though he was bearing his heart and soul out for Mika to see. Truthfully, he was, because he wanted Mika to know everything he was feeling, and if anyone knew what Yuu was feeling, it was Mika. Most of the time, he knew these things before Yuu even did. Yuu nodded resolutely, his eyes unwaveringly locked with Mika’s steady gaze. “Yes.” He answered firmly, without hesitation because he trusted Mika, and knew that Mika would never hurt him. Yuu wanted this, and he wanted it so desperately he could hardly contain it. He could feel his very core aching for it, yearning for it. Hearing the confirmation that Yuu wanted this- whatever ‘this’ might have entailed- was enough to stir up a rapid whirlwind of emotion within Mika. He could hardly contain himself as he surged forward, connecting their lips together in a hot, impassioned collision unlike their tentative, shy first kiss. The kiss had Mika groaning lowly, shivers causing his skin to bristle in the best way possible. He pushed his tongue deep into Yuu’s mouth, licking everywhere he could reach, wanting to rekindle that blazing hot flame of desire that was burning so intensely within them before. In fact, he wanted it to burn even hotter than it ever had. He wanted to watch as Yuu fell apart, engulfed in total pleasure and bliss. He wanted to please Yuu and praise him, to shower his body in kisses and show Yuu just how mad with love he was. He wanted Yuu to never forget Mika’s emotions- because one day, Mika might not feel ever again. He might forget what it was like to feel such vivid, wild emotions like love and lust, ones that drove him to the edge and caused his heart to pound. He had no idea for how long he would hold onto this last fragment of his humanity. Time was precious, and Mika didn’t know how much of it he had left with this achingly lovesick heart. At least… loving Yuu was the one thing that made Mika feel like he was human inside. Nothing else mattered right now- nothing but Yuu. Mika pushed his thoughts deep into his mind, losing himself in the sensations that made his heart stutter and his skin burn hot with lust. He lost himself in his love, in his powerful and vibrant lust, his invigorated carnal energy. He poured all of this and more into his kiss, his hands grasping desperately onto Yuu; a fitting analogy to the way he clung to his humanity, his emotions, his pure and untainted love. If Yuu hadn’t been going mad before, he certainly was now. The searing, lust- filled kiss had Yuu’s head foggy and muddled, even more so than it had been before because this time he simply let himself fall into it, letting Mika catch him in his strong embrace and pull him further into the blazing inferno of desire that was starting to swallow Yuu whole. He tilted Mika’s head slightly to deepen the kiss even further, exploring Mika’s mouth with his tongue, mapping out every inch of it, pressing his body closer to Mika’s and pulling Mika closer to him than he ever had been before. He rolled his hips slightly against Mika’s, grinding against the hardness that was pressed so deliciously against him and delighting in Mika’s reaction. He might’ve smirked if his mouth hadn’t been occupied doing other things, not that he was complaining. He could kiss Mika like this forever. He ground his hips against Mika again, bolder and more daring with the heated action this time, seeking out more of Mika’s sighs, gasps, and moans. He shifted his weight on the bed, spreading his legs apart more to get a better angle as he continued the simple but oh so lustful action, building up more of that desperate friction and heat with each movement of his body. A particularly bold grind of Yuu’s hips had him gasping in pleasure against Mika’s mouth, feeling tendrils of lightning and heat shoot through his body. He felt his need growing for more of that carnal friction and heat that was building between them. Mika couldn’t take the sensual grinding between them any longer. He growled lowly against Yuu’s lips, his body shivering with a need embedded so deep into his core that he felt it might eat him alive. Everything was hot and so, so good that Mika couldn’t stop himself from sinking even deeper inside of the addictive feelings coursing through his body. He regretfully pulled his lips away from Yuu’s, even as the other whimpered and trailed after his him with a pleading expression on his face. Mika breathed heavily into the small space between them, his mind spinning with lust as he managed to speak one command for the both of them. “Let’s get undressed.” Yuu moved so fast that it almost startled Mika- he nearly laughed from the sheer speed that Yuu got up. Despite that, Mika also didn’t waste any time in removing his garments, hurriedly unclasping his cloak and unbuttoning his uniform with shaking, nearly incapable hands. Yet somehow, Mika finally stood there, almost entirely undressed and clad only in his underwear. When he looked over to Yuu, his breath caught in his throat from the gorgeous sight before him. Yuu stood with his back to Mika, also peeking over his shoulder in Mika’s direction as his dress-shirt slid seductively off his shoulders. Beneath the sheer fabric of the white shirt, Mika could see the rounded curves of Yuu’s ass and his mouth practically watered, despite the fact that he still adorned underwear. The mere shape was enough to make Mika’s heart race with excitement. Somehow, Mika was even more enchanted with the shy, yet somehow playful glint in Yuu’s vivid eyes, paired with the tiniest hint of a smile on his pinkish lips. Mika was breathless. He stared, completely entranced with the display before him, his hands frozen on the edges of his underwear as his lips parted with awe. Yuu felt his heart skip a beat at the sight of Mika standing there in only his underwear, fixing Yuu with such a lust and love-struck look that Yuu could feel his body trembling. Captivated emerald eyes trailed across the porcelain skin, the well-defined muscles, the rigid outline of the hardness within his boxers. Yuu felt something of a smug satisfaction at the knowledge of what his now more than slightly intentional teasing was doing to Mika, and a small devilish smirk crossed his lips, accompanied by a mischievous glint in his eye as he thought he might as well have some fun with this. The fabric of the dress-shirt dropped lower, slowly revealing more of Yuu’s untouched golden skin, the lean muscles of his back, the dip of his back, the soft curves of his hips. His smirk only grew when he fixed Mika with a smoldering gaze before he dropped the shirt completely, letting it flutter to the ground at his feet. He turned around to face Mika completely, now wearing nothing but boxers that fell low on his hips, revealing teasing hints of softly defined muscles that lead down to his straining erection. He sauntered closer to Mika, swaying his hips slightly with each step and adoring the effect his teasing was having on the blonde. He was once again close enough to touch Mika, and he tried to ignore the frantic beating of his heart and the shyness welling up inside him more and more with each passing moment because of his state of undress and vulnerability in front of someone whose opinion he cared about more than any other. Mika was wearing nothing more than Yuu, though considering how gorgeous Mika’s body was, that didn’t exactly help quell the nervous blush coloring his cheeks. Unable to hold back any longer, Mika reached out and placed his hands on Yuu’s hips. He drove them closer until their clothed erections rubbed against each other, and just as a satisfied hiss escaped past Yuu’s teeth, Mika leaned in and meshed their lips together once again. Mika’s hands didn’t stay still for long. They snaked up and down Yuu’s body, smoothing over his soft skin and lean muscles underneath. He unashamedly felt everything that made Yuu the person he was; someone so unbearably attractive that it was almost unfair. Mika kissed him deeply, plunging his tongue deep into Yuu’s mouth as he allowed his hands to roam freely. He couldn’t help himself- he had been keeping these feelings to himself for years now, assuming he would never get the chance to touch Yuu like this, but now here he was, living out his wildest dreams. The sensation of his clothed cock rutting right against Yuu’s was maddening. Mika couldn’t hold back his groans and his urge to do more; as long as he could bring Yuu the maximum amount of pleasure, he would be satisfied. Most importantly, Yuu just needed to understand how much Mika loved him not only through his words, but through his actions- that was all that mattered to Mika in the end. He ended up pushing Yuu back until his legs hit the bed, their lips only parting as they tipped back onto the mattress. Mika wasted no time in climbing over Yuu’s body, his eyes dark and lidded before he leaned down, mouthing unashamedly at Yuu’s marked-up neck. After swiping his tongue along the bruises and healing wound of his bite-mark, he reached Yuu’s elegantly defined collarbones and began nibbling on the sensitive flesh. He wanted Yuu to be absolutely covered in Mika’s marks so that the whole world knew not only that Yuu was his, but that he was loved. Yuu was so deeply, passionately loved that no one else’s love could compare to the love Mika held in his heart. No one else could make Yuu feel as good as Mika could, and he would prove that to Yuu- right there and then. “H - Hahh … Mika…” The heat and lust between them was only that much stronger now that he could feel Mika’s bare skin sliding against his, and Yuu was a mess almost instantly under the barrage of lascivious touches. The fire between them was almost blistering and Yuu loved it, needed it and more. He was glad he was laying down because he was sure his knees would’ve buckled under him if he wasn’t. Mika’s mouth just felt too overwhelmingly good as it sucked and nibbled heated trails across Yuu’s body. Yuu’s head was thrown back against the sheets, his body arched towards the consuming pleasure Mika’s was pressing into his skin with each caress of his hands and lips. Yuu’s fingers dug into the Mika’s back desperately, urging him on and begging him not to stop. Yuu’s head was spinning more with each lick, suck, or nibble. Mika’s nimble hands sent trails of fire blazing across Yuu’s skin, easily making Yuu writhe in pleasure beneath him. A light brush of Mika’s thumb against the sensitive peaks of his chest had Yuu gasping loudly, squirming underneath the simple but unexpectedly pleasurable touch. He had no idea certain parts of his body could be so sensitive, but Mika seemed to have all of Yuu’s body mapped out with his mind and now his fingers and mouth. Even now he could feel that each mark would be dark against his skin, and Yuu shivered at the thought. He wanted Mika to claim him as his own, to show Yuu who he belonged to- as if he didn’t already know. Mika already had Yuu’s heart in the palm of his hand, and now Yuu wanted Mika to own his body as well. Yuu was beneath him, gasping and heating up under Mika’s very own palms. He couldn’t believe his luck, that the love of his life wanted him just as badly. That he responded to Mika’s touches, incredible little breathy sighs escaping his parted lips, his thick eyelashes fluttering closed in pure bliss. This was all Mika had ever wanted, he realized with a pounding heart and his face flushing with another wave of heat. His lips continued their journey down Yuu’s body, kissing and licking every place he could reach; he paused to suck on Yuu’s hardening nipple, pulling out the loveliest sounds from his beloved, his dearest, his everything. Mika swirled his tongue around the sensitive spot, smirking slightly as Yuu’s body shuddered and jerked in response. Just to stimulate Yuu further, he rocked his hips against Yuu’s to grind their clothed erections together, pulling out low groans from both of their throats. Mika’s hands slipped down around Yuu’s waist to tenderly hold the small of his back as he arched up the bed, into Mika’s willing mouth, which prodded and teased at Yuu’s nipples over and over. Mika wasn’t deaf to the small huffs of protest falling from Yuu’s lips, either. He could tell that Yuu was getting impatient from all of Mika’s slow, loving and teasing touches, but Mika couldn’t help himself from taking his sweet time; he had wanted this for ages, so naturally he was going to take his sweet time with Yuu, whether the other liked it or not. Mika parted from Yuu’s nipple, his lips slightly reddish from so much suckling and nipping. He gazed up to Yuu, admiring his hazy, desire-ridden eyes and lips parted in total euphoria. “Gorgeous…” Mika murmured out loud, his own voice slightly raspy with his passion. Yuu squirmed in impatience under Mika, pleading for more with every soft sigh that fell from his lips. It was the sweetest kind of torture, and he never wanted it to end. He could contain the shy smile that spread across his lips at Mika’s praise about as well as he could contain the breathy gasps and sighs Mika pulled from him, which was, needless to say, not at all. There were many words Yuu could use to describe himself and ‘gorgeous’ had never been one of them, but the tone in Mika’s voice and the love and honesty in his eyes left no doubt in Yuu’s mind. Mika truly loved him and saw as much beauty in Yuu as Yuu saw in Mika. Yuu couldn’t think of anything to say that wouldn’t seem awkward, let alone anything that would accurately convey his feelings for Mika, so he did the only thing he could think to do. He wrapped his arms around Mika’s neck and tugged him back into a kiss so full of love and passion Yuu felt as though his heart would burst. After a moment, he pulled away slightly, though his forehead was still resting against Mika’s, and the words were spilling from his lips before he could even fully process them. “I love you,” he said, because he did, and they both knew it, but Yuu needed to say it out loud. He needed Mika to know- he wanted the whole world to know. He supposed the world already knew, because in that moment, Mika was his entire world. Hearing the words spoken from Yuu’s very own lips had Mika on the brink of tears. He had to take a moment to gather himself, but then he was smiling with so much elation that tears beaded in the corners of his eyes anyway. Their noses bumped together slightly; the sensation was ticklish, bringing a delighted warmth to Mika’s cheeks as he grinned and replied, “I love you the most, Yuu-chan.” Mika was totally besotted with Yuu- he had always known this, but in that moment more than ever Mika felt his love swell in his heart, piling up to a peak of powerful emotions that he knew no proper words to describe them with. He ducked down to kiss Yuu again, because that feeling would surely never get old, not for eternity. As he molded their lips together, he reached down to tug at the edge of Yuu’s underwear, and he found himself smiling as Yuu lifted his hips off the bed in response. Slowly, Mika rolled the fabric down Yuu’s thighs until they both had to shift to get them off and reluctantly break their tender kiss. As he backed up, Mika felt the prod of Yuu’s erection against his body, which spiked some excitement in his core. Intrigued, Mika cast a glance down to admire the sight of Yuu’s erection, flushed and shiny at the head with precum. Yuu’s body twitched slightly from a shiver, likely due to the cool air against his sensitive length. Now suddenly anxious to experience a similar feeling, Mika was quick to remove the last article of clothing he wore; the feeling of being so exposed was enthralling, and Mika ached to touch himself. Before he did that, however... he paused as he peered down at Yuu, properly taking in the sight of his naked lover for the first time. He had seen Yuu naked before, when they were kids, but it was totally different- bathing together with the other boy orphans wasn’t weird. This, however… this was something totally different, completely intimate and special between just the two of them- they were going to be as close as people could physically get, pleasuring each other to breath-taking climax. The thought caused Mika’s heart to race with excitement as he stared down at Yuu, dazed and so utterly infatuated that until now, he didn’t think about the obvious lack of lubrication they had. The blush on Yuu’s cheeks practically spread throughout his entire body when Mika’s lust-filled eyes trailed across every inch of his naked form. He felt an urge to crawl under the sheets and hide behind them. Sure, Mika had seen him naked before when they were kids… but this was different, and it was hard not to feel self-conscious when he was just so exposed. His insecurities were shortly forgotten when his eyes took in Mika’s completely bare figure, and Yuu’s lips parted slightly in awe, because Mika truly was the most beautiful person he had ever seen. It took Yuu a few moments to escape his daze and realize Mika appeared hesitant, as though he had forgotten something. Yuu sat up on his elbows, tilting his head to the side slightly in confusion, and even then he could feel the slight ache of the places where Mika had sucked and bitten marks into Yuu’s neck. “Is something wrong?” He asked, confused and slightly concerned that maybe there was something wrong. He didn’t know much about what they were about to do, but it was clear from the change in Mika’s expression, the slight furrow in his eyebrows and the way he pressed his lips together that there was some other detail involved in this. Even through his confusion, Yuu could feel impatience welling up in the pit of his stomach once again. It was cold, being so exposed in the room without Mika finding the most delightful ways to keep him warm, and Yuu was still painfully aroused, desperate for Mika to do something about it rather than just sitting there. Aware of Yuu’s impatient wriggling, Mika rubbed his lips together as he tried to think of a solution. He held up a finger to tell Yuu to wait for a moment, then cast a look doubtfully at the nightstand beside the bed. He didn’t think anything would be in there, but it was worth a shot, at the very least. Mika inched to the side of the bed and pulled the drawer open- and low and behold, a bottle of lubricant was there, as if it was summoned by sheer willpower. Mika couldn’t believe their luck, and he inspected the bottle very thoroughly just to be totally certain- but there was no doubting it. The substance in the bottle was intended to be used for the exact purpose Mika was thinking of. “Nothing is wrong now,” Mika said as he lifted the bottle to show Yuu. “I don’t want to find out how this got here, but it’s ours now.” He spoke with a sly smile on his lips, amused at the flustered blush that darkened on Yuu’s cheeks at the sight of the lube. So cute… Mika thought with a thump of his heart. He settled between Yuu’s legs and reached down, placing his hands on those soft thighs to spread them slowly. The sight beneath him only got more and more alluring; Yuu was clearly embarrassed about exposing such parts of his body to Mika, and his eyes darted anywhere but Mika’s face. Yet despite his shy state, he didn’t resist- he allowed Mika to maneuver his body with a glossy sheen of desire in his eyes, and the whole sight before him was accentuated by Yuu’s straining, erect cock. Mika felt like he was going to melt. He nibbled on his bottom lip as he stared down at Yuu, his own cheeks flushing with admiration. With a soft sigh, Mika spoke softly and playfully, “Yuu-chan… you’re being way too cute. It’s unhealthy for my heart.” Yuu sputtered indignantly at Mika’s statement in a string of gibberish that was no way in shape or form anything close to words, hiding his face behind his hands in a vain to conceal his embarrassment. Mika was just too good at making him feel flustered. Yuu didn’t like to think that he was the type to get embarrassed easily, but when Mika said things like that or fixed him with that powerful look of his- it just made Yuu’s mind completely short-circuit. “I am not cute,” Yuu insisted, pouting dramatically from behind his hands, peeking at Mika through the gaps in his fingers. He failed to see what exactly it was that Mika found cute about such an embarrassing position, nor did he see the adorableness in his growing impatience because Mika wouldn’t stop teasing him. Yuu’s thoughts were cut off when Mika moved his hands gently along the sensitive skin of his thighs to spread them just a little more, and Yuu could feel Mika’s warm breath on his most intimate areas, having to bite his bottom lip to stifle a moan. It was a strangely ticklish feeling, but not ticklish in the way that made him want to laugh, more so in a way that lit up all his most sensitive nerves without truly stimulating them. He shot Mika a glare that demanded he did something, and Yuu knew Mika was getting there, but he was taking his sweet time and Yuu needed him now . He could feel his cock already aching for Mika, or more accurately his entire body, and Yuu was about two seconds away from losing his patience entirely. Delightfully amused by Yuu’s whining, squirming and pouting, Mika deliberately went even slower than before just to draw out his amusing reactions. Eyeing Yuu’s cock hungrily, Mika felt a pang of regret that his fangs prevented him from taking Yuu inside his throat. To make up for it, he had other plans in mind to please Yuu- none of which included speeding up his pace. Instead, he crouched down and began kissing the inner, softest parts of Yuu’s thighs, his eyes fixed on Yuu’s flushing face. With a tiny smirk pulling at the corner of his lips, Mika left a long, lingering look on Yuu before he closed his eyes. Then, he focused on leaving more marks on Yuu by pulling the tender flesh of Yuu’s thighs between his teeth and sucking. He varied between nibbling the flesh and rolling his tongue along it in order to make the experience pleasurable, even amongst the stinging pain that was inevitable from such a sensitive area being bitten. Alright- Mika asked for it. He knew Yuu was getting impatient, and he decided to tease even more. Well, Yuu would just have to see how Mika liked being teased so much. He sat up, quickly pinning Mika to the bed, his hands holding Mika’s wrists above his head and his knees on either side of Mika’s hips. There was a devilish glint in his desire-filled eyes, and an equally wicked smirk upon his kiss-bitten lips as he leaned down to Mika’s ear. “Mika,” He whispered, letting Mika’s name roll off his tongue seductively, so close that his lips brushed against Mika’s ear when he spoke. “I told you to stop teasing.” Perhaps not verbally, but they both knew what Yuu wanted. Oh how Yuu’s mind was churning with all the deliciously evil ways he could tease Mika now. Sure, he didn’t know exactly what he was doing, but he was certain he could figure it out pretty quick. He nipped at Mika’s ear before quickly turning his attention to the pale skin of Mika’s neck. Mika had marked him after all, and Yuu was going to have way too much fun doing the same in return. He licked gently at a spot near Mika’s jawline before he abruptly sank his teeth into the soft skin without warning, sucking a dark bruise that would be practically impossible to hide. Mika was his and he wanted everyone to know it. The shift had Mika breathless for a heart-stopping moment, his eyes wide as he admired Yuu from below. Mika’s head was spinning- he had such control, with Yuu splayed out beneath him, flushed and shy and sweet, and suddenly everything had changed on him. Now Yuu was sitting on his lap, grinning down at him with wickedly gleaming eyes, yet there was no reddish tint in his irises to indicate the presence of a demon. No, it was Yuu on his lap and no one else, which made Mika’s blood heat like fire in his veins. He swallowed tensely as he listened to Yuu’s words, his heart racing as heat rushed down between his legs, causing him to become immensely more turned-on than before. “H- Hnahh…!” Mika gasped loudly from the feeling of Yuu’s teeth in his skin, sucking the dark mark on his neck that would undoubtedly stand out brightly against his pale, smooth skin. The pinches of pain sent sparks of heat right down to Mika’s crotch, spurring him on even more than before. His body arched up in response to the feeling, his eyes slipping shut with delight as Yuu marked him up. These marks were proof- proof that Yuu wanted Mika just as badly, and that was enough to send Mika’s world into a whirl of emotions. He couldn’t be happier, with his wrists straining against Yuu’s grip and his head tossed back- even if it meant he had to wait to be buried inside of Yuu, drawing out this experience was not something Mika would argue against. Yuu smirked slightly against Mika’s skin, slightly proud of his ability to pull such erotic sounds from Mika. He placed a few small, gentle but heated kisses in a line down one of the more sensitive tendons, alternating between small bites, licks, and kisses, making sure to stay irregular and unpredictable to keep Mika guessing. He licked a line along Mika’s collarbone,  stopping to suck yet another mark into the skin there and looking back up at Mika’s lust-filled expression. Even looking at such a lewd gaze made even more heat pool below, urging Yuu on to drive Mika wild with those sinful ideas that kept coming to mind. Yuu held both of Mika’s wrists down with one hand, freeing his other hand to trace oh so slowly down Mika’s chest, brushing over each and every mark Yuu’s mouth had made only moments before, eventually resting it on Mika’s stomach, just above the throbbing length that seemed to simply beg for Yuu’s attention. Yuu’s lips hovered over Mika’s tender nipple, and he remembered how deliriously good Mika had made him feel. Deciding to return the favour, Yuu bit down slightly on the pink flesh, rolling his tongue over it while he started to move his hand down lower, ghosting his fingers just around where Mika needed them most. After a rather… generous amount of time sucking and biting Mika’s chest, Yuu let go of Mika’s wrists in favor of having both hands to tease Mika with, but with a glance he told Mika to keep his hands right where they were. He kept his eyes locked with Mika’s, placing both hands on Mika’s waist as he started to kiss lower down his chest, littering small marks across the pale, muscled skin, forming something of a zig-zag line that was clearly leading to one very specific place. Mika’s mind was clouded, hazy with lust, but one thing was painfully clear to him: Yuu was completely, utterly despicable in the best possible way. Mika was biting into his bottom lip, trembling with the force of keeping his arms above his head as per Yuu’s silent instruction. He wanted so desperately to buck his hips up and rut against Yuu’s body for that delightful friction he craved, yet he enjoyed the slowly-building ache in his abdomen that came with waiting for Yuu’s touch. Handing over all control to Yuu was not something Mika had in mind, but he didn’t regret it in the slightest. Yuu’s hands were slightly shaky, as he was also inexperienced, yet much less confident about his skills than Mika must have been. Despite the subtle tremors in his hands, Yuu was doing an incredible job, sucking and licking in all the right places to tear gasps and groans from Mika’s parted lips. Now Mika understood why Yuu had turned the tables so aggressively and suddenly- dealing with this suspense was nearly unbearable. Mika was about to go crazy with anticipation as Yuu trailed lower and lower, in no way hiding his destination and intentions. Mika could hardly wait, his cock throbbing with excitement for the pleasure it was about to receive. This knowledge paired with the occasional greedy looks Yuu gave him as he inched lower made Mika’s body flush hotter, becoming more and more aroused with the second. Yuu could see the way Mika was trembling on the bed, and he suddenly understood why Mika had delighted in teasing him so much. Every small whimper or sigh, every expression, the desire in Mika’s eyes and the blush on his cheeks- all of it was simply exquisite. Yuu flicked his gaze down to Mika’s erection, red and shiny at the tip with a bead of precum. Yuu wanted so badly to take the entire length in his mouth and watch Mika writhe on the bed at the intensity of the pleasure… but no, he wouldn’t give Mika the satisfaction just yet. Instead, he sucked yet another dark mark in the hollow of Mika’s hip, teasingly close without actually touching his cock. Then, he repeated the process on the other side, nibbling slightly at the skin. He found Mika’s reactions far too amusing, and he continued the sweetest torture until Mika’s hips and groin were scattered with even more dark marks. Then, he just barely caressed his fingertips across Mika’s burning hot erection, almost laughing slightly at how this seemed to be affecting him. Experimentally, he lightly brushed his tongue up the entire length of it before he glanced back up at Mika, batting his eyelashes innocently, though the impish glint in his eyes left no doubt that he knew exactly what he was doing. “Is there a problem, Mika?” He asked, feigning ignorance because Mika was just too much fun to tease. Mika was grating his teeth together, his entire body tensing with the strain of holding himself back. He wanted so badly to turn them over again, to show Yuu just how good Mika could make him feel, yet at the same time he admitted to deeply enjoying the way Yuu held the upper hand right in that moment. He was completely at Yuu’s mercy, pinned under those nimble hands and that nefarious mouth, and Mika wouldn’t have it any other way- at least, not for now. He was gasping, his head tilted back at Yuu trailed that hot tongue along his shaft, sending sparks of sensation all the way down Mika’s spine. Before he continued his sinful tasks, he decided to be even more of a little shit and pause. Mika let out a low growl of warning, his eyes peering down at Yuu with a mixture of deep arousal and a glint of recklessness, like he was about to do something rash just to pick up the pace. His hands gripped the sheets tightly, bunching them up between his squeezing fingers- if Yuu didn’t do something soon, Mika was going to abandon the no-hands rule that Yuu had established during his little act and shove Yuu down onto his cock. “Yuu-chan, please…” Mika whispered, his voice thin with urgency. He wanted Yuu so badly it almost hurt him to wait any longer. Yuu didn’t even try to hide the evil little laugh that came out in response to Mika’s plea, and he spent a good few seconds debating if he should keep teasing Mika just so see what would happen, because the mere thought of Mika pinning him down and having his way with Yuu made his heart thump in his chest and his own cock ache. Then… another thought crossed his devious mind. His wicked grin only grew as he looked up at Mika. “Alright then, your wish is my command.” If Mika wanted the teasing to end, he would get it. So, without any further teasing or preamble, Yuu abruptly took Mika’s length into his mouth, hollowing out his cheeks and making his mouth as tight as possible, wrapping his hand around whatever he couldn’t fit inside his mouth. He flattened his tongue, pressing it against the heat of Mika’s cock as he lifted his head up before quickly sinking down again, using his hand to stroke in time with the movements of his head, not letting up for a second. He could taste the precum flowing out of Mika’s tip, and Yuu hummed in pleasure around Mika’s erection, sending vibrations through him. If Yuu had found Mika’s reactions erotic before, that was nothing compared to what they were now. Mika felt all of his thoughts fade away- it was like they melted into nothingness in mere seconds. Suddenly all of Mika’s self-awareness was tossed to the wind, completely abandoned in favor of wild, untamed lust. The wave of heat that rolled over Mika’s body was suffocating, thick like lava as it swept through him, overwhelming him to the point of breathlessness. “F-Fuck…! H- Haahh, Yuu-chan…!” Mika moaned out in the absolute most erotic voice he had ever made; the sounds spilling from his lips were sounds he never thought he could make. Yet there he was, lost in a sea of bliss, his hips rising to push his cock deeper into Yuu’s deliciously hot mouth. That tongue slid along his length in the most dangerous ways, his cheeks sucking Mika in as deep as he could manage. It was all too reflective of the way Yuu would feel in other places, and Mika could hardly handle it. He couldn’t breathe steadily, his only sounds being choppy gasps and sighs as he skewed his eyes shut and lost himself in the pleasure. It was smothering him in the best way, driving Mika to the edge of climax in an alarmingly quick pace. Mika was yanking the sheets above his head so hard that he might tear them if he kept it up, his entire body shuddering in delight as Yuu sucked him off. Through his clouded mind, he managed to warn Yuu of one thing- “A-Ah-...! Yuu-chan, I-I’m- fuck- so close…!” Each wanton moan and gasp that fell from Mika’s lips was sent straight to Yuu’s cock, urging him on more and more to pleasure Mika until his lover couldn’t take it anymore. They were the sexiest and most beautiful sounds Yuu had ever heard and each one was nearly enough to make Yuu reach his climax on its own. The thought of being the cause of Mika’s orgasm, to see Mika’s orgasm at all- it sent shivers down Yuu’s spine. Even so much as imagining what Mika would look like at his peak… but Yuu didn’t have to imagine. At least, not for much longer, because with each movement he was bringing Mika closer to that point. Yuu wanted to make Mika feel so good he couldn’t take it anymore, to immerse him in bliss more intense than anything he had ever felt before. With this goal in mind, he looked at Mika with the most smoldering gaze he could muster, the very definition of the term ‘bedroom eyes’ and sank down as far as he possibly could on Mika’s cock, relaxing the muscles in his throat as best as he was able to, swallowing more and more of the throbbing erection down into his tight wet heat and bracing himself to take Mika’s release down his throat. It was all too much for Mika to handle- the sensations in his cock from Yuu’s groans, the insufferable heat surrounding him, the smooth slippery feeling of Yuu’s tongue- all paired with the most attractive and sensual expression Yuu had ever worn. The experience was enough to bring Mika to the highest point of pleasure he had ever felt, and after one more loud, breathy gasp, his mind was clouded with blinding white and his orgasm came upon him. He let go of the sheets and reached down, selfishly threading his fingers in Yuu’s hair to shove Yuu just a little further down his length. He held Yuu in place, indulging in the heat surrounding him so fantastically as he shot rope after rope of cum down his throat. As the waves of climax washed through him, he rolled his hips slightly, just barely fucking into Yuu’s mouth as deep as he could reach, momentarily forgetting how Yuu might feel about being held so tightly against Mika’s crotch. The thought finally reached his mind and he gasped softly, a flush bleeding across his cheeks as he released Yuu’s hair. Worry immediately clamped on his heart as he looked down, watching as Yuu backed up off his leaking cock and licked at his swollen, shiny lips. After hearing a couple hoarse coughs, Mika sat up and looked dazedly at his stunning lover, though he was still concerned that he might have hurt Yuu in the process of his climax. “Y-Yuu-chan, are you okay? I didn’t mean to choke you like that…” Yuu hadn’t been expecting Mika’s orgasm to be so strong, nor had he anticipated the sheer amount of cum that he would have to swallow. It took him a few tries, along with some sputtering and coughing, but after a moment he managed to swallow it all down, still slightly out of breath and light-headed from not being able to breathe for a bit, but he wasn’t at all angry with Mika. In fact, he was rather pleased that Mika had enjoyed it that much. He looked back up at Mika, admiring the rosiness in his cheeks and the glossiness in his expression. He was truly so beautiful it made Yuu’s heart melt. He could hardly contain his love for Mika, how beautiful his beloved looked in that moment. Yuu blushed softly at how concerned Mika was, always so caring and kind. “I’m fine, and it’s alright. You worry too much,” Yuu insisted with a laugh, though his voice was slightly raspy now. He knew his it was going to be sore in the morning, but so was the rest of him and they could deal with that later, and he wouldn’t have given up the experience of seeing Mika’s orgasm for anything. Mika noticed his heart pounding rapidly with the sheer amount of love he felt for Yuu in that moment. Even despite how rough Mika had gotten during his climax, Yuu was smiling at him, his face and eyes glowing with pure delight that he had brought Mika to that point. The realization made Mika’s head spin- he breathed deeply and reached out with one hand, then trailed his thumb tenderly along Yuu’s bottom lip to wipe some of the spittle off. Then, with a misty expression, Mika murmured, “I want to make you feel that good, too… but I’m going to have to do it a different way.” He dropped his hand and licked off the shiny substance on his thumb, a small smirk on his lips as he sat up farther and grasped the lube in his palm. After opening it and coating his fingers, his eyes raised to Yuu and he beckoned his lover to come closer. Yuu silently listened, his eyes curious as he climbed onto Mika’s lap and knelt, his face rosy and expecting. Mika studied his expression, an adoring smile on his lips at how cute it was, with the shimmer of lust in his eyes. Mika noticed how his length still stood tall, hard and slick at its head, and the erotic sight had Mika’s own core stirring up again. Mika licked his lips, then reached back and prodded his fingers against Yuu’s hole suggestively. At the sound of Yuu’s hitched breath, Mika leaned in so that their lips brushed when he spoke. “Like this, Yuu-chan…” Mika’s fingers felt cold and strange, teasing around his rim and slick with lube. The sensation was unfamiliar, but at the same time it felt strangely good. Yuu had no idea he could be so sensitive there, but he supposed that was just how magical Mika was. After all, this entire time he had been showing Yuu so many ways he could make Yuu feel good that Yuu hadn’t even thought about. Reflexively and without really even realizing it, Yuu rolled his hips back minutely against Mika’s fingers, encouraging Mika to go further. He gasped lightly against Mika’s lips when he felt a cold finger start to delve into him. He crinkled his nose slightly, finding the intrusion strange and unfamiliar… though not necessarily unpleasant. “It doesn’t hurt,” he whispered against Mika’s lips, already seeing the question in Mika’s eyes before he could even ask it. “It just feels… strange. You can keep going.” He was curious to know how Mika would make him feel incredible, and after the lewd sights and sounds of Mika’s climax, Yuu definitely needed release. Mika was intrigued by how hot Yuu was inside, surrounding his fingers; surely, this would feel unimaginably amazing on his cock soon enough. Mika let out a shaky breath, his heart pounding harder as he began pushing his fingers in and out, experimenting with how deep he could reach. Yuu’s nose brushed against Mika’s own, making the entire experience more intimate- Mika looked up and his eyes locked with Yuu’s gorgeous green gaze. Having eye contact in that moment had an effect Mika couldn’t predict, for he felt his heart swell and thump as he watched love and lust swirl darkly in Yuu’s eyes. Mika wriggled in another finger in due time, slowly pumping his wrist up and down to adequately stretch Yuu out for what was to come. He leaned in close and scattered soft, tender kisses along Yuu’s jaw as he fingered him, wishing for the experience to be less uncomfortable and awkward and more gentle and affectionate. It didn’t take long for Mika to be able to reach deep inside, where he began prodding against Yuu’s inner walls to seek out that special bundle of nerves that would bring Yuu the most pleasure. He nipped lightly at Yuu’s bruised neck, his breath hot against Yuu’s most sensitive spot as he pressed his fingertips against Yuu’s deepest point. Then, just as Mika had hoped, Yuu’s body tensed and his warm, breathy sigh brushed against Mika’s hair. “A- Ahh…!” Yuu felt a sensation like lightning shoot up his spine, a bolt of pleasure so unexpectedly intense and consuming it lit up every nerve in his entire body. His toes curled and his fingers scratched at Mika’s back desperately, white flashing behind his eyes as his back arched and his body tightened around Mika’s nimble fingers. Yuu made a small, frustrated noise at the pause that followed, as though for whatever despicable reason, Mika had stopped. Well, Yuu was having none of that, rolling his hips back against Mika’s fingers again in attempt to get Mika to touch that place deep within him over and over again. Eventually, Mika seemed to get the hint, and Yuu shivered in delight when Mika started to move his fingers deep within Yuu again. Yuu reveled in the feeling of Mika’s fingers sliding in and out of him at such a firm and rhythmic pace. Every time Mika nudged his fingers against that place deep within him, Yuu could feel the heat coiling deep within himself, burning with desire for Mika. Even the slightest brush against it had Yuu gasping and shuddering in Mika’s arms, pleading for more. Yuu’s sounds mixed with his frantic movements and lewd expressions were all too telling of the fantastic way he must feel. Mika was pleased to sit there, moving his fingers along with the rolling of Yuu’s hips, prodding at that special spot deep within him. The burning friction between their bodies only grew hotter, and with a small shift Mika felt his shaft fully harden and nudge against Yuu’s own erection. Both of them sighed softly at the delightful feeling, which only stirred up the heat already boiling between them. Mika was so turned on he could hardly stand it, yet it surprised him considering his recent orgasm. How Yuu got him so worked up in such a short amount of time, Mika had no clue, but he was in no way upset about it. Mika felt quite the opposite- he was in awe of Yuu’s beauty, his ability to bring out the rawest emotions in Mika’s nearly-hollow heart. Somehow, with just the simplest of words and glances, Yuu evoked so much out of Mika that it stunned the vampire into silence. And now, Yuu was bringing out a desire in Mika that he didn’t even know he had within him, all by his natural sighs and expressions. Yuu was better than life itself, Mika realized as he moved his fingers deep inside of him, his cock throbbing impatiently to be surrounded by a new kind of Yuu’s hot, wet heat. Mika licked his lips, now truly eager to take the last step in their lovemaking. He wriggled his fingers more and pressed against that particular spot a few more times, as if to memorize its location before he pulled his hand back and let his fingers fall out. Yuu let out a small whimper of frustration, though Mika gave him a reassuring glance to make it obvious that he was done taking his time. After all of their teasing and buildup, Mika wanted Yuu immediately. He made that clear by gripping Yuu’s hips and positioning his loose hole over Mika’s flushed, hardened length. Before he went any further, he looked up at Yuu, locking eyes with his beloved to affirm that what they were doing was what they truly both wanted. “Yuu-chan, can I…?” Mika asked softly, even though Yuu’s emerald eyes were pleading and hot with anticipation, just to be certain. He would never forgive himself if he went too far and ruined things with Yuu, and even if he could tell Yuu wanted this from the heated look in his eyes, Mika needed to make sure Yuu felt ready enough for this type of penetration. Yuu felt a strange sort of emptiness deep within him when Mika withdrew his fingers, an ache for more, a need to be filled again by something… larger. He moved his hands to cup Mika’s cheeks, looking deep into the soft red gaze with an expression full of more love with each passing second. He nodded, caressing Mika’s cheek with his thumb gently. “Yes Mika, make love to me.” Not a second later, he could feel himself sinking slowly down, he could feel Mika enter him, hot and slick and firm. He was connected to Mika in the most intimate way possible, and even the idea made Yuu’s heart race with desire and love… but he soon found out that heart-racing excitement was not exactly a good thing at this particular moment in time. “A- ahh...!” He cried out, feeling pain shoot up his spine and tears prick in the corner of his eyes. The pain had caught him entirely off guard, and it took him a moment to relax again, taking deep breaths and trying to adjust to the unfamiliar intrusion. He nodded for Mika to continue, knowing he could take it as long as he didn’t tense up again. Hearing Yuu’s cry of pain had Mika freezing up with a startle, a sudden worry that he had done something horribly wrong, but he realized shortly after that Yuu just needed to relax himself. To help him calm down, Mika massaged his hips in smooth, gentle circles, hoping to ease the tension from Yuu’s muscles. He tried not to let himself get carried away with how good it felt to be partially inside of Yuu. The heat surrounding his cock was tight and hot, clenching around him and almost sucking Mika further inside. He shuddered from the sensation, his head spinning slightly as he fought to control himself. Of course he would wait as long as it took for Yuu to adjust, but he would be lying if he wasn’t anxious to thrust up inside of him. Mika ran his hands up to Yuu’s waist, where he held on gently and squeezed Yuu’s sides. He nuzzled Yuu’s nose, smiling sweetly as he murmured, “Are you feeling good yet, Yuu-chan? Just let me know when you’re ready, okay?” Yuu nodded after a moment, closing his eyes and focusing on the soothing feeling of Mika’s tender caresses. “Yeah, I’m alright. You can continue,” he said, opening his eyes once again and smiling softly at Mika. He could see the desire and eagerness in Mika’s eyes, and the fact that he was waiting patiently for Yuu to adjust made Yuu’s heart swell even more with love. This time, Yuu was more patient with taking Mika inside himself, knowing impatience would do more harm than good. He let himself adjust to the fullness slowly, and just when he felt as though he was at his limit, he found himself seated fully in Mika’s lap, with Mika’s entire cock deep inside him. He felt the burning stretch fade away after a short while, and the fullness within him became a rather welcome feeling. He pressed a quick kiss to Mika’s lips before pulling away with a slight smirk and a challenge in his eyes. “I’m ready… and as I recall, someone promised to make me feel good. So do it, make me feel good, Mika.” Mika didn’t need to be told twice. Hearing those words spoken from Yuu’s lips ignited the fire within Mika’s core, spurring him on into doing and thinking of nothing but Yuu’s climax. Yuu had pleased Mika, and now it was time for Mika to take care of Yuu in return. His hands tightened on Yuu’s sides and he began to move, experimentally moving Yuu’s body up and down his cock with the aid of Yuu’s own strength. Mika licked his lips, shuddering from the delightful sensations coming from his groin where he was connected with Yuu. It was slippery and utterly perfect, and every time Yuu’s rounded cheeks brushed against Mika’s thighs he bit his lips, yet he was always unable to hold back a soft sigh and a groan of approval. Yuu was too good like this, with Mika’s cock sheathed all the way inside of him, his chest rising and falling with the shallow breaths he took. Yuu was flawless with his rosy cheeks and bleary green eyes, his inky black bangs brushing elegantly across his forehead. Mika was completely enraptured with the man before him, the man he was currently inside of and aiming to bring to the ultimate form of bliss. Mika leaned up to kiss Yuu’s jaw, and then he whispered, “I’ll go faster now…” as a soft warning. After Yuu nodded in response, Mika snapped his hips up, hoping that he would hit that spot his fingers had reached before. That was his goal, after all, and he would do anything he could to reach it if that was what would make Yuu feel amazing. “H- ahh…! Ahh-...hah, Mika!” Yuu’s cries of pleasure echoed throughout the room, and heavy pants fell from his lips with each of Mika’s thrusts. He raked his fingers down the smooth skin of Mika’s back in a way that would definitely leave marks in the morning. He snapped his hips down in time with each of Mika’s thrusts, moaning out Mika’s name each time the blunt head of his cock prodded against Yuu’s deepest point. All coherent thoughts and sentences were torn away with the torrent of pleasure Yuu was swept away in, drowning him in overwhelming heat and ecstasy.   It was intoxicating, the way Mika snapped his hips up into Yuu with every thrust, making Yuu’s heart pound and his blood roar in his ears. Yuu’s head fell against Mika’s shoulder, his eyes falling shut at he tried to focus on not reaching the climax that was approaching at an alarmingly fast pace, the heat building up inside him threatening to burst with each slap of their hips. His eyes snapped open and another lewd gasp echoed from his lips as a rough thrust made Yuu see stars, nearly orgasming right then. His eyes locked on an unmarked expanse of Mika’s skin then, and Yuu suddenly felt a surge of possessiveness overtake him as he dove forward, sinking his teeth into the skin and sucking the darkest bruise yet on the sensitive flesh. Mika was growling through his teeth, almost going mad with the remarkable amount of pleasure overwhelming his mind. He couldn’t believe he could feel this good just by thrusting up into Yuu’s heat, yet he wondered how he assumed it would be anything less than fantastic. Mika himself was gasping loudly, unable to breathe steadily as Yuu bounced up and down in his lap so wantonly and confidently, not a trace of shyness left in his eyes. The sight was exquisite, unlike anything Mika had ever seen- he was the luckiest man to ever live, seeing such a breathtaking beauty before him, flushed and lost in the throes of passion. Mika was so close to his second orgasm now that he could feel it building up inside of him, coiling tighter and tighter, ready to burst any moment. It was so hot that Mika could barely stand it; he needed to cum so badly it was like he might burst. At the same time as he felt his own pleasure building, Mika knew his cock was reaching that point inside of Yuu, for the friction of Yuu’s inner walls against the sensitive head of his cock was stimulating and impossibly satisfying for the both of them. He pulled out the most delectable sounds from Yuu’s parted lips every time he bucked his hips the right way, and the sound of Yuu’s sighs and cries was the most rewarding thing Mika could imagine. Feeling Yuu nearly collapse against him had Mika trembling with an urge to climax, an urge that nearly smothered him with heat and excitement. Hardly able to get his thoughts together, Mika turned so that his lips brushed against the shell of Yuu’s burning hot ear. In between gasps he managed to speak, “Yuu- chan- aah- I-I’m so close…! Hnnh-” Yuu’s movements became frantic and jerky, losing the rhythm they had set before as his climax grew nearer. He slammed his hips down into Mika’s, hearing that carnal slap of their flesh over and over again. As much as he tried to hold back, he knew that he’d be done for with one more well-placed thrust. Before that thought had even fully formed in his head, Mika bucked his hips erratically, slamming into Yuu with a force that made Yuu’s head spin. With one more thrust, Mika nailed Yuu directly at that deepest point inside of him. “ H-Hah…! A-ahh- ah- M-Mi- ka- ah…!! ” Suddenly and with unrelenting force, that coil that had been so tight in Yuu’s core snapped, and it was as though the world shuddered on its axis. Mind- shattering pleasure tore through Yuu, his entire body going taut, pulled tight like a bowstring as waves of fire and overwhelming heat crashed over him, unrelenting and ferociously good. He arched into Mika’s touch, his head thrown back as he cried out Mika’s name, clinging onto his lover as though his life depended on it. He felt thick ropes of cum splatter across his stomach and chest, hot and sticky against his flushed skin. Yuu’s orgasm was something Mika thought he’d never get the privilege to see, but it was something he had sometimes fantasized about; yet the real thing could not compare to Mika’s wildest dreams. He was breathless, stunned by the sounds coming from Yuu’s mouth, the way he moved so desperately to achieve his climax. And then it rushed upon Yuu, making him curl over and gasp as he finally reached that point he had been aiming for. The way Yuu heated up and squeezed over Mika’s throbbing length was enough for Mika as well- he was hardly able to choke out Yuu’s name before he pushed himself in as deep as he would go and came for the second time. Waves of satisfaction rolled over Mika, hot and relieving as he emptied himself within Yuu. He clutched tightly to Yuu, his nails digging into Yuu’s skin as they breathed heavily against each other, hot and finally relaxing after their mind-blowing first time together. Not able to find the right words to say, Mika slowly backed up and angled his head, aligning his lips with Yuu’s to kiss him gently and sweetly. His eyes fluttered closed as he held Yuu like he was a precious treasure, like he could get stolen away if Mika didn’t keep his arms securely around him. Although his bruises throbbed and his cock was spent, he couldn’t be happier, holding Yuu and kissing him as slowly as he could manage. Yuu smiled softly against Mika’s lips for a moment as they kissed. How could he not? He was held tightly in the arms of the man he loved after just having made love for the first time. There was no greater feeling in the universe, and never in Yuu’s entire life had he felt so loved, so treasured, and his heart fluttered at the way Mika held him, as though he was the most precious thing Mika had ever seen. Yuu’s entire body ached and his throat was sore, but it was a pleasant ache, one that reminded him of what they had just done. He had never really thought of soreness as a good thing, but this was a different kind of sore, one that made him feel sated and satisfied. Nothing else in the entire world mattered in that moment; everything was background noise, and it was only Mika and Yuu, warm and safe and happy in each other's arms. Yuu could happily stay there forever, gently kissing Mika, lazy and languid as though they had all the time in the world. Why it had taken them this long to realize how they felt about each other, Yuu had no idea, but he was certainly glad they figured it out now. He could still feel Mika inside of him, making Yuu feel full and satisfied in a strange way. He could feel Mika’s hot, thick cum still filling him, and part of Yuu knew they would have to clean up at some point. Still, he liked the way Mika felt inside him, and Yuu really didn’t want to get up. The haze and afterglow of their lovemaking began to fade, presenting Mika with the obvious fact that they should take care of themselves now. Mika gradually parted from Yuu’s lips, though that didn’t stop him from peppering kisses along Yuu’s cheeks and nose before he began to speak. “Yuu-chan, we need to wash ourselves,” Mika insisted softly, even if he was reluctant to pull out of Yuu and break their cozy embrace. It was warm and comfortable, but there was no doubt that the cum and sweat between them would eventually get gross enough to make them want to bathe. Plus, they could continue to be intimate, even as they moved from the bed to the bathroom. Knowing Yuu was hesitant to get up and obviously lazy, Mika nuzzled his nose along Yuu’s neck and decided to try and entice him into moving. He smiled softly and murmured, “We can wash each other off, if you want.” Yuu scrunched his nose in distaste at the thought of having to leave their current position… but he knew Mika was right, and the sooner they washed themselves off, the sooner they could climb back in the bed and cuddle. Yuu’s heart fluttered at the thought of Mika’s nimble fingers washing away all the sweat and cum, gracefully and gently massaging Yuu’s sore flesh, as well as the thought of getting to run his own fingers over Mika’s soft pale skin. “M’kay…” Yuu muttered after a moment, closing his eyes and reveling in the warm embrace for a few more seconds before he forced himself to get off of Mika. He gasped softly as Mika’s cock slid out of him, leaving Yuu with a strange emptiness he hadn’t expected to feel, as well as the unfamiliar feeling of Mika’s cum leaking out of him and onto his thighs. Standing up on slightly shaky legs, he took Mika’s hand, threading his fingers through Mika’s own as he tugged Mika into the private bathroom that connected to the bedroom. It was, just like the bedroom, massive, with a giant jacuzzi bathtub in the corner… upon seeing that, Yuu now thought that maybe getting up to go bathe wasn’t the worst idea ever. Even with his vampiric strength Mika felt slightly weak; he staggered slightly when he stood from the bed, but he quickly regained his balance to follow Yuu into the bathroom. He hadn’t expected their lovemaking to take so much energy out of him, but at the same time he wasn’t that surprised at the outcome. Of course he was fatigued from orgasming not once, but twice because of Yuu. At the sight of the jacuzzi tub, Mika momentarily put aside his dislike for Guren and silently thanked his family for having such luxury. Mika knelt beside the tub and filled it with warm water, and once the water-line was at an adequate height Mika turned off the faucet and started up the jets. Yuu was staring at the bubbling tub with sparkling eyes of excitement, which made Mika’s heart flutter at such a sweet sight. Mika got into the tub first to ensure the temperature wasn’t too high, but he didn’t consider how he was always cooler due to his vampiric constitution until he was engulfed in the water. He peered up at Yuu uncertainly as he said, “I hope it’s not too hot… I can’t really tell if it is or isn’t.” Yuu placed his hand gently in the bathwater, testing the temperature before he smiled at Mika. “It’s perfect.” Just like you, he thought with a blush, turning his gaze down to the water as he climbed in. He winced at first when the warm water enveloped him, but quickly the sensation became rather plesant, easing the aches and soreness of his muscles. His eyes fluttered shut as he allowed himself relax into it for a moment, but after a few seconds his desire to get rid of the sweat and seed that covered him got the better of Yuu. He opened his eyes, blushing brightly at the sight before him- Mika’s cum was leaking out of him and into the water, mixing with Yuu’s own and clouding the bath slightly. Yuu looked away to hide the redness of his cheeks, feeling shyness once again blossom inside him. He turned his attention to the bottles of soaps and shampoos that lined the wall near the jacuzzi, wondering why someone would need so many. He was fairly certain at least half of them were actually the exact same thing, but nonetheless he grabbed one of them, looking back over at Mika and fighting back another bright blush at how gorgeous Mika looked, disheveled from the intensity of their lovemaking, with kiss-bitten lips and hazy scarlet eyes. All Mika could think about was how adorable Yuu was, fidgeting around and turning all rosy-red from embarrassment. Mika’s eyes followed his hands, watching as Yuu got some shampoo onto his palms. Mika tilted his head back to wetten his hair, and when he straightened up he pushed back his bangs and made sure his thick, curly blond hair was thoroughly soaked. Then, he smiled charmingly at Yuu, who had frozen in place while watching Mika’s every move. Being observed so closely made Mika feel slightly embarrassed, but Yuu’s expression was so open and adorable that Mika ended up chuckling softly instead of getting shy. He shifted around slightly and bent his head forward, then peered at Yuu from the corner of his eye. “I suppose you’ll wash me first, then?” Mika proposed, a small teasing curve shaping his lips. Yuu opened his mouth to say something, but once again seemed to have lost his words. Mika was teasing him on purpose, and he knew it. Instead of mumbling some flustered gibberish, Yuu simply huffed, running his shampoo-covered fingers through Mika’s long blonde locks. It didn’t take long for the shampoo to build up thick lather, and perhaps Yuu had used too much, but there was certainly plenty more. Besides, he was having way too much fun playing with Mika’s hair. Mika’s golden strands of hair were long, silky, and far too satisfying to Yuu as he ran his fingers through it and swirled his hair into funny shapes. At some point he made it all into one giant spike, and Yuu started giggling uncontrollably at how silly it looked. Eventually, he decided it was probably time to stop experimenting with the many different ways he could defy the laws of physics with Mika’s hair. As fun as it was, Yuu was growing sleepy, and there was a strong possibility he’d simply fall asleep right there if he kept messing around. He started to cup handfuls of the warm water, pouring them over Mika’s head and watching the soapy water flow down Mika’s shoulders in elegant streams before disappearing into the bath. When Yuu was satisfied with the job he had done cleaning Mika’s hair, he picked up a different bottle of soap and moved onto cleaning the rest of Mika’s body. He started with washing away what had dried to Mika’s stomach- blushing furiously while doing so- and keeping his eyes intently on the task at hand rather than looking up at Mika’s face, which would surely make his blush worse. Then, he moved around Mika to start washing his back. He rubbed the soap in with gentle circular movements, making sure to be especially gentle around the angry red lines caused by Yuu’s scratching. He could hardly believe it was really him that had done that… but at the same time there was a part of him that was smugly satisfied he had marked Mika so thoroughly as his own. Mika felt like royalty, being bathed so carefully and tediously by his lover. Multiple times Mika wondered if he had actually dozed off under the smoothing, circular gestures of Yuu’s hands. He closed his eyes often and got lost in the feeling; he was unable to recall the last time he bathed with anyone else. He knew he had never bathed with anyone like he was with Yuu, however. The blossoming warmth in his heart was an entirely new sensation, one of pure love that he felt for no one else. After he was rinsed off, Mika perked up and took the shampoo bottle in his own hands. “It’s my turn!” Mika regarded cheerfully, a light smile on his lips as he gathered enough soap in his palms. Yuu was busy wetting his own hair, and as soon as it was soaked, Mika wanted to melt from the adorable sight before him. Yuu looked like a wet kitten, his hair all matted flat to his head and not sticking up as it usually did. Unable to resist, Mika leaned in and pressed a kiss to Yuu’s forehead before he began scrubbing the shampoo into his hair. Massive clumps of soap began foaming up from Yuu’s hair in effervescent white clouds, which was soft to the touch. Mika quite enjoyed rubbing the bubbles into Yuu’s scalp, and he could tell Yuu enjoyed it by the way his eyes closed and his cheeks warmed with contentedness. Mika went on to rinse the soap from Yuu’s hair, and after coating his hands with body wash, he lovingly began scrubbing Yuu’s stiff shoulders in a relaxing massage. Yuu sighed in relief when Mika started massaging his shoulders, and he practically melted into Mika’s touch. It was a heavenly feeling, and exactly what he needed right then. He could feel the ache start to dissolve under Mika’s fingers with each passing second. He must’ve been more tired than he realized, because when he intended to mumble something to Mika about how good his hands felt, what actually came out was a long, jaw-cracking yawn along with the overwhelming urge to curl up with Mika and drift off to sleep. Normally, he would’ve gotten embarrassed or flustered, but at the moment he was too sleepy and not nearly awake enough to actually notice. His head lulled forward slightly as he started to drift off into that state somewhere between consciousness and sleep, pulled down by the exhaustion of their lovemaking and the lazy warmth and comfort that surrounded him, especially the gentleness and safety of Mika’s hands. Mika’s eyes almost teared up from the endearing sight of Yuu drifting off into a light slumber right under Mika’s own hands. He considered waking Yuu up, but he figured there was no point now that their bath was almost over, anyhow. With a small shake of his head, Mika finished washing his body and shook off the soap studs from his hands. Then, Mika made sure to rinse Yuu off thoroughly before resting him against the edge of the tub. Thinking about how they would still be wet once they went to the bedroom, he brought towels and laid them put along the mattress after he dried himself off and put on some loose pants. Once everything was set up, Mika came back to the bathroom for Yuu, who continued to doze in the hot water. Mika pulled the drain and lifted Yuu out of the bath, dried him off as best as he could, then carried him to the bed. The extra layer of towels between their bodies and the bed helped to absorb the remaining water that clung to their skin, and after shutting the light Mika pulled Yuu’s sleeping form against him. Mika nuzzled into his hair, which was still damp, yet fluffy from the way Mika had ruffled the towel against his head to dry him off. The shampoo in Yuu’s hair smelled like apples, and Mika felt himself smiling as he remembered the taste of the crisp fruit. Although he could never experience it again, he could at least imagine, thanks to this scent. It had been ages since Yuu and Mika slept in the same bed together, and Mika had forgotten how right it felt. Yet they had never cuddled like this, scattered in each other’s lovebites and exhausted after having sex. This was a first for the both of them, and an experience that Mika knew he wanted to have over and over again. With one arm slung around Yuu’s waist and a smile on his lips, Mika drifted to sleep, comforted by the steady beat of Yuu’s heart. End Notes Zeta: Check out my_fanfic_blog to keep up with my future fics! Vix: Feel free to roleplay with me on my Mika_RP_blog at any time! Or, just chat_with_me_on_twitter! And.... stay tuned for our multichapter Shadowhunters AU coming soon, City of Dust and Shadows ;) Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!