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Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: F/M Fandom: Beetlejuice_-_All_Media_Types, Beetlejuice_(TV_1989) Relationship: Beetlejuice/Lydia_Deetz, Beetlejuice_&_Lydia_Deetz, Lydia_Deetz/Original Character(s) Character: Beetlejuice_(Beetlejuice), Lydia_Deetz, Charles_Deetz, Delia_Deetz, Betty Juice, Ginger_(Beetlejuice), Juno_(Beetlejuice), Jacques_LaLean, Bertha_ (Beetlejuice), Prudence_(Beetlejuice), Original_Characters, Judge_Mental Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Emotional_Hurt/Comfort, Angst_and_Hurt/Comfort, Fluff_and Angst, Fluff_and_Smut, Smut, Eventual_Smut, Shameless_Smut, Sex, Hormones, Teenage_Drama, Teenage_Hormones, Fluff, Angst, hard_decisions, Drama, Betrayal, Consequences, Growing_Up, Coming_of_Age, Bad_Decisions, Anger, Magic, Family, Love, Trauma, Loss, Marriage, facing_facts, Hurt, Comfort, Emotional, Emotions, Emotional_wreckage, First_Time, First Times, Exploration, First_Kiss, First_Meetings, First_Love, My_First Fanfic, Romance, Drama_&_Romance, Teen_Romance, Eventual_Romance Stats: Published: 2018-03-03 Updated: 2018-03-27 Chapters: 15/? Words: 33229 ****** Catch 22 ****** by GhostlyHauntings Summary Not much has been said about how the duo met or what happened after the cartoon, but Lydia Deetz was about to make some choices that would haunt her for the rest of her life. Life is hard for those who don't fit in, and harder still for those who don't have a life. But, in the end, things like wanting to be loved & accepted is a universal desire for all beings, right? Notes I'm very excited to finally upload this fic as my first story on here. In time, I will draw this as a comic, but for now, I wanted to share it in this form. I hope you enjoy it as much as I have been when writing it. Please be gentle... ***** Beginnings ***** [Fic Cover]   Chapter_1 Beginnings     "My name is Lydia Deetz and I am currently a miserable, utterly depressed twelve years old. My life is a very lonely one and you'll find I'm nothing like the others in my school. I have not one friend and everyone, including my dad and his wife, think I'm weird. Why, you may ask? Then I guess I should explain a few things about myself first. When I was six years old, my family was in a car accident. It was late, snowy, December night and we were coming home from a fun day full of Christmas shopping. My father hit a patch of black ice and lost control of the car. In the blink of an eye, our car went off the road, and tumbled down into the woods. When the car finally stopped rolling my dad woke to discovered that my mother and I had been flung from out of the vehicle. I was told that my mother must have died instantly but I'm not sure if I totally believe that. He found us not too far from each other and when he came upon my little body in the snow; he feared the worst and rightfully so. I was dead. But, unlike my mother, I was more fortunate… My father was able to bring me back. He carried me for miles, in the freezing weather and snow, until he could flag down a passing vehicle. I was in the hospital for four months. My father held onto what little sanity he had left, in the hope that I would come back to him. While I was no longer dead; I was in a purgatory known as a coma. For two months, he paced by my hospital bed, too afraid to leave me for one second in the fear that I would be gone once he did. He told me once, that when I woke up from the coma, it was one of the happiest days of his life. Although, he was overjoyed I was back, he was never the same after the accident. His nerves were shot and he struggled every day to find a way to try to cope. He focused on me and my happiness to distract himself from the anxiety that threaten to completely consume him. When I was in the hospital, I was able to make friends with other little kids who would come to visit me. This made the grownups very nervous and they forced me to go through more tests than I could count. Finally, I understood why they were upset and worried. They couldn't see the other children like I did. I learned very quickly how most people are afraid of things they can't see. The future being another invisible beast that some people would fear just as much of the idea of a ghost haunting them. As time went on, I became more and more isolated from other people except for my father. It was partially because those "scary" things fascinated me and most of society was repulsed by it. I slowly pulled away from the ugliness of that society and I immersed myself in the things that gave me joy. I found comfort in the in the scary, supernatural, and the unusual. Things, like the dead, were honest and true to their nature at all times… even if they were trying to deceive the living. I became obsessed with trying to seek out the scary things, the macabre, and mysteries in life. I began to feel a kinship with them. As time went on, I felt more and more like the walking dead or even a spirit because most people either ignored me or completely avoided me. Which leads me to who I am now… a depressed preteen who struggles to find any shred of happiness in the mundane life around me. I admit, there were so many times I've fantasized about ending my life and it would be so much easier if I did. Only, I knew I couldn't do that to my father. I couldn't take him down with me. Still, I had my own little self-destructive habits, like often forgetting to eat. It was just too easy to do when I was completely consumed by my depression. The days that I didn't forget, were filled with forcing myself to eat. It was hard to find the will to do so. In school, I was totally isolated, so not many people would have even notice my eating habits… well, until one day; the day I collapsed when I got up to sharpen my pencil. The rumors spread quickly and I couldn't escape them. I was accused of being anorexic and bulimic. They began to relentlessly tease me about that, and with my naturally petite build, it only fueled the rumors further. I just couldn't win. My dad decided we needed a change, a quieter life, a fresh start for me, and moved us to Peaceful Pines. I started going to an all-girls school but this didn't fix any of the teasing. I was still the creepy girl. Still the easy target." ***** Square Peg ***** Chapter Notes Just wanted to add a little note here and share with you that this story has some nods to the movie-verse but it will be mostly focused on the cartoon's story line and premises. I love both the movie and the cartoon and they are incredibly dear to my heart. Also, I will never acknowledge Delia being called "mom" or "mother" like Lydia does in the cartoon. Haha. Chapter_2 Square_Peg     Lydia walked in through the back door of her home while slowly dragging her backpack along the kitchen floor. One of the shoulder slings, attached only at the bottom of the backpack, now pathetically trailed behind her. Her dusty black cat, Percy, perked up from his nap when he heard the nearly detached piece snake by in front of him. He playfully began to bat at it, completely unknowing of the full extent of damage that had really been done that day. Charles was reading his newspaper in the corner of the room at the kitchen table. When his daughter didn't greet him, like she regularly did, he lowered the paper to look over to her. "Hey pumpkin. How was school?" His voice hinted at his concern but he was hoping that she just didn't see him there. "Just lovely." Lydia grumbled. She really didn't want to talk about it. His eyes settled on the backpack's broken sling and he got up to walk over to her to examine it. "What happened?" He asked as his hand was affixed to his jaw in quiet contemplation. He could clearly see that it had been cut. "I snagged something. It's an easy fix. So, I'll just sew it." She didn't stop while she continued to head to the stairs. She was hoping with all hope that he'd buy it, so that she could be in the cocooning comfort of her room. "That doesn't look like a snag. Lydia, are you being teased again?" He followed behind her, very concerned, knowing something must've happened. Delia, his red headed and capricious wife, poked her head out of one of the rooms when she overheard the conversation. "Lydia being teased again?" She drew her words out to emphasize her dismay. Lydia stopped walking. She knew they wouldn't relent unless she said something to them. She stared at the floor in the hallway, hoping beyond hope for some comfort, and some acceptance from them. "I am." Without turning around, she quietly replied. Delia waltzed over to her dark-haired stepdaughter. "Well it's no wonder Charles! She's so gloomy all the time AND she's always wearing such gloomy clothes too!" She pulled on Lydia's near-black cardigan to show as an example. "I don't see anything wrong with her clothes." Charles said, confused while as he tried to figure out what exactly was wrong with the picture being presented. Lydia stood, unmoving, hoping Delia would just get it out of her system and move on to the next sparkly thing that would steal her attention. "Of course you wouldn't! You simply don't know the first thing about fashion! Have you even bothered to look at the other kids her age? If you did, you would seen that Lydia sticks out like a sore thumb!" Delia rolled her eyes, with one hand on her jutted hip, to accentuate how annoyed she was. Lydia finally turned around to face them both. She had had enough and her disgruntled expression had caught Charles's attention. He squatted down to meet Lydia face to face. "Well, what if you tried some more cheerful attire pumpkin? Maybe then you could blend in with everyone else." Charles grasped to find anything that would help his daughter. He never knew if he was doing the right thing for her and his anxiety compelled him to question every decision he ever made. He felt desperate to find any way to make her happy. "A smile would help too!" Delia pondered distastefully, as she looked to Lydia's face. Lydia sighed loudly in reply. Yup, she reaaaally had had enough. "Would you be willing to try? For me sweetie?" Charles begged her, giving her chin a gentle byt loving knock with his knuckle. "Ok daddy. Only for you." She conceded glumly. She tried to attempt to smile for him and succeeded enough to fool him; even though, she still felt absolutely empty inside. "New wardrobe tiiiiiime!" Delia kicked up and heel, singing out, as she threw up her arms up over her head excitedly.         "Delia bought me a bunch of new clothes and I was true to my word. I tried as best that I could to do what they suggested in the hopes to get rid of this emptiness inside. I was desperate. Sadly, new clothes can only cover what's on the outside and not what is truly on the inside. People will always seek to see past an exterior, especially if it was glaring different from them. Nothing changed, and the other girls had begun to make fun of me for my new clothes too. They said I looked gross and ridiculous. I had one bully who was worse than the rest. She claimed she was the most popular girl in school. She was blonde, tan, filthy rich, with a sense of entitlement and ego that held no bounds. Her name was Claire Brewster and she was my polar opposite."   "Like, you can put lipstick on a pig, Lydia Deetz, but a stinky, grody pig is still, like, totally a barf-o-rama pig." Claire stuck a finger into her open mouth and pretended to gag. The whole classroom began to laugh with her as Lydia sank into her chair. She wanted to disappear and this neon pink sweater made her feel like she was flashing sign, advertising the freak show that she was. Claire took advantage of Lydia's reaction and went in for the kill. "I think I like the stupid creepy clothes on you." She feigned kindness and twirled over in front of Lydia's desk. Lydia looked up at the blonde in front of her. She was confused but she knew this wasn't good. The rest of the classroom hushed and listened. "You, you do?" Lydia said quietly as Claire sat on Lydia's desk and began to buff her nails. "Like, duh! Of course, I do. It's just proper etiquette to dress in black for when you're in mourning, like everyone knows that!" Claire glanced over her shoulder and gave her a sympathetic frown. "But, I'm not in mourning." Lydia's voice was still tiny but the whole room could hear everything crystal clear. "Surely, you must be, since your taste in fashion died long ago! Fer sure!" Claire hopped off of her desk laughing loudly and once again, the classroom joined in. Lydia wanted to scream or cry... maybe scream and cry but she knew it would only fuel the onslaught of insults. She knew Claire was just waiting to break her in every way until there was nothing left of her. . "The lesson from that day was burned into my soul: That it didn't matter how I act, how I looked, or what I liked; I was going to be bullied because I was different and was always going to be different. The bullying was becoming more than I could bear and I  was reaching my breaking point. After one particularly rough day of their abuse, I was walking home when an epiphany struck down upon me like a bolt of lightning. I had suddenly realized the futility of fighting it all. But instead of letting it pull me down again, I found a new strength and identity in it. It was at that time, I resolved that if I was going to be teased for being me, then I was going to dress how I loved to dress! I was going to embrace being weird and be true to what was natural to me. I was always going to be an oddity, an aberrant, and bizarre to the rest of the "normal" world and I was now fine with that. On that day, I discovered self love for being strange and unusual. Because being different was a reminder of why I didn't want to be anything that was called normal. I had learned, "normal" people hide away too much and aren't honest. I wanted to true to myself, just like the creatures in my movies were. " ***** Like Black on a Raven ***** Chapter_3 Like_Black_on_a_Raven     It was a new day and Lydia was filled with a sense of rightness as she slipped on her black cardigan. This suited her much more than the bubblegum pink, bedazzled sweater that her step mother had insisted to get her. Delia's argument was; "This color simply screamed to be worn by you, Lydia! It perfectly compliments your skin tone and I would know best because I am an "arteest"!" Lydia glanced over to the offending sweater that she had thrown into the back of her closet, and stuck her tongue out to it disdainfully. She took one last moment to look in the mirror, giving an affirming nod, before she made her way downstairs to start her day. Delia was washing a bowl in the kitchen sink when heard footsteps coming down the stairs. She smiled to herself as she stepped out of the kitchen, wiping her hands dry on a kitchen towel while greeting Lydia cheerfully. "Gooood morning! Lydia, are you ready to go?" "I am." Lydia smiled, while smoothing down her cardigan once she made it to the bottom of the stairs. Delia stopped every thought and action, when her eyes landed on Lydia's attire. Her brain seemed to reboot, assessing what was before her, and came to the conclusion that she wasn't pleased one bit. "Where's the clothes I got you?! Just look at you! You're totally unapproachable Lydia! You'll never make friends looking like THAT!" Delia yelled, hurt by the child's choice to not use the clothes that she had so generously chose for her. Charles bolted out of the kitchen when he heard Delia blow up. He was still gripping his favorite, cheesy looking, coffee mug. The mug had a cheerful looking rainbow that connected two happy looking clouds. The word "SMILE" was emblazoned, in bold black font, underneath and was being sheltered comfortably by the colorful arch. In his haste most of the coffee had tragically dribbled out leaving a dotted trail from the kitchen to the hallway. "But I don't want to make friend or fit in! I want to be me!" Lydia yelled back to the red-head. She couldn't stand it. Why couldn't they let her be who she wanted? Charles walked over to his daughter and put his hand on her shoulder. He hoped she'd calm down and understand what they were trying to do. "Pumpkin, we have been talking and we were thinking that perhaps it would be best that we start taking you to go see a nice therapist. I've already scheduled an appointment for next week." Charles smiled to her as best he could, to reassure her that it was for her own good. Lydia's blood stopped. She couldn't believe what she was hearing. Were they really that desperate to change her? Her blood started to flow, once more, but then quickly turned to a boil. "I'm not going! You can't make me go!" This was too much for her and she going down without a fight! "Now see here young lady! We most certainly can." Delia put her hands on her hips and squinted her eyes. Lydia knew she was just trying to flex some authority but she had NO RIGHT to force her to do anything. Lydia had had enough. How could she make them understand just how much she didn't want this? "No! I'd rather kill myself than go talk to someone who will tell me to change who I am!" She screamed and whirled around to stomp back up the stairs. Delia spun to face Charles as she roughly grabbed and shook her husband's shoulders. "See! She is suicidal! We simply MUST do something!" She pleaded with panic in her eyes. Charles sighed and put his head down feeling utterly defeated. The preteen stopped in her tracks. Her feet felt like lead and wouldn't move from the step she was on. She had never known that it was possible to get so angry in her life as a rage filled her. "At least if I was dead I wouldn't have to deal with you people!" Her face was deep red as she leaned over the banister and roared to the parental figures below. Lydia suddenly realized what she had just done and the things she had just said. Her rage immediately switched to grief and shame and as fast as she could up, she ran up the remaining stairs, bolted down the small hallway, and immediately locked her bedroom door behind her. She could barely breathe as she held her weight against the door. Her whole being hurt and she had to let it out. Her canopy bed gave her an enticing embrace when she flung herself upon it. Promptly, she released everything and let her sorrow flow. Her tears and sobs surged forth intermittently, in long bursts, throughout the day until the sun melted away on the horizon. Exhausting herself was the only way she could fall asleep and get away from it all. It wasn't a long rest before she awoke to her mouth and throat feeling parched and sire. She lifted her head, looking out towards her widows walk, and saw that it was now night. Her eyes burned and blurred her vision while her heart felt as rough as her throat. She needed water but, unfortunately, that meant she would have to go downstairs. The thought of seeing them, upset her and she didn't want to start crying again, or worse, get into another fight. Lydia crawled over to her bedside table to check the time on her coffin alarm clock. While it wasn't too late, she began to pray that they both had gone to bed early. She mustered her guts, corralling them as best she could, so could be brave enough to go downstairs to quench her desert like mouth. She cracked her door open to just a slit, so she could spy down the hallway, looking for any evidence of movement. Luckily, she didn't hear or see anything, but she wasn't going to risk being caught. As stealthily as she could, she slowly tip-toed down the stairs, but just as she was about to make it to the bottom; she heard a sound come from the living room. It was a voice that caught her attention. She listened carefully, and recognized right away that it was her father talking on the phone. She could hear him clearly and she could even tell he was pacing back and forth. Sitting down, she quietly listened in. "I'm sorry for calling you so late in the evening but this is important. I desperately need your help. I'm worried my daughter is going to harm herself. I don't want to do it but Delia and I think we should commit her until she's better. I need your advice. Yes. Yes. Oh. Good. You say that place is good? Will they really be able to help my little Lydia? Oh thank you." His voice shook with a mix of guilt, panic, and then relief. Lydia had heard enough, as her tears blurred her vision as they flowed down, uncontrollably, once more. She couldn't believe her ears but she did indeed hear what her father said. She was soon going to be imprisoned and ripped away from everything that she loved. She sat up stiffly and made a decision right then and there. She rushed, quickly and as quietly as she could back up the stairs and began to put her plan into action. From the back of her closet, she snagged her camping backpack and, in a frenzied blur, she began shoving clothes into its belly. For the next stage of her plan, she had to be patient, as she sat next to her closed door and listened closely. After she was completely satisfied, that everyone had gone to bed and was completely asleep, she glided back downstairs to get the rest of the supplies she needed. It was hard to keep quiet, as her hands shook and her breath was ragged from the fear of being caught. She ran to the cupboard and indiscriminately grabbed canned food before raiding the camping supplies. And with that, she dashed off into the night and ran in a direction that was away from town. She wanted to be as far away from "normal" society as humanly possible. "The woods are pretty thick and no one really goes in there. So that's it! I'll go into the deepest part of the woods and never come back. I don't even care if I die." She huffed as she bounded down the hill. Standing at the edge of the woods, she gave one long sad and final look to her house on the hill. It no longer felt like a home to her. Isn't home supposed to be a place where you feel welcomed, loved, and accepted? She had only one ally that she thought she could trust completely, but even he had betrayed and rejected her. "Oh father…. How could you? Why couldn't you just accept "me" for me." In this cold and harsh world, she was now utterly alone. [catch22pg3] ***** Chahnameed ***** Chapter Notes One thing I love to do, when writing out a story for any of my fics or comics, is researching as much as I can about any subject that I address. I had fun time learning about some of the history and legends that are a part of what you're about to read. Enjoy! Chapter_4 Chahnameed     "I had been wandering for days until I came into a small clearing deep in the forest. I was finally too exhausted and decided to sit down against a tall stone that jutted up from the middle of the clearing. It seemed like a safe place to rest at the time. I fell asleep quickly, but it wasn't long before I was awoken by a sound. I couldn't, in my tired state, figure out what the sound was. It could have been anything and that put me on edge right away. Immediately, I was worried that I had been tracked down and I wanted to get away as soon as possible. I jumped up to quickly and began to gather everything to leave, but no sooner did I grab my backpack... I found myself completely frozen in place." . . "Oh no you don't. I haven't seen a living soul in near 50 years. I'm going to have some fun. Bwhahahhaaa." A malicious voice darted around from every direction, making it impossible for her to pinpoint where it had originated. There was an energy that had her suspended in the air and she was unable to move even a single muscle. Lydia was quick to sense what the energy was and she recognized it right away. She now knew, that it was just a ghost and not someone looking for her. She found comfort in that and breathed a sigh of relief while she relaxed her mind. She quickly brought her attention back tor the specter that held her captive. She knew she needed to answer them, but, in all honesty, she had no will to fight anyone right now. "I don't care what you do. It doesn't matter." She gave a noncommittal sigh. "Oh?" The voice said toying with her, as another cackle circled around her ears. "I'm thinking of all the ways I'm going to torture you. I could easily peel off your skin, bury you alive, or just wait until you begged to die." Each one of its lilting words attempted its best to get a rise out of her. Lydia let out another sigh. This spirit really seemed to like dragging things out. "Go ahead. It's not like I have a life anyways." How long was he going to do this? She had better things to do than listen to this diatribe. He either needed to get it over with or let her go so she could make a camp before it got dark. "Or, I could always make you look like me…" Once again, a cackle rang out, but this time she could hear it from one specific direction. She looked, as best she could, to where she thought it had come from. Out of the darkness, a ghoulish figure came into her view. It's blueish-purple skin was slowly melting off of the skeletal figure that was shuffling, in disjointed movements, towards her. Its deep glowing yellow eyes were sunken and they were focused and sharp upon her. Still, Lydia gave no reaction. This wasn't anything she hadn't seen before. In fact, some of her movies were more impressive than this. So, she waited to see what he'd do next. Hopefully it was more entertaining than a walking corpse. The figure stopped, stood up straight and looked confused. "What? Nothing?! C'moooon. You should be screaming your fool head off like any normal mortal." The rotting ghoul threw out his hands in frustration. "I've never been normal." Lydia looked away sadly, as his words hit a very sore spot. Of course, he'd say "normal" like everyone else. "Maybe I'm losing it?" The ghoul scratched his head perplexed. She then noticed the change in his composure (or was that decomposure?) and turned to look back at him. Had she just insulted him? "No, I'm sure that would have been terrifying to anyone else." She didn't understand why she was trying to reassure the thing that had just threatened her life, but she didn't really question it any further. Snapping his fingers, she fell to the ground with a thud. She lifted herself up to finally get a better look at him. He was now squatting down, right in front of her, with confused look on his now, almost, normal looking face. His skin was a purplish-blue, his eyes were still yellow but no longer glowing, his blonde hair was receding but the rest was a little past his shoulders, and his fingertips were, oddly, red. He wore a striped suit, a loosely buttoned up magenta shirt, a sloppy thin black tie, and some very pointy black boots. Everything about him was unique and drew her in. She was instantly intrigued and wanted to know more. [chapter4image] "What's your name kid?" He asked, still looking like he didn't know what to make of her. "Lydia." She sat up on her knees and tried to present herself in the politest way she could. "So, tell me, Lydia, how come that wasn't scary?" He really did seem a bit miffed. Lydia couldn't help but notice then, how his teeth were green, jagged, and haphazardly would poke out of his mouth when he spoke. "Uh, probably cause I've always found things like that fascinating. There's no way I could ever find them scary." She tried to focus on her hands so she wouldn't stare too long. Her embarrassment began to rise, expecting him to tease her like everyone else when they discovered who she really was. Instead, he plopped his butt in the grass and crossed his legs, as he continued to analyze the kid in front of him. "Why are you all the way out here? Are you lost?" He scratched at his face, as dirt sprinkled of where he ran his nails, while he continued to eye her up. "No. I ran away. My dad… everyone thinks I'm not normal. They think I'm weird and they all don't like me as me." She began to tear up and got upset at herself for feeling so weak. She couldn't even hold back her tears, so how was she strong? Sometimes she hated herself for that. She wanted and needed to be stronger. His face seemed to show a spark surprise as she continued to explain. "My Dad was going to have me committed. They think that will make me normal. Nothing is going to help. I'm just not normal. They can't change me into something that isn't there inside me. It'd be better if I die." She wiped a tear from her face and was finally able to stop the tears from flowing. Saying it out loud, brought more pain to the surface, but she was going to try to prove to herself that she could get stronger. "Huh. How old are you?" His face seemed to look a little more interested but she wasn't sure. "12." She sighs out He tilted his face to look at his knees as he began to think things over. She wasn't sure if he was still contemplating going to hurt her or not. "So, you want to die? You sure packed a lot for someone who wants to die." He pointed over to her full backpack and he turned her head to follow his finger. "I don't know. I just don't care." She fell back into the grass and felt like giving up. She had a deep internal struggle of self-preservation and feeling absolutely hopeless. "Seems to me you do, otherwise you wouldn't be here." He leaned on one arm and began to tap his face anxiously. But before she could answer him, he suddenly jumped up and began to pat at his clothes. From his inner most pocket he found what he was looking for and pulled out a beetle. "Well, whatever. I'll allow you to stay here. No one hardly ever comes here and the last fool who did, learned quickly what fear was." He chuckled to himself. At least she was keeping him entertained. That was the only things she could guess it was. Although, something just wasn't adding up to her... "Why do you like scaring people?" She asked as she tried her best to understand him. "'Cause it's fun." He tossed the beetle in the air and chomped it. Lydia didn't lose heart, or stomach, and continued. "But, why are you here, where no one comes through, if you like scaring people so much? Wouldn't it make more sense to be where there are people all of the time?" She looked confused. To her it just seemed silly and obvious. "What do you care?" He snapped at her annoyed. She was taken back from his small burst. She must have crossed a line. I suppose it made sense since most adults didn't like it when children would ask a ton of questions. He didn't seem all too different in that department. So, she kept in mind not to ask him a lot of questions. . . Before it was evening, Lydia had her tent set up. She had gone camping many times with her father and she was a kid who always wanted to learn how to do things herself. It was a good thing too, otherwise she would have been fully exposed to the elements. The ghost kept his distance, while she was setting up camp, but he never stopped watching her. He would often recline and float in the air, but he still didn't say too much to her. So, she decided take the first step and strike up a conversation. She began talking about what she was doing and why. It seemed to flow into a natural conversation and soon he began to crack jokes with her. She couldn't help but feel that he seemed lonely. He could only assume that he must have been alone for a very long time. She was about to start a fire when the sky began to sprinkle down upon them. She didn't even make it into the tent when a downpour dumped gallons of rain upon her and soaked her to the bone. The rain was so cold and with the sun setting, she began to shiver. She didn't have much to dry off with but she did her best using a spare shirt to soak up what she could. The ghost appeared in the tent next to here and kept her company while she tried to keep warm. She felt weird that she never asked his name. When she did, he told her he couldn't tell her. She was worried that it was because he didn't like her but assured her that it was just a rule he had to follow. She was allowed to guess his name but he tried to make it easier for her. So after a long drawn out word game, she finally had a name for her ghostly companion. His name was Beetlejuice. . . The rain didn't let up and most of the day had flitted away. She shivered but she was happy that she wasn't alone anymore. "You'll never get warm unless you dry off. What you need is a fire." He began to chide her. The teasing was getting old and she flashed him a dirty look. "How do you suggest I start a fire in this?!" She gestured to the pouring rain. "Ya know, the Pequot used to build wigwams that you could have a fire inside of it. It wasn't too hard to build and was kinda comfy." He explained as he's picked at a piece of lint off his jacket. "Really? How do you know that?" She didn't expect him to be full of facts like that. She couldn't help but wonder what else he knew. "Eh, seent it." He flicked off whatever was on him to the floor of the tent. "You saw it, in person, like way back when?" She knew this was a possibility but he looked too modern to be a spirit from that time. Did spirits even change clothes? "Yeah, hehe. They would call me "Chahnameed". They thought I was hilarious!" He leaned back on his arms to relax with smile as he began to reminisce. "But, why were you there? You're not Native American." She had to pull her sleeping bag over herself in an attempt to keep warm. Even though she was much too cold to even speak, she was still very intrigued by him. She couldn't understand why he stayed with her, a boring girl, when he was much more interesting by all accounts. "Hitched a ride with some guy named Block. He and bunch of fur traders came here to make some easy money. I couldn't pass it up! Only Block knew what I was, the rest of the Dutch thought I was like them. Made it easy to drive 'em crazy." He shrugged and looked up to the top of the tent, watching the water droplets roll down the side. She tried to imagine what he may have looked like back then. She couldn't help the smile on her face as she pictured him in pilgrim styled clothes. . . "A couple more days had passed and I found myself comfortable around the spirit. I found that he really loved to joke around and do silly things to show off. I didn't mind at all. It was a welcome change of scenery and it helped keep my mind off of the things that I didn't want to think about." . Lydia walked into the campsite and was carrying a bunch of twigs and wood that she had gathered from the forest. While she was making a nice stack, she glanced over to the ghost again. She couldn't help herself when she smiled, as the wonder of having a ghostly-friend kept her upbeat. Even though he stuck by her, not once did he offer to help her out in any way. But, it didn't bother her too much, why should he help if he didn't need any of these things like she did. The help would have been nice but she didn't want to press her luck and make him upset. She really didn't want him to kick her out. . . Lydia bent forward, to the crackling campfire, lifting herself from the log that she was using as a seat. She began to prod the fire with a long stick. She focused her attention on, poking, at a singular log on top of the large fire. Its ends looked untouched while the majority of its middle of it had been eaten away by the fire. As she continued to bother it, it split in half and fell down into the red hot coals. Embers floated up into the darkness of the night, when the two halves of the log hit the ash. "So why did the Pequot think you were so funny?" She smiled as the warm glow of the fire highlighted her face against the black background. BJ's face lit up, as he jumped to his feet to dramatically weave his story. Lydia couldn't help but admire him as sat up to watch and listen intently. He was like an actor getting ready to give his grand performance in front of full house. "They liked my pranks! Haha! One time, one of Dutch fur traders got in an argument with me. I told him that I could eat more than anyone else until I popped. This big guy thought he could out eat me! So, of course, I challenged him! Everyone in the camp wanted to see this. They made it a big event and even invited the Pequot to watch. They made a barrel full of soup for the contest and dragged it out for all to see. Well, of course I downed that soup like it was nothin' and other guy couldn't keep up! When he finally gave up, like I knew he would, I had to end it with a big finale. There was no way I could pass up this opportunity! I just had to rub it into that asshole's face. I let him know that I could do anything and still beat him no matter what it was. He was hopping mad and had the nerve to challenge me again. So, I told him that if he can do what I was about to do next, then he would be the winner. I grabbed his large knife from his belt and stepped up onto the table as everyone gathered round. I held it in front of my huge belly, full of soup, jiggling about and announced loudly to all that I could pop my belly and live. Everyone leaned in close and watched as I plunged that knife in deep and pulled it out! Soup began splattering everywhere and everyone thought it hilarious... well, except the other guy. He assumed I cheated, which of course I did, but he thought I had a bag under my shirt! What an amateur! He jumped on the table and tried to reveal it but didn't find anything except the wound on my belly, which was still sputtering out soup. I gave him the smarmiest of looks as I held out the knife. He hesitantly took it from me but then looked at me like he was going to beat me at my own game. Determined fucker that he was..." BJ stopped abruptly when he spotted a beetle crawling across the log he was previously sitting on. He smacked it hard, quickly popped it into his mouth, and crunched away on it blissfully. Lydia, swore that he did all this on purpose to pause the story for dramatic effect. She needed to know the rest of the story and here he was acting like he was done with it. "What happened?!" She yelled out excited. He shrugged nonchalantly but she was quick to spy that cocky grin he was trying to hide. "Eh, He tried to copy me and died of course!" He turned to look at her like that was the most obvious thing ever. "How is that funny?!" She almost fell out of her seat and she couldn't believe her ears. "Guess you had to be there. Everyone else thought it was hilarious!" He smirked at her like she was just not getting the joke. She shook her head as she got up to go get ready for bed. Sometimes he was too much. . . When Lydia awoke the next morning, she found she just couldn't get warm no matter what she did. Her head ached while her nose just wouldn't stop running. She got up and tried to go about her day but, by noon, she needed to lay down again. Her body ached way too much and she was so exhausted to do anything more. . BJ had begun poking her face, in an attempt to wake her up. Lydia felt so loopy as she opened her eyes. He head was pounding and her ears felt like they were covered with earmuffs. Everything sounded muffled. She turned to look at him, and found that he was looking down at her with a look that she wanted to say was worry. Certainly, she was dreaming. "Hey, ya know, this isn't good. You've been sleeping for three days already. Dontcha think you should go home and get better?" He watched her carefully. "3 days? What? Huh? I don't want to go home. I want to stay with you." She was so confused. She had only gone to sleep yesterday and so there was no way it was three days later. He had to be trying to prank her but why did it seem like he want her to leave? She inhaled deep to protest but that sent her into a coughing fit. Her head felt like it wanted to explode with each cough. Maybe he was right, maybe she wasn't well at all. "Not much I can do for you. I've seen people die from less." He hid his concern but even her state she was able to catch it. She stared at the ceiling of the tent as her body didn't want to move on its own accord. "Weeeell, If you die, you won't be able to see me anymore." He looked away to hide his sneaky smile. Her body responded to her will as she turned her head to look at him in horror. She couldn't imagine losing someone so soon when they had just become friends. She now realized she was being forced to do what he said, even if she didn't want to do it. "Fine. I'll only go if you come with me." She sat up shakily. If she was going to leave, she wanted him to come too. She prayed that he'd agree. "Alright. Let's pack it up." He starts shoving stuff in her bag. She stood up, shakily, as everything in her vision began to go white. He stopped what he was doing to watch her as she began to wobble back and forth. "Uh, Let's get some food in you first. You need to get some energy in those bones." He poked her belly which almost made her fall on top of him but he was quick to catch her. He helped sit her down and turned back around dig in her back. She watched as he pulled out a can of soup. . . Lydia forced each leg to move forward. They had already made some distance through the woods but she knew it still wasn't far enough yet. Her teeth chattered uncontrollably but she kept sweating in spite of feeling so cold. She lifted her head and spied a large crooked old oak ahead of them. She remembered passing it on her way into the woods. She felt like her legs were fifty pounds heavier, than they were, but she took heart that BJ was walking along side of her... and also that he was carrying her heavy backpack She turned to look at him, hoping for some words of reassurance, but he wasn't there. Her blood froze and she instantly panicked that he had left her. She whirled around and was relieved to see that he was leaning on the oak tree with her backpack by his feet. "Why'd you stop?" She ran up slowly to him. She felt out of breath from that small jog. "This is as far as I can go." He said as he pointed to the tree. He didn't seem too concerned one way or the other. "Are you tired? Do ghosts get tired." She asked concerned. She was worried that maybe he caught what she had. Was that even possible? Do ghosts get sick? "I'm not tired. This is literally as far as I can go. There's a barrier past this tree that kept me in this area. It's all part of a stupid curse. Otherwise, I would've left this dump ages ago." He shrugged his shoulders as she panted from exertion. "A curse?" She was so confused and knew that the fever was messing with her head. "Yeah… I took a prank too far and I kinda started a war. In return I was banished here, my real power taken from me, and I can't break it unless…" He abruptly stopped talking and looked like he may have said one word too many. "Unless?" She questioned in the hopes that maybe she could help him. She couldn't lose him now! "Are you a parrot or something?" He laughed as he mussed up her hair. "I can't lift the curse unless I atone or some sort of bullshit like that. It's pretty complicated magic." He twirled his hand in a circle while making swirls and blowing off any seriousness hinted behind any of his words. "Well, I'm not leaving unless you do." Lydia stubbornly sat by him and leaned on the backpack, exhausted. "Guess you're stuck with me then." He laughed again. But his laughter quickly stopped when he leaned towards her to give her a very serious look. "No but really kid, you gotta get home and get better. I'm not going to let you stay." It was clear he wasn't budging. Lydia's heart sank. So, he was giving up on her too. "How much further is your place?" He leaned back on the tree while his expression changed into something that actually looked like genuine concern. "Uh, maybe a mile… or two? My house is at the edge of the woods on the hill." She hugged her backpack for better support. How was she going to do this all alone? BJ floated up, until he was over the tree tops and looked around until he spotted the house she described. He was happy that it didn't look too far. He landed softly on the ground and held out his hand to her. She took it weakly, as he helped her get up. "Well kid, you gotta push through this. You're almost there." He patted her and motioned to her backpack. He assisted her to help her put it on but she was filled with such sadness. She wanted to cry but she couldn't even find the energy to do that... and she needed all the energy she could get so she could focus on walking home. She watched her feet, move under her, as she walked further and further away from her first real friend. She couldn't do this. She couldn't leave things like this. She turned around expecting for him to be long gone but she was elated to see that he still was standing there and watching her. She felt a sudden rush of energy and took advantage of it. She ran and slammed into him giving him the biggest hug. His body stiffened for a moment before he put his arms on her and hugged her back. "I'll come back and visit you. I promise." With this renewed energy, she felt like she could make it all the way to her house now. This promise was the most important thing to her and now it helped to fuel her resolve. "Sounds good. Now get going and get better." He shooed her off with a smile. . . Lydia could barely open to the door to her house, but she somehow wandered inside on very wobbly legs. She wanted to drop to the floor and fall asleep right there. Yeah, that didn't sound too bad. Charles heard the door open and the soft footsteps come in. His heart almost exploded as he prayed it would be Lydia as he ran to the hallway. As soon as he saw her, he immediately embraced her, crying and let go of all the fears and "what-ifs" that had been torturing his mind for the past five days. "Lydia! Where were you?! I was so worried!" He pulled her tighter for fear that this was all his imagination. Lydia began to cough and couldn't stop as each cough made her feel weaker that she already was. He pulled away and finally saw how flushed and unwell she really looked. Putting his hand to her forehead, he was horrified to find that she was burning up with a terrible fever. "I'm sorry daddy." She felt so ashamed and scared of being sent away. "Please don't send me away. I promise I'll get better." She begged as hot tears began to fall. "Never mind that right now! We got to get you to bed." He lifted her up and immediately rushed her upstairs to get her into her bed. . . Delia and Charles stood at the foot of her bed and were watching her as she soundly slept. Both of them looked beyond tired and the worry from the past few days still had not left their face. Charles leaned onto his wife's shoulder, completely worn out emotionally and physically. "I can't send her away Delia. You saw how I couldn't handle that she was gone when she was missing. What does that say if she felt like that her only option was to run away from us? I can't be that kind of father. I need to be there for my pumpkin no matter what. It doesn't matter to me if she's different." He said in a soft and exhausted whisper. "Alright Charles. I'll support your decision but if she harms herself…" She quietly replied but he didn't even let her finish that sentence when he said firmly "She won't! I don't think she would."       Lydia awoke the next day, feeling incredibly grateful for her very comfortable and warm bed... especially, after her experience from the past 5 days. She already felt healthier and so she dared to get out of bed. Her legs were now much stronger with no hint of the wobbling she was fighting yesterday. She needed to look outside and so she made her way to her widows walk. The woods were, of course, still there but somewhere out there, he was too. She wanted to get back to him as soon as possible. She had to keep her promise. Delia stepped into the room and was happily surprised to see Lydia standing by the French doors. "Lydia! I'm glad you're feeling well enough to be up." Delia walked over to her with a big smile. Lydia turned around and smiled at her. Maybe Delia would be sympathetic to her wants? "Thank you. Would it be ok if I go outside for a walk?" She sheepishly asked hoping her step-mother might give in. Delia began to think on it but then gave a small smile back. It was a smile that Lydia knew as a "no" but 'I'm not going to outright say it's a no, and be the bad guy, no'. "Hmmm. Why don't we give it a couple more days and then see, ok? For now, let's just take it easy." Delia shifted her weight as her cheerful voice made Lydia's head begin to ache. "Look! I rented some of those spooky-ooky movies that you seem to like so much." Her stepmother quickly redirected the conversation and help up a few videos to show her. "Ok. Which ones?" Lydia sat on her bed. She was just happy that Delia was trying not to make things harder on her, for her sake. For Delia to acknowledge her macabre tastes without any hint of distaste was a big step. "Uhh…" Delia read the cover of the movies. "'The Gore Horror' and 'The Thing From The Dirt 2'" "Freaky! Thanks. Did you want to watch them with me?" Lydia excitedly held out her hand as Delia gave them over with an awkward smile. "Uh, maybe next time." ***** The Butterfly Effect ***** Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Chapter_5 The_Butterfly_Effect . . "When I was well enough, the first thing I did was go back to Beetlejuice. He was actually surprised I came back. After that, I would go and visit him as often as I could. I finally felt like I had someone who understood me and didn't judge me. It wasn't long before my dad began to notice the changes in my demeanor. In turn, he didn't press me as much when I got home and even Delia gave me a lot more space. It was lovely. I began to really enjoy life again. I found renewed passion in my hobbies and everything that I did. I was happier and I found a confidence within myself that I never knew that I possessed. In school, I found that the bullying didn't bother me like it used to and it  gave me the opportunity to see the people around me with new eyes. I saw how there were other outcasts like me at school, and I made it my goal to help them too. I knew all too well what it was like and that is how I made two new friends; Bertha and Prudence. Bertha was a tall, gangly, boy obsessed, brunette who had an unfortunately large overbite but she was kind and honest. While Prudence was a very meek and tiny red headed girl with large glasses, reveled in being a true book worm, with a generous heart, and love to learn. We were drawn to each and formed a quick bond. We knew we had each other's backs no matter what. I knew that Claire or anyone else, didn't matter anymore and I was happy to stand out in my own way. My life was just getting better and better." . . . Lydia leaned casually against the large stone in the clearing while Beetlejuice floated close by listening to her every word. This spot was quickly becoming her favorite place in the world. "Sounds like that Claire deserves a taste of her own medicine. Whatcha going to do to her? Poison her lunch, set a trap in her locker, make an elaborate 20 part plan to lure her in as a friend and then literally expose her to the whole town?" His excitement grew at the thought of all of the mayhem and revenge that could happen. He just wished that he could do it himself. "Beej, no. I could never do something to harm anyone else. That's just not who I am. For now, I'll just ignore her." She rolls her eyes with a smirk. He sure got creative with his ideas, didn't he? "That's no fun." He grumbled. "Your idea of fun involves oubliettes, Sicilian Bulls, Iron Maiden's, and Judas Cradles." She giggled out. By this time she knew him better and she also knew how to give it right back to him. "Hey! You forgot the harmless ones like possession, haunting, conning, extortion, terrifying, pranking, and evisceration." He began to count them off on his fingers acting quite injured that she would forget some of the vital stuff. "Evisceration, is hardly harmless." She folded her arms unimpressed as she watched him float past her. "It is to me." He smirked. She got up from the grass and sighed. "Unfortunately, I need to go home now. I just wish there was a way that you could come with me. It really bothers me that there's nothing I can do for you." She sighed once more, and stared out to the sky while watching the clouds move along the sky. When he didn't say anything she turned to look back to him and saw that Beetlejuice looked like he had something milling around in his mind. "What is it?" She walked closer to him and as he lifted his eyes up to her with a very serious expression. "Actually, there is a way you can help me." His eyes didn't leave hers as he spoke. Her face lit up. Here was her chance to help him! "What is it?" She leaned forward, excitedly, in his direction. She was trying to keep from jumping up and down in her excitement. He folded his arms and legs as he floated down a little lower. He still looked a bit concerned and she wasn't sure if she liked such a serious expression on him. Still she wanted to help him no matter what and his silence was driving her crazy. "Well?" She yelled loudly, scaring a pheasant up into the air, from it's safe grassy home that wasn't too far from them. She grabbed a hold of his arm and hoped that would pull him out of his thoughts enough to answer her. "Ah, never mind! I was probably wrong anyways." He blew it off, as he turned to give her that cheeky smile but she wasn't buying it. "Liar!" She now shook his arm he was being such a bully. [chap5] "Telllllll meeeeeee!" The suspense and mystery was killing her. "Ok, ok." He raises his arm in a shrug. He stood on the ground and lifted a hand to his chin. His pose reminded her of that famous statue, "The Thinker" as he looked off in thought before he finally spoke. "There's a way that we can break this curse... but we would have to have something to replace it. The Neitherworld is very strict about making sure there is an equal give and take." She listened carefully, completely enraptured with fascination, as he continued to explain more. He began to pace in front of her as he continued. "You see, I could call up a case worker, if you were willing to make a contract with me and they would let us know all the terms. We just have to let them know what we want front it." Something in his voice warned her from following through but she ignored it without a second thought. "Well, that doesn't sound so bad. I'd be happy to do it." She beamed happily. It sounded so easy and it was something she could do. Why didn't he bring this up before? "Ah, Ah, Ah." He tutted his finger at her and she took a step back. "Things aren't that easy. You see, babes, there's always a catch, a fee, an exchange attached to it all and you gotta be willing to accept it, no matter what." He gave her an unimpressed look which told her that this wasn't the first time he's had to deal with this sort of thing before. "Then let's do it! I'd do anything to help my best friend!" She grabbed onto him, pulling him into a hug. She didn't care about any payment or whatever he was saying. She was just happy that now she could do something to help him out the way that he helped her. She wanted to give him the freedom that he had given to her. ' ' ' "I was brought before the caseworker, Juno, who would create our contract and then explain the terms and requirements for it. BJ would be granted partial freedom and I would become his fetter. I would be able to summon and send him back by saying his name three times. His name, was the key, in this contract and it was also part of his power. Beetlejuice didn't seem surprised at that so I was left with the understanding that most of his pther contracts were similar to this. If I was completely willing to become his fetter and fulfill the contract to the full satisfaction of the court; then he would be given absolute freedom and his full power would be restored. It was then that I was informed what the price would be for me to fulfill the contract. If we had met all of the terms and requirements by my 18th birthday, I was to wed Beetlejuice and if I didn't, then the contract would be considered broken. There were, of course, repercussions installed, in case the contract was broken or if the  terms or requirements not met. We were informed that Beetlejuice would be banished forever and I would never be able to see him again. I saw no problem with anything in the contract and was still willing to help out. Why would it bother me to marry my best friend if it helped him? So, I quickly, and very happily signed the contract and sealed my fate." Chapter End Notes I hope you enjoyed my first installment of chapters. Please review or let me know what you think if you are enjoying the story so far. I hope there is enough interest in it. I have more ready to post, but I'm currently drawing more images to add to the chapters. I'll be sure to post more chapters soon. They're all ready to go but I wanted to space out my posting instead of dumping too many chapters all at once. MUCHO LOVE! -Rebekah ***** Two of Cups ***** _Chapter_6_ _The_Two_of_Cups_ . . "We had many happy years full of laughter and adventures beyond belief. I couldn't imagine my life getting better. The contract had a strange effect on Beetlejuice's magic. One side effect being, it made him prone to puns. He'd instantly transform into whatever pun or turn of phrase he'd utter but I actually loved it. It was funny and he seemed to love making me laugh too. I suppose it made sense how words spoken would have such power over him, much like when I would call out his name. It's just the way life has always been…. Spoken words have always carried powerful magic within if you know how to use them. I grew up quickly, not noticing how fast time would pass, and it wasn't long where I was beginning my journey to adulthood." . . . Lydia woke up earlier than normal on her normal "sleep in Saturday" but it didn't seem to bother her today. She felt charged up and ready to face anything that came her way. Perhaps it was because the weather was changing. Warmer weather, green grass, and flowers sang of how summer would soon be here but not until Spring had her chance on the dance floor. The bright morning light poured in from her large French Doors, filling the room with its warmth. "With BJ gone today, I will have to figure out what to do with myself." She smiled to herself sitting on the side of the bed. "I haven't taken a long bike ride in a while and I really miss it. I think that's what I'll do! I'll make it a goal to explore places I haven't been today but I better bring a lunch." She stood stretching. Lydia happily peddled her bike down the long, winding, and hilly roads. She felt totally invigorated as her sundress and hat moved in the warm breeze. It wasn't long before she saw an overgrown gravel parking area, with a sign that said. "Eagle Creek Trail." It piqued her curiosity and she knew she needed to go explore it. She walked her bike through a tunnel of trees until she came upon a surprisingly clean and paved pathway. She felt like she stepped through a magic tunnel and was rewarded with something she had been searching for. She hopped back on her bike and pedaled along the trail, enjoying the scent of the cooler air from the earth hidden away in the shade, the evaporating dew, and other scents of the woods. These scents were an amazing perfume to her. She wasn't sure how long she was riding before her tummy soon began to rumble loudly to protest. It was just too easy to lose track of time on her bike. "I've seen benches along the way so I'll stop at the next one to have my lunch." She smiled happily to herself as she kept her eyes peeled for any bench or places to stop and eat. "There's one!" She beamed as she saw one coming up on the right. Parking her bike, she sat down and pulled out her small bag that carried her lunch. She removed the sandwich she made, which was sealed safely in its own bag, and set it gently to the bench. and a picked up the juice pack she thankfully remembered to grab. Looking up to the canopy she felt her whole being filled with nature's beauty and it's calming silence. Closing her eyes she let it take over, as she lifted her juice to her mouth and began to drink in deeply with a smile filling her heart and face. A sound made her open her eyes quickly. Looking down curiously at her but directly above her, was a boy who looked about as old as she was. He had long blonde hair that was about long as BJ's, his build was thin but not twiggy, he was wearing large black headphones from which she could faintly hear music coming from, a blue and red long-sleeved flannel over a faded black band T- shirt, grey jeans with holes in the knees, and an utterly fascinated expression that reflected in his blue-grey eyes. [chapter6] Lydia's body immediately reacted to the sudden shock of seeing someone looking down at her so closely and spit out the large swallow of juice she had in her mouth. Which, promptly sprayed all over the boy's face. "Ah! I'm sorry. You startled me!" She jumped up apologizing. "It's ok! It's my fault. I should have said something. I didn't mean to sneak up on you." He wiped his flannel on his face in an attempt to dry it. He lifted his head to look at her flashing a kind smile as he took his headphones off and rested them on his neck. "I'm just not used to seeing anyone else use this trail." She could see he was slightly taller than her now that she was standing. "I've been walking it for years and it really surprised me when I saw you." She watched him gesture to the pathway as he continued. Lydia smiled back. This boy had such a gentle energy and she felt oddly comfortable around him. It was so unusual for her to feel that and so it drove her curiosity forth as she made a bold decision. "I'm having lunch. Did you want to join me?" She gestured to the spot next to her on the bench. "If that's ok." He watched her sit down. He seemed very polite especially for someone who was just deluged with a mix of spit and juice. "I wouldn't offer if it wasn't." She lifted her sandwich and held out to offer the other half as he sat next to her. With a thank you, he took up her offer of the half of her sandwich. He began to analyze it, as if he was trying to figure out what is in it. She found it cute, but she also knew that too many other people made the same kind of sandwiches that she liked to make. So she couldn't fault him for it. "Peanut butter and honey." She smiled whiles chewing a bite. "Ooh. Ok. I've never had one before. Thank you very much." He took a bite and she watched to see if he had a reaction. Thankfully, he seemed to enjoy it. It really was a magical path, wasn't it? Not a soul to be seen and then suddenly a kind boy her age showed up in the middle of nowhere. It was almost as strange as meeting a ghost in the woods. She laughed in her head at her unusual luck. "Do you live close by?" She asked wondering where he really came from. If he says a fairy circle, she probably would be inclined to believe him. He seemed to have an interesting aura about him that she couldn't help feel something supernatural... even if it was very faint. "Mhmm." He said still chewing. He swallowed then spoke, trying not to be rude. "I live a few miles away. We live kinda outside of Eagle Hill and this trail is really close my house." Drats, nothing supernatural about him after all. One could always hope. "I'm Lydia by the way." She brushes off the crumbs that fell on her dress. "I'm Allen. I haven't seen you around school. Do you live in Eagle Hill too?" He said as he revolved around to look at her. "No, I'm from Peaceful Pines. I go to Miss Shannon's School for Girls." She stood up and put on her sun-hat. She didn't even realize how far she must've traveled until now. "Wow, I'm surprised you're out here then. Isn't it a ways?" He stood up too. "Not really. I mean, I don't mind taking long bike rides. I find it very relaxing." She went to pick up her bike as she looked to her bike, like it was an old friend. "That sounds like me when I take my walks. I just lose all track of time when I'm out here." He laughed. She turned her bike to face the direction of the trail that she had yet to travel. "So where are you headed now?" He asked, as she walked her bike over to him. She looked up the trail and took in a deep breath. She felt better after eating and wanted to keep moving and exploring. "I figured I could explore this trail some more. Did you want to walk with me since you seem to know it well? I don't mind walking along with my bike. Maybe you can show me your favorite spots." She begins walking her bike down the trail. She really wanted to know more about him and perhaps there were hidden troves that only the "natives" new about. "Sure. I'd love to." He caught up quickly to walk alongside of her bike. "How old are you Lydia?" They were further along the path when he turned to look at her. "I'm sixteen too but I turn seventeen in December. What about you Allen?" She was happy that he was now asking her questions. For a while it felt one sided and she was worried that she was boring him. "I'm sixteen as well. I turn seventeen August. That's cool we are the same age." He replies. Because she went to an all-girls school, she never had much of a chance to be around boys her age. She heard Bertha talk about boys all the time like they were this magical beast that needed to be tamed. There's no way that could have been true. "So, what's your favorite thing to do besides riding your bike?" He asked her. "Well, hanging out with my best friend, Photography, designing fashion, having adventures, and Sewing." She looks up while thinking. That is a hard question isn't it? How do you categorize your life to bite sized pieces while also not letting on how strange you really are? "I'd love to see some of your work sometime. Do you have a lot of friends?" He really seemed interested in her. "No. Not really. I have like maybe three friends. I'm considered the weirdo in my town." She giggles. Did she really seem like the type to have a lot of friends? "Why?!" He looks to her confused. "Really? You can't see why?" She deadpans. He had to be joking. "No." He was still confused. She looks pleasantly surprised.He really wasn't! Wow. Now, how to word this... "I just don't fit it with "normal" society. I get teased a lot." She smiles. "Me too. Why else would I spend my weekends alone, exploring nature, and taking walks?" Allen looks down towards the path. "Why? You seem normal enough to me." Now it was her turn to not believe him. She looked on down the path ahead of them but she still listened carefully. "Normal on the outside." He smirks. "I don't have any real friend. I have a lot of people I'm friendly with and know but I can't consider them friends. It's just, I find it hard to connect to people my age or people in general. I've always felt different and, Uh, that I can't seem to let anyone else in besides Oma & Opa. So I'm really good at faking it." He looks a little embarrassed now. "Faking it? Are you faking it with me?" She whirled suddenly to look at him while giggling. She couldn't resist teasing him. She just hoped it wouldn't be taken as an insult. "At first… but not now. I'm sorry. It's honestly very embarrassing to admit that I do it." He blushes a little. "So who's Oma & Opa?" She saw how uncomfortable he was and decided to ignore it. "Oh! They're my grandparents. Sorry, they came from Holland and so I tend to use a lot of Dutch words. They've always mixed Dutch and English and so I grew up with it." He stops to examine a low hanging branch. There's an empty cocoon on it. "So, you're pretty close to your grandparents?" She comes over to examine it too. It was pretty rare to see a monarch cocoon on a tree like this. "Oh yes! In fact they adopted me when I was 4. My parents didn't want me. It was a mess but it was the best thing to happen to me. They're amazing!" He beams. "I'm glad to hear it." She smiles. She could see how much he loved and admired them. . . . After a little while of walking, Allen led her to spot that he told her was his favorite spot in this whole area. They sat rock outcropping that opened up to the valley and hills below. She loved the view and soon they were both comfortable enough, laughing and having a great conversation, while looking at the stream below. "I never asked you what your hobbies are?" She tried to compose herself from the laughter. He tried to stop laughing but finally he leaned back on his arms looking out to the woods before them. "Exploring, as you can see. I love to read. Like, I really love to read. I love listening to music. Uh... Wow. I can't think of much else. It must make me sound boring." His face gets a little worried. "We read to know we are not alone." She smiled towards the sky. He stopped and looked at her surprised when she swiveled to look to him. "Yes?" "C.S. Lewis?" He asked still a little unsure if she was quoting or if she was speaking about him. She began to laugh and she just couldn't help herself. "Yes! I'm surprised you knew that one. How about this one? 'The woods are lovely, dark and deep. But I have promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep.'" She tested him. He answered almost immediately. "Robert Frost! I feel such a kinship to his work. I also love Muir!" His smile was infectious as he shared more about his passions. "Wow! You're good. Sorry for testing you. I sometimes can remember the weirdest things. Typically, you'll find me quoting Shakespeare when I get annoyed."  She clapped happily and loved it all. Allen looked like he had an epiphany. He looked forward and took a deep breath and then spoke gently. "From women's eyes this doctrine I derive: They sparkle still the right Promethean fire; They are the books, the arts, the academies, That show, contain, and feed all the world." He then looks incredibly embarrassed. "Shoot, it's nourish, not feed!" Lydia looked to him dumbfounded. "No, that was cool! I can usually only remember a line here and there. So, I applaud you good sir! I am truly honored because as it was said: Give every man thy ear, but few thy voice." This was so fun. She's only been able to have this much fun talking to someone when it was with BJ.     Walking along the trail once again and they came upon a break in the trees, that opened up to large green field. She took a deep breath and was overwhelmed from the beauty of it all. The sky was filled with cotton candy colored clouds that floated along slowly as they contrasted the azure blue sky. The sun was starting to tuck itself comfortably down into the jagged horizon of hills and small mountains. "Wow! It's turning into such a pretty sunset." She beamed but then froze with a sudden realization. "Oh gods! The sun is going to set soon! I need to get home." She quickly got onto her bike and turned to say goodbye to Allen, but he was the first to speak. "Did you want to come to my house? We are actually really close to it now and I'm sure we'd be happy to give you a ride. It's pretty dangerous to bike in the dark and I'd hate to have anything happen to you." He offered while pointing down further on the trail. "You sure it'd be ok? I mean, it would give me the chance to call my dad and let him know I'd be late. But, I don't want to get you in trouble" She worried her lip as she watched a car's headlights snake over a distant hill. It was getting dark fast. "Of course it would be fine. In fact Oma will probably have dinner ready. I'm sure they'd love to meet you. It'd be awesome if you could join us." He appeared excited at the prospect and swung his arms to his sides. "Ok." She agreed feeling a sudden relief that she didn't have to bike home in the dark. ***** Alle Beetjes Helpen ***** Chapter Notes I apologize to any readers from the Netherlands. I do not speak Dutch, but I have been trying my best to understand the language as well as I can. If you find any mistakes, please message me and let me know and I will fix them immediately. Thank you! Looks like Lydia has a new friend... I wonder how BJ will take this? _Chapter_7_ _Alle_Beetjes_Helpen_ . . . . "Ik ben thuis!" Allen called out opening his front door. "Welkom thuis Minj beertje!" A voice called back from the kitchen. "Oma, I've brought a friend over. Is it ok to give them a ride home? They have their bike and it's getting dark really fast." Allen asked as he lead Lydia to the kitchen. Oma popped her head around the corner from the kitchen looking surprised. Her eyes landed on Lydia. She suddenly felt like Oma looked into her soul without even saying a word. She felt like this lasted 5 minutes when in reality it was but a second. Lydia wasn't sure if this meeting was going well until Oma gave her a warm smile and suddenly welcomed her in with a big hug. "Je bent welkom!" Oma said while still hugging Lydia. She could see where Allen got his smile and kind disposition. Oma was a very tall woman who had to be at least 5'10, she was built strongly, even for her age, her voice was gentle and kind, her grey hair was short but styled in a modern way, she exuded nothing but a welcoming energy that felt very comfortable. It made her wonder how tall Allen would be in time. [page7] "You did not tell me you had such a pretty friend. Were you hiding it from Oma?" Oma turned to tease Allen and giggled. "Nee Oma, I just met her today. Let me introduce you." Allen laughed out.  Lydia could already see their dynamic and how organic it was. It made her smile just watching them. "Oma, this is Lydia." He smiled while he introduced her but then suddenly realizes something. "Uh I'm sorry, I don't know your last name." He leans towards Lydia embarrassed. Lydia gave a giggle back that he felt embarrassed about that. Lydia extends her hand to Oma. "Lydia Deetz. It's a pleasure to meet you." "So polite!" Oma beams. "Lydia Deetz, you must stay for dinner. Ja? We are happy to take you home." Lydia felt a wave of relief go through her knowing that she had a sure way home. Her mind then went to her father. She really needed to let him know where she was. Who knows if he was fretting that she wasn't home now that the sun had set. "Please, may I first use your phone. I'd like to tell my father where I am and ask permission if it's ok." "Of course!" She points to the phone on the wall. Lydia thanked her and walks over to the phone. "Beertje, I like her! Bring her over more." She playfully jabbed Allen. Allen ignored her comment and changed the subject. "Where's Opa?" He asked looking around. "At work. He will be home soon. Now go set the table." She shooed him off. Lydia was sitting across from Allen at the dining room table. A mountain of food was on the plate before her but she tried her best to try to conquer it. Opa smiled down at her in his seat at the head of the table. Lydia was able to finally able to see all of his features now that he wasn't running around after he got home. Opa was also a very tall person and Lydia could only guess he somewhere around 6'4", his build was very large but he wasn't fat, by any means, you could tell that he once was a very muscular man. Lydia had no doubt he could still hold his own if he ever got into a scrap. His face showed his kindness in his deep wrinkles from his smile lines. He would chuckle often and Lydia guessed his usual disposition was one who liked to make others laugh. His nose was long and rounded at the end, his ears stuck out slightly, and he had a full head of grey hair. "Deetz Ja?" Opa's deep voice asked. Lydia looked up to him again and went to answer but Oma spoke up before she could say something. "Ja, Deetz! Komt ze uit Peaceful Pines? Ik ben hier helemaal bekend. I sink dey are on my route." Oma answers him. "Ja Oma, she is from there. You'd have to ask her about that though." Allen answered Oma while Lydia was now trying to figure out what had been said about her through all of the context clues she was given. "Is your vader Charles Deetz?" Oma then turned to Lydia. Lydia tried not to look too surprised but that was very direct and dead on. She couldn't help noting how Oma tried her best to not have a heavy accent with her like she did when she said things in English to the others. She knew that she must've been trying to make things easier for her. She loved noticing little details like that. "Yes. He is, why?" She replies politely but still very curious as to how she knew. "Den, dat es goed! I have Deetz's on mijn route. Oma can easily take you home." Oma clapped her hands together. Oh! Look at that. When Oma got excited her accent got heavier. Lydia just loved how spirited the two grandparents were. It was very infectious. "Oma en I work for de Post Office. Oma delivers mail." Opa stated proudly as it answered Lydia's question that she had in her mind. Under the stars in the night sky, Lydia stood next to her father at the bottom of their long driveway next to Oma's car. Leaning down for a better view of the occupants she was saying her goodbyes. "Thank you for taking me home and for the lovely dinner. I hope we can do it again. I'll call you soon Allen." "Ja, you must come back. Allen will like dat, Ja? Oma will stop by on mijn route to say hallo too." Oma beamed to her happily and Allen waved while nodding his head in agreement. She was so happy to have this chance meeting and make new friends. Charles hummed happily to himself as he waved goodbye with his free hand, as his other was holding a small plastic container, when they drove away. They turned around to begin their short trek up the long dark driveway together. Each step was marked by the crunching of the gravel beneath their feet. Charles's mood was apparent as he was smiling when he said. "They seem really nice!" He giddily opened the container he had been cradling protectively and pulled out a windmill shaped cookie. "You're just happy they gave you cookies!" Lydia giggled as she exposed his true intentions. She found her dad was too adorable whenever he was given sweet treasure. "Don't tell Delia." He gave her a stern look that transformed quickly into a worried-happy smile. She put her arm around him and laughed. His secret was safe with her and he knew it. She couldn't take away something that brought him such immediate joy. "My lips are sealed!" She made a fluid motion to indicate a zipper being pulled closed across her mouth. ***** Chapter 8 ***** _Chapter_8_ _Hey_Jealousy_ . . It was such a beautiful day full of sunny blue skies. Lydia sat in the grass, enjoying the good weather and good company with her best friend who was disguised as the family's handyman. BJ was digging into the flowerbed to create space for the new flowers that were patiently awaiting to be planted. She gently separated a flower from its plastic sheath and readied it to hand to him. She loved moments like this. She could be with him without worry or revealing his true nature as long as she didn't look overly familiar with him. "Oh! I forgot to tell you. Yesterday I made a new friend when I went on my bike ride. Actually, I met their whole family. They're all so sweet!" She turned to him and held out the flower for him to take when he was ready for it. He discovered a large juicy worm in the dirt and held it up, as he began to salivate. "That's great babes! Maybe Betty will have to meet her so we can all hang out." He licks his lips. "Him." She corrected. "His name is Allen. He is very kind. I think you'd like him." She pet the flower while smiling. She was so happy and glad she could share this with him.  Things have been so great lately and she couldn't help how wonderful she felt. The worm fell back to the dirt, and began to squirm away as quickly as it could.  Beetlejuicen immediately spun his head completely around to face her. "Him?!" He sputtered in disbelief. Surely he heard her wrong. "Yeah." She looked confused as he suddenly got in her face. He sure was acting weird. She really hoped that he wasn't going to make this into a big issue. "You can't be friends with a guy!" He practically squealed as he threw up his hands in the air dramatically. "Why not?" She looks at him suspiciously and leaned back giving him space. Yup, he was going to make this an issue. [chapter8] "Cause… cause he's a GUY!" He held out his hand and chopped his other hand down upon it a couple times to emphasize his point. Why did she just not get this?! She rolled her eyes and groaned. He was going to make a big deal of it after all. "So what! You're a guy and you're my friend, so why can't I be friends with whoever I want?" She set the flower down and was trying her best to keep calm with a smile. She learned long ago that she had to be the adult in this friendship, but it got old very quick. BJ began tripping on his words, struggling to try to find any good argument back but he just couldn't. He was too upset to even think straight! Lydia stood up and brush off the dirt. This was too much for a nice day. "I'm going to be hanging out with him again soon and I thought you'd be happy that I made another friend." She had enough of this silliness for today. She really was disappointed and upset that he wasn't happy for her. Sometimes he could be so transparent. "I gotta go!" Bj yelled as he poofed away. She put her hands on her hips feeling very frustrated. Why did he always let his emotions get the better of him? Why couldn't he just be happy for her? There went her "nice day together" with him. On top of it, she is the one who will have to finish his job that Delia hired him to do. This sucks! "Dummy." She said under her breath. . . BJ appeared back at the Roadhouse. He stood, clenching his fist with a look of total disgust. His mind was reeling with so many scenarios, of Lydia with a guy, that further drove him up the wall. A deep anger started from his toes until it reached the top of his head and he started to fume until his emotions boiled over with an explosion. "A guy. A GUY!" He pulled his hair angrily. This will NOT do. Somebody, might have to do something about it. ***** Getting to Know You ***** _Chapter_9_ _Getting_to_Know_You_ . . . It appeared that Beetlejuice was going to try to give him a chance, for me but he put in as much minimal effort as he could. Still, it made me happy to see that he was trying.  I wanted all of my friends to meet Allen. I was so overjoyed when I was allowed to schedule a sleepover, with my father's strict supervision of course, so everyone could meet. Bertha and Prudence both seemed very interested in Allen and asked him a lot of questions. Through their questions, I was able to learn more about him and it amazed me how effortlessly Allen fit in while being able to keep the conversation fluid. I was the only one who could see that he was wearing his mask; even if, at first, I almost didn't see it because he was so subtle and good at pretending. It was his camouflage that helped him fit in and be normal, so he didn't stand out and become a target. It kept him at a distance from the rest of the world. Otherwise, he felt much too vulnerable. It made me wonder why he was that way and I hoped that one day he could share those things with me. He couldn't let anyone else in, but, with me, he was comfortable enough that he never felt the need to hide. I felt so honored that he trusted me so much. I saw him for him and he saw me for me, and I liked him more for it. He wasn't the only one wearing a mask that night. Beetlejuice had finally agreed to come, disguised as Betty, but only after I had to beg him. I wanted ALL my friends there. My only wish was that we could all harmonize and deepen our friendship together. Sadly, Betty stayed on the sidelines and didn't contribute much, if at all, to the conversation. It was so unlike him to not want to be in the limelight with such a big opportunity to showboat. [chap9] There were a few times I would catch Betty rolling their eyes when Allen would make the others laugh. It was clear he wasn't impressed. It made me sad but I also understood that my friends didn't have to be friends with each other. As long as they were happy for me and I didn't interfere with our individual relationships, then it was all good. So I kept that in mind and took BJ's bad attitude in stride. Besides, BJ's flippant attitude was typically the norm with other people anyways. The sleepover went without a hitch and I was hopefully that things could move forward smoothly from then on. Sadly, that was the last time Beetlejuice ever joined us in a group when Allen was there. No amount of begging or cajoling would change his mind. . . Another month had passed since I first met Allen and during that time, my friendship with him had already formed a close bond. We hung out whenever our schedules would allow and sometimes we even got together for group activities with Bertha and Prudence. We would go to movies, study, take walks, or just visit each other at our houses. Oma and Opa were very kind to me and were very quick to offer up anything they could do to help in anyway. I think it's because they were so overjoyed that Allen finally had a friend. I found out later that I was the first person he ever brought over to visit them. I felt so honored but couldn't help but feel sad for Allen. One particular weekend that I was visiting, we decided to take a long walk. We had to be walking for hours talking about everything and nothing at all but when we got back to his house, Allen noticed that there a strange car there. It wasn't often that they would have guests over, so he felt a bit worried about it. As soon as we stepped in, Opa flung Allen over his shoulder and ran outside with him. The look on Allen's face, at first, was something akin to terror. Opa plopped him next to the car and announced that the car was his. He almost fell over from shock and surprise. It was an older, red, used compact car that was still in very nice shape. It was even the "sporty" model and Opa gushed about all of its features to him as he stood there gobsmacked. He later confessed to me that even though it really made him happy; it also made him feel incredibly guilty. It was shortly afterwards, that he found a job working at a small dime store in Eagle Hill. His plan was to pay the car off but he worried they wouldn't accept it. He told me that he never wanted to be a burden to anyone ever. I could see how much he admired them and wanted to emulate them in every way. That situation, and his confession, so profoundly revealed to me his authentic character and I had great respect for that whole family. They were a bona-fide, although unconventional, open minded, and altruistic family that one would only read about in books. I didn't realize that such honesty and kindness could actually happen in real life. I thought I was the only one who strived to live like that ***** Ice Cold ***** Chapter Notes Beetlejuice sure has been behaving hasn't he? He's not one to let that happen for too long. _Chapter_10_ _Ice_Cold_ . . . BJ rested his arm on the ledge of the mirror and tapped his fingers on his face. He was completely and utterly annoyed at the sight he had been, imperceptibly, watching for some time from behind the mirror. Lydia had been so distracted to even sense his presence for the majority of the day so far. You see, Allen was visiting and he certainly did NOT want to interact with HIM. He watched on as the two teens were looking through the photos that were scattered all over her bed. Allen held up and began to examine one particular photo of a big ugly bat. "This one is neat! How do you take such awesome pictures? Where do you even go?" BJ couldn't stand it and mimicked Allen's words. Ugh! Why would she want to hang with such a goody-goody like him?! He really thought she would have been bored of him by now. Yet, here she was, smiling at HIM, and she was actually acting like she LIKED being with him. Not HIS Lyds. She needed excitement. She needed someone with a disgusting sense of humor. Someone dark and paranormal and not some stupid mommy's boy who probably couldn't stomach anything that THEY had gone through. Lydia leaned back on her arms and sighed happily. "My friend BJ and I go on trips and I usually end up spotting things like that." She was so happy that she could share these things with him. It was quite freeing not to hide it. Although, how would he even react if he found out that her best friend was really a ghost? "I'd love to meet him! He sounds really fun from what you've told me." Allen, lifted up another picture and smiled. She really was talented and all of her photos were very unique. Bj wanted to puke and pretended to gag himself. How disgusting and NOT in the way he liked. Lydia suddenly got excited. Here was her chance to show him as she handed Allen another photo to look at. "Here's a picture of him." BJ jerked his head in their direction. What?! She's actually showing him?! What the hell is he going to say? Allen's eyes lit up. "Woah! I didn't expect him to look like this. I love the stripes. How did you guys meet?" He found this so interesting and it was no surprise to him that her best friend was as unique as she was. BJ couldn't pull his attention away. What was this little shit up to? Seriously, what is his angle? Lydia's face softened as she began to reminisce as she spoke. "He works for my family as the handyman. We struck up a conversation and became friends after that. He loves weird things and has a twisted sense of humor too. Wait, I think I told you that already. But anyways, I think you'd like him as well!" Granted, she didn't tell him everything but it was all the truth but not in chronological order. Allen watched her reaction and was filled with happiness for her. "I think so. He seems really cool." How lovely it was that she had that. He had always wanted that with someone and he hoped that one day it could be like that with her. Lydia began to gather all of the photos and he joined in to help. He handed Lydia the rest of the photos and she put them into the shoebox that the photos called their home. This was so new to him and he couldn't get enough of it all. Lydia gave him a cute little smile before detoured to her closet to put her treasure away. BJ's scowl morphed into an evil little smirk. "You want cool? I'll give ya cool, kid!" He aimed his finger at the object of his discontent. Magic zapped from his finger and infused the area around Allen. The temperature around him began to drop and became increasingly colder. His breath was now visible and marked the freezing temperature that began to permeate inward. His teeth began to chatter uncontrollably and he looked around trying to figure out what was going on. "I think there's a draft or something. I'm freezing all of a sudden!" His body shivered in an attempt to generate body heat. "Really? It doesn't feel cold to me. I can shut the window if you want me too." She exited her closet trying to feel if there was maybe a draft. She made her way over to Allen when she couldn't find any unusual temperature changes by the closet. Her eyes looked in horror when she was able to assess what had just transpired. Allen was literally frozen in his spot and wasn't responding to her at all. How they hell did this even happen… wait… this was clearly the calling card of a certain ghost. Beetlejuice couldn't hold back his laughter any longer. This was the funniest thing that had happened all week. His cackle resonated throughout her bedroom bringing her full attention and anger to hyper focus on his coordinates. She snapped her head towards the mirror as her voice curdled with asperity. "Beetlejuice! What are you doing?!" The jig was up and he let himself become visible once more. "Just chilling out babes!" Seriously how could she not find that funny?! "Fix it, now!" She demanded while pointing to the Allen-cicle before her. Her frustration was growing and her usual aplomb was about to thrown out the window. Luckily he was quick to notice this. "Alright, Alright! Sheesh." He relented, grumbling, and released Allen from his stasis. It didn't take long for Allen to thaw as Lydia began to rub his arms in the hope to help kickstart his circulation for warmth. "Are you ok?" She asked looking up to his face and she continued to rub his body. She felt terrible that he had been victimized for the amusement of another. "Y,y,y,Yeah, I, I, I m,m,must b,be catch,ch,ching a c,c,cold or ss,s,something." He bent forward as his body continued to spasm with his shivering. "Here, let's go outside in the sun to warm you up." She gestured to the door and aided him up to guide him out of her bedroom. She flashed a quick nasty look to the mirror before she exited. She was NOT happy, and BJ better believe that this was not the last of the words that she had in store for him. Seriously, how could he be such a child sometimes?!   The warm sun began to permeate deep into Allen's body. His shivers were now gone as he continued to soak in the warm atmosphere and company. That was just the strangest thing. He never had that happen before and he hoped that, whatever it was that he had experienced would never happen again. He hated feeling cold, especially when it sank into his core like that. He tilted his head to look over to Lydia who was sitting nearby. Her big black hat shaded her while a breeze gently played with her hair like it was infatuated. He saw how her face held on tightly to a pensive stare as she looked out to the town below. He couldn't help but imagined that she had come to life from some Romanticism era painting. [chap10-1] It wasn't long before she felt eyes upon her and she shifted her attention to where it came from. She discovered Allen smiling at her and it helped ease a little of the worry and guilt that was eating her up inside. "Any better?" She asked him while hoping to keep her thoughts off of certain things. "Yeah. Thank you." He replied smiling as he closed his eyes. He was so comfortable right now.  "I'm sorry about that." She says resting her head sadly on her knees.Nope, the offending thoughts just wouldn't leave. "It's not your fault." He couldn't help but sense her energy. She was just radiating her emotions like the sunshine and she didn't even realize it. "I know but…" she looked away. She was so ashamed that she couldn't finish that sentence. Allen wanted to find something to distract her and began look around for something to focus on. He turned his gaze to the house and something caught his eye.  In Lydia's window, he saw a shadowy male figure looking down at them. "Is your dad and Delia out shopping still?" He asked, while still looking up as the figure stepped back out of view. "Yeah. Why?" She rotated slightly to look over to Allen when she noted the sound of concern in his voice. "This is going to sound weird and forgive me… but, is your house haunted?" The tone of his voice was serious when he faced her again. Shock washed over her with a realization of what he may have actually seen. What?! Oh no! Did Beej seriously…  She spun around to look up to her window but, of course, no one was there. She watched for a little longer until she turned back to Allen. Her head was reeling with things to say. What in the world could she say to him to explain away if he really did see Beetlejuice. But, what she wasn't expecting to see, was Allen looking downward and he was the one who appeared to be very embarrassed. "Sorry, that must sound so stupid." He apologized. She narrowed her eyes but she had to get to the bottom of this. "What did you see?" She was intent on trying to find out how much he saw before she could even give him an answer. "Uh, I didn't get a good look but I thought I saw a person upstairs in your room." He sheepishly replied as he played with some grass hoping that she wouldn't think the worst of him. She slapped her forehead. He did see Beej but he must've not seen him clearly. Oh gods that moronic ghost of hers! She rotated her head slightly so she could only look at Allen with her eyes. She didn't really want to be fully looking at him when she explained things.   "Yes, the house is haunted." She let out a sigh. Now he was going to find out how weird she really was. She really, really hoped he wasn't going to distance himself from her now. "Oh good!" He exhaled relieved but then he was instantly filled with panic. "I mean not good your house is haunted but good because I'm glad I wasn't seeing things!" He waved his arms frantically trying to correct the situation  He did't want her to misunderstand him.  Lydia couldn't believe her ears. This was a total relief and she just had to laugh at it all. "I know the feeling." Oh good. She couldn't believe her luck but now she needed to do some damage control and also chew a certain spectral someone out. "I'll be right back, I have to go to the bathroom." She smiled embarrassed but she was thankful for his understanding.     Her bedroom door slammed with a bang as she stomped in. Although she couldn't see him, she knew he was there and he was listening. "Beej! I'm telling you now that I will not tolerate you pranking my friends!" She was -this close- to screaming at him but she knew that her voice would carry outside and embarrass herself further. Beetlejuice faded into the mirror laughing under his breath. He saw the vexation in her face and decided to change his tactics. "Aww but they make it Soooo easy!" He whined hoping she'd understand his plight. "I want you to go home! I'm more than angry with you for what you did." None of his normal arguments and excuses were going to work on her today. She put her hand on her forehead just completely exasperated. [chapt10image2] "But baaabes! I wanted to be with you today." He pouted pathetically as he gave her his best puppy-dog eyed stare, and as an added bonus, he threw in a lower lip quiver. He was a betting man and knew that she was a sucker for him looking pathetic. "No! Not after that stunt." She grumbled, turning away from him, as her anger bubbled just under the surface and held her resolve firmly. He let out piteous whine, to add to his efforts, in the hopes to sway her but she had had enough. That was whine was the final straw that threw her patience right out the window. She whipped around and Beetlejuice witnessed the sternest face that he had ever seen her wear, in all the time he had known her. "Beetlejuice! Beetlejuice! Beetlejuice!"     Lydia bounded down the hill to where Allen was laying patiently. In her hands were two glasses of lemonade that she carefully kept from spilling even in her haste. "Here, I thought maybe you were thirsty." She was hoping this would make up for her being gone longer than she thought she would be. Plus, there was the whole ordeal that he had just endured... ugh. "Thanks! Your dad's lemonade is really good." He took the glass politely and promptly drank deeply from it. "Dad likes to juice the lemons himself. He says it's relaxing." She giggled, only because she enjoyed watching her father go through his "happy ritual". She pictured the whole ordeal.  A table full, of half cut lemons, her father's face in complete concentration, as he put his full effort into eking out every drop of juice in the citrus juicer. She couldn't help but think he was projecting all of his anxiety into those helpless lemons.  It was if he was extracting all of what that was really hidden within himself. "I'm not complaining." Allen said as he took another a sip. His comment pulled her out of her funny memory and brought her back into the moment. He gently set the glass down on a level spot in the grass and turned his attention Lydia. "Hey, Uh, Lydia. I was thinking about what we were talking about before you went inside." He began to fidget with his shirt as he hoped to address something that had been weighing on his mind. "Yeah?" She held her cup to her face, letting its moisture dampen her cheek. It felt good on the warmth that radiated off her blush. She must look like a total ditz today. "Can I tell you a secret?" He couldn't bear to look at her, otherwise he didn't think he could follow through. "Of course. I won't tell anyone." She took another drink trying to keep the mood light but she listened intently. "As insane as it sounds… I am able to see spirits. I have always have been able to see them. Oma calls it "a gift" and it is inherited from her side of the family. Along with seeing spirits, we are able to sense things from others, like emotions and thoughts. I hope you don't think I'm crazy." He said looking into his lap. What was she going to say? It was crazy wasn't it. Seriously, she will think it's too weird even for her. Her answer was instantaneous.  She began to choke and cough, as the lemonade she had been drinking ejected in a full spray and doused him thoroughly. Her horror was apparent on her face, as she assessed the damage she had done. He was dripping, his wet hair clung to his face, with his damp arms raised away from his body. His reaction was one that Lydia was not expecting at all, as he immediately began to profusely apologize to HER. "I'm sorry! I know, it's insane!" He waved his arms frantically as he closed his eyes feeling too embarrassed for words. Now it was her turn to apologize. "No, no, no! It's not that! I'm so sorry! Hurry, let's get you cleaned up."     Lydia walked out of her bedroom closet and held out a shirt to Allen. "I hope this shirt isn't too small. It's my biggest one. I'll be sure to get your shirt back to you after I do laundry." He stood shirtless, in the middle of her room, towel drying his hair. He stood up straight and held out the towel to her as he took the shirt from her. "Thanks. And thanks for letting me wash my hair." He was thankful for her being understanding about wanting to wash his hair and was very glad to wash off that stickiness. Lydia couldn't help herself as her eyes curiously wandered all over Allen's exposed skin. "It's the least I could do. I'm sorry." She held the towel tightly to chest and looked down to it as a newfound sense of guilt washed over her. Seriously, Lydia, why do you do such dumb things?! "You just seem intent on soaking me! Will this be a habit of yours?" He laughed, trying to lighten the mood, while pulling the shirt on over his head. "I hope not! I'm so so so sorry!" She laughed nervously, trying to hide her worry. Gods, she couldn't believe she did it again. Really? AGAIN!? UGH! "No, really it's ok. I said something strange. You can just forget about what I said. It was dumb anyways." He rubbed the back of his neck nervously. Her reaction to his confession was pretty clear that it was not normal or an acceptable thing for him to say. That'll teach him for trying to share that with anyone. He really was stupid, wasn't he?  He let out a small sigh. "Actually, about that... I guess now it's my turn to confess. I was pretty shocked, well because… because I've been able to see spirits most of my life too. So, it's not strange to me since, I am strange myself. You're the only person I've been able to tell this." The words felt so silly coming out of her mouth and she could see why Allen would believe it sounded dumb to her. He looked at her surprised. He couldn't believe what she had just said but his body moved on its own and in a blink he embraced her in a hug. "You're the only person I've ever met who thought I wasn't weird! I can't believe you're like me!" His joy couldn't be contained as it burst forth into laughter. Lydia joined in his laughter and felt such a kinship to this person who held her in his arms. It was so freeing and she understood his feelings all too well. "I'm so happy!" She said in her laughter. Allen stopped to look at her as a blush rushed to his face, and in that moment, Lydia found his lips on hers. Her eyes grew wide as saucers, from the sudden contact, and all thoughts that she had melted away into nothingness. He pulled away quickly when he finally realized what he had just done. His whole face suddenly glowed with a bright shade of red from embarrassment. "I'm so sorry! I don't know why I did that just now. All I could think about in that moment was kissing you and my body acted on its own." He was ashamed of his lack of control, and he worried that he had just ruined his first friendship. His shame grew to an intolerable level when there was no reaction or comment from the girl still standing next to him. He watched her carefully as his panic began to take over.  That was, until she finally she looked up at him with a big blush of her own. "It's ok. I, Uh, liked it." She said bashfully. Her heart wouldn't stop thumping as a knot in her throat kept it from coming up. She was surprised she could even speak. It was as if fireworks exploded within his heart as he felt a rush of excitement and his joy returned in full force. He really hoped that he didn't mishear what she had just said. "Really?!" He asked in total disbelief. This day was too much like a dream to be real. There's no way right? "Yeah. I, uh, wouldn't mind if we did it again." She blushed harder and looked away. This was all so new and she liked the feelings she was feeling. Although, she certainly could do without the embarrassment that came with it. She wanted to feel that rush again. She wanted to get close to him again and he seemed to be acting like he was fighting those same feelings. She took the risk and leaned forward to his lips.  Contentment and closeness that she had never experienced before began to flood through her. It felt euphoric... maybe even addicting. She slowly moved away from his face and got instantly lost in his blue eyes. Why had she never noticed just how blue-grey they were? It was like she was looking at him for the first time and she drank in every detail of his face, his scent, and his energy. "I have to go. I don't want to, but Oma is expecting me home for dinner." Allen stepped back further with a big smile and contentedly sighed as he reached down to grab his bag. "Ok." Lydia said as she mindlessly played with her hair as she watched him get ready to go. He pivoted around to head out the door but then he suddenly stopped. This woke her up a little more from her daze and she gave him her full attention. "Lydia?" He shifted to look at her, but when his eyes fell upon her, it triggered a sudden wave of bashfulness to wash over him. "Yes?" She was rapt in the beautiful moment they had shared. "I like you Lydia. Like, like you like you." He was embarrassed and hesitant while he was hoping for a reply. This was scary, but so exciting, as he felt his heart pound in Lydia's shirt that he was wearing. "I think, I like you too." She blushed back. Had the temperature suddenly turned warmer and why did she feel like her body was jelly? "Can I come over tomorrow?" Allen's smile dazzled her as he was now dressed in complete happiness. "Tomorrow won't work but this weekend I'll be free." She stepped closer to him. She found the distance between them so empty, and she was drawn to him. She didn't want him to leave her yet. "This weekend then." He repeated, as his face spoke of the same desire that she felt. For the third time, they were locked in a kiss, and it spoke its own language of desire, hesitation, and excitement. The lingering flavor of lemonade only added to sweet and sour feelings they had as he had to leave to go home.     It had been about 20 minutes since she had watched Allen drive away. She stared at her bed's canopy and was replaying every event that happened in the day. Her thoughts shifted from the blissful moments that she shared to the one's that she wished had never happened. "I can't believe BJ did that to him!" She looked unimpressed. How could he have done that? Well, she already knew the answer to that. "Sheesh Beej. Can't you even control yourself?" She grunted and wanted to think of something much more pleasant... like Allen? Oooh, yes. She rolled over on her tummy happily. "Eee! I can't believe he said he likes me! Me! Hehe. He's so sweet! If we start dating, I wonder what dad would think? Though, I doubt he'd mind. He'd probably tell me to marry him right away so he could get cookies all the time." She laughed imagining the scene she had just described. Her dad and Delia did tend to go over the top with certain things. Suddenly she had been hit by a rogue thought that derailed all of her joy. Her laughter instantly halted as she sat up quickly. There was something very serious she had forgotten all about... "Marriage… oh man… I totally forgot about that is part of the contract. What am I going to do?!" She felt a cold chill run through her. No, she didn't want to think on this but the thoughts continued. She plopped face first down into the blanket. "I have to marry him but I don't like BJ like that. I want to be able to choose who I want to marry. I want to love who I marry and not just as a friend." Those thoughts felt as suffocating as the blanket that was pressed against her face. [chapt10im3] She rolled over, grabbing her pillow, and gripped it tightly to her body.  All of her thoughts and desires fought a war within her.  She was a jumbled up mess and she didn't know what to do. She wanted to cry but even that fought against her. "I'm just too young to marry. I want to have keep having fun! I want to get closer to Allen." Her anxiety rumbled through her body like a train. "Oh why did I agree to it!?" She yelled out frustrated, as she promptly shoved the pillow on her face. She wanted to scream.  Instead she tried her best to imagine different scenarios where she didn't have to marry him. Sadly, in the end, reality won. ***** Chapter 11 ***** _Chapter11_ _Not_Like_the_Other?_ . . . Dust, that was kicked up by the broom's bristles, was floating and catching the sunlight's beams in her darkened room. Lydia hummed along to a tune that was playing on the radio as she swept her room for a little late spring cleaning. Her mind danced around as they relived the happy event from yesterday. The kiss still felt fresh on her lips and she was filled with the butterflies from it all. [pg11] She held up the broom's handle to her face with a big smile as she let out a tiny giggle to herself. She had already forgotten about BJ's misdeeds as her mind focused solely on one thing... Allen. A knock on the glass, woke her mind and quickly brought her back into her room. She found BJ watching her in the mirror when she twirled around to see him. She summoned him into her room right away to share in his company. "Hey! What have you been up to today?" She was genuinely happy to see him and couldn't shake the gleeful feeling that she carried in her heart. "Eh, just making a mess of the roadhouse. What about you?" Her goofiness brought a smile to his own face. "Just school and here." A blush painted her face as memories of yesterday filled her thoughts once again. BJ watched her closely as he tried to figure out what was going on with his best friend. Although, that blush was incredibly cute on her. He watched as she skipped over to her school bag and and she pulled out a large textbook. "I have to do some studying but you can hang out with me if you want. Although, it might be a little boring though." She brought the book up to her face and hid her smile that she just couldn't shake. With a dainty hop she bounced onto her bed and settled in to get comfortable. Bj hung upside down from the canopy of the bed. "Don't mind hanging around at all. Better than being home." He wasn't sure what was up with her but at least she was in a good mood. Things should get back to normal now right? Lydia giggled and opened her book. He always knew how to make her laugh and he was comforting to have around. This was her normalcy and she liked it... well, there were new things in her life that she wouldn't mind making part of her normal routine. The rush from the kiss flashed in her mind and she had to force herself to contain a giddy squeal that wanted to escape. She took a few deep breaths and opened her textbook to the chapter she had to study. The words seemed to blur together as her thoughts ran rampant from all the spectrum. Her life was changing and she was happy about it but she these feelings were so new. How she felt about Allen felt so right and she wondered what changed in her that let it in. It was then that she couldn't help but start to weigh all of her thoughts about how she felt about the ghost who was floating near her. She stole a glance over her book at him as she began to analyze it all. How do I honestly feel about Beetlejuice? I haven't really given him a chance when it comes to a relationship but shouldn't I feel attracted to him first? After all these years, all we've done is innocent hugs and kisses between friends. Shouldn't I feel that desire or curiosity with BJ? She began to reflect on the past few years, but it felt like too much to sift through, and she had enough to think about right now. She shook her head in the hopes to wipe away the thoughts, like they were written on an etch-a-sketch. Nope! I gotta study. I have no time to think about that right now. BJ had fell asleep a chapter ago and would snore off and on but it didn't distract her too much. She was used to that by now. As she closed her book and set it to the side, she directed her attention in his direction. She had read the three chapters that were required, and her mind was tired of trying to retain all of the facts she had just shoved in there. Hopefully she had enough room to retain them with all the other junk she had floating around in there, for the upcoming test. The ghost let out a loud snort, jolting himself enough to wake up long enough to scratch his belly before he fell back asleep. He really was so silly and she was lost in her sense of endearment for him but what sort of endearment was it? He certainly is cute but more like he's my puppy cute. Still… I should at least test my feelings out right? I mean, maybe it'll feel the same as when I hugged Allen. She continued to think on it. She was driven to test this theory and so she made a small plan. OK, Lydia, let's do this. She coughed loudly and hoped it was enough to wake him. His eyes fluttered open, as he let out a big yawn. His joints popped when he stretched his arms out as his feet gently landed on the floor. "Must've been tired!" He laughed out as he awaited to find out what was the new plan. Hopefully it was something fun and not sitting in this stuffy room for much longer. Lydia briskly walked over to him and pulled him into a tight hug. Beetlejuice tried to look at her face, while also trying to figure out what the hell this is for... not that he minded, but all he could see was her silky, long, black hair that hid her face away. He could easily get used to this... and why did she smell so damn good? "What's with the hug?" He asked as he tried to fight the blush forming on his face. "Can't I just hug my best friend?" She hugged him tighter and tried to analyze everything in this hug. She clenched her eyes shut, to drown out all of her noisy thoughts that fought in her head. It's not the same at all! And I'm really trying to try to feel those the same feelings too. Trying to push those feelings out. It's just not working. What if I should kiss him? Ew, NO! I don't want to kiss him! Besides, he'd totally misunderstand THAT! A sudden worry smacked her hard. Oh no, have I been hugging him too long? Is this weird? Will BJ misunderstand it? I better back off. Pulling away, she took a large step backwards to put a little bit of distance between them. She needed to change the mood and quick! "So, uh, you looking forward to your trip this weekend?" She smiled feeling embarrassed as a nervous laugh came out on its own. "Sure, but you sure you don't want to come? How can you pass up the famous mold tour? I'm sure you'll be bored out of your noggin here without me." Shrugging, he showed no emotion one way or other about the hug. She couldn't get a read on it and figured it wasn't worth thinking about any longer. "It'll be all yours to enjoy. I'm sure I'll find something else to keep me busy. " Another laugh escaped her as she now felt a wave of relief from his lack of response. Oh Gods, I'm glad he didn't say anything or try anything. I couldn't handle that right now. She let out a yawn and looked at the time. How'd it get so late already? Being left in her thoughts is a dangerous and time-consuming thing. "Oh man, I gotta get to bed. I'll have to see you tomorrow before you leave." "Ok! You rest well kid! G'night!" BJ ruffled her hair playfully before backing up again. Yup, this felt "right". BJ is definitely just my best friend. I know what's in my heart. "Good night Beetlejuice." She waved to him as he poofed away for the evening. . . The minty toothpaste was refreshing even if she dreaded the cold that came from it when she rinsed her mouth. She brushed her teeth without too much of a plan of attack because her mind was somewhere else. Not even five minutes after Beeltejuice's exit, a panic had begun to build within her. Her face was filled with worry as she berated herself in her mind. What in the world did I sign up for?! I know I was just a kid but, seriously, marriage?! How could I even think for a second that was ok?! It's too soon!. I don't want to be tied down yet! Ugh, why do I feel like puking? Even the warmth and comfort of her bed was no match for the thoughts that continued to assault her mind. What if… what if I choose to not marry BJ? What will happen? Would they really banish him and separate us?! But…I promised BJ. I'm obligated to marry him. I owe it to him. Ugh, why can't she have a normal life that just includes the supernatural? Is there such a thing? If there was she just couldn't find any way to balance it. "At least I have a some time before I'm 18. I don't have to think about it for awhile right? I really don't want to think about it!" She sighed loudly as she rolled over to her side to attempt to sleep with the hope that tomorrow would be a better day. After all, it was the weekend and she'd be seeing Allen soon enough. ***** Chasing Waterfalls ***** Chapter 12 Chasing Waterfalls . . Lydia was doing one final check, again, to see if her outfit looked right. She pirouetted to see how it looked from behind as well. Ok, she could live with this outfit. Wait, what if she wore the other dress? Would that look better? She was just about to go to her closet for the fifth time when she heard a knock on her door. "Come in." She answered, stopping to see who it was. How late was it? Hopefully she still had more time. Charles walked in and had a funny little smile on his face. "Pumpkin! Allen is here." He rocked on his heels looking like a like a child. Okaaaay, what's up with that? She knew he liked Allen but he just seemed too giddy. Oh well, she didn't have time to change or think on that right now. "Thanks daddy. I'll see you later." She gave him a quick peck on the cheek as she ran downstairs. It wasn't until they had been driving a little, did her thoughts wander and she thought about her father's behavior again. "Dad was acting odd. I think he really likes when you come over." She smirked, looking over to the long-haired blonde boy behind the wheel. "Really?" He raised his eyebrows as an answer. She couldn't help thinking with an internal squee. Why did he have to be so cute?   Their hands had been interlocked as soon as the stepped foot on the trail. It was another lovely day and exploring someplace new was becoming a fun routine. This trail had tall trees on either side and created enough shade to keep them out of the direct sunlight. There was a consistent background noise that filtered through the regular sounds of the woods. The fallen pine needles muted their footsteps as they meandered further along the trail. It was a comfortable, quiet companionship as they walked along just enjoying "being" in the moment. Lydia spied another tall stone wall coming up along the trail on their right. "I wonder why they put these walls here? They look old." Lydia inquired. "Oh! I think I saw something on a plaque about this when we entered. It was something about FDR and the CCC." Allen looked over to the rock wall as well. "CCC?" She walked ahead to touch the moss and lichen covered stones. "Uhhh... Civilian... conservation... something?" He tried his best to recall but he just couldn't remember that last part. They spent the majority of the morning walking the trails and they had just finished a small lunch in the large open picnic area. Now they had time to just sit, digest, and enjoy each other's company. Their feet were soaking in the moving water as they sat at the bottom of the tiered waterfalls. She loved this. Today was just so wonderful and she was so happy to share this with Allen. He felt so alive and he found beauty in everything like she did. The cool water felt wonderful and was a great contrast to how it had been lately. "I've heard about Kent Falls but never made it over here. I didn't realize how close it was to us." She looked up to the falls and sighed. Allen puts his arm over her shoulder and she leaned into it. Both of them felt embraced by the comfort in that simple act. Allen felt like the luckiest guy in the world in that moment. Lydia turned her head into his chest and took a deep breath. This was such a lovely feeling. "You smell really good." She took in his scent while closing her eyes. She tried to pinpoint how to even describe how he smelled. It was a mix of his clean smelling shampoo that always lingered in his silky long hair, a hint of green colored soap, and a cedarwood based cologne that complimented the scent of his skin. He smelled so clean and his scent felt like something she could easily melt into. "I'm a bit ocd. Especially about being clean." He laughed, but it felt great knowing that she liked how he smelled. "That's not a bad thing. BJ has the opposite. He has a real phobia about being clean." She laughed and her nose scrunched, out of muscle memory, when she thought about his scent. "Ew, I can't imagine not showering every day." He really couldn't picture himself in that state and just thinking about it gave him the willies. "We don't even have to explore any more today. I'd be happy to stay just like this." She gave a long contented sighed. He began to feal his ears begin to burn from his blush. "That really makes me happy to hear." He felt his heart begin to dance knowing that she felt the same. On her hand that was resting behind her, Lydia felt something cold and wet. It startled her  harshly as the foreign object now began to huff at her. She bolted up and pulled her hand away, only to find a big black fluffy dog was happily wagging its tail and panting at her. [chap12 1dog] Her heart gushed at how cute it was and she began to coo at it. "Ooooooh aren't you a cutie!" She ruffled it's fluff on its head as she looked around to see where the pup had come from. "Sorry about Bart. He loves meeting new people. Don't worry, he won't bite." A couple came walking over and one of them held a leash. That was Lydia's cue to give as much love to this dog as she could. She pulled the puppy forward and began lavishing the dog with baby talk and pets. Allen couldn't take his eyes off her. She was more adorable that that cute dog that she was awarding such affection. Part of him was slightly jealous, as he wished that it was him she was bestowing such love and cuddles. "Alright Black Bart, let's go. I'm sure you'll find another victim to plunder some more love from along the way up the falls." One of the owner came over laughing and hooked the leash on their furry companion's collar. Lydia waved, while thanking them for the chance to pet the pup. She watched the dog walk away, but once in a while it would look back longingly at her. Oh her heart! She let out a sad sigh and lowered her head to look at Allen. It was when she saw his face, did she see that Allen was giving her the same look that she had given the dog. Except for one difference, Allen's cheeks were red with what she first thought was a sunburn but she soon remembered that it wasn't there a couple of minutes ago. It made her stop and feel moved to the core. Directing her attention on something else, she playfully kicked up some water from the stream. She felt so giddy, that she couldn't hold back her laughter when she did so. "The water is so nice and cool isn't it? I can't believe summer is almost here." She leaned forward to get a better look in the clear stream. She watched as a submerged leaf swirled in a circle, between two large stones, from the water's flow. There was a quietness filling the space between them which, of course, Lydia took notice of. Allen had not given a reply to her so she shifted her gaze to check on him. She watched as his eyes slowly bounced from one spot to another over the river. It appeared that he was having a hard time settling on just one thing to focus on. On top of it, she couldn't help but note how his energy had changed and was now feeling just plain awkward. "Is everything ok?" She began to worry that maybe he wasn't feeling well or that maybe she had done something to make it awkward. Wait did she maybe have something gross on her face that he was too embarrassed to point out. Did something come off the dog? "Yeah." His eyes finally found one thing to stare at as he tapped his hand on the rock they were sitting on. Yup, something wasn't right. "You sure? Are you feeling ok?" She was going to get to the bottom of this mystery, like Scooby hot on the trail of a Scooby-snack. She put one hand down close to him and shifted her weight so she could lean closer to watch his reaction. He sensed her coming near and nervously faced her. Within a single breath, he had both hands on her face as he drew her into a passionate kiss. His lips pressed against hers with a gentle force and she was blissfully taken off guard. She let her desire flow from the amorous and deep kiss. He slid his arm around her back for support and to pull her tighter into his embrace. Her heart palpitated, fueling her further into the eagerness of matching his fervent lips and tongue. His half-lidded eyes needed to behold the scene before him. Hoping with all his heart that she also enjoyed it as much as he did. She was still leaning forward, her eyes shut, but a blush was in full bloom upon her pale cheeks. When she finally opened her eyes, a contented sigh escaped her heart as she shared with him the most loving smile he had ever seen upon her face. He almost couldn't bear to witness such adoration in her eyes. He was suddenly overwhelmed as his nervous energy slipped back into his belly and spread throughout him. "Lydia?" He had to look away before he lost his nerve. He ached to share with her what was perpetually weighing heavily in his heart and mind. "Allen?" She playfully replied, as she pursued him by leaning in closely to see his beautiful face. She felt amazing... so ardent and lithe and also felt a little playful too. Her head was just an inch away from his when he shifted his face to look towards her once more. He was absolutely not expecting to see her there. In his mind he thought she would still be in the spot she was before when he had turned to look away. A jolt plowed through his whole being and he struggled to find some support behind him as he fought the sudden fright. Unfortunately, his support did not hold, and he slammed down fast, hitting the back of his head on the hard, metamorphic bedrock below them. A sharp pain shot from the spot that caught his landing and he grabbed it to try to rub the pain away. After she examined him and saw that no real damage had been done; the scene began to replay in her head and she couldn't stop her laughter that bubbled up at the hilarity of it all. "Are you ok?!" She laughed out and gasped to catch her breath. She bent over, hugging her waist, as she, once again, saw it all in her mind's eye. He joined her in the infectious laughter while he still lay on the hard stone. He closed his eyes tightly and used the adrenaline coursing through his body to fuel his resolve. [chap12_1] "LYDIA WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND?!?" In a voice that was very close to a shout, he yelled... even though he had full intention of trying to sound normal.   Lydia stopped laughing and froze. The sound of the rushing water and nature was the only thing to be heard. Had she just heard what she thought she heard? Allen slowly attempted to lift himself up and opened one eye hesitantly to see what her reaction was. He had no clue what will happen next and he was so scared of what it could be. Lydia held out her hand and took his to help lift him up. Her hair covered the majority of her face so he was unable to gage any emotion coming from her. He dared not look into her heart for fear of hearing what he didn't want to hear. She wasn't reacting and he began to feel a mix of panic and embarrassment. He was so nervous. "I, I, I asked your dad for per, per, permission first and he was f,f,fine with me asking." He couldn't help stuttering the words that came out next. Maybe she was just as nervous as he was? That beautiful black hair was still hiding her face away from him. She practically attacked him with a kiss. He was utterly derailed from any thought, worry, or fear with her lips on his. When she finally released him, it was his turn to be stunned with his eyes closed. "Allen?" Lydia slowly pulled back, pushing a rogue strand of hair behind her ear, as she finally spoke. "Yes?" He answered trying his best not to stutter from his stomach tying itself in knots. Allen opened his eyes to find Lydia staring at him playfully with grin that grew into a big smile. The sunlight was shining down brightly behind her and he swore that she appeared to be glowing. He was mesmerized by her and watched as her lips moved as she spoke to him once again. [chapt12_2] "Will you be my boyfriend?" She bit her bottom lip after her question floated out of her mouth. She lowered her head slightly with a smile and watched for his answer with her eyes. In that moment, his brain decided to take a small vacation, so it could unscramble the meaning of her question that tumbled into his head as one big messy pile of words. All other functions in his body had halted until it was back with his brain's final verdict. He blinked, and his face went completely red. "I want nothing more!" His reply exploded out like a canon shot. She was, once again, laughing from the spectacle of it all. "I'm happy!" She said, tilting her head to the side cutely as her laughter died into a small giggle. "I'll do my best to make you happy!" He couldn't stand it! He felt like there was too much distance between them as he pulled her into another hug. . . . The sun began to set behind the Deetz's house, filling the sky with swirls of dark red and oranges. Headlights, competed with the dimming sunlight, that lit up part of the gravel driveway. Lydia leaned down into the car and sweetly kissed Allen goodbye. She stood up waving to him, with one arm tucked behind her back, as he started to make his way down the long driveway, as his car kicked up a small dust cloud in his wake. She continued to watch his car meander down the road when she heard the front door of her house opening up from behind her. "So, uh, how was the waterfall? I've been wanting to go see it. Did you kids have fun?" Her father's kind voice chimed up. She circled around to find him with a silly little grin that he was trying and failing to hide. "Yes daddy." Lydia walked by him, smiling smugly, her eyes half lidded as she watched, out of her peripheral, Charles's reaction to her words. She knew what he was trying to eke out of her. Once she was inside, she made her way towards the stairs but he was hot on her heels. "Anything interesting happen?" He asked still not giving up on trying to pry out a certain event that may have happened. "Hmmm." She toyed with him, like a cat with a string, as she feigned like she was thinking about it. Her face lit up as she burst out: "Yup!" Aaaand left it at that, when she revolved around to continue up the stairs. She was sure to carefully hide her giggle and grin from him. "Well? What was it?" he continued to follow her and was beginning to sound a bit desperate. "Reaaaaally Charles! Just spit it out and ask!" Delia somehow materialized at the bottom of the stairs, obviously tired of the game they were both playing. "Did he ask you?" Charles held his hands up to his face and looked as giddy as a schoolgirl. "Ask me? Oh, yes. He did." Lydia turns around to face him while feigning innocence. "He did! And what did you say?" He began to lean forward in anticipation. "I told him that I had a lovely time today when he asked if I had fun." She grinned. Gotcha, daddy. She was having too much fun today. She made her way up the rest of the stairs and turned the corner absconding from his sight. Charles felt so disappointed, as he made a u-turn to glumly walk down the stairs until a voice rang out. "Oh! And daddy..." Lydia poked her head back around the corner. "Allen and I are dating now." She flashed him a cheeky grin and disappeared once more. Lydia couldn't stop giggling as she made her way down the hallway. She was about to reach her door when the house boomed with a cheer from Charles. ***** Ton of Bricks ***** Chapter Notes Beetlejuice is back... Let's hope things go well. Feel free to leave a comment if you're up to it. Chapter_13 Ton_of_Bricks . . . "You reallllly missed out on a fun weekend, babes!" Lydia had barely set down her school bag when she heard Beetlejuice excitedly call out to her. "Well, I'm glad you had fun. I had a fun weekend too!" She plopped on her bed looking at him. She loved moments like this. She knew that the bragging was about to commence, and she loved how excited he got over things like that. Yup, once again, the thought of him as an excited puppy popped into her head. "Pffft. Doubt it could live up to my little adventure! I ended up getting trapped by Scuzzo, who just happened to be on the same tour! But don't worry babes, I gave him the old what for. No way he could ever beat the ghost with the most." He cackled and bragged. "Well, I suppose that waaaas a little more exciting than my weekend." She smiled back coyly. Though, I doubt it could have topped her weekend, but she certainly wasn't going to say that to him. "Hey, why dontcha say my name so you can see some of the souvenirs I got." He leaned on the mirror and waggled his eyebrows at her. Lydia pulled her hair out of the rubber band that was in her ponytail. Her hair had really grown over this past winter and it was almost past her shoulder blades. It wasn't just her hair that had grown... she was maturing and filling out, in all the right places, every day and her beauty was beyond compare. Beetlejuice was stunned, totally caught off guard, as he watched this moment pass in slow motion. She was just too damn pretty for her own good. [Chap13 1] "Did you hear what I said?" Lydia stopped and asked a little suspicious of his sudden silence. "Huh?!" He didn't even register that she was talking as he was busy staring. Woah, better keep that in check! "I said I can't tonight. I'm heading out with Allen soon. He will be picking me up in an hour. Did you want to keep me company?" She removed her school blazer and even she noticed that her bra was slightly visible through her white blouse. She wasn't quite used to wearing the sexy bras that she had been purchasing in secret. Most of her teen life was relegated to wearing sports bras and she didn't feel she had much of a chest to even highlight anyways. But now, sports bra didn't serve her well and, admittedly, it was a big boost to her confidence when she noticed that her bust size had been growing and wasn't stopping yet. "Uh. Yeah. Sure." He looked surprised. Damn, she mentioned him again.     He watched her as she leaned forward, in her robe, towards the mirror and was applying makeup. He leaned back in the chair and folded his arms. He had been keeping her company as she ran around. He had been sitting in that chair and watching her get ready for the evening. Something had been bothering him but he just couldn't put his finger on it. Something was off and he needed to get to the bottom of it. "You sure are getting dolled up." A small Lydia doll appeared next to him. "Can't I do things to make myself feel pretty?" A quick glance over her shoulder to him was all he got. Huh, she's never taken this long to get ready to go anywhere with me. What is this feeling? She spritzed herself with the perfume on her dresser and walks over to her door to leave the room. "I'll be right back." He could tell she was excited as she gave him a cute little smile before disappearing. When she stepped back in the room, he had to will his jaw to stay shut. He sat up to attention as he took in how she looked. She could have been mistaken as a model, wearing a burgundy, low cut, dress and he couldn't help but think it was a little too short to go out anywhere... unless it was with him. "Woah! Looking good!" He really was blown away and he was glad he didn't say that out loud. He didn't feel like being literally blown away right now. "But aintcha a bit dressed up? Where in the world are ya goin?" He had to ask cause why the hell would she want to go out looking that slamming. "Hmm. Out to dinner. Allen made a reservation at a really nice Italian restaurant." She began putting on her shoes on and looked at the time. He could even smell how amazing her scent was even all the way across the room. Lydia jumped up and rushed over to him. "I've gotta go! I'll see you when I get back." She quickly kissed his cheek and then dashed out the door. "Uh. Ok." He wasn't sure what to do with any of these thoughts or what to make of the whole situation. He just felt off and he wanted to pinpoint why. Alone in the room and alone in his thoughts. Maybe he could make head or tails of what wasn't feeling right. A sound caught his ear and he wandered over to the widows walk and found a red car pulling up to the house. Almost immediately he saw Lydia run out with the biggest smile and blush he had seen on her before. Whatever this was that was sitting heavy in his belly and he didn't like it. Time seemed to go by at a snail's pace for Beetlejuice. Honestly, how long did it take to go to dinner?! His eyes had grown heavy as he floated up the to the ceiling. It wouldn't hurt to shut his eyes just for a moment. Lydia felt so light on her feet when she slipped into her room. She felt like her feet would lift off the ground, just like when she was dancing with Beetlejuice, as she did a few twirls by her vanity. She was a bubble and her giddiness popped through with a tiny but loud squeal. Beetlejuice was startled awake by her joyful noise. He glanced at the time and two hours had already passed since he dozed off. Though his attention was quickly stolen when he saw Lydia beaming, down below him, and apparently oblivious that he was still there. Should he say something? Should he try to scare her? It would be a perfect opportunity for some sort of stealthy trick, but instead he chose to join in her happiness. After all, he was just happy to see her. "Must've been some good pasta!" He laughed. Lydia almost fell down from being startled out of her thoughts of fun from earlier. Including the last half hour, or so, of innocent kissing in his car. "Beej!" She barked out, half angry from the scare. His laughter burst forth as he accidentally achieved a scare out of her. You know I love it. He began to float down but his laughter wouldn't stop, until small purse collided with his face, which promptly made him shut up. "Hey!" He eyed her playfully. She let out a huff and sat on her bed to take off her shoes. "If you must know, everything about my whole night was great." She feigned that she just didn't care about anything he had to say but she was happy that he was still there. "Well, -I- was bored to death!" He plopped over on the floor and stuck out his tongue. Finally, a chance to have some fun. "Hard to do when you're already dead." She was in too good a mood to let it die now. Now, how did she break this to him? She began to contemplate what to do next as she chewed her lip a little. Beetlejuice stood up and immediately recognized that the mood had changed. "What's up?" He asked, hoping it was because she ate some bad clams, and he still might be able to see a fun and gross spectacle tonight. "Beetlejuice, I have to tell you something and I don't want you freak out." Pure worry began coursing through her veins. Oh gods. Oh gods. Ok I can handle this. "What is it babes? You can tell me anything. I'm your best friend." He walked over to her and put his hands on his hips with a big reassuring smile. "Alright, I have to do something first. Now remember, you are definitely my best friend first and foremost and always will be. So, I need you to trust me, ok?" She put a hand on his shoulder and she had her plan all laid out on what she needed to do. But first… a precaution. "Ok" He said hesitantly and not sure what's really going on but whatever, it's just Lydia. What's the worst that could happen? She called out his name three times and he felt himself pulled behind the glass of the mirror. What the hell?! "What's goin on?" He said utterly confused as he looked around in disbelief. Now or never Lydia. Brave face and pip pip, right?! "Beej. Keep your voice down. I don't know if dad or Delia are awake still." She leaned close to her mirror. A sigh escaped her and then she tried to gather all of her guts to give him one the most reassuring smiles she could. "Beetlejuice, I'm really excited and beyond happy to tell you something. As my best friend, I hope you'll be happy for me too." She meant every word of it and prayed that this would go well. A dark suspicion began to fester within his heart and he didn't like it, but still he listened. "So, over the weekend, Allen and I started dating." A worried smile flashed on her face as she awaited his reaction. At first there was no reaction, except that his regular pallor drained, until he was white as a sheet. She was hoping that was going to be all, but she did not realize that she had just lit a fuse, that was quickly trailing its way to the TNT that was buried deep. She took a few steps backwards as her intuition began blaring warning lights at her. Two seconds. It was only two seconds. That was all the time it took before Beetlejuice fury exploded. "WHAAAAAAT?!" She tried to shush him, but it was like trying to protect herself from a hurricane with an umbrella. She just wasn't prepared. "You can't do this to me! You're NOT allowed to date anyone!" This was NOT acceptable to him. She had NO RIGHT to do this to him. Her faith in him dropped. Wait not allowed?! The more she heard and the meaning behind his words, the more her own frustration and anger grew. "I can date whoever I want! You can't tell me who I cannot be with. You don't own me!" She slapped her chest in defiance and glared at him. BJ poofed a piece of paper next to him and held it like it was the absolute proof to end this silly debacle. "This fuckin contract says I do!" He said tapping it with full, angry, resolve. "No! It doesn't! It just says I'm obligated to marry you when I'm 18 and I'm not 18 yet! I have to live my life for me!" How dare he! He slammed his hand down hard and this caught her attention again. "You will NOT see him again!" He was warning her, and he needed to be very, very clear here. A dark and dangerous look filled his face and Lydia felt immediate fear deep down into her very core. [chap13 2] "I'm warning you, that if you EVER see him again; I will gut him, with more than just great pleasure, and put what's left into a box.  I will use his intestines as ribbon and then hand that pretty little present back to you as a souvenir! I will make him an example of what happens to those who interfere between us!" Lydia's horror was suddenly tangible. She knew he was deadly serious and this, THIS, was unacceptable. "YOU ARE MINE! You ARE going to be my bride!" He was more than just livid, his eyes began to glow as his hair began to defy gravity. Lydia saw real evil in his eyes, in that face that she used to unquestionably trust, but that now face that reflected back at her was a stranger. That person in the mirror wasn't her best friend. Her horror and fear quickly morphed back into anger that began to surge through her. She wasn't going to go down without a fight, even though she was filled with fear. She had to do something! "Don't you dare! If you even look at him wrong, I'll tear up that idiotic contract and never see you again! I like him, and you have no right to threaten him! You have no right to order me around!" She was dead serious as her body to began to shake from the intensity of the moment. Before he had the chance to say anything back, Lydia touched the mirror and cut off the magic. It was now just a mirror and her own reflection was the only thing left to be seen. . . Beetlejuice stood in his room at the Roadhouse. He was more than just seething. His mind was going over everything that could have happened and how he could change this. That was THE WORST thing to happen. She was TOO naive! Lydia was his and NO ONE was taking his bride to be. A scream burst from his throat as his energy lost control. Sparks and energy flashed out of his body as he punched the wall as hard as he could. This will not be the end if THIS! . Meanwhile, at the same time in the Deetz's home, Lydia began sobbing as she fell to the floor. She was filled with an overwhelming sense of helplessness and betrayal. Her best friend wanted to control her, to own her, and she was at a loss of what she could do. "How dare he! How can he be so horrible?! I don't want to marry him! I DON'T! He's supposed to be my best friend." ***** Share the Load ***** Chapter Notes I feel nervous for them all. Also, I'm trying my best to become a better author. What better way to learn than to keep on writing and reading. Even if no one reads my stuff, it's something I do for myself. :D Chapter_14 Share_the_Load . . . The apple orchard filled the night air with the susurration of the leaves in their timeless waltz with the wind. The night had been peaceful, but still it held on tightly to the spring chill, in its final defiance to the coming warmer weather. Lydia and Allen lay in the middle of the orchard that was behind his home, watching the sky and the undulating branches, but most of all, enjoying each other's company. The blanket shielded them, mostly, from the cold earth below as they lay close to each other enjoying each other's warmth. It was a quiet happiness that they shared as their bond grew closer with every touch and word. A deep and heavy sigh escaped from her when she couldn't but help think of the problems currently derailing her life. Allen, of course, took notice of the changing mood and looked over to his beautiful girlfriend, who he adored with his whole being. Although, he couldn't help the worry that he had been fighting since last Sunday. "Are you ok? You seem off since we had our date. Is it me? Did I do something wrong?" He asked her in the hopes to ease this worry that threatened to grow even more. Lydia closed her eyes. "No. It's not you." Of course, he'd notice. His amazing empathy was typically spot on and it wasn't like she was trying to shield her emotions from him. She finally opened her eyes as she replayed the event that had been causing her so much heartache. She might as well share everything with him. She was tired of hiding. "I had a big fight with BJ and, Allen, he's terribly jealous of us. I haven't seen him in over a week but I just can't face him. I'm still too angry at what he said." [chap14 1] "I'm sorry. That had to be hard. You don't have to shoulder this alone. I'm here for you." Allen scooted closer and pressed his forehead to hers. "Thank you." She had tears forming and threatening to escape from her lashes that held them in. "Is it ok to ask... uh what happened? Why would he be jealous of us?" A list of confusing thoughts began to fill his head. BJ was her best friend and it didn't make sense to him. She pulled away slightly and let out another sigh. Yup, she needed to tell him everything... Ok, mostly everything. There were some things that she wasn't allowed to say due to the contract. "Allen, there are a few things I should tell you first, and that may answer a lot of the confusion that you may have. This isn't going to be easy for me to say either, so please just listen. And, uh, there are some things I'm not allowed to say." Her eyes begged him all of the empathy he had as she sent out a prayer to the universe that things would go well. She drew her attention back to the twinkling stars above and let her confession free to fall wherever it may land. She was leaving everything in the hands of fate and faith. "First... uh, BJ is actually a ghost. He's a shapeshifter, a trickster, and my best friend. I found him when I was at my lowest point in life, and he help fortify my strength to be me. I'm forever grateful to him for that. That day you caught that chill? That was him. He had frozen you because he thought it would be funny. Plus, he's always had an issue with me hanging out with other friends, instead of him. He's very possessive and so I apologize for all that he's done." She held her breath and hoped for the best. Allen did not say anything and, when she dared to peek over to him, she found him listening intently with some concern. I suppose that's a good sign. I should continue since the ball had already started to roll. "Last Sunday, after our date, he was there when I got home. I knew I should tell him about us, but I was scared of how he'd react. So I sent him into the mirror... oh.. Wait, I forgot to tell you that I can summon and send him away with magic. It's all complicated stuff because of rules in the Neitherworld. Wait.. The Neitherworld is a spirit realm that he lives in. OH GODS. I'm so confusing!" She began to feel like a big mess until she felt his warm hand on her shoulder. All thoughts stopped when she saw that Allen was sharing the most supportive and kind expression on his face. She was, once again, able to gather her thoughts and continue. "Ok. Sooooo, I put him in the mirror because he's prone to, uh, getting overly excited one way or another. When I told him... he wasn't happy to say the least. In fact, he threatened to eviscerate you Allen! I have never seen him so angry. I sent him away and I haven't talked to him since. So, I'm not sure what to do about all this." She felt so defeated as she let out a long sigh that actually emotionally hurt to do. Allen leaned forward and met her face once again, and planted a gentle kiss on her lips. Without a word he had just reassured her that it was going to be fine. Oh, how she didn't even realize how much she needed that. He patted at his shoulder and she understood his request. She lifted her head to rest on the dip between his chest and shoulder. His hands gently began to pet her long silky hair as he continued to listen to her. Her eyes stared over to the closest apple tree as be began to examine the craggily veining that patterned its bark. "I think I need to have a serious talk with him. If he can't get over this… then, I don't think I can be friends with him. I really don't want that." Her heart dropped when she verbalized those words, and it was the last thing she wanted, but she couldn't have him dictating everything in her life. It wasn't fair. Why was life like this? "I don't want that either. Did you want me to be there?" His arms wrapped around her protectively and he gave her a little squeeze to emphasize his point. His arms felt so strong but also, she felt like she was drawing strength from them as well. "No, but, thank you. I don't want him taking his anger out on you. I forgot how dangerous he could be. Last Sunday was a harsh reminder. -sigh- I really should do this alone." She pulled on his flannel shirt and pushed her face closer to him. His heat, his scent, his comforting energy was just what she needed. "When do you plan on talking to him?" He wasn't sure of the whole situation and he would need to take some time to truly process it all, but he found that he trusted her completely. Hopefully she'd know to turn to him if it got too tough. "Soon… just not too soon. I just, I need to be able to think clearly." She let out another sigh and began to make a final plan. For now, she was just going to enjoy this moment before she had to go home. Which, unfortunately was soon. "You're not alone anymore. We're in this together ok? You can trust in me and so I ask that you put your faith in me too. Even if I'm not there with you when you do this; I'm there with you and sending you all my support and love." Allen lifted himself up slightly so that he could see her face clearly. "How did I get so lucky to have an angel like you?" She watched his gentle face admire her as his long blonde hair billow in the breeze. A few apple blossom petals fell out of his hair and caught in the breeze. He pulled back slightly but then turned to face her again. She could feel his body tense up and she pulled away from him to give him space. Something was off with him. i hope it isn't me. Oh please, don't let it be me. "I asked that you trust in me and so, I'm putting all my trust in you too. Lydia, I need to tell you something…" His eyes had the hint of worry but he was giving everything to her. Everything. She watched him take a deep shaky breath, sit up and grab his knees. "We're in this together Allen. You can tell me anything." She sat up to join him and touched his arm to gently to rub it. When he looked at her, once more, she saw such pain hiding underneath the smile he gave her. He rested his head on his knees as pulled his legs tighter into a hug. "Lydia, I'm not an angel. I'm not even really a good person but I try my best to be. There are some things you need to know about me and it will be hard to say because I've never told anyone… anyone at all about what I'm about to tell you." He bit his lip while concentrating on what he needed to say. His tongue felt heavy but he continued with a worry. It was such a deep, tangible, worry as he was about to finally verbalize these things and worry about how she'd view him after this. "When I was younger, before I moved here… ok, sorry… I should just say it…" He struggled with his words and began to get frustrated with himself before he stood up and began to pace. Lydia didn't say a word as she understood that he wanted to do this in his own time. She certainly couldn't interrupt him now. He stopped to pull down a branch in the apple tree near them. He focused on that and then began to speak softly and Lydia had to strain to hear him. She didn't want to miss a word. Clearly this was serious. "Lydia… you know how I'm closed off to everyone but you, Oma and Opa? There's a reason for that… Before they rescued me…" She heard his breath hitch as he closed his eyes. "For the first four years of my life, I was… I was abused. I won't tell you any details right now… because I can't verbalize that right now. I promise I will tell you but I can't now." The words brought back memories that he wanted to forget. Things, feelings, and words that happened in the past felt as real in this moment as they did when they happened. He started to feel like he couldn't breath. His eyes went wide with a fear he had hoped to never feel again, as certain memories that began to haunt him and pull him away with their long jagged claws. The darkness hooked deep into his soul as they drug him to a place he didn't want to be. Why'd he remember that?! No! No! Lydia watched as he stepped back from the branch and began to shake. Even she could feel that he was no longer there even though physically he was. A worry filled her as she jumped up and ran over to help him. She wanted to help him, calm him, and reassure him like he did for her. She held her breath and tried to smile as she tried to caress his face. A sudden pain shot through her arm as he screamed at her, shaking, and his face was that was of a total stranger. "DON'T TOUCH ME!" He jumped back and hunched over. Lydia took a step back, full of worry and fear of what he was going through, while she absentmindedly rubbed the spot where he had hit her. His whole body began to shake and he panted heavily, looking like a cornered animal that was fighting for survival. She called out to him in the most calming voice she could muster while she struggled through her own fear. How do you help someone like this? What in the world happened to him? "Allen, it's ok… I'm here for you. You can talk to me." She shushed him and smiled but her voice shook as it gave away her true emotions. He watched her carefully, as she spoke, but he didn't see her.     The sound of a dripping faucet echoed in his, ears as the smell of must and dampness invaded his nose. The cold and dusty linoleum tile supported his cheek, but chilled his body, even through his clothes, making his little body shiver. The last thing he remembered was washing his hands. He needed to get up but he felt too tired.  His arms didn't want to work. He wanted to go cover up with his blanket in his closet. He shouldn't be in here. If he was found... His body reflexively jerked when he heard a shout, that reverberated throughout the house hold and he knew from the tone, it wasn't going to be the last.  The loud voices wouldn't go away. He glued his eyes shut and he was so tired but he couldn't sleep. He didn't want to see anything as his body ached in this darkened bathroom. If he shut his eyes, it meant it wasn't really happening. Still the voices got louder and angrier as his tiny body shot with pain. He could feel it all, and he slammed his hands to his ears, as he tried to shut out the sound but it wouldn't stop the pain. How could nothing, feel everything? He was a horrible thing and he deserved this. Otherwise, it would be different, wouldn't it? It's his fault. It's his fault. It's his fault. He's dirty. So dirty. Only, the voices still came through. It was as if they were yelling into his ears and if he opened his eyes THEY would be there... He focused on his breathing, his heartbeat, the sound of his body shaking, or listening for anything other than THAT, in the hopes to find something to distract himself. He listened to the hum of electricity in the walls, but the humming sounded more and more like a gentle voice calling him. The voice grew closer and closer until it encapsulated him in a soft, warm, pink bubble. What was this? This... this was what he had been wanting. This was gentle, kind, and full of love. He felt like he had been starving until this energy fed him. He dared to open his eyes, and before him knelt a beautiful, raven haired, woman in white. She could have been mistaken for an angel for the way she glowed with a heavenly light. She called out his name calmly, with a loving smile, and he was drawn to her. She held out her hand to him and spoke quietly, but it was as if her voice resonated throughout his whole body. [chap14 2] Shakily, he lifted his tiny hand and set it into her warm hand that was extended to him. In that moment his whole world filled with bright light like he had seen the sun for the first time. He felt reborn as she embraced him.     Slowly, he came back to his senses, and immediately, his eyes fell onto where she was rubbing her arm. A bruise was already forming. A torrent rushed over him, as everything came back to him and he remembered what he had just done to her. He leapt over to her and tried to grab her arm to look at it, but a panic burst inside of Lydia, as she pulled away from him. He froze when he saw her reaction to him. A deep lead ball suddenly filled his stomach as guilt and regret spread through him. "I'm… I'm.. so s,s,s,sorry… I.. I… I.. n,n,never…w,wa, want, t,t,t" He stuttered out but he was beginning to lose himself again. Lydia saw this and pulled him in sweetly while she began to rock him. "Shhh, it's ok. I'm fine. It's ok. Shhh… Allen. Let's calm down. Ok?" She continued to rock him back and forth while kissing his cheek. She needed him to know that he was safe and that she wasn't going anywhere. Thankfully, it wasn't long before he began to calm. He let his body give in and he felt like someone had cut the strings to a marionette. His body felt languid and heavy in the safety of her embrace. She was what he had always needed but never knew was missing. When he finally could lift himself, he gently pulled away from her. He felt like she was so far from him, now that she wasn't holding him but he had to be strong. "I'm sorry. I'll try to continue as best as I can. Ok?" His face reflected an incredible pain and deep love. She nodded to him with a smile and sat back down onto the blanket to let him continue. "Ok.." He put his hand over his mouth but then began to speak again. "I think you… you just witnessed something that can happen to me from time to time. I don't think about that time because… it makes me do things I regret. I've done many terrible things that I regret, and Oma and Opa unfortunately got the brunt of it. When I wasn't emotionally shut down, I was out of control and violent, but with their kindness and patience; I was able to learn how to function and accept their love and love them back. Otherwise, I still would be completely emotionally closed off, like I am to the rest of the world. That's not normal to not even feel a shred of anything for any other human. That's just psychopathic." He sat down by her but gave a little space between them. He still couldn't trust himself quite yet. "When I'm stressed out, like really stressed out, I'll shut down, freeze, or I have this horrifying anger that builds up. I'm terrified of myself, Lydia! I used to take it out on myself and it's hard for me to feel like I'm a good person… or even human sometimes. How can I be when I'm like this? I'm unable to open up to anyone and yet I'm cursed to feel everyone else's emotions? Why do I even have this ability?! I don't want it." He scratched at his neck nervously as he continued to try to make sense of himself. "I know I'm loved, and protected, but I can't shake feeling that I'm absolutely worthless and a burden. I couldn't imagine what would have happened to me if I had stayed with my parent's longer than I did…" He let the breeze take his words as he continued to try to hold it together. "I think I'm broken." He calmly looked to her with glistening eyes. Lydia scooted closer to him and leaned onto his shoulder. He fought the instinct to pull away from her touch but her calming energy seeped into him and helped him relax. "I don't think you're broken at all." She lovingly snuggled her head on him. He gently pushed her away and gave her the most heart wrenching expression she had ever seen. "It's not normal for a kid in elementary school to try kill themselves. It's not normal to try to do it time and time again. Even though I was safe and loved. Even though I loved them and cherished them too. I still felt dirty and worthless. I'm a real coward who will always want to run away from everything, including life…" Allen began to finally silently cry. She felt a chill go through her whole being and suddenly she was unable to move. Her heart hurt for him, as she pictured all those happy photos of him, when he was younger, that Oma and Opa proudly displayed throughout their home. That happy looking child was hiding away his true self by learning early on to wear a smile as a mask. "If Opa and Oma hadn't continued to be patient and loving with me… I wouldn't have made it. I put them through so much, but they never stopped trying to save me. I never deserved them. I stopped trying to kill myself and honestly, I really don't want to die but… I never stopped thinking about it. There's another voice inside of me… it tells me horrible but truthful things." He shoved his face into his hands and sobbed silently. She couldn't help her thoughts as she realized she had never seen anyone cry so quietly. People always make some sort of noise but he was completely mute as he would lurch forward in a sob. It's clear that was something he had to learn. She grabbed him tenderly, as he began shake again, while he quietly cried onto her shoulder. There were no words that could comfort a soul that was so damaged. So, she let her actions speak to him as she rubbed his back, holding him tightly with her arms, and serving him tender kisses over and over. His voice shook but he sat up looking a little stronger. He wasn't crying anymore but she could tell he was fighting back the tears as best he could. "Now… I try my best to prove to the world, and myself, that I'm a good person. I just hope it's enough to make up for how horrible I am. My whole "nice" act is just that…an act. It's to hide the horrible person I really am. I HATE myself Lydia! I'm NOT a good person. A good person doesn't think these sorts of things. A good person doesn't assume the worst of people right away. A good person doesn't hide their real self away. A good person doesn't shut out and lie to the rest of the world. My parents didn't want me because they saw what I really was. Shouldn't parents love someone unconditionally instead of treating them like…" He stopped talking and moving. Lydia began to recognize his pattern now. He would freeze up when remembering certain things. She could see how stressed out he was by sharing any of this. She sat up and tried to move forward but he pulled away from her again. She wanted to tell him how wonderful he really was. That the illusion was actually the reality. She had to tell him. "Don't you DARE tell me I'm not… Just DON'T!" He pulled on his long hair and she realized that he must have read her thoughts. He began to pant but it was short lived. He tried to take some deep raspy breaths to calm himself before he sat up and looked to the moon. That beautiful moon seemed to be a calming beacon for him to focus on, as it helped him enough, to lose that look of self-hate that had been affixed to his face for a while. He took another deep restorative breath before he got on his knees and sat in front of Lydia. He took her hands and rubbed them with his thumbs before he looked into her eyes. "Don't, don't worry… I'm not going to do anything. I really do love my life. I love everything about it right now." With a free hand he gently placed it on her chilly cheek. She closed her eyes as his hand's warmth spread through her face. "Lydia Deetz. I need to tell you… I'm in love with you." His voice was strong and true. Her heart leapt into her throat as her eyes shot open to meet his gaze. A soft smile decorated his gentle and loving stare that permeated her to the core. It was then that she understood the profoundness of the sentiments behind every poem, sonnet, and love song that she had ever read or heard. Her heartbeat quickened as she struggled to find the words to give a reply that could share the deep ardor that she felt. In the end, she settled with the most-simple of replies that carried with it, her whole heart. "I love you too." ***** Know When To Hold 'Em ***** Chapter Notes Time for Lydia to face her best friend. I have such empathy for these characters. It's hard putting them through all of these challenges. _Chapter_15_ _Know_When_to_Hold_'Em_ . . . The red marker let out a squeak as she dragged it across the little square. She had just marked off another day on her calendar and it wasn't getting easier. She knew the time to face him wasn't something to put off any longer. [chap15 1] "I sure hope two weeks has given him enough time to cool down." She slumped against the wall feeling emotionally exhausted. Even her legs didn't like carrying this weight and needed to find extra support. She had decided that today would be the day and she was preparing herself for battle. Now was the time to fortify her armor and sharpen her weapon. Sitting at her writing desk she pulled out a long piece of parchment and began to read it over for the umpteenth time. She had lost count, but she wasn't taking any chances. This stupid piece of paper controlled their destiny and she was conflicted with loathing it and loving it. This was her contract with Beetlejuice and it was etched into her every fiber, word for word, as it pulled the strings of fate with a sadistic sense of humor. The time had come, as she hesitantly touched the mirror's surface. Her touch resembled a large drop of water that had dripped into a placid bowl as waves rippled outward from the contact. Her voice was firm and demanding. She had no room for tenderness as this battle was set into motion. "Beetlejuice! I know you're there. Answer me." A few long seconds later, a most bored and uninterested appearing Beetlejuice faded into view. He did not face her or say a word but instead examined his nails as if they were the only thing that kept his interest. "We need to have a serious talk." She said folding her arms. Her resolve was strong, and she kept her footing rooted as she prepared for any reaction he would throw at her. "I haven't the foggiest about what you mean." He shrugged, with an air of disregard, and the mirror fogged up any view that she had of him. "You know exactly what I mean." She wasn't playing this game. She needed him to be totally serious and stressed this with the gravity of her words. Leaning forward she glared at the fog, as it began to clear, and tried her best to subdue her anger that threaten to rise. She needed to keep her head clear and focused. When the fog cleared, she was able to once again face her bored looking counterpart. "Beej, you're just going to have to deal with me having a boyfriend. I have my life to live and you have absolutely no say in that." She straightened up quickly, and directed her stern view, in an attempt to try to bait his attention. And, it worked. He shot his head in her direction and flashed her a spiteful glare. "Like hell I don't! You're mine." He growled. She knew he wanted to break her mental fortitude, but she wasn't bending. "Says who? You? I don't control your afterlife so why should you control my life… and if you dare say the contract says you do, you're sorely mistaken. I've read the whole thing, through and through, quite a few times and nowhere does it say that I'm your property." She held up the offending contract and snapped her hand against it to emphasize every bit one of her words. "Tsch, you're my bride to be ain't that the same thing?" He smirked and then leaned forward like he had her cornered. "And I ain't letting no flesh bag have you, in any way, and believe me, I'll make anyone sorry to be alive if they interfere with our relationship." He looked predatory, but this time, instead of being intimidated she let her anger be fueled by it. "If you dare to do ANYTHING, I will not hesitate to tear up this contract and never see you again. He's important to me!" She yelled, gripping the contract tight, she was willing to do anything to protect Allen and her relationship. His threats were real, and she wanted to show that hers were as well. "Pfft" He blew her off.   "As if you would. Our relationship is worth more than any amount of fuckin' horny, teenage boys that come chasing after yer tail. And you know it." That was it. That was it wasn't it? He just doesn't get it does he?  Still, she will give him a chance to redeem himself. She did value him. She valued him more than he ever knew, but she wasn't going to be bullied into anything. Real friends don't do that. "So, are you saying to me that you will continue to harass, intimidate, or even hurt him as long as I date him?" She sent glare back to him similar to the one he threw at her earlier. "Yuuuup!" He leaned back cockily. "And are you also saying that you don't respect my feelings for him or what I want?" She began to tear up. Please let him understand how important this was. Please let him change his mind! "Not for him." He fanned his hand in a sweeping circle, while still looking away, making it clear that he was blowing all of it off again. "What would change your mind? How can I keep my boyfriend and still  have you as my best friend?" A tear made its escape down her cheek and betrayed her strength. Let there be a way to keep them both. Please. Please! "Nothing and no way!" He rolls his eyes. As if he'd compromise for a fuckin' flesh-bag that's after his Lyds. Why the hell would he... blechhh.. share her with anyone?! Them being so close already is too close for HIS comfort. She might have to be taught a lesson...  Lydia lowered her head and let the full extent of his words hit her. They sunk deep into her and she felt like she was thrown into the ocean. That was it... Oh gods, this was it.  She felt herself break and in that moment, she realized the futility of arguing with him. Her lip quivered, as if it was a resounding death rattle to her efforts, and she finally gave up. "I'm sorry Beetlejuice." She said softly while looking down to her feet. She couldn't let herself look at him anymore. Those three words carried a weight that no words should have to have to carry. "You better be. Hurry and dump the loser, so we can get back to being us." He turned around feeling absolutely triumphant. He had won, once again, and was willing to hear her plan on how to fix this fuckin' mess. More of an apology and groveling would be nice too! He always did love a good boot licking. Only, he didn't find her standing there apologetic. Instead, she was holding up the contract with both hands. She was still looking at the floor as her hands shook while they inched closer to the middle of the top of the paper. That was the moment when he truly understood what she apologized for and what was really at risk. His eyes grew wide and he felt like if he moved, it would startle her, like she frightened animal and she would tear it on accident. "What the hell are you doing?!" He said with trepidation, trying to caution her while also trying to calm her from making any hasty decisions. "Good bye." He could see her tears falling down her cheek as her haunting words floated to him. This couldn't be. No. No, she wouldn't do this to me! Slowly, her hands pulled the paper in opposite directions, and a tear began to spark and ignite, but magically, it didn't burn the rest of the paper around it. "Wait!" He slammed his body against the mirror in a panic to get to her. He needed to physically stop her, but he was trapped behind this damned mirror. He wasn't convincing her and this was bad. REALLY_BAD! She lowered her head down again and continued to tear it at a painfully slow speed. She clenched her eyes shut, as the contract began to light up and spark like fireworks.  The magic was powerful and she could feel it like it was tangible.  Her hair whipped around her and her heart felt just as chaotic as she continued to end it all.  This was breaking her heart too but she had to follow through. [chap15 2] "Babes! Stop! Wait! I'll let you keep him! I promise I won't butt in! STOOOOP!" He begged her with all his soul, as terror began to sink in. He could feel their separation grow with every millimeter in that tear. He was losing her! "What?" He heard her quietly ask but he didn't see her move at all. Something he said caught her attention, but it did not still her hands. Oh gods, what was it that made her listen? OH! Maybe it was about that asshole? That had to be it. "C'mon! I'll let you keep him! You know, like a pet. Just don't tear up our contract! Don't I mean anythin' to ya?!  What about all our years together? C'mon babes! You know I can't make it without you!" He's was beyond panicking and was now begging her with his hands clasped together. He felt desperate and he'd do and say anything to keep her in any wayhe could. She lifted her head to look at him but she still didn't stop her action. She was analyzing him, as best she could, and trying to use every bit of empathy she had to sense if he was lying. She would have given anything to have an ounce of Allen's abilities right now. "And you won't complain or do anything about my relationship with him?" Ok Beej, I'm giving you your chance. Please take it. Please show me you're still my friend. Her thoughts were trying her best to reach him. "I PROMISE!  JUST STOP!!" He screamed out with a final desperate plea. She stopped, rolled up the contract, (which had already magically healed) and pointed it angrily at him as a final warning. "No complaints, no interference, and no juicing!" Her words were as firm as steel and she wasn't giving in. She wouldn't hesitate to prove it again. "Anything!" He said worried that she'd get upset again. He would not be taking any risks with this scorpion tonight. "Ok, I'm believing you Beetlejuice. Don't make me regret this." She puts her hands on her hips, as she released him from the mirror. She hoped that this would be the turning point for them. Hoping to heal the damage that had been done. He slipped through the mirror, like the glass wasn't there anymore, as a wave of relief went through his body. She hugged him right away, and hoped that they could now do damage some control, so that they could get their friendship back on track. They had to fix things or else... she didn't want to finish that thought. He was probably oblivious to how hard this was on her too. "I'm sorry, but I had to put my foot down. This is that important to me and HE is that important to me." She needed him to respect her feelings. She needed him to respect the boundaries in their friendship, that were there for a reason. Contract or not, they were friends, first and foremost, and he needed to treat her like that. [chap15 3] "Don't ever scare me like that again." BJ didn't hear much of what she said as he held her tighter. He was so focused on releasing all of his fear and shock, that he had just suffered through, with their embrace. He felt like he could breath again, if that was even possible. "I won't, IF you hold up your end of the bargain." She smiled, feeling the comfort of having her friend again. She began to let herself feel hope. She knew how important their friendship was to him and how he never wanted to lose her. It gave her comfort. He was going to be her constant in her life and that was something she wanted to rely on. She needed him as much as he needed her. Well, she hoped that was the case. "Hey, Just don't expect me to be all buddy buddy with him. It won't be happenin! It just won't." He grumbled out. He didn't want to discuss this any more than that. She did tend to get preachy and he wasn't in the mood for it at all. "Ok." She finally smiled out. Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!