****** Ruth Ann, My Beloved Cousin by Ella Jean Chadwicke ****** =============================================================================== Ruth Ann, My Beloved Cousin As I was laying out this story in my mind, I began thinking that it would be best to tell the reader that most of what I write is based partly on fact and partly on exaggeration of the facts. Other parts are what I wished had of happened when I was growing up. This story is told almost as it happened with the exception being that the names and places have been changed to protect the people I learned to care the most about. I have a lot of people that love me in spite of all my faults and human failings and the pure truth of the matter is, writing about them brings them back nearly as real as they were when I knew them. Little details pop into my mind as I write, and I find myself murmuring out loud, "Damn! I wish I could tell that but I can't!" It would be too much of a give-away and I would probably wind up in litigation or worse, wind up having my ass shot off. On the other hand, maybe they would enjoy reading my stories, 'if they knew it was me' and someday I might let them know. People are funny; you never know how they'll react. Chapter 1 Ruth Ann and I were chums from the time we were able to walk. When she came to my house or I went to her house, it was her and me that played together. Ruth's favorite game was serving tea in the tiny cups and saucers she had gotten for Christmas one year. She also had a little oven that used a light bulb to bake tiny cakes in and she got off on that too. Ruth had an older brother that was nothing more or less than a throbbing hard on. Tom was top heavy with testosterone from nearly the day he was born. He beat his meat more than anybody I knew. He would talk to me about his mother's tits and her ass and all the time he was talking he would be beating his meat. It got plum downright comical to see him jacking off all the time. When Ruth came around, she would watch him a minute and say, "Good Lord, he's at it again! Tom! Don't that hurt to be doing that all the time?" Tom would squint his eyes at her and just say, "Hell no it don't hurt, it feels gooooooddddd Ruthy!" I have no idea whether he ever fucked his mother or not, but if he had of, I wouldn't be a bit surprised. Ruth and I always went off by ourselves and as we got older, we played games such as basketball, softball, and soccer. Ruth was a pretty fair hand at softball and soccer. Chapter 2 One day Ruth and I had been kicking the soccer ball around and she decided she had had enough and plopped down under big maple tree to cool off. We were about 14 or 15 then I guess. There was about 2 months difference in our age and the best I can recall we were just a few months from getting our driver's licenses. She had plopped down on her tummy and as always I appreciated the sight of her ass and the way it was pear-shaped and kind of succulent looking. That day she had on cut-offs and a loose blouse with a tee shirt under it. Only an inch or two shorter than me, she had long legs and tiny feet. Her thighs were what I like to refer to as round, the muscles under the skin were visible when she was straining her legs, but the roundness and taper to her knees never changed. The backs of her knees weren't like most girls, hers were well covered and when she drew her knees up or walked or ran you couldn't really see the tendons under the skin. What I mean is, instead of being pronounced and the tendons standing out, hers were part of her thigh and calves. Anyway, I vividly recall looking at the backs of her thighs and knees when she said, "Matt, do you ever kiss girls?" I jerked a bit and started to ask her to repeat herself like I hadn't understood but stopped. I said, 'Yes sometimes." She then said, "What's it like?" I thought a minute and said, "Well, it's kinda hard to explain. Sometimes it's nice and sometimes it's like kissing your Aunt or mother." She didn't say anything for a little bit and then she rolled over and looked at me with those pale blue eyes and threw me a hard ball. "Have you ever wanted to kiss me?" I sat there kind of shocked and to myself I thought, "Boy oh Boy! How am I going to explain the truth to her?" I had learned a long time ago the truth worked best most of the time so I stuck with the truth. I said, "Well ER ah yes I have. But we're cousins so I figured it was wrong!" She brightened up and chirped, "REALLY! YOU HAVE?" I nodded my head yes. She got up and walked over to me and sat down beside me and said, "OK, Kiss me!" I reached over and gave her a peck on the cheek. She made a face and said, "I mean like you would a girl you liked a lot!" I looked at her and stood up and pulled her up and put my arms around her waist and gave her the best kiss I was capable of. We kissed for what seemed a long time then she pulled back and said, "Wow! That was nice! Do it again!" We locked lips together for several minutes and then I noticed she was rubbing her stomach against me. I started pushing back and my cock got iron stiff and my god I wanted her so bad! I started trying to back up a little to keep my cock away from her and the next thing I knew she was following and damned near humping my hard on. She said, "Where can we go that we won't be seen?" I thought a minute and replied, "How about the old barn?" She grabbed the soccer ball and away we went. Chapter 3 When we got to the barn, we checked to make sure we were alone and went inside. Ruth began removing her clothes. Off came the cut-offs and panties then she pulled her blouse and tee shirt over her head. I hurriedly got my clothes off and when Ruth saw my hard on said, "Oh Matt, you're so much bigger than Tom is down there." I would have liked to have made a smart-ass remark but the truth is, my eyes were glued on her pussy and breasts. Ruth's hair was so blonde it was almost white. Her pussy hair was nearly the same color only coarser. Do you remember the first time you had real sex? Ladies, the first time you had real, loving, sex with a hard cock inside you? Gentlemen, the first time you felt your cock inside the slick smooth, tight, feel of her pussy as you stroked inside that wonderful pussy? No one wanted it to ever end. When Ruth and I fucked the first time, it was as if I was fucking her ass, her thighs, her stomach, her lips, her eyes, her hands, fingers, calves, and toes. It was as if we had become one person, she held on to me tightly and moaned and ooohed and ahhhed as I stroked inside her pussy. When she lay down and spread her legs for me, I had no idea what I was going to feel. To me, her pussy was just an extension of my hand. The moment my cock head moved inside her pussy lips, it was such an intensely different feeling than I expected that my breath was taken away. As I put my arms under her to pull her to me, her breasts and stomach became the center of my existence. The feel of her thighs against my own was so intimately pleasurable as to be a feeling that I have never felt since or before. We looked into each other's eyes and she smiled with tears running down her cheeks said, "Oh Matt, Matty, I love you." My feeling of tenderness demanded that I tell her how much I loved and cared for her, "ohhhh Ruthy, you feel so good, I never knew it would feel this good. I love you Ruthy, I love you with all my heart." We lay quietly for a long time before we began moving; I felt the movements of her pussy walls as she lay quietly with me inside her. Years later, it would occur to me to wonder what happened to her hymen, but that day, I just put as much inside as she would allow and savored the supreme beauty of the inside of her body. As we lay there in the straw we had strewn about for our bed, she pulled me tighter and tighter and using her thighs, pulled me inside further and further until I was against her pelvic bone and could go no farther. Ruthy kissed and cuddled me, rubbing her stomach against my stomach and her breasts against my chest. I have often wished I had of told Ruthy how I had looked at her ass and legs. How my lips would get ticklish wanting to suck her nipples, How I wanted to just see her nude and standing on a pedestal that turned forever. That would have been enough. To look at her and then draw out my throbbing cock and stroke it as I looked at her until I came. As we lay there, my cock would throb and she would feel it and clinch her pussy muscles. We did it so long, she finally said, "Matt, my pussy hurts, can't you just lay still and quit jerking like that?" I kissed her. By then we had discovered our tongues inside the other's mouth and as I kissed her, I moved forward and she pressed against me. It felt so wonderful, I pressed forward again and she matched my movements. Slowly I backed farther out of her pussy and pushed it back in again. When I did, she pressed her pussy against me and moaned, "Oh Matt, that's it, do that some more, god that feels good!" Encouraged, I began rhythmically withdrawing then entering again and again. I finally realized if I withdrew it until only the head was inside, she would tremble and moan as I went back in. We reveled in each other's bodies as we began seriously fucking. When I would pull out, she would follow me back, when I went in, she would press against me and help me get it all the way in. We continued fucking for several more minutes and then Ruth moaned, "oh god, that feels so good Matt. Oh don't stop doing that. Keep moving in and out." As I watched her beautiful face, she threw back her head and grabbed my head and pulled it down to her breasts. I began sucking her nipples; alternating between them. It never occurred to either of us that we were fucking with absolutely no protection. All we cared about was the feeling of fucking each other. Ruth began shaking and trembling terribly. I was shaking and it felt as if my cock was part of her pussy. She licked her lips and moaned, "ohhhh god. It feels so good and it feels as if I need to play with myself." I started to reach down between us then thought better of it and put my hand under her butt and found my rock hard shaft where her pussy lips were fastened to it. I felt my cock and her pussy as I stroked in and out and suddenly she started pressing her pussy harder and harder against me. I couldn't back out; I was trapped inside her. She moaned and cried, "Oh Matt, press harder against my pussy, press harder, harder, harder!" She began trembling harder and suddenly stopped and arched her back as she shoved her pussy lips against my pubic bone. I felt a gush from her pussy covering my cock and she whispered and moaned, "oh I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, ohhhh it feels so good, it feels soooo goodddd, I love you Matt, I love you Matt!" Then she began to relax a little and as she did, I felt the rush of my semen beginning to come and I lost control, I jammed my pelvis against her and she made an "oh" with her lips and her eyes widened as she felt me cumming inside her. As I was cumming, the feel of my cock jerking and ejaculating inside set her off again and she begin trembling and shaking so hard I was almost scared. She ground her pelvis against me and pulled me tighter with her thighs. More liquid flowed from her pussy until she slumped back and relaxed her grip on my neck and legs. Ruthy and I fucked and made love all the way through high school. Sometimes, if it had been a while, I would just drop my pants and underwear and she would drop her panties and we would fuck standing up or just plain old fuck each other. Other times, we lingered and made love for hours. The week before I left for college, we spent three days together and made love in every way humanly possible. Neither of us ever used any kind of contraceptive or protection of any kind. When she got married, she got pregnant the first month and has three children now. I saw her alone a few years ago and she kissed me and said, "I miss you darling. You have no idea how much I miss you!" Me? I never married; no one could satisfy me like Ruth did; no one! End Echadwicke@hotmail.com I welcome email and comments both good and bad. This story is part of White_Shadow's_Nasty_Stories. 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