****** Zhara's Proposal by Elegant Death ****** =============================================================================== Zhara's Proposal "Marry Me, Zhara." The words rang in Zhara's mind, as she gazed out over the Seattle night skyline. Zhara closed her eyes for a moment. A shiver ran down her spine. She drew a breath into her lungs, feeling them fill with the crisp night air. As she let the breath go, she felt it. The unmistakable sensation of the mass of shit that had been residing in her bowels, since she awoke that morning. Zhara took in another, more urgent breath. This time, she allowed herself a tiny grunt, gently bearing down on her full bowels. She groaned, as she shifted her weight in her seat. Although she could not actually feel it, she could sense the mass of the enormous loaf of shit, as it nestled its way down along the crack of her soft round ass, and into her diaper. "Yes," she thought to herself. "Tonight is the night, and now is the time." Again, Zhara took in a breath. This time, letting it out slowly. The force of the expulsion of air from her lungs causing her to emit a sudden, unexpected bubbling, "wet" fart. She blushed, brightly. Wondering if Brian, her lover, who stood no more than 3 feet behind her, could smell the aroma. Slowly, Zhara lowered her candy apple red hands down onto the metal of her wheelchair wheels, now cold with the night air. With a deft spin, Zhara spun herself around to face the man. Brian was indeed a beautiful man. If ever a man was to be called "beautiful," Brian was certainly that man. At 30, Brian was a successful, and quite wealthy manager of an online business. Thankfully, he was also a very generous man, and had made several seven digit monetary contributions to the medical rehabilitation center where Zhara had spent nearly 2 years. At a mere fortnight away from her 30th birthday, Zhara herself was quite successful, not to mention extremely wealthy. But, unlike Brian, Zhara had made her money with her looks. Born of Royal blood, in India, Zhara moved to the states to attend school, but quickly dropped out, when her roommate had suggested that Zhara go into modelling. Zhara had loved modelling. It was her life, despite her parents disapproval and later decision to disown her. But, it was the accident that truly changed Zhara's life. For months, Zhara lay in a hospital bed, in traction, recovering from the effects of a hit and run driver, who was never caught. Despite this, Zhara made the best of things. And, besides a pesky habit of being unable to control her bowel movements, Zhara led an otherwise happy and fulfilling life. She was still a model, and had even been chosen as a spokesperson for the National Institute for Spinal Cord Research. Life was so good, in fact, that she even began to appreciate the occasional "accident" now and then. Though, if she was forced to confess to anyone, she would have to admit that her "accidents" were not always unintentional. The fact of the matter was, Zhara learned to appreciate, even love her shit. But, tonight was different. Although Brian was aware, at least intellectually, of Zhara's "personal hygiene needs," the couple had never actually discussed the issue. This posed a problem, as the matter obviously needed to be discussed, if Zhara was to accept Brian's proposal. "You don't need to give me an answer tonight, Zhara. Think about it." Brian said, snapping Zhara out of her thoughtful trance. Brian was in no rush. He loved Zhara with all his being, and knew that Zhara was a woman that was certainly worth waiting for. Slowly, Zhara shook her head, to clear her thoughts. She knew the answer to Brian's proposal right then, but she had to be sure of some things before she accepted. "Come," Zhara said, matter of factly, in a strange, almost dominating tone, which was only more emphasised by her deep exotic Indian accent. "Before I answer you, there are a few things we need to discuss, Brian. Issues that I have been avoiding. But they are issues that can no longer be ignored," Zhara spoke, as she took Brian's hand and quietly led her lover into the back bedroom of her penthouse apartment. As the lovers made their way into Zhara's bedroom, Zhara rolled herself over to the wall, and dimmed the lights. "Pour us a drink, Brian. You may need one after I say what I have to say" With this, Brian complied. Slowly making his way over to Zhara's personal mini- bar, he took 2 glasses, and mixed then poured 2 vodka martini's. Behind him he could hear Zhara fidgeting around, but could not see what she was doing. As he turned around, Brian's eyes fell on an amazing sight. Zhara now lay in her bed, lounging out to her full, nearly 6' height, topless. The white skirt she wore made A stark contrast against the dark caramel of her soft Indian skin. "Oh, Zhara..you look...beautiful," was all Brian could say, as he approached Zhara and placed her drink on the bedside table. "Good," Zhara replied, with an evil, almost sadistic smile. "Now tell me, how much do you know of the world of Domination?," Zhara asked bluntly. Brian was stunned. He stumbled, as his cock immediately jumped to attention inside his black tuxedo pants. "Um...a bit...why? do you wish to be dominated, Zhara?," He casually asked, as he covered a chuckle by taking a sip of his drink. He knew the answer. It was HIM who was to be dominated, and Brian was not going to argue. Zhara chuckled "No, Brian...it is you who is to be dominated tonight. Now, be a good slave and STRIP!," She barked loudly. At that, Brian began to undress. His bowtie, tuxedo pants and jacket falling like a stone to the floor, followed quickly by his underpants, and undershirt, and socks. Quickly he picked up the pile of clothes, and folded them neatly over the back of a chair beside him, then lowered himself back down to his knees. "Good. Now, crawl to me, so we may discuss what I have to discuss...," Zhara continued, watching the young man with amusement as she lit a cigarette and brought it to her painted lips. Obediently, Brian fell to his knees, now nude, and crawled over to the woman on his hands and knees. He could barely take a step as the throbbing of his manhood was unbearable. "No!," Zhara commanded, "on your knees...not all 4's. I wish to see your arousal at all times. Keep your torso up straight. Hold your head up proud! Now, Go back and approach me properly!" "Yes, Mistress," the slave now whispered, making his way back to his pile of clothes, turning and reapproaching on his knees. His full, modest 6 inch erection standing at full attention. Brian closed his eyes, and waited. He did not know what to think. For years, he had been dreaming of a time like this. A time when he would give himself over completely to a woman. Brian had lied to Zhara when he said he only knew "a bit" of the world of Domination. He had served many Dommes in the past, Yet, Never had Brian fathomed the depth of his desire to submit...until now. It was now, kneeling before the beautiful woman before him, that he came to understand the full depth of his devotion to her. "Excellent, Brian. Now, let me ask you something." Zhara spoke, as Brian sat motionless, silent. His hands crossed behind his back, his legs spread wide to reveal his arousal to Zhara. "Are you aware of how I...handle my personal hygiene needs, slave?" Brian gulped a soft nervous gulp. His mind raced, trying to find the words, as he simply stared at the white cottony softness of Zhara's diaper. His brow broke into a sudden sweat, and he began to squirm, struggling not to move a muscle, against the strong desire to wipe his brow. "Um...I assume you Catheterise, Mistress...," Brian replied softly. "Yes, I catheterise myself 3 times a day...to urinate. For now, that is not important. But, tell me, are you aware of how I take a shit???" Zhara continued her teasing, thoroughly enjoying the look of Brian as he knelt before her, nude, fidgeting and sweating like a child preparing to be scolded. Brian gulped again...his eyes locked on Zhara's skirted hips, under which he noticed the slight bulge of Zhara's diaper. "No, Mistress...I apologize, I do not know" Zhara nodded. "Normally, when I have the time, I do manual extraction. I am sure you are aware that, since my accident, I have no control over the muscles used to evacuate my bowels. But, tell me...do you know what a manual extraction entails??" Brian shifted again...his mind now spinning, swirling in a whirlwind of thoughts and mental images. He was beginning to feel as if he was on some sort of powerful drug. And indeed he was. He was stoned on his own arousal. "you...dig it out, Mistress?," Brian replied weakly. He now realized what it was that had him so deeply engrossed in his submission. The thing he had lacked in the past, with his previous Dommes. They had not allowed him to partake in their bathroom activities. An activity that, for reasons he could not explain, he craved to be a part of. Zhara laughed. "Hmmm...well, I would not have put it quite so vividly, but, yes that is a sufficient description. Now, tell me...how does that make you feel, knowing that I 'clean myself out'...shove my fingers up my ass and pull my shit out with my fingers??" Brian shiverred...the thoughts that ran through his mind now only served to increase the strain he felt in his sex. "mmm...if it pleases you, Mistress...allow me to clean you out?" Zhara smiled, pleased at the slave's reaction. "Yes, slave...please. But, first I must be cleaned. I have made a mess. Go into the bathroom. There you will find a basin. Beside the basin, you shall find a bedpan, pair of latex gloves, and a tube of KY jelly. Please, bring them back to me, and I shall allow you the pleasure of cleaning me...and cleaning me out." "Yes, Mistress." Brian replied softly. With a nod from Zhara, he crawled off to the bathroom. As he entered the large tile floored room, he moaned, as he felt the ache of the cold tile scraping his knees. Brian looked around for several moments, finally realizing that the items must be in the closet under the sink. He opened the closet door, and there were the items. He grabbed them quickly, filled the basin with warm water and a splash of the special antibacterial hand soap beside the sink, and prepared to return to his Mistress. Checking himself in the full length mirror, he wiped his golden hair with his fingers, and quickly strode back into the living room. Upon his return, Brian discovered Zhara laying in the bed again. But now, she only wore the white cotton diaper, that Brian had seen a peek of earlier. "Good, I see you have found my equipment. Now, come, and remove this filthy diaper." Without a word, Brian quickly crawled over to Zhara. Placing the items on the bed, he quickly leapt up onto the bed, and moved himself to kneel beside the woman, as she spun around, onto her belly, and sank into a soft spot on the bed sigh, "mmmm...," she sighed. She took several deep breaths, closing her eyes, to relax herself. But it was futile. The desire was much too strong. It would take Brian's probing fingers to relax her now. Slowly, Brian lowered his hands down onto the white cotton of the diaper, and unfastened the tapes. Pulling back the flap of diaper that covered Zhara's bottom, Brian moaned, as his eyes drank in the sight of the large thick log of shit, which, at nearly 8 inches in length, bore a striking resemblance to a Kilbasa sausage. Brian stared at the loaf for several seconds, before curiosity got the best of him. "Mistress, may I touch your shit??, He asked softly. "Yes, slave you may. and you may smell it too, if you wish." Gently, Brian reached out and touched the log, letting a bit of it's wetness smear onto his finger. Carefully, he pulled the finger up to his nose, and took a whiff. The smell was terrific...heady, with only the slightest bit of pungency. He took in another, deeper breath, now as if drinking in the aroma of fine wine. "You like my shit, do you, slave?" The question snapped Brian out of his deep trance. "Yes, Mistress, I do...it is beautiful. As are you, Mistress." Brian replied. His reply pleased Zhara. "Good, then you shall not oppose to doing my cleaning out with a bare hand? The truth of the matter is, I only use the gloves in the event of an emergency, or when I am in a particular hurry. But, normally, I do it bare handed. I too, love the feeling of my shit. But, I would wager a guess that you like more than just the feeling of it? Perhaps the smell of it, too? And, maybe, even the taste, IF I were to allow you to taste it?" "mmmmm...yes, Mistress...please...might I taste your shit???" Brian pleaded, his voice suddenly raising 2 octaves in his whimper. "NO....not until you have cleaned me out!" "Yes, Mistress." Brian replied, a tear nearly coming to his eye. He slowly wiped the tiny stain of shit from his finger onto the back of the diaper, now residing between Zhara's legs. Brian could see the engorged state of Zhara's cunt, nestled between clean shaven lips. She was, without question, aroused. He momentarily wondered how this was possible, considering she had no sensation below her navel, yet this was not something he would question. All that matters is that, somehow, some way, she is aroused by this," he thought, smiling to himself. Again, Brian closed his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he reopened his eyes, and reached into the log of shit, that lay between his Mistress's cheeks. Slowly, he pinched the long snake of shit between his fingers, and lifted it. dropping it slowly into the bedpan. Then, taking the warm washcloth from the basin, he began to wipe his Mistress's ass. Quickly, the white cloth became smeared, almost drenched in brown streaks. Brian watched as he slowly caressed the cloth around Zhara's tiny brown shit hole. Suddenly, the tiniest bud of another turd peeked itself out of Zhara's bottom, like a turtle hesitantly poking its head out of its shell. Brian couldn't resist. Tossing the washcloth aside, Brian quickly straddled his Mistress's hips. His thick pulsing shaft nestling into the Y created by Zhara's closed legs. The head of his cock just barely finding its way to the entrance to her sex. "mmmmmmmm...yessss," Zhara gasped, as a sudden shock of pleasure flowed through her body. Her nipples hard and taut, her breasts pressed firmly into the now sweat drenched sheets of her bed. She closed her eyes for a moment, and began to bear down again, straining to open her legs to accept her lover's cock. But, Zhara knew it was futile. She was at the mercy of her slave now. She must now either wait, or command him to enter her. "Excellent, slave. Now, clean me out!," She commanded loudly. Brian did not have to be told twice. With a quick PUUUUSH, He thrust his index finger against the tiny head of the emerging turd. Slowly, the turd gave way, and slid back into Zhara's bowels. She groaned again. The sensations were incredibly intense. She could never manage to reach deeply enough to stimulate her G-spot herself, but Brian's fingers found the spot almost immediately. Thankfully, Zhara's body had adjusted to her complete lack of vaginal sensation, and now allowed her to attain full sexual arousal from mere rectal penetration. A phenomenon she could not explain, yet one she fully appreciated now. Brian's finger slowly began to probe...working itself deeper, one knuckle at a time. He slowly turned the finger, searching, exploring the soft walls of Zhara's bowel cavity. "I hope I am not hurting you, Mistress??," Brian asked hesitantly, as he watched his Mistress begin to writhe beneath him. "No, slave...you are doing quite well...you will not hurt me, I'm sure. I have had as many as 4 of my own fingers inside my own bowels, and not felt any adverse effects. I have tried all 5, in an attempt to fist myself, but I could not reach. Please, do continue." "Yes, Mistress," Brian replied, as he slowly withdrew his finger, and gently added a second. Knowing now that this is what she desired. Carefully, he let the second finger slide into her rectum, ever so gently parting as he worked them deeper, allowing her bowels to stretch wider. slowly working...in...out...in...out...Brian thrust his fingers, fucking Zhara's full bowels with a fervent rhythm. Quickly, Brian reached down, and parted his Mistress's thighs, and with a quick PUSH, allowed his cock to enter her sex. "OOOOhhhhhh...Yes, slave...fuck your Mistress! Fuck me...fuck my cunt AND my ass!" Yes, Mistress....as you wish Mistress!!" Brian screamed out obediently as he pumped into her, alternating his thrusts with his fingers and his cock. Ever so slowly, he worked his fingers in, deeper and deeper with each thrust, slowly adding another finger, until, finally, after a full hour had passed, Brian felt his wrist slipping past the second, deeper ring of muscles that engulfed his hand. "OOOOOOOHHHH, GOD, YES, SLAVE, YES!! CLEAN ME OUT...CLEAN ME! FUCK ME!!" Part 2. The next morning, Brian awoke, his face nestled between his Mistress's legs, as they clasped tightly around his neck. As he gathered his thoughts, he began to sense the dried, crusted feeling of his parched lips. Slowly, Brian slid his tongue out, to lick his lips. As he did so, he could taste the sweet, putrid taste of Zhara's shit, from the night before. Slowly, he slid out from between Zhara's legs, and rolled over. This made Zhara stir, and she slowly came to. "Mmmm...Brian, my love...my slave...you were wonderful last night. Now, I believe you had a question you wished to ask me? Brian smiled, as he quickly fell to the floor, at his Mistress's bedside. "Yes, Mistress...if you will allow me to get the ring?" Zhara nodded. Brian quickly scurried, on his knees, over to where his clothes still lay in a pile on the chair from the night before. He reached into the coat pocket of his tuxedo and pulled out a small black velvet jewellery box. Holding the box in his teeth, Brian crawled his way back to where Zhara now sat in bed, fully covered from her shoulders to her knees in shit. "Mistress Zhara, Will you marry me?" Brian asked, as he opened the small jewellery box, to reveal a large fully 5 karat diamond ring. "Slave, if you are able to do every night what you did with me last night, it will be my pleasure to marry you...Yes, Brian, I will marry you" THE END This story is part of White_Shadow's_Nasty_Stories. You may also want to visit: * Sexy_Top_100_Stories * Erotic_Top_100_Story_Sites