****** Emma's Secret Need by Judge Atland and Ella Jean Chadwicke ****** =============================================================================== Emma's Secret Need Chapter 1 Emma watched her uncle swing the ax as he split wood for the cook stove. Muscular and precise as he worked, the muscles in his arms bulged each time he raised the heavy double-bitted ax above his head. Aunt Jean had passed away a few months ago and Uncle Cary had lost interest in about everything for a time, but now he seemed to be coming back and even joked about Jean just last evening. Emma's parents had been killed in an automobile wreck when she was about three. Since Jean and Cary had been her only surviving relatives, they had petitioned the courts to become her guardians. Now that Jean was gone, it left only her and Uncle Cary to carry on alone. Cary was her mother's brother. The family resemblance was remarkable. Although Mary Catherine and her brother were five years apart; they looked enough alike to be twins. Emma barely remembered her mother Mary, she missed the times she did recall such as her mother baking and preparing family meals. Now meal preparation and baking was left to Emma. Uncle Cary seemed satisfied though and that was all that really mattered. "I'm feeling kind of poorly tonight Emma," Cary said as he picked at his food. "I'm going to hit the sack early tonight. I'll see you in the morning," he said rising to stand. Emma looked at him and saw he looked flushed. "OK Uncle Cary, I'll clean the table and fix you something later if you feel hungry," she said as she looked carefully at him. Thinking a moment, she asked, "Do you have the flu you think?" Shaking his head, he replied, "No I don't think so. I just feel really tired and washed out." Smiling briefly, he said, "Now don't you fret, I'll be OK, probably just need a good night's sleep." Emma finished clearing the table and fed the dogs before she sat down to read by lamplight until bedtime. Living in the country and doing without electricity and running water had its drawbacks, but the advantages were good too. Horseback riding, gardening, and preserving your own food provided nourishment that didn't have pesticides, herbicides and other chemical agents to worry about. She and Cary were healthy and illness was unusual enough to warrant concern. However, Emma didn't think her uncle was sick enough to worry about just yet. Cary Nordstrom lay down on his feather bed and closed his eyes. Suddenly, visions of combat leapt unbidden and he steeled himself as he fought the sickening effects of delayed stress syndrome. It had been happening more and more often since Jean had died. The horrors of combat and the conviction that big governments were inherently wrong had prompted him and his wife to give up the niceties of civilization and retreat to the mountains. Now that she was gone, he had very little to look forward too. Chapter 2 Emma lay down in the quiet save for the distant hooting of an owl and crickets serenading her. The evening was cool as she snuggled deeper into the feather bed and pulled the down-filled comforter close around her neck. As she lay drifting between wakefulness and sleep, she suddenly sat upright then left her bed to go to her Uncle's room. Opening the door, she saw her uncle lying uncovered and listened briefly as he moaned. Hurrying to his side, she put her hand on his forehead to feel for temperature. Although he was sweating profusely, he was cool to the touch. "Uncle Cary?" she asked in alarm. "Are you all right?" Cary didn't respond. Leaning forward to kiss his forehead, she felt his hand grasp her upper arm as he pulled her to him. Emma sailed over her uncle to land softly between him and the wall. Lying as still as she could, she felt his hand began tracing from her shoulder to her hip. "Uncle Cary! Uncle Cary!" Emma cried as he continued caressing her. He paid her no heed and continued on downward to find the hem of her nightgown. Pulling it up to expose her naked thighs, she felt him begin probing between them as his hand moved higher to find her soft bushy thatch at the apex. Suddenly, his hand darted deeper inside her thighs and stopped to cup then insert his index finger inside her virgin quim. Emma fought with every ounce of strength she possessed to stop him. Pleading, she cried, "Uncle Cary Stop it! Please stop it! This is Emma Uncle Cary, please don't hurt me, please stop!" Pushing her nightgown still further up her body, he sought her breasts and squeezed them between thumb and forefinger as he pressed deeper inside her with his finger. Emma froze when she felt him raise himself to draw her under his body. Emma cried as she felt his manhood press against her virginal lips then in a single thrust he entered her. Searing pain flooded her senses as he began thrusting in and out of her pussy. Emma prayed and cried as he fucked her in and out. After a few moments, she began to feel a sensation she had never felt in all her thirteen years. She had rubbed herself at different times when she was alone and this felt something like it, but as her uncle fucked in and out of her, the sensation began to build and she found herself bucking against him as he thrust deeper and deeper inside her. Putting her arms around his shoulders, she found she could maximize the sensation by meeting him on the downward plunges. Soon a tingling began to emanate from her pussy up into her abdomen and down into her thighs. A quickening unlike anything she had ever experienced began to overtake her as she fucked back as hard as her uncle thrust inside her. Suddenly, the power and strength of her orgasm claimed her senses and she abandoned herself to her uncle's hard throbbing cock. Holding her pussy against him as he thrust, she felt an impossible swelling of his cock as he prepared to shoot deep inside her. Of course Emma had no way of knowing what was happening, but she felt him lengthen and swell just seconds before he impaled her to freeze against the lips of her pussy and shoot his incestuous cum deep inside her. Cary rose up and fell to lie semi-comatose beside Emma after he had finished. Emma lay breathless and panting but realized he had no idea what he had done. "He must be really sick!" she thought to herself. Carefully, she crept from his bed to return to her own and lay sleeplessly for more than an hour before she could relax enough to sleep. Chapter 3 Emma awoke to the smell of bacon cooking and the aroma of coffee. She put on her clothing and went timidly into the kitchen to see Cary working at the stove as he prepared breakfast. Sensing her presence, he turned and smiled brightly at her and said, "Good morning Emma! I'm starved, How about you?" he asked as he smiled at her. Emma looked at him a moment then replied, "Uhh, well I'm hungry too. Did you sleep well?" she asked. "Yes I did, very well as a matter of fact. I had some pretty strange dreams but I feel a lot better today!" he finished brightly. 'Oh really?" she replied. "What did you dream about?" she asked. Laughing, he said, "Oh just silly things. Nothing of any interest really. I guess I was just tired out and I've been working too hard lately." He finished. Emma looked at him thoughtfully as he continued to prepare breakfast. Turning to set the plates of eggs and bacon on the table, he looked at Emma and asked, "What?" ' Emma blushed and answered, "Oh nothing! Just wondering what you dreamed about is all!" Laughing again, he brushed off her question and sat down to eat. For the first time, Emma looked at her uncle as a man. He was handsome with black, wavy hair, piercing blue eyes, and a strong chin. Cary glanced up at Emma and noticed the look in her eyes he hadn't noticed before. It was almost as if she was... "Wait a minute!" he thought. "She is looking at me like Jean used too. Almost as if she were in love with me or something!" he shook his head to clear it and suddenly, he and Emma began laughing out loud at their private thoughts. Both of them ate heartily and cleared the table to prepare for the day's work. Today was harvest day of the exotic mushrooms they grew in the caves behind their home. Various kinds of mushrooms such as morel, portobella, oyster, and especially the shiitake provided a very lucrative income. Descending into the chain of caves, the gloom was dispelled by the bright lantern he carried. A portable generator provided power for most of the lighting, however, it was necessary to carry a bright flashlight or lantern to go from cavern to cavern. Silently he and Emma harvested the fruit according to the orders they had received. Emma appreciated the time she spent alone for it gave her time to think about what happened during the night and to find a reason that she could understand. It required one pound of mushrooms to make 1 ounce of dried mushrooms. These were dried in dehydrators slowly to allow the flavor and aroma to remain with the desiccated flesh before shipment. At ten dollars for four ounces of Shiitake and thirty-five dollars per pound of Morels, nearly five hundred percent profit was realized in the family enterprise. Emma's pulse began racing as she relived the experience with her uncle. Being a virgin, she hadn't realized that sex could have such a powerful effect on the way she felt about Uncle Cary. Now she had to admit that rather than try to forget what happened as he apparently had no recollection of it, she wanted to experience it again and feel him making love to her. Even now she felt a moistness inside that she had never noticed before. Chapter 4 The day's work done, the pair returned to the house to prepare for dinner. Silently each went his or her own way to complete the task at hand. Several times, Cary noticed Emma looking at him in a way that could almost be described as a stare. As many times he had started to ask her what she was thinking but decided against it to wait until she was ready to discuss whatever it was that seemed to be on her mind. Little did he know that a storm brewed inside her breast that would cause much anguish in the days to come? After sunset, the two sat quietly reading. Sometimes Emma would turn on the battery powered radio and listen for a while but tonight she was comfortable with just reading although she spent most of the time thinking of her uncle in a decidedly unniecely fashion. Cary's voice finally got her attention, "Emma honey! Would you like something to drink?" he was asking. Seeming to swim upward from the depths of her consciousness, Emma replied, "No thanks, I think I'll just go on to bed. I'll see you in the morning." She finished in almost in a whisper. Emma got up to go to her bedroom but instead turned to walk to Cary and as she bent over, whispered, "I love you Cary!" Cary turned to look at her at that moment and realized she was just a fraction of an inch from his face. As he turned, Emma moved the short distance and kissed him tenderly on the lips. Her touch was electric to him. The softness of her lips and tenderness of her kiss caused stirrings he hadn't felt since Jean had passed away. The dream he had last night came flooding in on him and caused him to blush. "Lord have mercy!" he thought to himself, "How can I be thinking and dreaming these things about a thirteen year old girl who just happens to be my niece?" he asked himself. Emma noticed his reaction and saw his cock leap in his trousers. She smiled inwardly and a plan began to form in her mind as she stood up to leave for her bedroom. Chapter 5 Emma lay sleeplessly for what seemed like hours as she thought about her uncle and what they had done. She knew enough to understand that sex could result in pregnancy when unprotected. Silently, she considered just coming to the point with him and telling him what happened. Still, she felt reluctant to hurt him and wasn't sure if he would reject her once he learned of his actions. Finally, she realized that she needed him more than he probably needed her and decided to go into his room and tell him what was on her mind. Rising from her bed, she tiptoed into the living room to discover her uncle asleep in his chair just as she had left him just two hours ago. As she walked up on him, she noticed he had an erection and the sight of it excited her enough to make her nervous and she began trembling. Carefully, Emma leaned forward and gently shook Cary's shoulder. He stirred then opened his eyes to look at her. "What?" he mumbled as he straightened up in his chair. Emma began telling him in a rush what was on her mind and watched to see his reaction as she spoke. Cary closed his eyes and Emma noticed a tear poised on the lid of right eye. He had listened silently as she had spoken, not interrupting or asking questions but remaining silent, digesting her words with no expression to give her any indication of how he was taking this. Finally, Emma said, "I know you knew nothing of what you were doing. I know it was wrong of me to not try harder to awaken you. But if enjoying it was wrong, then I'm wrong. I can't help that!" she finished with a sob. Cary drew the child to his lap and held her tightly for several moments. Emma was astonished to feel him begin sobbing piteously. Tears began flowing down his cheeks to drench her shoulder and then the awful truth of what had happened began to become clear to her. "He's ashamed of me!" she thought. "Oh my god! He's ashamed of me and himself and I've ruined everything by forcing the issue with him!" In all her young life, Emma had never known the despair of those moments. 'Wisdom brings Sorrow' became real to her young mind. Standing beside her uncle, Emma felt lost and hopeless as she turned to leave for her bedroom. Cary watched as she walked away and a slight desire to be dead with his beloved wife overcame his senses. Cary aged rapidly in those few moments as Emma spoke and told him of her desire for him. The picture in his mind's eye of what he had done sickened him and shamed him remorselessly. He was unable to fathom how he had been able to rape his beloved niece and not have any recollection of it. It had been a dream. A vicarious thrill in a sensational dream that gave him pleasures. The reality was terrible in his mind and tore at his heart without respite. Chapter 6 The next few days were unspeakably horrible to them both. Neither speaking or looking at each other, both continued on with the work and chores they were accustomed too. Emma didn't know what to say and Cary was unable to bring himself to speak of it. Several days went by before something happened that would forever change Emma's and her uncle's relationship with each other. Emma had gone alone into the caverns to harvest mushrooms while her uncle had gone to town for supplies. Working alone in the cool quiet of the caves, she began to feel better about everything. No particular reason for feeling as she did, just felt better about it. Passing into the cavern farthest away from the entrance, Emma played her light over the Shiitake mushrooms as She decided which of the fruits were ripest for harvest. Suddenly, from out of the darkness a large, black king snake rose to challenge her. Emma suppressed a scream but stepped backwards to put some distance between herself and the reptile. As She did, a large stone on the floor of the cavern caused her to turn her ankle with a sickening snap. Emma felt herself falling backwards and then darkness enveloped her as unconsciousness claimed her. Cary arrived home from his errands and saw that Emma had evidently gone on alone to the caverns to harvest mushrooms. Picking up a large flashlight, he proceeded to make his way to the opening of the first room. "Emma! Emma!" he called in a loud voice but got no response. Thinking to himself, "Humm? She must be in the back cave gathering Shiitake." He thought. Moving silently, he made his way to where he thought Emma would be before calling her name. "Emma?" he called loudly, "Are you there?" he asked Sensing things were not right, he proceeded inside the cavern to find Emma unconscious as She had fallen. Quickly he assessed the situation and saw her slipper had slipped off her left foot. The ankle was swollen and beginning to show signs of bruising. Cary stooped to lift her in his arms and carry her outside where he could see with the aid of a lantern. Emma remained somnambulant and only moaned as he carried her. The past few days and the difficulties they had dealt with came rushing into his heart as he moved swiftly towards the cavern entrance. Chapter 7 Emma lay on a bed of pine boughs he had gathered for her to rest on. Further investigation revealed a large goose egg sized knot on the left anterior side of her head just an inch or less in line with her ear. Cary wet a cloth with clean water and began cleaning the wound as he searched through the first aid kit they kept handy inside the cave entrance. Finally he found the smelling salts and broke open the vial to pass it under her nose. Emma awoke coughing and trying to get away from the stench of the smelling salts. Finally She looked at her uncle and became aware of the pain in her ankle.. Each clung to the other as She sobbed from the pain. Cary once again picked her up and started home. As he walked a thousand things passed through his mind. Most of which were thoughts of what She had said that night. He realized that although he considered it a mortal sin, he needed her as badly as she needed him. Cary made it to the house in record time considering the weight of the thirteen year old girl in his arms. Laying her gently on her bed, he sat beside her and gently kissed her lips as She sobbed quietly. Rising, he looked at her for a moment and realized She was very mature for her years. It wasn't much of a surprise to him, just a revelation that had been in the back of his mind although it hadn't been important before. Now it was of abiding concern and importance to him. Preparing two first aid cyrobags by first crushing the chemical vials inside. By the time he returned to place them on her injured ankle, he noticed his cock getting hard as he thought of her. Emma also noticed her uncle's obvious sexual excitement and responded almost instantly inside as her tight quim began flowing. Breathlessly, She felt him begin removing her shorts and panties and helping her to sit up as he removed her tee shirt. Emma's small breasts tipped by large areola and hardening nipples, began to feel feverish as he caressed and then kissed them pausing only a moment to suckle each of them in turn. Standing erect, he began removing his own clothing as he gazed at Emma. Emma gasped as his hard cock bounced into view as he removed his briefs. Tenderly, he lay down beside Emma to kiss her lips and thrust his tongue inside. Emma's heart raced as She tentatively returned with her searching tongue inside his lips. Cary picked Emma up and held her in his arms as her legs instinctively wound themselves around his waist. Reaching below her hip, he grasped his throbbing cock to guide it to the portal of her pussy. Her pussy lips felt swollen and hot as She felt his large cockhead move slowly past them. She had completely forgotten her aching ankle. Nothing existed except his hard cock as he gently worked it inside before it came to rest against her tiny cervix. Neither of the two had spoken until Cary said, "Ohhh honey! It feels so good to be inside you. Am I hurting you sweetheart?" he asked tenderly. "OH NO! It feels wonderful for you to be inside me!" Emma said breathlessly. Then Cary began slowly thrusting in and out as he fucked her. How remarkably it seemed to be as he had dreamed many times since Jean's death. Fucking his niece had become an obsession and now it was a reality. Chapter 8 The two fucked for more than an hour. Emma had cum so many times She was exhausted but continued struggling to fuck as long as he wanted. Finally he tensed and began to withdraw from her glove soft pussy sheath. "NO NO!" She cried. "Cum inside me Cary, don't take it out, I want to cum when you do!" she begged. Emma looked into the love in her uncle's eyes as he pressed deep inside her. She watched his face turn to pure joy as he began ejaculating inside her. She felt the tremendous ejaculate splash with a fury against her cervix, filling her to overflowing. The two became lovers as they had been niece and Uncle. Now they were friends and lovers who shared a love known by so very few. Their lives were bound by the love and intimacy of sharing that would go on for many years to come and survive hardship and pain lesser mortals knew not. Judge Atland Judge_20@hotmail.com Ella Chadwicke Echadwicke@hotmail.com All comments welcome