****** A short and brutal slave life ****** Provided By: BDSM_Library www.bdsmlibrary.com Synopsis: A man is sold to a brutal Master who uses him as a mere fuck and torture toy. A short and brutal slave life By 2NN WARNING! This story deals with homosexuality, brutal, non-consensual S&M and snuff. If you are a minor or don't like these subjects, go elsewhere now. Chapter 1 I come home from a real shitty day at work. My last shitty day at work. I've just been fired along with everyone else in the company. I've seen this one coming for awhile so it's not exactly a surprise, but still; it's been an ugly day. My wife knows how bad my day must have been and has prepared a surprise to cheer me up. Other people's wives would no doubt be waiting with a fine dinner or a nice hot bath. Not so mine. She waits for me sitting on the couch dressed in skin-tight, black leather from top to toe, her feet clad in thigh-high six-inch stilettos, laced up the front. On the coffee table her whip rests and from her crotch sprouts a massive strap-on. We've only been married about a year, but we have a strong common interest: she likes to dominate me and I love to be dominated by her. And this is exactly what I need to unwind after a shitty day: a good beating followed by a good fucking. She barely even glances at me as I enter the room. With the slightest of nods she indicates the outfit she's picked out for me today. I'm rock-hard before seeing the items on the floor and I certainly don't get any softer as I recognize them. I rip off my clothes and put them on: a pair of black stilettos with six-inch heels, broad steel cuffs for both my ankles and my wrists and finally a broad collar made from shiny steel. As soon as I am naked I put them on and approach my wife on all fours, making sure to keep my head down. Ever so carefully I kiss her boots and lick their soles as she turns them up. She doesn't speak a single word as I remove even the tiniest trace of dirt and gravel from her boots. Only after a prolonged period of boot worship on my part, does she acknowledge me: "Into the bedroom, you useless worm!" Dutifully I crawl into the bedroom, where she's prepared a treat for me. Our wooden horse has been placed on center stage. I am commanded to my feet only to be placed at one end of the horse and bent over it. Soon my ankles are tied wide to the supports and my body rest on the narrow bar that is the horse itself. Then my hands are tied to the two other supports and for good measure my body is strapped down. My legs are now spread wide and Mistress has free access to my ass and my genitals. By now I've forgotten about my shitty day and my cock is throbbing with lust, screaming for attention. First, however, she gags me with a huge black ball-gag. As she moves behind me, I tense up with anticipation. What is she going to do first? Whip me? Fuck my ass? My breathing is heavy as I wait for whatever Mistress has in store for me. But instead I hear her steps retreat from the room and move away. This has never happened before, but I have no doubt that she'll be back soon. I am more than a little annoyed when I hear the doorbell and quite shocked when I hear her footsteps moving to answer it. Surely she can't have managed to change in that time? Nonetheless I hear her voice greet whoever is at the door and I hear the deep tones of a man greet her in return. As I hear her inviting him inside and her closing the door behind him I begin to struggle to break free. There's an unimpeded view from the living room into the bedroom where I'm tied up and I don't want a stranger to see me like this. But no matter how hard I fight, I can't break free and soon I hear a very deep and masculine voice directly behind me: "So that's the pathetic little shit," the voice says and goes on: "He certainly has a tight little ass, very fuckable, just as promised." While shouting into my gag trying to object, I try to turn my head to see him, but both he and my wife stand directly behind me, mere shadows in my field of vision. My wife's voice is high, peeling with laughter: "He certainly is that. I'm sure that you'll enjoy fucking that tight ass of his very much." I stop dead at this. Did she say that he was going to fuck me? I am even more shocked when she says that he will probably enjoy whipping me even more, since she's held back for a long time and that there's a good chance that a proper whipping will break me for real. My struggles intensify and my shouts of protest reach a new high as I try to gain a measure of control over this strange situation. Then they move into my field of vision and my struggles die down as I see them. My wife is still dressed as she was when I came home, not half an hour ago, every bit the dominatrix. The man she has brought into the house is easily the biggest man I've ever seen, at least seen up close. He is at least six feet ten and he must weigh three hundred pounds. None of it looks like fat. His hands are probably big enough to hold my entire head and his upper arms are easily bigger than my thighs. Easily. He has closely cropped black hair, no facial hair and a subtle tan. He's dressed in a pair of black leather pants and a close-fitting black T-shit that looks as if it might burst from the pressure of his muscles. On his feet are black boots and he looks about as dominating as anyone I've ever seen. His black eyes look at me as if I'm an interesting bug or an interesting new toy. I am almost limp with shock as he, very calmly and matter-of-factly, informs me that my wife has sold me to him and that he intends to keep me as a torture- and fuck-toy. As I look at him dumbfounded, he pulls out some papers and tells me there are a few formalities to settle first: I have to sign divorce papers and a number of papers signing everything over to my wife. Finally I wake up from my stupor and begin to object. I scream and yell into my gag, without really creating much noise, and I struggle as hard as I can without achieving anything. When my struggles die down the man grabs my chin and forces me to look him straight in the eye. Then he tells me that I either I sign the papers right now and avoid a being tortured or I refuse to sign them now and endure a torture session like I've never experienced before. Personally he'd rather I refuse, because he's been looking forward to torturing me for a while now. From my wife's look of eager anticipation I can tell that she too would rather I refused. I'm dammed if I do and dammed if I don't, but I can't just give up without a fight and so I toss aside the pen I am given to sign the documents. This causes quiet jubilation in my two captors. Then they go to work. First I am blindfolded and then I hear him ask her to go first. She has of course whipped me before, but it's always been fairly soft and always with either a cane or a vanilla edition of the cat-o-nine tails. Not so this time. It feels like she's using a bullwhip and there's no doubt that she really leaning into the blows. As I feel the whip encircling my body as she whips my back, I realize that I can only do one thing: scream. And for what seems like days, but is probably only an hour or two at most, it's all I do. Gagged, blindfolded and tied down all I can do is to scream and writhe as they take turns whipping every inch of my body using both the bullwhip and a bamboo crop. As he strikes my exposed balls I almost faint with the pain and I know that I'll do absolutely anything they ask of me when they stop. I try to scream to them that I give up, that they've broken me, but they don't hear me or don't want to hear me. Instead they continue their torture until I nothing but a sobbing wreck, trying weakly to muster enough energy to scream, but failing to do even that. They've robbed me of all resistance and when they remove my blindfold and gag all I can manage is a pathetic, weak gurgling for mercy. This of course makes both of them laugh and it is to that laughter of derision that I cry as I sign away everything I own to my wife; giving her everything as I sign the divorce papers. My torturers agree that this calls for celebration and as my wife takes position at my face, I feel how the man positions himself at my ass. As the cold, slippery sensation of my ass being lubed up reaches my head I begin to panic and protest, but now it is too late. My wife grabs my head and forces her strap-on into my mouth and throat and I feel the man's huge hands separating my cheeks. I pray that his cock will be more normal in size than the rest of him, but as is presses against my sphincter I realize that this is not the case. I am too weak to keep him out and I would scream with pain if it weren't for the rubber cock in my throat. Oh God he's big! He's going to split me open; fuck me to death. I've had fantasies of men with big cocks taking me, but the man is too big. I cry and try to scream but his pumping in and out of my ass is unrelenting as is my wife's equally rhythmic movements in my throat. Her movements in my throat are very unpleasant and make me gag and retch, but they are weak and distant compared to the action in my ass. My whole being is focused on the sensation in my ass, on the huge tool pumping in and out of me. It hurts unbelievably and I've never experienced anything remotely like it when it comes to discomfort. And yet I'm getting hard. In all the pain and discomfort; through the loss and defeat I can feel myself getting hard. Hard and throbbing. The man notices at once and both he and my wife begin laughing. Then, unbelievably, he reaches down and strokes me. Were it not for the rubber monster filling my throat, I would gasp from surprise and joy. Had I the air for it I would moan with lust as his expert manipulations continue and in a matter of minutes I am ready to burst. I can't hold it anymore and my load shoot out of me like it has never done before. Spasms wrack my body as the orgasm takes hold of me and I forget the pain for a while, concentrating on the wonderful feeling of being fucked and getting off. Then he pulls me back. My spasms haven't even died down when his iron fist closes around my balls and squeezes them until I think they'll pop. The pain is like nothing I've ever experienced before and I am filled with it. I want to scream my head off, but as I am about draw breath; my wife thrusts her strap-on all the way down my throat, cutting off my breath completely. The man continues both his fucking and the relentless pressure on my balls, but my wife keeps the rubber cock wedged firmly in my throat. The pain blends with lack of air and my whole body begins to spasm as I run out. In unbelievable pain and choking I loose consciousness. I wake up in a state of panic, coughing and retching, but I'm quickly brought back by two brutal slaps from the man. He informs me that I am now his property as he nods towards my wife who is counting a large wad of money. Before I have the opportunity to object, he pulls a very tight rubber hood down over my head. It has holes at my nose and mouth, but very soon my mouth is once again stuffed with the huge ball-gag. Then he releases me from the horse only to retie my arms down along my sides. Wrists and hands to straps around my thighs, arms kept pinned to my sides by three straps around my upper body. My legs are also strapped together and once I am just as helpless as before, he slings across his shoulder as if I was a small toy. I hear him say goodbye to my wife and then he carries me to his car, where he dumps me into the trunk. He ties me down, so that I have almost no movement left and puts several thick blankets over me and closes the lid. The sounds of the outside world have all but disappeared behind the suffocating blankets and I am quite sure that no one would be able to hear me if I had the ability to scream. As it is I have to use all my energy to avoid panicking under the suffocating blankets and so when they are finally removed I have not been able to produce a single sound to save myself. Again he slings me across his shoulder and carries me away. I am dumped on a cold cement floor and my gag is ripped out of my mouth. He fucks my face and he fucks it hard. His huge cock, tasting of his cum and my shit, pumps in and out of my face as I try to keep up. My mouth is just hole for him to pound and when he shoots his load, he presses his cock as far down my throat as he can, making me retch and cough. He produces an unbelievable amount of cum, which I am unwilling and unable to swallow. Most of it dribbles down my rubber clad chin and onto my chest. He reinserts the gag and secures my collar to a ring in the wall and leaves me on the cold concrete floor. I am now the property of a man, beaten, raped and defeated I lie on a cold concrete floor, completely unable to escape my bonds and with his cum drying on my chin and chest as I helplessly wait for whatever fate he has planned for me. Chapter 2 My wake-up call is brutal. A heavy boot hits me just below the ribs and all air is forced out of me. I am cold, stiff and in pain from the beatings yesterday and now the man has made me even more miserable by kicking me in the stomach. I haven't even caught my breath when he begins to beat me. It feels like he's using a bamboo crop and that he's putting some force into it. Soon I am screaming while I squirm and try to avoid the blows. All I achieve is pathetic wriggling while I scream and try to beg my tormentor. My gag reduces my pleas to a wet mewling and thus only serves to underline my position. Then the blows stop and I begin crying with relief. This is of course short-lived as he removes the straps holding my legs, flips me over so that my rubber covered face touches the ground and my ass sticks out. I know what comes next, but I am still unprepared for it and a hopeless whine escapes me as he forces himself into me from behind. Oh God, he's big! I can't believe how big he is or how brutally he uses his tool. I am a rag-doll being jerked around helplessly as he pounds my ass with his giant cock. Without me realizing I have once again become hard and I am acutely embarrassed as his expert hands find my cock - again. How can I enjoy this? His fucking is absolutely brutal and I am in more pain and discomfort than I have ever been, but his hands reduce me to a panting beast and soon my body tenses up as I prepare to shoot my load. I pass the point of no return and another glorious orgasm begins and just then his hands shift position. Instead of my cock, his hands now find my balls and like yesterday the squeezing is so brutal that I can't even scream. I lie curled up, whimpering with pain as I feel his cum dribble out of my ass. My balls hurt unbelievably and I must fight back the nausea this pain causes me. There is a real possibility that he'll let me drown in my own vomit if I throw up. Rest is not in the cards for me. He pulls me to my knees and yanks my gag out. I am just about to beg and plead with the man when his massive palm strikes me and throws me, stars appearing before my eyes, to the floor. I am not to talk without being asked to talk, something I am beginning to doubt will ever happen. Instead I am to lick his cock clean. I have an idea of what awaits me and it's disgusting, but the man scares me badly and I am unable to object. I stick my tongue out cautiously and begin my disgusting task. My caution soon earns me a barrage of blows from the crop and not long thereafter I am licking and sucking his tool, covered in my shit and his cum, far more enthusiastically than before. Finally the cleaning part is over, but I realize that my degradation will never end as he informs me that he has to take a leak and that if I spill any of his precious urine I will pay dearly. It's not a stream; it's a river of warm, salty and revolting piss that hits my mouth. I have no way of swallowing all of it, although my acute fear of the man makes me try my very best. Warm piss runs down my chest and I can hear him curse me out. When I am done swallowing I try to beg for mercy; try to tell him that I didn't mean to let him down; that there was just too much urine for me to swallow. With the hood still on my head I can't see him, but I can actually hear the swoosh of air just before his palm connects with my head and sends me sprawling. My pathetic pleas are again ignored while he removes my bonds, only to tie me anew. Again using my cuffs he hogties me and places me in a bundle on the floor. But that's not all. My hogtie is somehow connected to a wire, rope or chain hanging down from the ceiling and soon he uses this to lift me from the floor. The strain on my hips and shoulders alone is enough to make me groan and whimper with pain, but when he begins to whip me I once again scream. He keeps up the whipping until I again reduced to a sobbing wreck. Then he garbs my head and, using my as a perverted kind of swing, he fucks my face so deep and hard I have trouble believing that I actually survive it, especially the torrent of jism being sprayed deep down my throat at the end. Cum is still dripping from my lips as he reapplies the gag and leaves me, moving gently back and forth like a perverted swing. Again I am beaten and fucked and this time cum and blood are trickling out of my very sore ass. Soon my hips and shoulders begin aching intolerably and I begin to whimper at first, then moan and finally scream as the pain in my muscles and tendons becomes unbearable. But of course there's no relief. The man is long gone and I am left to suffer alone. Not only am I humiliated and in pain. I am also quite hungry and more than a little thirsty. Although I have no way of knowing for sure, I think that it has been more than twenty-four since I last ate or drank anything and in that time I have been put through a regime of very strenuous physical activity: an almost unbelievable amount of torture and forced sex. And in all that time the only "sustenance" I have received is the small amount of piss I have been forced to ingest. Shaming myself even further I begin to regret not drinking his piss as ordered to and this more than anything presses home the hopelessness of my situation and I begin to cry again. Finally I hear the man's footsteps and incredibly I begin mewling with joy at hearing him. I am of course hoping to be let down. What happens after I am let down is of no concern to me; I simply can't think that far. All I think about is relief of the strain in my muscles. Relief is at first only something he gets as he, without speaking a word, rams his cock so far up my ass that my teeth actually jar. As before his fucking is unbelievably forceful, a storm of deep, pumping strokes that literally take my breath away. His fucking is so brutal that I must breathe in small shallow gasps that are pushed out again as his cock presses against my lungs. He finds my cock and soon I am, weak and shamefully, as hard I have ever been. My weakness and my joy at him finding my cock and stroking it is a source of intense shame and pain to me. Nothing the man has done to me feels good. Everything that has been going on has been painful and humiliating in the extreme and although I have occasionally fantasized about men, this has never been part of my fantasies. And still my lust is literally apparent as I again keen with delight as I shoot my load, a sound followed by my muffled screaming as he again crushes my balls with his massive hands. He sets my battered body down on the cold concrete floor to the sound of me crying in defeat. I hardly notice that the strain on my shoulders is relieved, unable to tear my focus away from the pain in my crotch and ass. Rest is again not part of the program in the man's dungeon. I am tied down in what feels like a dentist's chair and then my hood is finally removed along with my gag. As I blink against the light, trying to adjust to it, I fight back the urge to speak, to beg and plead for my release. Already I have learned to fear the man and to obey his wishes. He stands above me, a towering figure regarding his pathetic catch, but he does not speak. After a few seconds he grabs my chin and forces my mouth open. Not that I offer much resistance. Then he places two thick, rubber wedges in the back of my mouth, thus preventing me from closing it. He finishes tying down my head by putting a strap around my forehead and tying me to the headrest with so much force that I keen with the instant headache it gives me. Now that my arms and legs, even my torso, is tied down to chair most securely, he removes my cuffs and my stilettos, all things my wife put on me before selling me to the man. Then he begins the process of making me wholly his property. The first thing is removal of all my hair; all of it. He tapes my eyes shuts and rubs me with a crème that soon has me screaming for mercy as it burns me unbelievably. Eyes taped shut I am unable to see my own body, but I am convinced that my skin is being peeled off. The pain is so intense that I loose track of time and when he finally rinses the crème off I cry with relief, babbling out inane thank-you's to the man who of course ignores me. As he removes the tapes over my eyes and dries my skin I see that I have no hair left and when his hand moves across my forehead I feel that I am not only bald, but that my eyebrows too have been removed. I am once again deeply shocked, but I don't have time to think about it as he moves along with his plan. Next up is my teeth. He clearly doesn't like the idea that a slave might bite him, so he makes sure that I can't. Completely ignoring my cries, pleas and screams he uses a pair of pliers to remove all of my teeth. It not only takes a long time, but it is also extremely painful and several times I pass out. When this happens, he stops his work and wakes me up with smelling salts so that I will miss none of the unbelievable pain he is subjecting me to. When he is finally finished I am reduced to a pathetic slave-shit pleading with his owner, promising him to be good. He probably can't understand what I am saying now that my gums are a bleeding, painful mess, but he wouldn't have paid me any heed even if he had understood me. The man is not finished with me and seemingly enjoying my screaming and pleading immensely, he carries on with a great, big sadistic smile on his face. Then it is time for my hands. Using the same pair of pliers he rips out my nails one at a time, again making sure that am awake for every little step of the torture. When it is over my screams and pleas have turned into a high, hopeless and constant keening and I am in a state of near-panic, nearly hyperventilating. He "cures" this by climbing onto the chair and fucking my face deep and long, forcing me to deal with the immediate threat of drowning from the river of cum that will soon flood my mouth. A big spill of cum drying on my chest he moves on to the final part of his plan. I should have expected this, but I didn't. Now that he has finished with my hands he moves on to my feet. Again working methodically and with a big smile on his face, he removes all my toenails. This time I do panic and as he removes the last of my nails I hyperventilate myself into unconsciousness. Chapter 3 I don't know how long it's been since the man took me, I really don't. It could be a month, but it could just as easily be six months or a year. I have no idea. I have now understood the man's plans for me almost completely. There's not much to understand. I am nothing but a doll to torture and a collection of warm holes to fuck. Warm holes that scream pleasantly when beaten. He does not train me. He has made no effort to train me at all. I had somehow expected that he would train in some way; perhaps in how to best use my mouth to please him, since his cock spends so much time in there. He has shown no interest in this whatsoever. On the contrary he seems to enjoy taking me by force every time; that I am unable to make things easier for either myself or him. Same thing with my ass. As for my hands, they are not part of his plan for his sexual exploitation of me. Ever since my hands healed up after my nails had been removed, they have been sealed away in some very tight, black rubber mittens, reducing them to helpless and useless little cones. My feet received much the same treatment and they are now sealed inside a pair of shiny, black plastic ankle high boots, which are at least two sizes too small and have seven inch stilettos heels. Not that I spend much time walking in them. Mostly I think they are to keep me under control while allowing me to walk - after a fashion. Mostly I crawl, squirm or grovel on the floor and most of my moving around is done by him carrying me, mainly sitting impaled on his giant cock. Right now I am hooded and gagged and my very sturdy stainless steel collar is secured to the wall with a short chain. My hands are chained to my collar but my feet are left unbound, a fact that does nothing at all to improve my situation. My situation has not improved since my arrival. I have not adjusted to the man's torture or brutal fuckings. If anything I am worse off now than when I arrived. When he first caught me I was unaware of just how brutal and evil he is. No longer. I now know that no matter how hard he beats me, and he beats me so much that my body is never without welts and bruises, it can always get worse. Just when I think that it can't possibly get more painful, he turns it up a notch. The same thing goes for his fuckings. Just when I think that his ass fuckings are as brutal as they can be, he uses his giant cock in a more brutal manner than before. As a result of this constant torture and constant awareness that it is going to get even worse with time, I have developed a very unfortunate, humiliating and disgusting reflex. The reflex is completely involuntary and no matter how hard I try to suppress it, I can't. The sad fact is that whenever I see or hear him come down into the dungeon, I loose all control over both bladder and bowel. His mere presence scares me so badly that I shit myself. And not just sometimes either, but every time I hear his footsteps. The man has a very clear policy in this. Whenever I soil myself I clean up after myself - with my mouth. As a result I eat my own shit and drink my own piss several times a day, or at least several times during the period of time I think is a day. The task is revolting in the extreme, but I do it as fast as I can every time and I try to smile eagerly as I finish as this seems to make him smile. I am not sure that it causes him to torture me less, but I try desperately. Not only do I eat my own shit and drink my own piss, but I have now been reduced to a toilet for the man. Not only does he take a crap directly into my mouth, but what little food he gives me is always laced with shit, just as the water he gives me always tastes of piss. Often days (or what I think is days) goes by without me eating anything but shit or drinking anything but piss; his and my own. He will release me so that my arms are free, as are my legs. Since my hands are rendered useless by the mittens (my hands would probably be completely useless anyway, since they haven't been out of the mittens since they healed up), my feet are imprisoned inside the much too small stilettos and I no longer have any teeth, I am in no way a threat to him. After releasing me and depositing me on my knees, he will turn his back to me and pull down his pants and casually remark that he needs to take a dump. This is my cue and I will crawl over and stick my face as far up between his butt-cheeks as I can, my mouth open and ready to receive his revolting load. Every time I almost choke in it, barely being able to keep up and each time I'll succeed in the end, wishing I hadn't, that I had a choice. When he is done I'll lick his rim clean and sit back on my heels, my face turned up expectantly, smiling in the futile hope that it will put him in a better mood so that he'll go easier on me in the torture session that will inevitably come. I don't know if this is the case, because I have never dared not smiling at him after completing my disgusting task. Looking down at my no doubt grotesquely smiling face, he always "washes" first my face and then my mouth with a stream of warm piss. Utterly disgusted with myself I have realized that for this golden shower I am profoundly grateful, especially when it flushes my mouth. I have sunk so low that I am grateful for being pissed on! Not only am I a slave constantly bearing the marks of brutal beatings and torture, but I am also growing thinner and thinner. While never fat in any way, I did have a bit of fat here and there when I arrived. Not so anymore. Now I'm a very skinny slave, my ribs clearly visible, my ass skinny and hard. The muscle-tone on my arms has gone, since I never use then anymore. My arms are never free. There's a bit more muscle in my thighs, but they too are affected by my lack of other exercise than rigorous fuckings and a diet of mostly shit and piss. He tortures and fuck me incessantly. Whenever he's around he abuses me. And when he fucks my ass, he always reaches around to give me a hand-job. As I cum, and I can't help it, he always, always, makes sure to inflict as much pain on my balls as he possibly can, right at the moment when I cum. Mostly he does it by squeezing them, but needles and electricity are also favorites of his. Sometimes he straps me into the chair I lost my hair, teeth and nails in and fucks me face to face. This gives him unimpeded access to my cock and balls while he fucks me and it leaves his hands free to torture me. Often the result is horrible electric shocks as I cum; my howls of pleasure turning into screams as the fountain of jism from my cock is turned into a tortured spasm of pain accompanying the discharge. One favorite way of shocking my balls when I cum, is fit them with a strange kind of spreader bar. The contraption is made of steel and consists of two heavy "shackles", closing just above each testicle. These are then connected by a heavy steel bar. The weight alone is very painful, though not painful enough to prevent my erection. At each "shackle" an electric wire is then attached and when I cum, he switches the current on, making me twitch and scream in pain. Sometimes alligator clamps, squeezing my testicles are also employed, but there are other methods as well. Occasionally he will plunge thin skewers through my testicles as I cum and follow this already outrageously painful maneuver up by putting electricity through them. As my cum spews out over my abdomen, I scream, twitch and spasm, usually loosing bowel control at the same time. This means that I'll end the torture session by crawling around on the floor, eating my own shit while I whimper in pain and humiliation. As a result I have begun fearing my orgasms. Not long ago I like almost all other men and women, loved my orgasms. They topped almost all other sensations. Not anymore. When his hands touch my cock and make me hard, I cry, plead and beg. I actually beg not to cum; to be allowed a fuck without an orgasm at the end. This makes him laugh and my humiliation only grows larger when I grow hard regardless of the fact that I know that I'll soon be in enormous pain. The fact that I can be in a situation I hate and fear so much, that I thanks to this man lead the life of a completely and utterly subjugated slave, a shit eating torture puppet, yet cum every time my torturer touches my cock, is my greatest shame and obviously a fact that amuses him enormously. If I had just half a chance I would rum creaming away from this man. I loathe and hate every, little thing he has done to me, but his touch makes me rock hard and the orgasms he produces in me are far, far better than anything I experienced before. And I fear them. The very prospect of cuming makes me soil myself with abject terror. Chapter 4 I can't get hard anymore. I have no real idea of how long ago, but recently the man's torture of my balls has increased dramatically. As always he tortures my balls mercilessly after I cum, but not long ago he stepped this torture up. While my cock still twitched from the orgasm that had gripped it just seconds ago, he would kick my balls, beat them with closed fists or even hammers or bats. As a result my balls have become increasingly misshapen and are now oddly flat and lumpy. This in turn means that I began getting trouble getting it up when he touched my cock and my ability to get hard has now disappeared altogether. My fear of cuming, brought on by the man's incessant torture after my orgasms, has turned into near-panic at the thought of what he will do now that I can't get hard. The last ten or twenty times he has fucked me, I have been unable to get it up, and it's clear that this has made him increasingly angry. The last fuck was the worst yet and as I crouch in my corner of the dungeon, chained, hooded and gagged, I tremble with fear as I hear the door close behind him. As always the fear gets the better of me and I feel how my bowels let go. I feel my shit running down the inside of my legs and how this stream is joined by the trickle of piss since bladder control has also been lost in the terror that engulfs me every time he approaches. Not long after I crawl around on the floor, my tongue not missing a single spot as I clean up after myself. After this revolting task, things get worse, as they always do, and soon I again find myself eating the man's shit directly from his ass. I smile with sickly gratitude as he flushes away the last remnants of feces with his piss, acutely aware that the man owns me and has me turned into the lowest creature on Earth; a shit eating slave. Today I sense cold and calculating fury in my owner, something that makes me tremble and be strangely grateful that I have already emptied my bowel, since the sight of him like this would otherwise be sure to make me loose control. He picks me up as easily as if I were a small dog, only a dog would never be handled this brutally. He handled me easily enough when he first grabbed me, but now his task is grotesquely easy. I am now very thin from eating mostly shit and thus weigh almost nothing. I would probably have died from malnutrition long ago had he not begun feeding me "real" food; dog food that is. He did so only reluctantly with a remark about how it was no fun porking my bony ass. Still, I am a very skinny and hairless slave, permanently marked by the constant beatings me subjects me to. I am deposited in the hated chair and as I am strapped very securely down, my legs spread wide, I begin to keen with fear at what torture will come next. My fear turns to terror when he doesn't begin to fuck me. This is very bad news. The fact that he is now seemingly concentrating 100% on torturing me makes me babble pleas for mercy, something I know only spurs him on, without being able to stop. First he takes a very firm grip around my balls and pulls them as far away from my body as he can, which is a considerable distance considering that they are still attached to my body. As always the pain is excruciating and my screams are predictable both in desperation and ability to please him. A thin smile creases his cruel face as he holds them there before proceeding. Then he takes a plastic strip, the kind used for tying together electric cables, and loops it around my nut sack. Using only one hand this is quite difficult, but he finally completes the circle and pulls it as tightly together as it will possibly go. Compared to the pain in my balls this is mild, but still very noticeable. He takes out a truncheon and starts beating my now sequestered balls. At first the pain is unbelievable, but gradually is subsides to a throbbing ache as a result of the lack of blood flow. By then I have of course been reduced to a wreck, screaming incoherently with pain. I am deeply and absurdly grateful as he brushes my mangled balls out of the way and fucks my ass, deep and hard. This time he does not even try to manipulate my cock, which lies limply against my abdomen. When he pulls out I am stupid enough to hope that it is over, but I soon realize that all up till now has only been a prelude to the main event. I am momentarily mute with horror as I see the things he is preparing for action: needle and thread and a scalpel. He is going to castrate me! I find my voice and scream with terror like I have never screamed before. He can't co this! It doesn't matter that I am for all intents and purposes already castrated; my testicles mangled lumps of useless meat hanging between my legs. Removing them is much, much more final. And so I scream my head off. At least until he slaps me three or four times and my vision is wobbly. After that I am again reduced to futile begging and crying. He places ice-packs on my cock and balls to reduce the blood flow and I watch in amazed horror as he pushes a giant ice-dildo up my ass to further cool down my lower abdomen. After a while I am shivering with the cold and my pleas are garbled further by my shaking as I have no teeth to chatter. Then he takes out the scalpel and my pleas take on a new intensity, no doubt pleasing to him as he smiles. He uses one hand to hold my balls and with the other he leads the scalpel and in one quick swoop he has separated my balls from my body. There is very little pain and I sit frozen in horror as he throws away what remains of my testicles, bruised, mangled and useless as they are now. Then he sows the wound neatly back together, showing surprising dexterity, overhearing my soft and hopeless crying and finally he removes the plastic strip and my crotch is now smooth, the only protrusion being my limp and useless cock, now a symbol of my status as a worthless slave shit. But he is not quite finished yet. Using his rough fingers he grabs the tender flesh on either side of the wound and pulls the flesh away from my body. The pain is worse than ever before and I nearly faint as I scream at the top of my voice, desperately and uselessly trying to squirm away from the pain. Then it gets worse as he punctures my flesh a pointed metal object. It goes in on one side of the wound and exits at the other and is soon replaced by a sturdy steel ring, which he then solders in place. Where I once had balls in my crotch I now have a steel ring and this more than the pain makes me cry hopelessly. Naturally this makes him horny and soon I am thanking him for castrating me by sucking his huge cock. As always it is not so much me sucking as him pounding his cock into my face and like always I am close to drowning in the torrent of cum he deposits in my mouth. Chapter 5 I no longer remember my name. It seems like I have been down here forever, but I know that it has not always been so. Once I was free, only I can no longer remember what that means. Like my name that knowledge has disappeared and all that is left is forced sex and brutal torture. Even shit eating seems natural now, even if it still disgusts me. I simply can't remember a time when I didn't eat shit every day, when my thirst wasn't quenched with urine or cum. A vague recollection of what it was like to be able to cum, to have an orgasm, exists in the back of my mind, but it gets weaker and weaker every day. Being the man's torture and fuck puppet must be my function in life. I can't remember a time when it wasn't so, so he must be right in treating me like this. I still scream and beg and the pain and humiliation is still intense, but this must be my purpose; to be the man's property, to do with as he sees fit, no matter how painful or demeaning it is to me. But it bothers me that I can't remember my name. Maybe I was once different. Maybe I was once something other than a shit eating slave, a fuck hole, a mutilation doll. Maybe I was once someone, instead of being no one. But it is no use. I can neither remember my name nor my past and I am resigned to being the man's plaything. Not that the knowledge would help me much. I can never escape. Never. My feet are permanently imprisoned in stiletto boots and although I have learned to walk and especially crawl in them with a certain measure of perfection, they are still no good for running or even walking more than a few hundred steps. The pain is simply too much since they are so small and my feet so damaged. My arms are even worse off. I can't remember when he broke them for the last time, but ever since that time they've been stuck in a back-prayer, permanently secured to the back of my collar, useless and out of the way. They must be even weaker and thinner than the rest of me. Besides I am never left unbound when the man is not around. I am always hooded and gagged and chained to the wall. Usually my slave ring, placed where my balls once were, is also chained to the floor, further limiting my ability to move and constantly reminding me of what I am. I still evacuate my bowels at the sound of his steps, but that doesn't mean much these days. These days my ass can't hold anything. He broke it a long time ago, but again I can't remember exactly when. While I remember vaguely what it was like to cum, I remember vividly the sensation of having my balls tortured. And I recall that the only thing good about having them removed was that he could no longer use them to torture me. This was first of all untrue since he's constantly reminding me of what I have become and of what I once was. So now their absence is used to plague me. Secondly their absence only made him more inventive when it came to other forms of torture. Like his outrageous fistings of me. The first time he fisted me I thought he was killing me. I could not, would not, believe that something that big could fit inside me. But of course it did. He wanted it there and so it got there, no matter my screaming, begging or pleading. I have since realized that the first time was only a gently probe and that his hand didn't even make a proper fist. But that changed. When he fists me now, his arms is buried up to his elbow inside me and I can see the bulge it makes move around while I am robbed of breath due to the monstrous intrusion. Of course my ass soon broke from this treatment and so my waste simply drops out of me and I am powerless to stop it. But things can always get worse and not long ago he put two fists inside, again convincing me that I'd rupture this time. He has managed to break my tiny and limp cock too. Another favorite torture method is to insert a flexible, but very large diameter, tube into my cock and push it as far up as it will go. Naturally pleased with my screaming, he soon increased the diameter of the tube until I was no longer able to hold back my urine. It simply trickles out of my broken bladder, just like my shit dribbles out of my broken ass. His fuckings retained their usual brutality and frequency, to such a degree that I think that maybe they have been the main reason for me loosing all sense of time. It seems that I can never rest for long enough before he forces his cock down my throat or pounds my ass with so much force that my breath is beaten out of me. His cock's incessant pounding of my throat has even ruined my voice, so that my pleading is now a hoarse whisper instead of a high-pitched cry of desperation. Lately though, his beatings and fuckings have taken on an air of indifference. It seems like I bore him. I can easily understand his feelings. After all, what am I but a badly damaged, maybe even broken toy? And so I am absurdly pleased when the bull-whip finds my chained body. I scream as best I can of course, but in truth I am glad that he's giving me a measure of attention. I am sure that I once hated this kind of attention, but this is the only kind of attention I ever get and he has left me alone for so very long now. To feel the whip curl around my body is to feel the attention of the figure that dominates my world completely and no matter how painful it is, I am grateful for it. He is pouring an unusual amount of energy into the whipping today, even removing my chains so that I can try to crawl away and so that he has a bigger area of my skin to target. As always it goes on forever, but finally he stops and the only sound I hear is that of my feeble begging. I am picked up and deposited on the table in the dungeon. My upper body is strapped to the table and my ass hangs over the side, unsupported, putting a terrible strain on my lower back. He removes my hood and at the same time provides support for my back as his massive tool invades me again. Involuntarily my stiletto-clad ankles cross in the small of his back. Once I hated him and everything he did to me, but now he is all I have, all I can remember, all I can think about. I am just his beaten and broken toy. As always he fucks me vigorously, long and deep strokes driving into me. Once I had the capacity to enjoy this, but all that is left of that capacity now, is a hateful steel ring in my crotch and a tiny, limp thing lying against my stomach. He's pace increases and his grunts become deeper and then, suddenly, his hands close around my throat, cutting off my breath. He squeezes my throat as tightly as he can and I begin a futile and panicked struggle. My upper body tries to spasm, but can't because of the straps and my head is pinned down by his hands holding me by the throat. But my legs can move and I can feel them kicking in complete panic, flaying about behind his back, occasionally hitting him. He is completely indifferent to this and simply keeps up both the fucking and the choking. I feel the blood rush in my ears and it feels like both my tongue and my eyes are in the process of popping right out of my head. My kicking becomes weaker and my vision begins to narrow. I see the man at the end of a long tunnel and he is all I see, just as he has been all I've seen ever since he took me. My struggles have now been reduced to weak spasms in my body and legs and I can no longer see. Far away I hear him grunt and the last thing I feel as my legs twitch for the last time, is his warm cum spraying into me. THE END 2NN If you liked the story drop me a line at story_2nn@yahoo.com and tell me what you liked about it. Review_This_Story || Email Author: 2nn ****** MORE_BDSM_STORIES_@_SEX_STORIES_POST ******