Desire's Gift - Part 1, the Transformation
By
Jason O.
DISCLAIMER: If you are under 18 years of age you shouldn't read this story.
Warning: This story is intended to be erotic/pornographic. It contains unnatural sexual situations, breast enlargement, some of my other favorite fantasies and warped gender identities which could corrupt your mind.
I suppose the best place to start would be at the beginning. I'm still not sure I believe it myself but I do know I've been enjoying it immensely!
First off, a little about myself. I am a 25 year old, 5'10" male with short dark hair and I weigh about 195 pounds. I try to keep in shape but my work schedule prevents me from belonging to any sort of health clubs. I work in a large bank where I am a loan officer. Although I have tried dating many of the women I work with, most of the best looking ones are closet lesbians, while the rest are too old or too heavy. I have had girlfriends but none of them has been "the one." I suppose I have standards too high as a result of a very active fantasy life.
Things began as normally as any other weekend. After a hectic week at work, all I wanted to do was to be at home by myself. I ran by the store on the way home to pick up some food to make sure there would be no need to leave the apartment until Monday morning. You see, when home by myself I like to dress up. I've always been attracted to women. Especially women with large breasts.
When I say "dress up" I mean I like to put on bras, panties, women's workout clothes, slinky catsuits, whatever shows off the two massive breasts on my chest. I discovered years ago that I could simulate having breasts by inflating balloons with water and placing them inside my shirt, usually supported by a large sports bra or tight shirt. Having the "breasts" made my frequent masturbation sessions even more powerful than before. Although I've had a series of girlfriends, I haven't shared this side of my "hidden" life with any of them. I have often contemplated hiring a hooker or call-girl who could help me act out my fantasies, but I've never worked up the courage (or money!).
I began my private crossdressing days with smallish breasts. The balloons were only the size of oranges or grapefruits. As I kept doing it, the balloons got steadily larger progressing upwards to cantaloupes and honeydew melon size. Eventually, I got to the point where it looked like my "tits" were the size of Minka's (sometimes larger) and I loved it! I often fantasized about what it would be like to take the plunge and have implants, but I wasn't ready to give up life as a male. At times, I even hooked up a hose to a balloon and inflated it inside the clothes I was wearing. The inflating feeling was unbelievable and watching my stomach protrude under my big tits like I was pregnant would sometimes send me to orgasm all by itself.
Anyway, after getting home, I went to my "treasure chest" where I keep my playclothes locked up and quickly got dressed. I first put on a short t-shirt and then my favorite sports bra. Then I put the two balloons in and adjusted them to the proper position. I was in a Rocki Roads mood so they weren't as big as I sometimes go, but the cantaloupe sized breasts looked wonderful once I was fully dressed. I then sat down at my computer and checked the newest images at the BEArchive. Then I ate dinner and popped in a porno movie to watch. About halfway through the sex scenes (I fast-forwarded through the dialogue, who doesn't) I began stroking my 8" cock until I orgasmed into a washcloth. After cleaning up I read for a little while before going to bed. Of course, I didn't remove my breasts because falling asleep with them is too much fun. I simply changed out of the sexy blouse I was wearing and put on a pair of cotton panties and a long nightgown. The nightgown hung off the ends of my breasts and felt wonderful as I climbed into bed. After caressing my breasts for a while and fantasizing that they were real, I drifted off to sleep.
The next thing I knew, I was dreaming. I was walking down a long hallway clad in only the nightgown and panties. I felt for the sports bra but it wasn't there. I assumed the balloons were being held in place by the nightgown as I walked along. At the end of the hallway was a door with a sign on it that said "for all your wishes to come true, enter if you dare." Of course I went in, after all, it was only a dream. Once inside, there was a lady standing in front of a bed wearing a robe. She looked familiar and as I drew closer I realized that she was me! Or at least what I would look like with long dark hair, 38" hips, a 25" waist and tits 5 sizes bigger than Minka! She spoke to me with a throaty, sultry voice and said,
"Make love to me and your wishes will be fulfilled."
This was too much to ask for as the idea of screwing a woman while having tits of my own was one of my hidden desires. I pulled up the nightgown and released my cock from the panties. To my surprise it had grown to 12" in length and was twice as thick as before! She (me) let the robe drop to the floor as she lay back on the bed and I quickly fell upon her. Guiding my (now) massive cock into her I felt my cantaloupe size balloon breasts press up against her huge tits. I was in heaven and after about 5 minutes of thrusting, I exploded inside her. As I lay there atop her, spent and panting, she kissed me gently and whispered,
"Your adventure has only just begun."
I awoke with a start only to realize that I had cum all in my cotton panties. It was about 3:00 in the morning and I got up to clean up. As I usually do when I fall asleep with my breasts, I'll wake up during the night to remove them and go back to sleep. I walked into the bathroom and removed the nightgown and panties and cleaned myself off with a washcloth. I then dropped the cum soaked clothes into a clothes basket and walked back to the "treasure chest" to remove my balloons. Being half asleep, I reached up and pulled the sports bra and t-shirt off, expecting the balloons to fall into the box. It wasn't until I stood up that I fully awoke with a shock! My tits were now REAL! I ran back into the bathroom to look into the mirror and damned if I didn't have a pair of tits on my chest that looked exactly like Rocki Roads! I began to get dizzy and sat down on the toilet to collect my thoughts.
While sitting there I wondered what I'd do come Monday morning. I knew that none of my business attire would fit around these two mounds on my chest! Still unbelieving, I reached up with both hands to feel my new additions. The sensation was amazing. I was used to the feel of cupping my fake breasts in my hands, but now I could feel my hands on the tits. The skin was warm and supple and I couldn't stop my hands from wandering up to caress my nipples. The skin immediately began to pucker and I was rewarded with hard little nipples about the size of my little fingertip. Throwing caution to the wind, I raised my right tit to my lips and began to suck on the nipple. The sensation exploded through my body and I felt my cock begin to stiffen. Even though I had just cum in my sleep, I couldn't help using one hand to stroke my stiffening member while using the other hand to support the tit in my mouth. Little did I know I was in for another surprise! As my cock continued getting hard, I noticed that my hand was sliding further along its' length than usual. Letting my tit drop out of my mouth with a "pop" I reached down with my other hand to grab my now 12" cock. It had grown wider as well, now having a girth of a little over 2". Pausing to hoist my tit back up to my mouth, I quickly resumed using both hands to stroke my massive tool. Before long I was shooting thick ropes of sperm across the room to splatter on the wall almost 5 feet away!
I sat back to relax after my third cum of the night and realized that I would need to get some sleep before considering my problem any further. I wiped up the cum and rinsed my cock off in the sink (I was astounded that I could now get it in the sink!) and decided to just go to bed naked. Probably not a good decision because the cotton sheets felt so good as I drew them up over my nipples, but my exhaustion quickly overcame me and I drifted off to sleep.
Of course, upon falling asleep, I found myself dreaming again, only this time I was lying on a blanket in a forest meadow overlooking a lake. When I looked down at myself I saw that my tits were still there in a bikini top with barely enough material to cover them, and my cock was restrained inside a pair of shorts. As I looked down at the lake, my "lover" from the earlier dream emerged from the water looking as if she had just taken a swim. With the tits on her chest dripping I imagined how she could even perform anything other than the backstroke! She walked to me and picked up a towel to dry herself off.
"What has happened to me?" I asked. "I woke up with real tits and my cock half-again as big as when I fell asleep."
"I told you that all your wishes would be fulfilled," she replied.
"I remember, but how am I going to be able to function in my normal life like this?" I pleaded. "My life is as a man, not some half-man, half-woman mutant!"
"Oh that," she said, "You'll find that there are many things you can do with the new gift I've given you. You see, I'm your inner desire, and I have been given permission to bestow upon you the ability to make any of your desires come true. All you have to do is concentrate on the way you want to appear and it will happen. I've also given you the extra ability to be able to be able to influence the minds of others. You can't make anyone love you, that has to be attained in the normal fashion, but you will be able to make people desire you. From there it's up to you on whether to act upon it or not. And finally, you have the ability to cloud people's minds with regard to yourself if you should choose to do so. That way you can make people forget certain things or only remember the things you want them to about you."
"What have I done to deserve such powers?" I asked.
"Why you have simply been willing to act out your fantasies and desires. Even though you have kept them hidden, you have been eager to explore your wants. Now you have the ability to expand upon those wants and desires to your heart's content, as long as you do so to bring pleasure to yourself and your partners." She replied.
And at that she reached over with one hand to tweak one of my hardening nipples while using the other hand to guide my cock to her mouth. As I felt her throat open up to take my entire manhood, I woke up.
As I awoke, face down in my waterbed, I thought to myself, "OK, now that you're awake, time to get back to reality." I honestly thought that all the events of the previous night were a fantasy induced by falling asleep with my balloon breasts. Imagine my delight when I threw back the sheets to see my naked body with full, FF cup breasts and a 12" cock aching to be stroked. What a way to start a Saturday morning! I decided to get up and do some experimentation.
I quickly went to my dresser where I had a large mirror to view myself. Standing there, I imagined my tits getting bigger and they slowly grew. The feeling was astounding as the skin stretched and my nipples lengthened and hardened. After getting them so big that they were resting on the dresser I shifted my attention to my cock. Reaching down to push it up into my cleavage, I imagined it growing and lengthening. I could feel the sides of my cock being caressed by titanic tit-meat while I simultaneously felt my cleavage being filled. Once I had it to the point where the head was poking up from my cleavage, I began to rock back and forth, tit-fucking myself. I came by the bucketload as it now seemed that the bigger my cock grew, the more I spewed.
I spent the next couple of hours experimenting with my tits. I allowed my cock to return to its' 12" length while I expanded and contracted my tits. I would go from having small, perky B cups to absolutely HUGE tits that dragged the ground. I even treated myself to one of my expansion fantasies as I put on an old shirt and grew my tits until they burst from the fabric.
After about 5 hours of all this, I laid back on my bed with my tits back to FF cup size (which was rapidly becoming my favorite "normal" size) when I dozed off from exhaustion. Although I didn't have any further visitations during my slumber, I must have been thinking about something, because when I woke up I noticed that something else had changed.
II had long dark hair cascading down over my tits. When I reached up with my right hand to examine the hair, I noticed that my hand was much more dainty than before. Preparing myself for a shock, I reached between my legs. This time, though, I wasn't surprised, my cock was gone. It was replaced by a beautiful, lightly haired pussy, just dripping for attention. This opened up a whole new avenue for me and it took a few minutes to realize the implications of these changes. I walked back to my mirror and realized that I had become 100% woman. Face, hair, figure, pussy, tits and all.
It took me a few minutes to remember what I looked like originally, but I slowly transformed back into my male self. Thankfully, I would not have to completely give up my life, but would rather be able to shift at will. I showered to get all the dried cum off of me and put on some clothes. Rather than preparing for a night out in clubs, etc. I decided to go shopping. Picking up my credit cards I headed for the mall.
This is only the beginning... If you enjoyed what I've done so far, please let me know and make suggestions about what should "cum" next. I've got plenty of ideas and hope to be adding installments soon.