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reflections on PLF from summer of '98....

..on growing up with zoophilia....

Leo was confiding with adult friends on the Web, alternately telling of his
most intense sexual feelings, and then apologising for being over-gushy. He was
very interested in what some of the PLF zoophile thinkers were saying about
'imprinting' as a component of sexual preference. Although PLF enabled a
remarkable airing of many wonderful 'First Time' and 'Delurking' stories on the
Web in the summer of '98, there still remained much to be learned of the
collective experience of 'growing up with Zoophilia'. One evening after work
Leo scratched his head and dozed on the bus, with a notepad in his lap.

Leo had experienced childhood dreams suggesting that he had been a woman who
had sex with big dogs, almost from the beginning of memory, and the dreams
would sometimes scare him, so that he was somewhat afraid of dogs as a young
kid. He was intimidated by the intense eros that went with them in dreams -
- his organs being touched deep inside and stimulated most tremendously. His
little-boy-kid's everyday conscious mind couldn't deal with the meaning of
these impressions, so he kept trying to keep from thinking about it, and stayed
away from the 'icky' dogs. His mother also seemed to try to keep him from
getting interested in dogs, sensing some kind of vulnerability -- apparently
both in Leo and herself. Leo also dreamed of BEING the dog himself, and the
taste, look, and feel of a beautiful, ecstatic woman partner -- something
remarkable and completely over and above his 'mundane daily childhood life' -
- was built into him from some ancient source. On the down side, there were
dreams of dismembering and feeding upon human carcasses, with remarkable
anatomical detail of internal organs shown. There were also persistent dreams
and fantasies of contact with larger animals, including horses, cows, bulls,
and even some mammals that are now 'extinct'; the horse impressions were by far
the most friendly and positive of the larger mammals. Bovine cows came off as
the most scary -- in dreams, they seemed sneaky, nosey, and sleazy. At the
county fair, he would cringe from the smell of cows during the long, long walks
with his parents down the many rows and rows of stalls that contained bovines,
and breathe a sigh of delight and relief when at last the family got into the
area where the equines were penned. One particularly frightening night was at
about age six, when he had a persistent vision of bejewelled and obviously
erotic (and huge!) female elephant being in the house, alluring him into some
kind of sex-play. She just would NOT go away.

And when he was six years old there was one awesome night quite like that
portrayed for the toddler-child protagonist in the motion-picture 'Close
Encounters', in which some alien influences brought all his pet stuffed animals
to life to involve him in some kind of playful conference, in which he became
the butt of their jokes. It culminated with an encounter with a very real
African gnu-calf, that somehow apported himself to Leo's bedroom, and stood his
ground even as Leo stood up out of bed in the dawn light and walked toward the
creature barking go-aways, showing fists, and making faces. The long face was
unfamiliar at the time, as Leo hadn't been to school to see any pictures of the
gnu yet. Leo was close enough to reach out and touch the creature -- the warm-
looking red-brown shag coat actually looked attractive -- but the gnu finally
mouthed some indistinct words, in a tone of disappointment, trying to speak as
a human, as he walked into the wall and vanished. Leo's animal visitors seemed
to take him to task about his cranky, bullying attitude toward his baby sister
Shari, whose sweet nature had totally and profoundly won the parents' hearts,
to the chagrin of the two older sibs, Kris and Leo. Leo had been slow to catch
onto the grim reality that a jealous, bullying attitude hurt the bully himself
much more than it could possibly hurt the others, however hurt they might
appear to be, and the Visitors seemed to want to help out on things. One night
Leo had a remarkable vision of six eagle-size luminous mourning doves (Love-
Doves?) that apported themselves to perch on the bars atop the cage around
little Shari's crib. They stood three on each side, alternately cooing to Shari
and each other, occasionally bowing down and pecking gently and dotingly at
Shari.

Was Leo's childhood really all that 'mundane' and ordinary?

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