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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Inception_(2010)
  Relationship:
      Arthur/Eames_(Inception), Arthur_(Inception)/Robert_Fischer, Eames_
      (Inception)/Robert_Fischer
  Character:
      Arthur_(Inception), Eames_(Inception), Robert_Fischer
  Additional Tags:
      Orgy, Dubious_Consent, Suicide_Attempt, Underage_Drinking
  Stats:
      Published: 2011-08-06 Updated: 2011-09-08 Chapters: 2/? Words: 8172
****** All You Think About is Elephants. It's Pathetic. ******
by Croik
Summary
     Of all the things Arthur thought might tear him and Eames apart, he
     never expected it to be Robert Fischer. Mid-movie What If/AU.
Notes
     This fic starts in the middle of the movie and changes the events to
     a new outcome (similar to "Side Effects Include: Inception"). Some
     parts of the movie will change while others remain the same. But I
     don't want to C&P entire sections of script or anything so I hope
     you'll forgive me for skimming certain things.
     Please heed the warnings: this fic was originally started for Team
     Angst (in LJ's A/E Match Challenge). Since the challenge is over I've
     been expanding on the fic a bit, and I had to expand on the warning
     list. My apologies for that.
     This fic is also going to be updated rather slowly because I'm
     working on my Inception Big Bang projects, but I have every intention
     of seeing it through.
***** All You Think About Is Elephants. It's Pathetic. *****
Paris. Not Arthur's favorite city, but it had its charms--not that he would
have the chance to enjoy them anytime soon. The job was everything and they
hadn't even really begun yet. Ariadne was talented, but she would take time to
properly train, and of course there was research to conduct, plans to work and
rework, in all likelihood people to pay off, all culminating in the impossible
task itself. As soon as Cobb returned with the rest of their team, they would
begin changing the world. Arthur had never backed down from a challenge but
even he had enough sense to be intimidated.
Arthur had just finished replenishing the PASIV's supply of compound when he
heard footsteps echoing through the workshop. The tread of Cobb's cheap flats
were easy to make out but there was a second pair, a sharp clap of fresh soles
that belonged to someone else. He smiled, but was careful to smooth the
expression away as he stretched to his feet and turned. It was all part of the
game, after all, greeting Eames in the proper way--if he was too eager, too
pleased, it would set the tone for the rest of their time together, and the
last thing he needed on a job as serious as inception was complicating things
between them.
Cobb stepped into view, and with him came Saito, dressed only slightly less
impeccably than the last time they had met. Arthur blinked at them in barely-
contained confusion. "Mr. Saito," he greeted, and moved automatically to shake
Saito's hand. "I wasn't expecting you in the field."
"There's been a slight change of plans," said Cobb, in his usual "I'm not happy
about this but don't say anything" tone. "Mr. Saito's going to be joining us on
the job."
Arthur nodded and pulled out chairs for them. "At least we know you're an
experienced dreamer," he said, playing along. "That makes things easier.
Coffee?"
Saito unbuttoned his jacket and sat down. "Yes, please."
"I don't suppose you know how to forge as well?" Arthur joked as he hunted for
mugs that weren't used. "I thought that was the whole point of going to
Mombasa."
"Eames is already on his way to Sydney," said Cobb. "He's getting himself into
Fischer Morrow to study up on the mark and work on our game plan."
Arthur had two mugs tucked into his arm and his hand on a third when Cobb's
words halted him. "Fischer Morrow," he echoed. Despite the feeling of cold
gnawing at his fingertips he snatched up the last mug. "So, our mystery mark
is..."
"Yes. It's Robert Fischer."
Arthur had to remind himself to breathe.
An hour later Cobb and Arthur were back in Arthur's hotel room. "I know having
the client along is never a good idea, but he insisted," Cobb said as he draped
his jacket over the back of a chair. "Our chemist knows what he's doing--he
said he had a few things to take care of and then Saito will fly him in on
Thursday. He's sending ahead a list of supplies he wants us to find for him.
Not the sort of things he can take on a plane, even a private one."
"Uh huh." Arthur didn't stop moving. He stripped out of his sweater-vest and
slacks, ignoring Cobb in the room, and pulled on a T-shirt.
Cobb watched awkwardly. "Uhh...Eames is going to be in Sydney for a few days,
at least," he went on. "That should give us plenty of time to work with
Ariadne, test her out. How's she been doing, by the way?"
"Fine." Arthur went into the bathroom and turned on the water. The cold
splashing his face helped, but not enough.
"I'll take over her training, since I assume you'll be busy with research..."
Cobb leaned forward to try and see him through the partially open door. "We'll
have to be thorough, considering... Are you all right?"
Arthur looked into the mirror. His face was deeply lined and it took a deep
breath to arrange his features back into calm. "Maybe I should go to
Australia," he said, trying to sound perfectly casual.
"What? Why?"
Arthur toweled his face and leaned out of the bathroom. "This is a sensitive
job," he reasoned. "And a man like Robert Fischer is going to have a
complicated background. I might need to get my information on site."
Cobb frowned at him. "You haven't needed to before. I'd rather keep you here
with me." He ran a hand through his hair. "Between Saito and Ariadne I'm going
to have my hands full."
"But what about Eames?" Arthur persisted. "He shouldn't be in there alone. You
know how he can get about his marks."
"Eames is the most professional criminal I've ever met," Cobb said, waving
Arthur's concerns aside. "You don't have to worry about that. I know the two of
you don't always get along--"
Arthur rolled his eyes and ducked back into the bathroom, closing the door.
"--but he and I have already talked it over and I trust him on this. It's not
like you to be so--"
"Boundaries, Cobb," Arthur called through the door. "Please don't talk to me
while I'm pissing." He clanged the toilet seat up.
He heard Cobb sigh, and then the slither of his suit jacket off the back of the
chair. "I'm going back to my room. Call me in the morning when you're ready to
go in, all right?"
Arthur waited until he heard the door close before taking care of business. He
brushed and flossed and finally tossed himself on the bed, exhausted, not a
chance in hell of sleeping. "Should have walked away," he grumbled into his
pillow. "God damn it, Cobb."
He thought back to the last time he had seen Eames, almost eight months ago in
Sardinia: a quick job he had agreed to on short notice, just the two of them
hitting over some tourist, the kind of thing they did a half dozen times a year
when they were younger. They weren't together for even a full twenty-four
hours; a few hours spent planning as they lounged on the beach, sketching
blueprints in the sand; the job rushed in a matter of minutes, practically out
in the open as they cornered their mark in a darkened gazebo; their victory
sex, the best kind, pounding and moaning with the balcony door open for all to
hear. Arthur's favorite, unassailable alibi.
But Arthur had fucked it up. After coming for the third time he had draped
himself over Eames' chest, exhausted and goose bumped, overcome with post-
coital affection for his part-time lover. He had kissed him, and smiled at
Eames' happy murmur rumbling their lips, and thought, Let's do this forever.
You and me, Eames, let's rule the fucking world. Let's do this for real.
And Eames, with all his cleverness and perception, had heard him. When Arthur
awoke in the early morning Eames had gone, having left only a scribble on the
bedside notepad that read Until next time, with a stupid smilie face. It meant,
No thanks.
Arthur dragged himself to the edge of the bed and fished his phone out of his
discarded clothing. He knew he was about to do the last thing he should, but he
thumbed through his contacts and dialed Eames anyway. It wasn't until after the
fourth ring that Arthur realized it would be in the realm of four in the
morning in Sydney.
Eames answered, his voice rough. "Who is this?"
"It's me." Arthur leaned back into the headboard. "I'm checking up on you," he
said matter-of-factly.
It took Eames a moment to process, but once he had, he groaned. "Oh, is that
so. How considerate of you."
"So? What's your status?"
Eames grumbled, and Arthur could hear blankets being rustled about. "My
'status' is asleep. I only got in three hours ago, you know. Customs were
brutal--I'll be walking crooked for days."
"Charming." Arthur rubbed his mouth. It was a mistake to have called, but Eames
would think him crazy if he hung up with nothing more, so he said, "I assume
Cobb's filled you in on the job. I told him he was crazy but he's set on it.
You really think it's possible?"
"I wouldn't be here if I didn't," Eames replied. "And if anyone can pull it
off, it's Cobb. I thought you knew that better than anyone."
"Yes, but this is..." Arthur trailed off uncertainly. He wanted to tell Eames
the truth--someone had to know the secret boiling in his gut, and only Eames
wouldn't toss him off the job, only Eames might understand enough to offer
advice instead of irritation or scorn. "I've never done a job like this
before," he said, working himself up to it.
"None of us have. Isn't that the point?" Eames smothered a yawn. "But I
wouldn't worry. Have you seen the mark? Pretty rich kid like that will roll
right over, believe me."
Arthur's hand clenched against his thigh. "Yeah," he said, and he chuckled.
"Your favorite type, right?"
"Mm, as you well know."
He couldn't say it. "Just be careful. He's not a 'kid' and he's high profile,
even for you."
"Yes, yes," Eames muttered. "Now don't call me again--I'm in first thing in the
morning and I can't have anything break my cover." He snorted. "Like you said,
real careful."
"I know." Arthur ran his hand through his hair. "Good luck."
Eames mumbled something unintelligible, maybe half asleep already, and they
both hung up.
Arthur stared down at his phone, disappointed in himself. He was preparing for
the most important and challenging job of his--and his friend's--life and he
was withholding information that could change everything. Someone had to know,
and that someone was Eames, but instead of doing the smart thing and calling
him back he did an image search for Robert Fischer.
Every picture was the same: whether part of a magazine interview or a
paparazzi's candid shot, Robert Fischer was always poised, well-dressed, and
vaguely irritated. He was bearing the weight of a world that was beneath his
notice, so far removed from what he had once been, when he and Arthur were
bony-kneed teenagers crowding each other on the corner of Olivia Platt's
$10,000 love seat.
Because the truth was, Arthur had never done a job on a mark he'd known, let
alone one he had slept with. He had never tried to steal secrets from a man
that had leaned into him when he laughed, tangling long fingers in his hair. He
had never set out to remake a billionaire that had, for one strange night in
New York, elevated him to a status approaching "prince." Eames was the one who
got close to marks. Eames could have offered the empathy and then the sense-
talking that Arthur was eager for. But Eames was already in Sydney, only a few
hours away from infiltrating the world's richest corporation, and it had to
wait.
"It can wait," Arthur told himself, willing it to be true. And when he couldn't
sleep, he took pills.
                                      ***
Eames arrived in Paris on a 5:00 am flight four days later. He sank into the
passenger seat of Arthur's rented car, yawning and squirming, but when Arthur
asked him how he was, he didn't complain. In fact, he smiled, slow and
secretive, his eyes gleaming. He was in one of his moods and Arthur felt heat
spread through his stomach.
Arthur had taken the liberty of reserving Eames a room at the hotel, and as
soon as he let them in Eames dropped his suitcase by the wall and headed for
the bed. "I'm sure you're all meeting bright and early, but give me a few
hours, won't you?" he said, stepping out of his shoes and socks. "I'll catch a
cab when I'm a bit more presentable." He tossed his jacket over a chair and
then thumped onto the mattress.
Arthur closed the door and followed him to the bed. Eames was stretched out on
his back, unbuckling his belt. There was a tension in his hands that Arthur
recognized. With a quiet snort he pushed Eames knees apart and reached down to
palm him roughly through his slacks.
Eames sucked in a sharp breath. His cock twitched beneath Arthur's hand,
swelled into it, already half-hard and eager. His smirk said you got me and
when Arthur pressed in, kneading the heel of his palm into his balls, his
eyelids fluttered and he arched shamelessly into it.
"Or I could just debrief you now," Arthur suggested with a smirk of his own.
Eames chuckled breathlessly. "Should have known there was no way you wouldn't
notice."
Arthur kicked his shoes off and climbed on top of him. "You were trying to hide
it? I thought we were past that point."
As soon as Eames could reach, his hands were all over Arthur--they stroked up
the insides of his thighs, parting them wide, then slid back to grope the taut
muscles of his ass before snaking down to his knees again. And he kept doing
it, in one long, circular massage, rocking them oh so gently together.
"We are," he said simply.
Arthur leaned down for a kiss. Their lips touched and Eames' hands tightened,
his fingertips pawing eagerly at his ass as if trying to draw him open even
through his pants. It put a pulse into Arthur's groin that left him gasping. He
kissed Eames hungrily, sucking at his lips, his tongue, overwhelmed with relief
that finally, Eames was there. After days of tedious maze designs, hacking into
every account and record Fischer owned, and avoiding all suggestions from Cobb
that he be the subject during their dream sessions, he was thrilled to have a
body to writhe against, to alleviate all that frustration and uncertainty. He
needed distraction and he needed Eames to know it, and judging by the way Eames
shivered beneath his heavy mouth, he did.
Arthur sat up and began unbuttoning Eames' shirt. "So how long have you been
holding on to this?" he asked, grinding back against Eames' crotch. "Were you
trying to join the mile high club?"
Eames grinned lazily up at Arthur as he went back to stroking his thighs. "I
was dreaming on the plane," he admitted with due embarrassment. "Naturally,
believe it or not. I can't stop thinking about it."
Arthur finished with the buttons and laid Eames' shirt open. He didn't bother
to try and remove it: all he wanted was toned muscle beneath his fingers. "Oh?
I didn't know you still did. What of?"
Eames slipped his fingertips under Arthur's shirt, teasing him with his nails.
"I'm not sure you want to know," he said coyly.
Arthur stopped--he knew. It wasn't the first time Eames had smirked up at him
with that mischief and he was well aware of what it meant. He stripped out of
his shirt and tossed it aside. "It was Fischer, huh?" he teased. "I knew you
wouldn't be able to help yourself."
Eames laughed--was he blushing? "Like you said: those pretty rich boys."
Arthur stared down at him, an indescribable feeling welling in his chest. His
lips moved without him. "Tell me about him," he said, leaning down to kiss the
side of Eames' neck. "Is he really that pretty in person?"
"Breathtaking." Eames tipped his head back, and sighed happily as Arthur
trailed kisses down to his collar. "You've never seen a man with cheekbones
like that."
Arthur scooted back, their thighs rubbing as he smeared his groping lips down
Eames' chest and stomach. "Thought you'd be more taken by his eyes," he said as
he unzipped Eames' fly. He pressed a hard, gnawing kiss to the soft flesh below
his belly button.
Eames groaned and bucked against him. "Oh, yes," he murmured, helping Arthur
shove his pants off. "Those baby blues. They're like lethal weapons."
Arthur climbed off the bed long enough to toss both their pants aside, but he
was quickly back, urging Eames' thighs apart. "Keep talking," he said. He felt
almost dizzy as he bent down, using his tongue to trace out the shape of Eames'
cock through his boxers. It was warm and heavy against his mouth, as hard as
Arthur could ever remember, almost intimidatingly so. "Seems like this 'boy'
really got you going."
"You have no idea." Eames' voice rumbled between tiny gasps of pleasure as
Arthur sucked at him through the fabric. "He's was such an insufferable little
prick when I first saw him. All that money--ahh, that's good--that money does
something to a person, you know?"
Arthur grumbled and tugged Eames' waistband down--not enough to uncover
anything, just to hint that he might. "I know."
Eames threaded his fingers through Arthur's hair as if to say, Present company
excepted. "Most of the time he looks like he could drop dead from the
incompetence around him," he went on. "Spoiled asshole. But when he wants
something, and he turns those eyes on you..." He let out a quiet moan and
tugged at Arthur's hair. "It's like he knows exactly what he's doing to you.
Like he fucking owns you."
Arthur remembered. He had been fifteen--he hadn't stood a chance. "So?" He
backed off and dug into Eames' suitcase; he knew just which pocket to search
for the condoms and lube. "Did you fuck him?"
"Of course not," Eames said sharply, offended. "We shook hands, once. Never
even had a full conversation." He struggled out of his boxers and gave his cock
a long, luxurious stroke. "I'm a little hurt you even asked--you know I'd
never."
"You'd never, huh. But you have no trouble fantasizing." Arthur's skin crawled
but he kept it hidden as he returned. "Were you dreaming about being bent over
his fabulously expensive furniture?" he taunted. His underwear joined Eames' on
the floor and he climbed onto the bed. "Or on your back on a conference room
table?"
Eames laughed. "And why is it that you immediately imagine me his bottom?"
Arthur bent down, lapping up the beads of moisture from Eames' swollen head.
"Because I already know he's a top," he said without thinking.
Eames lifted an eyebrow, and Arthur quickly sealed his lips over Eames' cock
for a slow, suckling distraction. It seemed to work at first--Eames' breath
caught, and he pressed up insistently against Arthur's mouth--but as soon as
Arthur pulled back, he said, "And you know that how?"
"Rich kid intuition." Arthur ripped open the condom wrapper. "I'd bet my boots
on it."
"Oh?" Eames smiled, and again something mischievous crept into his expression.
His tongue slithered along his bottom lip. "I bet he's no more of a top than
you are," he said.
His tone was full of challenge, but more surprising to Arthur were the subtle
gestures of welcome that came with it. Eames was as relaxed on the mattress as
he had been all along, but when their eyes locked he squirmed just so, his
thighs parting minutely, his hips angling, his entire body opening to him. He
wanted it--wantedArthur, with a hunger that Arthur hadn't realized they'd been
missing until then, and it wasn't just adrenaline or alcohol propelling it.
It was fucking Robert Fischer.
Without a word Arthur smoothed the latex over himself, and then slicked two
fingers with the lubricant. He gave Eames' hole only a brief rub of warning
before sinking both fingers in to the knuckle.
"Ahh--easy, easy." Eames groaned and tensed, but it didn't take long for him to
adjust to the intrusion; his warm muscles yielded beneath the slow thrusts of
Arthur's fingers. As Arthur spread the lube inside him he drew his knees in
higher, almost lifting his feet off the bed.
"Maybe you should turn over," Arthur suggested, pulling back until just his
fingertips were embedded, and then screwing in tight again. It was exhilarating
and infuriating to see Eames writhe beneath the simple movements of only two
fingers. "Then you can pretend I'm him."
Eames laughed. "Careful, Arthur," he teased gruffly. His eyes were half-lidded
and downright smug. "You're starting to sound jealous."
Arthur added a third finger and fucked him hard, plying and stretching, though
not nearly as fast or as deep as he knew Eames wanted. "Jealous?" he repeated
over Eames' frustrated murmurs. "Why would I be?" He crooked his fingers so
that just the tips brushed barely up against Eames' prostate. "I don't even
like you."
Eames set both palms against the headboard and pushed, trying to draw Arthur
deeper. There was sweat on his forehead, and when Arthur withdrew his fingers
again he groaned, his humor gone. "All right," he huffed. "You win, just--come
on."
Arthur took more time than was necessary in slicking the lube over his
erection--whatever his conscious misgivings, his body was more than ready and
it was a struggle not to let Eames see it. "What was that?" he asked, fitting
his hands under Eames' knees. "Did I hear the magic word?"
Eames growled, his lips pulling back in a sneer that was almost feral, but when
Arthur didn't move any closer even it fell away. He hooked his hands under his
thighs and drew them even wider, feet off the bed, completely open and
vulnerable. "Fuck, please," he groaned. "Please just get on with it!"
Arthur wished he could have stayed in that instant for hours: Eames was spread
open, begging for him, all sweating muscle and panting breath. Every petty
concern melted from his brain and he felt godlike. He rubbed his head up
against Eames' ass, wanting to draw out that fiery euphoria, but when Eames
whimpered--fucking whimpered, for God's sake--he lost control and thrust the
full length of his cock into him.
Eames' head fell back, his raw voice relieved and pleading and unlike anything
Arthur had ever heard come out of him. After years of rutting under hotel
sheets, Arthur had thought they'd done it all, but when Eames clenched around
his cock, when Eames' thighs quivered against his ribs, he couldn't contain a
surprised moan. He wanted it. He was just as heated as his begging partner, and
before he knew it he was rocking into Eames' hips, no buildup, just hard and
fast and entirely removed from any notion of jealousy.
"Yes," Eames hissed. "Please, yes." He shuddered, the muscles along his abdomen
flexing beautifully as he did his best to arch into Arthur's thrusts. He was
limber, and adaptive, and he gasped with even slight variations in Arthur's
rhythm as if thrumming with over-sensitivity. Every breath sounded like another
strained please and it whipped Arthur on, until the bed creaked and their slick
skin clapped loudly through the room.
Arthur shoved Eames' knees higher and found just the right angle--Eames cried
out again, and the sound of it rippled down to Arthur's already throbbing cock.
"You like that?" Arthur taunted. His brow knit with concentration as he pumped
into Eames again, the same way. "Right there?"
Eames gasped. His body drew taut and still, as if slipping would mean Arthur
never finding that perfect rhythm again. It made every thrust tighter and
hotter and blissful. "Yes, God yes," he moaned, taking it, helplessly
enraptured. "Don't fucking stop."
His hand snaked between his thighs, but Arthur saw immediately, and he snatched
it by the wrist. "No--no touching," he said. "You're gonna come just from
this."
He snapped his hips to make his point, and Eames' look of exasperation breaking
down with pleasure almost made him come on the spot. But then Eames twisted his
wrist, turning enough so he could grip Arthur back. He pulled hard, and Arthur
had to brace his knees to keep from being yanked over; it drew them together
tighter still, almost crushing, and Arthur moaned through his teeth as his
balls throbbed between their bodies.
"Then fuck me," Eames growled.
Arthur drew back, and then with a deep breath pounded into him. His muscles
ached, and pressure seethed in his belly, but he couldn't stop, couldn't hold
back. Still clutching Eames--Eames clutching him--he rocked them together,
faster, his entire world sharpening into one desperate piston and five sweaty
fingers. Eames was loud and helpless beneath him, and he was in control, and he
was on fire, and he loved every moment, every breath, every inch of his Eames
with an intimacy approaching panic.
Eames stuttered and jerked, and constricted around Arthur to strangling as his
climax wracked him. He was beautiful: his face was flushed, eyes closed, plush
lips curled in a strange, incredulous grin, weak and charmed and gasping.
Arthur didn't want it to end. He was shaking, but he thrust with all the
strength he had left, punishing Eames' already overworked nerves until Eames
was whimpering with delight. Only then, when Eames was fucked apart and moaning
his name, Arthur, oh Arthur, did he bury himself deep and come.
And it was fucking perfect.
Arthur spasmed in and against Eames for what felt like full minutes, and as
soon as he was spent, utterly, he pulled out and they collapsed in a tangle. He
had never felt so exhausted and so full of energy at the same time; he was
tingling and he wanted to be inside Eames all over again. He kissed Eames'
chest, smearing come against their bellies as he sucked his way up Eames'
throat.
We're perfect together, he thought, shivering when a graze of his teeth made
Eames chuckle. I think I fucking love you.
Arthur stopped. Eames' lips were parted, waiting, but as hot breath panted
against his cheek a horrible, sick feeling came over him. He couldn't make the
same mistake as last time.
"Well?" Arthur gnawed his kisses instead at Eames' prickly jaw, letting the
heat ease out of them. "Think Robert Fisher could fuck you like that?"
Eames sank into the bed with a weary laugh. "I confess, I wouldn't discourage
him from trying," he said. He turned his head, trying to catch Arthur's lips.
"That was incredible."
Arthur wasn't ready. He fit himself to Eames side and tucked under his chin.
They were both still out of breath, shifting each other with each gulping
inhale. He closed his eyes and told himself, sternly, that it was enough. He
didn't want anything more, not from Eames. He was happy. Fatigue crept over
him, warm and inviting, and he relaxed beneath the comforting weight of Eames'
sturdy arm.
And then he woke up.
He was alone in bed. He was still sweaty and sore but there was no warm body
beneath him, no bristled chin, no quiet breath. When he tried to think back,
the memory was so unexpectedly heated and perfect that he doubted it had
happened at all.
Arthur rolled onto his stomach. He was exhausted and furious with himself--the
best sex he'd had in months and he'd dreamed it up out of jealousy. It was
pathetic, and his stomach ached as he growled curses into his pillow.
"You all right?"
Arthur's head snapped up, and a quick scan of the room revealed Eames seated at
the table in only his boxers. He had his papers strewn in front of him, and he
was watching Arthur with amusement.
"Uh..." Arthur blinked stupidly, and looked around the room again. "Did that
really happen?" he blurted out. Eames only laughed and went back to his work.
Arthur climbed out of bed and stretched. His muscles were comfortably
overworked, and he felt foolish twice over for having doubted, which stole some
of the triumph he should have been basking in. But when he padded closer Eames
opened one arm, welcoming him close, and it made up for it.
"Hard at work already," Arthur said. His eyes narrowed on the glossy photos of
Robert Fischer on the table.
Eames hummed distractedly. "I just want to be prepared for when we go in. We're
going to have to plan quickly, so that we're ready when Fischer Sr. moves on.
The sooner we hit him after that, the better, I think."
Hit him. Arthur leaned in, settling his weight against Eames' thigh. He watched
Eames as best he could from the angle: the smile curling his lips, the eager
gleam in his eyes. When Eames fingered the corner of a photo with one hand, he
fingered the line of Arthur's hip with the other. It had been a long time since
Arthur had seen him so absorbed in a job.
"You said you'd never," Arthur said, watching him closely. "Why not?"
"Hm?" Eames pulled everything back into one file. "What, you mean, sleep with a
mark? Don't be ridiculous. Getting involved means letting your guard down; it's
the easiest way to get caught."
"What if the mark was someone you were already involved with?" Arthur asked.
"Before the job. Would you still do it?"
Eames craned his head back, trying to see Arthur better. "What are you talking
about?"
Arthur was a good liar, but he knew he was no match for Eames. The truth was
already on his tongue. All he had to do was say it--say it, and accept Eames'
rebuke, and move on with the job. There was no reason not to.
"Cobb says what we're doing could change a person forever," he said, trying to
sound completely impartial. "Inception, that is. Could you do that to someone
you knew? Just...remake them, like that?"
Eames stared back at him, searching, and at last his lip quirked. Arthur
managed not to wince as he waited for the inevitable.
"Arthur," Eames said. "I would never perform an inception on you."
Arthur's expression was stone, allowing for only a dull, creeping tension to
seep through him. "Why not?"
"Because we're...you know, we're friends." Eames let out a breathy chuckle. "I
give a shit about you."
"And you don't give a shit about Robert Fischer," Arthur supposed. "Didn't seem
that way when you were describing him last night."
"What is this about?" Eames asked irritably. He urged Arthur back, and though
he was trying to look rightfully cross, there was something in his eyes
resembling guilt. "You know, when I accused you of being jealous I didn't
actually think--"
"I'm only worried about the job," Arthur interrupted. He turned to lean back
against the table. "Fischer is the mark--what we're doing to him isn't just
illegal, it's horrific, and you like him." When Eames stuttered and tried to
interject, Arthur talked over him. "I saw it a mile away even without the boner
you tried to hide from me. We can't have you losing objectivity on a job like
this, not when you're going to be forging on top of everything else."
Eames held his hand up. "No one is losing objectivity," he said. "Nothing
happened between Fischer and I, and nothing will. He's just...different." He
sagged in his chair with an annoyed sigh. "He struck a chord in me, I suppose.
But that has nothing to do with the job, and I'm the last person you need to
have this conversation with, believe me."
Arthur swallowed hard, and as they stared each other down, he steeled his
nerves. I don't have to tell him, he told himself. It doesn't matter anyway--
I can do this, because I don't give a shit about Fischer.
"I know," he said. He took in a deep breath and smiled. "Sorry. Cobb's just got
me so riled up about this job. It's his whole life on the line, after all."
"I can imagine." Eames pushed his chair back and stood, pressing up against
Arthur's still naked body. "But it's going to be fine," he murmured into
Arthur's cheek. "Stop worrying so much."
Eames kissed him, slowly and passionately, as if finally claiming his prize
denied at the end of their love-making. Something was different in him. As he
wrapped Arthur up in his arms his embrace was almost too tender, his focus too
complete. For a few brief moments as they twistedly together in the hotel room
it felt as if he wanted something more from Arthur after all, and it
was...terrifying. Eames had never wanted anything from Arthur before. It didn't
make sense. It couldn't be trusted.
They had sex again, right on the table, before Arthur went back to his room to
shower and change. By the time they were both walking into the workshop they
acted as if nothing had happened.
***** There Are No Elephants In This Room, Only In Your Head *****
Chapter Notes
     Please note that the warning list has been expanded since I posted
     the first chapter. My apologies.
The week preparing for the inception was the strangest of Arthur's life.
They talked about Robert Fischer every day, all the time.  They analyzed every
aspect of his life, speculated on his eating habits and art preferences, and
discussed at length the intricacies of his relationship with his father.
 Arthur tried hard to let the talk flow through him, taking it in but not
allowing any emotion or uncertainty to take hold.  He spent every day on edge
and covered it as best he could with a variety of defense mechanisms and
countermeasures.  His work ethic was his greatest ally as were logic and
sarcasm.  Ariadne was a brilliant distraction, forcing his mind into order
whenever he was called upon to teach her.  Having their client, Saito,
constantly in attendance helped to keep him from dwelling on personal worries.
But then there was Eames.  Eames led most of the mark-specific planning
sessions, relating everything he had learned in Sydney in addition to his own
instinctual insights.  He practically beamed whenever he talked about their
lovely victim.  And then, just when Arthur's stomach was in knots and he was
sure he couldn't take another moment, Eames would smile at him and make
everything normal again.  They would banter and flirt and snip like they always
did, and Arthur would relax and think, I can do this.
They snuck into each other's rooms every night.  They fucked in the beds and in
the showers and against the walls, sometimes hard and frantic, sometimes slow.
 Sometimes Eames would crush Arthur beneath his weight, groaning and beastly;
sometimes he would drop to his knees and worship Arthur like a king.  It left
Arthur exhausted, but he couldn't get enough of it.  The dark hours passed in a
blur of scraping bodies and unconsciousness rather than sleep, giving Arthur no
time to wonder if he should question Eames' uncommon vivacity.  He wanted it
that way.
"I've tried it once before, you know," Eames confessed one night, just as
Arthur was pulling his pants back on to return to his own room.  "A few years
back.  It didn't take."
Arthur looked back.  "Why not?"
Eames was still in bed, naked, his fingertips moving idly back and forth across
his stomach.  "It doesn't matter," he said.  He smiled at the ceiling.  "But
it's going to work this time, I just know it.  And it's going to be the best
thing that ever happened to him."
Arthur pulled on his shirt but didn't bother buttoning it.  He stopped next to
the bed.  "You're really sure of that, aren't you."
"Yeah."  Eames' eyes pinched at their corners, just enough to keep his secrets
from spilling out of them.  "It'll be brilliant."
Arthur went back to his room, and for the first time in years, he dreamed
without a needle in his arm.  He dreamt that he was falling, cold New York
pavement rushing up to meet him, but when he should have smashed into blood, he
instead splashed through to the other side.  The world reversed and he was
falling into the sky, into the moon.  Everything grew cold and silent, and
hands reached out of the abyss, dragging him deeper into infinity.  Just when
his body began to cave in, crushed by the emptiness of space, he awoke and
couldn't remember for several minutes who he was.
Arthur was exhausted, so exhausted that when Yusuf brought him coffee and
asked, "How're you holding up?" his response was, "I've slept with Robert
Fischer."
Yusuf blinked at him, the coffee mug still in his hand, frozen.  After a
moment's confusion he glanced around as if to see if someone else had heard,
but they were alone in their corner of the workroom.  "Excuse me?" he said.
"I've slept with Robert Fischer," Arthur said again.  He already regretted
saying it, but he was committed, and he met Yusuf's confused stare with
determination.  "I had to tell someone, and it couldn't be Cobb or Saito or
Ariadne or Eames, so it had to be you."  He leaned back in his chair.  "And now
you know."
"I see..."  Yusuf's eyebrows perked as he finally gave Arthur his coffee.
 "Well.  That explains the face you made when we speculated on his perpetual
bachelor status."
Arthur frowned into his mug.  "You saw that?"
Yusuf smirked knowingly, but as soon as he settled into the chair next to
Arthur's, he quickly sobered.  "In all seriousness, Arthur, you ought to tell
Cobb.  If you had a relationship with the subject, it's going to--"
"It wasn't a relationship," Arthur interrupted.  "We slept together, that's
all.  And no one is telling Cobb."  He glared.  "Right?"
Yusuf started to smirk again.  "That depends on how generous you are with--"
"Yusuf."
"All right, yes, I won't tell Cobb."  Yusuf sipped his coffee.  "Only because
you were kind enough to let me experiment on you the other day.  But still, you
have to expect that it's going to affect the job.  What if he recognizes you?"
Arthur scoffed.  It helped him cover the lump threatening to tighten in his
throat.  "He won't recognize me, and even if he does, you know that won't
matter down there.  His subconscious will explain me away, just like it will
Saito.  I just...had to say it."  He had hoped that it would help, that he
would feel a sense of relief, but the skeptical look Yusuf was fixing him with
only turned his stomach further.  "I can't back out now," he went on as if he
could convince them both.  "The job's already planned.  Cobb needs me."
"He needs a dreamer for level two, yes," said Yusuf.  "But this is a delicate
operation, as you know.  That dream must remain stable."  He scratched his chin
thoughtfully.  "It wouldn't be difficult to bring in another extractor and
teach them that layout."
"Another extractor?  Like who?"  Arthur leaned forward and ticked the names off
on his fingers.  "Bone refuses to work with Cobb.  Kikuchi refuses to work with
Eames.  Wallace and Grace are off grid, and last I heard, Eleanor was in
prison.  I've already thought about this, believe me--there are no extractors
good enough to trust with this."
Yusuf lifted his mug.  "What about Tung?"
Arthur heaved a sigh in exasperation.  "Yes, that's just great.  I'm going to
hand over the mark I had a relationship with to a sociopath who just happens to
be Eames' ex.  Have you even been following this conversation?"
"You said it wasn't--"
"I'm sleeping with Eames," Arthur blurted out.  "So, no, I am not handing my
seat in this job over to Tung.  Or anyone else.  All right?"  He gulped down
his coffee.
Yusuf shot him another look.  "Ahh, that explains quite a bit more."
"I shouldn't have said anything," Arthur muttered, scrubbing his face.  "Even
Ariadne would have been better.  Just promise me you won't--"
He trailed off when he realized that Yusuf was staring past him, his head
quivering in a strictly-contained gesture of Stop, stop talking, right now.
 Arthur swallowed his dread and turned, and he just managed to keep his poker
face despite Saito watching them.  He even smirked.  "Ah, Mr. Saito.  Can we
help you?"
Saito buttoned his shirt cuffs.  "Arthur," he said, his tone oozing amusement.
 "Can you spare a moment?"
"Of course."  Arthur glanced to Yusuf, who was burying his face in his coffee
mug, and with a gulp, he stood.  When Saito motioned for them to step to the
side, he had no choice but to follow.  You just had to say something, he
thought, fists clenched in his pockets.  Now you're going to get thrown off the
job, and Cobb will have no choice but to ask Tung, and oh God, Eames
willkillyou for that, all because you had to open your mouth and--
"I'd like you to join me for dinner tonight," Saito said.
Arthur stared.  It was his job to plan for contingencies, but he had nothing.
 "What?"
"Dinner," Saito repeated with an almost sympathetic smile.  "Once we're
finished here tonight.  My driver will take us at seven."
"All right..." Arthur started to say, but by then Saito was already striding
off.
                                       *

Saito's driver picked them up promptly at seven and deposited them outside an
extremely posh Parisian restaurant.  Arthur was well-dressed for the occasion
but failed in all other avenues of preparation.  For once, he was completely at
a loss with no idea of Saito's intentions.  Fortunately, Saito did not keep him
waiting long; he ordered for them both, and as soon as they had their wine, he
stated his business.
"I know who you are," he said, but Arthur didn't believe him until he added, "I
knew your mother, Allison."
At least it wasn't the worst thing Saito could have said.  Arthur lifted an
eyebrow as he swirled the wine around his glass.  "I hope you're not about to
give me some manner of 'I am your father' speech."
Saito chuckled.  "Having met your father as well, I know better than to make
jokes like that," he replied.  "It was almost twenty years ago, of course.  Her
firm helped us to negotiate the purchase of a growing corporation in the
States.  Very capable woman--you remind me of her."
Arthur sipped his wine.  "I'm flattered, but I'm wondering why you had to
invite me to dinner to tell me this," he said.
"I thought you would appreciate my discretion."  Saito leaned back in his
chair.  "You were particular about not wanting Mr. Cobb to know about your
past...affiliations."
Arthur just managed to not choke on his drink.  He heard.  The sly glint in
Saito's eye was unmistakable.  He heard everything.  He was tempted to tell him
everything he had told Yusuf, about how the affair had meant nothing to him,
how he was still the perfect man for the job, but then he realized...Saito
hadn't fired him yet.  "What do you want?" he asked bluntly.
"When I first approached you with this job, you said it couldn't be done,"
Saito said.  "You've expressed doubt all along.  I knew almost from the
beginning that there was a chance you knew our little prince, through your
parents.  But I did not expect..."  His lip twitched, and he didn't need to
finish.
Arthur put his glass down and met Saito's gaze seriously.  "I am completely
impartial," he said, meaning it.  "You're right--I didn't think this job was
possible.  But I do now, and nothing is going to stop me from doing it.  You
don't need to worry about me, Mr. Saito."
"I should hope not."  The humor in Saito's face turned to ice.  "Because I have
a great deal of information about you, and I know what to do with it, should
you fail."
Threats.  Arthur was almost relieved; threats he knew how to handle.  "Spare
me," he said without missing a beat.  "Information is my business.  If we're
going to play that game, there is plenty I can say about you."  He folded his
hands on the table.  "For example, that you're the reason our mark has ten
million dollars in kidnapping insurance."
Saito's poker face was impressive, but not nearly as good as Eames', and Arthur
could see the slight tensing that indicated his displeasure.  "I don't know
what you're talking about," he said.
"You're the one who wanted to talk about the past," Arthur pressed on.  "I
could tell everyone how you had a thirteen-year-old boy kidnapped from his
private school in order to distract his father from the fact that you were
implementing spies in his New Zealand offices."
"Preposterous," said Saito with a heartless grin.
"Or the particularly gruesome way your associates retaliated to Fischer
Morrow's agents when they were caught at your offices in Hong Kong."
Saito shook his head.  "You're inventing stories that have nothing to do with--
"
"--The job at hand, I agree."  Arthur snatched up his glass again.  "And who
I've fucked has nothing to do with this job, either.  You're lucky Cobb is even
letting you go under with us considering your history with this mark, so I'd
appreciate it if you backed off the intimidation tactics and just let me do my
job.  You'll get your money's worth, I promise."
Saito continued to glare back at him, but before he could answer, his cell
phone rang.  "Excuse me," he said as he answered.
Arthur gulped down the rest of his wine.  He was contemplating an escape
through the bathroom window when Saito's expression abruptly hardened.  After a
few words in Japanese, Saito hung up and looked across the table.  "Maurice
Fischer just passed away in Sydney."
                                       *
Arthur dreamt he was facing a nighttime sky line.  Wind tugged at his clothing
and stung his flushed skin.  It felt real, more real than even a PASIV dream,
and he knew with certainty that when he fell, the streets would lay him open.
 He would burst like overripe fruit--he would splatter on taxi tires and drift
into the gutter.  And he wouldn't be alone.
"We should jump," Robert said beside him.  His long, knobby fingers tugged at
Arthur's urgently.  "Let's just jump.  At least then we'll be free."
Robert started to lean forward.  Arthur wanted to do the same, but it was too
real, and panic seared the back of his throat.  He jerked back, tearing Robert
from the edge and into his arms.  In desperation he twisted their bodies
together--saved Robert's life with aching, breathless kisses.  Their legs
tangled, and they fell to the roof, all bones and sweat and alcohol on their
tongues.
They fell through.  The roof gave way and they splashed through to the other
side, floating down into the cloudless sky, past golden city lights that
glinted in endless black.  The further they fell, the more the atmosphere
crushed in around them, until Arthur could breathe only by stealing the air
from Robert's lungs.  So he didn't: he gave it all to Robert, until his chest
caved in, and he could feel the pressure pushing his eyes from their sockets.
Arthur awoke on a plane with a jerk.  He could still feel the impossible weight
of space surrounding him, preventing him from taking a breath.  He pawed at his
necktie, but his fingers were sluggish, and the knot wouldn't loosen.  Wake me
up.  Someone wake me up!
Eames' warm hand fell on the back of his neck and then the other on his tie,
loosening the restriction without effort.  "Arthur," Eames said close to his
ear.  "Calm down, you're awake."
Arthur took in a full breath and coughed when it stung.  He felt cold, and he
wanted to just curl up in Eames' arms until the dream images left him, but he
remembered too soon where he was and who could be watching.  "I'm all right,"
he croaked, straightening up.  "I'm fine.  It was just..."
"A nightmare?"  Eames leaned back, but he kept one hand on Arthur's neck.  Once
upon a time it would have been the perfect comfort.  "Been a while, hasn't it?"
he said sympathetically.
"Yeah."  Arthur scrubbed at his eyes, sealing his composure once more.  "Didn't
think that was still possible."
"Tell me about it."
Arthur glanced around them.  They were in Saito's jet, on their way to Sydney--
on their way to Robert Fischer.  Ariadne was trying not to watch them from the
next seat over.  "No, it's fine," he said.  "I'm fine."
Eames let his hand fall.  "All right."
It's not fine.  Arthur closed his eyes, trying to find his center, but he could
still feel pinpoint stars prickling his skin.  I'm not fine.  I can't do this.
 Just tell him--tell him you can't do this.
"Eames," Arthur said quietly.  But when he looked up and saw the innocent, even
sympathetic face Eames was fixing him with, his courage faltered yet again.
 "What did you tell Fischer Morrow when you left?"
Eames frowned.  "That there was a death in the family."
"Do you think they would let you back in, if you showed up?"
"I suppose," Eames said slowly.  "Why?"
Arthur took in a deep breath.  Of all the things he should have said, he picked
the worst.  "I need to see inside Fischer's mind before the inception."
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