****** After the Party by Sally ****** =============================================================================== After the Party Authors' Note: This story is the property of the author and was written EXCLUSIVELY for White Shadow's excellent story site. It can be downloaded for personal reading pleasure or sending to a friend, but if you wish to re-post it at your own site, please contact the author at 'sally34@hotmail.com' for permission. This story contains strong adult themes and you should read no further if you find that kind of thing offensive. After the Party Sandra stormed upstairs to her bedroom. How dare her husband humiliate her like that? She was still shaking. She had fled the party and driven home, probably still over the limit. Let him take a taxi, she thought. Still shaking she got to her room, heaved an old trunk out of the wardrobe and fetched her hidden cigarettes and lighter from under the pile of clothes inside. Cigarettes were her one vice. Brian did not know that she still smoked. He had known when they had first met, of course, and had once infuriated her by scrunching up a whole carton and throwing them from the window of the car. She loved him so much then and would have done anything for him - and that had included giving up smoking. Instead of going out into the garden as she usually did, she defiantly lit up in the center of the room and inhaled luxuriously. Her anger melted away as she dragged the smoke in to her lungs and soothed her nerves. She caught sight of herself in the bedroom mirror and posed a little, still in her small black party dress, hair done-up. She exhaled at her image and was pleased with the sight. The cigarette in her hand made her feel confident again and she thought of all the things that she should have said to Brian when she caught him alone in the kitchen with that red-haired trollop. They had not actually been doing anything, but the way Brian had blushed and worse, the defiant, almost contemptuous look the slut had given her had made her blood boil and she had stormed from the party. She did not know if Brian was having an affair or not, but the way he had been... dammit, so intimate with the woman made her think that he had certainly been considering it. She inhaled deeply again, the smoke in her lungs soothing her. In her haste to get upstairs and light up she realized she had forgotten to ask the babysitter that she had just dismissed if Kaleigh had been all right. Cracking open the door to her daughter's bedroom she peered into the darkness. Kayleigh lay motionless on the bed. By the light spilling from the landing she could see one slim arm lying vulnerably exposed over the duvet. Sandra leaned over her to tuck her in. "Mom?" whispered Kayleigh softly, stirring. "Yes, love?" answered Sandra. "What time is it?" "Midnight. Go back to sleep." "Mom?" "Yes, hon?" "Are you smoking?" Sandra cursed silently. Her head was still too fuzzy from the wine to have thought about putting out the cigarette before she entered Kayleigh's room. There was no point in denying it. "Yes poppet." Kayleigh sat up, now suddenly awake. "Oh! Does dad know? He can't stand smokers." Sandra grinned at her daughter. "No. Dad's not home. Smoking is something mommy used to do a long time ago but I never gave up the habit. Are you cross?" Sandra grinned again, sucked on the cigarette then exhaled the smoke upwards. "No." Kayleigh peered at her mother in the darkened room. "You look different. I dunno, younger. Freer." Sandra grinned more widely. For a girl of barely thirteen, her daughter could be very intuitive. Sandra looked at her daughter appreciatively, her tousled long hair over one side of her face where she had recently been sleeping. "Want to try?" she said, mischievously. Brian was passionately anti-smoking and if he knew that she was now offering their daughter a cigarette would be beside himself with anger. Fuck him, she thought. Kayleigh was astonished and peered into the dark shadows of her mother's face to check that she was really offering her a chance to smoke an illicit cigarette. Sensing no trick she coolly said, "Sure." She had smoked before, with friends, after school, when no one around, but somehow doing it in front of an adult - her own mother - was unnerving. She tried to remain as cool as she could and took the proffered cigarette from her mother, her hand shaking, but only a little. Putting the lipstick-stained filter to her mouth she took a long drag and exhaled quickly, handing the cigarette back to her mother. "No, you finish it," said Sandra and pulled another cigarette from her packet. She lit it quickly with her favorite Slim Gold Satin Lucienne lighter and inhaled deeply. Mother and daughter surveyed each other through the smoking rising from their cigarettes in the dimly lit room, each thinking their own thoughts. Kayleigh took another quick puff. "Do you inhale?" asked her mother. "Uhm, I don't really know," replied Kayleigh. "Here, let me show you how." Sandra explained carefully to her daughter how to take the smoke into her mouth then inhale it in to her lungs, hold it, then breath out. Kayleigh tried it and overdid it a little at first. "Wow, what a rush - I feel a little dizzy," she said. Sandra grinned at her daughter indulgently. "Hey little one, you'll get used to it!" Mother and daughter finished their cigarettes in silence, but each enjoying each other's company and the connoisseurship of the moment. "Alright you - back to sleep now." Sandra took the stub from her daughter and stood to leave the room. "Mom?" "Yes?" "Can you kiss me goodnight?" Sandra was a little surprised; this was not something Kayleigh had asked for in a long time since she felt she was a young lady now rather than a child. Sandra was also a little pleased too. Acting as though this was a normal activity she bent down to kiss her daughter. Kayleigh raised her head to meet her mother's lips and for a second each savored the smoky aroma that hung around their mouths, then the kiss was broken. "'Night darling," said Sandra, straightening up and leaving the room. She went back to her own room, carefully wrapped the stubs in a tissue for later disposal and slipped off her party dress. She was wearing sexy lace underwear; it was to have been a 'surprise' for Brian when they got home from the party, one he would now miss. She felt loath to take off the bra and panties yet though. She was tingling. The buzz of the confrontation with Brian, her sudden reckless decision to let her daughter smoke and the nicotine all combined to keep her agitated. Was she sorry for what she'd done? Sandra had always felt that smoking made her who she was - even if it was her secret. It influenced her self-image. I am a smoker, she thought, lighting up again and studying her semi-naked form in the mirror. She smiled at herself. Deep down it was her final statement of independence, of nonconformity. No matter what Brian said or did, this was her secret weapon of defiance. No, she was not sorry. It has brought me enough pleasure, she thought, it was an honor to pass the legacy onto Kayleigh, and pass it on she would. The thought of the pair of them, secretly defying Brian's wishes like this made her feel inexplicably wet. The general tingling had turned to a very specific tingling in her feet, and more especially her groin, that needed satisfying. Not bothering to remove her underwear she gave into the sensations and lay back on the bed, cigarette still in hand and began to rub herself. As she masturbated she thought again of her daughter and herself exchanging those smoky glances in the dark. There is something very special about introducing your daughter to an addiction, she thought, now rubbing more vigorously, I will work on her until that addiction is truly shared. Smoking will bring us closer together, in a way we never were before. The End Comments? Contact the author at 'sally34@hotmail.com' using the story title 'After the Party' in the subject line. If you would like to read more stories by the same author at White Shadow's then look here: http://whiteshadow.pornopartners.com/authors/sally.html This story is part of White_Shadow's_Nasty_Stories. You may also want to visit: * Sexy_Top_100_Stories * Erotic_Top_100_Story_Sites