****** Father, Friend and Lover by Frank Zendejas ******
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Father, Friend and Lover


NOTE: The following story is a fictional adaptation of a real childhood and
adolescent fantasy. This is in NO way meant or written to offend others. If you
are reading this it is understood that gay sex and incest-related situations
are of your liking or interest. I respect the views and opinions of all people
and I welcome any negative thoughts I may receive through email as well as
encouraging feedback from the readers. ALL your mail is welcome.

I walked down the hall. I felt my heart beating like a drum. I was as scared as
the lamb that tried to sneak up on the lion. I was the lamb; my father was the
lion. He was in the shower and I was steps away from the bathroom door.

The house was empty and it was the middle of the night. A perfect time for
fantasizing and thinking of ways to seduce what I had been longing for, ever
since I could remember. I was in love with my own father and had been since I
could recall. I wanted the man who had made me and I felt ashamed of it. I
debated with myself whether what I was going to do was the right thing.

The night was slowly unfolding into a night where I would act on those late
night fantasies and finally make them a blissful reality. My mind was made up
and I decided I would go through with my plan to make my father mine. To be
able to say to him that I loved him from the bottom of my heart and that he'd
love me back in the same way.

These thoughts had been lingering in my mind ever since I first moved in with
dad. I remember having to do so after my mom, who was separated from dad in
those days almost ten years ago, passed away from a sudden breast cancer
complication. I was 8 years old and, by then, I knew I was gay. I had feelings
for men that I knew weren't what everybody else thought as "normal," so I kept
them secret.

I kept my first impressions of the man who was my father a secret too. He was
handsome and very sexy. I could remember thinking he was the man I wanted to
marry. Little did I know about life when I was 8. I also remember the he looked
just like me...almost identical. I was a carbon copy of him...I was his son. He
was my father. I wanted him so badly. I wanted his cock in my mouth. I wanted
to see him naked and the only way I could see him the way I wanted him to or
see him fucking my virgin asshole as he kissed me gently was to create
fantasies about him the way I wanted him in my mind.

A few months after I moved in with him I noticed he would come home late and
would always be out of the house during the day. He always acted strange around
me and this created a partition in our relationship, thus, not allowing us to
have one at all. He worked all day at the office. He was in advertising. He
never paid any attention to me. But as I grew older and learned more about my
sexuality and my points of interest and turn-on, I realized that my dad's
neglecting attitude was something that intrigued me very much and something
that I was changing in my fantasies... I'd MAKE him love me. He'd have to love
me...be gentle with me and care for me--otherwise I wasn't pleased.

I wished and hoped that one day I could have my father. That his attitude and
austere personality was all a cover-up of some sort or a way to hide his
vulnerabilities from me. I wanted to hold him and have him to hug all night
long. My father was the only man whom I trusted and could feel completely safe
with. Even after ten years of living with him and never speaking of anything
else other than the typical son-dad stuff, like football and sports--which I
absolutely hated-- even after ten years of that, I loved him and felt he could
love me too...it was just a matter of showing him how much I loved him.

So there I was...18, walking down the hall to reveal my secret to the man I
loved the most and I was petrified. I didn't know why. I didn't know whether I
should come on to him like I planned...but concluded it was the only way I
could deal with it. I had to do it this way and I had to tell him I wanted him
to not only be my dad...but also my friend and my lover. I wanted my dad so
badly...and I wasn't going to stop now. Not after ten years of hiding my
feelings...I couldn't.

So I let my footsteps be heard and I let my breath out and I finally told
myself that it would all be worth it in the morning. I heard the water going in
the bathroom and I heard him moaning as the hot water relaxed his tense body
from the hard day's work. I heard what I had heard so many nights before and
entered without thinking twice...

As I opened the door I saw and felt the thick, white, hot steam from the bath
burst out the door and leaving me temporarily blinded. But when I finally saw
again, I couldn't believe my eyes.

My dad was standing there: in all his 8-inch glory. He was as naked as I
imagined and looked right at him. It was as if looking at myself in the mirror.
I had grown to BE my dad and looking at him nude made me realize how beautiful
a man he was. I realized I was just as beautiful.

He was as surprised as I was but he managed to utter out, "What are you doing
just standing there boy?". His voice so strong and commanding, yet tender. He
was my ideal man. He was perfect. He stared at me as I could only stare at his
beautiful cock. It was hanging there...innocent...it looked so innocent-- so
beautiful...so delicious! I couldn't resist...

I ran to his side and as the water now covered my clothed body, I knelt by him
and indulged by putting that glorious piece of meat in my mouth and gave it a
nice long suck. My dad was paralyzed. My dad couldn't do anything. I looked up
at him as his shaft exited my mouth and I said, "I love you daddy".

He looked at me with a certain degree of disgust, at first. But when he
realized what I had said, he knew I meant it. I knew, just by looking in his
eyes, that he loved me too. "I love you too baby," he said in a soft, almost
inaudible voice. He loved me too.

"Please don't be mad at me for doing this dad," I replied. I knew that what I
had done was sudden and it might make him reject me. I thought he'd hate me for
it and he'd tell me to get out and leave the house. I thought he'd disown me
and never talk to me again I thought he'd--

"Keep sucking it baby," he interrupted my train of thought. I couldn't believe
what was happening. I didn't know what to say. How was I possibly going to go
through with this? How could I respond to what he had just told me? I didn't
know what to say or do. I was--

"You sure, dad?" I interrupted my own thoughts.

"Yeah Frank. I love you so much. How could I ever be mad at you for loving me?"

"I've always loved you daddy," I responded.

"I've always loved you too. You mean the world to me. But I've never been able
to say it. I never knew how to express all my love for you," he said sincerely.

He looked down at me the whole time with those dark, piercing black eyes of
his. He looked at me as his son...and as friend and, now, as a lover. He loved
me back...and I was grateful for that. I saw it in his eyes.

"I never knew how to express my love for you either," I said to him as I rubbed
his thigh.

"Just keep doing what you're doing right now baby. Make love to your daddy.
Suck my cock honey. Make me cum in your pretty little mouth. Show me how much
you love me Frankie. There's nothing wrong with that. I love you and you love
me and I wanted this moment to finally arrive" he surprised me. He was gay
too...he wanted me just as bad as I wanted him and he took this opportunity to
respond to my love instead of hiding his own feelings and acting all macho on
me. He was a sensitive caring man...just like in my fantasies...he had brought
those dreams to life already. But I knew there was much more to come.

"Suck my cock Frank. Suck it good." I looked at his cock and it was so hard and
shooting straight at me. He was so handsome. His legs were perfectly tanned and
had just the right amount of hair on them. He was delicious. I gobbled up his
8-incher and sucked away. He moaned and quivered as the sensation of my slut
mouth explored the length of his tool from which I had come out of some 18
years ago. He loved every minute of it and wanted more and more.

His hands were soon behind my head and were gently guiding me as I sucked his
meat. He was an excellent lover and I would learn to be as good as he was. I
sucked and sucked and sucked until, soon, I felt his legs tighten...his stomach
sink in and a wave of heat run through his body, down his shaft and into my
mouth. It was amazing to think that what, under different circumstances, could
be my brothers and sisters was now floating in my mouth and would be inside me
forever. More importantly...that part of my DAD was inside me forever. That the
surge of semen that had left his body was inside of mine and would remain there
until I, one day, would pass it on to my grown son as I came in HIS mouth.

I wanted more. My dad's face was so relaxed and he looked down at me and
smiled, genuinely pleased and happy. "I want more," I said to him.

"What else do you want?" he asked.

"I want your cock inside me dad. I really do. I can't live any longer without
feeling you explore my asshole and bury your cock deep inside my virgin hole. I
am yours dad. You can do whatever you want with me. I'll be your slut if that's
what you want!" I cried in extreme desire.

"Please don't talk like that. You're what I love the most. My one and only
child. My one and only son. How could you be my slut? You are my son. My lover.
My true love. I can't love you any other way than how I just showed you," he
said caring. "If you want me inside you...you'll have me inside you baby."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. My dad wanted to pound my ass. He was
going to give me so much pleasure. He was going to make me his. "I want to be
yours dad. Fuck me. Bury your cock inside me. Come inside me. Explode in me.
Love me the way I ask you to."

"OK baby. Just turn around. Get on your knees for me Frank. Get on your knees
for your daddy. I want to fuck you. I'm GONNA fuck you real nice and slow. I
wanna make you mine babe. If you want me to I'll do anything for you honey."

I did as he told me. I turned and got on my knees. He was behind me and I felt
his still sticky cock press against my virgin asshole. "This might hurt a
little bit OK Frank? I don't want to hurt you. You tell me to stop if it hurts
too much, all right?"

"OK dad. Just do it. Do it fast. Just one thrust...just do it in one thrust so
that you'll be in my ass as quick as I want it" I said.

"Are you sure you want it that fast? I got a big dick and your ass is really
tight. Are you sure you want your first fuck to be that rough?"

"Yes daddy," I insisted.

"All right, boy. You asked for it honey. Here I go. Hold on OK? I'm going in
baby," he said so tenderly. I almost felt like crying, he was so gentle with
me.

He thrust in and I felt it fill me up. It hurt like hell. His hot, hard and
huge cock burst into me and I felt nothing but joyful pain. I felt nothing but
ass-splitting bliss. I burst out into tears both out of pain AND joy. It felt
so good. I felt so good. I finally felt loved and cared for.

He went in and out. He slid deeper and deeper with each thrust of his hips. He
got rougher and rougher and still maintained that gentleness I admire so much.
He not only fucked my brains out that day...he made love to me. I couldn't walk
for days afterward. He gave me the fuck of my life.

We are such great friends now. It seems that sex is what we needed to rekindle
our relationship. We are now not only father and son; he's now the man I look
up to (figuratively AND literally). I love being his man. His boyfriend. I love
having him inside me each and every night. I love waking up with him each and
every morning. To have someone to snuggle with on rainy afternoons or cuddle up
with in bed on cold and lonely nights. I love having him be the love of my
life...I love having him be my father, friend and lover.


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