****** Jess's Decision by Flinders ****** =============================================================================== Jess's Decision The Beginning - June 1999 As usual, it was just another bitterly cold June morning in Corryong. Although bright and sunny by eight o'clock this Saturday morning remained freezing with thick frost glistened on all the outside fixtures. We had planned no activities so Jess was still in bed sleeping. The heater in the living room was just about to go off so I switched it to manual because we would home during the day. Accordingly the house was warm from the heater and now from the sunlight streaming through the front windows. I knelt down near the heater enjoying my coffee while not thinking about anything in particular. I had considered having a shower but this would surely wake Jess, so I decided to delay that activity until later. A sunny spot in front of the heater let me enjoy the warm air plus the sun striking my skin. When I brew our tea and coffee in the mornings I came directly from the bed undressed. Besides liking to be nude, weekend mornings allowed for this indulgence. It is my protest to the coldness of Corryong. It is both a safe and wimpy protest because Jess's house is surrounded on the street side with a full fence. I also knew that Jess always pees after waking and before venturing into the rest of the house. This gives me enough time to dash into the back bedroom before she finishes. The cats were all thrown out and the place was very warm and quiet. As I knelt with my back against the heater its hot air blew over the soles of my feet. It then moved under my bum, between my thighs and up along my crotch making my balls feel comfortably warm. My penis swelled from the warm sensation. As I sipped my coffee these sensations made me feel a strong desire to re-start my masturbating fantasy in bed from earlier in the morning. I put the coffee mug aside on the carpet where I would not spill it and began to stroke my erection. I quickly developed a comfortable plateau that let me balance between horny subsidence and anxious ejaculations. I kept my orgasm in a state of suspension. I accomplished this feat so I could control the flow and volume of my ejaculations. My sperm's release could then be made into slow, sensuous and discrete spurts. This way I'm able to draw out the feelings of my orgasms for several minutes. This skill allows me to catch each small emission, one spurt at a time, so I can transfer them to my mouth. I have always loved the taste and odour of my sperm. I assume that I would like other male's sperm as well. Yet, with the exception of a couple of family pets, which my sister Bonnie would fuck and then I would eat her out, my sperm was the only human sperm I had tasted. Having squatted down into a relaxed position I faded into my favourite and most enjoyable fantasy. I was becoming completely self-absorbed while I drifted away from reality. I was imagining that I was giving head to Jess after previously fucking her full of sperm. The thought of sucking off Jess and tasting her creams mixed with my sperm always wrecked my mind. It was the best possible sexual expression I could imagine. Slowly I proceeded with my orgasm sucking my fingers whenever a small stream of sperm seeped out. I subconsciously heard myself moaning Jess's name. I was obviously lost to any sense of time or place when I was shocked back into reality after hearing Jess answer "Yes." Opening my eyes I saw Jess standing in the kitchen doorway watching me masturbate. The shock immediately made me ejaculate the rest of my sperm, flooding my hand plus spilling some onto the carpet below. Our eye contact never broke for some moments. Jess then said in a soft voice, "It seems like you're enjoying yourself." I couldn't answer for a few seconds then made an apology for my indiscretion. Jess didn't say anything immediately then asked, "Why were you calling my name?" I decided I needed to come clean. That meant being very honest with Jess by not leaving any question unanswered about what I was thinking about. Kneeling back on my feet and looking directly at her, I told her, "I was fantasying about giving you head after earlier ejaculating inside you." Nothing, no anger, remarks or movement happened. "Do you normally fantasise about me?" she asked. "Always, I fuck you each morning when I get up and each evening when I go to bed. Many times I even fuck you during the day if the opportunity arises," I admitted candidly. "How long have we done this?" she continued. Realising my sperm was getting cold; I began licking it off my hand. Jess watched. As I was fumbling to lick all my remaining sperm off my hand I said, "Sorry, but when the sperm is inside you, it stays warm and tasty, but when its left to cool it loses its taste." I tried to explain my action as earnestly as possible. Once I was sure that I recovered it all I said, "We have been lovers since Hawaii." "Do we fuck often?" she asked. "Every day," I replied. "Do you always drink your cum, you know, suck me off after we fuck?" she continued. "Always, except for those times when I'm trying to impregnate you," I responded. "We make babies too?" she inquired. "Yes, we have two babies so far," I told her. Her questions ceased for the moment. Not knowing what more to say I got up to shower. I said, "I'm sorry for upsetting you, but I need to be fully honest with you. I'm much too afraid of you to leave things unsaid or misunderstood." Jess replied, "You didn't upset me but I do need time to think about what you said." I told her that I would fix her tea then take a shower. She said, "That's fine." It was 08:35 and I found that I had become very sticky and a bit chilly. The shower felt good. Having told Jess about my erotic love for her, my lust now began to excite me further. It excited me so much that I was soon fully erect once again. I decided to orgasm again and started to comfortably beat off. But after a few minutes I decided to change my mind. I always waste the sperm down the drain because the soap makes the proteins in semen congeal and taste terrible. I got out of the shower, dried off and made my way back towards the bedroom still erect and feeling incredibly horny. I put on my sweat pants and jumper and ventured towards the kitchen. As I passed Jess's room I heard telltale soft moaning. I stopped to listen to her hopefully having her orgasm. I was surprised to hear Jess's moaning words making me listen harder. I was right, Jess was moaning, "Please - fuck me. Make a baby in me." She continued for sometime until she was gasping and groaning. Then she was quiet. A minute later I heard her stir so I quickly made my way to the kitchen so she was unaware of my voyeurism. I heard her door open and then the shower start. About 15 minutes later she walked into the kitchen dressed in her robe asking for her second mug of tea. I was so absorbed by thinking about her masturbation episode that she needed a second and third attempt to get my attention. I got up to make tea as she lent against the kitchen cabinet watching. I handed her the tea and asked about breakfast. She said that she wanted to get the shopping done early and she would have something at the shops. Twenty minutes later we were parking the car. Buying only the normal stuff we completed the shopping in only twenty-five minutes. As we walked back to the car Jess said that she needed to stop at the chemists. I bought the newspapers then followed her in the shop. The attendant asked Jess if she could help and Jess asked to see the chemist. The way they talked it was apparent Jess knew her. As I stood waiting I heard Jess ask the chemist, "If I stop taking Ovaium now, how long will it take for me to become fertile." The chemist stated, "Almost immediately, but it might take a cycle or two before your reproductive system is fully functional." "There is nothing special I have to do?" she probed. "No. If you going to conceive it could happen the moment you ovulate," the chemist replied. "How quickly do you want to be fertile?" she added. "Now, immediately if not sooner!" Jess and the chemist laughed. "But if you want to trigger ovulation you can take a pill which helps get your ovaries to activate several ova at once. It works with woman who have been on the pill for quite awhile or those women who want to have several ova to harvest when trying for invertro-fertilisation. But be well aware, using this pill without some birth control will likely get you to have multiple conceptions. Be aware of that," she finished. "Is a doctor's prescription needed?" asked Jess. "Yes, but this treatment is seen as a women's choice issue so there should be no problem getting it. You might get some lecture of sex though" she replied. I was spellbound by what was happening. Jess came over to me and said, "I need to go to the clinic for a minute can you wait?" I said, "Of course I can wait, it's fine." Jess turned and walked across the Mall to the clinic while I began loading the shopping into the car. I waited there and in an hour she was back saying the clinic was always busy on Saturday mornings but she was finished. We drove home with no talk except the polite chatter while packing away the shopping. Jess disappeared into her room soon after returning several minutes later again dresses in her robe. She busied about making some breakfast. But this changed into lunch because we hadn't eaten anything since leaving to go shopping. Once finished Jess brought out her daily tablets and pointedly removed her birth control tablets while exchanging them with the new fertility pills. She opened the packet and took one along with her other vitamins and fresh orange juice. She looked up at me for minute and asked, "How long does it take men to replenish their sperm count after coming?" I said, "I think it depends on the man." "Say you're the man, how long will it be before you can come with as much sperm as you did this morning?" she continued. "I think I can probably do that now," I replied. "Good, then there is no physical obstacle," she said. She spoke with determination as if she was now on some sort of quest. Finally Jess said, "Dad, how would you like to have your fantasy come true?" I said stupidly asked, "which one?" "Let's start with the one where you fuck me then give me head for the rest of the day," she replied. "I'd love to," I gasped back. I was absolutely overjoyed with Jess's invitation. I wanted so badly to become her lover. To finally be allowed to suck off her sperm filled pussy was the best offer I had been ever given. "How about my other fantasy?" I slyly followed. "Which is...?" she as slyly asked. "You know, to impregnate you," I told her. Jess quickly replied, "If you think you can do it, I'm ready." The Middle We looked at each other as if measuring up the situation for one last time. I felt my penis swell and push against the bottom of the table. I was dripping semen at a great rate. It was cool running down the inside my pants. Jess stood up, turned away and dropped her robe off her shoulders. She placed it on her chair. She then turned looking straight at me, "Do you want me?" she asked. "Yes, more than anything," I shot back. I think I had lead in my feet because I could not move. To break the trance I stood up and removed my jumper and then lowered my pants. Stepping out of them allowed me to regain my mobility again. Jess was a fantastic sight. Her breasts were full and succulent. Her nipples were erect which was different from the last time I remember seeing them. Jess's nipples were normally invaginated so that her breasts always appeared soft and smooth. She had a narrow waist that immediately flared out into extremely broad hips that then tapered down into strong powerful thighs; surely thighs that make men melt. Her soft belly had a crease just above her shaven mons that made it stand out prominently between her thighs. But what were most beautiful were her turgid inner lips as they protruded from between the folds of her pussy. They were shinny in a deeper shade of pink. Fully distended they allowed her vagina to remained open. These became the fulcrum of her body. Seeing that I was impressed, she bent forward and looked down. Then lowering her hands she carefully pulled her vulva open to show me her vagina. "Do you like it?" she asked. "More than you can imagine. I have always loved it. It is my most precious image," I told her. She let go of her vulva and walked around the kitchen table. Grabbing my penis she pulled me towards the living room. She released me and then went around the room opening all the drapes so the room was flooded with light. I was excited to know that Jess did not want to make love in the shadows. Instead, she wanted anyone else, especially those who might be going by the front of the house, an opportunity to see and enjoy our fuck. She collected her green bean bag chair from the corner of the room and placed it near the window in full view of the road. She fluffed it up than dropped it on the carpet. She then turned towards me and sat down. She sat back so her shoulders rested on the carpet while her pelvis remained elevated on the beam bag. Her knees were brought up and her thighs were allowed to fall to the side. She spread her thighs wide enough for her labia to slowly fall open. It was an incredible invitation. "Dad, I'm nervous and anxious about this. So it is very important that you cum inside me really quickly. I need to know that you are serious about being my lover," she stated in a clear firm voice. I was a bit taken back and quickly realised that Jess was taking me on trust. I was initially unable to understand this position because I was looking at the situation from within myself and not from the exterior as other see me. So I said, "Jess, only do this if you think it is right. Please don't do it if you think it is wrong," I answered. There was a pause then understanding my near-sightedness she said, "Dad, right now I think it is wrong but I trust you and I besides, I want it to happen. I think once you put your sperm inside me the taboo will be broken and then I will feel and know that I'm doing the right thing. Do you understand?" she explained. "You see Dad, I'm not only becoming my father's lover but I'm also trying to become the mother of his baby. I want the first now and the second as it comes. This acceptance is a real big deal to me. It must be right because I'm actually more excited than I have been in a long while," she followed. "Now come on, fuck your daughter. I know you can do it," she teased. I knelt down between Jess' thighs and bent over until my penis rested comfortably between her labia. "Are you sure?" I asked. "Yes, I'm very sure" she replied. "Are you ready?" I asked again. "Stop talking, you are making me nervous. Hurry up fuck me already," she said in exasperation. I lent over further letting my penis ease into Jess's vagina until our pubic bones were squashed together. "That feels so nice," she said as I began rocking back and forth realising that I was inside Jess and this time she had actually invited me. I knew that I was going to ejaculate within seconds. Sure enough, within only a few minutes I closed my eyes and was ready to ejaculate. "Open your eyes and look at me," she commanded. I looked her straight in the eye as I felt my sperm released inside her. Hopefully the release was close to the end her vagina so that most of the sperm had a good chance of swimming up through her cervix. As I watched Jess, her eyes filled with tears and she began to weep. Big tears were running down her cheeks, "Dad, I can feel your sperm going inside me. It feels really good. I really like knowing that I might become impregnated right now. I think, no I'm sure, that I can pull this off," she moaned. Jess vagina milked my penis with determination. I felt my strength quickly draining into Jess's body. I realised that this was the most erotic experience I had ever experienced. It was wonderful both physically and emotionally. "Why didn't we do this sooner? I have wanted to be your lover for so long. All that time we have wasted in not doing this sooner," I moaned. "It is so simple and it is so easy and it is so delightfully naughty - it is great. It means that I don't need to sleep alone anymore," she gasped. At first I was frightened that I had finally done the wrong thing but quickly I realised that Jess was happy and not regretful. "Dad, can you lift up my legs and place them on your shoulders. I was told that this is the best position if I want the sperm to get into my uterus." I did as she asked becoming very excited by how seriously Jess was taking the mission to make us a baby. Yes, I thought, we were going to make a baby. The word baby was so much better than just calling it the child. Calling it a child makes it sound like we thought of our offspring as a fruit or something. Baby was the right term. "Roll forward so my hips are more upright," she requested. I pushed up from my knees until Jess vagina was nearly vertical. "What are you thinking?" she asked. "I'm thinking about how happy I am. Also how good it is knowing that you really want me," I answered. "Ah, that sounds so sad. What are you going to think when I suck you out and treat your sperm just like any other food? You do know that I plan to drink a lot from you. You do realise that lovers are supposed to nourish each another, don't you?" she asked. I only nodded agreement. After ten minutes of warm quiet feelings she said, "Ok, I'm dripping so you can suck me off now and nourish yourself. Try sucking me so hard that you make me sore. So sore that I can feel it when walk. But be sure to kiss some sperm into me before you completely empty me, I need to be kissed and have some nourishment as well," she requested. I lifted myself off her but kept her in the same position asking her to lower her legs against her breast. I bent over and kissed her vagina tasting both her creams and my sperm. Our cums tasted great. It is the nicest and most pleasurable thing I can imagine doing. I dedicated the next hour to consuming our creams. "Dad, this is the best head I have ever had. Now let me give you some because I need to move, my back is stiff." I collapsed on the carpet so that Jess could crawl over me and straddle me. Facing my feet she was bending down to suck me. I grabbed a bit of the beanbag and jammed it under my head so that I could reach Jess and lap on Jess's anus. "That feel nice. Do you bugger women too?" she asked. I simply moaned yes. "Great, that means I can get fucked even when I am eight to nine months along, Good Ah?" Her enthusiasm was marvelous. I simply moaned again. I could not believe how wonderful our decision and now commitment felt. I became frightened that it was going to end. Minutes later Jess raised her head and looked back saying, "I want to drink your cum so don't pull away until I have it all, I need the nourishment remember? - Ok?" I allowed her to bring me along until I could not hold it any longer and said, "Are you ready to be nourished?" "Too right," was the reply as I released, no really, Jess simply pulled the sperm out of me. It was done with such force that I realised that I was not as physically fit enough. I needed regain fitness if I was going to offer unlimited service to Jess. Jess sucked me until I clearly felt empty. "That was yummy. I think I will take nourishment every day, Ok? What do you think?" she stated with some satisfaction. "I'll certainly will need to start taking vitamins" was my only reply. That afternoon Jess and I lazed about the house getting used to the new environment that now offered new personal warmth with shared sensualness, great excitement and relaxed comfort. I could not keep from touching her. We talked about all the things we wanted to try and the experimentation we were anticipating. We found out that both of us were really rather "kinky" in the nicest way. That exhibitionism was a real turn on and it was something we wanted to try out at the appropriate time. We also found that we were both fascinated by the erotic feeling we get from peeing. I told her about the enjoyment I get from having my prostrate massaged from inside through my urethra. Jess informed me that she too introduced things into her pee hole to help her get more forceful orgasms. It was like the world was opening up to all my physical and emotional desires. We found that both of us were so excited that we were excessively and constantly creaming. We found that giving each other head was a great release and a wonderful way to spend our time exploring our deepest desires. To cerebrate we decided that we would like to try having sex in a spot that was open to spectators. I thought it was a great idea and was trying to think about where to try when Jess said, "Lets do it on the porch right now. The sun is out and it's warm enough." Without any hesitation she grabbed my hand and pulled me out the sliding doors. Jess quickly laid back with her bum slightly extended over the top porch step. She opened her knees pulling them down along her sides with her hands so they were flattened against the step. "I'm open, so put your penis in me," she said. I knelt down on the steps below and lent forward like before. Jess grabbed my penis and guided it into her. The union was smooth and very comfortable. "I want to go really slow so it takes a long time," I moaned. Jess said nothing and slowly began fucking me. "Dad, how was I conceived?" she asked in a halted statement. "You were conceived on 8 January 1971 at about 2:30 in a beautiful Labuan afternoon. I think you were conceived quickly because of how we were fucking. Mom was on her back with her knees looped over my shoulders, just like we did this morning. That meant the ejaculation went straight into her cervix because it was stretched open. That meant that the majority of my sperm went right into her uterus." "I know, just like we did this morning," Jess parroted. "It was a nice and long afternoon fuck, I remember it well," I continued. "I know - it was just like we did this morning. Funny thing isn't it" Jess laughed. "We didn't get up or wash so I suspect that you were already conceived by 3:00 o'clock that afternoon. Then exactly 265 days and several hours later, right on the date Dr Lucy Chong picked, you popped out just perfect," I explained. Jess quickly lifted her knees up over my shoulders saying, "Is this the right way to do it?" "Yes," was my response. "Well it's almost three now so you better get started otherwise we will be late," Jess prodded. This story is part of White_Shadow's_Nasty_Stories. You may also want to visit: * Erotic_Top_100_Story_Sites * Sexy_Top_100_Stories