****** Ryan's "Problems" by Ryan ****** =============================================================================== Ryan's "Problems" Note to readers: This is loosely based on a true story Ryan sat in class, dreaming of the time that was to come later. He could feel the fullness of his bowels, and prayed for the bell to ring, so he could go home and meet the woman of his dreams. "RIIIING!" The bell rang, and Ryan was off. The young redheaded senior in high school grabbed his book-bag, and was off in a flash. He could feel the immense pressure in his bowels, and knew it wouldn't be long until he could find relief. And, if he hurried home, he would have just enough time to prepare, before Marilyn arrived at his home to assist him. He only prayed that his mother would be gone by then. It wasn't 30 seconds after the bell rang, until Ryan had made his way into the boy's room. Looking around, he checked every stall, and finally made his way into the last, handicapped stall. Quickly removing his T-shirt, he slipped down into a slouch in his sleek black wheelchair. He unzipped his pants, and wiggled them down off his thick, tree- trunk hips. Scooting around to get comfortable, Ryan slid his hand into the front of his piss soaked diaper. Feeling the warm wetness inside, he slipped his hand down further, underneath his balls until the tips of his fingers felt it. There, just at the very end of the opening of his rectum, sat the inevitable little bud of a soft turd, the result of a full week without a bowel movement. Ryan closed his eyes, and moaned. Pressing his fingers against the little "knob" of shit, he pushed it back up into his rectum, allowing the length of the enormous log to "fuck" his ass. Again, he groaned. Unfortunately, thanks to his disability, this was the extent of his ability to gain any sexual pleasure. Having been born with Spina Bifida, his cock and balls, as well as the entire lower half of his body was paralyzed since his birth. Luckily, though, Ryan had learned early in his youth, that he could in fact gain sexual pleasure, through rectal stimulation; a fact that became even more apparent to him, now that he had been forced to hire Marilyn to help him. Brian pushed the shit up into his bowels, letting his middle and ring fingers glide into his rectum up to the last knuckle with the slickness of his own peanut butter consistency log of shit. It wasn't long until Ryan felt the inevitable sensations of his bowels begin to cramp against his fingers...the only sign of his impending orgasm. But, Ryan stopped. He wanted to share his orgasm with Mari, when she arrived. Back at Ryan's house, he opened the door carefully. "MOM?" he called aloud. He heard nothing, and thankfully took a deep breath. He couldn't have been happier. No doubt, if his mother had been home, she would have grilled him about the unmistakable smell that now emanated from his diaper, and on his still dirty fingers. Slowly, Ryan crept into his house, and quickly rolled down the long hallway to the door of his bedroom. As he made his way into his bedroom, just as he was about to close the door, he heard a noise. "Ryan, is that you?" his mother, Beverly, called from behind the door. 'Shit!' he thought to himself, then laughed at his own Freudian slip. "Yeah, mom, It's me. Sorry I'm late. I stopped at the store to get cigs." Ryan's heart skipped a beat, as he lied to his mother. "Is...everything okay hon? What IS that awful smell?" she asked, obviously able to detect the smell through the door. "Yeah, Mom... I'm fine... I just need a little privacy here... I had an accident at school," Ryan replied, again cringing at the lie. He knew the accident was no accident. "Awww, I'm sorry hon...do you need any help?" Ryan's mother replied in her typical over-protective motherly voice. "No, Mom...I'm fine...I can do everything," Ryan replied, as he climbed onto his bed, and began to undress, wishing to God his mother would just leave him the hell alone, so he could continue the "ass fucking" he had begun at school. "Are you sure?" Beverly asked again, seeming to almost be too concerned. "No, mother, I'm fine...please...I just need to be left alone for a bit, or I'll never get cleaned up!" Ryan almost screamed at his mother. "Oh, that's alright hon. I was just going out myself," Ryan's mother called through the doorway, as Ryan prepared for Mari's arrival. He went to his closet, and pulled out a large white towel, setting it down onto the black down comforter on his bed. Then, going to the dresser in his attached bathroom... his parents had given him the "Master bedroom," to alleviate need for Ryan to go out into the hall when he was not dressed. Ryan grabbed the large yellow bedpan, and a latex glove from the he kept under his sink. As he heard his mother prepare to exit, Ryan took a deep breath of relief. Now stripped down to only his blue plastic Depends Adult Diaper, he reached into his nightstand, and pulled out his small shaving mirror. Lying back, Ryan unfastened the tapes of his diaper, and pulled the front flap forward, exposing his cock and balls to the cold air. Although he could not actually FEEL the coldness of the air to his cock, he noticed it always responded. He groaned softly, as he felt the shaft of his cock stir around in the recesses of his belly cavity. Ryan took his mirror, and positioned it between his legs. Another trick he learned as a child. He could place a mirror, or any object, between his legs, and the fatty tissue that surrounded his atrophied muscles allowed the object to remain in place. Ryan looked at himself in the mirror for a long few moments. He could see the thick bulbous vein that ran down along the length of his small, 'cocktail hors d'oeuvres wiener' cock. Slowly, he slipped his hand down, cupping his balls in his hand, and lifted the sack a bit. He closed his eyes again, and let his mind focus on the rumbling and stirring, much like gas rumbling in his belly after he ate. This, to him, was arousal. Again, Ryan opened his eyes and began to examine himself. He could see the redness and swelling of his diaper rash, and knew he'd get a good scolding from Marilyn for not taking care of him. He smiled, knowing she'd be forced to wash and powder him. And, there, nestled between the fatty, almost rippled cheeks of his ass, Ryan saw it. The log of shit had slipped its way back out of his rectum. It now smashed against his hole, and the back of his bowels. Again, Ryan smiled as he knew Marilyn would need to take an extra long time to wash him. Ryan took his manhood and ball sack into his hand. Since he was unable to get hard, Brian could easily take his sack and the shaft of his cock into his hand, and treated them as a unit. Slowly, he began to squeeze and rub himself. Squeezing, pulling the shaft and sack, almost kneading them like bread dough. Softly, he moaned. His mind focused on his belly. He could feel the rumblings, and stirrings. He had been eating particularly healthy this past week, since Marilyn's last visit, so he knew that his gas and the impending shit were going to be large and fantastic. As Ryan made love to himself, he began to visualize Marilyn. Marilyn was an older woman, probably late 30's early 40's. Yet, despite her age, and her slightly paunchy belly, she was a beautiful woman. At least Ryan thought so. He knew very little about her, really. Except that she was divorced, with one child. Ryan often used Marilyn as his fantasy woman. How could he resist? It had been years since a woman had given Ryan the pleasure that Marilyn gave him, and at 16, Ryan desired it often. Ryan cupped his balls and cock in his hands and slowly lifted them to his belly. Slipping his right hand down between his legs, he pressed his fingers against the soft growing bud that emerged from his shit hole. He was so engrossed in his ass fucking, that he did not hear the door open. Marilyn opened the door of Ryan's bedroom slowly. She could hear, from half way down the hall, the sounds of Ryan's masturbation. She couldn't help but smile to herself, as she made her way down the hall, and into Ryan's private quarters. As she opened the door, the sight before her shocked Marilyn. There was Brian, lying fully nude, his left hand stroking his cock and balls, while his right hand fucked his ass. Slowly, She crept into the room, as she watched. At first, the image was a shock. But, as she made her way closer, she became more curious. She had always wondered if Ryan was capable of bringing pleasure to himself. And now, she was not only getting an answer to her question, she was watching the question be answered before her very eyes. Marilyn crept closer, not wanting to disturb him. Slowly, she made her way to stand at the very edge of the bed, between Ryan's widely spread legs. She could see the purple engorged head of his cock as it peeked out between his fingers. And, she could see the shit, soft and slimy, coating Ryan's fingers, as he fucked himself. Marilyn gasped. She closed her eyes, and took in a deep breath. She had to calm herself, before she did something inappropriate. It was bad enough that she had been fired once from her old job as a hospital nurse, for "inappropriate contact with patients." Thankfully, her boss had not reported her to the state board. This allowed her to take a job as a 'home health care' nurse. Because her qualifications were so good, She got a job immediately, on the condition that she never, ever have another "inappropriate" incident. But, now, standing there, watching Ryan so close, she wanted to touch him. It had been over a year since Marilyn's divorce, and she craved to be touched. She had denied herself any 'acts of pleasure', since her firing, and she NEEDED to be fucked. She stood there, watching Ryan, she could feel the juices begin to pool in her pants. Strangely, that day was a particularly hot one, so Marilyn had decided to not wear panties that day. A decision that she now regretted. Slowly, Marilyn's desires took over. She closed her eyes, and prayed, as she reached out and touched her fingertip to the head of Ryan's cock. She could see, and feel the tiny bit of pre-cum wetness that formed on the head, and she wanted to taste it. Carefully, so as not to disturb Ryan, Marilyn pressed her finger into the tiny little piss slit. "HUH? WHAT?" Ryan awoke from his dream with a start. As he shook his head, Ryan saw Marilyn, standing there between his legs, as she raised her finger up to her lips and tasted of him. "Mari! What are you doing here? I didn't hear you come in..." "Oh, my God... Ryan... I'm so sorry... I... I don't know what came over me... I... I just saw you there, and..." Marilyn gasped, struggling to find the words to explain her actions. "How long have you been there? What did you see?" Ryan questioned, quickly pulling his towel over himself self-consciously, despite the fact that Mari had seen him nude more times than he could count. "Oh... Ryan... I'm sorry... I just got here... I came in, and I didn't want to disturb you. But, as I watched you, I... well, I got hot..." Mari fumbled. Mari was lost. Her head was spinning, with arousal and confusion. She needed to sit down. She couldn't believe what she had just done. Slowly, Mari stumbled around the room, looking for a chair. Finding none, she sat down in Ryan's wheelchair, buried her face in her hands, and began to sob. "I'm sorry, Ryan... I shouldn't have...I should have knocked..." "Mari... you know... I think... that I find you attractive... " Ryan replied, slowly sitting up. "I'm actually glad you touched me. I've wanted you to touch me like that for MONTHS now, I just didn't know how to say anything... I mean, you're a nurse, I'm your patient." "Oh, Ryan... you're so much more than that to me. You're my friend... I love you. I never wanted to hurt you... But, I can't tell you how fucking horny it makes me, having to come here every week and help you!" Mari replied, almost screaming at herself, through her tears. "Well, then... I think we have something to work with here," Ryan replied, as his mind began to reel with thoughts. "What do you mean?" Mari asked hesitantly, wiping her tears with her hand. "Well, look... you love me, and I love you, right?" "Yes..." "So, then, how about this..." Ryan began. "Let's make a deal... When you come over, I'll make sure I'm prepared, like I am now. And when we finish with the 'personal stuff'... bathing, and cleaning me out, we'll fool around. That way, you can say we're doing it as friends and lovers, not as nurse and patient." "That sounds wonderful, Ryan. But, let me think about it, okay? I still need to get over the shock of what I did today." Mari replied weakly "That's fine. But, what about my cleaning? I mean, I still need to be cleaned out. And, as you can see, I've made quite a mess of myself here... I'm going to need help cleaning up." "Okay....we can do that. Are you ready?," Mari replied, switching her professional nurse persona back into high gear. "Yeah, here... " Ryan replied, as he turned around onto his belly, and moved up onto his knees. "Maybe it'd be best if you took off your clothes, so you don't get messy?" he added, blatantly flirting now. "Um... yeah... okay... good idea!" Mari laughed, as she quickly stepped out of her white nursing pants, and button down cotton shirt, then quickly disposed of her bra. Climbing up onto the bed behind Ryan's spread legs, as he knelt on all fours, Mari reached for the latex glove and bedpan that lay beside them. "Tell me something... how much can you actually feel, Ryan? I never did bother to ask," Mari asked, in her most professional, yet oddly intimate voice. "I can feel quite a bit deep inside my rectum... hence what you saw, with me fucking my ass. But I can only feel motion of my bowels, when my cock and balls are played with. Nothing on the skin's surface." Ryan replied, shaking his ass in Marilyn's face. "So, if I were to shove my fingers up your ass... maybe even put my whole hand inside you, you'd like that, huh?" Mari inquired teasingly, as she slipped her gloved hand down between her own legs, to gather wetness to the latex, then place them to Ryan's tiny shit smeared hole. "Oooooohhhh, yeeeees," Ryan gasped, as he felt two of Mari's fingers slip into his rectum. "Here... hold this," Mari exclaimed, as she pushed the mirror up to Ryan. He took the mirror in his hands and positioned it so he could see himself, crouching on all 4's, his legs spread wide, as Mari's hand grasped hold of his cock and balls. Slowly, Mari mimicked the rhythmic movements, pulling, tugging, kneading Ryan's genitals in her hand, as she worked her fingers in and around the enormous log that lay in waiting inside Ryan's colon. "Hmmm... I see you've been eating well, Ryan. Your shit looks lovely. Nice, soft brown color. Looks like the shade of a Hershey bar," Mari whispered, as she dug her fingers deep into Ryan's bowels, slowly extracting more and more of the enormous shit. Slowly, one finger after another... 2... then 3... then 4 fingers. Finally, Mari was able to slip her thumb in, and with a soft grunt, forced her entire gloved hand into Ryan's ass. "Mmmm... Ooooohhhhhh... thank you... I've been trying to eat as well as I could," Ryan replied between moans and gasps. "But, it looks like you haven't been taking care of your little cock and balls, now have you, Ryan?," Mari replied sternly as she shoved her 4th finger HARD into Ryan's bowels. "Nooooo... I'm sorry... I Just... forgot... mmmmmmm," Ryan replied as the waves of orgasm began to set in. rocking his body in an intense explosion. "Well, We'll have to take care of that, now won't we? Roll over!" Mari barked, as she pulled her hand from Ryan's bowels, and dropped the full 9" log of shit into the bedpan. Ryan quickly rolled over. His face reddened, stained with sweat and tears, as he collapsed in an exhausted heap back onto his bed. He finally had what he always dreamed of. This story is part of White_Shadow's_Nasty_Stories. You may also want to visit: * Sexy_Top_100_Stories * Erotic_Top_100_Story_Sites