Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/11703597. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Category: M/M Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア_|_Boku_no_Hero_Academia_|_My_Hero_Academia Relationship: Bakugou_Katsuki/Kaminari_Denki Character: Bakugou_Katsuki, Kaminari_Denki, Kirishima_Eijirou Additional Tags: Triggers, Rape/Non-con_Elements, Smut, Angst, Fluff, the_whole_painful bundle, mostly_angst, Mostly_Smut, the_fluff_just_feels_like_a_break_tbh, Implied/Referenced_Drug_Use, Alcohol, Underage_Drinking, ill_add_the_rest later_I_really_don't_wanna_spoil_it_for_yall, Ao_needs_to_go_to_prison, Katsuki_is_problematic, Denki_needs_a_hug, Katsukami, BakuKami, Self- Harm, Self-Hatred, Someone_stop_my_evil_hands, Complete, Possible_sequel, Canon_Divergance, bakunari, NariBaku, Kamibaku Series: Part 1 of Burnt_Fuse Stats: Published: 2017-08-04 Chapters: 20/20 Words: 30377 ****** Burnt Fuse ****** by Hallowtine Summary Kaminari Denki, the schools known flirt has gotten on the last nerve of Katsuki Bakugou. Katsuki, as usual, doesn't know how to handle emotions at all. He falls in love with the person no one would expect, the pair wouldn't know it but their life was going to change into a very bumpy, heart wrenching wreck. Notes Note: this is a work of fiction calm your tits. I and many others like writing tragic and angsty things. Warning: This fic is extreamly adult, especially in later chapters. You've been warned yet again. That aside this fic is written to represent an RP with a friend of mine, and we both adore angst like huge sadomasochists so rip us. See the end of the work for more notes ***** Where it all starts ***** Denki’s voice chirped up around the class. He was commenting on kirishima’s brawn and nearly fawning over his masculinity, the local flirt had no holds on when to stop. The ashy blond near the window clicked his tongue, eyes darting away from the flirtatious boy. Kaminari caught on and slid off his desk, moving closer to Katsuki. “Awe~ is someone feeling left out? I can always make time for a brute like you.” His hair tilted along with his head, his shocking eyes piercing the living bomb. He slid onto Katsuki’s desk, the people Kaminari was just with laughing, half expecting Denki to get slugged across the face. “Like I'd waste my time on someone who would fuck the whole school and then some.” Katsuki growled, his brows furrowing. Kaminari leaned his head back and let out a whine. “Awe really, and here I was hoping I'd get you to myself.” The blond with an odd streak gave a playful wink. Katsuki rose from his chair, grabbing Denki by the collar. “Meet me outside you fucking eel.” He hissed letting him go and making his way out of the class. Kaminari looked around and laughed awkwardly. He waved off the group and scampered out, he'd rather not be beaten up by Bakugou. When he went outside Katsuki had started walking off, Kaminari began to follow catching up rather quickly but not fast enough. Katsuki made a b-line into the bathroom, Kaminari followed behind. “Hey am I done chasing after you yet?” Kaminari let out a huff as he walked into the restroom. “I don't know, are you?” The ash blond snickered turning to face Denki. He dropped his bag and stepped closer. “H-hey there…” Kaminari’s cheek flushed, stepping back against the wall. “Come here often?” His shaky voice was immediately corrected and back to his flirty tone. Katsuki clicked his tongue, Kabe-don’ing the smaller boy to the wall. Denki jumped, face turning a pale red. “So are we doing this or not?” Katsuki’s brow raised, his mouth twisting into a smirk. His other hand reaching for the bathroom stalls lock. There are other ones people can use. Denki swallowed down the saliva building in his throat. “I dunno are we?” Kaminari purred, trying his best to seem like he was still in power of the situation. Katsuki chuckled and brought his head into Denki’s neck, his tongue sliding along exposed skin before he started to bite and suck at the skin. Denki, caught off guard, let out a whimper. He didn't think Katsuki would actually act. Denki dropped his school bag to the floor, breath hitching as Katsuki brought his knee in between the other's thighs. “You didn't honestly think you could get away with being that much of a dick tease, did you?” Katsuki purred in his ear pressing his broader body into Denki, his half hard dick already present and poking at Kaminari’s thigh. “I didn't think you would go this far.” Denki let out a chuckle. Katsuki pulled his lips from the smaller boys neck and smashed his lips onto the other. His teeth brushing against Denki’s lips, Denki’s tongue retaliated by reaching out and meeting with Katsuki’s. Their tongues danced together, Denki gaining some motion to have his hands wrap around Katsuki’s body. The ash blonds hands left from the caging position to lay at his hips, pushing Denki’s shirt up. Katsuki’s fingers brushing against the others nipples, Kaminari let out a small moan into the kiss. He rolled his hips into the bomb boys as he pinched and tugged at his nipples. Katsuki left Kaminari’s mouth and started back at his neck, leaving rougher bites and hickeys as he rutted himself against the other. Katsuki’s hands pressed against Denki’s chest, fingertips sliding lower down his body before fumbling with the uniform pants on the other boy. “H-hey now you seem pretty excited about this.” Denki shyly curled his back feeling unfamiliar hands palm at his own dick. Katsuki stayed quiet pulling down the others boxers and making his lower clothes pool around on the floor. Katsuki smiled and found Denki's sweet spot on his neck, his hands only having to push his own pants down a small bit since he always seems to be sagging. “How can I not be, every time you open your fucking mouth it's either flirting with me or innuendos.” Katsuki growls, bringing their dicks together, hands wrapping around them as he let spit fall from his mouth and onto their dicks. Denki turned his face, not quite thinking clearly about how embarrassing this is. His body twitched, sending out a small jolt of electricity paired with a moan of his own as Katsuki’s hand moved. “Fuck.” Katsuki grunted feeling the spark against himself, it was like a small vibrator for the second it was active. Kaminari’s face flushed hearing the other let out a soft moan. “Mhm… Katsu-” Denki’s hips raised wanting more movement. Katsuki let go of him though, eliciting a whine from the shorter blond. Katsuki pulled back and grabbed Denki by the hips and spinning him around so his face was towards the wall. Denki had to hold himself up against the wall with his palms, suddenly jumping back into reality. “H-hey-” His voice was silenced as he turned his head to look at the other when he heard a foil tear. Kaminari swallowed thickly. Bakugou spat the torn foil from his mouth, rolling the lubed condom onto his shaft. “This is your last chance to get out.” Katsuki almost spat at the other, Kaminari realizing he's had the entire time of not being to caged to escape. His heart beating faster than ever before. “Ka-ah!” He let out a whine feeling Katsuki’s finger push into his ass. He had some sort of piece of mind to prep the other. Kaminari’s ass squeezed around the other's finger, small volts shooting out of him. Katsuki pushed his finger in slowly, starting to pump it in and out of the boy. He let out a whine tinged with a small amount of pleasure yet pain. Katsuki slid a second finger in and curled his fingers. Kaminari let out a gasp feeling the other's fingers curl. He let out a few moans as he felt the fingers move, getting used to the feeling. “I can't wait any more.” Katsuki hissed, watching as his fingers pulled out of the tight hole before him. Katsuki lined himself up, pushing his tip in slowly. Kaminari’s fingers tried to dig into the bathroom wall as he let out a cry, his eyes stinging with the unfamiliar feeling. He let out a yelp feeling Katsuki’s palms grip his hips and sheath himself. Katsuki let out a low moan. In a show of courtesy one of his hands came around to Denki’s front to touch and stroke at his dick. His hips started to move, Denki’s whines sounding a little more like pleasure than pain. Katsuki leaned in to bite around Denki’s neck, his hips rocking faster than his fingers at this point. Denki felt slightly light headed. He rested his forehead on the coolness of the bathroom wall. A whimper leaving his lips as his back arched, legs trying to spread more. Katsuki made muffled moan into Denki’s neck. His hips nearly pulling all the way out and snapping back in. Denki gasped out, a loud moan escaping his lungs. He covered his face with his arm and bit down. What if someone heard? Katsuki did it again, Denki’s eyes shooting open at the feeling, Katsuki was hitting a place that felt oh so delectable. Kaminari’a body jolted, sending vibrations through to Katsuki. “F-fuck, Denki.” The taller male hissed into Kaminari’s skin. Kaminari responded with a muffled moan, who would have thought things would end up like this. “You're so fucking tight.” Katsuki moaned, his breath brushing along Denki’s nape. Kaminari let out a choked moan. “Kah… tsuki…” he whined out chest heaving at the feeling of being pushed into and having his dick stroked. “I… I'm…” he whined out, a twist in his abdomen screaming. Katsuki breathed against the other. “Do it, cum right here.” Katsuki’s breath was warm and laced with audio ambrosia. His hips skipping beats as his hips moved. Kaminari’s knees started to give way. He didn't want this to end just yet, he didn't quite know why though. Katsuki let out moans as his hips hit into the others sweet spots. It was becoming harder for Denki to hold on. With a sharp moan against the bathroom wall his dick gave in, shooting out in a blind euphoria. His ass tightened around Katsuki, who during this time sped himself up to get himself off. Katsuki let out a silent moan as he filled the condom, Kaminari looked down to the floor with empty eyes reflecting on what just happened if only for only a few seconds. Katsuki pulled out of him, working on throwing the condom out. Kaminari acted quickly, pulling his boxers up and his pants. Frantic clicking of his belt as he tried to get his act together. Once he did, without turning back he rushed from the bathroom. Katsuki stood there dressing himself with a bland expression but furrowed brows. The hell was this odd feeling in his chest? Usually any feelings he felt towards people left after relieving himself but… this time it didn't. He scoffed at himself and fixed his shirt before leaving. As he did he would almost feel guilt seeing Kaminari have an odd pace to the way he walked now. Maybe he felt the tiniest of guilt when Jirou or Kirishima probed about the marks on his neck that a popped collar couldn't hide. Kaminari played it off with jokes and easily avoiding it with his usual bubbly personality. Over the next few days people noticed a difference in Katsuki. He was lashing out less… but it wasn't in a good way. He was avoiding people completely, as if he wanted nothing to do with existing and yes this included his best friend Kirishima. Katsuki avoided the electric boy every chance he could. Dodging him in hallways or avoiding eating with people just so he wouldn't have to be near him. That is until Katsuki was leaving the dorms for a night time jog like usual when he was dealing with emotions. He had numbed into Kaminari who was looking for some fresh air. “Oh… Katsuki.” The shorter smiled towards Katsuki, who was fumbling with the headphones to his phone. “... ‘Ay.” Was all Bakugou forced out, eyes darting to anywhere but the others eyes. “What are you doing?” Kaminari chirped up. “Jog.” Bakugou responded with a cold tone. “Why so late?” With worry, Kaminari. “ ‘Cuz.” Bakugou was now angrily fumbling with his headphones that his fingers were trembling. “Hey… can we talk.” Kaminari looked away from the others face, Of whom didn't respond. “Everyone's noticed you're quiet, we’re all worried about you… and I think you're distant because of what happened between us.” Denki tried to give a smile. Katsuki shoved his ear phones back into his pockets. “There's nothing to fucking talk about, we had a one night stand in a bathroom that's it. It's not my fault that you made a mistake.” Bakugou hissed, venomous as usual. Kaminari was taken aback. “Mistake?” He questioned not really understanding the other's words since he was speaking quickly. “Yea, yea, whatever. I have shit to do.” He snarled immediately kicking off into a jog away from Kaminari, who now stood there looking at the other as he ran. “Mistake…” he mumbled looking towards the floor. “Was I a mistake?” He brought his hands to his sides as he walked into the dorms, he lost all nerve to eat instead opting out for trying to go to bed. He was instead held hostage by Kirishima until he agreed to eat. Kaminari’s friends making laughs and being themselves cheered up the blond a bit. He had practically lost track of time. “Sorry guys I'm going to go hit the showers and then go to bed.” He hummed, Sero nodding off to the blond with a chuckle. Katsuki returned home drenched in sweat and just wanting sleep. Running wasn't helping his brain, the fuck was going on in his head. He needed sleep. “OI stinky don't you dare go to bed without taking a shower!” Mina hissed over from the common room. Typical mom friend of his group. He rolled his eyes but Mina jumped up and tugged him in the direction of the large showers in the common room. “You stinky go clean yourself.” “Whatever you slug.” Katsuki huffed out, going along with it simply to get her off his back. ***** Feelings ***** Chapter Summary Kaminari confronts Bakugou... f e e l I n g s. Yes almost every sharper has smut. Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Katsuki stumbled into the bathroom, hearing water already rushing. He grunted in displeasure and pulled his sweaty tank top off of his chest. Fiddling with his pants next and kicking them off. Letting them pile up on the floor as he walked in. But the sight of blond hair, that looked way too familiar for comfort, made him pause. Before Denki could spot him Katsuki quickly turned heel, and headed straight for the lockers again to redress. There is no way in hell he's going to see Denki twice in one day. He couldn't. The water stopped and Bakugou panicked. He was fumbling with getting his clothes on. “Katsuki-” “I was just leaving.” The ash blond snapped. “But you just… got here?” Kaminari questioned with a tilt to his head. “Yeah, I know. Whatever. Just get out.” Katsuki hissed, short fusing as he cussed at his clothes. Kaminari backed off, rushing out of the bathroom. “Fucking hell, these damn… things! All because we fucked.” Kaminari stopped outside of the bathroom, hand over his mouth. He was starting to cry. Katsuki, saw him as a mistake. He was frantically pulling up his pants as he heard the other cuss. “I don't even know why I thought there was something-” Katsuki pulled open the door, and the smaller blond paused. Tears beginning to fill his eyes as he looked up at Katsuki. Their eyes locked for a moment before he dropped his things and bolted. “OI!” Katsuki called out but Denki was long gone by now. Katsuki let out a groan, bringing his palm to his face. His eyes looking down at the floor and he finds himself staring at the clothes lying on the floor. Katsuki leant down to pick up the fabric, gently folding them. He held them in his hands for a moment before walking towards the stairs. His destination: Kaminari’s room. He had no clue what to say, if anything at all. But he eventually stopped in front of Denki’s room, where he left the folded clothes down on the ground in front of the door. He had retired back to his own room, taking his thoughts with him. The next day rolled by just as quickly, and the next. It was on the third day after they interacted when Kaminari finally approached Katsuki. Class was over and Bakugou was once again avoiding everyone he could and making a beeline straight for his own dorm, where he stayed for the rest of the day. He had really become extremely introverted. Today was different though and Kaminari finally worked up enough courage. The blond stood in front of Katsuki’s door, taking a deep breath as he raised his knuckles and knocked. It took a short while but Katsuki eventually opened the door, “What-” Kaminari launched himself into the other’s arms, palms resting on his chest and lips meeting each other again. Katsuki stumbled back in shock, Kaminari kicked the door closed with his heel as he pulled from the chaste, and all too quick, kiss. “Are you going to talk to me now?” Kaminari stated, a faint smile on his lips as he looked up to the taller male. “What… is there to talk about..?” Katsuki’s eyes darted towards the wall to avoid eye contact with the other blond. “Look… talk to me Katsuki, you are sending mixed signals!” Kaminari puffed up his cheeks. “I don't know, just… tell me what's going on in your head.” Kaminari’s eyes looked up, the yellow tint making him look bright even in the dark room. “There's… there's nothing to talk about!” Katsuki snarled, defences raising up once again. “Was I a mistake to you!?” Kaminari’s hands pushed into the broader ones of Katsuki. “The hell do you mean? Of course you weren't!” Katsuki hissed. “But I was to you, you just pulled your pants up and avoided me.” Denki’s eyes widened a bit. “What the fuck was I supposed to do, I've never had this fucking hard of a time around you before, it feels like my chest closes up on itself.” Katsuki tried to spit venom but Denki started to laugh. “The fuck is so funny to you, you dead battery.” Denki leaned his mouth in for a kiss, Katsuki’s body tensing up again. A familiar feeling in his chest that he keeps running from swelling. “I like you Katsuki, I thought you only saw me as a quick fuck so I avoided you.” The electric blonds breath pressed against Katsuki’s lips. Does he… like Kaminari? It clicked in the mind of the denser, more oblivious blond. Katsuki pushed his lips back towards the other. Chaste and slightly chapped but Kaminari didn't mind. Kaminari’s were soft and matched perfectly with the other blond. Katsuki’s palms found a perch at the others hips, his head turning so he could deepen the kiss. Kaminari’s hands tangling in Katsuki’s hair. Softly tugging so Kaminari could push back in this battle. Tongues dancing with one another as emotions bubbled to the surface. This relationship that had only started from lust, with emotions coming in later… comparing them to your usual relationships where it normally came from the other way around. Denki’s hands tugged at the others eliciting a small moan from Katsuki. They had to pull from the kiss to breathe but Katsuki immediately latched to the others neck, the low v-cut band shirt made it easy for him to bite where he wanted. Kaminari let out a mewl, pushing the other back, as Katsuki let this happen. Once he felt the bed against the back of his legs he turned them so Kaminari fell onto the bed instead, with Bakugou on top. His teeth rubbing against Denki’s pulse line. The smaller boy let out a yelp as his body sparked to life. The hair on Katsuki’s neck standing on edge. Bakugou’s hands start to push the others t-shirt up, fingers brushing against his nipples. Kaminari pulled his arms free and tugged the shirt off completely going in to kiss Katsuki, his teeth meeting the ash blonde's lower lip. Who in turn groaned into the bite. Katsuki pulled back, throwing his black tank top off to god knows where and his hands shooting down to his partner’s belt. It was one of those stupid car seat belts… oh well, it made things easier for Katsuki. “Kacchan.” Kaminari whimpered out and Katsuki let out an annoyed huff as he fiddled with Denki’s zipper. “Don't call me that, you'll kill my boner.” He huffed while pulling the jeans off of Denki. “S-sorry.” Denki chuckled nervously. “Just Katsuki?” He tilted his head, eyes batting softly. Katsuki found it oddly innocent despite the blond obviously having an erection. “Just Katsuki.” Bakugou whispered, untying the white string of his sweat pants and pushing his clothes down his body. “Well, just Katsuki, I want youuuuuu~ toooo~ fuck~ me.~” the thundery flirt leaned back in the bed, his hands moving down to his pelvis. He had lidded eyes and a blush tinting his cheeks. Katsuki let out a boisterous laugh. “That was my plan.” He reached over to his nightstand, pulling a small bottle of lube towards himself. “You know Denki…” he whispered dripping the liquid onto his dick, fingers and his palm rubbing it along his shaft as he looked over the other boy’s body. “The only thing that's been getting me off lately is images of you.” He ran his tongue along his teeth, crawling back onto the bed. “Oh? Am I just that sweet?” Kaminari chuckled flicking his eyes along Katsuki’s body. Katsuki leaned in, tongue sliding up between the others chest and to his collarbone before biting down. The smaller boy squirmed. “Considering you came back to me, you must have loved me ravishing your ass.” He chuckled, rubbing his hips against the others, using one hand to hold his position above Denki and the other to dive between the Kaminari’s ass cheeks. “What can I say, you have a great dick.” Denki purred as if he had no shame. He raised his hips towards Katsuki’s fingers. Katsuki leaned in to lick at the others lips. “I'm barebacking.” Katsuki whispered, his smirk changing its pitch ever so slightly. He moved his body back, hand moving between them as he pushed his dick in, he was slow which was so unlike himself. Denki’s body squirmed under the unfamiliar feeling. Katsuki licked his lips as he pushed himself in. Denki winced and let out a small moan. Kaminari’s hands traveled along the other’s chest, enjoying his brawn body. Katsuki bit into Denki’s neck again, leaving bite marks along his neck. His tongue darting out to lick along the bite marks before diving in for hickies. It wouldn't be surprising if Katsuki ended up having a marking fetish. “Katsuki.~” the brighter blond mewled, his legs wrapping around his partner. Bakugou continued leaving hickies along the others neck and shoulders. His hands roaming along the leaner boy's chest, fingers pushing against his nipples. He leant his chest forward, a small moan escaping his lips. Bakugou’s hips moved, his dick pulling back and almost all the way out until he slid back in completely. It was slow, teasing. Denki let out a whine, batting his eyes up towards the smash blond. “Faster, hm, please.” Katsuki’s nails clawed at his chest, hips bucking. Katsuki didn't respond to the other’s words. His tongue, his teeth and his mouth were too busy working at Kaminari’s neck and collar. His hips rutting into the other, a hand of Katsuki’s reaching down to run a finger along Denki’s frenulum. The shorter boy's hips twitched up, a soft moan escaping his mouth. Katsuki’s hand wrapped around the others dick, with precision and focus Katsuki moved his hand with the slightest twist of his wrist. “Fuck Katsuki!” The boy below him squirmed, faint sparks releasing from his body. The feeling of being shocked and having it vibrate along his dick was becoming addicting to Katsuki. The bomb brute let out a simple rugged moan as he bucked into the other. Kaminari clawed at the shoulders of the muscular boy. “Kah…” his voice hitched, ass fighting around the other, sparking becoming more frequent. “Fuck… tight.” Katsuki whispered out hips moving smoothing into the others. Sweat now sticking to his forehead. He pulled his face from the others thoroughly bruised neck. His eyes were locked onto the face of the boy in front of him. His eyes closed shut, red cheeks, biting his lip and brows pressed together as he whimpered out. Katsuki licked over his own lips before moving his mouth onto the others. He had a desire to make the pink skin there bruise and swell. Kaminari moaned in the kiss, Katsuki biting the lower lip before before his tongue met with the others. Kaminari’s tongue shot small volts which made Katsuki flinched at first but the pain inflicted only made him more determined. “Denki,” Bakugou moaned into the kiss. Hips moving in less of a rhythm. “Fuck- ah- shit.” He continued to groan out obsentities as he held himself up against the boy. “I want you to cum,” Katsuki’s eyes bore holes into the others. “Show me how good my dick makes you feel,” Kaminari’s back arched, spine shivering at the low and sultry tone took him over. Katsuki’s hand moving quicker as his hips stuttered. “Kah~tsu~kiiiiii~” the other purred out head rolling back, nails digging harshly into the other’s flesh. The electric user felt the coil in his stomach snap, his voice hitching on the last syllable of the brute’s name. He hadn't even realized he completely engulfed Katsuki’s dick, who in turn let out a groan while still moving his hips. The over stimulation making the bright blond twitch and whine, sending sparks out of his body. Katsuki finally caved and with a snap filling the other. It only took a few moments for Katsuki to catch his breath and pull free of the other, whose thighs quivered. “Ahn-” Kaminari’s face contorted. Katsuki… had no clue what to do. “Uh… Uhm… you should probably… clean yourself while I… take care of the sheets.” Katsuki’s face dusted over pink. There was something about seeing the other completely spent, because of him. The bubbly fluttering feeling returning to his chest again. “Y-yeah…” the electric blond mewled out, trying to move his thighs but failed miserably. This was so much more different than the quicky in the bathrooms. “... sorry.” Katsuki mumbled, barely audible as he pulled Kaminari close and lifted him bridal style. Did… did Katsuki just… apologize? “I can clean myself.” Denki huffed, eyes avoiding the other. “There's no way you can walk.” Katsuki rolled his eyes, moving the smaller boy into his dorm’s bathroom which only contained a sink and toilet in the traditional Japanese fashion. He sat Denki on the floor, turning on the faucet and pulling out a small towel. “Don't make this hard for me or I'll leave you here.” “I already made things hard for you.” Denki let out a chuckle. Fucking… Denki. Katsuki groaned and tossed the warm wet towel at the other. “Fine clean yourself I'll go throw the blanket in the wash downstairs.” Katsuki grumbled, glaring at the other but his blush made him seem more cute than threatening. He rose from where he was sitting and pulled a pair of sweats on, commando… nice. Kaminari rolled his eyes, still laughing at his own joke, wiping the towel on his forehead to clean off the sweat first. Katsuki pulled the bed sheet from his bed, “I'll be back.” He buffed as he left the room. He was down the stairs in almost a heartbeat. Please, let there be no one in the common room… “Katsuki-kun what happened to your back?” Ashido… great. Katsuki turned his head, nearly spitting out a snarl. He didn't even tell her but she started to giggle anyways. Fucking… “I couldn't reach an itch.” He hissed as Sero raised his eyebrow with a snarky laugh. He threw the blanket in the washer, set it to express, fifteen minutes and then he could throw it in the dryer. He let out a sigh making his way back up the stairs and to his room. Once in the closed the door and let out a sigh. He'll get the sheet out of the dryer tomorrow morning. Katsuki stepped further into the room. A slight pang of hurt as he saw that his bed was empty… did… Denki leave again? Katsuki sighed, walking into the bathroom to find Kaminari laying on the floor… asleep. He let out a sigh, this time with a sound of happiness though he wasn't sure why. He walked by to the other, gently scooping him into his arms. “Mhm…” the other mumbled, eyes weekly opening before closing again. He must have been tired. Katsuki laid the blond on his bed, pulling out a large t shirt from his closet and returning to the other. He dressed the smaller in the black shirt with a white skull on it… it was baggy on him, even more on the slimmer boy. It was at his mid thigh, with the arm sleeves almost down to his elbows. Cute… Wait… What? Katsuki shook his head and crawled into bed, over Kaminari and flopping onto his back. He brought his arms behind his head, and closed his eyes. They shot back open when he felt an arm hook around him, a leg lace itself with one of his own. Denki’s head snuggling up on his chest. The typically fierce male moved his arms, one coming to rest at the others back and his other arm resting at Denki’s hip. He let out a silent sigh and let his eyes fall shut again. Chapter End Notes I hope your wheelies are laced up time to get ready to zoom. ***** Offical ***** Chapter Summary Kaminari and Katsuki make it official. Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes The light filtered in through semiclosed blinds. The sun eventually causing Katsuki’s eyes to flutter open. His brows furrowed and he raised a hand to his forehead. He looked to the night stand on his right… no school today, it would have gone off. Katsuki’s head turned towards the left and his heart skipped a beat. Waking up made him forget he had Denki in his bed. The electric blond was fast asleep, soft breathing with a partially opened mouth. He was cuddled up onto Katsuki, clearly not moving much in his sleep. Bakugou stirred a bit, starting to play with the others hair. “Mhmmmm…. Katsuki?” Denki’s eyes bat open. Yellow eyes gazing upon Katsuki’s own red ones. “Morning…” Kaminari snuggled back into Katsuki’s shirt. “Morning you battery pack.” Katsuki let out a dry chuckle. “Are you hungry?” Kaminari slowly opened his eyes again. “I actually… have to ask you something Katsuki…” Denki moved up to kiss the other gently before pulling back. “Are we… I mean.” His face turned a pale pink. “Are we a thing or…” Katsuki leaned back up to kiss the other. What a simple answer. “Use today to recover. I'll be back, I have to go get my blanket.” He kissed the other blond again before eventually slipping out of bed and getting dressed… they are official. Katsuki gave a light peck before leaving. The retrieval of his blanket didn't take too long. Katsuki returned shortly, launching the blanket at Denki. Not too long after Bakugou returned there was a banging at the door. “OI KATSUKI!” It was Kirishima. “Get lost you red triceratops.” Bakugou scoffed. Denki in turn covering his mouth as he giggled. Katsuki let out a cuss, the banging continuing. “Have you seen Denki? He never text me back and he's not in his room.” Katsuki shot his bed leech a glare. Denki panicked. “How the fuck would I know.” Bakugou hissed, waving his hand at Denki who in turn tossed off the small blanket and slid off the bed. He scavenged up his belt, his shirt and pants. He was kicking them all under the bed, the knocking continuing. “Bro this isn't fucking funny I'm worried as all hell. If you don't open up I'm breaking down the door… I don't care if you're beating it or-” “Alright, alright, fucking chill you god damn poppy.” Bakugou scuffled towards the door. Kaminari panicked, dropping to the floor and scurrying under the bed before Katsuki unlocked and opened the door. “Woah… Uhm… what happened to you?” Kirishima’s eyes bugged out for a moment as he looked along the bites and scratches on the others neck and shoulders. “Does it fucking concern you? No? So shut the fuck up.” Bakugou hissed, Kirishima only laughed in return, stepping in. “Oi I didn't say you could come in!” “Why what are you trying to hide.~” Kirishima teased, stepping further in. “Woah I've never seen your room before-” Kirishima stopped mid sentence looking towards the nightstand and floor. “CONGRADU-FUCKING-LATIONS NOW YOU’VE SEEN IT-” Katsuki turned his head to where Kirishima was looking. His face going pale. There were unused condoms on the nightstand, paired with a half empty and open bottle of lube… and on the floor… Denki’s Idiotic yellow briefs with a black hem, much smaller than a pair of Katsuki’s boxers. Katsuki shot his face towards Kirishima, hands starting to push the red head out. “Leave. Now.” “You better be using protection!” Kirishima laughed out as he was shoved out the door, having it slammed in his face. “IF YOU'RE NOT I'M TELLING IIDA YOU HAD A GIRL STAY OVERNIGHT!” Kirishima didn't put two and two together… this benefitted the boy's. Katsuki locked the door, resting his back against it and letting out a sigh. Denki crawled out from under the bed, practically chortling. “You are so lucky that Kirishima can be a fucking idiot sometimes you know that!” Bakugou snarled before laughing. “I'm lucky that dopes an idiot.” “I'm sorry that was fucking great.” Kaminari laughed looking over the other. The large t-shirt rising and falling softly as Denki slowly walked towards the small fridge each dorm had. “Guess I'm camping out here until they give up huh?” “You sneak out the balcony and make your way to your own, come out and when people tell you why you weren't in there say you fell asleep with headphones on again.” Katsuki was blunt, leaning over and wrapping his arms around the smaller boy's waist. “Woah… you sure as hell aren't all muscle huh?” Denki teased. “Unlike you I have both.” Bakugou laughed, peppering over Denki’s bruises with soft kisses. The two boys went steady for a while, to the point where they announced their relationship… well more like Mina did because Denki might have let it slip. Eijirou is triggered, realization that the hickies and bites he finds are always from his best bros… no… he just… nope. Katsuki and Kaminari started being more sneaky with their lewd actions, after Mina slipped the beans, the dad of the dorms Iida became more suspicious of the two… thanks dad. “Ugh… I gotta hit the gym today,” Katsuki mumbled under his breath. His hand intertwined with his boyfriends. “That's fine Kacchi.” Katsuki clicked his tongue. Denki had to give him a nickname… of course it's just as annoying as Kacchan… “I have detention anyways.” Kaminari whined. “That's what you get for trying to cheat… writing notes on your arm you fucking idiot.” Katsuki flicks the other's forehead. “How mean.” Kaminari pouts, in turn Katsuki gives a quick kiss to move the pout away… pda aside from hand holding isn't allowed so they have to do these things in (mostly) private areas. Kaminari stuck out his tongue. “Whatever go spot with Kirishima or whatever it is you call it.” Katsuki rolled his eyes, pulling the other in for a longer kiss. “AH MY VIRGIN EYES!” A peircing but sarcastic screech filled the air. “SHUT UP KIRISHIMA!” Katsuki barked back. Denki laughed at his friends banter. “I'll see you when I get back static.” “Ah! You're always giving me a different nickname! Pick one!” Kaminari huffed out. “Bye Denki.~” Katsuki purred leaving the seat he had on the bench with Denki. Who in turn groaned and whined sadly before pulling out his phone. Time to play the best of games. “Kaminari Denki? From class 1A?” An unfamiliar voice spoke up. Denki lent back and hummed. “That is I, what's up stranger...s?” There were three boys who looked older than him. “I heard you have an electric quirk how cool is that!” One of the three hummed taking a seat next to him. “Oh jeez, nah!” Kaminari was being bashful. “It's not… all that impressive.” Kaminari laughed rather awkwardly. “Hey you should come with us, our senpai actually has an electric type quirk too! He might've able to show you some tricks!” The final boy spoke. “Really?” Kaminari’s eyes sparkled up at them. “That sounds great!” He closes his eyes with another bashful smile. Chapter End Notes The fluff is a lie. ***** You let them ***** Chapter Summary Tw: Rape Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Kaminari slunk out of the bathroom. A panicked look on his face and an odd way of walking. He wanted to go back to the dorms… he wanted to fall asleep. Kaminari finished buttoning up his shirt and popping the collar. He didn't even bother with the tie. His jeans sagged a little but he was in a rush to just get out of there. He eventually found his way back to the dorms, stalking past familiar faces and hoping to god he could just get to his room with no one seeing him. He was on his way upstairs when a voice spoke up. “Oi there you are shockwave.” Fuck… he'd literally rather see anyone else right now. “Are you okay Denki?” Katsuki spoke up again. A towel around his neck and water bottle in his hand… he just got back from a jog. “Ah… yea I'm fine just really super tired. Yea I'm going to go to sleep.” His voice was shaking, he sped up towards the stairs not even looking towards his partner. Katsuki followed knowing something was wrong. “Denki.” Katsuki sped up, watching the other practically rush into his dorm room. Swinging the door open but Katsuki caught it before it slammed shut. Denki’s eyes met Katsuki’s. The world seemed to stop for a moment, Katsuki was stunned by what he saw. Kaminari took the chance to shove the door shut and slam his back against it. Things stayed quiet for only a moment. “Oi…” Katsuki spoke, his voice cold. “Those marks… they better be from sparring or some shit.” Denki’s hand came up to grip his throat. He forgot to cover them all. Damn. “OI!” Katsuki’s voice raised, whoever else was in the hall booked it out of there. Kaminari kept silent… what could he say? You can't get marks like his from a fight… Katsuki began to shove the door open, Bakugou being much more stronger than Denki and some frigid wooden door. It was shoved open. Denki stumbled back but caught himself on his desk. “Kacchi…” Denki whispered, eyes full of fear as he looked over the broader boy. Katsuki slammed the door behind him. “Don't ‘kacchi’ me you fuck, the hell is on your neck?” Katsuki hissed. He stood still in front of his boyfriend. He was giving him the benefit of the doubt here… willing to listen to any excuse the shorter blond had. Kaminari remained quiet… he couldn't lie to Katsuki. Rage began to fill the bomb. “Where. Did. You. Get. Those.” It was a demand not a question. “You're not an idiot Katsuki you know how!” Kaminari’s eyes began to fill. The room going cold for a moment. Katsuki dropped his water stepping closer to Kaminari, who in turn tried to back away but the taller grabbed his wrist. Katsuki’s grip was much too tight. “Did you let him.” Katsuki dripped, toxic seemed to be seeping from his body. Denki remained silent, just looking away. Bakugou shot his other hand to the others bruised neck, two fingers pushing harshly into a bright purple hickey. “OW !” Kaminari hissed. “You let him leave these on you.” Katsuki’s voice was cold as he increased his grip on the other. “What else did you let him do, my guess is you let him fuck you, eh?” “There was three-” “YOU LET THREE GUYS TAKE TURNS?” Katsuki grabbed the other's neck, squeezing at it harshly. “You fucking whore.” “Kah-” Denki struggled against Katsuki’s hand. Anger seeping from his body. He let go of the others wrist and tore his shirt. “Wow you let their mouths get far didn't you?” Katsuki snarled and threw Denki back onto his bed. He let out caught as he struggled to sit up. “No, Katsuki- it- I-” Denki was falling over his words, he had no clue what to say or do. “Oh shut the fuck up.” Katsuki pinned the other down, pushing his teeth into the bruises on Kaminari’a body. “It hurts-” the shorter blond whimpered, legs trying to push back. “Like it doesn't hurt me? You let three fuckers take turns at your body, After I caved in and felt these shitty feelings. What a load of fucking crap.” Katsuki snarled, biting at the collarbone of Kaminari. “Katsuki stop.” “HAH! I bet you didn't say the fucking same to the boys you let abuse your fucking body.” Katsuki’s face twisted, feeling sparks shoot on his own body. “Katsuki- I- they-” “Shut up! You could have told them no! You could have shoved them off and ran! For fucks sake you could have shocked them all! But no you let them mark what's mine, you let them in you. YOU LET THEM.” Katsuki was seething. Kaminari’s body tried to curl up as he felt his partner undo his belt. “You're in class 1A, preparing to be a strong hero but yet you couldn't do shit because you fucking wanted them!” Katsuki pulled the other's belt off. Kaminari choked out a small sob. His arms struggling against his boyfriend. Katsuki pulled back, flipping Kaminari as if he was weightless. He pulled the electric boy's arms back, tightening the belt around his arms. Denki’s face eventually being pressed into the mattress. “The real kicker is that you let three fucks do these things to you willingly. You fucking let them but no, when it comes to me you try to push me back. What were your arms and legs magically broken for them or do you get off on being gangbanged?” Kaminari decided it was best to be quiet, feeling his pants behind pulled from him. Kaminari gave up the small struggle he was putting up. He felt his pelvis tense… Kaminari felt sick… this was arousing him. Katsuki paused for a moment, his hands spreading Denki’s ass which was still wet, it had some cum still dribbling out. Katsuki’s face twitched in anger. This was supposed to be his boyfriend. His significant other. He squeezed Denki’s ass harshly, who in turn let out a pained whine into the bed. “Fucking whore. Tell me, did any of them remind you of me. Was I even on your fucking mind.” Katsuki spit onto the others perked ass, noticing his body flitch. Katsuki pulled his own dick free. He was sporting an erection, a full on rage boner. It happened too quickly for Kaminari to understand exactly what was going on. Katsuki’s hand shot forward and pulled the other blond head back. “Did I ever fucking cross your mind or did you do it to spite me!” Kaminari choked out on a cry, he was afraid… he was aroused… he was confused. “Katsuki- please-” his voice was left in broken sobs. “Did you even know their names?” Kaminari’s body kept twitching and shaking under his boyfriends force. Katsuki pushed his face back into the bed. “No, it's fine. Just fucking fine.” Bakugou let out a shaky moan, pounding his hips into the other mercilessly. “I'll just have to fucking reclaim what's mine!” Katsuki felt like a feral and angry alpha wolf. Kaminari’s lips pursed together as tears fell onto his sheets. He kept quite, obeyed, letting Katsuki get it out of his system. His thighs shaking, his mind telling him he didn't like this but his body reacting much differently. Denki’s own dick twitching with excitement. What was going on with him. “Katsuki…” the other whimpered, seeming more like a moan. “... eh?” Katsuki paused, reaching an arm around to feel up on Denki’s cock. “Heh… heheheheheh… you're getting off on this you sick fuck! Is that why you cheated! Did you need to feel this fucking pathetic!” Katsuki’a words stung. Kaminari nuzzled his face into his sheets just hoping… it would all be over soon… he was so confused. Katsuki’s hips kept moving, hand coming to pull the others head back harshly as he leaned in to bite furiously at the other. Katsuki most defiantly broke skin at some points. Kaminari let out a closed mouth moan, trying to convince his body to act differently. Bakugou’s lips let loose a slew of insults, humiliating and degrading. Kaminari let out another choked sob as he felt his prostate being abused. As soon as it started it was over. Katsuki’s chest heaving as his eyes held close. He stayed like that for a few moments… silence filling the room. Kaminari started to cry out. Katsuki snapped back into reality. He pulled his dick free of the other, pulling up his pants and buttoning them before unsnapping the belt that held Denki captive. He didn't look back as he left Denki’s room. Kaminari didn't have the power to call out or turn to Katsuki. He just…stayed there with his face against the bed, cum dripping down his thighs… and a desperate hard on. His dick hurt, he… had to take care of it. With a shaky hand and eyes still letting out choked cries he moved his wrists with force. His mind telling him it was Katsuki who was roughly handling his dick. Why… why… why did he like that… he hated himself. Crying starting to calm himself down as his hand started to treat himself more gently… “Kacchi…” he whispered, blinking away more tears… Chapter End Notes AND THE WHEELIES ARE ON ***** The club, the rain and the talk ***** Chapter Summary I didn't have a beta reader for this, so let me know if I made any mistakes! Tw: underage alcohol/rape mention “Hey Denki you alright?” Kirishima looked over Denki, who was wearing a sweater despite the weather being so hot. “You haven't come out of your room since Friday.” Ah… the night Katsuki… Denki shuttered. “I'm fine Kirishima, just sick is all.” Denki chirped up with a soft smile on his face. “I'm just tired is all.” “Are you gonna be okay?” Kirishima pat the others shoulder, the blond trying not to wince in pain. “You've been in there all weekend… I'm worried about you bro.” “I'm fine really, we should head to class.” The smaller boy gave the best smile he could, body still aching in pain and eyes still puffy. Katsuki wasn't in class that day. Or the next… Or the day after… He returned on the fourth day, late to class… no one said anything, just looked in shock. Katsuki didn't bother hiding the sick and malformed bruises on his neck. From his collarbone to his jaw were gross shades of deep purple, fading greens and yellows paired with harsh reds. His eyes were bloodshot and his face had scratches that were healing over. A bandage on his right hand, keeping two fingers together and bruises along the other. On the off chance his uniform would raise you could see the same grossly bruises on his wrist that paired so well with the ones on his throat… who knows what was under his clothes. Was that… a black eye? Kaminari looked on in horror… seeming to forget about what happened to him and flooding over with concern for Katsuki. No one asked any questions. If they did he didn't answer. Katsuki kept to himself, he seemed to cut ties with everyone. His performance in school dropping to average grades at best, his physical ability dwindled. He didn't talk unless spoken to and even then his voice was so cold… so distant. It was like that for the two weeks that followed…. with each passing day another bruise was added to his body. Kaminari was afraid… he… wanted to help Bakugou. He still loved Katsuki. What was hurting him… he made up his decision. He was going to keep an eye on Katsuki, figure out what was going wrong. That's how he found himself after curfew, in streets he didn't recognize while following Bakugou… who looked nothing like he would normally. A skin tight black long sleeve, a vneck cut at that. Grey skinny jeans that were torn in places. Scuffed up black boots and at one point Denki could have sworn he was wearing makeup. He had been following Katsuki for a while until he stopped in front of a club. Denki hadn't seen this part of town… certainly not this club. Katsuki passed the bouncer, said bouncer not even giving him a second look… almost as if Katsuki was a regular. Kaminari shook his head, pulling his shades down… he'll have to get in if he wants to see what Katsuki had been up to. He put his hand on the building to mess with the electricity before sneaking his way in past the bouncer. The club was dark until blue static traveled along the walls from a man in the back, which looked to be a VIP section. Once the lights flicked back on Denki knew where he was… it was a gay strip club. There were dancers and alcohol and… he doesn't want to know what what's going on in that corner… His face flushed as he brought his hood up, as he did he caught the familiar form of his partner waltzing into the VIP section. He just took a seat and grabbed one of the bottles Kaminari could only assume was alcohol. Even in the dim lights Katsuki’s visible skin looked just as horrible. More of it was exposed in this light and with his clothes being so tight on his body. Kaminari kept watch on the other, anxiety overwhelming him. The man who used the blue electricity sat back down, Katsuki hooking his leg over the man to straddle him. Leaning his head back as he drank from the bottle. The man he was sitting on started groping at Katsuki’s ass. Denki’s teeth ground seeing this. Rage boiling over… that was his boyfriend! Oh… Kaminari’s eyes softened… was this the anger the other felt? He shook his head ignoring the thoughts and keeping his eyes on Katsuki… whose hips were moving onto the others… such explicit acts in public. Kaminari’s face burned. Katsuki and the stranger were laughing, about what? Kaminari will never know. The blonde began to panic watching the older man try to kiss Katsuki. Bakugou shoved the others face away. The older man decided to lift katsuki by the thighs, turning them both on the couch… his mouth lapping at the others neck. Bakugou was too busy downing a bottle to are much as his body was being bit at and touched. Kaminari wanted to puke… he held it in as the older man took Katsuki by the hand and lead him away from the VIP. Kaminari tried his best to follow even with the crowd. The red lights making it harder to see people. The young blond ignored the men on stages in practically no clothing… how embarrassing. He followed behind Katsuki, fear and anger in his body. He watched as the older man went into a room, past a pair of bodyguards. Kaminari froze trying to think of a plan, he clicked his tongue. His brain went into overdrive as he heard a scream. “I said no!” It was Katsuki. The body guards started to laugh. “Boss sure picked a feisty new toy, eh?” The guards laughed, some glass could be heard crashing. Denki panicked. He stepped up to the guards, his finger pulled out. “Bam.” His voice went cold as he shot out electricity, shocking the guards and not letting them go until he saw their eyes roll back into their heads. Kaminari hurried into the doorway. He slammed it open. Katsuki was shirtless with the strange man's hand around his throat. The large man turned to Denki, katsuki winced but looked as well. The older man let Katsuki go. “Bakugou! Are you okay?” Denki didn't bother looking at the older man. “What the fuck are you doing here!” Katsuki was enraged. “It's not safe!” “What am… no, what are YOU doing here!” Kaminari tried to step closer but the older man shot a blue bolt near Denki’s head. “Wow Kitty I knew you were a whore but I didn't know you were into this type.” “Don't fucking hurt him.” Katsuki seethed, the older laughing. Kaminari almost hissed, hands sparking up. The man with blue electricity laughed louder, clearly drunk. “Woah there Sparks, watch it, don't wanna upset Kitty.” Denki shook his head. “Katsuki were going home.” Denki tried to approach but blue sparks lined along the floor. “Sorry Sparks, Kitty isn't going anywhere till I get what I want.” Kaminari hissed at the older man. “Stop calling me Sparks.” The older man laughed. “What a spunky little femboy.” The yakuza looking man shot blue electricity but Katsuki charged, clocking the guy across the face before kicking him in the balls. Denki barely dodged the lighting bolt. The man knelt over in pain, a drunken slur of words falling from his lips. Katsuki rushed towards Kaminari and took his hand. “C’mon we're going out the back way.” He dragged the brighter blond through the crowd of dancing people and out the back exit and into an alleyway. “Kacchi, I'm so glad you're okay!” Denki perked up, almost screaming with joy as he tried to cling to Katsuki’s arm. Bakugou on the other hand pushed Kaminari away. It was raining. “Leave. I didn't want you to ‘save’ me.” Katsuki shoved Kaminari away. Kaminari of whom looked confused. “What? But you told that man no? Look at your bruises!” Denki’s face scrunched up looking over the exposed chest… feeling of dread overcoming him. “Katsuki why?” Was what escaped Kaminari’s lips. “Because I fucking want to.” Katsuki snared approaching Kaminari again. “No! Talk to me Katsuki! Why!” Kaminari started screaming. “You know I guess I figured out why you cheated, being abused is pretty fucking addicting!” Katsuki dropped with venom. Kaminari shook his head. “So it was my fault you went off and started doing this shit?” “If you want to put it that way sure, I guess you fucking did!” Katsuki continued to retort, Kaminari’s walls breaking down. He a fan to cry, knees falling to the floor. He was so angry and upset he didn't know what he should do. “Why the fuck are you the one crying!” “They had a nullification quirk!” Kaminari screamed. Tears streaming from his face. The world seemed to stop for a moment. “... they…. what…” Katsuki’s voice went weak. “I tried to tell you but I couldn't get it out… one of the three guys… had a nullification quirk…” Kaminari looked up to the other. “They'd let me shock them only so it'd feel good for them but if it got out of hand I was nullified…” he started desperately sobbing.”I'm not like you or Kiri I don't have any muscle, I couldn't do anything.” Kaminari was crying wiping tears from his face. Katsuki dropped to the floor, his eyes looking on in horror. “You were raped? Why didn't you tell-” Bakugou froze… Denki tried to tell him… but Bakugou just… “I raped you… and right after you were…” Bakugou’s eyes looked down at the other reminiscent of a dead fish. “I…” he was frozen. What had he done. Kaminari shook his head. “It's fine! We're fine! Katsuki I forgive you if you forgive me.” “You did nothing wrong it was all me!” Katsuki was starting to cry now too, it was hard to tell the tears apart from the rain. Kaminari cupped the others face and brought him in for a kiss. “I love you Katsuki, I think I really do.” Katsuki caved in, kissing the other back. Bakugou’s own hands cupping the others as the rain beat against his skin. “I'm sorry… I… I think I… love you too.” Katsuki kissed him again, lips mashing together softly. “Denki…” he whispered, pulling the other other close, tongues meeting in a need to reintroduce one another. “In so sorry.” “It's fine… let's just… go home okay?” Denki held the other close, both of them rising from the dirt. Hands entertaining as they used to. They took the short way home, both tired and wanting sleep… they were stupid. Aizawa stood waiting for them to return home, he waved them into the doors. “Sorry…” Katsuki whispered. “You're fine.” Kaminari whispered back, pressing his lips into the other's knuckles. “So are you two going to tell me where you were?” Aizawa spoke, eyeing them both. “Before that Katsuki what the hell happened to you.” “U H M.” Kaminari froze, they'd be expelled if that told the truth. Katsuki tugged the other’s hand. “Electric user's.” His voice was calm as he stared back at Aizawa. “Look I know you both are young, you wanna know how your parts work I get it. I was your age once but for fucks sake… first off you're both pst curfew and second off, it looks like Katsuki had been abused in a dungeon.” Aizawa huffs. “A week of house arrest. Fucking hormonal teenagers.” He waved them off. An embarrassed Kaminari trying not to laugh as Katsuki dragged him up to his room. “I love you Kacchi.~” ***** Get rid of it ***** Chapter Summary Tw: drugs “Ahhhhhh.~” Kaminari flopped into Katsuki’s bed. “A week of house arrest, with Aizawa over our shoulders… I hated it!” Denki buried himself into his partner's pillows. “I couldn't even cuddle you in the common room!” Katsuki let out a sigh, patting the other's head. “I know Denki, I know.” Katsuki was out of it, one earbud in and the other out. He's been like this since he got back short answers and looking dazed. “Hmmm Kacchi I'm worried about you, are you feeling okay?” Denki poked at his boyfriend's cheek. “I'm fine, not okay… still thinking… how are you so fucking happy?” Katsuki raised a brow at the other. “Because I have you.~♡” Kaminari bounced up in the bed, resting his head on Katsuki’s shoulder. Katsuki’s face turned a hue of pink. “Sh-shut up with that cheesy crap.” Katsuki hissed, turning his face and pouting. “You are so absolutely adorable Kacchi!” Kaminari wrapped his arms around the other's shoulders, kissing at his jaw and neck, the baggy sweater covering down below his hips (which was totally Katsuki’s sweater… everyone knew). “Shut up!” Katsuki kept turning more red. He was never good with mushy things. On the other hand Kaminari loved being affectionate like this. Well… Katsuki didn't exactly hate it… he just wasn't used to it but he did love it. “Ahhhhh Kacchi gimme kiss~♡ kiss~♡ haven't kissed you in a week.” Kaminari pouted, he was whining and begging for a kiss. Katsuki caved into those sparkling eyes. He turned his head and met the other's lips. It was a soft and slow kiss, but let's all be honest it turned into a makeout. “Thank you Kacchi.” Kaminari purred while retreating for the bathroom. Katsuki huffed and fell back in bed. Kaminari jumped into the bathroom, looking at his reflection for a moment when he saw a bag shoved behind the toilet. It was well hidden, it had a small garbage can blocking its view but Kaminari found it of all people. The blonde’s eyes looked over to Katsuki before closing the door. “I found Kacchi’s porn.” Kaminari let out in a sing song voice while locking the door. He wanted to tease his partner “... Porn? I don't… have porn?” Katsuki scrunched up his face in confusion. Panic settling in as he jumped from the bed after realizing what the other meant. “Denki don't touch that!” “Why can't I see what my boyfriend likes~ maybe we could try the things in your dirty magazines.” Kaminari reached down, pulling the thick white bag from its hiding spot… it was heavy. “How much do you have in here? You might have more than me!” He let out a giggle while setting the bag on the counter. “I swear to god Denki do not open that!” Bakugou was fuming, frantically trying to open the locked bathroom door. “Why not.” Denki thought this was all a game, he went about untying the bag and peeking in. There were smaller bags and a tiny notebook… that didn't look like porn. “Because Denki that's!?... personal…” Katsuki’s voice began to waver. There was no convincing Denki not to open the bag. Kaminari pulled open the book. There were combinations of numbers then letters then more letters. The notebook wasn't exactly full but it wasn't empty either. As Denki flipped through it he just became more confused. “What are all these numbers and stuff for? Some sort of bro code?” He chuckled. Kirishima and Bakugou were much more invested into the ‘bro’ stuff than he was. “Denki put it back. Please.” Katsuki? saying please? How rare. Kaminari had to find out why. His hand dove into some of the other bags, of which one was ripped and it poured its contents onto the floor. Kaminari stared at the floor in shock. On the floor were now strands of unused condoms, a few bottles of lube, little bottles of alcohol shots and… cigarette packs? “Denki open the fucking door!” Katsuki was beating his hand against the door now. Kaminari looked towards it and finally unlocked the door, swinging it open and locking eyes with his partner. “What the fuck.” Kaminari was angry, who wouldn't be. “What is all this?” Kaminari looked over Katsuki as if he could magically take an answer from the others brain. “I… I can't… Fuck... Kaminari.” Katsuki ran his hand through his hair and sighed. Denki reached down to grab at the things. “I can understand condoms or lube, we’re active but what the hell,” he shoved a carton of the gross puffable sticks in Katsuki’s face. “Is this?” Kaminari snarled. “And- and- these weird ass shot things!” Kaminari took one of the small bottles that certainly wasn't the lube. “What is this? You do realize if anyone else but me found this you'd not only be expelled but never get your hero license?” “I KNOW!” Katsuki didn't mean to yell but he did. Denki jumped back in shock. “Look I know… it's just… it's hard to explain.” “When?” Kaminari looked the other over. “The night I snuck out for the first time.” Katsuki avoided eye contact. “Where?” Kaminari began to put the objects back into the bag. “A different club from the one you were in.” Katsuki started to hug himself. “Who?” Kaminari snared, tying up the bag again. “The fucker you saw in the club.” Katsuki finally met the others eyes. “Why?” Kaminari closed his and breathed in, he was stressed. “I don't feel comfortable saying.” Katsuki was now the one getting angry. “If you don't talk to me I will inform Aizawa. For your health.” Denki tilted his head, starting to push the other other out of the bathroom. “I snuck out the night I took advantage of you. I was mad at you, mad at myself. I had to escape so I did and I met that fucker near the mountains and he invited me to have a drink at the local club.” Katsuki’s eyes squinted as his brow furrowed. “I told him I would because I had nothing else to loose I thought.” Katsuki moved back to sit on his bed. Denki joined. “And?” “And I got hooked! He gave me some shots and I kept taking them! He offered a drag and I liked that too! He offered sex and I-” Katsuki froze, hand shooting up to cover his face. “So… you did sleep with him…” Katsuki blinked away tears while looking at Denki. “It's more complicated than that but please… don't make me explain it any more.” Katsuki reached out to hold the other's hand. “You're going to cold turkey all of it. Now. Then you're going to throw all this out. Once you get back you're explaining that book to me.” Kaminari was fierce with what he said. His normal playful mood replaced by one with a serious nature. “Yea…” Katsuki took the bag, putting all the objects in it and heading out… he didn't look the other in the eyes. Katsuki just… snuck around to put said bag outside in the giant trash but there on the couch was Aizawa… fuck. They weren't under house arrest why was he still here! Bakugou panicked, heading back for the stairs. There was one creaky and loose board he knew about. He pulled it and managed to stuff the bag into the loose board. He made his way back to his dorm… he'd have to remember to get rid of that bag later. “Kacchi, you’re back.” Kaminari jumped up, nuzzling into the talkers skin. “Thank you for getting rid of it… now… what was with the book?” Kaminari pulled back, bringing the other with him to sit on the bed. “It… fuck how do I even begin with that… can I just give a simple answer? Please?” Katsuki was extremely uncomfortable in this moment. “Fine… just as long as you tell me.” Kaminari held the other's hand close, his eyelashes batting. Denki was always so beautiful, even with his messy hair he had amazing eyes. “You know how sometimes in grungy bathroom stalls you'll find people's numbers? Yea… it's… like a fuck book… don't ask about it any more. I fucked up and got involved in some really nasty shit but I'm putting it behind me.” Katsuki looked down, the other blond letting out a sigh. The electrical boy cupped the others face and kissed him softly. He said the words he doesn't say often, between the two of them they rarely say it… “I love you Katsuki.” ***** You promised me ***** Chapter Summary Katsuki's trying he really is. Tw: Smoke/alcohol Note: this wasn't part of the original plot so just consider it filler in a way. Chapter could probably be skipped with no problem. He couldn't give them up… Katsuki sat there on his floor, his balcony door opened a tad. He was blowing the smoke out without any problems except for guilt. He said he's cold turkey but fuck… it was so hard. He's cut back on the alcohol by a lot but he still can't give that up either. He loved the burning feeling as it would slide down his throat or the buzzing in his head… how words would roll off his tongue with no conflict. He couldn't give up the snaking either… he was more in love with the look of the smoke coming out than the gross nicotine taste… perhaps he should snoop around and get a nicotine-less vape. At least then he wouldn't feel so guilty. Bakugou tilted his head back and groaned, eyes flicking to the book near his bed… He couldn't give that up as easily as he hoped. He wants to, believe that, but he physically can’t. He got involved with the wrong crowd, he got addicted to the things they exchanged, he loved the danger and the rush of it… and it hurt him. He blew out the smoke again into the window. His fan sitting behind him to make sure no smoke stayed in, he didn't want his ceiling turning yellow. Then there was a knocking at his door. “Fuck.” He sighed. He threw the cigarette out and put it out with his soda can. “Who is it and the fuck do you want.” “It's your best bro and he was what you were just doing.” Shit… Kirishima. Katsuki stood, closing the door and walking back to the entry way. He opened it. “Man, let me in we need to talk.” “Get in.” Katsuki let the other in, making room for his friend. Kirishima walks in and Bakugou closes the door. “So uh…” Kirishima sat on his bed, the sheets smelt of smoke. “Are you… is everything okay bro?” Katsuki snarled. “I'm doing just fucking fine. If that's all you needed to hear get the fuck out.” Katsuki clicked his tongue, rubbing the back of his neck. The severe bruising was healing… grossly green and yellows but there were some more brighter purples and reds around his wrists and chest. “I'm just- I saw the smoke and I'm worried about you bro… I'm not going to report you or anything but… I'm just worried you know. That shit is mad bad for your health.” Kirishima curled his legs into his chest. “It doesn't fucking concern you.” Katsuki walks back towards the balcony and swings the door open. He took the can and the cigarette butt, throwing the dud into the open can. “It may not concern me but what about Denki.” Katsuki but his lip as his friend spoke. “He cares for you a lot, and you told him you'd cut that shit out.” “I'm working on it! It just… it takes time.” Bakugou sat back on the ground, running his hand through his hair. He let out a deep sigh. “Bro… at least tell Kaminari…” Kirishima leant back as Bakugou lit up another. “I can't… I just… can't… I don't want to hurt him… he's been so happy but I'm just a fucking mess.” Katsuki let out a sigh as his head fell back. Bringing the gross stoke to his lips and puffing it out again. “I just… fuck.” Tears started to well up in his eyes as he continued to speak. “I'm sorry…” “Katsuki c’mon please.” Kirishima was begging. “Tell Denki, ask him to help you, do something! I don't wanna watch my best friend die slowly while my other watches their boyfriend die just… that's fucked.” “I'll tell him.” “Good! I'm glad I got through to you!” Kirishima let out a sigh as he stood up. “Now that that's out of the way time to snack on some grub.” Kirishima was heading out to leave Katsuki alone with his thoughts. He let his head fallback for a moment… he crawled over to reach under his bed. “Down the hatch.” It burnt… the warm liquid from his hidden bottle going down. He'd tell Denki… eventually… --- “Kacchi, Kacchi…” Denki was whimpering in front of the door. “Kacchi you're not picking up your phone I'm worried about you please…” The door pulled open. “Sorry I was sleeping.” He had bags on his eyes and fresh bruises on his body. Denki pushed in, palms at the others chest. “What happened, are you alright?” Denki paused, leaning in. “You smell like alcohol.” The shorter blond’s face narrowed. “Katsuki. Why do you smell like alcohol.” He was clenching his jaw, looking over Bakugou angrily. “Katsuki!” “I'm sorry okay! I can't just up and off it all!” It's been another week since Kirishima came to talk to him. Kaminari began to spark up, his hair raising to the static. “Bakugou Katsuki you promised me you'd quit!” The smaller male was furious. “Who gave you those bruises! Did you go back to the club-” “It's not from sex with strangers, I went last night to cut ties and they weren't happy about it! I told you I'm stopping it all completely… I'm getting better just… please be patient with me.” “Katsuki… I… okay… I'm here for you.” Kaminari whispered, expression softening as he approached the other. He wrapped his arms gently around the other. “Please Kacchi… I don't want this for you.” His voice was soft and caring. “I want you to get better okay?” He kisses the other's cheek. “I won't kiss you until you at least brush your teeth.” He chuckles. ***** Can we go to the mall~ ***** Chapter Summary Denki just wanted to go to mall. Denki just wanted to have a good time. Denki just wanted hIS SWEETS. Katsuki’s been better… the smoking stopped… the alcohol- eh- nearly. He still took swigs every now and then, of course he was getting better though. He stifled a yawn, stretching out his body as he looked around the room. Sunlight barely made it into the room but there was enough of it to see the sunlight drift off of Denki’s face. He was beautiful. Katsuki’s face flushed. “Oi voltage, get up.” “Mhnnnn… don't wanna.” The bright blonde cuddled closer into Katsuki. Denki’s smaller frame so nicely wrapped in one of Katsuki’s shirts. “C’mon move, I'm going to go make us food.” “Mmmmmnnnnnnoooooooooooooo…” Katsuki shoved Denki off. “Nooooooooo…” the electric blond curled up in the blankets and rolled to the left. He fell off the bed. “Nnnnnnnnoooooooo.” Katsuki laughed out playfully, slinging his body off the bed and pulling up some sweat pants. “I'll be right back livewire.” He chuckled walking past him and towards the door. Denki kept whining, he wasn't a morning person at all. Katsuki was far from one as well but he had to get up to take care of the mess of electricity he called a lover. He was going to make some pancakes, Denki’s favorite being the absolute sweetness of cupcake pancakes… though it was more like a cake so is it even breakfast? Sato was even impressed with Katsuki’s cooking… he never told people out of fear of the bomb man. Katsuki eventually walked back into his dorm room, two plates in his hands as he slid in. “Mmm?” Denki whispered, still huddled in the large blanket on the floor. Katsuki stepped over him and sat on the bed. “C’mon minefield, I brought you breakfast.” Katsuki was smiling softly. Kaminari reached his arms out and grabbed Katsuki’s calve. “Kacchi~ you beautiful man~ I love you so much.” Denki looked up at his partner with sparkling eyes. “Yea, yea, I know. Here's your plate.” Denki took the plate with gratitude, immediately starting to eat up the food. “Sweet!~” “I know. Get up here and eat.” Katsuki hums, eating some of his own food. Denki struggled out of his blanket of a cocoon and onto the bed. His hair a static mess as he munched away. He was nearly purring as he ate the sugar loaded food. “Do you have any plans for today Kacchi?” The electrical boy tilted his head, putting another fork full of food between his lips. “I was going to go for a jog… but if you don't have anything planned…” “Can we go to the mall!?” Denki beamed, excitement flooding over him as he looked over the other. Katsuki sighed but smiled. “Sure.” Kaminari made an adorable expression as he hurriedly ate the rest of his breakfast before rushing into the shower. Katsuki finished up soon after, putting the plate down and joining his partner in the shower. “Perverted Kacchi, sneaking into the shower.” “Oh shut it.” Katsuki playfully hissed while sliding in with the other under the warm water. His hands helping clean the other's hair. Denki’s weak spot was his scalp. He mewled out as Bakugou massauged his head. The other returning the favor. There was something subtly innocently romantic about bathing together. “Hmmm~ we can stop by that sweets place, get some more foods for here…” “More lu-” Katsuki was nudged in the side by his boyfriends elbow. “If you behave maybe.~” Kaminari chirped, washing off his skin before leaving the shower. “I'll treat you to the bakery by the side of the mall.” Katsuki turns off the water, stepping out of the small shared space. “Ah? Really?” Denki had a toothbrush in his mouth as he spoke. He gurgled and spit as Katsuki started drying off his hair a bit… until it ‘boomed’. Kaminari chuckled, his own hair already starting to static itself up. Katsuki moved past the other to get dressed. Typical saggy jeans and basic black shirt. Him and Denki swapped spots as if it was a ritual. Katsuki brushing now and Kaminari throwing on one of his own jeans… and taking one of Bakugou’s shirts hostage. It was a tad bit baggy but neither of them minded. “I still have cash left over from the internship I could treat us.” Denki mumbled, Katsuki glancing at his phone before his brows furrowed. He could have sworn he's blocked that number numerous times. It buzzed again with an alert saying ‘I miss you’. “Nah, I'll get it.” Katsuki let out a soft hum, flicking his fingers through his hair. How could he sneakily grab his phone and spend moments deleting a number without Denki noticing? He opted to shove it in his back pocket. “At least let me pay for half.” Denki huffed bringing himself into the arms of his boyfriend, getting up on his toes to kiss the other's cheek more easily. “Fine. If you want we’ll split it.” Bakugou let out a sigh, wrapping an arm around the others waist and swooping in to steal a chaste kiss. “C’mon then we should get there in less than half an hour if we make the train now.” Denki hummed softly and pulled away. His hands laced with his lovers as he pulled him towards the door. “Let's get going then!” The electric blond continued his excited ramblings as he pulled his partner out the door. The smaller of the two always made more small chat, Bakugou didn't exactly mind… it filled the silence listening to him talk about anything and everything. The way to the mall was relatively quiet but nothing compared to the emptiness of the mall. “Hmm… isn't it too quiet Kacchi?” Denki squeezed at the other's hand nervously. “I thought there was some sort of game or show that everyone was going to so it isn't too weird.” Katsuki tilted his head back, he was annoyed with the buzzing in his pocket. Denki let out a soft giggle as he pressed his face up against the glass. It was that damn edgy teen store he liked that had that edgy music shit. He rushed in to look around, Katsuki becoming increasingly worried. He was going to check his phone but Denki rushed back out. “We should eat before we buy a bunch of stuff! Let's go to the sweet place!” Denki was beaming, thoroughly enjoying his venture with his significant other. He had been tugging at Katsuki to follow behind; which he of course did. Denki was enthralled to be spending time with Bakugou. They went down a relatively thin alleyway laced with shops, too many were closed or shut down which made it creepy if it wasn't already. Denki rushed ahead with a bright smile, nearly jumping for the door. The lights were off and the door was locked but the sign said open. “What a bunch of liars!” Katsuki finally took this moment to check down at his phone, popping in his password with no issue. There were so many texts. The most recent notification banners said ‘I can't believe you're on a date’ and ‘I can see why you like him’. The most recent that showed on his screen were images… Of them. The first one was of them walking into the mall, the next of Denki’s face pressed up against the glass with an annoyed Bakugou not far behind, then one of Denki in the edgy store ogling a band shirt which was followed up by an image of Denki smiling towards the camera. The most recent one was pretty close to Denki and of him struggling with the door to the bakery. Katsuki’s heart sunk down his throat, cold air surrounding him with each and every hair standing on edge. He felt his spine wanting to shake. “Kacchi they are filthy li-” “GET THE FUCK OVER HERE RIGHT NOW!” Katsuki wasn't playing games. Denki hurried over to his boyfriend, scared and worried. “Kacchi what's wrong?” Katsuki grabbed the other by his wrist, pulling him behind. “You need to get the fuck out of here! I know you're hiding you fucking perverted coward! I'll kill you!” Katsuki was seething with rage, eyes shot wide. If it was anyone else they'd only see rage. Kaminari saw fear. There was distortion on the walls of the alleyway, two broad and large men walking through them with a sick smile. Katsuki let go of Kaminari’s wrist, bringing his palms to his sides. Blasts set off which only covered the sound of footsteps from behind. “Kacchi… what's going on?” A boot kicked Katsuki’s back, shoving him forward. Two large hands jumping to wrap around Kaminari. The strangers left holding Denki into a chokehold and his right wrapped around his waist. This stranger was smart. He made sure Kaminari wasn't close enough to stomp on his toes, grip strong enough so that he wouldn't be surprised by a bite. Katsuki flipped his body, palm getting ready for a strike but he paused as the man held Denki in front of him like a shield. “Hey there Kitty.” ***** Alleyway ***** Chapter Summary Tw: rape/gang rape/ HEART THROBBING ANGST Katsuki loves you Denki... “G-get off!” The man who had his body wrapped around Kaminari smelt disgusting. A mix of heavy alcohol and creepy desperation. Not to mention his palms were sweaty. Denki started letting out sparks but they had no effect on the adult behind him. Blue sparks jumped from the older person and Denki realized who it was. “Come on now Sparks, we just came here for a good time.” “Ao leave him alone. If it's me you want it's me you have.” Katsuki raised his palms as if he was asked to raise them by an officer. His eyes shot panic to his partner before returning to the other electricity user. “Sparks, really? Is that the best you could come up with?” Although scared Denki kept up a tough appearance, his body trying to fight off the older man. That was the catch though, Ao was older and knew how to handle his quirk so much better than a teenager. The smell of alcohol was making Kaminari light headed. Katsuki tried to step closer but Ao pulled Denki in closer, clicking his tongue and chuckling. “I really don't think so. You still have to pay me back for the illegal dealing. Besides even if you did my desires are more personal now. Sparks here caught my eye. He's a cutie.” The older man dropped his tongue out letting it flare up in blue sparks and brushed it along Kaminari’s neck. “Ew- stop-” Denki’s body squirmed. He was sparking out more but the blue user’s tongue was canceling it out. He was trying to raise his shoulder to stop the adult from licking him. Denki’s body already felt like it was draining. Katsuki hissed trying to walk forward but one of the larger men grabbed him from behind, stabbing a syringe into Bakugou’s neck. Katsuki struggled, trying to flip himself around with blasts jumping out from his palms. The man let Katsuki go, who lost balance and dropped to one knee. His palms still flaring to life. “Hey now, I hope you didn't overdose the kid. We don't know the anti-quirks effects on an overdose.” Ao let out an aggravated sigh. “Either way that should keep your boyfriend in check, Sparks.” Ao pulled at the blonde's waist bringing his ass up against the strangers dick. He let out a perverted chuckle. “Katsuki!” Kaminari called out. He panicked watching the other fall. He began to wiggle and writhe unintentionally rubbing his ass against his captor. The captor in turn let out a soft groan. Denki’s shocks became much more sporadic. He was panicking. Katsuki was hissing as the two other men approached him. His explosions were becoming smaller and smaller. They lost their heat and umph, the overdosing made his body weak. He couldn't quite move his legs and his arms were starting to feel heavy. He felt absolutely useless. “You'd better stop squirming so much Sparks or else we’ll neutralize you too… but if I'm being honest,” Ao moved his hips against Denki’s ass with his hard on much too obvious. “You struggling is getting me off.” Denki gasped at the feeling. It was disgusting and unpleasant. He wanted to curl inside himself and get away but he couldn't… the older man kissing at his neck causing his face to flush in disgust. “Katsuki!” He called out, his partner's arms caving in. Bakugou’s face hit the pavement. Kaminari was trying to twitch his neck away and ignore the pervert's dick as best he could. He wanted to reach out and save Bakugou. “I'm fine- just- fuck- DON’T TOUCH ME!” Katsuki hissed at the men who started placing their hands along his body. One of them turning Katsuki to completely face Ao. Ao himself was purring into Denki’s ear. “Make Kitty purr you two. I call dibs on Sparks here.” Ao licked his lips. The hand on Denki’s waist traveled north to touch and prob at Kaminiari’s nipple. The men in front chuckled, one groping at Katsuki’s aaa as he was defenceless. “Don't touch him!” Kaminari growled. Volts flying off his body in anger. His body was trembling. His body sent out a shock on the floor, slightly grazing everyone. Ao laughs, the hand squeezing at Denki’s neck. He sent sharp electricity to his neck. It kept trailing in a circle around Denki’s neck. It felt like a string was tied around his neck and pulling… shocking… it simultaneously felt like a choking and swallowing lighting. “You should really worry more about yourself Sparks-” “LET HIM GO!” Katsuki was writhing on the floor. His palms still trying to blast up. Even though he was a doped up mess he wanted his lover save. One of the men leaves in to pull Katsuki’s head back and bit into his skin. Katsuki fumbled around, trying to push the other two off. He felt weak. Kaminari was panicking, his air cut off. With dead shocked eyes he tried to pry the man's hand from his neck. His own electricity couldn't cancel out the attackers. Ao let his throat go gently. Kaminari gasped for air, eyes bugging out in fear. His neck was bleeding and bruised from just those few moments. Kaminari was being dragged with Ao now as he approached Katsuki. Katsuki bit one of the men who were trying to hold his jaw open. The other man pulled Katsuki off, not before Bakugou tore a chunk out of the other man's arm. “Come on Kitty we've played this before. You won't win…” one of the men pulled Bakugou’s pants back. Ao himself slid a hand into Denki’s pants. Kaminari panicked. “Don't touch him, fuck you!” Kaminari squirmed, sucking in air as the cold hand wrapped around his dick. His body was trying to react in ways he didn't want it to. “I planned to.” Ao laughed out squeezing Denki’s base. Kaminari hated this. It reminded him of the bathroom… but so much worse. “What's your name sparks?” Ao licked Denki’s ear again. He moved his hand from Denki’s lower half to remove his belt to bind the others arms behind him. This felt too familiar to Denki. He tried to make it as hard as possible for his captor to get what he wanted. “I'm not telling you my fucking name you pervert.” Kaminari hissed, still struggling against the older, keeping his eyes on his partner. “I’M GOING TO KILL ALL OF YOU!” Katsuki’s palm crashed into the gravel as he tried to claw his way to Ao. Rage boiling over his entire being. Ao clicked his tongue. “Fine Sparks, I don't need to bind you all the way. If you keep struggling we will tear your boyfriend a new asshole.” Ao let out a loud laugh. Horror washing over Kaminari’s face as he looked at Katsuki. Tears stinging the sides of his eyes. The men from behind spat onto his ass, their fingers prodding around his ass. Ao stepped closer, Kaminari heard the sound of his pants unzipping. “Now then Kitty you are going to suck me off nice and good. If I so much as feel your teeth graze me I'll break Sparks here.” Ao’s dick sprung free, Katsuki glared, curses falling from his lips. “Look if you don't want to that's fine. I'll fuck your man dry.” “Get it fucking over with.” The men behind Katsuki pulled his head up, forcing Katsuki to his knees. One of the men was already taking his turn at the teenage bara’s ass. Katsuki let his jaw fall open, glaring daggers up at Ao who shoved his dick into the open throat before him. Katsuki gagged a bit with his eyes wincing. “What a sight huh Sparks?” Ao chuckled moving his hips. Katsuki’s body twitching in agony. Kaminari refused to look at the sight. He was going to puke… “Stop calling me Sparks.” “Then tell me your name, I'm only fucking your man's throat… OI! I said watch the teeth!” Ao pulled his dick from Katsuki’s mouth who then spit out the saliva. The man from before dropping his head so Katsuki was shoved back into the gravel. “Have fun with the whore.” Ao laughed, practically tossing Kaminari onto the floor. His own face winding up on the floor. He could see eye to eye with Katsuki now. “I-I… I'm so… s-sorry…” Kaminari was choking back tears. His eyes batting down away from Katsuki as his brain blamed himself. His neck pulsating with pain. The blood dripping onto the pavement. His body shook in pain as Katsuki made painful whimpers. “It's… not your fault…” Katsuki whispered back. Ao’s hands pulled down Denki’s pants to his knees. Kaminari’s ass was raised and he let out a chuckle, shoving a finger into his victim. Katsuki was crying now. He was supposed to be a hero but here he was, both of them suffering because he snuck out and made mistakes one night. Denki didn't have the luxury of holding himself up, he let out sobs into the floor. “D-Denki just… just pretend it's me okay? Pretend it's me…” Katsuki was whispering trying to make the situation anything but what it was, trying to comfort his partner in any way he could. “I'm so sorry…” he was ignoring the stretching pain in his own ass to comfort his sobbing partner. “Awe how cute.” Ao laughed, plunginginto Kaminari without any remorse. Kaminari’s jaw went slack, his rib cage shuttering at the pain. Kaminari’s eyes glossed over in pain as he looked towards his partner who was trying to claw closer. “I-it hurts- he- he's- he's breaking me.” Kaminari was sobbing out. The pain was so unlike anything else he's felt. He wishes his brain could shut off or his body retreat into a coma state until it was all over. The usually flirty and happy boy reduced to a sobbing quivering mess on the floor. Katsuki was reaching his hand out to cup the other's cheek. His body and mind screaming to do something, ANYTHING. “I know it h-hurts but you'll b-be okay. I'm here… it'll be o-okay.” Katsuki’s throats was dry and cracking as he cried out words of comfort. He himself being assaulted dry. His only concern was his partner’s suffering. “I… I can't… it hurts… stop… GET OUT!” Kaminari sobbed his body sparking up brightly. His eyes locking with his lover. “I love you Katsuki…” he tried to give a smile before colliding his eyes and focusing his quirk. It shot out along the alleyway shocking the assaulters and avoiding his lover. The men behind Katsuki started seizing as they fell into a convulsing mess. The brute known as Ao stopped. His eyes rolling back into his head as the sparks strung along his body, limbs twitching and his body spazzing as he fell onto his side. It happened quickly, Kaminari blacked out. Katsuki panicked, dragging his body towards his lover. He was screaming out Denki’s name as he brought him into his arms. The shock was large enough that some hero's rushed over and found the boy's. Katsuki was kicking and screaming and biting any hand that came to pull Denki away from his arms. Katsuki himself was eventually knocked out as well… he'd find himself alone in a hospital bed the next time his eyes opened. “Where's Denki.” ***** Who are you? ***** Chapter Summary The aftermath of a storm. A short chapter. Denki… was in a coma. The power and focus of his quirk caused his brain to not only do what it usually did. He burnt it. He was laying in the hospital bed. Thick bruising over his neck. It aligned with where Ao’s hand was but extended a tad upwards and down to his collarbone. It was a gross blue-purple mix. Katsuki was told when it completely scars over the colors would go faint and just look like raised skin. The pattern was reminiscent of a victim struck by lighting. It would have been oddly beautiful if not for what caused it. Katsuki visited… every day. He would wait by the bedside and talk to Denki, telling him how school was going or how their friends were doing. Each and every night he would repeat the same three steps. He'd whisper “I love you” then kiss his lips softly before whispering “I'm sorry” then he'd leave. The nurse in charge of Denki was eaten up by what happened to the two. Of course the only ones that knew the full story were Katsuki and Denki. The report finally came out. Two of the three culprits died in that alleyway. The cause of their death was by electrocution causing their hearts to stop. Bakugou had the sinking feeling that whoever the survivor was would be back for revenge… hopefully not. Katsuki sighed. It's almost been a month of visiting, he squeezed his lover's hand. The ritual starting again. “I love you,” and soft kiss against Kaminari’s lips. “I'm sorry.” Then his hand would drop. He'd give a smile to the nurse before grabbing his bag and leaving the hospital. He had no more tears left to shed. His bruises were healed and only scars left in their wake but the biggest scar was seeing his lover trapped in that damn bed. He'd repeat this ritual for as long as he had to- until Denki woke up. Katsuki was told that Denki had woken up. He rushed from class as soon as he could. He had to see Denki. He had to take him in his arms. He had to kiss his cheeks and tell him how much he missed him. He ran into the hospital, past the nurses and to Denki’s room. The door being slammed open. Katsuki’s eyes fell on Denki. His eyes wide and his neck covered with the marks. “Denki.” Katsuki ran up towards Denki. The nurse tried to stop him. Katsuki grabbed Denki’s face, he felt tears sting at him. “Denki… you're awake… oh my god I'm so glad…” Katsuki’s eyes kept looking around Denki’s own. Denki let out a nervous laugh. “I'm glad too?” The nurse brought her hand to her face and backed away. Katsuki was smiling as the tears poured out of him. “I'm so sorry… about everything… I didn't want to hurt you.” Katsuki’s forehead pressed against Kaminari's. “Hurt me?” Katsuki leaned in to kiss Kaminari. The kiss was fast and brief as he pulled back. “I love you Denki.” Katsuki breathed, eyes softly opening to see a… shocked Kaminari. “Uhm… yea… but… Uh… who are you?” Katsuki’s body froze. “Oi… that's not funny.” Katsuki’s brows furrowed. The nurse came by to place a hand on Katsuki’s shoulder. “Sorry?” Denki looked away, he was genuinely feeling guilty. “I'm… your boyfriend… Bakugou Katsuki… I… we-” the nurse started to pull the shocked blond from the room. She had to explain to him that the shock cause Denki brain damage, the only draw back being his memory… he barely recognized his own parents… Bakugou’s world came crashing down. There had to be a way to get Denki’s memory back, there had to be something he could do!... then it hit him. His lip quivered as he held his chest… maybe it was best Denki forgot… maybe life would be better for him without Katsuki in it.. ***** Like you never left--- ***** Chapter Summary Denki's finding clues about who he is. Katsuki gives an emotional blowjob™ The first day back for Denki was odd… who are these people, why do they feel familiar but so fuzzy? The loud red headed one felt like a brother but he had a hard time keeping up with his jokes. The girl with the pink skin was so kind and gentle towards him, she offered a shoulder to lean on if he ever needed it. The one with tape felt like one of those cool uncles you'd pull bad pranks with. The… ashy blond was hard to explain. Katsuki was odd to Denki, he felt a strong pull towards him but didn't know why. Well, duh, Katsuki kissed him in the hospital. Kaminari’s face flushed at the thought… he was really… missing information. The people around him remained cheerful, happily talking to him and explaining distant memories that Kaminari couldn't recall. even so he would laugh and imagine them. He was confused and lost and stitching together pieces of himself slowly… the biggest piece that was missing was Bakugou, who had been avoiding him… or at least it seemed like it. Katsuki would stop and turn his head if he saw Kaminari, almost like he was guilty. What of? Kaminari couldn't recall. There seemed to always be a pain in his chest when he saw the ashy blond. Time goes by… Kirishima eventually moved Kaminari’s things from Katsuki’s room on request of the ash blonde. Denki was confused but grateful. He felt like a stranger to himself as he found his phone… The lock screen was an image of himself and the ash blond. He was holding the phone in selfie mode and reaching over to pinch the other's cheek into a smile. Katsuki had a slight smile but furrowed brows as he was looking at the camera. He kind of panicked when it came to the password but there was a sticky note on the wall with the numbers 1337… it was the password. Thanks who ever left that there! Kaminari looked through the phone, simple games and such. He decided to check the social media's first. His feed was full of kind words like ‘welcome back’ and ‘I hope you remember soon’. He smiled down at all the kind words. These people seemed to care for him. He backed out of the media and chose to invade his photos. There wasn't a lethal amount of images but there were a lot. Most of the photos were selfies with cute filters and and captions. There were so many images of the ash blond in his phone… some… not so safe to show to your mother. His face flushed as he turned off the phone and went along looking at his room. He at least understands himself better. As time goes on the electric blond decides it's time to approach the ash blond. “Katsuki!” He calls out, catching up to the male who froze in place and turned. His eyes were wide as he looked over his love. “Hey Uhm… I was uh… wondering if you'd like to maybe… go out on a date sometime?” Katsuki’s eyes shoot around rather confused. “What? Are you sure?” Katsuki looked worried. Worried as if he was a dangerous person for the smaller blond. “Yea… I keep seeing you in my camera roll or hearing people talk about a me… that was never without you.” Kaminari’s cheeks flush. His fingers lacing together. “And I keep feeling a pull towards you. Like you have a string around my heart.” Denki’s smile was just as bright as the first time they had been together. “Yes!” Katsuki’s heart sunk. He blurted that out and he should have said no. He was bad for Denki… Katsuki’s eyes rested on the electric scar along the other's neck. He should have said no… “Uhm Katsuki, could we go back to your dorm and talk… you are the only one that hasn't told me anything.” Katsuki’s eyes fall to the floor in shame and guilt as Denki looks up with large bright eyes. “I'll take you to my dorm, there's still some of your stuff there anyways but I'm not telling you much… I'm not ready.” Katsuki shook his head, his hand subconsciously reaching out to hold the others before he tried to jerk it back. “Katsuki- it's okay… you can hold my hand.” Katsuki’s eyes met the small blond. Kaminari was beaming softly. “Can I… hug you?” “You can.” Katsuki pulled Kaminari in, arms wrapping around the smaller body. He could feel his eyes sting in pin. Denki’s natural scent… the way his body feels against his chest… is he selfish for missing this? Is he selfish for wanting this? Kaminari let out a soft sigh… this felt familiar. It felt safe. He wrapped his arms around the other, familiarity buzzing around in his brain. His heart squeezing as he embraced the other. There were eyes on the boys but at this point they were ones of relief. Kaminari ended up smiling as Katsuki pulled back. “Sorry… I just…” Katsuki looked so hurt. “You're fine… I lost my memory not my feelings. I still feel a pull to you Katsuki. I don't know exactly how or why but I do.” Kaminari gave a soft smile, his lids half open as he looked over. “Can you tell me about us?” “Not without you hating me.” Katsuki tried to chuckle as he pulled back, taking the others hand in his own. “C’mon…” he whispered as he led the other back. The wall was quiet but Denki liked it… the others strong hand in his own made him feel secure. When the door opened Denki was allowed in first. “Oh~ what a gentleman.” He let out a faux swoon. Katsuki let out a breath of air that sounded like a singular laugh. Denki paused as he looked around the room. “I… this smells familiar.” The brighter blond whispered. His eyes going along the wall as he looked over every inch and walked around the room. Katsuki took a seat on the bed and watched his partner explore in silence. “... you used to sleep right here.” Katsuki spoke up and pat his hand near where he was sitting. His eyes looking down on the pillow. “You'd come out from the bathroom in nothing but a t shirt of mine and crawl into bed with me.” His hand traced a circle in the bed. “You'd put an arm around me, a leg too… then you'd leave small kisses all over me before laying on my chest… you always fell asleep so quickly.” Denki came by and took a seat next to Katsuki. “We slept together?” “More than just sleep.” Katsuki chuckled nervously. “You were needy and clingy and always demanding attention… i’d always give it to you… wrapping my arms around you as you fell asleep. I'd stay awake a little longer just to watch how you breathed… creepy I know.” “I think it's cute.” Kaminari was blushing, covering his face and looking away. “You're cute.” “I am not.” Katsuki huffs before smiling. He jerked up as he felt Kaminari’s head rest on his shoulder. Denki let out a content sigh. Katsuki leaned his head back against Kaminari’s. His hand entangling with the others hand again. “You weren't a morning person. You'd curl up in the duvet and wait for me to feed you something before even thinking about getting up.” “What do you mean ‘weren't’ I'm still not.” Kaminari scoffed. “Hey Kacchi… how did we end up together?” Katsuki smiled at the nickname… it was back. “We fucked in a bathroom stall.” Katsuki was laughing out loud now. Denki covered his face to laugh too. “Really?” “We weren't even dating.” Katsuki smirked, moving his head off the other who pulled back as well. Their eyes locking. Shivers shot up Kaminari’s spine and he could feel himself getting goosebumps. On instinct his hand came up to cup Katsuki’s cheek and bring his lips close. Katsuki was taken back by the kiss but fell into it quickly. He returned, his tongue brushing against Kaminari’s lip. Kaminari’s left to greet his partners, his head turning along with his body to get a better angle. Katsuki’s hands came up to the others hair, pulling gently. “Kacchi…” Denki whimpered, pulling away for air. Katsuki hummed in response and took his lips and teeth to the others neck. He licked and bit at the skin. His gut feeling a tinge of guilt as his tongue felt the raised scar. Denki let out a soft whine, his back arching. His hands wound up in the ash blinds hair. “You can do what you like to me Kacchi. I don't want to say no.” Katsuki let out a whine, pushing the other blond back. He was kissing at the smaller collar bone. “Okay.” He whispered, hands gently pulling down the other's pants. Kaminari's face turned in embarrassment as if he hadn't done this before… because he doesn't recall. “Tonight's just for you, okay?” Katsuki’s voice was soft as his tongue flicked out against the others barely exposed tip. He was still pulling the others fabric down. He kissed at Denki’s tip, tongue snaking out again. It was so teasing. Kaminari let out a soft moan as his hands tangled into the other's hair. “Kacchi…” he whimpered, eyes peeking over to see his partner. Katsuki’s mouth wrapped around the other, bobbing down softly. Kaminari was letting out cute whines as he panted from the feeling. Katsuki squeezed his left thumb between his finger and took the other into his mouth completely. Denki let out a groan, head falling back onto the bed. Katsuki worked him over, the smaller blond’s thighs twitching. “Kacchi- I'm-” the poor blond don't have much else to say as Katsuki held his hips down, taking him fully. Katsuki pulled back, letting a pant escape him. He let his own thumb go as his eyes looked over the wide eyed electric blond. “You kept shocking my tongue.” Katsuki smirks and the other boy covers his face. Katsuki laughed, undressing his partner. “C’mon let's get you dressed for bed. Katsuki tossed his partner a shirt of his. Kaminari slid into it, the large fabric draping over him as he crawled in bed. “Are you sure you don't want me to return the favor?” Kaminari was flushed and looking away. “Nah…” Katsuki was blunt as usual, crawling into bed with just sweats. Kaminari hooked around Katsuki in an all too familiar way. “So… I used to do this?” “It's like you never left.” Katsuki leans in for a goodnight kiss. ***** It's your old pal, ***** Chapter Summary More than half way over you guys! Edit: I fixed the end I didn't like that one liner “Kacchi can we go to the mall?” Kaminari whined. He's been staying here for a few days now. “Pleaseeeee…” Denki whined. “I’d… rather not…” Katsuki whispered… “bad memories there.” “Does it have to do with me?” Kaminari looked down. He brought his hand to his neck and sighed. “Does… it have to do with this scar?” Kaminari’s face curled up as he looked towards the floor. Katsuki refused to tell him about the mark on his neck. “... Yes…” Katsuki grew quiet. He was drying his hair. His eyes looked over his small boyfriend. “We can… if you want… I can't stop you so I might as well go with you.” Kaminari perked up. “Thank you Kacchi.~” Kaminari hummed, rising from his seat. Denki’s arms wrap around his partner, a soft hum from his lips as he kissed into the other's skin. “Thanks, really.~” Katsuki made a muffled whine as the shorter blond let him go to get changed. “I really want to visit that sweets shop-” “No.” Katsuki hissed. “I'll take you to the mall but you are not allowed anywhere near that damn alleyway.” Katsuki kept his eyes on the smaller. “W-why?” “I said no! That's final!” Katsuki hissed again. He turned, putting on fresh clothes. Denki dropped the subject. He himself getting dressed, he let out a sigh. He… wouldn't be able to pry the information from his partner. He wore Bakugou’s clothes, a sense of familiarity flowing over him. He wrapped himself in the shirt, inhaling softly. Katsuki wrapped his hands around the blond boy. “Sorry… I just… it was…” “You're fine Kacchi… I can't remember what happened but I trust you.” Kaminari hummed, hands resting on the others. He let out a soft hum before turning around and cupping the other boys face. He leaned in to kiss at him softly. Katsuki returned the soft kiss. The two locked hands. Katsuki was nervous to have Denki out in public near the alleyway but Katsuki couldn't keep him caged up forever… they had made their to the mall. The short blond looking excitedly at everything and anything. How ironic he was excited about the exact same things he was last time. Katsuki stuck around at the others hip. “Hey Kacchi don't you have regular groceries to get?” Kaminari looked up to his boyfriend. He kind of felt like his partner was sticking too close. “Yea but I can get it some other time.” Katsuki was so uncomfortable here… he was so worried. “Uhm Kacchi… you're being kind of overbearing you know… can I have some time to look around on my own?” Denki gave a soft smile. Katsuki was taken back but let out a soft sigh… he can't force anything onto his partner- he just couldn't. “If anything happens, anything, send your location to me…” “Yes sir.~” Denki purred kissing the other's cheek. Once Katsuki left Denki himself left as well, he rushed out and ran from the store. He had to find more answers- had to remember something. Maybe the alleyway could make him remember- maybe everything would come back to him! There was a large man in the alley. He was on his phone… there was still caution tape. He looked up at the man of whom approached. Kaminari pulled his phone out anxiously as he said a hello to the stranger. He was already at the screen to share the location. “... Blond hair, black streak, baggy shirt, lean, markings on his neck?” The large man spoke into his phone. “Found.” He didn't sound all that bright. Kaminari immediately felt off and he clicked send… it sent to Kirishima not Katsuki- “H-hey you've been looking for me?” The thicker man approached. Denki kept stepping back, nervous laughter as he backed away. The sound of a car speeding back as it turned into a stop all too quickly. dirt was sent flying with the back tires. Kaminari was nervous but he backed up to the car asking them for help. The tinted windows started to drop. “Hey there Sparks.” Denki’s heart sunk at the voice… that nickname. Why did it make his body want to curl up? The man… looked horrible. He was a bald man, shades on and tattoos on his arms. A grin on his face. His face of course was… it looked like wrinkles but all over his skin… light lighting scar fractals. Denki's seen that before… His hand shot to his own throat. “Get him in the car.” The man laughed, window rising, Denki panicked as a large hand wrapped around him as he was shoved into the back of the car. His quirk flared up but it didn't seem to affect the man holding him. The door was slammed after Denki was shoved in. The blond tried to pop the door open but the man in front laughed. “It can only be opened from the outside Sparks.” Denki froze up again. That nickname… why did it hurt him? “Uhm… c-can you not call me s-sparks…” he whimpered, avoiding the mirror on the top of the dash. The wrinkled man laughed out. “Come on Sparks, I know I look different but not enough for you to forget me. It's your old pal Ao.” “U-uhm…” There was no way this man was a friend. “Who?” Ao let out a laugh, he smelt heavily of alcohol. “You hear that? He lost his memory! Ahhh, this will be too fucking easy.” Ao laughed. He turned from his seat and glared down at the small boy. “What's your name Sparks?” “Kaminari Denki.” Why… did he feel like wasn't supposed to say that? “Denki… you really did lose your memory, eh?" Ao kept laughing. "Don't worry we'll treat you nicely." ***** The funs getting started ***** Chapter Summary Ao x prison is my otp how about you guys? Send help I feel like my writing is horrid. Tw: prostitution mention “Oi Katsuki, Kami just sent me your location… I thought you didn't want him anywhere near the alley?” “He was… by the alley?” Katsuki’s heart dropped as his friend was talking. “I gotta go.” Katsuki seethed… Why was Kaminari there? Not to mention location… he's in danger. Katsuki hug up the phone and dropped his bags of groceries, those could wait they aren't important right now. Katsuki’s legs moved on their own to the alley. His stomach sunk. Denki wasn't there… no one was there… Katsuki’s heart sunk as he called out for Denki. There was no response. His face swivels around looking for clues, he was screaming now but his throat went dry when he looked down. There were tire tracks. They looked familiar. His body burnt. Ao was the one that fucking survived those were his damn tire tracks. He was on a warpath. He pulled his phone from his pocket. His voice was wretched in anger. He called kiri back, he didn't have time to go and make an entire report nor could he wait for the heros to take twenty-four hours to process it. Denki could be dead by then if they don't take care of it now. “You know that gay club on the mountain side? Send heros there. There was a kidnapping.” --- “S-sorry… am I supposed to know you?” Denki’s voice seemed to crack under fear. “You seem familiar but… I don't know.” “Ah… yea we know each other because of Kitty.” Ao took a cigarette from his pocket. He lit the disgusting thing to blow puffs. “Oi take the back way I don't want to be followed.” The driver nodded slowly. Denki felt extremely uncomfortable. “You know I have a lot of things to talk to you about Denki.” “L-like?” Kaminari’s hands anxiously twiddled with each other. “Well first off, i'm still mad about you breaking in on kitties play time with me.” The man blew out some smoke. He turned in the chair to lock eyes with Denki. “Then you left me with blue balls.” Denki’s face contorted. He slept with this man? “Then to top it all off you killed two of my men.” Ao blew smoke into the smaller male’s face. Denki waved his hand around to try and clear the smoke from his face. He was coughing… the smell was disgusting. “I… killed people?” Kaminari’s heart dropped. Did he? Did he really? His chest seemed to spasm at the thought. “Damn straight you did Sparks. I'm willing to forgive you though… if you're willing to share a drink with me.” Denki was scared. He wrapped his arms around himself. He regrets not listening to Bakugou… his eyes started to sting but he couldn't cry. The minutes passed like hours, his body shivering as he looked down begging silently to be saved. The car eventually stopped. Ao left the car, the driver stayed put, Denki’s door swung open and Ao extended a hand. Denki, with new found courage, took it and tried to shock the man only to be shocked in return. “Come on Sparks… we've done this before… your quirk can't override mine.” Ao pulled the small boy out of the car, slamming the door behind him. “Now make things easy on me and don't fight it.” Ao slung an arm over the smaller and lead him into the club… it wasn't night time but it was certainly approaching. Ao raised his hand to greet the guard at the door and lead Kaminari inside. The club was empty as he stepped in. “Now why don't we have a drink?” Ao took a small blue bottle from his pocket and dangled it in front of Denki’s face. “Ah… I shouldn't… I'm under aged…” Denki began to sweat. “So was Kitty but that didn't stop him.” Ao laughed, nudging the small bottle towards Kaminari more so… who was Kitty? Kaminari would have asked but he didn't want to anger the man. “Besides let's be honest you've always wanted a drink haven't you?” Ao let Denki’s arm go. There was an odd sense of comfort… Denki’s stomach turned as he popped the small bottle. It stung… was this how alcohol was supposed to taste? Ao let out a laugh. “Good boy. You took that better than I thought you would.” Ao pat the others back, who started coughing at the burning. “Why does it b-burn…” Denki choked out looking up towards the adult. “It’s alcohol… now why don't we meet in my office for some talk. I'd love to get to know you better and maybe gossip about Kitty.” Ao rubbed the smaller boys back. An… office? Denki nodded… he was scared but walked with the man on shaky legs. It turns out that the office wasn't an office it was just a room off of the group of ‘private’ rooms. The room was a medium size… dimly lit a pale blue. It had a throne like chair in the back. There were two couches on either side and alcohol on the tables. There were multiple small devices that looked like… tasers? “Uhm… I… I don't know what's going on but I'm sure we can talk something out-” Denki was cut off by the adult's hand on the teens waist. “We’re here to talk things out, just not with our words, Sparks… now… I want you to strip.” “What?!” Denki jumped. The adult grabbed him by the collar. “I said strip. If you don't I'll force you out of it.” Ao laughed and let the small boy go. Denki… did it slowly… he was eating up every second he could waiting for someone… anyone. Ao had walked up to the throne like chair and sat. He waved his hand for the boy to come forward. “All of it.” He grabbed the others throat. Denki flinched. His body shake in fear… his body starting to convulse at the trigger. Ao let the boy go and he dropped to the floor. He was dry heaving in fear, eyes blown wide as his body shook. “I can't believe you don't remember yet you react this way… it's kind of exciting to know how afraid of me you are.” Ao was sick… Denki’s throat seemed to clench but he stood. He had orders to remove his boxers… he felt disgusting. Ao tugged the boy by the arm, other hand lifting him onto his lap. Denki was straddling this rotting pear lookalike. His spine shivered in uneasiness. “So Denki tell me about yourself. Where do you go to school? Have any siblings-” “I don't… I don't want to…” Denki tries to squirm away only for the man to sigh. He reached over and grabbed a taser and poked Denki in the side with it. It was stored power of Ao’s quirk. Denki whimpers in pain. “Well then at least tell me how you met Kitty.” Denki was panicking… who even was Kitty? Denki shook his head, his eyes threatening to spill over. “Hm… you know I remember meeting him for the first time. He was out on a jog and wound up in my car. He wasn't and still isn't my type… I've never been too into muscular guys but Kitty had something about himjust got to me.” Jogging? Muscular? Kitty? Denki’s eyes widened. This man was talking about Katsuki. “He wound up in my bar, this exact one. He was begging for drinks. He offered up his ass like a good little whore you know.” Kaminari's heart began to sink. “Stop…” he whispered, biting his lip. “So get this, we worked out a deal. He offered up that body of his and I became his supplier. You should have seen how well that slut works, he brought in a lot of cash for me.” Ao was laughing. The smaller boy on his lap began to static, his hair going up in anger. “Stop! Stop calling him that!” “You mean stop calling him what he is? He sold his fucking body and guess why!” The man let out a sick laugh. “Because his boyfriend cheated on him and fucked three strangers in a stall! Guess who that boyfriend was!” Ao’s face was lighting up as the small blond looked on in fear. “Poor kid really fucking liked you, enough so that to forget it he hooked up with me and it's not hard to see why- we have the same quirk.” Denki started shaking his head and crying. “You're lying! You're a liar! I wouldn't! Katsuki wouldn't!” “Do you want the videos?” Ao gave a sick smirk. Denki began to shake. “It doesn't end there. Kitty forgave you and took you out on a date to the mall and there was where we met a second time.” The man laughed. “I'm finishing what you decided to stop. The worst damn blue balls of my life.” Ao grabbed the others waist and rolled his hips onto the small teen. Denki let out a sharp whine. He didn't want this. Get away… he was panicking. His quirk acting up again. Ao let out a sigh, he reached around and jammed a syringe into Denki. The electric blond froze. It hurt… he tried to hit the other man but his body was sluggish. He felt off. His quirk was starting to fail him. “What did you do to me?!” Denki screeched, trying to pry himself off of the man. “You drank mild aphrodisiacs and that injection is just anti quirk. You're just like one of those quirkless whores on the streets.” Ao let out a laugh, looking down the smaller body. “N-no I don't…. Katsuki… KATSUKI!” Denki started to scream. Ao’s eyes widened and he laughed out boisterously. “How cute!” Ao snarled. He leant in to start kissing or biting the teen who had been trying to get away when Ao’s walkie talkie buzzed up. “Boss. Boss.” It was the voice of the guard outside. “What! I'm kinda busy!” Ao hissed. “We have an explosive visitor.” Ao paused hearing that. His brow raised before a smirk filled his face. “The fun’s beginning Sparks.” Ao laughed. He brought the talkie back up to his mouth. “Go on and get out of here, let the bomb boy in. He’ll want to see this." ***** The problem is just me ***** Chapter Summary A few chapters from the end I think. Just a word for all of my future ideas and fics: in my rp's because me and said friend are extreamly sadomasocistic. non con is rampant, keep in mind this is all fiction and neither of us condone actual non con of any sort guys... I just really like feeling pain for the characters I write. (Also my chapters are late because of BNHA:Smash taps newest event) The sound of explosions echoed in the club. Bakugou was getting closer. Denki’s body seemed to swell up with joy… or maybe that was the aphrodisiac. Ao chuckled and pet the small boy's hair, he pulled the smaller up. “C’mon sparks the shows about to begin.” The door was kicked in. Katsuki was sweating and panting heavily. His eyes narrow and his hair clung to his body. His forearms were shaking. His breath heaving. “Let him go.” Katsuki hissed. “I don't think so Kitty.” Ao pulled Denki in close. Katsuki gave out a growl. “If it's me you want it's me you have! Denki has nothing to do with this! If it's because of what he did to your men I'll take the punishment!” Katsuki was dripping with venom. “Let him go!” Katsuki started to walk closer until Ao made a quick movement… He pulled out a gun. “Get back Kitty.” He said pointing the metal object to the small blond. Kaminari’s eyes widened in fear. Katsuki took a step back with his hands raised. He backed away and the man pointed the gun to Katsuki. “Now either way one of you is dying today.” Ao snarled. “No! Don't hurt him! Please!” Kaminari started to squirm around, the gun being brought back to Denki’s temple. Kaminari flinched feeling the cold steel against his skin. He locked eyes with Katsuki, of whom looked calm and composed. Katsuki’s eyes looked to the wall then back to Denki, then back to the wall and then to Ao. Denki’s eyes shot open. He pursed his lips together and made a small subtle nod. “Ao… consider having me to yourself… with no fights from me. The cash I'd bring in… the things I can do.” Katsuki was making small moves to the man with the gun. Kaminari was calming himself and focusing on his next move. “I don't think you're in a position to try and make a deal.” His finger is on the trigger now. Kaminari’s heart skips a beat. He closes his eyes and focuses on Katsuki. He let his trust in the other take over. His eyes softened and his body relaxed. Katsuki was much closer now. The ash blond shot his partner a stare and Denki smiled. Katsuki charged. Ao pulled the trigger. The shot echoed around the room. Kaminari didn't see much but he felt Ao’s arm weaken if only for a second and on shaky legs he bolted to the wall. His eyes finding his partner. His shoulder dripping with blood. Red liquid oozing off of the muscular teens arms. He went in for a right swing: palm heating up, Ao went to move the gun to Bakugou but he predicted that. Katsuki’s palm pressed to the inside of Ao’s arm and blew. No holds barred. Ao let out a scream as the gun… and forearm were sent flying. Denki’s eyes blew wide. Katsuki’s right palm swung back straight, palm facing backward as it came across Ao’s jawline. Another blow and the man was blown back. Katsuki charged again, leading with his left to grab at the waist of the man, his right coming down to the other side. Everything went off. Kaminari had to cover his ears- it hurt. He couldn't see anything… the smoke was thick. Through the buzzing he could hear Katsuki screaming. Kaminari saw the door start to move open. He felt a rush and grabbed the closest taser. He charged to the door taking the taxer straight to the invaders crotch. It was horrifying to watch the strangers eyes roll back and body fall limp. The sounds of explosions stopped, Denki turned to call out to Katsuki but- “Fuck you! Fuck all this shit you pulled! Fuck you for bringing him into this!” Katsuki had pounced onto Ao’s body, his fist rising and slamming into the man. The sound was… horrid. A deep intense thunk… with a slight sound of wetness. Katsuki did it again… and again… and again. A string of cursing falling from his lips as his fist beat down on the man. Denki was backed into the corner… his breath heavy and the effects of the aphrodisiac finally over riding his adrenaline. He closed his eyes as he let out choking cries. Weakly calling out for his partner. His back sliding down the wall. He was starting to wail. Katsuki stood, turning attention to his partner. Kaminari reached out with sobs falling from him out of fear. Katsuki’s forearms were shaking… violently. His chest heaving and shivering. His arms shaking as his breath moved his body. There was a wide wound and blood dripping from his shoulder. His palms were coated in blood… no one would ever be sure who’s blood it was. There was the same red liquid on his face and clothes… hair even. Katsuki stepped in closer to his partner. He dropped to his knees and held the smaller in his arms, the electrical boy letting out sobs and screams as he shook in the others body. Katsuki himself was crying just as much. There were sounds of footsteps rushing in not too long after. A familiar voice greeted them. “Bakugou… Kaminari.” It was Aizawa. His quirk was active but he deactivated it as soon as he saw beyond the smoke. “Come on you two, let's get you out of here it's not good for your health.” Aizawa ignored the boys crying and wounds only to get them out of the room. Other pro’s came in to help clear the boy's out and check for others. Luckily Recovery Girl came with them. Her priority was Katsuki and the shattered bullet in his arm. After Bakugou was taken care of she immediately went to Denki, caring for him with absolute care. “Katsuki… come here.” Aizawa curled his finger to call over the bomb boy. Kaminari was being talked to by recovery girl. “I know we already beat questions from you but what the hell happened in there?” “Ao kidnapped Denki. I acted. That's all there is to it.” Katsuki turned his head and sighed. “He had a gun I know you fuckers found it and the drug bottle- he had said he used it on Denki… I did what I had to.” “You crushed his skull in after incapacitating him with direct explosions.” Aizawa let out a sigh. “That's not exactly what a hero would-” “You fuckers let Ao out of the hospital scot free because he payed his damn bail with drug money! It's because of you fuckers that Denki was brought back into this shit! I have no room to talk- but- fuck!” Katsuki hissed, his palms clenching, arms still quivering. “I know this shit is all my fault just shut up about it already, all of you!” Katsuki’s voice raised, Kaminari’s attention looking over to his partner. Aizawa let out a sigh. “Bakugou… what you did to him isn't right still.” The adult put a hand on the teens shoulder. “I don't care. Arrest me or whatever. Denki is safe. From that Ao fucked and me.” Katsuki’s jaw clenched. He had no idea where the world was taking him from this point. He didn't care either. “You'll be sent to the hospital for your body to recover from the bullet wound. I'm sure your arms need to recover from the over use of your quirk anyways. Denki will be taken off of classes for a short recovery period…” Aizawa looked up and sighed. “You two really are troublesome.” “No. The problem is just me.” ***** The others addiction ***** Chapter Summary Woah we are what? Two maybe three chapters away from the end now? The role play itself didn't have a good end so I'll have to think of a diffrent ending for this~ Tw: self harm, self hate, someone save the boys from my writing hands. (TBH who would still be sane after going through this shit) Denki laid down in Katsuki’s bed. His face buried into the pillow and he let out a whimper. “I'm sorry Kacchi… I hope you're okay.” Denki nuzzled into the pillow soaking in his partner scent. Denki was curled up in his blankets. His arms starting to quiver… the cold feeling of blood on his skin and tingling on his wrists as he shivered on the bed. His tears muffled out by the fabric he bound himself into. “You mean stop calling him what he is? He sold his fucking body and guess why! Because his boyfriend cheated on him and fucked three strangers in a stall!” His head was throbbing… Ao’s words echoing in his head. Panic was setting in… he needed the toy he had started to use… his hand panicked itching to grab at the small metal taser he took from Ao’s room. Denki sat up in bed, clicking the small machine on and watching it buzz. With shaky hands he pressed it into his wrist for who knows how many times today. His body shook under the electricity of the taser. Small quick convulsions before his arm pulls the taser off his skin. He lets out a pant as his eye twitches looking down on himself… a bright red and purple mark joined the ranks of the other marks. His fingers twitched and dropped the machine. His hands coming up to his neck and he went back into the pillow. “Kacchi…” Kaminari whimpered out. He felt so helpless. He needed his partner to feel any semblance of comfortable… he felt lost as he clung to his pillow. The day passed with Kaminari falling asleep now and then only to wake up and take care of his body… each time he woke up he'd jump for the taser like he was addicted. The days passed quickly and the time arrived for Bakugou to return. The door swinging open and Denki jumps into his partner's arms. Katsuki’s own arms wrapped around the smaller blond. “Hey, minefield.” Katsuki let out a soft chuckle. “Isn't it too hot to be wearing a long sleeve?” Kaminari shook his head, wiping away some tears. “Yeah… I just missed you Kacchi.” Denki nuzzled into the other's chest, hands pressing on the broader chest in front of him. “I missed you so much.” Kaminari nuzzled the other, Katsuki rubbed his hand along the other's body. “I missed you too live wire.” Katsuki kissed the other softly. His lips softly mixing with his partner's. He adored this boy, everything about him. “How were you while I was gone?” “I was so lonely Kacchi…” Kaminari nuzzled into the other, jumping up and wrapping his legs around the taller. Katsuki rested his palms on the underside of Denki’s ass, walking by the bed and pushing the smaller down. The kisses becoming more needy and desperate for the others. “Kacchi-” Katsuki kept kissing the other believing those to be moans. “Kacchi- no…” Katsuki pulled away, eyes locking with his partner. “Okay… okay… I'm not going any farther than a kiss, okay?” Denki nods slowly, wrapping his arms around his lover. He couldn't take place is perverted acts because then Katsuki would see his body… he didn't want that. He didn't want to hurt Katsuki. “We have to return to class tomorrow. I'm going to put on my pajamas and sleep. The alarm is set for tomorrow morning.” Katsuki lent in to kiss his partner softly again. Kaminari returned the kiss, both eventually crawling into bed together to sleep. The hellish alarm rang off near Katsuki who let out a growl and slammed his hand on the alarm. He let out a sigh and turned towards Denki who was groggily raising up his head. Static clinging to his hair as it stood on its own. His bed head was one of the cutest things. Katsuki let out a smile and pet his significant other who nuzzled into the tallers palm. “Come on now jumper cables get your ass up we need to shower.” Katsuki nudged Denki by the hips who in turn whined while crawling out of the shared bed. He picked up his uniform clothes and Bakugou stifled a yawn from his current position. The ashy blond lifted off the bed to follow behind his partner, who paused to turn towards his lover. “Uhm… Katsuki… Could i have the bathroom to myself?” Katsuki stood back a tad bit shocked but nodded in understanding. He sat back down on the bed to get his phone so he could play on it until the other was finished. Denki locked the door behind him and let out a long drawn out sigh. “Sorry… Kacchi.” Kaminari turned his head to the mirror before pulling off his shirt, the next piece of clothing to follow were his pajama pants. He looked over himself nervously. He hated what he looked like… he hated this scar on his neck the most- what was it from anyways? Kacchi shook his head and started up the shower, once done he let Katsuki come over to take his turn. “Denki are you alright?” Katsuki asked with his brow raising over his partner's form. It wasn't normal for his partner to desire ‘alone’ time. Denki nodded his head, softly smiling at his counterpart. “I’m fine Kacchi, i swear! I just wanted to actually get clean for once.~” Denki purred, teasing Bakugou with a soft chuckle. “Nah i just felt like enjoying the water.” He smiled and pat his partner's shoulder. Katsuki rolled his eyes as he went to take his own shower. The door shut and Denki let out a sharp sigh. He jumped to look down the bottom of the bed, pulling out health supplies, he pulled up his sleeves, none on his wrists reopened but he needed to cover up the bruising. His legs should be fine. Kaminari finished up before Katsuki was finished. The pair walking to class, one of the two cracking jokes and smiling wide as usual. The other looked stern but his eyes softened with each shitty joke the smaller said. The class went by smoothly, everyone was worried about what happened but neither boy said much on the subject. Aizawa kept a strict eye on Katsuki, of whom currently was being privately investigated. He knew he'd be In deep shit but because he was a minor it wouldn't be too bad punishment wise and probably kept on the down low. “Kacchi you're distracted… pay attention to me.~” Denki lent his head on the tallers shoulder. Sero let out a laugh, Mina nudging him in the side angrily. “Kacchi are you okay?” The blond asked in a more serious tone, his eyes wandering over Bakugou carefully. The brute was starting down at his palm. Kaminari wrapped his arms around the other's neck. “Kacchi~ Kacchi~ Kacchi.~” “What do you need lightbulb?” Katsuki chuckled finally turning his gaze to the other. “Your constant love and attention.” Denki pouted. “Get a room.” Kirishima laughed, resting a hand on Denki’s shoulder. Denki let out a chuckle. “You know you'd watch!” Kaminari laughed out and stuck his tongue out towards the faux red head. Katsuki leant back in his chair once more, eyes narrowing on his palm as his smile faded again. The day passed on, slowly but it passed. The teenage lovers decided to retreat to Katsuki’s dorm. Which let's be honest had become their dorm. They practically live together by this point. Katsuki kissed Denki on the cheek. “I'm going for my jog, you better get your homework done.” “Yes daddy.~” Kaminari squinted his eyes at the other, a cat like smile on his face. Katsuki roughly ruffled the others hair, choosing to ignore the teasing nickname. Kaminari let out a soft sigh as his partner left. His body was already crawling again with the urge to feel pain. He looked over his homework and sighed… anxiety eating him up. He'd have to finish the work later; he needed this. He struggled around under the bed pulling the metal free. He was about to press it against his skin but he paused. He couldn't do this with the chance that Katsuki would come back for any reason. Kaminari opted to shove the metal into the back of his after school clothes. There was his own dorm he could return to but that's where Katsuki would check next if he knew Kaminari was missing. The electric blond opted for the back of the dorm buildings. He shoved some toilet paper in his pockets for makeshift gauze; his blade and taser in his pockets and his phone in his hand. This was going to be a long session; Denki could just feel it. ***** Are you okay? ***** Chapter Summary Just getting a chapter out for Louise You greedy hOE PATIENCE IM T R Y I N G Ily<3 There the small blond sat, his index, middle and pointer fingers twitching about from muscle spasms. The smaller was panting, his other hand shaking from holding the cold machine for so long. His muscles kept twitching and squirming. Every time he used the taser the mark on his neck seemed to burn which wanted him to hurt even more. Kaminari let out a sigh, hoping the bloody parts of his body stopped producing the red liquid. It had been almost half an hour. He let out a groan as he peeled back the thin makeshift gauze. The peeling of the paper caused the wounds to open up again. Denki silently cursed himself as he watched red beads trickle up again. He pushed the toilet paper back onto it and moved his long sleeve back over his arm, it would hold the paper in place. Kaminari pushed himself up and let out a small sigh. His legs were struggling as he rose up. His knees shaking because of what the boy just did. He winched, catching himself from falling back down. His body felt so weak but he trudged on. His legs carrying him back to Katsuki’s dorm. There is where Denki sat, finally able to focus on the work he had to do. He was calm although shaking. He was able to focus his brain on the sheets of work in front of him. Katsuki eventually returned back to the dorm, a sigh falling his lips as he walked in. “Hey lightbulb.” Katsuki wrapped his arms around his lover, kissing the small blonde's cheek. “You almost done?” “Mhm… just gotta finish this page and the back.” Denki looked up to his partner, who took the papers that were already done. “I'll check these over.” Katsuki hummed, taking a seat at the bed. He pulled his own work from the drawer and compared answers. “Most are correct, did you copy off mine again?” Katsuki laughed. “Wha? No! I'm insulted- I would never!” Kaminari pouted. “Well… I did once… but that was once! I just hate math so much!” Kaminari put his cheek against the desk and continued pouting. Katsuki let out a chuckle and shook his head, putting his work back and returning the papers to Denki. Kaminari’s face rose, the lead sticking to his cheek. He was such a ditz and he was adorable as all hell. Katsuki would never say that in public. He cupped the others cheeks and kissed his lips gingery. The small blond returned the act. Katsuki tilted his head, tongue asking for more from the other. Kaminari complied, pencil dropping to wrap his arms around his lover. Katsuki pulled away before pecking the boy's nose. “Finish up your work then we can cuddle.” Katsuki pulled away. Kaminari in turn let out a sharp whine as he slumped in his chair, grabbing his pencil and balancing it between his upper lip and nose. Bakugo strips himself of his clothes, stretching his body out before stepping into the small shower. Kaminari quickly pulled back his sleeves, peeling off the small pieces of toilet paper and tossing them into the trash. If Katsuki had touched his wrists he'd for sure know what was going on… Kaminari couldn't have that- this was all his fault in the first place he didn't want to make it worse. He let out a sigh and crawled onto the bed. Once Katsuki finished up in the shower his hair puffed up to its normal hedgehog-esque shape. Katsuki returned to the bed, kissing the others forehead and cheek down to his jawline… he went down to the others collar bone and back up to the soft pink lips. The two holding onto each other as they drifted off to sleep. It had to be no later than three am. Katsuki shot up in bed, hands going off with small explosions as his palms shook violently. His eyes blown wide as his hands held out in front of him, twitching and contorting in such a gruesome fashion. Denki was no doubt woken up by Katsuki rising from bed by either by his quirk or heavy panting. “Kacchi! Kacchi? Are you okay, Kacchi…” Kaminari panicked. Katsuki’s palms continued to flare up but only barely. It looked like his quirk was just forming. Kaminari looked on, placing a hand on Katsuki’s arm. “Kacchi…” the ash blond finally snapped out of it, head turning towards his partner. “S-s-sorry…” did… Katsuki just fucking stutter? Kaminari flinched, arms wrapping around his partner. “Kacchi are you okay? What happened?” He pulled back from his partner. “Kacchi?” He cupped his lover's cheek. Katsuki nuzzled the palm that was offered to him. His arms coming around to embrace his smaller companion. “I'm… fine…” “Is something wrong with your quirk?” Kaminari tilted his head. “It…” Katsuki froze, his arms weakening on his boyfriend. “Recovery girl said… she didn't know if I'd ever be able to use it like I used to… I'm taking rehabilitation with her after classes.” Oh… that's where he's been lately. Denki bites down, a soft nod of understanding. “Bad dream…” Katsuki whispered filling the silence once more. Kaminari wrapped around his partner. “I'm here for you Kacchi… always…” Katsuki’s lip quivered as he embraced his boyfriend. “You wouldn't be if you never lost your memory.” Kaminari pulled back with wide eyes as he looked the other in the eyes. “What do you mean?” Denki bat his eyes a few times. Katsuki shook his head. “Katsuki?! What do you mean?” “Now isn't the time Denki!” The ash blond hissed, the smaller flinching back. “Sorry…” Katsuki whispers, deciding to pull away and lay on his side… away from Denki. Denki blinked away his tears. He had so much he wanted to say but he couldn't. What would crying about it now do? He'd have to save it for tomorrow… and that he did. Katsuki stretched out as the sun filtered into the room. His arm tried to fall around his partner but… there was nothing there. Katsuki immediately rose in his bed, jumping from bed and throwing close on. Forget the fact it was one am he was worried about Denki. Katsuki bolted from the room, calling out the name of his partner. He had to find him… the back of the dorm! He had a hunch… he's seen Denki there before… he was headed in that direction. ***** Re:Are you okay? ***** Chapter Summary This and the previous chapter were supposed to be one but NOOOOO LOUISE WANTED IT N O WWWWWWW “Denki!” Katsuki called out. He was running to find the other and his ears rang with the familiar sound of electricity. It… sounded different than the familiar vibrations Denki would let off or his shocked jolts. This one sounded more… malicious. It was… fuck why did it sound familiar yet so unsettling. That was when he saw faint blue light and a mess of blond hair throw into the air. A choked out sob as the smaller body shook. Katsuki’s body acted on its own. He bolted to the other, nearly jumping onto the small form. His hand grabbing onto the smaller boy's wrist and twisting it so the metal piece fell to the floor. Kaminari’s body was pressed into the floor as his body twitched around from the shock. “Denki?!” Katsuki nearly screeched as shook the other to attention. The frail boy’s eyes were blown wide as he looked onto his lover. His body calmed eventually. “Kah… kah…” Denki was trembling. His eyes filled with tears. He shook under the others hands. “Denki… holy shit…” Katsuki had no idea what was going on but the sight of the blond's arms covered in cuts and bruises… he had an idea of what was happening. “Denki-” “G-give…” Denki was flinching around as he looked up at the other. “Excuse me?” “GIVE IT BACK TO ME!” Denki hissed shooting his arm up, yellow bolts leaving the smaller body. It hurt. The shocking caused the tall blond to shake as the shorter crawled away. Katsuki was able to act quick, hand grabbing up the object. The smaller blond slipped away, backing into the wall. “Denki what the fuck is this?!” The other spat. His hand looking over the machine. “Denki!” “What do you want me to say?! I'm sorry? Well guess what- I’M NOT!” The boy screamed, he was trying to push himself further into the wall. “I at least want to know why?” Katsuki’s voice started to cave… how does he deal with this? How can he… Denki remained silent for a time. Katsuki stood as the other kept shaking his head. “I can't… I can't remember anything.” The short blond let some tears escape. “I can't… no matter how much I try… you people keep telling me about this or that but it just… I can't…” the boy started to cry louder. “I did things I can't remember! I hurt you and others and I can't even say I'm sorry because I can't remember!” He rubbed his palms into his eyes, shakily standing. “Give it back to me! I need it!” “No you don't! Memories are just memories- some things are better forgotten!” “Don't I deserve to know how I got this scar!?” Denki’s palm reached around his neck. “Don't I deserve to know how we got involved with that creep?!” Kaminari tried to step closer but his confidence failed him. “Don't I deserve to remember how we met? How we confessed? The first time we…” “None of those are good memories Denki.” Katsuki hissed, shoving the taser in his pocket. “But they are mine too Katsuki…” the blond shook his head. “Leave me alone! Leave me alone!” The boy sobbed out, pushing past his partner. He ran… he wanted to get away. Katsuki turned to try and grab his boyfriend but he was too late. Kaminari slipped away. Katsuki’s legs wanted to move but they felt frozen from the shock. He looked down at his hands and sure enough it was indeed a taser… the same one from Ao’s room. Katsuki’s face contorted into one of guilt and disgust. He decided to slowly and carefully walk back to his down room… Denki would have to come back at one point. Katsuki stumbled in the room and onto his bed. He held out the metal to inspect it over. It looked like it barely had any juice left. Katsuki’s stomach churned at the thought of the other relying on this to cope. Then it hit him like a train… this is what Denki felt watching the other drink. The tall platinum colored boy clenched the small metal. “You piece of shit. You keep hurting him… he's addicted to you like how I was addicted to that disgusting burn.” Katsuki hissed squeezing the toy in his hand. “Addicted to what?” Kaminari pushed the door open. His legs looked heavy and his eyes had bags. “What exactly were you addicted to?” Denki walked close. The ashy blond looked carefully up towards his partner, his hand keeping a tight hold on the taser. “It… well…” Katsuki’s eyes avoided the other. Denki’s face curled into one of rage as he pounced for the taser. “I'm so sick of no one telling me anything! Give this back to me!” Denki started to fight with Bakugo, hands out stretched to try and grab at the machine. Bakugou refused to give it up, he held his hand out and refused to just hand it over. “Goddamn it Bakugou give it back to me!” “I said no! I will not!” Katsuki hissed. He was pushing the other away. Denki kept it up, the two scuffling over the small metal. Then on accident, the taser brushes up against his neck. It shocks him. Denki had paused. The shocking lining up instinctively with the scarring. Denki began to convulse. Katsuki panicked dropping the taser and moving Denki quickly to the bathroom. The poor boy ended up puking after his convulsions. Katsuki was there to hold the others hair back and rub his back smoothly. “It's okay Denki… it's okay.” Katsuki would hum and whisper. “You'll be okay-” Katsuki was cut off by the small blond’s hand reaching up to the others shirt…. “I remember.” ***** Recovery ***** “I remembered.” Denki repeated, his eyes were watering. He felt his stomach heave up again. Katsuki was back to helping the other gently. “Denki what do you mean? What do you remember?” Katsuki whispered, hand rubbing the small of his partner's back. The small blond started to sway. “It hurts what… what…” he was shaking and tilting his body around like he had vertigo. “Ah…” his scream was… not a scream? It was a slow and small squeak practically. “Kacchi- Kacchi- no no no no…” the small blond called out, hands starting to claw at Katsuki’s clothes as his eyes were glued to the toilet seat. “No no no no.” “Shh… Denki I'm here… I'm right here.” Katsuki wrapped his arms around the other. Denki sat there saying things like ‘no’ and ‘why’ over and over. He let out choked sobs as he held onto the other. “It's blurry!” Denki’s voice was much too loud for being close to Katsuki’s ear. Bakugou tried not to mind and instead let the smaller boy's head and whispered softly. “Breath Denki… what's blurry? Can you tell me?” Katsuki massaged the others head, the smaller starting to hyperventilate. “Denki look at me and calm down. It's just a memory… it's not actually happening.” Katsuki kept his voice calm although it felt like his heart was throbbing. “He… he… that man… Ao… he hurt me… he hurt you… he hurt us!” Denki was a sobbing mess and his voice broke up into small words. “Yes Denki… yes he did…” Katsuki continued to try and physically sooth the other. “Then I… then I… then I lost control and… and I shocked them… I really did kill people Katsuki!” Denki was afraid. “What are they going to do to me Katsuki! I didn't want to kill anyone?!” “Denki breath… relax… you aren't going to jail or being revoked from a hero as a villain. Under the law it was self defense. The fuckers would have gotten life sentence anyways.” Katsuki hissed. “But Ao lived!” Denki blurted out. “He lived and came back for me!” “Don't start blaming yourself Denki this was my fault in the first place… all because of that damn night.” Katsuki shook his head. Denki strained to remember. “I don't think… I remember that far back…” the small blond looked up. “M-maybe a trigger?” He gasped… maybe he was onto something- “I refuse to ever do something like that to you.” Katsuki actually snarled as he looked the frailer over. “I refuse to ever force my will onto you… ever again.” “Katsuki it doesn't have to be what you did... just a trigger… something relevant to that night that you could do?” Bakugou shook his head. Denki in turn bit his lip. “Uhm… I wouldn't know any Denki… unless… let me take you to a few places.” Katsuki pet the side of Denki’s cheek. The shorter blond nodded. “Clean your mouth out and get dressed.” The shorter blond obeyed. He did the things Bakugou asked of him before the taller took his hand in his own. “Kacchi? Where are we going?” The shorter asked with his eyes wide and looking forward. “The Uhm… well… you'll see.” Katsuki paused before the bathroom. “Kacchi?” Denki tilted his head as Katsuki walked in the bathroom. The shorter of the two looked around curiously. In a swift motion he was pinned to the wall with Bakugou’s lips dusting his own. “Right here…” bakugou hummed. “I took you up against this wall.” Denki’s eyes flutter a bit… his mind racing… ‘Hold his jaw open’- Denki clenched his hand as he dropped to the floor sobbing. Katsuki pulled back. “Denki? Denki are you okay?” The small blond shook his head. “Three… three guys… here..” he continued to cry out. Bakugou brought the other into a hug. “That's… not what I hoped you'd remember…” Denki was shaking as the other held him. “H-hurt.” He stumbled over his words and pushes Bakugou out of his way as he stumbled towards one of the toilets… “please not again.” He cried as he held himself up. Katsuki pulled himself closer to Denki to softly rub at his back. “It's okay Denki. You're okay…” Katsuki helped the other calm down with delicate and patient hands. The blond let out a groan. His eyes no longer able to cry. “How many people… forced themselves on me?” Denki whimpered, pressing his forehead against the porcelain. “Five.” Bakugou sighed. “That I know of.” His eyes darted to the other side of the bathroom. “Five?” The shorter blond looked up. “That Ao man and the three boys… who was the last one?” Kaminari’s eyes bat up tiredly at the other. “...” Katsuki looked away and his brows knit together. “Are you sure you want to know? You'll think differently of them.” “Of course I want to know Kacchi…” the pale boy looked over, his hand lacing into his partner's fingers. “It was me.” Katsuki bit his lip after the words left him. “... What?” Denki blinked a few times. “Kacchi… that's not funny.” The short blond stared over the other. “It's not. I'm serious Denki.” Katsuki sighed. His eyes looking over the smaller. “Why?” The one shuffled back, almost afraid. “It was after those three fucks took advantage of you… I thought you let them… I thought you cheated on me so I took my anger out on you.” He shook his head. “I know it's wrong, I don't deserve to be forgiven. It's one of the many reasons I thought you'd be better off not knowing… selfish… I know.” “Kacchi that's not something you just do to people… especially to someone you love.” The small blond shook his head. “Don't think just because I don't remember that I'm not mad at you.” “I know you are… you always will be because of how badly I fucked up… I know.” He sighed, his hand dropping from the smaller back. “I'm still in love with you Kacchi… even before the memory thing I loved you enough, to in a way, forgive you.” Denki whispered sliding closer to his loved one. “Is say I'd forgive you but never forget but the amnesia kinda defeats that.” The smaler let out a chuckle. “I'd say you ruined the romantic moment but we're in a bathroom stall next to a toilet.” Katsuki stated, rather bluntly. Denki let out a laugh eventually ending in a chortle. Bakugou's cold and blunt emotion about the comment turned into one of a soft smile. The laughing blond before him had his dimples showing as he laughed. A small crease in his eyelids as they pressed together with a guttural laugh. The small blond’s giggling died down as he looked over his partner. The electric blond tilted his head. “What's on your mind Kacchi?” The smaller pouted. “I just… I love you so fucken much.” Katsuki pressed his forehead against the other. “Watch your mouth.” The thinner boy pouted but caved in and pecked the other's lips. “Hey… Kacchi what do you mean by the whole Ao thing was your fault?” Bakugou leant back against the wall. “Well… after those three did what they did and I did what I did… I snuck out.” Katsuki sighed. His eyes fell closed. “I snuck out and met a man, we know him as Ao.” Denki visibly flinched from the name alone. “He passed me a few drinks and I, thinking you ripped my heart into pieces threw everything out the window and took it.” He paused. Denki nodded to let the other know he was following along. “I eventually owed him… I fell into… well there's no better way to put this other than... prostitution.” Katsuki’s voice went dull. “I sold myself off for… hm… uh… recreations.” His voice broke from shame. “Of course I quit… eventually.” Katsuki sighed once more and closed his eyes, letting his head rolled to the side. “Then the alleyway happened.” Denki shuttered and covered his neck. “You wound up in the hospital with amnesia because of me.” Katsuki looked his partner over. “Then all this shit happened with us… the memory shit… the kidnapping… the murder.” Katsuki bit his lip. “Wait… what?” Denki shook his head. “Murder?” “Ao died on the way to the hospital from blood loss or burns I can't quite remember.” Katsuki rubbed the back of his head. “The only difference between your scene and mine is…” he paused. “Mine wasn't protected under the law.” The ash blond looked up with a stinging feeling in his eyes. “If that wasn't enough, all these damn medicals I've gone in for… each one came out almost exactly the same.” Katsuki sighs and held out his palm. Very small and faint explosions fell from his hands. “They don't think I'll recover.” ***** Selfish ***** Chapter Summary Katsuki comes home... he's missed Denki so much... too much... he makes love to him as if he thinks it's their last. Denki was sitting on the bed, his fingers subconsciously playing with his scar. He felt guilt eating him as he looked on out the open window. Bakugou was at “therapy” for his quirk… which was really just him trying to over work his body to try and recover his powerful quirk. Denki bit his lip as his eyes closed. He remembers Bakugou’s hands going off like a machine gun against Ao… Denki felt himself start to cry. He blamed himself for this. He blamed himself for everything. “Bakugou I'm sorry…” his body started to light up as he sobbed quietly into his palms. His static dying down eventually. He cleaned up his face when he got the text that his lover would be home soon. The smaller blond waited at the door, waiting for his companion. He pulled down the sleeves of his shirt as he waited patiently. The anxiety he had overgrowing him. He's realized that after all that's happened he's developed a lot of conditions, which he is able to receive help for thankfully. Bakugou has been receiving a lot of help too from his quirk to his mental state. He came clean about everything he did and the law decided peacefully that the trauma was enough of a punishment and most blame was to be given to Ao who coerced a child into that kind of lifestyle. Of course security got more heavy to prevent more kids from sneaking out. With enough of Kaminari’s help Bakugou even overcame the stuff he became addicted to. Kaminari felt his chest flutter as he waited. He was bouncing on his toes waiting for the taller to come back to him, waiting to wrap his arms around him and tell him how great he is. The small blond flushed and covered his face like a schoolgirl. Katsuki was late. Denki bit his lip as he checked over the time on his phone. Maybe Katsuki got caught up with a good session of therapy? Or maybe Kirishima finally got Katsuki to talk! He's been so silent ever since Denki’s memories started coming back. Kaminari himself refused to tell his partner about the memory the night after the boy's in the bathroom. That memory that keeps haunting Katsuki… Denki hugged himself. He shouldn't still be with a person who, to put it bluntly, raped him. He bit his lip as his own moral battle continued during his wait for the confident blond. He should’nt be here loving every inch of Bakugou but he did. Was it wrong to? Maybe at first he felt guilty because of what Katsuki had been doing to him but at this point it felt genuine. They've been through so much together and both of them kept blaming themselves. On one end you have an angry blond who ends up spending hours in the bathroom to calm himself down from the memories. The male cursing himself and deprecating himself with his own words. He'd say thing like “you caused this,” or “it's your fault he was hurt.” Of course there was more detailed self hate but Kaminari couldn't do much to comfort the tall blond. The fits of rage had died down and now when he goes to calm down… he's silent. Kaminari believes that it's a good thing, progress on the anger issues and self hate. On the other end there's the pessimistic blond who breaks down to a shaking mess who starts crying whenever he feels hands around his neck or wrists. A boy who goes into shock if he is hit by another kind of electricity. A boy who can no longer go places alone in fear he'll be cornered and hurt again… and again… and again. He avoids talking to new people and his body shakes if he's near an adult male he's not familiar with. Even if he knows they won't hurt him he’s still afraid. The look on Aizawa’s face when he went to pat Denki’s shoulder and Denki dropped down into a screaming-sobbing ball of fear… he still tries to apologize, from a distance of course. Kaminari let out a sigh, pulling out his phone again. “He’s late… really late…” Denki whined as his legs moved up onto the bed to sit cross-cross. His thumbs clicked away on his phone as he checked through social media and his texts. His face contorted into a pout as he looked desperately over the texts. None from Kacchi. He let a soft sigh fall from his lips as he laid back in bed once more. He curled up and held his phone close in case his partner tried to get ahold of him. Denki eventually fell asleep. Breath gently leaving barely parted lips. The small blonde only stirred softly in his sleep as the door to the dorm opened up. It closed gently as the tall blond kicked off his shoes. Katsuki looked up while sliding his jacket off his torso. He set a piece of paper next to the computer… it was in an envelope. His footsteps were light as he crawled onto the bed and over his lover. The events of the past year and a half felt crushing as he looked down at the pale boy's neck. A constant reminder of what he did to Denki… His mouth gently dipped between the spunky blondes neck. Sweet and slow open mouthed kisses along the scar. His mouth kissing up to his lovers ear. “Denki.” He was nearly breathless as he whispered gently, hands dancing across barely exposed skin. The smaller males eyes fluttered softly, a hand coming to rub his eye. “Kacchi… you're late.” The tiny blond whined, voice raspy with what looked to be glassy late night eyes. The blue tint of the outside pressing through the blinds. The room was lit up with the tint of a full mooned night. “I'm sorry… I wanted to spend time with my mom.” His voice was soft and silken as he leant in with lidded eyes. Nose brushing against the smaller blonds as an apology. Small and brief Eskimo kisses. Kaminari let out a very faint and soft giggle. “That's fine. I just wish you'd let me know.” The smaller boy wrapped his arms around his boyfriend. His head moving up at a tilt to press his plump lips against the taller's softer-than-you'd-think lips. Bakugou’s eyes slowly closed as he returned the kiss. Gentle… careful… tempting. Katsuki’s lips move with expertise about the other, moving Denki’s lips open as well. Their tongues met. A slow and equal dance of physicality. Katsuki wasn't fighting for dominance, Denki wasn't giving the other complete reign. Over their time and struggle they've found each other and meshed together perfectly molded with cracks yet still… fitting. Denki's hands moved from their wrapped up place to hold the taller's cheeks as his head tilted more. He wanted more of his partner's touch. The familiar loving feel. Katsuki of course obliged. His hands hooking under his lover's back, pressing chest to chest. Denki let out a soft whimper as they parted for air. Katsuki was still good to go, lips attaching onto the electric boy's throat. Soft bites and hickeys lining up along creamy skin. Denki’s fingers brushed back some of Katsuki’s hair before tugging it back. A soft breathy whimper fell from the smallers lips. His head leaning back to allow the teeth to find more skin. Katsuki’s hands roamed down the small of the electrical boy's spine. His fingers hooking under the hem of his loose sweater. Kaminari bit his lip. “Kacchi… can I keep my top on?” Katsuki pulled back to look into his partner's eyes. He knew the reason why. since the incident he has struggled with this… addiction… for a long time. The taller gave a soft smile knowing the smaller was getting much better. Nothing was as deep or as frequent as before. He leant in to kiss Denki’s cheek. “If it makes you more comfortable…” the tall blond was upset Denki relapsed again but sometimes it happened. He wasn't going to revoke or punish his lover. His mouth kisses down the smallers neck and over his clothed chest. His hands slid under the sweater to press soft fingers onto his nipple, pinching and pulling at them lightly to watch his partner's face contort beautifully. Kaminari’s face moved exactly how Bakugou knew it would. The closed eyes and knitted brows as his mouth spread slowly out to pant. “Kacchi… not there.” The blonds eyes batted open shyly, his hand moving on top of Katsuki's hand gliding it down his abdomen. “Please don't make me wait today.” the small blonde's hips raised as his own hands slid off his cute shorts. Katsuki shook his head. “You have to wait for that Denki.” The taller leaned in to press his lips onto the others. “I want to map you out all over again.” He was breathless as his hands decided to work their way up from the lean boy's thighs to his hips. Katsuki’s hands merely ghosting at the smallers skin leaving goosebumps behind. Denki’s face turned to the side, a hand coming to his face. He was always so embarrassed when Katsuki took things slow. It was a rarity he enjoyed. The bombastic teen peppered soft kisses along Kaminari’s jawline and cheek. His hands tracing small circles in his partner's skin. Both hands cupping onto the smaller boy's chest. His thumbs brushing back against his lover's nipples again. The small blond whimpered, trying to curl his legs up to pull his shorts off one leg at a time. Thankfully Bakugou was letting him. Said male pulled back himself to unzip his pants and lazily pull them and his boxers off. He dropped them on the floor next to the bed. His lips returning to the beaming boy under him. “Bakugou please I don't wanna wait!” The Pokémon-esque boy whimpered, trying to buck his hips up against Katsuki of whom held his hips down as his lips continued to trace over the places he wanted. “Mhm… I told you to be patient.” Katsuki pulled the sweater up just enough to make room for his face. His tongue darting out against soft pink nubs. The electric blond gasped as he felt a suck on delicate flesh. He bit his lip and whimpered. He had no choice but to be patient. He whispered out his lover’s name as said being latched onto the other nipple. Bakugou’s hands holding at the smaller’s waist. He was slowly rutting against his partner as he teased. He wanted to draw out every breath from the blond below him. His mouth left the now brighter pink and hardened nipple to rejoin their lips. Katsuki’s hands wandering over lean muscle and delicate skin. He pulled Denki in closer by his thighs, a hand reaching around the nearby nightstand for a small bottle of lube. He didn't part the kiss as his fingers rolled the liquid between each other to warm it up. He pulled back to hear the others gasp as two fingers slid in, marking out familiar territory. “Kacchi! please stop teasing.” The blond kept whimpering and trying to buck his hips. Katsuki kept his calm composure as his fingers gently worked. Slow thrusts and curls paired with expertly spreading fingers. He was working over his companion. The electric blond shuttered as he gripped into Katsuki’s hair. “Please.” Kaminari kept begging and squirming. Katsuki caved in with a sigh, pulling his fingers out and dripping some more lube onto his most intimate part. The taller male was gentle and slow. Sensual and soft. A combination Denki rarely received under Katsuki’s words of ‘if slow sex it the rarity at night it's more meaningful’. Kaminari’s toes curled as he bit his lip. The touch, the sound, the sight and the feel… fuck it was too much. “Kacchi!” He whimpered, biting at his lover's lower lip. Katsuki bucked, making the smaller curl and whimper and squirm. The night carried on. Soft, sweet and sensual. Passion burning between the two in a different way than usual. Kaminari was made a whimpering mess of and now exhaustedly laid upon the bed. Katsuki left a parting kiss on the boy. “I'm going to take a shower.” “Mhm… but I want cuddles…” The small blond whimpered as the taller removed the tissues from his skin. He had cleaned up his partner, leaning down to kiss his cheek before he rolled over and pulled the blanket up. “Don't take too long Kacchi.” The muscular blond nodded and pulled out of the bed. He stifled a yawn as he went into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him before turning on the water. He pulled back and approached the mirror, looking over himself with a sigh. The water drowning out any noise he made. “He's still… better off without you.” He was quiet as he leaned into the mirror with his eyes closed. “You have to. It's to keep him safe and let him heal. It's a band aid rip it off.” He was talking to himself… his heart beating quick as he felt tears start to spill. “Stop being selfish.” Was his last whisper as he pulled away from the mirror. He stepped in the shower to clean himself off. It wasn't too long before he stepped out, hair pooling up like it usually does. His eyes trail around the bathroom. His eyes landing on a small metal necklace. His hand reaches out for it. It was something Katsuki bough Kaminari for their anniversary. A circular metal locket with pictures of them in it… he popped it open and pulled his half of the image out and left it on the counter. Was it stealing? He's sure… Denki wouldn't mind if he took a piece of his lover with him. He put the necklace on with a soft sigh. “The last selfish act huh?” He was quiet as he left the bathroom. His footsteps light as he looked over their shared dorm. Denki was fast asleep. Snoring lightly even. Katsuki smiled to himself, opening he closet door and getting dressed. A long sleeved black shirt, concealing the metal locket. Baggy grey camo pants and black ankle boots. Like he was ready for a hike. He reached into the closet and pulled a mountain backpack from the clef that he hid under some extra blankets. He slid his arms through the straps and gently shut the closet door. He stepped closer to the exit of the dorm. His eyes stopping to land on the envelope he left on the desk. He reached out to touch a framed photo, of their first actual date. His finger graced along the jet black side. Denki had a wide smile, his fingers trying to get the other to smile but he just looked bored. Behind that bored attitude his cheeks were dusted over pink and his heart strained in his chest whenever the blond skipped around with the brightest smile he could ever make. He doesn't make those smiles anymore. Katsuki’s hand pulled back over to his own locket. He stained at the door in front of him, hand gentle on the handle. He swallowed down thickly… he wouldn't look back because he knew if he did… If he looked back he would have stayed. ***** Three years ***** Denki, I’ve rewritten this a million times. But if you can't make it through the whole thing all you need to know is I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything I've done and it won't ever happen again… I'm sure of it now. I remember the day I started to feel more for you. Do you remember it? It wasn't how I hoped I'd start to fall in love with someone but I don't regret it. I remember the look on your face when you left the bathroom. I thought you hated me, despised me even… truth be told we were thinking the same thing about each other. I'm glad that things turned out the way they did… at least at the highs of our relationship. You left clothes and I left them at your door. I never expected you to walk into my room like that… I remember the morning after, goddamn Kirishima… Then… the incident I won't ever forgive myself for even if you forgive me. I let my rage boil over and I hurt you. I hurt us. It was the start of our life falling apart all because I didn't let you explain. All because I used my strength against you. I'm so sorry… then just to make matters worse I snuck out to what would have started this hell hole… I never wanted to hurt you, you know… I was falling in love with you and teenage hormones and all that stupid shit I'm just so fucking sorry. You'd think after all this time I'd be more stable but I'm still struggling and… each time I see a new mark it hurts me… so much. Each time I see you cling to me in a crowd because you're afraid. I can't take it. Each and every time you have a panic attack in a bathroom or near an alley…it hurts knowing I'm the reason why. It hurts so fucking much and maybe it's even more selfish of me to say this but… you don't need me. I'm not good for you… I should have left you alone when you lost your memory. I should have… but I'm selfish and I couldn't… you deserve someone- something so much better than what I could ever give and I just… fuck I'm sorry. This is all my fault and you won't ever have to hurt again. You’ll be better without me… I still love you… ________________________ “Denki?” Kirishima called, hand gently opening the door. “I brought you food…” the redhead jiggled a bag of fast food as he stepped into Denki’s room. Yes room, not dorm. “Just leave it there. I’m not hungry.” Denk was laying on his side on the bed. He was curled up silently in a dark room as usual. Kirishima let a sigh fall from his lips as he put the bag down and approached the bed, sitting down next to the blond. “Hey… The group is going out tonight if you wanna join us.” Kaminari rose in the bed. Dull dead eyes on the redhead now. “The group…” his voice was quiet before he scoffed. “Yea the group really feels the same, huh?” His lips fueled angrily. “It feels like nothing's the same!” “Denki!” The red head cupped the boy's cheeks and sighed. “Hey… I know how you feel about that… but there's nothing we can do about it… it's been three years Denki…” “What's that supposed to mean!?!” The blond hissed out, throwing the blanket off his form. “Am I not valid for feeling this way?!” “What? No! Of course you are it's just… when are you going to let it sink in Denki?” The redhead snarled back. “He's not coming back.” Smack. Kaminari hit him across the face, sparks flying off his palms as he looked the other dead in the eyes. Silence filled the boy's room before Kirishima let out a sigh. “Denki… he's-” “They never found a body.” Kaminari cut off the readhead. “He's out there somewhere and he will come back!” Tears started pulling at the blonds eyes. “He will come back.” “Denki…” Kirishima crawled onto the bed, pulling the smaller into his lap and holding him close. He let the small blond cry out. Yesterday was the anniversary of Katsuki ‘leaving’. The red eyed boy nuzzled the electrical one. He felt guilt and shame overcome him. If only he could have done more for the couple Katsuki would still be here and Denki wouldn't be a mess. “You need to move on though Denki… you keep waiting in your mourning and that's not healthy…” The blond was welling up with emotions again. Sparks flying from his hair. Kirishima’s quirk already responding by hardening up. “I can't Kiri. I love him.” The blond was a mess, large sweater draping over his smaller frame. The scar along his neck still showing brightly. There were many that hid under his clothes as well. Kirishima bit his lip. “I know you do.” The redhead softly cooed. His hand petting through odd colored hair. “I know you love him.” Kirishima let out a soft sigh. His lips meeting with Kaminari’s neck. He was peppering the other softly as the crying began to subside. Of course he knows he's just some replacement… “Kiri?” The blond whimpered, wrapping his arms around the hardened male. “Yea?” His voice was dry and dull. His mind covered in a fog. He knew what was coming. It happened often but he didn't mind. He's come to be okay with it. “Distract me.” The smaller blonds hands snaked into bright red locks. Kirishima let out a sigh… yea… he knew what was coming next. It's been tradition between them… whenever the blond gets eaten up by his feelings or feels trapped… he comes to Kirishima. At first it was fine. A mutual numbness. Kirishima lost his best friend, Denki his lover. But Kirishima wasn't mourning as much and the more they… He's fallen in love with a broken soul. He knew he shouldn't. He knew he wouldn't ever have what Katsuki did but the faux hope that one day Denki would wake up fogged him over each and every time. There was something about the other that tempted him… even if the blonds words were lies… even if the whimpers and whines were meant for someone else- made thinking of someone else… Kirishima stopped caring. He just wants to hear ‘I love you’ even when he knows it's fake. It's forced. It's toxic. He caved and let the other slip his tongue between his lips. He pushed the smaller boy back. Here they were again… The morning arrived, Denki was gone. He went out for who knows what. He's had weird habits since Katsuki left. He'd leave for days at a time and tell no one… it's grown on the friend group who were still mortally worried for the blond. They don't know where he goes or what he does. The boy had given up on going pro. His quirk may have stabled out since the coma but his anxiety overworked him. He wasn't fit to be a pro. The small blond let out a sigh, hand softly playing with a stick he found. He's come to pick up a love for hiking. He let a soft smile leave him, memories of a time long gone filling him. Katsuki loved to hike. ‘I'll take you some day.’ The tall blond would claim over and over but he never did. Denki shook his head before sighing. He stood from his crouched position and tossed the stick. He was making his way down to a river, the soft whooshing of water calming him. He's walked this path a million times… he'll make his way back up to the cabin tonight and start up his looking again. Katsuki had to be out there… Denki sighed to himself as he overlooked the small river. He let out a soft sigh as he touched the cold liquid. His eyes fluttering but but they stopped. His eyes fell on a white tent. There was a burnt out fire near it as well. Denki wouldn't have found this so unusual if not for the boots near the tent. He didn't know if his eyes were playing tricks on him or what but… He knew those all too well. End Notes Time to escape your feelies with some wheelies, you're in for a messy ride and your heart will be thrown on the ground and stomped on. Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!