Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/ works/7270891. Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Underage Category: M/M Fandom: 終わりのセラフ_|_Owari_no_Seraph_|_Seraph_of_the_End Relationship: Hyakuya_Mikaela/Hyakuya_Yuuichirou, Kimizuki_Shihou/Saotome_Yoichi Character: Saotome_Yoichi, Hyakuya_Mikaela, Hyakuya_Yuuichirou, Kimizuki_Shihou, Ferid_Bathory, Hiiragi_Shinoa Additional Tags: Smut, Sexual_Tension, Best_Friends, Sleepovers, Unrequited_Love, Making Out, Making_Love, Alternate_Universe_-_Modern_Setting, Their_parents aren't_shit Stats: Published: 2016-06-22 Words: 6422 ****** Alone for the Weekend ****** by Animeandstuffyeah Summary Yuu is in love with his best friend Mika, but Mika is straight. And he has a girlfriend. Their relationship has been platonic since they were kids, until one weekend they spend alone at Mika's house. Notes Sorry guys! This is my first fan fiction and it probably won't be very good. I just needed to write for a while. The punctuation probably won't be incredible. I hope you enjoy it anyway. See the end of the work for more notes I am gay. I like guys. And I'm cool with that. My only problem is my best friend, love of my life, does not, in fact, like dick. I do not "deal" with that. I masturabte. Actually, that's what I'm doing right now. I'm sitting on the floor of my shower, hand around my dick, crying like the lonely pervert I am. Man, am I lonely. I close my eyes so I don't have to look at myself, but all that does is make me think of Mika. Whenever I close my eyes, I am forced to picture him. I see his beautiful blue eyes that I get lost in so frequently, imagine the way his perfect, pale skin would feel under my hands. His lean but defined muscles, his perfectly round, plump as- I came. God, I hate myself. Who jerks off to the thought of their best friend? My mother knows exactly what's going on, because I take an hour long shower literally every day. It's pretty normal around my age. My mother would expect it. Sixteen is a horny age. I sit up and rub my irritated eyes. Now is not the time to cry. I have to get ready for school and, being a boy, going to class with red eyes is a bit of a nightmare. Boys who cry are gay, according to the douches at school. I laugh out loud at the joke(me). I quickly clean myself, washing my hair and scrubbing my body. I make sure all of my...self makes it down the drain. Just the thought of my mother discovering it makes me want to walk into traffic. I grab a towel and dry myself, making sure to not leave it on the floor; my mother hates that. Once I'm ready, I get into the car that my mom got me for my birthday and drive to school. On my way, I think of what books I need to get for my first period biology class. I want to program my body to unconsciously take me to class(I am very tired). Mika's going to be there. My heart flutters a little and my throat tightens with nervousness. He's been my best friend since childhood and the thougt of seeing him still makes my heart flutter. I am hopeless. I pull into the spot closest to the door and get out, almost forgetting to lock my car. Mika is there, waiting for me like he always does. The sight of him brings an instant smile to my face. God, he's attractive. After spotting him, my eyes wander to the girl standing next to him, Krul. The warm feeling I got from his beautiful face so early in the morning instantly runs cold at the sight of Mika's girlfriend. I despise her. And not just because she currently has a hold on my man; she is too possessive of him. Lately, he hasn't been staying over at my house due to the fact that they have to spend every weekend together. It's probably best that I only see Mika in public places, anyway. It's much easier to keep my hands to myself when he's so distracted by all of these used dildos(students, if you were wondering). "Good morning, Mika", I say as I walk past him towards the front door. "Good morning, Yuu-chan!", he says with a warm smile. My heart clenches when I hear him say my name. Krul's eyes meet mine the moment before I walk through the door. She looks irritated. I am satisfied. The school is freezing as usual when I walk to my locker. I get my text book and binder and head to biology. Mika is already seated at our normal desk. He is much faster than me. After I set my things down in front of me, I turn to face him. He's smiling. "What's up?", I ask, his breathtaking smile automatically bringing one to my face. He blushes. "Oh, sorry. I didn't realize I was smiling." He really needs to stop. His cute makes my fingertips tingle. I almost kiss him right here, in front of the small group of students that has already arrived and taken their seats. That would definitely get me shunned by the rest of the student body, but it's not like I have all that many friends here to begin with. "So, what did you do for your break?" I ask, trying not to be so obvious. "Oh... Uh....", he scratches his head like he's thinking. "Krul and I went to see the new X-men movie. I liked it, even if everyone else didn't. I have a lot of feelings that I would like to discuss with you later. We went to the mall and I looked around at FYE for the first time and OH MY GOD THEY HAD A BOX SET OF ALL OF THE ORIGINAL STAR WARS MOVIES." He frantically taps his hands on the desk in excitement. Fucking nerd. "Um... I stayed home with Akane yesterday because mom and dad went on a day trip to Chicago. I finished The Restaurant at the End of the Universe. Poor Marvin. Not much really happened. Just consumed lots of media, the usual." Before I can say anything, Mr. Bathory starts calling names. I find out that Kimizuki is out today. I thank God. I also notice that Yoichi's face falls. Poor kid; he has it almost as bad as I do. Biology class goes by as biology usually does. Mika falls asleep next to me. I try my best not to stare at him. It doesn't work. At lunch, he asks if I want to come over. It takes every part of my being not to screech. "Yeah! What do you want to do?" "Probably watch anime. Do you have anything else in mind?" Oh, do I. "No, anime sounds good. It's been a while since I've stayed at your house", I say, wanting and not wanting him to feel guilty. "Sorry! Krul just doesn't like it when I spend my time with people other than her. It's getting kind of tiring, honestly. But I haven't watched season four of Soul Eater so you'll  be able to see my reactions." "Yeah, yeah. I get it. I'll be over at 7:30. If you don't make popcorn, I'm going to leave." Yeah, right. "Sounds great", he says, and my heart starts to beat a little faster at thinking of sharing the same bed as him tonight.   -----------------------gay-----------------------------     When I arrive at Mikaela's house, his mother greets me with a massive overdue hug. "I haven't seen you in weeks, Yuu!", she says, her expression looks a little sad. "I know. I know... Mika is always so busy with Krul. I can never come over..." For a brief moment, irritation is visible in her pale features. Knowing Mika's mother, she probably cares even less for Mika's girlfriend than I do. "Yeah, I understand exactly how you feel", she says. Her face quickly morphs back into a smile as she steps to the side. "Mika is in his room. I'm baking cookies, so you boys come down later, alright?" "Sure. That sounds delicious. " I walk past her and through the entrance and living room, up the stairs and head towards Mika's room. The door is shut, but it's unlocked so I decide it's okay to open the door. I wasn't expecting anything new, but inside is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Mika is naked. His back is turned towards me, and he is looking at two shirts he's laid across his bed. He is more toned than I imagined, with pale, thick thighs and a shoulder muscles sculpted by Michelangelo himself. I want to see the rest. I want to see all of him. I want him to turn around; he does. I would be too distracted to hear whatever he had to say if a high-pitched screech didn't explode out of his mouth when he dove for the blankets. His perfect body is covered before I can even be caught looking(I shouldn't be looking without him knowing anyway, I scold myself.) I tell myself that it's for the best. "What the fuck, Yuu?! You're not supposed to be here until 7:30!", he yells, face turning a dark shade of pink. "It's 7:15!" I yell, slightly quieter than him. I'm trying my best to think of my grandmother's saggy boobs so I won't get an erection. It almost works. "Whatever! G-go away and come back in five minutes", he stutters, wrapping the blanket around his lean body and shutting the door. Crap. That was enough material for the next ten years. My parents won't be able to afford to pay the water bill. Still, homelessness will be worth it, because I just witnessed Mikaela Hyakuya naked. I won't even be able to tease Mika about it because my thoughts will force me to walk shamefully to the bathroom. I walk back down the stairs and sit on the floor. Maybe being uncomfortable will give me something better to think about. Walking back into Mika's room with an erection is not an option. I can't make up some excuse about daydreaming this time. He no doubt saw how perfectly happy I was to be seeing him naked.. Oh god. What did I look like? Was my lust plastered all over my face? What if he thinks I'm some perv? I will never live this down. There is a voice coming from the top of the stairs, calling for me. I run back to his room, looking down first to check and see if it looks like I have a rock in my pants. There is only a little pudge. Okay, I can work with this. When I get to his room, he's wearing boxers and an Adventure Time t-shirt. I try my best not to stare at his legs in order to make myself look less guilty, but it's difficult. His legs are perfect. They're not too thick and not too thin, but muscular at the same time. His skin is so pale and smooth and crap I'm staring again. I notice that he's still blushing from a moment ago. He's so white that when he blushes, he just looks like his skin is naturally pink. It's so terribly cute. "S-sorry for yelling at you. That was really embarrassing. No one has ever seen me naked. Other than my mother." "It's alright. I don't mind it one bit." I "joke", giving him an exaggerated wink. He laughs, but his face reddens. I really hope I didn't make him feel uncomfortable. "So, what? Are you going to keep blabbering like a dork, or are we going to watch Soul Eater?" "Right! I'm gonna bring the popcorn up from the microwave. Be right back!" Mika leaves me alone in his room. I sit in one of the bean bag chairs he has stationed in front of the TV. His room smells so much like him. Like his laundry detergent and coffee(he drinks a lot of fucking coffee). It is not helping me stay flaccid. When my butt has already begun to mold into the chair, he walks in and plops the bowl between us. My fist automatically buries itself deep in the bottom (lol). Now my hand is greasy. Crap. He plops down in his seat and opens his pop. As I lick the butter off of my hand, Mika looks at me like I took a dump right there on his carpet. "That's disgusting", he says. "What? Would you like to lick it off instead?", I say. His mouth sets in a thin line and he looks at the TV. Why no sarcastic answer? Out of nowhere, "So, who does Yuuichirou have a crush on?" He asks, making my heart start beating erratically. "N-no one!", I say, trying my best to sound embarrassed instead of terrified. Telling him might be the end of our friendship. Just imagining it feels like a punch to the gut. "Oh, c'mon Yuu-chan! We've been best friends since we were toddlers and you can't even tell me who you have a crush on?" "I told you, I don't have a crush on anyone", I say defensively. I feel like I'm going to throw up. I back up a little bit; I haven't been this nervous in a long time. "I can't believe you'd lie to me, Yuu-chan." He says, clicking his tongue, but I can tell he's not just pretending to be upset. "How about this. If you tell me who you like, I'll tell you who I like." I laugh. "That's hardly fair considering the girl you like is the girl you're dating." Mika sighs and leans back in his chair, gazing up at the ceiling. "I don't know about that anymore." He says, looking very far away. "Huh? You don't like Krul anymore ? What happened?" I say, concerned for his well-being, not at all for his relationship. "I don't know, Yuu-chan. I was so excited to be with her at the beginning. She was so cool. But after all of the awe faded away, I realized I couldn't even hold a decent conversation with her. On top of that, she won't let me see you. And I'd pick you over some mediocre girlfriend any day." Such pretty words from such a pretty mouth. I smile. Mika realizes what he just said and looks at the wall opposite of me. "So you're going to break up with her?" I say, trying not to sound too overly excited. "I broke up with her this morning", he says, looking very depressed. "WHAT! WHY HAVEN'T YOU TOLD ME YET?" "I didn't think you cared that much, Yuu-chan." "OFCOURSE I CARE", I say and take a few very deep breaths to calm myself. "Of course I care. She wouldn't let me see you for weeks! I missed you alot. We have so much to catch up on.... So much has happened that I haven't been able to tell you about because she has been attached to your arm." I haven't been this happy in a long time. My happiness floods out of me the moment I realize, even though he is currently single, he admitted to liking another girl already. My heart sinks. "Enough about me, I want to know who you like," Mika says in a way that, if I didn't know better, would've considered flirtatious. "I told you, I don't like anyone!" I'm surprised I don't stutter. "Yeah, right!" He says, his hands imitating a t-rex, getting getting ready to tickle me. "If you don't tell me, I'll tickle you to death, Yuu-chan! Then you'll definitely tell me." "I will not!" He's on his knees in front of my chair now, leaning over. This is bad. If he touches me, I won't be able to hide it anymore. I stiffen up and sink backwards. He starts to crawl towards me. I swallow. All at once he loses his false composure and attacks me, tickling me wherever he can reach: my arms, my sides, my legs... Crap. He's practically sitting in my lap. I'm laughing hysterically, but really I'm dreaming of death. "Yuu-channnnnn!! I'll stop once you tell me! Just tell me, Yuu-chan!" He says, a wicked smile on his face. "Never! I told you I don't like anyone!" His hands are all over me. I don't know how much longer I'll be able to control myself. I push his leg with my foot in an attempt to get him to push him away, but all that does is make him fall forward. He's in my lap now. My breathing is rapid, and not just because of the tickling. He keeps tickling me, laughing along with me. I grab his hands and he no longer has anything to stop himself from falling forward; he crashes into me. Our bodies are pressed together and I can feel him breathing down my neck. I can't take this anymore. I push his shoulders back far enough so that his face directly in front of mine. His knees are on either side of me. There is no doubt that my erection is obvious. His face is red too. My arms rap around his waist and I pull him closer, pressing our bodies together. The world freezes and our noses touch. Mika must be terrified; I shouldn't be doing this. I lean forward. I can't breathe. Our lips are only a breath apart. I'm about to kiss my best friend. Our lips brush and a cold fire ignites in my bones and quickly spreads throughout my body and- "Mika!! Yuu!! The cookies are ready! Come downstairs!" Thank God his mother came to the rescue before I did something Officially Stupid. Mika instantly jumps off of me, straightening out his shirt and coughing awkwardly. "Sorry, I didn't mean to kick you", I say,  looking everywhere but him. "No, no. It's my fault. I shouldn't have tickled you. Let's go get some cookies!" He tries to sound excited, but it doesn't come out right at all. Running down the stairs quickly, I try to play off the color in my cheeks as if I'm winded. I smell the cookies before I see them and it almost distracts me. His mother greets us as she pulls the cookies out of the oven. She tells us to wait until they cool to eat them so we don't get burned. We really just wait until she walks out of the room. I take one cookie in each hand and wolf them down, the delicious taste stronger than the feeling of my burned throat and tongue. Thankfully, I am not expected to speak.   -------------------- penis -------------------     After we've finished season four of Soul Eater, things are mostly back to normal. The tension from earlier left with the light of the sun. We pretend that moment never happened. Normally we would stay up and play video games for the rest of the night, but Soul Eater has us emotionally drained, so we decide to sleep instead. Since we're two mature young men who are comfortable with their sexuality (again, HA), we sleep in the same bed. He sleeps closest to the wall and I spend my time trying to think of something other than what I saw earlier. I close my eyes. Man I am a perv. His body was so beautiful. I wish I could touch it. Everything about him is perfect, his entire body. This is the last thing I should be thinking about. Glancing at Mika, I notice he's already fallen asleep. Thank God. The thought of him finding out the guy in his bed is hard makes me cringe. Would he suspect anything if he woke up while I was in the bathroom?  I decide to sleep on it and pray that I don't have a wet dream. As I lay on my back, I stare up at the ceiling, trying to empty myself of my dirty thoughts; it proves to be more difficult than I could imagine. Maybe it's the smell of him on his blankets or the heat that radiates from his sleeping body. Mika turns over, his hand slightly brushing my erection in his sleep. It takes all of my willpower not cry out in mortification and pleasure. Gently pushing him off of me, I face the other direction and I don't remember how, but I fall asleep. I dream of him.   ---------------------penis----------------------   I wake up to the sound of Mika's mother humming loudly downstairs. As I walk lazily down the stairs and towards the kitchen, the smell of bacon assaults me. She looks completely awake in her greasy apron, smiling brightly at me. Mika meets me downstairs a minute later and the breakfast is delicious. Again, we eat in silence, too tired to think of what to say. It would probably be awkward if our brains were concious enough to detect awkwardness. I make my way to the bathroom to splash some water on my face before I leave. I don't want to fall asleep at the wheel. Mika finds me. He gives me a tight goodbye hug and I try to make it as heterosexual as a hug can be. The drive home is uneventful and, when I get to my room, I sleep some more. I have a dream about traveling across the Amazon while Morgan Freeman narrates my every movement. When I wake up, I try hard not to cry. That was such a good dream.   ----------------penis--------------   The next week goes by in a blur. Things are pretty much back to normal between us; we eat lunch together every day instead of with his girlfriend and her group of friends. We have much to catch up on. Both of us pretend the other day didn't happen and I am happy for it. I imagine it'd be pretty hard for him to convince himself that I had innocent intentions, but it's Mika. He would convince himself I'm innocent if he watched me commit a murder. On Friday, Mika tells me that his family is going to Florida for the weekend and that he's staying home. Krul will be in the same state and he doesn't want to take any chances. He has the whole house to himself. My heart skips a beat when I hear the word 'alone'. I get my hopes up. Being alone means nothing between us. Nothing will happen. If I keep daydreaming like this, I will leave very dissapointed. Regardless of the sleepover's lack of sexual nature, I am excited to hang out with Mika. We'll can have the TV up as loud as we want, run around the house anytime we want. Scream as loud as we want. I'm thinking about it again. We make a plan for 7:30, just like last time. I try my best to not visibly shake for the rest of the day. Excitement is grating on my nerves and I don't hear a single thing the teacher says. I sigh loudly when the bell finally rings, signaling the end of the day. My hands fumble for my binder, my nervousness probably more obvious than I care to admit. As I pack my bags, I try my best to regulate my breathing. You're not supposed to pant from sheer excitement. Mika and I meet eachother at the car. He smiles at me once he catches sight of me. My chest feels warm inside. I try my best not to meet his eyes as I walk over to my side of his car. We make small talk on the way to his house. This is the first time that we've been alone since last week and the tension is palpable. You could probably see my mind groveling for the next interesting thing to latch on to. We end up sitting in silence most of the way there. I hope I can fix this.   -------------------------penis---------------------   When we arrive, I take out my things and we walk up to the house together. Everyone has left already because the high school gets out later than the elementary school. I yell when I open then door, knowing that no one will hear me. No one does. Mika rolls his eyes and I push him lightly. We run up the stairs and leave our bags in his room. It's cleaner than usual, which I have no real reason to think about. It takes us a couple minutes to get out of the room because of all of the awkward shuffling and accidental touching. My heart is beating erratically by the time I do. Downstairs, we watch Tokyo Ghoul together and the show is enough distraction from the tension between us. I almost forget where I am, but every time I glance at Mika, my heart skips a beat. Sometimes I forget how attractive he is. Boys shouldn't be allowed to look so delicate and pretty and so strong and masculine at the same time. I look away, my face heating up. I don't know how long I was staring, but Mika hasn't noticed. At least, if he has, he pretends he didn't. We sit like that for a while, engrossed in the TV show, glancing at each other when the other one isn't looking. Deciding to take it up to Mika's room, we grab all of the food we had taken out. His mother would normally yell at him for having food in his room, but his mother isn't here tonight. We sit on his futon this time, only a couple inches between us. My hands are itching to touch him. Trying to keep the conversation casual, we talk about the pop quiz we had this morning in biology. I got a 63%; Mika got a 92. Makes sense. We've been talking for a couple hours, when Mika suddenly brings up the conversation I've been dreading. "So, Yuu-chan.... You never told me who you like." He says mischievously. "That really hurt my feelings," he fakes a frown. "I told you! I don't like anyone!" "Really?" He says, inching closer so our sides are touching. "That's very dissapointing." I swallow. Why is Mika acting like this? why is he so close to me? His cheeks seem to have a little extra color in them tonight. "That's too bad. I really wanted to tell you who I like." He says, lightly placing his hand on my thigh, his thumb tracing small circular patterns. I vaguely remember telling him that was my weak spot. Blood begins to pool in my groin faster than I can control my thoughts. Saggy boobs won't make a difference now; Mika is too close. "I'm sorry." It has never been so difficult to keep my hands to myself. He slides his hand up my thigh and ghosts over my groin, taking his time running them over my abdomen and chest, his thumb now busy caressing my neck. He must be kidding. He is playing a joke on me. Too bad bodies can't take jokes, because my erection is straining so hard against my jeans that it's painfully obvious. My hands are in fists at my sides and I'm holding my breath. He breathes on the other side of my neck, and a strangled noise escapes my lips without permission. This is just cruel. He's known how I've felt all along and wants to torture me for revenge. I don't know what I did to deserve this. My thoughts are immediately cut off when I feel his mouth press against the spot just under my ear. I moan before I can stop myself. "What are you doing, Mika?" I choke out. He doesn't answer, just trails soft kisses down my jaw. I didn't know how much self-control I possessed until this moment. "I'm going to make you tell me." He whispers against my lips. I'm ready to cry. I sit there with my eyes closed, waiting to feel the soft skin of his lips press against mine. I feel nothing. When I open my eyes, his face is still directly in front of mine. He is wearing an expression that I've never seen before and, if it were possible, I would say it's lust. I'm digging my nails into my legs in an attempt to hold myself back, but that effort goes straight to hell when I feel him soflty kiss the corner of my mouth. I lose it. Mika gasps as I thread my fingers through his hair and pull his face to mine. My lips meet his and I kiss him hungrily, groaning the second I press our bodies together. Our lips melt together perfectly, and my body tells him everything I've never had the courage to. I wasn't expecting him to respond, but Mika kisses me so fiercely that I feel my teeth might break. I pull him towards me and wrap his legs around my waist as my hands continue to explore him. I gasp when our clothed erections press against each other, and I grind myself against him, searching for the perfect angle, in need of the friction I've craved since the moment he touched me. My hands cup the ass I've been admiring from a distance for years and squeeze. Mika responds with a small whimper. I feel like this is where my hands should be for the rest of my life. My hands push their way up his back, pulling at his shirt frantically, our clothing being the only thing separating us. I need to feel his skin on mine. He rips off his shirt, only breaking the kiss for a millisecond, and reattaches his lips to me. The next time his lips part to kiss me, I slide my tongue in, desperate to taste him for as long as I can remember. Our tongues press against each other and we forget to breathe for a while, getting high off the taste of each other. My only thought is that Mikaela Hyakuya's tongue is inside of my mouth. I map out his beautiful body; I count the ridges of his spine and feel as much of his perfect porcelain skin as I'm able. When my hands find their way to his front, I run them over his abs, taking my time feeling every last muscle. I bring my thumb to his chest, gently massaging his hardened nipple between my fingers. The sounds Mika is making are absolutely delicious. Apparently, Mika has had enough. He stands and pulls me up by my shirt, our lips crashing together again as he guides me towards the other side of the room. My shirt comes off, forgotten on the floor, and the feeling of his skin on mine makes me dizzy with arousal. The back of my knees hit his bed and he throws me backward. I land with a thump. When my eyes focus again, I see him standing over me. His eyes rake my body hungrily and I'm sure he can hear me swallow from five feet away. I never took Mika as a top. He crawls across the bed to find me, his lips attaching themselves to my neck. He bites me and I sigh, my arms wrapping around him again. I can feel him chuckle rather than hear it. His hand palms me and I can't see with all the sensation. My nails dig into his back, pulling him towards me, not wanting our bodies to have even an inch of space between them. His lips slowly trail down my torso and I can't fucking breathe. He hooks his fingers in the waistband of my pants and underwear and slowly inches them both down my legs, leaving open mouthed kisses on the newly-exposed skin. My pants and underwear are wadded up and thrown to the floor along with our shirts. His blue eyes meet my green ones as his lips find my thighs once again, slowly making their way to where I really want them to be, leaving a trail of tiny red bruises behind them. He spends a moment longer than necessary sucking on the most inner part of my thigh, just a mere two inches from my dick, driving me insane. "Please, M-Mika. I need you. Right now." I say, my dick desperate for attention. He complies, slowly moving his mouth toward my cock. My heart is caught in my throat. Without breaking eye contact, he puts the head of my dick in his mouth, swirling his tongue around the tip. I throw my head back and the sound is so loud it never leaves my throat. I've never felt something so incredible in my short life. His hands stroke my bare thighs as he slowly takes the rest of my length in his mouth, hollowing his cheeks. I would beg him not to stop, but all that comes out of my mouth are cries of pleasure. My hips thrust towards his mouth without asking me first and Mika takes it all, never coughing or sputtering, meeting my thrusts. He seems far too experienced for my liking but that's none of my business. When he lets go with a pop, he is on top of me again in a second, whispering in my ear. "I can't wait to be inside of you, Yuu-chan." I can't process all of this. "I can't wait to make a mess of your body, to make you mine. I've been planning the dirty things I want to do to you for such a long time." He nibbles on my ear lobe, not giving me a chance to reply. I want to make Mika happy too, but right now I am putty in his hands. Quickly, he unbuttons his pants and slides them past his ankles and they are added to the ever growing pile of clothing on the floor. He wasn't wearing underwear. I would laugh if I weren't so distracted by his naked body. As I continue to gawk at him, he reaches into the drawer of his bed side table and pulls out a bottle. I realize then that he had planned (or at least hoped) that this would happen. Mika is not the type of guy to just have lube laying around his room. Spreading my legs a little more, he coats his fingers. He smiles down at me and kisses my forehead. "Are you ready?" He whispers, and I shiver. "I have never been more ready for anything in my life," I laugh softly. He goes back to kissing my neck again, his pointer finger teasing my entrance. I close my eyes, thoroughly embarrassed. "I want to hear every noise you make, Yuu-chan. Don't you dare silence yourself." I nod my head, eyes closed, anticipating what he is going to do next. He slowly presses his finger inside of me. The fact that he started all the way at the second knuckle gives away his impatience. I squirm, the feeling completely new to me. "Mika, it feels weird," I say, panting. "Just one moment, love. You'll get used to it." After about 20 seconds of silence and his kisses, it stops feeling weird and I nod my head, signaling for him to push the rest of the way in. After another moment, his second finger finds its way into me and I almost bite my lip until I remember that Mika said he wanted to hear me. Wow that feels good. His fingers spread me open, searching for my prostate. "Are you uncomfortable, Yuu-chan? Are you okay?" He asks, sounding concerned. "Yea- ah! Hah. Mmnnn." He found it. "I'm sorry, Yuu-chan. I couldn't hear you." He says with a grin, his fingers pounding over and over again into my prostate, causing me to scream. Wave after wave of pleasure washes over me, my vision going white. "P-please, Mika. I don't want to c-come yet." I somehow manage to say, and he slips in a third finger, becoming more inpatient. I feel so full and desperate, my hands reaching for him, trying to pull him closer. "Mika, I need you inside of me. Now." That's enough for Mika. He searches my face for any sign of discomfort and with one hand on my hip, uses the other to position himself outside of my entrance. He leans down to give me one last kiss before he slowly slides himself inside of me. Mika is no longer cool and composed; we both moan the whole way. He leans over me, balls deep, panting. The only thing controlling us now is our own desires. He waits only three seconds before saying: "A-are, are you ready, Yuu-chan?" It's obvious that he is holding back for me. I can only manage a small nod. I scream as he slowly pulls all the way out, just to slam back in. I can't think. I can't even tell him to keep going. When he repeats the action, I almost make him stop so I can catch my breath. I never knew someone could feel so much. I let out a strangled cry that makes him loses the last bit of composure he has. He plows into me, no longer able to control himself. His hands are squeezing my hips so hard that I can already feel bruises forming. I'm probably drooling, but I stopped caring a long time ago. All I want to do is feel Mika, feel him push in and out of me until I no longer remember my name. I would certainly be reminded pretty quickly, since Mika is leaning over me, repeating it like a mantra. Mika finds my prostate and I almost come at that moment. He understands and he angles himself perfectly, pounding into it, making me see white again. He still has enough peace of mind to make sure I feel good, even in his current state. My mouth can no longer form words. I am screaming so loudly that I probably won't have a voice tomorrow. My fingers are digging into his back as I pull him closer, trying to get him in as deep as I can. "Yuu-chan. I l-l-" he says, but it breaks off into a loud moan. "I love you, Yuu-chan. I love y-you. I love you. I love you." He repeats after each thrust. I'm sobbing, no longer only from the feeling of Mika assaulting my prostate, but because I've been waiting so many years to hear him say that. "Ah-ha! I l-love you t-too, Mika." He leans forward and kisses me, still thrusting. Grabbing my dick, he begins stroking me along with him. "I'm so close." "Me too." He says between gritted teeth. We stay like that for a few more minutes, creating a rhythm. His thrusts become rapid and I know he's about to reach his climax. He comes inside of me, thrusting all the way through. He keeps going, stroking me until I follow him, back arching in pleasure when I finally come all over my stomach. He pulls out and falls on top of me. We lay therr cuddled up to eachother for a moment, panting. Once our breathing is back to normal, Mika pulls his blanket over us and holds me against his chest. We fall asleep like that, smiling like dorks and holding each other. And we still have the whole weekend to ourselves. 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