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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Haikyuu!!
  Relationship:
      Hinata_Shouyou/Kageyama_Tobio
  Character:
      Hinata_Shouyou, Kageyama_Tobio, Sugawara_Koushi, Yachi_Hitoka
  Additional Tags:
      Confessions, Frottage, First_Time, Kisses, lots_of_kisses, this_is_13
      pages_of_fluff_and_smut_and_awkwardness
  Series:
      Part 2 of HQ!!_For_the_Soul
  Stats:
      Published: 2015-08-16 Words: 6882
****** Counting Kisses ******
by Say_that
Summary
     Hinata swears, the first time they kissed was an accident.
Notes
     this took a long time for me to write, sorry!
     comments and kudos appreciated, and please tell me if there are any
     mistakes, and thank you for reading!!
The first time that they kiss is an accident. They're wrestling to figure out
who gets to shower first after they get to Kageyama's house for a sleepover
after practice. They're rolling on the floor, trying to get the upper hand on
each other when they accidentally knock their faces together. When it happens,
Hinata pulls away almost immediately, a cut appearing on his lower lip and
dripping blood. His face is red and he stammers out a hurried, "I win", before
grabbing his towel and running to the bathroom. When he comes back, skin red
from the shower and hair stuck to his face, he tries not to look as Kageyama
leaves the room, and pretends he didn't see the blush on his friend's face.
After that, he can't help but notice Kageyama more. The way he stands, the way
he talks, how he holds his pen when studying or how his eyes light up at the
slightest mention of volleyball. When he lets his mind wander, he'll think
about the shape of Kageyama's back, or how soft his skin looks, the length of
his legs. When his mind wanders like that, he avoids looking at kageyama for
most of the next day. Sure, Sugawara's given him funny looks before when he'll
go from looking at practically nothing but Kageyama one day to avoiding even
saying his friend's name the next, but it's fine.
He hopes it's fine.
The second time that they kiss, Kageyama is asleep on the porch in Hinata's
backyard, the sun starting to darken his skin, and Hinata is captivated. At
first, he waves his hand over Kageyama's face, watching the shadows move across
his skin. And then he's replacing his hand with his head, looking at the
relaxed face of the setter. Slowly he leans closer and closer, until he thinks
he could count the individual eyelashes resting on Kageyama's cheekbones. And
then, he leans in just a bit more and lightly brushes his lips against
Kageyama's. He pulls away quickly, but the deed's been done, and he'd be lying
if he said he regretted it.
It probably isn't fine.
Eventually, he asks for Sugawara's help. It makes it easier to deal with what
he's figured is more than just a small crush, and it means he has someone he
can talk to about it. It works.
So when Sugawara comes to him one day at lunch, grinning so widely he thinks
his senpai's face is going to split in half. He's about to say that to, his
mouth opening slightly, before Sugawara holds a finger to his lips and makes a
'come here' motion with his free hand. Hinata does as told and when he gets
close enough, Sugawara wraps an arm around his shoulders and pulls him close
enough to whisper in his ear, "I think he's going to confess to you!"
Hinata stops breathing for a moment before he almost yells in happiness, or he
would if there wasn't a hand over his mouth as soon as he opens it. He looks at
Sugawara, eyes wide with hope and excitement, and when the hand leaves his
face, his grin is even wider than his senpai's.
"You really think so?" He asks, his voice soft. He hopes it's true, because
he's been in love with Kageyama for a few months now, and if those feelings are
returned, he might just burst.
Sugawara nods again, then lets his arm fall from Hinata's shoulders just before
the boy jumps in the air with happiness. At that moment, all that Hinata can
think about is how if what Sugawara said is true, then he'll be able to kiss
Kageyama and not feel bad about it.
When Hinata gets asked by Kageyama to stay behind after practice, he's
expecting some straightforward, no nonsense confession from his friend.
He doesn't get a straightforward, no nonsense confession. Not by a long shot.
Kageyama looks at him for a moment or two before turning away to stare at
something else. Hinata notices that his ears have turned red, and he's about to
ask if Kageyama is okay, but before he can even open his mouth Kageyama's
turning around and staring directly into his eyes, and it would be great if he
didn't look so constipated.
"Um...Kageyama...are you okay?" he asks softly, worried that if he speaks too
loudly he might startle the setter. He doesn't get an immediate reply and his
confusion must show on his face because Kageyama looks at the ground and
curses, and his face is turning red now.
"Oikawa said that you're supposed to make eye contact with this sort of thing,"
he says, still not looking at Hinata. When he finally registers what Kageyama
has said, Hinata giggles. Not loudly, but enough to elicit a glare from his
friend.
Hinata tries to stop laughing, he really does. And he manages for a moment or
two, but then he looks at Kageyama's expression and the giggles start again.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry...but...you went to Oikawa for conversation help?
I thought you only did that for volleyball," he gasps out after a minute of
broken laughter.
Suddenly there's a hand on his head, squeezing and ruffling his hair, but there
isn't any animosity behind it today and that gets Hinata to actually stop
laughing. He looks at Kageyama, his grin falling somewhat, and opens his mouth
to ask him if he's actually okay, but thinks better if it.
"Just...shut up for a second okay," is all that Kageyama says before relaxing
his grip on Hinata's head. But instead of letting his hand drop, Kageyama curls
his fingers in the loose waves of Hinata's hair for a moment before letting the
orange locks fall from his loose grasp. "He's had a lot of experience with this
kind of thing, so I figured that he'd have good advice," is all that he says to
explain, and honestly, Hinata might be more confused now than he was before.
"Okay...you're still kind of glaring at me, and it's more than a bit weird so
you should just tell me whatever you need to," Hinata says in a rush. Hoping
that if he speaks quickly he won't get shushed or something. But Kageyama is
still giving him a weird look, though it's less of a glare than exasperation
but he almost looks happy and it's really weird. Hinata bites the inside of his
cheek because he's kind of nervous now and he really wants what Sugawara told
him to be true but he honestly doesn't know.
Kageyama sighs and looks at the ground for a moment before he raises his head
again and looks at Hinata, and now it's not a glare, and it's not exasperation,
it's something like concentration mixed with hope and determination, and
suddenly Hinata wishes that he hadn't agreed to stay after because this is
almost scary. "Um...you sure you're okay, Kageyama?" he asks, taking a step
back.
"I'm fine! I just need a moment. You staring at me isn't helping this any," he
says. Hinata flushes and looks at the ground, his mouth forming a pout as he
stares at his feet. This isn't going the way he thought it would, and it's
really starting to piss him off. He shouldn't have expected anything from this
to go well. "Look, can you just tell me whatever it is that you need to? I'm
kind of tired and I have to study the notes Yachi gave me for the English test
tomorrow," he says bitterly, glaring at the ground between his feet.
"It's not that easy, dumbass! Oikawa said that it would come naturally, but I'm
not him!" Kageyama yells at him, and that's it, Hinata is so far past done with
this idiot. Forget patience, forget careful plans made with Sugawara's help,
he's doing this now. "I'm not expecting you to be Oikawa, asshole! You asked me
to stay after, not the Grand King, so stop trying to be him! I'm not in love
with that jerk, I'm in love with you!" he yells back, whipping his head up to
glare at Kageyama.
Kageyama, who's mouth has fallen open and who's eyes are wide, and now all
Hinata wants to do is run very, very far away from here. And he's going to do
it to. He turns to run to his bike and then get back to his house as fast as he
can, but before he can take more than a few steps, before he can actually run,
Kageyama's grabbing his wrist and pulling him around to look at him.
"Me too," he says quietly, "I like...no, I love you too. That's why I'd been
asking Oikawa for help. I didn't know what to say to tell you, and he's dated
so many girls that I thought he would know what I should say." He stares at
Hinata for a moment before letting go of his wrist to hold his hand.
All Hinata can do is stare at Kageyama, his face slowly turning a dark red.
This is...very different from what he had planned. It's different, but it's
good. Good because now he and Kageyama are both red and he squeezes the
setter's hand. Maybe it's fine when things don't go according to plan.
After that, he gets to kiss Kageyama a lot more. And that's fine by him,
because now he wants to kiss Kageyama more.
The third time they kiss, it's after a particularly good practice game with
Nekoma during their second trading camp. They almost win and it leaves such a
satisfying feeling in Hinata's stomach that he pulls Kageyama outside with him
under the pretense of refilling their water bottles only to take him back
behind a wall and press their lips together softly. When he pulls back Kageyama
is giving him this kind of dazed, satisfied look and then pulling him back in
for another kiss. So technically, he can also count it as the fourth time they
kissed.
Hinata's happy with their relationship. He can't lie and say that he doesn't
mind the slow pace they're going at, but he can deal with it. As long as
Kageyama's happy and he can keep kissing him, everything's fine.
Maybe it's not entirely fine, but he can deal with it. Hopefully.
He can't deal with it. At all. He complains to Yachi that he's dying, he can't
keep going on like this, he's a teenage boy, he has needs. When he says that
particular bit she blushes and and smacks the back of his head, telling him
that what he needs is to calm down before she stops giving him the notes for
English. After that he stops complaining, at least for a bit, and opts for
asking her how her progress with getting Kiyoko to "notice her" is going. He
gets smacked again, though it's much gentler and this time it's followed by
Yachi blushing and stammering out an answer about how she's working on it.
He thinks about asking Suga for help, but worries that he would get laughed at
or told that he shouldn't worry, and that's not what he needs to hear right
now, especially from someone who's obviously getting what he needs out of his
relationship. What he needs is for his boyfriend to get a clue. Or he could
just curl up into a ball and let himself die slowly. That's always an option.
Maybe.
He decides that complaining isn't really getting him anywhere at all. Because
it really isn't. It's just giving both himself and Yachi headaches and he
really can't risk losing the English notes she gives. So, he'll talk to
Kageyama about it, because he can do it, and he will do. Hinata spends an
entire week leading up to a sleepover at Kageyama's house psyching himself up
for it. He spends half of practice on Saturday telling Yachi that he can do it,
and she smiles and agrees with him. He'll bring it up with Kageyama and then
the problem will be solved. He can do it.
He can't do it. He absolutely can not do it. There's no way that he can bring
it up to Kageyama.
When they had reached his house after practice, both of Kageyama's parents had
been there, waiting for the boys. His mom had told them that dinner and
breakfast where in the ridge for them when they got hungry and that they would
be spending the weekend with some friends. And then they had left.
Now, he's sitting next to Kageyama on the couch as they watch some movie on tv
and he can't stop squirming and Yachi is going to laugh her ass off at him when
she finds out about how he chickened out because his boyfriend's parents
weren't home. This was pathetic and he was being pathetic and it was worse than
a serve to the face and-
"Hinata? Oi, Hinata!" It finally registers with him that Kageyama is calling
his name, has been for a few minutes actually, and it makes him blush as he
looks at his boyfriend sheepishly.
"Ah, yeah, what...um...what's up?" he asks, trying to be casual and he knows
it's not working because Kageyama's giving him this look like he's started
speaking another language. This is going terribly.
"Are you alright? Your face is bright red," he shifts around as he talks and
then Kageyama is leaning down and pressing his forehead to Hinata's and that's
it. He's going to die here. He won't even get to tell Yachi about how badly he
failed in talking to Kageyama about maybe doing more than just kissing, he
won't get to tell her anything because he'll be dead.
And then he registers that Kageyama is just staring at him with wide eyes and
has pulled back somewhat so that he can properly look at the redhead and his
blush is the least of his problems now because he just said that out loud. If
not all of it then at least the part about wanting to do more than just kiss.
He needs to leave. Now. Before he can stick his foot even farther down his
throat.
He's halfway to the front door before he even knows what he's doing, yelling
something about how he suddenly remembers that he needs to go home and take
care of some very important project or something and he's almost at the door,
and he'll be free soon and then he can die from embarrassment when he gets
home.
Except then there's a hand grabbing his wrist and pulling him back before he
can grab the door know and now he knows what Yachi meant when she tried to
explain what a kabe-don was because now Kageyama's looking down at him and has
his hands on either side of his head, flat against the wall where the setter
has him pinned. The panic he felt seconds ago shifts into something different.
Maybe because of the look Kageyama's giving him. It makes him feel like he's
going to be eaten alive.
Hinata just stares at Kageyama for a few moments, trying to get a grip on the
situation. It's not really working though, so he decides that thinking for much
longer will make it worse. "Umm...Kageyama?" He says it quietly, and it comes
out as less of a statement and more a question, but it's the best he's got
right now.
"You were going to leave," is all Kageyama says in response for a moment, and
when he finally breaks eye contact with Hinata he's blushing. "You hadn't let
me say anything and you were going to leave."
Oh. He hadn't thought of that. He hadn't really thought at all.
"...I'm sorry," he whispers, and he's not sure why he's being so quiet but it
seems appropriate for the time, so it'll do. "I thought you didn't want to and
I was going to ask about maybe trying something new but instead I just started
talking without realizing it because I was embarrassed and-"
Kageyama cuts him off with a brisk but fond, "Hinata, shut up," and he does.
He's slightly offended and is about to say so but then Kageyama leans down and
presses his lips to Hinata's. He thinks to himself that this is their fifty-
fourth plain kiss, but there's something different. It feels like there's more
purpose behind it than just kissing.
When Kageyama pulls back for a breath, Hinata doesn't do anything but stare at
him and pant for air, his mouth hanging open. And when Kageyama takes his hand
again and leads him to his room, he doesn't do anything but follow, though he
does notice that Kageyama turned the tv off, which is good. He also noticed
that as they walk he keeps looking back at him and biting his lip, like he's
thinking about something, and if Hinata weren't so distracted by how hot he
looks right now he would wonder what Kageyama was thinking about. But he has
priorities, like getting back to kissing his boyfriend.
"Hey, slow down for a second," he says, tugging on Kageyama's hand to get him
to stop. He wants to get a better grip on whatever the hell is going on. And
also maybe to get a better grip on some others things, but that's totally
beside the point. He pulls again when Kageyama doesn't stop immediately,
planting his feet on the ground and pulling back.
Kageyama finally stops and looks back at him, his expression clearly showing
his annoyance at this setback in his plans, but Hinata doesn't let that stop
him. He tugs Kageyama closer and looks at the ground for a moment to gather his
courage before saying quietly, "So you're okay with doing more?"
The look he gets in response makes him want to smack his boyfriend. Kageyama's
looking at him like he's an idiot and if he hadn't gained more self control
over these past few months he would probably punch him. But he won't because
he's better at controlling himself than that. He hopes.
"Are you serious right now? I'm literally bringing you to my room after you
admitted to wanting to 'do more' and you think that I'm going to tell you no?"
Kageyama asks him, and he feels ridiculous when he nods slowly, but he wants to
be sure of this, wants to make sure that he's not the only one who wants this.
"...Shouyou, you're an idiot sometimes," he whispers, and Hinata blushes at
that, at hearing his boyfriend say his given name, because it's only happened
one other time and he doesn't think he'll ever get used to it. He opens his
mouth to respond, tries to make some type of sentence come out, but all he's
getting are these sort of chocked-off words and it's really not working out
well.
Kageyama must decide to take pity on him because suddenly there are lips
against his again but it's slower this time, less heat and more patience,
almost like they're learning how to kiss each other all over again. When
Kageyama pulls back they're both breathless and Hinata doesn't let him stay
away for long. He pulls him back down for another kiss, still slow but more
passionate, more longing, and when they break away it's only for Hinata to push
Kageyama against a wall in a mockery or the kabe-don his boyfriend used on him
earlier and then their lips are pressed together and this time it's fast and
full of heat and a bit of nerves. Hinata decides it's a good kiss.
It's their fifty-seventh kiss. He doesn't know how he's managed to keep track
of all of the kisses they've shared, but he's glad that he has. Gives it more
meaning. At least, that's how he feels. Kageyama would definitely laugh at him
if he knew.
When they separate again, Kageyama pushes himself off the wall with a grin,
that Hinata thinks is both adorable and kind of hot, and pulls him just a but
further down the hall and into his bedroom, closing the door behind them,
though it's more habit than necessity.
They stare at each other for a few moments, breathing hard and eyes wide,
before Hinata pulls Kageyama over to his bed and pushes him down on top of it.
He can't help but think to himself, straddling his boyfriend, that he likes the
view from up here. It's a very good angle.
Hinata bites his lip as he stares down at Kageyama. He thinks about just
teasing Kageyama for a bit, but before he can try anything he's being pulled
down into another kiss. This time it's open-mouthed, hot breath mixing as he
presses against Kageyama. He feels Kageyama's arms wrap around him, one hand
settling on his waist and the other tangling in his hair, pulling him closer.
It feels even better than before, the distance between them negligible, and he
wants to yell or shout or something, so he tries. It comes out more as a drawn-
out moan, and Kageyama responds in kind as their tongues press together,
letting out a groan of his own and pushing his hips up against Hinata's.
The effect is immediate. Hinata feels the sudden addition of pressure against
the erection he hadn't realized he'd been sporting, feels the hardness of
Kageyama's length against him, and he pulls away from the kiss to press his
face against his boyfriend's throat and whine. He doesn't know how to react
after that though, his cheeks burning with embarrassment at the sound he's just
made. Since there's nothing else for him to do to help with his embarrassment,
he presses wet kisses to Kageyama's neck, occasionally biting and sucking
certain spots until he needs to actually breathe again.
He rests there for a moment, catching his breath and feeling Kageyama's chest
move beneath him as he does the same, and when he finally feels like he can
look up without bursting into flames or something equally dramatic, he finds
Kageyama watching him like he's entranced. He stutters out an embarrassed, "W-
what?" trying to avoid eye contact. Hinata can feel Kageyama's eyes linger on
him for a moment before he's being pulled back into another kiss.
Before he can really react to anything besides the feeling of Kageyama's tongue
in his mouth, Hinata feels his world turn upside down, literally. It takes him
a second to realize that Kageyama flipped them so that he would be on top, and
he's half pissed off--half ridiculously aroused by it, and he's going to let
his boyfriend know at least about the pissed off part. He breaks away from the
kiss and opens his mouth to give the setter a piece of his mind when Kageyama
decides to push his hips against Hinata's again, and all that comes out of his
mouth is a low moan, his hands clutching at Kageyama's back as he thrusts his
hips up in return.
He doesn't really hear Kageyama gasp so much as he feels it, feels the intake
of breath and the responding shudder the goes through his boyfriend's body.
What he does hear is his boyfriend as he quietly says, "You're amazing,
Hinata." He stares at Kageyama for a moment, his eyes wide and his cheeks
bright red. He can't think of anything to say, so he bites his kiss-bruised
lip, wincing at the sharp pain that runs through it.
Kageyama must notice it because there's a hand cupping his face, his thumb
gently pulling Hinata's lower lip free of his teeth and rubbing over the
indentations left behind, before leaning in and kissing him slowly. Hinata
groans softly as Kageyama bites his lower lip, tugging on it harshly before
soothing the ache with his tongue, and he's done caring about the embarrassing
sounds he's made because his shorts are too tight and his erection aches with
how hard he is. Maybe Kageyama can feel his change in attitude through the
kiss, or maybe they do have some strange psychic connection like Suga had said,
because his boyfriend pulls back from the kiss and is about to ask him
something when he pushes himself up and over with all his strength so that
they're back in the position they'd started out in.
It really is a gratifying feeling, Hinata thinks to himself, to see Kageyama
below him. He sits up so that he's balancing on his knees on the bed, hips
pressing down on Kageyama's with almost all of his weight, and his boyfriend
looks like he's about to cum just from the pressure. Hinata smirks down at him
and rolls his hips once, slowly, just to see Kageyama's face screw up in
pleasure. He feels hands settle on his hips, gripping hard enough to bruise,
and then they dip under his shorts to grab his ass through his underwear,
squeezing the cheeks before grabbing at the waist of his shorts and pulling
them down. He gets the message pretty quickly and helps Kageyama get rid of
first his and then his boyfriend's pants, throwing them to some corner of the
room and leaving the two of them in the underwear.
The first thing he notices is that Kageyama's straining against his underwear
so much that it has to hurt. The second thing is that he's wearing boxer
briefs, and Hinata suddenly feels a bit self conscious about his own regular
briefs. Kageyama either doesn't care or doesn't think it's worth commenting on
because he just pulls Hinata back on top of him. They spend a minute or two
figuring out what the most comfortable position is, finally settling on having
Hinata just sit on Kageyama's lap with his legs on either side of his hips.
Hinata stares at the wall closest to them, his hands grasping at sheets on
either side of him awkwardly. It's one thing, he thinks, to grind against his
boyfriend while they have clothes on, and another to do it when there's nothing
but two layers of cotton separating them. He fidgets slightly, trying to keep
his hips still as he thinks about the situation he's gotten himself in, and
almost jumps a foot off the bed when Kageyama takes both of Hinata's hands in
his own. He rubs his thumbs across Hinata's knuckles soothingly, and quietly
asks, "Do you still want to do this? If you don't then we can stop."
It makes Hinata pause, his thoughts coming to a stop as he looks down at his
boyfriend, who, now that he's actually looking, he can see is actually
concerned. He nods his head multiple times, his anxiety disappearing, and turns
his hands in Kageyama's so that he can hold them properly. "Yeah," he answers,
"I still want this. I just...I wanted to make sure." He looks at Kageyama's
stomach as he says the last part, and when there isn't a reply he chances a
glance, only to find his boyfriend grinning at him.
Hinata thinks to himself that he's never been more confused by one person in
his life, but if he's honest, it's fine by him. He smiles at Kageyama and leans
down, pressing a kiss to his lips and laughing softly. That makes sixty-one. He
feels Kageyama laugh into the kiss with him, and that makes it that much
better, like they're both laughing at how silly they are, and Hinata doesn't
think he could love Kageyama more than he does in this moment.
The kiss quickly turns heated again and Hinata is gasping into Kageyama's mouth
as Kageyama presses his tongue past Hinata's lips, exploring his mouth before
finally settling on rolling their tongues together. They both moan into the
kiss and then Hinata's rolling his hips down, letting their erections press
together quickly, and one of Kageyama's hand has moved to grab Hinata's ass and
Hinata pushes back into the grip with a whimper.
The air in the room feels cool against their skin, the space between them humid
and hot. Hinata's works his free hand into Kageyama's hair, pulling at the
strands and making a mental note of how silky they are. It doesn't really
matter at the moment, but it's still something he wants to remember. He also
wants to remember the way that Kageyama groans into his mouth when he tugs his
hair a bit harder, wants to remember the way he pushes his hips up just as
Hinata is thrusting down and, he swears to anything and everything that's holy,
nothing has ever felt this good.
He wants to cry when Kageyama pulls away from the kiss, but he knows that he'll
never live it down if he does, so he settles for whimpering as Kageyama lets go
of his hand and grabs his hips, moving him around a bit until their cocks are
pressed together through their underwear. Hinata can see a very large wet spot
has formed on the tent of Kageyama's underwear and he lets himself feel proud
for a moment before suddenly he's being pulled forward and Kageyama's thrusting
up and it breaks the last bit of self control that Hinata has left because he's
moaning loud enough that he should be embarrassed.
"K-Kageyama," he groans, closing his eyes and rolling his hips down, hard, and
Kageyama's pushing up into the touch and he can't stop himself from letting out
soft whimpers as they rub their erections together.
Hinata opens his eyes and lets his gaze fall of Kageyama's face, watching as
his boyfriend's composure breaks and his mouth falls open in a deep groan that
Hinata recognizes as his name, watches as Kageyama tips his head back, mouth
open and eyes shut as he pulls Hinata's hips down, hard, and thrusts up,
letting their cocks drag together, underwear catching.
He's not sure if it's because of how broken his boyfriend looks, but Hinata
makes a--barely--conscious decision to call out Kageyama's given name the next
time he opens his mouth.
"Tobio," he moans quietly, eyes half-lidded and mouth in a soft pout, and he
calls out again, louder, "Tobio!", watches Kageyama's eyes snap open, wide with
surprise and Hinata starts to laugh but it turns into a whimper and Kageyama
moves one hand from his ass to the back of his neck and pulls him down into a
kiss, shoving his tongue into his mouth, his free hand pulling his hips down as
hard as possible. He's grinding against him now, and Hinata might actually be
crying now, he's not sure, because it feels too good, he can feel the heat of
Kageyama's skin mixing with his own, and his erection is downright painful at
this point and he wants to cum, wants to make Kageyama cum, but also doesn't
want it to stop.
He feels Kageyama shudder underneath him, and he whimpers again, breaking the
kiss to gasp for air, his breath coming out broken as he calls out Kageyama's
name again and again.
He feels Kageyama watching him, feels his gaze on his hips, his chest, his
lips, before he settles on eye contact and murmurs, "You're so beautiful,
Shouyou."
Hinata freezes. Well, his thoughts freeze, and he can feel how wide his eyes
have gone, how hot he feels, and he can't get over how Kageyama said his name.
He's heard Kageyama say his name before, but not like that. Not with lust. Not
when he's out of breath and wide eyed, staring up at Hinata like he's the sun.
When he finally drags himself out of his thoughts, Hinata notices two things.
One, his hips slowed down, and the drag of his cock brushing slowly across
Kageyama's feels even better, and two, Kageyama looks both cute and sexy, and
it's starting to mess with his head. On one hand his boyfriend's face is
flushed, and he's obviously flustered, hence the cute. Or the other hand, his
eyes are hooded, pupils blown wide, and he's biting his lip in this way that
makes Hinata want to suck on it, though it's probably more of an impulse than
an actual want.
But he remembers that usually it's good to follow his gut, as Yachi told him
when they'd talked about their, then failing, love lives. So he does.
He leans down and presses his lips to Kageyama's collarbone, sucking a bruise
there before slowly making his way up Kageyama's neck, pressing a soft kiss to
his jawline, and then pulling his lower lip between his teeth, tugging on
gently and then letting it go, running the tip of his tongue across is to
soothe the ache before he properly kisses his boyfriend.
That makes sixty-four that have been on the mouth. He should probably stop
counting kisses.
Kageyama makes this almost disappointed face when he pulls away, but Hinata
doesn't have it in him to care right now because he's way too close to cumming
for anything else to matter. He presses their foreheads together, and let's his
eyes slip shut as he tries to control his breathing because this all getting to
be too much and he's not going to last much longer if he keeps letting his gaze
settle on Kageyama's face or their hips.
"Tobio," he starts, his voice a low murmur, " Tobio, I'm really close." He
pulls away to see Kageyama's reaction, watches his face go from shocked to
pleased to determined, and Hinata wants to smile, but he would rather focus on
kissing him again.
Kageyama beats him to it, pulling Hinata down and pressing his their lips
together briefly, (sixty-five, Hinata thinks), before moving down to his neck,
gently biting his pulse point and then sucking on it, and it's going to leave
such a huge mark but neither of them can be bothered to care at the moment
because Hinata is caught up in how good it feels to have Kageyama's lips on him
as they press their hips together.
Kageyama pulls back to admire his work before continuing to trail kisses down
Hinata's neck, pausing to leave the occasional mark, and leaving small bite
marks on his shoulders and collarbone, and Hinata appreciates it, he really
does, because it feels ridiculously good, but he wants to actually kiss his
boyfriend again, and as nice as Kageyama's name feels on his tongue, it's
nothing compared to feeling of Kageyama pressing his tongue into Hinata's
mouth. So, he shifts a bit until he can press their lips together in another
open mouthed kiss.
Hinata twists his tongue against Kageyama's, twining them together and moaning
at the warmth of Kageyama's body against his, the heavy feeling of his hands
resting on Hinata's neck and shoulders, and the constant rise and fall of their
hips as they move against each other. He feels the pressure of his impending
orgasm building in his stomach, his spine, and his legs start twitching, his
thighs flexing against the outside of Kageyama's hips, and he falls out of the
steady rhythm they had built, pressing his hips down as hard as he can and just
grinding his cock against Kageyama's.
He pulls away from the kiss, and he can feel spit trailing down his chin from
his bruised lips but he doesn't care, can't find it in himself to make it
matter, because he's staring into Kageyama's eyes and they're such a deep blue
that he feels like he could drown in them. His gaze drops to his lips, and
they're dark red and shining from spit, from kissing, and Hinata licks his own
lips slowly, let's his eyes flick up to Kageyama's, watches as his boyfriend's
gaze follows the path of his tongue and it makes him feel like he's the sun, so
he leans down and let's his breath ghost over Kageyama's lips before nipping at
the lightly and softly whispering, "Tobio," to his boyfriend.
Kageyama jerks underneath him, eyes wide and pupils huge as he groans, his hand
falling to Hinata's hips and pulling him down as he thrusts up, and there are
definitely going to be bruises on Hinata's hips from this but just thinking of
that makes Hinata moan and he can't help but move his hands to hold Kageyama's
shoulders, grip tight as he rolls down against Kageyama, his voice getting
louder and louder as he gets closer.
"Tobio....Tobio," he says, voice shaking with each syllable and he's going to
cum, he's going to cum and it's going to be because of Kageyama and he can't
help it as he cries out Kageyama's name as he thrusts one more time, his voice
twisting the word into some sort of mix between a sob and a prayer as he spills
inside his boxers.
He shuts his eyes against the light in he room as his body quakes with the
aftershocks if his orgasm and then he's crying out again because Kageyama's
practically rutting against him as he calls out Hinata's name, a constant
stream of "Shouyou," that makes him whimper. He opens his eyes and meets
Kageyama's gaze. His boyfriend looks like he's about to cry, so Hinata leans
down and presses their lips together in a gentle kiss, their lips moving
together softly. He moves is hand up so that he can tangle his fingers in silky
black hair, tugging lightly on the strands as he pushes his hips down against
Kageyama, ignoring the sting from how sensitive he is, and that must be the end
of Kageyama's control because his back arches off the bed as he cums, digging
his nails into Hinata's skin as he sobs into the kiss.
As Kageyama settles back onto the bed, he wraps his arms around Hinata and
holds him close, breaking the kiss to bury his head against Hinata's neck.
Hinata loosens his grip on Kageyama's hair and strokes it, humming under his
breath.
They stay like that for a bit until they decide that dirty underwear isn't all
that comfortable to cuddle in, so they get up and change. Once they're done
changing and getting ready for bed they settle back on the bed, curled up on
their sides as Kageyama plays with Hinata's hair.
It's silent for a minute or two before Kageyama opens his mouth and says,
"So...you talked to Yachi about wanting to, and I quote, 'do more' with me
before you actually talked to me about it?" and Hinata wants to die. He really,
really wants to die and he's taking Kageyama with him.
"It seemed like a good idea at the time, okay? I had thought you didn't want to
do anything besides kiss, so I just...vented to her and Sugawara-san," he
mumbles.
Kageyama's hand freezes in his hair and he pulls back to stare at Hinata as if
he's grown another head. "You told Suga-san what?"
Hinata flushes and turns his head into the mattress, biting his lip as he tries
to think of a way to get out of this situation without getting murdered by his
boyfriend. "I told him that I was...frustrated with how slow everything was?
Look, he's being helping me since I figured out I liked you, so can we just
leave it!?"
When all he gets in return is silence Hinata peeks at Kageyama, expecting to
find him glaring. Instead he sees his boyfriend trying not to laugh at him and
scratch that, he doesn't want to die, he wants to strangle his boyfriend.
"What!? What's so funny, you jerk?" he yells, sitting up and glaring at
Kageyama.
Kageyama gives up on trying to hold his laughter in, snorting at the expression
on Hinata's face as he sits up and grins. "You're just...you're adorable,
Shouyou," he says, leaning forward to kiss him. When he pulls away, Hinata
tries to follow after him before he catches himself. He frowns and tries to
look like he's mad but he isn't and they both know it. Kageyama kisses him
again before getting up to turn off the light and climbing back into bed,
pulling Hinata close and telling him to go sleep.
When they get up the next morning and go to brush their teeth after breakfast
they both stare at their reflections, their hair mussed and their necks dark
with hickeys. Kageyama blushes and Hinata presses his fingers against the
bruises, wincing at the slight ache. Once the finish brushing their teeth and
getting dressed they go out and practice receiving and spiking for a few hours
until Kageyama's parents get home. The adults chuckle at the boys before having
lunch and sending Hinata off with goodbyes and promises of how he's always
welcome.
Hinata gets raised eyebrows at home and a few comments of how he must've been
very busy, but nothing more. That night before he goes to bed to sends two
texts; one to Kageyama, telling him goodnight, and another to Yachi about how
he and Kageyama are both going to need some help with concealer when they get
to school. His last thought before he falls asleep is that the last kiss they
shared made sixty-nine, and he can laugh about that later.
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