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works/195443.
  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      The_Social_Network
  Relationship:
      Eduardo_Saverin/Mark_Zuckerberg, Eduardo_Saverin/Eduardo_Saverin's
      father, Eduardo_Saverin's_father/Eduardo_Saverin's_mother
  Character:
      Eduardo_Saverin, Mark_Zuckerberg, Eduardo_Saverin's_Father
  Additional Tags:
      Parent/Child_Incest, Incest, Angst, Romance, Hurt/Comfort, Comfort_Sex,
      Substitution, Sexual_Abuse, Dubious_Consent, Daddy_Issues, Emotional
      Manipulation, Fix-It, Drabble_Sequence, Drabble_Collection, Child_Abuse,
      Dark
  Stats:
      Published: 2011-05-06 Words: 837
****** Aversion/Perversion ******
by casey_sms_(shinygreenwords), shinygreenwords
Summary
     He is loved. A series of five drabbles in rough chronological order
     covering Eduardo's childhood, the Harvard years and after the
     depositions. Fix it.
Notes
     Warning/kinks: Angst, incest (possible dub/non con in the sense that
     Eduardo is too young to consent, sexual abuse), underage, emotional
     manipulation, substitution (skip to end for spoilers), secondary
     character death, daddy issues, romance, hurt/comfort, comfort sex
     Thanks to
     [[info]]
slasher48 because she makes me feel awesome in everything I do. I wrote one of
these to her because I was being gross and the idea of yet another re-reading
of that line “My father won’t even look at me” fascinated me. Then it became a
sort of series of shorts because I couldn't stop and I wanted an ending that
didn’t hurt so much. So I made this into a 'fix it' but due to the serious
nature of the topic, it's not a light, fun read or an easy fix. I hope I've
done this topic justice.
See the end of the work for more notes
Aversion/Perversion. 127 words.
“You’re beautiful, so beautiful.”
Eduardo moans. The man’s mouth is latching on his nipple and swirling his
tongue around just the way he likes it. The man knows that every single time he
does it, Eduardo will fall apart beneath his hands.
“I love you, Wardo,” he says. He fucks him with a face that is so much like his
own.
If it is the only time that Eduardo gets to hear those words then so be it.
Then Mark has to take it all away from him.
“My father won’t even look at me.”
His father will turn away from him even though he’s still inside Eduardo.
Eduardo clenches and he feels something in him break just a little more. He
spreads his legs wider and holds on.
*
*
*
Promiscuity/Promise.266 words.
Eduardo had always been a bit precocious. He was smart, he’d always been a bit
ahead. He lost his virginity at 13 when his mother died. His mother loved him
and he knew this.
It wasn’t that his father didn’t love him but he didn’t show it often. Eduardo
craved his attention.
It went like this:
There was a party.
There was a party and alcohol.
There was a party and alcohol and there was a man and he wanted to fuck
Eduardo.
He told him he loved him, that he was beautiful and that he could make it good
for Eduardo. He said that they’d be together and that he’d never leave him.
Eduardo was stunned and a little naïve but he knew this was a smart move. It’s
better to lose it to someone who loves him right?
He wakes up in bed with his father’s arm around him. He’s a little sore but
he’s happy. He is loved.
(Mr Saverin turns up at the party and pulls him out by his arm. He told him
that he wasn’t going to fuck any other boys. He didn’t want that for him.
Eduardo was drunk and horny and desperate. Mr Saverin had his best interests at
heart. His son was beautiful, even with all the makeup on him. He always takes
care of Eduardo.)
“I’m afraid you’re going to get left behind.”
He was in New York and away from Florida. Pulled in so many directions. It is
then he makes the decision: he had to get back.
Mark wouldn’t understand. Mark isn’t the one that loves him.
*
*
*
Like/Is. 114 words.
Mark is drunk. He asks Mark to fuck him.
Mark thrusts inside him with long, deep strokes and he wraps his legs around
the thin waist. Mark is big, bigger than- he’s good.
Mark says, “You’re so hot.”
It’s not quite “You’re beautiful” in dulcet tones but he tries.
They don’t do it all the time but Mark is a horny drunk. It’s good stress
relief.
“Can I?” He’d ask.
Eduardo is always up for it. He always misses getting fucked. What he misses
most is being held.
Mark calls him “Querido” but his accent is all wrong. Eduardo tries very hard
not to compare.
If he closes his eyes, it’s almost the same.
*
*
*
Comfort/Contrition. 139 words.
His father is dead.
He does not cry at the funeral. He has to comfort his aunt. It’s a small,
family affair.
After his funeral, Eduardo runs. He turns up at Mark’s doorstep. He knows Mark
will give him what he wants. What he needs. Mark owes him.
“Wardo?”
He will never call him that anymore.
Eduardo grabs hold of Mark and buries his face into Mark’s t-shirt. It smells
like Red Bull and Mark. Mark is patting his back awkwardly, trying to close the
door with his foot.
“Fuck me.”
Then Eduardo kisses Mark like he could forgive him and Mark walks them
backwards into bed.
“Are you sure?” Mark asks when they are naked. “Are you okay?”
Eduardo doesn’t answer him, instead he pulls Mark on top of him.
“I’m ready,” he lies.
It doesn’t even hurt that much.
*
*
*
Release/Return. 164 words. 
Mark strokes Eduardo firmly. With a twist of his wrist, Eduardo is coming,
coming apart beneath Mark with a sob.
Mark has never seen anything so beautiful.
“You’re beautiful,” Mark says as he comes, because he has nothing to lose now.
Not really.
Eduardo doesn’t stop. He covers his face with his hands but Mark can still see
the tears, the way his shoulders shake. He can hear him.
“Shit, I’m sorry.” And Mark is sorry. Not for the right things and not enough
for the wrong things.
Eduardo is crying and it sounds painful and nothing that sounds so painful
should be so divine.
“Wardo,” Mark says, with a hand on Eduardo’s shoulder, still inside Eduardo.
He cries harder and Mark feels helpless. The programmer slides next to Wardo
and says, “I’m here for you.”
Eduardo takes his hands away from his face and it is streaked with tears. He’s
still crying but when Mark’s hand finds his and squeezes, he squeezes back.
End Notes
     Eduardo’s father substitutes Eduardo for his mother, Eduardo
     substitutes his father for Mark and Mark for his father.
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