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      Explicit
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      Underage
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      F/M
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      Game_of_Thrones_(TV), Asoiaf_-_Fandom, A_Song_of_Ice_and_Fire_-_George_R.
      R._Martin
  Relationship:
      Petyr_Baelish/Sansa_Stark
  Character:
      Sansa_Stark, Petyr_Baelish, Lysa_Tully_Arryn, Robin_Arryn, Margaery
      Tyrell, Catelyn_Tully_Stark
  Additional Tags:
      Older_Man/Younger_Woman, Babysitting, Sex_Club, Burlesque, London,
      Alternate_Universe_-_Modern_Setting, High_School
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      Published: 2015-01-12 Updated: 2016-03-28 Chapters: 31/? Words: 84206
****** Cheap thrills and expensive tastes ******
by Alayne_StoneColdFox
Summary
     It's 11pm on a cold saturday evening in Soho, London. There's an
     anonymous door down a side street, the only thing of note being the
     A-list crowd gathered on the pavement outside. The girls are achingly
     fashionable ,wearing barely there dresses that clearly cost the
     earth, each with scarlet painted lips.The men are fopish, well spoken
     and clad in designer suits. They eye the girls with a kind of
     detached reverie that only the privileged can carry off.
     Welcome to the Mockingbird, the hottest nightspot, favoured by the
     few who can afford it, enticed by the tales of debauchery, scandalous
     excess, and rooms for hire upstairs.
     It's no place for Sansa Stark, a seventeen year old sixth form
     student, who only wanted to make a little extra money babysitting her
     young cousin Robin. How did she get caught up with her Aunt's new
     husband, Petyr Baelish, and his world that's so much more fast paced
     than the one she's used to?
***** Begging *****
“-Please Mum, please! It can be my birthday and christmas present and I won't
ever ask for shopping money for the rest of the year!” Sansa begged, trailing
after her Mother.
“And how many times have you said that?” Cat rolled her eyes to the ceiling as
she darted into Bran and Rickons room, picking up old socks and discarded
clothes from the floor and throwing them in the washing basket under her arm
“You used that line when you wanted that new phone”
“But that was like, almost a year ago anyway” Sansa brushed off “Plus I didn't
want a new phone, I needed one since the old one broke”
“Ah, yes, the old Nokia that mysteriously shattered into pieces, forcing me to
get you that over priced, touch screen, Apple thing you spend half your life
glued too”
Sansa had to bite her tongue as she continued to follow her Mum into Arya's
room. I mean, it was 2014. What teenage girl wanted to be caught dead with a
hand me down Nokia? But no, Sansa wouldn't rise to it, her Mum was just trying
to distract her with another argument, and she wouldn't be led off track.
“But phones are practical.....like bags are” Sansa weedled, slumping against
Arya's door frame as Cat leant down to pull a pair of boys boxer shorts, or
what counted as Arya's chosen pyjamas, from under the bed.
“For the last time Sansa, you are not getting a three hundred pound bag for
your birthday, you're just not” Cat gave her daughter a look as she walked past
that clearly said she was done talking about it.
Sansa could feel herself losing the argument.
“You got Robb a car...” she trailed off, voice mumbling.
Cat was now on her way down the hall towards the laundry room.
“A car is more practical than a bag, it was a twenty first Birthday present,
and he got it second hand” Cat called out back to here as she dumped the basket
down “There are a lot of reasons why that's very different, so there's no point
comparing the two”
Sansa once again shuffled over as Cat loaded seven family members worth of
laundry into the two washing machines they had. Sansa started to load one full
of whites voluntarily, putting on her sweetest voice.
“But I already said a bag is practical. I've already picked out one that's on
sale on net-a-porter, and it would fit everything I need in it, and the colour
would suit everything I wear so I'd use it all the time, like, every day, and
it would fit all my text books so I could use it at school and-”
“At school?” Cat fixed her with a sharp look “Even if I did buy you something
so expensive, what makes you think you should be taking it to school?”
“What? All the girls at K.L have designer bags, it's not weird. Margaery has a
Prada and Myrcella even uses one of her Mum's old Birkins!”
Cat stopped loading laundry to turn to her daughter. She finally had a sense
about what this was all about, and sighed.
“Of course Cersei Lannister lets her daughter carry around a Birkin,
ridiculous-” she muttered “Sweetheart, you have plenty of nice bags already.
Girls your age don't need designer bags”
Sansa's shoulders finally slumped, giving in.
“Fine” she said, dejectedly.
Cat gave her daughter's shoulder a small rub, her voice softer “And if those
girls at K.L don't want to be your friend because you don't have an expensive
hand bag, then they're not really worth being friends with, are they? I know
it's scary starting a new school, but you just have to be yourself”
Sansa tried tried not to roll her eyes and smiled, but it came off a little
stiff.
I'd have a much easier time being myself if I had a posh bag hanging off my arm
while I did it, Sansa thought.
“Besides” Cat said “We're getting you a new sewing machine for your present, if
that news will cheer you up. No more having to use my beat up old thing”
Sansa looked down at the tiles. That did sound like a nice present actually.
Something she'd forgotten she'd been wanting. Her Mum's old Bernina from the
sixties had almost had it.
“Yeah,... that is cool, actually” she admitted “And ….are you maaaaybe still
open to the possibility of talking Dad into letting me have a party?”
Cat gave her a look “You know he's not going to change his mind, not after what
happened with Robb”
Sansa mentally cursed Robb. Ever since his eighteenth, where Theon had gone
ahead and invited their entire year, and some of the lower form as well, pretty
much trashing what was their old house back up North. Sansa remembered how loud
her Mother had screamed when their were butted out cigarettes in her petunia
pots. Her Dad wasn't too impressed with the passed out birthday boy he'd found
passed out and duct taped to a stop sign down the road either.
The hope of any of the rest of them getting parties after that was all but
squashed.
“But I told you Joffrey already said I could have it at his house, his Mum
doesn't mind!”
“Well, I certainly still mind” Cat tutted “You're allowed a couple of friends
over, and they can stay the night, but that's it”
Sansa deflated a little bit “Can't I at least have, like....six people stay
over? We'd be sensible. Just watch movies and stuff, we won't even stay up that
late”
“Your really pushing your luck and my patience right now, Sansa” Cat stood up
to pour in a cup of detergent “Besides, do you know six people well enough to
want them staying over yet?”
Not really, no, Sansa admitted to herself. They were only four weeks into the
school year. She only had Joffrey and Myrcella, after spending most of the
summer before term started over at their house, and fat chance of her Dad
letting her new boyfriend stay the night.
“But a party is the perfect way to make friends” she argued.
Cat started up the washing machine with a sharp press of her finger, drawing in
a deep breath through her nose, regarding the big, pleading blue eyes of her
daughter.
“.....four people. All girls, and lights out and asleep at midnight”
“Done” Sansa smiled, even if it was a minor victory.
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***** Vintage *****
Sansa appeared in the kitchen, dressed in her grey pleated skirt and neatly
pressed white blouse, ready for school an age earlier than her siblings.
Arya was still in her pyjamas, and so was Jon, but he didn't even go to school
anymore so I guess that was forgivable. Both of them were having breakfast up
at the kitchen island, with matching hairstyles that stuck up in every which
way. Bran was across the room at the dining table, as it as lower and easier to
eat from, given his wheelchair, and this was where Rickon had decided that he
would eat his breakfast everyday too. Sansa noticed that Bran had homework
sheets scattered alongside his cereal bowl, spooning in Cherrios as he
scribbled out hastily added equations, while her Mum was still In her own
dressing gown, desperately trying to stop Rickon from smearing marmite over his
K.L. Reception uniform.
“Morning” Sansa announced, darting over to the fridge.
“Mornin'” came Jon's lack luster response. Arya out did him with just a grunt.
Sansa gave her sisters unkept hair a look over “Might want to pick up a brush
before we head off. You look like one of those people from the cartoons you
watch”
Arya didn't even bother turning around “Its called anime and shut up. It's
better than that Gossip girl shit you watch”
Sansa scoffed a little “I don't even watch Gossip girl”
“It's eight o'clock in the morning” Jon intervened “Do we have to have you's
twos first fight of the day this early?”
Both girls huffed, but went back to their respective breakfasts. Neither of
them would classify that as a fight. That was practically them getting along.
Now last week when Arya had taken one of Sansa's favourite sequined tops to
dress Nymeria up in, and Sansa had responded by cutting one of Arya's favourite
band shirts in half with scissors....that was a fight fight. A seven on the
scale of one to ten of how bad the two sisters could get.
There was a small silence before Arya spoke up again “Jon, can I have your
egg?”
Jon looked up over his breakfast plate.
“Why?”
“Because it's runnier than mine” Arya said like it was obvious “I like the
runnier ones better”
Jon gave a little bemused laugh, but slid his plate over the counter, while
Arya grinned, passing him hers. He watched as she picked up a thin slice of
toast and dipped it in the gooey yellow yolk.
“Bit old for dippy eggs and soldiers” Sansa said.
“Says who?” Arya said through a mouthful of food.
“Arya, manners, please” Cat said, striding past in her dressing gown to grab a
wet wipe. The marmite battle with Rickon was being lost.
“Oh, Sansa” Cat called, just as Sansa had decided to pull out a yoghurt from
the fridge.
“I was thinking-” she started, with Sansa grabbing a spoon from the drawer
“Maybe, if you'd like...I do have an old Louis Vuitton purse in the back of my
cupboard, if you'd like to have that”
Sansa stared wide eyed, the spoonful of Apricot yoplait in her mouth.
“You have a Louis Vuitton?”
Her Mother, her infuriatingly down to earth, un-extravegant, mother, had a LV
bag hiding away upstairs all this time, and she was only just hearing about
it?”
Arya frowned “What's a Louis Vuitton?”
Jon gave her a shrug, but both of them went ignored.
“I'd forgotten I had it, to be honest. It was a gift from my first boyfriend,
when I was nineteen, back when he wanted to impress me and before he really
knew I wasn't really into those sorts of things, and- ”
But Cat turned around and Sansa was already sprinting away, yoghurt pot
abandoned on the counter.
She was up the stairs and across the landing so fast that when Sansa went to
barge into her parents room, she ran straight into her Father, just hurrying
out himself.
“Woah, easy” Ned said in surprise, trying to tie his own tie and failing
“What's up with you?” he could only asked, as Sansa ducked past and went
straight to her parents walk in closet.
“Sorry, just in a bit of a rush” she said, leaning down to rummage among the
bags and shoes lined up under her Mother's dresses.
“Mmm, that makes both of us” Ned mumbled “I think I'm gonna' have to ask Jon to
drive you kids to school, I'm running late as it is”
Sansa could hear her Dad flipping through papers and files that had been
scattered around almost everywhere since he'd gotten this new job.
“Damn meetings....endless day of 'em....gonna' have to sit through Baelish and
all his numbers and finance talk I can barely get my head around, ...I swear
all the numbers aren't adding up and I don't know if it's wrong, or I'm just
slow and can't keep up, he rattles it all out that fast-”
“Can't you just show up when you want?” Sansa cut off her Dad's rambling, since
he was talking more to himself anyway at that point.
Ned laughed “You think that's how jobs work then, do yeh?”
“When you're the boss” Sansa shrugged.
“I'm a boss, but I'm not the big boss, that's Robert, and I didn't become his
Vice president by showing up mid-afternoon every day”
“Yeah, but still, you told me that last week he took you off to play golf with
him one tuesday lunchtime. Doesn't sound like he'd care if you were a little
late”
“Mmm, your probably right” Ned nodded “But that's Robert, not me. If I want to
get this company in good shape again an example has to be set, and if I want
the people that work for me to show up on time I'd be a hypocrite if I didn't
do it myself”
“But if you work for Mr Baratheon, and if Mr Baratheon is always late and off
playing golf, then you could just say you were following his example and he
wouldn't be able to complain” Sansa said, as she emerged carrying her prize,
which was still encased in the box it came in all those years ago.
“God forbid the people you end up working for” Ned smiled affectionately “You
and that smart mouth e'll give them a run for their money”
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Sansa parted her lips as she leant across the school sink, applying just one of
the touches of makeup she could get away with. Rimmel London vinyl lipgloss in
'keep a secret'. As if that was a colour. I guess it sounded nicer than just
'pale pink'.
Maybe 'Keep a secret' was a pretty accurate name of it anyway. Technically the
girls at Kings Landing Private weren't allowed to wear any makeup, but it's not
like staff took that rule too seriously, since just about every girl broke it.
It was her own Mum who had more of a problem with Sansa 'painting her face' as
she would say.
'You don't need it, your pretty without it! You have a natural beauty' her Mum
would say, every time they were in Boots and Sansa would stare longingly at the
displays of Maxxfactor and Maybelline.
True, she did have lovely skin, even if it was a tad pale. Sansa was glad she
never had any pimples. Even Myrcella got the occasional one, not that she'd
ever be mean enough to point them out.
Sansa then dropped the 'secret' makeup back in her Mums LV bag. Her bag now,
she smiled.
The last thing she needed to do was hitch up her skirt, safety pinning it
around her narrow waist, so that it fell just a few inches past her bum.
Another thing not technically allowed, but as if Sansa wanted to be one of the
dowdy girls who actually wore their skirt a hands length above the knee, like
that girl Gilly who ate her lunch in the library every day. Or worse, be like
her sister, and wear sports shorts underneath, which flashed every time she ran
through the halls. So embarrassing.
The skirt. The makeup. Sansa could only imagine the gasps, the dramatic hand
over the chest her Mother would give her, as if wounded to see the minor
makeover she performed in the school bathroom every morning before classes
started.
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Sansa stepped into the Sixth-form common room, and she could immediately see
Margaery sitting on one of the sofas, surrounded by the ever present entourage
of people that went everywhere she did.
She pulled her bag a little closer over her shoulder.
“Sansa?” she heard her name called out among the chatter of everyone else,
Margaery smiling as she beckoned her over. Sansa smiled back.
Everyone wanted to be Margaery's friend, and Sansa was no exception.
She remembered being so nervous in that first Lit class, not sure where to sit,
who to smile at, who to avoid. Sansa was one of only a handful of the new
sixth-formers, with most of the year having been at KL since reception, growing
up with each other, with their friendships already made. That first day had
made Sansa wish she'd just stayed on at Winterfell for sixth-form, with Jeyne
and Beth and her other friends, or that she'd even gone off to a sixth-form
college. She'd briefly entertained the idea after looking up an A level fashion
degree she could have done, plus Jeyne had said her sister went to sixth-form
college instead too, and she didn't have to wear a uniform and sometimes
classes didn't even start till midday. Her Mum had met this idea with a bit of
badly hidden disdain though.
'Mess abouts go to college' Sansa had heard her say more than once. Usually in
a subtle reference to Theon.
But when they were meant to be quietly reading and Margaery had leant across
her desk with a smile, to ask if that was her real hair colour or not, a few of
Sansa's nerves had flitted away. She had even said what a pretty shade of red
it was.
“Hey you” Margaery said, as Sansa perched herself on the edge of the sofa.
“Hey” Sansa smiled, smoothing down her skirt, trying to blend into the
conversation. Something about Big Brother. Sansa resigned herself to listening
quietly, as she'd never watched the show herself.
“That's a new bag, isn't it Sansa?”
Sara was the one who's said it, with her Sandy blonde hair and nails painted a
particularly loud shade of neon orange.
A lot of the groups eyes were on her now, and Sansa tried to look casual.
“Oh, yeah, I got it yesterday” she said, brushing a piece of hair behind her
ear.
“It's nice” another girl said, Mira “I remember I got a Louis Vuitton when I
was ten or something, back when they were like, the thing”
“Yeah, nobody really buys them anymore now, do they” Sara said flippantly
“Except if your kind of like that Kim Kardashian type I guess”
Sansa bristled.
“Oh, not that I'm saying your like Kim Kardashian or anything” Sara laughed,
quickly “Your about a million shades too pale and as far as I know, you don't
have a sex tape”
It was meant to sound funny and lighthearted, so that's why Sansa laughed along
with everyone else.
“I didn't buy it actually, it was my mums. It's kind of vintage, you know?”
Sansa shrugged.
“Oh, wow. I love vintage stuff, I always steal things off my gran” Margaery
said “That probably makes me sound so lame, but I promise, she had some nice
stuff back in the day” she laughed.
Sansa smiled, shooting a sweet look over at Sara. The fact that Margaery could
even think anything she said could come off as lame was funny. Margaery's word
was gospel.
She wondered if half the girls here would suddenly appear with 'vintage' bags
of their own next week?
***** Telemarketers *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
“Your new friends look like right bitches”
This was the first thing Arya said as Sansa came over to join her at the front
of the school.
“Shut up, they are not”
“My mate Gendry says that Margaery girl's done it with, like, at least five
different guys”
“Well, your mate Gendry's probably just jealous because he want's to do it with
her, he just can't” Sansa snapped back.
Arya sneered, looking over at Margaery across the grounds “Like he'd be into
one of those kind of girls”
“And what kind of girl is he interested in, a spastic like you? Is this Gendry
your new boyfriend then?”
“No, he's just a mate!” Arya said a little too quickly.
There was a pause as both girls waited in silence, watching as classmates
played small games of football on the front lawn, their bags spaced out as goal
posts, as they waited for their parents to pick them up. Or perhaps in the case
of a lot of students at KL, their chauffeurs or nannies.
Arya nodded her head back over at Margaery and some other girls she was with,
all stood around chatting “Why'd you want to be friends with her anyway. Bet
she can't even spell her own name”
“Margaery's dead smart actually, she's top in all her classes” Sansa said
defensively.
“God, calm down.....are you trying to do it with her?”
Sansa gave her sister a shove and she got a shove back in return.
“Like your friends are anything to brag about, that fat hot potato boy”
“His names hot pie”
“Whatever, that's just as stupid”
There was the beep of a horn, and both girls looked up to see a bright red
sports car pull up roughly in front of them, nearly driving straight up the
curb.
A blonde head stuck itself out the rolled down window, an arm slung out
casually. There was another two sharp beeps and half the students in the area
turned to look at the boy wearing the expensive sunglasses and obnoxious smile.
“Oi, Sansa!” he called, and Sansa had to keep herself from smiling too big.
Joffrey. Her boyfriend.
“What are you doing here!” She said as she hurried over to the car, the engine
still running “I thought you said you had Uni?”
Joffrey scoffed “Just a lecture, like I could be fucked going to that” he said
“Come on, get in”
Sansa went to move around to the passenger seat.
“Um, Where'd you think your going? What about Mum?” Arya called out, a frown on
her face.
“Just tell her I'm over at Joffrey's, she won't mind!” Sansa said as she
slipped into the car, Joffrey pulling out with a screech before she'd even
clipped in her seatbelt. He almost clipped the corner of a parked car too.
As they drove out of the school gates, Sansa noticed with a small smile that
Margeary, Sara and Mira had all noticed her speed off with her older boyfriend
in his Porsche.
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“-and then Sara totally tried to show me up, saying all this stuff about Louis
Vuitton being a Kim Kardashin type of bag, which I guess she was trying to make
it sound like It was tacky or something, I don't know, but I bet that's what
she meant-”
“Mhmm” Joffrey mumbled as he slid a hand up Sansa's school skirt, rubbing up
her thigh. She was almost in his lap at this point, the movie playing in the
background pretty much forgotten about as Sansa talked, and Joffrey leered.
“-But then I turned it all around on her when Margaery said it was cool after I
told her it was actually a hand me down from my Mum...well, I didn't use the
word hand me down, since that sounds kind of gross. I actually said it was
vintage, and Margaery totally agreed-”
Sansa was cut off by Joffrey pressing his lips against hers in a rough kiss,
which she eagerly sunk into.
For a moment.
“Do you think it's nice?” she asked, pulling away.
“What?” Joffrey frowned at the question and lack of kissing.
“My bag. You don't think its tacky do you?”
Joffrey shrugged “I don't know”
He went in for another kiss, his hands still roaming over the tops of Sansa's
legs, but Sansa wasn't done.
“I mean, your Mum has Louis Vuitton bags, doesn't she? I think I've seen her
with at least one, and the luggage she brought up to our house when you all
visited was definitely Louis Vuitton”
Joffrey let out a very audible groan “Does it matter?”
Sansa gave him a look, amazed how he could even think it didn't? His Mum,
Cersei, had been one of the super star models of the nineties. She'd walked for
Chanel, Versace, Calvin Klein....she had framed pictures of her with Kate moss
and Naomi Campbell in the hallways, the first thing Sansa had noticed when
she'd first stepped in the door. She was always dressed in the latest
collections, and Sansa had never seen her wear the same pair of shoes twice. If
anyone could make her feel secure in her fashion choices, it was Cersei.
“It's just a dumb bag, why are you worrying about it? If this girl said
something about it just....just tell her to fuck off” he said, like it was
obvious.
Sansa could tell he was annoyed. She shouldn't have babbled on about it. Boys
didn't like talking about bags and fashion, she would have thought she'd known
that by now after living with four of them. She felt his hand creep back up her
leg, and she let him lean in to kiss her again.
Just then the door to the theatre room opened, and Sansa jumped a little
further down the sofa, smoothing down her skirt and hair as Tyrion Lannister
appeared in the doorway.
“Hello children” He said in his usual posh twang.
Sansa managed a small, polite, smile but Joffrey just groaned “And what do you
want?” he demanded.
“Well as fun as it is interrupting your clumsy teenage groping session-”Tyrion
nodded towards Sansa “-I'm actually here to inform you that your Mother's rang.
Want's to know if you'll be back in time for tea, or will you be staying here?”
Sansa looked over to Joffrey, in a kind of silent ask for an invitation.
He gave her a small shrug of his shoulders “Stay if you want, up to you”
Sansa turned back to Tyrion “Can I? You wouldn't mind?”
Tyrion gave her a wry smile “Me? I wouldn't mind one bit, and I don't doubt my
sister would be fine with it as well, but before we set your place at the table
I will add that your Mother said, and I quote, ' If she doesn't come home right
now, you can tell her she won't be having any birthday sleepovers at all'....
end quote”
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“Sansa, can you get your brothers fingers out of his mashed potatoes please”
Sansa did as her Father said and pried Rickons little hands away from his food,
as he laughed, pleased with himself.
Her parents hadn't been too mad. A little mad, sure, but the lecture about
'making plans' and 'keeping them updated' was kept brief by lecture standards.
Sansa hoped this was them finally warming to the idea that she was almost
seventeen and she could have a boyfriend without it being a big deal.
“Muuuuuum” Arya turned around in her chair “Hurry up, we're going to die of
starvation!”
The main rule of Stark family dinners, no one could eat until everyone was
sitting up at the table.
“Cat, the kids are getting restless” Ned called out, but Sansa could hear his
own stomach rumbling.
“I'm coming, I'm coming, or did you not want any bread to go with your meal?”
Cat chided, placing the basket of sliced bread and the small dish of butter at
the centre of the table. Bran's hand went forward to grab a piece, but it was
slapped away as Cat pulled out her chair.
“Not before grace” she said, looking over at Sansa “Would you like to do it
tonight, dear?”
She said it a little pointedly, as if to asure her that another lecture could
come her way at a moments notice if she refused. Sansa didn't really mind
though. She said grace the most out of her siblings anyway, especially since
Robb left.
“Dear Lord, thank you for this gift of food you've placed upon our table-” she
started, but was interrupted with a sharp ring from the telephone.
“Oh for the love of-” Cat sighed, scraping her chair across the floor.
“Leave it” Ned said “It's probably just telemarketers”
“And how do they always manage to call just as were about to eat?” Sansa heard
her Mum say from across the kitchen.
Arya groaned, but Ned waved his hand “No, you go ahead, you can start”
There was a flurry of hands as they all dived for the bread.
Sansa was smearing butter across her piece as she heard her Mum pick up the
phone. For a second she felt sorry for the poor guy on the other end, they were
probably going to get a right talking too.
“Hello, sorry, this isn't a good time, we- wait, I'm sorry, what?” Sansa heard
her Mother pause. Then their was a gasp “Oh, Lysa! Oh, sorry, darling, sorry, I
didn't mean to sound like that, no I thought you were one of those awful people
trying to sell me insurance or ask me about my computer system or some other
nonsense”
Sansa caught eyes with her Dad, and he pulled a bit of a face. Nobody expected
a call from Aunt Lysa, who lived all the way up in Chester. They hadn't seen
her in ages, she hadn't even come to Rickon's christening. They got the yearly
christmas card but that was about it.
“Yes, yes, we're fine, I'm getting used to London, Ned's settling into the new
job......yeah......yes....and how are you?.....Oh, good, that's good to hear-”
Sansa's eavesdropping was interrupted by Arya leaning across the table to
whisper to her.
“Is Aunt Lysa the one who whipped a tit out at the restaurant that one time?”
“Arya, don't be disgusting!” Sansa cried while her brothers laughed.
“But it was her, wasn't it?” Arya giggled..
Sansa remembered. It had only been three years ago but she still remembers how
mortifying it was as Aunt Lysa breastfed her six year old son in front of the
entire Thai restaurant they were all out at for her Mum's birthday, making
everyone uncomfortable, and then making it worse when she got into a full on
fight with the waiter who tried to politely ask that she do it in the bathroom,
yelling about her rights as a woman and a mother, and how dare they try to
shame her for something so natural and beautiful-and oh god, it made Sansa
cringe just thinking about it.
“Wait, what do you mean you're here in London?.......Well, when did you come
down, why didn't you call me sooner?......A party? What kind of party? Your
birthdays not for months-”
Sansa's ears perked up. A party?
“So Is it for anything in particular or......? No? Ok, so it's just a party
then. You've come all the way to London to throw a party........ what do you
mean 'don't sound like that', I'm not trying to sound like anything.......well,
it is a bit out of nowhere Lysa and........oh, don't be like that, of course
we'll come. We'd love to come”
Sansa could see her Father wilt a little as he heard that.
“Wait, what was that last part?” Cat stopped dead in the middle of the kitchen,
phone clutched in her hand “...meet your boyfriend? Since when have you had a
boyfriend?”
Chapter End Notes
     Petyr's POV will pop up next chapter : )
***** Taxi *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Petyr yawned as the cab drove excruciatingly slowly through the congested
london roads. You couldn't drive anywhere in the city faster than you could
walk, but it was nine PM on a saturday night, and he'd just gotten off a five
hour train journey from Cornwall. It was a damn good thing his meetings had
gone so well, to make the journey worth it. He would have rather just skyped
into a conference call, but Olenna Tyrell was a an unyielding and old fashioned
bitch. Couldn't trust a company with her families holdings if she couldn't deal
with them face to face. But still, securing them as clients meant that now he
had the Tyrells, the owners of the largest hotel chains in world, the
Lannisters, the mining industry moguls, and the Baratheons, one of the leading
banking firms, firmly working through him and his own company, Baelish asset
Management.
Yes, they were all the big wigs, the old families with old money who ran the
companies they'd inherited through status and the elite notion of modern
aristocracy that England still clung too. I mean, for gods sake, Ned Stark as
vice president of The Baratheon Banking company? The man wasn't ready for it,
he never would be, Petyr thought. Just because him and Robert Baratheon went to
Cambridge together didn't mean he had any right to push his friend into that
position. Now he had to deal with righteous old Ned Stark, someone who
apparently kept much more honourable finances than Jon Arryn or robert
Baratheon had ever done. Irritating at best, disastrous at it's worst.
But no, he wouldn't think about that now. He was tired. He might have been in a
first class carriage but those seats had still made his neck and shoulders
ache. It made him feel old.
He stared out the window and recognised the streets.
“Make a left down here, down Walkers court” he instructed to the Cabbie on a
whim.
“We making a stop?”
“No, just passing by. Call it a scenic route” Petyr said.
“Right you are”
He wanted to check on his club. The Mockingbird. An earlier business venture
that came long before any asset management position. Maybe it was nostalgia,
maybe it was the lifestyle, but Petyr couldn't bring himself to let go of what
he'd started in that non-descript old building in the middle of Soho.
As the cab turned down the street, Petyr noted happily that their was a queue
around the block to get in. Good to know Ros and Olyvar could handle the place
on their own when he wasn't around. He'd have to pay a visit tomorrow just to
make sure.
The Cabbie let out a low whistle as they inched past in the traffic.
“You know that place there? The place that ain't got no sign on it?”
Yes, my place, The corner of Petyr's mouth twitched upwards “No? Why doesn't it
have a sign?”
“One of those places you just got to know about” he said, in that thick cockney
way Petyr could never stand “The Mockingbird it's called”
“And how do you know about it?”
“I'm a cabbie! We know London like no one else!” he roared with a laugh “I've
been pickin' people up from this street for years and you should hear the
stories I hear about what goes on in there!”
Petyr smiled “So is it some kind of night club?”
“Sex club more like....or what do you call it?... Burlesque? You know, how they
got all these acts and shows they put on, ladies with the feathers, sittin' in
big champagne classes, takin' off their clothes”
Petyr wanted to laugh.
“Really? How wild”
“Yeah, yeah, they had an article in the Sun about it, how Prince Harry and all
that lot go there. Rich types. I once picked up a bloke who said it cost him
something like one thousand pounds just for a table on a week night, and he saw
these twin girl contortionists, chinese I think he said they was, and they was
all hanging off these silk ropes from the ceiling, doing all their tricks and
splits right over the tables, comepletly naked”
They were korean actually.
“Ah, sounds like quite the place”
“Yeah, but you know what? End of the day, it just sounds like a lot of money
for a classed up strip joint. If you wanna' see a lady take her clothes off,
you can do it somewhere else for a lot cheaper, know what I mean?” he laughed.
“Mmm” Petyr nodded.
“And you know what else I heard?” the Cabbie said, somewhat excitedly. Maybe he
wasn't used to getting this far in idle conversation with his customers “I
heard that theres this VIP bit upstairs where it gets even crazier, like, full
on orgies go on up their, cocaine, prozzies...all that stuff”
Prozzies, Petyr winced at the word. Terrible word. He much preferred the term
escorts. And as far as he knew, there had only been one orgy, when foreign
prince Oberyn Martell had been in town.
“One guy got me to drive him all the way from here to Essex and the whole ride
he was braggin' that he had it off with three girls that cost him about a
thousand pounds each”
Yes, as much as a table on a weeknight, Petyr thought with a little cynicism.
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Petyr arrived at number One Hyde Park with a sense of relief, followed
immediately by one of dread. Relief that he was home and his bed was upstairs
waiting for him. Dread, as he remembered that Lysa Arryn was going to be in
that same bed.
The flurry of constant texts he'd endured during his trip was bad enough, now
he'd have to deal with her in person again.
Out of all the shady things he'd done to get ahead in a business venture,
telling a slightly mentally unstable woman that he loved her wasn't even that
high on that list. Though maybe he could count her a little higher on his list
of regrets though. He'd wanted access to Jon Arryn's accounts, but after months
of being Lysa Arryn's 'boyfriend' (he despised that word, as she insisted on
using it. He was too old to be called a boyfriend) he was wondering if it was
really worth it. Millions of dollars in stocks, investments and land was one
thing, but Lysa's fleshy stretch-marked thighs were another.
He stepped out of the cab, small travel bag in hand, and dropped off a generous
tip back through the window. The man had been somewhat of an amusement in his
own way.
Petyr rarely used the front entrance of the Hyde Park apartment building, with
its vast lobby, all glass and marble, shining and modern. He usually drove
straight down into the private underground basement, using the elevators to zip
right up to his suite. As he made his way in he was reminded of how tight the
security was here. He'd heard the guards were trained by the british special
forces, and that the glass was bullet proof. The kind of thing that was
necessary when the tenants were Russian Oligarchs, Chinese billionaires, Arab
sheiks, and celebrities and businessmen alike.
Petyr's apartment itself was spacious and grand and impersonal. The furniture
and décor had all come with the apartment, no doubt arranged by some big name
interior designer, not that Petyr had bothered to note it. There weren't any
family pictures on the wall, no unkept piles of books or clothes strewn about
at all. A colour palette of mostly black and white. A few different shades of
grey, maybe the odd beige sofa or wall. interior design for the cold and
distant. Lysa had added a few garish throw pillows since she'd moved in, but
that's all Petyr had let her get away with.
As he finally arrived outside his own front door, Petyr paused. He heard
chatter. Laughing. People inside his apartment. Multiple people.
Lysa had people over?
Odd. The women barely kept company outside of her son and himself. Why would
she have people over?
He didn't like that he now had to step into his own home with a sense of
trepidation.
He made his way in and across the entrance hall. Coats and scarves were hung up
on the guest hooks, and he could see through to the living room, full of
mingling people.
“Petyr!” Came Lysa's expected cry as he emerged.
Petyr put on a smile as she crossed the room, with Lysa pulled him into a
hug.He used it as a chance to glance over her shoulder and started spotting
faces. There was Nestor Royce, and his daughter. Neighbours, you could call
them. Anya Waynwood, her son Donnel, Vance Corbray...the closest things Lysa
had to friends.
“Lysa, what is all this? You didn't say you were having people round?”
“Oh, Petyr, I missed you, this place is so big and empty without you!”
“And I missed you too” but answer the question, Petyr thought as he smiled, his
face suddenly dragged into a kiss. He cut her off quickly though, as Lysa
didn't seem to mind using her entire tongue in front of guests, whereas he did.
“Uncle Petyr!” A little boy rushed through the crowd.
“Robin!” Petyr caught the boy as he practically jumped into his arms. Good
thing he was so scrawny for his age.
“Did you bring me back a present from Cornwall?”
“Maybe” Petyr said promisingly, before turning back to Lysa “But no, really,
dear...” he gestured to all the people milling about “What is all this?”
“Can I have the present now? Is it in your bag?” Robin tugged at his jacket.
“Are you surprised? I wanted to surprise you?” Lysa grinned with too much
teeth, practically tugging at his jacket too.
“Mum, tell him I can have it now, tell him!”
“Surprise me?” Petyr chuckled gently, his mind whirring.
He hated surprises.
“Mum!”
“Here!” Petyr pulled open his bag to thrust a stuffed toy robin and a packet of
rock candy into Robins grabby spoilt hands.
The boy hurried off without so much as a thank you, and Petyr turned to smile
at Lysa, in a way that would look effortless to anyone watching, but in reality
was so very-very- forced . Lysa battered her eyes at him in what Petyr assumed
was meant to be an endearing way “I know you said you wanted to wait until we
went public with our relationship, buuut...” she wheedled, trailing a finger up
his arm.
Buuuut now she'd made it impossible to avoid being made public. Great.
Fantastic. He'd just been blindsided into outing his relationship with Lysa
Arryn.
“You know I only wanted to keep what we have private to protect you. Its not
been that long since your husband passed, you know how people might talk” he
said gently.
“Oh, let them talk, I don't care! It's been long enough and I want you to meet
all my friends! I've been dying to show you off”
It would have been bad enough if she had wanted to announce it on Facebook, but
now Petyr had to actually had to socialise.
Petyr felt himself being led by the arm through his own living room.
“So who's here exactly?” he dared ask.
“Oh, the usual, people on the scene, a few people from around the building,
some old work friends, family, except for Edmure, he's still up in the Lake
District, said he was too busy to come down and visit-”
“Family? Is your sister here?” Petyr asked as the thought suddenly struck him.
He saw Lysa's smile thin a little “Yes, she's here, with her family. Well, the
two girls and her husband, anyway” Lysa rambled, while Petyr tried not to let
his eyes travel around the room too fast.
Cat was here.
He was suddenly very aware of how travel weary he might look, how his dress
shirt was probably looking creased.
“She didn't seem very keen on the idea of me dating again, but imagine what
she's going to think when she see's it's you!” Lysa said, her grip around his
arm an iron one.
“Yes, I think she'll be a little surprised” Petyr placed a hand over hers.
You'd like to think this is you winning, don't you? He thought, smiling down at
her.
They made their way into the crowds, Petyr grabbing a drink, and he put his
mask on. He went about shaking hands, smiling, laughed, played a gracious, if
yet slightly taken by surprise, host (“Yes! Honestly, I had no idea! This one's
full of surprises, isn't she?”) stopping to talk to everyone Lysa dragged him
in front of, retelling the story of how they met over and over again, with
many, many details left out, mind you, but the whole time he wanted to spot
her.
Ever since the Stark's had moved to London he'd been waiting for a chance.
Catlyn Stark. She was one of them now, not a Tully, as he'd met her. Every day
he worked with Ned Stark he kept himself in check, never asked about her,
barely mentioned her, but whenever their meetings ended Petyr would have the
bitter little thought that Ned was on his way home to her.
He wasn't going to chase after her, go sniffing around for her. He wasn't
pathetic. Just curious, and he knew if he searched for Cat directly it would
only make Lysa's hair trigger jealousy spring up, and what good would that do.
It had been years, but she was here, and he could wait another half hour if
need be.
Chapter End Notes
     Just some quick notes about some of the places I've included in the
     fic.
     The Mockingbird I've based on a very real burlesque style club in
     London called the Box, and if the prices I listed in the story seem
     unrealistic, well they're entirely not. It really is $1000 pounds for
     a table on a weeknight, and Prince Harry really does party there. A
     scandalous place that was a big part of the inspiration for the
     story. Petyr's apartment building is real too, number one Hyde Park.
***** Long Legs and Long Hair *****
Sansa wished her Mum had let her bring her phone. There was nothing to do here
except talk to a bunch of old adults.
“I'm starting to think Aunt Lysa doesn't even have a boyfriend”
Or her sister.
Arya was slumped down next to Sansa on the sofa “Maybe she just went completely
mad and imagined him, and he never actually shows up, or we ask her where he
is, and she looks surprised and goes 'what? But he's been here this whole
time?' and points to an empty chair, and the night ends with us calling
services to take her away”
Sansa laughed, despite never wanting to admit her sister could be funny some
times “I don't think she's quite that mad yet. I mean, her place is nice. She
must have some part of her life together”
“Yeah, but this isn't her place, is it? It's 'the boyfriends'”
“True” Sansa admitted.
There was another pause of bored silence and Sansa prodded at one of her nail
cuticles. She was thinking of asking of she could get them done professionally
up at some salon, get those french tips that Margaery had. She'd told Margaery
about her birthday, and she'd said she'd love to come. Sansa didn't know if she
particularly wanted Sara to come....but Mira was alright though. Maybe she'd
invite Myrcella, even if she was a little younger.
“Hey, do you want to go and have a look around?”
Sansa frowned at Arya “Look around at what?”
Arya shrugged “I don't know, stuff. The upstairs bit”
“Like that's interesting or something?”
“Well, I don't know, theres nothing to do! All the food here is rank as well. I
bit into a pasty puff and it had spinach in it, and even the mini quiches have
mushrooms in them” Arya slumped against the back of the sofa “Wish I could have
stayed home with Jon and babysat too”
Sansa silently agreed. Jon never came to any of Mum's family functions, for
obvious reasons, and Rickon was too little for fancy parties, and Bran usually
got out of things since it was a fuss to get to most places in his wheelchair.
Usually she liked parties, going to new places, especially a fancy place like
Hyde Park, but the atmosphere here....it was just off. Aunt Lysa wasn't exactly
a socially gifted goddess, she didn't even have music on, and Arya was right,
the canapes weren't even good.
“Yeah, lets go have a look around” she said, suddenly, deciding it was at least
something to do.
Arya's face lit up a bit “ I want to see what Robin's rooms like, I bet he has
a bunch of expensive crap up there”
“And what, you're going to take it?”
“Well, if he has a million x-box games, I bet he won't notice if ones missing”
“Arya!”
“What?”
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Just as Petyr was greeting Anya Waynwood with the usual pleasantries, he caught
a flash of red hair out of the corner of his eyes.
It was her.
But no. No it wasn't. It only took a split second to realise that was stupid,
as he turned to look properly at what was obviously a girl in her late teens.
Much too young to be his Cat....but as she turned idly, her long red hair
swinging across her back, he caught sight of her face. Saw her bright blue
eyes....
He swore it could have been her.
“and I hear you met up with Olenna Tyrell these past few days?”
“Hm?” Petyr snapped back to reality “Ah, yes. Yes, lovely woman” he lied “A
charm to meet”
“Yes, she is, isn't she. I remember meeting her all the way back in our,
oh...what would we have been? Possibly in our twenties, I don't quite
remember...it was at the Duke of Kent's birthday, some big extravagant affair
and-”
But Petyr was barely listening. He managed to shift his position, turning his
body as to make it less obvious, as he watched over the old woman's shoulder at
the girl from before.
She made her way through the crowds, another younger girl following her. She
had on a rather plain dress, with short sleeves and a short hemline, in a pale
pink colour. Even if it was plain, it was rather fetching in its own way. But
maybe that was just because it was tight, and Petyr noted that she had rather
long legs to match her rather long hair.
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“If people ask us why we're up here, just say we were looking for the loo”
Sansa said, as her and Arya explored the top floor landing.
“Right” Arya nodded.
It was just as open plan as the first, with a black lacquered kitchen and long
eighteen seater dining table, with yet another seating area, leather, like down
stairs. The sofas were arranged around an ultra cool looking fireplace, where
it was a low black table with a glass box going all the way up to the ceiling,
but inside were stones with a low fire dancing all around them. Half of the
walls were nothing but huge panelled windowsl, giving a fantastic view of the
city and all its lights. Now she wished she had her phone even more, so she
could take a picture.
Sansa was busy staring out across the city sky line as she heard Arya open the
fridge behind her.
“Ooh, they have Ferrero Rochers!”
“Arya, put those back!” Sansa hissed “They'll know their missing”
“No they won't, it's a big packet! Besides, If I can't take any x-box games, I
think I should at least be able to pinch a chocolate” Arya said, unwrapping one
and stuffing it in her mouth before Sansa could say anything else about it.
Sansa rolled her eyes and left her to it, wandering over past the dining table.
There was a large shelf, covered with books and CD's and other knick knacks.
One of those swinging steel ball thingies that psychologists always had in
their offices in the movies, a glass dish full of peppermints, a little clock
that had roman numerals on it instead of numbers, a couple of little ornamental
statues, one being a long thin geisha lady, bashfully holding a fan, and
another a small Egyptian sphinx.
What could she tell about this man her Aunt Lysa was seeing? Sansa pulled back
one of the metal balls on the newtons cradle, watching as it tick, tacked,
tick, tacked back and forth. Maybe he was a psychologist? He liked mints. He
could read roman numerals. Maybe he'd been to China and Egypt, and seen real
Geisha's and Sphinx's?
She turned her head to read a couple of the book titles. A lot of them looked
dull and plain and were as thick as bricks. They had names like 'The economist
guide to analysing companies' and 'Valuation: the market approach' plus the
ever so interesting sounding 'Financial institutions and markets 7th edition'.
He wasn't a psychologist, he was an accountant, Sansa decided. Had to be. No
one read books like this for fun. She looked down across the lower shelves for
a more interesting spine. Big oxford dictionaries, sets of encyclopaedias,
Atlases, a lot of autobiographies of politicians Sansa didn't care about, plus
all the books everyone just seemed to have and she was forced to read in
school. The Great Gatsby, A Catcher in the Rye, To Kill a Mockingbird. There
were quite a lot of books actually, but her eyes only darted over them until
they started getting more colourful.
Art books. Big, full colour, coffee table books. They were on the lowest shelf,
Rembrandt, Dali, Yayoi Kusama and more. Maybe this new boyfriend was quite
tasteful, even if he was a boring old accountant. Sansa knelt down to pull out
the Dali book, pulling it open to see the glossy pages of melting clocks and
skinny legged giraffes. She only dawdled on it for a second, closing it to slip
it back in its place on the shelf, but she stopped a caught sight of the book
cover behind it.
A Dita Von Teese book.
The cover was a bright Aqua blue, with Dita herself posed on the cover in a
pink sequinned bra and shimmy skirt, holding her huge performers feathers.
Sansa all but dropped the Dali book on the floor as she dove for it.
The first page she opened it too had Dita sitting with her back to the camera,
a tight corset on, but nothing else. It was classily done in a way, but still,
the sight of her entire bum taking up half the page made Sansa flip quickly
through the book. The next few pages weren't much better, one of her laying
across a bear skin rug, posing coyly in a bathtub, a few candid shots of her
stage shows.
Were where the dresses? Sansa had two separate issues of Harpers Bazaar where
Dita had been on the cover, and the photo shoots of her in Jean-Paul Gaultier
and Christian Lacroix dresses had been so special they'd ended up in her
scrapbooks. Yes, she had a very nice bum, but more importantly, she was a
fashion icon.
Sansa slipped the book back, a little put out. But then she thought that this
man probably hadn't bought the book for Dita's fashion sense.
She made sure to glance back to make sure Arya had wandered off to another
room, as she got up and popped a mint into her mouth.
Next to the glass dish was a small lacquer box. It wasn't particularly
interesting looking, put Sansa popped the lid up anyway.
Business cards and paperclips, that's all that was inside. At least she thought
they were business cards, they were the right size, and there was a small stack
of them. Sansa pulled one out and found they were actually made of a hard
plastic, and they were more like one of those rewards cards, the type you got
from Boots or Sainsburys.
'The mockingbird' it said in a shiny silver script against a matte black
background, with an address underneath. She flipped it over and it said VIP on
the back, and there was even a little silver bird, perched on top of the
capital P.
It was quite pretty. There looked to be about fifty of them in the stack, all
identical. Sansa paused for a second before slipping it in her bag.
“Robin doesn't even have an X-box, he just has a Wii” Arya grumbled as she
trudged back from down the hall, having raided her cousins room already “And he
still has like fifty beanie babies on his bed as well” she stopped and stared
as Sansa placed the lid back on top of the lacquered box “Did you take
something?”
“No” Sansa lied, acting offended, ignoring the taste of mint in her mouth and
the little card in her purse.
Then they heard the sound of heeled footsteps coming up the polished wooden
steps, and they whipped around to see their mother appear in front of them.
“Girls, I've been looking for you, what are you doing up here? ” she said, a
ghost of a frown on her face.
“We were looking for the loo” Arya said quickly.
“Lysa told you there was a downstairs one when we arrived, she pointed it out”
“Someone was in their earlier when we tried it” Sansa added.
Cat didn't look like she believed them for a second but she didn't argue “Well,
come on, I want you downstairs with everyone else. At least try and socialise”
“But theres no one here our age” Sansa said as she and Arya followed their
Mother back down the steps.
“Like you can't talk to someone older?”
The girls trudged along back into the mix of party goers, trailing after Cat.
Their Father was standing awkwardly by the side of the room, holding a napkin
with a half eaten canape on it.
“One of the mini quiches?” Arya asked as they came over.
Ned nodded, grimly.
“I chucked mine in that pot plant by the door” Arya whispered with a smile,
pointing it out by the entrance hall.
He laughed under his breath and Cat gave her husband a warning look “Ned, don't
you dare”
“Cat!”
The call came from through the crowd, and Sansa watched as her Mother turned in
surprise to face a man, a smile on his face and his arms out, as if beholding
her in front of him.
“Petyr?!” she said, with a smile that seemed more surprised than it did warm
“I...hello! I didn't know you were here?” her words came out all in a rush, as
she gave him a curt hug, and Petyr leant forward to shake Ned's hand.
Someone her Mother knew?
“I'm a bit late, as it were” Petyr smiled “Work held me up”
“Don't you just manage to pop up just about everywhere. You went on some
business trip recently, didn't yeh?” Ned asked.
Someone her Father knew too then.
“Yes, just got back tonight” he turned to Cat “God, it's been a long time since
we've seen each other, hasn't it? You look good”
Cat laughed “Yes, yes it has”
“And these must be your children!”
Sansa stood up a little straighter, smiling politely. Arya made no effort to
un-slump, or look less bored.
“Well, two of them anyway, my girls. My eldest son is away at university and
the younger two boys are at home” Cat said proudly “This is Sansa and this is
Arya, girls, this is Petyr Baelish. An old friend”
“And I'm a colleague of your Father at the moment” Petyr added, giving them his
hand to shake.
Sansa took it. If he worked with her Father then maybe he was a businessman
too, that could be why his grip was so firm.
“Nice to meet you” she smiled. Arya was mute during her quick hand shake.
“So you've kept in touch with Lysa then?” Cat asked.
He let out a breath of a laugh “You could say that”
There was more idle chatter after that, their work, what Rob was studying at
uni, the weather. Dull things, Sansa had been drifting in and out. She looked
at this new man, this Petyr Baelish. He wasn't that tall, if she wore heels
Sansa was sure she'd be taller than him and he was dressed quite smartly, his
suit a dark navy, with a silver lapel pin on his jacket. A little bird.
She glanced up and caught his eye. He'd noticed her noticing him. He smiled but
Sansa quickly flicked her eyes away.
Then Lysa had appeared. Sansa saw her coming, over the shoulders of the others
as they were busy talking, had watched as she'd swept over, straight to Petyr's
side. No one even had time to say anything, not even Petyr, before she pulled
him into a kiss right in front of them.
***** A proposal *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
“Petyr Baelish! Littlefinger?!”
“I know, I know, I... just.Keep your voice down, Cat-”
“But Ned, honestly, I know she liked him when we were younger but this is
ridiculous!”
Sansa lingered by the balcony door, where her parents didn't think anyone was
listening. The curtains had been pulled across inside anyway, no one could see
they were out here.
“You work with him Ned, has he really not said anything about this?”
“No, I told you, I didn't know”
“Does she know what he does? What he really does?”
“Cat, don't work yourself up about it, not now”
“Jon Arryn hasn't even been in the ground a year! He was your friend Ned, how
do you feel about this? What are people going to say?”
“It's not....it's not our business what Lysa does-”
“She's my sister!”
“And he's your old friend”
Sansa could hear her Mother let out an exasperated sigh “Yes, but he's.....it's
not.....this just isn't-”
There was the tapping of cutlery on glass, a call for a toast.
Looking up, Sansa saw her Aunt Lysa smiling at her guests, champagne glass in
the air.
She stuck her head out the sliding glass door to her parents “You might want to
come inside, I think there''s going to be a speech or something”
“A speech?” Cat frowned, but they followed her in anyway.
They settled themselves at the back of the now silent crowd, all eyes on Lysa,
who was grinning ear to ear.
“First of all I'd like to thank you all for coming, my friends and family,
you're all people who have come into my life and made it richer” then she
tilted her glass down to where Petyr stood at the front of the crowd, sharing a
smile with him “And then there are the people who have been here all along,
Petyr, and my darling little boy Robin”
Sansa could have sworn she had heard a small scoff from her Mother. Wether it
was over the comment about Petyr , or about Robin being described as a darling
little boy, she wasn't sure.
“It's been a hard time for me this past year, as most of you might know, and I
couldn't have done it without Petyr. He was here for me, my rock, a pillar of
strength....without him, who knows, I might not even be here...”
“Honestly, the dramatics...” her mother whispered under her breath.
“I don't know if you all know that me and Petyr where close as children. We've
been a big part in each others lives since we were young, and to this day I
count myself so blessed to have had someone so warm and kind and gentle in my
life”
She is laying it on a bit thick, Sansa thought to herself.
“Petyr” Lysa looked at him so warmly, even crossing a hand over her heart
“You're perfect to me. You're perfect for me”
There were a few 'Aw's' from the audience, and a small retching sound from
Arya, while Petyr stood there, modest looking as he smiled. He smiled a lot,
Sansa noticed, almost as if the expression never quite left his face. It was
odd, no one had reason to smile that much.
“And since I know-” Lysa continued, to the surprise of Sansa and a few other,
who had thought the little speech over “-That I will never find another man
quite like him again in my life....Petyr....I'd like to ask you a question”
There were a few murmurs, as Lysa let out an excited giggle that seemed out of
place on a women her age, as she beckoned Petyr closer towards her.
Sansa watched him step forward, his step a tad hesitant. He looked as surprised
as the rest of them, but that smile was still there, still fixed on his face.
“Lysa...?” he gave her a silent look as she took his hands in hers.
“Petyr....will you marry me?”
There were a few gasps, some exited, some startled. Sansa's eyes widened as she
glanced over to her parents, who were staring like they couldn't believe what
was unfolding before them.
There was an almost uncomfortable silence as everyone turned to Petyr. He
hadn't said anything. He was just smiling, his eyes boring into Lysa's.
Sansa saw her Aunt's smile waver, just a fraction, could see how heavy her
breaths were, even from all the way back here. Lysa was gripping Petyr's sleeve
so tightly, and thats when Sansa saw it. Just for a second it was that brief,
but she saw it. His smile slipped. She saw him lick his lips, blink a few times
too many, and that smile...it slipped but in an instant it was back. The same
one he'd had on all evening.
“I.....yes....yes, of course I'll marry you!”
And then there was clapping, and a couple of whistles, as Lysa and Petyr shared
a kiss.
Sansa and Arya joined in the clapping, as did her parents, but her Fathers
mouth was set in a thin line and her Mother looked in disbelief.
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Petyr breathed. The bitch. The mad bitch.
He stood on the balcony alone, trying to gather his thoughts.
He'd wanted to come home, have a warm shower and fall into bed. Now he was at
an engagement party. His own.
“Mum, Dad, are you out here?”
Petyr turned and saw the girl, Sansa, appear out the sliding glass door, coat
in hand.
“Oh, hi” she said a little shyly as she saw only him “I was just looking for my
parents”
“I'm sorry, but they're not out here I'm afraid. Just me” Petyr smiled “Don't
tell me your leaving already?”
Sansa dipped her head “Yeah....my little sisters getting whiny and wants to go
home”
A good lie, Petyr thought, but he suspected it had something more to do with
her parents themselves.
“Fair enough. I think the parties winding down anyway. I saw old Mrs. Waynwood
falling asleep on the lounge with a glass of sherry in her hand, and I can't
say that doesn't sound tempting”
“What? Sleeping with Mrs. Waynwood on the lounge?”
Petyr let out a laugh. She'd asked so earnestly.
“I...I didn't mean it like that” the girl had the grace to smile with him.
“I'm sure you didn't”
She ran a hand through her hair, so it cascaded down over her shoulder. It was
a couple shades lighter than her Mother had been, and It hung down to her
waist, but it didn't look fake. Peter abhorred fake hair, so many girls
auditioned for his club with those awful clipped in extensions, and they
wouldn't get the job unless they were taken out. She really was quite pretty,
this Sansa. She looked so much like Cat, but there was something more to her
beauty as well that was completely her own. Pale skin, delicate features, rosy
cheeks. An English rose you'd call her, if you were being twee.
“How old are you, Sansa?”
“Seventeen....well, next month I will be”
“Ah” young, he thought. A little too young “Happy birthday for next month then”
“Thank you”
“Still at school?”
“Yeah, I'm doing my A-levels”
“Where at?”
“Kings Landing private”
Of course she was going to Kings Landing, everyone who was anyone sent their
kids to K.L.
“So...when my Mum said you were old friends...does that meant you went to
school together?”
She was curious, that was nice. Less nice to realise that Cat had probably
never mentioned him.
“Yes, up in the Lake district, at what would have been your Granddad's boarding
school”
As far as Petyr knew, Headmaster Tully was still there, old as he was.
“I've been there, when we went to visit. It was so pretty. I'd love it if my
school was next to a lake and all those gardens”
“You liked the gardens?”
“Oh, yes, all those flowers and the apple trees they had running down the
entrance, I still remember them”
That made Petyr smile “Well, that's lovely to hear. My father planted those
trees”
Sansa gave a little questioning crook of her head.
“He was the groundskeeper”
“Oh”
Petyr still remembered helping him plant them, ten years old, clothes covered
in dirt and sweat, patting down the soil as his Father would move down the long
gravel pathway that lead to the posh entrance of River Runs most prestigious
boarding school, to dig the next hole.
Good work for a poor Irish catholic family to get. They only had a small house
at the back of the grounds, but Petyr was still given a place at the posh
school. His clothes and books were second hand and his accent was made fun of,
but he was top of all his classes, and he always had Catelyn and Lysa Tully to
call his friends. He missed those days sometimes. He could still remember
sitting at the back of the class, waiting for Cat to turn in her chair so he
could catch her eye, just to give her a smile.
“You look so much like your Mother”
He said it without thinking. The words just escaping of their own free will.
Sansa smiled, small and polite “Thank you”
She'd said it as if it was all she could think to say, and Petyr made sure to
look out across the balcony. He was suddenly conscious of how much he'd been
staring at her all night. He'd have to watch that.
They were interrupted by the arrival of Robin Arryn, joining them on the
balcony.
He had his bag of rock candy in one hand and the stuffed toy under his arm. He
walked out, only half regarding them as he stepped up to the glass ledge to
look over the balcony.
“Hello Robin” Petyr said, pointedly.
“Hi” the boy muttered, stuffing a piece of rock in his mouth. Then he grabbed
another piece from the bag and threw it as far as he could off the edge of the
rail.
“Robin, I've told you before. We don't throw things off the balcony”
Petyr's voice was a warning. The other week the boy had thrown one of his
expensive wrist watches, and the week before that it had been the kitchen glass
ware.
Robin just responded by throwing another piece of rock.
He hated kids.
“Sansa, hurry up”
Another girl stuck her head out the door to the balcony. The younger sister.
“Mum and Dad are in the hallway, come on, we're waiting for you”
“Sorry, I'm coming” Sansa turned back to Petyr “Um, it was nice talking to
you...thanks for having us. Your house is really nice”
Petyr nodded at the politeness that Cat had no doubt drilled in her.
“The pleasure was all mine. I hope to see you back”
“Bye Robin!” she called back at her cousin.
Petyr watched her leave with her sister. Maybe he should've felt a little shame
in the fact that he glanced over her backside as she left, but he wasn't going
to pretend it wasn't a nice view.
He turned around in time to watch Robin drop the stuffed toy he'd given him
over the edge of the balcony, sharing the same fate as all the rock.
Petyr resisted the urge to pick Robin up by the scruff of the neck and fling
him over with it.
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The car ride home was tense.
The Starks had left pretty soon after the 'announcement'.
“I don't even care....do what she wants....her problem...not
mine.....god....just so ridiculous”
Her Mother had been murmuring in the front seat a lot. Her Father was very
silent, letting her rant.
Sansa stared out the window as London passed them by.
It was odd to think that there was going to be this new addition to her family,
in a way. This Petyr Baelish, with his big apartment and glass fireplace, who
was probably an accountant but shook hands like a businessman, who went to
school with her Mother and worked with her Father, and may have been to both
Egypt and China, and liked peppermints and books with pictures of Dita Von
Teese's bum in them and had an easy smile that never quite left his face unless
you were watching at just the right moment.
'I hope to see you back'
She was going to be seeing more of him, she supposed.
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Chapter End Notes
     I hope you liked the little modern take on Petyr, Cat and Lysa's
     childhood : )
     I've made Petyr's age around 39 in the story, with Cat already in her
     forties, so they would have been at school in the eighties.
     That's when there was a lot of unrest in Ireland and fighting between
     the Protestant majority and Catholic minority, and there was an
     influx of Irish immigrant to England to escape the civil war that
     broke out. The lake district, which aside from sounding uncannily
     similar to the river lands, is also in cumbria, which is right off
     the coast of Ireland. I thought it would be a realistic place for
     Petyr and his Father to try and start a new life. I could go even
     further into my own modern headcanon and say that Petyr's grandfather
     could have been a catholic Italian, in place of being Bravosi, who
     went to Ireland in the fifties during WWII. I promise I won't go on
     in the story about this like it's a history lesson or anything
     though! Haha.
     And it's sweet to imagine the upper class Tully girls running through
     the gardens and befriending the little boy who knew all the best
     tree's to climb.
***** Tea *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
“I cannot beleeeeive you are engaged. Oh my god. Wait till Ros hears. She won't
believe it, you'll have to show her the ring. Are we going to have to throw you
a stag party?”
Petyr slide a warning look over to Olyvar. He wasn't in the mood.
They were sitting in one of the more secluded booths of the Mockingbird, all
the way on the private floor, the VIP section.
The club itself mostly consisted of a stage, and the booths and tables were
open and spacious around it, allowing for the hoards of people who came to
watch the debauched and entrancing performances, and drink at the bar the
stretched along one side of the room.
Above the first floor was a balcony, a half floor that looked out down onto the
stage, with more seating, and booths that had thick velvet curtains that could
be pulled across, for a more private party.
And above that, if you looked upwards and noticed the glass panelling near the
high ceilings, this was where the VIP floor was. If you went through another
heavy set of curtains, guarded by a bouncer, there was a staircase the led up
to the third floor. As soon as you stepped into this more lounge like room the
setting became so much more intimate. The ceiling was lower, the lights dimmer,
and everything was rich and red and inviting. The noise from downstairs
muffled, and instead of the hard and fast music there was always low tempo
remixes of much older songs, giving it such a different vibe. Tonight they were
playing a drawn out rythmic version of Eartha Kitt's 'Champagne taste'. The
glass panels were actually one-way windows, and Petyr sat with Olyvar and
looked down at the current stage show through the tinted glass.
It was one AM and they were almost through with the Alice in Wonderland show.
It had been Ros's idea, Petyr found the Alice in Wonderland trope a bit
overused to be honest, but it had proven popular enough. They were just at the
part where Alice goes down on the Queen of hearts as she writhes on her throne,
splayed in front of the crowd. Ros was playing the Queen.
“But what would you even do for a stag party? Every other night is like a stag
party for you....did you know what my cousin Rebecca did for her hens night? A
high tea. Yeah, no, honestly, we all went round to her house and had cups of
earl grey on Grandma's good china and little cakes on doilies, and it was so
cute I wanted to vomit all over the cucumber sandwiches”
“Olyvar, can't you just let me drink alone?”
He liked the boy, as much as he would let him self socialise with any of the
men and women he employed, but as he said before. He wasn't really in the mood.
“No. My twelve thirty's late and I don't have anything else to do”
Petyr reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a small leather book,
flipping to the most recent page.
“Ah, him. This is the second time he's been late for a boy. Maybe his
campaigning's holding him up again. They're always like this this time of year”
Petyr slipped the book back.
Olyvar slumped down “I hate fucking the political types, they're so paranoid.
The last one I had was so convinced I'd taken a picture of him. I only took out
my phone to check the time!”
“Hah” Petyr laughed “He's one of three seats the liberal democrats have in a
one hundred and twenty nine seat parliament, how important does he think he is
to worry we'd blackmail him?”
“Well, theres always his wife”
He scoffed “Please. I have better things to do with my time than send an ageing
trophy wife pictures of her husband fucking twenty one year old boys, thank you
very much”
They sat in silence for awhile, Eartha Kitts smoky voice rising above the low
chatter of the small, sparse clusters of people in the lounge.
“You know Heather's getting pretty serious with this new boyfriend of hers”
Olyvar said after some time.
“And?”
“She's talking about quitting”
Petyr nodded, smile stretched thin. She'd only been here five months, the short
but busty brunette Heather, who was 'only trying to pay off uni fee's' as sixty
percent of his girls claimed, but she was good. Had started to work up a
regular client base. Was willing to cater to at least two strange fetishes
which was always helpful. She'd been making good money.
“I'll talk to her” Petyr said.
This was the kind of business where, naturally, boys and girls came and went.
Petyr tried to select them carefully, but there was still the odd one who only
lasted two or three weeks, despite thinking they knew what they signed up for.
Then there were the ones who got found out, by parents or friends, and the ones
who developed drug habits and had to be let go, or ones that got pregnant and
actually wanted to raise it, or the one in a million who simply threw in the
towel since they'd made all the money they'd wanted to make and didn't see the
point anymore.
The most irritating reason though was when they left because they'd found
someone, a boyfriend, a girlfriend. Someone they were willing to give up this
life for, to trade in the parties and the sex and the easy money to try for a
chance in dreary, monogamous bliss. He didn't run a back alley business, this
was five star club with six star clientele, who were willing to pay a thousand
pounds for two hours of their time. Some of his best workers were bringing in
as much as ten thousand a week, and in his experience ten thousand dollars
lasted a lot longer than most of these partners ever would, but they never
liked to hear that.
“But no, really, back to this engagement thing, how are you going to get out of
it? You can't really marry this woman”
Petyr regarded Olyvar over his glass. He didn't even say anything.
“Oh my god, you're actually going to go through with it”
“She wants to take me down to the registry office as soon as the fifteen
mandatory days wait is done” he said, matter of factly.
Lysa had sprung a marriage on him and he had to adapt. He'd never get near the
Arryn accounts if he turned her down now, especially since she all but
threatened to drop a hairdryer in her next bath the last time he tried to
negotiate his way around their living together.
Besides, marriage had its perks. Like divorce settlements. When you had a team
of the sleaziest lawyers this side of the U.K, that would always be something
to look forward too.
Petyr Baelish was nothing if not an optimist.
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Sansa was struggling with the ticket machine as she tried to figure out her
fare and what buttons to push. She hadn't caught the train without her parents
before, never had a need too.
Margaery ended up sorting it out for her.
“You should get an Oyster card, it's much faster than buying tickets” she
explained, as the two girls filed through the barriers with the the crowds.
It was hot and cramped as they travelled down the steep escalators,the tiles
walls lined with posters advertising the latest west end shows. She'd been in
London for almost two months now and she still hadn't seen a single show. Sansa
made a mental note to ask her Mum if they could go and see Mamma Mia...or maybe
Le's Miserables. The Anne Hathaway movie had been good. Then it was down
through the maze of old tunnels that made up the underground. Sansa was elbowed
by a women rushing to get by her, almost stumbling into a group of Japanese
tourists.
“Stay close, don't want you getting lost” Margaery smiled, her school cardigan
now tied around her waist and her hair down loose.
Apparently she caught the train a lot. She was down to earth like that.
They only had to wait a minute or two for the train to arrive, coming down
through the tunnel with a gust of wind. It was a fight to get on, and everyone
stood so packed together they could barely move. Forget getting a seat. There
was a boy eating McDonalds and it smelt. There was a man who was stood entirely
too close to Sansa, breathing too loudly through his nose. A baby had decided
this was the perfect time to start wailing. Plus, it was pitch black as they
rattled through the tunnels.
Why on earth did Margaery do this by choice?
Nevertheless, they arrived at Oxford circus, exiting right out onto the high
street.
Topshop was their first port of call, with current poster girl Cara Delvigne
smouldering down at them from the giant billboard.
Half an hour in and Margaery already had about six things bundled over her arm,
flowery, lacy things with girly prints and sequins.
Sansa was a little more selective. Her Mum had only given her forty pounds.
She stared a little enviously as Margaery picked up yet another dress to try
on. They were both from old money families. Estates and titles and lineages
that could be traced back hundred and hundreds of years, every generation being
considered in the upper echelon of British society....not that it really showed
with the Starks. The Tyrells had their hotels and Margaery's own Grandmother
had been a golden age hollywood film starlet. Sansa's own Father had had a
career in the army, and her Mother suited a home life. They'd never really
bought into the society life style, not in the way that Sansa had wished they
had. She still had to do chores, there were no maids or chauffeurs, or fancy
parties. She could understand why, 'to keep you humble' her Dad would always
say, and she should be grateful that at least they did live in a nice big
house, and got to go to a posh school.
But still. It would be nice to have a bit more than forty pounds to go shopping
with.
“Found anything? I don't think I can carry anymore” Margaery laughed.
“Yeah” Sansa made herself smile, holding up the two tops she's found, neither
of which she could afford “Lets go find the change rooms”
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“Mum, come and see the new necklace I bought!” Sansa called out as she came
home, heading straight for the kitchen.
Margaery had gone home with a new dress, a pair of jeans and pretty chiffon
top, while Sansa made do with a meager success in the accessories department.
Her Mother wasn't alone in the kitchen though, Aunt Lysa sat up on one of the
kitchen stools, cup of tea in hand.
“Hello” she said cheerily.
“Oh, Hi Aunt Lysa” Sansa was surprised to see her, but gave her a quick peck on
the cheek regardless.
It had been weeks since the party, but Sansa got the feeling this was an
amicable visit as she dumped her school bag on the floor.
Her Mother tutted, fussing around with drawers and plates “Not in the hall
please, take it up to your room”
“In a second” Sansa said, pulling out her Topshop bag “Look, isn't it pretty?”
She held up the small dragon fly pendant for her Mother to see, and Cat turned
it over on her hands “Very pretty” she agreed, mouth a little thin “Did that
use up all of the forty pounds?”
“No, it was only fifteen but we went to Costa as well”
“You didn't fill up before dinner did you?”
“No, we only got vanilla lattes and shared a piece of carrot cake” Sansa said,
clipping at the necklace packaging with one of her nails.
“Do you even like coffee?”
“Yes” She muttered, lying just a little. She still needed to put in three
sugars to make it drinkable.
It was annoying how knowing her Mothers look was
“So, Lysa, sorry, you were saying?”
Lysa swallowed her tea and launched back into whatever she must have been
saying before Sansa arrived “Yes, yes, where was I.....after all that dreary
paperwork we went and did it, just me, Petyr and Robin, it was so lovely! Much
better than all that stress and nonsense of a big white wedding, we're too old
for it, we decided. No, we just had it low key and intimate, went to a
restaurant after...and it was perfect, absolutely perfect”
Sansa glanced up at her Mum.
“So it's all official? Your married? Man and wife in the eyes of the law?”
Cat's tone was light hearted but her smile was forced.
“Yes!” Lysa all but squealed in her own delight “It's bliss, honestly, I feel
twenty five again, and Cat-” Lysa leant forward a little over the kitchen bench
“The things that man did to me on our wedding night-”
Sansa took that as a cue to leave.
The upstairs landing of the Starks new London townhouse had become the kids
main domain. Each of their separate bedrooms were down the adjoining halls, but
the landing had old couches and a big TV that the boys and Arya played all
their games on, call of effect, mass duty, or whatever it was they were into
each month. Plus all of Rickons toys and Bran's huge crates of Lego, and their
computer desk and a beat up old mini air hockey table, a haphazardly stacked
bookshelf, a dollhouse that Sansa insisted on keeping for sentimental reasons
that was now home to all of Rickons transformers, and the big coveted bean bag
chair that all of them fought over every single day after school, as it was the
choicest seat there was.
But this day Sansa walked up the stairs to see little Robin Arryn in it, X-box
controller in hand, scowl on his face.
“I want to play bowser! I wanted to be bowser in the first place!”
“No you didn't you said you wanted to be toad” Arya made no effort to hide her
annoyance. Sansa wondered how long Lysa and her cousin had been here.
“I didn't, I wan't to be Bowser, toad sucks!” Robin cried.
“You only want him because I'm winning with him”
“No I don't, you're not being fair, I don't know how to play with this
controller, that's what makes it unfair!”
“Well, if it's so unfair, why don't you just not play?” Bran said scathingly.
Tears bristled in Robins eyes “Fine!” he shouted, as he jumped up and ran past
Sansa, back down the stairs, no doubt to his Mother.
Her siblings watched him go and finally noticed Sansa standing there. She gave
them all a look.
“Now you're in for it”
“Whatever, he gets upset over everything, he's so annoying!” Said Arya.
“It's not our fault he can't stand losing” Muttered Bran.
“Mum's trying really hard to be nice to Aunt Lysa and if you mess around with
Robin it won't make things easier. If you pick on him they won't come 'round at
all”
“Good” Said Rickon “I don't like her. She smells weird and she got lipstick on
my face when she kissed me”
Sansa turned on her heels to follow Robin down the steps.
They were so immature. Sansa didn't particularly like Robin or her Aunt that
much either but they were still family. Besides, if Mum was going to be yelling
later about how they'd made their cousin cry, then Sansa would make sure she
wouldn't be suffering through it.
She found Robin, true to form, clutching at Lysa with a tear stained face in
the kitchen. Lysa was bent down, stroking his hair and cooing worriedly in his
ear, trying to coax words out of him as he cried.
When Sansa walked in, her own Mother caught her eye. It was a warning look.
“-They're being mean,and I don't like them, and I didn't even want to play
Mario Kart, and I want to go home and-and- and-” Robin hiccupped between great
over-wraught sobs.
“Robin?” Sansa said gently “Are you alright?”
“He is not alright, look at him!” Lysa spoke for him, sharply “It's ok baby,
you don't need to play anything you don't want to, I'll go and tell your
cousins to-'
“Nooooo!” he whined “I don't wan't to play with them, I don't like them!”
“Sssh sshhh that's fine too, darling, you don't have too, you can stay here
with me down here in the kitchen-”
“Want to go hooome” Robin wailed pathetically.
“Robin” Sansa started gently “How would you like to play with me? Just us, I'll
tell the others to leave you alone, and we can play Mario Kart by ourselves ”
“No!”
Sansa could feel her Aunt and Mum watching her.
“Are you sure? You can pick any character you want, promise”
He sniffed “...I wanted to be Bowser..”
“Right, then you can play with him, and who should I choose?”
“....You can be Peach. She's a girl character”
“You sound like you know a lot about this game. You must be very good” Sansa
flattered.
Robin wiped at his nose with his sleeve, daring to pull away from his Mother a
little “I've unlocked all the trophies at home and one time I didn't even fall
of rainbow road, not once, and only, like, one in a million people can do that
in that world, ever”
He wasn't smiling yet but Sansa stuck out her hand for him to take “Well, maybe
you could teach me then, I always fall of rainbow road, I'm definitely not as
good as you”
It only took a little more coaxing before she ended up guiding him back
upstairs to the now abandoned landing, the others having made themselves scarce
in their rooms.Sansa sat down with Robin to play race after race, choosing
every track, making sure to let him win every time.
By the end of the hour Sansa was bored and her smile strained, but Robin was
laughing and happily telling her about all his other games that he was, of
course, the best at.
They'd gone back downstairs again when he'd complained of being hungry, and
Lysa and her Mother were still talking over their now empty cups of tea.
“-And really, you should look into home schooling, it really lets your child
reach their potential when you have that one on one with them. I think Rickon
and Bran could really use that kind of attention, myself”
“Mmm” Cat smiled, thinly.
“-And you could come over and play games at my house any time you wanted, and
it would be much better ,since I got a kinect box for my birthday, and we could
play Wii sports and do doubles in tennis, and bowling too” Robin chatted loudly
as he followed Sansa into the kitchen, where she led him to the pantry, getting
out some Jaffa cakes from the packet for him.
Lysa was all smiles “Are you having fun now? Playing with Sansa?”
Robin nodded, cramming a Jaffa cake into his mouth, crumbs spilling to the
floor “Can she come over tomorrow? To Petyr's house?”
“Our house, you mean? We live there now too” Lysa laughed.
“But can she? I said I'd show her my new Lego's”
“Now, Sweetheart, I don't know about tomorrow, you have your Violin teacher
coming over tomorrow afternoon”
“The day after then?”
Sansa nibbled on a Jaffa cake. She'd only been nodding along in a pandering
sort of way when Robin had offered to let her come over. She didn't really want
to go on a play date with her little cousin.
“I don't know, baby, we're very busy this week. You have your lessons, and
we're going to go into town to pick up Mummy's dress from the tailors, and I
have that dentists appointment I have to get too, and we're going to lunch with
Mr's Waynwood while she's still in London-”
“But I wan't to play with Saaaansaaaa” Robin whined, teary voiced.
“Oh, don't cry, please, baby, don't. You have Mummy to play with, you always
have Mummy to play with”
But big fat tears were already welling up in his eyes, threatening to spill.
“You know, Lysa” Cat said “Maybe Sansa could babysit for you after school.
Surely it would be easier to get to the tailors and to your dentists
appointment on your own”
Lysa was patting Robin on the back, looking unsure.
“That's kind of you to offer...but, no offence, you are quite young...”
“She'll be seventeen soon, and she's very responsible. I leave her in charge of
my younger ones all the time, and you've seen how good she's been with Robin”
Sansa was staring at her Mum, trying not to glare outwardly, wondering why the
hell she would put her up for this.
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Lysa had agreed in the end, with a little convincing.
Sansa was sitting on her bed, laptop propped open, trying to browse Pauls
Boutique like she wasn't furious.
“It's because she thinks you're spending too much time shopping with Margaery
and going over to Joffreys house, I heard her talking to Dad after dinner” Arya
said helpfully, lingering down the bottom of the bed.
“It's so unfair” Sansa muttered, half over the predicament with her cousin, and
half because the tote bag in the sale section was already out of stock in the
colour she wanted “I won't even get paid for it”
“Could get a job?” Jon offered. He sat on the floor, playing a game on his
phone.
“Well, I can't now, I won't have the time for school, Robin and a job”
“What job could you even do?” Arya scoffed.
Sansa bristled “Shop work. Like at Harrods or something”
“You wouldn't get into Harrods as your first job” said Jon “Try Primark more
like”
Sansa looked disgusted at the mere notion.
“I would never work at Primark”
“What about McDonalds?” Arya smirked as she suggested it “I reckon you'd suit a
Mickey D's uniform. Little hair net and everything”
Sansa was about to throw a pillow as her sister but then the little skype
message box popped up on her screen.
“Rob's on!” she yelled, clicking connect.
Arya scurried up to prop herself next to Sansa on the pillows, as did Jon ,with
Bran and Rickon abandoning their video game as they hurried in from the
landing, just as Rob's face appeared on the screen.
Sansa was squished in the middle as all of her siblings tried talking at once,
all of them clambering in front of the screen.
“We missed you!”
“What're your classes like?”
“Have you tried to grow a beard?”
“Is it cold up there yet?”
“ROOOOB!!!”
“Rickon get out the way!”
“Budge up, I'm falling off the edge here”
“Turn up the sound, I think it's on low”
Rob just laughed at the commotion “Oi, settle down, you lot are worse than
Mum....and my beard looks good, Jon, don't hate”
“Have you been to any Uni parties yet? ” Sansa asked.
“Ah, yeah, a couple” Rob laughed “And yeah it is getting colder up here” he
answered Arya's question “I guess it's still fairly warm up in London?
Um...what were the other questions?”
They chatted on about the weather, and about Jon's job and Bran getting a merit
certificate at school, and Arya managing to get on a girls football team down
at the local sports centre, and Sansa showed him the necklace she's bought.
Stuff that had happened in the past couple weeks, since the last time they'd
called.
Then as they were catching Rob up on Lysa's surprise marriage, Sansa spotted a
figure walk past in the background of Rob's dorm room. The screen cut off the
girl above her shoulders, but Sansa could see her cute pyjama shorts and tanned
bare legs stride across the room.
“Oh, is that the girlfriend, is that Talisa!” she cried, pointing.
“Oooooh, hiii Talisa!” Arya laughed.
“Oooooh, girlfriend” Bran joined in, while Rickon stuck out his tongue in
disgust.
Rob groaned as his brothers and sisters laughed and catcalled, as Talisa
wandered back over giving a shy little wave to the camera in the background.
Chapter End Notes
     Olyvar and Ros are going to appear more in the story, as part of
     'that' side of Petyr's life.
     And I made Talisa Rob's girlfriend instead of Jeyne. Not for any
     particular reason. Rob and her won't show up much anyway.
***** Magnetic *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
“Just....can we go over it one more time, I'm just not sure about it”
Petyr had to hold his tongue and his fingers bit into his palm. One more time,
one more time, this was the fifth time Ned had asked to go over the books
again. Jon Arryn had never questioned him like this, didn't keep him cooped up
in this damned office for past an hour with the air conditioning turned on full
blast like it wasn't already cold outside.
“Dammnit, Ned, what's the issue?” Robert groaned, lulling back in his high
backed chair at the head of the conference table.
“Robert, this is a lot of money to be throwing around, and how can you be sure
it's best of the company if we don't calculate the risks-”
“That's what Petyr's here for! He calculates the risks, he takes the money, he
makes us more money, it's not hard!” Robert said, growing impatient.
“It's company money, thirty million dollars worth of it-”
“-And if you invest it now in the stocks I've outlined here in my reports-”
Petyr nodded to the thick files Ned was flicking through “-You'll see ten times
that amount by the end of the year. Thirty million is chicken feed compared to
what you stand to gain”
“I just...this hedge fund...I don't like the idea of them, they're not SEC
approved, they're not regulated, and I don't trust them. It's a risk we don't
need to take if we just go through mutual funds-”
Ned was talking to Robert, but Petyr spoke over him.
“-mutual funds won't make you half the profit, no matter how well you trade,
and the fact that what I'm suggesting isn't regulated only means more goes in
your pocket at the end of the day. With the right leverage and timing you'll
make above market profits-”
“Which completely depends on the markets rise and fall” Ned said flatly.
Petyr gave him a smile “And I can assure you, I've never been wrong about the
markets rise and fall before, Mr Stark”
“The mans a magician Ned, I swear it. I could give him fifty pence to put in
his pocket and he'll pull out a ten pound note five minutes later” Said Robert,
as if it decided the matter.
God bless Robert Baratheon and his love of money and lack of questions.
later, after the meeting, and after a lengthy phone call to his company
underlings about the new money that just poured in, just as he was heading
towards the lobby of the Baratheon building, Petyr was chased down by a scrawny
intern.
“Mr. Baelish, sir” he called out, Lancel, a boy Petyr knew was only here
because of his families connections “Mr. Stark wanted to see you, up in his
office. Said he still wanted to talk to you”
Petyr's lip curled upwards. He was being summoned.
Ned looked up from a scattering of papers on his desk as the rap of knuckles
sounded against his open office door, and it wasn't a smile that came to his
face.
“Mr. Baelish” he said curtly.
“Please, so formal? Call me Petyr” he met Ned's cold look with a smile.
He wasn't invited to sit down, but he crossed the room to one of the soft
leather chairs anyway.
“Now, what did you want to discuss so badly that you had the Lannister boy
chase me down?”
“I don't like sleazy business” Ned said without pause.
Petyr smiled “And here I thought you might have wanted to congratulate me on my
wedding?”
That didn't get him a laugh. He hadn't expected it too.
“I don't know what deals and how many ponzi schemes-”
Petyr tutted “They're hardly ponzi schemes-”
“Whatever you want to call them, I won't have them here, not while I'm in this
office. I don't know how Jon Arryn let all of this go on, but no more”
“I feel like a delinquent school boy brought in by the headmaster. Are you
going to ask me to lay my hands on the desk and whack me on the knuckles with a
ruler?”
“You think this is funny?” Ned glared.
Petyr shrugged “I think you think that 'unregulated' funds somehow
unequivocally means 'illegal' funds when that's simply not the case. This is
all above water, I assure you”
Ned did not look convinced.
“Even if it is legal, which I'm still not convinced it is, even if Robert
doesn't mind turning a blind eye, it's still a huge risk. And I can't help but
notice that either way this deal goes, wether the loans pay off for us or not,
you still get your money”
“A fee for my services, yes, but my earnings depend on your earnings. It only
makes sense for me to make as much profit as I can for you”
“So you can take a bigger percent. I'm not one of you banking types but I know
the basics of it”
“Well, I'm glad you think you know the ins and outs of my business after a
quick trip to yahoo answers after googling the term 'hedge funds for dummies'”
“Careful”
“No offence intended” Petyr smiled “You just need to understand that I am in
the business of making money, and I'm good at it”
Ned's lips tightened “I know. Everyone sings your praises as you fill their
pockets, but I don't trust you”
Petyr could almost laugh “Smart move too. This is the business world, there's
not much trust to go around. But if your getting richer, why complain?”
“.....I think you can see your way out now, Mr. Baelish”
Petyr stood up to make his leave, sticking out his hand to shake.
“Until next time then”
Ned didn't take it.
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“-and he's only allowed water and milk and all natural juices but not the ones
with the pulp, he hates the ones with pulp, so no sugary drinks or fizz, they
get him too riled up. He's allowed snacks, but only at the set times I wrote
down for you. It's good for him to have structure-”
Sansa listened to Lysa prattle on and on as she walked through the Hyde Park
apartment, a lot emptier than it had been on the night of the impromptu
engagement party. She'd come here straight from school, and was glad for that
trip into town with Margaery earlier in the week. It made it much easier to
catch the train to Knightsbridge on her own, and the station was just across
the road.
The snack times Lysa had written down was accompanied by many more piece of
paper. It was a dossier. A guide to Robin Arryn. Sansa had flipped through them
and seen printed off procedures for the Heimlich manoeuvre, a list of movies
that were deemed appropriate and in-appropriate, as well as the correct way to
pack away his toys after he was done playing them.
“And I don't want you slacking off and dumping him in front of TV so you can do
your homework or text your friends” her Aunt said Crisply.
Sansa was a bit taken a back “I...yes, of course, I wouldn't do that”
“Good” Lysa smiled, all sweetness again.
They arrived in the upstairs bit, where Robin sat at the long dining table,
sheets of paper and buckets of colouring pencils and markers surrounding him as
he scribbled. He looked up excitedly as Sansa arrived.
“Sansa, look at the pictures I've done” he said “This is me skydiving onto a
trampoline and this is a dog, and that's his dog family, and they're all
watching”
“Oh, that's really good” Sansa smiled, thinking his dogs looked more like
horses and they probably shouldn't be purple.
Lysa went off shortly after giving Robin multiple kisses on both of his cheeks
and assuring him he could ring her any time he wanted, as well as pointing out
most of the safety services numbers as well, just in case Sansa couldn't
remember how to dial nine nine nine.
Sansa was then forced to be an artist.
“Draw me the Ninja Turtles”
“I don't know how to draw Ninja Turtles...” Sansa held a pencil over the page
hesitantly.
“Well, I won't make you do all of them. Just do Michealangelo” Robin
instructed.
Sansa tried sketched out a circle for the head, rembering that they had masks
at least, and a big oval body, attempting to give them lumpy biceped legs and
arms. She didn't know how to make It look like they had a shell. She didn't
know how to draw the feet or hands either. Another lumpy circle was meant to be
a fist, and she draw a long sword in his hand.
“No! Michealangelo has nun-chucks, not a sword!”
Sansa had to rub it out and fix it. The nun-chucks looking more like a short
jump rope than an actual weapon.
Robin seemed happy enough with it, as he scribbled over it with a green felt
tip. Sansa was a little irked that he went so badly outside the lines.
Sansa ended up having to draw several more dodgy masterpeices. A crocodile. A
shark and a pirate boat and a pirate captain. Herself and Robin riding in a
cool car. Robin riding a motorbike and Robin in space with aliens, and Robin
and ironman fighting some men with guns. Iron man had been especially hard to
draw.
By the time the list of requests were done he had a pile of colouring to get
through, keeping him busy. Sansa checked her phone quickly. Loras had put up a
new selfie on instagram and she debated wether she should like it or not. Maybe
she shouldn't, Joffrey might see.
“Mummy said you weren't to be on your phone while you were meant to be playing
with me” Robin muttered, still scribbling.
“Just checking the time” Sansa shoved her phone back in her school bag.
She ended up grabbing her own piece of paper to pass the time.
She tried drawing a lady, with a curvy waist and long hair. She drew thick
individual lashes around the eyes, and lips in red felt tip. Inspiration hit
when Sansa remembered that Dita book only across the room on the book shelf,
and decided that her lady would have a fabulously designed costume. The corset
had a sweetheart neckline, and a lace up front, and the skirt was short at the
front and long at the back, a long train sweeping across the page. She fished
around in the felt tip buckets to pull out a gold glitter gel pen, and added in
little ribbons. Robin even has those little stamp markers, and she used the
rose shaped one to dot a pattern down the bottom of the train, and stamped one
carefully in her ladies hair as well. She got a bit carried away with it
really, sketching in a pair of satin gloves, stiletto shoesand some lacy
stockings too.
“I'm bored....I want to play Hotwheels” Robin said, just as Sansa was carefully
colouring in her ladies dress with a pink wind up crayon.
“But you still have some pictures to colour...don't you want to finish them?”
Robin gave her a look that said it wasn't up for debate.
She packed and tidied up all the colouring stuff down one end of the dining
table, but slipped her own drawing back into her school bag, as Robin emerge
from his room with a plastic box full of minature cars and another full of the
plastic track.
“We have to choose race teams” Robin said, pouring out the hotwheels on the rug
in the middle of the room “I'll pick one and then you pick one. I'm first” He
took a red racing ferrari “Your turn”
“I like....this one” Sansa chose a shiny black one that had a glitter finish,
but Robin cried out.
“No, you can't have that one! I wanted that one!”
She dropped it back “Ok....how about this one? Can I have this one?” she took a
lime green coloured....she didn't know what it was. She didn't know cars.
Robin didn't say anything but he didn't look happy “....wouldn't you rather
have...this one?” he picked up a little blue one that was scratched so much
half the paint had come off.
“....sure”
They messed around with it for hours, having 'races' across the hard wood
floors and along the kitchen bench, building the track so they could loop them
around, before Sansa heard the slamming of the front door downstairs.
Lysa was back, was her first thought, but it ended up being Petyr that walked
into the kitchen.
“Sansa, Hello. How are you?” he said, and she wondered if he was surprised to
see her.
“Hi” she turned around in her chair “Good, thanks. I'm here babysitting Robin”
“I guessed, It's all he could talk about the past few days....has he been
behaving?”
Sansa nodded as Petyr shrugged his coat off and hung it on the back of a
kitchen stool.
“Yes, he's been good” irritating but good.
“Petyr, look at the drawings I did!” Robin snatched up the pieces of paper and
stumbled around Petyr's legs, holding them up for him to see as he tried
grabbing a mug from a kitchen cabinet.
“Ah, yes, very good....and you did these all by yourself?”
“Yes”
“Well, aren't you talented” Petyr said, but he caught Sansa's eye as he said
it. She smiled. He'd said it to be nice but she felt a little embarassed that
he'd seen that awful turtle drawing.
“Put them up on the fridge! Where are your magnets?” Robin asked.
“I don't have any fridge magnets” Petyr said as he fiddled around with the
coffee machine “Sorry, did you want a coffee Sansa?”
“But Mummy always puts my drawings on the fridge, so guests can see them!”
“I don't have magnets and I don't have guests” Petyr said quickly “Sansa?”
“Ah, no, sorry. It's a bit late for coffee, it'll keep me up”
And she didn't want to look childish asking for three sugars to sweeten it
with.
“That it will, exactly why I need it. Have you ever considered running your own
business, Sansa?”
“I...no?”
Petyr smiled “Good. Don't. You won't have a minute of free time”
“You run your own business? I thought you worked with my Dad?”
“I do. I work with a lot of businessmen and a lot of different companies. Has
he not told you what I do?”
“No. I just thought you were some kind of accountant, maybe”
Petyr made a face “Oh, please, I hope I don't come off as dull as that”
She laughed and shook her head “No, I just...it was just a guess. I saw all
your math books and Dad's mentioned stuff about being confused about all the
numbers you talk about in meetings before”
The corner of Petyr's mouth twitched upwards at that “Has he now?”
“But can't we buy some magnets?” Robin nagged, interrupting them.
Petyr tried to stop him grabbing his blazer with crayon marked hands “No, stop
asking....My fridge isn't magnetic. They wouldn't stick anyway”
“What do you mean it's not magnetic?”
“I bought it from China. They don't make magnetic fridges in China”
“But why don't they make magnetic fridges in China? Why would you buy your
fridge from China in the first place?”
“Magnetism is against their religion” Petyr muttered, the coffee machine
beginning to whir.
“And China makes the best fridges....didn't you know that Robin?” Sansa added
in, making them both look up.
“Oh....yeah, I did know that” Robin said, wandering back over to the table.
Sansa had to stifle a laugh as Petyr shared a smile with her.
For the next couple of hours Petyr drifted off to his little makeshift home
office downstairs, and Sansa had to get Robins dinner ready. She steamed the
vegetables for as long as the instructions said too, and put the pasta on the
stove and cut clices of ham and some bread on another plate. It seemed a very
odd and plain meal, Lysa had said something about Robin being a fussy eater,
but it was easy enough to make so she wasn't complaining. Robin had settled
down to watch some TV as she cooked.
Lysa arrived back home just as she was handing the plate of dinner to Robin.
“Helloo!” she called out in the hall downstairs. Sansa quickly threw a tea
towel across a railing and shoved a few things back in the fridge as she heard
her come up the stairs, trying to make the kitchen as neat as possible.
Lysa appeared with a few shopping bags hanging off her arms, and Sansa was
about to greet her back, but her Aunt's eyes fell on Robin immediately.
“You're letting him eat in front of the TV?!” she said, obviously appalled.
“I...he said you usually let him-”
But Lysa wasn't listening “Robin, up at the table immediately. Turn that TV
off” she turned to Sansa “I don't know what Cat lets you kids do in your house
but here we eat at the table”
“But he said-” Sansa tried to argue, but Lysa cut her off.
“He said, did he? Robin...did you tell Sansa to let you have your dinner in
front of the TV?”
Robin scraped out a chair to the dining table and sat up on it, blinking
innocently as he chewed a mouthful of pasta “....No”
Sansa spent the next half an hour cleaning up the rest of the kitchen feeling
vaguely shamed, as Lysa made a point to read aloud from the notes she'd left,
where it did in fact say where Robin should eat, and that she shouldn't expect
a little boy to lie for her mistakes. Sansa had to bite her tongue as she
filled the dishwasher.
When the intercom buzzed with the arrival of Jon downstairs, which meant he was
here to pick her up, Sansa was glad to be leaving.
Lysa had done another one eighty in her mood as she kissed her cheek goodbye,
saying how now she'll definitely know for sure what to do next time she
babysits. The she'd given her a little tap on the nose and added that she might
not uncercook the vegetables next time either, and laughed like that was a cute
little Auntie thing to say.
She didn't care if her Mother got cross with her, Sansa didn't want to do this
again, she thought as she descended the steps to the reception hall. Lysa
didn't feel the need to walk her out apparantly.
“Sansa”
She turned around at the sound of Petyr's voice, her hand on the front door.
He'd come from down the hall, his blazer and tie off, and his work shirts
sleeves rolled more comfortably on his arms.
“Yes?”
He came over and took her hand, and Sansa was a little taken a back as she felt
him press something into her palm.
She looked down to see it was a fifty pound note.
“Payment for a job well done” he said, quietly.
“Mr. Baelish, I can't-” Sansa tried to give it back but Petyr waved his hand.
“Just take it...and call me Petyr...you did a good job today, you deserve it”
“But my Mum told Aunt Lysa I'd do it for free”
“Do Lysa and your Mother need to know?”
Sansa glanced down at the note, tempted, but unsure.
“Honestly-” Petyr leant forward to speak lowly “If you hadn't of been here that
boy would have been in my office, clambering over my desk, my paperwork,
begging to have a go on my computer.... I wouldn't have gotten a shred of work
done. This is just to show my own gratitude”
The intercome buzzed again. She really needed to go.
She slipped the note in her bag.
“Thank you Mr. Baelish, really, you didn't need to but...thank you” she smiled
genuinely.
Maybe she wouldn't mind babysitting again afterall.
Chapter End Notes
     I'm not a business person, but I've been reading up on the subject
     (which means a few thorough hours of googling) to try and flesh out
     Petyr's job. Basically he's a Hedge fund manager, and these guys have
     a reputation for being sleazy sleazes. They're also complicated,
     risky and secretive because its pretty hard to figure out just HOW
     they make they're money. They're also known to make a lot a lot a LOT
     of money if handled by people who know what they're doing. Stupid
     money. The highest ranking hedge fund managers in the world bring in
     billions. I've not made Petyr quite that successful, but even average
     hedge fund managers make it into the millions quite easily with the
     nature of the business. So yeah, people basically assume these guys
     are really intelligent, but also most likely corrupt....so I thought
     it fit Petyr perfectly!
     I hope you don't mind that the Sana/ Petyr interaction was quite
     small this chapter. Right now of course Sansa only see's him as her
     Aunt's new husband, not anything more....yet.
***** Sleepover *****
It was eleven PM on a Saturday night and Sansa couldn't have been happier with
how her birthday sleepover had been going so far.
Myrcella had arrived first, and had bought her one of those instant film
cameras and a cute little case to carry it around in, as well as a sterling
silver tiffanies bracelet, which was from Joffrey. Sansa had been a little put
out that Joffrey hadn't given her the gift himself, but she didn't mind so much
after Margaery arrived with Sara and Mira, and all three of them had gushed
over the piece of jewellery.
Margaery had gotten her a bottle of Marc Jacobs daisy dream perfume, a pretty
little blue bottle covered in flowers, as well as a little teddy bear and a box
of chocolates. Mira had gotten her a diary set and a nice pack of gel pens,
while Sara had gotten her the new Taylor Swift CD. Sansa didn't even own a CD
player, even if she did like Taylor Swift, but she thanked Sara anyway.
The landing had been cleared, with the sofa's pressed up against the wall to
make way for the spare mattresses to be laid down, where the girls huddled up
under blankets to watch movies, eating pop corn and the mini cupcakes Sansa had
made with her Mum earlier.
Arya had made herself scarce, holing herself up in her room. Bran did the same,
since he never liked conversations with new people, because they almost always
asked about his wheelchair. The girls had all fussed over Rickon and how cute
he was, but he had gone to bed a lot earlier. Her parents hung around
downstairs until ten thirty before they'd said their goodnights, leaving strict
instructions that the TV was to be kept down low and then lights out at
midnight.
They were halfway through watching Pitch Perfect when Jon had come home from
work.
He worked at some twenty four hour coffee shop in Dalston, The Night's Watch,
and he worked late and always came home smelling like ground up coffee beans.
Arya always loved going there, thinking it was ultra cool, with band posters
covering the walls and all its mismatched furniture, and all the guys that
worked there had beards and wore a lot of black and jeans that were too tight
for them. Sansa guessed it was supposed to be cool in that shabby chic, not
really trying, Dalston kind of way, but she just thought it was dreary and they
never played any music she liked.
He'd walked up the stairs, skinny jeans as tight as ever, black apron balled up
in his hand as he seemed surprised to see a bunch of teenage girls lying around
in his house.
He'd mumbled a small hello before shuffling away down to his room.
“Was that your brother?” Sara whispered as soon as they heard his door shut.
Sansa decided that the easiest answer to this question was yes.
“He's fit!” Sara giggled, making Sansa pull a face.
Jon needed a hair cut and a shave and he never smiled.
“What's his name again, Rob wasn't it?” Margaery asked, in a way that seemed
like she was agreeing with Sara.
“No, Rob's the one away at Uni, that's Jon, and oh my god, I can't believe you
think he's fit!” Sansa said.
“What? You just think he isn't because your related, he so is. Long hair on
guys is so gorg” Maragery grinned.
“Should I tell him you think that?”
“Don't!” Margaery gave her a shove “Or I'll tell Loras you fancy him!”
Sansa gasped “You would never!”
She'd only met him once, the one time she'd gone over to Margaery's after
school. She was so lucky, since her brother was older and going to Uni here in
london, and Margaery stayed with him so it was just the two of them alone in a
posh suite of one of their families hotels, and Loras had only just been coming
out of the shower when the girls had come through the front door.
“You have a thing for Loras?” Mira asked.
“You should have seen her when he came walking through the living room in just
a towel, still wet, she went so red!” Margaery laughed as Sansa tried to
smother her with a pillow, both of them giggling. Sansa could feel herself
going a little pink right now.
“I did not!” she quickly denied, silently begging that Myrcella wouldn't repeat
a word of this back to Joffrey.
“I wouldn't mind seeing your brother Jon in a towel, or whats under it” Sara
joked.
“Urgh, don't” Said Sansa, not wanting to think anything like that about Jon of
all people.
“Has he got a girlfriend?”
“You cannot be seriously asking me this”
Sara shrugged “Why not? If he hasn't he might not mind me slipping in his room
and introducing myself”
Sansa's eyes widened as the other girls giggled.
“Sara! My Mum and Dad are just down the hall and you just...you shouldn't just-
”
“Oh calm down, Miss prude, I was only joking!”
Sansa shuffled a little on her pillow “I'm not a prude, it's just...he's my
brother...and he has a girlfriend anyway, her names Ygritte”
“Oh” Sara shrugged “Well, it was worth asking”
Sansa wanted this topic to die, hoping they could go on watching the movie,
even if she had seen it three times already.
“You're a virgin, aren't you Sansa?”
Sansa hadn't been expecting the question, and turned to Margaery a little
shocked.
“What? Yes...., aren't you?”
Margaery smiled a small little smile “No”
Sansa vaguely remembered something her sister had said in passing. 'I heard
she's done it with, like, five different guys'.
“Really? How many times have you done it?”
“Not loads! ….and I don't know how many times, exactly, but I've only gone the
whole way with a couple different guys. And I was going out with them when we
did it”
“You only went out with that band guy for, like, two weeks” Sara said.
“It counts”
Mira turned to Sansa next “So have you really not done anything? Not even with
your boyfriend?”
Sansa thought about Joffrey and his hands sliding up her skirt.
“I've done some things” she said “Like...made out and felt each other up and
stuff”
“Has he fingered you?”
Sansa's lip curled at Sara's blunt words “No, nothing like that”
“Called it, I had you pegged as a total virgin”
Well, I had you pegged as a bit of a slut, but it's like I'd bring that up at
your party, Sansa thought as Sara stuffed more popcorn in her mouth.
“Wow, you're so innocent” Mira said, not meanly at all “That's good of you
though, I feel like a bit of a slut sometimes” she giggled
“Oh, don't Mira, you're not” Margaery assured her friend.
“Well...there was that time you sucked that guy off at Abby's party in the
bathroom, that was pretty slutty” Sara laughed as Mira pushed her.
“You guys, Myrcella's only fifteen, you shouldn't talk about these kind of
things” Sansa said, sensibly.
She didn't want quiet little Myrcella going back to Cersei and telling her all
about how her friends give out blowjobs at parties.
“It's alright....I've done it before”
Sansa looked over in shock at Myrcella, who was blushing underneath her smile.
“What? With who!” she had to ask.
“My boyfriend....Trystane....he's my secret boyfriend though, please don't tell
my Mum or Joffrey, I'm only telling you”
Sansa was thoroughly embarrassed. She was the only one out of all of them who
hadn't done anything. Joffrey hadn't even seen her without her top on.
“I think it's sweet you're still a virgin” said Margaery “You should only do it
when your ready”
“Definitely” Mira agreed.
Their words maybe have been kind but they still made the now seventeen Sansa
feel about five years old.
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The bronzed skin girl clad in only a thong made of pearls and black lace
writhed on the low stage at the centre of the room, her body shining under the
Mockingbirds lights as she was down on her knees, running a hand down her
taught stomach, slipping a hand under the lace, body thrusting on the air as
she touched herself for the whole room to see.
Petyr's cock twitched in his pants, but it was no great reaction. She wasn't
spectacular. Her mouth hung open in what he guessed was supposed to be ecstasy,
but he found she just looked slack jawed, and from this angle he could see her
teeth were slightly crooked. He looked down to her hands and saw her black nail
polish was chipped. He'd have to talk to her about that. He didn't like it when
his girls looked low class.
The other customers seemed happy enough with her though. It was common, up here
on the top floor, for a more close up kind of show that patrons could indulge
in.
Petyr spotted one man in particular, staring intently as the girl touched
herself, pretending to have a shameful orgasm. Perhaps he'd go over and
introduce the two properly, and mention an hourly rate, and the nice rooms he
had available upstairs.
The girl went on for entirely too long. She wasn't supposed to be realistic
about the time it took to get herself off, just a bit of rubbing, a nice suck
of a wet finger, some moaning and be done with it.
He checked the time on his watch. He'd told Lysa he was staying back late at
work, which wasn't a lie.
She knew all about the club, everyone did, even Ned Stark and Robert Baratheon.
Half the men he met in board rooms gladly shook his hand at the entrance to his
club as well as in meetings, and it was an unspoken but known fact that you
could barter for a fuck in the upstairs rooms. Petyr might worry more, about
his secret that was hardly a secret, if there weren't several high ranking
police officers and court magistrates in his pocket.
So Lysa had to know. Wether her mind accepted it was another matter. His little
wife had a way of seeing the world as she wanted it to be.
In the end Petyr hadn't needed to whisper anything in anyones ear, as the girl
climbed off the stage as she was done and sauntered over to the wide eyed
customer, talking to him for the briefest of minutes, before she had him led
away by the hand.
Good girl, Petyr thought. She had sense, even if her teeth were slightly
crooked and her nails unsightly. She could probably get away with charging
quite a bit, the man looked too green and eager to know any better on the rates
of escorts.
They were never whores, never prostitutes. It was always escorts. Whores were
women in clubs out in Essex, with earrings that dangled too much and smiles too
eager. Prostitutes were girls on the cold pavement with even colder looks as
they leant in your car window.
But Escorts? Escorts were glamourous. Escorts wore fine lace and real pearls,
and they were paid enough to make their smiles look real enough too.
It was all the same though. The same cheap thrills, just catered for those with
expensive taste. A pretty word to wrap up an ugly truth.
It was a little hypocritical, to find these men who paid for sex so pathetic,
but Petyr did it anyway. Where was their pride? What sense of satisfaction did
they get knowing they'd paid a women to pretend to love them for an hour?
Maybe it was because he'd been in the business too long, watched a girl leave a
room with cum still stained on her dress before she removed it to meet the next
man not twenty minutes later.
True, he indulged himself more when he was younger, before he realised it was
wiser not too. Men asked him how he could be here, surrounded by gorgeous women
and all the sex and debauchery and not partake, not indulge himself the very
thing he was selling. He would simply smile and ask if they fucked their
accountants, their brokers, the interns that fetched them their coffee. If they
didn't fuck their workers, why would he fuck his? It was bad business.
He hadn't dated much either, before Lysa. It was time consuming, and more often
than not, disappointing. Women could be stylish, beautiful, witty, well read,
well educated and all together charming....but Petyr knew what it was like to
love, to have you heart beat a little faster at the thought of someone, and no
matter the women he went through, the feeling had never quite been replicated.
Maybe that was wishful thinking. An unrealistic expectation. Maybe that was
something you only felt once in your life, before a heartbreak, or when you
were young and didn't know any better.
No, the most relief he had these days were the flashes of red hair in his
dreams, the blue eyes he saw when he closed his own. A vague recollection of
what he'd lost but had never really had in the first place.
Petyr stared down at the amber liquid of his drink, which was almost all gone.
Funny, he'd had that dream again a couple nights ago, but the red hair had been
a shade or two lighter than it had been before.
***** So Adorable *****
Sansa looked up from her science text book as Margaery slid into the chair next
to her “Busy Friday night?” she asked with a grin.
“No?”
“Good, Loras is having a party, all his Uni mates and stuff, and he said I
could invite some people”
Sansa found herself grinning back “Nice, of course I'll go. Who else are you
asking?”
“Oh, you know, just the girls. You, Sara, Mira...and you could bring Joffrey if
you want”
“Yeah, definitely. Should I bring a present?” Sansa asked.
Margaery gave her a look “No? Why would you bring a present? It's not a
birthday party, it's just a party party” she laughed.
“Oh, right, yeah. Sorry” Sansa could have kicked herself. So much for giving
off the impression that she went to loads of 'party parties' “Will there be,
like...alcohol there and stuff?”
Margaery smiled “You're literally so adorable some times. Yes, mostly people
bring their own but it all ends up on the one table, so it's practically
communal, and there'll be punch, but Loras makes that stuff strong, so watch
how much you have....oh, that is if you do drink of course?”
Sansa laughed “Yeah, I drink”
She didn't, but it's not as if this wasn't a chance to start. And she had had
sips of her parents wine before, So it wasn't really lying.
“Oh, and it's a dresses and heels kind of thing. Feel free to dress up”
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On thursday night Sansa sat up hemming the dress she planned to wear for the
party.
Asking her Mum for a new dress was out of the question. No doubt that
conversation would go the same way as asking for a new bag. The first plan,
wearing something she already owned, had ended up with every dress in her
wardrobe tried on and discarded. Everything was pastel. Sansa loved her pale
pinks and periwinkle blues, but they were so adorably virginal, and not the
kind of shade you wore to a party full of university students.
No, Sansa decided she needed something black, but the only black items she
owned were a cardigan, some dress pants, and an old dress she'd found in an
oxfam shop for two pounds and had worn once for halloween when she was twelve.
So she'd decided to grab some scissors and her new sewing machine and make that
two pound dress as sexy as she could.
It had spaghetti straps and a square neckline, and to her delight when she'd
wriggled into it, Sansa found it had tightened on her since the last time she'd
worn it. It was probably something to do with actually acquiring some hips and
boobs since then.
Then it had simply been the task of cutting the full length skirt scandalously
short. She'd marked the material with sewing chalk before carefully cutting all
the way around, and just as she was done, Sansa had the idea to add in a little
slit to the side. If she was going to do sexy, she might as well do it
properly. Before she could even talk herself out of it, she snipped the
scissors and made the cut.
When all her sewing was done and the moment of truth arrived, trying it on,
Sansa stared at herself in the mirror.
Well, it certainly was short. When Sansa stepped into her heels, her long legs
made the hemline look even shorter. The slit up the side was maybe a bit too
much, she worried, since it stopped just a couple of inches shy of her
knickers. She tried posing a bit though, pretending she was Cersei, or some
other top model, quirking out a hip, running a hand through her hair. She
thought she rather looked quite good.
“Sansa?”
Sansa was jolted out of admiring herself with a rap on her door, and her
Fathers voice.
“Can I come in?”
“Just a second, I'm changing!” Sansa called out, wrenching the dress down and
off, flinging it in the back of her cupboard with the rest of the scrapped
material. If either of her parents saw her in something like that she doubted
they'd ever let her leave the house again.
She pulled on an old nightie. It was baggy and old and had a tartan teddybear
on it. Back to adorably virginal in a heartbeat.
“Ok, it's alright” she said, as Ned made his way in.
Sansa thought her Dad always looked anxious when he walked in her room, the few
times he did. It was like he didn't know what to make of all the pink, and
floral, and makeup scattered everywhere. He smiled and patted his arms at his
sides a bit awkwardly before sitting himself down on the edge of her bed, where
Sansa settled herself across from him.
“So...uh, you been alright then?”
Sansa shrugged “Yeah? Why?”
“Oh, no reason, just wanting to know what you've been up too....you still
excited about this party then?”
She didn't let her eyes flick over to the closet where her dress was hiding
“Yeah”
“And you sure you don't want me to come and pick you up?”
“I already said Joffrey offered to drive me home”
“And you made sure he knew he has to have you back by eleven thirty?”
“Can't you please make it twelve?” Sansa whined.
“Eleven thirty” Ned said sternly “And he won't be drinking, will he?”
“No, there won't even be alcohol at the party, Mira's parents are going to be
there”
“Mira...I thought you said this was Sara's party?”
Sansa mentally cursed herself “yeah, sorry, I meant to say Mira. I still get
their names mixed up sometimes, they sound similar”
“Right...well” Ned coughed a little “I also wanted to ask how the babysitting
is going. You've been over there a few times now”
Sansa just shrugged again “It's been fine. Robin can be a pain but...you know.
Cute as well”
She'd almost said 'but at least I'm getting paid' before she remembered her
parents didn't know about that. One slip up was bad enough, she didn't need
another.
“And...well. How's your Aunt and Mr. Baelish been?”
Sansa found something off in her Dad's manner “.....fine? Why?”
“I mean...me and your Mother just want to make sure its a
good...um...atmosphere for you to be in, you know. With how Lysa is and how
Baelish...ah, Mr.Baelish...well...you don't know him but we hope he's nice to
you too”
Sansa laughed a little “The atmosphere? It's fine Dad, really. Lysa's a bit
crazy, but she's not home when I'm there, obviously. And Mr. Baelish is
nice”she narrowed her eyes a little “Do you and Mum just want details about how
their marriage is going?”
“What? No. No, that's not it at all” Ned gave a little scoff but Sansa felt
like she was right.
“Well, if they start having domestics in front of me I'll tell you both right
away. You'll know all the gossip” she smiled, cheekily.
Ned shook his head but laughed “Right then. Well, I'll say goodnight to yeh” He
gave her a kiss on the head before heading to the door.
Sansa watched him stop as he opened it to leave. He paused for a second,
looking like he was debating in his head over what he was about to say next
“...You said your Aunt Lysa wasn't home with you much...but Mr.Baelish, is he
out too?”
“Most of the time, yeah” Sansa answered simply.
“Most of the time?”
“Well....he gets back from work quite early some days. Then he usually just
hangs around in his office or whatever”
Ned nodded “Right....does he speak to you much”
“Yeah, of course, he always says hi and has a bit of chat. He's not rude to me
or anything, don't worry ”
“That's not what I'm worried about love..” he muttered.
“What?” Sansa frowned.
It was then that she remembered what her Mother had said on the balcony all
those weeks ago 'Does she know what he does? What he really does?' and all of a
sudden it kind of clicked into understanding, that her parents didn't really
seem to like Mr. Baelish much.
“I...nothing. Don't worry” Ned sighed “Just....if you ever feel uncomfortable
over there, wether it's Lysa, or Baelish, or if you just get sick of the whole
babysitting thing, you can come and tell me and you won't have to do it
anymore, alright? Don't worry about your Mother, I can talk her into letting
you out of it if you wanted”
Sansa didn't quite know what to make of how serious her Dad sounded “Um,
thanks, but It's fine. I like doing it, really” she tried to sound reassuring.
Ned gave one last nod before he stepped out to the landing “Well.. that's good.
Night sweetheart”
“Night” she said, still a little off-put as the door clicked shut behind him.
***** Eiffel Tower *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Sansa sat on the carpet with Robin, three different Lego sets spread out in
front of them. Large boxes that hadn't even been opened yet.
“I have a lot more back at home in our old house, but Mummy said I'd have to
leave them there for now. Petyr brought me these to play with though. This ones
a Star Wars one, this ones a police station and this ones the Eiffel tower”
The Eiffel tower came in a more fancy looking box. It looked more like a
collectors kind of lego, not one for nine year olds.
“Which one shall we do then? You can choose”
Robin acted like he was thinking hard over it.
“Hmmmm....the Eiffel tower one. I already had a police station one at home and
it's not that good, and Star War's isn't for girls” he explained. Sansa thought
Arya would have something to say to that, but as usual just nodded along.
They spilled out all the little grey pieces on the table and got to work. Robin
rushed through it, sticking pieces where they shouldn't go, while Sansa tried
to figure out the instructions and actually build it properly.
Petyr and Lysa were out at dinner, and wouldn't be back till eight, but that
was alright. Joffrey had said he would pick her up at eight thirty so they
would get to Loras's party at nine. Sansa thought that was a bit late to get to
a party, but Joffrey had assured her party's were all boring before nine
o'clock anyway.
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Petyr checked his watch. Eight thirty. He was bored-
“-and then I said, 'I shouldn't need the receipt, clearly the seam is broken,
so It's a faulty product and I should be entitled to a refund' but this girl,
ugh, she was just being such a pain, going on and on about how the tags
couldn't be re-moved, thirty day warranty periods, so I ended up talking to the
manager-”
-and trying to resist the urge to drown himself in the large ornate fish tank
in the centre of the restaurant.
He'd met with Lysa when he'd finished work, after she'd been in town shopping,
and now this was what she called a date night. She kept rubbing a foot against
his leg. He kept checking his watch.
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Sansa checked the time on her phone. It was quarter past eight and Joffrey had
already texted that he was on his way, but Petyr and Lysa weren't back yet.
“Sansaaaaaa I want another glass of water” She heard the pitter patter of
Robins footsteps as he wandered down the stairs out of bed again.
“No, you know you're only allowed one” she got up to usher him back.
“But I'm thiirssttyyyyy” he whined.
He still had a bit of a bed wetting problem, and one glass of water and no more
was the rule. There was what you could consider an entire chapter in Lysa's
typed notes on bed time rules, but strangely Sansa thought they're could be
more. Or at least some helpful hints. It had been an hour of struggling to get
him to brush his teeth, digging out his dinosaur print pyjamas from the laundry
room because he'd cried when she'd tried to get him in the polka dot ones, then
reading him three different stories because he'd kept nagging for more until
she'd clued in that this was just a stalling tactic. Oh, and he'd cried because
she'd forgotten to turn his night light on before she switched the lights off.
Now it was the water drama and the fact that he just would not lie his head on
that pillow for more than two minutes.
“Sansaaaa pleeeease” he cried, clinging to her school skirt as she tried to pry
him off and get him back down to his bedroom.
“Robin, stop it, would you just-” but she stopped when she heard the front door
open, and the sounds of Petyr and Lysa arriving back.
“Mummy!” Robin cried immediately, running for the door, where Lysa dropped in
surprise to hug him as he ran into her arms.
Sansa stood there, biting her lip as Lysa soothed him before turning on her, as
she thought she might “Why isn't he in bed yet, I said seven thirty?”
“I'm sorry, he just won't go to sleep, he won't stop asking for water-” she
hurried to say, but Robin cut her off with a shout.
“I'm thirsty!”
Lysa ran a hand through his hair “Ok, ok, you can have some water, don't work
yourself up before bed time. We'll go to the kitchen now and get a nice glass
of water and then you'll go to bed for Mummy, won't you?”
Sansa stared incredulously as Lysa walked past her to the stairs “But I thought
you said-”
“Just...don't worry about it, I've got it” Lysa smiled a little tightly, Robin
cuddled placidly in her arms.
She wanted to roll her eyes, scoff, something, but Petyr was still here.
“He wasn't too much trouble, was he?” he asked.
If Sansa was in a better mood she would have lied, but her response now was
just to give Petyr a look and a strained smile of suffering. It obviously said
it all, and he laughed.
“Ah, don't worry about it, it's not easy to get the boy to bed, and honestly if
you'd done it successfully on your first try it probably would have annoyed
Lysa more” he leant it a little closer “I think she's getting a little jealous
over how much he talks about you when your out”
That made Sansa smile.
“Did you need a lift home?” Petyr asked her.
“Oh, thank you, but I'm actually getting picked up by my boyfriend and oh, I
need to get changed really quick, he's going to be here in a few minutes” she
panicked, looking at the time “Could I just use the bathroom really quick?”
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Of course she had a boyfriend.She was a beautiful girl, probably popular at her
school. Sansa was probably one of those girls who breezed through the halls
with no idea just how many boys eyes followed her as she went by, just like Cat
had been.
He stared across the room and saw a fully constructed Lego Eiffel tower that
sat on the dining room table. He remembered buying it at Hamleys for Robin.
Sansa must have spent the day building it with him. Even little Robin was taken
with her, because he hadn't lied when he'd said the boy spoke about her
constantly. 'Sansa's so cool' 'Sansa draws the best' 'Sansa's so pretty'.
Isn't she just, Petyr thought to himself.
The fact that she had a boyfriend shouldn't irk him, but here he was, feeling
irked. A completely unreasonable response, and one that he didn't want to
analyse right now.
He'd followed Lysa and Robin up to the kitchen, and he opened the fridge,
feeling like this was a good time for a glass of wine.
“Ooh, pour me one” Lysa said, as she had Robin sitting up on the counter,
sucking away on his sippy cup of water. If Petyr was more invested in his role
of step-parent he would suggest the boy was too old for it, but as it was he
didn't much care.
“Of course” he grabbed an extra glass and poured.
“I'll be back in a second, I just have to get Robin down, since we've had our
water, and we're ready for bed now, aren't we Robin?” Lysa cooed at Robin,
talking more to him than Petyr as she picked him up and carried him back down
the hall.
Petyr nodded, taking a drink. A Marlborough from New Zealand. He never bought
English wines, terrible stuff, it was always imported.
The he heard the sound of heels on wood, and Sansa emerged from the stairs.
His eyes immediately travelled to the hem line of her black dress, and the slit
up the side. It fit her well. Too well. The addition of heels made her already
long legs look even longer. Along with the makeup, the black lining around her
clear blue eyes, and the slightly darker than usual gloss of her lips, the
whole ensemble made her look older than her seventeen years. At least that's
what he told himself as he couldn't stop staring.
“Well...you look nice” he said.
She smiled, perhaps a little uncomfortably as she cast her eyes downwards
“Thank you” she said, walking over to the kitchen counter to sit up on one of
the high stools.
That's when Petyr had to stop looking, as she perched herself up on the seat,
and the dress slid up an extra inch before she could tug it back down again. He
had to drag his eyes away after he saw the flash of white cotton between her
legs.
“Would you like some?” He offered the wine, simply for something to say.
Sansa fixed him with a look “Sorry, I'm not eighteen”
I'm sorry your not eighteen too, was the first thought that came to his head,
but thankfully he kept that from falling from his mouth.
“So of course that means you don't drink, and of course you'll only be having
water at this party of yours, hm?” he said, knowingly.
Sansa tried hard not to look guilty, but her silent smile was enough.
“I'll have a sip then. Not much, just to taste it”
Petyr slid Lysa's glass over to her and she raised the glass to her lips. Her
face soured immediately “Um, yeah, that's nice” she put the glass back down and
Petyr laughed.
“You're a bad liar, but don't worry, hardly anyone likes their first class of
wine”
Sansa ran her tongue around her mouth, reminiscing on the fruity but bitterness
of the drink “People say it's an acquired taste”
“Too true” Petyr nodded “I find wine gets better with age. The older I get the
more I like it”
He made her laugh and he found himself loving the way it sounded.
Then the doorbell rang.
“Oh, that'll be Joffrey” Sansa said, sliding off the chair and grabbing her
bags.
“Joffrey?” Petyr asked as they descended the stairs together. He knew a
Joffrey, and not many boys had the name “Does your boyfriend happen to be
Joffrey Baratheon by any chance?”
Sansa looked up at him in surprise “Yes? Do you know him?” then she realised
“Oh, you work for his Dad too, don't you!”
Petyr nodded, trying not to look grim at the thought of this lovely girl
getting into a car with Joffrey Baratheon.
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Petyr was back upstairs not soon after Sansa had left, having just finished his
wine, and thinking he might just have another, when he heard Lysa's voice.
“Now that she's gone and Robin's asleep...should we get back to our date
night?”
She was standing there, eyes glinting in the dull light of the kitchen, which
Petyr realised was not dull enough as he turned around and saw her. For a
second he thought she was naked, but it was just a nude coloured chemise she
had on, but that didn't make it much better. It didn't cover enough....not
nearly enough. It was too tight across her low hanging chest, the sides of her
arms spilling out in a way that was sickeningly similar to the way raw cookie
dough escaped the Pilsbury packet if you squeezed too hard. Petyr wished a slow
death to whichever sales assistant had convinced Lysa she looked good in it.
“You....look....wow”
Lysa looked pleased with herself, shimmying about, and oh god she was coming
closer.
“You like it?” she said in a little sing song voice.
“Mmmhmm” Petyr grinned with his mouth clamped shut, lest a grimace come out.
She sidled over and slid her arms around his middle, drawing him into a kiss.
“Come on...do me....Oh, do me Petyr, do me hard!”
Right. It was happening. Time to prepare the proper procedure. To the bedroom,
lights off, and a secret stiff drink of whiskey while Lysa wasn't looking. He
would need more than one glass of wine for this.
“Why don't you meet me in the bedroom and I'll be down in a minute” he purred
into her ear, eyeing the liquor shelf.
Then Lysa pulled away and backed herself onto the dining table, pushing Robin's
lego eiffel tower to the edge to give herself room to shimmy her bottom onto
it, splaying herself out, never breaking eye contact.
“Oh, but why don't you do me here? Take me right here, right now!”
Petyr stood there.
“....the bed would probably be a bit more comfortable-”
“I don't need to be comfortable, I want you to ravish me! Hard and fast, have
your way with me against the table!”
Petyr didn't have a chance to argue the point as he was promptly grabbed by the
front of his shirt and pulled down onto her. Her legs wrapped around his waist,
pulling him in tight, while her hands clamoured around the back of his head as
their lips crashed together.
Petyr tried to brace himself with his hands on the hard wood, but she barely
let him budge an inch as she suctioned him too her, every part of her body
pushing onto him. It was like she was a python and he was the prey, and if it
wasn't already like a Discovery channel attack, she latched onto his neck with
a proper chomp of her teeth. It wasn't a seductive nibble, it was a bite that
made Petyr let out an actual hiss of pain.
Lysa giggled. She probably mistook it for a sound of pleasure. Petyr was sure
she'd never heard a real one from a man before, he doubted she would know the
difference.
Fuck, he needed that whisky.
He grit his teeth as he forced his hand down her thigh, eyes closed, and
suddenly found himself thinking of that tight dress of Sansa's.
Yes. Yes, that's what he'd do. Think of her, and her long hair and long legs.
That tight dress, and that pert bum. He'd fuck his wife while thinking of her
attractive young niece. No one would know but him, and desperate times called
for desperate measures. And it wasn't hard to let his mind wander back to that
flash of white cotton and what lay underneath.
“Oh, yes, yes. Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me, god, fuck me, yes, fuck me, fuck me!”
Jesus christ, he hadn't even gotten his fly undone.
Then she started moaning. Deep, guttural moans. He was still only stroking her
leg.
It was getting harder and harder to...well....get hard. With this one woman
show wriggling beneath him, trying to take home the Oscar for best over actor,
and the fact that her voice was completely ruining the already thin fantasy
that she was actually Sansa.
He supposed that was a lost cause anyway. Sansa's body was taut, not flabby,
and her skin would be smoother. He could picture her, strewn out over the table
before him, long bare legs open to him, breasts firm and high as she leant
back, looking up at him with her big blue eyes. Yes, he could picture her, but
he couldn't hear any imaginary gasps, or the smell of her hair, or the sounds
she'd make when he touched her. That was all Lysa right now.
As she bucked her hips against his in a frantic need for friction, Petyr
glanced across the table. Robin's lego Eiffel Tower sat there, a foot away.
In one last desperate bid, Petyr struck out his hand.
The Eiffel Tower went off the edge and to the floor with a crash, hundreds and
hundreds of little lego blocks splaying across the floor.
Lysa stopped her assault on his crotch, to look up a little in surprise, and
Petyr took the chance to wriggle a little more free of her as soon as her grip
loosened.
“Oh, shit” Petyr spoke loudly “I broke Robin's Eiffel tower”
“I....oh, he's going to be upset....but no, never mind, leave it for the
morning, it's ok, it's fine, let's keep going-”
Lysa cling desperately to the moment but they both heard the creak of a door ,
and the fast thumps of little feet.
Petyr had never been more glad to see Robin appear before him.
His eyes immediately falling on the pile of grey Lego's on the floor.
“My tower!” he cried, the tears welling up thick and fast “You broke it, you
broke it, you broke my towweeeer!!”
It was a loud and whining sob that only turned into flat out, unfiltered
balling.
Lysa was off the table and over to him at once, but it was no use. Once the boy
turned it on, there was no turning it off.
He was inconsolable for the next forty five minutes, screaming at Lysa as she
suggested they could rebuild it tomorrow, screaming even harder when she said
she'd take him to Hamley's tomorrow to make up for it, where he could buy all
the lego's he wanted. It was no use, he wailed against her and hiccupped and
sobbed, and by the time she actually got him into bed, it was safe to say the
mood had throughly been killed.
Maybe another night, Petyr had told her.
Chapter End Notes
     I'm sure that wasn't the sex scene you wanted, but it's the one you
     got. Sorry not sorry.
***** Tattoos *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Sansa adored the idea of living in a hotel, especially one as glamorous as the
Highgarden. It was so huge and luxurious, with old french style furniture and
bespoke marble floors, and the entranceway had the grandest chandelier she'd
ever seen. There were indoor pools and ball rooms, a cafe on the ground floor
and a five star restaurant on the top, and grand staircases that would be
perfect to sweep down in an elegant evening dress. And Margaery and Loras got
to live here.
They had a penthouse on one of the highest floors, and as of right now, the
place was full of loud university students. She liked the idea of hanging out
with an older crowd.The conversation might be a bit more substantial than the
ones she sat through in homeroom, with boys going on about their games on X-box
or showing each other rude youtube videos on their phones. Not that she'd ha
much chance to talk to anyone older yet, as Sansa sat on one of the sofas with
Margaery, Mira, Sara and Joffrey. They'd kept themselves tucked away in their
own little corner.
She was perched quite primly on the edge of the cushions, since Sansa knew if
she leant back and relaxed her dress was likely to rise up dangerously.
“-and I was thinking I'd get, like, a lion up here” Joffrey said, gesturing
across his shoulder “My Granddad would go mental but it's not like he can stop
me, it's my body, it's my life, he can't like...control me or some shit”
“Yeah, completely. You're over eighteen, you can do what you want” Margaery
said, deep in conversation with him.
Margaery was wearing a green Ellie Sab dress from last years spring season.
Margaery hadn't mentioned that, as she never bragged about her labels of
course, she was never that tacky. Sansa just recognised it from her spring
collection magazines.
“I love tattoos” Sara interjected herself into the conversation “Guys just look
better with tattoos I reckon”
Sara's dress was designer too but it didn't fit her right. The halter neckline
did nothing for her wide shoulders.
“I'd be scared it hurt though. My cousin got one on her ribcage and she said
she cried the whole way through” Mira said.
Mira was wearing an Alexaner Wang dress. It was pretty but plain. Rather like
Mira herself.
Sansa realised she hadn't spoken in awhile, and that she really should at least
try and join the conversation instead of analysing peoples clothes. It was just
that she hated tattoos. Nine times out of ten they were tacky, or strange or
just didn't suit the person who had decided to permanently graffiti over
themselves for whatever reason they wanted to justify it as a good idea with.
Jon had a tattoo, a white wolf on his arm. Sansa thought it was alright as far
as tattoos went, mostly as it did match Jon's kind of grungy underground look
he was going for. She knew Robb's friend Theon had one too, a squid on his
chest, but you weren't allowed to call it a squid since it was actually a
kraken, which is apparently very different. It really did just look like a
squid though.
Arya wanted one, but that was because she just liked to copy Jon whenever she
could.
“And it would be all like it had just killed something, you know?Blood all over
it's mouth and fangs and stuff” Joffrey continued.
“Oh, yeah, that would look so good...because of your Mum's family colours? Red
on the fangs, gold on the lion?”
A look of realisation crossed Joffreys face “...yeah. Yeah. I know, wicked,
right?”
“SO wicked” Margaery gushed.
Sansa's brow furrowed “Do lions have fangs? I thought that was just snakes?”
Joffrey gave her a look “Of course they're fangs, they're pointed. All pointy
teeth are called fangs, that's what the word means”
“But what about sharks? They have pointy teeth and you never hear anyone call
them fangs”
“But that's different! They're fish, they're not even in the same category.
Don't be stupid”
Sansa frowned “I'm not being stupid, I'm just saying-”
“You told me you only got 45% on your last biology test so I don't think you
should tell me anything about animals or whatever the fuck they're teeth are
called, since you're not exactly a fucking expert” Joffrey snapped.
There was a stiff silence as Sansa sat there, wide eyed and embarrassed. She
looked towards her friends and they're gazes all shifted awkwardly away. Except
for Margaery.
“I've been thinking about getting a tattoo when I turn eighteen” She said,
smiling over the tension.
“Really? What would you get?” Joffrey asked, turning back around from Sansa.
“Well, I'm not completely sure, I just have a few ideas” she placed her fingers
on her hips bones over the fabric of her dress “I was thinking maybe a pair of
roses, little ones, just here”
Joffrey nodded, staring at her hips “Yeah, I reckon that would look good”
Margaery tried to look modest as she shrugged “But I don't know thought. It's a
little cliche”
“Yeah, but...like, It'd suit you though”
Sansa watched the exchange between her best friend and her boyfriend silently,
until she felt a tap on her arm from Mira.
“Can you come to the toilet with me? I need to pee”
Sansa saw the meaningful look in her eye and suddenly felt bad about thinking
of Mira as plain. She was glad to whisk away with her to the safety of a locked
bathroom.
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Sansa was leant against the hall wall, opposite the bathroom door. She tried
valiantly to have another sip of her drink, since she was still carrying it
around ever since Joffrey had handed it to her when she arrived. It didn't
taste very nice and she was barely half way through it. It supposedly had a lot
of vodka or gin in it, but that just made it taste horribly sharp, with a faint
note of washed thin pineapple juice.
In that second Sansa felt all her mothers talks about peer pressure flooding
her brain. She shouldn't pretend to be someone she wasn't. She shouldn't drink
to impress people. Friends who don't respect who you are aren't real friends.
Make your own choices. All those messages they made sure to include in at least
five episodes of every tween targeted TV show on disney channel.
Sansa spotted a pot plant down the end of the hall. She had a quick glance
around before going over to pour the remains of her drink quickly into the
soil. She wouldn't force herself to drink it, Sansa could keep some sense of
morality and still impress everyone with a simple lie if anyone asked. Had she
enjoyed the punch? Yes, very good, I've had three glasses and my head feels a
bit light. She was sure it wouldn't be hard.
She supposed her mother would have something to say about lying to impress
people too, but you can't have everything.
Sansa shuffled herself out of the way in the hall as people moved past her
without a word. A girl whipped her head around briefly to give her the once
over, and Sansa gave her dress another tug down.
She was starting to regret the choice of attire, in truth, as it felt much more
baring in public. It felt like everyone was glancing at how short it was, boys
leering, girls judging. Throughout the night she kept discreetly running a hand
over her bum, just to make sure it was still covering her. Honestly, she had
started to feel self conscious about it as soon as she'd changed back at the
apartment, with Petyr looking her over. He hadn't said anything, besides that
stiff 'you look nice' which had sounded strained in a way that Sansa thought he
might have wanted to say something else. She'd half worried he would tell her
to go and change, that he would strictly tell her that he wouldn't let her
leave the house in that. He'd tell her to take it off immediately, or worse,
keep her in it and then drive all the way to her house, and frog march her up
to the front door to face her parents.
Thankfully he hadn't though.
She heard the flush and Mira appeared from the bathroom.
“You need to go?” she asked.
“No, I'll just check my hair real quick” Sansa said, ducking in to use the
mirror.
Mira hovered by the door “So...that was a bit rude of Joffrey before, talking
to you like that”
Sansa didn't look her in the eye “It's alright, It's not important”
“He just sounded so annoyed all of a sudden, like it came out of nowhere. Is he
like that often?”
Sansa shrugged “Only when I say something stupid”
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Sansa and Mira walked back through the party, and as they made their way past
the balcony they could see Loras. He was chatting idly with his friends, a
cigarette in his hands. Sansa could help but watch the way he held it, between
two long fingers, drawing it up to his lips and inhaling slowly, his cheek
bones highlighted by the way he sucked inwards. He made it look delicate and
almost obscene. It made Sansa think of how an old hollywood starlet might do
it, but somehow it suited him.
She had a mad desire to try it.
Thinking reasonably, she would never smoke. It smelt bad. It stained your skin
and your teeth. It killed you and she'd never met a smoker who didn't want to
quit, but still just looking at Loras now he exuded something. It drew the eye,
you could feel it on him, whatever this undefinable thing was. Maragery had it
too. A kind of charm, a charisma, that made them followed and not followers.
“Oi, you ready to leave?”
Sansa looked up in surprise. Joffrey was suddenly besides her, having searched
her out. She noticed he already had his jacket on.
“What?” Sansa checked the time on her phone “But it's only ten, I don't need to
be back for another hour?”
“Yeah, well, this party sucks anyway. Loras's friends are all a bunch of
queers, theres a fucking mob of them in the kitchen, they're making me sick”
“They're not queers, they're his friends from the lacrosse team” Sansa chided.
“Yeah, like lacrosse isn't the gayest sport” Joffrey scoffed “Come on, lets go”
Chapter End Notes
     Sorry this took awhile to get up. I like to plan my stories scene by
     scene from a rough outline, so sometimes I jump forward and write
     these scenes out of order, so I've been working on stuff that happens
     later on down the track. So again, sorry for the lateness, but this
     means the next chapter is already half written and will be up in the
     next few days : )
***** Backseat *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Sansa sat in begrudged silence as she sat in in the front seat of Joffrey's car
as they drove back to her house. She hoped Margaery hadn't thought her rude
leaving so soon. She'd barely had a chance to say goodbye, or have a talk with
Loras, or meet anyone knew.
She didn't say anything but she tried to show her annoyance by pouting a little
and looking forlornly out the window. It wasn't the greatest party, but
considering this was the first proper one she'd been to in London, she would
have liked to have stayed as long as she could have.
If her silent treatment was working, it didn't show. Joffrey was nodding along
to his music, a constant stream of rap tracks Sansa couldn't stand. It was all
American stuff, talking about capping people on the streets of LA or whatever.
The hard street life. She shot a look at Joffrey as she caught him mouthing
along to some of the words. What would you know about the hard street life, you
have a nanny that still clips your nails for you, Sansa thought. Plus he had a
bunch of McDonalds wrappers lying around the back seat and she was tempted to
tell him how bad it smelt, just because she was annoyed.
“You looked really good tonight, by the way” Joffrey said, breaking the silence
“That dress is really sexy on you”
Sansa stopped the little ranting stream of thoughts, a small smile slipping
onto her face despite herself.
“Thank you” she said, feeling slightly bad that she had been about to snap at
him.
The car continued to twist and turn around the roads of Knightsbridge, but as
Sansa stared out the window, none of the houses looked familiar.
“You do know they way to my house, don't you?” she asked.
Joffrey was suspiciously silent but a little grin stretched over his face
“Thought we'd take a detour”
“What do you mean?” Sansa laughed. She hoped he wasn't planning on stopping off
at McDonalds or anything, she hated the stuff.
He rolled the car into a spot by the side of a park. It was deserted except for
them and Sansa frowned as he turned off the engine.
“Why are we at a park?” Sansa asked the question, but even she knew he wasn't
planning on getting out and having a go on the swings.
“Just a chance to be alone” Joffrey muttered.
He didn't bother to say much more as he leant in towards her, and Sansa
breathed, knowing what this was.
This is why he wanted to leave early, she thought, his hand already on her
knee. A part of her only felt more irritated, but then again she was glad he
hadn't tried to get her into a darkened room of Margaery and Loras's place.
Having a snog in someone else's bed was just rude.
He drew her to him and she kissed back. It was awkward, leaning across the gear
stick and twisting around in the front seat. Then Sansa realised she should
probably take off her seatbelt.
She opened her mouth dutifully as she felt Joffrey's tongue press against her
lips. She wasn't very into it, not after tonight, but once she got started she
was sure she would be fine. She didn't want to turn him down.
She remembered her first kiss with Joffrey. The butterflies in her stomach,
hidden in a secret part of the Baratheon's garden while the rest of the family
were having afternoon tea inside, sitting down with him on the grass with that
intoxicating feeling of a crush where you were sure they liked you but your
heart sped up at the thought of the 'will we or won't we'. It had just ended up
happening when there was that pause in conversation, and that look, and the
sheer elation when he had leant in and confirmed that yes, he liked her. She
was pretty and special and he'd been thinking of her like she'd thought of him,
doodled his name on her textbooks, imagined how her name sounded with Baratheon
at the end of it, maybe he'd done all those things too, because he liked her
and everything was wonderful.
She also remembered thinking that kisses were much more wet than she had ever
thought they would be, but back then that hadn't been important.
Now it felt like it was all she could focus on. The wetness of Joffreys tongue
as he pushed it further into her mouth, ran it along her teeth, dominating her
mouth. She tried to remember how wonderful it had been before.
It wasn't long before Joffrey pulled away, but his mouth lingered close to her
ear.
“Do you want to take this to the backseat?” he said lowly, and Sansa understood
what he didn't need to say.
For a second she was blank.
Sex: her mind screamed at her.
That's what this was. What he wanted. Out of all the possibilities a backseat
presented, she wanted nothing more than to stay right where she was.
“Um...alright” she found herself saying, thinking of no tactful way to decline.
And it was alright, yes, she thought. Surely it could just be more kissing.
Maybe she would let him feel up her chest, maybe that would be enough. She
would be fine with just that. There was no need to get ahead of herself.
It was an awkward transition out of the passenger seat and into the back. That
break in the moment where she was out in the cool air, shivering in her dress,
more from apprehension than anything. She could hear a dog barking over the
back of someones fence in the distance as she checked that the streets were
empty. What if someone walked past, caught them. Thought of her as some
disgusting horny teenager?
Sansa slid into the backseat as gracefully as she could while holding her dress
down.
It was almost as soon as she closed the door that Joffrey was on top of her.
Sansa gave a muffled yelp as she was pressed back into the corner between the
seat and the door, what must have been the buckle of a seatbelt jamming itself
uncomfortably between her shoulder blades. Joffrey's mouth was on hers again
and she tried to focus on that again.
But his hands skirted around her thigh, and he didn't waste any time travelling
up under her dress to grab at her ass. It was fine. This was fine. Then Sansa
felt him try to push away the material of her knickers.
“Do you....I could take my top off?” she blurted out, wanting to re-direct him
away from the spot between her legs.
Joffrey pulled back, his hand stalling as he gave her a crooked smile “Hell
yeah”
Sansa thought of american movies. The baseball terms they always used. It
always went first base, second base, third base, home run. Didn't it? She
couldn't remember what base topless groping was but it had to be awhile before
a home run. Surely Joffrey would know the steps, he couldn't jump over one.
She'd just do this tonight, she told herself, this was fine, she was doing this
and it was fine.
Joffrey leant off enough to give her room to slip the straps of her dress off
her shoulders, dropping down around her waist. She wished she'd worn a nicer
bra, she had on her only strapless one and it was that ugly faded beige colour.
She tried to unclasp it as sexily as she could, which was hard when you were in
a cramped european sports car, and your hands were shaking slightly.
When it finally came free Joffrey stared, his eyes taking in the curve of her
bare breasts, mouth parting slightly. For a second she felt a flicker of
confidence, capturing him like that. Then he grabbed at her, kneading and
pushing at her right breast in slow circles.
“Do you like that?” he whispered.
She should say yes, though she wondered if it was supposed to feel better than
it did. It wasn't like the movies, Sansa thought. Where the women gasped in
pleasure as her lover simply stroked her side. This wasn't doing much of
anything. All she felt was how sweaty his palms were.
“Yes” she answered, and he took his fingers and pinched her nipple much too
hard. So hard she cried out in surprise . She saw his mouth twitch up in a
smile as he did it again.
She wanted to tell him to stop, that she didn't like that, but then he was
already stroking down her stomach, his fingers curling around the fabric of her
dress that pooled around her waist.
“Joffrey-” she tried to say, but in one haphazard move he had already plunged
his hand between her legs and jabbed at her sharply with his fingers. Sansa
gasped and tensed up, reaching her hands up to try and push at his chest but
she didn't have the nerve to truly push him away. It hurt. It really, truly
hurt as his fingers tried to push into her, and she tried to tighten her legs
together to stop it, to squirm away. He was too forceful, too fast paced. He
wasn't even truly going inside her, he wasn't low enough, but he kept jabbing.
“Joffrey, stop, stop, it hurts!” she cried out.
“It's meant to hurt the first time” he grunted, his pace not changing in the
slightest, his breath ragged.
The first time. Her first time. No. No this couldn't be it. Not in the backseat
of a car, not with empty McDonalds wrappers littered around her feet, this
wasn't how it was supposed to be. She was supposed to feel loved and beautiful
and sexy and all she felt right now was sore and slightly ill at how wrong it
all was.
“No, just stop, I want you to stop! Please!” Sansa pleaded, kicking up her knee
and trying to get him off her.
“It'll be fine!” Joffrey struggle with her, trying to force her knees back
apart “It will feel good in a second”
“No! I don't want to, just get off!” Sansa yelled.
Then there was a quiet, and Joffrey hung over her, staring at her as she
breathed hard, her hair mussed, half naked.
Sansa could feel the tension as he pulled away, sitting back on the other side
of the seat.
She was so glad to have the space between them.
She was so worried she'd upset him.
“I'm....I'm just not ready” she stammered out.
“It's been months” He snapped at her, and she couldn't look at him.
“I'm sorry”
Her voice was small. Meek. She didn't want to speak at all.
They sat like that for awhile, Joffrey's scorn filling the car, everything
about his body language, the way he ran a hand through his hair, was tight and
restless. Like he could have lashed out. For all Sansa knew he might. She
waited for him to say anything. To do anything.
“You know I could have fucked a lot of girls instead of you, right? Ones that
don't fuck around and play these stupid games?” he seethed, his voice trembling
just below being controlled.
Sansa didn't know what to say. She didn't know why he'd say that to her.
“I'm sorry” she repeated, voice even smaller than before.
He got out of the car and slammed the door behind him, walking around to the
drivers seat, slamming the door again as he got back in.
Sansa wondered if she should do the same, but he started the car and reversed
back out before she even had her dress back on.
She pulled up the straps quickly, pulling on her seatbelt, trying to make
herself as small as possible as she felt her lip tremble with the effort of
forcing back tears, suffocating in the silence as she was driven back home.
Chapter End Notes
     I dedicate this chapter to all girls out there who have struggled
     through awkward first time fumblings, and sometimes sadly second,
     third and fourth times. Plus the occasional boy who still hasn't
     figured out what the hell he's doing down there even in his mid
     twenties, as they try to erotically assault you below the waist like
     a jackhammer trying to rip a hole through dry wall.
***** Myranda *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Sansa was running through knightsbridge. Well, not quite running. Speed walking
with the odd skip and a double step that almost broke out into a light jog. She
was jostling her purse, her heavy book bag and her sports bag, all while trying
to check the time on her phone as she hurried past businessmen and ladies with
prams travelling in packs, and all the other stupid slow walking people who
couldn't get out of her way fast enough with their stupid briefcases and stupid
babies.
Joffrey had broken up with her over facebook on saturday morning. He didn't
even really message her, he just changed his relationship profile to single and
she'd got the notification. Thirty eight people had liked it by the time she
saw.
Pretty much all of her saturday and Sunday was spent in bed, crying. She'd
gotten home after Joffrey had dropped her off, still wordlessly, and she was
greeted by her dad and Jon, the only ones still up at that time, as they
watched some quiz show on TV. Ned had turned his head around over the back of
the couch and asked if she'd had a good time, and Sansa had let out a small
“I'm fine” in a way that clearly indicated she was not fine, but in a typically
male way, he obviously hadn't picked up on the nuanced difference. So she'd run
upstairs and hid herself under the covers and was intent to stay their until
someone came to check on her.
And since her dad had taken Bran and Rickon to watch Arya's football match the
next morning, her mother was busy doing the shopping and Jon was out at work,
no one had noticed her dramatic leave of absence until around four PM in the
afternoon.
The eventual reaction to her heartbreak and humiliation was underwhelming. Arya
had actually laughed. Then Sansa had gotten in trouble for throwing a hello
kitty alarm clock at her head, and it was all just so unfair.
Her teachers hadn't let her use any of this as any excuse for not doing any of
her homework though, so she'd gotten in trouble in three different classes
today, and she still had to do one essay, twenty maths questions and a chapter
of english literature reading by tomorrow, which was going to be impossible
since she had to babysit Robin, and as Sansa checked the time on her phone
again,she realised she was probably going to get yelled at by Aunt Lysa for
being half an hour late. It wasn't her fault her train got delayed and that
everything was awful.
She was out of breath and sore, her bags jostling against her as she crossed
the vast lobby of number one Hyde park, let in by the security guards who knew
her face by now.
She spotted an elevator opening, a girl stepping into it ahead of her. Sansa
doubted she'd hold it for her, so she sped up trying to make it in time.
She had only taken four steps when she felt her shoe slip, and with that
instant feeling of dread and imbalance, she skidded forwards on the marble
floor and went crashing down amongst her books and bags, barely saving herself
by thrusting her hands out in time. The contents of her purse spilling across
the lobby in all directions as she let out an embarrassingly strangled cry,
followed by a stream of curses she never normally used.
“Wet floor, wet floor!” A Filipino cleaner cried out from across the lobby, in
a case of too little too late.
For a second Sansa was down on her knees, which felt split from the impact of
the hard floor, red faced and wanting to scream and cry and throw an utter
tantrum, followed by laying down and not getting up until she was sure this
horrible day was over.
But instead she reached out to grab her purse, gathering up her scattered
things.
The first thing she did was grab her phone. Which now sported a lovely spider
web of cracks.
She really honestly was about to cry at that moment, just as a girl stepped
over. The girl from the elevator.
“God, are you alright?” she asked, and Sansa looked up to her holding her
lipgloss, which must have rolled all the way over to her.
“Yeah, I'm fine” Sansa said on instinct, her voice cracking a little as she
made a grab for her compact, a couple of pens and a pack of tic tacs.
“I swear they use, like, a metric tonne of floor wax here. I stacked it once
wearing five inch heels and nearly snapped my ankle”
Sansa smiled as the girl knelt down and started to help her pick up her things
“Thanks” she said, embarrassed but grateful.
The girl was short and curvy, with a heavy chest in a low cut top, and thick
brown hair curling around a kind face. Everything about her looked soft and
inviting.
“Jeez, you'd think someone else might have come and offered a hand” The girl
said, looking over Sansa's shoulder to one of the door men “Pretty girl in need
of assistance? You'd think they'd jump at the chance”
Sansa laughed, her desire to cry leaving her.
“I'm Myranda” the girl smiled.
“I'm Sansa”
“You're Lysa's Arryn's ...niece, isn't it?” she asked while helping Sansa to
her feet.
Sansa was taken back with surprise at the recognition “Uh, yeah. How did you
know that?”
Myranda grabbed Sansa's sports bag up off the floor, slinging it over her own
shoulders as she lead the way to the elevator “Recognised you. I was at the
party when she popped the question to Petyr”
“Oh” Sansa felt bad for not recognising her “So, how do you know my Aunt?”
Myranda sniffed, pressing the floor buttons as the doors slid closed behind
them “I don't really. Me and Dad have live on the floor below Petyr, have since
before he even moved in, so we're kind of neighbours,. That's how we got
invited”
“Ah. Cool” Sansa nodded.
She glanced up at the dial as they travelled past floors. Myranda didn't seem
to like the silence though.
“So were you as surprised as everyone else when the whole proposal thing
happened?”
Sansa shrugged “Bit surprised I guess. We didn't know about it beforehand, if
that's what you mean”
“Right. Yeah, me and dad were, like, jaws to the floor shocked. I mean it felt
like she'd barely moved in, even though I guess it has been months now, but
still. I felt like I'd wandered onto the set of days of our lives or something”
she laughed and Sansa found herself smiling too.
“Yeah, it did feel a bit mad”
“And really, no offence to your Aunt, but I never thought Petyr was the
marrying type. At least he never struck me that way”
Sansa's smile tightened a little. This Myranda was a very chatty girl, for
someone she'd only just met “So you know Petyr well then?”
“Yeah, I see him around the building, have a chat with him sometimes.Plus I
have been to his club a bit. He got me a free table for my birthday last year
with a limitless bar tab and it was amazing. Pays to be good to your
neighbours” she laughed.
Sansa frowned. Club? Like, as in a proper nightclub kind of club? She had said
'his' hadn't she?
Then, truck by the sudden thought, Sansa pulled out her wallet from her bag,
mind still buzzing. She searched through it to find that card she'd almost
forgotten she had taken, shoved in among shopping loyalty cards and old
receipts.
“The mockingbird?” she said out loud, a question more than a statement.
Myranda happened to glance down at the card, and her eyes widened and she let
out an almost theatrical gasp “Oh my gosh, he gave you a VIP card?!”
The card was all but ripped from Sansa's hands as Myranda held it up in the
light of the elevator, staring at it in awe.
“Oh my god, I'm so jealous .How'd you get it, did you ask for it? Did he just
give it to you?”
Sansa let out an uncomfortable little shrug “Just, yeah. He gave it to me”
“And you don't have to pay anything? Like....nothing at all?” she stared,
incredulously, like she knew she was lying.
“I....no?”
Myranda let out a yearning sigh “Wow, you're like...so lucky. I wish Petyr had
married my aunt. I would kill for a mockingbird black VIP card. I once met a
guy who had a silver one and that was impressive enough, but jeezus. I thought
the black ones only went to like...people on the forbes lists”
Sansa stared down at the innocuous little card “So...there's two different
types, is there?”
She saw Myranda's little frown.
“I mean... he gave it to me, but I haven't actually been there yet. I don't
even really know anything about it”
“Yeah, how old you actually?” Myranda asked suddenly, eyes flicking up and down
Sansa's school uniform “Are you even eighteen yet?”
“I will be, in a few months” she said, in what was not really a lie, if you
considered a few being twelve.
“Right. Well, anyway, yeah theres two different cards” Myranda seemed eager to
explain “Silver ones are like, still VIP. You get advanced bookings on tables,
you don't have to wait in line, I think you might be able to get special
cocktails or something, I can't remember if that's the mockingbird or some
other place, but whatever”
It was then that the elevator stopped at what must have been Myranda's floor,
and the buxom girl handed back Sansa's sports bag along with the black VIP card
“And yeah, the black one is just, like....extra, extra VIP” she said hurriedly
as she stepped out onto the landing “I'm a lot less sure about what exactly you
get with it, I've just heard some things”
Sansa's curiosity peaked more than it already was “Like what?”
But she wasn't going to get a proper answer, Myranda was already leaving “You
know what, I'll add you on facebook. Or you add me, Myranda Royce, R-O-Y-C-E,
I'll message you about it” she called back over her shoulder with a wave “Nice
meeting you, by the way! Say hi to Petyr for me!”
Sansa gave a small wave back, letting the doors shut with a ding.
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Sansa had to wait till Robin was asleep and in bed before she could start her
homework, lest he run to Lysa and complained that she was ignoring him in
favour of her maths text book. She'd already had an earful for being late,
since god forbid Lysa be late to her book club.
She was laid out comfortably in the theatre room, with a wide plush sofa and a
TV that was about three times bigger than any TV had the right to be. She'd
been watching animal planet with Robin before he'd gone to bed, something about
the great barrier reef. She still had it on in the background with the sound
down low as she tried to read through a chapter of her lit book. The Hobbit.
She hated it. Her eyes scanned the pages but she wasn't taking it in. Why was
this even considered a proper literature book to study? She didn't get it all.
What was so great about some nerdy, fantasy story about about a bunch of hairy
little men wandering around a world that didn't even exist? The other class got
to do A midsummers nights dream, and Sansa desperately wished she could be
doing that instead. She'd loved the movie.
She rolled onto her back, holding the paperback over her head, bored and
frustrated and wishing any of these characters could have normal names that she
could actually remember.
“Do you retain more information when you read it that way?”
Sansa almost dropped the book on her own face, startled as she craned her neck
back to see Petyr as he stood there in the doorway.
“Oh, hi” She sat up hastily, smoothing down her uniform “I thought Lysa said
you weren't going to be back 'till late tonight?”
Sansa watched him wander into the room and take a seat on the arm of the sofa,
his coat still hung over his arm “Mm, that was the plan. I was going to go from
the office and straight out again, but I decided to come back here and have a
quick shower beforehand. Freshen up”
“Where are you going out too?” she asked, but as soon as she said it she
thought she knew the answer “Your club?” she tested “The Mockingbird?”
Petyr regarded her for a second and she tried to read his face. She was sure
there was at least some surprise there.
“Yes, actually” he said, shortly.
Well, that wouldn't do at all. Sansa wanted more of a reaction than that.
“You never mentioned you had a club” she pressed.
Petyr gave a little wave of his hand “But yet you knew anyway?”
“Only because someone told me”
“And who was that?”
“A girl I met in the elevator today”
Petyr looked a little bemused.
“Myranda Royce”
“Oh, god. Of course” Petyr said with a touch of derision, which Sansa was
perhaps a little glad to hear. She thought it odd how familiar Myranda seemed
to be using his name, and she hadn't imagined they were truly great friends
like she seemed to want to suggest.
“So why didn't you mention anything about owning a night club before? Why keep
it a secret?” Sansa asked, stretching herself back along the couch, this time
laying on her stomach so she could face him, propped up on her elbows, ready to
interrogate.
“It was never a secret” He smirked “Is that why you looked like the cat who got
the cream when you guessed where I was headed? You thought you'd stumbled on
some horrible truth I never wanted you to know?” he teased.
“No, nothing like that” she lied “I just feel like....well, I'd think it was
something worth mentioning”
“Well you never asked” he said, frustratingly flippant.
“But I did ask! When I wanted to know what you did, when you talked about all
the finance stuff, you could have said something about it then”
“I could have, but if I remember right, you seemed to be asking me more about
the context in which I worked with your father, and I can tell you that Ned
Stark has never set foot in my club, so I saw no reason to mention it”
Sansa gave him a half smile “Don't be pedantic”
Petyr let out an easy laugh as he slid down off the arm of the chair into the
actual seat, settling himself and getting more comfortable. Now there was
little space between them, as Sansa lay there besides him.
“Maybe I didn't mention it precisely because of your dear old dad” he said “I
wouldn't want to brag about my five star club, and it's huge range of top shelf
liquor and it's hordes of seedy patrons, to his young and impressionable
daughter, lest she get any idea about asking me to let her visit it” he slid
his gaze down onto her and smile spread across Sansa's face.
“Hordes of seedy patrons?” she echoed playfully.
“The seediest” he said with a stern shake of his head and Sansa laughed.
“It's a bit of an odd mix of professions. Head of a financial company and head
of a seedy nightclub. How do you manage both of them?”
“Richard Branson owns about four hundred different companies, so I'd hardly
consider myself a mogul for simply having two” he muttered “Plus I have teams
of people in both ventures, so it's hardly as if I'm running between my office
to proofread business drafts myself before going to mix drinks behind a bar”
Sansa accepted that answer easily enough.
She wanted to ask more. How long he'd had it, where was it, what exactly was
with the VIP cards, but Petyr spoke first.
“So, how was that party you went too?”
Sansa's smile left her. She wished he hadn't reminded her about the cause of
her terrible mood from the past few days, she'd almost forgotten about it for a
couple of hours.
“It was...fine” she said, distastefully, the memory of Joffrey's clammy hands
and the smell of stale McDonalds coming back to her.
“Oh dear” Petyr smiled a little crookedly “Wasn't as fun as you'd hoped it
would be?”
Sansa'a eyes flicked downwards, almost laughing as she picked at a nail
“No...not it wasn't how I thought it was going to be at all”
“Ah, well” Petyr said after some time “I'm sure you'll already have an invite
to another party before this next weekend. I'll probably have to get used to
the sound of Joffreys Lamborghini roaring down the road outside, ready to pick
you up and whisk you away every friday night”
Sansa scoffed “No need for that at all, actually. Joffrey dumped me” she said
flatly.
For a second she was worried she made Petyr uncomfortable, since he went quite
quiet, and Sansa wondered if she should assure him she wasn't going to burst
into tears or anything, but then there the chime of a phone.
“Sorry. Have to take this” Petyr muttered, slipping his phone out from his
jacket pocket “Baelish” he answered, using a different voice than the one Sansa
was used too. More business like, more direct. None of that honeyed lilt he
usually had.
“Yes, I told you I'd be there. I'm on my way....Yes. Ten minutes. I'm in the
car now” he said, and Sansa stifled a smile as he shot a small wink at her at
that “Yes....yes. Don't worry about it until I get there, we'll find someone to
replace her, it's fine. Ros can do it I'm sure....well, then I'll pick her up
and pay her overtime then, don't get frantic. I'll be there as soon as I
can.....have a stiff drink to tide you over”
That was the final words he said before hanging up, no proper polite goodbye
uttered.
“Right” he said, pulling his coat back on as he stood up “So much for that
shower. I need to fit in a thirty minute car ride into ten minutes”
“Good luck with that” Sansa said, the bizarre desire to ask if she could go
with him, the black VIP card and Myranda's words glittering in her mind as she
watched him leave.
Chapter End Notes
     The second season 5 trailer has me so hyped.
     I'm so excited for the influx of new fic everyones going to be
     writing come the new season. I'm sure the new locations, every line
     of dialogue, basically every look between Petyr and Sansa will
     inspire us. I'm too keen. TOO KEEN.
***** Sake *****
“Heres the message he sent me” Sansa passed Margaery her phone, both girls
sitting up the back of the school library, while they were supposed to be
finding books to reference “He sent it last night, around one in the morning”
“Nothing good comes from texting after midnight” Margaery muttered as she
scrolled through the essay of a message from Joffrey.
Sansa waited patiently for her to finish.
“What do you think? Do you think he sounds legitimately sorry, or is he just
saying it?”
Margaery scrunched up her mouth to the side, in that way that she did, eyes not
leaving the screen.
“Even if he really does mean it,that still doesn't take back what he did....and
if you're really not ready to do it with him, then you shouldn't let him
pressure you” Margaery put a comforting hand on Sansa's above the table “If you
want me to be truly honest....I think you're better off without him”
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It was saturday night and Petyr poured himself another dish of sake. A little
ceramic dish. He wanted to ask the waitstaff for a glass, but that wasn't the
done thing. Nor was asking for a set of functional cutlery. This was one of the
more pretentious Japanese restaurants in the city, and his clients favourite,
so he used his chopsticks, ate the raw fish, sipped from a little dish and
didn't complain. Petyr liked to think himself well indoctrinated to the higher
side of society at this point, but at times like this, when he wanted nothing
more than a damn fork and a glass of Jameson, that he felt more working class
than ever.
But the dinner had gone well. The client had shook his hand, he had his deal,
another man under his thumb. It hadn't been especially hard, considering he'd
also brought a couple of his girls along. A brunette and a blonde, he didn't
know what the client liked, so he'd chanced it with both. The old, dull man
liked the blonde more, liked her hand on his leg as she topped up his own
little ceramic dish. She'd ended up leaving with him. Petyr didn't know if the
old man had deluded himself enough to think it was because of his own prowess,
but either way Petyr would pay the girl for the trouble when he saw her next.
The other girl was let go empty handed, told to be on time for her shift this
evening. She wouldn't be reimbursed for this, but the way Petyr saw it she at
least got a free expensive meal.
He'd just sent the waitress away to bring him the bill when someone sat
themselves down at his table.
“Varys” he regarded the man “I'm sorry, but the meals over...here to pick at my
scraps?”
Vary's smiled “Kind of you to offer, I see you barely touched your unagi
kabayaki”
Petyr gave him a look.
“That means eel, and A pity it was wasted on you, it was so fresh today. ”
Varys was the head of his own independent magazine. That's what he liked to
call it anyway. Everyone else on the London scene called it a gossip rag.
Vary's couldn't boast that he had a good reputation, but he did have a somewhat
feared one. If you had an affair with your secretary, a DUI, or a relic of a
sex tape from the eighties, you could bet Vary's already knew about it.
“You came to talk to me about eel?”
“No, I came to talk about something far more interesting”
“My recent wedding?”
Vary's gave a little derisive scoff “Oh, of course when I say 'interesting' you
immediately make the jump to yourself. But I suppose if you don't flatter
yourself, who would?” he gestured to the sake “May I?”
Petyr pulled the bottle across the table “You may not”
Vary's pulled a mock hurt expression “Are you still annoyed about that little
article I wrote about you and your club, and the alleged cocaine fuelled romp
in the VIP lounge that included those three members of parliament?”
“Only that it didn't make the front page. I would have hung it up on my wall”
“I'm sure Lysa would love that, I could have gotten you a nice frame from your
gift registry, if you had had a proper wedding of course”
“It was a proper wedding”
“Oh, yes, I'm sure you made it as legally binding as you could”
“Air tight” Petyr smiled.
There was a pause as a waitress came to clear the plates, and as soon as she
was back out of earshot Vary's leant across the table.
“But speaking of marriage, just as you've entered your own...marital bliss ,if
that's what we're going to call it, certain others are planning on leaving
theirs” he said with a flair.
Petyr raised an eyebrow “Who's getting a divorce then?”
“Cersei and Robert Baratheon”
Petyr clucked his tongue “Interesting. Why? They've stayed together for twenty
years despite being miserable, and letting everyone know it. Roberts fucked
more girls than anyone can count and as long as Cersei can still afford her top
shelf liquor and designer shoes, I don't see why she should start caring about
it now?”
Varys gave a cool little shrug “It wasn't Cersei that wants the divorce”
Petyr looked vaguely surprised and Vary's continued.
“One of my little birds has told me that Robert may be planning on asking for
DNA tests on those three darling children of his, and...well. You and I know
where that's going to lead”
Petyr refrained from asking how he knew that. It was a pointless question. The
man just knew things.
“Don't tell me Robert Baratheon finally put the pieces together?”
“Not all on his own at least, but I don't think I need to tell you who helped”
True, he didn't.
“So you don't know for sure that there is a divorce on the table yet?”
“Yet” Vary's said with some weight “I should think it would only be a matter of
time. Once confronted, I can't imagine Cersei Lannister will be slow to act”
“The scandal would ruin her” Petyr said, a slow smile spreading across his face
at the thought “It could mean exponential sales for you if you jump on it
first. Cersei Lannister: Millionaire Heiress, ex supermodel, now a divorced
Brotherfucker. If that doesn't make the front page, what will?”
Vary's chuckled darkly “If that doesn't get me in Tywin Lannisters firing line,
what will. I rather like my life and I would prefer to stay in that mans good
graces, thank you very much, even if it means ten consecutive stories on Kim
Kardashians hair, rather than reporting on any real scandals”
Petyr tapped the end of a chopstick idly on the tabletop, brain whirring
“Robert had always planned for Joffrey to take over the company when he
retired” he mused out loud.
Varys waved a hand “Well, if you found out your son wasn't yours, would you
keep grooming him to take your place, give him a business to run, any kind of
connections, let alone keep him in any kind of inheritance at all?”
They let that question hang in the air as the waitress returned with the bill
placed in the leather receipt holder, which Petyr didn't even bother checking,
handing over his card.
The meal was paid and sorted for and the two men scraped back their chairs and
pulled on their coats, escorting themselves from the restaurant.
The London air was brisk, with Vary's and Petyr turning to face each other on
the pavement.
“It's going to be an interesting year, if anything” Petyr said in the way of
parting words.
“Mm, Yes, I'm sure it will be. I'll be seeing you when I see you” he nodded.
The two parted ways down the street, but it was not three deliberate seconds
later that Vary's called back over his shoulder.
“Oh, and Petyr?” He said, making Petyr pause and turn to see an unsettling
knowing smile on the mans face, one he'd seen many times and never liked “I'm
glad to hear about your new babysitter. Good help is so hard to find these
days”
 
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Petyr knew he did not feel guilt and shame in the same way most people do, if
at all.
The idea that his actions and behaviours and desires should be guided by morals
he didn't believe in, and rules he didn't see the point of.
He could vividly remember the nuns of Riverun telling him off for putting his
feet up on the pews at mass. He was being disrespectful in the house of god,
they had said, he should be ashamed.
But he should he though? Even by the age of ten the notion seemed stupid. He
doubted God, or Jesus, or the virgin mother mary would care about how he sat or
where he put his feet. Of course he could reason that he should take his feet
down and sit properly, simply because it would make his life easier and he
could avoid the smack of a nuns ruler across his knuckles. Of course, if there
hadn't been any nuns to see him, say if he was given an hour in that church
alone, he would have put up his feet anywhere he liked. He might have torn
pages out of a bible, he could have spat in the holy water, he could have
stamped his feet up and down the place of worship singing rude songs as loud as
his little boys voice could yell, and he would not have felt a lick of guilt
nor shame.
He could remember all those school dinners, where he was forced to sit at the
table until he had eaten every single scrap of food on his plate. Think of the
starving african children, he was told. Think of all the effort the cooks went
too to make this for you. Petyr would sit there resolutely as they tried to
impart some sense of guilt and shame in to him, and he wondered if that ever
worked on anyone else. It was not as if he could mail off his leftovers to some
poor Ethiopian child in a third world country, and he doubted they would want a
soggy, half eaten, yorkshire pudding anyway. And as far as the school cooks
went, why should he feel bad about insulting them? They served awful food, they
shouldn't be proud of it in the first place.
No. Even at that age, guilt and shame has simply never registered within him.
The only lessons those nuns and teachers really gave him was how to only put
your feet up when no one was looking. How if you brought along a hanky to every
meal, you could spit your Brussels sprouts into it and hide them in your
pocket.
These lessons had followed him into adulthood.
If no one caught him embezzling money, he would continue to do it. If one of
your clients accidentally over dosed in a hotel room with one of your workers,
as long as both were disposed of at the end of the day, who's to say there was
a problem?
Yes, Petyr understood that not eating your vegetables, and the disposing of
bodies, were both things that should be frowned upon, but he'd been doing all
manner of unsavoury and illegal things for years now and yet he still slept
easy over his supposed sins.
Petyr supposed the closest he ever got to the feeling of guilt, was feeling bad
over not feeling bad about things he knew he should feel bad about.
Like now for instance, as he sat in front of his computer screen, his hand
wrapped around his cock, as he brought himself off to a picture of Sansa Stark.
She'd had her facebook account set to private, but there was a small gallery of
profile pictures he could browse through, and there had been a particularly
nice one of her posing quite coyly in front of her webcam, as teenage girls are
prone to do.
Of course, objectively, he knew that masturbating to a picture of an underage
girl, who was by law his niece, was morally wrong. Disgusting, even.
But as he quickened his pace, his body tensing, eyes closing as he leant his
head back against his office chair, content to just imagine her as he felt his
climax edging closer, thrusting into his own hand, Petyr knew he really, truly,
didn't care.
He wanted Sansa. It didn't even phase him to admit it.
Most men would recoil in horror at the idea of fucking a seventeen year old
girl. To even suggest such a thing was met with judgement, looks of disgust, as
if the idea was truly that reprehensible. Take these same men and check their
internet history and their porn habits. Every second video probably had the
words 'teen babes: just eighteen' and 'barely legal' or the even less subtle
'18 y old cum slut sits on black dick 4 the first time xxx horny teens.dot.org
free download'.
It was as if society had created this magical line in the sand of sexual
morality when it came to age. To fuck a seventeen year old girl just an hour
before her birthday, and that was illegal. Wait that precious hour, and voila.
You could take her any which way and not feel a shred of guilt, apparently.
Petyr was not in the habit of fucking teenage girls though, far from it. Most
of the women he had been with had been around his age, with one even being
older, and the youngest being mid twenties if he re-called correctly. The last
time he'd bedded a teenager, he had been a teenager himself.
But as it was, he wasn't a man to limit himself. He was a man who had always
been driven by what he wanted, and it was a mystery to him how people could
squash their desires, for other reason than that they felt they should. Some
inane notion of morality dictated peoples lives for no other reason than they
let it.
He let out a groan of release as he came.
It was not ten minutes later, after he had cleaned himself up, composed himself
a little, that the phone rang.
He didn't need to say anything as he picked up, the voice on the other end
wasting no time.
“Get to a TV. Turn on the news. Now”
Vary's, Petyr recognised the voice, just as the click of him hanging up
sounded.
Petyr reached across his desk for a remote, turning on the TV that hung up on
the wall of his home office.
“-traffic continues to build up on the London Westbound, between tower hill and
upper thames street, due to the crash. Witnesses say that the white Mercedes
was cut off by a speeding car, causing the vehicle to spin out of control and
collide into oncoming traffic. Authorities are blaming wet weather conditions
and are currently searching for any street security footage to locate the
speeding car which caused the accident and left the scene. Emergency services
arrived forty minutes ago to assist the victims of the collision, two of whom
who we now have confirmation as being Ned Stark and Robert Baratheon, the two
senior business executives of the Baratheon Banking company, but Ned Stark was
pronounced dead at the scene, with Robert Baratheon succumbing to the injuries
he sustained soon after-”
A red strip of teletext ran across the bottom of the TV screen that read
'breaking news', with the young reporter prattling on, the debris of mangled
cars behind her, followed by the smiling portraits of the now deceased Ned
Stark and Robert Baratheon flashing up on to the screen.
Petyr leant back in his chair. For a second he just took it all in. What this
meant.
But he didn't pause for long. Within minutes he was back at his computer. He
had emails to send, people to call, plans to make. Things needed to be put in
motion.
He hovered briefly over the red cross in the corner of the screen, as he had
left it, looking in to the unblinking, pixelated, eyes of Sansa.
Petyr only felt bad for not feeling bad over something he knew he should feel
bad about.
***** Fine Fine Fine *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Petyr had expected a large turn out for Ned Stark and Robert Baratheons
funeral, but the sheer numbers of people who had turned up to mourn the two men
was still impressive.
It was a joint ceremony, and why not? The men had been so close, sharing a
school, sharing a company and now they shared a death.
Lysa was outside. Robin had been fussing over something and she's had to take
him out of the church, but Petyr sat up the back.
Catelyn and the rest of the Starks sat up in one of the first pews, all dressed
in black, their faces tear stained but solemnly composed. The eldest had made
the trip down in time, his face unreadable, but his fist was clutching the
funeral program so hard. The littlest boy was sat in the lap of the one in the
wheelchair, and the youngest girl kept wiping her nose and face with her
sleeve. Sansa sat with her back as straight as an arrow, staring at the pastor
as he made his sermon.
The press was outside, cameras snapping just outside the church gates. No doubt
the arrival of the grieving family of five children and dedicated wife would
make a touching cover photo for the papers tomorrow. They'd been having a field
day with the story ever since the news broke. Petyr hadn't seen the media this
hyped up over a car accident since Diana.
His eyes slid over to the other side of the church, another pew. Cercei's black
dress was form fitting, and not a hair of hers was out of place as she sat with
her three equally well dressed children and twin brother. He could spot her
occasionally dab her eyes with a handkerchief, but not so badly that her
mascara ran, and Petyr didn't know wether to respect her audacity to wear such
a bold shade of red lipstick to her own husbands funeral, or chastise her for
it.
Cersei was never one for subtlety. She should be taking her cues from Cat, who
hadn't worn a lick of makeup, dressed plainly, and looked every part the proper
grieving widow. Except that wasn't an act on her part.
But he supposed it wasn't his problem how Cersei handled it. Honestly, the
women had no subtlety. Robert's will left the entirety of his fortune to her,
as well as all of his company assets. He was sure her idea was that she would
head the company until Joffrey had finished his degree, but even then he was a
twenty year old brat with all the charm of a feral chihuahua, and Cersei wasn't
better. Petyr could only imagine how fast the shareholders and business
partners were going to drop in the next year. Oh well. This was the bed she'd
made and she could lie in it how she wanted.
He wondered if she had at least given any thought to the future, when the media
would no doubt start waxing lyrical about conspiracies, as they always did.
Three business moguls dead from the same company in the last year. Three.
Idiotic. How could she not see how that looked?
The last thing he needed was this attracting any new attention on Jon Arryn's
death.
 
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Sansa couldn't do this. The wake. The stuffy, beige room with ugly patterned
carpet in the back of the church, with tiny crustless cucumber sandwiches and
everyone standing around, chatting pleasantly, like there wasn't a cemetery
right outside the window.
It wasn't enough. How was any of that meant to make it easier to say goodbye to
her dad?
That's what funerals were meant to be. The final farewell Where you buried them
and moved on. They'll live on in your memory and your heart?
Fuck that.
Fuck that to hell, Sansa thought. Swearing it violently in her head. Over and
over and over again she screamed it. Shrieked it, until she felt her lips
tremble, the words almost falling from her lips, she wanted to let it out that
badly.
This was nothing. It didn't matter how nice the white lilies were, what
passages they read from the bible, how many people showed up, funerals were
hollow. They were nothing more than a marker. A dot on a line, indicating where
you had to start to get better. The time before the dot lasted for a week. A
week since her fathers crash and that was the week she could grieve
unapologetically. When people wouldn't hold it against her when she broke down
in the middle of class as she heard the news. When she could curl up, wrapped
around her younger brothers and sister in their mother's bed, none of them fit
to sleep alone that night. When people forgave you for showering at four in the
afternoon and forgetting to eat, letting you lie on the floor of your room,
looking at nothing for hours because you were just so damn exhausted from
crying. They let you have your grief.
Past that dot, once the week was over...past the funeral. That's when you had
to let it go. The farewell wasn't for your loved one, it was for your own pain
that had to be buried with them.
We've given you that time, that's what they were telling you. It's time to get
on with it. Back to the real world, as changed as it is. The world will keep
spinning and you have to get back on the ride, just like everybody else.
From that point onwards, when people tilted their head to the side and asked
you if you were ok, you had to respond with 'fine, thank you for asking',
instead of smacking that look of uncomfortable pity off their face.
They didn't want to hear how she really felt, no body did. They didn't want to
share her grief, and why would they? It was an awful thing, she wouldn't wish
it on anyone. What If the next person to ask her, Sansa told them no? No she
was not ok. Her dad was dead. The horrible finality off death had taken him,
and now she would never hear him speak again, see his face, have him listen to
her, see her grow, see what kind of life she would have. Everything from this
point onwards went on without him. That was never going to be ok.
But that wasn't what they wanted to hear. It wasn't what she was expected to
say.
Everything was fine, fine, fine.
 
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Petyr was stood off to the side of the room, doing his best to avoid most
chatter. He really did not need to hear another conversation about what a saint
Ned Stark had been. What a good man he was. He discreetly flipped through his
phone, checking messages, keeping in touch with Ros about the nights workers.
Apparently a girls cat was ill and she was asking for the night off. Petyr was
in the middle of texting back that he only cared about one pussy of hers, and
that was the one that made him money, a joke he would have to remember to tell
her in person, he was that proud of it, when Vary's appeared in his line of
view.
“Texting at a funeral? Poor form” the bald man tutted, coming over to stand
besides him.
“Honestly, it's bad enough you weasel your way into every celebutants party and
club opening in town, but now you're crashing funerals? Show some respect for
the dead” Petyr sniped back at him, pocketing the phone.
“Oh, you're one to talk. Is your idea of respect staring at the dead mans wife
during most of the service?”
Petyr shot him a look but Vary's only looked pleased with himself “Oh, sorry.
Was that me jumping to conclusions? It was just a guess that you were staring
at dear old Catlyn, but for all I know you might have had your eyes fixed
slightly to the right of her, at her sweet young daughter. Forgive me, I really
should have asked first”
“I know you can't exactly get yourself off like most normal people do, what
with your literal lack of balls these days, but do you have to get your jollies
from irritating me twenty four seven?”
“Twenty four seven? I'm flattered you think of me so much, but really? A cancer
joke, at a funeral, after you haven't exactly denied eyeing up an underage
girl?”
“Don't look at me like it my fault you had to get your balls cut off”
“I'm not, this is a look of astonishment over the fact you walked into this
church and you haven't burst into flames yet”
The whole time they had been talking Petyr had been scanning the room idly,
until he caught sight of Catlyn moving off on her own towards the front foyer.
He knew as he excused himself that Vary's saw Cat leave too, so there was no
need for pretending, as he got up a few moments later and followed her out.
“Cat” he called out as they were alone in the foyer of the church.
She turned in surprise “Petyr?” her voice sounded hoarse.
“Are you alright?” he asked. An earnest question.
He didn't get an earnest answer “Yes, yes, fine. Sorry, I just came out for a
bit of air”
“Of course, you should take as much time as you need...it's just, I was hoping
to talk to you for a moment”
Cat sniffed “Well, thank you for the concern, but I don't know if I really...I
just wanted to be alone for a moment, if that's alright-”
“I'll only take a second, and it is important. It's about you and the company,
and Ned's assets-”
“Look, Petyr, I really don't want to discuss it with you here-”
“No but you need too” he stepped closer to her, his voice lowering “Before he
died Ned bought a lot of stock, invested a lot of money, he owns thirty five
percent of the company. Cat, you inherit all of that, just like Cersei with
Roberts holdings-”
“I know, I know, it's all anyone wants to talk to me about this past week, but
I don't....I don't understand all this business-”
“And I'm telling you that I want to help. I can tell you now Cersei only owns
forty five percent of the company, which is a lot less than she thought she'd
get. Has she approached you? Has Tywin Lannister?”
Petyr watched Cat's gaze flicker unsurely around her “Not yet...”
“They want those shares, Cat. They want the majority of the company, they don't
want anyone else on that board, they're going to make an offer”
“I'm not selling to them, they're more valuable in our hands, I know that much”
“Cat...” Petyr pressed gently, his voice lowering further “If I were you, I
would tread lightly around this. See what they'll give you, see that it's fair,
and if it is, you should take it-”
Cat frowned “What? Why would I-”
“Because it's safer. I don't want to offend you, Cat, but you've been a
housewife for the past twenty years, you're in over your head as a major
shareholder of a billion dollar company, and these people are ruthless” he
chanced a touch to her arm “Please. Get out of this game while you can, while
you still have something to gain”
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Sansa had quite liked church when she was little. She liked wearing her sunday
best and singing all the songs and lighting candles with everyone, even Arya,
on their best behaviour.
She sat in the empty hall of the church now, behind a table full of little
alter candles that people had lit as they had arrived. They flickered above her
as she hid on the cold stone floor, knees pulled up to her chest.
It had all gotten a bit much.
She knew Jon had gone outside to sit the in the cemetery gardens, and Arya had
of course gone after him. Bran and Rickon were very quiet, sitting by
themselves, barely speaking to anyone while Rob, the eldest, and dutifully
talked to everyone who offered their condolences. He was being the bravest,
Sansa thought. She had tried to be like that.
Then her quiet little hiding place seemed discovered as she heard the sound of
sharp heeled shoes echoing on the floor.
“Honestly, who are you to just...to just come up to me and start talking about
all of this, which is none of your business!”
Her mothers voice.
“Cat, please, just-”
“Do NOT touch me!”
Sansa sat back in total silence, unable to see, but she recognised Petyr's
voice too. Her mother sounded furious, Petyr's pleading. Her mind raced as to
why.
“I'm trying to help you, Cat, truly, I am”
“I don't believe that for a second! Why the hell should I take your advice out
of the blue when I know you work with Tywin Lannister? I honestly don't know
what your angle is coming to me like this-”
“There is no angle-”
“Like there wasn't an angle with you marrying Lysa? Did you truly do that out
of the good of your heart?”
Sansa barely dared to breath as she tucked her legs tighter to her, out of
sight. This didn't sound like something she should hear.
There was a long moment where no one spoke.
“.....I only want what's best for you”
“Don't say that!”
“It's true, you know it is. You know I would never...not with you, Cat”
“Petyr, stop it”
Her voice cut through the hall of the church. Blunt and sharp.
After another dreadful moment of silence, Cat began to speak calmly and
clearly, but with a seething tone lacing it.
“I don't want your help. I don't need it, I didn't ask for it. I'll deal with
my own affairs....and frankly I don't think I want much to do with you in
general. I don't care if your married to Lysa, there won't be any dinners, no
invitations out, and I don't want Sansa going around to see Robin anymore”
Sansa's head jerked at the sound of her name. Why was she saying this? What had
happened, where had this all come from?”
There wasn't another word, only the sounds of her mothers shoes on the hard
concrete fading as she walked away.
The silence dragged on and Sansa wondered what Petyr was doing. She hadn't
heard him move, but she didn't dare peek, in case she was spotted.
It was a long while before she finally heard his slow steps echo their way back
out of the church and she was left alone again.
Chapter End Notes
     I was considering having Petyr catch Sansa in her hiding spot, but in
     the end I decided I liked it better if he didn't know she'd witnessed
     this exchange.
     Also, I am no business major. I hope the talk about company shares at
     least sounds believable. Part of why this chapter is so late is
     because I've spent a lot of tim trying to research a somewhat logical
     way I could write about all of this. So I hope it's somewhat vaguely
     understandable and realistic enough. It's only background detail to
     the relationship stuff, really, so I hope your on board with just
     rolling with it, even if it is wrong.
***** Suitcases *****
“But why can't we come too!” Arya cried angrily, as Sansa sat on the edge of
the bed, biting at a hangnail, as their mother hurried around her room, packing
a suitcase.
“Because I don't want to drag you out of school, you need to focus on-”
“But you're taking Bran and Rickon!”
“They're younger. They're not handling all...this, very well, and missing a
couple weeks of primary school is hardly a big deal for them, but you have your
GCSE's and Sansa has her A levels”
“So?! We can still study, we'll get catch up work from our teachers, we should
come too!”
Cat threw a few toiletries into a bag, throwing them on top of her clothes
“Arya, stop it. I'm not arguing the point, and it's hardly a fun holiday your
missing out on. I'm going back down to sort out some of your fathers...affairs
and business. There's a lot to sort out” she tried to wave it off, but Sansa
could hear the stress behind her voice. Arya couldn't cotton on though. She
never did with these type of things.
“And you're going to bury dad properly up there, I heard you on the phone.
Don't you think we should be there for that?”
Cat sighed, tiredly “It's not....it's not going to be a big thing, Arya. The
funeral was the send off, this is just taking his...remains where they should
be buried. Alongside his brothers and sister, like he would have wanted. The
plaque will be there for you to visit any time-”
The mentions of remains and plaques sombered the room, and Arya settled on the
bed, quiet but still sullen, as Cat continued to pack.
“....I think I should at least get to stay with Jon”
Cat let out a humourless laugh “And let you stay in a run down apartment full
of twenty-something year olds in the middle of Dalston? Not going to happen,
get the idea out of your head right now”
Jon had left within days of their fathers death, and Arya was still hurting
over that as well. Sansa herself hadn't exactly shared a teary goodbye with
him, they'd never been close, but she'd overheard him with Arya and Bran. Jon
thought it was best if he went to stay with his friends, and Sansa had to
agree. Even now her mothers voice wasn't warm as she spoke about him.
“But why do we have to stay with Cersei though?”
“Because Cersei offered...it would have been rude to turn her down” Cat said,
pointedly.
“What about Aunt Lysa, can't we stay with her instead? She's family and Sansa
goes around all the time. It'd be like full time babysitting for free. I
wouldn't even complain about Robin”
Sansa stopped chewing on her nail, intent on hearing exactly how her mother
answered.
There was a tell tale pause that Sansa couldn't ignore.
“....It's not Lysa's house. It's Petyr's....I don't even know if he has room”
“Are you kidding? That apartment was massive-”
“Well, they haven't offered, so we won't intrude. Besides, they've just gotten
married, they probably want the time and space to themselves”
Sansa remained silent but memories of her mothers voice echoed in her head.
'frankly I don't think I want much to do with you in general'
“But what if we asked? I'm sure Petyr wouldn't mind us staying, he's
technically our uncle now so he'd probably be happy too-”
“Arya, stop it. It's already been arranged, you'll be staying with Cersei for
the next couple of weeks, and it won't kill you” she said, a finality to her
voice.
With one last groan of fifteen year old angst, Arya stormed out. They could
hear stomp all the way down the hall until she slammed her own bedroom door
behind her.
In truth, Sansa wanted to go with her mother and brothers too. She just knew
that saying this was pointless.
She still sat there while Cat zipped up her bags “Right. Done. Now I just have
to pack Rickon's things...and check Bran's bags maybe. Make sure he has more
than one pair of jeans in there”
She looked up at Sansa, a weak smile on her face.
Sansa wasn't quite at the level of open rebellion as Arya, but she didn't
exactly make an effort to smile back.
She let out another haggard sigh “Sansa....this is all very difficult for
everyone”
“I know that”
“You said yourself, after we visited their house for the first time, that you
wanted a house like that when you were older”
“Yeah”
“Even if things are a bit awkward with Joffrey, you'll have Myrcella there”
“Mmm”
“Oh, Sansa don't. Not with the eyes, please” Cat came across to sit next to her
on the bed, an arm around her “We'll be back in a few weeks....or maybe we
won't even stay in London. I don't know, I haven't made any plans yet, but we
came here for Ned's job and maybe....we might move back, sweetheart. It all
depends. We'll see what happens”
Sansa leant in to her mother. She always wore the same Yves Saint Laurant
perfume, she had done for years. Her father had kept buying it for her because
it was the only one he knew for sure she liked.
'Im trying to help you Cat'
“Mum....are you sure your alright handling all of dad's business stuff? All on
your own?”
Cat looked surprised to hear the question coming from her daughters mouth.
“Of course I am. I won't be doing it totally on my own. There are a lot of
people back home who can help me, friends of your father”
“Like who?”
“Oh, you know. All the stuffy, old men who show up at our christmas parties.
Rickard Karstark was one of the first to call when he heard about Ned, plus
Wymen Manderly, Roose Bolton....they've all offered their help”
“What about Mr. Baelish?” Sansa tread lightly “He worked with dad”
There was no change in her mothers face that Sansa didn't take note of. Her
lips thinned slightly, she blinked too much, paused that fraction too long.
“Yes, well...I wouldn't want to bother him. Like I said, he's just married,
he's busy”
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When Cat and the boys had gotten on the train back North with Robb, Sansa and
Arya had been left with Cersei in the middle of a bustling St Pancras station,
their own suitcases with them.
Cersei was all smiles as she had them led through to the street, where the
girls were ushered into a town car, a chauffeur putting their bags into the
boot for them. The inside was all beige leather seats and lacquered wood. Arya
kept playing with the electric windows, while Sansa sat, hands in her lap.
“We're going to have a lot of fun girls” Cersei had said, while Sansa couldn't
stop staring at how her long nails, stiletto heels and lipstick all matched. A
deep, blood red.
There was a guarded entrance to the street she lived on. Kensington palace
gardens. Joffrey had told her it was the most exclusive street in London once,
and Sansa could believe it.
There was a feeling of tasteful reserve, with large, three floored, detached
houses with terraces balconies and manicured lawns. There was no graffiti, no
rubbish. It was always so quiet here too, like the owners of these mini palaces
could simply pay for the rest of London to quieten down for them.
Sansa glanced out the window as they drove up but there weren't many people
about, save for what looked like household staff. There was a man out the front
of one house cleaning golf clubs, another man dressed in a waistcoat and ironed
white shirt just to polish a door knob, and a woman walking three tiny dogs
that were running rings around her ankles.
The house they stopped at was as opulent as it was intimidating. Four storeys
high, two large chimneys either side, with ivy running over the red bricks. It
half reminded Sansa of the house Madeline lived in, from the old books she used
to have. She could almost picture Miss Clavel and her twelve little girls in
two straight lines....if not for the giant carved lions perched before the
front steps. They were so fierce looking, with bared stone teeth and nasty
frowning eyes. Sansa didn't like them, and she couldn't imagine little parisian
orphans liking them either.
As they walked in, their bags left to household staff, Sansa could still feel
impressed by the home, despite visiting here numerous times before. There were
five reception rooms, and the main one was almost too formal to step foot in,
with its grand piano and huge stone fire place, plus ten bedrooms, three
studies, a theatre room, two games rooms, two dining rooms an indoor pool and
an outdoor one. Throw in the team of staff, and the fact that both of Cersei's
brothers were living here at the moment, It was like staying at a hotel.
“Ah! The Stark girls have arrived. Honoured guests in our humble abode” Came
Tyrions voice, both girls glancing down, as he wandered into the hall to greet
them.
Sansa always thought Tyrion spoke like he was in a play, or at least thought he
was. She smiled politely since she never knew how to reply to him either.
Myrcella gave her a warm hug, a pretty smile on her face, though it looked
sadder than usual. Sansa hugged her back, remembering that she had lost her
father too. Tommen didn't hug her but he wore almost the same expression.
As their bags were ferried upstairs by maids, Sansa spotted Joffrey, slumped
against the wall, arms folded. His expression was set firmly in a pouting glare
at the floor, making sure to let everyone know he was miserable, with everyone
politely pretended he wasn't being astoundingly rude.
Sansa tried giving him a smile but it wasn't returned. She hadn't returned his
text after all, but then at the time she didn't know she would have to live
with him.
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“I'm not staying here” Arya mumbled, both girl huddled up in the spare beds of
one of the guest rooms “We should just leave”
Sansa rolled over to blink hazily at the alarm clock in the dark “Arya, it's
past midnight, just go to sleep”
“Can't” came the blunt response.
“Try” came Sansa's even blunter response.
“You're obviously not asleep either”
“Well, I'm trying, so just shut up”
“Did I tell you Gendry's going back down on the train to Sheffield tomorrow?”
“Arya” Sansa groaned into her pillow.
“He always said he'd gotten some special grant to get into KL since he's never
had to pay for it, but apparently the other week the school admin rang him
about some change in payment plans or whatever, asking him for his bank
details, because he had to pay thousands of pounds for next term. He doesn't
even know why, he thought he was getting a full ride. Obviously he can't pay
it, so now he has to go back home to his foster family”
“Yeah, well, good for him” Sansa muttered, barely listening.
“But I was thinking maybe we could go down on the train with him, he gets off
at Sheffield, and we'll keep on till we're home”
“And why would you do that?”
“Because I hate Cersei! I hate Joffrey, and Myrcella and Tommen are annoying,
even the midgets weird. This house is weird, they had three different forks set
out on the table for dinner and they're all so stuck up and blond and horrible,
and Cersei told me off for playing football in the garden, even though their
gardens massive, and I only hit the pool house window once on accident!” Arya
hissed under her breath.
“It's only for a couple of weeks” Sansa parroted her mother “And it'd be
pointless anyway, all you'll do is make Mum mad, since you'll be ditching
school, and she'll probably send us straight back here anyway”
“But if we made it all the way there she'd see how serious we are, and she
wouldn't send us all the way back down. She'll be mad, but once we arrived,
she'd just have to deal with it”
“Arya, stop it, don't be stupid”
“It's not stupid, I really think we should leave! I looked up train tickets
already-”
“You what?”
“It's eighty pounds each-”
“And where are you going to get a hundred and sixty pounds, exactly?”
“I've already got fifty"
”Where'd you get that from?" Sansa frowned.
"I took some bets on an after school fight between hot pie and some senior lad.
Hot pie threw the match, and we made a heap off it. Plus I found a fiver in a
drain the other week and fished it out"
"Well, good to know my little sister's digging around in dirty street drains
and running gambling rackets behind the bike sheds, but that's not even half of
what you need"
"Can't you chip in? Don't you have any birthday money left?"
“No, I spent it already"
"Already? god, you burn through money" Arya sighed.
Sansa tried ti look indignant, but remembered they were in the dark and there
wasn't much point "Uncle Edmure was the only one who sent me cash, and it was
only thirty anyway"
"So your broke then?"
Sansa thought of the money Petyr had given her, all the fifty pound notes that
were rolled up in her old jewellery box.
"Yeah"
Arya huffed and Sansa could hear her slump down onto the mattress "Great then"
"Honestly, it was a stupid idea to begin with" Sansa said " Just be patient for
once in your life"
There was a long silence.
“...We could try and pinch money from Cersei's purse?”
"Go to sleep, Arya"
Another pause.
"....how'd you feel about hitch hiking?"
Sansa rolled over and ignored her, pulling up the covers.
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***** Phonecalls *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Arya only lasted another four days.
The day she had gone missing Sansa had waited by the school gate for her sister
for forty five minutes before she started to worry. She'd checked the school
oval to see if Arya was caught up playing football, she checked all the school
toilets and the sick bay, as well as half the classrooms as they emptied and
the only people left were cleaners and the odd lingering teacher.
Sansa remembered calling and calling on her phone, with her texts inbetween
getting more frantic, and not getting any answer and thinking 'she's done it.
She's really done it'.
When she'd arrived back at the house, she played innocent. When Cersei asked
where Arya was, she'd said she'd gone over to her friends house for dinner.
Gendry.
Cersei was angry over the fact that she hadn't thought to ask permission, and
Sansa unfairly copped a half hour long lecture, but she stayed silent
throughout. It was better than telling the truth, and potentially facing any
panicked fury, where Cersei might blame her for not keeping an eye on her
sister, or worse, she might call the police and make it a whole big thing, and
Arya might get stopped on whatever train she'd hopped on and dragged back here,
and then she'd be angry at her too.
No. No, Sansa decided it would be much easier for Arya to reach their mother
first. the train would only take maybe three or four hours, and everyone would
be exasperated that she'd do such a silly thing, but Arya had probably been
right last night in thinking that Cat would most likely just deal with it, and
call Cersei, and no one would have a need to worry.
Except maybe Sansa herself, since now she would be stuck here alone.
That night, she sat up in her room after dinner, glancing at the time at the
corner of her laptop every so often. It was getting later and later. She'd
tried to call Arya four seperate times.
It was half an hour later, at almost 9pm, when her phone vibrated with an
incoming message from 'Horseface' flashing on the screen. Sansa lunged for it.
“Are you completed incapable of ever texting back!” she had to stop herself
from shouting down the line.
“Yeah, hello to you too”
Sansa wanted to slap her sister through the phone.
“Where are you? Did you get on the train with that guy? Are you with mum? I
told Cersei you were over your friends house for tea, and if you don't call
back and say your safe with mum then they'll probably send out a search party
or something. Why haven't you called!” she couldn't get the words out fast
enough.
“My phone rat out of battery, I've only just found somewhere to charge it”
“And where's somewhere, where are you now?”
“OK, don't freak out-” her sister started, but that of course gave Sansa cause
to freak out “I'm in Warwick”
“What!? What are you doing in Warwick?!” Sansa really did shout, before cursing
as she glanced at the door. Lucky the Lannisters had such a big house, they
probably didn't hear it.
“I got the prices wrong! I don't know what I looked at online, but it was
wrong. When I actually tried to get the ticket home they said it was a hundred
and forty pounds just for one”
“So you just got on a train to Warwick because it was the one you could
afford?” Sansa said, trying to comprehend this line of thinking.
“No, not just because of that! Gendry says he has a mate here he can maybe
borrow some money off of , and I'd pay him back”
“So you're with Gendry and his cousin now?”
“No, were still in Warwick station. I'm at a McDonalds, charging my phone”
“Arya! You won't reach mum until three in the morning at this rate!”
“Um, no, we won't actually reach mum until at least tomorrow, probably. Gendry
forgot his mates address, so he's trying to call him now and find out so we can
try and find a bus that will get us there, and then we checked the train times
and theres one we can catch tomorrow morning at ten-”
Sansa stared at the wall, almost transcending into a furious calm, baffled by
her sister and her stupidly complicated plan“Arya, what the hell am I going to
tell Cersei?”
“What do you sound so worried for? If you said I was at Gendry's, just tell
them I decided to stay over the night, and stay for the weekend. There, that's
a whole two other days covered”
“And if she doesn't believe that?”
“If she doesn't believe you, just put me on the phone and I'll lie to her
myself. Like she even gives that much of a shit. On the off chance she does, I
can always pull some old lady off the street to pretend to be Gendry's mum who
says she's taking good care of me or something”
Sansa had to take a deep breath at that .Fine. Sure. Not my problem, whatever.
Just do what you want, she wanted to say, but instead she asked “Do you have
somewhere to stay tonight?”
There was a brief pause “...McDonalds is open 24 hours”
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The next day, Sansa was seated in one of the lounge rooms with Myrcella and
Tommen, some vet show on in the background that they liked watching. Myrcella
had brought out her nail polishes, and sat up on the sofa with her hands held
out to dry, her nails a lovely soft pink colour.
“-And my second favourite member of the Saturday's is defintely Una, while my
third favourite is Frankie, even though usually I don't like short hair on
girls, and I'd never get it done myself, but it just looks really good on her,
so I don't mind it, and my fourth favourite is-”
Sansa wasn't really listening, she just mumbled along agreences every now and
again. Myrcella was a lovely girl, but she could chat on for hours about
nothing. Tommen sat across from Sansa at the coffee table since the two girls
had convinced him to have his nails painted too.
It was a pleasant enough way to spend an afternoon.
“Where the fuck is my Ipod!?”
It was a shame Joffrey decided to make himself known.
Tommen, Myrcella and herself all shared looks as they heard him thunder down
the hall.
Sansa noted how his siblings always seemed to shrink whenever Joffrey yelled.
Whenever they could feel his mood, because it was very much a feelable thing.
It just radiated off him like a warning, a boy set to erupt over anything, and
Tommen and Myrcella would almost try and sink into the background, just hoping
that today they wouldn't be a target.
Sansa never knew how much of a new insight you could have into someones life
once you started living with them. His brother and sister seemed to fear him,
the maids didn't make eye contact, hell, even his own mother didn't seem able
to handle him. Sansa didn't think Cersei even tried, to be honest. He threw
tantrums like a child, he did as he pleased, he swore and snarled, even at
her....especially at her. He hadn't like being spurned, oviously, and over the
past few days he had made it abundantly clear that he'd never really wanted her
anyway. He didn't like girls with small boobs. He didn't want to fuck her, but
he wouldn't mind seeing if she really did have ginger pubes, just for a laugh.
At dinner last night he'd asked if anyone else could smell fish, and then told
her to close her legs. He said it in front of anyone, and Cersei only tutted,
and told him that those kind of jokes were innapropriate for the dinner table.
Everyone else had pulled a Tommen and Myrcella, and kept quiet, staring down at
their plates like they weren't there.
Sansa tried to tell herself that this had all just happened in the last few
weeks. He had never been this person when she'd chosen him as her boyfriend.
But then she thought of the back seat of his car, and the way she realised he
had always scoffed over things she had said, or when he'd called her stupid. He
was right, she thought, she was stupid. All these things she'd managed to
ignore.
“Have. You. Seen. my. Ipod!” he raged, as he entered the living room, staring
them all down.
Sansa steeled herself to look up at him “No” she said very simply.
“Well, where the fuck is it then?” he snapped without pause “I've looked
fucking everywhere, I had it half an hour ago”
His eyes and tone were acusing, and Sansa wished she could yell back at him,
but all she could manage was a weak shrug and shake of her head “Can you
remember where you saw it last-”
“If I knew where I saw it last, do you think I'd be fucking asking you?!”
She mumbled a no.
“You didn't take it?” he shot at her.
“What? No!”
And then he was pulling the cushions off the couches, pushing her roughly
across the floor out of the way, looking under the table, tipping over her box
of nail polishes.
“Joffrey, stop, we didn't take it!” Sansa cried, as she shuffled out of his
way, pink nail polish now tipped and spilt over the carpet.
He threw a cushion across the room, in a useless display of anger “If I find
out you took it because you think you're really funny, I'll fucking....I'll
have mum move you into the fucking garden shed. You can live there instead”
As he stalked his way across to the door, he shot one last look back at Tommen,
frowning at his nails “And don't let her paint your nails like you're some kind
of faggot” he spat.
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Joffrey ended up finding his Ipod in the front seat of his car the next day,
but that was after he'd already thrown Sansa's own Ipod into the pool in an act
of petty, and unwarrented, revenge.
There was no point telling Cersei, of course. Tyrion had sidled up to her
quietly one evening and offered to buy her a new one when he caught wind of it
all, but Sansa had turned him down coldly. He couldn't buy his way into her
good graces, not after turning as much of a blind eye as the rest of them. Plus
his breath always smelt of wine, and she'd once seen him pat the bum of one of
the maids, so she didn't think it was a good idea to take any offers from him.
At least the story of Arya staying the weekend at Gendry's was still holding up
for now, that was one plus in this miserable week of Sansa's life. She sat on
her bed at the moment to her sister
“Where are you now? Did you get the money off of that guy? Are you nearly
home?”
“No, Gendry's mate was such an asshole, he didn't give us anything. Wouldn't
even let us stay with him until we sorted stuff out, or use his shower” Arya
muttered “So we ended up using up the last of our money to get a couple of
trains to Leicester. Plus, I'm almost out of credit. I'm calling from a
payphone right now, I didn't know those still existed”
“Ok, this is getting stupid, you should just come back”
“Well, obviosuly I don't have enough money to get back now, do I” she said, her
tone infuriating.
“You should call mum! Just...have her drive down and get you! She won't be that
angry” Sansa said, knowing that was a lie. Arya was going to be in so much
trouble for all of this.
“No, listen, I'm fine. We met a guy, a truck driver, he's headed to lancaster
and he says he'll take us with him, and then it's only a few more trains to-”
“Who are you talking too?”
Sansa spun around, dropping the phone from her ear, horror on her face as she
saw Joffrey frowning at her from the doorway, but all her mind would scream at
her was 'hitch hiking, hitch hiking, your sisters going to be killed by a crazy
raper truck driver while she's hitch hiking' so it was incredibly difficult to
make herself look, in any way, poised.
“No one” she said, stupidly, and much too fast.
Joffrey seemed to think it was a stupid thing to say too, and he came across
the room to snatch her phone off her.
“Don't!” Sansa cried, futilely, as Joffrey held her back with one hand and took
the phone with the other.
“Who is this?” Joffrey snarled down the line, but luckily Arya must have hung
up. He pulled the phone away from his ear and read the screen, the anonymous
number of the payphone glaring up at him.
“Was it a guy?” he asked immediately.
“No” Sansa frowned, more confident as she said it, since it was the truth “It
was just my friend”
“Which one?” he demanded.
“Mira” the name rolled off her tongue effortlessly, the first that came to her
head.
“What were you talking about?”
“Why is that your business?”
He shoved her. Hard.
Sansa stumbled back a little, eyes wide.
It wasn't a hit, she told herself. It wasn't...it hadn't even hurt, so it
didn't count, surely...but she looked at him in a new light as he stood back,
breathing hard and glaring at her.
Would he hit me, she thought? The idea hadn't crossed her mind until now.
It ended there without another word, as Joffrey left, managing to keep himself
in check.
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It was the next evening when Sansa received the worst news possible.
Rob had gotten his girlfriend pregnant.
Talisa was already two and a half months along, and apparantly they hadn't told
anyone since the funeral came up and they didn't think it was a good time.
Sansa could still remember just how livid her mother had sounded when she'd
called to tell her.
“He just blurted it out! Said 'Mum, I have something to tell you' and out it
all came, like there's not enough going on in our lives! God, and they're
talking about getting married as well, he's only twenty one, she's
younger....god, everyones just....it's all just falling apart, I don't even
know anymore and sweetie, I'm sorry, but I'm going to have to stay up here a
bit longer. See if I can't help them see sense, and this business...it's all
getting more complicated by the day. Oh, Sansa, I'm so, so sorry, but you and
your sister will be fine for another few weeks, won't you? It's alright up
there isn't it?”
Sansa of course lied. What help would it be to tell the truth?
She was lucky her mother was sated with the excuse that Arya was at football
practice, and would have to be reached on her cell. A knot of worry filled
Sansa when she realised that lie was going to come crashing down soon enough.
She tried not to think of her sister hitch hiking her way towards her mother
and brothers now, it was all out of her hands anyway.
But if she wasn't worrying about her family, she was instead worrying about
herself.
No matter what happened, she was to stay here for another few weeks. How long
was 'a few'? Two? Three? It didn't matter. Any number of days spent here
depressed her enough.
She sat there on her bed and stared at the sheets, unable to think of anything
else until she wanted to scream. She should have run away with Arya. She wished
she had. She felt useless and stuck and apparantly reckless, as a thought came
to her head, and she picked her phone back up on impulse.
She needed a break. Just a small one. Even a small one would help, she told
herself as she heard it dialing.
Mum wouldn't want you doing this, a small voice niggled in the back of her
mind, but that was before the other end of the line picked up.
“Hello, you've reached Petyr Baelish” Came a quick and practised answer.
“Mr Baelish, Hi, sorry to call so late but I just- I was wondering if it was
possible if I could stay with you for a few nights, please-” Sansa winced as it
all came out of her head too fast and without a thought. She was doing this on
such an impulse “I mean, if you needed any babysitting done, and I could come
over and stay the night, if that would be...if you wouldn't mind...this is
Sansa by the way”
She felt herself turn red as she heard his soft laugh down the line.
“I know. I could tell. And Robin doesn't really need any babysitting, but that
isn't to say you arent welcome here regardless...” he trailed off, and Sansa
held her breath.
“So...does that mean you'd be fine with that then? If I were to stay for a
night or two?”
“Of course. Robin will be ecstatic”
Sansa finally let herself smile “Great. Thank you so much, really”
“Please, Sansa. You're family. You're welcome here whenever you like, you just
have to ask. Now, what nights would you like to-”
“Tomorrow? I could come after school. It'll be no trouble getting myself to
school the next morning either”
“Right then...and Cersei's fine with this?”
“...well, I'm sure she will be. Like you said. We're family”
There was another soft laugh from the other end of the phone.
Chapter End Notes
     Sorry for the late updates. Nearing the end of the semester and at
     the moment I'm doing four days of Uni, two days of work and one day
     of full prac out at a pre-primary. THEN EXAMS WAH....but
     then...semester break....which hopefully will be a nice long chance
     to write more : )
***** Mad Men *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
“The spare room is a bit drab, I'm afraid.” Petyr said, as he led her down a
hall.
The room wasn't upstairs, like his and Lysa's, and Robins, were. It was more
tucked away, but as he opened the door, Sansa thought it anything but drab.
True, it was a bit plain, in a bare, male bachelor type of way. Nothing but a
king size bed, with grey sheets and a leather headboard, and perfectly arranged
matching furniture with no trace of decoration on them. Though there was a very
large mirror that covered almost an entire side of the room, which Sansa
realised were sliding doors of a wardrobe. It was as luxurious as the rest of
the apartment, but it may as well have come straight from a furniture shop
display, it was that un-lived in.
“Don't have many guests, then?” she asked, as she plonked herself down on the
bed, testing out the springiness.
Petyr smiled “Can't say I do. Consider yourself lucky”
She smiled back, but couldn't help but feel awkward. She'd arrived and he'd
told her Lysa had taken Robin to the doctors this afternoon, so here she was,
alone with Petyr in his apartment. And now what?
“Now, the bed side lights one of those ones where you clap to turn it on and
off, and there's towels already in the bathroom for you to use. Sorry theres no
ensuite, but it's just down the hall, and it's just as un-used as the room.
Well, I think Robin may have used the spa bath as a battleground for his
superhero toys, but other than that...” he trailed off and Sansa wondered if he
felt awkward too. He didn't seem it, but maybe he was better at hiding it. She
did her best to try and sit as non-awkwardly as possible, which in turn,
probably just made her look more awkward.
In the silence she just gave him a well meaning smile “Again, um...thank you
for letting me stay. Honestly.”
“Now that is the fifth time you've thanked me since I picked you up from
school, and no more, I won't have it. You're more than welcome here, I want you
to feel at home. Relax, take a bath, watch TV, lock yourself up in here and
read a book if that's what you want to do. I can't say I have an insight into
what life with the Lannisters is like, but I can gue-”
“Terrible.” Sansa laughed, though it was hardly funny “It's....it's terrible. I
hate it.” she finished very softly.
He was being so nice, she thought. She felt like she hadn't had any 'nice' in a
long time, and embarrassingly enough Sansa felt herself close to crying. She
really did not want to cry in front of Mr. Baelish.... Petyr.
She felt the weight of him sitting down next to her on the mattress.
“Sansa, I have to ask, are the Lannister's treating you well?”
Sansa's first instinct was to say everything was fine, but the way he said it,
the way he was looking at her, brow furrowed with concern...
“Joffrey threw my Ipod in the pool,” Was the first thing she blurted out,
stupidly “and I'm not allowed to watch anything I want on tv, they won't let me
out unless Joffrey goes with me. He can barely stand to look at me, unless he's
yelling over something, and Cersei, or any of them, won't do anything about it
because they let him get away with anything, because they're too busy drinking,
or going out shopping, which is all Cersei seems to do, and once I even saw her
slap one of the maids for putting her silk dressing gown through the wash
wrong, and I'm pretty sure at least one of them is on drugs because I used one
of the downstairs bathrooms and found about five of those doctor prescribed
pill jars, you know, the orange ones from the movies, and Myrcella's nice but
she doesn't stand up to any of them either, but at least they're nice to her
and Tommen most of the time, and their allowed out, and now it's just me stuck
on my own with all of them since Arya ran away and-”
“Arya ran away?” Petyr spoke over her, frowning for real now.
Sansa finally took a long, deep breath, after that rant, which she really
hadn't intended to let slip like that, and looked sheepishly up at Petyr, head
bowed.
“...I...yeah....she's in...well, I don't know where she is at the moment, last
I heard she was-” she stopped herself mentioning the hitch hiking with strange
men with trucks “-In a twenty four hour McDonalds in Warwick”
“Warwick?” Petyr expressed, in exactly the same way Sansa had when Arya had
told her.
“But she didn't tell me she was going, so it's not my fault! I told her it was
stupid to leave, I tried to to make her not be so much of an idiot, but you
know what she's like! Well, no, actually you don't, sorry....but she's always
doing things like this, and I lied to Cersei and told her she had just gone to
her mates house, and I covered it all up thinking Arya would make it up to Mum
and Rob in only a day, but now it's all gone to shit, and I'm going to get
blamed just as much as her, or worse, because I'm older, and Mum and Cersei
would say I should have kept an eye on her and-”
“Sansa,” she was cut off mid ramble, with Petyr putting a gentle hand on her
shoulder “Now. You know how I told you I wanted you to relax while you were
here?” he drew her hand into his, and Sansa forced herself to take another
deep, long breath, as she nodded.
“Right. Ok. How do you usually relax then?”
Sansa shrugged and thought for a second “I watch TV?”
“That's convenient, I own one of those” he said with a nod, and again he made
her laugh “Now, lets combine that with something that is well known to relax
almost anybody.”
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Petyr held the glass of white wine in his hand, careful not to spill it as he
gestured towards Sansa “-if anything, it was a selfish thing to do. I can
understand why she might have done it, but nonetheless-”
“Thank you!” Sansa cried, her own wine spilling a little as her arm swept up
into the air “Yes! It was selfish! I mean...at the end of...at the end of the
day, I'm the one stuck here all on my own, and even if it had worked like she
thought it would, Arya would be home with Mum and Rob and I'd still be alone
with Joffrey and Cersei and all them...all the others!”
They were in the lounge, curtains drawn, and the TV was on but forgotten about.
Petyr didn't have a great range of movies to choose from, with most of them
being Robin's cartoons and movies about talking animals. Lost in Translation,
Philadelphia, all those George Clooney heist movies and other boring looking
films Sansa wasn't particularly interested in. He did have a Mad Men first
season boxset though, so that's what she chose to put on, since he let her
decide. She hadn't actually seen it before, but she knew it was popular, and
smart. Plus, it sounded a lot more sophisticated to tell people you were into
Mad Men, when they asked what shows you liked, rather than tell them you binge
watched five episodes of Gok's Fashion Fix on youtube.
It didn't really matter though anyway, since they were now on the third episode
and Sansa had barely paid attention.
“I just don't know how far she thought she was going to get without any money.”
Petyr continued, and Sansa nodded again, liking everything he was saying.
Mostly because it was in her favour.
“She doesn't think, she just...does....and it's because she doesn't care if she
gets in trouble,” Sansa said miserably “Sometimes I wish I could be like that.”
“You always behave?” Petyr said, and she detected a hint of teasing in his
voice.
They were both sat on the black leather sofa, and where they had started
sitting on either end, quite refined, they had gradually become much more
sprawled out. Both their shoes had been kicked off, and Petyr had his feet
propped up on the glass coffee table, and he sunk leisurely back into the
cushions. Sansa had put her feet up as well, stretched out along the sofa,
turned away from the TV entirely so that could face him as she talked.
“I do. I'm a good girl,” she said with mock sweetness, and a trace of
resentment “and you know what? I actually have money. All that babysitting
money you gave me. Arya asked me if I had any, to help us both get tickets, and
I lied about it.”
Petyr raised his glass “Ooh, the good girl can lie.”
Sansa stretched out her foot to jab him gently in his side “But honestly. I
could have just...been a little daring for once, and we'd both be with Mum by
now...”
“Mm, being good doesn't always have it's benefits.”
Sansa gave him a slightly surprised look and petyr was quick to wave a hand
“Oh, I mean...no. I suppose I have to be some kind of paradigm of morals, don't
I? A responsible upholder of desired behaviour in your impressionable teenage
years. No, you should defintely obey all of the rules, all of the time. Be
good, study hard, go to bed at a reasonable hour, don't watch late night HBO,
or get a tattoo, no matter how small or hidden it may be, and so on and so
forth.” he said as he topped up his glass of wine from the bottle, as well as
offering it to Sansa.
She held out her glass and had to contain a laugh as he poured, a glint in his
eye.
“I'd never get a tattoo.” she said, taking another sip.
“Oh thank god, that was probably the one thing I was serious about.”
“Joffrey's planning on getting a lion on his shoulder.”
“Of course he is.” Petyr scoffed.
“And Maragaery want's little roses on her hips.”
“Tacky.”
“Margaery is my friend though.”
“Doesn't mean she can't be tacky.”
Sansa tapped her fingers against her glass, trying not to enjoy hearing that
“Cersei called me tacky the other day. My bag. My Louis Vuitton, which seems
really hypocritical, since she did, like, two campaigns for them before, but
she told me their bags are for cheap, yacht girls who get passed around by
sleazy movie producers in Cannes, and I don't really know what she meant by
that, but It was hardly a compliment.”
“Cersei's a bitter old cunt.” Petyr said dismissively, and Sansa let out a
shocked laugh, clamping a hand over her mouth at his crassness.
“Petyr!”
“What? You don't think so? Joffrey isn't any better. His genetics were against
him, but he truly impressed me with how much of a little shit he grew up to
be.”
Sansa sat there with wicked glee over hearing him say such things. All she ever
heard was 'Cersei's so beautiful', 'Cersei's so kind to take you in', and
'Joffreys such a fine young man' and everyone knew it wasn't true, but no one
had the nerve to say anything against them, not even her. Hearing Petyr bad
mouth them pleased her to no end.
“She probably only said it to spite you anyway. Having an attractive young girl
around the house is probably bringing out her most resentful side.” Petyr said,
in an obvious attempt to make her feel better.
“She's a world famous super model” Sansa pointed out.
“Ex-world famous super model” Petyr muttered back.
A brief silence fell over them, and the show blared over the TV screen, Don
Draper saying something in a board room, but Sansa was at a loss over the plot
she hadn't been paying attention too.
“I hate her.” she said after awhile “Cersei. And Joffrey. Tommen and Myrcella
are alright. Jamie doesn't really talk to me. Tyrion is...alright, I guess.”
She heard a little 'tch' from Petyr.
“What?” she smiled “What was that?”
“Nothing. I work with him.”
“You seem to work with everyone.”
“Mmm, seems that way sometimes, doesn't it?”
Sansa lowered her voice a little “Is he a pervert? Tyrion, I mean”
Petyr gave her a peculiar look along with a sly smile “Maybe, but why would you
ask?” then the smile dropped “Why, he hasn't asked anything of you, has he?”
“What? No, no, not at all,” Sansa was quick to say “But I have seen him grope
one of the housekeepers before.”
“Ah. I heard he was fucking one of the maids.” Petyr said, absentmindedly, and
Sansa liked how he swore around her. She liked that she had a class of wine in
her hand. Didn't shy away from telling her anything, it seemed like. He didn't
think of her as a child.
“And how do you know that?” she asked, giggling, and he smiled back at her.
“I know people who know things. You can't do much in this upper echelon circle,
we all have nothing better to do than talk about each other. Plus it's much
more interesting to discuss who's sleeping with the help, rather than the
dreadful weather.”
“You're a gossip” Sansa teased and Petyr pretended to look affronted.
“I am interested in people.” he defended himself.
“And their secrets?”
He nodded, admittedly “And their secrets.”
“And some would call that being nosy.”
“It's hardly nosy, when people spill everything about themselves so willingly.
Honestly, the one thing most everyone has in common, is that their favourite
topic of conversation is themselves.” Petyr said, and Sansa pondered over that.
“So...tell me about you then. I want to know your secrets.” she asked,
playfully, but he shook his head and gave her a look.
“No, no, no, my girl. You can't just ask like that, no." he chastised "you have
to draw them out. Have some subtlety too it, ask gentle, innocuous questions
and lead from there. That's how it's done.”
“Ok” Sansa settled down into the cushions further, stretching out her legs
“When did you open your club then?”
“When I was younger.”
“What kind of people go there?”
“All sorts.”
“You told me your patrons were seedy.”
“Maybe I was joking?”
“Were you?”
“I don't know, was I?”
Sansa sighed as he gave her a frustratingly smug grin, and she kicked her foot
a little “See, that's not fair, you're not answering properly!”
“Because I already know your aiming to know things, so of course now I'm on my
guard, and you're not going to know a thing.”
Sansa watched as he sipped at his own drink, and smiled at her over the glass,
and it gave her a strange little thrill to think he might actually enjoy her.
His compliments, the attention he gave her...she shouldn't linger on it. It was
warm approval, he was a friend of the family, there was nothing to it. Maybe
this was all just the alcohol.
Her sunken position enabled her to reach out and press a bare foot against his
chest, coyly. Her big toe rested just under the lapel of his jacket, as if to
point at the silver pin above it.
“It's a mockingbird,” she smiled, figuring it out “Like your club.”
“Good eye, but that's not a question.” he smiled back, taking her foot in his
hand as if that were a natural thing to do. He kneaded at the soles lightly.
Her mind shied away from the thought that it was sexual. That any of this night
was in some way inappropriate. That was not something she wanted to think of
right now. Not when she was finally smiling again. It was a foot massage, she
thought, nothing untoward.
But could she really convince herself of that, when her skirt was slipping back
down her thigh, and she saw that Petyr's eye kept glancing down between her
legs.
They fell into an extended silence, and Sansa let him keep touching her, and
she kept her leg where it was, even though common sense told her to pull back.
She tried to think of something to say. Something to make this feel normal.
“She's really pretty,” she said, absentmindedly glancing back to the TV, where
Joan was on the screen “Who's the actress?”
“Christina Hendricks.” Petyr said without pause, his thumb kneading the arch of
her foot.
“You knew that off the top of your head. Have you ever googled her then?” she
said asked, with a teasing smile.
He gave Sansa a look as she wiggled her toes “Like you said. She's very pretty.
The red hair, pale skin....gorgeous even.”
A slow smile spread across Sansa's face, and she almost lifted her a leg a
little higher. But then a door slammed.
Her foot was dropped. Petyr was up, and off the couch, in a second, as Lysa's
and Robins footsteps clattered through the hall.
Sansa could hear him greet her, hear her kiss him, start talking about her day
and the doctors, and she sat up straight on the sofa. She felt like her mind
was all of a sudden too clear, and thinking quickly, she took the nearly empty
wine bottle and hid it down by the side of the couch.
“Sansa!” Came Robins cry, and Sansa looked up to see her cousin bounding across
the living room to hug her.
She hugged him back, noting the little white cotton buds taped along his arm,
as Lysa appeared after him, frowning.
“Sansa” she said, less excited than Robin, an unsure laugh in her voice “What
are....what are you doing here?”
Sansa was about to stutter out an answer, her mind and mouth trying to catch up
with one another, but Petyr appeared behind his wife, a gentle hand on her arm.
“She's staying with us for the weekend. I'll explain...not in front of Robin.
Come on”
Sansa watched her aunt be led away, Lysa's eyes narrowed and fixed on her as
she left, and she felt an unease grip her, the TV still blaring in the
background. Her foot still warmed from where he'd held it.
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Chapter End Notes
     My last exam is tomorrow, and I took a break from studying to finally
     get this chapter up.
     I love writing dialogue scenes, especially when it's characters like
     Petyr. Witty, playful, rude and scathing.
     I'm also going to give all the chapters names, since it's easier to
     jump back to certain points. I've had trouble with that, where I'm
     like 'I need to go back to the party scene. Fuck. Where is it?' and I
     have to click between chapters 9 to 15 to find it.
***** Bright red nails *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Joffrey is throwing everything she owned in the pool. Her dresses, her skirts,
her favourite satin covered shoes that would ireverably be ruined by the
chlorine, her books, her bags, the stuffed animals that sit on her shelf, her
makeup, he takes everything and tosses it in the clear blue water without a
word, and Sansa won't stop screaming at him the whole time, but his face
doesn't even flinch. He just goes in and out of the house grabbing more and
more of her things, everything she owns, and throws it in the pool as she
follows behind him, yelling herself hoarse for him to please stop,please, he
cant, they're her things, stop it, stop it, please, but it's as if he doesn't
even hear her.
Cersei is sitting by the pool too, and Tyrion, and Jamie and all of the
mansions staff. She starts to scream at them too, but they just sit, as deaf
and as unflinching as Joffrey, watching as more and more things sink.
Sansa needs to get into the pool, so she strips off her clothes, but Joffrey
only picks them up and throws them in too. The diving board is fifty feet tall
and it takes her forever to climb it. Arya is climbing ahead of her, taunting
her for being slow, and Sansa tries to climb faster, but Arya climbs s o high
she's out of sight, and by the time Sansa reaches the top, clouds around her,
her sister is gone, and she's shivering with her toes on the edge of the diving
board. She needs to jump and fetch her things, she needs them, they're hers,
maybe if she gets them fast enough her shoes won't be ruined.
When she jumps she goes down face first, so that she can see the water clearly,
and the waves, and the boats, and the sharks, which she hopes she doesn't land
too close too as she breaks the water, remembering to pinch her nose like her
mother taught her, so that she doesn't suck in the salty sea water. But she's
under, and she looks down, and there's nothing floating around her, not even
the sharks anymore, and she spins and spins around, frantically trying to spot
any of her things, but then her head is gripped and she screams, long fingered
hands holding her down so she cant come back up again, and through the bubbles
of air that escape her mouth and her own thrashing, all she can see are the
bright red nails.
Then she's awake, and she's not screaming or shaking, it's just that her heart
was beating a little faster. She lay there in the dark and felt her way to the
edge of the mattress, this bed was really much too big for just her, so she
could reach down to grab her phone which was charging at the wall.
She meant to look at the time, but the first thing she saw on the illuminated
screen was the twelve missed calls and five missed messages, from Cersei and
various other anonymoys numbers.
Shit shit shit.
Sansa switched the phone off and lay it down for a second. She was in trouble
for leaving, she was in trouble for not asking first, she was in trouble for
not telling about Arya, trouble, trouble, trouble, shit, shit, shit.
She put the phone down on the floor again, rolled over, and pulled up the
covers and decided that she hadn't seen the messages at all, and perhaps her
phone had died, and it wasn't her fault she hadn't gotten them. Yes, she would
call back in the morning. It could wait till morning.
Sansa lay there in the dark pretending she couldn't hear her phone vibrate
every ten or so minutes for what felt like an hour, until she heard a more
distant outside her room. The home phone ringing.
Shit, shit, shit.
Then she sat up as she saw the faint glowing lines frame her door, Petyr or
Lysa, or both of them, getting up to answer it.
She flung off the sheets and duvet, running out down the hall into the foyer,
where Petyr stood with the phone already pressed to his ear.
He must of heard her footfalls, as he was already looking at her as she halted
on the marble floor giving him her most pained look, with a frantic motion of
her arms. A silent begging for him to put the phone down.
He looked half asleep himself, and he may have been frowning at her, the
annoyance of being woken up in the middle of the night, or at whatever the
person down the other end of the phone line was currently saying to him, but
Sansa realised she was too little too late.
“Yes, yes. Send her up. If she's brought some kind of brute with her, have her
leave him behind. Send one of your staff to escort her if she gets fussy, which
no doubt she will.”
When he clicked the phone back down onto the receiver, Petyr felt the need to
state the obvious.
“Cersei's here.”
“She's come to take me back.” Sansa muttered, resigning herself too it.
“Yes, well, I doubt she's brought the armed guard with her...” Petyr muttered,
and Sansa watched as he ran his hand through his hair, trying to flatten the
skewiff strands. His sleepwear consisted of a matching set of deep blue pyjama
pants and button up flannel, except they were silk, with a subtle dotted
pattern. His robe was burgundy and he even had a pair of monogrammed slippers.
Sansa's eyes flickered up and down this bedtime ensemble and she half thought
Petyr Baelish's pyjamas were more indulgent and put together than most mens day
outfits. Then by chance her eyes passed over his chest, and she did a double
take, just a second longer look, where the buttons came down quite low. The
skin didn't quite look right, she thought, but she lost the chance to look
again as his hands tied the robe shut, and he paced.
“Do I have time to dress? I don't really fancy facing off with a Lannister in
my pyjamas, and not even my nicest pair at that, but oh god, no, if I actually
change and appear to make an effort she'll know it. Who'd be wearing anything
but pyjamas at this time of night?”
Sansa tugged at her own nightie. The tartan teddy bear one. She didn't really
like the idea of Cersei seeing her in this.
Then she realised Petyr's eyes were on her too, and she realised she didn't
like the idea of him seeing her in it either. It was so kiddy. Plus she was
suddenly very conscious that she wasn't wearing a bra, so she folded her arms
over her chest.
Then their was a knock on the door, and Petyr strode to answer it, and Sansa
tensed.
“Cersei,” Petyr smiled as he pulled open the door, with Sansa hanging back some
way down the hall behind him.
“Petyr,” Cersei tried to offer at least a shred of politeness in her tone, but
she looked past him with barely a glance, her eyes fixing on Sansa, her lips
thin. There was a very solemn looking man stood behind her in a black suit and
a Hyde Park security badge “I'm very sorry about calling in so late-” she said,
not sounding particularily sorry at all “-but Sansa didn't exactly warn us she
would be over here for the night.”
Petyr's eyebrows shot up “Didn't she? Well, that doesn't sound liker her.” he
turned back to her, a frown on his face.
“I...I sent a text.” She said.
“One text, late in the afternoon, saying you would be babysitting. No times, no
checking in with me first-” Cersei started to fume, but Petyr interrupted with
a wave of his hand.
“I will take a little of the blame here, I know I did ask Sansa to come over to
sit for us very last minute, it was very unfair of me.” He said a little
sheepishly, a tone that she hadn't heard on him before.
“She didn't even say she was sleeping over here,” Cersei spoke as if addressing
him, but her eyes were still fixed on Sansa “I've been worried sick!”
At that Sansa cowered less and hardened. That was a lie.
“Sansa usually sleeps over when she babysits, it's the way we've always done
it-”
Sansa blinked. Another lie, this time from Petyr's lips. He was looking at her
now.
“Yes-” Sansa nodded along “I just....didn't think about it. I just texted as if
I was texting mum like usual...I'm sorry, it was stupid of me.”
Petyr sucked in air between his teeth “Ah, well. There was a bit of lack of
thought maybe, and you really should have checked first-” he gave Sansa a
pointed look, and Sansa felt slightly scolded“-but she's alright, and that's
what matters.”
“I'm really sorry for making you worry, I didn't mean too.” Sansa found herself
saying.
Cersei didn't look in any way softened by the heartfelt apology.
“Well. Ok then. I'm glad your safe, at least,” she said with all the emotional
range of a GPS navigator “Now come on, grab your things, lets get you home.”
Sansa didn't make a move. Instead she looked to Petyr, who let out a little
laugh.
“Oh, come on now, it's late. You know she's alright now, and she's already
ready for bed.” he reasoned.
He said it so casually, as if it were all easy and as if he didn't see the fury
behind Cersei's gaze as she bristled.
“No. No, I think she should come with me now.”
“But surely it's easier if she just stayed here?”
“I really think it-”
“I can drop her back in the morning, it's no trouble.”
“Look” Cersei snapped “Somethings...somethings come up. Sansa needs to come
home with me right now, I don't want to argue about it.”
“Petyr?”
All three of them turned to find Lysa emerging down the stairs in her thick
dressing gown, a frown on her face “What's all this, what's going on?” she
demanded, eyeing Cersei with more than a touch of bemusement.
“Nothing, I'm just here to take Sansa home.” Cersei mouthed slowly, obviously
trying to keep her famed temper in check, but Lysa wasn't exactly a shrinking
violet herself.
“Take her home, why?” she demanded.
Petyr blustrered to his wife before Cersei could reply “She said somethings
come up, I don't know, she hasn't said, I'm a bit lost.”
“Look, it's personal business, and I dont feel comfortable sharing it-”
“Personal business?” Lysa laughed as she frowned “I am her aunt, I feel like it
very much is my business.”
Cersei blinked and looked Lysa, this plain plump woman in a natty old dressing
gown, with disdain.
“Yes. Personal, and frankly your sister didn't leave you in charge of her, she
left her with me, so I hardly think-”
“Sansa, do you want to go with her?” Lysa whipped around, ignoring Cersei, her
voice sharp.
Sansa looked to Cersei, Petyr, her aunt and then the floor all in the space of
a couple of seconds, then shook her head mutely.
“There. It's decided. She's staying here. She can stay here as long as she
likes actually, we can pick up her things tomorrow, along with Arya, and you
won't have to worry about either of them. Would you like that Sansa?” she
barked and Cersei was floored.
“Sansa, honestly, this is stupid, come on, come with me, we really need to go
now-”
Sansa was still a mute among all of this, and she was so tense, especially at
the mention of Arya, that she flinched as she felt Petyrs hand clasp her
shoulder.
“You said earlier, you said something about a...a...something had happened?
What were you talking about? Is everything alright?” he flustered, frowning
lightly, his voice much gentler than Lysa's, who had in turn seemed to step in
front of Sansa. A blockade of a woman.
“Its...” Cersei seemed to fumble on her words, something Sansa hadn't seen her
ever do “Arya has...Arya has left, actually.”
“She's left?” Lysa frowned “What do you mean she's left, where did she go?”
Cersei's face didn't flinch, but she paused too long.
“You mean you don't know?” Lysa's eyes went wide, and Sansa watched as Petyr
dropped his jaw a little.
“She said she was going to a friends house, that's where I thought she was for
the past couple of days, but she hasn't come home, and I called in, and the
boys parents say she hasn't even been there at all, so I don't-”
She sounded nervous, and she didn't finish her sentence before Lysa was upon
her.
“You lost her!”
“I did not lose her-”
“You LOST a child?! A child in your care? You have no idea where she is?!”
“We're looking for her, my brothers are in their cars driving around the city
right now and-”
“Your brothers? What about the police, you need to call them, especially if
she's been gone for days!” Lysa said, panicked, already heading back towards
the phone, but Cersei grabbed after her, clutching the sleeve of her dressing
gown.
“No, no, there's no need for police!” she said hurriedly “We don't need to make
a big deal of this, she might be at another friends house, or with her brother,
we don't know yet.”
“Sansa,” Petyr asked, voice serious “Has your sister been in contact with you
at all? Do you know where she might be?”
He was the picture of concern. He kept his tone even, but Sansa noted the
little touch of fear and panic in his voice that any adult would have over the
idea of a missing child.
But that touch shouldn't be there. He knew what had happened to Arya. He knew.
It was at that moment that Sansa started to realise that Petyr Baelish was a
very, very good liar.
“No” she shook her head “She hasn't messaged me at all....and she hasn't put
anything new up on facebook either” she added.
“Oh my god.” Lysa seemed to reel, eyes flashing fire at Cersei “What if
somethings happened? What if she's been hurt, or has been kidnapped, or where
going to get a phoncall about a ransom in a few days, jesus christ-” she
rambled on, caught up in her worry.
“It's being handled!” Cersei said definsively “And it's hardly my fault!”
Sansa only watched as it all went off then.
“Oh, shut up, you horrid woman!” Lysa spat at her, finger pointing “I don't
know what possessed Cat to leave her daughters with you in the first place, of
all people, but I know all about what's gone on at that house, about your
pervert of a brother! You should be ashamed of yourself, and if you think I'm
sending Sansa back there, now that you've lost her sister, you can think
again!”
Now Sansa looked just about as confused as Cersei, but she wasn't going to
speak up now, not while Lysa raged.
“I beg your pardon?!” Cersei seethed “I don't know what my brother has to do
with anything, but Jamie has treated Sansa with nothing but respect-”
“Not him, the other one, the midget! I should have him investigated for what he
did, it's sick, she's only a teenager!”
“What the hell are you talking about!?” Cersei yelled back at her.
Sansa tried to catch eyes with Petyr for a moment, but he wouldn't look at her.
He's told her something. He said he would speak to her.
“Did you even know, or did you just ignore it? Too busy getting your botox, or
drinking yourself into a stupor? Get out. She's not coming with you, get out.
I've had enough of you!”
Cersei gaped, a laugh of utter mirth escaping her lips “You're mad. Everyones
right in what they say about you, you're completely mad, I have no idea what
you're even talking about, and if your implying that my brother in anyway
touched Sansa, I could have you sued for defamation, he would never-”
“Get her out of my house!” Lysa yelled towards the security personal, yelling
quite madly “Get her out, and don't let her back in! Your a disgrace of a
woman, and I'll have you sued for child endangerment!”
The security guard did his best to try and coax Cersei out and down the hall
with a gentle hand around her arm, but little did he know Cersei wasn't a woman
to be coaxed anywhere, or be physically touched by and kind of service staff
“Get off me!” she snapped, throwing one last furious look at Lysa, Petyr and
Sansa, pointing a finger with bright red fingernails.
“Are you sure you want her left here with him? Your sisters little look alike?
And you say my brothers the pervert!”
“Get. Out!” Lysa screamed in response, and Cersei sped off and the door was
slammed after her.
Sansa stood there in the now empty hallway, filled only with the sound of
Lysa's heavy breathing.
She glanced at Petyr and their was an echo in her head.
'Are you sure you want her left here with him?'
Then she watched as Petyr went to embrace Lysa, and she all but fell into him.
“Oh, my fierce little wife. You sent her running.” he said, warmly.
“We need to call the police...” Was the first thing she mumbled weakly.
“Shhh, shhhh, let me deal with that.” he soothed her.
“What about Catlyn? I should call her too”
“Or perhaps it would be best if Sansa did that herself, hm?” Petyr brushed her
loose hair away from her face, smiling down at her.
Lysa smiled back, though a little hesitantly “Well, I suppose, but I still
think-”
But Petyr kissed her gently and she stopped.
“We can leave this 'till morning, I should think. It's late, and this has all
been rather...taxing.”
Sansa rather thought that perhaps Lysa was going to say more. She held her gaze
with Petyr for a few seconds longer, like words were on her lips as he smiled
at her, but in the end she just nodded.
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Sansa didn't feel like she thanked her aunt enough. Before they all parted to
go back to bed, she'd only mumbled it, almost as an afterthought, but really it
was because so much seemed to have happened in those ten minutes, it was like
it hadn't quite processed yet.
She sat on her bed with the lights on, knowing she should at least try to sleep
soon since she had school tomorrow, but it wasn't as if sleep was going to come
easy now.
So far she'd had the impression that Lysa didn't quite like her, and she wasn't
so sure she liked her aunt back much herself, but she'd fought for her. Not
Petyr, but Lysa. If Lysa hadn't come down those stairs, she wondered if she
would have been in the back of Cersei's stretch limo right about now, still in
her nightie.
There was a soft knock on her door, and it opened before Sansa could say
anything in reply, revealing Petyr.
He regarded her with a quick smile, slipping into the room, gently shutting the
door behind him. Sansa sat up straight against the head board as he took a seat
down the end of her bed, hands neatly in his lap, looking pleased with himself.
“I think that went rather well, to be honest” was the the first thing out of
his mouth.
Sansa nodded, vaguely “I suppose....so, am I going to stay here now? Until mum
gets back?”
“I should think so. If Cersei has any more complaints, I'd be happy to ring the
police and let them know she lost your sister, and she knows it. I think we
have her at bay for now.”
“I thought you said you were going to ring the police about Arya anyway?” Sansa
frowned.
“Yes. To Lysa though, not Cersei.”
“....so, are you going to ring the police or not?”
“No.” Petyr said very simply.
“But-” Sansa started, but Petyr tempered her with a wave of his hand.
“It creates more problems than it solves, and I doubt they'd find her anyway.
We don't want your mother knowing, and we want that leverage over Cersei. I
know you're truly worried for your sister, as am I, don't think me heartless. I
have people looking for her already, I've already made some calls.”
Sansa eyed him more warily than ever before “What do you mean 'people', what
people?”
“People who are good at finding other people. Better than most underpaid
policemen, I assure you.”
Sansa wanted that to soothe her but it didn't. She didn't know what she was
starting to see about Petyr Baelish, but it was something new and vaguely
disconcerting, and she didn't quite know why. He'd helped her, she had confided
in him about Arya, and he hadn't given her away. She'd wanted to stay here, she
had. He was still nice and warm and smiled at her, she told herself, trying to
shake away the doubts, and the last, confusing, words of Cersei that wouldn't
stop running through her mind.
She decided she wouldn't mention that though.
“What did you tell Lysa? About Tyrion?” she asked.
“Oh, that,” Petyr said, sounding non-plussed “When I tried to convince her
earlier to let you stay, I may have embellished the truth about what you may
have gone through. Everyone knows the man has a weakness for pretty women
anyway, you yourself wondered if he was a pervert, and frankly to most, he is.”
Sansa felt a little stab of guilt press into her gut. Tyrion had been nicer to
her than the others.
“I didn't mean...he didn't actually do anything, I don't want to falsely accuse
him of-”
“Sansa, don't worry yourself over it. Even if the Lannister's believe it, they
would never let a story like that leak to the press. It's only a tiny smidgen
of blackmail on our part, and it won't come back to him in any big way, I
promise. There's no need to feel bad. Plus, he didn't exactly help you much,
did he?”
“....no” Sansa submitted, staring down at the bedsheets. That was true, she
supposed, and if it wasn't actually going to hurt him...
“Did you...did you say you had to convince Lysa to let me stay?” she asked her
next question tentatively.
“She wasn't keen on the idea at first, true.”
Sansa frowned “But then why did she fight Cersei like that? To protect me?”
Petyr smiled “Lysa hates Cersei. She hates all the Lannister's, for petty
reasons and real ones. It hardly matters what Lysa thinks of you staying,
anything she could take away from Cersei Lannister, she would take.”
Oh, she thought. She had hoped it had something to do with love and family.
That she was wanted here.
“You still look worried.” Petyr observed, and Sansa shrugged.
“I'm just tired, that's all.”
He nodded in a way that suggested he didn't believe her, but didn't press it.
“Maybe it would be better if you missed school tomorrow. Have an impromptu long
weekend.”
Sansa liked that idea a lot. It was the only easy thing to think of an answer
to so far “Yes, ok.”
“Good, and if your not too tired tomorrow, perhaps we could do something?”
“We?”
“Me, you, Lysa and Robin. He's homeschooled, and Lysa's hardly strict on his
timetable. He's going to love hearing he'll have you around for awhile.”
Petyr smiled and talked about a family day out as if everything was alright,
and all of this trouble with Cersei, the mess they still seemed in the middle
of, was non-existant. He wasn't thick, Sansa knew. Did he think she was?
He didn't want to play happy families, she knew that much. She could only guess
why he really wanted her here.
“Yeah....sounds good.” she found herself nodding.
Chapter End Notes
     Lets not forget that I very much see Baelish as a sociopath who is
     very good at manipulating those around him to get exactly what he
     wants, so I write him being 'nice' but that 'niceness' doesn't truly
     have very good intentions about it, hm hm.
     And honestly it's so easy to demonise Lysa, and while I do make her a
     bit of a butt of a joke, you can't fault her need to protect
     children. She's pathetically under Petyr's thumb and she's petty when
     it comes to her sister and Sansa, but she's also a mother and I think
     her reaction to Arya being missing would be an actually compassionate
     one.
     Also, sorry to anyone who hates the word 'midget' like I do. I know
     it's a horrible thing to call someone, but I felt it was still in
     character with Lysa. She's problematic.
***** Portraits *****
When Lysa suggested they go out to breakfast, Sansa thought perhaps they would
go to Costa, or a Starbucks. That's what the Starks would have always done, if
they ever made a trip into town. It was the only place six different children
could all find something to eat, where Sansa herself would always try the
latest frothy coffee or another and instagramming it, while Arya would usually
get a bacon buttie, or something equally disgusting, and her little brothers
would get hot chocolates and muffins, without fail, and Jon and Rob trying to
drink long blacks and flat whites like they were so much older and
sophisticated as they complained about being dragged along in the first place.
Cat would simply try and take the order and maintain the small crowd of them,
while her Dad had to politely ask people if he could drag away a chair from
their table that they weren't using, to seat his small brood of children.
But no. Lysa and Petyr's idea of a bite to eat in London was high tea at
Fortnum and Masons.
Their was plush red carpet and chandeliers hanging on the shop floor, where
there were displays of tea from all over the world, all in exquisitely
decorated packages. They were led up to the fourth floor, where the bannisters
of the staircase of the old building shone gold, to the Diamond Jubilee Tea
Salon. The maitrde, of course, was quick to boast that, yes, the tearoom was
opened by the Queen herself, and that he would escort them to their 'Taerista'.
Sansa heard Petyr scoff at the word as they were led through to a small table
by the window, where the so called 'Tearista', presented them with a wooden
tray with four tea tasting cups, all different blends, all of which got a
little introductory speech with information about how it was made, where it was
from, how it was picked, the size of the leaves...which was very, very dull in
Sansa's opinion, but Lysa seemed to enjoy it. Robin fussed in his chair a bit
too, but she took him by the hand and escaped with him to look at the carriage
full of tea cakes and pastries. There were lovely little marzipan mice in pink
and white, with chocolate hazelnut hedgehogs, and strawberry and lemon tarts,
eclairs and custard scrolls and Sansa maybe would have liked to take a picture,
but she was suddenly very aware that this was the kind of place you had to act
a lady. She was glad that she'd at least worn a nice dress. As she busied Robin
by asking him what names they could give all the marzipan mice, she glanced
back over at Petyr, where he eventually saw her looking and very slyly mimed
choking himself with his tie, as Lysa and the 'Tearista' where busy talking
about green tea with hints of elderflower.
Sansa ended up ordering a cautious cup of Lemon tea, which she ended up not
really liking, but sipped dutifully anyway, so not to waste it. Petyr ended up
ordering a coffee, despite his new education in tea, and Robin threatened tears
if he couldn't have chocolate milk, which wasn't on the menu, but it was
arranged for him quick enough anyway. They also ended up with a little marzipan
mouse each, the ones they had named Thomas and Claire.
When it came time to leave, Sansa caught a glimpse of the bill and it was
terribly expensive. Much, much more than an entire Stark families trip to
Starbucks. Petyr only handed over his card without a qualm, and Lysa looked
just as nonplussed.
“Right, ready for a bit of walk?” Petyr said, as they stepped out onto the
bustling Piccadilly street, with every type of tourist, shopper and worker
crowding the pavement alike.
They'd planned, well, Lysa had planned really, to go and visit the National
Portrait Gallery. Something educational, she'd said, to make up for the fact
that Sansa was missing school.
When she told Robin where they were going, however, he let out a whine, already
caving in on himself.
“Do we have to?” he grizzled into Lysa's skirts “Can't we got to Hamley's
instead?”
“No, come on, we got you some new toys the other week, and I think we'll have a
nice time at the gallery, won't we?” Lysa tried to sound chipper, but Robin was
having none of it.
“Don't want to go!” he stomped his little foot.
“Oh, Robin, sweetheart, don't be like that-”
“Don't. Wan't. To. go!” he all but screamed, making a group of asian tourists
all turn to look.
“Robin-” Petyr tried, but he was cut off immediately,
“You can't make me go!” he cried, swinging a badly aimed little fist at Petyr's
legs, which missed, but the kick that followed after collided nicely with the
grown mans shins.
“Robin, try that again and you'll be-”
“CAN'T MAKE ME!”
Sansa watched as Petyr tried to keep as much composure as he could, as Robin
screamed and kicked, and flailed his arms, with Lysa trying to clutch him to
her instead, cooing at him softly.
Sansa, more than anything, just wanted the scene to stop so the rest of the
street would stop staring.
“Robin,” she bent down, having to raise her voice a little as she put a gently
hand on his shoulder “Robin, listen, the galleries really fun!” she urged, only
just getting his attention. Then she took out her little marzipan mouse from
it's paper bag “Look, Claire told me she really wants to go, and so do I. We've
never been before. Do you think you and Thomas would like to come with us?”
Robin was still breathing heavily, persisting with his little whining noises as
snot dribbled down over his lip before he could wipe it away with his sleeve.
But she had his attention.
“Oh, Robin,” she held up Claire the marzipan mouse, and overcame any
embarrassment she had for the good of everyones sanity, as she put on a little
simpering voice “Please, please come with us to see all the paintings. Maybe
you can help me find some with mice in them, I'd so like to see that!”
Sansa turned a bit pink, as she knew both Petyr and Lysa were listening as she
did this, but Robins whimpers had left him, and his lip had almost stopped
trembling, so she made Claire wriggle up his sleeve.
“Please, Robin, we won't have us much fun without you! Oh, say you'll come with
us, please?”
A smile made it's way onto Robins face as Sansa made Claire boop him on the
cheek, like she was giving him a little kiss, and then he nodded, reaching into
his own paper bag for Thomas. He went to do the same to Sansa, pressing the
treat a little too hard to Sansa's face so that she had a sugary smudge on her
cheek, but at that, he was giggling, so she didn't mind too much.
He was pliable after that, and as they walked through the busy London streets,
Petyr gave her a thankful look. She had to keep up the little game though,
switching over to her mouse voice the whole way there.
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“There aren't any portraits of mice. There aren't any portraits of any animals,
at all.”
“Mmm.” Sansa nodded at her cousin.
“Why do all the old men have white hair like that?”
“I don't know Robin, they're probably wigs.” Sansa sighed, her voice coming out
very flatly. An hour of being a chirpy mouse had taken it's toll, as had
Robin's questions.
“This one has a wig too. Why did they wear wigs?”
“I don't know Robin.”
“Are they bald under there?”
“Maybe,” Sansa wandered after him as he rushed ahead, gazing at the regency
portraits of women in flowery dresses and men in military uniforms.
By now her hand was sticky with Marzipan, as it had begun to melt in her palm.
Robin had bitten into Thomas half an hour ago, so now he was just a decapitated
little mouse head.
“Come on, lets go to the next room, you're so slow,” Robin kept charging
forward, barely glancing at the pictures on the wall.
“Don't rush Robin, we have to wait for your Mum and Petyr,” she called out in
vain, sick of chasing after him.
“They're even slower than you. I want to go to the gift shop. Is there much
more to look at?” he ran back past her “Mum, Petyr, hurry up! You're taking
forever!” he yelled, making Sansa wince as the security guard in the corner
gave her a nasty look.
“Shhh, shh, darling, we keep our voice down in the gallery, don't we?” Lysa
hurried in from the previous room, Petyr following languidly behind her.
Sansa watched as Robin pulled his mother along by the hand, still babbling
about the gift shop. She had to admit it wasn't a bad idea. She was quite over
it all herself by now.
“I can't stand children, to be honest with you,” was Petyr's way of starting
conversation as he wandered up behind her, looking just as bored “lousy
conversationalists, you can't drink with them, they haven't travelled, terrible
taste in movies...”
Sansa smiled and shrugged “I don't mind them, really. I guess that comes from
having three younger siblings.”
“Must have been good practice for you. You are very good with him,” Petyr
nodded in the vague direction his wife and step son had dissapeared too in the
distance “it's a god send you're around really, and it's only your first day
staying with us.”
“Yes, it's like you've gotten a free in-house nanny. Is that the only real
reason you really want me staying? ” she teased.
He smiled back for a second like he might have almost given one, searching her
face as Sansa waited for the words to leave him. Then he just as quickly turned
his head to examine a portrait.
“Oh, look here. What a nice painting this is.” he said, a non-answer. Sansa
stood there as he wandered closer to exam the painting, her smile dropping. She
supposed she shouldn't be annoyed. She hadn't exactly phrased the question very
seriously, but even a jokey answer would have been nice. Jokey, not flirty,
definitely not, she assured herself.
The portrait in question was of an attractive girl, dressed quite plainly in
white linen, and she posed with soft hands at her face, looking coyly off to
the side of the frame.
“Emma Hamilton,” Petyr read from the placard on the wall beside her “Daughter
of a blacksmith, who became the mistress of Charles Greville.”
“Pretty,” Sansa commented, stepping forward to read the rest “Though I don't
know who Charles so and so is.”
“Neither do I, but he seems like a lucky man. It says Emma here she was quite
popular with artists of the day for her beauty. Charming reputation too.”
Her eyes scanned over the text and caught a particular line “He wasn't that
lucky. She ended up marrying his uncle over him.”
Petyr's eyes never left the painting, but she saw his mouth purse hiding a much
wider smile.
“Wouldn't it be nice if they still did portraits these days,” he mused, again,
tactfully avoiding her words as if he was having a conversation with himself
“there's something so much nicer about brush strokes. They look softer. Theres
so much care put into them as well. A lot of love has to go into a painting,
rather than someone simply pressing a button and making a flash go off.”
“Would you pay a man to paint you, then?” Sansa asked, but he laughed.
“No, I don't think so. I'm hardly a man someone would lovingly paint,” he waved
a hand at the coy Emma Hamilton “pretty girls, they're the true muses of the
art world. Think of every famous portrait you know. Go on, list them.”
Sansa tried to remember her art history lessons “I don't know. The Mona Lisa.
The girl with the Pearl earring. That one of Anne Boleyn where she has that
little 'B' necklace”
“All pretty girls....and now that I think about it, all quite famed mistresses.
Just like young Emma here.”
He was looking at her now, and she had to look away so he wouldn't see her face
tinge pink “I was told they never found out who the girl with the pearl earring
was. That's why the paintings so famous.”
“Yes, well, they spin quite a compelling story in that movie with Scarlett
Johansen and Colin firth, so I like to believe that version.”
“And the Mona Lisa? I never heard she was a mistress?”
“Again, only a theory, but a nice one. A muse and lover of DaVinci himself.”
“So, they are all famous, with their faces hung in renowned galleries, just for
fooling around with kings and old painters?”
“Well behaved woman rarely make history.” Petyr quipped “And Anne Boleyn was
queen of England for a time, just for fooling around with a king, so don't
knock her too hard.”
Sansa again turned to Emma Hamilton.
“She'll be remembered forever, here like this.” she said, quite wistfully.
“Beauty, romance and scandal make a lovely mix, don't they?”
Then Sansa felt Petyr step toward her, right close to her side, so that the
sudden invasion of her personal space left her quite surprised.
“You may not have noticed,” he whispered lowly by her ear, and she felt her
breath hitch involuntarily “But there is a man following us.”
She didn't know what she was expecting, but it definitely wasn't that. She went
to turn her head, but he tutted “No, don't look. He's by the entranceway.
Checkered shirt, brown hair. Come, lets move on to the next room.”
Sansa felt as if he was mad, but she followed him as they walked. Slowly, she
let her head turn casually, as if she was taking in one last sweep of the art,
when she saw the man Petyr described.
He was scrolling through his phone, looking bored, but as she glanced at him,
his eyes flicked up to hers. It was only a second, and she didn't think he saw
as she flicked her gaze back to nothing.
“What do you mean he's been following us? Why?” she muttered after Petyr.
“I first noticed him at Fortnum and Masons. When we left I thought I remembered
seeing him as we came in, and thought, god, that mans been browsing through
racks of tea for awhile now. Then I saw him again when we queued here for
tickets. Saw him at the back of the line as we made our way in. He's been
faintly behind us the whole way around the gallery.”
“Are you sure it's not just a coincidence? I mean, theres no need to jump too
any.......you're not just playing a joke on me right now, are you?” Sansa
frowned.
“Keep your voice down.” Petyr said with a dropped tone, in a way that told her
if he was joking, he was taking it very far.
“Well, if he IS some kind of stalker, should we say something? Tell security,
make him leave? He has his phone on him, do you think he's been taking
pictures? God, why is he following us in the first-”
“Think for a second.” he cut her off “Who would want to keep tabs on you? Who
already lost a Stark girl from right under their nose?”
Sansa blinked, still slightly sure this was some kind of elaborate joke
“Cersei?”
“That's who I'd place my bets on.”
This was mad, Sansa thought. Like something from a movie. People don't really
get 'tailed' in real life do they? She felt like it especially wouldn't be
happening to her.
She wanted to glance back again, but was stopped with a faint touch on the arm.
“Now, don't panic. He's harmless. Probably only a member of her security team
sent to watch you. Make sure Lysa and myself aren't smuggling you down to
Cheshire or back North.”
“Why would she care so much though?” That was the most bizarre part to Sansa
“So what if we went to Cheshire, that's none of her business? Not really.”
“No. It isn't, but honestly Cersei's a woman who likes to make everything her
business, and you're good business.”
“What does that mean?”
“You're worth a lot of money. You're families worth a lot of money. There are
advantages in keeping you close.”
That answer barely answered anything at all, if anything, it only caused more
questions to spring up in her mind, but he didn't give her time to ask them.
“Come on. I think it's time we make our way to the gift shop, and then home.”
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The rest of the weekend went quickly in Sansa's memory.
She remembered spending Saturday in.
She helped make pancakes with Robin, where he insisted they make a whole three
platefuls, though they only got through half of them.
They went down to the park and fed the ducks.
Sansa thought she saw a man with brown hair and a phone camera, but he wasn't
wearing a checkered shirt, and she was sure it was nothing, she was just being
stupid.
Saturday night Petyr went out and she didn't work up the nerve to ask if she
could come. Though she thought she might try it next week.
She heard him come home late at night, and just happened to get up for a glass
of water when he did, so she could bump into him in the kitchen.
Sunday she did more colouring, played shops for hours, where she had to be the
customer, buying wicker baskets full of plastic fruit, which Robin would ring
up on his Fischer Price till and insist he owed her five hundred and two
dollars.
Myranda came over, after she'd heard Sansa was living here now, and the girls
had chattered on in what Sansa now regarded as her room, and she loved how out
there Myranda was. She told her all sorts of mad stories, and showed her some
very rude pictures some boys had sent her on her phone, that had Sansa bright
red from embarrassment and laughter.
The last thing she remembered enjoying was watching the Girl with the Pearl
Earring. Petyr brought it home on DVD, and asked if she wanted to watch it. She
asked if he wanted to watch it with her, and so they did, in the evening, after
Lysa had already gone to bed.
Sansa remembered thinking how well timed it was, for the phone to ring just
minutes after the credits had started rolling. She'd even laughed at it.
The man who made that call was the one who told her her mother and brother were
dead.
***** The Lions Den *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Her Father was dead. Old news.
Her Mother and brother were dead. New news. The top story on every news
channel.
Her sister was officially listed as missing. A picture of her from her
fourteenth birthday party was the one they showed on screen, one that Sansa
recognised had once sat in a frame on the mantle of her old home. She wondered
if Arya was dead now too. Her calls had stopped coming, or at least that's what
the Lannister's told her. They'd taken away her phone, and her laptop. The lies
Sansa had told about her sisters running away was how Cersei justified seizing
them.
She recognised the pictures they'd used of her two little brothers too, and had
run to he toilet to be sick when they showed the two small body bags being
carried away on stretchers, and the empty look on Theon Greyjoys face as he was
hauled into the back of a police car.
She was the only Stark left, she realised, and the next two months of her life
were both a wild chaos, and an eerie calm.
The eerie calm is what she slipped into. She just begun to disconnect from it.
Almost like she wasn't even there. The chaos just happened around her. Things
like this didn't happen. Not to people like her. Not to families who used to
fight over who got to sit in the bean bag chair, who cheered each other on at
junior soccer matches, who used to say grace at dinner when they were all
together every night. Was that a long time ago, or a short one? she couldn't
decide. It felt like both.
All at once there were so many cameras, and news outlets and phone calls. The
press was relentless.
'A massacre' was what all the papers said. A blood bath. Names that were
emboldened on papers right next to issues of teen vogue and a chip stand on the
streets of London. The sight was so common in the first few weeks, but now it
all began to taper off. Like it had all just been entertainment, fodder to sell
a magazine, or spike the ratings on a news channel. Now everyone was
forgetting, moving on, getting back to their lives. Her families tragedy was
just a story to them, not a reality. She couldn't forget. Couldn't even fathom
moving on.
The Lannister's had taken her back. They made it legal. Cersei was her legal
guardian now.
That can happen, Petyr explained, back in the court house when it all started
spiralling out of control. She'd cried and clutched at him as it wasn't fair,
it wasn't right, it wasn't what she wanted, why was nobody listening to her,
she'd sobbed. The next of kin isn't wasn't stated in Ned or Cat's wills, the
guardianship can be contested, all these stupid, stupid things Petyr had said
to her even as she barely understood it all. He said they'd tried for custody,
him and Lysa, and even Jon, as futile as it seemed, they all tried, but it was
in vain. Lysa had a history of relying on medication, something Sansa never
knew about, something that was enough to have her deemed unfit enough. Jon was
only twenty one, and living in a run down flat with three other friends.
Cersei had been looking after Sansa already, been the last one known to be
entrusted with her care, and had children of a similar age. Everyone vouched
for her, everyone had only ever known Sansa to enjoy her boyfriend Joffrey, and
her friend Myrcella, and her days spent at their home. They thought they were
doing her good, but they barely gave Sansa a chance to tell them it had all
changed. Petyr said that they wouldn't want to know. It wasn't about what she
wanted, this was the way of it, the Lannister's got what they wanted and for
reasons Sansa still didn't understand, they wanted her. He told her they had a
shameful amount of money to spend bribing judges and court officials. The
Lannister's had never lost a court case, and their scandals had never come to
light. That's what being one of the richest families in the country could buy
you.
Bribery. Massacres. All this madness was her life and it barely comprehended
anymore.
They'd pulled her out of school too. It was too much for her, Cersei had told
them, all this emotional distress, the attention from classmates. It was better
if Sansa could be given her class work to do at home. Home where they could
keep an eye on her, she knew.
She had a lavish room, the in-home chef made her any food she wanted, Cersei
took her shopping with Myrcella and bought her new shoes, and told her she
wanted to see her smile, but even as Cersei seemed sweet, it was as if Sansa
still felt suffocated. Cersei was not an idiot. How would people believe Sansa
if she tried to tell them how scared she felt in this house, when by all
accounts she being kept in a loving home, being doted on. If you only glanced,
and didn't really look, it would all seem lovely. Sansa was in a lovely prison,
she thought, when she noticed her calls being listened too, when she was told
she could only leave the house with the prescence of a security guard. For her
own safety, Cersei told her.
Then there was Joffrey. Joffrey was something else all together.
And Petyr had just stood there and watched on the steps of the court house, as
Cersei had a red clawed hand on her shoulder, guiding her into the car, where
Sansa had heard the locks click down as the doors shut behind her.
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Another month passed. Sansa sat in the empty theatre room, staring at the blank
screen that was almost the size of the wall, clutching a chinchilla fur blanket
which was as ridiculously opulent as it was soft. She'd come in here with a
mind to watch a movie, but somehow she'd found herself simply sitting on one of
the vast leather sofas and simply sitting, curled up, wishing she could be a
girl in a movie. Not an actress, an actual girl from a movie. Like Holly
Golightly, or Elle woods, or any of the other pretty girls whos problems could
be solved and who men fell in love with.
Then their was the creak of the door and a touch of giggling, and Sansa stared
over the back of the sofas to see Tyrion, and a dark haired maid he led in by
the hand.
“Is my Lion feeling fierce today?”
“More than fierce, my girl, I can't even wait till we're upstairs, not when you
look at me like that, you-”
The maid noticed her first, Shae, Sansa remembered her name. She was one of the
ones that Cersei sent to check on her most, to see that she was still tucked
away in her room.
She immediately jumped away from Tyrion with a squeak of surprise, and Tyrion's
face dropped from flirtatious to pained within seconds of spotting Sansa.
There was a moment of un-sure silence, though Sansa was the least phased.
He was still kind to her, she supposed. Still kinder than the others, though
that was a pretty low bar, but Cersei had told him about what Lysa had said,
about how Sansa had 'confessed' how he'd been inappropriate with her. He gave
her a wide birth as of now, and when they did meet eyes, he almost looked hurt.
Sansa would have felt more sorry for the lie she hadn't even created, if he
hadn't been one of them.
“Oh....hello.” Tyrion feigned a casual voice, arms swaying awkwardly at his
sides “Didn't see you there. Thought the room was empty...what with the
silence, and what not....”
He was trying to be funny, as he usually tried to be, but Sansa didn't say
anything. Three months here, she was used to not saying anything. She'd simply
figured out it was easier that way.
“Shae, run along, I'm sure something needs to be dusted upstairs.” he said, and
the maid left, relieved to be able to scamper away. Sansa had the feeling she
made the maids somewhat uncomfortable. They knew what was happening, they
simply skirted around the sullen girl with the dead family and the dead eyes,
who watched them, almost daring them to comment on the bruises that had started
to show up on her arms.
Sansa watched as he approached her almost cautiously, the door shutting behind
them. Sansa turned her head to face the blank screen again.
He pulled himself up onto the end of the sofa and sighed, theatrically.
“So....about that.” he started, but Sansa wanted to make this quick.
“I already knew you were sleeping with her.”
Tyrion's lips went thin.
“....did you?....how?”
She shrugged, rudely, and he squirmed uncomfortably. Good.
“Please, please...tell me you're just an observant little thing, and not that
this is common gossip among other maids, or god forbid, any one of my family-”
She shrugged again, stroking the chinchilla blanket.
“Sansa,” he tried to be threatening now, but Sansa was hardly scared. What
could he do to her that Joffrey was not already doing? He wouldn't hit her, she
knew. Only Joffrey was allowed to do that, he'd made that clear to the
household.
“Sansa, please, if everyone knows about Shae, she might have to leave, and she
doesn't have her visa, she might not get other work-”
Sansa listened. She liked Shae. She brought her snacks from the pantries, even
after Cersei had put her on a diet, to make sure she didn't binge herself and
put on weight as sad girls are want to do, in the woman's own words.
“Petyr told me.” She admitted as easily as she'd hid it “I don't know who he
heard it from.”
Tyrion seemed to take half a minute to process this “Petyr? You mean Petyr
Baelish?”
She nodded.
He drank this in, and cursed “Sleazy bastard.”
“He is not.” Sansa found herself saying, on impulse, and the words were sharp
and biting.
Tyrion held up his hands in defence “Hey, easy....I meant no offence.” he
seemed surprised at her reaction “I know he's your...sort of uncle, in a
legally binding kind of way.”
“He married my Aunt. That makes him family to me.”
Tyrion smiled sadly. Pityingly “Yes, some of the last of it you have...” he
trailed off on that thought, before his hand reached out gingerly to touch her
arm. She flinched and he drew it away quick.
“Look, Sansa....I am sorry about....all of this, I am.”
“No you're not.” she mumbled “Otherwise you'd let me leave.....I want to
leave.”
He laughed, but not with humour. Sansa found Tyrion had a laugh for every
occasion, for every mood of his, and this one was full of frustration “And if I
had any say over what went on in this house, I would let you, but I don't. It's
my father.....sister. Joffrey. I only take up space, what I think or want
doesn't factor into anything.”
He can't look past his own nose, Sansa thought, resentfully. He acts as if he
feels sorry for me, when it quickly turns into feeling sorry for himself.
“Besides....as strict as this household is, I wouldn't think it any better for
you to be in Lysa and Petyr's care.”
“Why not?” she rose to the statement, defensive.
He sighed “Well, he's not....he's just....I know you may be attached to him in
the sense that you consider him family, but I doubt you really know him. What
he is....what he does.”
A horrible feeling pooled in Sansa's stomach, wanting to hear more, but not at
the same. He'll lie, or he'll get it wrong, he's a Lannister, and he doesn't
know anything of how kind Petyr was to her.
“I know him better than you,” she tried to say with confidence, even as it felt
like a lie “I wanted to stay with him...and Lysa, and Robin. My family.” she
added quickly.
Tyrion looked like he was wrestling with all the words in his head, carefully
choosing what ones would leave his mouth.
“Please, just...trust me when I say he is not a good man. I don't want to upset
you but-”
“He is a good man,” Sansa insisted “he was kind to me.”
Tyrion's eyes flashed at that “Yes, I'm sure he was.” He muttered in a way
Sansa didn't like at all.
No, what did he know. He was a Lannister, a drinker, someone who fucked the
maids, why would she even listen to him. He was only saying all this so she
wouldn't run away like Arya, so it made staying here seem better. He thought
she was stupid. As if he could sway her mind with such vague accusations and
not a word to back it up. She wasn't even going to stick around to see if he
would try and lie to her anymore, and so the chinchilla blanket was thrown off
her lap, and Sansa left him there alone in the theatre room, not bothering to
utter a word.
Chapter End Notes
     No Petyr this chapter, I'm so sorry, I really am.
     But by getting these scenes out of the way, I promise that the next
     chapter will be longer and MUCH more interesting. I need to showcase
     the passing of time, and the growing desperation of being stuck in
     the Lannister household, that would cause Sansa to do something as
     reckless as sneaking out to find Petyr's club next chapter....
***** Escape *****
Chapter Notes
     Ok, so guess who under estimated my wooOOOooord cooount hmmmmmmm.
     So, the mockingbird isn't in THIS chapter, exactly, but know that it
     will be soon. So I lied, but also this was a quick update, and the
     next update will be very quick too. Try to think of it as all the
     excitement....broken down into smaller, fast delivered,
     bites.....sorry.
Sansa huddled low to the floor, eyes screwed shut, bracing herself against the
blows that came down hard on her back, her ribs, everywhere that wasn't her
face. She was sure he had been told not to bruise her face.
She didn't even know what is was about this time. She'd only been in her room,
flipping through magazines, when he'd stormed in and without a word had grabbed
her.
She'd cried out, asking him what was wrong, that she hadn't done anything, but
it wasn't as if he cared to listen. Sansa was sure she saw a flash of a figure
peer in from down the hall, it may have been Cersei, it may have been Jamie, it
could have been anyone. Whoever it was didn't care to walk in and stop him.
They were all scared of him, she realised, just as she was. He wasn't right,
they could all see it. She'd heard hushed gossip from Shae that they'd tried
sending him to therapy, school councillors, all when Robert was alive, for all
the good it did him. Now Joffrey was older, and he couldn't be forced to do
anything. Everyone catered to him and his moods. His temper. Tommen had once
whispered how Joffrey had put his kitten in the washing machine when they were
younger. They all said it was just boyful mischief gone wrong, but they used
that excuse when he 'accidentally' broke Myrcella's wrist when fighting over
the tv remote, when he pushed the maids too roughly, when he made the chef eat
dog food when he'd prepared his dinner the way he didn't like it. The more and
more you paid attention, the more and more stories people told. Perhaps they
were all glad she was the new scapegoat, she thought. Better her than me.
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Hours later, sore and bruised, Sansa sat alone in her room.
It turned out someone had deleted some tv programs he'd recorded on the Sky
box. That's all it was. It hadn't been her, but that hardly mattered now.
Then, out of nowhere, great, fat, tears started rolling down her cheeks, and
Sansa found herself sobbing.
She couldn't cry in front of Joffrey. 'My Father died too, you know' he would
spit at her, whenever he caught her wiping at her eyes with her sleeve. She
didn't want to cry in front of anyone else. Hell, she was sick of looking at
her own tear stained face. Sick, sick, sick of it, sick of him, sick of them,
sick of being here and being this pathetic. That's what she was, she hiccuped
through a thick sob, pathetic. Arya wouldn't sit here and cry and take this,
she would hit Joffrey back. Scratch and bite at him and run away. She had run
away even. She was the fearless one. Even now Sansa could only imagine striking
back at Joffrey. She'd never thrown a punch in her life. What damage would she
even manage to do, before he could deliver it back three times over? And then
what? Would he break her wrist, make her eat dog food? Cersei would be livid
too, maybe lock her in her room, stop her from even leaving with the guards,
take more and more from her. She could never get away with such a thing.
Sansa screwed up her eyes and hated how her mind ruined it. How she couldn't
think of anything to do but to sit here and cry over everything. It was only
now starting to settle in as reality, that this was the new way of things. It
hadn't seemed real at first. Surely things would get better, they just would,
someone would help her, they'd notice what was happening and stop it....but
they had noticed....but it was only going to keep happening.
Unless she could stop being pathetic. Unless she was more like Arya.
It was then that Sansa felt herself stop crying almost at once. Something took
over her sadness, took over her completely. A kind of resolve.
With one last sniff and wipe at her eyes, she was off her bed, and over to her
cupboards.
Her pyjamas were wrenched off and she dug through her clothes. Black, she
thought. I need to wear black.
The only jeans she'd packed and had with her were pale blue, so instead she
pulled on a pair of black tights, and even if it was cold out at this time, she
had to go with her black dress over the top as it was the only other dark
clothing she owned. It wasn't any less practical than pastel pink dresses and
pretty blouses.
A bag, the biggest one she could find. Clothes, her nightie, toothbrush,
makeup, socks, purse, as much as she could fit was shoved in. She didn't have
much anyway, and she left her heels and her books and her old uniform, they
didn't seem important now. Her mind was running like someone else's. Think
practically she thought. The plan was coming to her as she scrambled around her
room.
She still had her money, tucked away, enough for a train ticket. She'd just get
on, she thought, who cares where it took her, as long as it was away. Their was
uncle Edmure, or great uncle Brynden. She didn't know their addresses, not off
by heart, but she knew it was in the lake district. The school her grandfather
had owned, she'd ask where that was and go there, they'd know how to get her in
contact with them.
With a place to go, her mind raced as to how she could get out without being
seen. It was ten pm, pitch black outside, if she got through the gardens no one
would see her.
But the fence. The security guards. She was sure their were cameras all around
the perimeter. It really was like a prison.
Movies, Sansa thought. How do teenagers always sneak out at night in Movies.
The window.
She grabbed her bag, glad to feel that it was still light with what little
she'd brought, and pulled up the window, leaning out of the frame. It was a two
storey drop down into the bushes below.
Maybe it wouldn't be that bad, she thought for a mad second, but as soon she
sat on the ledge half way out the window she got the shakes and backed away.
For a long few minutes she sat there, half in, half out of that window, hands
gripping the frame. Sansa Stared out across the richest suburb in England, at
the other houses, the tall tree's in their yards, at the city beyond in the
distance.
Then she looked across, and her eyes fell on to the small garden green house
that sat here at the back of the house, where the groundskeepers kept all their
equipment for maintaining the Lannister's opulent garden.
Her eyes darted above it, and if she was right, the window above it was the
window to Tyrion's bedroom, she was sure of it. If only she could be at that
window, she could climb down onto the garden house roof, slide down and run
across the lawn to the wall. Their was a back gate to the property, that's
where she'd head too. Their were key cards used to open them without setting
off the alarm, she recognised the ones Cersei and Joffrey had. If she had one
of those, they wouldn't even know she'd slipped out.
Tyrion's room. If she was going to get out that way, she would grab his key
card. It'd be in his wallet. Find that, easy, it all seemed possible, just get
to Tyrion's room.
Another few minutes of apprehension were outweighed by the pounding in her
ears. Don't be pathetic, just do it, do it, think like Arya. Arya could climb
out a window and down a garden house no second thought.
Sansa switched off her light as she crept around her bedroom door, into the
darkened hall.
She could hear the sounds of a TV lightly drifting from downstairs. Most likely
Jamie or Cersei. Good, they were at the front of the house. She was nervous at
being spied through the windows. She was nervous about everything as she
stepped out and crept down towards Tyrion's room, glad the hall was carpeted,
so her footsteps couldn't be heard.
Tyrion was always up at this hour, somewhere else in the house. Drinking in the
den, up late on his office computer, either, or. Sansa knew him to go to bed as
late as one in the morning, sleeping in till the afternoon.
She pushed open his door, and her whole body froze as she heard a surprised
“Hello?”
His lights were on, that was Tyrion's voice, he was in his room, Sansa's mind
screamed at her.
She was quick enough to drop her back behind the door, as Tyrion was suddenly
before her, staring up at her, half dressed in his pyjamas, looking bemused.
“Sansa?”
“Oh, oops,” her mind worked in a kind of panicked efficiency “Wrong room, was
just coming back from the loo. Sorry.”
“Dressed in that?” he stared at her black dress and tights.
“Yes, well....the full length mirror. I was just messing about with
outfits....Joffrey's birthdays coming up soon. Trying to think what to wear.”
“Ah, right. 'Mirror selfies' that's what all you girls put up on facebook these
days, isn't it?” he nodded, as if knowingly, and Sansa smiled and nodded along
too.
“Yep. Hope it get's lots of likes.” she laughed through her nerves, thinking
that he must have forgotten both her phone and access to facebook has been
taken away.
“I'm sure it will,” he smiled “Goodnight, and remember, your's is the third
door down the hall, not the second.”
“Yes, again, really sorry. Night.” she made sure too look sheepish, as the door
was shut on her.
Then she hurried back to her room to curse. She slumped against her own door,
still in the dark, her heart not quite back to a normal beat rate.
This was stupid, she was stupid, how could she even think of doing this, she
was going to get caught, of course she was.......but as she sat there, she
breathed. She breathed and she calmed herself.
She was dressed, her bag packed, her plan in her head. She couldn't just go
back to bed now. How could she wake up and face tomorrow, when for the past
half hour her heart had been soaring with the idea of escape. Adrenaline,
that's what must be coursing through her, almost making her think more clearly
as she sat there and steeled herself. Don't listen to the doubts in your head,
that's pathetic Sansa, don't be here, be Arya.
The idea came to her all of a sudden, and Sansa acted on it before she could
talk herself out of it.
Again she crept out to the hall. She braved her way down the opposite end of
the landing, where she knew there was one of the many home phones on a trestle
table.
All the phones in the house were connected, the place was so big, sometimes you
really did need to use a phone just to call someone who happened to be on the
third storey if you were in the kitchen, and under the phones speed dial, they
were all listed. Sansa picked up the phone and dialled the downstairs hall
number.
It was picked up by one of the maids.
“Hello, Lannister house hold.” Came the foreign accent. Good, Sansa thought.
The Lannister's hired half their staff illegally, many of them couldn't read
English well yet. Hopefully she hadn't seen the caller ID.
“Yes, Hello,” she did her best American accent, impersonated from all the TV
she'd seen “I need to speak to Tyrion Lannister, please.”
“I, ah, yes, I can go get him for you. One moment.”
Luck, luck, luck. Sansa breathed as she put the phone down on the table off the
hook, pressing herself flat around the corner wall.
She waited, hearing the maid come up the stairs, heard her walk and knock on
Tyrion's door. He answered, annoyed.
“A phone call? At this hour? Did you ask who was calling?”
The maid had sounded nervous, apologising, as Tyrion mumbled on about making
sure to ask next time, though he followed her regardless.
Once they sounded out of sight, Sansa peered round, made sure they had
disappeared down the stairs, before hurrying to his bedroom, almost not
believing what she was doing.
She got inside his room and immediately she scanned for his wallet. Over to his
desk, nothing, his bedside table, nothing, she looked over everything.
His room was large, but rather sparse, besides all the piles of neatly arranged
books, so many they couldn't fit on his shelves. He had a bar cabinet, but
there was no wallet their either. Sansa began to panic, she did not have long.
If she was a man, where would she put her wallet?
Her mind flashed, and she dove for a pair of pants that hung over the end of
his bed, and Sansa breathed a held sigh of relief as she pulled out his wallet
from the back pocket. Opening it, she grabbed the key card she needed, and on a
second thought, the wad of cash that was in their too. He was a Lannister, they
were hardly strapped, she didn't feel bad about it. She was about to live a
life on the run, and she didn't want to live in a McDonalds or go hitchhiking
like her sister had been forced too.
It was as she turned around, she heard a flush come from the en-suite bathroom,
and Sansa's blood ran cold. She had the wallet in her hand and ran to the
window, pulling it up as fast as she could, not worrying if she was loud
anymore, but just as she swung her leg out, fear coursing through her, the
bathroom door opened, and a figure stopped dead when she spotted her.
Shae and Sansa locked eyes, the both of them stood there like deers in the
headlights.
It was a tense few seconds, and Sansa wondered if she could plead with Shae not
to tell, not to get her into trouble, if she begged she might not.
“Please-” Her voice cracked, scared, but she scarcely got the word out as Shae
hurried over to her.
“Hurry, don't slip.” was all the girl whispered, as she helped hold the window
up, so Sansa could step out onto the garden house.
***** The Mockingbird *****
After what felt like an hour of wandering around the dark, hardly recognisable
streets of London, Sansa had to admit that she was lost.
She hadn't thought of how hard this was going to be without her phone. No
google maps, no telling the time, no way of checking bus and train times...
She'd been alright for awhile, making her way out of Knightsbridge. She knew
her way around the streets well enough, and there were enough land marks around
for her to keep track off. Past the palace gardens, and Royal Albert hall, all
the way up Kensington road, it was just one long straight line for
awhile....then she'd spotted a car that she swore looked exactly like the one
Jamie Lannister drove. It was close enough to make her worry, and to decide
that she would stick to back streets, not the main ones. She was going exactly
the way they'd think she'd go, Sansa thought, thinking she was being clever
diverging down a side street. Sansa could have sworn that if she'd just turn
down this way, and keep walking parallel to the main road, she'd come out on
the street she was picturing in her head. Not that she knew the name of it, but
she knew what it looked like...except she kept walking and walking, coming to
the ends of streets, and not seeing anything familiar. So she'd try again, just
keep walking, it'll be the street around that corner, but no. More un-familiar
streets. Then she'd walk some more and come across something she did recognise,
like the Prada boutique, but if she was outside of Prada, then she was a long
way off where she thought she would be, and realised she must have done some
kind of loop, or a double back, she didn't know.
This was all to get to Kings Cross station. She thought it would be closer than
this. It didn't take that long to drive there, but again, she didn't want to
follow the route she could recognise from the back of the car window, as that
would mean risking the main streets. What if Shae had ended up telling? What if
Cersei had people out looking for her right now? Sansa powered on down foot
path after footpath, keeping her bag close as she walked past anybody, her head
down, the sounds of the city all around. She had a mind to get on the bus, but
then she thought she shouldn't waste money, not when she was sure the station
had to be close. She just kept walking, walking, walking.
“Hey,”
She heard a man call out, but this was London, people were loud, she minded her
own business.
“Hey...hey!”
Sansa turned around, and surprised, she realised the calling out was directed
at her. A man, a group of them, but only one was looking directly at her, a
horrible drunk smile on his face.
“Hey, yeah, you there, love.” he said. Well, slurred, more like.
No, no, no please, Sansa grimaced as the man dodged cars to cross the road,
just to come over to her, and Sansa didn't quite feel the need ro run, but she
didn't stop walking either. His friends were hollering out, and drunk laughter
from a pack of adult men was one of those sounds that just inspired a sense of
dread.
“Oi, where you going, gorgeous? Where you going?” she could hear him behind
her, and she turned, trying to smile.
“Just to the station,” she said, curtly.
“Aw, nah, going home? Where you going? Come out with us, come on, we're good
company, promise. You'd have a good time with us, love, you would.” he rambled,
and Sansa laughed. Some kind of nervous reflex.
“No, no thank you.” she hurried her steps.
“Awww, come on,” his voice got whinier “Just one drink, love, I'll even buy it
for ya', whatever you like? What's a girl like you like, bit of moscato?
Something classy? You look classy there, love, you are fucking gorgeous.”
“Really, just....No, sorry.” she tried to be polite about it, but this man was
obviously not easily deterred, especially as his mates started to laugh as they
could see he was being turned down.
“Come on, please? Give a guy a chance, I'm a good guy, I just want to buy you a
drink!”
“I said no, please, just leave me alone!” Sansa said quickly, and she may as
well have flipped a switch.
“Oi! No need to get fucking rude, you fucking posh bird! fucking rude bitch,
think you're too fucking good?!” it all slurred out of his mouth, and Sansa
flinched, scared “Like you haven't sucked a dick for a fucking drink before, I
bet you have, you're not that fucking pretty, I was just doing an ugly bitch a
fucking favor by even looking at you!”
he swore and ranted after her, hollering down the street as Sansa all but ran
away from him his mob, shaken.
She was close to the night life now, everything got busier. More cars, more
taxi's, more people. She kept checking over her shoulder, and she'd managed to
lose that horrible man, but that doesn't mean the streets weren't filled with
more of his kind. Other men called out to her, quick hello's, trying their luck
as she walked past queues of people outside clubs, or smoking outside pubs. Now
she just acted blind to them, speeding past, and one was quite as bad as that
first man, but she still got the odd comment, and by now she was lost, and cold
and close to tears.
After another time spent walking, she looked up and realised she'd past two
different sex shops on the one street, and now she was stood outside an erotic
book shop, and a massage parlour was across the road that had the window all
blacked out, and Sansa really didn't think this was the right way at all.
Then she just decided to have a sit down. Right there, tucked in the alcove of
a closed shop front, so all the city's night life could pass her by and not see
her, or at least she hoped they wouldn't.
She watched them all blankly, half heartedly listening to their happy chatter,
ears wary of anyone calling out a simple 'hey'.
Maybe she was going to have to sleep here tonight, be some kind of tramp. Sansa
didn't think she'd ever seen a homeless girl before, only old men. Then with a
horrible thought, she imagined why girls her age weren't really on the streets.
They probably didn't last long.
When Arya did this she had that boy with her, she realised. She was stupid to
do this at all, let alone by herself. She couldn't even find Kings Cross. She
didn't even know if they'd have trains going to the Lake District at this hour.
She didn't even know if her uncle Edmure, who she'd barely ever seen except for
a few christmas parties, would even want to look after her. He would probably
just hand her back to Cersei, since legally, she was her guardian now, and
she'd be asking him to break the law by taking her in and....and....oh, this
was so stupid. She was so, so stupid.
London was too busy tonight to take notice of one, crying girl, huddled up in a
closed shop front, and Sansa didn't know how long she sat there, telling
herself she'd get up when her feet were a little less sore, or when she could
work up the nerve to ask someone for directions. But for now she just sat.
The one thing that brought her out of her slump, was a passing conversation
held by another group of men stood not far away from her at all. Three of them
had come from the left of the street, and another two had come from the right,
and now they were all slapping each others backs in greeting, all together now
and ready to start their night.
Sansa only listened in because she was wary. Don't talk to me, don't talk to
me, she chanted, knowing if they tried too, she would just get up and hurry
away, no hesitation.
But they seemed alright. Posher accents than the men before, younger too.
Dressed nicely, she noted, no open drinks in their hand. Then she heard one of
them say-
“-he managed to book us a table at the Mockingbird, absolute legend.”
Then Sansa was even more alert, brain whirring all of a sudden.
“Yeah, we're meeting Matt there, and I don't know if I should invite Andrew
though, because I know he's at the pub now, but I think he has his girlfriend
with him, and I don't know if she'd want to-” the young man rambled on, just as
the group of them started ambling their way down the street, and Sansa found
herself standing up too.
Follow them, she told herself. The Mockingbird. Petyr's club, it had to be,
she'd go there.
She started after the group of boys, trailing behind them, and she reached into
her bag for her purse, where her heart beat fast, realising she had the silver
card she'd taken all that time ago with her.
They didn't notice the quiet girl following them, but Sansa didn't let the boys
out of her sight, and it turned out to be only a short walk anyway. It couldn't
have been five minutes before they were down a laneway, where Sansa saw a queue
forming at a set of doors, which the boys joined.
She paused and looked for a sign, but there was none.
Nervously, she looked at the long queue to get in, and the two bouncers that
flanked the doors.
Sansa edged up to one of them, and even though she was tall, the man was
massive enough for her to have to look up.
“Excuse me, is this the Mockingbird? Like, the club?”
He turned, eyebrow raised, looking her up and down.
“Yeah...like, the club.” he nodded
“Oh, good,” Sansa smiled “Um, so, I know theres a line, but I'm actually just
here to see my uncle, he owns it actually, and I just need to speak to him, so
could you maybe just let me in instead-” but he cut her off with a laugh, and
the other bouncer took notice of her too.
“Are you on the list?” the other leant over to ask. Sansa saw he had a
clipboard in his hands.
Sansa gaped “Well, no, I wouldn't be, I didn't really plan on visiting or-”
“Ok, sorry. Can't help you if you're not on the list, you've got to get in the
queue, and I can't promise you'll get in until-” he checked his watch “Maybe in
a couple of hours.”
“A couple of hours!” Sansa cried “But I told you...my uncle. Petyr. Petyr
Baelish,” she name dropped, trying to prove she wasn't just lying, but she
noticed that they were shaking their heads, thinking she was being funny. They
weren't buying it.
“No, look, move on sweetheart, this isn't working. You're not gonna' get in,
unless you're on the list.” said the first burly bouncer, condescendingly.
Sansa then held up the card “But I've got a VIP card, look!” and when he caught
sight of that, his smile dropped.
“Uh....Dan?” he muttered, unsure, turning to the bouncer with the clipboard,
and his expression changed too as he looked up and saw what Sansa held in her
hand.
There were a solid few seconds as they just stared at the card, then at Sansa,
then at each other.
Gingerly one of them took the card from Sansa's hand and held it up under the
streetlight, squinting at it.
“It looks real...” he said “I mean...if she has it...?”
“Where'd you get this?” the other seemed more suspicious, but she could see a
trace of nerves in the both of them. If what Myranda told her was true, this
card made her a very, very important person. I mean, she didn't look like a
very important person, and she supposed they were doing their jobs right by
being suspicious since technically she did steal it...but....desperate times
call for desperate measures, and desperate lies. She'd already pinched money
from a mans wallet, this was hardly the worst thing she'd done all night.
“It's mine, I only got it the other day, and I if you don't let me in
I'll...complain to management,” she said “And tell them about this complete
lack of proper customer service.” she added for good measure.
They let her in, although very hesitantly, still exchanging looks with each
other, and watching her as she stalked her way inside, trying to look in anyway
like a VIP.
When the doors closed behind her, she could hear the thrum of a crowd ahead of
her, but for now she was in a narrow hall with a velvet carpeted stair case.
The walls were covered in what looked like velvet wallpaper, in an elaborate
paisley print.
“Check you're coat,” came the voice of a girl, and the outfit took Sansa aback.
She was very pretty, with a very tiny waist cinched into a black silk bustier,
with a fringed hem that counted as somewhat of a skirt, which shimmied as she
walked like some kind of nineties twenties flapper girl. Her hair and makeup
were dark too, and Sansa noticed a girl with the exact same black bob and
outfit stood off to the side, and Sansa knew it must be some kind of uniform.
They both had matching feathered wings adorning their head as fascinators.
Little mockingbirds.
“Oh, no...I''m fine thank you.” she wandered past them, up the stairs, the
noise growing louder as she left them behind.
At the top of the stairs, it was as sumptuous as the entry way.
This wasn't a club as she pictured it, all neon lights and dance floors. This
was like...like something out of a film. The moulin rouge, an old bordello, an
old time theatre, all velvet and warm lights and the colour red.
It was busy, and Sansa had to watch herself bumping into people, as she stared.
Sansa looked over to see a long bar, and the girls carrying trays of drinks
were gorgeous too, all in black bobbed wigs, with the feathered fascinators.
There was a stage, and dancers, all in a line, choreographed moves. The girls
had candy coloured wigs on, pale pink, baby blue, mint green, all cut pixie
short, and they wore nothing but bodysuits covered in scattered diamonds that
shone under the lights, with tassels hanging off their nipples as they moved in
unison. Gyrated. Roamed hands over each other and themselves, bending over,
doing the splits, shimmying....men and women alike were enraptured watching the
dancers perform. Tables filled all the way throughout the room, and Sansa
looked and saw more women in dazzling costumes, filtering their way over the
normal, average looking people, standing out as they huddled up close to some,
even sat on the laps of others.
One girl was entirely topless, her breasts pushed in the face of a very eager
looking man. The women took his glass of champagne from his hand and poured it
over his chest, laughing as he licked the alcohol of her body, his friends all
cheering, putting money down on the table.
Sansa only stared. Her mind wasn't quite catching up yet, and she jumped as she
felt a hand touch at her arm, spinning around to come face to face with none
other than Petyr.
“Now, would you like to tell me what you're doing here, and how you came about
that card?”
***** Employees only *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Sansa was all but dragged through the club.
His grip was not hard around her arm, and she followed along willingly, but
dragged was still the right word. The first thing she'd blurted out was that
she'd run away, and he had paused for a moment, and quickly decided that this
wasn't to be discussed here. Petyr was quick to get her to the side of the
room, past darkened corners, and patrons who paid them hardly any notice, and
Sansa thought of all the things she could say, but right now it felt wise to be
quiet.
She didn't know where the door had come from, she didn't think she even saw a
handle, but all of a sudden they stopped walking along the back wall of the
club, and she was pulled into a narrow hall.
It was decorated differently to the rest of the club. The wooden floorboards
were varnished dark, and the walls were painted deep red, and the only light
came from sparse lanterns hung from the ceilings, their glows dull and warm.
The music and sounds of the crowds were completely muffled once the door, wall,
shut behind them, and it almost felt stifling.
Sansa stood there, feeling sheepish under Petyr's surprisingly calm gaze.
“My concerned staff came to me about a young girl holding a silver mockingbird
card, demanding her way into see me.” he said “I was surprised at the idea of
any young girl holding such a card, and even more surprised when they told me
the girl claimed I was her uncle. Not many girls could claim that.”
Sansa had to drop her eyes to the floor “Are you mad?”
“Yes,” he said “you're here without Cersei knowing, and if she finds out.... do
you know how much trouble that would cause me? I've already tempted Cersei
wrath once over you, I'm not keen to do it again....honestly, I don't know what
you were thinking, coming here-”
“I hadn't planned too!” she said, her heart seizing in her chest over the idea
that he was angry with her “I ran away thinking I'd get on train, like Arya
did, and I'd go see my Uncle Edmure up in the Lake district, but I couldn't
find the station, and I was lost, and there was an awful man who yelled at me
and called me a posh bitch, and I was outside a sex book shop, and I heard some
boys talking about your club, and I followed them, and-”
Petyr held up his hands to the verbal assault, as her voice started to crack
under the strain of a hard night and a hard stare “Ok, ok, don't upset
yourself, no crying, please stop the tears, I've never been able to handle
tears. I wan't to be mad at you, understand? And I can't be mad at you with
your lip trembling like that, so stop it at once.”
He managed to make her laugh even as she had to wipe some more at her face,
sure she looked a state. Then he sighed as he looked at her.
“Now....did anyone see you? Have you told anyone you came here?”
“No....well, Shae saw me leave the Lannister's, but that's it!”
Petyr nodded “As long as she has no idea this was where you'd head too....god,
I'm going to have to talk to those two idiots on the door, letting in an
underage girl, no matter who you may be. If anyone see's you here, recognises
you, I'm the one who gets the blame.”
Sansa hadn't thought of that “I'm sorry....I don't want you to get into
trouble, I just....I didn't think.”
“Yes, well. You barely made it in the door before I reached you, so hopefully
nobody will find out.” then he drew in a very deep breath “So....you've run
away....you've run away, and what to do with you now...” he seemed to process
the idea through his head as he muttered it out loud “Look. Give me a few
minutes. I have a group of men here for a birthday celebration, and they're all
stupidly important in some way or another, and expect special attention. So let
me get them drunk and sorted, and then we'll talk. We'll figure this out,
alright? How does that sound?”
All Sansa could do was nod.
“Good girl. Now, I wont have you wait here,” he led her down the hall and
around a corner, where there was a staircase “Go up four flights, to the top
floor, just keep going up as high as you can. There's a door, and it's a
private area. There's a tv and sofas, a fridge. I'll be up as soon as I can.”
“Ok,” Sansa started up the stairs, watching as he stood down the bottom. She
wanted to have him assure her now that he wasn't going to send her back, right
now, make him swear he wouldn't...
“Petyr?” she called out just as he started back down the hall. He turned back
to look up at her and she saw him as he was; her last chance.
“Please....promise me you won't send me back to them.”
He paused before he answered.
“I'll promise to help you how I can.”
Sansa climbed up the narrow staircase, hoping he wouldn't be long after her.
Maybe this was good, it would give her a moment to think. To build an argument,
compose herself. 'I'll help you how I can' she repeated in her head, something
in her gut twisting as she realised that wasn't quite the promise she wanted.
At the top of the first flight of stairs, there was only a small landing with a
door, and the same thrum behind it from downstairs. The second landing was much
the same, only the music on the other side of the door was quieter, and more
chatter could be heard. The third landing was much different. It was open and
spacious, decorated and as dimly lit as the club, but with nothing but a wide
hall dotted with shut doors. It was as if she'd suddenly come upon a floor of a
hotel, rather than one of a club. She stopped and stared down, curiously and
counted maybe eight doors in total, but then she heard a click, and a door at
the end opened, making Sansa fly up the last of the stair cases. She didn't
want to seem like a nose about. Petyr said he didn't want anyone seeing her
either.
As she went up she saw their were no more landings, small or strange. There was
just a plain wooden door and nowhere else to go but back down. It had a small
placard on it 'Private: employees only'.
She'd half expected it to be some kind of break room, or an office. That's what
Petyr made it sound like anyway, but as she made her way in, Sansa saw that it
was a living room. The walls were covered in antique faded looking wallpaper,
and the sofas were red and velvet, covered in mismatched cushions, blue and
green and tasseled. There were about three different types of worn Persian rugs
that covered old timber floors. It could have looked quite opulent, in a
bohemian kind of way, if there weren't stacks of gossip magazines sprawled all
over the floor, with take out bags, and a cat bed next to a radiator that had
about five pair of knickers drying over it.
There was a TV on, only a snooker tournament on at this hour, and Sprawled out
on the sofa in a dressing gown and some low riding boxer briefs was a man who
was looking at her with raised eyebrows.
“Can I help you?” he said, not entirely politely.
“I....um”
This was a mistake. This was a flat. This was someones home, surely. Sansa
glanced around and could see a small kitchenette off to one side, a small table
covered in the mess of a finished dinner, and beyond a beaded curtain were more
rooms. And this man was looking at her like she was an intruder.
“I....I was told to wait up here. By Petyr, he said he'll be up in a minute, he
told me to come up by myself and wait-”
“Ah” the man fell back against the cushions “Say no more, you're alright.
Sorry, but you'd be surprised how many drunks just wander in here, I swear, the
bouncers are rubbish”
He couldn't be that old, Sansa thought. Maybe mid twenties. He was good
looking, and she could see a lot of him with his robe open like that, but he
didn't seem to be embarrassed being caught out in his underwear.
Then he just went back to watching snooker.
She stood there, clutching her bag, glancing around some more. It was an oddly
mish-mashed mess.There were framed posters across the room of vintage looking
burlesque girls, with a few old hand painted pin ups scattered around as well.
They were at odds with the collection of polaroid camera pictures that were
tacked up besides them, selfies and party photos, some posed, some rude. There
was a grand father clock, except it was broken, and instead of a pendulum,
there was a stack of CD's held in it's case. The coat rack held feather boa's,
as well as the usual coats and scarves, and what looked like a leather body
harness, complete with collar.
“You can sit down if you want” he offered.
Sansa gingerly stepped past an ironing board set up in the middle of the room,
shifting a few piles of clothes to the side of a high back arm chair so she
could perch on it's edge.
She sat there, not knowing what to do with herself, keeping her eyes on the
snooker tournament, wishing Petyr would hurry up. There was a flush and a
clattering from the back of the flat, and Sansa turned to see a women appear
with a towel wrapped around her wet hair, and a pair of pink spotty pyjama
pants and a weary looking tweety bird shirt. She spotted Sansa and may have
looked slightly surprised, but that was quickly followed by a cheery smile.
“Oh, Hello?” she said, sounding perhaps a little surprised to see her, but
friendly as she fussed over to the kitchen to grab something from the fridge.
“Hi” Sansa smiled, bag now clutched on her lap.
“New girl” muttered the guy on the sofa, his eyes never leaving the screen.
“Thought so” the woman said “Did you want a drink? We've got water, coke, and
apple and black current. Oh and some Ribena”
“Don't touch the Ribena, that's mine.”
“Ok, so we don't have any Ribena then”
“I'm fine, thanks” said Sansa, as the fridge slammed shut, and the woman came
over to shove Olyvar down the sofa, so she could fit next to him, little kiddy
sized apple and black current juice box in hand.
“So, what's your name, love? I'm Ros”
“And I'm Olyvar”
Ros tutted, fiddling with the plastic over her straw “ You mean you've had her
sitting out here for how long, and you hadn't even introduced yourself?”
“Oi, she's only been here for like, two seconds!”
She had a Northern accent and very rosy cheeks, and Sansa decided that she
liked Ros and her kind smile.
“I'm Sansa. Nice to meet you”
“Real name or fake name?”
She wasn't so sure if she liked Olyvar.
“What? I...it's my real name”
“Really? Doesn't sound like it. Is it Spanish?”
“I...I don't know. I'm not Spanish.”
“Didn't think so. Not that with that complexion.”
“Ignore him, it's a lovely name” Ros said “And how old are you, pet?”
“Seventeen”
Olyvar let out a low whistle “Far out. Did Petyr know that when he sent you up
here?”
“Yes, he does” Sansa hurried to explain, they were looking at her a bit shocked
“But he said it wouldn't be a big deal if no one found out I'm underage, and I
won't tell-”
Olyvar threw up his hands in defence “Fine, hey, it's not up to me, it's not my
business”
“So,...you worked before?” Ros asked.
Sansa thought the question odd, but answered anyway “Oh, no...no, I've never
had a job.”
Ros nodded “Right....so, why are you here then? If you don't mind my asking. I
know, I'm a nosy nelly, I can't help it, it's just the way I am.”
Sansa supposed she should answer, this seemed Ros's home...flat....living
space, whatever. Fair enough she wanted to know why she was here “Well, I kind
of...ran away from where I was living....not from my family. They passed away,
and the family I live with now is...not nice. Not all all....I didn't think I'd
end up here, I really didn't, but I was wandering around the streets and I was
desperate, and I managed to get in here and Petyr said he would help me.”
“Yup,” Piped Olyvar “The usual then.”
Sansa blinked, thinking her story not very usual at all, then noticing how
scrutinising Ros's look suddenly was “And what did he say, really? It's
just...I know he's got a way with his words, but have you thought this through?
Your family might be missing you.”
“Roooos, none of your business” Olyvar interjected in a sing songy voice, but
Ros shushed him.
“I told you, they're not really my family, and I'm not going back now, not if I
can help it. Knowing I'm even here doing this will get me beaten bad enough.”
“Oh, love, but there's always lots of options out there for a young girl like
you, even if theres trouble at home” Ros reached out to stroke at her hand, and
Sansa didn't quite know how to react to that.
“You sound posh. Are you posh?” said Olyvar.
Sansa stared as her hand was stroked “I....um...”
“So is it because you need money?” Ros asked, ignoring Olyvar.
What did money have to do with it?
“No, I came...I told you I just need help.”
“But is this you're last option? Petyr might seem nice now, sweet heart, but
I'm betting this isn't the best place for you.” she said, so concerned and
gentle, and Sansa started to feel like she was missing something.
“I don't plan on staying here forever-”
“That's what they all say,” Said Olyvar “Just leave off her Ros, you always do
this, always meddling with the new girls heads, trying to send 'em back out the
door. You know Petyr will go off at you if you lose him another one.”
“But it's just she's so young! Are you even out of school yet?”
“I go...I mean, I went, to K.L private-”
“Aha! Knew it! Posh! Posh as anything!”
Ros stared at her in disbelief, again ignoring Olyvar “K.L private? What...I
mean... fucks sake, love” Ros let out a little laugh “You must have left a damn
well off family. What do you need to do this for? Why would you want too?”
Sansa wasn't processing anything right, nothing was making enough sense“What do
you mean?” she said, pulling back her hand from Ros “What are you talking
about, are we even....I know it was wrong to come here, but I'm sorry, I said I
wouldn't do it again, not after tonight, I don't want to get into trouble, or
get Petyr into trouble, and I'm sorry, I am, and I just-”
She was rambling as Ros held up her hands “Ok, ok, you've lost me. A bit
Just...take a deep breath, I didn't mean to upset you.”
“Bambi!” Olyvar snapped his fingers over the both of them “That would be an
amazing name for you. You've got the big eyes for it. Bambi Lolita even. Love
it.
Sansa blinked her big eyes “...Bambi Lolita?”
“You said you didn't have a fake name yet, and if you don't want anyone finding
out what your doing, your gonna need one, and Bambi Lolita just rolls off the
tongue. See what Petyr says about it when he goes over the details with you,
he'll probably tell you to use a fake name anyway”
Sansa was starting to think she and Olyvar were having different conversations
entirely.
“Details?” was all she stammered out, feeling offended and confused in this
bizarre semi-apartment with these bizarre people, who were not making any
amount of sense.
“...About what you get paid? What you have to pay to him, how much he'll want
you bringing in a month, how you can dress- he has a bit of a dress code and
he's got a total rod up his ass about it- but he'll tell you all about the do's
and don'ts, plus the rules the customers have to follow. Condoms, always, don't
worry, and we supply them, you don't need to buy your own-”
“Condoms!?” Sansa laughed There were a lot of things in that sentence that
needed addressing, but this seemed the most absurd “What in the hell would I
need condoms for?!”
Ros and Olyvar both frowned at her.
“You...you don't use them? Jesus, do they even teach sex ed at K.L? Well, maybe
they don't. I guess most of your classmates are wearing promise rings and
acting like well proper ladies, not out here at the Mockingbird trying to be
play at being a sex worker, or whatever it is your doing”
Sansa paused, Laughed again, and then stopped when she realised neither Ros or
Olyvar were laughing with her.
Then it all made sense.
Fake names. The hall full of rooms. Bambi Lolita. The half naked girls dancing
downstairs, the woman with her breasts out, the man flashing his money...
And then she felt very, very stupid.
“Oh my god, you're ….oh my god! Ooooh my god! No! No no no no no, I'm
not....I'm..oh my god.”
Ros and Olyvar were the ones who looked confused now as Sansa covered her mouth
with her hands, horrified, shocked, feeling like her mind was thinking too fast
while simultaneously not having a single coherent thought.
That's when Petyr walked in.
He didn't have a chance to speak before she did.
“Is this some kind brothel?!” she cried, spinning around in her chair.
He stood there. Paused. Shut the door behind him gently, glaring daggers at
Olyvar and Ros as he did so, the room deathly silent.
“I thought you two would be out at this time of night.” he said, ignoring
Sansa's gaping expression.
“Friends flaked on us last minute, we decided to stay in...” Olyvar sat up
straighter, suddenly a bit more alert as it all got a bit more dramatic “What's
going on right now, what is this, what's happening?”
For the first time, Sansa felt a connection with Olyvar as those words left his
lips.
“They think I'm here to be some kind of prostitute!” Sansa cried, and Petyr
stepped across the room, a gentle hand on her shoulder, which she quickly
shrugged off, standing up to her full height, which had an inch over him.
“I said we were going to talk,” he said very pointedly “And now...I suppose
it'll have to be a very long talk.”
Chapter End Notes
     I have had the scene with Ros and Olyvar written from about the point
     I had the fifth chapter published. I'm so happy to have it up, I had
     so much fun writing it.
***** The Oldest Profession *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Petyr had an office in one of the back rooms of this strange flat on the top
floor of this club. Well, Sansa guessed it was an office of sorts, doubling as
some kind of bedroom. Most of the space was filled with a king size bed, and a
rather cluttered looking desk, with books and ledgers, and in-trays all
perilously over-filled. Metal filing cabinets, a shelf stocked with books, old
newspapers, bottles of whiskey, an ash tray, a very outdated looking alarm
clock, and there was even a clothes rack draped with various different shirts
and pants, with shoes lined up underneath, and a window sill covered in photo
frames and bricker brack.
“I used to live here, you know. In the early days, when I opened the place. I
was about...god, twenty two I think? ” Petyr said, conversationally, stepping
into the room after her, shutting the door gently behind them.
Sansa turned on him as soon as the door was shut.
“This is some kind of sex place, isn't it!” she shot, accusingly.
He stopped for a second. Regarded her. Then continued on with his story.
“It was an old theatre when I bought it, cheap and rundown, but I liked the
look of it. Saw the potential. Had a certain aesthetic about it. Took years to
build it into what it is now, but as you can see, these old rooms up here
haven't been changed much since. They have a kind of rustic charm though, don't
you think?”
Sansa stared at him incredulously “This is....this is illegal what you're
doing, you can't just-”
“I think I need a drink. Would you like a drink? I've got some Jameson's. It
may be a little rough for you, but we can see how you like it-”
He rummaged over to the shelf, and pulled open a desk drawer to pull out two
mis-matching glasses, giving one a quick wipe with a handkerchief from his
pocket, before he put them down on the table and poured them half way full.
“Stop it!” Sansa could almost cry from frustration, an accumulated reaction to
this entire dreadful night “You're not being funny! You...you, what are you? If
you own this place, that makes you some kind of...” she waved her hands, too
upset to say the word.
“Scoundrel? Bastard? Sleaze? Honestly, I thought you came here in desperation,
and those arent very nice things to call someone when you wan't their help-”
“I was going to say pimp, actually!”
“Oh, god, I hate that one. Brings to mind all those rap songs, doesn't it? The
complete antithesis to my person-”
“Would you just stop!” she really did yell, and Petyr winced and eased his
hands at her
“May I remind you that Olyvar probably has his ear pressed up against the door
right this second, so if we could just lower the tone a bit-”
“Is he one of your....is this a gay sex place too?!”
“Sansa, I want you to sit down and listen to me-”
“Stop talking to me like a child!”
“I will when you stop behaving like one!”
That last part he said quite sternly, so much so that it caused Sansa to
finally be stilled into silence. She looked at him, lost. Running away had been
a bid to end her problems, not start new ones. And this all seemed like one big
new problem.
 
Sansa stared hard at him “You're avoiding the questions.”
“Am I? I thought I was getting to a point, and if you waited and listened, you
might hear it?”
He then gestured to the bed. It was the only place to sit after all. Sansa
tensed as she sat on the edge of the mattress. He sprawled himself much more
comfortably across from her, propped up on his elbow.
“So, you came to London at twenty two, and opened a brothel?” she reluctantly
obliged herself into lowering her tone.
“It is also a burlesque house with rave reviews in the The Times and the
Evening Standard, and we also do food and drinks.”
“Stop thinking you're being funny and clever, this isn't the time to be funny
and clever!” Sansa wanted to hit him with one of the limp pillows that were so
in reach.
He reached out to touch a hand to her arm, and Sansa saw his smug face slip a
bit “Ok, yes, sorry. A defence mechanism, it just slips in, sweetling. I know
this is no laughing matter.” he sighed “I don't really know where to start, but
I would like to know how you got your hands on one of my VIP cards, for one.
You didn't steal it from Tyrion Lannister did you?”
“No!” Sansa said, offended....then realised she really didn't have a right to
be “....I stole it from you. At your apartment. You had a little box full of
them and I thought...well, I just thought they were pretty, so I took
one....and I only stole some money from Tyrion, nothing else he'd notice.”
Petyr's eyebrows raised and it looked like he wanted to laugh, but forced
himself not to.
“Ah. Right....and do you know how exceedingly rare those VIP cards are?”
Sansa shook her head.
“There's only a few hundred issued to anyone in the world. Definitely under a
thousand. You have to have a very large bank account to keep up with the yearly
fee's, and a confidentiality agreement needs to be signed, as it allows members
access to some very, very extraordinary privileges.”
Sansa didn't want to be curious, but it was the way he spoke, she couldn't help
it.
“What kind of privileges.”
“Private parties, held at secret locations,” the man seemed all to happy to
brag “and they're not parties for the feint of heart, I can tell you. The
richest of the rich, the last dregs of aristocracy left in Europe, can sin like
no one else, and this card lets them indulge in true debauchery with the utmost
discretion, guaranteed. Of course it also gets them special privileges here at
the club, too. When someone flashes that card about, the girls will drop anyone
else their with to pay their attentions on them, they can drink what they
want,.... do what they want,....fuck who they want....and when a seventeen year
old girl pulls one out of her purse, well....no wonder you were brought to my
attention. They probably thought you stole it, but who have guessed you'd
stolen it from me?”
Sansa but at her lip “But...it's illegal.How have you not gone to jail?”
“Because I'm rich.” he replied quite simply “My clients are rich. The police
staff I bribe to keep quiet are rich. Money can buy a whole new set of rules
for the upper classes, sweetling, you should know that by now.”
She stared at him in a new light, an uneasy feeling gripping her and not
letting go. Sex for money, and secrets, and bribes, he wasn't just the man who
was kind to her, and watched movies with her, and made her laugh. Why did it
seem so much around her was hidden and un-said, when it had been there all
along? It made her question how much else there was to know. It was all so
depressing, to learn the layers of dirt behind everything that seemed to be
good. Behind Joffrey's smile was a monster. Behind Cersei's glamorous life was
a wreck of a woman. Behind Petyr....well, Sansa didn't quite know what was
behind him.
“Does Aunt Lysa know? What it is you do here?”
Petyr shrugged “In a way. I don't think she wants to know. We don't talk about
it.”
“Do you....I mean, all these women...I know....I know what pimps do-”
“I told you I don't like that term.” he said very sharply.
Sansa laughed now. In bemusement. In disbelief. In anger “But it's what you
are!”
“So you think I'm some kind of woman beating philanderer now, do you? Despite
having known me-”
“Do I know you? I don't feel like I do!”
“And you expected me to just tell you about this? Bring it up casually in
conversation, yes, yes Sansa, I run a high end sex club and have done so for
many years, what are you thoughts on that?” and now he was being sarcastic and
biting and it riled Sansa up even more.
“So you don't cheat on my aunt with these girls?”
“I don't.” he said with an expressionless face and Sansa laughed again.
“Oh, I'm sure.” she bit back, wondering why it hurt so much to think he was
lying “I mean, you must be so happy with Lysa, I mean she's lovely, and all
these nude girls you can boss about wandering around must do nothing for you!”
“Bitter sarcasm doesn't suit you.” he muttered, swigging on the drink he'd
poured for himself, while Sansa's remained untouched “And believe me or not,
but I don't fuck any of the girls here, they don't do anything for me, I assure
you. Men who pay women to fuck them are a certain kind of pathetic, and I don't
partake in it.”
“No, no, you just run it! You just enable it all, you are the provider of
all...this!” Sansa gestured to the door, to the bars and rooms and girls below.
“See, this is why I didn't tell you, I always thought there was the chance
you'd react like this-”
“And why shouldn't I react like this!” she cried “This is all....what does it
say about you! If the men down in that club are pathetic, then what does that
say about the man who runs it?”
“I'm not any different than I was before, the only thing that's changed is what
you now know,” Sansa noticed him down the last of his drink, and he was already
up to pour himself another.
“No....no, it's all changed, of course it's changed! Your not just Petyr
anymore, you're.....good people don't do this,”
His response came after another sip of his drink “I never said I was a good
person.”
She looked him in the eye and she hated that he had now become half a stranger
to her, yet he was still the only person she could cling too.
He must have seen the hurt on her face, and he sighed, a man pained.
“Sansa this is all....these men and woman are very respected here. This isn't
some street corner, I'm not cruel, I simply.... provide a safe, and very high
end, venue for what is considered the oldest profession. Did you meet Ros and
Olyvar out there? They live here. They like working here, it's their choice.”
he said, like this was all reasonable, but still Sansa didn't say anything. She
just let it all sink in. The reality of where she was, of what had been going
on, was sinking it.
“I know it's perhaps hard for you to understand....but what I do here, is not
some great evil, nothing of the sort.”
“But women selling their bodies...having sex for money, half the men down there
are probably married.” she thought out loud, the whole entire disgusting
picture of it being painted in her head.
“Yes, I know, it's all quite disgusting, but it's not as if I can help the
human condition. People live with unhappy marriages. People can't always find
someone to love them as easily they can find a thousand pounds. I simply offer
them a service, and it's not my fault they take it.”
“Spending a thousand pounds just to have sex for one night? With someone they
don't even know, who doesn't even like them?” Sansa shook her head, laughing in
a sad way, as Petyr once again came to sit besides her, and she let him.
“It's not that expensive really. I'd say a relationship is far more costly.”
“No, it's not.”
“And you'd know? How much did your last relationship cost you? I can see the
bruises on your arms, Sansa, and wouldn't you have rather Joffrey went and paid
women to do as he'd like, instead of forcing you?”
Sansa eyes darted over the covers, avoiding his stare “I wouldn't have wanted
any other woman to suffer through Joffrey.”
“They would have been paid. They would be able to walk away, and forget about
him. You didn't get that luxury. Every relationship, people have to give a part
of themselves to someone else, it can't be helped. Relationships take so much.
Money, gifts, time, it all has to go to someone else. It can't be helped, and
time is the worst one. Hours, weeks, months, years....every married man down
those stairs, by the bar, they have a wife at home who they've spent years
with, and it wasn't enough for them. Their wives probably hate them by now,
they probably all hate their wives, because people end up resenting a person
when they have to give so much.....and then theres divorce, isn't it common
these days? Those sad men and women can't their time back. They won't be able
to get back everything they gave, not fully. Relationships are a high priced
gamble, where the stock and worth goes down every year, until most are left
with nothing. Compare that to a quick thousand spent on a night with someone
...nothing attached to it,” Petyr tipped his drink to her “It's a bargain
really?”
Sansa turned away, his words hanging in the air. She could feel them seeping
into her and she didn't like the way they felt in her mind, feeling like she
could never get them out once she'd heard them.
“I thought you said those men were pathetic, now you're saying they have the
right of it. You can't say and mean both.” she said, angry that his words could
poison her like this.
“I'm not saying they have the right of it, I didn't say that at all.”
He was still drinking, she noticed. Perhaps he'd already had a drink or two
tonight, that's why he was talking like this. She wished she'd never heard it,
but she couldn't help but ask another question.
“So you don't believe in love then?”
He fingered his glass, looking inside at the content as the amber liquid
swished round the bottom.
“No, Love is real. I've felt it too strongly to deny it's existence.” and he
seemed sad to admit such a thing.
“....yet you still talk like this. Still...do this? This entire profession of
yours, you admit it's about nothing but money, and unhappy pathetic people, and
you're at the head of it all, but you still claim to be some sort of romantic-”
“I am,” he said, steadfastly “I believe in real love. What I spoke about before
was the institution of marriage, people who signed a bit of a paper and said
the words, but weren't truly in love. They might have thought they were, but so
many people get it wrong.”
Sansa wasn't sure what she'd lit behind them, but his voice held a sudden
conviction. He moved towards her, leaning in to her yet she didn't draw away,
and then his hand was on her thigh. She hadn't even realised he'd been resting
it on the bed besides her, but in one quick movement it was gripping at her
bare flesh, his knuckles grazing the hem of her dress. Her heart beat faster
and her mind was too clouded to know if it was fear or excitement or a strange
mixture of both that had her blood pumping like this.
“Love is real,” he said once again “....but it's not pure and defined, it's a
mixture of so many things. It's selfish, it's fleeting, it's raw, and it's
nothing you can sum up neatly, but when you feel it, you know it's real.”
His voice was low and husky, no voice an uncle should ever use with his niece,
but Sansa knew he meant to use it. It was wrong and it shouldn't be happening,
his hand shouldn't be so high, his grip shouldn't be that tight.
But the way he looked at her, his eyes more grey than green and so much more
dark. The glances he'd given her, the faint feeling of his gaze that she'd
grown used to was nothing compared to the way he he stared so brazenly at her
now.
The way she burned under those eyes was more real than anything.
And then he was kissing her.
Chapter End Notes
     Sorry for the long wait, hopefully I'll have updates up faster now
     I'm on christmas holidays for around three months. No assignments or
     uni! Yay!
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Petyr wished he could say he was drunk. That this wasn't just stupidity.
Yes, his liquor had started to reach him, but he was not inebriated. His words
were flowing more freely, but they were not yet slurred. He was still very much
in control of himself but he was not thinking. He had only had enough to excuse
a touch of light headedness but this? What was possessing him? In what world
would this have been the right move to make, how did this help anything?
By the second he leant in and pressed his lips against hers, a voice resonated
in the back of his own mind: Fool.
Whisky and latent feelings from youth had come together in the most awful of
ways. He'd been ranting on about the pathetic men downstairs, but was he any
better up here?
It could not have been long that they're lips were even pressed against each
other, though it wasn't as if less damage would be done that way. Petyr found
he could barely concentrate on the softness of her lips, the way they moved
against his, or the way she tasted, as his heart beat still in his chest, and
he realised she was not kissing back.
And god, the look she gave him as he'd pulled away. Her blue eyes were so wide,
and for half a second he'd found them so beautiful, before he realised they
were full of fear. Confusion. Like a cat caught in the headlights.
A cat, he thought.
No, just a little kitten.
They sat their on the bed, and his hand was still on her thigh, and he though
he ought to remove it, but it looked like she might flee if he did.
He wanted to flee himself. He wanted to push her down and keep going. He wanted
to take it back, and he wanted to do it again.
Most of all he wanted her to react.
“You kissed me,” her voice cracked quietly in the silence that had laid itself
thickly between them.
“Yes...” he said, the very fact of his actions dawning on him as they were on
her.
“Why?”
Of course that would be her question, but he hated that she asked it anyway.
What answer did she expect?
Because your lips look soft, and your eyes are teary, and you are almost a
dream before me.
Because I've wanted to fuck you, but I'd always imagined I'd have to kiss you
first.
Because I am a sad old man who remembers what it's like to be a bright young
boy.
Because I wanted your mother but I can't have her anymore.
Because I'm not drunk, but I'm not quite sober either.
“You're my uncle,” she spoke a little louder this time, and the slight
indignity of her tone stirred him.
“Yes,....and that means I care for you-”
“More than an uncle should?”
She was having none of his carefully constructed answers. He admired her
courage to be able to look him in the eye like this, yet she couldn't quite
hide the way her lip trembled uncertainly. He still hadn't removed his hand.
“....more than an uncle should,” he conceded, his voice low with a certain
amount of tenderness “I kissed you....because I liked it when we sat on the
sofa,... when we watched TV that one night, and it was late and we talked....do
you remember that?”
She nodded “Yes.” and he hoped the memory came clearly to her mind.When he had
held her foot in his hand, where he could see up between her legs. How she
lifted her leg on purpose to let him see the white cotton of her knickers, the
outline of her pussy.
He could tell she remembered, her face had tinged pink, and her eyes flitted
down to her lap, unable to look him in the eye anymore.
“I do care for you Sansa, and not just because I married Lysa. I think we've
become close on a different kind of merit...,” he trailed off, and that was the
last honest thing Petyr felt himself say, before he knew what needed to be said
next “and I would hope that you feel the same, since you came here. Knew that I
would help you...”
Perhaps she detected the touch of a threat as he spoke so gently to her, as her
eyes darted back up very quickly, and searched his face for went unspoken.
Don't run from me girl. Not now. You still don't have anyone else.
This had been a stupid move but he could still fix this. She still needed him
and she knew it.
“Now,” he started to speak again very slowly “About what to do with you...I
can't take you back to mine, thats the first place Cersei would look after last
time you left without her permission, and I'm not letting you get the train to
the Lake District, Edmure couldn't help his own way out of a paper bag....”
He was thinking as he spoke. The ideas forming, the possibilities ruling
themselves out and presenting themselves alike.
“You'll stay here. For awhile. Until I figure out something better.”
Until he could put a few things into motion. Get a few people out of the way.
“And whats something better?” another question she had to ask.
“....perhaps Lysa's home back in Chester.” he said “That's far enough away,
don't you think?”
Sansa only nodded, and his hand finally moved to grip hers with a tightness
that would make do for comfort.
“Thank you,” she spoke softly, eyes drifting down to those hands “I don't mean
to be....I never meant to make your life harder, and I'm just...thank you.”
Even now she was courteous. And Petyr let his hand come up and brush her cheek,
and Sansa's eyes snapped up to meet his at the touch. Perhaps she thought he
would kiss her again, but no. It was only the lightest of touches, and his
smile was sweet, but she didn't stiffen any less.
“You're a sweet girl, Sansa,” he breathed, not looking at her, but a strand of
her hair, which he brushed away with his thumb “And I wont lie....you've
certainly not made my life any easier...but I'd like to think you're worth it.”
She was silent. That was ok. She didn't have to do anything more. Now her fate
was upon him. Perhaps her silence was her understanding of that fact.
 
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Sansa didn't remember falling asleep but she supposed she must have, as her
eyes blinked awake, on sheets that didn't smell familiar. She hadn't pulled
across the curtains to the small window that overlooked the London streets, so
the early morning sun was what woke her. Glancing over to the old alarm clock
she saw it was only six am.
She stared at the faded scratches on the side of the desk besides the bed. At
all the different labels on different bottles. The chipped white paint of the
windowsill. Should she get up? Staring at the door she wondered if Ros and
Olyvar were awake. Probably not.
Petyr had gone home. Had too, he said. Married men can't stay out all night and
show up to their wives in the wee hours of the morning without explanation.
Lysa was expecting him home.
Then with a little twist in her gut, Sansa remembered Lysa. She remembered a
kiss. Laying in the morning light, where everything was still and calm, it
almost didn't seem real. Had it been a proper kiss? Had he perhaps gone for her
cheek and misjudged, or perhaps he just...maybe it was just....
But she was being wilfully stupid with that line of thinking, she knew. He
shouldn't have done that. It was a proper kiss, with his hand on her leg,
whisky on his breath, he'd kissed her. Said how much he liked her....
and the awful thing was she did like him too. That night he'd mentioned. The
sofa they shared, the din of the TV in the background, the all together
easiness of it all...his attentions...she'd liked it and she liked him, but how
far did that like extend? She'd never seriously thought of kissing Petyr...that
couldn't happen...not when he was married, to her Aunt no less, and so
old...why would she think to kiss him? That would never have happened....only
that it did.
But then was is it really something she never thought would have happened? One
part of Sansa's mind said of course not, she never flirted with her uncle of
all people, not on purpose. Then there was the tiniest of other voices, that
told her she had. Perhaps playfully. because he was older but he was
sophisticated. He was smart, and witty, and successful, and when he took notice
of her, treated her like she was an adult, like she was smart and witty
herself...she'd liked his attentions. She wanted it and and she'd gotten it.
Now he'd gone and made it all confusing, and she was ashamed and embarrassed
and confused, and she thought of kissing him again. Tested the image over again
in her mind, and now she burned red, pressing her face into the covers, which
made her think that this was his bed, that they must smell of him, and then her
mind came up with the all together unasked for image of him besides her. Of him
slipping into the bed against her instead of leaving to go home, kissing her,
climbing on top of her, and she wondered if that's what he had wanted to do,
and no no no, she shouldn't be thinking of this at all, she was awful for
thinking such wicked things, and he was married, and the more she wanted the
imaginations to stop, the more pressing they became. Now she didn't know what
she wanted or what she didn't.
Sansa threw off the sheets and got up all at once. Still wearing her dress and
tights.
She stepped out gingerly into the flat and found the bathroom. Small, with
awful pink carpet on the floors instead of tiles, with about a million
different products, soaps, shampoo and conditioner bottles and bath bombs
alike, all cramped on shelves and along the baths edge. How many people lived
here, Sansa wondered, or had lived here once? Did all the prostitutes Petyr had
live here, or only Ros and Olyvar? If not, did they have shifts or something
instead? Did they have time cards and payslips? Sansa thought all sorts of
strange thoughts as she sat with her knickers around her ankles, staring at the
little pile of cardboard loo rolls by the side of the toilet, which no one had
thought to throw away. Her brothers always did the same, just left them there
like that for someone else to change. Had done, she corrected the thought.
It was only a wee, so she didn't flush. She didn't want to wake anyone up, and
as Sansa wandered down the hall, she counted two other rooms, as well as Ros
and Olyvar's. All of the doors were shut though.
Wandering out to the living room and kitchen, Sansa couldn't work up the nerve
to take anything from the fridge, even though she was hungry. She peered at
some of the photographs on the walls, the posters. Looked at the CD's in the
clock. There wasn't much very good. No one bought CD's these days, so the most
recent thing she saw was Mariah Carey's christmas album.
The idea of going downstairs to wander around the club seemed daunting, but
after fifteen very dull minutes of sitting quietly on the sofa, too nervous to
turn on the tv or do anything else, Sansa found herself pulling open what stood
for a front door, and wandering down the staircase. She didn't realise how
badly the floorboards under the old carpet creaked last night, but now she
winced after every step.
She came down to the landing with the eight doors down the wide hall, and Sansa
felt much more wizened to what these rooms were for now. There was only room
enough for one window down the end of the hall, but it let in enough light for
her to see, and it was surprising how different it looked, without the
artificial amber glow of dull lamps. All the doors were shut, but it wasn't as
if anyone would be in there now, would they? Surely even brothels had to be
closed at six in the morning. Sansa stood on the last step, looking over the
banister, listening for any sounds of movement, but the place was as dead quiet
as upstairs.
With almost something akin to a thrill, she wandered over to open the first
door. Thankfully, it wasn't locked. Even more thankfully, there were no
indignant shrieks or any two bodies jumping up from the bed in the middle of
the room.
It wasn't so much that the room was small, so much that the bed was especially
large, and so obviously featured, that it dominated the space. Sansa supposed
that made sense though. Modern, with a black leather headboard, looking
sumptuous with a steel grey comforter and pillows, velour and silk. The walls
were black panelled wood, with soft grey carpet underfoot, and there was little
more to the room than that. Two matching silver lacquered armoires, either
side, decorated with two matching lamps. A rather impressionistic painting hung
above the bed. There was a nightstand with flowers and an artfully arranged
tray of what Sansa found, on closer inspections, were condoms and little
assorted bottles of things which she didn't want to read the labels of.
It was very stylish. Straight out of some contemporary design magazine. Of
course Petyr would have it that way, she thought, thinking of his own home.
She wondered if the others were the same, and went to the next door down, and
was pleasantly surprised to find an all together different kind of room.
This one had the same black lacquered walls, but with a gold velvet headboard,
with matching coloured bedding, with even more pillows than the room before,
striped, and patterned, in all sorts of shapes. There was a black and white
striped chaise lounge off to the side, and a zebra skin rug across the floor,
an arm chair with a high winged back, and the walls were decorated with nude
black and white photographs of women, hung in ornate gold frames. The most
luxurious addition to the room was a small chandelier, made of dangled chains
of diamonds.
Now Sansa was determined to see all of the bedrooms.
The next one down was full of antique furniture, and was coloured decadently
red, like dark wine, with gold fittings, and the walls entirely draped in
embossed velvet curtains. Another, was made to look like some kind of Arabian
kings harem, with rich gold and purple hues and turqoise walls, glass lamps
that dropped down from the ceiling, and a hanging tent across the bed. Sansa
got a shock when she came across the fifth room and found a bed that was hardly
a bed at all, and instead looked more like a torture device, with a stark black
frame with chains hanging from it, and a bare leather base, devoid of any
sheets at all. There were very neatly arranged implements strung up on the
walls too, the way you might do with pool cues. Except Sansa recognised a few
of them as whips and riding crops, and promptly shut the door quite quickly on
that room. The next one shocked her even more for being entirely covered in
mirrors. The ceilings, the walls, even the nightstands, were mirrored, with one
single white sheeted bed, reflected a million times over.
 
The next room seemed even boring in comparison to the last two, even if it did
have what looked like a rotating round bed, with a beige carpet and orange
accents, in an allusion to the seventies, with vintage décor. Sansa was much
more impressed with the last room though, with baby pink walls and a white bed,
with a fluffy pink throw across the bottom of it. Even the carpet was baby pink
shag. It was a kitschy sixties dream.
Almost sadly, Sansa realised she'd run out of rooms to look at, but she was
definitely much bolder now in her exploring.
She wandered down to the next landing, and went through the curtained off
entrance to find a low ceilinged lounge. Moving past the bar and booths and
small centre stage, she found herself pressed against a glass window that
looked down on the rest of the club, and she thought how large it looked when
it wasn't crammed with people. She could see the main stage and thought of how
Petyr told her it used to be a play house, and she could see below to the
balcony area, now filled with more booths and tables to look down on the
entertainment.
She went down to explore that balcony, and then down to the main club floor,
and even lifted herself up onto the stage, peeked behind the heavy draped
curtains. She went down the little side steps to the much less elaborately
decorated back stage, but even so there was a myriad of dressing tables, each
with photographs tacked to the mirrors, and cases of makeup, and wigs, and
fluorescent bulbs like something out of old hollywood. Sansa instantly bee
lined for the rack and racks of sequinned and feathered costumes and dresses,
lace and leather bodysuits, plumed headdresses, diamond encrusted bustiers and
bra's. They were hung on hooks and hidden in garment bags with girls names on
them. Charlotte, Meghan, Lucy, Dascha, Mei, Noelle....how beautiful these girls
must be, Sansa thought, stroking a gentle hand over a pure white mink stole
that had been haphazardly thrown over the top of the rack.
She pulled it down and stroked it in her arms, wondering how it could be so
gorgeously soft, as she wrapped it around her shoulders.
Sansa turned to admire herself in one of the fluorescent lit mirrors.
She was hardly as glamorously made up as she could have been, with tousled hair
and no lick of makeup, but still she pouted her lips slightly. Turned her head
a few which ways, pulled her hair around her shoulder. Posed.
Eventually she tore her gaze away from the mirror, pulled off the mink but
still held it wrapped around her arms. She found a route past the kitchens, and
the back of the bar, leading her out to the main floor again, where she took a
seat at one of the booths. Just her alone in an empty theatre room.
It really was beautiful here, in a strange way. A curiosity, resting
anonymously behind a signless door in an old five storey building, with blocked
off windows and an aging facade. Somewhere you may not glance up twice at if
you didn't know what lay behind it. A hidden jewel, of sorts.
And now it hid her too.
***** You're welcome *****
“Your name is Alayne Stone,” Petyr said across the small breakfast table,
finishing a bite of his croissant “You're my cousins husbands niece, and you
came in to London looking for a job and a flat to rent, and until those two
almost impossible feats are pulled off, you've ended up staying here for awhile
until you're on your feet. If anyone asks, you can't stay at my home with me
and my wife, Lysa, as you don't want your mother finding out that your broke,
because it's embarrassing, you want to appear independent, so on and so forth,
but again, only if people ask. It's always good to be casually vague, instead
of suspiciously specific.”
“Cousins husbands niece...” Sansa parroted, trying to commit the lie to memory.
“Yes, distant enough, slightly confusing. People will be completely bored the
minute you try and explain the familiar relations.”
Sansa nodded, chewing a mouthful of croissant herself, the Pret-a-Manger take
away bags and coffee's Petyr had brought were well appreciated as he'd arrived
back at the club around nine am. Even now, back up in the flat, she had the
mink still hanging off an arm and Petyr had taken a look at her and quipped 'I
didn't know we were getting dressed up for breakfast, I would have worn nicer
cufflinks'.
They'd been sitting around discussing her effective disappearance, and it was
almost bizarrely mundane. She was some kind of fugitive on the run, a missing
heiress, a rebellious runaway smuggled into a brothel of all places, but yet
she was just a girl eating breakfast in a flat at the same time. It was like
being in the eye of the storm, at the centre of all this madness going on
around her yet she couldn't feel it, only watch it, her life up in the air
without knowing where it would land.
“So....do you have any idea of when we'll leave for Chester?”
Petyr shook his head “Give it some time. Moving too soon after the fact will
make them look more closely at me, so I'd prefer to go on for a few weeks as
normal. I haven't heard from Cersei yet. I'd have expected her banging on my
door at the crack of dawn, as soon as she'd found you missing.”
“Cersei doesn't get up at the crack of dawn...” Sansa muttered and that made
Petyr laugh.
“No, I suppose she doesn't.”
“Sometimes she sleeps in till the middle of the day, especially if she's been
drinking too much the night before. Tyrion's the same. Jamie's the only one who
gets up early because he goes jogging, but it's not like he ever paid attention
to me anyway....I mostly just stayed in my room. I suppose they'll know I'm
gone when one of them thinks to go and check on me.”
“So it could be as late as this evening that they even notice you're gone?”
“Suppose so,” Sansa sipped her coffee.
He'd talked about trips and disguises and secret names and secret lives, but he
still hadn't said a word about the kiss. From the minute he'd entered the
building and said good morning, he'd simply acted as if nothing had happened at
all, and in a way, it forced Sansa to do so too. She didn't want to be the one
to make it strange. To think she was worried about everything being awkward, or
worse, Petyr perhaps even being angry with her. She still remembered that man
from last night, the one that hassled her on the street, who'd said she was
beautiful and he wanted to buy her a drink, until she'd told him no, and all of
a sudden she was a bitch and he was telling her to fuck right off.
Sansa didn't quite know if she wanted Petyr to kiss her, but she definitely
knew she didn't want him to hate her.
Studying his face, she thought he wasn't all together bad looking. Sansa had
never considered her uncle ugly, but not quite handsome either. His nose was
ridged and quite thin, and he had quite deep set eyes, big for such a thin
face. He almost always looked tired with the dark circles, and the creases
around them unforgivingly gave away his age. He was never quite fresh faced,
even with his impeccable attire. His hair was a little too long and didn't want
to lie flat. His facial hair was obviously maintained, but he clearly didn't
shave everyday. The little grey streaks in his hair at his temples were more
appealing than she wanted to admit. Trailing her eyes down to his lips, Sansa
imagined another kiss, and snapped her eyes back to the table top and instead
focused on his words.
“Ros and Olyvar know who you are, since you mentioned your real name, and trust
me they would have thought to google you. They've been told of how important it
is that no one else finds out your here.”
“And you don't think they'll tell anybody?” she said, shifting any other kind
of thoughts to the back burner of her mind. Thoughts she really shouldn't be
entertaining.
“Considering I'm the one who hands them a heavy pay packet every week, I'm
inclined to trust their better judgement.” Petyr flattened out the paper bag
his croissant had come in and folded it over neatly, running pinched fingers
across it to form a sharp crease.
Sansa watched his hands “What if Cersei puts out a, I don't know...some kind of
reward on me?”
“The Lannister's won't want to shine that big of a spotlight on this, not after
the media fall out of Arya's disappearance and the publics interest on your
families misfortunes in general. One missing Stark girl is unlucky. Two missing
Stark girls is too big for anyone to politely ignore, no matter how much hush
money Tywin Lannister throws around.”
“Have you heard anything about Arya?” Sansa suddenly thought to ask.
“Last time I was updated, I was told she was in Wales.”
“Wales?! She last told me she was headed up North!”
“Yes, well, she obviously doubled back, didn't she.”
Sansa surprised herself by how her heart beat in her chest. She was alright,
alive, Arya was alright. “How do you know this? If you've found her, we can go
get her!”
“It's not quite like that, she was only seen. Street security camera footage,
they identified it was her. She was with some other men, but so far, my
investigators have no idea who they are. They worked the area, but she may have
already moved on by now. She's been spotted a few times all over the country
but she never really stops moving. Smart way to go about things, really.” Petyr
mused, as if it was something interesting he'd read in the paper, and not the
welfare of her little sister.
Almost in disbelief, Sansa wondered what kind of private investigators he'd
hired “How have you managed to track her like this, and the police haven't
found a thing?”
“Oh, the police have done a wonderful job tracking her, they just happen to be
my police officers. Nothing heads to the press, you, or the Lannister's without
going through me first.”
Sansa wasn't sure if she should be impressed or unnerved. Perhaps grateful. For
every allusion to the sinister actions of the Lannister's, in a strange way,
she felt almost lucky to think their was a man on her side just as capable of
such things. Fight fire with fire, as they say.
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At about three pm in the afternoon, girls had started to arrive. They drifted
into the building in sweat pants with their hair pulled back in messy buns,
make up free, and Sansa wondered if they were the same glamorous creatures
she'd seen the night before.
Rehearsals, Olyvar told her, as they both looked down from the balcony. They
always needed to keep routines polished, and new shows were being practised
every other week. There were girls stretching, and a couple of men, a head
choreographer and two stage managers, someone from sound and lighting, plus a
costume designer with an assistant who was taking girls in turns out to the
backstage area to do fittings and take measurements for new matching couture
looks.
“They'll work a little on a new bit they'll be debuting next Saturday,
something bondagey. We had some latex stuff come in the mail couple days ago,
and we haven't done one like that in awhile. It felt gimmicky, while that fifty
shades of grey shit was everywhere, you know?. Have you seen it? Utter rubbish.
I've seen kinkier shit happen on the Northern Line past ten pm.”
“No,” Sansa answered, absent-minded as she peered down over the gold railing as
Olyvar took a drag on his cigarette. The lights were off up here on the second
level, and only a couple of girls below had spotted them, giving Sansa curious
looks.
“After this they'll run through tonights line up, but only quickly, since these
girls have done these acts before. Like Mei will be the opener tonight, with
all her acrobatics and hanging from the ceiling stuff. Real crowd pleaser. She
used to be a Chinese olympian or something. Won a bronze I think. Then the
other nine will come on and do a couple group routines, music, dancing, then I
can't remember who's doing the close. Might be Melissa.” He clucked his tongue
“Not who'd I'd choose, but what do I know. I mean she's not shit, but she's not
hot shit, you know what I mean?”
Sansa nodded for no other reason than she felt she should “So what do you do
here then? Like, do you dance or sing or anything?”
He let out a bark of laughter “Fuck no! Jesus, no. I'm not one of the on stage
performers, I'm more...one of the backstage performers.” he gave her a look and
Sansa smiled tightly, understanding, feeling a lot less naive than she ever had
been within the space of a day.
 
“See, it's like this. All those girls down there,” he pointed down to the stage
just as music started up, and they started to move “They've all sucked a cock
for money, trust me on that, but they don't always have too. They have other
skills that keep them here, and if they're dancing all night, it's not as if
they have the time to be upstairs on their back, right?”
“Right.”
“Right.” he nodded again “So look at it this way. You can separate everyone
here into three categories. First is wait staff and bartenders, who still have
to be gorgeous, flirty and know how to give a lap dance and what have you. They
don't fuck. They're real staff. Then theres the performers, all that lot down
there. Now, they fuck, but only on occasion. Usually when they're specifically
asked for by clients, and they tend to have favourites. Fans. They're like the
stars of the place, or they like to think and act like they are at least. They
cost more too. Lastly, theres room girls,”
“Room girls?” Sansa tore her eyes away from the practising dancers down below
as they were yelled at by their choreographer.
Olyvar gestured to himself coyly “and guys of course. We work the rooms. Get
dressed up, the girls get nice costumes, and we just mingle. Make good
conversation. Be charming...and try and barter people upstairs for a fuck. We
have regulars as well, sometimes I'm all booked up and I'm on the fourth floor
all night, but that's only after you get good. If you just sit around and party
with the crowds and don't actually sell yourself, Petyr lets you go pretty
fast.”
After another drag of a cigarette he added “I mean, not that you have to worry
about that. Sorry, It's like I forgot you're not actually going to be working
here.”
Sansa shrugged, going back to watching below “I suppose it's interesting to
know regardless.”
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Sansa didn't watch the performances that night, instead keeping herself shut up
in the flat with the telly on. Going to bed early. Falling asleep wondering if
Petyr's bedroom was above one of the special sex rooms downstairs, because if
she strained her ears, she swore she could hear the occasional noises.
Petyr didn't come the next day, but the routine was much the same. Rehearsals,
a few different girls, more curious look as Sansa looked on as a little wall
flower. A couple said hello. She met the head chef in the small kitchens, where
they'd been happy to give her one of the house dishes for her dinner. They were
all very curious about the fact that she was apparently related to Petyr “Yeah,
his cousins my step mum, it's a bit confusing, I know.” she'd laugh, retreating
back up to the flat to avoid too many questions.
The day after that Petyr didn't show up either, and the day was much the same
as before. Hanging around the flat in the morning, having Cereal and toast with
Ros and Olyvar. Watching rehearsals. She met a few more of the girls, and was
surprised at how friendly they are, until Olyvar pointed out that of course
they were going to be nice to the bosses niece. Sansa hung around backstage to
watch the girls getting their hair and makeup done by a little team of
professionals that came in the early evening, and she watched the girls
transform under brushes and hairspray and false lashes.
Later on that evening, Sansa couldn't take another hour of watching snooker, so
she'd made her way gingerly down the creaky stairs to the club past midnight.
Just to peek.
She'd taken one of the spare waitresses wigs from backstage, perhaps being a
bit paranoid, as Petyr hadn't told her to disguise herself or anything as
dramatic as that. Sansa had to admit, it was just a bit fun to have the excuse
to put it on. In fact, quite a few little items that had caught her eye had
found their way up into her room. The mink, the wig, a piece of scrap ribbon
the costume designer had left behind. Just little pretty things she found and
asked Ros if she could keep. Ros always let her, joking that she was like a
little magpie.
Staying to the dimmer lit areas of the balcony area, she watched the girls
perform, and had to admit it was captivating. Once she got used to the bare
legs in the air, the jiggle of their breasts, she could watch without turning
red. It even became part of the thrill of it, watching something so naughty. So
deliberately scandalous. Obviously, this was the entire appeal of such an act,
and Sansa found herself watching just intently as the men in the audience. She
almost felt strange about it, until Looking around, and seeing their were a
good deal of women in the club too, just as many as the men. The girls costumes
glittered alive on the stage under the lights, their movements were something
to behold, and no matter what ones sexuality you couldn't deny they were
divine. It all became so free, an appreciation of form, and glamor and sex. A
pageantry that any true aesthete could see the beauty in.
She went to bed in sheets that still smelt like Petyr, wondering what it was
like to be so un-real. Girls who could become goddesses on stage. Everyone
sending them their love in gazes, transfixed on them for a moment in time, the
finest things to ever exist. She dreamt of being a girl like that. Who
wouldn't?
By the fourth day Sansa was annoyed that Petyr hadn't shown himself again. Ros
said it wasn't unusual. He usually wasn't here on weekdays, but Sansa countered
with the fact that he usually didn't have his niece holed up here either.
Didn't Petyr understand that she didn't have her phone, or a computer, or any
books, or anything? What did he think she was doing here all day? She wanted to
know what was going on out there. Every night she watched the news, waiting for
any story about her disappearance, but nothing. If anything, Petyr should have
at least contacted her and told her what happened with Cersei. Was it wrong to
feel gleeful over imagining her so distressed? Sansa decided it wasn't, and
hoped the woman was besides herself. Plus she was running out of clean clothes.
Would she have to ask Ros to go to a laundrette for her?
She thought about contacting him, and she also overthought about contacting
him.
Were his phones being traced? Was that being paranoid? What about emails? No,
they could be traced too. This was him lying low, going about things as normal,
he said, maybe no contact was the best way. Maybe he was being watched by that
man who followed them in the art gallery? No, no, now she was definitely being
paranoid. She didn't want to seem a baby, needing him to assure her everything
was alright every single day, but she would have simply felt safer if he did.
Then there was the very fact that if he wasn't making the effort to come and
check up on her, Sansa wouldn't make the effort to contact him.
She wanted to care a lot less about the fact that he hadn't though. Sansa found
she missed him. Wanted him to come. If he said he liked her...kissed
her....didn't that mean he cared? That he'd want to see her and make sure she
was alright? Now she didn't know quite how he felt about her at all, or how to
feel about him in return, or how he wanted her to feel about him and really it
was just one big mess he started with that kiss, and now how was she to sort it
out if he wasn't even going to come and see her?
On the fifth day, Sansa emerged from her bedroom at around nine in the morning,
and found Petyr sitting on the sofa, scrolling through his phone. All of a
sudden just there, as casual as anything, and standing there in her nightie,
Sansa blurted out a half conscious “Oh, hello.” realising a second after the
fact that she sounded slightly moronic.
“Morning,” Petyr chirped, pocketing his phone and standing up to greet her. It
was then Sansa noticed all the bags at his feet. Large paper shopping bags from
Selfridges.
“What...what's all this...?” she wandered forward, slowly coming out of the
haze of waking up. There was a lot to say, a lot of accusations to throw at
him, and she tried to recall them.
“Ros said you were running out of the clothes you'd brought,” he gestured down
at all the bags “Hence, new clothes.”
That certainly woke her up.
Sansa stared at him, wide eyed, before grabbing one of the bags and gingerly
sorting through the tissue paper to feel fabric in her hands. Pulling up a
light pink jumper, what looked like two pairs of jeans, a grey check skirt, a
white lace dress, and two t-shirts, and that was just the one bag. Checking the
labels, they were all designer too. They were from Selfridges, of course they
were designer, she thought.
“If anythings not to your tastes or doesn't fit, I can have it returned. I
asked the shop girls for what was 'In' right now for girls your age, and just
hoped for the best. Theres some toiletries too, soaps, nail clippers, eye lash
curlers.... I don't know. Things girls need, and other assorted items.”
Petyr waved a hand as if it was nothing, but searching through the next bag
Sansa found sets of makeup and body lotions, pyjamas, a fluffy pink bathrobe,
packs of socks, an Ipad, some sketch pads and pencils, about ten different
magazines, a new bag and wallet, plus two other bags of clothes. She would have
to look at it all properly later, all she did now was gape.
“I...thank you....you didn't need to get all of this,” she sat in front of the
bags in her pyjamas thinking 'how on earth am I going to yell at him now?'.
“Well, I wouldn't put much faith in seeing any of the things you left with
Cersei ever again, and you really couldn't make do with wearing that black
dress and tights everyday. Even if it did go well with your mink.”
Sansa smiled a little chagrined. She didn't want to seem ungrateful, but she
didn't want to seem so easily bought either “This is so...so generous of
you...”
“Please, I can afford this with money fallen down between my couch cushions,
it's nothing.”
“This is an Alexander McQueen knit dress, it's hardly nothing.”
“Oh, so you like Alexander McQueen, then? Good. I'll keep that in mind.” he sat
there looking pleased with himself, until he noticed the very discreet way in
which Sansa's smile was forced. Not entirely the look he had expected after a
showering of presents “What is it, what's the matter? Besides...your general
situations, of which we are working on, whats bothering you?”
Sansa shrugged, words losing themselves on her tongue “Yes, fine. Nothings the
matter.”
“You're a bad liar. Are the girls being nice to you?”
“Yes,”
“Olyvar's not being too obnoxious?”
“No, he's been fine,”
“Are you mad because I haven't come to see you until now?”
She paused too long at this blunt question, smoothing over the material of the
dress in her hands, and that would make do for an answer.
“Ah,” Petyr nodded, sighing “Now, you have to understand the necessity of not
raising any suspicion,”
“Yes, yes, I know,” she said quickly, already feeling his impatience, not
wanting to seem like some spoilt, unappreciative child.
“Cersei sent people to my home, asked a lot of questions, and thank god for
Lysa being clueless to whats going on, it was truly an authentic performance.
We were threatened to keep quiet, and we of course acted very scared, powerless
and confused and worried for our niece, and they followed the both of us for
about three days, until you were spotted in Brighton, where they've now focused
all their attentions.”
Sansa frowned “I was spotted up in Brighton?”
“Yes. A red headed girl was seen on blurry security camera footage using an ATM
with Sansa Starks bank card. It's hard to make out the face, but who else would
it be but you?” he smiled “I hope you don't mind that I took that by the way,
it's best we get you a new one regardless.”
Sansa took it all in “That's...smart.”
“I know,” he really did look pleased with himself now “So we've bought some
time and deflected a bit of attention from ourselves. Plus, theres work to be
caught up on here, and I haven't bothered to watch a rehearsal for months now,
and I wouldn't mind hanging around to catch it.”
“You're going to spend the whole day here?” Sansa asked.
“And evening, depending which guests are here tonight.”
“Good,” she said, then tinged pink at how that sounded “I mean, thank
you....that'd be nice.”
Petyr's smile grew wider “Consider it an apology of sorts. A weeks worth of
attentions condensed into one day.”
Sansa placed the dress neatly back in it's bag, standing up “Really, thank
you..” she started, padding across the cluttered floor space to reach Petyr by
the sofa “For the clothes, all of this...for helping me...”
“And you're very welcome.” He regarded her curiously as she stood before him,
leaning in gingerly until he realised she intended to kiss his cheek, feeling
the small peck as she did so.
Then Sansa wet her lips, and without thinking too hard about it, she pressed
another quick kiss to his lips, very much on purpose.
A quick little press of lips. A different kind of kiss than the one that had
kept her up all night, almost innocent in its chasteness. A test of unfamiliar
waters. The equivalent of dipping in her toes to the deep, of which she wasn't
sure she was ready to dive into.
Petyr didn't draw her closer, or push her away, letting her withdraw gently on
her own terms. They spoke with their eyes, with one gentle shy smile, and one
intrigued.
“Very welcome indeed,” Petyr mused, as she picked up one of the bags, wanting
to try on her new clothes.
***** An engagement *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
It's funny how people adapt to all kinds of strange situations, until they
hardly seem strange anymore, and what was once bizarre and new becomes a
comfortable routine.
The doors of the mockingbird had opened for the evening. People who had begun
queueing an hour ago were now drifting in, along with the groups at booked
tables, men already lined up along the bar, laughter and music and noise
intermingling so that two figures at the back of the balcony went unheard and
unnoticed as the club came alive in the night.
Sansa had on one of her new dresses, a completely unnecessary purchase, with
long sleeves and a short hem, completely covered in rose gold sequins. Sansa
hurried down the flights of creaking stairs, adjusting her dark black wig as
she did so, making sure it was sitting in place. As she winded around the
banister she caught eyes with Bernie, slipping out of the kitschy sixties room,
and the girls exchanged a smile. Sansa knew she couldn't stop to talk, Bernie
always had Mr. Crab on Thursday evenings to entertain. Mr.Crab wasn't his real
name, just what Bernie called him, since he liked to pinch her and the other
girls so much. Bernie's name wasn't really Bernie either. She was Bernadette to
her family, Bernie to all the girls here, and Lillian to all her Johns.
The chatter and din of the club could still be heard through the walls as she
spun down and around all the steep flights of stairs, skipping over the cracked
floorboard she'd already tripped on twice before, saying a quick hello to two
other girls she happened to pass, before slipping through the narrow corridor
to the kitchens. It was always so loud in the kitchens, sizzling and yelling
and clattering, but Sansa was a little dormouse as she slinked past bus boys
and chefs and waiters balancing five plates at once.
“Alayne, Alayne, Alayne!” Came a cry across the hectic room from the old head
chef, Sergio, with his thick Italian accent “Here, here, we have oysters here,
just prepared, you try one now, you told me you would try one!” the old man
gestured to the line of chefs busy preparing the plates of fresh oysters but
Sansa barely slowed down.
“I never said that, I said I could never eat oysters!” she smiled, already
heading for the large double doors.
She was met with a dramatic sigh, as Sergio never did anything that wasn't
dramatic“Ah, you say that, but you have never had MY oysters!”
He tried to look as heartbroken as possible as Sansa fled the scene with an
apologetic smile, the doors clanging shut behind her as she hurried through
another hall, into a different kind of frantic in the dressing rooms.
She was barely noticed in the fray of twenty people, girls, dancers, makeup
artists, all in various stages of glamorous disarray. One girl charged past her
in nothing but sparkly knickers and white fishnets, her hair all slicked back
under a flesh coloured wig cap as she yelled at someone to find her hair, while
another was busy lacing up a pair of boots that went all the way up to her
thighs, and someone else was crying in a makeup chair with two other girls
surrounding her but Sansa didn't stop to enquire, since it was Dascha, and
Dascha cried every other day over something. Maybe her boyfriend had ended up
going on that cruise with his wife instead of her after all. She'd have to ask
Olyvar if he'd heard anything about that. Petyr would be glad to hear that, she
thought, he hadn't wanted to give her anymore time off after that nose job
she'd gotten set her back a few weeks.
Straight past everyone and in a hurry, Sansa beelined to where Ros and Miss
Olivia were by the racks of clothes and shelves of shoes and jewellery and
scarfs and all else.
Miss Olivia was the seamstress and designer, a woman in her sixties who still
died her hair fire truck engine red, with lipstick to match, and tortoiseshell
cats eye glasses that always hung on a chain around her neck. She was busy
sewing a girl into a sheer lace dress with pins in her mouth, with Ros simply
there for company, as even when Ros wasn't performing, she was always hanging
around to chat.
“Hi,” Sansa said quickly, already knowing which drawer to rifle through to get
at what she wanted.
“And what are you after now, little miss Alayne?” Olivia said, barely glancing
up from her work “did you give back those shoes you took the other night? Dana
needs them back for her act tomorrow.”
“I did,” Sansa chirped, pulling out a rose gold wrist cuff and matching chain
choker necklace “and I'll give these ones back at the end of tonight, ok?” she
said, already putting them on, happy with how well they matched the dress, as
she'd planned. It was only costume jewellery, but it did the job.
“And I want that mink back at some point, too!” Olivia thought to yell out to
her as Sansa was already hurrying away, with a wave over her shoulder letting
her know she'd heard.
Then it was out onto the floor, and Sansa had to bustle through the crowds
before the stage, the first performance already underway. As she did her best
to slip past everybody, she couldn't help but be stepped into by a man coming
away from the bar.
“Oh, jesus, sorry,” he mumbled above the crowds, eyes widening when he saw
Sansa “Oh, Alayne,” Dontos said, Sansa recognising him now “Shit, sorry,
sorry,” he smiled quickly, moving on even quicker to leave her be as she told
him it was fine, not to worry.
He was a drug dealer. Petyr's drug dealer. Well, the one he hired anyway.
Customers always wanted something, mostly cocaine, sometimes pills, and Dontos
was the one to carry it, ready to be called over to a table with whatever they
could want.
He was friendly to Sansa at first, but recently he'd started to keep his
distance. It was probably because of that time he'd said she had the prettiest
blue eyes he'd ever seen, within hearing distance of Petyr.
Sansa eventually made it to one of the quiet booths at the back.
“Well,” Petyr looked up as he saw, moving over so she could fit in next to him
“You're looking very...reflective this evening,” he said, eyeing over all the
sequins.
“Thank you,” she smiled, sitting comfortably close.
Petyr always thought it more smart to sit down here, rather than up in the VIP
sections. The more exclusive you got, the less crowds there were to hide in.
The more old wealthy men in the room, the more a pretty young thing like her
would stand out. Besides, half of those wealthy old men up their had probably
known her father, knew her name, knew the Lannister's. The wealthy moved in
small circles in London, and why take the risk, when you could sit down here,
forgotten in the rabble, as Petyr called it. The booth itself was more an
alcove in the wall, with draped curtains hanging either side of them to give a
sense of privacy. Sansa noticed that the curtains could most likely pulled all
the way around, shutting everyone out completely, and looking across the room
she saw a man laughing, with one of the room girls already laughing along with
him at his side, half on his lap already, and she thought he looked ready to
pull across his curtain any minute.
No one ever bothered them when they ate dinner out here and simply watched the
show, besides the waitresses fussing over them, or Ros or the stage director
running out to ask Petyr what to do with so-and-so who hadn't shown up or there
was a commotion upstairs. Other than that everyone was too busy drinking and
dining themselves to give them a second glance, and it was Sansa's favourite
times of the week, when he was here.
The girls were nice, but Sansa knew they had to be. They'd all picked up on the
fact that even after a almost a month of being here, she'd yet to actually go
outside. Hopefully they didn't think too hard on it, or if they did realise the
strangeness of it all, they would stick to minding their own business, which
seemed to be the case. She had Olyvar and Ros, and they were fine to spend the
day away with, but it was different with Petyr. Of course they were different.
She treated him differantly.
Every move was measured now. Ever since she'd kissed him, so spur of the
moment. The idea had just taken her at the time, kiss him, do it, don't let him
drift away for another week, he kissed you first, it's a thank you kiss,
haven't you thought about this all week? Each and every single thought had
rushed through her mind all at once, so much so that it was almost
overwhelming, until all the thoughts just sort of stopped...and all that was
left was simply action. Maybe just to see what would happen. To make something
happen. The specifics of her own actions weren't even that clear to herself, so
Sansa would hardly know how to explain it to anyone else.
Of course she'd kissed him other times. For other thank you's. Sometimes on the
cheek, and sometimes briefly on the lips. Little pecks. It came to be that she
gave him one every time he left the mockingbird. Every time without fail when
she had to say goodbye.
Funny how people adapt to all kinds of strange situations, until they hardly
seem strange anymore.
It was then she noticed a newspaper sitting on the table.
“I have some news.” he answered, before she could ask.
“Some news?” Sansa asked, the pages already being opened, Petyr's finger
tapping at a spot to draw her eye.
The engagements section. Sansa saw the picture before anything else. Joffrey
Baratheon and Maragaery Tyrell.
“Engaged?!” Sansa grabbed the newspaper properly to re-read the innocuous
little engagement message in disbelief “Since when? So soon? The dates set for
a month from now, that's hardly any time at all! I didn't even...I mean I knew
they knew eachother but....but she told me how awful he was being to me, she
knew, and now why would she turn around and want to marry him!?” Sansa laughed
at the absurdity, though she hardly found it funny, and in this second she
realised how much she'd been cut off from the world in this little bubble of a
place.
“Yes, Tywins marketing it as a whirlwind teenage love affair their powerless to
stop, but I'd think he's more behind it than he's letting on. The Lannisters
don't have as much money as you'd think these days. Margaery and her family are
a life raft for them, them and those hotels of theirs.”
“He's marrying her for the money?”
“You sound almost surprised? It's why they were keeping you around after all.”
Petyr said, casually gesturing to one of the girls across the room to bring him
a drink. They knew the signal well enough.
“What?”
“Hm?” Petyr observed her for a second “You never wondered what was going to
become of you in that house? Why they didn't just pass you off to Lysa, or
Edmure or even Brynden Tully?”
Sansa felt sheepish for shrugging “I suppose...well, my family was dead, and
Mum left me with them and...”
What was the point in trying to think of a reason now, she hadn't bothered to
think over such a thing back then, when she really ought to have given it some
thought.
“Tywin would have wanted you and Joffrey roped together somehow, with the
entirety of the Stark inheritance, company stocks, ancestral family home roped
in along with you. You're worth a rather nice bundle of goodies, ranging into
the high, high millions.”
“But Joffrey hated me.”
“I'm sure Cersei would have brought him around to the idea, and made sure you
weren't going anywhere fast.”
“I wouldn't have said yes.”
“But were you going anywhere fast?” Petyr repeated again, with emphasis and
raised eyebrows.
Sansa felt that same awful overwhelming feeling she'd been feeling more and
more often, when she realised how much seemed to be going on around her, so
fast that she couldn't catch up.
“Would they have forced me to marry him, do you think?”
Petyr's hand waved in the air, like it was a thought he could brush away.
“Who can say. Not something you have to worry about now is it? Not when
Margaery gets to be his blushing bride instead.”
“Do you think they've forced Margaery to do this?” Sansa suddenly thought to
ask, but Petyr's response was a rather disparaging look.
“No, I expect she knows exactly what she's doing, and before you worry, I'd say
she knows exactly what he's like too. I ran into them the other week, a charity
gala. Joffrey was on his worst behaviour. She sat through it and stared at him
like he was the sun, and laughed at every moronic thing he said.....she'll do
well as his trophy wife. She's a hotel heiress, these girls practically train
for that life.”
Sansa stared down at Margaerys picture, smiling, wearing a lovely tea dress,
hands held in Joffrey's.
“I feel almost sorry for her...”
“Almost?”
“Well... she's also turned out to be a bit of a bitch hasn't she?”
Petyr laughed and she liked that she could make him do that.
"There's something else that should be mentioned." he started slowly after some
time" Joffrey's asked me if the Stag party could be held here....and 'asked'
isn't perhaps the right word for it, since there is no possible way I could say
anything but yes."
Sansa stared, her nerves working up "He's going to be here? He's going to come
here to the club?"
"and he won't have any reason to look up to the top floor, in a locked bedroom,
where you will stay without cause for concern." Petyr replied calmly and gave
her a pointed gaze, as if he needed to fox her down with a look, or she'd go
running from the room.
Sansa had to let herself breathe "Yes...yes, he wouldn't, would he? No, I'm
sure that would be fine."
"He'll be blind drink and surrounded by my girls, his mind won't even wander to
you, I'm sure."
He meant it to reassure her, but somehow that comment still stung a little. No,
of course his mind wouldn't wander to me. She doubted Margaery's would either,
not now, and definitely not when she agreed to marry Joffrey. Sometimes Sansa
wondered if anyone out in the real world noticed her gone at all.
“I've been invited to the wedding.” Petyr snapped her out of the first stages
of Sansa feeling desperately sorry for herself.
“And will you go?”
“No, I couldn't possibly...and not just because the whole things a farce, and I
dislike weddings on principle, but because I'm going to be heading to Chester
about a week before the date.” and by the look he gave her, Sansa caught on,
the name alerting her.
“Chester? We'll be leaving?” she said, excited. Nervous.
“Yes, and you'll come down during the wedding itself. The perfect time.
Everyone will be there, will be busy, distracted. If theres any day Cersi and
Tywin will be less vigilant, it would be Joffrey's big day.”
“We won't head down together?”
“We take no chances. It's better this way. Lysa, Robin and myself will head
down, tell people Lysa hasn't been adjusting to the city life as well as she'd
hoped, we'll hardly raise an eyebrow with the move....and then you'll come down
after and join us.”
“What, by myself?”
“No, not by yourself, but I'm not going to go over the details here. Not now.”
he said lowly, and Sansa suddenly thought to talk softer too, leaning in closer
so she could still be heard.
“What's going to happen once we get to Chester? Will I still have to stay
inside, wear a wig?” she asked the questions that had been burning in her mind
for some time “Now that Joffrey's marrying Margaery, does that mean they won't
want me anymore? I won't have to worry?”
Petyr tilted his head ever so slightly towards her and it dawned on her how
close they were at this moment, her knee pressed against his, his face hovering
only inches from hers.
“They'll still want you, sweetling. Theres still Tommen, afterall...and Jamie,
and Tyrion, and marriage isn't the only way to someones money.”
Sansa swallowed, nerves creeping back in when these last few weeks, she'd had
them almost forgotten. She found herself wanting to press herself into Petyr,
just for something to anchor her, make her feel like she wouldn't be carried
away into the depths she felt were waiting to take her.
Then she felt his hand come up to her face, a familiar touch, as he brushed a
thumb over her cheek.
“But I won't have you worrying. Not when you're with me...you know you have
nothing to worry about when you're with me.”
And then she really did lean into him. Let his arm fall around her, pull her
into him, and let herself be held close. Because she so badly wanted to believe
him.
Chapter End Notes
     Hopefully next chapter will be up quickly. I'm having surgery in the
     next couple days, nothing major, just 4 wisdom teeth being removed,
     but I do have a week off from work and other commitments, and I'm
     hoping during the days of moping around on the sofa with ice packs
     strapped to my face I'll be able to fit in some writing.
***** Red *****
Thoroughly un-wanted. That's how Sansa felt the last few days.
True, she didn't want a horrid boy like Joffrey, not now anyway, but even so
he'd said he'd loved her and it had been a lie. Had he wanted Margaery, even
when he'd had her? Probably. She thought of all the times he's kissed her and
she felt a fool, wishing she could take all those kisses back since he hadn't
deserved them.
No family, no friends, no real ones anyway, and even here Petyr held her at
arms length. It seemed every day that her thoughts and feelings over her faux
uncle changed. One minute, one glance, and she was sure he liked her, that he
wanted to kiss her again. That kiss, that kiss, she kept thinking about it,
assuring herself that it couldn't of been nothing, but by the next day she
thought about it, her mind would whisper to her about Joffrey, and how he'd
kissed her when it meant nothing, and Sansa would convince herself it was the
same. Then the next day she would kiss his cheek goodbye again, and she would
go pink and get all excited about this terrible crush she realised she
had...but then....was it a crush? Or did she just like him as a man who was
kind to her...but then did she misinterpret his kindness? Was she reading too
much into him simply helping her, but no, no, that kiss, it always came back
around to that kiss.
It was all so frustratingly muddled up in her mind, and the simplest conclusion
to it all was that she wanted to be wanted. That was all.
“What's wrong, pet? You look a bit down?” Ros chirped as she walked by with
about five pairs of shoes in her arms, helping other girls get ready for their
first number.
Sansa had been seated in one of the vacant makeup chairs, doing absolutely
nothing but fret and feel slightly sorry for herself. She kicked her legs
absentmindedly, slumped in the chair “Nothing.” she said, making sure to sound
woeful.
Olivia scoffed as she sewed lace onto sheer gloves “Well, I'm convinced. Why
are you still out here? Petyr arrived a little while ago.”
Sansa shrugged, since explaining why she was hiding back here would be entirely
too confusing.
Just then Charlotte tottered over, her face made up in exquisitely done
nineteen twenties style makeup, with heart shaped lips and thin brows.
“Olivia!” she whined “Are you done with my red dress yet? The backless one? I
told you I needed it for tonight!”
Sansa turned to watch quietly, whole Olivia barely raised her head, instead
holding up the gloves without missing a stitch.
“Busy, Charlotte, I'll get to your dress when I get to it.”
“Oh, yeah, before Mr. Richards arrives?” Charlotte shot back.
“There are a lot of other dresses on the racks, use one of them.” Ros said
pointedly, her hand on her hip. Sansa had come to find Ros didn't like
Charlotte much. Ros had explained, quite frankly, that a lot of very pretty
girls are used to being the prettiest girl in their family, school, workplace
or even town, used to getting whatever they want when they want it, and when
they come here among all the other prettiest girls, they have trouble wrapping
their minds around only being one of many.
Charlotte never liked to act like she was one of many.
“But I need the red one, please, can you just fix it now?! I'm sure the other
stuff could wait!”
Olivia didn't speed up or slow down her stitching, and again, didn't even
glance upwards.
“I'm sure Mr. Richards could stand to see you in a blue dress, dear.” she said,
flatly, and Ros had to turn away and busy herself with the shoes to hide her
smirk.
Charlotte had a terrible puss on her face, but stalked off all the same.
“What's so special about a red dress?” Sansa muttered, watching her leave “and
who's Mr. Richards?”
Ros waved a hand “Oh, he's just some old money twit who comes and spends up
here every now and then, and all the room girls are vying for him because he
once took Lucy out shopping at Harrods, and Charlotte has some dumb theory that
he only ever goes for the girls wearing red.”
Sansa laughed “A specific taste, then. Do some men come in and only go for
girls in green?”
It was meant as a joke but Olivia piped up from her stitching “Reds different,”
she said “Red, the colour of passion, the colour of sex. Men are attracted to
it, more than any other colour, wether they know it or not. It is something
animal in them, they can't help it. Charlotte isn't too far off the money,
there is a certain science behind it.”
Ros muttered something nasty about Charlotte and her non-existent science GCSE
scores, but Sansa was listening intently.
“Really?”
Olivia saw the doubt on her face and smiled “Oh, yes, red is the colour you
wear if you want a man, darling. No man can resist a divine red dress. Why do
you think red lipstick is the epitome of sex and class? Why is red everywhere
you look on valentines day? Colours are powerful. What you wear is powerful.”
she smirked “and I happened to have finished fixing that red dress a day ago,
but I gave it to Noelle to wear tonight. I felt like she should have a shopping
spree more than Charlotte.”
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Nights later, Sansa steeled herself.
Noelle had gotten Mr. Richards shopping spree with that red dress, much to
Charlottes chagrin. Sansa had watched from above the balcony, the way he'd been
unable to take his eyes off the red clad Noelle, turning so many other heads
while she was at it.
It seemed there was something to this red business.
Now, this thought rattled around Sansa's head for a night or two, a bold colour
and a bold plan, but how exactly to execute it?
There were no red dresses, not one she could take. As she already knew, the
backless one was in high demand, and Olivia only let her borrow things the
other girls had turned their noses up at for the night. It wasn't as if she
could explain her need for one, as important as it was to her.
Ros's wardrobe had proved fruitless, as Ros was much more well endowed in both
hips and bust than Sansa, so nothing fit right, even the few red things she
owned. There was a red jumper, but that was hardly going to do anything.
The most Sansa had at the moment was red lipstick, and for a time she resigned
herself to simply making do with that, until Olyvar collected a delivery of
taped up boxes, opening them in the middle of the flat.
“Oh, thank fuck, finally!” he'd sighed in relief as he pulled out bags and bags
of lingerie “We ordered this Honey Birdette stuff weeks ago, express shipping
my ass!”
Wandering over from her spot on the sofa to look, Sansa saw underwear in all
colours and materials. Lacy black thongs, ivory white satin briefs, pink and
purple and aqua marine, corsets and suspenders in all makes and sizes, sheer
shifts and stockings and harnesses. It was an absolute huge haul of new
wardrobe choices for the girls and the lucky men who could afford them.
Olyvar had hastily gone to rush the invoice down to Olivia's little nook in the
changing rooms, after un-packing and pawing at the new goods, leaving them in a
dishevelled un-wrapped mess....in the middle of the flat....unguarded.
A flash of bright red satin had caught Sansa's eye, and she acted quickly, so
that she wouldn't talk herself down from this ledge.
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“I had the girl bring a drink for you, since I was having one myself.” Petyr
said as Sansa slid into the usual booth besides him, with no dawdling backstage
tonight.
“Thank you,” she smiled, and It wasn't until he glanced up at her properly that
he stopped and regarded her with a keener eye.
“Lipstick...well, that's new.” he said, staring at Sansa's ruby red lips,
painted on a coquettish smile.
“Does it look good?” she asked, uncertain.
He seemed to think on his answer for a bit “It's a very bold shade. Going for a
new look where you?”
Sansa nodded, not hearing a yes “Mm, I just- Ros offered. You know, to do my
makeup.” she lied, just in case he thought it un-flattering.
“Ah. I see. Yes, Ros is rather fond of her red lipstick, isn't she. Makes you
look very grown up.” Petyr said, seemingly non-plussed. That answer hadn't been
a yes either, and Sansa felt herself deflate a little bit. Very grown up?
That's what you said to a child when they were playing dressups in their
mothers cupboards. She reached forward and took her drink, noticing it was just
a Lemon Lime and bitters. With a little straw.
She licked her red lips, noticing the bright stain she left on the rim of her
glass as she placed it back down, and tried to keep her head up high as they
watched the dancers.
Sansa shifted in her seat, keenly aware of the red satin knickers she had on,
the lace settled almost uncomfortably between her cheeks. It wasn't quite a
thong, but it wasn't so demure either, and comfort was not the main concern.
Of course Petyr had no way of knowing she was wearing them. Only she knew, her
own little secret, but it made her sit a little straighter, feel a quiver all
the way from her head to her toes. She sipped her drink quickly, to gain a
little more courage, though it was barely alcoholic. When she'd stolen them
away and slipped them on, she'd felt half a starlet already. Posing in front of
the bathroom mirror, both admiring and critical of her own reflection. She had
very long legs, everyone always said so, plus a flat tummy. She had always
hoped her breasts would grow a little bigger, and she tried pressing them
together, imagining what it would be like to actually have proper cleavage. She
supposed they were nice enough though, pert with little pink nipples. She'd
felt good looking at herself like that. The red satin clashed brightly against
her pale skin and her red hair. She was slightly self conscious of the red hair
between her legs, thinking maybe she should get rid of it, like all the girls
here did, but she hadn't the first idea how.
Everywhere around her was sex. Glancing to her right there was a woman
straddling a mans lap in a booth very similar to theirs. To her left she could
spy a man rubbing his hand flat against the front of his trousers as he watched
in front of him, where the dancers slowly removed tidbits of their clothes and
slinked around the stage, touching each other, touching themselves.
She kept glancing over to Petyr, to see where his eyes were. The stage. Though
the front of his trousers was a mystery to her, hidden by the tablecloth. Even
thinking about that made her blush.
She realised she didn't know what she'd wanted to happen. For him to take one
look at her red lips and have his jaw drop, to see her in a completely new
light?
Ros's words echoed in her ear, about pretty girls being unable to cope with
being one of many. Petyr was watching the girls on stage, gorgeous, talented,
practised, all of them. He was used to beautiful girls. Girls who knew how to
emit sex from every pore, in the way they moved and spoke, and here she was,
just a virgin with all kinds of feelings she knew she shouldn't have, and
barely understood. She felt like a child in a crowd. Playing at being
sophisticated, at being glamorous, with lipstick that she obviously didn't
suit, and underwear that didn't belong on her.
“Could I maybe have another drink?” she found her voice after some time “Maybe
something a little bit stronger?”
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“Ok, easy now,” Petyr held his arm around her waist as they ascending the
stairs together, with Sansa focusing intently on putting one foot in front of
the other.
The first drink had to make her worry less, to take the edge off the evening.
The second drink had been brought over with one of his own, as the waitress
assumed it was another round for the both of them. The third had been because
she was beginning to feel good again, and why stop. The fourth was most likely
a mistake.
“I'm making a mental note to perhaps not give you everything you ask for.” said
Petyr, somewhat amused at her fumbling attempt at stairs.
“I'm sorry,” she said, gripping his arm tightly and wobbling slightly on her
shoes as they entered the apartment.
“Don't be. I really should have stopped you at some point. I forgot how tiny
you are. Figures you'd get drunk quicker.”
“Mm, not drunk.” Sansa mumbled, listening for the sounds of Ros and Olyvar, of
which she couldn't hear. They must still be down stairs.
“Do you get drunk much?” Sansa asked, curious.
“Not often, no. Not when I'm with people. I hate to look a fool in front of a
crowd.”
“What about all those half finished whisky bottles you have on that shelf
then?”
He smiled at her “Drinking alone is another thing entirely.”
Sansa frowned as they navigated their way past the ironing board and mis-
matched furniture “That seems sad though, to drink alone.”
Another smile “Doesn't it just.”
“Well, if you ever feel like drinking alone, you should come and find me and
I'll join you, and then you wont have to drink alone, would you?”
“Little miss's who can't get past four standard drinks in a night shouldn't
make such bold promises. You'd never match me glass for glass. Come now,” he
said, getting her to her room, guiding her on slightly unsteady feet into her
bed. His bed, more like.
Petyr's bed, Petyr's bed, Sansa thought as she was dropped down unceremoniously
onto the covers that looked so comfy, so soft and lived in. She never made the
bed properly, she never learnt how, so the quilts were always bundled up and
ready to be nestled in as they were. Leaning back, she did just that, pulling
up her legs to curl beneath her, murmuring in contentment to the soft bed.
“Going to sleep with your shoes on, are we?” he asked.
Sansa had her eyes closed as if she was pretending to drift off to sleep, but
she smiled as she felt Petyr's fingers un-tie the ribbons of her heels that
wrapped around her ankles.
“Mm, yes.” she joked, pressing her head further into the pillows, rolling onto
her stomach.
He undid them gently, letting them thunk to the floor. Then Sansa felt a tug at
her wig.
“and this silly thing, time for this to come off too.”
Sansa lifted her head to pull it off, dropping it on top of the shoes, her
hands coming up to pull out the multitude of pins holding back her real hair,
running her hand through it. Then she had a piece of clothing tossed lightly at
her head, and she shrieked and giggled from the drink still making her head
swim so wonderfully.
She pulled it off and saw that it was her nightie, the old tartan teddy bear
one that she'd had hanging over the back of the desk chair, and Petyr smiled
wryly at her.
“Change,” he said “I'm going to go and get you some water. I wouldn't think
you'd get a hangover just from four drinks, but it can happen. Water helps.”
Sansa rolled onto her back as she watched him leave, able to see him all the
way into the little kitchenette area through the open doorway as he went to the
cupboards to get a glass.
Bundling up the nightie in her hands, she sat up, still watching him. I won't
get up to close the door, she thought. I won't. With a wicked little grin she
kept all to herself, she simply turned her back and tugged her dress over her
head. Slowly. As she dragged the material off her body she could hear the tap
running, and as the dress was off, she glanced up at the window above the bed.
The dark night sky allowed the barest of reflections, where she could see Petyr
turn back towards her, where she saw him pause, glass in hand as he caught site
of her, her bare back, and the red satin underwear.
Just as slowly, she slipped her nightie on to cover herself, suppressing a
small smile as he made his way back in.
He'd seen them, a little thrill raced through her. He'd seen her.
She took the offered glass of water, and sipped it, watching him watching her
over the rim of the glass. He said nothing, and she couldn't stand the silence.
“Will you stay here tonight?” she asked finally, eyes hopeful, un-sure to the
answer she would get, but knowing the one she wanted.
His eyes seemed to roam over her. The way her nightie was hitched up around her
thighs, the way she leant back into the pillows, her lips stained wet as she
put the glass on the bedside table.
Stay, stay, stay, she gave off a silent plea.
Unfortunately, her pleas were met with an unreadable expression.
“Stay where?” he asked, bluntly.
Sansa looked down to the covers, fingers playing with the edge of her duvet
“Here...” she said deliberately vague.
“To do what, sweetling?”
He sounded interrogatory, and with each passing second, Sansa's thrill seemed
to wear off an her voice grew smaller.
“I don't know...” she mumbled, because she truly didn't.
Petyr seemed to sigh a little, eyes first flitting out that same small window
before coming back to rest on her, as if he didn't know what to do with her.
“I feel like that would be a little inappropriate, don't you think?”
Sansa felt herself want to curl up into herself all of a sudden, burning hot
with shame and embarrassment.
Petyr seemed to be waiting for her to reply but none would come. It had been a
bad idea, stupid,
and he stood there, silent and judging and lord knows what he thought of her
right now. She'd gotten it all wrong and now he would think her some stupid
little girl who fell in love with him after one stupid kiss that meant nothing,
and now she was just a nuisance, getting drunk and needing help back to her
bed, after all this trouble he'd gone through, he would have to deal with a
silly girls crush.
“And those underwear you've got on.....is that not a bit inappropriate too?”
Sansa' could almost feel the tears start to gather. The feeling she'd had
knowing he'd seen her earlier was gone. She'd thought he might have liked it.
Now she felt like she was in trouble. Being shamed.She felt silly and wanted to
take it all back. What a child he probably thought she was.
If he wanted an answer, she didn't know what to say, and her voice was caught
in her throat regardless.
“I don't remember buying them for you. Not ones like that....Red....that's very
grown up. A bit racy for a girl like you, don't you think?”
Sansa had been staring resolutely at the sheets...but at that...she flicked her
eyes up to meet his. She couldn't figure out his tone. It was low. Calm and
collected. It had that rasp to it he sometimes had. His face was a limbo
between a smile and something stricter, but his words.....
“Stand up.”
She did so immediately, her shame making her obedient.
His hand came up to her face and she flinched, on edge, but he simply went to
clasp her chin, his thumb coming up to rest on the pout of her bottom lip.
“I knew there was something more to this lipstick...”
She felt her lip tremble under his thumb as she willed herself to speak “Petyr-
”
“Take them off.”
He said it shortly, and sharply.
Sansa heard him well enough but the words didn't seem to take right away, as
she blinked at him in the silent room.
“What?” she whispered.
“You heard me. I don't wan't you wearing them anymore.”
Sansa burned red “You...you want me to go and change?”
“Is that what I said?”
She looked at him in silent question. There was a feeling growing in the pit of
her stomach. She didn't know if it was a good or bad feeling yet. His words,
his tone, his eyes, she wasn't sure of anything yet.
Until he leant in and spoke so low it made her shiver.
“Take them off here. Now.”
She hesitated.
This was real.
This was suddenly very real.
He was watching her though. Waiting. She'd made her move earlier, and now this
was his. It was still a game she thought. He wanted to see if she still wanted
to play.
It couldn't be helped, her heart soared a little.
How many emotions can a girl feel at once? What she'd felt only moments ago
ebbed away and were replaced by new feelings just as fast. Nervous and unsure,
and bashful, and excited and scared but wanted.
I wasn't wrong, her heart beat fast in her chest.
He does want me.
Peytyr dropped his hand and stepped back, watching her intently, as Sansa let
her hands move up under her nightie. Her thumbs hooked over the top of the
elastic, and she still couldn't quite believe what she was doing as she pulled
down the thin material of the knickers.
His eyes fixed on her thighs as she slowly dragged the fabric down, and Sansa
still felt herself blushing fiercely. Half from embarrassment, half from her
own excitement. Her nightie still hid her nakedness from his view, yet she felt
so exposed, feeling the material sway against her now bare skin, only an inch
away from revealing herself to him.
Then he approached her, eyes dark, steps cautious, like he expected she might
step away from him at any moment. She didn't though. Sansa stood right in the
dim light of the room, her underwear clasped tightly in one hand, as she never
broke his gaze, despite her trembling breath and the thudding in her chest.
Petyr stopped in front of her, his body mere inches away from brushing against
her, as he put a delicate hand on the dip of her waist and leant in to the
crook of her neck.
“Good girl.” was all he said.
She thought he might kiss her, take her neck with his mouth as she could feel
his breath just below her jaw, warm on her soft skin. But all he did was plant
a chaste kiss on her check. A dry peck. Like an uncle might give. Like she gave
him.
It made it all the more surprising when all of a sudden in one quick movement
he raked his hand downwards and grabbed her bare ass, sliding up and under the
material to cup her roughly in his hand, fingers kneading into her flesh to
make her cry out in surprise. He let out a rough gasp at the contact as he felt
her.
“Petyr...” she said, his fingers lingering so close to her pussy. She knew if
he moved them just a fraction he would feel how wet she was, and she burned
with shame as she wished he would.
Then there was the noise of the front door opening, the unmistakable creak of
feet on old floorboards, unwittingly breaking the haze that had come over
Sansa, as her eyes widened, and reality hit her.
Petyr withdrew his hand and stepped back from her, as they heard the chatting
voices of Olyvar and Ros enter the apartment. Sansa was less composed, her
mouth open, her breathing still not quite right as her entire body felt on
fire.
Then Petyr reached out for her hand, and she let him pry open her fingers,
gently slipping her knickers from her . The smile he gave her was seeped in
self satisfaction.
“I'll take these.” he said lowly, and slipped them into the inside of his coat
pocket. A keepsake.
He left her like that, mouth slightly agape as he left the room as if nothing
was amiss, shutting the door behind him.
As a breath it seemed she'd been holding left her, Sansa dropped back to the
bed on shaking legs.
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Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
Petyr breathed in hard through his nose, inhaling the scent of the red satin
underwear he clenched tightly in his hand, pressed to his face. Letting out a
shaky exhale, he knew he was close, his hand pumping furiously away at his
cock, his eyes closed, his mind picturing Sansa. Her pretty face, her ass, the
pink between her legs. He could picture her, he could smell her, the nasty,
perfect little thing she was.
The effort it had been to leave her there. Her hair a mess, in nothing but a
thin night shirt, in what was once his bed. He could have fucked her. She
wanted to give herself and he could have taken her. God knows he wanted too.
His body was electric when he left, taut as he walked, nails digging into his
palm, the fabric in his coat pocket practically burning against his skin where
it hid from view. His mind had been both racing and clear of everything but one
thought. Her. How much he wanted her. The cab journey home had been longer than
usual, every pause in London traffic prompting another impatient huff, his
erection already pressing up beneath his trousers.
Only now he was home, pressed back against the leather of his desk chair in the
quiet privacy of his study, the only sound coming from his panted breaths and
the slap of skin on skin as he brought himself off. Petyr breathed in deeply
again, the satin soft against his nose, the smell of her pussy making his hips
jerk more urgently into his hand.
He’ll wait, he had decided. After all, he had her all to himself, he held all
the cards, this was his game. Sansa had made the first move, emboldened by
drink, somehow repressing her repression. Petyr was sure he’d have to make the
second play after she woke with a clear head and the typical guilt laced
shyness of a virgin. That was all the more fun though. Have her give herself to
him inch by inch, little by little, and he would savour every moment, more so
than if he wasted all his fun in one night. In one fuck. She was worth more
than that to him.
“Petyr? Petyr are you in their?”
He could have yelled, his mind screaming as his eyes slid hatefully to the
thankfully locked door.
“Yes.” he measured his voice, without slowing his pace, still intent on coming
“I’ll be up in a minute.”
“Oh, ok…are you alright in there?” Lysa said, not knowing how much he loathed
her this very second.
“Fine!” he called back through gritted teeth, eyes closing as he silently
willed her away, leave, leave, leave, leave! he did his best to block even the
thought of Lysa out, not have her taint this, trying to instead go back to the
picture of Sansa he had perfected in his mind. Her bent over on her knees with
her nightshirt hiked up over her ass, wet between her thighs, moaning so
lightly as he slipped himself inside her….
He came in one long spurt, shooting up along his crisp navy blue dress shirt,
though he hardly cared for the stain, only breathed out the breath he’d been
holding. Unclenched his muscles as he melted into his chair, fingers still
running idly over the tip of his cock, still sensitive, basking in this
smallest of releases.
“Alright, I’ll leave the hall light on for you when you’re done.”
Petyr let out a dry scoff, still slumped down in the chair, taking one last
sniff of those red satin knickers before tucking them neatly into the top
locked draw of his desk.
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“-and the serving girls have to be topless too, like, the ones carrying out the
drinks.” Joffrey said across the polished wood table, which he had his feet
propped up on.
Petyr smiled accommodatingly “Whatever you wish, the girls will be happy to
comply. It’s your night, after all, and I’ll make sure to make it as
debaucherous as I can.”
“What does that word mean?” the idiot boy frowned.
“Another word for fun.” Tyrion mumbled down into his coffee cup, which Petyr
was sure had been Irished up, if the mans breath was any indication. To give
the man some credit, Petyr wouldn’t have minded a drink over this meeting
either.
“Fun?” Joffrey lip curled “It’s my stag do, not my tenth birthday party, I
don’t want it to be fun. I want it to be wild. I want it to be like the wolf of
wall street times ten, fucking legendary.”
Jamie hadn’t spoken a word, and Cersei’s smile was forced, but then again, when
was Cersei’s smile ever natural?
“It’ll be everything you want and more, my darling,” she said “It’s your last
night of freedom after all, before Margaery becomes your old ball and chain…”
“Oh, please, she’s more than he deserves.” Tyrion snapped at the un-subtle barb
from his sister.
“And what the fuck is that supposed to mean?” Joffrey snapped back even more
fiercely.
“It means that if you go and fuck around with Baelish’s whores and catch
something and your little fiancee leaves you over it all, I won’t feel an ounce
of sympathy for you!”
“Now, he’s not going to…he knows its just a club and a show,” Jamie said,
between his more contemptuous siblings, though Petyr knew even he didn’t
believe the words he was saying.
“Just because he wants girls to be topless, doesn’t mean he’s going to fuck any
of them, I mean this is just what men do for gods sake!”
“And so what if I fuck them, what business is it of yours?”
“Joffrey!”
“For gods sake mum, why are you even here?!”
“Don’t talk to your mother that way.”
“Better yet, don’t talk at all, do us all a service.”
Petyr sat in the Lannisters living room as all three of them descended into
their vicious petty squabbling, gathering up his menu’s and guests lists and
scribbled requests.
He wasn’t too worried over them stumbling across Sansa. This lot couldn’t look
past their own noses.
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His eyes landed on her the as soon as the door creaked open, where he could see
her turn her head, sit up a little straighter as he stepped in the room.
Even after their last encounter, it didn’t seem as if she’d expected him back
so soon. Not on a weeknight.
She had been sprawled across the sofa, in what was fast becoming a favourite
look of his, that tartan teddy bear nightgown. Funny how it could elicit more
of a response from him than any of the overtly provocative looks of all the
girls he wandered past on his way up here. What was a see through Swarovski
covered dress compared to the soft oversized cotton one that was draped almost
artfully off Sansa’s shoulder before him now? Nothing, that’s what.
Though of course, he certainly wouldn’t object to Sansa wearing a see through
Swarovski covered dress.
She stared at him, tousled hair and all, and failed to produce words.
He wandered over and let his eyes and his smile be his hello. He felt as if the
moment didn’t need such forced formalities anyway.
“Are Ros and Olyvar downstairs?”
“I,.. Yeah. They’re working.”
“Good. I like it when they do that. Besides, I was hoping to speak with you
alone.”
“Oh. Ok…” She was already blushing as she shifted up the sofa to give him room
to sit down. Bless her. He’d caught her quite off guard. Sinking into the
plush, threadbare cushions, Petyr was her opposite. Calm, composed and at ease.
“What did you want to talk about?” she asked, hands twisting slightly in her
lap, wether she was conscious of it or not.
He reclined even further, comfy and languid “What did you think I came here to
talk about?”
Her look became a little harder “Don’t be all….like that.”
“Like what?”
She flustered, hands still twisting “You know…teasing. Like your playing games
with me.”
Petyr furrowed his brow to appear hurt “Playing games with you? Why, what kind
of games are you accusing me of?”
“You know!”
“Do I?” he kept of this little game in itself as he suddenly reached out for
her wrist, drew her to him, pressed himself closer to her. She did not need
much coaxing to be pulled almost into his lap, his arm wrapping around her
waist, his smile wolfish “Tell me, what you think I’m doing? I don’t think I’m
playing any kind of games at all, in fact, I think this is all rather
serious….” he threaded his long fingers through her smaller ones, and holding
her hand he lifted her hand to his lips, placing a gently kiss there “Don’t
tell me you don’t take me seriously, Sansa?”
He had her smiling. Bashful and nervous, but smiling, and she stretched her
fingers as if to see how they fit and felt meshed together, but she didn’t let
go. She even shifted her legs by his lap to get more comfortable.
“Here,” he shifted too, guided her leg across him, so that she now sat
completely across his lap. Straddled him with only a little squeak of protest,
and unsure laughter “That’s better. Comfy?”
She hadn’t the nerve to reply to that, though she did run a cautious hand
across his chest and he took that for a yes.
“So…what did you actually come to say?”
Petyr ran his hands idly up the sides of her thighs that were so nicely splayed
apart before him “Hm, something incredibly vital. Very important. Urgent even.
It really is quite bad of you to distract me like this when i have such
important things to say…”
“Petyr!” she gave him a little hit.
“Joffrey will be here this weekend. His stag night.”
The laughter left her.
“Oh…”
“Oh,” Petyr repeated, more solemnly “But I only say this to have you ready for
it. Not to have you worry. There isn’t anything you need to worry about. You’ll
be safe, up here, out of sight, out of mind.”
She nodded “I’ll stay in my room and lock the door…fit under the bed if i have
too…”
He laughed and pulled in the back of her hand for another kiss “I doubt such
drastic lengths will be necessary. I’ll have two of my men up here in the
living room to watch the door for you, as my own drastic enough measure.”
“And what about you? Will you be down with him? Watching him?”
Petyr dropped his eyes “And how best to say this next part…” he thought out
loud, seeing her frown as he looked up “I won’t be here for that night. I’ll be
In Chester by Thursday in fact. Lysa, Robin and myself have already booked our
train rickets.”
Sansa looked stricken “What?…What do you mean you’re leaving on Thursday,
you’re leaving without me?”
“Yes. For now.”
“What does that mean? You said I’d be coming with you, you said!”
“Shhh, shh, yes. I know…but this is the better way. The smarter way. I don’t
know if we’re still being watched. I’d rather have you come down more
anonymously. You’ll come down on the night they’re most distracted. When we
know where they are, which way their eyes are turned…”
“…while Joffrey’s here? You’ll sneak me out while Joffrey’s here?”
“While he’s drunk, dazed and distracted. The aforementioned men that will be up
here to look after you, they’ll be the ones to sneak you out the side door,
into an un-licensed car…make sure you pack your things before midnight, that’s
when you’ll be on your way.”
She still looked more nervous than comforted.
“…but why do you need to go down on Thursday? Why don’t we all go down on the
Saturday at midnight, we can all go together in one car?”
But her question was left hanging.
“The plans have been made. Theres no changing them now.” he smiled at her
“You’ll just have to trust me that this is the best way. This is how I’m going
to guarantee your safety as well as mine. This is still a risk on my part
Sansa, I hope you understand that…I’m doing this because your important to me.”
That quietened her, as he thought it would.
And then he lifted his hand up to her cheek and made it clear with his gaze
that he meant to kiss her, and without words they leant in and let their lips
meet…and unlike their almost chaste kisses before, this was fervent, more
sexual, more pressing. There was no pretending anymore, there was only so far
playing coy could go, and that point had been reached and passed.
He grew hard as she shifted unwittingly over his lap, leaning into him as he
hands went about her waist, tried to keep it gentle, overcoming his need to paw
at her. Kept his voice in check, even as he wanted to pull away and whisper to
her ear, ask her questions. What did you do once I left that night, hm? Did you
touch yourself? Feel the need to play with your little pussy while you thought
of me grabbing your ass, so close, so close to touching you myself? Did you?
He made do with slipping a tongue past her lips, kissing her deeply, smiling as
she fumbled atop him to match the movements. She was an inexperienced kisser,
he could tell, but that was endearing in itself.
He let his hands wander up under the hem of her nightie to simply play at the
edges of her knickers. Slipped his thumb under the elastic of what felt like
plain cotton ones.
“A little different to the ones you had on the other night. Maybe I’ll make you
give me these too. Start a collection.” he couldn’t help but tease, mouth
hovering just over hers.
“You can’t take all my pants…” she mumbled “I won’t have any to wear.”
“And I hardly see a problem in that.”
He went to kiss her again, but this time she pulled back to look at him, her
eyes searching his face.
“You like me, don’t you?” she asked with an innocence, that suggested she
thought it was a simple and reasonable statement to make. To answer.
He regarded her for a second “Do I like you?” Petyr rolled the words around his
mouth as if they gave him pause to think, brushing a hand up her side.
The term ‘like’ felt insignificant to all the things he felt for her. A simple,
nothing word, that only gained credence when it came from her honest eyes and
the way she bit her lip as she waited on his reply.
He felt much more than like for her, but what good would it do now to heap such
deep and ugly emotions on a girl as pure as this? Let her use the word like for
now, even as Petyr knew she felt more than like for him in turn. He felt the
way she shifted her hips slightly over the bulge in his pants. The way she
clung to him with her arms over his shoulders. He would have to teach her
better words. Teach her the meaning of lust and obsession and desire. Words
girls weren’t meant to know at this age, but why slow down an achiever when
they are so ready to run ahead?
“Mm, yes,” he murmured, rubbing his hands over her thighs and under her nightie
as he gave her his answer in simple terms “I like you a lot, sweet girl.”
Chapter End Notes
     Sorry it took so long to update! There was laptop drama. In which
     some idiot spilt coffee all over my laptop. and broke it. That idiot
     was me.
     ANYWAY. New laptop, but new uni year as well. So the fun writing/
     academic writing juggling has commenced, but hopefully I will still
     get chapters out frequently enough.
     Also, this stories almost over, argh!
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