Obsession by Amanda Pierce (Seduction, Adultery, Incest, Interracial, Hetero & lesbian sex, Transsexual) INTRODUCTION The following story is an erotic fantasy. Erotic to titillate you sexually for temporal, harmless enjoyment and entertainment; but it is also fantasy, illusions created in the mind for our own private amusement. The world of fantasy and the real world are, and should be, two separate worlds altogether. In fantasy, we can create people, places and events which simply do not belong to, and are not appropriate for, the real world. In the real world, we should all strive for the basic human values which reality dictates: love, truth, dignity, responsibility, compassion, fairness and respect. These are the qualities by which we should strive to live. Enjoy fantasy by all means, but never confuse it with reality. CHAPTER ONE Lynn Downing sat watching the rain cascading down the window pane. It was on days like this that she often indulged in private reverie. The thirty-nine year old was not prone to melancholia, but for the last couple of years she found herself questioning if the quiet sedate life of a housewife was to be her fate -- all that life would offer. Paul, her son, was grown and attending a nearby college. Her husband Gary was a loving man, a good father and provider. They had been childhood sweethearts. Neither had even so much as dated anyone else and that too, added to her sense of unrest. They, as well as every one else, had always assumed they would be married which they did as soon as they graduated high school and Gary found a job with the local plumbing supply company. She had become pregnant almost immediately and her life had been spelled out -- wife, mother, homemaker. She had never really questioned her role until their high school reunion two years ago when they had talked with a classmate and his wife who they had not seen in years. The classmate traveled for an international conglomerate and his wife often accompanied him. They had related climbing the peaks of Nepal, scuba diving the Great Barrier Reef of Australia, shopping in Singapore and exploring the castles of Scotland. Lynn had marveled at the stories the couple related, wishing somehow she and Gary could afford to travel to some of those exotic locales. But it was the private conversation she had had with the wife, Trisha, which replayed itself in her mind as it had done many times since then. "It all sounds so wonderful, Trisha. I hope someday Gary and I can do some traveling." "Well, let us know and maybe we can make it a foursome." "That would be wonderful," replied Lynn knowing deep within it would never happen. "Besides, Carl and I are always looking for someone to make things more interesting, more exciting." "I don't know how exciting Gary and I would be..." "Don't underestimate yourself, Lynn. You're very attractive. Carl has already confided how great that lovely brown body would look in a bikini." Only the chocolate brown color of her skin kept Lynn from reddening. "As a matter of fact we both think you would make an interesting bed partner." Lynn's mouth dropped open in shock. "Are you suggesting...?" "Of course. You don't think we travel just to experience the sights, do you? We have both learned some things that you just wouldn't believe...until you try them." Lynn was repulsed, yet fascinated. "I had no idea..." "We live life to the fullest, Lynn. We see what we want, we experience what we want." "But I would never..." "Don't be so quick to make that statement," smiled the blonde, "Carl has unusual tastes in women. He likes women of color like yourself and he's quite inventive in bed." Lynn's mouth dropped open even further but she was speechless. "As for me," said Trisha as she stood up to leave, her fair skin a contrast to Lynn's as the blonde let her fingers run flirtatiously through the housewife's hair, "I 'd love to have your tongue in me anytime...and don't forget, I give pleasure every bit as well as I take it. Let us know if you're interested." Lynn's eyes widened as the White woman walked back into the reunion. No one had ever talked this way to her before. She was outraged at the directness, even crudity of the woman and yet it excited her to think that while she and Gary were spending another usual evening at home watching TV, Trisha and Carl were engaging in sexual activities, perhaps with complete strangers, which she could not even imagine. Trisha had frightened her, but kindled an excitement as well. Lynn knew she could never agree to what the blonde had suggested, it was simply too extreme, too risky, too... yet when she had returned to the reunion festivities, after dancing with Gary and agonizing as to what to do, she had looked for Carl, hoping he would ask her to dance. She had no intention of accepting whatever proposition her might make , but she was flattered and intrigued to see if Trisha had been truthful or whether it might have been some sort of White couple playing a joke on the Black couple. She felt a decided sense of disappointment, however, when she saw Carl and Trisha leaving with another couple. As she turned to accept the coat around her shoulders, Trisha caught Lynn's eye for but a moment. She pursed her lips slightly and as if to say, too late, then smiled as Carl put his hand on the rear of the other woman and squeezed. The woman smiled, Trisha accepted the man's arm around her waist and they exited. Not knowing if her feeling was more one of relief or missed opportunity, Lynn had found her husband and resumed the reunion activities. As the tiny rivulets traced erratic patterns down the window, Lynn looked out on the gray skies and realized her mood was as gloomy as the day itself. She had never heard from Trisha or Carl again and when she had asked Gary about them, his negative response told her it was she and not her husband who had been approached that evening. Gary was simply too conservative. He loved her dearly, of that she was sure. Yet his love making remained all too predictable -- a kiss or two, lights out, then into the missionary position where, despite his efforts, he inevitably climaxed too soon and she was left unfulfilled, unsatisfied and frustrated. Lynn wondered what might have happened that evening two years ago if she had accepted Trisha's proposition. Her heart beat faster even thinking of the possibilities. She shook her head as if to clear such thoughts. After all, she and Gary had a good, if unexciting, life. They always had to watch their pennies but they managed and now were putting their son through college. Paul, how she missed him. Even though his college was in the next township, only a few minutes drive away, Lynn found herself wishing for his company. He had been so popular in high school, quite unlike his father who was so reserved, even shy, that their house had seemed at times like Union Station with Paul's friends coming by or staying over. Now the house was quiet and the patter of raindrops on the roof served only to accentuate the emptiness she felt. Had she settled for too little? Always beautiful, Lynn had, from childhood possessed the classic beauty of her race. Her large expressive brown eyes sparkled when she laughed and her lips were full but not overly so. Her family had long acknowledged a "whitey in the woodpile" in their heritage which had, at first, been a source of embarrassment that later turned to amusement. Her short, almost straight black hair contributed to her features possessing characteristics of both races, a blending which brought out the best of both. Her skin was a rich, silky brown which accentuated her figure strikingly. If there was one thing of which Lynn could take an honest pride, it was her figure. Since Paul was born, she had maintained a regimen of diet and exercise that had not only given her back her hour glass figure but had kept it as well. She was a woman who men and women of both races would find attractive. Yet, as she glanced at the mirror over the fireplace she wondered if, despite her efforts, others could find a thirty-nine year old attractive. Her breasts were full but firm for a woman her age. Her waist was still as small as when she had first married and her hips, although not as small as they once had been, were still firm and shapely. It was her legs however, which still looked like those of a woman half her age. Slim and curvaceous, they gave her the appearance of being taller than her five foot four inch frame of one hundred five pounds. Yet Lynn did not see a still attractive, even sensuous woman, staring back at her, but rather a woman whose life was fated for mediocrity and predictability, a woman whose dreams had shrunk to the confines of this empty house. Again, to fight off the melancholia, she repeated to herself how lucky she was to have such a devoted husband and son. Yet, somehow, the argument rang hollow. Yes they loved her and she loved them, but what about the world she once had been so anxious to discover? What of her dreams of travel and adventure? Were these simply to be locked away, never to be spoken of, never to be lived? She sighed heavily as she walked to the boom box, inserted the aerobics tape, and pressed the play button trying to lose herself in the music and physical exertion. CHAPTER TWO Lynn was heartened a bit when, two days later, Gary brought home tickets to a concert. The group was one that Lynn especially liked and while she didn't feel she could afford a new dress, she did pick out a pretty blouse and skirt she had worn only a few times in which Gary said she looked sexy. Her hopes were dashed, however, when Gary called from work on the day of the concert and informed her he would have to work late getting out a rush order. "But can't they get someone else?" "Honey, I tried every guy here, they all have something on for tonight." "But, why you?" "Because the boss says so. Look, I'll make it up to you, I promise! OK?" Her voice was dispirited. "Yeah, OK." "Look," he offered, "why don't you call and see if you can get a friend to go with you. How about Susan? You said she likes that group as much as you do." "Maybe...I'll call you if I decide to go." "OK. Look, I'm sorry Lynn. I know how much you were looking forward to our going. I will make it up to you." "It's all right Gary. I'll see you later tonight." The disappointment rested heavily upon her. This was the first time in months they had planned a real night out together. She had also hoped for a romantic interlude upon their return. It had been almost two weeks since they had made love and Lynn was again beginning to question her own sensuality. She spent the evening reading but her mind kept wandering. She found herself rereading passages because thoughts of Trisha and Carl kept flashing through her consciousness. Why did Trisha's remarks keep repeating themselves? Why did they still leave her a bit breathless? Was it because Trisha and Carl were so experienced and a bit mysterious? Was it because what Trisha had suggested was so unthinkable yet, deep down, so alluring? Or was it because they were White? Lynn realized it was a combination of all three. She had always heard the stereotypes of the White women who were attracted to Black men. Yet, she realized, the reverse was also true. She had to admit to herself there was an aura of mystery concerning differences of sexuality in the races. She told herself it made no sense. Human bodies are pretty much the same, no matter the race and Black myths notwithstanding, she had been told by a close friend who had dated and bedded men of several races that there were, as she put it, "studs and duds" of every race. Yet the image of Trisha sensuously running her fingers through her hair repeatedly brought chills of excitment to her spine and her breath quickened when she imagined what might have transpired that evening two years ago. Her hand dropped to her lap as her eyes closed and her imagination supplied the imagery. The book fell to the floor as Lynn's other hand slid under her sweater and bra and found her breast, her nipples stiffening under the erotic stimulation. Her breathing became more rapid as her fingers began squeezing her sensitive nipples while her other hand unbuttoned her jeans and found its way beneath her panties. She gasped slightly as the fingers slid into her and found her mound of joy, the mound so ignored by her loving but inexperienced and inept husband. The images in her mind now were not of her husband but of a White man and woman slowly and sensuously stripping her naked and taking her to bed. Her fingers began to work feverishly as her clitoris began shooting jolts of pleasure throughout her. Lynn, in her mind, lay between the legs of the alluring White woman, her knees under her as the White husband approached her from behind. She was gasping for air now as one set of fingers squeezed and massaged while the other dug furiously at her nest. She began whining aloud as the man buried himself in her while her tongue and lips found the pink lips of the White woman's vagina. In her mind she could taste the woman, feel the man's penetration deep within, and her body, in the chair, began a vigorous thrusting to meet her fingers which she drove even deeper. "Oh God! God, YES!" she cried as the orgasm swept over her. As the imagery faded and her breathing began to slow, Lynn felt both shame for masturbating and a sense of longing, unfulfilled need. Determined to both banish the ilicit thoughts and achieve the physical intimacy with Gary which she so desperately needed, Lynn dressed in her most revealing lingerie and waited eagerly for her husband to return. But again, her hopes were dashed, when, after midnight, he trudged in proclaiming he was dog tired. He hardly seemed to notice her outfit as he grabbed a quick sandwich and they retired, Gary falling asleep almost immediately. Lynn's frustration continued to build and her own dreams were filled with scenes of Black and White sexual decadence. CHAPTER THREE The next few weeks were a slow torture for Lynn. She and Gary only made love twice during that time and it was no different than in the past despite her having talked with him about her needs. His inexperience simply precluded his being able to provide her with the foreplay and the performance she wished for and so desperately needed. His last attempt resulted in neither of them climaxing. Because he was trying so hard to please her, his lovemaking became mechanical (as if it hadn't already been) rather than passionate which was simply a further turn off for Lynn. That was three weeks ago and despite her having tried to entice him to bed on several occasions since, he had unwittingly withdrawn, afraid of another bedroom catastrophe. Now totally frustrated, Lynn found herself masturbating more often. She told herself it was because of Gary's withdrawing from her, but, in reality, she knew her frustrations were as much about her fantasies as they were about Gary. After another erotic filled night of dreams, Lynn knew her frustrations would soon consume her, so she decided to try something to get her mind off her sexual problems. She scoured the newspaper and discovered that the planetarium would be giving a show that evening. Always fascinated with the stars, Lynn asked Gary to take her, but he begged off as it was his poker night. He did promise to accompany her the next time and suggested she go with a friend. After calling two or three friends who were unable to go, Lynn decided to go by herself. She could not stand the thoughts of another evening home alone with her frustrations and especially the fantasies which were beginning to occupy the majority of both her waking and sleeping moments. Gary dropped her off at the planetarium on his way to the game. She told him she would get a taxi home not knowing how late the show would last and also being aware that Gary's poker games rarely broke up before 2:00 a.m. Standing in the ticket office line, Lynn turned to see if there was anyone in line who she might know and with whom she could sit. But as she turned, she came face to face with a tall, ruggedly handsome White man standing in line directly behind her. He was dressed in blazer and slacks, his shirt open at the collar, a casual but cultured look.He smiled. "Hello, I'm Peter Dannon," he said, extending his hand. "Hi, Lynn Downing," she said, smiling politely. His hand enveloped hers and if he held it a little longer than was customary, Lynn would not have noticed as his eyes made contact with hers and the moment was electric. Her mouth actually dropped open as Lynn was overwhelmed by the aura of the man. His face was angular and lean, deeply tanned and weathered. The smile was disarming but it was those eyes, those eyes which spoke of intelligence, which spoke of experience and which spoke of promise which held her spellbound for several seconds. It was he who finally spoke. "What's a beautiful woman like you doing here alone?" "My ...husband is busy tonight," she replied, expecting him to quickly find an excuse to move on. "I find it hard to believe your husband would allow other things to interfere with his being with such a lovely lady." Lynn blushed and averted her eyes. "He must either be terribly busy or very sure of himself," opined the stranger. "Well, actually he's at his weekly poker game," she smiled. "I guess I'm on my own tonight." "Well, I've only been in town a few days. You're actually the first person I have met. Since neither of us really wants to be here alone tonight , may I have the pleasure of your company during the show? My treat." "Oh, I couldn't..." "Please," he said, again catching and holding her eyes, "you don't really want to wander into outer space alone, do you?" She laughed. "I suppose not...I guess it would be OK." "Great! Do you come to the planetarium often?" "Not as often as I would like. I've always been fascinated by the stars." "As have I. Of course in the last few years my interest has been of a more practical nature." He saw her inquisitive look. "I own a boat, a thirty-seven footer, "The Tempest ". I bought her eight years ago. Did most of the renovation myself. I'm really proud of her. I've been sailing around the world. So you see, I not only enjoy looking at the stars while at sea, I use them to navigate by." "I've often thought how exciting it would be to sail around the world," Lynn mused aloud. "She's moored at Stormy Cove. It's not far. Perhaps I could show her to you." "Oh, I don't think so, but thanks," Lynn replied. "Suit yourself, but it's only a fifteen minute drive. I would find it very fitting that a beautiful boat should have a beautiful woman aboard her." "I really don't think..." "Just consider it. A quick tour and I'll take you home." "I..." Lynn started again to decline, but the line began moving, Peter bought their tickets and they entered, finding some choice seats. There was the usual introduction by the astronomer and then the lights went down and their trip through the Milky Way began. Lynn looked over to the stranger sitting next to her. They both smiled. She, of course, really didn't know him at all, yet she felt, well, not at ease exactly, his sexuality was too strong for that. But she did find him terribly interesting and easy to talk with. He was obviously educated, a world traveler ... and White. And he was showing an interest in her, a Black, married woman, who had had only two semesters of community college and had hardly been out of the state, let alone seen the world. The seats in the planetarium were small and closely arranged so their shoulders touched. She had to admit his shoulders were broad and strong, no doubt from the exertions of sailing his boat, and his presence next to her filled her with sensuous overtones which she found naughty but delectable, so she made no attempt to move away. They settled in as the images and star patterns filled the dome and the music and narration swept them into the far reaches of the galaxy. A few minutes into the presentation Lynn felt a slight touch on her leg. Whether it had been she or he who had moved slightly she did not know, but their legs were now touching. She quickly moved her leg away and looked over to him, but his smile was innocent and she inwardly chided herself for being such a prude. After all, she thought, it is almost totally dark in here and there was no one sitting really close to them, no one will ever know, we are surrounded by scores of other people, so nothing is really going to happen and I'll never see him again, why shouldn't I? Her leg slowly moved over until she felt his leg against hers. Her pulse quickened. The words and images faded away as, though she continued looking straight ahead, her full attention was now upon the contact between their bodies. Ripples of sensuous excitement coursed through her. She chided herself again for her feelings, like those of a schoolgirl sitting next to the captain of the football team, yearning, yet knowing he is untouchable, unreachable. She felt the firmness of his leg against hers. She looked to him and this time his smile was one of sensuousness rather than innocence. Lynn felt his leg move firmly against hers. She turned to look forward again, now a bit uncertain what to do or not do next. Perhaps she should simply move her leg away again, but his interest and touch were exciting to her. She felt her pulse pounding as he began rubbing his leg ever so slightly against hers. Lynn was a bit frightened by the sudden turn of what had started so innocently into what was plainly becoming sensual. Again she considered withdrawing, yet again she allowed her leg to remain in contact with his, savoring the rush of emotions which accompanied his touch. She was startled, however, when her hand, which was in her lap, suddenly felt his envelop it. Their eyes met again and although she made a weak effort to withdraw her hand, his held hers firmly and she did not resist further. His touch was masculine and strong. She knew her eyes were revealing weakness to him, an inability to resist, while his showed nothing but strength and confidence. His fingers began exploring her hand and almost without her being aware, they were holding hands, fingers entwined. Lynn closed her eyes for a moment to savor the feelings which permeated her. She knew this was wrong. She was a married woman, yet his touch was electric and she was captivated by the thoughts and feelings of thirty-nine year old Lynn Downing attracting a handsome, intelligent, sexy... White man!" His fingers slowly freed themselves from hers and rested lightly on the top of her thigh. Even through the material of her skirt, she felt the warmth and strength. Lynn, thinking this had to be the limit, put her hand over his as if to pull it away but he squeezed her leg slightly and it was as if her own sexuality, powered down for so long, had suddenly been revived. Lynn felt the sexual juices suddenly wet her panties. Here, at long last, was the foreplay, the unhurried romantic and sensual excitement missing from her marriage. Here was a man willing to appreciate her beauty and capable of arousing her as her husband couldn't. She knew she should push his hand away, perhaps leave and return home to await her husband, but she found herself paralyzed, unable to resist as his hand slowly traveled downward to the edge of her skirt. Lynn almost jumped when his hand met bare flesh and began a tantalizing journey up her leg and thigh. Her heart was racing now, her mind confused, feelings overpowering reason as his hand reached the top of her bare thigh and touched her panties for the first time. Lynn was torn, wanting this to stop, yet burning to feel him touch her even more intimately. His hand began pressing downward between her legs which were tightly pressed together, sending a clear message -- he wanted her to spread her legs and give him access to her nest. Lynn again found his eyes, shaking her head negatively slightly as the silent "no" formed on her lips. But her eyes betrayed her. Lynn's "no" was weak, a beseeching, while his affirmative nod was one of strength and confidence. Wanting to, yet unable to resist, Lynn's legs parted slightly to admit the fingers which slowly and sensuously found their way to her now soaking panties. Lynn could not believe her own actions as she found herself rising slightly off the seat and allowing him to pull down her bikini brief. Darting glances in every direction, Lynn was relieved to see that no one had seemed to take notice. She quickly spread her sweater over her lap to hide the sensual exploration taking place there. She felt the fingers draw ever closer to her nest --- knew she must resist --- couldn't. Her gasp was audible but quickly stifled as his finger found her vaginal lips and entered her. Lynn gaped in disbelief as his finger found her clitoris and her labial lips tightened around it. She closed her eyes as he expertly began stimulating her and her hips began rising slightly off the seat to meet his probes. "Ohhhh, ohhhh," she whispered as his finger found her pleasure mound again and again. Lynn's body was burning up. For the first time in her life, she was getting the attention and satisfaction she had always wanted and her body was reacting accordingly. Trying to remain still so as not to draw attention, yet wanting to derive every bit of the pleasure being afforded her, Lynn"s body would simply not cooperate. Her nipples turned hard and her thighs and hips squirmed while unashamedly her legs opened wide to accept Peter's wonderfully talented finger which quickly became two. She felt it begin to well up in her, that indefinable moment when the body can maintain control no longer and sends its release in an overpowering wave of pleasure. Her eyes met his again. "I'm..." she whispered. "I know," he whispered back, smiling. Lynn tried to control the orgasm, to experience it quietly, but she was an expressive person of intense feeling and so she could not help but moan audibly as the climax swept over her. Petrified at the looks from those around them, Lynn looked quickly to her companion. "Please, let's go." "Of course," was his reply. They exited as soon as she could discreetly pull her panties back up and compose herself somewhat. "Look, I don't know what came over me in there. I've never done anything like that before," she stated as they walked out and onto the sidewalk. "Don't apologize for being a beautiful, desirable and sensual woman, Lynn." "But I..." "Life affords us moments, Lynn. Most people pass them up and spend the rest of their life regretting it. We both had such a moment and instead of shying away we allowed it to happen." "But I'm married...my husband..." "Has nothing to do with what we both just shared and enjoyed. " "I just can't believe I let that happen." "Why not? Did you enjoy it?" "Yes...no...yes, but..." "No buts, Lynn. You got something you wanted...needed and no one was hurt. "But my husband..." "Will never know. Just as he'll never know if you accept my invitation to see my boat." "Oh, I couldn't, especially after what we just...!" "It's because of what we just did that you will come." "No, I'd be afraid of what might..." "Aren't you really more afraid of what won't happen?" "I hardly even know you!" "All the more reason to visit my boat. We can get better acquainted." "But..." "Come see my boat. We can have a drink and get to know each other. Then I will take you home." Lynn was torn. What she had done in the planetarium was outrageous and now she was even considering going with this man to his boat. Of course she must refuse, go home immediately, somehow make it up to Gary for what she had done. Yet, this man's magnetism was overpowering. She wanted his company, loved the attention he showed her, craved his touch. "Promise nothing will happen?" "I promise nothing will happen which you don't want to happen." Lynn wondered if she could trust herself. She knew she should leave and yet wanted to be with this man, wanted him to want to be with her. "I shouldn't..." "Well, then..." he said turning as if to leave. "No, wait! Just one drink and then you take me home," she dried out, forgetting reason and letting her emotions decide for her. "If that's what you want," he replied as he turned back and looked to hail a cab. ************************************ Lynn marveled at "The Tempest". The sloop had magnificent lines and Peter had finished it expertly in teak and mahogany. She listened raptly as he told about buying her at auction and painstakingly restoring her. Lynn was spellbound, however, as he related his many travels and experiences. They sat on the afterdeck drinking Brandy. Despite her sweater, she felt a bit of a chill. He saw her shiver, came over and sat beside her putting his arm around her. She didn't object. His warm strong arm and body close to hers felt wonderful. "Someday I'll sail around the world...Oh, who am I kidding? I'll probably never be on a boat again." "Don't sell yourself short, Lynn. You're beautiful and intelligent..." "And a housewife who's never been anywhere and never done anything important or interesting or exciting." "Then perhaps it's time you started!" "What do you mean?" she asked, a bit suspiciously. "It's getting a bit chilly. Why don't we go below and I can show you the rest of her." As they descended, Lynn was again struck by the workmanship and beauty of the wood used throughout. "Why "The Tempest"," she asked. "Two reasons really. The first and foremost was because the boat was originally caught in a violent storm off the Virginia coast. It was only because she was so badly damaged that her owner put her up for sale. So the storm became my good fortune. But it's also named for my favorite Shakespearean play which deals with the balance of wisdom and power with a touch of deceit thrown in for good measure." Lynn noticed the nautical clock. There was disappointment in her voice. "I...I should be getting home. It's almost midnight." "If you insist," he replied. "There is one last part of her you haven't seen." "Surely, and then I must go." He opened the cabin door and Lynn found herself looking at the sleeping cabin, the prominent piece of furniture being a circular water bed. She had time only to look up in surprise as his arms pulled her to him and she felt his lips against hers. "No...I..." she started to object but his tongue found her lips and despite herself, Lynn's mouth opened to accept it. He pulled her closer and she felt his erection pressing into her. "No, wait, you said..." "That nothing would happen which you did not want. Tell me you don't want this," he said quietly but confidently as his hand came up to cup and then caress her breast. "Oh...Oh..." she cried as he kissed her neck. Lynn was again instantly afire with erotic longing and need. "No...I can't," she pleaded, offering only token resistance as he pulled her sweater away and began unbuttoning her blouse. "Peter, I'm married..." "Not altogether happily," he replied, looking into her eyes. "But that still doesn't mean..." "It means you have needs Lynn. Needs he can't give you. "But..." Her response was smothered in another kiss as her blouse went flying across the room. The bra was next and as his mouth closed on her nipple, Lynn's repressed sexual tension bubbled to the surface. Her emotions ruled her now, her mind unable to comprehend anything except how much she wanted/needed this man. The skirt fell away, she stepped out of her shoes and he laid her back on the bed in nothing but panties. His clothes fell swiftly away and he stood before her naked. He was no longer than Gary but larger in girth, more massive. "No, this isn't right," she whined as he stripped her panties away. He passionately kissed her again, then his tongue began a decent from neck to breast to navel and as he approached her nest she whispered "I've never." "You've never been kissed here?" he asked incredulously. "No," was her quiet reply as she averted her eyes in embarrassment. " Ah, then I shall be your first!" he exclaimed licking her labial lips and bringing a cry of surprise and intense pleasure from the nearly incoherent woman. His tongue found her pleasure mound driving her into near hysteria. "No, I can't, I shouldn't, " she cried, tears of guilt welling in her eyes as her hips rose to take his tongue deeper. She felt the orgasm building -- could do nothing to stop it -- did not want to stop it. "OH GOD! iiiiiieeeee," she screamed as the wave pounded over and through her. He quickly rolled her over onto all fours. "Look in the mirror, Lynn," he commanded. She looked to the wall where a huge mirror reflected the image of a beautiful Black woman on her hands and knees being approached from behind by a White man applying lubricant to his phallus. "Peter...I...Peter don't, please. I've never been taken there." ""Well, a virgin, so to speak, two times over. And you thought the life of a housewife was unexciting!" "Peter, I don't think I can. You're too big!" she pleaded. "Just relax and watch. Women love to watch themselves being penetrated." "Peter, I'm scared. Peter, pleeeeeeese," she cried as the tip of his lance found and penetrated the outer lips of her anus. "Peter! It hurts! Oh God it hurts!" she screamed. "Watch yourself, Lynn. Watch it disappear into your tight little ass." He was taking it slowly but tears of pain now began falling as Lynn felt as if she were being torn apart. She cried amid the groans as inch by inch she watched the ramrod disappear into her, felt her sphincter muscles relax to admit a bit more, then tighten involuntarily to afford him pleasure, her pain. After several excruciating minutes she felt his pubic hair against her and saw him relax his relentless invasion. "You've got it all now Lynn. That was the pain. Now the pleasure." He reached around and found her nest with his fingers, beginning the same practiced technique of stimulation he had used in the planetarium. Within seconds the pleasure had matched the pain and soon the two were indistinguishable. Lynn was his now. He could have cut her throat at that moment and she would not have resisted. His body was controlling hers, dominating it and she welcomed it. He began to thrust and she, in her frenzied state, began thrusting backward to take him even deeper. She orgasmed, grunting loudly as her spasming vagina sought even more. He began a new round of thrusting and clitoral stimulation. "Come on Black girl, tell me what you want!" he shouted. The racial reference inexplicably heightened the sensuality of the moment, releasing something deep within her and Lynn, who normally was totally quiet when she and Gary made love, found herself shouting, "Fuck me White man! Fuck your nigger bitch in the ass!" Both their efforts were renewed as she shouted one racial epithet after another, each exciting her more than the last. At last, as she orgasmed for the fifth time, she shouted "That's it, ream me White man! Ream my black ass with your big white dick!" and collapsed forward on the bed in exhaustion and shame. As he rolled her gently over, he saw the tears. "I'm... I'm sorry. I don't know why I said all those terrible things." "Because part of your sexuality and eroticism is racially motivated. It's nothing to be ashamed of. You like it with a White man and you like to be dominated." "No, I..." but her voice trailed off to nothingness. She could offer no reply. "I should go," she said. "Ah, but not before the piece de resistance." "No, I mean it Peter." I know I've gone way too far here tonight, but what you want now is reserved for my husband. I have to keep that for him alone." "Then perhaps a goodbye kiss," he said, taking her in his arms. The kiss was again overwhelming but Lynn was determined. She broke the kiss, gasping for breath, but before she could make any move to arise from the bed, she found herself on the bottom of the classic sixty-nine position. "Perhaps a final good-bye kiss," he offered. She started to resist, but realizing that he had earlier pleasured her orally, she felt perhaps she owed him this one last request. What she had not counted on was how quickly he could bring her to full sexual arousal with his tongue. She had barely taken the head of his penis into her mouth and begun to lick and suck, determined not to reveal that she was also totally inexperienced in this domain as well, when his tongue found her clit and within seconds she was writhing in pleasure and humping to take him. So expert was Peter at arousing her, that Lynn quickly and unwittingly forgot the penis in her mouth and her full attention was again focused on her vagina. But this time he brought her to the edge of climax and then eased the stimulation, keeping her on the brink, unable to achieve release. "Please Peter, please!" she begged as she pulled his penis from her mouth. "What do you want my Black Beauty?" "Bring me off. Please! Bring me off!" A few more strokes of his tongue and she was again at the edge. "What are you willing to give me in return?" he asked. "No... I can't," she cried, knowing what he wanted. His tongue found its target again and she thrust, but again he would not allow her to find the ultimate release. "Peter, you've got to. Please, I've got to come," she whined. "Give me what I want, you'll get what you want," he said this time tracing her labial lips before allowing his tongue to dart across her engorged clit. Desperately she opened her mouth and took his penis as far back as possible before pulling it back into her mouth and beginning to lick and suck as erotically as her inexperience would allow. "Oh no, Lynn. It's obvious you're a virgin with oral delights as well. As delectable as you mouth is, I want what you have yet to give me." "No, please don't make me do this," she said as he rotated his body while keeping his tongue in her. He was soon back to lying between her legs, his head buried in her nest. "Yes, yes! Please!" she begged. "No, Lynn! If you want to come it will be from this," he said quickly moving upward until his mouth covered hers and she felt his massive phallus lying next to her dripping nest. "No, please, Peter, you can't do this," she cried as she felt his penis brush her labial lips. "I'm begging you Peter...don't." The head was now pressed against her labia. "No, Peter, nooooooooooooo," she cried as the head entered her and his member rubbed her swollen and exposed clit. "Tell me what you want Lynn. Tell me!" Lynn was mindless with need. She could not resist -- no longer wanted to. "Fuck me, Peter. Fuck your Black bitch!" she cried as she thrusted with all her might to take him completely within her. Lynn was incoherent, her entire world now shrunk to the small mound within her and the massive rod pistoning in and out of her, driving into her deeper than Gary ever had or could. She screamed. She groaned. She grunted. She shouted every racial slur she knew and she came, again and again and again. She experienced multiple orgasms for the first time in her life. She rode him from atop, also a first and in that position, felt his penis reach and stimulate her G-spot. Within seconds, Lynn downing experienced her first ever vaginal orgasm. With each orgasm, her body demanded more and Peter was only too willing to oblige. Her entire body was covered with sweat, her heart racing to pump enough blood to allow her to continue and still she fucked him with total abandon. She felt him explode within her, the warm fluid shooting into her cervix and she orgasmed again. Only when her body finally could sustain no more, did she topple over onto the bed, totally exhausted, gasping for breath. He dressed as she lay in a stupor -- half exhaustion, half self deprecation. "Oh my God," she moaned as she looked into the mirror and saw her reflection, "what have I done?" "Gotten laid, I'd say," he commented smiling. "What time is it?" she asked. "Almost three," he replied. "I've got to get home. Gary may already be there." "And...?" "And what am I going to tell him if he is?" "Tell him you spent the night making love to a stranger, a White stranger." "Don't do this," she cried. "Do what? If you don't want to tell him the truth, then make up something." "You make it sound so easy," she said pulling on her clothes. "It is. Just tell him something plausible. He'll believe you because he wants to believe you." "Please take me home," she said. "Of course." ************************************** She had him let her out about a block from her house. Peter got out and opened her door for her. "I...I don't know what to say," she said in a barely audible voice. "Then say nothing," he suggested, taking her in his arms and kissing her deeply. Despite her total resolve, she would have melted into this arms again if he had not ended the kiss. "Until next time," he said. "No, Peter, there won't be a next time." "Yes Lynn there will be. You got something tonight you've wanted all your life. You can't get it at home and you know that. You know where my boat is." "I won't come," she said in a voice that was not as convincing as she would have liked. "Oh yes you will," he laughed, "again and again and again." She turned and walked away. CHAPTER FOUR The next few days were torture for Lynn. Arriving home just minutes before her husband the night of her encounter with Peter, she had slipped into bed and pretended to be asleep when Gary arrived. As he slipped into bed beside her and his arms encircled her, her conscience began a nagging which had not allowed her to sleep at all that night. The following day she had shifted back and forth on a course of action. One minute she was determined to tell Gary everything and beg his forgiveness, while the next, she was convinced that telling him could only lead to mistrust and so, her indiscretion would become her secret, while she did everything within her power to become the model, loving wife he deserved. Of one thing she was sure, she would NOT be going back to Peter's boat -- ever. The latter plan finally won out and so Lynn not only cooked Gary's favorite for dinner the following night, but served it to him in a see through Victoria's Secret negligee she had purchased for the occasion. Gary was more than appreciative, leading her to the bedroom where they made love. His lack of inventiveness and conservative nature in the bedroom quickly brought back the same restlessness and longing which Lynn hoped she could make disappear. When she suggested either oral or anal sex, Gary refused, finding them abnormal and a turn off. So their lovemaking devolved back into lights out, missionary position and three minutes of sex, followed by Gary's orgasm and Lynn's frustration. On successive nights, Lynn brought up the subject of alternative sexual techniques, saying she had read about them or seen them mentioned on the internet, but Gary would have no part of them and so, once again, Lynn's attempts to put some excitement into their lovemaking were thwarted. As her loneliness and frustration continued to grow, the lovely Black housewife found herself visiting sex websites on the internet, especially those which dealt with interracial sex. She would download pictures of White men penetrating Black women and masturbate while her mind unwittingly replayed the events of a few nights before, or she would log onto websites featuring stories of interracial encounters, stimulating herself to orgasm as she imagined herself as one of the characters. But within a few days, the stories and pictures were not enough and her longing returned. She tried busying herself with housework and even volunteered for some charity work at the hospital, but no matter how hard she tried, she could not escape the desires which burned within her. So, despite her self denigration and against the voice of her conscience, it was only two days later that she found herself driving to Stormy Cove. Her disappointment was intense when Peter was nowhere to be found, but she left a note at the marina: I MUST SEE YOU LYNN Her drive back to town was filled with doubt and second thoughts. Twice she considered returning and tearing up the note, trying to forget Peter, but she knew she could not. He was White and for whatever that meant, she wanted him and what he did to and for her. He was exciting and he was innovative and experienced in using his body to bring pleasure. She had experienced more orgasms in a single evening with Peter than she had with Gary in their entire marriage. Peter took her higher than she ever believed possible. Her body cried out for him. Thoughts of him quickened her pulse and her panties were soaking from the images of him in the mirror driving his White rod into her virgin rear. So she drove home as quickly as possible to await his call. Two days passed and she heard nothing. Lynn was frantic. Having left the note and committed herself, the images of their tryst began crowding out all other thoughts and her desire to reexperience that first night with Peter grew to unbearable proportions. Her hand rarely left her nest, even while doing housework, but the feeling was hollow and she knew what she needed, had to have. She even found a picture on one of the sex websites that slightly resembled Peter. The man was engaged in anal sex with a beautiful Black woman. Lynn scanned a photo of herself and electronically pasted it over the face of the Black woman producing a picture of her faux Peter splitting her open from behind. But she wanted, needed HIM. Why didn't he call? Had he gotten the message? Had he moved on to other ports and conquests? Did she really matter to him or was she just another interracial trophy to brag about? Why didn't he call? Why didn't he call? She was miserable. She could think of nothing else. She moved about the house like a zombie, springing to action only when the phone rang, but the few calls which came in were friends or telemarketers. Why didn't he call? Finally, on the fifth day since leaving the note, she answered the ringing phone only to hear the voice she longed for utter a short cryptic message, "The Crescent Mall, front entrance, 4:00 O'clock today. No panties, no bra." "Yes! Yes, I'll be there Peter..." After bathing and changing into a royal purple dress she had altered only yesterday in hopes of wearing it for Peter, Lynn strapped on her highest heels and scribbled a note to Gary that a friend was ill and she was going to spend the evening with her, indicating she wasn't sure when she would return, perhaps late. She took just a moment to run a brush through her hair again, wanting it to perfect for her lover and inspecting in the mirror the hem of the dress which was now considerably shorter than before and showed a great deal of her lovely legs. Lynn was a bit uncomfortable as she noticed her breasts sway and her nipples show prominently from under the silky material and, never having gone without panties before, she felt the, at first, embarrassing but then exhilarating coolness of open air touching her labial lips. She was already wet in anticipation of her tryst with Peter, wondering why he would have had her dress this way to meet in so public a place. But all questions were pushed aside as her pulse quickened and she hurried out the door to her erotic rendezvous. He was sitting on a bench just inside the entrance to the mall. Lynn sat down beside him, unable to show the affection she wished she could. Truth be known, she was aching to fall into his arms, kiss passionately and walk arm in arm through the mall as lovers on a holiday or better yet, honeymooners. "Did you dress as I asked?" he said quietly. "Yes," she answered smiling embarrassingly. "Do you know, "The Silky Lady"?" "Yes, I 've shopped there once or twice," she replied, wondering why he would mention a women's lingerie shop only a few doors down from where they were sitting. "Here's what I want you to do," he said quickly outlining what he had in mind for the Black housewife. Lynn's mouth dropped open in astonishment. "I can't do that," she whispered emphatically. "Did you not tell me a few nights ago that you wanted more excitement, more adventure, more eroticism in your love life?" "Yes, but I..." "Here is a chance to put some of that excitement in your life, Lynn. If you expect to reap the benefits, you have to be willing to take some chances." "But what you want..." "Is for you to take a chance, Lynn. Go get what you want. Life won't come to you. You've been sitting home for nineteen years waiting for your sex life to improve. It hasn't. Now you have an opportunity to start living the kind of life you've dreamed about. You've a beautiful and sensuous woman. Why don't you find out just how sensuous." "I...I haven't the nerve..." "Which is exactly why dreaming is all you'll ever do," he said rising to leave. "No, wait! I...I'll try," she whispered desperately, afraid of losing him. "Don't try, Lynn. DO IT! Walk in there and get what you want." The beautiful Black woman caught her lover's eye. Her own doubts and fears were offset by his strength and confidence. "You really think I can do this?" "I know you can." Still a bit uncertainly, she rose, smiled to gather strength from his piercing eyes and walked toward "The Silky Lady". Lynn paused outside the shop, making sure there was no one around who she knew, took a deep breath and walked as confidently as possible into the store. She was greeted almost immediately by a pretty young salesgirl. "May I help you?" "I'd like Ricky to wait on me," said Lynn, noting the girl's smile disappear as she turned and walked to the back of the store. Lynn noticed the girl whisper something to the other salesgirls before disappearing into the back. They too gave her a disapproving look, obviously considering her a competitor for Ricky's attention. In a few moments a twentyish young man, stylishly dressed, came walking toward her with a broad smile on his handsome Latino face. "I'm Ricky. May I help you?" he asked, his eyes roving over the attractive Black stranger's breasts and nipples which were now even more evident through the blouse. Lynn turned so their conversation would not be overheard by the three salesgirls and the half dozen or so customers in the shop. "I'm interested in a bra and panties," she said, a coy smile on her face. "Yes Ma'am..." "Lynn, my name's Lynn." "Well Lynn, we've got several nice matched sets I can show you." "No, I've got something I want to show you," she whispered in his ear. "Oh, what's that?" "I'm not wearing either," she smiled. He was a bit flustered by her direct approach but recovered quickly, obviously a young man whose talents were often put to use. "And just what would a beautiful, married woman like yourself want from me?" he asked noticing her wedding band. Oh," she smiled again flirtatiously, "something big...and long...and hard!" Lynn noted the bulge in his pants, gaining a bit of confidence and dispelling some of the doubts which she had felt up until this moment, doubts that a thirty-nine year old Black housewife could actually seduce a popular, handsome and obviously virile young man. Lynn could not believe the words which now flowed from her mouth. "I've never been fucked by a Cuban. How would you like to be the first?" He glanced quickly to make sure they were not being overheard. "I will be more than happy to accommodate you, Lynn. I get off at six." "Why wait that long?" she asked nodding toward the dressing rooms in the back of the store. He smiled, noting the manager of the store was on a break, picked up a skirt and lead her toward the dressing room farthest in the back. "Try this," he said as she took the skirt and entered the dressing room. He smiled at the three salesgirls, and, when the few customers in the store seemed to be occupied elsewhere, put his finger silently to his lips, opened the door and slipped into the dressing room. Lynn turned so he could unhook her dress which quickly fell to the floor. His arms were around her naked body, his lips pressed to hers, his hands on her breasts and his erection straining to be freed. Lynn's hands had his belt, pants and briefs off in seconds and she felt his rock hard penis press against her nest. With only a narrow bench in the small six by six foot dressing room and no way to lie down, she spread her legs to allow his entry, then he lifted her as she jumped to wrap her legs around his waist and lock them across each other behind him. "Yes! Oh God yes!" she whispered as his throbbing lance entered her soaking nest completely. He began pumping her like a stallion as she rode his rod with every bit as much vigor. Lynn felt the coolness of the wall of the booth against her back. With her body now planted firmly against the wall, his thrusts were deeper, stronger and faster. The flimsy walls of the changing booth began shaking as the thrusting inside became more enthusiastic. Customers as well as the salesgirls turned to look as grunts and groans of ecstasy began emanating from the small enclosure. Lynn was trying to make as little noise as possible, but if there was one thing Peter had taught her in so short a time, it was to allow herself to release her sexuality, so her pleadings were also audible. "Yes! More! Faster! Yes! Yes! YES!" Three older customers left in disgust at what was obviously taking place. The others and the young salesgirls were spellbound as the walls of the dressing room were now shaking furiously adding to the unmistakable sounds of an uncontrollable sexual orgy. The intensity continued to build as the two bodies threw themselves at each other in total abandon. Lynn tried to muffle her scream as the orgasms swept over her, but, matched with Ricky's grunts of release, the sounds permeated the small shop as his semen filled her. There was a stunned silence. Customer's and salesgirl's mouths were open in astonishment as the door of the booth opened and Lynn emerged, her dress a bit disheveled and Ricky still fastening his belt. Lynn's heart almost stopped as she realized she was the center of intense scrutiny. Burning with embarrassment she walked as quickly as possible from the store. "The boat, fifteen minutes," said Peter as she approached. She shook her head and almost ran from the mall seeking the safety and anonymity of her car. Lynn was in shock as she guided the small import from the mall parking lot. She simply could not believe what she had just done. Never in her most erotic dreams would she have thought of doing what she had just initiated. Sex with a complete stranger, in a public business with customers and clerks listening to every sound and even watching as she and her lover almost shook apart the walls of the dressing room. Vowing to never frequent this mall again, Lynn tried to focus her thoughts on Peter and what lay ahead for her on "The Tempest". **************************************** "Did you enjoy yourself?" he asked, after he had poured her a drink and they sat talking in his cabin. "I don't think I've ever been as embarrassed in my li..." "I asked if you enjoyed it," he interrupted. "...Yes," was her quiet reply. "Once I made those suggestive remarks to him and saw him respond, I couldn't help myself. And once we got in the booth..." "Did you orgasm?" "...Yes, twice before he came in me." Lynn found herself getting wet again just talking about it. "You're finding yourself, Lynn," he said as he took her hand and lead her to the bed. "You're finding out what a truly sexy woman you are and what's in store for you if you only allow yourself the freedom to experience it." The dress fell to the floor for the second time that afternoon. Lynn was no longer self conscious about her body with her lover. As she slipped out of the heels and stood naked before him, she began to accept her beauty, her sexuality and her need which was again overpowering. "Please, Peter," she pleaded as she lay back on the bed and spread her legs. The events at the mall had been only an hors d'oeuvre compared to the sexual feast to which she was now treated. Her screams of ecstasy filled the cabin until well after midnight. CHAPTER FIVE In the weeks which followed, Lynn's obsession grew in scope and intensity. With each tryst with Peter she would share a fantasy or perversion. A few days would pass while Peter made the arrangements and then Lynn would receive location and time, at which, she would live out that fantasy or perversion, usually aboard "The Tempest" but sometimes elsewhere. Sometimes Peter would suggest ideas for Lynn's erotic adventures. All would end with Lynn spreading her legs for Peter who always found new ways to excite her and bring Lynn to more erotic and powerful orgasms. Lynn's relationship with Gary began to deteriorate. She reviled herself for being unfaithful and lying to her husband, yet found herself uncontrollably attracted to Peter and the sexual pleasures her afforded her. Lynn and Gary began making love less and less frequently, Lynn, almost always the initiator, convinced that her husband could no longer satisfy her -- actually convinced he had never satisfied her -- and, more importantly, that he never would. She did make a final effort, dressing provocatively and meeting him at the door one evening, but he simply kissed her and informed her that he had invited some of his friends over to watch a ball game on TV and asked if she would mind fixing some snacks. Later that night, in bed, she again made advances but while he responded, despite her pleadings for foreplay and originality, it was the usual unsatisfying lovemaking which she had come to abhor. The following day, Peter called to arrange yet another tryst that evening. She arrived to find Peter in the company of a beautiful redhead. It was obvious he had a threesome in mind so, after some drinks and some playful stripping for Peter, Lynn and the the redhead, Sonia, made love in front of him. Lynn, a bit repulsed at first, was surprised to find the White woman's kisses soft and warm, almost sensuously overwhelming. She found herself responding as the woman's hands and mouth explored her breasts and by the time Sonia scooted between her legs and her mouth met Lynn's labia and then clitoris, Lynn was helpless to resist. Her orgasms came in multiples and it wasn't long before her own mouth and tongue gave Sonia the same intense climaxes she had just experienced. Peter joined them then, enjoying their twin oral delights on his massive phallus before pushing Lynn on her back and burying himself in her while Sonia rode Lynn's mouth to orgasm after orgasm. Throughout the evening they changed positions often, one moment Lynn on her all fours, licking, sucking and kissing Sonia to climax as Peter took her first in anus and then nest. Next Peter and Lynn would engage in the classic sixty nine with Lynn on top while Sonia filled Lynn's rear with finger and tongue while she fingered herself to climax, followed by the three lying in a circle, Peter giving oral delight to Sonia who in turn would perform cunnilingus on Lynn whose mouth was filled with Peter's throbbing penis. Often the three would climax simultaneously, pause only long enough to catch their breath then find a new position to try. Although all three allowed their sexuality to express itself forcefully and loudly, twice Sonia was momentarily alarmed at Lynn's loud and protracted grunts, groans and screams of sexual release, thinking the beautiful Black must be experiencing a seizure of some kind. Lynn's only reservation of the evening came when Sonia started to excuse herself to visit the bathroom. "I have to pee," said the redhead, smiling. "My turn after you," said Lynn. "Which brings up yet another possibility," smiled Peter pointing for them to return to bed. Sonia knew instantly what Peter wanted and lay back on the bed, legs spread. Lynn, confused, looked to Peter who motioned for her to join Sonia in sixty nine. "You've already tasted each other's sweet juices, why not a little more?" he laughed. "Peter I don't think..." But the redhead's mouth was already covering her vaginal opening and as the pressure in her bladder increased, Lynn resisted no longer, allowing her own mouth to open to Sonia's nest as she relaxed and allowed the first few drops to flow. She was rewarded almost immediately with the taste of Sonia's urine and within moments both women were urinating into each other's mouth. Lynn swallowed quickly to keep up with the flow. She was not repulsed, but the sensation was not particularly pleasurable for her until her bladder was empty and Sonia again sucked her to orgasm, an act she was only too happy to reciprocate. Peter again joined them and the three continued their hedonistic excesses until the wee hours. Four nights later, Lynn found herself once again on "The Tempest". Peter motioned her to precede him into the cabin. As she opened the door, she was suddenly pushed, sprawling headfirst into the cabin where three muscular White men laughed as they stripped her naked and proceeded to take her in all three orifices at once. One man lay on his back and took her vaginally as she was lifted onto him. The second filled her mouth while the third took her anally. Their ferocious pounding of her mouth, anus and nest and the sexual and racial slurs with which they bombarded her, excited her beyond measure. Lynn was living out one of her strongest and most persistent fantasies -- that of being raped by Whites. She actually was helpless to resist but loved every minute of her defilement. Although the men did not actually injure her, they were rough and callous, just as she had imagined in her dreams and so her own orgasms flowed as freely as theirs. To her amazement, as the three withdrew, leaving their semen in all parts of her body, three different men entered to begin her defilement anew. The first group of three exited, perhaps to smoke or drink on deck and to await their turn once again, for Lynn's rape was to continue for over four hours with each of the six men eventually orgasming into each of her three orifices. As soon as one group would finish, the other group would return. Four of the men even took her a fourth time leaving her exhausted, sore and barely able to move, let alone stand as the semen from twenty-two orgasms dripped from her mouth, anus and vagina. She smiled, her perverse pleasure sated for the moment, yet she knew as intense as this pleasure had been, there was also something missing. Lynn had come to terms with herself in accepting her need for sex and to be dominated. Yet the element missing here was love. Yes, the rape was exciting and sexually fulfilling, but she also needed affection. She truly yearned, at this moment, to be held and caressed, to feel the comfort that only a loving relationship could offer. Gary could give her love but not sexual satisfaction. Peter could offer all the sexual excitement she could ever dream of, yet she knew he didn't love her. He could easily take her away from Gary, she had to admit that. Yet the ideal of sexual excitement teamed with real love still escaped her, for Peter's own sexual drives were based on something other than true affection, perhaps power, perhaps something else. As she cleaned herself up and began formulating another excuse for being late to tell Gary, she questioned the beautiful face in the mirror. Would she ever find what she truly wanted, the best of both worlds? CHAPTER SIX "The boat. Tonight. Nine O'clock. Dress like a whore." "Peter, I..." But there was a telltale click from the other end and the voice was already gone. Lynn had told herself she had to break it off, end this madness, yet the sound of Peter's voice had instantly destroyed her resolve. She wanted the secure, comfortable, loving life with Gary, yet Peter had opened the Pandora's box and Lynn felt her heart beating wildly in anticipation of being with him and the immense sensuality he awakened in her. The rest of the afternoon she spent deciding on a story to tell Gary and shopping for what she would wear. She wanted to wear something especially revealing for Peter, but at the same time, did not want to arouse suspicions in Gary. She finally decided to take the outfit she had purchased in a bag and change at the marina. She had splurged, using grocery money for the outfit which, she had to admit, was more fitting for a twenty-five year old hooker than a thirty nine year old housewife, but she needed Peter desperately and wanted just as desperately to please him. She marveled inwardly at how her entire world had changed since meeting the sexy and dominant White man. She had gone, virtually overnight, from sedate and humdrum housewife to Peter''s Black ...woman? bitch? whore? She didn't care. He wanted her and she wanted him and that was all that mattered. She was sure now that only he could provide what she needed. Only he could satisfy her. Only he could possess her. And she would give him anything he wanted in return. **************************************** "Now don't wait up. After the aerobics class a few of us girls are going over to Susan's for coffee and a gab session. It may be late," she said as she picked up the gym bag which actually contained the outfit she planned to wear tonight and kissed her husband good bye. "Oh, I'll be fine. I think there's a good spooky movie on the late show." "See you later," she said over her shoulder, hurrying out the door trying to act casual. She hated lying to Gary. He didn't deserve to be lied to, but considering what she planned on doing on "The Tempest" this evening, a little lie hardly mattered, now did it? She had to force herself to remain within the speed limit. The last thing she needed now was a speeding ticket and the inevitable questions which would follow. The drive seemed interminable, but at last she pulled into the marina parking lot, found the women's rest room, changed into the outfit and surveyed herself in the mirror over the sink. Yes, the outfit was almost totally revealing, a black see through shimmering body stocking with no bra or panties. Her nipples were plainly visible and the tight clinging material showed every curve of her breasts, hips and legs. A black leather mini skirt barely hid her nest while the black spike heels added the final touch. Lynn knew her body complemented such an outfit. Her breasts, while full, were still firm and her hips and legs were almost as curvaceous as any twenty five year old. But would Peter like it? Was it too much? She wanted to show him she could and would be whatever he wanted. Tonight he wanted a whore. She was determined to give him one. Of paramount importance to her, however, was that he wanted her body and she wanted his and that was enough. Too late to worry about it now, she thought, as she glanced at her watch and saw it was almost nine. So with as much confidence as she could muster, she crammed her aerobics outfit into the bag, walked to her car where she left the bag and hurried to her lover. She fell into his arms and they kissed deeply, her heart racing. "I like a beautiful woman who can do what she's told," he said stepping back just slightly and admiring the outfit and the body beneath, "especially when she's Black." Again, for some reason buried within her psyche, Lynn felt the rush of erotic sensualism sweep through her and her sexual juices begin to flow. "I hope you like it," she said, as coyly as possible considering the only thing on her mind at that moment was to shed the outfit as quickly as possible, spread her legs and get this handsome and virile White man into her. "Yes, I do. You have dressed very appropriately for what I have planned." She looked up into his eyes quizzically. "You said you wanted to experience the new and different and so you shall." He produced a sleeping mask and placed it on her tightly, blinding her to everything. "I have a special surprise for you." Lynn shivered with expectation. This was exactly the kind of mystery and excitement she longed for in her marriage. Excitement she knew she would never have with Gary. Unbeknown to Lynn, Peter turned out all the lights which left the cabin illuminated by only two small candles. He surveyed the scene and then, satisfied, picked up his cell phone. "She's waiting for you," was all he said and put down the phone. "Who...who are you talking to?" she asked, the first trace of apprehension creeping into her voice. "Your evening's entertainment," he replied. "Peter, I can't..." "Of course you can, Lynn. It's what whore's do, especially beautiful Black whores." Despite her trepidation, her entire body tingled from the infusion of the racial overtone. "He's nearby so you shouldn't have to wait long." "What do you want me to do?" she asked. "Pleasure him." Her mouth dropped open. "But..." "We both know this is exactly the kind of experience you want. Mystery, excitement and a great erotic experience. Satisfy him and yourself. And when you do, I'll see you don't leave here without a great deal more satisfaction." Still nonplused, but admittedly intrigued, Lynn replied, "But why the blindfold?" "Patience, Lynn... Ah, I think our guest has arrived." They heard footsteps on the desk above, then a slight rapping on the cabin door. "Not a word," Peter commanded to them both as he opened the door and admitted Lynn's mystery man. Peter leaned over and, unbeknown to Lynn, pushed the record button on a small audio recorder sitting on the bedside table. "Your surprise is here," smiled Peter as Lynn began to feel real discomfort sensing the presence of the other person and knowing she was now on display. "First, our only rule. Absolutely no talking. This is intended to be a mysterious as well as erotic adventure. Not a single word from either of you or you both will leave this boat immediately." Peter noted they both shook their heads in agreement. "Understand," he said in Lynn's ear, you can say no if you want and the young man will leave, but, if you say yes, there is no turning back." Her pulse beginning to race, Lynn nodded, indicating she understood. "Then I suggest we give this young man a better look at what he may get." Lynn felt Peter's hands unzip the skirt and slid it off. Her breath quickened as his hands slowly and sensuously removed the heels and then unfastened her body suit, peeling it from her in a slow motion strip tease. She burned in embarrassment as the material slid from her breasts. She knew her breasts were attractive, yet the thoughts of revealing her body to a total stranger were both exciting and frightening. As the body stocking descended to her waist and then to her nest, Lynn, now a bit frightened by the unknown, wondered if she could actually go through with it. Her mouth opened, poised to bring this exciting but strange episode to an end. "Say nothing," she heard Peter command. If you want it to end, simply shake your head in a negative direction." Lynn was torn. She truly wanted, at that moment to end this, hurry home to her husband and turn her back on what was becoming not only erotic but downright bizarre. Yet, at the same time, she was captivated, enthralled with the overwhelming eroticism of the moment. She fancied the stranger as a White man, eager to ream his Black captive and her body trembled in anticipation. There was no shake of her head as Peter again began peeling the elastic material from her. She felt his hands roll the material down her legs . Peter then unstrapped and discarded her shoes, she stepped out of the body suit and Lynn Downing stood naked before the two men. Unbeknown to Lynn because of the blindfold, Peter ran one of the candles closely up and down her body, affording the young man a better view of the body he was anxious to ravish. "The mask, unfortunately, hides her face which is indeed as lovely as her body. Perhaps another time that also shall be revealed to you. For the moment though," he said turning to Lynn, "I can tell from the bulge in his pants, he likes what he sees." Peter motioned to the other man. "You may want to get a bit more comfortable, yourself." As the man's clothes were shed, Peter continued. "A bit of background. The two of you shall never know the identity of the other, but I don't mind revealing a bit of information to heighten the anticipation." "She," he said motioning to Lynn, " is a housewife who has endured a dull and unsatisfying marriage. She yearns for sexual excitement and satisfaction." Lynn twisted a bit uncomfortably. "Although a bit inexperienced in the varied arts of carnal pleasure, she is nevertheless innovative and open to experimentation. In a few words, she's a great piece of Black ass." Lynn wasn't sure whether to be flustered or flattered. "Her fantasy is be raped and dominated by a White master." Now Lynn did twist with unease. She had revealed her intimate fantasies to Peter the other evening between lovemaking sessions, but never with the thought they would be shared with another. "So,this evening, she shall be your Black slave," said Peter to the man. Does that mean he's White? wondered Lynn. She fervently wished it to be so. She tried to picture him in her mind. "Slaves are often bound. Do you wish your slave bound?" Peter asked. Lynn, of course heard nothing, but the answer was obvious when Peter pulled her arms behind her and secured them, not at the wrists, but pulled back up under her shoulder blades and tightly, if not unduly painfully, bound. "Don't be shy, come sample the goods," implored Peter. Lynn heard the padded footsteps and then a hand on her breast. The hand came under her chin, raising her head and a warm and tender mouth closed on hers. Their lips lingered. His kiss was so unlike Peter's which were strong and powerful. These lips were soft and gentle. The moment was broken by Peter's voice. "Show him what you have to offer." Lynn wasn't sure what Peter wanted until she felt him turn her around and bend her over at the waist. "Spread your legs," Peter commanded. She obeyed realizing the most intimate and private parts of her body were now spread wide open to the stranger. "Isn't she nice?" asked Peter. "Have you even seen a body just begging to be taken like hers? Peter brought her back upright. She again felt the tender lips on hers as young strong arms pulled her gently to him. She felt his strong erection against her. The thoughts of helplessly being taken by a White master were overwhelming. She yearned for him as she knew Peter wanted. "Time for a decision," said Peter as the arms and body withdrew. " He obviously wants you. If your answer is no, remain standing, if your answer is yes, drop to your knees and open your mouth." Lynn knew what she should do, but what she wanted at this moment , had to have, was simply overpowering and as she slipped to her knees and opened her mouth, she knew her decision was irrevocable. She didn't care. She was a bound Black slave, about to be taken by her master, and she shivered with fright and a delectable, perverse anticipation. Lynn felt the hands grasp her behind her head as the penis entered her waiting mouth. She took it as far as possible, feeling his thrust in the back of her throat before he withdrew and began again. Her tongue worked feverishly and she sucked the huge rod, hoping she was affording her master pleasure. Her nest was dripping. "Let me tell you a little something about your "master", said Peter as the thrusts began to penetrate deeper and Lynn was not sure how much more she could take without gagging. "He's a twenty year old college student from Freedmont." The fact that this young man and her son Paul were the same age and attended the same college struck Lynn as fascinating as well as coincidental.It being a fairly small college, she wondered if they might even know each other. She heard his breathing grow deeper, his trusts quicken and his erection stiffen even further and knew he was close. "Yes, he's pledging a fraternity. That's why he's here. You are his fraternity initiation. He has to take a married woman in her mouth, rear and nest. The lights are out Lynn, to make it a bit more romantic and mysterious, so video is out of the question, but we are making an audio recording of what transpires so he will have his proof of performance, so to speak." Her master's grunts were accompanied by her mouth suddenly filling with semen. Lynn swallowed as fast as she could, amazed at the quantity his erection kept pumping into her mouth and throat. "I think you told me your son was pledging a fraternity," said Peter as strong arms pulled her up and she again felt the soft lips and tongue. ` "Now it's time to afford this young man some anal pleasure." The arms helped her onto the bed, her face, down against the covers, her arms still bound tightly behind her, her rear high in the air. She was amazed at how quickly his erection was again firm. When her husband climaxed, he was instantly flaccid and unable to regain his erection for some time. "A reminder: no words, but I bet the fraternity brothers wouldn't mind hearing the sounds of a housewife as she is reamed." She felt the lubrication on the tip of his penis but it made little difference. He was every bit as large as Peter and as he grabbed her hips and guided the head into her anal opening, Lynn whined, not for the recorder, but both to beg to be spared the forthcoming invasion of her dark hole and at the same time to invite her master to fill it with his massive cock and fuck her mindless. Her grunts were quite audible as the first few inches bored into her and Peter smiled to think how much enjoyment that would bring back at the fraternity house. "Did I mention the fraternity he's pledging?" asked Peter. "It's Alpha Tau Omega." My God thought Lynn, fighting back the tears between moans, he's pledging Paul's fraternity. They probably even know each other. As he reached full penetration and began thrusting powerfully, his grunts of ecstasy matched hers of agony. This time there were no hands to reach around and stimulate her clitoris and with her hands tied behind her, she could not even masturbate to make the pain at least bearable. Peter moved the recorder a bit closer to capture Lynn's sobs as tears of agony rained down her face. Her grunts were long and protracted as each thrust was now more powerful than the last and her anal lips and canal stretched to the limit. At last, mercifully, she felt his warm seed squirt deeply into her bowels and he withdrew leaving her breathless and exhausted. Hardly having had time to catch her breath, she was rolled onto her back. The boy/man straddled her head and she took his penis into her mouth. She was astounded at his recuperative powers. Within only a minute or so, he was again fully erect and throbbing. Peter's voice again came to her. "Now my little Black housewife whore, spread your legs and give it to him like he's never had it before!" Lynn opened herself to him. She felt his massive lance poised against her vaginal lips. "Before he takes you, there are just a couple of other small details you should know about him," said Peter in her ear. "He's Black and his mother's name is Lynn!" Lynn's mouth flew open in surprise and horror. "Pa..." she started to shout his name, but Peter stuffed the handkerchief in her mouth and quickly tied another around to gag her. "Sometimes she loves to be gagged as well," he said to the unknowing Paul. "Now she's ready for you!" Lynn tried kicking him off, but her son was too heavy to dislodge. However, her feverish writhing and muffled screams into the handkerchief were enough to give him pause. He looked uncertainly to Peter. "Remember, I told you her fantasy was to be raped by a White man. You may be the wrong color, but you've got the right equipment." They looked down at the near hysterical woman who continued to thrash about in an attempt to escape as her incoherent screams continued. The darkness, the mask and the fact that Paul would never in his wildest dreams have believed his mother would consent to such an act of self debasement hid her identity from him. "She loves to play the part of the helpless victim," Peter told the son. "She's playing her part well, now you play yours. Slap her around a little." Paul hesitated. Her body was fantastic and she was, by far, the best lay he'd ever had, but he'd never hit a woman. "Go ahead, slap her until she quits screaming. Make her accept her fate!" Still Paul hesitated. "Go ahead, she loves it. The harder the better!" The first slap, although half hearted, stunned her. "Go ahead, slap her again!" The next blow, while still openhanded, was much stronger than the first and brought fresh tears to Lynn's eyes. Again she tried to scream his name, to tell him who she was, but Peter's gag was so tight in her mouth, her cries were incomprehensible. Another stinging slap and then another. Lynn's pain was matched only by her horror at what was about to take place. All fantasies aside, she was about to be raped by her own son. As Lynn realized she was indeed helpless to stop what was about to take place, her resistance melted into tears. Her sobs were evident even through the gag. "See? She knows you're going to take her and there is nothing she can do. Give her the ride of her life!" Paul spread the legs of the woman he was about to ravish, believing it was all part of an elaborate act. She was quite an actress, he thought. Crying incessantly and in complete surrender, she offered no resistance. "She all yours!" smiled Peter. The physical pain of his sudden entry was nothing compared to the mental anguish the beautiful housewife felt at that moment. She wanted to lie still, deny the illicit pleasure, but her body had been worked to a feverish pitch over the last thirty minutes and, almost immediately, began to betray her. His angle of entry was such that her clit was receiving maximum stimulation with each thrust and as they became stronger and deeper, her vaginal lips, despite her best efforts to the contrary, began contracting in rhythm with him, squeezing his penis and pulling it deeper within her. Her nest was soaking making his penetration easier. Within a few strokes she felt the head of his penis meet her cervix. She was desperately trying to focus her mind, to send her consciousness to a far off place, to ignore the sexual urges building within her. He began grunting with the exertion and pleasure. Her own grunts began to match his as she could no longer deny what her body wanted, needed. She began thrusting upward to meet his powerful downward strokes and soon the two were mindlessly humping each other in total abandon. Sweat poured from them both as they neared climax. "We won't need this any more," said Peter, quickly pulling the slip knot on the leather bands which had held Lynn's arms behind her. Her arms came around to Paul's shoulders. She wanted to push him away, to stop this incestuous depravity, yet at that moment she felt him ram her full and then tense. She still could not see him, but she could feel his need to fill her and knew her need for him was just as powerful. So her arms went to his hips and pulled him even further into her as she felt his hot seed fill her and her own orgasm swept over her, so intense, her body was in near convulsions as her labial contractions milked every last drop of his semen into her. It wasn't enough for either of them however and so she again sucked him to rigidity and they were both rewarded with another mind shattering orgasm, hers coming in multiples. Exhausted and finally unable to revive his overworked lance, Paul climbed from the bed and began to dress. "Ever had anything like it?" asked Peter extracting the tape and handing it to the college student. Her son shook his head and smiled, went to the bed, helped Lynn to stand, then embraced and kissed her deeply a final time. "You're the best," he whispered in her ear, "the very best!" Lynn didn't know whether to rejoice or cry. She knew Paul had been sexually active since high school and in fact had bedded down some of the most attractive girls in his school, White and Black. She had no reason to believe he had not also shared his penal gift at college as well. So, the compliment was both unexpected and highly flattering. To think: she, Lynn Downing could outperform women half her age. She lay back on the bed, filled with guilt, as Paul and Peter left the cabin. She basked in the afterglow of her sexual adventure, as illicit, illegal and immoral as it had been. She removed the gag and mask and waited for Peter. He returned a few moments later. "How could you do that to me?" she started. "Forget the righteous indignation, Lynn. You wanted it every bit as much as he did, even after you knew who he was." "How did you know?" she asked quietly. "That you wanted to bed down your own son?" She winced. "Oh, you all but told me the other night. I could see the way your eyes lit up when you talked about him and it wasn't just parental pride. "But, my God, it's incest!" "So? Did you enjoy it? "That's not the point..." "That's exactly the point! I could tell you wanted him, so I set it up so you could have him. He really is pledging that fraternity. All I had to do was coax the older fraternity brothers with a case or two of beer and they were quite willing to accept my suggestion for his initiation. He's quite a stud, but you're an absolute wildcat when your son's on top of you!" She looked away in utter embarrassment. "You...didn't tell him did you?" "That it was his mother who he just raped? Why spoil the fun? He wants you again. I told him it would cost him five hundred dollars next time. He didn't even flinch, said he'd pay twice that for another chance at his Black housewife whore. Told me he'd never had anything like you." "What did you tell him?" she asked anxiously. "To give me a call when he got the money together." "Peter, you didn't!" "Relax. Where is he going to get that kind of money? Besides it might be fun." "Peter, no!" "Don't ever say no to me Lynn." "I'm sorry," she said dropping her eyes in apology. "Why are you complaining? From what I've seen tonight, he's a hell of a lot better in bed than your husband." "Yes...he is..." she mused. She had to agree, Paul was ten times the lover his father was, rivaling Peter himself in size and endurance. "How long have you wanted him to take him to your bed?" he asked. "I...I'm not really sure. In fact I wasn't even sure at all until tonight." "Oh you were sure all right. You may not have wanted to admit it, but you've desired him for a long time." "I remember once when he was in high school. He and two of his friends were in his room talking. I know I shouldn't have, but I stopped and listened. It was the usual adolescent male bragging by the other two, but when Paul began, his voice was so calm and steady, I knew he was telling the truth. He described how he had persuaded the White captain of the cheerleading squad to meet him at Brenner's Lake, that's a local lover's lane. He told how they had kissed and she had stripped for him. He said when he took off his clothes, she was all over him and I didn't doubt it for a moment. You saw how handsome he is. Anyway, that cheerleader came to Brenner's Lake a virgin, but she didn't leave that way." "And you wished it could have been you?" "I never wanted to be White so badly in my life. I guess that's when the issue of color began to enter my sexual fantasies. His body, even then, was muscular and lean. I often sneaked looks at him when he wasn't aware.. For months afterward I would picture him stripping me and taking my virginity." "So you see," observed Peter, "tonight you simply got to live out your long repressed fantasy. Speaking of which, do you know a fantasy I would like to fulfill?" "What's that?" she asked. "To see how many times I can bring a beautiful Black housewife to orgasm," he smiled grabbing her. "Maybe I won't be the only one whose fantasy comes true this evening," she replied as his clothes were quickly discarded and she spread her legs widely to accept his massive gift. CHAPTER SEVEN A few mornings later found Lynn again agonizing over her dilemma. Now she had not only committed adultery, but incest as well. She realized that although Gary had said nothing, he had to suspect something was going on. After all, she had hardly been out at night in their entire marriage and now lately, she was spending at least one or two nights a week at Peter's boat. She felt her marriage beginning to slip away. She still cared very much for Gary but was no longer sure she loved him. Yet, he deserved better than to be cheated upon. She was running options over in her mind for the hundredth time when the phone rang. "The boat. Tonight at eight," the now familiar voice directed. "Peter, I can't do this any more." "You not only can, you will." Even on the phone, the power of his voice was almost overwhelming. "Peter, I don't want to disappoint you, but..." "Then don't! Tonight. Eight O'clock." "What makes you so sure I'll come?" she asked. "Because I know you Lynn. Perhaps better than anyone else. Certainly better than your husband. I know what you want, what you need. You'll come because you can't stay away. You're like a moth drawn to a flame. You know I'll have something special planned for you and you know it will involve mind blowing sex. I have what you want. You'll be here." "No...Peter, I just can't..." "TONIGHT LYNN! EIGHT O'CLOCK!" The voice was not loud but strong and commanding. There was again the click from the other end indicating he had hung up. For the rest of the day Lynn struggled with herself. Her rational self told her this insanity had to stop. She was putting her marriage and her family in jeopardy. Ignore the call! Stay home with Gary! She busied herself with housework until Gary got home, they had dinner, then went into the living room to watch TV. The phone rang which Gary answered. She could tell by the laughter and good natured ribbing that it was Paul on the other end. The longer the father and son talked, the more vivid the images and sounds became in her mind of what had taken place only a few nights previously on "The Tempest". She felt the wetness permeate her panties as the feel of Paul's arms around her and his penis penetrating her were still fresh and, she hated to admit it, exciting. As the phone conversation continued Lynn felt her breathing become heavier and her heart pounding in her chest. She again experienced, in her mind, the sounds of his orgasmic moans, the smell of his freshly washed skin and the feel of his hot semen squirting deep inside her. She could stand it no longer. The urges were again beginning to dominate her thoughts and actions. She arose to hurry from the room. "Hey, it's Paul. Don't you want to talk with him?" "Tell him I'll talk with him in a day or so. I just remembered, I promised Linda Warner I would come over and help with that charity fund raiser rehearsal tonight." She hoped the story sounded plausible. At this point she wasn't sure she cared. She was burning up. Her nest was on fire .She had to have what Peter could give her and right now she would do almost anything to get it. She hurried upstairs to dress. ****************************************** Lynn boarded the boat and, finding no one topside, she went below and softly knocked on the cabin door. "Come in," wafted Peter's voice from inside. As the door opened Lynn faced Peter and perhaps the most beautiful woman she had ever seen. Her long blonde hair complemented the intense blue eyes and the soft and balanced facial features which give Caucasians their beauty. Her twenty-five year old body, although covered by a beautiful gown, was obviously that of a centerfold, her breasts magnificent and firm, waist an hourglass and legs curvaceous and flowing to trim ankles and small feet snuggled in golden spike heels. "Ah, Lynn, glad you could make it," he smiled confidently, knowing she could not resist his offer. "There is someone I want you to meet. Denise, this is Lynn Downing. You can see for yourself how beautiful she is,but her body is also an intense source of endless pleasures." Lynn felt embarrassed, but she was sure she detected pain in the beautiful blonde's eyes. "Lynn, I want you to meet Denise...my wife!" "Your...?" Lynn stammered. She had no idea Peter was married. He wore no ring and never mentioned it. "Yes," he continued, "Denise, you see, is not only lovely, she also has some very special charms. Denise," he said smiling, "why don't you show Lynn just how special you are." Again Lynn detected anguish in the eyes of the beautiful wife as she unhooked her dress and let it fall. The shimmering hose and ebony garter belt accentuated the black thong and bra which barely contained the luscious breasts. But Lynn's attention was drawn and held to the bulge in the blonde's panties. Lynn was spellbound as Denise slipped the thong downward revealing a fully developed, semi erect penis, underneath which, was a normal female vagina. "Denise is gifted to have been equipped with the means to pleasure both men and women," smiled Peter. The woman immediately pulled her thong back into place and, Lynn could tell, was fighting back tears. "Today is Denise's birthday," he began, "twenty-five today. I thought all week about what to get her. Since she, like you Lynn, has very special needs, I finally hit upon the answer. I would give her you. You are both highly sexually charged, yet pine for an emotional relationship as well. So...Happy Birthday darling," Peter intoned, kissing his wife on the cheek and nodding toward Lynn, "she's all yours!" Lynn stood still as Peter prodded the blonde a bit. Denise walked to Lynn, gently ran her fingers thorough the black hair, then Lynn felt the blonde's arms enfold her and suddenly their lips met. Lynn's heart raced as while the lips she tasted were tender, sweet and soft, the kiss itself was strong and powerful possessing the best qualities of the kisses of both a woman and man. Lynn's eyes closed as her mouth opened in surrender and she was dumbfounded to realize she wasn't sure whether she was kissing male or female. Their tongues touched and once again there was the incredible softness yet strength as Denise's tongue pressed its way into Lynn's mouth, taking the Black woman's breath away. The arms pulled her closer and Lynn felt the penis, now almost erect, against her as it stretched the beautiful blonde's panties to their maximum. "We want to be alone," Denise said to Peter. There was a surprised look on the husband's face. "Hmmmm, you've never asked to be alone before. Besides, you know how much I like to watch and then participate." "You're right, I've never asked before, but I'm asking now. You said she's for my birthday. Surely this one time..." "Of course, my dear," he said, smiling, stopping to kiss first Lynn, then Denise and walking to the door. "Happy Birthday!" came his ironic wish and with that he was gone. Denise walked over and closed and locked the door. She turned to Lynn. "I'm sorry," she said, referring to her kissing Lynn, "he expected that." "Please don't apologize," responded the Black housewife, "I enjoyed it." "Did you? Did the freak excite you?"asked the blonde, hostility beginning to build. "Excite me? Yes. Because you're a freak? No. I simply enjoyed kissing a woman whose lips were both tender and strong." "Look, you don't have to do this," said Denise sitting in a chair. "We can just talk for a while and then make up some story for Peter." "Why? Why would you do that for me?" asked Lynn, sitting on the edge of the bed. "Lynn we both have special sexual needs. Neither of us would be here if we didn't. And while I like being dominant with a woman, I don't want to simply take it from her. I want her to want me to take it." Lynn was impressed with the sensitivity Denise was showing to a stranger, yet Lynn also realized she was drawn to the beautiful blonde. Was it purely a sexual attraction, a fascination with her physiology or something more? "And if she has fantasies of being raped?" "I have no problem in playing sexual games. I love to play them myself. Being raped in a game of fantasy is one thing, actually being assaulted and abused is quite another." "I like being dominated," Lynn said, not sure why she was so willing to open herself to this woman. "I know, I felt you surrender when I kissed you. We all have needs Lynn. Yours is to be submissive, mine is to be dominant, especially of a woman, but the truth is we are both looking for something more." "What do you mean?" "I noticed your wedding band. Your marriage is not a happy one. That is obvious. There may be many reasons, but Peter could not have seduced you or, at least, could not have kept you coming back if your relationship with your husband was all it should be." Lynn was a bit astonished at the observational and intuitive deductions of the woman seated across from her. This was no stereotypic dumb blonde. "And," continued Denise, "I too need more than what I have become." "Which is?" asked Lynn. Peter and I have been married almost four years. He seduced me, much as I am sure he seduced you. I thought he truly loved me. I have come to realize he married me for only one reason. I am his sexual freak, his sideshow. He married me only for the bizarre pleasures I bring him and his friends. Do I enjoy the sex? Yes, without a doubt, but I see signs that Peter is tiring of me, that my "freak appeal" had waned. You aren't his first you know. In the four years we have been married he has taken nine women as his mistress. You are the tenth. He seduces them, uses them for his own amusement and then discards them when they no longer amuse him. He would have dumped me long ago if it were not for my... uniqueness. Even so, I feel he will soon divorce me. He is not a cruel man. He recently purchased a large house in Bimini for me and established a six figure bank account in my name. He said they were simply gifts, but I know he is establishing them to be my part of the divorce settlement. Lynn dropped her eyes. "I had no idea," she said quietly. "I know. It's OK. I don't blame you...or the others. Peter speaks often of our needs, but he also has special needs as well, ones which no one women can ever satisfy." "What will you do?" asked Lynn. "Live at my estate. Perhaps travel. I still have needs, Lynn, but I intend to look for someone who can love me for who I am, not just the pleasure or excitement I can give him or her." Denise looked into the expressive brown eyes. "And you, Lynn, what will you do? You do know Peter will probably ask you to sail away with him. He almost always does." "I...I'm not sure. Oh, I've known all along that what Peter and I had was purely sexual. I guess I wished it might have been more, but, deep down, I knew he didn't love me." Tears began to well. "I...I've made a mess of my life. You were right about my marriage. I've always needed more than Gary could or was prepared to give. I didn't want to admit it, but I have been unhappy for a long time. I don't know what to do. Should I go back and try to put things right? He's a good man. I just don't know, after what I've experienced with Peter, whether Gary can ever be enough for me." Lynn looked to Denise with desperation in her eyes. "And...there's...something...else." "It's all right Lynn," said Denise coming over to sit beside her and putting her arm around the Black woman's shoulder. "You...don't understand," cried Lynn, tears running down her cheeks, "I made love to my own son!" "How...?" "Peter tricked me at first, tied and blindfolded me and kept the room dark so Paul, my son, wouldn't recognize me. We weren't allowed to talk, so neither of us knew it was the other...at least not at first." "Not at first?" "Oh God Denise, I got so excited. I needed it, had to have it!" "I've had moments like that myself." "I was nearly out of my mind for sex. When it finally became clear to me that it was Paul, it...it just didn't matter. I let him take me. No, to be honest, I wanted him to take me. Denise," cried Lynn weeping bitterly, "I screwed my own son!" Denise's arm tightened around Lynn's shoulder pulling the attractive Black woman against her as Lynn began weeping uncontrollably. "It will be all right, Lynn. We'll get you through this." Lynn was stunned into looking into those beautiful blue eyes. 'We?" "I'm here for you now and I'll be here for you as long as you need me." "Denise, I don't know what to say. By all rights you should hate me." "You don't need to say anything and I don't hate you Lynn. As a matter of fact you're one of the sweetest, loveliest women I have ever known." Lynn's voice was choked in supplication as she snuggled closer to this woman of incredible understanding, warmth, sensitivity and strength. "Hold me Denise...please." "Of course," responded the blonde, putting both arms around Lynn. Lynn cried on Denise's shoulder for over an hour as the blonde consoled her. Both poured out their feelings to the other and both found understanding and empathy in return. Lynn had several women with whom she was friends but none to whom she had opened her feelings this way, none whom she trusted like this, none who shared the physical need for sensual release and the intense need for a loving relationship. They talked well into the night, each becoming aware of the bond growing between them. Finally, reluctantly, Lynn realized she had to leave. "Thank you...for everything," said Lynn looking once again into the loving blue eyes. "You have no idea what this evening has meant ot me." "I feel the same, Lynn. Here is my cell phone number. If you need me for anything..." There was longing in both sets of eyes as Lynn put the piece of paper in her purse. "I...I..." Lynn stammered wanting to say so much yet unable to find the words. "I know," Denise replied kissing the lovely lips lightly and holding Lynn tightly for but a moment, "I know." As Lynn left the boat her new found feelings for Denise warmed her, yet , at the same time, left her more conflicted than ever. She cared for Gary, but was unsure she still loved him. Peter was the most exciting man she had ever met, yet while he offered her sexual excitement and physical satisfaction beyond measure, there was no love there and, Lynn realized, there never would be. And then there was Paul. Perhaps the most agonizing situation of all. She could not deny her sexual feelings for her son and he had proven himself a fantastic lover, but...he was her son! She stepped into the deserted marina parking lot where a single street light glowed near where she had parked her car. As Lynn fumbled in her purse for her car keys, a figure stepped out of the shadows and silently closed the distance until he stood only a foot or two behind her. He had recognized the figure of the woman who had given him such ecstasy, even from across the parking lot. The voice came to her chillingly recognizable. "I've been waiting to see you again." Lynn froze, unsure what to do, but very sure she wanted to neither speak nor turn around. "I've got the five hundred," Paul said, moving closer. Lynn could think only to walk into the shadows, keeping her identity hidden, but as she started to walk away, his arms encircled her from behind and his kiss was hot on her neck. "I want you. You make the other women I've made love to, seem like little girls." His hands found her breasts and Lynn, despite her anxiety and trepidation, felt herself begin to respond as his fingers found her nipples which became instantly erect under his touch. She tried to pull away, but his arms were too stong. Lynn felt his right hand begin a journey downward. Again she tried to wiggle away but the combination of his strength and her own arousal kept her back pressed against him as his hand slipped under the elastic waistband of her skirt. "You have no idea how much I've wanted to have you again, to feel your lucious body..." Again she failed to break loose, not sure now if she really wanted to. His left hand had undone two buttons of her blouse allowing his hand access to her bare breasts since she wore no bra. Discovering she wore no panties either, his other hand quickly found her nest and his finger penetrated her, finding her clit. The kisses on her neck were now more fervent and she felt his erection press against her buttocks. They were both rapidly becoming sexually excited. "Let's go to the boat where we can be alone," he implored. She shook her head no, but her own hands, instead of pushing his away, covered them pulling them more tightly to her, encouraging his stimulation of both breasts and nest. They were both beginning to gasp for air. Lynn reached behind her to grasp his erection. "I knew you wanted it as much as I did," he gasped. Lynn's mind was rapidly losing focus. The powerful urges within her, already strong, were building, despite her efforts to the contrary. She knew this had to stop, yet was unable to do anything except squeeze her vaginal lips on the finger inside her. She felt the first twinge deep within and knew the climax would soon follow. If she was going to put an end to this incestous outrage, it must be now. With one last determined effort she broke free of his grip and started to run, but had taken only a single step when his arm caught her shoulder and swung her around. She tried to duck her head away but it was too late. Paul's mouth dropped open in incredulous surprise. "MOM?" "Paul, I..." "Mom!.!!!!...You?????" "Paul, please I ..." "Oh God!" he cried out, "my own mother!" The enormity of the ramifications hit him like a steamroller. "I... I fucked my own mother!!!!" "Paul, it's not like that." "Oh? And just what is it like, Mother?" he asked angrily. "Paul, neither of us knew. It was dark. I had on a mask..." "To hell you didn't know. I heard Peter giving you all those hints. You had to know!" "Not until..." "Until he told you my mother's name was Lynn. Then you fucked me like a goddamn whore." "Please Paul, at that point I couldn't help myself, I couldn't hold back." "I'll say you couldn't hold back. Fucking your own son like there was no tomorrow!" Lynn's tears matched Paul's outrage. "Please Paul, let's talk about this." "What's to talk about, Mother? How long have you been screwing around on Dad?" "A few weeks. Paul, I have needs..." "I bet you do! You need to get fucked and you don't care who does the fucking...even your own son." "Paul, I love you..." was all she could think to say. "Oh I love you too Mom. I love the way you bend over to show your ass and pussy to me. I love the way you suck me off. I love the feel of your ass around my dick. And you know what Mother/ Most of all I love the way your pussy tightens on me as we both start to come." "Stop it!" she shouted. "You're making it into something dirty." "Dirty? Dirty? Why no Mother, there's nothing dirty about a whore who screws around on her husband and fucks her son when she gets the chance. What could be dirty about that?" Lynn broke down in tears. As Paul turned to walk away, she reached out to him, but he broke away, then turned back reaching into his pocket and extracting five one hundred dollar bills. "Paul, no..." "Here's your money, whore. I can't say you didn't earn it. You fuck like a snake, Mother. You're getting very good at what you do. So here, take it," he said throwing the bills at her, "I've had all of you ... and I've had all of you I can take!" "Paul, please..." she wept helplessly as he turned and ran off into the darkness. CHAPTER EIGHT The next two days were pure hell for Lynn. It was about to get worse. Convinced she had lost her son forever, Lynn was in a near state of depression. She agonized over a course of action, wanting to see Paul, yet afraid any action she took would simply drive him further away. Gary, noticing her look of sadness and hopelessness asked on three occasions what was wrong. Lynn tried to hide her feelings, but with each successive query it became more difficult to keep her feelings in check. Finally, after Gary insisted, Lynn, eaten with guilt and convinced her life was ruined anyway, told Gary everything with the exception of her tryst with Paul. She started by trying to explain her long time unfulfilled needs and the urges they caused. She then described her chance meeting with Peter at the planetarium and how she had allowed herself to be seduced. She admitted her adultery and sexual liaisons with Peter and the other indiscretions, male and female which she had been engaging in for the last several weeks and begged his forgiveness. Whatever she was expecting, the reaction she got was quite similar to Paul's. Gary was enraged as well as hurt. He called her every derogatory name he knew and finally ended the tirade by telling her she had twenty-four hours to pack her things and move out. With that he informed her he would be staying at a hotel until she was gone and stormed out the front door. With her sorrows now doubled, Lynn's heart was broken, her world torn apart. Feeling she had little to live for, she considered suicide. She thought of driving her car into the ocean off a nearby scenic overlook. All that kept her from such a course of action was finding Denise's cell phone number in her purse as she looked for her car keys. Desperately she punched in the numbers. "Hello." "Denise, it's Lynn." "What's wrong?" asked Peter's wife, having read Lynn's emotional state from just those three words. Lynn explained through the sobs. "I'll be right over. Give me the address." Denise was there in less than fifteen minutes. Lynn fell into her arms and, once again, Denise was the strength Lynn needed to survive. Lynn related the meeting with Paul and the revelations she had made tonight to Gary. She also described their reactions. "They're both shocked and hurt, Lynn. You could hardly expect them to react any differently. However, give them some space, some time to think and they may very well find it in their hearts to forgive you." "You really think so?" sobbed Lynn. "Up until the last few weeks you have been a loving wife and mother. Actually you still are. Given the time to realize that we all make mistakes, even big mistakes, they will also realize how much they have to lose. My bet is they will forgive you." "I...I still don't know if Gary is the man I want to spend my life with, but I just couldn't go on lying to him, cheating on him." "Which is another reason they will forgive you. You are an honest and loving person at heart, Lynn. You abhor hurting anyone. It is one of your endearing strengths," opined Denise as she sat next to the Black housewife and held her closely. They again talked into the early hours, Lynn's tears often falling onto Denise's shoulder. Finally, Lynn fell into an exhausted sleep, Denise laying her down on the couch, dimming the lights and then lying next to her, holding her all night, kissing her lightly on the cheek and whispering to her, when Lynn began sobbing in her sleep, that everything would be all right. CHAPTER NINE Lynn awoke the next morning to the smell of coffee. Denise had explored the kitchen and fixed bacon and eggs. "Feeling better?" asked Denise as they ate breakfast at the kitchen table. "Yes...I guess. At least I don't feel like driving my car into the ocean any more." The lovely blonde smiled. "Would you like me to help you pack?" "No thanks. I'm just going to get some of my clothes together. I..." Lynn looked over at Denise realizing for the first time she had no where to go. "I booked a room for you at the Ramada. My treat." "Oh Denise , you've done so much already, I couldn't..." "Hey, we girls have got to look out for each other. Besides, it's not a problem, I'm rich, remember?" They both laughed and, at last, Lynn felt as if she might be able to put her life back together after all. They finished breakfast and shared the dishes, Lynn washing while Denise dried. "Now call me to let me know how you are, OK?" said the blue eyed beauty as she picked up her purse and headed for the door. "I will...Denise?" The blonde turned back to Lynn. "You're the most wonderful friend I've ever had." Tears glistened in Denise's eyes but she simply smiled, quickly turned and walked out the door, not wishing to reveal whose heart was aching now. Lynn busied herself packing clothes and some toiletries. With overnight bag in hand, she turned to look at the living room a final time before leaving. Would she ever see it again she wondered. She considered the many years she and Gary has shared here, almost their entire married life. Paul had been born while they lived here and had never known another home. Was it all lost? With a sigh she turned to leave. He stood in the open front doorway. Her surprise was complete but ecstatic. "Paul!" He closed the door and walked into the room, standing only a couple of feet from her. "I've come to apologize," he said. "No, Paul. I'm the one who needs to apologize." "You tried doing that a couple of nights ago. I talked with Dad last night. I know you told him about everything...except us." "I just couldn't. It would not only affect the way he feels about me, it might also affect how he feels about you as well." "I know. He's still upset and said a lot of the same things about you to me that I said to you. I began to realize we were looking at this from only our own point of view." "I wasn't trying to make excu..." "I know," he said, "but when something goes wrong in a marriage there is usually enough blame to go around. I told Dad that. I don't know whether he's ready to accept it or not, but I am." "What do you mean, Paul?" "Just that your making love to me was the most wonderful thing that's ever happened to me." "Paul..." "No, let me finish. I've had time to think this through and I want you to know. I've always loved you as a mother, but that night on the boat, there was something more, even more than the sex. It's why I just had to see that mysterious woman again, why I waited in the parking lot. And then when we stood there in the parking lot and I touched you and felt you respond..." "Paul, please..." "It was wonderful, Mom. You are the most desirable woman I have ever known. I realized last night that I don't want to give you up." "Honey, I'll always..." "No you don't understand. I don't want to give you up as a lover." Lynn's mouth dropped open. "Paul, what are you saying?" "That I want you and that you want me." "Paul, that's ridicu..." His quick movement caught her completely off guard. His arms were around her, his mouth pressed to hers. "Paul!!!!!!" she sputtered. "Don't fight it Mom. It happened before, it can happen again. You love me Mom and I love you!" "Yes but..." Her response was smothered by another kiss, this one more powerful, his tongue wanting entry into her mouth. She resisted. "Paul, we can't..." "Yes we can!" he said, one hand on her hip pulling her closer while the other sought her breast. "Face it Mom. Dad's not enough man for you. I am! I heard the way you screamed when you came." "But..." "You wanted it and you wanted it from me , the same way I want it from you now." "But..." Again his lips found hers as his hand ripped her blouse open. "Paul, no you musn'..." He pulled her hands behind her and held both wrists with one hand while his other hand lifted her skirt. "We can't do this Paul. Please don't..." His mouth was again all over hers. Lynn was fighting but her body was again beginning to betray her. His hand felt her panties. "You're wet Mom, wet for me !" "Paul, we shouldn't..." but this time her mouth opened to accept his tongue. She sucked the sweetness from his mouth and he reciprocated as his fingers invaded her panties and found her soaking nest. "My God Paul, do you realize what you're do...?" He felt her hands go lax and released them, his free hand again cupping and squeezing her breast. She slipped out of her shoes as he backed her against the wall. He took her bra in both hands ripping it from her and discarding it with the remains of her blouse. He began quickly undressing as Lynn in disbelief wiggled out of her skirt. Paul now stood nude before her. Lynn took his penis in her hands, shivering with expectation, her mind a blur of sensual images, her body raging with need. "Paul, I just don't know." "Tell me you don't want me as much as I want you and I'll leave." They kissed again their tongues tasting each other hungrily. "Oh Paullllll..." she cried as he picked her up in his strong arms and carried her to the bedroom. His kisses smothered her body, her gasps of erotic anticipation overflowing. "My panties Paul. Get them off. Hurry!" she cried. "Now spread them for me Mom!" he commanded gazing at her naked body, his erection raging. "Yes Paul. Take me! TAKE ME!" she screamed as his massive phallus filled her quivering vagina. ******************************************* They lay in bed exhausted, their naked bodies still entwined. Her son had brought Lynn to orgasm eight times while climaxing in her nest three times and depositing his hot seed in her mouth and anus twice. "Marry me." he said quietly. "What? Paul, do you know what you're saying?" "Yes I know exactly what I'm saying. I'm saying you love me and I love you. I'm saying I can give you what you want and you can certainly give me what I want." "But we can't...We're mother and son." "We can move to a city far away. We can change our names. No one will ever know." "We'll know." "And what will we know. That we love each other and crave each other's body. Mom, I can give you that baby I know you've wanted for years but which Dad would never consent to. Go off the pill and I'll give you a baby whenever you want." Lynn was astounded to hear her son talk as if it were as easy as two teenagers eloping. "Look," he said, "neither of us wants to hurt Dad, so you'll have to let him down easy. I know divorce isn't easy but we can..." "Paul..." she intended to stop this crazy conjecturing, but something in her did not want to interrupt, wanted to hear him talk about a life for the two of them. "Look I'll legally change my name. We move to another state, get married and you can have my child." "Oh Paul..." her heart was bursting. "I want you to have my baby, Mom. Our baby is going to be so beautiful. I can't wait until the day you tell me you're pregnant. I want to watch your belly swell and I want to rub your back and lay my head on your tummy and feel it kick." Why hadn't Gary ever felt that way, she thought? Paul had been an accident. Of course Gary had accepted the pregnancy and grown to love his son, but never had he shown the enthusiasm which Paul was showing now. Images of a life with Paul flashed through her mind. What would it be like to be his wife? They had always seemed, even from childhood, to have similar likes and interests which Gary rarely shared. Her eyes glazed as she imagined she and Paul exchanging wedding vows, he carrying her to a honeymoon suite and ravishing her again and again. "You'd never have to beg for it from me," he said, their eyes meeting. "Oh, I've overheard a few of yours and Dad's conversations. I know he doesn't give you what you want, what you need." He was already hard again and Lynn felt the urge rising in her as well. He slipped inside her. "Marry me Lynn." It was the first time he had ever used her first name, yet somehow it felt and sounded natural. "You make it so tempting Paul, but we both know this just can't..." "Don't say no. Just say you'll think about it." "But Paul..." "Ah, Ah," he said, beginning to thrust deeper into her, arousing fully her primal need. "Oh God, Paul! Yes, deeper!" "I love you Lynn!" "And I love you Paul!" "Then say you'll at least think about it." "All right, I'll think about it," she promised, closing her eyes as his arms closed round her, "but , right now, this very moment is all I want to think about." Their lips met, her mouth opened to his probing tongue and her vagina began to spasm with yet another orgasm. ***************************************** It was another two and a half hours before Paul finally began to get dressed. Lynn lay in bed naked and exhausted, amazed at the sexual stamina of this stallion son of hers. "Paul, I had no idea." "I have needs too, Lynn. We could be so good together. We can give each other exactly what we want. So Marry me Lynn." "Paul, I'm so much older..." "I knew you'd say something like that. I don't care. You're more woman than any of those college girls I've been to bed with." "Paul, I won't deny you arouse and satisfy me like no one else ever has, but have you thought about the fact that when you are at your sexual peak, I will be a senior citizen." "I don't want to hear that..." "But Paul, it's true. Nineteen years difference can be a lifetime." "That doesn't matter to me and, if you just give us a chance, it won't matter to you either. I love you and you love me...that's all that matters!" "Paul, I..." "You promised me you would think about it." "All right," she said, I will keep my promise." "I do love you," he whispered bending over to kiss her gently on the lips. "And I love you," replied Lynn, conflicted tears of joy and pain glistening in her eyes. CHAPTER TEN Lynn checked into the motel in mid afternoon. She had just finished showering when the phone rang. "Hello." "Lynn, it's Peter. I want to see you tonight." Despite her morning tryst with Paul and the other conflicts within her at the moment, not the least of which was Denise and Peter's marriage, Lynn' s heart still beat wildly at the sound of his voice. "Peter, how did you...?" "I have asked Denise for a divorce. She has consented. I want to see you. I have something I want to ask you." "Peter, I'm not sure that is such a good id..." "The Empress Restaurant, this evening at seven." "Peter, I..." "Seven o'clock," he pronounced and hung up. ********************************************* The restaurant was the most exclusive in town. Lynn had not taken all her clothes to the motel, but she did find a dress which was suitable enough for the occasion. As she slipped on the wine and mauve dress, she felt pangs of guilt at being so excited at seeing Peter again, despite his pronouncement that he and Denise were divorcing. The last person in the world she wished to hurt right now was the beautiful blonde who had not once but twice been there to support and console her. Yet, she reasoned, it must have been Denise who had told Peter where to find her so surely she wouldn't mind her seeing Peter. Her trepidation was overcome by the intrigue she felt when she was with this magnetic man. His sexual experience and imagination were boundless and she realized her panties were wet just thinking about him. ***************************************** "I'm glad you came," he said as he motioned to the maitre d' and they were seated. "I feel guilty just for being here," Lynn confessed as the waiter left with their order. "You mean because of Denise? Yes, I am aware the two of you have grown quite close. Actually the decision to divorce is mutual." "I just hope I haven't been a part of that." "Only indirectly. Denise has known of my needs for sexual variety for some time. I, on the other hand have accommodated her physical uniqueness. The time has simply come when we have grown in different directions. Denise finds herself desiring a more settled existence." "A home? Family?" asked Lynn. "Exactly. While my tastes have become more... exotic." "Which, I have a feeling, brings us to why you have asked me to dinner." "Right you are. I have become restless, ready to move on. I am sailing to South America next week. I want you to come with me." Even though Denise had told her this was a distinct possibility, Lynn was still taken aback by the proposition. "You want me to leave my home, my husband to sail with you to South America?" "Precisely." "Just...leave?" "Oh, if you're so concerned with formalities, I can arrange for your divorce from your husband. It will probably be finalized, as will mine, by the time we get to Rio." "You think it's just that simple...?" "That's exactly what I think. Your husband can't give you what you want Lynn. I can! So, yes, it is just that simple. Come with me and I'll show you the world. To put it bluntly, I am rich Lynn. I can give you anything you want. Cars, clothes, your own villa in Spain." Lynn was speechless. The waiter brought their food, but she found herself just picking at the delicious selection, her stomach full of butterflies. "But...why me? I'm just a housewife. There are lots of women more beautiful who..." "Don't underestimate your own loveliness, Lynn, but, of course, beautiful women abound throughout the world, as do handsome and virile men and together we shall discover and explore their talents." "You want me to..." "I want you to unleash the natural and powerful urges within you, just as you have been doing for these last few weeks. Your life can become one sexual adventure after another. You will never go to bed alone and you will never go to sleep unsatisfied. I have many friends to whom I can introduce you, friends with tastes and talents you have never even dreamed of." "You make it sound so...appealing." "Why shouldn't it appeal to you? A life of riches, travel, luxury and sexual adventure. It can all be yours Lynn. Just say yes." "I... I just don't know. It does sound wonderful and exciting, but this is all so sudden." "Of course you will want to give it some thought. Just don't wait too long. "The Tempest" sails next Tuesday. In the meantime," he said, "I have arranged a little adventure for you this evening. Just to give you a taste of what's in store if you decide to accept my offer." "On the boat?" "No, at the home of a friend." "One of those friends you were talking about?" she asked. "Exactly," he replied smiling and motioning to the waiter for their check. ****************************************** The mansion was huge and located in one of the most exclusive areas of the city. Even if one ignored the house and grounds, the BMWs and Mercedes parked along the long driveway gave credence to the supposition that this was a gathering of very wealthy people. As they entered and were led into the ballroom, Lynn expressed reservations about the appropriateness of her dress. The women here were adorned with full length evening gowns, elegant and opulent, while the men wore tuxedos. While the dress she wore was pretty, its hemline was short and the material no match for the silks and satins in such abundance here. But Peter assured her she was fine and , in fact, led her to the center of the room. Lynn was startled, as the guests parted to make way for them, to discover two heavy ropes dangling from the ceiling while within a foot or two was a swing, large enough for only a single person and also suspended from the ceiling. Lynn observed that as she and Peter approached the center of the room, the conversations which had filled the room when they entered, died away. "My good friends," said Peter in a voice loud enough to be heard by the hundred plus people now listening attentively, "this is Lynn. As you can see she is quite beautiful of face with a body eager to be pleased!" Lynn's mouth dropped open in astonishment. "Her fantasy is to be raped...by Whites!" There were smiles and some laughter as Peter turned to Lynn. "If you haven't already noticed, everyone here is White!" "Peter, no!" she cried as two muscular young men stepped quickly forward and, each taking an arm, bound that arm to one of the large ropes via a velvet lined leather strap. Her arms were now splayed outward as the ropes were tightened. All eyes were on the bound woman standing before them. "Peter, please don't." "Why not Lynn?" " For God's sake, I...I don't even know these people!" "You didn't know those six men on the boat either," he replied. "But...there must be at least a hundred people here." "So, you're telling us you've never before given and received pleasure from a hundred people in a single evening?" "You know I haven't." "Then here is one of those erotic adventures I promised you." "Peter!" she cried as he started to walk away. "Now you aren't going to make us tie your legs to the floor and gag you are you Lynn?" There was fear to match the excitement building in her, but the beautiful Black housewife turned unwitting provocateur, realizing her helplessness, shook her head negatively. One of the men who had tied her, the blonde with the huge biceps, stripped her naked as the others watched in amusement. Lynn twisted in embarrassment as all eyes were on her breasts and nest. "Relax Lynn...and enjoy yourself!" Peter admonished as the same man who had stripped her, undressed, faced her and, grabbing her buttocks and pulling to match his own forward thrust, entered her roughly. Lynn gasped as his powerful strokes filled her. She was horrified/fascinated to know that a hundred pairs of eyes were watching her defilement. but with each stroke her body began to respond, juices began to flow, her heart raced and her primal urges quickly took control. Within a few moments, Lynn's gasps were not of fright but of desire and she mindlessly felt her legs jump to surround his waist and give him better access to her treasure. Immediately another man approached from behind and Lynn felt the sharp pain of anal penetration and her feet again found the floor. She was now sandwiched between them, taking simultaneous thrusts in both vagina and anus. The man, filling her rear, reached around to cup and begin squeezing her breasts painfully, but to Lynn it was like oil on a fire. Her body began humping uncontrollably as it sought full satisfaction from the lances buried deep within her and she began grunting as perspiration rolled from her body. "Yes! Yes! Fuck your Black bitch!" she cried as the orgasm swept over her. Getting her wish, the two men continued to pound her relentlessly as she experienced a second climax. As her anus received its first load of semen and was quickly filled again with another throbbing penis, the swing was lowered and an attractive brunette quickly shed her gown and was lifted in the swing until Lynn was staring into her glistening nest. The woman's legs went around Lynn's neck and Lynn opened her mouth to receive the labial gift. Lynn's tongue went quickly into the woman's vagina and found her small mound of pleasure. The woman's hands also went behind Lynn's head pulling her into her nest even further. Lynn's body was now beyond any rational control. She experienced a third orgasm and when the two men and the brunette reached climax together, Lynn's body found its ultimate release again also. As these three were replaced by others, the crowd went back to chatting, drinking and laughing just as if there was not a naked Black women being raped repeatedly (however willingly) in the center of the room, where they feasted on hors d'oeuvres and fine liquor and discussed the latest market fluctuation, a current art exhibit or how hard it is to find decent domestic help these days. Lynn's screams of agony as her anus received an especially oversized gift or her racial cries of sexual release would bring only a momentary pause in conversations, perhaps a quick smile and then the conversations would resume as if nothing had happened. During the course of the evening, several of the women abused her vagina and anus with strap-on dildos and several men also used the swing to receive oral satisfaction from the attractive Black. Lynn swallowed their semen, any of which, inadvertently escaped her mouth, was fastidiously wiped away by servants who also would visit her every thirty minutes or so to douche her anus and vagina to keep them fresh for Lynn's next "guests". By Eleven o'clock Lynn was exhausted. By two a.m. her body hung limply from the ropes, her mouth, anus and vagina now receptacles rather than enthusiastic instruments of pleasure and by four a.m. when the last man orgasmed in her rectum and withdrew, Lynn was unconscious, her body and mind simply having shut down from overstimulation and physical exhaustion. During her seven hour ordeal, Lynn Downing's nest and rear were penetrated by one hundred seventeen penises, twenty seven dildos, and she had swallowed the climaxes of over seventy-two men and women. Peter had left early with an attractive auburn haired woman, having made arrangements for Lynn to be taken to her motel after the party ended, but it was an attractive blonde, the only person at the party, other than the servants, who had not violated Lynn that evening who agreed to take her home. The servants helped her get the unconscious woman into her car, then she drove to the motel. Lynn was only beginning to regain consciousness when they arrived, the blonde half carrying the exhausted woman to her room, undressing her and putting her to bed. Starting to leave, she bent over and kissed Lynn gently on the cheek. The beautiful Black, still in only a half conscious state, whispered urgently, "Please stay with me. I'm so cold" So the beautiful blonde slipped out of her own clothes, snuggled her body against Lynn's for warmth and held the woman in her arms. Lynn's body would often shake and shiver and she would cry out in her sleep, but the woman's arms were there to hold her, her lips to kiss her and her voice to reassure her and so Lynn Downing again spent the night in the arms of Denise Dannon. CHAPTER ELEVEN When Lynn finally awoke, the small table clock next to her bed read two p.m. "Welcome back to earth, sleepy head," laughed Denise who had already been out to get coffee and croissants. Lynn sat up in the bed, gratefully accepting the food and coffee. "How long..." "I brought you home a little after four." "You were there?" "Yes," was Denise's quiet answer. "Oh God Denise, I'm so ashamed!" "Of what? That you're a highly sexually charged woman?" "That I let all those people..." "What? Satisfy you?" "But it went beyond that. We both know that." "Perhaps, but you did get what you wanted, right?" "Did I ever," smiled Lynn, her body sore and aching in every joint, especially in the three overworked orifices from the night before, "and then some." She looked up at the blonde and smiled. "This is getting to be a habit, but...thank you!" "My pleasure. It's not every night I get to sleep next to a beautiful naked woman." They both laughed, but LYnn dropped her eyes. "Why Lynn Downing I do believe you're embarrassed," smiled Denise. "After last night I didn't think I would ever be embarrassed again." Lynn mused a moment. "Maybe it's because you're someone I know, someone I trust, someone I care about." Denise's eyes misted "Lynn I..." Whatever Denise was about to say was lost to the ringing of the phone. The lovely blonde picked up the receiver. "Hello. Yes...yes...yes, just a moment. It's for you...your husband," she said handing the phone to Lynn. "Hello Gary..." Denise gathered up her purse, leaned over and kissed Lynn on the cheek and headed for the door. "Just a moment Gary...," said Lynn, covering the mouth piece and looking into the intense blue eyes of the woman who was about to leave. "Denise I..." "You need some privacy right now. Call me if you need me." "That seems to be pretty often." "I enjoyed last night almost as much as you did. Any time you want someone to hold you close, I'm your gal." "Thanks Denise, I don't know how to..." "No need," smiled the blonde bravely, holding back the tears, "next time the coffee's on you." With that, she turned and left to avoid letting Lynn see her heartache. Lynn's heart was filled with love and gratitude for this wonderful woman with whom she had grown so close. She sat staring at the closed door for several seconds, finally becoming aware of the phone still in her hand. "Gary, I'm sorry to keep you waiting." "Lynn, I want to see you. Paul, rather reluctantly gave me your number. I guess he thinks I ..." "It's OK Gary," she encouraged. "I've been thinking and I realized I really gave you hell the other day. I don't care what you've done, I want us back together." Her heart leaped into her throat. "Oh Gary..." "Please let me take you to dinner tonight." "Yes, I'd love to" "Wonderful. Shall I pick you up about seven?" "Seven will be fine." "See you then," he said and hung up. Lynn's feelings were again conflicted, thrilled that her husband, the man with whom she had spent her entire adult life, loved her enough to want her back despite her adultery and, unknown to him, incest , yet also painfully aware of the fantasies, erotic urges which, at times, built unbearably and uncontrollably, able to be satiated only by the most passionate and sensual release. Security and love versus passion. She had no idea which meant more to her at this point in her life, but she was determined to find out. She arose to bathe and pick out a pretty dress to wear for Gary. **************************************** "You look beautiful," he said, as she took a bite of steak. The restaurant was not as ritzy as that to which Peter had taken her, but it was nice and the booths private. "Thank you," she said, feeling a bit awkward with her husband for the first time in her life. "Gary, I'm so sorr..." "No," he interrupted, "you made your apologies the other evening. I refused to accept them." "You were angry. You had a perfect right to be." "I'm not angry any more. Hurt maybe, but I've been thinking and I've come to realize that you tried to tell me. There were lots of times you said you needed more from me, more foreplay, more variety, more...sex!" Lynn's eyes averted his. "No, it's OK, I realize now that you were trying to tell me you needed more and I just, somehow, didn't listen. Well I want you to know I'm listening now. Let's go home and I'll prove it to you!" "Gary, it's so soon. Do you think we really should?" "I want to prove to you that I can give you what you want, what you need." "Oh Gary," she said as they reached across the table and their hands met, "Of course I'll go with you!" **************************************** Lynn was pleasantly surprised to find candle light and soft music playing as they entered the front door. He kissed her lovingly and went to pour some wine as she sat on the sofa which now seemed different, almost alien to her, part of a world left behind, a world to which she was not sure she could return. He returned and they sipped the wine as he, rather obviously, steered the conversation to old times and the happy moments in their married life. Although well aware of his ploy, Lynn, nevertheless, shared with him the happiness and contentment of those times. Only when Paul's birth was mentioned did her mind suddenly spring back to the present and the untenable situation she shared with her son and the complications thereof which would impact them all. But as the evening wore on, she became aware just how hard Gary was trying to be romantic. She loved him for it the more because romance was simply not his fort. They kissed and his tongue found its way into her mouth, a welcome change. His hands found her breasts and although he was still rather clumsy in handling her bra, she found herself becoming excited at the prospects of being seduced by him. Her hands began exploring his body as well and it was not long before they found themselves in bed, naked. As she held his penis, Lynn knew something was different. He was harder than she remembered and she felt it throbbing visibly, something she had never noticed before. As he reached over to turn off the light, she gently held his arm. "Could we leave the light on?" she asked. "Of course," he smiled. "I guess I have a lot to learn," he admitted as he tried kissing her labial lips. The sensation for Lynn was rather more pleasant than erotic but by now her primal urges had ignited and she didn't care. "Fuck me Gary," she cried as he entered her. He was shocked to hear such language which she had never uttered before, but he began thrusting, determined to give her all she wanted. "That's it, fuck me Gary! Fuck my pussy!" she cried as she tried to instill in him the powerful urges she herself was now experiencing. Still not at all sure what to make of his wife's exhortations, the Black husband continued to pump as powerfully as he could. Lynn wanted to concentrate on only the pleasure she was feeling and the intensity of the orgasm she wanted him to bring to her, but deep in the hidden recesses of her mind lay the fearful expectation that he would reach climax long before she had a chance to find her own ecstasy. She was afraid those expectations would be realized when his body jerked and she felt the warm semen flood her vagina. Yet this time, he stayed atop her, his penis going only semi erect before again jumping to a full and throbbing rigidity. She looked at him quizzically as he continued to forcefully drive his phallus into her. "Viagra," he grinned. Lynn's worry was dissipated as she complemented his thrusts with those of her own and soon felt the wave build and then sweep over her. It was the first orgasm she had experienced with Gary since soon after they were married. Still he pumped her and she responded with another climax and then another. They paused only long enough to catch their breaths and then he was back in her and this time their orgasms were simultaneous. His hands were rough on her breasts but she didn't care. Her husband was fucking her as he'd never fucked her before and she was ecstatic. Another orgasm and another. She sucked him back to full erection in only moments and he mounted her again. She felt him straining, nearing release again. "Come in my ass Gary. Please, ream you Black wife's ass!" she said quickly going to all fours, her head on the bed and rear stuck high in the air. If there was any hesitation on the part of a husband who had never experienced anal sex before, it was infinitesimal, as Lynn got more than she bargained for. Mindlessly nearing orgasm and with no experience to warn him to go slowly and carefully, Gary entered Lynn's anus in a single powerful thrust which brought forth an agonized scream from his wife whose body had already been badly abused only hours before. But instead of withdrawing, the scream only intensified his thrusting and by the third stroke he was completely buried in her. "Yes! Fuck my ass!" she screamed, "Hurt me for what I did to you! I deserve it! Make this Black bitch PAY!" He orgasmed into her, then began thrusting again and rode Lynn's anus through two more climaxes. Lynn herself climaxed again simply from the anal stimulation. As he approached his fourth orgasm in her rear, Lynn felt control of her bowels slipping away. "Oh God, Gary. I've got to go. I've got to go BAD!" she implored to his deaf ears as he continued to reach even deeper. "Gary, please!" she begged, and still the assault continued. "GARY! she screamed as she felt his warm seed again fill her rectum. He withdrew only moments before her bowels and bladder voided themselves. "Embarrassed and ashamed Lynn hid her face in the pillow." "God that was great, Lynn!" he said as she stripped the bed of soiled linens and quickly went to the bathroom to clean herself. As she emerged from the bathroom, he grabbed and threw her onto the bed rolling her over on all fours once again and burying his throbbing, Viagra induced erection in her behind. "It's even tighter than...than..." "My pussy?" she finished it for him. "Then take it wherever you want it Gary! My pussy and my ass are yours!" The orgy lasted another three hours, both of them falling asleep from pure exhaustion. Lynn awoke as the first rays of sunlight were filtering into the room, their naked bodies still entangled. She was warmed by the thoughts that Gary would go to such lengths to save their marriage. He was still clumsy and completely inexperienced, but she knew, now that he was willing, she could teach him. She felt him stir. Their eyes met and both smiled. "You were fantastic," she said. "I never knew this part of you before," he said. "Can you live with me this way?" she asked "I can't use Viagra every night Lynn." "I know, but..." "But I will try to be more attentive and loving." "Gary, you've always been loving. I need you to excite me, ravish me as you did last night." "I promise you I'll try. You're obviously much more experienced than me..." Her eyes cast downward in shame. "...but I'll do everything I know to please you. Please stay here with me. Let's be a family again, you, me and Paul." The name was like a knife through her gut. What could she do? "Gary, I just need a day or two to think things through." "You mean last night wasn...?" "No, last night was wonderful. But I have so many thoughts and feelings running through me right now I have to have some space, some time." He was obviously disappointed that she hadn't agreed right then to return to him, but he had little choice and knew it, so after fixing breakfast for the two of them and again rejecting his renewed persuading and cajoling, Lynn kissed him, promised an answer very soon and caught a cab back to the motel. CHAPTER TWELVE The more Lynn sat on her motel bed and pondered her situation, the further away a resolution seemed. She had thought on the ride from her encounter with Gary that a decision would come quickly, but each time she considered the three men who wanted her, and seemingly made her choice, doubts would creep in and the other two would begin to look more attractive to her. She, at first, had thought Gary would be the obvious choice. After all, he was her husband and the man she had loved since childhood. They had made a life together, had a child together and Gary had assured her he forgave her and wanted to make her happy. Lynn had no doubts as to his sincerity. He had even satisfied her sexually. Although not the lover that either Peter or Paul was, he had shown a willingness, born of love, to try to please her. However, as he had pointed out, Viagra was not an every night option and despite his willingness to learn, Lynn had to admit he would never be the romantic or erotic lover she craved. Of his love and the security of home and husband he afforded her, she was certain. Was that enough? The opposite extreme was Peter. Suave and sophisticated, romantic as well as erotic, he was everything she could want in a lover. His promises of travel and riches were enticing, but it was the promise of sexual adventure which made her shiver to think about. The trysts, first with him and then with another woman, then the six men followed by the orgy at which she was the guest of honor made her realize that neither of the others had the imagination nor the resources to provide her that kind of excitement. Marriage was, of course, out of the question. Peter had all but told her he was interested only in her body and the sexual entertainment she could provide. How long would the roller coaster ride last? Would she find herself, like Denise, cast aside when she no longer amused him? Would the riches he would bestow on her when that time came, even though not his wife, keep her in a comfortable life style? And then there was Paul. Were the feelings he expressed genuine or mere infatuation which would fade, especially as she grew older so much quicker than he? Although not the sophisticated lover as was Peter, Paul nevertheless had amazing natural stamina and that youthful enthusiasm as well as a willingness to learn which could provide her all the sexual fulfillment she could ever want. He had loved her these many years as a son. Could he now live with her as a lover...even a husband? The thought of being married to him, again made her heart race. Was it crazy to even consider an incestuous marriage to her son? Could they make it work? Could she now learn to love him as a husband, as the man who would penetrate her body each night and impregnate her? Was she too old? She wanted another child desperately. Perhaps she could talk Gary into it, but it had been Paul who had volunteered the idea. He wanted her to have his child. Was she willing to desert every tenet of what she had been taught about right or wrong to have that child with her own son? The three arguments and variations thereof kept repeating themselves in her mind, taking her further from a decision as time went on. In desperation, she called Denise, who hurried over. Lynn laid out the arguments for and against each, asking Denise for advice. "What do you want most from a relationship?" asked the blonde. "I want to love and be loved. I want a home and marriage. I want to be dominated, to be taken and ravished. I want every night to be a new sexual adventure. " "And..." asked Denise. "And I want a baby." "There are no perfect choices Lynn. You will simply have to decide who can best fulfill those desires. But, if you are honest with yourself, you know that deep within, there is one, either love or sex which is more important and one you are willing to sacrifice for the other. Choose wisely Lynn." Again there was mist in the eyes of the blonde as she quietly left Lynn to her thoughts. Being no closer to a decision, Lynn took the car and drove along the coast, finally stopping, taking off her shoes and walking among the dunes as the sun disappeared. She sat watching and listening to the waves break on the rocks and beach and the cries of the gulls. As the hours crept by, Lynn couldn't seem to focus, her mind befouled by first one contradiction then another. At last, she lay back and let the chill night air blow across her body, her mind beginning to pause and consider what Denise had said. A far off squall filled the horizon with lightening and as suddenly as those distant flashes, the combination of elements which had thus far escaped her suddenly came together. She realized what had been missing, what had eluded her all this time, what she had consistently failed to consider and suddenly the answer was obvious. Her dilemma solved, she knew now who she wanted. Lynn phoned as soon as she got back to the motel. "Could we have dinner together tomorrow?" she asked. "Of course. How about the "Silver Dragon"? Eight o'clock? Suppose I pick you up." "I'll be ready," she replied, her heart racing. CHAPTER THIRTEEN Lynn simply could not contain herself any longer. As soon as they were seated at the table, she looked into the eyes of her chosen. "I made up my mind last night. I want to spend my life with you. I've already told the others." "I'm thrilled... but surprised. Are you sure?" "Yes, last night my best friend gave me some very good advice. When I finally took that advice the answer was obvious." "What advice was that?" "To think through what was important to me, what I really needed and wanted." "And what do you want from me Lynn?" "I want to love you and be loved by you." "That you have already." "I want us to go away together somewhere far away where we can make a new life together." "Yes, we can do that." "I want you to be strong for me. I want you to take me, even savagely and ruthlessly sometimes. I want you to rape me, to defile me, to make me beg. I want each night to be an erotic adventure. I want you to make me submit to whatever erotic pain and pleasure you can imagine and I want you to make me come again and again until I'm too exhausted to come again" "I can be all those things for you Lynn." "I'm sure you can, but there's more." "Oh?" "Yes, I want to have your baby." "Are you sure?" "Yes, very sure." "Then yes, I will give you the baby we both would like to have." Lynn 's heart skipped a beat as this was the last hurdle and she wanted to make sure this was absolutely what they both wanted. "And what do you want from me?" Lynn asked. "I want a woman to come home to each night who will meet me at the door with open arms. I want your unconditional love and devotion. You will be my woman to do with as I please. I will share you, if I have to, to bring you the eroticism you need, but I demand absolute honesty. I will allow you to go to the bed of others, but not behind my back." "Agreed," said Lynn. "And one other thing." "What's that?" asked the Black woman. "Take off your panties and give them to me." "Here? In the restaurant?" "Yes, here, now!" Lynn tried to be discreet as she slid the panties down and off. She was at least thankful they were sitting in a corner with a little privacy. She started to hand the panties under the table. "No, here!" came he command as the hand went across the top of the table awaiting the prize to be delivered. Lynn held the blue thong above the table as she knew her companion wanted. Two or three other customer's eyes gave her their fascinated attention as she delivered them into the waiting hand. "Now the bra." Lynn unsnapped the bra easily but had to work for several seconds to finally maneuver and pull the bra from beneath the blouse and deliver it into the waiting hand. Several customers were now watching and Lynn burned with embarrassment. "Are you wet?" "Yes," was Lynn's subservient but excited reply. "Do you want me to fuck you?" "Yes! God, yes!" she whispered urgently. A twenty dollar bill quickly appeared on the table. "We've had a change of plans," the waiter was told as he approached to take their order. Lynn's chair was held for her as she arose and a strong arm went around her waist as the two left the restaurant. *************************************** As they lay naked together, her nipples turning to stone as first one and then the other was sucked and licked, Lynn ran her hand through her lover's hair. Her orgasms had been the strongest she had experienced yet and her body was screaming for more. "You know, my friend was wrong about one thing," she said "Oh, and what was that?" "She said I would have to sacrifice either love or sex. I've got the best of both." "Marry me Lynn." "Yes, I'll marry you Denise," she said as she spread her legs and her vagina was filled with cock.