****** Obsessed by Obsessed4 ****** =============================================================================== Obsessed I am a white male, happily married, but with an insatiable urge to suck as many BLACK, horse-sized dicks as I can get my hands and mouth on. I have never been with a man, but have every intention of changing that. I am not the least bit interested in white guys, with the exception of my first cousin, whom I have fantasized about since I was 12 and he was 11. I would have liked to have married my cousin and lived in eternal "queer bliss" forever and envisioned the two of us spending our days and nights sucking, fucking countless numbers of huge, black dicks. I wanted our lives to be a never-ending, black and white queer orgy, in which our only goal was to ensure that the other was never without a black dick and a full belly...a belly full of thick, creamy goo from some black man's dick. My interest in black dick started when I was around 14. I had found a discarded Penthouse magazine and was particularly fascinated about a story involving a white chick sucking a nine inch black dick and describing the tip to base deep- throating technique she used to coax the goo out of the guy's huge balls. From that moment on, I have secretly wanted to experience the same thing and more. The next day, my cousin and I, were lying on my bed with full hard-ons. We had become increasingly interested in each other's dicks during the previous year and it looked like a matter of time until our incestuous, gay fantasies would become a reality. The sweat pants we were each wearing only emphasized the outline of our hard cocks. Butch had what appeared to be at least 8" of delicious dick begging for attention and his eyes were riveted to my 7 inches. After about 5 minutes of us eyeing each other's crotch, I thought of the story I had read and got out the magazine. I thought Butch would shoot off in his sweat pants as he was reading the magazine. He was seated on the edge of the bed with his legs spread as he read...I was still on the floor between his feet from having got the magazine from under the bed... God, how I wanted to go down on him at that moment...My heart was beating a mile a minute and my fear eventually got the better of me. I asked Butch what he thought of the story and was stunned when he looked down at the hard-on bulging against his sweatpants and said: "Just makes you want to suck it." Was music to my ears...dumbass me, just thought he was supposed to whip it out and offer it to me. I should have put my mouth on his crotch and went for it. I would be a lot happier man today if I would have done that. We had many more close/semi-close encounters over the years, but unfortunately, I have never had the pleasure of sucking my cousin's dick or rimming his sweet ass. As the years went by, my most intense fantasies always involved us teaming up to suck as many black cocks as possible. I would envision that we were wealthy and could commit ourselves completely to our never-ending search for the biggest, darkest cocks to be found. One constant scene involved our having about 20-25 black guys spending the weekend at our house, free to come and go as they pleased as long as they provided us with at least one load of cum. They could eat and drink all of the groceries in the house as long we got to swallow their cum, suck on and caress their horse-sized balls and lick their tasty assholes. I would picture myself in a hot 69 with Butch, making absolute love to his huge dick, while he was taking a 12"-14" black, horse dick up his ass. When the guy was ready to cum, I would come off of Butch's cock just in time for the black guy to start pumping his delicious, warm goo into mouth and over my dancing tongue before shoving his massive cock all the way down my happy throat. The fact that the guy's dick was covered in delicious, brown slime (almost gravy) from Butch's asshole made it one of the happiest moments of my life. Afterwards, I would rim Butch's asshole for as long as he desired...my tongue had found true happiness...licking my cousin's asshole, French-kissing his well-fucked asshole with the sphincter making a perfect seal with my lips as I ran my tongue in and out and all around my favorite place. I would be lost in queer, incestuous, interracial lust anticipating the delicious turd that I would have to patiently wait for now that it had been shoved over a foot back into his candy factory by the black, horse dick that had just finished with him. Afterwards, Butch and I, would instinctively fall into one another's arms and kiss deeply and passionately wanting to savor the tastes and smell of what each of had experienced. I loved when he would shove his tongue lovingly into my mouth and into my throat; trying to find traces of the huge load our black lover had given me. I never saw a black dick that Butch's throat or ass couldn't handle. God, my own cousin was the queer of my dreams. He was always so open, so relaxed...I remember walking into the house after being out for most of the day and finding Butch on the couch with a black, horse-sized cock at least 14" long and at least 3" in diameter shoved down his throat all the way to the balls and an equally huge cock shoved ALL the way up his ass. He was in heaven, his tongue snaking out to lick the heavy balls of the guy he was sucking and keeping his ass high in the air so that he got every inch of the horse dick in his ass. It was a beautiful sight. After the guy shot off in Butch's ass, I went over and tongued my dear cousin's asshole, while he squeezed the huge load onto my outstretched, eager tongue. I finished that treat just in time to make it around to the front at about the time the black stud's balls started contracting and I saw the pulse of his horse-sized cock in Butch's throat. Butch backed off the mighty cock until just the large, beautiful, ebony head was in his mouth so that I could watch his mouth being filled with cum...Butch didn't pass up the chance to look me directly in the eye (if he was trying to make me jealous he succeeded) as shot after shot of thick, creamy goo slid over his obscenely outstretched tongue and pooled at the opening to his throat. Butch's mouth was completely filled with thick, gooey cum when our lips met. I leaned back as his hands held my head close and the warm, delicious fluid filled my mouth. Our tongues were rejoicing. The look we shard after licking each other's lips clean, confirmed that path we had chosen in life was the right one. This was true love. Another scene that I can't get out of my mind involves Butch and I spending an entire weekend servicing any hung, dark-skinned black guy that needs to empty his balls. Butch and I have agreed that for the duration of the weekend, we are not allowed to swallow anything that does not come from a black man's body, with the exception of water. We welcome the opportunity to literally live on all the thick loads of cum and shit our bellies can hold. I picture Butch on his knees, leaning back as some horse-hung black guy holds Butch by the head and buries his cock down his throat. In order to ensure that Butch gets the biggest load of goo possible, I get behind the guy and suck his beautiful, pendulous balls as they bounce and slap Butch's forehead and cover his eyes and nose. After giving his balls considerable attention, I follow my nose to the delicious, musky smell of the black man's asshole just inches away. I can't resist letting my tongue dance lustfully around his sphincter getting it good and wet, before shoving my tongue lovingly up his sweaty asshole. As his orgasm nears, I can barely feel the tip of a large, well-shaped turd against my tongue. I continue my rimming with renewed vigor, allowing my tongue to wallow in the deliciousness of his asshole. Eventually, I am able to pry the end of the turd off with my tongue and savor its taste before swallowing it whole and going back for more. The guy is impressed with Butch's thoroughness and mine and promises to make us both happy. Butch is moaning like he is in love as the black stud continues to shove his bloated 14" cock down his throat. As Butch's expert cock sucking gets the guy closer to orgasm, his asshole relaxes and I am rewarded with a huge, delicious turd at least 12" long. The turd is beautiful. Nice and firm with several sections and plenty of brown asshole slime. I am attempting to deep- throat the turd hanging out of his asshole, when he pulls his horse-sized dick out of Butch's mouth and tells him to help me eat his shit. As the turd finally breaks free from our lover's asshole, Butch catches it in his hands and begins licking the 6" that has not yet made it's way into my mouth. After numerous moans of appreciation, Butch lifts the other end of the turd to his mouth and moves toward me until our lips meet. We lovingly search for each other's tongue underneath the delicious turd to find a fair breaking point for the intimate treasure we are enjoying. As we use our tongues to weaken the turd, we begin relaxing our throats to allow a welcome path all the way to our stomachs. Our black lover now shoves the lust-bloated head of his huge cock between our lips and begins pumping one of the biggest loads we have ever swallowed...8 or 9 shots of thick, creamy goo slide over the turd and into our mouths. His huge cock breaks the turd in half and Butch and I are lost in ecstasy as we enjoy the finest meal of our lives. No sooner than the cum-dipped turd hits our stomachs, we reach for the guys cock to lick the rest of the shit off the head of his dick...mmm. I realize that I am in love as my tongue swirls around his swollen cock head and I lick the shit out of his piss hole. As the guy pulls his delicious cock out of my mouth, Butch shoves his tongue down my throat and we enjoy the kinkiest, most incestuous, most soulful kiss of our lives.