****** The Freak by Code Hammer ******
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The Freak


THE FREAK- (true)

As many of you know, I am, er uh, different than anyone one else and I think it
is time for me to tell you of my story and yes, it is true. Well, THE BET is a
true story also.

When I was 13 my body started to change. My hips were started to flesh out, so
were my legs. After my bath I would stand in front of my mirror trying to
figure out what the hell was going on. I never noticed it before but I was
getting breasts! Each one was pleasureable to the touch and I was very very
confused at my body. My hair was long anyway and I just looked different. Even
in school when I took a shower after gym or swimming, I had to cover myself.
Thank God, no one noticed.

Everyone was gone except Dad and I knew I could talk to him.

"Dad? Can I talk to you?" I said as I sat of the sofa.

"Sure, what's up?"

"I don't know. I think something is going wrong with me."

"Wrong? In what way?" Dad asked very concerned.

"It's hard to explain," I said blushing.

"Oh, you are coming into puberty right?" Dad smiled.

"Worse than that I think."

"Oh? What's wrong?" Dad asked as his smile disappeared.

"Well, it's my body."

"You're a growing boy, you'll go through changes." Dad said seriously.

"Well, I'm growing all right. Could I just show you?" I asked really scared at
this.

"If it is about your penis, don't worry, it will be ok."

"No, it isn't about THAT. Look," I said as I removed my sweatshirt. I think
Dads eyes about popped out of his sockets looking at my forming breasts.

"My God!" Dad explained.

"What's happening to me?" I said as I started to cry.

"I don't know. Maybe we should talk to your mother about this." Dad said
staring at me nude from the waist up. "Is your, er uh, penis ok?"

"That's fine. It's these I'm worried about," I said taking my small breasts in
my hand.

"Hmmm. I think we should discuss this with your mother," he said as his face
started to redden. About that time, Mom walked in the room. My back was turned
to her as I put on my sweat shirt.

"And what have you two conniving?" she asked.

"I think we have a problem with our son here." Dad said seriously.

"Oh?" Mom said as she sat down on the sofa.

"Take off your shirt and show mom." Dad commanded. My face blushed a little and
then I took off my shirt exposing my breasts. I think Mom was going to faint.

"Oh my! What have you done to yourself?" Mom asked.

"I didn't do anything." And then I started to cry again. Damn it wasn't MY
fault! Mom actually touched them, I guess to make sure her eyes wasn't playing
a trick on her.

"I think we'd better see a doctor." Mom said as HER face turned red. Well they
took me to the doctor and the ole doctor didn't talk anything with me after an
examination.

We got home and Dad told me to sit at the table with them. My sister was gone
visiting her friends.

"Here's what the doctor said." Commented mom. "You are becoming a girl but you
have a boys equipment too. The doctor requested that you have an operation to
remove your penis and that would make you a full girl."

"Cut off my... No I don't want that!"

"But, Brad, you'll be a freak. You'll never date or get married and be lonely
for the rest of your life." Dad said.

"Isn't there another way?" I cried not wanting to lose my dick over this.

"Hmmmm, yes there is. You know we are moving right?" Mom said.

"Yes," I cried.

"I think it would be best if, after we moved, you play the role as a woman. You
have the face of a girl and the body of a girl except what you have between
your legs." Mom said almost crying herself.

"A girl?" I whimpered.

"Either that, or have your penis removed. Either way you'll be a girl." Dad
commented. Boy, some choice. I decided to keep my dick. Mom and dad explained
everything to my sister who was very understanding.

Finally we moved away and I was exempted from all sports activities. My breasts
were really growing! One guy even asked me out! Of course I said no. I was
really scared! Not soon after I met Darla. She was nice but a little plump and
no guy wanted to date her and I just felt close to her and we just hung around
together as friends. Our friendship went on for a year and I dressed and acted
just like one of the girls. Mom even changed my name to Amanda, which was my
sister's idea as she winked at me. I was so confused!

The Junior class was having a party at the beach and I was invited. I didn't
think it would hurt to go. Every member of the class was there and so
was.....the booze! I never drank before in my life, but due to a little peer
pressure I had a couple. Well, a couple hell, I had a lot. Then one of the guys
came up to me.

"Amanda, ya wanna go for a walk and sober up?" he asked.

"Sure," I said thinking that this would be a good idea. I stood up and he
(Jerry) helped me to my feet. We walk about 1/2 mile down the beach and we sat
behind some rocks watching the ocean waves.

"I just wanted to say that I think you are a Babe." Jerry said.

"Thanks," I whispered still a little drunk.

"You got some nice tits," he said feeling them. I didn't mind if he did as it
felt good anyway. Then he took me gently and laid me down and I didn't resist.
Matter of fact I was comfortable. Jerry kept squeezing my breasts through my
shirt and then he started to undo a button or two. Then, oh then he bent down
and kissed me! It was strange being kissed by a guy but I enjoyed it. In time
he had my shirt all the way undone and was unhooking my bra. God, I was turned
on. I didn't know if it was the beer or Jerry! He had my bra off and was
feeling me. (Yes, I had a hard on.)

We kissed a lot and then he started to suck my breasts and THAT was
pleasureable! His hand started to go down and I quickly stopped him, so he put
my hand on his dick. It was hard as a rock! We kissed some more and I was
losing control. He kissed me again, struggled a little and put my hand back on
his dick. This time his levi shorts were undone and I had a dick in my hands.

"How about some head?" he whispered licking my neck. I smiled. I have sucked a
guys dick before so this was not going to be a problem. I slid down and took
his member in my mouth and started to suck. Man oh man, he was out of it! He
removed my head.

"Lets fuck," Jerry said. Some quick thinking on my part I said, "Let's do it
doggie," I said turning around then removed my panties and got on all fours. He
got behind me and tried to find my pussy. (Which I didn't have.) I reached
around and guided his dick to my asshole. I guess he thought he was fucking
some pussy.

"Tight pussy baby," he said as he started to fuck. I reached under me and
started to jack off. I am so glad the night was dark as we could barely see
each other.

"Faster," I said wanting this to end. He started to hammer me and all of a
sudden his movements froze and I knew he was cumming in my ass. He roughly
removed his semi hard dick and laid down. I pulled my panties back on and
adjusted my skirt.

"Damn girl you sure know how to make a guy happy. You get off?" he said
smiling.

"Yeah," I said. He didn't know that I jacked off while he was fucking me. We
laid together for awhile.

"I think we better head back," he said as he stood up. We walked hand in hand
back to the campfire. We got there and one of the girls, I think her name was
Deanna was bad sick and wanted to go home, so I volunteered to take her and
even got a good bye kiss from Jerry. I put Deanna in my car and buckled her in
as she passed out. I was getting horny again for this girl as drove around for
awhile.

"Lets go some place," she whispered. "The folks sees me like this and I'm dead.
Then she passed out again. I drove into the mountains that weren't too far away
and stopped in a canyon and turned off the engine and turned off the lights. I
shook her but no response. I got out of the car and got a blanket and put it on
the ground, then I carried Deanna to the blanket and carefully laid her down.
Great legs!

I shook her again but she was out cold. I reached under her and pulled her
panties off and spread her legs. My dick was hard again. I got on top of her
and guided my dick into her. She wasn't too tight either. Then I started to
slow fuck her. Felt great. She was STILL out! I came in just a matter of
minutes and put her panties back on.

In about 4 hours the sun was coming out and Deanna started to come around.

"Shit," she said trying to sober up.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Oh hell, some of Steve's cum is dripping out of me," she complained getting up
and walking to the car where she got a towel and cleaned herself. Whew. She
must have gotten fucked last night too and didn't realize that I even fucked
her!

"You ok?" I asked.

"Yeah. Thanks for watching over me. Would you mind taking me home?" she asked.
Well, of course I didn't mind.

I dropped her off at her house and went home thinking poor old Jerry thought he
got some pussy last night. I smiled. Maybe being like I am would be ok. But I
had to be careful. But I wanted love too and I knew that I would never get it.
I just resigned myself to this fact.

I have had a lot of guys fuck me and I have fucked a lot of girls. Most of the
guys are gay because they don't tell. I have gone out with a few girls but from
another town and after the shock of seeing me with breasts and a hard six inch
dick, we have great sex. I don't date too much. Still afraid of being laughed
at, but so far, no one has. No I'm not a whore or someone just to look at. I
have feelings like everyone else and when people knows that I am er uh
different they just take advantage of me treating me like garbage. Now, I
normally stay with my own kind. Transsexuals mostly and a couple
hermaphrodites. I guess this is MY world. I can never ever live normal like a
real woman or a real guy. But with my new friends, they understand because they
are in the same boat as me. I really don't mind. I had a guy on the internet
once and I told him. "How does it feel?" he asked. "Wanna fuck sometimes?"
Nothing like insulting me is there? I just wish people would accept me for who
I am as I think I am a nice person even though I am different.

codehammer36@centuryinter.net