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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      F/M, M/M
  Fandom:
      Thor_-_All_Media_Types
  Relationship:
      Loki/Thor, Loki_(Marvel)/Thor_(Marvel)
  Character:
      Thor, Loki, Farbauti, Laufey, Odin, friga, Baldr_|_Baldur, Sif
  Additional Tags:
      Lolita!AU, Loki_is_one_fucked_up_teenager, Thors_fails_to_be_an
      responsible_adult
  Stats:
      Published: 2013-02-21 Chapters: 1/? Words: 2709
****** Beneath the white rabbit‘s hole ******
by fakedskin
Summary
     After some unexpected events 10 years younger Loki is left to live at
     Thor's place, where he grows up and everyday it gets harder and
     harder to see him as a innocent kid. Especially, when he doesn't act
     like one.
Notes
See the end of the work for notes
First time they met was in late October, weather was terrible and cold and, as
Thor remembers now, it was far after polite time to be disturbed. He was
eighteen ( or so he remembers) and owned a quite big two stored house that was
left for him after his grandmother‘s death and as he didn‘t need all the house
to himself, he was renting most of the space. The fact that house had few
separate entrances let the tenants interact as little as possible and income
from the rent allowed Thor not only live apart from his parents, but also work
on his passion – mechanics (not minding that recently his passion brought him
more income than rent from tenants and he could have counted himself as
succsesful young adult at that moment). The student pair that lived on second
floor left few weeks ago an the big room with separate bathroom and little area
that was made into small kitchen was looking for new owners. It wasn‘t much,
but it was cozy and the price didn‘t bite also, or so Thor had written in the
rent announcement in few of local newspapers. And though it wasn‘t the season,
but he didn‘t need to wait long.
He always liked to stay up late with a cup of decaf coffee and google
everything that has to deal with cars and motorcycles and news it involved. And
he almost decided to head to his bed when doorbell rang. „Who is it?“ he asked
as he wasn‘t expecting anyone at this late hour. „It says you‘re renting a
room“ he heard a soft woman‘s voice in response. „Well it were wiser to call
first..“ he was saying as he unlocked the door and he wanted to add something
more, but he forgot what when he saw a young woman with long black hair braided
in messy side braid and pale complexion. She was somewhere around 25 or so and
looked very tired and worn out, black circles under her green eyes telling that
she haven‘t had a good sleep in a while too, not to mention that clothes she
was wearing was far from what people were wearing at this time of the year.
Then Thor‘s sight wondered to the little boy whose hand she was holding.
Apparently he was her son or at least little brother because they looked very
alike. Thor was sure that the boy wasn‘t more than eight-years-old as he was
the same hight as Thor‘s little brother Baldur.
Thor stepped aside letting his late guest to come in as it would be cruel to
let them stay in night any longer. He put the kettle on and started looking for
tea. The woman was still standing unsure what to do next, but Thor waved his
hand for them to sit down at the table. And only when she moved to sit down
Thor spotted that she was holding a sports bag behind her back. Was that all
they had with them? Kettle gave away a sudden sound that the watter was ready
and Thor made some tea with honey and lemon also finding some cookies in
cupboard above the fridge. He put the cups on the table and joined the guests.
„ So what‘s your name?“ Thor asked. Women shifted herself in her seat as
revealing her name was a hard task for her, but finally said „ Farbauti “ and
then added „And this is my son Loki“. Loki lifted his eyes at Thor as his name
was mentioned. Thor in advance pushed the box with cookies closer to Loki and
he took tree at the same time as fearing that he didn‘t have the chance to take
more if he just took only one now. Farbauti glanced at her son‘s manners with
displeased expression. As indoors temperature was making her feel warmer, she
became less and less strained. „We only arrived to town late this afternoon and
I skimmed local newspaper for rent announcements while we ware having dinner at
the dinner. Most of the places ware to expensive for us, but then I noticed
yours. But it was so far away from the center and it took us some time to get
here“ she explained and then added „I know I should have called first,
but...well we don‘t have anywhere to stay in this town“. She let her eyes down,
but suddenly as she has remembered something she almost shouted „I can pay all
month‘s rent in advance if it helps“.
Actually Thor didn‘t see the reason why he shouln‘t rent the room for them.
They looked a bit mysterious just turning around almost without any belongings,
but Thor was young and quite open minded. Also, young mother and a child, how
dangerous they could have been? They certainly didn‘t look like any. And Thor
couldnt find the heart to kick them out in this cold autumn night anyway.
„Well, I don‘t see any reason why I shouln‘t rent the place for you two“ he
said leaning back in his chair. „Really?“ Ferbouti‘s tired eyes shone for the
first time in all evening, tho Loki was observing Thor with uncertainty in his
glance, he sipped some tea and after some of struggling he reached for another
cookie.
They finished drinking their tea in silence as Thor understood that Farbauti
didn‘t want to be asked a lot of questions. Thor wasn‘t the curious type also.
He stood up and took a single key from a little basket on the counter and put
his shoes on. „The place has it‘s separate entrance from other side of the
house“ he explained while opening the door and holding it for Farbauti and Loki
to get outside. They went to the other side of the house that contained wide
garage door and a little red door beside it. Thor unlocked the door and turned
on the light. First floor only contained steep stairs to the second one. Again
he held the door stepping aside and letting young woman and child to pass by.
On the second floor everything was as Thor had described in the rent
announcement. Room wasn‘t very big, but it also wasn‘t small either, it
contained a wide twin bed, small wall wardrobe and a old writing desk and
cupboard by the large window. There was another door that led to small bathroom
and a door-less niche where stood some narrow kitchen furniture, a stove and a
fridge. By the Ferbouti‘s look, Thor could make the decision that she was very
pleased with what she saw. „You are lucky as last tenants left much of the
necessities behind when they were moving away. You can use it as you like till
you get your own“ he said as he understood that without that sports bag they
didn‘t have any other possessions. „Well it‘s late, you should be heading to
sleep as I asume you had a tiring day“ Thor turned around to leave. Farbauti
opened her bag and took out a thick white envelope that was containing money, a
quite a sum of money as Thor assumed. She counted the sum of rent and gave it
to Thor. He put money into his back pocket and closed the door behind him not
asking any questions only waving goodnight. Mysterious pair they ware, but
again they didn‘t show any dangerous signs, so Thor didn‘t care.
Few weeks had passed and Thor got used seeing his new neighbors. Their never
talked much, nor it seemed that Farbauti wanted to tell much. All Thor got to
know was that they ware from the capital, and after divorcing her husband she
decided to move to smaller town („Quite a quick decision, eh?“ Thor thought
remembering how they showed up the first night) and that she was 25 years old
(how he‘s guessed). They bought some warmer clothes the next day they moved in,
because all they had was light autumn close, which made sense as capital was a
good couple of hundreds miles in southern direction from where the town Thor
lived in was located. It must still be quite warm there. All they talked about
contained such easy topics as weather, where you can find good and cheap stuff
to buy and similar ones. During the second week Farbouti had found a part time
job at local convenience store few blocks away from Thor‘s place. Thor assumed
that the owner hired her because she was a very beautiful woman as he knew that
store wasn‘t looking for additional staff at the moment. Yes, she was a very
beautiful woman. It took her only few days to cover up from all the tiredness
and stress and gain back her calm self back. Mostly she wore plain half long
dresses that showed her lean but womanly figure. Thor hadn‘t seen her wearing
any make up even after she started working, well she was beautiful by nature.
Thor even caught himself thinking that she‘s only seven years older than he.
But neither minding her appealing permanence she always tried to keep her
distance from others. And that made things difficult.
Most of his daily time Thor was spending in the garage that was situated
beneath their room. He had two cars stored inside and one in front of the
house. All three of them were remade vintage and Thor was very proud of each.
While he was working from time to time he caught a glimpse of Farbauti coming
out or coming back home. She always stop to say hi, but never stopped to talk
if Thor didn‘t ask her something. Most of the time she was alone and Thor
started to consider what Loki was doing all day long as he rarely saw him. He
didn‘t go to school. Well they were here only for two weeks maybe that was
quite normal. Thor never consider school as a very important part of one‘s
life. When Farbauti started to work at the store, Thor started to notice Loki
far more often. He never started his day early as he was a late riser, so he
showed at garage only around noon. One day he spotted Loki sitting on old
swings that were attached to old oak bark that stud in the far end of back yard
and reading a book. The day wasn‘t cold and it was a totally normal view, but
it made Thor smile as he tried to imagine Baldur reading for his own pleasure.
Loki didn‘t notice him. Thor finished that days early and didn‘t want to start
something new, so he just put his tools away and locked garage doors as he
spotted Loki still sitting on the swings and reading. He approached him while
trying to rub away some machine oil from his hands with a old rack. „What are
you reading?“ he tried to sound as calm as possible not to scare Loki. Loki
slowly lifted his eyes at Thor „Alice in wonderland“ and went back to reading.
Thor remembered reading it when he was somewhere around Loki‘s age, but he
forgot what was the plot about so he tried to ask something else „Aren‘t you
cold sitting at the same spot not moving for so long?“. This time Loki even
didn‘t bother looking at Thor „I don‘t have anything better to do and mother
don‘t want me to leave the house“. When an ingenious idea struck Thor „Maybe
you want to come to my place and play some "Sega" games or watch some vhs until
your mother‘s back?“. He couldn‘t explain even to himself why he offered this,
but Loki looked so lonely that Thor started to pitty him. Loki lifted his eyes
at Thor again, but this time with much more excitement „Really? I can?“. Thor
was happy that Loki‘s mood has lifted at the moment. „ Yeah, I don‘t see why
you can‘t. Come on, lets go. What do you want to play?“. Loki closed his book
and stood up from swings „Do you have Mortal Kombat?“. It was Baldur‘s favorite
video game too as Thor could remember. He himself like racing games more. Maybe
because Baldur was so much better at fighting games than he was and he rarely
ever won against him.
It appeared that Loki was better at video games too. He knew quite a lot about
the characters and their features. And while Thor was losing fiftieth time in a
row he started to think from what kind of background did Loki and Farbauti
come. Time passed by quickly. Thor was happy having a company to play as he
hadn‘t in a while. All his friends was older than he was, because all his
friends from high school ware in different cities now studding at different
colleges and he was the only one left behind as it was his own choice. The
doorbell pulled both of them from the video game world. Thor stud up to open
the door. It was Farbauti and she looked quite scared. „ Maybe you saw Loki
today?“ she asked her voice trembling. „ Yeah, he‘s here.“ Thor moved to let
her inside „I should have left a note or something. Sorry“ . But he didn‘t even
have the chance to finish the sentence as Farbauti ran inside like a wind and
hugged Loki in a tight embrace „Oh Loki, please never do something like this
again, darling.“ She trembled and her eyes started to water. „ I‘m sorry, mom,
I won‘t do this again“. After that time Farbauti lets Loki stay at Thor‘s place
if he isn‘t bothering him. Mostly they would play video games or watch action
movies or comedies.
Time quickly passed by and Christmas holidays came along. Thor as almost all
the house tenants left to visit his family and relatives. Only Farbauti and
Loki was staying behind. They promised to look after the house while everyone
was gone. Thor promised to bring back some home made sweets for them.
Winter ended and spring came. It was getting warmer and warmer. Farbauti
finally started to become warmer towards everyone. She even came time to time
to prepare dinner at Thor‘s place after which tree of them would watch some
kind of silly movie. Thor even started to think that maybe he has some kind of
chances.
But one morning in the middle of April Thor was woken by sharp sound of
doorbell. It was still dark outside and he shivered as cold gust of wind came
inside through the open door. It was Farbauti in one hand she was holding a
small bag in the other she held a still half asleep Loki‘s hand. Thor step
aside to let them in. „I‘m sorry to wake you up at this early hour, but could
you watch over Loki for a few days? I need to get to the capital for a few
days. I would be back by Thursday. I just feeling that it‘s safer to leave him
with you. You wouldn‘t mind, would you?“. She talked so quick and it looked
like her time was running out, but at that time Thor haven‘t suspected
anything. Loki was always welcome at his place and he was quite independent
child so Thor didn‘t see any reason why she shouldn‘t agree to help Farbauti
and watch after Loki for few days. She was so happy when he agreed. Farbauti
quickly knelled before Loki, who still couldn‘t fully understand what‘s going
on „Promise you will be good and won‘t make any difficulties for Thor?“ she
kissed him at the both cheeks and forehead. Then she stood up „I will be back
by Thursday, ok? You even won‘t start to miss me, ok?“. Loki nodded. She kissed
his forehead one more time and quickly turned away to leave as if staying any
longer would have made it an impossible staff. Thor and Loki waved her goodbye
as she sat in yellow cab and closed the front door. Thor got a warm woolen
blanket and a spare pillow from the wardrobe and said than Loki could go sleep
on the couch if he still wanted to sleep as Thor himself wasn‘t ready to begin
his day yet.
Three days passed, but Farbauti never returned.
End Notes
     It's my first fanfic and english isn't my mother language n.n'
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