****** From young man to boi to bitch to object ****** Provided By: BDSM_Library www.bdsmlibrary.com Synopsis: A young man gets turned into a bitch boi by a brutal man and from there he becomes ever more the fenminized object From young man to boi to bitch to object by 2nn Not for minors! If you are not an adult, stop reading and go elsewhere now! If BDSM, bondage, sexual slavery and homosexuality offends you, please stop reading. Please keep in mind that this story is a work of FICTION; nothing more. Prologue: The young man The young man stepped off the buss with a big fat smile on his face in spite of being more than a little tired from the long trip. Having left small town life behind him once and for all, shedding the few loosely attached friends and his strange spinster aunt, he had arrived in the city ready to pursue his dreams of independence and possibly even wealth. His ideas about how to achieve these things were hazy at best, but now that he had arrived in the city he was sure that it would work out. The buss terminal was not exactly a nice and inviting place, but it bustled with activity and to the young man it seemed like a perfect place to land. A pair of very attractive Latino girls passed right in front of him only ten feet out of the buss, their heels clicking the pavement as their large and inviting asses danced a come-fondle-me rumba seemingly just for him. One of them cast a lazy look over her shoulder as she passed him and as she returned his smile, he felt himself go to half mast. Coming to the city was the best decision he had ever taken. The predator sat on a bench in the buss terminal seemingly reading his newspaper, but in reality scanning the people stepping off the long distance busses, in search of his next boi. Four weeks before he had sold his very, very well trained and supremely disciplined boi to a couple of brutal gay men. The man was sure that his old property would fulfill their demands; no matter how perverse. The last traces of resistance and free will had long since been removed from of the boi, leaving only the supremely compliant slave boi that had been his property. It had been a very lucrative deal, but it left him without a steady hole to deposit his sperm in. He had of course been to some very select clubs to take the worst pressure off, but having someone else's pre-trained slave scream as you fucked and tortured him just wasn't the same as having your own boi to dominate completely and utterly. And while a quick snatch and rape at random was definitely fun it was also dangerous; he had to find himself a more permanent boi and that soon. So ever since he had sold his boi, the predator had been discretely checking out the various places in the city where young men with few or no connections could be found: train stations, buss terminals, street corners in not so nice parts of town, seedy student lodgings, gathering places for migrant workers and so on. The man had abducted many young men over time, turning them into docile slave bois without even the semblance of free will, and although he had taken bois from all manner of places, the buss terminals had provided the most bountiful yield over time. He never stayed long enough to be noticed, often watching the place from a nearby corner or in a car and when the young man stepped off the buss, the predator had only been inside the building for fifteen minutes pretending to wait for someone. The young man had the right look; about five feet nine inches, perhaps a little shorter, slim and attractive and not really feminine to look at, just a little delicate. As the young man passed him on his way out, he could smell that he was a non-smoker and see that his ass and legs, inside his tight jeans, were very nice and looked well-trained without the young man being an outright athlete. The young man exited the terminal, completely unaware that he was being followed by a supremely evil, brutal and dangerous man, a man who would soon change his life into an unending chain of sexual molestations, beatings and humiliations. A man who would change the young man's sexual orientation even. But that was in the future. For now the young man had caught up with the two attractive Latinas and was chatting them up as they waited for the light to change. Both were small and dark, with dark eyes and fine, delicate skin. The one who had looked over her shoulder, had smooth, black hair all the way down to her waist, loosely gathered in a pony tail and large, slightly pouty lips spelling "come kiss me" and possibly more than that. She wore a loose, white shirt, but was unable to hide her more than ample breasts, which moved in a manner revealing that nothing but the shirt hampered their motion. Her shapely legs and fine ass was held by ultra tight jeans and she wore black stiletto sandals, heels more than five inches high. Even so she was more than three inches lower than his five feet eight inches. The young man had light brown hair, fair, smooth skin and blue eyes and he had always had it easy with women. Only eighteen years old, he was already an experienced man when it came to women. His first sexual experience had been with the three years older girl next door even before high school and since then he had never looked back. Apart from more than a few high school girls the same age as himself, he had also had sexual relationships with his English teacher in high school, who used her husband's long and frequent absences to enjoy the many pleasures afforded by young boys at the high school were she worked. She had been a bombshell, with huge tits and a ferocious manner in bed, but she had been no match for her superior, the principal of the high school. His principal did not have huge tits like his English teacher and she certainly didn't look like an animal in bed, but she was. The last year of high school had been a pleasant nightmare for him, where he constantly struggled to keep up, or rather stay ahead, while spending more than half the weeknights satisfying the school's principal sexually. She had taught him many things, but the one he had enjoyed the most was when she had allowed him to tie her up and spank her before fucking her. My God! The power of it! Her farewell fuck to him, the night before he stepped on the buss, had been to allow him to tie her in a standing spread-eagle, gag her, blindfold and whip her severely before first inserting a huge vibrating dildo in her ass and then fuck her senseless. And then he let her hanging there until he got his freak on again and whipped her until she screamed, after which he fucked her again. His principal's final parting gift had been delivered kneeling at her doorstep, her body covered in red welts, as she blew him, her eyes full of tears. Whatever else might happen, he decided that it certainly wasn't going the last time he tied someone up and fucked them. As he followed the two girls across the street, chatting amiably with the bigtitted one, who was obviously interested in him, his principal was at the back of his mind as he pictured the girl tied up as the older woman had been. This time, however, he was out of luck. Her friend, obviously jealousy, dragged the bigtitted looker away and he was left standing at a random street corner in a city he didn't know. Discreetly following the young man, the predator laughed inwardly to himself. Not because the young man had been snubbed by the girls, but with anticipation. He looked forward to taking this attractive little womanizer and turning him into a simpering, oh-so eager to please slave boi. He laughed at the prospect of turning the confident and obviously very sexually secure young heterosexual male into a slave nothing focused solely on pleasing only a dominant man. Breaking him to that would be supremely satisfying. For now, however, he had the problem of grabbing him to contend with. Following him and grabbing him without being noticed. It was early afternoon and the city was teeming with people, so finding a spot for the grab was hard. But then again; the greater the challenge, the greater the glory and the glorious feeling of having the young man writhe, screaming and begging at the end of his cock was well worth the challenge to the predator. After grabbing the young man and subduing him, which he foresaw would be no big problem, the predator would have the problem of transportation. To transport his new slave boi he would need a car and since he was now following the young man on foot away from his car that posed a problem. But, being an experienced predator he of course had a solution to that problem. Increasing his pace, he soon caught up with the young man completely unnoticed. As he passed him he took advantage of the fact that the young man was looking at a poster advertising cheap lodgings and unnoticed slipped a GPS-tracker into an open and unused pocket of the young man's bag. That the young man had been looking at cheap lodgings hadn't escaped his attention either and in confirmed his suspicion that the young man was indeed a newcomer with no attachments or contacts in the city. He was a perfect object and the challenge now was catching him before he left any noticeable footprints in the city. If the predator did it right, and he had always done so in the past, it would be as if the young man had vanished into thin air the moment he stepped off the buss. The predator crossed the street and well away from the young man, but still within visual range of him, he took out his tracking device and made sure it worked and that the signal was ok. That established, he walked away from his prey, back to his parked car. So as not to provoke undue attention, his car, rented under a false identity and only used for this one "job", was parked in an underground garage. Checking his looks in the mirror, he made sure that that his wig and glasses still looked perfect, he then drove off, following the signal from his unsuspecting prey. The young man of course, knew nothing of all this. He went to a local market to look at posters. There were plenty of adds for rooms, but they were all too expensive or too seedy. He did, however, spend some time chatting up a pretty girl working at the place and in spite of drawing a blank with regards to lodgings, he felt upbeat as he left. Turning right he had walked a few hundred yards when he passed an alley in which a man was trying to get a very large suitcase into the back of his SUV. The man had considerable difficulty with the task as his right arm was in a cast. The young man was of a helpful nature and stopped at once. However, he wasn't a complete idiot and before approaching the man to offer his help, he checked the situation out. The SUV was parked not ten yards away from the busy street, the alley was wide, looked clean and was actually well lit. About thirty yards further down the same alley a crew of workers were working in a small store. The man, although large, didn't look dangerous, creepy or otherwise intimidating. In fact he looked a little pathetic, with longish hair and a pair of bad glasses. All in all the situation looked completely harmless and so the young man approached the man struggling with the suitcase and offered his help. The man with the damaged arm was very grateful and thanked him profusely as they together hoisted the very large suitcase into the back of the SUV. The suitcase was so heavy that the young man thought it might actually be full of bricks. He wasn't far off, as the predator had filled it with bags full of dirt. The loading complete the man with the cast on his right arm extended his hand to the young man to thank him. As their hands touched the young man felt a slight sting in his hand and looked down to see the tiniest of needles sticking out of the man's cast and into his hand. Jerking his head up he just had time to see the predatory smile on the other man's face and the evil glint in his eye. He tried to pull his hand away and yell out at the same time, but found that all his strength had gone and that his mouth was seemingly full of cotton. Then the world began to spin and his knees buckled. Unable to move, the only thing breaking his fall was the other man elegantly catching him and effortlessly swinging him into the back of the SUV, actually throwing him over the giant suitcase and far into the back of the giant vehicle. He was still conscious, but the world spun and his eyes were unable to hold focus. And he had no control over his body at all. He felt how he pissed himself while being unable to even clench his fist. He didn't notice that the other man had anticipated this too and placed him on a blanket placed on top of a tarp. The young man heard something being thrown into the car and landing beside him, but didn't see that it was his belongings. Then the open tailgate slammed shut and he lay on the floor of the SUV, isolated from the rest of the city; the city that was his last and only hope of escape. The predator looked around and saw nothing. No one had seen him grab the young man, not even the passersby ten yards away. Of course he had timed it well so that no one was actually directly in front of the alley when he did the deed, but you never knew what might happen. He checked the ground and satisfied that there was no trace left of the young man, he walked to the side door of the SUV, from where he would be able to work without being disturbed. First he cut the young man's clothes off, leaving him completely naked. He had an even better body than the predator had imagined; smooth, lithe and suitably muscled and with a beautiful cock which looked quite bit larger than the average. Slaves with small cocks might be easy to mock and ridicule, but slaves with large cocks were easier to torture (more area to punish) and their shock always seemed much more severe when their beloved cocks were locked away, out of their own control for good. The clothes were stuffed into the young man's bag, which he would shortly dispose of anyway. Then the predator removed a somewhat larger syringe from his abduction kit. Speaking softly to the young man: "Hush now pretty boi. You are going to have so much fantastic sex, you lucky bitch, but for now you must sleep," he then injected the young man with a powerful sedative and watched as he closed his eyes and lay completely still, breathing softly. The predator then bound the young man's ankles and knees together with plastic strips, before proceeding to do the same with his arms. He then opened the very large suitcase, took out the many bags of dirt and then effortlessly placed the young man inside. Just before closing it, he stuffed the young man's mouth with a rag and secured this with a large strip of duct tape. Then he drove off. First stop was a huge old junk yard well outside city limits, which was manned only during the morning hours when the dump trucks came to deliver their load. Arriving in the fading daylight he drove right up to the newest pile of garbage, took the young man's belongings, including his ruined clothes, the stained blanket, the tarp and his own fake cast out of the truck and using one whole can of gas, he burned them all, staying and tending the fire until he was sure nothing was left. Then he removed the bags of dirt and poured it over the fire, making sure no trace was left. The only thing left in the SUV was the giant suitcase containing the young man. He then cleaned the whole car, making sure that no trace of either the young man or himself remained and then he drove off into the darkness, back to the city. Once back in the city, he drove to the parking lot where he had parked his own SUV. The parking lot, actually the corner of a huge truck stop at the edge of the city, had one key feature: It had no surveillance. Here he transferred the giant suitcase from one SUV to the other, again made sure no trace of either him or his prey was left in the car and finally drove off to hand back the rented SUV. An hour later he finally came back to his own car. Wasting no time, he left the city and headed for the city he lived in, several hundred miles away from where he had grabbed his prey. Stopping only once, to make sure that his prey was breathing and to inject him with the sedative once again, he left no trace of either himself or the young man. Chapter 1: Laying down the groundwork for a boi The young man woke up in complete darkness. He had trouble remembering what had happened and had no idea where he might be. He tried moving and found that he couldn't. Moving either his arms or his legs made something tug at either his wrists or his ankles. And he was standing up! Naked! What the hell was going on? In a flurry of near panic he thrashed around, felt his body and immediate surroundings and, after calming down, finally understood his situation. He was standing up, completely naked except for something, which felt like leather, covering his eyes. His arms and legs were pulled as far out to the sides as possible and were tied with what felt like wide and heavy rubber straps. Suddenly he remembered that he could speak too and tried: "Hello? Anyone there?" The sound of his voice was peculiarly flat, as if the sound was somehow dampened or muffled. There was no reply. He tried again with the same result. And again. And again, with ever increasing desperation until he was practically crying. He began pulling aimlessly at his bonds as he called for help, contact, anything until his voice broke and he began crying. He was unable to get free from his bonds, alone and naked in the dark. Then a voice spoke in the darkness: "Are you quite finished with your silly hysterics?" it demanded. The voice was more than a little stern, but with a touch of humor, as if the young man's situation was somehow amusing. "Who is that?" the young man asked, "where am I?" he continued. After a deep and very disturbing chuckle, the voice replied: "I am your new owner and you are in my dungeon; the place where I will teach you your new position: That of a homo slave boi. Questions?" Again the voice sounded vaguely amused and the young man became more than a little scared. Dungeon? Slave boi? Homo? He certainly wasn't a slave and definitely not a disgusting homo, but here the voice was, claiming that he was. And to make matters much worse, he was constantly reminded of his completely helpless situation, of the fact that he was unable to move, except to thrash a little. The young man, very aware of his own helplessness, tentatively tried to object: "I..I..I'm not a homosexual," he stammered, "I don't like men and I'm not a slave!" he finished somewhat more desperately than he had intended. The blow came without warning, a heavy slap rocking his head sharply to the right. Caught completely by surprise, the surprise was much worse than the pain, which was considerable. "You are what I want you to be!" the voice demanded. "If I say you are a faggot slave boi, then you are a faggot slave boi! Understood?" The young man was more than a little afraid and very much in doubt what he should answer. If he said "yes" he would agree to something he thought wrong, but if he said "no" he'd doubt be hit again. As it was, he waited too long for the voice and this time the blow hit the right side of his face: "Well boi? Do you understand?" He opened his mouth and stammered: "Yes, but..." he didn't get any further as first one fierce slap and then another landed on his face. "You are whatever I say you are boi! And if I say you are a homo bitch boi slave, then you are a disgusting, begging and slobbering cock hungry fucking homo bitch boi! Understood?" This was accentuated by yet another vicious slap to his face and the young man did his best not to get slapped again: "Please I.., please, I'm not ... I don't like..." He did get any further as once again a brutal blow landed, but this time it didn't land on his face, but rather on his balls. The blow landed, open hand, directly on his testicles and all the air disappeared from his lungs. It was as if all the pain in the world concentrated in that one point and first he had no voice, no way to let the pain out. Instead he felt sick, nauseous and finally, instead of screaming he retched, vomited his pain out on the floor. His stomach almost empty, he moaned with pain, discomfort and nausea. He heard how the voice flushed the vomit away, felt the water spray on his legs and heard the comments: "Filthy shit! Disgusting little faggot who can't take his punishment like a real man should be able to." He felt sick and ashamed and more than a little afraid. As the sound of running water stopped, he tried again: "Please, I'm sorry... I... I... didn't mean to...but I'm not..." his babbling stopped as a rough hand closed around his scrotum and the menacing voice spoke in his ear, the man's hot breath on his skin: "One more word out of you and I'm going to beat your balls until you pass out. Understand? A nod will do." Terrified the young man nodded and felt the man move away, loosening his grip on his balls. "You are a slave boi and you are my slave boi, my property," the voice said unopposed by the young man, "and I am going to prove this to you now." The young man heard the man moving behind him and pathetically tried following him with his blindfolded eyes. He heard what sounded like a belt buckle being undone and the voice spoke again: "You may scream all you like, but if I hear a single word out of your mouth, a single recognizable plea, I'm going to squeeze those nuts of yours until you pass out." Without waiting for a sign of understanding or much less approval, the man moved closer and to the young man's horror he felt how a glob of what felt like cold, greasy gel being forced into his butt-crack. He knew what had to come next and the horror of it made him forget everything else and as he felt the man's cock moving in between his ass-cheeks a long and desperate "Nooo" escaped his throat. The man reacted by grabbing him by the throat with one hand and by the balls with the other and then forcing his way into his prey's virgin asshole. The pain was unbelievable, enormous and outrageously humiliating. He tried resisting, tried to expel the invader, but the erection was like steel and the resolve driving it even harder. He felt how he was spread apart, how the intruder filled him up and dominated all his senses. Helplessly he cried as he hung there, his words garbled by the hand clamping down on his throat: "No please..., no. No, no, no, no, no..." But the man didn't stop and his cock found a rhythm, pumping in and out of the young man's violated ass at a steady and demanding pace. Soon the "no" had turned into "Uhh!" and these got ever more strained as the fucking progress, boring deeper and deeper into his virgin hole. The fucking was furious, brutal and completely without restraint. The young man was bounced around like a puppet as the predator raped him, violated him beyond comprehension, while holding both his throat and his balls in a vice grip. The young man's garbled pleas turned to desperate grunts and moans as the vicious fucking continued. It went on and on, the man raping him keeping a furious pace. The young man became drenched in sweat as the fucking continued, while his attacker barely breathed hard while continuing his assault. Still the fucking continued without sign of slowing down. The young felt something running down the inside of his leg and thought he might be bleeding from his brutally abused ass. How could the man who had taken him keep up the pace? How could he keep on raping him? The young man found himself loosing his sense of time. There was only the intense pain and sense of deep and irreparable violation coming from his ass, mixed with his own sweating and groaning. And still it went on. The young man could take no more. The pain and degradation was too much and his groaning turned to screaming. He was screaming and pleading now, or at least he was trying to. He would do anything to make the brutal violation of his poor asshole stop. His attacker was a machine, a monster who went on an on, never stopping, never slowing down. All sense of time was long lost. It felt like he had been raped for a week, fucked in his no longer virgin asshole for days or more. The young man was reduced to screaming unintelligible pleas, sweating, crying and begging in sounds no one could understand. Unbelievably the fucking picked up the pace, his rape now moving so fast that the young man now looked like a bound puppet wracked by cramps and spasms as he was being jerked around, screaming desperately. Then suddenly the predator tightened his grip on the young man's balls and began kneading them viciously until he finally came, unleashing a deluge of hot cum up into his victim's violated ass, while at the same time squeezing his balls brutally. Just before the young man passed out from the unbelievable pain, the monster spat in his ear: "I told you not to speak, you useless piece of slave meat!" Then, mercifully, the young man lost consciousness. He woke up tormented by the almost unbearable pain in his ass and in his genitals. The pain, however, was nothing compared to the sense of having been taken against his will, forced to participate in something against his nature, the sense of having been violated. He felt almost sick with that sense of violation and following closely behind this was the shame, the shame of having been raped. It was huge, unbelievable, filling his mind. Involuntarily he moaned and the moan brought him back to his physical reality: He was still bound and blindfolded and had no idea where he was. Adding to his shame and sense of violation was the fact that he could feel a stream of what was probably cum, maybe mixed with blood, running down the inside of his leg. He couldn't help it; he began first to sob; ever increasing sobs until he broke into outright crying, tears running from his blindfolded eyes as he was shaken by sobs and cries. He had never been this low, but for now all that filled him was the shame at what had already happened to him, of how he had been violated. That changed as the voice spoke only inches from his ear: "Silly, sorry little bitch", it mocked him, "are you really that sorry that your ass was finally used for what it was really meant?" The young man spasmed with shock, anger and shame at this, but the voice pressed on: "You are just property, a piece of faggot fuck meat and now you are crying when someone comes along and shows you your place in the world? Wake up boi! This is what you are; a bitch boi, a slave, a warm hole to fuck and beat, nothing more. Maybe you thought you were worth something, like a real person, but please! A little bitch like is only for catching and fucking, not for walking around unsupervised". The young man couldn't help reacting. Scared and shamed as he was, he had to speak out against this, had to object. He got a single syllable out of his mouth before the predator's hand smashing into his already abused genitals stopped him: "Worthless piece of slave meat!" the voice shouted at him, "You never speak unless specifically ordered to! Understood?" Still retching from the unbelievable pain, the young man nodded frantically. "Now I like my bois to be smooth and hairless", the voice declared, "so we'll proceed to rid you of that nasty growth of hair inflicting your fuckable little body." The young cringed at this, but kept quiet, not wanting his balls beaten any more. The predator waited a little after saying this and satisfied that his prey didn't offer any protests he lathered the young man up in shaving cream; a shaving cream smelling distinctly feminine. Having his face, armpits, legs and body shaved by another man was bad enough, but the sensation of having his pubic hair removed nearly made the young man revolt. The hands, which had been so rough just a few minutes ago when they manhandled him while he was raped, were now gentle, if very firm, in their treatment of his genitals. As he felt his pubic hair disappearing as the last body hair of all, he felt more naked than ever before. Vulnerable. Violated. Raped and abused. He felt nearly sick as once more those feelings welled over him, but this time he managed to hold back any outbursts he might have felt like letting out. But strangely the rough hand held his cock ever so gently even after the shaving was over. The man who had grabbed him said nothing and indeed the young man couldn't even hear his breath. He made no moves, but still he held the young man's cock, firmly but gently. The young man didn't dare move, not even as the seconds stretched into minutes and the minutes grew numerous. What was going on? For his part the predator had started the slow, brutal and inevitable process of turning the young man from someone who thought of himself exclusively as a heterosexual, to a homosexual slave boi who would please anyone, regardless of sex, that he was ordered to please. So after man long and silent minutes, the predator began manipulating the young man's completely flaccid cock. For the first almost ten minutes there was no response whatsoever, nor had the predator expected one, but after about fifteen minutes of slow, gentle and expertly performed manipulation, the young man began to get semi hard. Not much, just a little. Just enough for the young man to notice and begin struggling. The young man felt panicky. This couldn't be happening! He had been raped for fucks sake! He had been bound, raped and beaten! And he had enjoyed none of it; absolutely nothing had been pleasant. On the contrary, it had been the worst experience of his life. He had never felt violated and shameful like this and here he was getting hard because the man who had raped him was giving him a handjob! It couldn't be happening! It must not be happening! The young man struggled, still very limited and completely silent as he was too afraid to cry out, couldn't hide the fact that his cock, which had been expertly manipulated for more than forty five minutes, was now full mast. The other hand was fondling his body, finding excitable spots the young man didn't know he had; the man spent quite a bit of time rubbing him between his scrotum and asshole as well as occasional fondling forays up and down his thighs. The predator, so brutal such a short time ago, kissed the young man's neck gently, blew hot breath into his ears, pressed his tongue into them. After an hour, the young man was desperate, pleading for the man to stop. He was full mast now and well on his way to cuming. He pleaded, begged and even tried shouting to the man to stop his ministrations. Nothing worked and he didn't even get the beating he was beginning to hope for, since that would surely stop his outrageously humiliating erection. The young man became more and more focused on trying to stop his approaching orgasm, but the more energy he devoted to preventing it, the more his thoughts strayed to pleasant sexual experiences, fuelling this unwanted need, his undesired approaching orgasm. The predator had tried it before. Sometime he had had to work for a couple of hours to get the new boi to cum, but it was always well worth the effort. The shame and confusion always worked wonders with the boi's tiny little mind and in the end made him easier to control. The man's manipulation had now gone on for more that one and a half hours, but now the young man was finally loosing beyond a shadow of a doubt and he knew it. His pleas had turned to shrill, wordless screams or shrieks and his hips could no longer be held back as he involuntarily pumped the predator's manipulating hands. Finally, almost two hours after the predator began his manipulations, the young man came. With a desperate, hopeless, scream, his body arched back in his bonds, every muscles straining as he shot his load, spraying his hot and shameful cum out on his captor's floor. Even more shamed and violated than after his rape, the young man broke down crying as the last spasms left his body. This couldn't be happening! He couldn't be enjoying this! Not any of it! The rough hands, the hands which had just brought him to that most hated orgasm, then grabbed his head, his face and the voice whispered into his ear: "I knew you were a little faggot just waiting to get caught, a little faggot who deep down wants to be bound and raped every day of his life". It was too much and the young man opened his mouth, drew breath in preparation only to be cut off by the predator kissing him - deeply. Kissing him hard and long and completely deflating him with surprise and shame. It wasn't that he responded to the kiss, he didn't, but the fact that he was being treated as homosexual slave, someone who loved being dominated. And to make matters even worse as the man continued his long and probing kiss, a small voice in the back of his mind said that the kiss was not unlike the one his English teacher had given him when she had seduced him for the first time: Soft, yet commanding. The young man recoiled at this, but there was nowhere to retreat to: the predator held him tightly and the kissing continued, now followed up by increased groping and fondling. He hated it, but was utterly incapable of preventing it. Finally it stopped and the evil man withdrew. And then the blindfold came off, revealing for the first time to the young man his prison. It was surprisingly small, only about twelve by fifteen feet. The walls and the floor were made from what looked like very dark concrete, so dark it was almost black. The ceiling, about ten feet up, seemed to be the same color and was fitted with no less than five large fluorescent light tubes, casting the whole room in a harsh and unforgiving white glare. A large part of one wall was taken up by a mirror going from floor to ceiling and at least eight feet wide. The young man was suspended spread-eagle from a steel frame positioned no more than five feet from the mirror. It was more than a little shocking to see his own naked, hairless body strung up like that, as was the sight of his slowly swelling balls already turning dark red from the beatings they had taken. Embarrassed he saw that a thin stream of cum mixed with what was probably blood, ran down the inside of his thigh. Looking away he took in the rest of the room. The opposite wall was taken up by a frightening array of straps, gag, whips and other implements of torture. In the far corner, opposite a very heavy looking door, stood a small, very small, cage made from criss-crossing quarter inch steel bars welded together. The young man had no illusion as to who would occupy that cage. In front of the cage stood a TV connected to some kind of player. That was it. Small, stark and utterly frightening. The predator had given his prey plenty of time to take in his new home and had enjoyed greatly the play of emotions on his face, but now it was time to move on. First he fetched a collar; narrow and made from steel reinforced white leather, he put it around the young man's neck and locked it in place with a padlock. The click made by the padlock as is locked made the young man twitch involuntarily. Next came a pair of very special gloves. Made from thick white leather, they were completely without fingers and very small. They too were locked on using padlocks and had the effect of turning the young man's hands into small white cone shapes and rendering them utterly useless. Finally he placed a pair of white stiletto booties on the young man's feet. They felt like they were much too small, but more importantly they had very thin, six inch shiny metal stiletto heels. They were zipped up the inside of his ankle and both the zips and the boots themselves were secured with a yet another set of padlocks, making it impossible to take them off without a key. The young man was horrified. What was being done to him? The evil man had declared him to be a homosexual slave boy, but what was this feminine footwear about? He opened his mouth to ask, but stopped when he saw the look on the face of the man who had caught him. The predator, having silenced his property with a stern look, released the young man's feet and allowed him to stand again, his arms still bound. To make matters easier for himself, he then tied a thin strap around the young man's legs right above his knees. Next he released his prey's arms only to handcuff them together in front of him. Balancing precariously with tied legs and new and difficult footwear, the new slave boi didn't even put up a token fight as the predator padlocked his handcuffs to his collar, so that his hands were now held uselessly right beneath his face. Standing very unsteadily in his new and painful boots, the young man listened in disbelief as the evil man addressed him: "Never forget that you are a slave - MY slave - and that I rule every second of your pathetic existence". The young swallowed hard at this, but wisely said nothing. "As my slave you will always - always - wear high heeled shoes or boots, even when bathing or sleeping", the predator continued. "You will address me as "Daddy" always, beginning and ending every sentence with that address and you will never ever speak without permission. Understood?" Seeing no other alternatives the young replied: "Yes". The blow came so fast that the young man didn't even see it coming. The predator slapped his face, very hard. So hard that the young man was thrown off his feet and into the wall before landing on the cold, hard floor. "Stupid shit!" the predator shouted, "Say it right, you useless slave shit!" The young man looked uncomprehendingly at the predator, unable to understand his transgression. He tried to understand: "Please, I.." he didn't get any further than that before the next blow landed on his upturned face: "Stupid bitch!" the man yelled, "Say it right boi! Do you understand?" The young man didn't and he tried - and failed - three more times before the predator instructed him again and he finally, in a very small and tear choked voice managed: "Daddy, yes Daddy". The predator responded by standing him up, caressing his cheek and praising him: "Good boi", he said soothingly and continued: "You will be a good and obedient slave boi from now on, won't you boi?" The young man felt an absurd wave of pleasure at the man's praise and felt an entirely genuine, if very tentative and timid, smile on his face as he replied: "Daddy, yes Daddy". As the evil man again praised him and again the young man felt an absurd sense of pride at this. The predator then explained to his newly caught slave that he would now practice walking in his new footwear. He also explained that he demanded perfection in all things including the manner in which his slave boi walked in heels. Nothing less than the sexy swaying of a seasoned whore would be accepted. The young man didn't know what that meant, but he was sure that he wouldn't be unable to live up to the expectations. This, however, he kept to himself. It was better just getting beaten for not performing, than being beaten up for not performing and for objecting. Soon his legs had been released and he stumbled clumsily along on his new heels in the confines of the dungeon, soon screaming as well as multiple blows from a bamboo cane landed on his back, ass and legs because the man was dissatisfied with his performance. It went on for hours until the young man had been reduced to a heap of flesh covered in angry red welts, sobbing helplessly: "Daddy, please Daddy" unable to stop his pathetic begging. The predator finally stopped and knelt next to his victim. "Useless bitch boi", he spat as he lifted the young man's head up from the floor by his hair. He lifted the young man's head up until their faces were level and them he kissed his victim deeply. He stood his sobbing and confused victim up and continued the kissing, now supplemented by and gentle caresses concentrated on the young man's ass and crotch. The switch from utter brutality to utter gentleness caught the young man completely off guard and much to his surprise he found himself responding to the man's advances. Timidly, yes, but he nonetheless responded, something which would shame him endlessly as he lay in his tiny cage later. The kissing and fondling continued until the young man was semi hard, something which took a surprisingly short time. The shame welled up in him as he felt this, but the evil man's skilled hands kept him semi hard. The young man was then forced to kneel on the floor, his face and bound hands pressed to the cold concrete, as the predator lubed up his ass and entered him from behind, raping him again. As before it was a very vigorous violation, shaking the young man around like a rag doll, but while fucking him the predator also continued manipulating the young man's cock, managing to keep him at half mast throughout the vicious rape. The feeling of being violated was no less this time, but it was mixed with the very unwelcome sensation of moderate pleasure coming from his crotch, a sensation which burned the young man's sense of self, undermining his existing personality - just as the predator intended. When he had shot his load into his victim, the predator turned him around and kissed him again, this time pressing himself through the lips of a crying and sobbing young man who was helpless to prevent the awful things he was being subjected to. This done, he pushed his victim into the cage and locked the door. The cage was so small that the young man could neither stretch out nor sit up, but was forced to lie with his upper body against his folded legs. Although the bars were closer together here, the bottom of the cage was also made up of bars making it a very, very uncomfortable place to be for any period of time. Once the cage was locked on his victim, the predator turned the TV in front of the cage and left the sobbing victim trapped in front of a TV showing an endless parade of gay S&M porno movies; slave boys being tied, beaten and fucked. Not all of the movies were professionally made. In fact most seemed to be recorded in various private dungeons and the predator featured in several. They all featured brutal men beating and fucking begging, screaming, sniveling, groveling or sobbing male slaves, most in heels or otherwise feminized. A common feature, one which frightened the young man badly as he noticed, was how the slave always ended up not only submitting abjectly, but actually cuming as they were brutally beaten and fucked. That he might end up like that scared him worse than almost anything else. As the hours passed and he was able to put a tiny bit of distance between himself and the fact that he had been raped by another man, the young man began thinking about escape. He tried wriggling and struggling out of his bonds and tried pressing on the bars of the cage as well as the door, but after hours of painful sweaty activity, he hadn't even managed to get even a tiny bit of slack in the gloves imprisoning his hands. And these were the least severe of all his bindings. Getting out of his current situation seemed all but impossible. He would have to think of another way, perhaps immobilizing the evil man and the getting out with the help of his keys. At least that way he'd start outside the cage. Chapter 2: Proper initial conditioning of the boi Once again he was sitting broken and crying in his cage, his body covered in welts, blood leaking out of his mouth and cum leaking out of his ass and onto and into his white stilettos boots. His hands were still inside the white leather mittens and were still locked to his collar. None of his bindings had been off since the day of his capture and neither had his boots. And he had no idea how long ago that had been. He thought he smelled badly of sweat and old cum as the only cleanings he got were the incessant shavings and latherings with hair removal crème, neither of which seemed to be able to remove the smell of fearful sweat and cum which he thought clung to him. The man had just finished yet another training session by punishing him for his inept performance and for his previous infractions. This time he had not been beaten, but one more of his teeth had been removed, leaving him only with a few teeth in the back of his mouth with which to chew his food. Not that he needed to chew his food these days, as it was all liquid or almost liquid. He would probably be getting very thin were it not for the fact that the man forced food into him, demanding that he eat everything poured into him. The man had begun removing his teeth as punishment as a result of the young man's one and only escape attempt. Some time after his capture he had realized that his bonds were not coming off and that his only chance of immobilizing the man and escaping, lay in attacking his genitals. First he had tried kicking the man's balls, something which the predator had dodged with ridiculous ease after which he had caned the young until he passed out. That only left biting his cock during blowjob training as an option, but when he had finally gathered courage for the attack, it seemed like the man had just been waiting for it and in no time at all he was tied down, screaming for mercy as the man prepared to remove his teeth. None had of course been forthcoming, but the predator had, to the young man's surprise considering his otherwise completely unbridled brutality, not removed all of them. The reason for this soon became apparent as teeth extraction became his new favorite punishment for serious transgressions. For every inept performance or other transgression, he would pull out one of the young man's teeth. That and he would of course whip him as well. The young man actually getting pretty good at walking in heels, almost reaching the level of perfection required by the predator, but he still had trouble kneeling, squatting and getting up with sufficient grace to satisfy the evil man. The young man had no doubt that soon all of his teeth would be gone, leaving his mouth a smooth and inviting hole for the man to invade with his supremely aggressive cock. When the evil man had removed the first of his teeth it had loomed very, very large in his mind, almost devastating him with the enormity of the violation. But lately this had faded more than a little. The reasons were simple and scary. The first was the obvious question: What method of punishment would replace tooth extraction? The young man had a few, very unpleasant ideas and they scared him very, very badly. The second reason that tooth extraction was loosing it power to frighten and degrade him, was that a few other things were degrading and humiliating him even worse; one things in particular: He had noticed how he was getting disturbingly good at performing like a complete slut for the predator. Not only when it came to proper movements and walk, but also in how he responded to the man's praise and to his kissing and fondling. It was as if he now craved approval from the man and not only that. He found himself responding with a shameful sense of pride when the man looked at his exposed and swaying ass and legs with open and undisguised lust. He found himself almost squeaking "Daddy, yes Daddy" to the man's orders, vocally submitting to his captor. He was also loosing his disgust with providing blowjobs. His first blowjobs, even after most of his teeth had been pulled, had ended with him retching and spitting, provoking yet more punishment. But now he swallowed almost without disgust and found himself trying vey hard to perform satisfactorily and not only for fear of punishment. He found himself thinking, almost subconsciously but not completely so, how nice it would be to please the man he now almost always thought of as "Daddy". But the primary reason, the reason he was doing all those other shameful and disgusting things, was that he found himself enjoying the man's brutal fuckings. The most frequent activity in the tiny dungeon was the young man being released from the cage, having his hands released from the collar (but not from the mittens) and strung up spread-eagle in front of the mirror. The predator then usually spent some time kissing and fondling his slave before entering him from behind and subjecting him to one of his outrageously vigorous fucks. The young man was invariably reduced to a fuck puppet bouncing and jerking around at the end of the man's invading cock. But as he was being jerked around, the evil man always manipulated the young man's cock with true expertise. The first many times this happened, the young man either failed to cum or only came after a very long time. Not so anymore. The young man had reached the stage where the evil man's touch could make him cum whenever the evil man wished. When he had first reached this stage the predator made the young man's screaming orgasms coincide with his own, but lately he had used his own amazing stamina to make the young man cum almost instantly and then use the remaining time to make him hard and needy again. Then they came simultaneously. In short the young man, to his intense shame and embarrassment, found himself liking some of what the evil man was doing to him. Before coming to the dungeon he had never had a homosexual thought in his life and now his heterosexual dreams and experiences were beginning to fade and be replaced by homosexual ones. His steamy nights with his English teacher and his principal were fading, being replaced by the first involuntary orgasm the evil man had forced him to have and the first time he came with the man in his ass. The memory of his principal's soft lips was nearly gone, replaced by the predator's demanding and invading kisses and the gentle kisses he had placed on the inside of his English teacher's thighs were gone, substituted by the first time he had successfully deepthroated Daddy. He now watched the endless gay porn playing as he sat in his cage with interest and something amounting to arousal and not disgust. The young man had no idea how long the man had held him captive. The harsh fluorescent lights were always on and even though the dungeon was tiny, it seemingly had a system of double doors, because he was never able to see what was outside. Sleeping in the cage, tied up and cramped up and naked under the harsh lights only amplified the sense of loosing time. He tried to be realistic about it and thought that perhaps he had been captive for a month or a month and a half. He arrived at this in part by trying to count the number of times the man had fucked him and estimating how many times a day he would be able to this. Counting the number of fucks had not only been difficult, but mentally extremely painful but in the end he had managed what he thought was a realistic number. He had also tried factoring in that he would probably estimate time as being much longer when he was confined as he was, than he would estimate it when he was free. In fact he had been captive for almost six months. The predator had used his many years of experience and had managed to fuck with his captive's mind completely and utterly. Once the slave's last teeth were gone he reckoned that the young man would be very close to being a boi, that he would almost accept his status. Already he felt him leaning into his caressing and kissing and not only was he no longer disobedient at all, he was beginning to be actively submissive and super obedient. Although the young man himself probably hadn't noticed yet, the evil man had noticed how he recently had begun closing his eyes during blowjobs, his cheeks sucking in and his face assuming a state of relaxed enjoyment as he moved his lips and tongue with ever increasing expertise. In the end they all came to love their captor. The predator had had many slaves, at times up to four at the same time, and when he was done conditioning them they would invariably be willing to do anything for him. Anything at all. When he sold them, as he always did, they sobbed and cried, but all went willingly because he ordered them to. This boi would too when the time came. Three more transgressions would mean the last of his teeth were gone and then it would almost be time to take him out of the dungeon for the first time. His last tooth gone a few days, the young man was taken out of his cage for yet another fucking. He offered no resistance whatsoever as the predator first tied his legs wide in front of the mirror and then released his mitten imprisoned hands from the collar only to secure them wide to the frame. The young man, very soon the boi, stood there looking in the mirror at the predator behind him, waiting for his captor's next move. The evil man made no move at first, standing instead watching the young man intensely. Unable to look his captor in the eye, the young man instead looked at himself and after a short while he saw himself. For the first time in months he really saw himself. The sight was shocking. The creature in the mirror bore little resemblance to the young man brought into the dungeon. The creature in the mirror had long, filthy and matted hair (full of dried cum), but a clean and utterly smooth body. His arms were very, very thin, almost completely devoid of muscle tone and his legs were also much more slender than one would expect from a young, healthy man of nineteen. The collar, the mittens and the white stiletto boots made him look somehow feminine and submissive far beyond what his bonds managed to do, but this was nothing compared to the look on the creature's face: Lips moist and full, mouth open as if waiting eagerly for a kiss. Or a cock. And the creature's own cock cried out his submission: From a perfectly smooth and hairless crotch it stood out in a proud and nearly throbbing erection. The creature in mirror was not a man, not even a young one. The creature in the mirror was a submissive slave boi and even the young man could see it clearly. He could no longer hide in his mind behind his capture and the predator's torture. He was now unmistakably Daddy's boi bitch. The realization made him whimper in defeat and, much too his later embarrassment, look to Daddy for help. And this Daddy did help - after a fashion. Leaning in over his boi's shoulder, one hand cupping his ass and the other gently, ever so gently, holding the embarrassingly erect cock, he whispered in his property's ear: "Submit to me. Embrace it. You are that horny little bitch boi in the mirror. You don't want freedom and a life with women. You crave brutal domination and most of all you crave cock; you need a cock to please, to suck and to welcome into your oh-so receptive faggoty ass". The young man whimpered loudly and as the predator told him he didn't want women, but brutal men and he began crying silently, defeated. But the predator continued: "Why sad? You are lucky to know who you are and what you need. Most people don't. Ever. But you know that you are a submissive little faggot; a bitch boi craving cock domination. Embrace it. Submit to me now". As he spoke he caressed the young man's ass and legs and began stroking the boi's rock hard cock ever so gently. The young man's sobbing abruptly shifted to a sharp intake of breath as his body stiffened in response to the brutal man's touch. Independently of the touching, and surprisingly, the thought that he really was a submissive little bitch boi craving domination and brutal fuckings and that he should submit to the man occurred. Right behind this thought came the more realistic thought asking if he really had a choice. There was no indication whatsoever that he'd be able to escape the man as things looked now, whereas things might change if he did submit. Perhaps the evil man would actually let him leave the dungeon. After this cold and hard reasoning came another thought, shamefully powerful, telling him that by submitting he would almost certainly have more sex with the man and when the predator again asked him: "Submit to me now", he moaned his reply: "Daddy, yes Daddy. Daddy, I submit to you Daddy. Daddy, please make me your boi Daddy" when what he really wanted to say - no scream out - was: "Fuck me you bastard! Fuck me until I bleed!" The predator, experienced as he was, had already read these emotions on the boi's face and in response he entered his willing ass as he began stroking his cock very, very vigorously. So vigorously in fact that the very surprised boi came, and came hard, only a minute after the predator's fucking had begun. Surprised and embarrassed he opened his mouth to apologize when the predator, who had started softly, whispered: "Hush baby, accept who you are and enjoy it". When the evil man finally came, the boi thought that the fuck had probably been a record of some sort. He was completely out of breath, covered in sweat and he couldn't remember ever having had so good sex. The predator had made him cum not once or twice, but three times, leaving his cock raw and overworked and so very, very good. He couldn't help himself but moan as Daddy withdrew his cock: "Daddy, thank you Daddy". The words came not because he was ordered or felt he had to, but because he actually felt grateful for the fuck. As usual the shame came right on heels of this; the acute embarrassment at being forced into being a homo slave boi, but for once he didn't dwell on it but instead elected to enjoy the feeling of being helplessly bound and so very well fucked. A voice crying out in the back of his mind that this was wrong, while Daddy's cum leaked out of him, went ignored as his body relaxed. He hadn't noticed Daddy leaving the dungeon, but he did hear and see him enter it once more. He held a small plastic bottle in one hand, but that seemed to be all he had fetched from the outside. Daddy walked over to his boi, kissed him deeply and then released his legs, letting him stand with his arms still secured to the frame. Then he released the boi's hands, allowing him to drop them passively to his side. But then he surprised the boi by removing the mittens holding his hands captive. The boi could hardly believe it and remained completely passive, although he did so more from surprise than from submissiveness. His hands and fingers were very stiff from the longs months of inactivity and they had acquired a pale and unhealthy color. The skin was slightly spongy and soft, his nails were very, very long and had wrapped themselves around his fingertips. And his hands smelled very bad. Daddy ordered the boi to flex his fingers. This turned out to be both difficult and painful, his joins creaking and the dexterity of the joints being more like that of an eighty year old. He felt suddenly panicky, fearing that the condition might be permanent, but again amazingly Daddy stopped his worries by grabbing him gently by the nape of his neck and forcing himself into his boi's mouth as he kissed him deeply. And for the first time the boi was able to wrap his arms around his owner. The feeling was overwhelming, flooding his emotions completely and when it stopped and he stood passively by as Daddy fixed his hands, he couldn't tear his eyes away from the cruel man. The boi's mind still circled around escape and the enormous violations he had been subjected to, but now these thought and emotions were mixed with other and far softer emotions. Having his nails clipped and filed and his hands washed gently by the brutal and evil man who had grabbed him, almost made him love the predator he was now calling "Daddy". This state wasn't improved by the fact that he now openly, even admitting it to himself, lusted after the man. Daddy, the evil and brutal rapist who had held him captive for months, had tortured him worse than anything he had imagined and who had even removed his teeth for goodness sake, he was also the man, the human even, which he had lusted after the most ever. Just standing there, a round of vigorous sex not even half an hour away, made the boi wish for Daddy's big fat cock in his mouth or even better, in his ass. For the first time the boi really realized that Daddy, the evil rapist, had actually succeeded in turning him into a homosexual! The realization startled him, shocked him even, even though it had been a long time coming. He had after all enjoyed the last many, many fucks Daddy had given him. The realization also served to remove the soft glow he had been seeing the evil man in. "Daddy" was an evil and vicious rapist, a brutal criminal who preyed on young men. The young man almost rebelled right then and there, but he stopped himself. His hands were useless and the man would be prepared and he had not only the techniques but the weapons with which to defend himself. The young man stopped his escape attempt even before it began. Daddy had moved on to first cut his nails, then wash and dry his hands, after which he rubbed them with a sweet smelling crème; an action which once again filled the boi with conflicting emotions. It just felt so nice and after all the brutality he had been subjected to the caring behavior made him grateful and soft. Once again the desire to be allowed suck Daddy's cock crept back into his mind. This time he caught them early, but the image and imagined taste of Daddy jism on his tongue lingered. The predator then took his boi's hand and led him over to a small table. Seeing himself in mirror, being led just like a guy would lead his girl, embarrassed the boi very, very much but as Daddy laid his hand on his ass he had to admit to himself that it was also somewhat sexy, maybe even romantic. As his cock twitched the boi once again battled with his feelings, balancing between actively hating the evil bastard and loving Daddy. The predator simply smiled and lifted his property up as easily as if he had been a feather pillow and deposited him on a narrow table. The boi was again struck by just how strong he was and how hard it would be to escape such a man; strong, smart, brutal and meticulous. Leaving the boi on the table, his stilettoed feet dangling a foot above the floor, the evil man fetched two rubber balls, about the size of tennis balls. He gave them to the boi and said: "Your hands need training now that you've ruined them with your stupid obstinacy." The boi acknowledged this blatantly false and manipulative statement with a demure and submissive "Daddy, yes Daddy" and the predator continued: "Squeeze these balls until I say otherwise". The boi again acknowledged and began training his joints. It was far harder than he would have thought. Not only had he lost almost all muscles in the fingers, but also his joints were stiff and even his coordination was off. He found that he had to focus all of his attention on his hands to perform as ordered. But as his boots were removed by Daddy he was unable to stop and stare at the sorry state of his feet. Like his hands they were an unhealthy shade of pale and smelled extremely bad. The skin looked almost ready to crack or fall off at the slightest touch. The nails had grown wildly, mostly downwards, some of them into his flesh. He had suspected that this had been the case since the pain in his feet had been bad for a long time, but since the pain had persisted all his time in the dungeon and since the pain in his feet was preferable by far to the other kinds of pain Daddy could induce, he had chosen to live with this particular pain. Now, as he saw the damage, he whimpered with fear at the pain he knew was coming. "Squeeze the balls boi", Daddy ordered gently and the boi instantly began squeezing as ordered but kept staring at his damaged feet completely transfixed. As it turned out Daddy was brilliant at repairing his feet and after a couple of hours of intense, and at times very painful, work the boi's feet looked and felt almost like regular feet. The boi had stopped squeezing the rubber balls a long time ago as his hands had tired very quickly and so completely that his fingers could hardly manage even the weakest twitching. Done, Daddy lifted his boi off the table and as he set him down on the floor barefoot, he said: "I wish to demonstrate something to you boi". The boi was very confused as to what Daddy might mean by this, but before he could ask his feet touched the ground and Daddy let him go. Standing in tip-toes was almost alright, being only moderately painful as his toes, squeezed together in a wedge shape by the stiletto boots, now moved away from the positions they were accustomed to. But as his feet carried more and more weight the boi had to shift his balance as one always does when touching down and as such had to move his feet. The surprise was far worse than the pain and he fell, completely unprepared for what had happened. He couldn't stand flatfooted! Sharps stabs of pain had come from both the arches of his feet and from his Achilles tendons, now far too short to put his heels down. He landed hard on the concrete floor, unable even to soften the blow properly with his useless hands. Looking uncomprehendingly up at Daddy, the evil man bent down and told him: "You have now lost the ability to wear anything but high heels. In order to walk you must now wear a minimum of five inch heels, although to be even remotely comfortable the heel must be six inches. You are now permanently a stilettoed bitch. My stilettoed bitch boi". Daddy let the last sentence hang and the boi knew he had to respond or suffer the consequences. So although the shock at this new and humiliating discovery was immense, he smiled somewhat sickly and replied: "Daddy yes Daddy. Daddy, thank you Daddy". Satisfied at this, the predator made his boi crawl into the center of the dungeon, to a drain in the floor. Here he removed the collar of his property, now standing on all fours. The boi looked up at his owner with large scared eyes, suddenly frightened at what might be next for him. Smiling at his property Daddy produced a water hose and the plastic bottle he had brought into the dungeon. It turned out to be nothing more frightening than a shampoo bottle and to the boi's immense surprise and joy his owner proceeded to wash him. Shampooing his hair had to be repeated four times, but each time was more luxurious than the last and by the time he was dried off the boi was nearly crying with gratitude. His whole body, including hair, hands and feet were clean, dry and free for the first time since he had been imprisoned and the sensation was just overwhelming. That the man who had subjected him to the brutalities was the same as the one who had cleaned him didn't matter to the boi. He just looked at Daddy, eyes almost brimming with tears of gratitude as he sat on the floor, unable to use his hands in a meaningful way and unable to stand up. Daddy smiled at his property and fetched a pair of stiletto sandals which he gave to the boi. They were white and naturally had six inch heels, but holding his feet were only four ultra thin leather straps so that the skin of his feet could now breathe for the first time in months. As he was helped up by the evil man, standing free and clean he did burst into tears and thanked his brutal captor: "Daddy, thank you Daddy", he sobbed on and on. Daddy stopped him by lifting up his chin, placing a finger on his lips and whispering: "Hush baby. You are mine and if you behave and obey I will treat you as you deserve, providing the cock domination you require". He then bent down and kissed his property deeply. In the boi's mind there were no conflicting emotions. He wanted Daddy and he wanted him badly. He got what he wished for. Daddy first spent considerable time kissing, caressing and fondling his increasingly excited boi. Had Daddy not signaled that words were banned, he would have been begging long before Daddy made him stand on all fours and entered him from behind. His whole body felt electric with sexual excitement and in spite of having been vigorously fucked already he came the instant Daddy's hand closed around his own supremely excitable cock. The orgasm was out of this world, making him scream with pleasure as his body trembled and twitched, his eyes rolling back into his head. And when he came down from his high, Daddy was still fucking him with long thrusts, banishing all thoughts of rape and capture, instead filling him with dream images of him gratefully sucking the great man's cock with gratitude. Oh God how he loved it! How he loved being taken by this brutal and evil rapist bastard! After Daddy had left the boi sat, or rather crouched, in his cage looking at gay porn movies as usual. Unlike before he now only wore his stiletto sandals and a thin, white collar. He didn't really see what was on the TV screen. Instead his mind was filled with the soft and pleasant memories of being fucked by Daddy, while cum slowly ran out of his well fucked ass. As per Daddy's orders he sat squeezing the rubber balls to build up his hands strength and flexibility again. The lights never went out of the dungeon and the gay porn movies running on the TV were only halted when Daddy was inside attending to his property, so the boi had no way of telling time. He slept some and woke up to a new movie, this one featuring a very attractive woman castrating a slave boi, who disturbingly looked just like himself. Unbelievably the woman, dressed in a full body black rubber suit and wearing seven inch stilettos, was performing the castration while the bound and desperately begging slave boi was being fucked by one brutal master after another. She took her sweet time washing and cleaning the boi's balls as she explained what was going to happen to him. The boi tried objecting, tried pleading, but not only did she not care what he said, his words were garbled or worse by the procession of cocks pounding his ass and mouth as the woman worked. The cleaning was followed by a very, very lengthy round of testicles torture, which made the boi faint several times. Finally, his balls reduced to grotesquely swollen and misshapen lumps of flesh, pierced several times by heavy duty needles, the boi broke and begged her to castrate him, begged her to take his balls. He did so crying and with unswallowed cum running down his chin while a huge black guy had most of his forearm up his ass. Compared to the torture which had gone before, the castration was almost tame. The evil woman bound a metal wire very, very tightly around the base of his scrotum. She then let the desperate slave alone with his many "lovers", letting him "enjoy" the attention while his testicles turned first blue then black and withered as he watched helplessly. After a long while the movie showed him crawl across a concrete floor, fucked nearly to the point of fainting and with cum running freely out of his broken ass, over to the evil woman. He begged her, crying hopelessly for her to please remove his balls, calling her Goddess as she used a pair of garden shears to cut them off and a red-hot iron to cauterize the wound. The movie ended with the crying boi taking his Goddess' waste with open mouth as she took a shit in her property's mouth. The movie had lasted many hours as it was essentially unedited and had shown the full torture session. The boi had been unable to stop watching it. Not only was it a new one (he had seen many of the movies running on the TV hundreds of times), but the boi in the movie had looked so much like himself. Scaring him badly was the fact that his own cock had been stiff for most if not all of the movie. Had it not been for the fact that Daddy had expressly forbidden him to touch himself, he would have been masturbating like mad throughout the whole movie. In every shot he had pictured himself being treated like that, had imagined what it would be like to be fisted while being castrated. And he had loved the fantasy. This thought finally snapped him out of his current infatuation with Daddy. He had to escape! The evil rapist was fucking his mind, breaking him and turning him into something he didn't want to be! It didn't matter that he now loved being a homosexual plaything to another man. While not in itself wrong, his position as it was now was wrong. Deeply wrong. He was being forced to behave like that, forced to be homosexual and even if he did like it, which he was no longer able to deny, the coercion was wrong. He had to escape. Otherwise there was probably a good chance that he would end up like the slave in the movie. Chapter 3: Crafting the boi Escape, however, was a long way off. He wasn't even out of the cage, let alone the dungeon yet. But several hours later, when Daddy came again, the boi did get a chance to get out of not only the cage but also the dungeon. Releasing his captive from the dungeon, Daddy allowed the boi to stand unbound in the dungeon. He looked gorgeous, every bit the sexy little slave bitch he really was. His body was slender and lithe, a pale from the many months in captivity, but otherwise fine and smooth except for a few remaining welts and bruises - just as one would expect on a slave boi. He stood wearing only his white stilettos sandals, his posture perfect, passive and patiently waiting for the evil rapist's next command. Moving behind his property, cupping his ass gently on the way, Daddy bent forward and kissed the boi's neck, making him sigh with genuine passion. However much he desired to escape, the brutal man's attention, when gentle, made him hard and needy. The predator fondled his prey's ass and legs for some time while kissing him gently and then reached around and secured a collar on his slave. It was thin and white and made from very soft leather. From a ring on the collar hung a small heart shaped pendant engraved with the words: "Daddy's bitch". The predator had briefly shown his prey these words before securing it and the boi blushed deeply as his most embarrassing erection refused to go away. Then Daddy took his property's hand with the words "Come along now slut" and led his slave to the door of the dungeon. The evil man then opened it and led his slave, who was completely stunned, out the first of two doors. As the door to the dungeon closed behind, he found himself in a very cramped room between the inner and outer door to the dungeon. He hadn't been out of the dungeon, hadn't even been within six feet of the door, during his entire stay in the dungeon and now he was simply walking out with the evil man who had captured him leading the way. The situation was doing disturbing things to his mind. He found himself on the verge of asking, no begging, Daddy to take him back into the dungeon, to let him remain as a captive. A small sheen of sweat broke out on his forehead. He was terrified of what was going to happen; terrified of being out in the open and ultimately terrified of being free again even if that surely wasn't going to happen as long as Daddy was in charge. As the outer door opened and Daddy was about to drag him out he almost didn't move his feet, but at the every last moment the voice of reason, the very last part of the young man who had been forced into the dungeon that remained, spoke, urging him out so that he might at least have the chance of escaping. The boi stumbled out behind his owner and found himself in a strange room as the dungeon door closed behind him. It took him a little while to see that he was in fact standing in a walk-in closet, filled with stylish men's clothing; the obviously expensive, but very discrete clothes of a millionaire with good taste. He turned to look at the dungeon door only to see... nothing. There was nothing to see. He looked at a blank wall adorned with a large tie rack and a narrow shelf, presently unoccupied. There was nothing, nothing at all which revealed that a dungeon resided behind the wall. Turning around he caught a smile on Daddy's face, but had no time to reflect further as the evil rapist led him out of the walk-in closet and into the biggest bedroom he had ever seen. Not only was it huge; it was also one of the most inviting rooms he had ever been in, a room you wanted to spend hours and days in. Seemingly reading his mind, Daddy said: "Don't worry boi. You'll be spending many, many days and nights in here, working that gorgeous ass of yours to please me". As Daddy led him out of the bedroom the boi found himself blushing as his very indiscrete erection told the whole world how he felt. Once out of the bedroom Daddy gave his property a tour of where the boi would spend his time. It was easily the most luxurious place he had ever been in, every single tiny item chosen with the greatest care to project an air of refined and discrete luxury. And it worked. But considering the bedroom he had just been in, this didn't really surprise the boi much. What did surprise him immensely was the location. If he had been asked to guess where he was while incarcerated in the dungeon, he would have guessed that he was being held in a farmhouse, a large secluded house or perhaps even a mansion of sorts. This was, however, not the case. Daddy's home was an apartment. He was being held captive in a penthouse apartment. At first his heart jumper with excitement: He would be able to signal from help! Someone would be able to see him and come to his aid! These thoughts ran through his mind as Daddy finished the tour and held his property's hand as they both stood in the apartment's spacious kitchen. Again Daddy read his prey's mind: "Did you look properly around you bitch?" he asked. "We are in the topmost apartment of the city's highest building, more than twenty stories higher than the second highest, which is three miles away". The boi's heart sank. "And the windows are coated with a special reflective surface, so no one can see in," he continued, "and finally there are no outside porches and such, so give up you feeble hopes of getting help boi. You are mine and you will remain so for as long as I still want you. Understood?" Defeated the boi meekly replied: "Daddy, yes Daddy". Seeing his property defeated like that got the rapist going and soon the boi was thrown across a table as the predator fucked his ass rhythmically with long hard strokes. At first he didn't even let his hand go near the moaning boi's crotch, but well into the fuck he grabbed the boi's rock hard member firmly and began stroking. At first this only served to increase the boi's moaning (his movements were trained and near perfect as required by his Master and as such independent of his own passion) but as the fuck went on and on while Daddy kept his boi on the edge, the moaning turned to passionate screaming as the slave's eyes eventually rolled back in their sockets and he actually began to drool with lust. Somehow being almost free and fucked while unbound increased his passion immensely and when he finally came it was with a half strangled, high pitched whine all the while his whole body convulsed. As Daddy let him drop to the floor a voice in his mind informed him matter-of-factly that this was easily the best fuck of his life, rape or no rape. This thought, the thought that he had come to like being raped, once again sent a shock through his system, albeit a small one as he was simply too comfortably enveloped in the aftershocks of his momentous orgasm. Of course he was not allowed to rest much and Daddy's nudging his ribs informed him that it as time to get up. "Getting up" turned out to be positioning himself on his knees so that he could first clean Daddy's cock and then the floor and cupboard door he had soiled with his cum. Having Daddy's cock in his mouth actually made him whimper softly with gratitude as he looked thankfully up at the evil man who was turning him into something he wasn't supposed to be. The next two weeks passed in a strange daze of sex and relative freedom. Daddy instructed him in how he wanted him to behave and what he expected him to do. To his considerable surprise Daddy primarily, perhaps even exclusively, wanted to use him as a soft and pliable sex toy for what almost amounted to vanilla sex. Bondage came into it, but wasn't a prominent feature and as long as he behaved he wasn't beaten or otherwise abused - at all. Every time Daddy entered his now eagerly awaiting ass he was allowed to cum, often several times in a row as his sexual stamina was nowhere near that of Daddy. He was even allowed clothing. Daddy favored very, very tight jeans and turtleneck sweaters for his slave. His feet had been restored to health - except for the fact that he was unable to stand flatfooted - so Daddy supplied him with new shoes. Usually he wore either Oxfords with a seven inch steel heel or ankle high boots with seven and a half inch heels; both types in usually in either black or white, although he did sometimes wear red shoes. As for underwear he always wore very skimpy white silk panties; his ass always occupied either by Daddy cock or some sort of plug. Shamefully, as the thoughts of escape became weaker and weaker in his state of unexpected comfort, he had to admit that being plugged was a sensation he had come to not only like, but love. Had his jeans been loose enough for any kind of freedom he would probably have run around with a more or less permanent erection. As it was he could get almost, but not completely erect because his super tight jeans. Almost erect, almost. Standing in front of full length mirror in Daddy's bedroom, checking if he looked pleasing enough for Daddy he realized with some surprise that he had acquired a genuine pleasure in his new image. He liked looking at himself as he was now, even if he was just playing along to get a chance of escape. The boi in the mirror had a tight turtleneck sweater made from thin, white Cashmere clinging to his thin, but supple and lithe, upper body. His shapely, if narrow, ass and killer legs were covered in skintight light blue denim of a quality the boi hadn't even known existed. On his feet was a pair of black Oxfords, completing the expensive, but sluttish look. His face was soft from the constant application of expensive crèmes and his lips slightly parted, moist and receptive looking. His hair was his only complaint; long and badly kept from his long months in the dungeon, it had been gathered in a ponytail, but still looked shabby, especially compared to the rest. That, however, was about to change. As the boi stood preening in front of the mirror, Daddy walked into the room holding what looked like a bag made from black leather. A big bag. But as he, without even a hint of resistance allowed Daddy to put it on him, found out it was not a bag. Rather it was a very tight and completely escape-proof straightjacket. Soon he was hugging himself very tightly, his arms also strapped to the jacket in front, as a broad and sturdy strap was pulled under his crotch and fastened so that there was no way out of the jacket. The boi stood uncomprehending, bound hard for the first time in weeks, but not daring to ask why. The chance for that passed soon enough as Daddy filled his mouth with the most enormous penis gag imaginable. Had the boi had any teeth left at all, they would surely have been knocked out by the very laborious process of getting it into his mouth. As Daddy strapped it in place the boi had to fight off a wave of nausea as the short, fat rubber cock touched the back of his throat. He looked at Daddy with large scared and questioning eyes, but instead of an explanation, Daddy plugged his ears and pulled a very tight and very thick rubber hood over his face, open only at the nostrils. Very nervous now, the boi felt something being fastened around his neck after which a quick and very firm tug told him it was time to go. Scared almost to the point of pissing himself, the blind, deaf, speechless and utterly helpless boi stumbled after the manipulating rapist, only his long and painful lessons on walking perfectly in heels, keeping him from falling. He felt strangely thankful for the many painful and humiliating hours Daddy had made him train to be perfect in heels whatever the situation. He had no idea where they were going, but he did feel that he was in an elevator going down for along time, which was of course not surprising given the location of Daddy's apartment. Getting out of the elevator, he was walked a short distance before being picked up unceremoniously and placed in what he assumed to be a car seat. He had assumed right he noticed as the car set in motion, a ride so smooth that even tied up as he was, the extreme luxury of the car he was in was clearly apparent. He had no idea for how long he rode in the car, but when it stopped and he was helped out he found that during the ride, which was taking him unknown and potentially unpleasant places, his primary emotion had not been fear but lust. Pressing painfully against the super tight jeans and the leather strap of the straightjacket was his erection. He had not thought of escape even once, not for a second. As he stumbled along to the tug of his only connection to the outside world, the leash, he once again became very alarmed at his own docility, his almost complete acceptance of his slave status. Once again he wowed to do everything to escape, to get away from the evil man who was doing these unnatural and wicked and ... oh-so sensuous and wonderful things to him. A small voice in his mind cried out that he had already lost, that Daddy had made his mark deeply, permanently and indelibly on him. He tried to ignore it, but the obvious fact that he followed without resistance, that he had allowed himself to get tied up like this without the slightest bit of resistance and that his cock became stiff because of it, spoke a harsh and brutal truth which could not be ignored. These thoughts of subjugation had muddled his perception of time, so he had no idea how long he had been led when large, firm hands halted him. Confused, relieved and more than a little apprehensive, he felt his hood being removed, then his gag and finally his straightjacket. Once his eyes had adjusted to the light, he saw the room he was in. It looked a lot like a beauty parlor and in fact that was just what it was. A table with a well lit mirror occupied one wall and in front of it a chair was placed; a sturdy chair looking like it had been lifted from a dentist's office and with straps for ankle and wrists. There were only two people in the room, Daddy and another obviously dominant man. The boi was unsure of how to react until a vicious slap from Daddy told him to kneel and kiss the other man's boots. Once he had done this, he remained kneeling while the two men talked. The boi heard little or none of what the discussed as he was preoccupied with keeping his head down and inflicting as little pain on himself as possible. After a short while Daddy stood him up and forced him to look into his eyes. He then uttered a single word: "Obey". The other man then removed what looked like a very small TV remote from his pocket and pressed two or three buttons. He then put the remote away and clapped his hands twice. The clapping was instantly followed by the sound of chains being dragged. Only now did the boi notice two slaves who had been chained very, very restrictively, one on each side of the table with the mirror. Both were completely covered in black rubber. Completely covered. From head to toe they were covered in thick, black and shiny rubber. Their waists were constricted by impossibly tight corsets and on their feet were laceless, zipperless knee-high boots with seven inch pencil thin black heels. Their hands were covered in ultrathin black rubber and over their eyes were dark, almost black, reflective lenses, integrated into their hoods. Their hoods were only open at the nostrils and at their mouths, but tiny black rubber tubes had been inserted into their nostrils so that not even there skin could be glimpsed. One of them was gagged with something which ended in a large rubber flap over his lower face while the other was gagged with a ring gag opening his mouth to an outrageous degree. The rubber was so tight that they had to be completely hairless underneath. They were chained in a manner so restrictive that the boi could hardly believe it. Cuffs or collars with chains attached to them were around their ankles, right below their knees, around their wrists, right above their elbows, around their necks and around their waists. The chains all led to a number of holes in the floor and wall so that when they were pulled back the slaves would assume a special position. That position was face down on the floor, arms stretched straight out to either side, while their legs were also stretched straight out, but bent at the knee at a ninety degree angle. In the floor was embedded a dildo standing straight up so that the one who was only ring gagged would also have his mouth filled when placed in this resting position. The boi hadn't noticed, but when they lay down like this, their folded legs put them close to the wall and from this wall a dildo pole came shooting out once they were in position, impaling and pinning them even tighter in position. But they had one final fixture, one final chain attachment, which overshadowed the rest and which nearly made the boi scream with fear. Their balls had been pierced so that a steel rod went through both testicles and to the ends of this rod a chain was attached. Their cocks were held in tiny metal tubes, preventing them from getting hard, but the cock heads were only constricted by a single steel band, crossing from one side of the tube to the other. The reason for this was to make room for the very large ring piercing their cock heads. This ring was attached to the same chain which was attached to the testicle piercing rod. If the pulling on all the other chains would not control them, pulling on that chain certainly would. The boi was stunned, shocked and more than a little scared. Why was he here? Was he going to be turned into a creature like those in front of him? There was, however, no escape from whatever was going to happen and so be instantly obeyed when Daddy ordered him to strip down to his heels. With acute embarrassment he saw how both Daddy and the other man noticed the slick of his excited juices in his fine silk panties. Soon he stood at attention wearing only his black Oxfords with seven inch steel heels, awaiting Daddy's command. While the boi had undressed, Daddy had addressed the completely gagged slave, who curtseyed as a signal of understanding and obedience. The two chained slaves now led the boi, who remembered Daddy's admonishment to obey, over to the chair and sat him down. A very long and very thick, black dildo protruded, appropriately lubricated, from the seat and as his shapely ass was slowly lowered onto the seat, a passionate moan escaped him and his already hard cock began to twitch. The rubber slaves then strapped his arms and legs to the chair so that his hands and feet were freely accessible. The chair had no headrest, but a small pole did protrude from the top and to this a strap was attached and this tied him by the neck to the chair. As Daddy and the other man left the two rubber slaves silently began to work the boi over. The slave with the filled mouth began cutting the boi's hair, while the one with the ring gag began to perform a complete manicure and pedicure. The reason for this split and their different gags soon became apparent as the slave who worked on the boi's hands and feet slipped the boi's erect cock into his forcibly opened mouth and began to suck it gently. The ring gagged rubber slave was a true expert. Moaning loudly the boi completely forgot his surroundings as he was slowly, ever so slowly, inexorably moved towards a truly amazing orgasm. The boi managed to hold almost completely still as the two rubber puppets worked on him, absorbed as he was in the amazing sensation of truly expert blowjob. The slowness of it was exquisite torture and only managed to heighten his arousal, making him forget everything else. The approaching orgasm promised to be the best ever, even better than the ones Daddy had given and the boi trembled with anticipation. But the orgasm never came. Just as he felt it building to the point of no return, the expert mouth came to a halt and let him hang. At first only a whimper escaped him, but then he began thrusting with his hips as much as he could, but it just wasn't enough to push him over the edge. The manicuring rubber suck puppet kept working on his hands while keeping him in his mouth and when the boi had come away from the edge somewhat he resumed his blowjob. Again the boi approached and again the puppet denied him an orgasm. When Daddy returned a good while later he found a perfectly coiffed, manicured and pedicured slave boi crying with frustration as the rubber suck puppet continued to stimulate him and denying him an orgasm. The boi, even in his desperate state, knew better than to beg for an orgasm, but tried looking imploringly at his owner. Smiling gently down at his hopeful property, Daddy instead took out his own member and soon the boi, still tied to the chair and still being sucked, had Daddy's cock in his mouth blowing him as best he knew while looking imploringly up at Daddy. But other than holding his boi's head gently, he did nothing to relieve him of his plight. Instead he simply enjoyed the extra energy true desperation injected into his property's performance. After a long, long time the evil rapist shot his load into his crying slave boi's mouth. He had been stimulated and denied during the whole blowjob and his desperation was now complete. His young and energetic cock, by now trained to cum several times a day, strained and twitched as he was continually denied the orgasm he so craved. Still crying with unfulfilled lust he cleaned Daddy's cock after which he was released from the chair. His needy cock at full mast Daddy then inserted a very large dildo in his ass and told him to get dressed. Once dressed Daddy quickly gagged and hooded him and tied him up in the same super restrictive straightjacket as before. Soon he sat in the car again, blind and speechless and unable to do anything about his raging hard-on. He had never been more horny and frustrated in his life and although he tried to will himself to think about something else, escape for example, all he could think about was how much he hoped Daddy would fuck him senseless once they got back. He got his wish, although not to the extent he had hoped for. Only just inside the door of the giant penthouse apartment, the boi felt how Daddy loosened the straight jacket strap going under his crotch. Then his pants were pulled down followed by the slow and sensuous sliding of his silk panties being pulled down by Daddy's hands, which caressed his ass and legs in the process. From behind his gag and his hood the boi moaned with lust as his member, now unhindered, sprang to life in the hope that Daddy would touch him. Daddy certainly touched him. Pushing his property to the floor and entering him from behind, Daddy took his boi's cock in hand and gently, ever so gently began masturbating him while fucking his ass. The sensation was outrageous. Being bound, controlled and fucked by Daddy was something he had tried many, many times, so many times in fact that he had been helplessly conditioned to love it in spite of himself. But being cocooned so tightly in hood and straight jacket was a new sensation which somehow focused his being on the sensation of being owned and fucked and as a result he found himself very, very aroused and so very close to cuming. Only he didn't. Daddy knew his body and reactions better than himself and every time he came close, he would deny his property the orgasm he needed so badly. And Daddy's legendary stamina didn't deny itself either as the fuck went on and on, almost endlessly stimulating him. It was a constant and vicious cycle of stimulation and denial and soon he lost all sense of time inside his cocoon. He screamed out his pleasure and frustration, his hate of Daddy and his reluctant but very deep love for him as well. He screamed in defiance and in utter defeat, screamed until Daddy came and he, the boi, ran out of steam, of force, of will to resist. As Daddy pulled out of his ass and left him, his cum flooding down his boi's leg not log after, the boi had still not been allowed to cum and as he lay there on abandoned on the floor, gagged and hooded, tied in a straight jacket, his jeans around his ankles as cum ran out of his defeated ass and his twitching erection no longer signaled pride but defeat, the boi sobbed, beaten, defeated, lost and objectified by and evil rapist - an evil rapist whom the boi now wished would come back and fuck him again, to prove that he still wanted him. He needed Daddy. He loved Daddy. After a while Daddy came back and released his boi, ordering him to clean up and dress in fresh new clothes already laid out for him. To the unspoken question foremost in the boi's mind he said: "No cuming. You can let water touch your cock, but your hands can't touch the cock". The boi whimpered a broken: "Daddy, yes Daddy", and minced into the bathroom. Standing in the shower wearing his "bathing heels", a pair of transparent plastic mules with two inch platforms and eight inch heels, his cock twitched helplessly, his erection seemingly unable to go away. He considered touching himself, but knowing that he was bound to be found out and punished severely for his transgression stopped him. Shamefully, not even the thought of being punished made his erection go away. Half an hour later he once again stood in front of the mirror admiring his reflection - in spite of himself, of course. His legs were held in white jeans so tight they looked like they had been painted on and ending about four inches above his ankles. On his feet was a pair of red Oxfords with Daddy's standard seven inch steel heel. His torso was clad in a tight, black Cashmere turtleneck sweater. His hair had been cut short, but very feminine and combined with his now soft face and moist lips and perfectly manicured hands he no longer looked masculine in any way. Except maybe for the insistent, half strangled bulge in his crotch. Nor did he look feminine as such. He was androgynous in the real sense of the word. Those who wanted to see him as female would do so and those who wanted to see him as a feminized male would. Mincing into the living room as Daddy called for him, the boi felt his need with every step being denied and restrained. He felt sexy, attractive and desirable as he approached Daddy, who sat on a couch watching a football game on TV. The evil rapist who had taken over his life then turned to look at his property, his eyes taking in every square inch of his boi, weighing every single ounce of owned fuck flesh. Those eyes. The boi felt like gasping, but it came out a whimper. A whimper of lust and more surprisingly of love. The back of his mind screaming in protest and defeat, he felt himself grow all warm, felt his cheeks flush and his heart fluttering. Unable to hold the man's eye, he looked down, cheeks blushing and rapid breath moving through lightly parted lips, moist and ready to serve. He desperately wanted Daddy's attention, wanted him to touch him and kiss him. He wanted Daddy to take him, sweep him off his feet and make him his property. So caught up in the emotion had he been that he hadn't noticed that Daddy now stood right in front of him. The rapist's hand took the jaw of his victim and made him look up and saw the love in his eyes, saw the desperate hope that he'd treat him like the sweet little boi in love he was. Daddy didn't disappoint. Pinning the boi's arms to his sides with strong hands he bent down and kissed his property deeply, so very deeply. There was no escape from his embrace, nor did the boi want to. For the first time in months he felt happy. Daddy wanted him! Daddy found him attractive enough to kiss deeply! All the voices of dissent which had been bouncing around in his abused mind, quieted down, their volume shrinking until only the silence of utter owned contentment remained. As the evil rapists hands began roaming his defenseless body, defenseless this time by choice, the boi felt increasingly at ease, at home in the role as feminized house boi. When Daddy broke off the kiss, leaving his property slightly disoriented but very happy, he knew exactly what to do when ordered: "Show your gratitude boi". With the happiest of "Daddy, yes Daddy. Daddy, thank you Daddy". He sank to his knees, smiling in grateful anticipation up at the vicious man who now controlled every little detail of his life. With hands shaking from anticipation of the feast to come, he extracted Daddy's member and gratefully let his smooth and toothless mouth envelop it. Looking up at his owner he then proceeded to suck Daddy the best he knew how. Although still very much in need of attention to his own cock, he nonetheless derived real pleasure in the blowjob. The salty and slightly acrid taste of Daddy's piss and the hard, but warmly pulsating organic feel of his domineering cock filling his mouth completely was almost enough to make him cum. Almost. After Daddy had cum and he had swallowed all there was to swallow, he cleaned the dominant factor in his life and put it back in Daddy's pants. Despite the boi's pleading looks, Daddy paid no attention to his property's needy cock. He simply took him by the hand and led him to the couch. The evil rapist sat down and made the boi kneel pretty on the floor in front of him, arms down his side, chest slightly out and head up in rapt attention. He then began to explain, for the first time in all the many months he had kept the boi captive, what he wanted and expected from him: Not surprisingly the boi was to be Daddy's supremely obedient and docile pet. His only function in life was to please Daddy; nothing else. The boi lived only for this. The boi was never, ever under any circumstances to think or act for himself. All choices - all of them, no matter how small or trivial - had to be made by Daddy. Daddy would determine what he did every minute of every day of his life; what he wore, when he wore it, what he ate, when he used the bathroom, when and if he came, what he said and when he said it and even what he thought. Daddy would decide how he walked, how he held his head and how his smile looked. Daddy would decide which hand the boi used and for what things he used it. Everything, absolutely everything the boi did was governed directly by one thing alone: Daddy's choice. Given a choice of any kind - even one involving saving his own life! - the boi was to wait for Daddy's decision. No matter how long it took, how painful or debilitating the consequences of waiting were the boi had to wait for Daddy's decision. The boi was nothing but a pretty toy and toys are played with; not independent beings or objects. The boi was to be Daddy pretty little plaything, the plaything Daddy used and the plaything Daddy eventually showed to the world. The boi might not be the slave Daddy gave the most attention - Daddy made no secret of the fact that he'd use multiple slaves while owning the boi - but the boi should be very, very grateful for his position, since the slave getting the most attention might not be very lucky at all. As Daddy explained this and the full implications began to be apparent to him, the boi not only got scared again and the voice telling him to escape got louder as well, but also he was filled with a sense of immense wonder. How was this going to work? Every little movement he made was, at some level at least, the result of a decision. How was Daddy going to control that? Was he going to try and control his mind, for that was surely the only way for it to work? As soon as he had asked himself that question, he knew that was how it was going to be done. Daddy was going to strive to control every thought in his head, to turn him into a complete puppet, a toy without any kind of will and perhaps even without the ability to reason anymore. The idea sent a helpless shudder down his spine and even as part of him just wanted Daddy's undivided attention, wanted to be held, owned, fucked and abused by Daddy, the small, rational part of him that remained screamed out again. He had to escape! Sure he should play along (getting all the wonderful sexual attention Daddy would give him as bonus, use that attention for his own pleasure), but the purpose of his playing along should always be working to get the chance of escape. Hadn't Daddy mentioned that he was going to take his pet outside? As these thought flew through the boi's mind, his face of course reflected the turmoil inside him. Daddy didn't hesitate for even a fraction of a second. A vicious slap landed on the side of the boi's face, sending him sprawling on the floor. "No thinking!" the evil kidnapping molester screamed at him, "I decide everything for you now! Everything!" This was followed up with a barrage of slaps to the boi's face. Tearfully he tried apologizing, but this only provoked a new hailstorm of a beating; this too was thinking and acting for himself and as such had to be punished. Soon the boi had been reduced to a crying bunch of tear soaked rags on the floor. It was too much for the rapist and in an instant he had ripped the pretty white jeans off his prey's ass and was fucking him with an intensity that made the boi gasp for breath. Deliberately leaving the boi's needy cock alone, he whispered in his ear that had the boi only followed instruction, he would now be allowed to cum. It was too much for the boi and even though he was being jerked around like the fuck puppet he really was, he began crying hard again. Not only did he need cuming and not only was the true desperation and hopelessness of his situation dawning on him, but he was also being denied Daddy's affection, the orgasm which would signal Daddy's forgiveness as well as Daddy's desire for the boi. Daddy was signaling in the most powerful way imaginable for the boi, that he didn't want the boi when behaving as he just had. And just as bad: he couldn't apologize, he couldn't beg for forgiveness. Doing so would again show independent thought and action; the very things Daddy had forbidden. Having shot his load into the sobbing fuck flesh's ass, Daddy withdrew leaving a completely passive boi in a crying heap on the floor. He looked genuinely miserable and it was clear that he wanted to beg forgiveness - badly. That he needed not only Daddy's approval but his desire, that the boi had already been conditioned to love Daddy. Being allowed to beg forgiveness would do the boi a world of good. So Daddy did not allow him to do so. Let the little shit stew, make him feel worse before releasing his emotions, was Daddy's working theory and it had worked brilliantly in the past. For now he simply bent down and grabbed the boi's hair and dragged him by it into the bedroom. Here he used two pairs of handcuffs to hogtie the boi, his pretty white jeans still around his ankles. Then he opened the boi's panty drawer and stuffed the boi's completely full of them. Daddy counted fifteen pairs before he sealed the panties in using most of a roll of duct tape for the seal. As a final humiliation, he pulled a pair of very small, pink panties down over the boi's head. He then directed his attention at his scrotum and by simply twisting the boi's panties once around the boi's semi erect member, he created the effect of a well placed cock ring, keeping the humiliated boi's cock erect. Removing his belt he said: "I control all of you: every thought and every action. You have no will; your only purpose is to please me and you will do this by being my pretty little puppet." Then he placed twenty well placed blows of the belt on the boi's genitals, leaving him fighting desperately not to throw up and drown in his own vomit behind the humiliating (but oh-so sexy panty gag). The boi spent the night hogtied on the floor. Every few hours the predator would fuck his ass, but otherwise he was left to stew. He was miserable and wanted to get back into Daddy's good graces very badly. But it was four days before he was allowed to do so. These four days were spent as a brutal initiation - and it was only the initiation as much more severe control was to come - to just how much control Daddy demanded. First he untied his boi and undressed him as the boi lay passive, staring silently in fear at his kidnapper. Then Daddy directed every single little step of his bathroom visit, from how he walked to the toilet, how he sat down, when he released his bladder and when he released his bowels. He dictated his mouth wash (no teeth to brush), his shower and how he toweled dry. Every tiny little sign of independent activity, whether it was thought or action, was punished by beatings to the point where both his face and body was covered in bruises. The severity of the beatings was such that the boi now took every breath in constant fear of transgressing against Daddy's rules; a fear so strong that he found himself unable to mask his thoughts and feelings in any way and thus exposing himself even more. Daddy not only laid out all of his clothes, as he had done the whole time, but directed how and when he dressed. The boi's brutal, abusing violator then dictated every step he took; how he took it, how many he took and when he did it. It had been overwhelming when Daddy described it to him and the reality of it was overpowering, smothering in its utter completeness and totality. He found that he didn't even have the freedom to let a tiny, independent thought enter his mind. If he did, his overwhelming fear of his ruthless assailant would cause it to be revealed on his face and a beating would follow. After just half a day out of the hogtie, he looked and felt like a walking bruise and four times he had suffered the indignity - a following punishment - of loosing bladder control from fear. After three days he reached the beginning phases of the state Daddy wanted him in. He was now so scared of making a mistake that he didn't dare move even a fraction of an inch without specific instruction as to when and how. He didn't dare think for himself for fear of being caught doing so. Instead he filled his idle mind with pleasant images of Daddy fucking him or Daddy's cock pushing his eager lips aside for a supremely pleasant blowjob for both parties. Thus the boi found himself the doll Daddy had wanted him to be out of sheer terror. Terror and guilt too. Guilt because Daddy still withheld any signs of affection; an affection which had come to mean far more than he would ever have thought. On the fourth day Daddy finally forgave him and used the occasion to finally clear the boi's mind almost completely of rebellious thoughts of any kind. The boi had just toweled himself dry as per Daddy's instructions and stood in the bedroom, wearing only a pair of red Oxfords with Daddy's usual stiletto heels. He stood there waiting for the next command, his mind this time filled by the pleasant thought of Daddy's giant cock hammering away in his ass. The boi's cock was stiff, ready and needy as it had been for days now. The boi couldn't see Daddy, but he could hear him moving about right behind him. Then suddenly his hands were on his ass; still at first, but then gently caressing his buttocks and then moving on the rest of his body. He felt how Daddy stood behind him, pressing his body against his ass he caressed his property, Daddy's insistent erection pressing against his ass and lower back. Oh God how he loved it! He so wanted to tell Daddy that he loved it, that he loved him, but his conditioning was too strong and he began to feel miserable that Daddy would still not forgive him for serving him so badly. Then the words came, whispered over his shoulder, soft moist breath in his ear: "Lay your head back and moan". The boi could have cried with joy! He laid his head back in pure pleasure and relief and moaned just as he had longed to do. Soft lips kissed his neck and the boi nearly lost his footing from pure passion: "Moan "Daddy, I love you Daddy" - loudly", the voice ordered him and he almost sang with gratitude: "Daddy, I love you Daddy!" The ruthless abuser then reached around and grabbed his cock, so far content just to hold it and kissing his prey's neck he again ordered his property to say that he loved his kidnapper. The real joy in his words was unmistakable. Then he moved to his front, revealing his own complete nakedness to a passionate boi who whose obvious desire for his abuser was clearly visible on his face despite his efforts to look passive as instructed. "Smile," he said, "let every fiber in your body show how much you love me". The boi looked like he could cry from gratitude. Daddy then kissed his property long and hard, leaving an utterly happy boi in love who had been told to show that he loved Daddy, which he certainly did by now, his original personality - and even his original sexuality - destroyed by ruthless mind games and almost unbelievable brutality from a supremely violent, calculating and experienced rapist and kidnapper. The boi was then ordered to stand on all fours and cry as he repeated: "Daddy, I am so sorry that I disappointed you Daddy. Daddy, I am so sorry Daddy. Daddy, please forgive me Daddy. Daddy, please do with me as you please Daddy. Daddy, you know best Daddy and I know nothing Daddy. Daddy, I am nothing Daddy. Daddy, please make me yours Daddy". He repeated these phrases over and over again, the tears streaming down his face both a result of an order and so very real. Finally Daddy made him stop, got down on his knees behind him and pushed a well lubricated cock up the boi's ass. Oh God, it was fantastic! Ordered to do so, he threw back his head and moaned as he moved with the fuck as ordered. When Daddy's hand again found his cock, he emitted the girlish keen of pleasure he had been ordered to, supremely happy that this was happening. To cap it off he was allowed to cum as he screamed out the sentence Daddy had instructed him to scream until told to stop: "Daddy, I love you Daddy!" As he was allowed to lay in a puddle of his own cum, Daddy's load leaking out of his owned ass he naturally filled his head with a regulation thought of how much he loved his possessor and pleasant images of Daddy's cock in his toothless, moist and utterly willing mouth. Chapter 4: Finishing touches; polishing the created boi For the next months the brutal training continued, the boi frequently making tiny independent movements or showing just a little bit of independent thought and being punished for it. Looking in the mirror when ordered to he saw not the slim, sexy and more than a little feminine boi which Daddy had taken out of the dungeon, but a beaten and bruised bitch boi, abused beyond the point of breaking. He longed to be Daddy's perfect little plaything, but even that thought showed up on his face as independent and cause a severe beating. Every tiny little move, even when Daddy was nowhere around to be seen, was seemingly monitored and even the tiniest infraction punished with such ferocity that his fear of Daddy was a huge omnipresent thing, always filling his mind. In the end it was this fear, dutifully assisted by his love of his abuser, which turned him into Daddy's creation. After about three months - not that he had any sense of time left - he found that he was completely unable to make any kind of independently thought, movement, sound, facial expression or indeed any kind of body control. Daddy's control over his body had reached the point where he was no longer able to even loose bladder control from fear. Daddy had to ORDER him to piss himself from terror! The control was just as complete when it came to his mind. His mind had been abused to the point where it had only two operating modes: either it worked to carry out a specific set of orders or it was in standby mode, running a reel of images of how to please Daddy across his damaged mind. As the boi reached perfection in his training Daddy set about testing his creation. The first test was simple, yet supremely demanding, and came about a month after Daddy deemed he had reached an acceptable level of performance. Daddy simply let the boi run out of instructions standing in the middle of the kitchen. He was no longer the bruised and abused boi to look at he had been for so long, but once again a slim, sexy and elegantly feminine boi. On his upper body was a tight white T-shirt, his legs and ass were compressed nicely by a pair of light blue jeans so tight Daddy had no trouble at all seeing the boi's semi permanent erection. On his feet was a pair of slutty white Oxfords with seven inch metal heels. Out of instructions the boi was unable to move at all. The evil kidnapper's brutal conditioning had made the boi physically unable to move. He simply stood still in the middle of the kitchen; eyes softly unfocused, moist lips slightly parted, hands down his side and one stilettoed foot slightly in front of the other. Behind his eyes the pleasing image of Daddy's cock sliding in and out of his throat was all he thought about. Instead of letting the boi think diffusely about serving Daddy well, he had been ordered to think only about the image of Daddy deepthroating him. The orders had been given just after breakfast and Daddy then went about his business, seemingly paying no heed to the boi. For a few hours he worked around the apartment, but then he had business to attend to and left the building, only returning after eight in the evening. The boi maintained his position the whole time, not moving even a fraction of an inch. Daddy had instructed him long ago that when standing still he had to try to move his feet inside his shoes - very hard in small stilettos - so as to keep the blood pumping in his legs, preventing fainting. Even after more than eight hours of standing completely still, the same pleasant images of Daddy's cock filling his throat still played in his mind. A very, very small part of his mind, barely conscious now, still tried to rebel, but the conditioning, the fear, was much, much stronger and it was never able to surface completely. The boi had needed to go to the toilet for several hours when Daddy got home, but it wasn't until late in the evening when Daddy came into the kitchen and told his boi to piss and shit as he stood there. Not even changing facial expression, the boi then soiled himself. Standing in his pretty clothes in the kitchen, he felt how a torrent of warm piss drenched his jeans at the same time warm and smelly shit filled up the seat of his pants. Then Daddy left to go off to bed, leaving the boi standing in a puddle of piss, his stinking jeans rapidly cooling and the shit slowly beginning to seep through his jeans. The boi stood completely still as this happened, no longer even consciously aware of the overpowering fear that kept him there, images of Daddy's cock in his throat the only thing in his mind. When morning came and Daddy came into the kitchen to eat, his property hadn't moved at all. His eyes didn't even follow Daddy, but simply stared - soft focus - into the distance as he awaited new orders. The only order he got that morning was to once again to release his bladder. Then Daddy left, returning late at night. Although exhausted and dehydrated the boi had not moved an inch. His mind was still occupied by the same images, but in back of it a new feeling had taken root. He felt strangely free. Free from decisions and worries about what to do next. Certainly it was ruled by enormous fear, but if he only let Daddy take every tiny little decision he was free; completely free from all worry. Daddy would take care of him, decide everything and all he had to do was to submit completely and utterly, leaving his life to Daddy. And Daddy had already taken it over by force, all that was left really was to acknowledge it and act it out accordingly. It wasn't until the late the day after, when the boi had stood still for more than two and half day that Daddy ordered him to move again. The first thing he was to do of course, was to drop to his knees and get a drink first before blowing his owner. All of a sudden the images so pleasantly displayed in his mind became real as Daddy pushed his cock down the boi's throat. Ordered to do so, the boi let the thought that he loved Daddy intensely enter his mind. Once Daddy had dumped his load in his property's mouth, he issued a new set of very detailed orders and soon the boi was kneeling on the kitchen floor, now dressed only in his heels, his face buried in his soiled jeans, eating the shit he had deposited there himself more than 24 hours ago. The task was outrageously disgusting, but the boi carried it out without the slightest hesitation, keeping the happy smile Daddy had ordered there on his face. Finally, when the task was done, Daddy took the exhausted boi out into the bathroom and controlled every little movement of his puppet as he washed himself inside out. The he took his tired, but happy and willing, victim to bed. The boi wore only a pair black Oxfords when Daddy entered him from behind. He might have been exhausted, but he still managed to scream "Daddy, I love you Daddy!" as ordered until more than 5 minutes after he had been allowed to cum. And he had meant every word. The boi smiled the soft smiled he had been ordered to as he quickly fell asleep, as instructed, under the silken covers next to his cruel owner. After one more test, in which he had stood stock still in a very uncomfortable position for 36 hours, Daddy put him through the final test. This test also constituted the final conditioning, as it either stamped the last, tiny traces of rebellion or brought then to the surface to be dealt with. Holding his owner's hand and following him to the door with a giddy and happy facial expression Daddy had put on his face, but which also accurately reflected how the boi felt, the boi felt content and at ease being owned and controlled so completely. Kissing Daddy back as his tongue violated his mouth felt entirely right and good and although they of course were the result of a direct and explicit order, the boi meant it when he said that he loved Daddy. Daddy was the only thing filling his universe; not only did nothing else matter; nothing else existed. Then Daddy left the apartment and on the way out he let the door close behind him. Only it didn't close, not completely anyway. It was open just a crack and through this crack the boi could hear Daddy walking to the elevator and leaving. The boi had only been outside that door very few times and he had never seen the place, always being bound and blindfolded. Since his orders had run out he was unable to move and he stood positioned so that he looked directly at the open door. Somewhere in his mind, far, far down and almost forgotten, a voice began to cry out for him to run. This was the possibility he had been waiting for! Daddy was away, the door was open and it was the only way out. He had to go! But the voice was very, very weak and barely registered in his conscious mind. It was just a tiny ripple on the completely smooth and utterly inactive surface of his battered and violated mind. And then it was gone altogether. Faced with the only possibility of escape he was ever going to get, but conditioned with an iron fist to be unable to grasp that chance, his much altered mind reacted the only way it could: it simply erased the very last, tiny voice of opposition from itself. What was left was exactly what the evil man owning him had set out to create: an utterly passive mind, unable to do anything but obey; a mind cleaned of even the tiniest bit of resistance; a mind who would need detailed instructions for rest of its existence. The young, handsome, independent and solidly heterosexual man who had been kidnapped less than a year before, who was only just about to turn nineteen, was now an utterly subjugated, solidly homosexual and feminine bitch, completely unable to make even the smallest and simplest of decisions and who was totally dependent on Daddy. This was what awaited Daddy when he returned: the finished product of his yearlong efforts, the utterly docile and compliant boi he had created from scratch. Of course he already knew the result of the test. The game was of course rigged and the cracked open door had been a trap, never offering the boi even the slightest chance of escape. Cameras monitored his every movement, his every facial expression even. Outside the door was indeed an elevator leading to freedom, but the boi was completely unable to operate it: it was private and only Daddy could call it and only using his palm print. In Daddy briefcase lay the instrument to be used had the boi taken the chance and tried to escape: a thin steel wire for strangling him. Daddy's many years of experience told him that if the boi was able to overcome his conditioning at this point, he would always find ways to resist. If that was the case then he found it better to just strangle them and get it over with. Daddy used many feisty slaves for torture and rape; slaves kidnapped for their very will to resist, but in his boi he wanted to opposite. To celebrate that he had finished the conditioning of his property, he had the boi undress until he stood naked in his expensive, but very slutty, white heels. His cock was almost completely erect and Daddy spotted some sticky moisture wetting its tip. It had been days since his last orgasm and had his mind been able to consciously formulate such a thought, he would have said that he was outrageously horny, his young and fresh cock yearning for attention. Daddy led his boi into the bedroom and had him stand in front of the full length mirror there. Looking at his own smooth, feminine and subjugated image in the mirror, Daddy told the boi what to think: that he was pretty, that he was pretty property and that this was his one and only function. He was Daddy's doll, he loved Daddy unconditionally and his mind must always be filled this love and with the need to obey. As Daddy made him think these things they instantly became real in his mind and as Daddy's hands moved over him while he spoke, immense lust filled his mind. Immense and nearly uncontrollable lust for Daddy; lust which of course made him so horny that in the mirror he could actually see his cock twitch helplessly for attention. He then spoke Daddy's words, words which he naturally meant with all his being: "Daddy I am your bitch boi Daddy. Daddy I love you Daddy. Daddy, I am always horny for you Daddy. Daddy I am always wanting and needing your wonderful attention Daddy". The boi's whole being was filled with love and lust as the conditioning took further hold. The resistance which had existed in his mind as now gone and with Daddy's help, the conditioning reached new heights as the memories of life before Daddy's dungeon began to not only fade, but disappear. Then he spoke again, meaning every word Daddy put in his mouth and mind: "Daddy, I will always be horny, every minute of every day I will be horny for Daddy, but I will never cum Daddy. Daddy, my stiff little cock, desperate for attention, will signal my desperate need for Daddy by never cuming Daddy. Daddy, I will be unable to cum even if I am stroked and touched Daddy. Daddy, I love you Daddy. Daddy, I will be always horny and always desperate and never, ever fulfilled for you Daddy. Daddy, I love you Daddy." Looking at his sexy reflection in the mirror, Daddy's words accurately and truthfully instructing him just how hopeless and desperate his love for Daddy was going to manifest itself, the boi saw that his cock, the source of so much physical pleasure was now forever useless, reduced to a permanent torture tool; a tool for demonstrating obedience - and nothing else. The boi was not yet nineteen and had had his very last orgasm. Not only that, but his cock had been turned into a permanent punishment, a testament to his utter subjugation. Daddy had accomplished this without the use of a chastity device; without anything else than brutal mental conditioning. No chastity device would ever been needed. The conditioning was so powerful that no amount of stimulation would be able to make the boi cum, no matter the circumstances. The only thing which might be able to trigger an orgasm from the boi, would be if Daddy told him to cum - and Daddy was never going to do that. Never. Had his violated mind been able to perform any kind of independent act, the boi would have screamed and screamed. Daddy was satisfied with his work and to further cement the boi's conditioning, he continued to keep him in the state of complete and utter dependence for a few weeks more; requiring explicit instructions to move the slightest muscle. Nice as this complete dominance was, it was impractical in the long run and so Daddy substituted it with something more workable, but in reality no less restrictive and dominating. Substituting the control of every little act, thought and movement was a series of outrageously specific instructions covering nearly all aspects of the life the boi would lead. How he got out of bed, how many steps to the bathroom and how these were to be taken, how he slipped his silk panties off and how he masturbated to no use for half an hour in the bathroom, how he cried because he was able to get hard but unable to cum no matter what he did, what he was to think while he did it and so on. It took a further four months, but in the end Daddy had a boi who was able to operate seemingly somewhat independently of his owner, but who in fact was being controlled in every little detail of these operations. The boi was just as controlled as before, his mind still violated, battered, secured and utterly subjugated by Daddy, but now Daddy had imposed a new set of patterns which enabled him to move his property even when he wasn't around. To the casual observer it looked like the boi was independent, when he in fact wasn't even close to being so. Chapter 5: Life as the boi Having been with Daddy for more than a year now, the boi had also gotten to know the extent of Daddy's brutality and just how truly evil he really was. His mind might not be able to formulate it, but he had seen it and what was more, Daddy had shown him on many occasions, demonstrating just how lucky the boi was compared to the other captives Daddy brought into his apartment. While in the dungeon the boi had not seen a single other captive. This turned out to have two distinct reasons: The first was that the boi during this period had satisfied most of the evil rapist's need to torture someone. The second was that the some of the more brutal and final acts were carried out around the apartment as well. The boi had, however, noticed one thing as Daddy had indeed pointed out to him: Once a slave entered Daddy's apartment as a pain toy, he usually left in a very, very sorry state. The boi, now conditioned as Daddy's pretty little sex doll, handled most if not all of the sexual contact with Daddy while some other poor slob screamed and screamed as Daddy tortured him. Often the boi either stood by, passively waiting for commands, or knelt in front of Daddy sucking his cock while he did things like crush the balls of some poor sissy. The boi took part in many such sessions now, but in the bedroom he got all of Daddy's attention. Here Daddy was gentle and caring, kissing and fondling his pretty little docile doll, touching his ever needy cock as the boi cried because he couldn't cum. Daddy began taking the boi outside. The first time it happened, the boi had dressed that morning in ultra tight white jeans ending almost mid-shin and a black, tight, body hugging Cashmere turtle neck sweater. On his feet were elegant, if very slutty, shiny black pumps with six inch heels, practically relaxation footwear for the heel addicted boi. As ordered by Daddy the boi stood just inside the front door waiting docilely, his mind filled with the exciting images of Daddy's cock pulsing pleasantly in his mouth. The thought was pleasant enough, but the accompanying physical sensation not quite as pleasant as his ever needy cock had been pulled backwards between his legs, squashing his balls as a special pair of panties held the genitals there no matter how hard the cock tried to get. The visual effect was to create a nice and smooth crotch and make the boi appear even more feminine. In the boi's mouth was now a brand new set of rubber dentures; shiny white and looking just like real teeth. Biting anything with them was impossible and they made him lisp something awful, but Daddy thought the effect sexy as it further humiliated the broken boi. Finally Daddy came. With him he had a piece of black leather, which turned out to be a Bolero jacket for the boi. Once on, Daddy took his hand and led him out the front door. It was the first time he had gone out the door unbound, ungagged and without a blindfold, but his mind was so tightly controlled that this didn't cause any ripples in his smooth and calm mind, completely devoid of activity not there by explicit order. After a ride down in Daddy's private elevator, Daddy ushered his slave into his waiting limousine. The limo was unlike anything the boi had ever experienced; a top of the line Maybach retrofitted for even more extravagant luxury. It was driven by a female chauffeur, who sported an evil glint in the eyes as she looked at the boi. As they drove the boi looked only at Daddy and the thought that freedom lay just outside the window never touched his mind, which was instead filled the desire to suck Daddy's cock. His desire was soon fulfilled as he was ordered to lean over and blow Daddy. The big, warm and handsome tool in his mouth, the boi felt at home, taken care of; his mind pleasantly blank. The outing turned out to be visit with one of Daddy's old friends, the director of a local, high end art gallery. Daddy's limo pulled up alongside the curb in front of the gallery, located in one of the most prestigious parts of the town; a place teeming with people coming to and from the offices, shops and apartments in the center of town. As Daddy helped his slave out onto the pavement the boi felt the first independent emotion in many months: the fear of being spotted; caught. Suddenly the boi was afraid that the people would see him for the boi he was and not the female he appeared. The boi was scared that such an exposure would embarrass Daddy and he didn't want that; oh no, embarrassing Daddy would be very bad. Daddy spotted the emotion and noted it with pleasure, never intending to punish it. He didn't want his boi to be a robot; "merely" conditioned so hard he would never be able to break free. The boi's reaction proved that the conditioning had worked perfectly, since the obvious fear - seen easily by the little, scared glances scanning for Daddy's facial reaction - told him that rather than thinking of escape, the boi was thinking of pleasing him. The little bitch would never be able to escape what he had now become. Inside the gallery they were greeted by the owner. Or rather: Daddy was greeted warmly while the boi was simply ignored. The gallery owner was a small, wiry man with a casual, but obviously expensive designer suit and a pair of designer glasses and a somewhat florid manner about him. Trailing behind him was his secretary, a lady in her late fifties, who looked neat and well groomed, almost prim and in excellent shape for her age. In contrast to her boss she wore an impeccable grey business suit: white shirt with a narrow black tie, a tight, grey jacket unable to hide her sizable bosom, a pair of grey slacks accentuating her well shaped ass and a pair of black boots with six inch heels. Her hair, black with flecks of grey, was pulled into a tight bun and on her nose a pair of pointed, steel rimmed glasses perched. Her lips were a tight and unfriendly line and although she greeted Daddy with the utmost warmth and courtesy, her face displayed nothing but disdain and contempt for the boi. The boi and the secretary followed Daddy and the gallery owner, staying two steps behind them as they toured a small section of the gallery only to end up in the gallery owner's private office. The secretary was ordered to fetch coffee while the boi was ordered to undress and soon he stood in heels only in front of the two men, who smiled predatorily at him whenever they happened to look in his direction. At Daddy's command he stood in the center of the floor, writhing, gyrating to music heard by only him, performing an erotic dance for his owner. The boi's face was flushed and his breathing hard as he enjoyed the attention of two dominants. Daddy's complete control was - by training - intentionally being slackened and a small measure of independent thoughts allowed to roam in the boi's head. One of these was the ability to enjoy the attention of other men there to dominate him. The boi was doing his slow dance, his cock twitching slightly as the secretary returned carrying a tray with coffee. The boi didn't miss a single beat in his dance and neither did the secretary. She wordlessly deposited the tray on the table and stood at attention right behind the gallery owner. The two men talked for a while, ignoring the two others completely. The secretary stood at attention while the boi danced, seemingly forgotten by Daddy and the gallery owner. After almost an hour the conversation stopped and Daddy ordered the boi to stop, making him stand at attention too. Then the gallery owner addressed the boi: "You really are a worthless bitch boi. Worthless, but sexy". The boi blushed even more but displayed no other reaction. "I usually tell all of your Master's slaves this little story and why should you go without?" the gallery owner asked rhetorically. The man then called his secretary over and told her to strip. In no time she stood in her black high heeled boots only. Only the secretary wasn't a woman but an extremely well shaped sissy. She was getting older now and her tits were sagging somewhat, but you could still see that the implants were sizable. Her body - although now showing the onset of age - was thin and shapely and her cock was, when not tucked away between her legs, an inescapably restrained thing. It was quite small now. Or rather the boi thought it had to be small since the steel tube covering completely was very small. The tube was held in place by two piercings going through the shaft and a welded steel ring around the scrotum. Her balls were very small and wrinkled and bore the marks of a thousand hours of torture. The secretary stood passively by as her owner explained: "The bitch here was once my math teacher back in high school. A real pain in the ass, insisting on discipline and hard work in his classroom. I was the spoiled, rich kid with a mother who loved to make her lovers scream in pain. An only child to an indulgent single parent, I got everything I wanted from her and she especially approved when I told her that what I wanted to do to this little shit." Then the gallery owner told the story of how he in the first year of high school had abducted his math teacher and brought him home; imprisoning him in the basement. Then he told how his mother had helped him torture the poor, heterosexual man until he broke and became the sissified, homosexual sissy bitch that stood naked in front of the boi. But that was not all. The gallery owner had placed the chastity device on his former math teacher's cock right after letting her out of the basement for the first time and it had stayed on ever since. That meant that she had gone without an orgasm for thirty-seven years. She had gone thirty-seven years without even seeing her cock. She had become so well trained that any chance of her trying to escape was gone long ago. Now she served as his trusted secretary, living in a tiny basement room in his mansion and attending to his every need with the utmost devotion. For this devotion she was occasionally rewarded and the reward was the opportunity to punish other little slave shits for her Master's entertainment. The gallery owner told the secretary to get started and as she prepared herself he made a phone call. Not long after two absolutely beautiful young women came into the office. Both were in their late twenties with long, long legs, ample asses and huge tits. They were dressed in grey business suits that fooled no one; every single curve was exposed to its advantage and their feet were clad in shiny, black high heeled pumps. One was a redhead, her hair expertly coiffed into a wild looking hairdo that reached her shoulders. The other was a blonde, with long, straight hair reaching almost down to her ass. Both had luscious lips, moist and parted, their eyes were wide and frightened and both looked like they were both scared to death and more than a little excited. At the gallery owner's subtle command both stripped and soon stood displaying the magnificent bodies, hairless, smooth and lithe and surgically sculpted to perfection. Both of course sported imprisoned members like the secretary and as she began, both removed their dentures to provide better blowjobs. As the two young and supple sissies started to provide service to Daddy and the gallery owner, the secretary started to punish the boi. First she made him sit down on his heels, using rubber tubing to strap his thighs to his lower legs. Then she again used rubber tubing to tie his wrists and elbows together. Making the boi very nervous, she then tied a thin black rope around his neck and led the remainder of the rope down his back, under his ass and out between his legs. Smiling briefly and mirthlessly before starting, she then pulled the rope. The pressure on his windpipe becoming unbearable, he had no option but to arch further and further back until his head touched the ground; almost at the point where his neck was perpendicular to the ground. Had he been able to breathe deeply enough, he would have screamed in pain and discomfort but as it was he simply gasped desperately for air, his body strummed harder than a bow. Tying the rope off on a leg of the gallery owner's heavy desk, the secretary knelt down in front of the boi, placing her knees so that she kept the boi from sliding and thus easing his position. At a nod from the gallery owner the secretary then took the bois erect an oh-so needy cock in her able hands and began to manipulate him. Soon her supremely skilled lips followed and in a matter of minutes the boi tried keening with frustration at his complete and utter inability to cum. After about half an hour the secretary began to look a little flustered, confused at her inability to make the boi cum. Daddy and her owner exchanged a grin and then the gallery owner said: "Make it cum, you useless cow". After a dutiful "Master, yes Master" from the aging sissy slave, she redoubled her efforts. Using both hands as well as her mouth she launched an all out attack on the poor frustrated boi. One hand pumped and massaged his cock as she sucked, while the other penetrated his ass, working together with his plug to make him cum. Nothing worked; the boi was too well conditioned to cum, no matter how skilled and energetic her attention. The boi was lost in a haze of exquisite torture, his mind and body consumed with the conflicting needs and desires. He needed to cum so badly that nothing else mattered even slightly; even his outrageously uncomfortable position and his near-inability to breathe disappeared as his cock strained to shoot the fantastic amount of cum hoarded in his overworked balls. But his conditioning was stronger, his need to obey Daddy superseding everything else. After another half hour the gallery owner stopped his desperately working slave: "You have an hour to make him cum, you useless piece of sissy ass". The secretary, sweating and obviously at loss as to why she was unable to make the boi cum, answered: "Master, yes Master. Then the gallery owner continued: "If you fail to make him shoot his load I will tie up this slut here", he indicated the gorgeous blonde sitting in his lap, "and we will all watch as you destroy her balls". The blonde gave almost jumped out of his lap as she emitted a small scream, while the secretary began crying and begging softly: "Master, no please no Master. Master punish me instead Master. Master do anything you like to me Master. Master but please Master, spare her Master. Master, please Master. Master, PLEASE Master". Both Daddy and the gallery owner laughed and the gallery owner answered her plea: "I know you are sweet on her, you little cunt, but that will only serve to motivate you better as you perform your duties. Now get going!" As the secretary, still crying, turned to her impossible task, the blonde sissy, sat absolutely still in the cruel bastard's lap, her eyes and mouth already forming round O's of pure terror. She had sat there as the two men discussed this particular sport and she, unlike the secretary, knew that the boi would almost certainly be unable to cum no matter what she did. So now the blonde sissy effectively sat waiting to be castrated by the only person she had had any real feelings for since being captured by the evil man who was fondling her fake tits at that very moment, hungrily watching her mounting desperation and panic as the clock ticked down to her castration. Her conditioning prevented her from trying to escape, something which would have been impossible anyway, but panicked as she was she found herself unable to move. She simply sat stiff as a board in the gallery owner's lap as she watched the secretary throwing everything she had into making the boi cum. And getting nowhere. The boi was no longer able to hear sounds apart from his own labored breathing; unable to see anything other than a strange mist-like thing in his field of vision and unable to feel anything but the frantic, desperate, sensual assault on his genitals. Nothing else existed. The attack was so intense that it managed to provoke the exact opposite of what the secretary intended; instead of making the boi cum it managed to reinforce his conditioning against cuming to the point where the question of whether or not he should cum wasn't even able to form in his mind. It had cemented itself as an immutable fact. He was unable to cum no matter the stimulation; how else could it be that he was unable to cum when subjected to such treatment? As the hour ran down, the secretary's arms shook from the exertion; her lips and tongue were losing their power to hold on to the boi's cock and her hands began to fumble. She knew she was losing and panic began to set in. When the gallery owner announced that she had failed she broke down crying, incoherently begging him to let the blonde sissy go and take her instead. But there was no mercy to be found from the two evil bastards. Soon the blonde was tied down to a foot stool, her stomach resting on the seat of the stool while her arms and legs were tied to the legs of it. Naked except for her heels, she was too frightened to even cry, her face simply a wide open mask of terror. As the last bond was tightened she lost control over her bladder and bowel; a stream of watery shit and urine ran out of her and down on the floor as she began keening with terror. At a mere nod from the gallery owner, the other sissy beauty, the gorgeous redhead ran over to the blonde's bound form and eagerly ate the waste she had deposited on the floor before licking her clean. There was no hesitation whatsoever in any of her movements and her face betrayed her fear. Even as she stood up, her disgusting task complete and carried out to perfection, her face was contracted in a supremely nervous smile. She would clearly do anything to avoid provoking punishment. The final task, before fading into the background, which the redhead completed, was to place an empty garbage can in front of the blonde sissy. The sick looks on the faces of all three sissies told Daddy that they all knew full well what that meant. While the blonde sissy was being tied down by the gallery owner, the boi was left tied up as he had been during the secretary's attempt to make him cum. He was still lost in the sensation and Daddy recognized that untying him and making him watch the castration about to take would be useless. Better to leave him tied up as uncomfortably as possible. That way the pain might bring him back to the world. As Daddy looked down on the bound form of his boy he estimated that it might be quite some time. A thin line of drool ran down the boi's cheek as a low moan escaped his constricted throat. His cock, slick with juices and spit, looked as if it would never lose its proud and insistent erection again. Meanwhile the secretary knelt behind the blonde sissy, crying hopelessly and mewling inane apologies to her love for what she was about to do. Then the gallery owner stepped up to stand right behind her, leaned forward until he had his mouth next to her ear and whispered his first command into her ear. The secretary's face showed no shock at the command, but simply began crying harder. Then she pulled the blonde's balls towards herself with one hand, making sure their surface was exposed, and slapped them very, very hard ten times in a row. For the first second or two nothing happened. Then the blonde sissy, her face contracted in pain, emitted a low pitched scream, or perhaps a high moan. The second her screaming stopped the secretary slapped her balls again; this time twenty times in a row. This time the reaction was far more violent, the blonde screaming and jerking against her bonds. The gallery owner, still issuing his commands by whispering in her ear, made the secretary subject the blonde sissy to five more rounds of slapping, the last a flurry of fifty hard blows making her vomit violently. A break ensued, a strange pause where one sissy stood absolutely still, hardly daring to breathe, one sissy cried inconsolably while she tried apologizing to her lover and the third sissy screamed and moaned, begging to her owner to make it stop, let her go, castrate her now; anything to make the pain stop. But of course the torture had only just begun. After letting the poor sissy's balls swell up for about ten minutes, the secretary was ordered into action again. This time the torture was kneading. Cupping her victim's balls with both hands and applying brutal pressure, the secretary kneaded the blonde's balls for two minutes in the first cycle. After a short scream, the blonde vomited again before resuming her screaming. Her crying gradually turning into a hopeless keening, the secretary went through six more cycles of kneading the blonde's balls before stopping. Daddy looked at the blonde sissy's balls during the break. Already damaged beyond repair, the swelling became even more pronounced. He moved in for a feel, making her scream as he felt how the testes inside the sack now had a distinctly lumpy feel to them. Daddy smiled an evil smile aimed directly at the secretary, locking eyes with her and then bent, grabbed her face and kissed her deep and hard. As he drew away, looking into her surprised and sad face, he said to her in the low tones of a lover and confidant: "Think about how much you love the bitch as you crush her balls. Imagine the tender kisses after her balls have been destroyed. Picture in your mind her heartfelt gratitude as she thanks you for removing her ability to take pleasure in sex forever. Imagine kissing her and telling her that you love her". The shock on the secretary's face was only there briefly before she again began crying inconsolably; knowing full well that what she was being ordered to do now would forever ruin her relationship with the lovely blonde sissy. The blonde sissy's balls had now grown to the size of grapefruits and were beginning to take on a blue color and from the look of the skin, smooth and taut, they looked very, very tender. The next torture form turned out to be squeezing. Grabbing a testicle in each hand the secretary was ordered to squeeze the testicles for a number of seconds, starting off lightly with ten. The seventh and last cycle was a full seventy seconds and by then the blonde sissy had stopped vomiting or retching, had stopped screaming or moaning and had been reduced to a red-bluish and bloated face, eyes almost popping out of their sockets as her mouth, open in a huge O, failed to produce any sound at all. Her balls were no doubt far beyond repair, but the gallery owner wanted a good show and so the secretary was forced to repeat the same three kinds of torture again, cycling through all three four more times, each torture type repeated seven times per cycle, until the blonde had to be brought back to consciousness before each new round. Her balls were reduced to strangely lumpy shapes; grotesquely bloated and uneven, their color dark blue. The final act was to tie a piece of thin, smooth and very strong rope around the base of her scrotum, thus cutting off all blood flow to them. After about half an hour, during which the secretary had to blow her owner while thanking him for giving her this opportunity to prove her devotion, it became apparent that the blonde sissy was losing feeling in them and she looked up at her lover with stupid gratitude for finally doing her balls in and making the pain go away. The look on her face was enough to spark another round of hopeless crying from the secretary as she rightly feared for the sanity of the blonde. It looked as if the prolonged torture and intense pain had damaged her mind; reduced her to an idiot. Daddy shot his load into the terrified redhead, who very nearly tied herself into a knot as she tried desperately to please him, and thought about what a thoroughly pleasant afternoon it had been. He had further reinforced his own boi's inability to cum while witnessing an astonishingly brutal castration. It could only have been better if he had crushed the sissy's balls himself. After the redhead had licked his cock clean and respectfully returned it to him, he went to pick up the boi. Still tied up in the outrageously uncomfortable position, the little shit had missed the castration altogether. The screams had been very loud just a few feet away, but he was still lost in his own private hell of permanent horniness and utter inability to cum. Releasing him from his bonds did little to improve his state of mind and in the end Daddy simply threw the useless shit over his shoulder and carried him to the car; the only part of him not limp being his worthless cock. As the months went by the boi now blended into Daddy's daily routines as his ever present fucktoy. Occasionally he was taken out and witnessed horrible torture sessions carried out in dungeons around town. While he was often ordered to participate, he was never used by others. Whatever else he might do, Daddy never shared his own fuckhole. He often brought freshly caught young men to the other evil men in his circle, but he kept the boi to himself. Most of the day the boi spent alone in Daddy's apartment or in the company of Daddy's cleaning lady, who came around every second day. When alone the boi worked out according to Daddy's very explicit instructions or worked in other ways to appear pleasing to Daddy, again according to Daddy's instructions. When alone with Daddy's cleaning lady he was usually subjected to more frustrating and demeaning torture. The cleaning lady was a small black woman in her fifties with very dark skin and large and sensitive brown eyes. She was tiny, only just five feet tall, with full and perfect fake tits but otherwise very thin. She wore her hair in a bun so tight it would make most people want to scream. She came to the apartment and cleaned every crack and corner, not letting the boi help with anything, and when she came into the apartment from the street she looked just like her part: An elderly lady in a somewhat too large coat, wearing sensible shoes and carrying a large bag. However, upon entering the apartment she changed looks entirely. Her unshapely coat was put neatly away as were her shoes. She slipped out of her dress, revealing her nice body completely naked underneath her shapeless dress. Then she put on her shoes, revealing just what she really was. The cleaning lady's work shoes were a pair of gleaming white, knee high stiletto boots with seven inch shiny metal spikes for heels, laced up the front so tightly that it very nearly defied belief. She never wore anything else while in Daddy's apartment. She vacuumed the whole place, washed and scrubbed the floors meticulously, cleaned the bathrooms until they were spotless and did the same with every available surface in the apartment. Everything there was to clean she cleaned perfectly every second day. And she never wore anything else but her white stiletto boots. When Daddy came back to the apartment and found her still there, the true nature of their relationship was revealed. Invariably she dropped to her knees, crawled over to him and worshipped his feet as a greeting. If she was lucky, which happened rarely, she would be allowed to blow him or even fucked in the ass. Since Daddy did not give pleasure to slaves except as a conditioning tool, fucking her pussy was out of the question. If she was allowed to blow him she actually cried with gratitude as she would remove her dentures and take Daddy in her completely smooth mouth. Long ago she had been Daddy's nanny, the woman who effectively raised him while his rich parents had indulged in other activities much of the time. Like his friend, the gallery owner, Daddy had been raised but parents who loved to torture slaves, both male and female, and so they had hired a nanny to take care of their only son while off at either work or in the basement make some poor shit scream for sport. The nanny had either been unaware of what went on or had told herself it didn't concern her. Either way it had turned out to be a big mistake. The woman, his caring and loving nanny, had been Daddy's very first victim. At the tender age of thirteen he, as her duties were winding down, had gone to his parents and explained what he would like to do. They then helped make sure that no one would come looking for the poor woman and that everything was in place for her to disappear. Then one fine Wednesday morning the young sadistic psychopath had pounced on his victim, tying her up and raping her repeatedly as his own sexual debut before beginning training her as his first very own slave. He kept her like that for years, conducting his first experiments in conditioning, long past the point where he had discovered that he preferred feminized men as slaves, until releasing her - sort of. She now lived in a tiny one room apartment, working as a nearly normal cleaner for some of Daddy's friends half of her days and working for free, cleaning Daddy's place the rest of the days. At night she worked as cheap whore in a whorehouse one of Daddy's friends owned. The money she earned cleaning and whoring for Daddy's friends' were paid directly to Daddy, who then saw to it that she had - nearly - enough food and that her rent and transportation costs were paid. Daddy had long ago decided that hot water and heating were not needed for her, just as TV, music and entertainment of any kind was forbidden. And besides, she was practically never home in her tiny one room apartment, spending nearly all of her waking hours making money for Daddy. As Daddy's old nanny she did, however, enjoy one perk. A perk which served to make the boi's life even more miserable. Once a week she spent one and a half hours less than normal on cleaning Daddy's apartment. This time was instead spent getting fucked by the boi. The old nanny would remove the clothing from the immaculately dressed boi, letting him keep on his heels as per Daddy's orders. It always happened in the kitchen and so did the fucking. As a slave she was not allowed the comfort of beds, couches, table tops or even rugs so she had the boi screw her senseless on the cold tile of the kitchen floor. For one and a half hour she directed his every move, making the ever hard boi screw her until she screamed with pleasure and he cried desperately for the orgasm which would never cum. When Daddy came home both slaves would be covered in sweat and both would be crying; the nanny from gratitude and the boi from misery. This was now the boi's life. The constant mixture of love for Daddy and acute, overwhelming fear of him, coupled with obedience and routine. An unending stream of frustrated fucks never leading to an orgasm, yet never resulting in a diminishment of his desire. Acute attention to detail in dressing and body posture, working desperately to obey and thus be pleasing. As Daddy had intended he had been reduced to a pretty toy; a sexy, desirable dress up bitch to fuck and punish. Less and less to punish and more and more to just fuck or get sucked by. Most days his world was Daddy's apartment. After his daily routines - exercise, grooming, cleaning himself and dressing sexily - were exhausted and with Daddy gone he had nothing to do. Being what he was all kinds of leisure activities were forbidden: no reading, no watching TV, no using a computer, no listening to music and certainly no games of any kind. In short he had nothing at all to do. When this happened he simply stood just inside the front door of the apartment, where the private elevator would leave Daddy, staring blankly at it, waiting for Daddy to come home. Nothing but memories of previous fucks passed through his mind as he stood there for hours, just waiting for Daddy to come home and use him. Daddy's conditioning process had succeeded again and the boi had lost the capability to think creatively in any way; when presented with an obstacle or task he was now unable to perform unless under specific orders. Some small slivers of creative thinking did, however, slip into his mind and were not only tolerated by Daddy, but encouraged to some degree. Grooming had taken on a near religious significance for the boi, who had become far, far more meticulous than Daddy had originally intended in his efforts to look and feel desirable. Hours were spent making sure that every square inch of his body was not only completely and utterly devoid of hair, but also soft, smooth and extremely pleasing to touch. Dressing attractively and sexily while at the same time in appearing classy had also become an area to which the boi not only devoted considerable amounts of time, but also had become extremely proficient; far more so than any other boi that Daddy could remember. Daddy actually found himself looking forward to seeing which outfit the boi had chosen for the day. The boi's creativeness in dressing and his desire to please Daddy came to the fore as Daddy rekindled his old fondness of breathplay. After a handful of brutal strangulations during sex, the boi - long since in his final form - one day very, very timidly made his first request ever, thereby also marking the very first time he had spoken without being addressed first: "Daddy, please Daddy. Daddy, may I please have a silk scarf Daddy?" The boi rambled on for a short while, apologizing for speaking out of order, but Daddy didn't hear much of it as he prepared to beat any opposition out of him. Then he thought about the request and much to both the boi's and his own surprise, he grunted in agreement and left the apartment with a promise to punish the boi for his transgression. For the first time in what seemed like years - and it had in fact been more than three years since Daddy had led boi out of his dungeon after his initial conditioning - the boi stood waiting for Daddy to come home with something other than pleasant blankness on his mind. His heart pounded in anticipation of the punishment to come certainly, but the more dominant reason for his excitement was anticipation of how Daddy might react to his use of a scarf. The boi was not disappointed with regards to punishment, so the next morning it was a very sore boi who got out of bed three hours before Daddy as usual, so that he might have enough time to groom and dress properly. When he woke Daddy up, breakfast ready, he looked perfect as usual. But this morning he had tied his new scarf stylishly tight around his neck, leaving two loose ends sticking out very fetchingly behind his head. Fetchingly and terribly convenient when Daddy wanted to play with his breath. Daddy noticed instantly upon opening his eyes and gave an approving nod to his slave. An approving nod followed by pulling the boi's head down towards his rapidly growing erection for a blowjob. This was far from unusual and neither was the stream of warm, almost thick, salty and acrid morning urine released into the boi's mouth. Neither was Daddy's expectation of the perfect blowjob, which the boi dutifully and with great pride delivered after swallowing the flood of piss. What was unusual and most gratifying for the boi, was the fact that towards the end of the blowjob, Daddy grabbed the scarf ends and pulled them tight. Panic quickly set in as it always did when his breathing was cut off, followed by a period where he successfully fought off the urge to spasm and fight for his life. This period was again followed by a time - always surprisingly long it seemed to the boi - where he lost all control and dignity, his legs kicking at thin air and his hands grabbing at Daddy, finding no purchase before finally either losing consciousness or being allowed to breathe again. Losing consciousness was by far the worst aspect of breathplay for the boi, each time thinking that he was dying. This time he did lose consciousness as he felt the scarf dig much deeper into his neck than any rope had ever done. His last thought was as to whether he had excited Daddy so much this time that he was actually being killed. Waking up several hours later he cried with relief that Daddy hadn't killed him and that his hope of pleasing the evil man owning him had worked so well. He had been dumped on the pleasantly warm tiles of the bathroom and the first thing he saw, his cheek resting on the floor, was a small puddle of liquid directly in front of his. The liquid looked to be a greenish color but he soon realized that this was because Daddy in a somewhat macabre twist had covered the boi's face with the outspread scarf. The puddle was in actual fact whitish in color and was of course semen which had run out of his mouth as he had been unable to swallow it because of the constriction around his throat. Removing the scarf and sitting up, he noticed both the revolting smell and the revolting sensation as his ass shifted around in the shit he had released in his own pants as he lost consciousness. The boi, so rigidly trained and conditioned, was shaken and deeply scared. And deeply proud as well. He had succeeded in pleasing Daddy, in exciting him, but the price had been moving very close to getting killed. Furthermore it didn't take a whole lot of thinking to realize that he would now have to employ scarves nearly every day. The boi shuddered and got up to clean himself up, so that he might be ready for when Daddy came home again. And when Daddy did come home, he found the perfect looking boi standing just inside the door as he always did, this time wearing the scarf and a decidedly nervous smile. Soon Daddy began giving the boi new scarves every other day and without a word ever being spoken it became law for the boi always to wear a scarf. Always. The only time he wouldn't wear one was when he took a shower. Otherwise he would always have one stylishly and conveniently tied as tightly around his neck as he could manage. At night he slept beside Daddy in sexy heels and with a scarf tightened around his neck. It took on the appearance of an obsession for Daddy, sometimes strangling the boi to unconsciousness three times a day; though most days just once. The effects then materialized, some quickly evolving, others more slowly. First the boi developed a permanent strangulation scar, a silk burn, around his neck so that the scarves were now needed to cover up this scar. Scars also began appearing around his wrists and ankles as Daddy increasingly began using them for tying his slave up too, something he had rarely bothered doing before. After about a year the second effect gradually began showing itself. The boi began having trouble concentrating, sometimes stopping whatever he did for minutes at a time, lost in thoughts of absolutely nothing. Things which before had been easy suddenly required increasing concentration as his brain became more and more damaged. Daddy did notice these effects, but the boi was merely a slave, an object for him to use, so he just followed his lust and did whatever he pleased with the boi; just as he had all along. Chapter 6: Sold It had been more than five years since Daddy had grabbed the young man off the street and turned him into the docile, feminine and utterly obedient sex toy that the boi was. Daddy had had this boi for much longer than usual; he usually tired of the little shits in less than two years. Although Daddy was fond of breath play - very fond - and was prepared to do whatever it took to his slaves, snuffing them wasn't his thing. Selling them was far better; not only was it profitable, but it was also exquisite torture of the bois who had all become not only devoted to Daddy, but utterly dependent on him. So one morning, the boi dressed in ultra tight, black leather pants ending mid-calf, a very tight, black T-shirt, a very expensive gold scarf and 6 inch gold stilettos, instead of leaving the boi to himself for the day, Daddy took his victim by the hand and led him into the elevator and the into his waiting limo. The boi had no thoughts about where he was going and in fact felt only happiness for being allowed to suck Daddy's cock more than usual. After a short drive, the limo came to a halt in an anonymous parking basement. It was parked next to another equally luxurious limo and as Daddy got out, pulling the boi out as well, the door to the other limo opened as well and its passenger stepped out. It was a lady in her early fifties; very tall, perhaps six foot two flatfooted. Except she wasn't in flats. Instead she wore a pair of very elegant, shiny black pumps with six and a half inch stilettos. And not only was her height imposing, but her demeanor was one of absolute control and command. She had graying blonde hair, coiffed to perfection, a very sharp face and eyes the color old, cold and hard glaciers. She was clad in a supremely luxurious and obviously expensive, deep and dark brown fur coat reaching all the way down to mid-shin. Her hands were covered by very thin black silk gloves and when she moved an obviously insanely expensive silk suit could be glimpsed underneath the fur. Her voice had the quality of a silk covered steel knife; the smoothness and softness on the surface masking the obvious cruelty and determination only slightly. She and Daddy exchanged pleasantries and then her attention turned to the boi, who of course stood passively by savoring the taste of Daddy's wonderful juices freshly deposited in his mouth. The first thing she did was to force his mouth open - meeting of no resistance whatsoever - removing the boi's dentures and inspecting his mouth. A sharp nod indicated her satisfaction and the she asked Daddy: "And I am correct in saying that it is completely unable to cum? No matter what is done to it?" Daddy smiled and confirmed that this was indeed the case. Looking at the bulge in the boi's pants, she said: "I don't mean to be rude, but I will have to check that for myself, given the shit's obvious ... elation". Daddy laughed quietly at this and told her to go ahead. Not long after she had taken the boi's cock out of his pants and now stood stooping forward as she was much taller than the boi. The touch of her silk clad hands was like nothing the boi had ever experienced. Not even the sensation of being taken from behind by Daddy while Daddy's expert hands manipulated his cock could prepare him for this. In less than a minute his cock was so hard he thought it would actually burst and is had begun throbbing rhythmically. The boi stood staring at the woman, his eyes wide open and a thin stream of drool running out of his wide open mouth. His hips had begun an involuntary dance, jerking spasmodically in tune to her strokes and had Daddy not grabbed him from behind he would have fallen down as the massive sensation of pure, undiluted sexual pleasure coming from his cock overwhelmed his entire being. He felt nothing but her expert touch and saw nothing but her cold, hard eyes as she claimed him. In the four years that had passed since his conditioning had been completed he had been sexually hyperactive each and every day, at least several hours a day and had been in so many arousing situations that it would have been impossible to count them. In all that time his conditioning had prevented him from cuming no matter how aroused he had been and no matter how many frustrated tears he had cried. But now it seemed that this woman was about to break his conditioning. He could almost feel the orgasm begin rolling, could nearly feel how the unstoppable wave of arousal, desire and lust was building up to the point of finally flooding his entire being. So strong was this feeling that he very nearly forgot about not only the rest of the world, but also about Daddy. His hips pumped harder and his breathing became desperate gasps as he began sweating with the exertion. His cock was now slick with his juices and the sensation of her silken gloves moving expertly over his sticky member was enough for him to begin moaning helplessly. He lost control over his legs and was now only held up by Daddy. He drooled like a complete lunatic. He saw nothing but the cold and hard woman and felt nothing except her expert hands as he prepared to finally cum. He moaned, screamed and begged, his body practically convulsing as his orgasm built up towards the inevitable climax. But the orgasm did not cum. In the end Daddy's conditioning held up and after a while the desperate boi began crying; crying while he moaned and screamed helplessly. In the end, after a period of time the boi had no way of assessing, she finally let go of his cock and Daddy let him flop to the floor, landing like a boned fish, completely spent, nothing left in him. "I am impressed," the woman said to Daddy, admiration in her voice, "usually even the best trained slave shits fail in my hands. You must have quite the training program?" Daddy modestly admitted to indeed having a good conditioning program, but otherwise he simply smiled. The response drew a smile from the cruel lady as she recognized Daddy for what he was. The boi heard none of this absorbed as he was in the massive arousal and disappointment in his crotch. The woman then informed Daddy that she was pleased with what she saw and that she wanted to buy the little shit. This got through the haze of sexual excitement and with fear in his eyes the boi heard how his owner, the man he had been trained so brutally to love and adore, was simply selling him as if he had been nothing more than a used car. Daddy and the woman haggled for a short while, but it was soon clear that she wanted to own the boi no matter what. A price, quite steep, was settled on and with that ownership passed to the woman. The boi was made to stand and Daddy lifted up his chin and looked straight into the boi's teary eyes: "Be good boi," he admonished, "Don't embarrass me too much". And with that he turned around, got into his car and drove away. The look in the boi's eyes had been worth it all, had been even better than the substantial amount of money the little shit had brought him. Oh how he had savored the suffering, the anguish of the desperate boi, now being abandoned by the only personal contact he had in the whole world. The whole handover had been intensely arousing for Daddy and it was a good thing that he could count on his cleaning lady being at home. Before he went about planning his next abduction, he was going to beat and fuck that little lady harder than he had in years. Back in the parking basement the boi stood crying hopelessly as Daddy's car drove off. The lady who now owned him would have none of it: "Stop that, you sniveling, little shit!", she barked, "you belong to me now!" With that she put the bois' member back into his pants with a look of contempt on her face, removed her soiled silk gloves, stuffed one of them into the boi's mouth and used the other one to tie it in place. She then signaled her driver, a huge man, and he cuffed the boi's hands behind his back and cuffed his ankles together before dumping him in the limo's trunk. The boi lay bound and gagged, and intensely unhappy, as the limo whisked him off to new torments. The woman who now owned him was simply called Mommy and like Daddy she was apparently a woman of immense financial resources. But whereas Daddy had operated below any public radar, carefully avoiding exposure to the outside world and sharing his proclivities with only a select few who conducted their own illegal kidnapping and torture operations, Mommy seemingly had the most fantastic connections, enabling her to conduct her evil deeds in near public. Almost immediately upon his arrival the boi found out that he was now only one among a whole flock of slaves. The boi had effectively lost his ability to count during his years as Daddy's unthinking piece of slave meat and the year of intense breathplay hadn't improved his abilities, but had he been able to count he would have found that Mommy never had less than seven slaves in her possession and that the rate of change was terrifyingly fast. Not only were there many of them, but the slaves moved around in her huge mansion without any attempt to hide their presence, even when she had visitors. The mansion was placed in an upscale neighborhood, on a large piece of land but was nonetheless plainly visible from the road. The slaves were all heavily feminized males, none younger than about twenty-two and none older than thirty. Mommy liked her slaves young, but with a relatively solidly established sexuality and that sexuality had to be heterosexual. Whatever perverse tortures she employed to accomplish her goals, Mommy's real pleasure lay in turning solidly heterosexual males into utterly subjugated, sniveling, completely sissified bitches who were forbidden under any circumstance to cum. Mommy used any and all means to keep her slaves subjugated sexually, breaking them down until they simpered, minced and moved their asses as ultra feminine dolls. The boi found this out gradually as he himself was introduced to slavery in the style of Mommy. His first stop in her house was not the dungeon; Mommy's house did not have a dungeon. His first stop was what for all intents and purposes was the house dungeon, the primary place of torture: Mommy's bedroom. It was, of course, enormous with a huge bed - room for five at least - occupying most of one side of the bedroom. The room of course had a grooming area with make-up a table and mirrors, a door leading to the vast bathroom and a door leading to an even larger walk-in closet. This still left plenty of space for "other activities" in the room. As the boi was unceremoniously dumped on the floor, he noticed two other figures in the room: one was an ultra-feminized maid of sorts and the other was a still male-looking slave undergoing transformation/punishment. The maid was tall, perhaps six feet three in her heels, and slender but with a surprisingly large and supple ass. She wore a full body outfit made of thick, deep red silk with elaborate embroideries covering the entire surface of the suit. The suit clung to her every curve, including her completely flat chest. At the wrists and ankles were very voluminous white lace trimmings, which were also present at the body hugging suit's high neck. Her hands, sticking out of clouds of white lace, were covered in thin, red silk gloves and around her waist, on the outside of the silk suit, a brutal, but very stylish, black corset shrunk her waist down to a trifle. On her feet were high black boots, laced up the front and disappearing up under the silk suit so that only the lower parts of the boots were visible. They had thin six inch heels and the slave wore them perfectly. Her hair was made up in a fierce, almost afro-like perm, a cloud of frizzy blonde hair surrounding her head. She had no bonds of any kind on her, not even a collar, but from an opening in the suit's crotch an impressive hard-on shoved her status clearer than any bonds could ever have done. The scrotum was encased in a lacy, pink pouch and around the cock, just behind the head, a fine pink, silk ribbon had been tied in a pretty bow. The prettily presented member was bound by three more pink ribbons holding it securely pressed against her abdomen. The cock head glistened with the pretty maid's frustrated juices and when Mommy entered the room she dropped to her knees and worshipped the ground until told to stand up. The second slave in the room was bound and quite severely too. A young man of perhaps twenty-two or three with a lithe body, he had been mounted on a large diameter dildo pole, which kept him on his toes. His feet were held by tiny, pink ankle high stiletto boots with six inch heels, pretty pink bows placed near the tips of the boots and on the pretty pink heels too. His hands were held inside fingerless mittens made from thick, pink leather decorated with yet more pretty pink bows. His upper arms had been fused to his lower arms with three pink leather straps each, so that he now held his hands in a ridiculous sissy posture by his shoulders. His body was perfectly smooth and his skin looked soft and tanned. His thick, black hair had grown to shoulder length and had been done in a very pretty and feminine pageboy. From his crotch a proud erection stood twitching and glistening, a pink ribbon tied in a pretty bow right behind the cock head. He was ungagged and when Mommy entered he began pleading to be let loose, that he would never tell anyone, that he promised to be good and so on. Mommy's response was simple and direct and without a single word. She took a long step forward, gathering momentum, and kicked the useless shit squarely in the balls as hard as possible. All air and sound disappeared from the slave and his face became deeply red. The boi could see that he needed to scream but was unable to. Just as he began breathing again Mommy took a step back, came forward again with full force and kicked his nuts again. She did this ten times in a row. By the fifth the slave had begun vomiting with pain, but that didn't stop her from completing the full treatment. While the unbound maid slave was cleaning up the vomit and the impaled sissy slave to be was still gasping in pain, trying to scream and cry, Mommy stepped up to him and grabbed him by the throat, pulling him up while tightening the grip until he could no longer breathe. "You are my property bitch," she hissed into the sissy's face, "you are now past your initial training and there will be no release for you; not now, not ever. Three squirts and they're off for you; just like all the other sissy bitches. Any more shit from you, you useless sissy bitch, and I'll fucking strangle you!" The tone shocked the boi, if not the words. To be spoken to like that as a sissy slave seemed pretty standard to him, but it was a shock to hear them come out of the mouth of such a dignified lady such as his new owner. In the meantime Mommy had turned around and now lifted up her feet, one at a time, and allowed the unbound sissy to lick them clean of puke so her mistress could walk around unsoiled by the ugly leavings of her sissy slave. Her shoes nice and clean, Mommy came over to the bound form of her new acquisition. Her fur coat had been put away by a slave and she now gracefully squatted down dressed only in her outrageously classy and expensive, black silk dress and doing so with unmatched elegance in her six and a half inch heels. Even squatting down she was very big. Her hands were no longer covered by silken gloves but sported discrete and obviously expensive jewelry. She looked the boi over carefully and the raised her hands, snapping her finger as she spoke a single word: "Scissors". Nearly instantly the silk clad maid appeared and delivered a pair of scissors in her owner's hand. These were then used to cut away all of the boi's clothes, leaving only his golden stilettos. Once his clothes were gone the evil woman ran her hands over his smooth skin with obvious relish and after a while she spoke to him in soft tones: "You are my bitch now and make no mistake: you are a bitch to me; a sissy bitch. The other sissy shit here," she threw her head, indicating the maid, "will show you proper dress shortly and introduce you to most of the routines around here. The rest you will learn soon enough and unless you really are as well-trained as you former Master led me to believe, this learning process will involve a lot of screaming on your part" Her hands lingered on the boi's testicles, cupping them with one hand and slowly increasing the pressure. "There is, however, one rule you must be told straight away, which applies to all my sissies once their initial training is complete, as your own is. It's simple: Three squirts and they're off. Cumming is forbidden in my house, but stimulation is constant so you get three squirts. As soon as you've shot the third load I castrate you. Sometimes I spend a great deal of time crushing them first, but in the end I always band them and leave them to fall off. With your conditioning it should be no problem, but now you are warned". With that Mommy stood up, leaving the terrified boi on the floor, dropping her dress elegantly as she went over and removed the impaled sissy from his pole and took him to bed. Soon her moans of passion could be heard as the newly sissified bitch was forced to go down on her mistress. Through the slobbering produced by the slave's tongue the boi could hear her cries of pain as Mommy used a belt to beat his ass and genitals as she reached one orgasm after the other. Meanwhile the maid in the full body suit freed the boi from his bonds and helped him stand. She then led him from the bedroom to begin instructing and outfitting him properly. Right outside the bedrooms, before doing anything else the maid dropped to her knees and looked up at the boi and said in a very high pitched falsetto: "Mommy said that you had been conditioned to be unable to cum and that I should test this". Without further delay she then put his cock in her mouth and used one hand to rub his shaft and the other alternate between fondling his balls and fingering him deep in his ass. The maid was good; no fantastic! With no one around to support him this time the boi's legs soon collapsed under him and landed on the floor enveloped in a haze of extreme stimulation and arousal. The maid's tongue was unbelievable and very nearly as good as Mommy's marvelous hands. Nearly, but not quite as good. Good enough, however, to make the boi loose all track of time and surroundings and after an hour of continuous stimulation scream with frustration. His balls were as ever filled to the point of bursting but even the maid's expert manipulation could not bring him an orgasm. After about an hour and a half Mommy came out of her bedroom with the other sissy slave in tow. Mommy wore only a black leather bustier, a pair of black leather panties, very long, very thin black leather gloves, reaching past the middle of her upper arms and a pair thigh high, black leather boots laced up the front. The boots shone from carefully applied leather polish and their pencil thin seven inch heels made from high gloss polished high strength steel only made Mommy tower even higher over her utterly subjugated and demeaned subjects. In one hand she held a riding crop and in the other a piece of rope by which she led her victim. The new sissy bitch she had in tow offered the perfect contrast, superbly underlining her dominance. Her hands were still sealed inside their pink leather mittens and her lower arms were still fused with her upper arms. Now her lower legs were also fused with her upper legs with the same kind of pink leather straps used for her arms and she "walked" on all fours, on her elbows and knees. While this was certainly painful in itself, it was the least of her problems. Her pink stiletto boots were connected, pulled as close to each other as possible in fact, by a piece of white rope encircling each foot at the instep. This rope was again connected to a piece of rope pulling at her balls. Her balls had clearly taken a serious beating and quite possibly also more than a mere beating. Both testicles had swollen to the size of grapefruits and were deep purple in color. Their skin was marked by welts and scratches as if they had been both beaten with an object and scratched by fingernails. Finally she was being dragged along by Mommy by a rope tied so tightly around neck her that it dug deeply into her flesh; so much so that face was a shade of deep red, her very bloodshot eyes looked ready to pop out of their sockets and her tongue, now dark blue, hung out of her mouth and she struggled with the slightest of movements, her breath a profoundly troubled wheeze. When Mommy stopped, the sissy slave stood completely still, trying desperately to catch what little breath she had. Her eyes stared sightlessly ahead as she used all of her energy just to try to breathe. Mommy stopped by the two slaves on the floor and asked: "Well?" The maid pressed her forehead to the floor in front of Mommy's feet and answered, out of breath herself from the effort of trying to make the boi cum: "Nothing Goddess. This sissy slave has been unable to make the other useless sissy slave cum. Goddess, please Goddess". The maid's entire body shook with exertion and fear as she was unsure which response this would elicit from her owner. Mommy's response was a high, sparkling and obviously delighted laughter with a sound so cruel and psychotic it shook the boi out of his haze of arousal and made all the hair on his head stand on end. After a short while Mommy, the laugh still in her voice, said: "Oh we like that; we like that very much, don't we?" At the last word she turned to her sissy doggy and brought the crop down on her exposed and already brutalized balls with all of her considerable force. The effect was to make all of the sissy's limbs spasm uncontrollably. She didn't have enough air to produce a scream and her face was already locked in a contortion of pain and strangulation so all she could do was to spasm. Spasm, lose control of her bladder and in short order collapse unconscious on the floor, her limps continuing their spasms for a little while until she lay completely still. Mommy just dropped the leash, instructed the maid to get on with her work and left the slave on the floor, not caring if she was dead or unconscious. In the boi's very diminished mind, heavily conditioned to accept everything he was subjected to and to never harbor independent thoughts, the thought that the woman he now belonged to was far more cruel, dangerous and unstable than even Daddy had appeared and real fear permeated his body. He looked up at the maid, who stood over him and saw the same fear in her. The boi shuddered, but could do nothing. He was after all just a slave. Chapter 7: Turned into a bitch The maid helped the boi stand and led him to dressing/grooming room for his transformation into what Mommy required. When the process was done a couple of hours later the boi was no more. What emerged was a complete sissy bitch: the pink bitch. She had perfect make-up with large, moist and perfectly painted lips. Her hair was now smooth and platinum blonde with pink bows placed in it. Her hands were now clad in lacy, pink, fingerless gloves so that her perfectly manicured pink fingernails were clearly visible. Around her throat, hiding the permanent scar from Daddy's strangulations, was a collar made of pink leather with a pink, heart shaped pendant hanging from it, with the words "Mommy's darling" written in white. The maid had a similar pendant with the same wording. The pink bitch's upper body was clad in an ultra short pink T-shirt, showing all of her midriff. Only calling it a T-shirt was misleading; it was an ultra tight lace thing, which might as well have been called "pinkish nakedness". The pink bitch had short, short pink silk hotpants covering her perfect sissy ass and from the crotch of these her ever-hard cock protruded, openly proclaiming her status as an owned bitch. The cock had a pink ribbon and bow tied around it right behind the cockhead and was held tightly to her abdomen by three pink, silk ribbons or straps. As the hotpants were very small this meant that her ever excited cock rubbed against her bare belly, leaving a growing wet spot there as the day progressed. Finally her feet were clad in ankle high white socks with a lace trim around the edge and a pair of seven inch pink stilettos. The stilettos were a full size too small and very pointy and had a narrow strap encircling her ankle. At the tip was a decorative pink bow and the same kind of decorative bow was placed on the heel of the shoe. On the stiletto heel itself three more decorative, pink bows were placed. The pink bitch didn't walk as much as mince carefully, her hands held almost at shoulder height and moving in a wildly exaggerated feminine manner giving new meaning to the term "loose-wristed". Like all of Mommy's slaves she spoke in a high squeaky falsetto and behaved as one would expect: like a complete bimbo. Mommy had two kinds of slaves: the ones she called "slaves for simple consumption", like the newly made sissy she had very nearly strangled, and the "maids". All were sissified to an extreme extent and all were subject to the "three squirts and they're off" rule, but beyond that there were huge differences: The simple slaves, of which there were never less than five, performed maid duties around the house; cleaning, washing and such. They also made sure that Mommy's small army of burly and brutal, but well-dressed and soft-spoken guards were happy. At any given time at least one of the sissies was being fucked, beaten for fun or giving a blowjob. At Mommy's house there was even a favored style of blowjob: The sissy placed her hands behind her back and did all the work with her mouth, from opening the pants and pulling them down, doing the same thing with the underwear, sucking the cock and reversing the process. The blowjob itself was always performed by sucking only the tip of the cock while looking up at the cock's owner with large begging eyes. It was a process with room for many mistakes and thus also for many punishments. It also demanded great oral skill of the sissy and so Mommy's sissies, if sold, were prized as prime cocksuckers. The simple slaves for consumption seldom lasted more than a few months after initial training. Mommy was both demanding and cruel and saw her slaves as being far, far less than human, mere playthings for her psychopathic tendencies. Often her games went too far and the slaves were snuffed, either by accident or on purpose when one of her foul moods came over her. Usually she strangled the poor sissy slaves, but fucking them to death with a huge strap-on or fisting them until they gurgled and died was not unusual either. Mostly though, her slaves left after being castrated for cuming three times. Usually castration was achieved by first crushing the balls in a very lengthy torture session, after which Mommy would band them and leave them to die and rot off. Only when the black, dried nuts fell off did Mommy have the slave's crotch trimmed to look nice and sell them off to a new psychotic pervert. Given how many slaves Mommy sold, the demand for castrated sissies must have been huge. The second type of slave in Mommy's house was the "maid". The maids, of which there was always two, took care of Mommy in every way she desired, always hovering next to her, ready to obey her every command. They did not participate in the regular housework as the other slaves did, but they were required to please Mommy's guards when these demanded it. When they did, the guards saw to it that they only abused one maid at a time so that one was always available to serve Mommy. The maids had the power to command the other slaves and were required to orchestrate and oversee some very specific, recurring punishment and training sessions for the other slaves. All of Mommy's slaves were in a state of high sexual excitement every second of every day and every night, their cocks always rock hard and ready to cum (even if cuming was not allowed). The pink bitch had of course been like that for years, but she had achieved this through the brutal and continued conditioning of a master pervert, Daddy, who had focused all of his effort on her. In Mommy's house there wasn't enough time to condition the slaves in this manner, so other means had to be used. Every morning and every evening right before bedtime all of Mommy's slaves were lined up under the supervision of the maids and at least one guard. They would then all be required to drink a glass of a deep, red liquid which taste vile. The color was so that all spills could be detected and punished. The maids also drank a glass of this, but they drank less than a fifth of what the others did. The liquid was a truly evil aphrodisiac; it not only gave the sissies an erection guaranteed to last at least sixteen hours; it also made them profoundly horny, an effect lasting just as long. Finally it made thinking about subjects of any meaningful complexity very, very hard. It reduced the slaves to permanently horny bimbos with empty heads; perfect for slaves who needed to be controlled. It meant that even the most strong-willed and intelligent young man caught and enslaved was turned into a simpering sissy bimbo with a rock hard cock destined for castration. Between the training, the drugs and the guards there was no room for escape or release, only castration or strangulation. The reason the maids were given far less of the substance was that they were actually required to do some thinking from time to time. Thus Mommy actually trained the maids properly and usually had a sick kind of fondness for them. Usually a maid stayed quite a bit longer than the other slaves; usually at least a year and often as much as two, maybe even three. The slaves were encouraged to kiss and fondle when not performing other duties and being permanently horny they did. It was perfectly normal to see two sissies standing around kissing each other deeply while fondling each other frantically. Touching each other's cock, sucking them or even fucking was allowed too, but of course cuming was not. So the sound of one sissy squealing in terror for her sissy lover to stop, please stop her wonderful yet terrible touch was not uncommon. Neither was the sound of inconsolable crying as one sissy stood with a large spot of cum drying on her clothing, hands or dripping from her mouth or ass, as the other wept in terror. If it was the third time she had cum, the smell of shit as she had soiled herself was far from uncommon either. When the pink bitch was introduced Mommy had only one maid, the one who had turned the boi into the pink bitch. Her other maid had accidentally died during a night of extreme lovemaking when Mommy in the throes of passion had strangled her without really meaning to. Acquiring a sissy who could step into the position of maid without a lot of training was thus a real find for Mommy. The fact that the newly formed sissy was unable to cum, was a find too, albeit one that made her maid "sister" very jealous as she had to hold her orgasms back herself without the "benefit" of conditioning. Had she known the details of what the pink bitch's prior owner had done to achieve this she might have been less jealous. The maid had only a year before been an up and coming banker; a young man with good-going-on-great income, a gorgeous girlfriend from a rich family, a very nice condo and a very flashy car. All that had changed when he had met the woman he came to call "Mommy" at a reception. As one of the bank's most wealthy and influential customers she had warranted special attention by the young man, including a visit to her house, requested by her, to deliver some paperwork. The task could have been done by anyone, but since she had called him personally and made it clear that she had wanted him to deliver them, he had seen no way in which he could refuse. After being admitted to the grounds of her house by a couple of huge guards who smiled strangely as they did so, he had rung the doorbell and had been admitted by a maid like no other he had ever seen. He was still transfixed by the "girl's" openly displayed and openly aroused member when his client appeared. She had smiled at him - a sick, yet very pleased smile he thought - and asked him if enjoyed what he saw. As he feebly held out the paperwork towards her, momentarily unable to speak, she had continued by saying that she hoped that he did since he would shortly look like that himself. At this point all his internal alarms rang and he turned to escape only to find the way blocked by the two guards. From behind two more guards appeared and soon he had been in Mommy's bedroom, body shaved completely smooth, wearing his first stilettos and screaming as she fucked him with a strap-on while squeezing his balls. Two months later, in a haze of excitement and with a fear of Mommy that overshadowed everything else in his life, he had assumed the position of maid to her as she got rid of his predecessor in a most painful manner. The outside world thought he had died in a violent car crash before reaching his client, very professionally arranged by Mommy's guards, so no one was looking for him. He was her maid until she chose to get rid of him. As a maid the pink bitch and her "sister" had two main tasks each day, apart from obeying every whim of their evil owner: The first was the administration of drugs to the other slaves as well as to themselves. Every morning all the sissies were lined up and made to kneel with their hands behind their backs. Under the supervision of at least one guard a maid then went down the line, pouring a large glass of the deep red liquid into the eagerly awaiting mouths of the slaves. Then the maids themselves had to drink a glass of the same liquid, albeit a much smaller one so that they maintained more mental sharpness and thus would be able to better serve Mommy. In a matter of days after her "employment" as maid it became very clear that not only did the pink bitch not need any drugs to stay aroused, excited and suitably dim-witted; giving them to her reduced to a state in which she was effectively unable to function properly. Daddy's focus on training her to never think for herself combined with his many, many intelligence-reducing breathplay sessions, had diminished her mental capacity to the point where the intake of the drug given to the others was simply too much, reducing her to an oversexed sissy minx unable to understand even the simplest of commands, with a motor control so impaired that she needed help navigating a simple flight of stairs. So, since the pink bitch was far better conditioned than the other slaves, she was the only one not forced to drink the drug. This did not mean that she had any special advantages over the other sissies, apart from her inability to cum of course, but rather that she was already a dumb sissy who did not pose an escape risk and was as pliable as could hope for. The second task performed each day by the maids followed right after the first one and it consisted in testing the sissies' conditioning and ability to withstand stimulation as required under the "three squirts and they're off"-rule. Mommy had established it not only because she was a cruel psychopath, but because not squirting was far too easy if one's cock was never stimulated, a situation the more intelligent and robust of the sissies might have been able to achieve otherwise. Furthermore the drug the sissies were fed worked better if the arousal induced by the drug itself was further fuelled by physical stimulation. Thus physically stimulating the sissies increased the drug's effects, making the sissies even dumber and less able to concentrate. This made them far more likely to seek out stimulation themselves and thus feed the loop. The result was not only the incessant kissing and fondling among the sissies, but also a complete lack of attempted escapes, in spite of the fact that none of Mommy's property were there of free will. They were simply too dumb, unfocused and horny to try anything so complicated as escape. This meant that the guards' primary role was keeping outsiders away from what went on inside Mommy's house. The mandatory simulation took place right after the administration of the drug as the sissies knelt with their hands behind their backs. The maids then dropped down on all fours, one at each end of the line, and at a signal from the guard they began sucking an already visibly excited member, twitching for attention. Unlike the cocks of the maids, the cocks of the regular slaves were not held against their abdomens by pretty ribbons, but stood free with only a pink ribbon behind the cockhead as decoration. Each slave had to withstand fifteen minutes of intense stimulation by the best cocksuckers Mommy's house had and do it twice a day and at their third failure they were be castrated. These stimulation sessions usually involved a great deal of moaning, followed by first begging and pleading and then screaming for the maid to stop, please stop. And sometimes, not infrequently, a period of crying and begging for mercy would follow as the slave who had cum for the third time was taken away to see Mommy; a meeting which at best cost her only her balls. Once the maids had finished sucking the regular sissy slaves' cocks, leaving a line of moaning and whimpering sissies with very, very excited cocks, they of course had to perform just like the others. Only as maids they were held to higher standards than the regular sissies and had to withstand twenty-five minutes of cocksucking. This was always achieved by a very intense sixty-nine between the two maids, a show so arousing that the guards usually turned up in force, fucking the other sissies as they watched the maids go at it. The pink bitch and her newfound sister turned out to be an unusually well matched pair and their live performances of such intensity that Mommy intensified her number of appearances to watch them. The pink bitch was of course unable to cum and the other maid was unusually well trained and disciplined as well as sexually inventive, often using her hands to great effect since the maids were not bound by the usual conventions when going at it. The effect was not only a great cocksucking show, but a show encompassing a great deal of fondling, fingering and even something which could be called fisting. The result was always two completely spent maids, panting with excitement and barely able to see straight once the twenty-five minutes were up. Life as the pink bitch, and indeed as a regular sissy, was challenging even without the two daily stimulation session. The maids got up before five in the morning, first waking up the other sissies, and then began the day's grooming rituals. Mommy demanded perfection and this took up a great deal of time each morning; hair removal, shower, brushing teeth (in the pink bitch's case her dentures), newly washed clothes worn perfectly, decorations (not jewelry or such but mostly pink ribbons and bows) placed equally perfectly and of course perfect make-up. This was followed by a tiny breakfast (Mommy liked skinny sissy bitches), followed by more oral hygiene and reapplication of make-up before the sissies were finally able to wake up Mommy; something always done with trepidation. If Mommy was in a good mood she would only pull the one waking her up down to her, make that maid drink her urine and then have sex with her; either forcing the maid to eat her or forcing her to fuck her using the sissy's overworked and overexcited cock and invariably making the sissy cry with frustration (if it was the pick bitch doing the fucking) or scream and beg (if it was the other maid). That was if Mommy was in a good mood. If she was in a foul mood things could be much, much worse. The pink bitch and her sister were both strangled to the point of actually dying from it on a number of occasions, only waking up hours later. Mommy might also engage in brutal testicle torture, fierce whippings and even the breaking of fingers and toes just for fun. Pleasing Mommy - not pleasing Mommy was the worst thing in the whole world - took on many forms. Apart from acting like a completely sissified bimbo, exaggerating every little feminine movement and gesture to a nearly ridiculous degree, the pink bitch and Mommy's other slaves frequently had to humiliate themselves in front of guests, asking to be please be fucked, fisted, beaten or such and doing so with eager eyes and displaying all the signs of a bitch in heat. Then there were the ball busting sessions, of which Mommy was so fond. The unlucky bitch would be tied down in Mommy's bedroom, usually on all fours her arms and legs secured to the legs of a purpose built frame. A bucket would then be placed in front of the sissy to catch the vomit that the sissy would inevitably produce. Then Mommy took up position behind her victim and began. Usually she began by kneading the balls together; gently at first, then with ever increasing pressure until the sissy screamed. Then a pause would ensue so that the balls became more sensitive as blood rushed in. Once this was accomplished she would continue with whichever torture she has chosen. A favorite was grabbing a testicle in each hand and then squeezing them as hard as she could, making the sissy count out loud, usually screaming out the count until the words were lost and there was just screaming or retching. Slapping and kicking were also favorites and of course there were also the many instrument assisted kinds of testicle tortures to be performed. A simple riding crop was a fantastic instrument for beating and Mommy had also invented special air filled bladders to apply pressure to one testicle at a time. Needles were of course useful, although Mommy mostly used them for shock effect as few things matched beating and squeezing with regards to testicular pain. Of course needles could be used for effect on the victim's cock, where squeezing often produced the opposite of the desired effect. When a sissy had cum three times, or had simply caught Mommy in a foul mood, she was taken to the testicle torture frame. The torture sessions leading up to a sissy's castration were much longer and much, much more brutal than regular testicle torture sessions and often they spun out of control as Mommy lost what little restraint she had and mangled the sissy almost to the point of her actually dying of her injuries. And sometime not even stopping there. If Mommy stopped in time the sissy would leave Mommy's bedroom crawling (standing up would be too painful), her balls barely recognizable globes of swollen, lumpy, purple flesh. Around their scrotums a thin black wire would be wound several times very, very tightly and tied off. This would then be left in place until the balls died and fell off. The process was excruciatingly painful for the first day or so (and the sissy would be tied with her hands behind her back so she would not claw at her broken sex) after which the testicles would turn black and loose all feeling. Gradually they would then shrink and begin to smell putrid and rotting until they eventually dried out and shriveled completely. Not long after this they would simply fall off. Occasionally the crotch of the sissy would become infected and require treatment, but in most cases the tiny black sack would simply fall off as would the wire that had cut off the blood. Mommy's men would then do some simple trimming of the dead flesh with a scalpel and the sissy would be ready for sale. During this whole ordeal, except for the first day or so, the sissy would be required to perform her normal duties as a house maid and sex slave. The exception was of course that she now didn't have to participate in the twice daily drugging and sexual stimulation. Since the sissy would now be without the drug which had kept her horny and stupid, most regained a measure of mental clarity. While castration tended to make them more docile, some of the newly castrated sissies suddenly found an appetite for escape. These were quickly spotted by Mommy's men and soon the unfortunate could be seen performing her duties chained hand and foot, often gagged and frequently "enjoying" increased attention from these hard men. The guards all shared a fetish for castrated sissies and once a sissy had been banded she usually got more and not less sexual attention from them. Once her crotch was smooth and healed the sissy would be put up for sale. While most were glad to escape their cruel, volatile and brutal mistress they were also very nervous about their future owners. And with good reason. Slaves such as themselves usually ended up with the most brutal of owners. Some of course ended up with owners who merely wanted a soft and pliable sissy to control and have mostly vanilla sex with, but these kinds of masters and mistresses usually found the slaves in legal ways and lived in consenting relationships. The ones who acquired their prey illegally were usually of a much more brutal nature and most had short, painful lives after leaving Mommy. Much like life as Mommy's slaves. As with her time with Daddy, life at Mommy's house was mostly routine. Brutal, demeaning, subservient, painful, arousing and unfulfilled, but set as a series of routines nonetheless. After the morning rituals and if she had not been injured by Mommy during morning sex - this happened alarmingly frequently - the pink bitch would then spend her day waiting on Mommy if she was at home or supervising and helping the regular sissies if she was not. If Mommy was away she would usually give a blowjob to the huge blonde hunk of a guard who loved her talented lips and tongue. He would always start by grabbing her from behind kissing the nape of her neck, let his hand find her erect cock and manipulating it while whispering in her ear what a sexy bitch she was. This would invariably make her moan with passion and throw her head back against his strong chest. He would then turn her around and kiss her and fondle her body like a real lover, still whispering sweet things in her ear. She would always coo with pleasure at this, squeaking that she loved him and wanted him so badly - all of which were entirely true. After a period of fondling he would tell her to blow him and she would, keeping strictly to the regular house policy regarding blowjobs and do everything with her mouth, leaving her hands behind her back - or if he so requested - behind her head. She would look up at him adoringly as she used all of considerable skill manipulating just the head of his cock and she would greedily swallow his wonderful load as he deposited it in her mouth while holding her hair. Once she had cleaned up his cock and put his underwear and trousers back on using only her toothless mouth, he would give her cock an affectionate squeeze and leave her feeling pleased yet unfulfilled. As always. On the days Mommy was away, the attention of another guard, an even bigger man than her blowjob lover, would also be nearly guarantied. He was a man she feared nearly as much as she feared Mommy and yet she looked forward to his affections every time Mommy left the house. The man was tall, broad, burly and dark haired with well-kept black beard. He was an ass man, loving to spank and fuck her inviting ass, but he was also very fond of making her scream; something which he excelled in. The pink bitch's testicles were the sole domain of Mommy, so the guards had to use other areas of their bodies to torture and this one was very inventive. Cock, nipples and the insides of the pink bitch's thighs were just a few of the places where his attention could make her scream in pain. And yet she loved it when he took her, looked forward to when he would grab her, make her scream in pain and the finally and gloriously, fuck her. The dark and burly guard with the beard fucked her ass like no one else but Daddy had been able to. With his strong arms twisting her own weak arms into painful positions and holding her securely in place while his tool pumped in and out of her, the pink bitch would scream that she loved him - and mean every word. However, everything the guards might want to do to her paled to insignificance compared to what Mommy did to her and her maid sister. One Saturday morning right after the usual rituals were over and done with, Mommy ordered the two maids into her bedroom. Both stood at attention as the door slammed shut behind them. Both were very, very hot and bothered, their now neatly tied, red, overworked and hypersensitive cocks slick with saliva and pre-cum from their recently finished ordeal. At Mommy's command both stripped until only their collars and their heels remained. The maid wore her usual black, knee high stiletto boots, with six inch heels and laced up the front, the pink bitch her seven inch pink stilettos, two sizes too small, with an ankle strap and pretty pink bows for decoration. Now free their cocks seemed to hunger even more for attention, twitching rhythmically with the heart beat of the two excited sissies. "Did you know bitch", Mommy began addressing the pink bitch, "that your sister here has the distinction of being the only maid I've ever had - apart from yourself - who has never cum in my service after completing her basic training"? The bitch curtseyed, as was customary before answering, and squeaked: "Goddess, no Goddess. Goddess, please Goddess". Mommy smiled patronizingly and said: "No I am quite sure you don't, but you will after today, that I guarantee". The pink bitch shuddered with fearful anticipation, but remained quiet. "You see bitch, you are either going to make her cum or lose your balls trying". The pink bitch emitted a small squeal of terror and the maid's eyes suddenly became very large and fearful. A hint of anticipation crept into them too, but she denied even to herself that she looked forward to cuming. Such a thought was potentially devastating, since it opened the way for thoughts of how having three good orgasms before castration might be preferable to her current existence and that was surely the path to ruin, wasn't it? Either way Mommy made the maid kneel, tied her thighs and lower legs together so that she would remain kneeling and the used leather straps to tie her wrists and elbows together. Her breathing quickened as the pink bitch was made to stand on all fours in front of her and informed that the usual house rules applied: no hands and only stimulation of the cock head. Then Mommy leaned in close to the pink bitch's ear and said, just loud enough for her sister to hear it too: "You have one hour to make her shoot her load or lose your sorry balls. Give her a good show". With that she started her timer and sat down on the floor right next to them, positioned so that she could see everything. She was naked herself, wearing only her thigh-high seven inch stilettos. Her presence was not only frightening to both sissies, but also intensely arousing. Not just because she was their owner, but because intense fear can be sexy too under the right circumstances. The pink bitch lowered her head and with a smooth move slipped her moist lips slowly down her sister's cock head, letting her tongue follow as soon as her lips reached the back of the cock head. The sound made by the maid, a cross between a very passionate moan and a scream, combined with the violent twitch going through her sister's whole body, told her that she was going to win the contest. Her maid sister was already in a state of high arousal from the morning ritual and Mommy's presence and her demeanor had not worked to cool her off. Quite the opposite. The task was by no means easy but after about half an hour the sounds and movements from her sister began to get desperate. Five minutes later she began begging and pleading and five minutes after that she shot her load into the pink bitch's mouth, screaming so forcefully that she produced no sound at all. Her mouth was wide open, her face red and all of the tendons in her neck stood out, but no sound came. Her body almost convulsed and she managed to jump nearly four inches into the air, briefly pushing her tool deep into the pink bitch's mouth, even though her legs were tied together as they were. The amount of cum was equally staggering and had the pink bitch not been trained by Daddy, she would have been unable to keep up with the flood. As it happened she was just a very out of breath sissy as she eased her sister down after her incredible high. The maid's body relaxed completely and she flopped backwards, bonelessly landing on her strapped-together arms. Her body continued to be wracked by orgasmic aftershocks for nearly ten minutes, during which the pink bitch continued to suck her cock gently as it regained its erection. As the aftershocks began to be replaced by full-body twitches of a much more excited character, Mommy gently ordered her to stop. The pink bitch felt fulfilled in a manner she hadn't in years. She had made Daddy and Mommy and many other dominants cum for years, catering to their every need and whim and it had brought her great satisfaction, of the psychological kind if not of the psychical kind. She had also made a number of screaming and begging slaves cum, helping whoever owned them to lead those slaves further down the path to destruction. In a sense this was the same and yet it wasn't. Far from it. Her maid sister had been Mommy's slave for quite a while and by all accounts she was of a much stronger constitution than most of the others. This meant that the pink bitch had just given her sister the first orgasm in almost two years. And the pink bitch loved that sister of hers even if they fought it out two times a day, desperately fighting to make the other cum against her will. She loved fondling her and she loved being fondled by her, but most of all she loved her kisses. The pink bitch loved the maid's kisses, kisses that the both of them stole from each other every time they could. And now she had been able to repay her sister - even if it was at the threat of losing her own balls. As the maid was freed from her bonds, the same sensation showed on her face too, but there was something else there as well. A certain hardness, coldness, as if she also wanted to get back at the pink bitch, wanted to hurt her for what she had done to her. Mommy certainly saw it too and whispered into the maid's ear as she freed her: "Easy pretty, now it's your turn. You are going to do that bitch so good". Mommy's words made the pink bitch shudder with fear but as usual she could do nothing but wait for Mommy's perversion to strike her with full force. After releasing the maid from her bonds Mommy proceeded to bind the pink bitch. It was a quite simple tie: a strap went through her armpit and around her lower arm, trapping it against her upper arm and leaving her hands sticking out uselessly. This done Mommy turned to the maid again and equipped her with a monstrous strap-on; a giant, black thing made from hard plastic and full of ridges and knobs and mounted on an intricate harness, complete with an integrated, violently vibrating plug for the one wearing it, securing it to the maid's lower body. The strap-on was hollow and the maid's overworked, but still terribly frustrated, cock rested inside in a cavity filled with warm gel. She would never be able to produce enough friction to cum, but the warm gel surrounding her cock would provide low-level stimulation as well as a constant, if vague, reminder of real pussy. Dragging her two helpless sissies along Mommy set up the next bit of play. She sat down in or on something looking like a gynecological examination chair, complete with stirrups for her feet. Only this one was obviously specially built, designed to look good and with a luxurious leather seat. It also had an electric motor drive for positioning the seat at exactly the right height. Mommy used this feature and positioned herself so that she was at optimum fucking-height for the pink bitch, who was then instructed to slide into Mommy's waiting pussy. The sensation was, as ever, fantastic and the bitch moaned with passion, her cock already twitching uselessly. Next the maid pushed her massive strap-on into the pink bitch's exposed and vulnerable ass, changing her moans to a protracted scream. Once in, both were instructed to begin fucking, only the maid was to fuck the pink bitch out of sync with the bitch's own fucking of Mommy. That way the pink bitch pushed into Mommy while at the same time the strap-on was pulled nearly all the way out of her and on the return stroke, as she pulled nearly all the way out of Mommy, the evil strap-on was forced all the way into her. Not only did Mommy writhe in clearly displayed passion as she moaning approached her first orgasm, both sissies made sounds putting their arousal on display. The pink bitch alternated between moans of passion going in and the screams of the violated as the strap-on went into her. Just before Mommy came, she instructed the maid: "Break the bitch right little finger when I tell you. Wrench it outwards at my command." The pink bitch barely had time to let this command sink in before Mommy said: "Now slut!" and the maid twisted the bitch's little finger viciously out until it snapped in at least two places. The pain was instant and coincided with a thrust into Mommy's cunt and as she screamed her head off in pain she distantly registered Mommy writhing in passion, scratching her shoulders as she came for the first time, her eyes gleaming with sadistic glee. The pink bitch was frozen, her cock inside her evil owner as she tried to cope with the pain and soon came the sensation of the strap-on sliding quickly and forcefully into her at Mommy's command as the maid trapped her in position. While the pink bitch screamed in pain and Mommy jerked violently as the orgasm continued to wrack her body, the maid bit into the pink bitch's shoulder further adding to the pain. The moment stretched forever, but finally the pink bitch had been reduced to sobbing and Mommy's orgasmic twitching had died down. Then Mommy ordered her slaves to resume the same rhythm as before. The pink bitch had nine more healthy fingers... Three hours later, after nine more of Mommy's orgasms, the pink bitch was nearly screamed out, her ass felt like a gaping hole and her cock, still hard and needy, felt like all the skin had been worn off. All of her fingers were broken in several places and stuck out at strange angles from her hands. Both sissies and their owner were completely covered in sweat; close to exhaustion. But Mommy wasn't quite done with the pink bitch yet. With the maid now positioned between her legs for oral service Mommy released the pink bitch's arms only to begin breaking them. The pain went from unbearable to unbelievable and the pink bitch had to be brought back to consciousness several times during the process, but after one more hour and several more of Mommy's orgasms, her arms were yet again tied, this time in an impossible backprayer cutting off all blood supply to her hands and most of her arms. The pink bitch was also pretty badly beaten, her face and upper body full of bruises and scratches and she nearly wet herself when Mommy even looked at her. She had been afraid of Daddy: terribly, horribly and overpoweringly afraid of him; a fear which had come to dominate her entire existence and force her into a sick and twisted version of love and lust for the man. But Mommy was something else, something far worse, far more frightening. Looking into Mommy's face the pink bitch, even with her damaged mind and heavily reduced mental capabilities, saw pure, undiluted psychotic rage; evil of proportions she had never encountered before. As she lay on Mommy's floor, her broken arms slowly dying and her nose and lips bleeding from repeated beatings, Mommy went ahead and confirmed every fear that the pink bitch had about her: Sweating and trembling with exhaustion she called for one of the other sissies. The poor slut wet herself with terror when she was the look on Mommy's face, but she nonetheless knelt obediently as ordered. Then Mommy dragged the pink bitch over to her by her hair and hissed into her face: "I want to break a set of balls tonight you worthless piece of slave meat; hers or yours. This one already has had two orgasms so one more will push her over the limit. You have half an hour or yours go instead". Exhausted, in pain and utterly terrified the pink bitch still knew that this was the time to perform the extraordinary and soon she was sucking the poor sissy's cock for all she was worth. The first sound the other sissy made when the pink bitch took her cock into her mouth was a sharp intake of breath followed by a long, deep moan of lust. For a couple of minutes there was nothing but heavy breathing as the pink bitch, kneeling and held up by her collar by the maid since she couldn't use her arms, worked the sissy's cock the best she knew how. Then she truly began to see where it was headed and the pleading began; high-pitched begging, desperate squealing for mercy and finally wordless babbling as she lost control and convulsed violently, shooting a staggering amount of cum into the pink bitch's mouth. What followed the sissy's third and final orgasm was yet more screaming and begging as the maid and the pink bitch sat tied up on the floor watching Mommy castrate her. The sissy was first tied down so that she stood on all fours, her arms and legs tied to a stool on which her body rested. A bucket was placed in front of her face and then Mommy went to work: First she pulled the balls out from the sissy's body and slapped them hard - very hard - a number of times, making the sissy scream. Still holding them, she let the sissy recover a little before resuming. Second time around she slapped them twice as many times as the first and the third she around she doubled the amount of strikes yet again. As Mommy let her balls drop the sissy's balls began to swell and gain color, first red, the deep red. The sissy was already begging to be let off the hook, for Mommy to simply cut them off and to be free of the pain. Not a chance. Next bit of torture was squeezing. Mommy grabbed a testicle in each hand, enveloping the testicles completely, and then began to squeeze as hard as she could; or very nearly so. She had commanded the sissy to count out loud while she squeezed, but when the poor girl reached twelve she vomited violently as the pain became too much. Not deterred Mommy let per puking finish and then resumed. The second time she reached nine before vomiting, the third time seven and the fourth time only three. Mommy then used a bamboo crop to beat her plump ass viciously while she told her what a useless sissy shit she was. The sissy tried to scream for mercy or forgiveness, but no real words came out as her balls swelled to the size of tennis balls and turned a light purple color. Her whipping arm getting tired Mommy returned to squeezing her victim's balls again, but this with herself doing the counting. In the first round she got to twenty before stopping, with the sissy dry heaving already at the count of five. Second time around she got to thirty and in the third round she got all the way to sixty-two before the sissy finally passed out. Her balls were now the size of grapefruits and skin utterly taut and deep purple. They were obviously broken in some places, displaying a lumpy surface. But still Mommy went on. She fetched a narrow wooden paddle with metal studs on the surface and began swinging the fearsome tool directly into the crotch of the unfortunate sissy, who now had to be brought back to consciousness after every round of torture. And the paddle was only the first of a number of tools employed before Mommy finally had enough and tied a thin, black wire around the scrotum of the sissy as hard as she could and repeated the process four times until her scrotum was simply a large, shapeless purple sack dying in her crotch. By then the sissy was thanking her cruel and evil owner for her kindness and she ate Mommy with extreme gratitude as her destroyed balls died slowly in her crotch. Finally Mommy had had enough and the sissies were released - sort of. The newly castrated sissy was allowed to crawl out the bedroom and resume her regular working schedule; the first day crawling and the next days on her feet just like normal. There was no mercy for the damaged sissy and she was used and abused just as badly as she had been before Mommy took care of her balls. Over the days and weeks following her castration, her balls withered, blackened, dried and shrunk until finally one day they simply fell off. This was the signal that her life as Mommy's slave was at an end. Mommy's men cleaned up the remains of her scrotum and whisked her off to a no doubt cruel, brutal and short life as some evil bastard's slave. Right before she was led away her handlers put her in a very tight, black leather straightjacket, confined her feet in black seven inch stiletto boots, filled her head with a huge black ball gag and finally pulled a black leather hood, only open at the nostrils, down over her head. Right before she disappeared inside the hood, she looked pleadingly at Mommy, her eyes brimming with tears, seemingly imploring Mommy to keep her even if the brutal psychopath had busted her balls in the worst possible way. As for the pink bitch, she was leashed to Mommy's bed and was allowed to sleep on the floor as Mommy took the maid to bed for some relaxing sex - and a bit of light strangulation - before sleep. The pink bitch lay on the floor, her arms now nearly numb but filled with a deep ache coupled with terrible pain in her shoulders, and listened to her maid sister's desperate sounds of choking as she fell asleep. When she woke up all feeling had left her arms, but her shoulders burned with pain. Indeed it was the pain which had woke her up. Mommy was still asleep so making any kind of sound was completely out of the question. The pink bitch had to remain utterly quiet as she lay there on the floor, shoulders burning and with a bladder filled to a painful degree. Finally Mommy woke up and pushed a very groggy maid out of her bed. The bitch's maid sister had very bloodshot eyes and a set of very prominent bruises on her throat where Mommy's fingers had very nearly squeezed the life out of her. She was clad only in her black high heeled boots and her body bore the marks of yesterday's brutal punishment, though not nearly as prominently as the pink bitch who looked every bit the battered and beaten sissy girl she really was. As Mommy swung her legs out of bed and stood up, the maid was quick to assume a kneeling position so that she would be able to swallow Mommy's acrid morning urine. After swallowing her gift the maid proceeded to help Mommy with every little aspect of her morning ritual. Only after an hour and a half of grooming Mommy was she commanded to take care of the pink bitch. The orders were simple and terrifying: "Let the bitch pee, giver her water, gag her, hood her, leash her and give her to the guards. Tell them she goes to the doctor for arm removal". It was one thing having her fingers and arms broken and tied in an impossible position where they lost all feeling, feeling them die slowly. It was another thing entirely to hear Mommy order the obvious: their removal. The pink bitch uttered a scream of terror and lost bladder control as she heard the fate of her arms. Then she uttered another scream of terror as she realized that she had pissed on Mommy's floor. But amazingly Mommy merely smiled down at her bruised and beaten property: "Oh yes you useless slut", she purred in a voice so loaded with evil that the maid standing by her very nearly pissed herself too, "you are going to become an armless cocksucker and torture doll, unable to even defend yourself from the other slaves. Such a pretty bitch; such a worthless piece of flesh". She then turned to the maid and still in her most catlike, purring voice said: "Clean that up you slut and get on with it". Then, as if to punctuate her command, she brought her fist up in a vicious underhand blow, hitting the maid squarely in the balls so hard that she lay soon knelt on the floor, vomiting with pain. Mommy huffed with derision and left the two slaves, her stilettos clocking away across the hardwood floors of the hallway as she sought out some other poor shit to torture for breakfast. Moaning with pain the maid cleaned up both the piss and the vomit - licking the floor clean of course - and then attended to the pink bitch. No longer in need of voiding her bladder she gave the broken sissy some water and the produced her restraints: A huge pink ballgag for her mouth, a pink rubber hood open only at the nostrils for her eyes and a leash for her neck. Helping and partially lifting the pink bitch up, she accidentally grabbed her arms. The pain in the bitch's shoulders was considerable but the bitch was completely unable to feel anything in her arms. As a response she stared at the maid, her mouth a big round and silent O of horror. Only then did it dawn on her just how damaged her arms really were and that the only thing which effectively could be done was their removal. Her maid sister tried comforting her with kisses and gentle fondling but as the hood slipped over the pink bitch's face all the maid could see was tearful horror. Inside her pink rubber cocoon, her mouth stuffed to capacity, the bitch mind was nearly paralyzed with terror. She was going to lose her arms! They were going to cut them off! As she stumbled along blindly in her pretty pink stilettos, following the gentle tugs on the leash as she was led to the guards, the pink bitch was unable to comprehend just what was happening, just how low she had been forced. Suddenly, seemingly out of nowhere, the memory that she had once been a boy, a young man, a free young man!, surfaced in her mind. She hadn't always been like this; she hadn't always been a completely subjugated sissy - a slave girl with a cock really - but a real and free person. Her damaged mind seized the thought and tried to hold on to it; tried using the outrage that she felt to boost her. It almost succeeded. The pink bitch was beginning a mental rebellion which had been repressed for so long, when the memories - very, very vague memories - of her past freedom chanced upon the fact that she must have had a boy's name. But what had it been? What had her name been? Panic seized her now tiny and very impaired mind. She couldn't remember her own name! The name she had had when she had been a boy was lost! Who was she? Who was she? Everything stopped. She came to an abrupt halt as she began screaming in panic into her gag. The maid was forced to stop as her charge would do no further, but simply stood screaming as loud as she could while losing all bladder and bowel control in the process. Inside her hood the world had disappeared as the pink bitch's mind tried to recover what had been lost. Tried and failed. There was only a tiny and fading memory that she had once been a boy and that that boy had been free, but she was unable to remember anything else, even her own name! In panic she simply stood screaming as loud as her gag would allow her. Meanwhile the maid, unable to move her, had fetched the guards. The two burly and brutal men who came to solve the problem laughed quietly when the saw what the problem was. They had seen it many times before and knew what it meant. It meant that one of the worthless shits had finally realized some horrible part of his predicament and at the same time realized that there was no way out. There were other options, but really they were all variations on the same theme. They ordered the maid to clean up the useless little screaming shit and once that was accomplished one of them punched the pink bitch hard in the stomach - he was forbidden to touch her genitals as they belong solely to Mommy - and the bitch's screaming stopped as her air disappeared. Then one of them lifted her up, slung her over his shoulder and carried her to the car and drove her to the evil doctor. Inside her hood the pink bitch continued to try to think; to grasp who she was and to rebel against her current position. But her mind was damaged and heavily conditioned and thinking about anything but pleasing Mommy for any length of time was supremely difficult for her. Had she been able to get something to latch on to, who she had been, her name, for example, she might have succeeded. As it was her name was forever lost to her, as was any meaningful grasp of what being a free person or even a young man meant. It kept slipping from her; remained just outside her grasp. It was so frustrating that she wept and yet she was still unable to focus enough for her to hold onto it. Instead the unwelcome image of herself as a sexy armless sissy slave popped up in her head. She tried banishing it from her mind, tried making her insistent erection go away or at least stop twitching with arousal at the prospect, but instead another image took its place: the devastatingly sexy image of herself kneeling utterly helpless, now without arms even, sucking a big fat cock. She cried harder as she knew her defeat. Gradually more and more sexual images flooded her mind and less and less of her nascent sense of rebellion remained. By the time she arrived at the doctor's clinic she was still sad and still remembered why she was sad, but the details were hazy. She still recalled that she had been a young man once and that she had had a name and had been free, but while she had known these as facts before, they now seemed distant and somehow unbelievable. Could she really have been a boy? A young man? Surely she could never have been free? And a name? Having an actual name seemed somehow too incredulous to be true. Still the gist of it, if not the details, seemed basically true to her and it made her very sad and also a little angry. Soon, however, the pink bitch had other things to occupy her mind. The doctor turned out to be a small, bald and portly and ever smiling man with small round spectacles. Assisting him were a handful of gorgeous nurses who looked at the kindly man with abject fear. The fact that it was no ordinary clinic open to the public was clear at once. All the nurses wore white, which seemed pretty standard, except all the nurses wore full-body suits made from thin and supple white rubber. None of them had even the slightest bit of hair except for eyelashes and even their eyebrows were gone. The suits covered their entire head as well their hands and feet and had no openings except at the face. This meant that the nurses entered the suits via the face opening; a very, very difficult process. It also meant that they were all diapered since going the toilet during the day was out of the question. On their feet were shiny, white stiletto shoes with seven inch steel heels. Mommy's men had deposited her on the doctor's floor and removed her hood. They had then unceremoniously told the doctor what the useless shit was there for, explained to him that she was unable to cum in spite of her permanent erection and that she had apparently been having some sort of "sad-sissy-shit"-attack. The doctor smiled broadly when told of all this and asked the two fine gentlemen if they would like a nurse to fuck before leaving? Soon two very nervous and eager to please looking nurses had left the room with Mommy's evilly smiling men. The pink bitch was left alone with the small, fat and sadistically smiling psychopath who would soon cut off her arms. He advanced on her, still smiling, leaned forward slightly and grabbed her elbow. Then he pulled her up to a kneeling position, making sure that her shoulders hurt as badly as they possibly could, while never breaking eye contact. The pink bitch screamed her lungs out behind her gag, but didn't dare look away. The doctor gave off the exact same vibes as Mommy and this scared the pink bitch more than she would ever be able to express. The doctor then removed her gag and simply pushed his surprisingly large tool into her mouth. Judging from his size she would have guessed him to have a small cock, but he was hung like a horse; both long and thick. So thick in fact that she had trouble even fitting it into her mouth. But in it went and soon a kind of terrified bliss settled over her troubled mind. Yes, she was terrified of the evil doctor. Yes, she was horrified that she was going have her arms cut off. Yes, her mind was in panic over her realization of what she was and just how heavy a conditioning she had been subjected to in order to become the useless creature she was now. But God! How she loved sucking cock! She tried to focus her mind on her outrage and sorrow, but it was simply impossible when she had such a wonderful cock in her mouth. It dominated her completely; dominated her face, dominated her horny cock and dominated her tiny mind, pushing all else away while she sucked that wonderful pole. When he had shot his massive load into her mouth and she lay on the floor, waiting, her mind again began to focus on her anger and rage, but as before the pink bitch found that both had been dampened further. She was still angry and more than a little panicky about her lost name, but the thought that maybe being a slave was good for her; that getting caught and subjugated was right for her. However, she had no more time to think about these things as two gorgeous nurses rolled a gurney into the doctor's office. Not long after she had been helped up on the gurney and suddenly the doctor stood beside her with a syringe, which he proceeded to plunge into her leg. First came a feeling of weakness and then the darkness followed. Chapter 8: The helpless sissy bitch When the pink bitch woke up she felt utterly weak and helpless; with no strength left in her at all. She simply lay there with her eyes closed, trying to remember what had happened. Her perception and memory of things was very vague and she simply couldn't recall how she had gotten to this point. After a long time she was able to open her eyes, but her vision was still blurred and after a while she just closed them again and slept. Finally she woke up for real and her vision and what little was left of her mind cleared, although she still had trouble remembering what she was doing here and how she had gotten here. It looked as if she was in hospital. The room she was in looked bright and shiny and very, very clean. There were no windows but that didn't bother the bitch's tiny mind. Instead she focused on her body, which seemed to be covered with a crisp, white blanket. With satisfaction she noticed that she was wearing her heels and that under the blanket her body was strapped down to the hard mattress. Her erection, clearly visible beneath the blanket, was also full, hard and throbbing - just like Mommy wanted it. The pink bitch did wonder, however, how her arms were secured. So she looked down first her left arm and then her right. For a while she just stared as her tiny mind tried to comprehend what it had seen - and then she began screaming. They had taken her arms! Her arms were gone! All that was left was two bandages. The nurses rushed in and saw that she was just freaking out over her arm removal. Not that the pink bitch could do so much about it: Her legs were strapped down with wide rubber straps around her ankles and above and below her knees. Her torso was strapped down with the same type of strap around her midriff and just below her now nonexistent arms. Finally a broad, padded strap went around her neck and held it pressed securely to her bed. All she could really do was to scream. And scream she did. Scream and curse right up until the doctor arrived and injected her with a sedative and the world faded to pleasant, but unwelcome numbness. A few hours later she shook the stupor off and began screaming again and again she was subdued. For a number of days this was all that happened, all she was capable off. She spent most of those days drugged, sleeping while her arms healed. After an untold number of days and many more instances of awakening only to begin screaming, the bitch's mind finally got used to the thought of her having no arms. No longer screaming and trying to twitch she was allowed to stay awake and brought up to a sitting position, although her bonds remained in place. She was, however, still very sad and the realization of losing her arms had brought back her state of mental turmoil. If she could only remember who she had been before, remember her name! But her name didn't come back and neither did any meaningful understanding of what she had been before. What did come back was her relative combativeness. The rebellion was of course spotted instantly by the doctor and after a brief telephone conversation with Mommy a cure was devised. As the pink bitch lay in bed feeling sad and angry, her body healing, two nurses entered. Without saying a word they flipped back her blanket and one of them lubed up her hands, took a firm grip on the pink bitch's erect cock and began to masturbate it. A supremely arousing shockwave spread throughout the bitch's body and she tried as best she could to arch her back in pleasure. A moan escaped her mouth and all thoughts of sadness and rebellion were pushed to the very back of her mind. The nurse kept up her expert manipulation of her cock for what seemed like hours. The nurse looked exhausted and her arms movements were beginning to slow as the bitch saw how sweat poured down her tormentor's face. As for the bitch, her only thought was of how fantastic and how frustrating it was for her. Finally the nurse stopped her manipulations and in that instant, as the other nurse moved her freshly lubed hands towards the bitch's cock, the pink bitch's otherwise very limited mind saw what was happening: They were going to keep her in a state of arousal until she had healed and all thoughts of sadness and rebellion had been erased by the waves of pleasure and frustration inundating her. They were going to erase the last part of who she had been! Outrage welled up in her and she opened her mouth to scream. What came out was a protracted moan of pure lust. The other nurse had grabbed her cock and had begun her equally expert manipulations. Arousal and frustration took over her mind and she was once again placed in a state where no other thoughts could enter her mind. And so it went. Every time one nurse was spent another took over. Expert mouths took over after expert hands and after a long, long time with soft and warm mouths enveloping her cock, soft but firm hands took over again. Distantly the pink bitch noticed an IV-drop with fluids and nourishment was placed in a vein in her thigh, but it was strictly secondary. There were no windows in the room and there was no way for her to tell time and even if she had been able to, it would have made no sense to her. She had no meaningful concept of time; only her steadily manipulated cock mattered. There was no sleep either. The IV contained stimulants to keep her awake and the only things that changed in the room were the nurses and the way in which they worked her cock. It went on for days and days and days, although the pink bitch of course never knew this, but eventually she was allowed to rest, to sleep. The pink bitch who awoke after a long, long sleep was even more diminished than the creature that had been brought to the clinic in the first place; diminished physically and diminished mentally. Gone were not only her arms but all sense of rebellion and all thoughts regarding her past. If she had had the ability to think about such things, she would have asked: "What is a past?" She could clearly recall Daddy's complete and utter control and conditioning and indeed the inability to cum which he had planted in her would never leave her, but the man himself had become vague, a fading memory. The realization that she had once been a young man was lost forever. As far as the pink bitch was concerned she had been a bitch with a cock always. Mommy and her cruel domination were also quite clear in her mind - especially the fear she had of her. But apart from feeling a bit weak and unsteady on her legs as a result of her new balance, the pink bitch felt fine; as if something heavy had been lifted from her mind. She had no idea what that might be, but then again she had no need. Mommy would tell her what she should do. The only independent thought left in the poor bitch's head was a strong need to suck cock. It had been so long since she had had one between her lips and she hoped fervently that the guard Mommy had sent to pick her up would be so kind as to fill her mouth. She was not disappointed. Once back at Mommy's place the pink bitch was given a new uniform: a once piece suit, looking like a pink bathing suit, but with an integrated corset. Its high cut exposed her long, slender legs to her definite advantage and the corset, artfully hidden below smooth and shiny pink silk, narrowed her waist down impossibly. The suit ended in a high, silken clad plastic collar hiding her strangulation scars. The suit had a giant integrated vibrating butt-plug and her cock was now encased in a cocoon of thick and constantly vibrating pink rubber, which was held to her abdomen with a single pink leather strap and powered by the battery pack in her vibrating buttplug. On her feet were now pink knee-high boots laced up the front and with seven and a half inch stiletto heels made from steel and thinner than even the thinnest of pencils. Since she no longer had arms, her duties were no longer that of a maid. Rather she became Mommy's little terror tool, constantly following one of the maids around. Whenever Mommy or one of Mommy's proxies deemed it necessary (or fun) she would kneel down in front of the designated victim and suck her cock for a period of time or simply until the poor sissy came; perhaps for the third time, thus losing her balls. Now equipped with a sheath which kept her cock constantly stimulated, her ass owned and monopolized by Mommy's monster plug, her only use was blowjobs. The pink bitch had been a very, very good cocksucker before the removal of her arms, but after the removal she did nothing else. Blowjobs were her only remaining sexual activity - except for occasionally fucking Mommy - and all cleaning and grooming duties, even her own, were now of course handled by others. As a consequence she became terrifyingly good at sucking cock. So good, that the twice daily stimulation sessions for the regular sissies, which was now handled exclusively by her, had to be cut down in time from fifteen minutes per sucking to first ten minutes and since to seven minutes. Otherwise too many sissies lost their balls too soon. When Mommy wanted to terrorize one of the sissies she sent a maid with the pink bitch in tow and soon that sissy was screaming for mercy, on her way to a thundering orgasm. When not sucking sissy cocks, she sucked guard cock. Sometimes she got to fuck Mommy, but now the maid whom she had been partnered with before had gotten a new sissy as her fellow maid and the pink bitch's days of being a favorite in Mommy's bedroom were over. When not sucking cock she was now mostly just parked in a corner, blindfolded and with her ears plugged, ready for use but otherwise completely inactive. The other sissies came to hate and fear her as Mommy's proxy but were of course unable to do anything about it. Hurting her was out of the question and all attempts by the poor sissies at getting back the pink bitch by other means failed. The only other means they had - poor, conditioned sissy shits that they were - was trying to make her cum. And that was impossible, no matter how hard they tried. At one time the pink bitch was cornered by no less than seven scared and frustrated sissies trying to make her cum. With Mommy's implicit blessing in the guise of a strangely helpful guard, they managed to remove her plug and her sheath and soon they held her in a squatting position, with one sissy fisting her while one sucked her cock, one sucked her balls, two kissed her passionately and two more held her up. When they finally shoved the plug back in, slipped the sheath on her cock and turned both things on while dressing her, all the involved sissies, including the pink bitch of course, were crying with frustration. The guards quickly grabbed all the sissies and began a fuckfest since all who had been watching were desperately horny. Mommy had the pink bitch brought to her so that she could enjoy her overworked cock in her own very excited pussy. Watching the show on the surveillance cameras had been very arousing. The pink bitch had no sense of time passing and existed simply as a cock sucking tool with no will of her own, no ideas of her own. When left alone she simply stopped where she was, absolutely nothing passing through her broken mind. Around her things changed as they must in a household so dominated by a brutal psychopath like Mommy: Sissies were being castrated at an ever quickening pace and more were being damaged in other ways as well as Mommy's brutality increased day by day. The maid whom the pink bitch had been partnered with had long been a favorite of Mommy's and her resistance to cumming was legendary. But she had cum twice now, both brought about by the pink bitch's talented mouth and at the direct command of Mommy. Now her time was up. Mommy had not exactly tired of her, but her bloodlust had now grown to encompass her as well. One evening the pink bitch was led into Mommy's bedroom where the maid was tied up. Mommy had already been working her over for a long time and she bore the marks of many, many hours of brutal torture. She was standing up, held up by a huge dildo pole in her ass. Her legs were secured to the pole and all she wore was her seven inch stiletto boots. Her arms had long since been broken and were now secured in a vicious backprayer, never to be used again. Her entire body bore deep red welts from whips, crops and belts and around her neck a special breathplay corset had been tied. On its back was a screw and when this was tightened her throat was constricted further. When the pink bitch came in the maid's face was deep red and her tongue stuck out of her mouth, already a bluish color. Her eyes looked ready to pop out and were very bloodshot. Her breath came in wheezy gasps. Her cock, however, was as yet unharmed as were her balls and she sported a very proud and insistent erection, knowing perhaps that this was her last chance. At Mommy's command the pink bitch knelt in front of the tortured sissy and as Mommy eased the pressure on the maid's throat ever so slightly so that she wouldn't faint at once, the pink bitch began sucking for all she was worth, using all of her considerable cock sucking powers. The result was a tremor running through the whole of the maid's body as a strange and strangled sound of pure lust escaped her throat. Her orgasm was not long coming. Perhaps she had dropped all of her defenses or the torture had reduced her stamina or perhaps it had even turned her on to the point where resistance was useless. Either way the result was the same. With her eyes nearly popping out of their sockets as all the muscles in her body strained and trembled, a high pitched keening escaping her mouth and a shamelessly pulsing cock, the maid came for the last time in the pink bitch's mouth, flooding it very nearly beyond the ability of the bitch to manage. The maid's last orgasm all spent Mommy went to work on her balls as the pink bitch was forced to stand by and watch. Mommy simply tied a strap around the bitch's ankles and warned her very sternly that falling down was not an option an neither was looking away. So the pink bitch watched as Mommy, after first removing the strangling collar so that the maid could scream more freely, enthusiastically and very systematically crushed the maid's balls until her scrotum was nothing but one huge, bloated, deep purple bag of distended skin and the maid's screaming had become a constant sound only occasionally broken by the sound of desperate retching. The standard course for Mommy at that point would have been to tie off the scrotum and let the testicles wither and fall off by themselves. However, Mommy was not only quite fond of the maid and loath to let her go, but also in the middle of a period of extraordinary cruelty and bloodlust. And the long hours of brutal torture had gotten her blood up. Way up. First she dragged the pink bitch over by the dildo pole and made her kneel. Then the pink bitch was instructed to begin eating Mommy's pussy as she started the final act. Mommy lifted the helplessly screaming maid off the dildo pole - using her broken balls as one handle of course - and then kissed her deeply, holding her by the throat, stopping her screaming as she filled the maid's mouth with her tongue. Then, while the pink bitch licked her to a thundering climax, Mommy tightened her grip on the maid's throat and lifted her clean off the ground with her considerable strength. As her throat constricted so she couldn't breathe, the maid began struggling futilely, her legs drumming helplessly into the back of the pink bitch as her face grew darker and darker and her eyes moved further and further out of her head, becoming more and more bloodshot in the process. Finally she gave up and with a couple of tremors shaking her body lightly and a stream of piss running down the pink bitch's back she died while Mommy's whole body shook with a massive orgasm, the evil psychopath's moaning filling the bedroom. Her orgasm over Mommy simply dumped the body of her favorite maid on the floor, kicked the pink bitch in the head with her knee so that she landed helplessly almost on top of the dead maid, her face right next to the bluish face of Mommy's latest victim. Her ankle still tied together the pink bitch was unable to stand by herself (she had been trained to do so with no arms) and so squirming/crawling were her only options for getting away from the hideously contorted face of the poor dead maid. Even in her diminished state the pink bitch was near panic from the creepy proximity to the result of Mommy's bloodlust. Eventually she managed no squirm away to a "safe" distance and she managed to do so without screaming in panic or uttering other sounds which might have caused Mommy to turn her wrath on her as well. The pink bitch's mental capabilities were poor, but not yet gone and her terror of Mommy was well grounded and used to guide her every step. Just as Mommy liked it. Chapter 9: New owner and the creation of an object After disposing of her favorite maid Mommy's bloodlust did not abate as one might expect, but rather increased day by day. What had before been a regime of strict sexual domination based on fear now became an all out regime of terror with Mommy letting her ever increasing bloodlust take over. Sissies were beaten severely, Mommy punching them until they bled and passed out, something which had never happened before. Castrations became much more common and attempts at proper training were dropped as Mommy went through sissy slaves at a much quicker pace than before. Mommy's behavior became erratic, becoming prone to fits of strange and hateful babbling and other oddities. The end came abruptly. One morning her maids found her dead in her bedroom, apparently from a stroke or something similar affecting the brain. She was found in bed, dressed in heels as always, with her arm embedded in a poor sissy's ass. The sissy had been fisted to death by Mommy's final death spasm, which had sent her arm into the sissy's ass all the way up to Mommy's shoulder. When the guards were notified, they shut all activity down. The sissies were all chained hand and foot and placed in storage in the basement of the house. To prevent even the hint of rebellion all were gagged and blindfolded and secured by their collars to various points in the room, but first all were given an extra large dose of the red mind numbing drink to make them extra horny and stupid for an extra long time. The sissies stood waiting for almost twenty-four hours, given no food or drink and no potty breaks. So when the guards had finished cleaning up the house above, divided up the loot and found new owners to the sissies no of them wanted for their own, they opened the door to a room smelling of waste and filled with thirsty sissies. The only good thing was that all were too scared and still too horny and stupid to object and simply stood passively - if trembling - by, waiting for their fate to be decided for them. The pink bitch was one of the first to go. Stripped of what little clothing she wore, she was gagged with a giant blow-up gag, hooded with a thick rubber hood and tied up, ankles and knees, before a guard carried her out of the house and deposited her in the trunk of a car. After a long drive, during which she mostly slept, the car stopped and she was lifted out of the trunk. She felt herself being slung over a big man's shoulder and then she was carried for some distance before being dumped on a cold tile floor. Her hood was removed and after her eyes had adjusted she saw that she was in yet another dungeon, this one very simple. The room was not that large, perhaps twenty feet by twenty feet and with a relatively low ceiling. All surfaces, except the door, but including the ceiling, were covered with shiny white tiles. Strong and harsh fluorescent light filled the whole room with an inescapable white glare, almost to the point of eliminating the shadows even. Above her stood two men, both completely unknown to her. One was a truly enormous body building type, nearly seven feet tall, with platinum blonde and ice blue eyes. He was dressed in an all leather outfit and when she saw him the pink bitch's very first thought was that she'd love to suck his cock. The other man was about half a foot lower, but also very powerfully built. Whereas the giant looked to be around twenty-five, this man looked about forty with graying black hair. Unlike the giant he was dressed in an obviously expensive black suit over an equally expensive black turtleneck sweater. He looked very much like a man in charge. He bent down over her and slapped her face once and introduced himself as quite simply her new owner; no name or other designation. Owner. He also explained that he owned a club where she would spend the rest of her life being tortured and fucked. He did not ask what she thought of this and his words left no openings for questions or comments of any kind. Then the giant pulled her gag out and yanked her into a kneeling position with a firm grip on her hair. And then she was finally allowed to do what she had wanted to do ever since her hood had been removed: blow the sexy giant. She threw herself at the task eagerly and soon her eyes were closed as her talented, toothless mouth went to work in the giant's equally gigantic cock. It was wonderful, everything her tiny bitch mind had hoped for. It was good for the giant too; surprisingly good. The pink bitch's skills in the blowjob department had not been communicated properly so after a few minutes of obviously surprised moaning he grabbed her head with both hands and came massively in her mouth, clearly surprised at the turn of events. The Owner stood by laughing at this turn of events. Then he remarked: "You'll make a fine object for the club". Then he turned and left the pink bitch in the care of the giant. Only the pink bitch's days as a bitch in the feminine sense of the word were over. The club, ominously named "The Slipknot", was a club for brutal sadists and the slaves of the club were neither male nor female, but rather objects. This meant that apart from things such as pussies or cocks and balls or breasts, the slaves were strangely sexless, or rather a mix of sexual characteristics. First of all none had any kind of hair, except for eyebrows. Secondly, none had any teeth. Thirdly all wore at least seven inch stilettos and fourth all were corseted and collared. This meant that the transition was almost easy for the pink bitch. She simply lost her all of her hair and became the object simply with the addition of a set of ankle high, shiny black seven stiletto booties, a narrow black and very constrictive corset and finally a tight, black collar. In a matter of hours the pink bitch became the object and thus no longer referred to as "her" but as "it". Its daily routine changed a great deal and yet it was of course merely more of the same it had been doing for years. Instead of following a couple of maids around and blowing whoever she was ordered to by Mommy or one of her proxies, it now stood chained at the bar of the club, naked, bald and in heels. A short chain was clipped to her collar and secured to a brass rail about ten inches below the bar itself. This meant that it had to stand bent over forward with its face a few inches above the polished wood surface of the bar, waiting for one of the club's patrons to do something to it. Often this something would be a brutal fuck from behind, or a simple blowjob performed at the bar while the patron sipped beer. Other times it was taken to one of the private dungeons in the club, all white tiled rooms meant for serious torture, and subjected to brutal and protracted torture sessions. However, it was already a well used slave, so the most brutal of tortures were often done to slaves which were far fresher and thus more interesting to torture and who had more limbs to lose. It was favored among those who loved blowjobs as there were very few slaves in the club who could match its skills in that department. The slaves of the club were predominantly former males who had now been turned into sexless feminized object, although surprisingly few were actually castrated. All of them, except for the new addition, had severe and unbreakable chastity devices locking up their cocks for good but of course the new object had no arms, so masturbation was not a concern. A few of the slaves were former females and these shared one common feature: their clitorises had been removed and their pussies had been sown permanently shut. While the ex-males were mostly miserable and horny, the ex-females were mostly just miserable. The new object adjusted quickly. It engaged in its favorite activity nearly all day, every day: blowjobs. When it was not being used it did not spend the hours bemoaning its fate or thinking about what came next. It simply stood passively by with either nothing at all in its head or visions of magnificent cocks penetrating its every orifice. Only the outright torture sessions did it fear, but it did not have the mental capacity to foresee them or worry about them before it was taken to one of the shiny dungeons for use. When the objects were not in use they were put into storage. For most of them this meant being forced to crawl into tiny horizontal holes lined with heavy rubber in a giant wall, none bigger than a coffin, and having a heavy steel hatch closed behind them. Claustrophobia affected all of the objects at one point or the other, locked as they were in a completely dark and completely soundproof coffin sized space and for most it took some weeks before they were able to sleep properly. For slaves being punished the cells' rubber lining was inflatable and so the occupant of the cells could be squeezed with inches of their lives and left there for extended periods of time. The slaves all slept with shoes, corset and collar on. When let out of the cells they were marched into an adjacent toilet area to relieve themselves and receive a sponge bath, administered by their fellow objects. Only once a month did the shoes, corset and collar come off for cleaning and soon the objects would find that they could not stand flatfooted and could not support either back or neck properly without the aid of corset and collar. This discovery was invariably followed by a short period of panic, which in turn was severely dealt with by The Owner and his guards. Brutal fuckings and random punishment was the order of the day, whether a slave had behaved or not, but if they did behave the guards were likely to beat them a little less. Food was administered once a day, right before the slaves were forced into their cells. Since none of them had any teeth a large portion of disgusting slop was simply injected directly into their throats. That way none could refuse and feeding was simple and speedy. One day (or night, there was no natural light whatsoever so the object never knew what time of day it was) it was taken to a dungeon in which The Owner waited. Unlike most patrons of the club he was not only an experienced and evil sadist, but also a man who enjoyed extreme and sophisticated torture of slaves where others didn't. The object had for the first year or so of its slave existence in his club, been used mostly for more or less straight sex, blowjobs mostly, as it was already too damaged for most patrons to spend too much time torturing it. There had been some testicle torture and one evil man, when he had found out about its inability to cum, had set a whole slew of other slaves to blow the object without pause for a whole week. But these had been the exception. Up until the point where The Owner called it into the dungeon it had actually had a relatively relaxing life compared to how things had been at Mommy's. The object immediately dropped to her knees and leaned forward to kiss its Owner's feet. The Owner was dressed in black leather from the tips of his boots to neckline of his leather shirt. It was tight fitting and had an expensive sheen to it. The Owner's graying black hair was cropped short but stylishly and his black eyes shone with sadistic delight at the mere sight of his prey. Even the much diminished object could see that it was going to be a very painful session just by looking at him. The object thought right. The Owner was not a man of many words and he did not believe in explaining, especially not to slaves. He simply reached down and grabbed the ring on the front of the object's collar. Using only this he pulled it off the floor and carried it, feet dangling more than a foot and a half above the floor, to a dildo pole mounted in the center of the room. Here the object was deposited, the huge, polished brass cock sliding easily into its well used ass. Where the dildo met the pole there was a narrow bar on which the object could sit, albeit very uncomfortably. Its stilettoed feet dangled a foot above the cold tiles, as it squirmed uncomfortably, but still submissively excited at the prospect of being used by such a powerful and sexy man. The first step The Owner took was to secure its legs to the pole so that it sat more still and specifically that it kept its feet still. He accomplished this by clamping a pair of broad steel cuffs, mounted on the pole, around the calves of the object. Then he stood up and moved his body right up next to that of his prey. With one hand he held its armless torso tightly while he used the other to stimulate its ever-erect and ever-needy cock all the while he leaned in and kissed it deeply. It was magical. The object, its ass filled to capacity, its mutilated body controlled utterly and its cock manipulated for the first time in months, loved the kiss; loved The Owner. No matter what he did to it, it would love him for this and just this. In one simple move The Owner had claimed not only the body of the object, but its heart and soul. The object would endure any torture and still love The Owner. The need for all of its love came immediately. The Owner let go of the object and went to fetch a pair of pliers. Heart filled with a mixture of love and dread, the object saw The Owner kneel down at its feet. After that it was only screaming, thrashing and retching with pain. Working methodically The Owner pulled off its toenails one by one. The pain very nearly made the object pass out several times but in the end all of its long years of slavery helped it stay awake when passing out would have been much more merciful. When all of its nails were gone The Owner sprayed the open wounds with a mixture of disinfectant and coagulant, an operation which was very nearly as painful as the removal had been. The Owner then stood up and grabbed his by now crying and helplessly mewling slave as he had done before and soon its pain was a minor issue, something on the very periphery of its attention as The Owner once again kissed it. When he pulled away the object couldn't help but moan passionately and say, in the lowest of tones: "Master, please Master. Master, i love you Master". The Owner smiled at this and with a quick and vicious backhanded slap to the object's face he said: "Of course you do". In spite of the outrageous pain, or perhaps because of it, the object loved The Owner even more than before. The Owner, however, was not done with his object. He fetched two more items to torment it with. They were cubic boxes, a little bigger than a foot to each side, had a circular hole on the top and were hinged on one vertical side so that they could open up and become two halves. The object knew it couldn't bode well for it, but had no idea what was coming. The Owner opened both cubes and then clamped them around the feet of the object so that its feet were now wholly enclosed inside them. The Owner then hooked the cubes up to a power supply and took a remote control out of his pocket. The object stared at its evil Owner with deep fear, but was too dumb to figure out what was going to happen. The Owner smiled at its incomprehension and again moved to hold his prey. He threw one arms around the object's shoulders, holding the remote in his hand and using his arm and wrist to hold the object securely in place. The other hand he used to grab the objects cock and begin manipulating it with exquisite slowness. The object leaned its head back and moaned as it stared up at the evil man holding it. Then The Owner pressed a button on the remote and the inside of the cube holding the object's left foot began to compress around it ever so slowly. The object's mouth and eyes formed huge O's of terror as it realized what was about to happen. A very limited but desperate shaking of its head further indicated its fear, but it could do nothing as this, the latest of the evil psychopaths ruling its life, cruel man gradually crushed its left foot. For the first few seconds it was merely an increase in pressure and nothing too painful or alarming. After about half a minute this changed and the object began to scream as the bones in its foot began to break. The object tried desperately to thrash and jerk, but The Owner held it tightly, held its eyes too, so in the end all that was left was for it to scream and eventually dry-heave. Its stomach, which had been nearly empty when The Owner started on its foot, was utterly empty. To the terrible sound of cracking bones The Owner held his victim's gaze while manipulating its cock all the while. The object's screams were only interrupted by desperate dry-heaving and yet it managed to look up at its tormentor with a horrible mixture of fear and love; of terror and arousal. When the left foot was completely crushed The Owner did the same to the right foot and here finally and mercifully the object passed out as the last bone in its foot was pulverized. When it came to, a strangled scream escaping its lips, its feet were free of the terrible cubes. Looking down on them the object thought that the feet looked almost normal. Almost. There were no bones splinters penetrating the skin and the toes all pointed in the same direction, which was roughly downwards as normal. But they looked terrible; swollen beyond recognition and steadily gaining a deeply purple color. Their shape was also off. They looked like crude models of feet made by a deranged child; all misshapen, swollen and bruised. They were beyond repair. But then again repair was not what was on The Owner's mind. After first doing his hold, kiss and manipulate routine on his helpless prey, again making it moan and cry with misplaced love, he fetched yet more to cause it pain: a pair of ankle high ballet boots. And no ordinary ballet boots they were either. They were made from completely stiff, solid and unyielding stainless steel. Each boot consisted of two halves connected by a number of ratchets, so that they could be tightened and secured. The object screamed with terror when it saw them, something which only made The Owner smile even more. The ballet boots were of course much, much too small for the object's feet in their current state or for that matter their previous state of relative health, but again The Owner had a solution. The obvious solution would of course have been to cool the feet down until the swelling went down enough for the boots to be put on. But of course cooling the feet would numb the feet as well, causing relief from the pain. The Owner did not want the object to get off easier. So instead he took a roll of non-adhesive rubber tape and began binding its feet; winding foot after foot of it around its feet until they were compressed down to the proper size. Of course the pain was unbearable for the object, but that was how it should be. Then, when the feet had been inside the rubber compresses for a while and the compresses had been tightened a few times to achieve maximum compression of the hopelessly damaged feet, The Owner moved one foot in position over a boot, cut the tape off quickly, snapped the steel ballet boot down over the crushed foot and tightened the ratchets until the foot was compressed even more than it had been. He then repeated the process with the other foot. The object was completely delirious with pain. The pain was so bad it had trouble even screaming as its breathing nearly seized up from the shock. It retched hopelessly, but there was nothing to throw up anymore. It snapped in and out of consciousness, the pain being too bad to stay awake and too bad to stay unconscious. The object was yet again inside a complete and perfect nightmare, where escape was impossible and where it was utterly unable to help itself in any way. And it got worse still. The Owner now lowered the dildo pole until the object's ballet boots rested on the ground and began to carry its weight. The object could not scream any more or react stronger even if the pain got worse, but it could try to lift its feet. This, however, was also impossible as it was secured to the pole with bands around its calves. These now served to hold its feet in place as the weight on them was increased until it bore its own entire weight on its destroyed feet. The dildo was still solidly embedded in its ass, but it no longer supported it. To make sure that the object did not fall forward The Owner brought up a second pole from behind to which a broad leather strap was secured. This went around the object's chest, holding it approximately upright. The Owner stood back to admire his handiwork. The hairless, armless and now permanently stilettoed slave object was literally out of its mind with pain and writhed in it, trying desperately to scream, to thrash, to do anything to relieve its plight. It tried and failed utterly. And yet its cock was still stiff and throbbing. Laughing, The Owner sent for two slave objects. The two entered with the utmost subservient of attitudes, kissing The Owner's feet as they knelt to receive their orders. Both were former males and both had been castrated and had had their sorry cocks removed as well. They knelt trembling in their heels before the man ruling their universe completely, terrified for what would happen next. Their bodies bore the marks of his evil in the past and the helplessly writhing slave behind them was a testament to how evil he really was. The two sorry objects need not have feared what would happen to them. As it turned out The Owner made the first one blow the object with the crushed feet while the second was made to gently suck The Owner's cock under strict instructions to not make him cum before ordered to do so. Both slaves were very much surprised that a slave should be blown until they realized that being unable to cum, the blowjob was just another layer of torture and degradation. It went on forever. The object was trapped in a nightmare that now also included hopeless, sexual frustration. The pain in its ruined feet dominated its universe and yet a sharp thrust of deep sexual frustration penetrated this cocoon of pain; not providing relief but rather more discomfort. The Owner enjoyed the show thoroughly but after an hour of watching the useless shit writhing he had had enough and made the object kneeling in front of him, suck him to an orgasm. Then he left with the two nullified formed males crawling after him. Some hours later the object finally became so exhausted that it fell unconscious. The object stayed on the pole for four weeks, until its feet had assumed the shape of the boots permanently and the broken bones had set sufficiently to bear walking. After the fifth day the pain began to lessen somewhat and after the full four weeks it had been reduced to an ache in its entire body due to the fact that standing up for so long put an outrageous strain on its system. The waking hours on the pole were nightmares of pain, now extending to its back as well since it couldn't lie down. Other objects came to feed it and give it water and once a day it was lifted off the pole for half an hour to be cleaned inside. After being deposited on the pole again and its full weight again rested on its ruined feet, it was washed with cold water and left to scream and moan on its own. After the four weeks were over (the object of course no idea whatsoever of time, locked in a nightmare of pain inside a room where the light were never turned off) The Owner had another slave take off the armless object's boots to clean and wash its feet. When the object saw the result, it screamed in horror. Not only was every little fine detail of the inside of the boots imprinted in its skin; the whole foot had taken on the exact shape of the boot. Right down to the point of the boot where the objects big toe, together with the toe next to it, had assumed the shape of a very pointed cone. Also, the toes had effectively fused together and after four weeks of confinement it was impossible to separate them. The toes of course had no nails either and this only contributed to the nightmarish appearance of the feet. They didn't even look like feet anymore, but rather like a skin colored replica of a ballet boot; minus the stiletto heels of course. After washing and drying, the also washed stainless steel boots went on again and the object was again placed on its feet, but this time without the pole in its ass. The pain in its feet had become bearable or at least routine as had the terrible pain in its back from not being able to lie down for four whole weeks. The object accepted them as simple facts of life because it had been trained to accept everything, because it had become too stupid to do otherwise and because it simply had no choice. It now had to learn how to walk again. Not only did it have to learn walking in ballet boots, something it had never done before, but it had to learn walking in very heavy and completely inflexible boots. Nor was that all, because while most ballet style boots have a somewhat rounded tip (at least the one slaves are actually meant to do some kind of walking in) these had tips of both heel and the boot itself that had an area of less than a tenth of a square inch; real points. The process was very laborious and as a consequence very painful. Walking in ballet boots is difficult at best and so one might have expected that the object would fall down all the time, thus relieving some of the terrible stain on its back, if only for a very short while. This was, however, not the case as The Owner had decreed that this particular object would spend the rest of its slave life standing up. There would be no sitting down under any circumstances. Since this was the case a harness was rigged for the slave, with straps around the chest and crotch securing that that it could not fall down. To prevent the object from hanging in the harness and thus get a measure of rest, it was rigged with sensors and electrodes so that even the slightest hint of the object hanging in the harness caused it to be shocked violently. So one nightmare was exchanged for another. For four weeks the object spent every waking hour - eighteen hours a day, every day - training walking in ballet boots and all mistakes, even the very minor ones, were punished with electrical shocks to its entire body. All of it automatic and all of it without the presence of another person or even a slave object. The armless object stumbled alone for eighteen hours a day, at the end of which two other slave objects came into the room, removed the harness, force fed their armless fellow object, flushed waste out of it, washed it in cold water and deposited it on the pole for about five hours of "rest". All of it conducted in complete and utter silence. In the morning two other objects came in to the room and did the same again, only in reverse, and another day was spent learning to master the evil footwear. After two weeks had passed a slight change was introduced: The object was hooded, so that now everything had to be done in complete darkness. When the four weeks had passed the object's form was perfect. It had been four days since it had last been punished and it was getting used to not only its new footwear, but also its new life standing up all the time. After a proper cleaning of the object and its steel ballet boots, it was reintroduced to the club as an object for use. Standing leashed to the bar, leaning forward all the time had now become far more difficult but of course the object had no choice in the matter and failure to comply with The Owner's orders was completely out of the question. The object had now achieved a certain fetishy novelty status and as such received a lot more attention than it had before The Owner had crushed its feet. Not only was it fucked a lot more and used for blowjobs a lot more, but far more people were now interested in beating it, shocking it, strangling it or whatever kind of torture they happened to fancy. The object loved the increased attention even when some evil bastard was fisting its ass while squeezing its balls or using a plastic bag to asphyxiate it. The object had long since reached the point where human contact in nearly any form was good. Nearly any form. The Owner, whom it loved deeply as a result of his simple manipulations, was not a man to cross in any way and the mere thought of doing it made the object tremble with fear. And made its mouth water with a hope of sucking his magnificent cock. The rule that the object never lie or sit down again posed a number of challenges. First there was sleeping. Here The Owner could have opted to keep it on the pole always when in storage, but he chose another path. The object was instead stored using three D-rings anchored in a concrete wall. Broad leather straps were tied around the object at mid-thigh, upper torso and across the eyes. These straps were then fastened to the D-rings in the wall using simple padlocks. That way the object had to stand mostly on its own as the straps were placed so that hanging by or in them wasn't much of an option and the D-rings were mounted so high it had to stand at attention when the padlocks were locked for the night. D-rings were also mounted mid-wall instead of in a corner, so the object didn't have another wall to lean against either. The object simply had to sleep standing up. The same rule posed challenges when it had to perform its sexual duties as well, but here too The Owner was kind enough to provide solutions. Since kneeling was also out of the question, providing blowjobs had to be done standing up. With no arms to use for help in balancing and in footwear that was far from helpful it had two basic choices, none of which worked. It could bend only at the waist and use the customer's cock as a balancing point. This was of course unacceptable. The other option was to squat down as low as possible and stick its ass out. But with no arms this tended to make it ass-heavy causing it to topple over backwards. The Owner helpfully provided a solution: a heavy steel counter weight in the form of a large dildo. Carefully measured to be just right, the steel dildo allowed the object perfect armless blowjob balance when bending only at the waist. Needless to say the object loved the dildo and it looked up at the cruel man with deep affection when he shoved it up its ass for the first time. Getting fucked also posed balance problems since throwing the object across a table either on its back or its front was out according to the new rule. There proved to be no way the object could be fucked face up without it resting in some way so this was simply forbidden. For face down, however, there was a simple solution: a noose hanging down from the ceiling. That way the object could balance while being fucked and it had the added bonus of getting it strangled all the while. The Owner was a great man. Chapter 10: The sexless object The object had now been constantly hard but without an orgasm for more than ten years and a slave for even longer than that, even if time had long since stopped having a meaning for the object. The memory of Daddy had faded now to the point that all that was left of his influence was its perpetual inability to cum while being constantly aroused. All that had been before Daddy was gone for good. The memory of Mommy still lingered but very, very faintly and only as something that came to haunt the object in its nightmares. It existed only in the moment; always obeying without question and always glad when penetrated at either end or when beaten by a wonderful Master or Mistress. Three more years in the state of perpetual horniness passed. Then The Owner again led his armless object into a white tiled torture chamber. The object was giddy with love for The Owner and only its training kept it looking submissively at the floor and not stealing glances at The Owner all the time. The Owner had yet again been gripped by an acute desire to hurt the object and of course he had found a way. He had in fact over the years reserved this for himself and kept those who had asked to do it from performing it. What The Owner wanted to do, was to castrate the object or rather he wanted to destroy its sex. The object was as always completely unaware of what was about to happen and stood hoping to be asked to suck some wonderful cock. First The Owner placed the object on a dildo pole. This one didn't have a perch to sit on, so the object simply stood on the floor with a giant steel cock in its ass. The Owner secured its legs to the pole with three broad straps and then went to work. He started by holding and kissing the object while manipulating its erect cock, now entering its fourteenth year of complete orgasmic deprivation and permanent arousal. The object whined with pure joy at The Owner's undivided attention and as he pulled away it again chanced to whisper how much it loved The Owner. As always the reply was a forceful backhand slap delivered with a cruel smile. Then Owner fetched a smooth tube, made from light brown, flexible rubber about two feet long and a twelfth of an inch in diameter. The object didn't understand anything but merely watched passively with a happy smile on its face. Then it began moaning and squirming as The Owner pressed the catheter tube down its erect penis and up its urethra. The process was extremely uncomfortable, causing the object to squirm wildly while it alternated between moaning and whining loudly. At last the catheter reached the object's bladder and The Owner connected the catheter to a tube, which in turn was connected to a urine collection bag. The bag was hung from a hook hanging down from one of the straps around the object's legs and urine began dribbling into the bag completely beyond the control of the object. Then the torture began. First The Owner focused on the object's cock. Two copper bands were wound around its shaft, connected to electrical wires and then the electricity began flowing. The object's desperate screaming was punctuated by violent spasms in its abdomen as the current wreaked havoc on its muscles. When the current stopped the object was yet again a sobbing wreck, but of course The Owner was just warming up. The next step was chili oil smeared on the objects cock head supplemented by a sandpaper masturbation. What little stomach content the object had came up and out and it started dry-heaving. When The Owner asked the object it loved him, the object keened loudly and desperately that it loved The Owner more than anything in the world and asked him please hurt it as much as it liked. A barrage of brutal slaps to the face was the reply for this impudent request that no slave has the right to make. The cock torture continued with a rough sandpaper rubbing of the object's cock head followed by a reapplication of chili oil. The keening had now turned into near constant screaming, occasionally interrupted by dry-heaving. Then came needles and yet more electricity. When The Owner was done hours later the object was very nearly unconscious from pain. But of course there was a remedy for that too. A hefty injection of a never-sleep substance woke the object up. The injection had the added bonus of making the object's heart beat much quicker and inducing considerable discomfort in the form of nausea and tremors throughout the object's body. The object's attention restored, The Owner a pair of elastrator thongs meant for banding the balls of sheep and other livestock. He had, however, found some elastic bands that were much more constrictive than the usual ones and he now, to the horror of the object, proceeded to place three of them in close succession around the very root of its cock, right where it met the abdomen. Then he stood back to watch the first effects on his helpless victim. At first the pain concentrated in the narrow area where the elastic bands were placed, but soon it spread to the whole cock, which was of course already aching from the extended torture session. The cock grew even darker red in color, being already red and bleeding from many wounds, and the bluish, deep purple and beyond. By now the object was screaming its lungs out in pure unadulterated terror as it watched its cock die. The Owner, however, was far from done. When the cock had turned deep purple, he turned his attention to the object's balls. The first inkling the object, which was completely occupied with screaming as it watched its cock die in front of its eyes, had of what was going on, was when The Owner's hands cupped its balls and began to knead them. The pain was intense, sickening and unlike anything else. Even screaming was out of the question as it tried to control its breathing. Tried and failed. Stars appeared in front of its eyes and its gorge rose, ending it yet another round of dry-heaving. Finally it stopped and the object was able to breathe in and out in great heaving sobs. When it got a little control over itself, it looked into The Owner's cruel eyes, just inches from its own. It them it saw nothing but pure evil, sadistic pleasure. Even in the object's diminished mind this spelled deadly trouble and in a sudden and rare flash of insight it knew that not only would it loose its balls, but also that this man had never had any love for it, no matter what it had told itself. The Owner only loved its screaming, its writhing and thrashing; its pain. It opened its mouth to scream in terror; the scream of the damned. But no scream came as The Owner cupped her balls again and began kneading. Three hours later The Owner had kneaded its balls; he had slapped, squeezed, punched, kicked, beaten, stuck needles through them, electrified them in three different ways and pressed them beyond any recognizable shape using four different instruments. Every time the balls had tried retreating into the object's abdomen, The Owner had been able to pull, squeeze, prod and coax them out so that they were now grapefruit sized sacks of tight, bruised, battered and wounded skin, bursting with extreme pain. The object was beyond screaming, its voice long gone. It was completely delirious with pain, incoherent and only still awake thanks to the evil drug The Owner had injected into it. Its balls were of course long beyond salvation, but The Owner wanted to do things properly so he once again took the elastrator. He used the same elastic bands as before, but of course they now had to be pressed down over something much larger and much more tender than before. But of course he was up to the challenge and after nearly half an hour of squeezing and pressing, accompanied by desperate gasps, moans and small screams, the objects balls were banded at the root of the scrotum with four heavy duty rubber bands. Again it watched as a part of its body caused yet more pain, changed color and began to wither. The experience very nearly cost it the few remaining grains of sanity, but in the end it remained an obedient, pliant and docile slave object, subject to The Owner's every last whim. The Owner, who had been sucked by several terrified slave objects during the torture session, was now done with the armless object. Resting was of course out of the question for the object, so The Owner simply placed it back on its feet, piss bag now attached to a strap tied around one of its lower legs, and sent it back into the club's main room for use. Fear and yet more of the evil drug were the only things preventing it from falling over. And in the club a great many of the patrons got very, very turned on by the sight of the mutilated object. So much so that it spent the next fourteen hours in a constant state of being fucked or sucking someone. It had never had so much to do in all the years it had been in the club. Cum flowed freely out of its ass and down the inside of its leg, while its stomach looked visibly bloated from all the cum it had swallowed. When it was finally strapped to the wall to "enjoy" a few hours of sleeping standing up, the object was for all intents and purposes already unconscious. Over the next weeks the object's genitals withered, gradually becoming black, dried lumps in its scrotal area. The smell was quite bad, but many patrons found this amusing and enjoyed commenting on it as they were blown by a deeply unhappy and humiliated object. Finally, after weeks of misery, first the balls and then the cock simply fell off. To the sweet sound of the object's crying The Owner pulled out the catheter and removed the remains of the elastic bands along with the few dried remains still attached to the object's scrotum. The object was now completely nullified and had, apart from the scarring, a completely smooth crotch with only a tiny pee-hole left where its genitals had once been. Sobbing helplessly at its loss the object thanked The Owner profusely, had the steel balance-dildo inserted in its ass and then bent over to blow him as way of proper thanks. Deeply unhappy at the loss of what had only been a constant source of frustration and pain for it over the last nearly fourteen years, the object was calmed considerably by having The Owner's cock in its mouth. Maybe it was for the best, since The Owner surely knew what was good for it. The Owner was good and the object loved him dearly as a proper slave should. Gone was the realization that The Owner was nothing more than an evil sadist - like all the people who had owned it over the years. The object was - and had been for a long, long time - a slave only; heart and soul. The object now again became a standard object for use in the club, one of many sexless slave objects. Some had been female, but most had been male since it was so much more fun to debase, feminize and emasculate a male than a female. The males had much more anatomy to torture, much more to lose in terms position and understanding of self and since both sexes ended up looking pretty much the same, the preference and the club was to torture males. There weren't many armless slaves, only two in fact, and no other slaves had had quite so extensive things performed on its feet, so the object still attracted special attention for those reasons. It primary use again became blowjobs and fucks, but soon many patrons developed a penchant for whipping it severely. As for the object, being nullified as it had been did seem to have some positive effects. The castration had a calming effect on it and combined with its cock removal it was no longer subjected to constant frustration. There was no horniness, no unfulfilled desire. There was now only the deep-seated desire to please; a desire every slave should have and nurture. The object lived four more years as a subservient, sexless object, until finally the long years of abuse began to become too apparent. It was no longer able to follow all commands because it did not register them properly, due to too heavy brain damage from breathplay. Its coordination began to falter and it stumbled in its heels and sometimes it simply stopped in the middle of what it was doing, unable to understand what it had been doing and how to proceed. The Owner had no romantic ideas about retiring slaves and while he had derived special entertainment from the object, this had always been derived from its pain, not from its sexual prowess. Standing in the main room of the club he called a brand new slave object over. This object still had its male characteristics, a frustrated cock locked securely up and a pair of badly beaten balls, and cowered before The Owner, naked and in heels. This new object had only recently come realize just how evil the man who owned it was and had reached the stage where it would do anything to avoid punishment. Anything. Now it obey the command given and took out The Owner's cock and took it in its toothless mouth and began to suck as best in knew how. Meanwhile The Owner called over the armless, sexless and irreparably damaged object so it stood right beside him while he was being blown. The club's patrons had moved a little closer as they sensed something underway. The object stood passively by as The Owner slipped a clear plastic bag over its head and tied a string around its neck, sealing its head inside the bag. Immediately it began to fight for air. At first it tried sucking the bag harder, but only achieved sucking a large portion of the bag down its throat, thus making the bag fit more closely to its head and face, a large depression visible where the bag had been sucked in. Then it began using its legs, first walking in place, then running in place to no use at all as panic gripped it completely. The Owner noted with satisfaction that the new object at his feet was now keening with fear around his cock. The armless object's struggles reached a new level of desperation as its legs buckled under it and it fell down. It body convulsed, spasmed, jerked and its heel drummed uselessly against the floor. Nothing but pure panic filled the object's mind, but after years of intense breathplay it was unable to identify this as the moment it would die and not simply yet another round of sadistic asphyxiation. The object's struggles grew faint, its heels drumming weakly and erratically against the floor as it emptied its bladder. It last thought, looking up through the plastic covering its face, was how much it would love to be the one sucking the magnificent cock. 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