Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/10291955. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Major_Character_Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Category: Multi Fandom: 방탄소년단_|_Bangtan_Boys_|_BTS Relationship: OT7_-_Relationship Character: Kim_Namjoon_|_Rap_Monster, Min_Yoongi_|_Suga, Jeon_Jungkook, Kim_Taehyung |_V, Kim_Seokjin_|_Jin, Jung_Hoseok_|_J-Hope, Park_Jimin_(BTS) Additional Tags: Tags_will_be_added, Fluff, Character_Death, Angst, Dd/lb, Little!Jimin, Daddy!Yoongi, Non-sexual, Little_Space Stats: Published: 2017-03-14 Updated: 2017-03-22 Chapters: 3/? Words: 3956 ****** Bangtan shots ****** by MissMinYoongiKook Summary A pile of one shots to either make you love reading them or want to reevaluate your set of mind because you like the story. Leave a kudo on the way out if you feel. Enjoy! _________________________________________________ *TAKING REQUESTS FOR PROMPTS* ~ comment prompts you wanna read ~message me on Twitter @shannkaradunfee ~ inbox me on tumblr @shanniepiggy _________________________________________________ Notes Yoongi is a hopeless romantic and Jimin absolutely loves fluff.....and yoongi. ***** All things fluff ***** Yoongi: jiminnie Yoongi: jiminnie ! Jimjim: yes hyung ? Yoongi: let's go out tonight, ya? Jimjim: sure meet me around the house in a while Yoongi: k  Yoongi got off the phone after making dinner reservations at a popular restaurant down the road a ways. He and Jimin weren't rich or anything, no. But they managed their money well and had a little extra to spend every now and then.   Yoongi: make sure you clean up nice, thank you. See you soon. Jimjim: okay.    It was 15 minutes after yoongi had called and not a second later Jimin came walking in with a tired looking expression on his face. Yoongi felt a frown develop on his own face but tossed it into the wind when he remembered the night he had planned for Jimin.   They were 5 minutes early to their reservation at a local restaurant. Yoongi had it all planned out: * Take Jimin out * Make sure everyone has enough time to get things ready  * Take him to get a memorable treat  * Take him home  * Surprise It was fool proof thanks to months and months of planning. “Order whatever you want! We won't be getting dessert here though. I'm taking us somewhere else for that.”   Jimin smiled and nodded. “Thank you Yoongi, this is a great way to end this week. It was hell at the studio and school. I deserve this break.” His smile seemed to get wider at the end. Yoongi's heart started beating a little faster as he looked at the younger.   Once they were seated and handed a menus, the waitress took down their drinks and left them be for a few minutes to decide what they wanted to eat.   “Do you wanna share a single large plate or have separate small ones ?” Jimin looked up to Yoongi whose nose had still been inside the menu. “Yoongi.”   Suddenly the menu was down and all eyes were on Jimin.   “What?” Yoongi who was deep in thought and hadn't heard Jimin the first time was not looking at Jimin intently.   A smile and soft words answered him. “ I wanted to know if we should share or just have our own plates.” Yoongi thought for a very brief moment. His finger pressing up against his closed lips as if in thought. “Let's share. What are you thinking of? I'm in the mood for seafood.”   “What kind of seafood ?”   “Mmmm, crab, maybe lobster, both?”   “That does sound good now that I think about it. I'm gonna choose at random.”   Yoongi nodded and watched him as Jimin closed his eyes and held his finger over the menu and started moving it in circles. Before he knew it Jimins finger had landed and his eyes open to see what he chose.   “ looks like we are gonna have some lobster tail and snow crab legs with a side of butter, sweet potato fries and a baked potato.”   The older held his hands together. “That sounds like it is going to be good, doesn't it ?” Jimin nodded his head in agreement all while smiling at Yoongi.   The plate was a bit larger than what they were expecting but well worth the money they spent as they left with full bellies but with just enough room for dessert. Once they were in the care and all buckled up Yoongi sent a text to Jin asking how things were going before driving off to their next destination.   Jimin held yoongi’s hand humming a song and moving his head side to side. The older finding it adorable and hummed along with his boyfriend.   “Yoongi, is that where we are going to next ?” Jimin stopped suddenly to point at a lit up sign at the end of a business driveway. Yoongi only nodded his head trying to keep his smile in check after hearing the excitement in Jimins voice.   Yoongi turned into the driveway it didn't look like there was a business there at all if it weren't for the sign. Years back, Jimin and Yoongi met here under different circumstances. Yoongi was far away from the crowd and on his own contemplating his death when Jimin, a star nerd, almost bumped into him when he was looking for a nice quiet place to set up and look at the stars.   They'd hung out a bit after that before officially coming out as a couple to their friends who knew before the two of them even.   Once again Yoongi parked the car as close as he could to the shop that sat on the side of the dirt road.   “Get anything that doesn't melt.” Yoongi handed him a 20$ bill and waited behind Jimin as he got a bunch of snacks for the two of them. The night was going so well for the two. Yoongi couldn't believe it. He was enjoying himself to the fullest tonight and he was sure Jimin was too.   They walked to the spot where they'd met after Jimin had made sure he bought 2 hands full of every candy in the little shack. Yoongi didn't say anything against it, even if he was the one carrying it up the hills to their spot.   Sometimes they each would come up here just to relive the good memories of meeting. After a while, Jimin had started to bring a blanket for himself to sit on. He'd hide it between two rocks that were close together so no one took it, incase they weren't the only ones to come to this exact spot.   Jimin got the blanket before Yoongi could sit down and ruin his nice clothes.   “Now you can sit and you won't be dirty.” A smile spread on Jimins face but Yoongi looked confused. “Where are you going to sit ?”   The younger sneaked his way onto yoongi’s lap and sat down. “I'm gonna sit right here, silly.” He put his arms around yoongi’s shoulders and kissed his cheek before going back to look at the sky.   “I'm glad I met you here. You've made my life so much more livable. I appreciate your existence.” Yoongi suddenly felt like it was time. He shifted his hand into his right side pocket and brought out a small box. Jimin looked at him with wide eyes, looking adorable all the same, even with snacks in his lap. “Jiminnie, please continue making life livable everyday and until forever.” Jimin’s eyes started to water as Yoongi opened the box. A silver ring was placed in the middle. Yoongi picked it out gently and held his other hand out for Jimin to place his smaller hand in. “What do you say my little prince?”   “Y-Y-yes. Oh my god, Yoongi, yes!” Jimin swung both his arms around yoongi’s neck and kissed his lips after Yoongi had placed the ring on his small finger. They both had tears of joy in their eyes.   “Jin is going to be mad that I didn't propose in front of him at the party.” Yoongi has stopped kissing Jimin and looked into his eyes instead. He was smiling his little eye smile and letting everything around them see his cute snaggle tooth grin.” That's okay. I am happy you did it here where I am surrounded by my life line.”   ***** Chapter 2 ***** Chapter Summary Yoongi has a few bad mental issues Jimin doesn't know what to do to help him Chapter Notes Warning: possible triggers A/N I am aware of the fluctuation in times. Wherever it sounds past tense,it is. Same with present tense. Happy reading. Something felt….wrong. What was wrong? Yoongi didn't know, not right away anyway as he stared at the wall blankly. Then it hit, the thoughts of being no more, ending himself so he couldn't feel and think of such thoughts anymore. He needed his boyfriend now. He always helped Yoongi when he needed it the most. Jimin is his rock of safety. “Jimin..” Silence “Jimin!” Feet started thumping on the floors and grew louder with each step until they had made it to Yoongi who is now on the bedroom floor curled up around himself shaking like he'd just seen a ghost. “Yoongi! What's wrong?” Jimin rushed over to his boyfriend as fast as he could and making sure to look him over to see that he is safe from any injuries. Once he felt that Yoongi was physically safe he assessed his boyfriend’s mental state. “Yoongi, take a deep breath and look at me.” Grabbing yoongi's face he pulled it towards his own in an attempt to calm the older. It worked. Yoongi slowly started to regulate his breathing as his heartbeat steadied but tears started to form in his eyes after realizing what happened. “Ji-Jimin I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to have an episode. I'm so so sorry.” Yoongi looked Jimin over.” Did I hurt you at all ?” Jimin shook his head and held Yoongi close to him for a while. He was scared, really scared. The episodes are becoming more and more frequent and dangerous for the both of them. Jimin can only do so much on his own since Yoongi refuses the professional help he so clearly needs. “What did you see this time hyung?” His voice was small and gentle and so full of care and love for Yoongi. Yoongi is quiet for a time and then clears his throat. “I-I was dieing. It felt like I was dieing and I had no control over anything but my voice. I was so scared Jimin. I thought you had left for the day already. I don't want to know what would have happened if you never came in here.” Yoongi started to sob again and Jimin just held him tighter making sure the elder noted that he is loved. Yoongi eventually falls asleep in Jimin's lap while Jimin rand his fingers through soft blond hair. - Jimin noticed that Yoongi wasn't getting better. 3 weeks past after the last major episode in the bedroom but little things would start to peak up more. Yoongi ate less. Yoongi hardly talked anymore. All Yoongi did was sit on the couch and stare blankly into space until Jimin would come home. He would sleep if he didn't feel like doing anything else just to escape. The younger had to attempt to feed Yoongi but after many failed tries and a headache from trying to get his boyfriend to do anything he aborted the mission. Jimin didn't know what the next day had in store for him. Life made sure he would remember it even after death. - Jimin left just like any other day. He kissed his boyfriend on the cheek said his goodbyes and was then off to work. When he returned, the apartment was dark and creepy feeling. After setting his things down, Jimin walked to the bedroom expecting to see Yoongi a sleep on the bed like always.He loved seeing Yoongi sleep soundly. His deep sleeping caused him to rest easy even if he were to be stepped on, Yoongi probably wouldn't budge. Jimin opened the door he never remembered closing and was met with a scene: Yoongi laid up against the large desk the two shared occasionally looking peaceful and a sleep if it weren't for the obvious blue fabric around his neck the other end tied high up on the desk. Jimin felt his heart stop. He prayed he wasn't too late while he hated himself for allowing yoongi to adjust to this type of life. He ran over to him and rushed to untie the fabric from yoongi's neck. Once it was off Jimin whipped hi eyes from the tears that he didn't realize had been falling since he opened the door. “Yoongi! Wake up!” He shook the older until he saw the movement of his eyes under his eyelids. “Yoongi.” Jimin hugged Yoongi tightly and let his head fall and meet the others shoulder lightly. “What made you think this was the right way? What would I have done without you, stupid.” They fell a sleep still on the floor. Jimin came to the conclusion to call someone later and talk to Yoongi about this in the morning if the other wanted to. - “I just think it would be a good idea for you to talk to someone or see a doctor about these things, hyung. I called them because I care about you. Last night was too close and the final straw for me...I can't loose you, not like that, I'll be devastated.” “Who gave you that right to make the choice for me? You know how I feel about talking to others about myself, more so if it's about my mental health.” A knock on the door stopped the conversation from gradually getting worse as it went on. Jimin went to answer it knowing who stood on the other side. Yoongi, mortified,now stood standing in front of a man in a nice suit and two guys on the side of him who wore a nurse like getup. He was about to get up and leave the room until Jimin cleared his throat and caused Yoongi to stop in his tracks. “Hello Mr.min, I am James. I am the director of sunrise haven for the mentally ill and disabled.”he smiled and held out his hand. His Korean a little botched but still understandable. Jimin who wasn't facing Yoongi, bowed to the American man showing respect. “Thank you for coming, I hope he will be treated well and with the most care.” He took a deep breath at an attempt to calm the tears that threatened to spill at any given moment now. James smiled and nodded. “He will be very taken care of as our top priority at the sanctuary. Anything to help him feel more comfortable and relaxed.” Jimin only nodded. “Please come with us Yoongi, Jimin will stop by later and bring you some of your things.” The man only smiled before turning around and walked out of the still open door leaving the nurses behind to help Yoongi along. “Jimin, why? There were many other ways for us to get through this. Why this?” Yoongi looked at Jimins who's back is still facing Yoongi but it was shaking. “I just...I love you so much Yoongi, I want you to get better. You've only been calm when you're sleeping and you've been doing that a lot just to escape the images and voices...I love you so much. I'm sorry. It just felt like this was the only way, please don't hate me, please hyung. I love you!” Jimin fell to his knees and sobbed. Yoongi didn't say anything as he left with the men,his mind screamed at him to hug Jimin but his body refused. Feeling hurt and betrayed, Yoongi closed the door allowing Jimin to think about his actions. - It'd been three months since Yoongi was emitted into sunshine. Jimin didn't come around anymore, not because he had forgotten but because ever time he came for a visit Yoongi would sit across the room and ignore him, even after his attempts of conversation. Talking about his day, asking Yoongi how his songs were coming along or if he has written anymore, only to be answered back with silence. Yoongi knew Jimin regretted calling the director that day and he also made sure not to let Jimin forget it. It wasn't hell here, far from it. He was fed 3 meals a day and allowed time to do whatever he wanted during the day. He is even permitted to have time outside with a few other privileged people. A little slice of paradise. Only he didn't have Jimin with him but he hardly dwelled on the smaller man anymore. - Jimin cleaned the apartment again for the theirs time this week. He felt the need to do something in place of removing ‘visit hyung’ from his schedule leaving a full 2 hours of free time to himself in a day that was filled with enough free time to last him his entire life. He missed Yoongi, even more when the director told him around the half way mark that Yoongi wasn't make any progress in recovering and refused his meds. Jimin assumed it was just defiance against him and the director for making him stay there, though being very persistent in asking if he could leave anytime soon. Jimin just sat down after cleaning the kitchen spotless when his phone rang. He didn't really rush to answer it and let it rind an additional 3 times before getting to it. When he looked at the caller ID it read sunshine. Jimins heart started to race. Maybe it was Yoongi asking him to come and visit him. Maybe he was able to come home finally after almost a year. “Hello,Yoongi!?” A voice on the other end cleared their throat. “Mr. Park.” James’ voice sounded like he was sleeping not moments ago. “Ah, sorry, yes hello. How is hyung?” There was a moment of silence that caused jimin's anxiety to act. “I'm sorry mr. Park, Mr. Min… He's- he passed away.” Jimins heart broke. Yoongi died ? Can't be, maybe it was a prank. It was near April, right? “What?” Jimin’s voice finally asked. “I know he's been doing bad but, how? He wouldn't leave me, I asked him not to.” “I'm so sorry Mr.park. We have collected his belongings and arranged the service to take place soon. He left some things for you as well and a note. Please come by soon and get them and sign some papers.” “Sure. I'll come by.” The reply is emotionless and dead sounding. Jimin hung the phone up and sat there. Scientifically speaking, he killed his boyfriend, his lover, his own being of life. Jimins world crumpled and he was the cause of it. ***** Chapter 3 ***** Chapter Summary Little Jimin and daddy Yoongi : Jimin has a bad day and Yoongi tries to help him calm down. Chapter Notes See the end of the chapter for notes Jimin threw the psychology book to the side of his desk. “Why did I choose to major in this shit ?!” The librarian shushed him. Letting out a sigh and willed his head fall into his folded arms on the Wood top.   Jimin had to admit to himself that he isn't normally like this, really. He's just been so stressed out with final exams, graduation, trying to get his loans paid off before graduation. It's fully been hell for him, making it worse that he can't be around his boyfriend because he forces himself to be reclusive during testing times to study like the good collage graduate that he wanted to be.   The only difference is this time, it's the last major testing period for him, hopefully but it made it that much more important to study for.   Jimin closed his eyes with ease. Sleep had been at the bottom of his long list and he hadn't gotten to it yet. Totally understandable. Until he feels a weird, yet all too familiar pull in his stomach.   He forced his heavy head up and attempted to look for his phone before he fully went under. Once he finally finds it under a few books he quickly unlocks it and goes straight to texting Yoongi, his beautiful, loving, daddy. Me: :crown emoji: Daddy: I'm on my way. Stay in the library, little prince.   Jimin was glad to have set down emergency little texts before his mind went into complete and utter little mode. It made it easier for Yoongi as well, allowing him to know without Jimin having to text the details of everything Yoongi needs to know before his mind slipped. Helping also that the elder knows where Jimin is every time he goes out.   It's not that Yoongi is protective, it just helps him worry less incase Jimin slips and goes little instead of fighting Jimin about his location, Yoongi already knows the general area.   Jimin loves his daddy. Big or little, he's always cared for even if the other is a little scared, he tries his best.   A hand is gently set on Jimins shoulder. “Hey my prince, let's clean up and get you home.” Yoongi gathered most of the books around him into a neat little stack then moved on to Jimins notes and placed them into his backpack. He can come back and get the books later.   He slid the pack over his own shoulder and grabbed Jimins hand in his. The little was tried, Yoongi could tell by his lack of enthusiasm when he walked up to Jimin. He shook his head slightly. “ come on baby, I need your help for this part. I parked close so you don't have far to go.” Jimin nodded and rubbed his eye with the free hand not holding his daddies. He got up from the chair and walked side by side with Yoongi until they reached the car.   Yoongi sat him in the front seat and buckled him up and had almost shut the door but he stopped himself, leaned across Jimin and he reached in the back seat to grab something. Jimins face light up when he saw the blue puppy plushie come into view. Jimin hugged it to his belly tightly and closed his eyes. Yoongi smiled and shut the passenger side door and made his way to the driver side.     - Once they got home Yoongi opted to leave the backpack in the car and just grab Jimin. He didn't really want to wake the little up but he couldn't properly carry him into the house from the car.   “Jiminie, wake up.” He tapped the inside of Jimin's thigh in an attempt to wake him up but he was met with a small whine and the reposition of sides he was asleep on. Yoongi let out a big sigh “come on Jimin I know you're tired but you need to help daddy.” Yoongi unbuckled his seatbelt and got out of the car after turning it off and made who's way to Jimin's side. He got the seatbelt unbuckled, took in a big breath, slid his arms under Jimin to support him and lifted. He wasn't very heavy, however the stairs to the door change that just a little bit.   Jimin hugged his arms around yoongi’s neck securing his place in the others arms for the trip into the house, the entire time making sure not to let go of his puppy. It was a gift from Yoongi years ago and he loved it with all of his heart and soul.   Yoongi stumbled a few times but he managed to get into the house without any major problems all while a sleepy Jimin clung to his neck and hip. He loved Jimin and his little space so much. He loved seeing the younger stress free and cuddling a stuffy to his chest simply because Jimin loved it too much for him to put it down for one second.   He walked over to the couch and as gently as he could, Yoongi set Jimin down in a seated position on top of one of the soft cushions. Jimin let out a small whine but kept his eyes closed, hugging the stuffy closer to him, and adding his thumb inside his mouth. Yoongi shook his head and begun looking for his pacifier. Thumb sucking was just a bit gross, in Yoongi’s opinion at least. However, Jimin seemed perfectly fine with it.   It took a while but once Yoongi found the pacifier he hurriedly stuck it in the littles mouth who smiled behind it. Finally feeling like he can relax knowing everything is now set into place, Yoongi made himself at home behind Jimin and held him as he slept. He wasn't worried about little Jimin when he woke up, he knew that he still be in the headspace for a few days seeing as it's been a whole two months since Jimin had gone under. He was fully expecting this to last a week if not more. He'd help the younger with his studying after. Yoongi closed his eyes and cuddled close to Jimin and napped. Chapter End Notes There will be a part 2 soon to come. Please drop_by_the_archive_and_comment to let the author know if you enjoyed their work!