What Dreams Are Made Of by CigarSoup (Hetero sex, Masturbation, Voyeurism) This is a book of fiction. It is adult in subject matter. If you are not at least 18 years old, DO NOT READ IT! Part I Chapter 1A - Judy's need for Sid. "Oh Goooood!" sighed Judy as she slowly lowered her slick pussy walls down around Sid's turgid tower of flesh and felt the wide head spreading the walls of her pussy channel all the way up into her body. It was as if she were sliding down a long pole of pleasure as the waves and spasms of joy rippled around her cunt lips, over her clitty and up into the very depths of her being. "That feels sooo good!" she hissed between clenched teeth. "I've been waiting for so long for this, you teaser." And she had. He had teased and tantalized her and withheld this big stick from her for almost an hour this morning as she slowly aroused from sleep and then got further excited as he manipulated her elongated nipples and her slobbering cunt and clit. She was particularly pleased when he eased a fat finger up her ass with very little lubrication. It was so tight and felt so big with the friction of entrance, that she thought she could cum just from that alone. But Sid wouldn't let her. He knew all of her erotic signs and spots and he played her like the fine sex instrument that she was. He got her so hot that she felt like she would burst wide open from excitement if she didn't get his prick into her right now! In the end she was mewling like a kitten and begging him for release. Finally, he had relented and she was kneeling above his upright tower of flesh on the bed about to stuff her hungry, drooling snatch with the pleasure instrument they both knew she needed. "Just wait 'till you get it all in honey, then tell me all about it," Sid said through clenched teeth as she sank verrrrryyyyy slowly down his shaft. The slick walls of her pussy were wetting and frictioning against every inch of flesh on his prick. This set off a mountain of sensations that threatened to blow his wad up into her, prematurely. But Sid held on and fisted the base of his prick and stopped her downward motion. She sat very still with his prick half in her and half in the vise like clamp of his own hand. As she waited, the juices from her dripping pussy coated his fist. When he had once again regained control, he allowed her to continue her slippery journey down his big fuck stick. She dropped her whole body down onto his hard, flat muscle rippled stomach and felt the end of his prick slide home into the end of her cunt. Then she immediately tightened her pussy muscles to give him a love squeeze like he had taught her. Moans and groans of lust filled the room as Sid felt the love squeeze and tried to divert his mind's attention away from sex and into something less apt to make him cum. He couldn't do it and it thrilled her to think that she was in control of her Master's orgasm. "Oh, yeah!" he exclaimed as she methodically squeezed his prick and it soaked in her dripping snatch. Then she tensed her thigh muscles and rose about three inches off his prick and dropped down again. "That's nice." he said through clenched teeth again, "but you'd better take care that I don't come too soon." "Yes Master, but if you come too soon, I'll make you hard again. I know I can. But just to save us both a bit of strain, I'll relax and let you tell me what we're going to do next." She said as she collapsed across his hairy chest and tried to melt into his skin with her tits crushed into his pecs and her arms around his neck. "Well, hum... let me think of a good way to make you come that we haven't tried in a while," said Sid while he tried not to feel the still pulsing pussy as it gripped his prick from a new angle. Judy loved feeling his tumescent manhood lodged up inside her and as her passions rose, her love squeezes became automatic and began fluttering up and down her vaginal canal. Finally, Sid had to do something or cum just from her squeezing so he said, "Let's try this for a change," as he rolled over on top of her and grabbed her ankles and pulled them up over his head. Then he slammed his prick in as deep as it would go and ground his torso into her pubic bone and stimulated her clit with his hairy pubes while keeping the stimulation to the head and shaft of his prick to a minimum. As he pulled back for another slam, he pushed her legs down toward her chest and put both of her knees on either side of her pretty face. All of this semi-rough treatment was OK with her as she did crave the feeling of being used and pleasing her Master. She wanted to please him and she knew that he wanted her to orgasm, so her orgasm meant that he would be happy with her. Making him happy was a very large part of her life and she wanted to do so at every opportunity. Of course, she also knew that he liked to do it hard and that pleased her and made her even more horny for him. The doubled up position just gave her that safe and secure feeling she got when she knew that her Master was in complete charge of her body. She trusted him to hurt her so good as to make her cum without hurting her more than she could stand. The next slam home in her pussy took her breath away and smashed directly into her clit. She saw stars and the room began to swim around and around. She let out a groan and tried to take in air as he pulled back for yet another heavy inward thrust into her squishy quim. The heavy pressure at the back of her bent-double vaginal canal was beginning to cramp a bit and the slamming of his pubic bone into hers with her clit in between had her juices rolling and her pussy lips swelling with both excitement and anticipation of his bruising force and power over her. "More, harder, deeper, Oh Master I like it... a lot!" she groaned and grinned up into his leering face as he came down hard again. Although it was uncomfortable, it satisfied a deep seated need in her to give up all of herself to her strong Master while having sex. It made her very happy and very horny to please him. "OK, if that's what the lady wants," said Sid and he rose once again up on his toes and her legs to slam back into her cunt as hard as he could. He knew from experience over the last year and a half of screwing this girl that she would go absolutely nuts from a good hard screwing in this position. He pushed her ankles even higher and forced her knees well above her head. This served to put her into a tight ball with a certain amount of strain on her pussy as it stretched around his moving prick and flattened her enlarged clitoris. "Again, like that! Oh yeah! Push it in harder! That's it, screw the daylights out of me! Hurt me with that big bone of yours! Yessss! I Love it! Keep going, I'm almost there!" she said with ever increasing volume in her voice. Judy now could feel her body responding on another level to the pain/pleasure his deep forceful screwing was having on her. She was nearing her ultimate climax and did not want to be denied that goal any longer. Sid did not disappoint her. Sid pushed at her again and felt the telltale tingle start in his balls that told him his own climax was soon to start. "Get ready slave, I'm gonna fill you with my cream soon!" said the fast moving thirty-five year old stud. "Here it comes Baby, Get ready for me now!" he panted. "Oh yes Master, I can feel it way up in me pumping and cumming and I'm off tooooooo!" she screamed as she reached her climax and started twisting her tightly balled body to thrust up to meet his every pounding entrance into her slick pussy. As his come started to pour into her, her tightly clenched pussy started throbbing and gripping the base of his firmly embedded prick and massaging the entire length of his large manhood. Sid strained into her to the maximum depth and Judy convulsed around his rigid pole as she quivered in the throes of one of her deepest orgasms ever. They hung like that for what seemed a long time as he pumped his thick, warm cream into her hot, tightly clenching pussy hole. Like a statue of two lovers forever locked in the throes of eternal ecstasy. They finally collapsed with his prick shrinking and sliding out of her as her legs were released and dropped to their natural position down beside his. Both were breathing hard and feeling each other's heartbeats in counter rhythm inside their chests as he lay resting on top of her. Pressing down on top of her. Giving her that feeling of being confined that he knew made her feel so secure after a strong orgasm. Judy liked the feel of his weight on top of her as she began to relax and think back to the last year and a half with Sid. As he drifted off to sleep, her mind wandered back to when she had met Sid. Chapter 1B Judy had just turned eighteen and was working as a whore in a suburban house with Renny and his wife Dora. They had picked her up at the bus station and taken care of her and taught her a new trade. Well it beat letting her step-dad have a go at her for free and beating her up afterwards like he had been doing for three years before she ran away. She remembered that Sid had been just another John like so many others but she had liked his looks and manners when they had first been introduced by Dora. She had done her best to service his needs to the best of her abilities and had apparently succeeded in impressing him. He had impressed her as he was careful to see that she enjoyed herself also. So many men did not. She remembered that she had gone down on him to get him hard. He was fully dressed and she was naked. Dora had just left them in the spare bedroom and she walked up to him and deep tongue kissed him just to break the ice. Then she let her hands slither down his back and buttocks and around to the front of his shirt and slacks. As she unbuckled his pants and let them drop down his muscular thighs, she noticed with approval that he kept himself in great shape and seemed to have a washboard under the skin of his flat stomach. As she worked back up the buttons of his shirt and let it slide up and over his broad shoulders, she noticed the ripple of muscle across his chest and upper arms. He smelled of nervousness and faintly, of fresh manly sweat. He caressed her brown, soft hair as she knelt at his feet to remove his shoes and socks and lowered his shorts. She then gazed admiringly at the stout hard-on that proudly jutted up from the juncture between his legs. She grabbed the shank of his prick and rose tugging him along to the bathroom sink and said, "Now, let's give that big boy a bath and see if I can't find something constructive to do with him." Sid seemed to expect this behavior as all whores that he had been to were careful about dirt and cleanliness before a fuck. When she had the water to a tepid temperature, she made a sexy game of soaping up a cloth and washing and rinsing his prick and his whole groin area. Then she ran the wash cloth around his buttocks and into the ass crack to his anus where she spent a bit more time than was necessary to just clean it. The rinse washcloth was almost as much fun to Sid as she tried to remove as much of the soap suds as possible from his prick and ass. He knew that the real reason she spent so much time rinsing was that she could get sick from eating too much soap and the thorough rinse was an indicator that she would spend quite a long time with her mouth on his prick and ass. When the wash job was over and she spun him around and knelt down until her mouth was at prick height, she scooped up his prick into her mouth and began sucking and licking for all she was worth. That's when he realized that Renny or someone had really worked well with this kid to teach her how to properly suck a cock. She warmed the prickmeat in her mouth for several minutes just getting used to the texture and flavor of it and sliding her tongue across the corona and the sensitive underside of the crown. Then, before he got desensitized, she switched to light little lovebites along the shaft nearer his pubic bush. These lengthened into long tongue strokes that led into her sucking along the side of his shaft as she slid down to cover his balls with her open mouth and fast, licking tongue. After the tops of the balls were laved, she dropped on down to the sensitive undersides of his balls and lifted him up and back by the prick. He stumbled backwards onto the bed on his back to give her more room to play. He lifted his legs up into the air and she started kissing and licking her way down to the crack in his ass. With both hands, she parted the small orbs of hair-covered buns and inhaled the aroma of soap and man shit and sexiness that she loved. She let herself go and dived nose first into the grotto of his hind end and began stroking all around his ass crack with her tongue. She reached up with one hand and began gently fondling his balls and with the other she began to jack his prick shaft back and forth. As he let out a few soft moans of pleasure and lust, she dug her toes into the bottom of the bed to gain leverage to stick her tongue ever deeper into his ass crease and gently lave his anus. As she got deeper into his ass, her lingual digit gently pried apart the now relaxed hole and she began to tongue fuck his ass hole while still stroking his balls and prick. Sid had been all over the world and fucked many women, but none had ever affected him this way! This girl-woman had his head spinning and his prostrate pumping before she'd ever stuffed his prick into her vagina! Incredible! As a rich and sophisticated sexual dilettante of many years, he thought he'd seen it all, but she really was the best he'd ever had. "So far" said Sid to himself, "Let's not get carried away just yet." he further cautioned himself. Judy felt his prick begin to ooze love juices and start to twitch and jump in her hand. She knew she had him on the brink of orgasm and could have ended their session right then. But she was horny and wanted to get a little fun out of this one for herself. So, she suddenly grabbed the base of his prick and squeezed it almost as hard as she could while raising her head up and pulling his legs back down to a normal position with him on his back on the bed. She then knee-walked up the bed alongside his body and while still squeezing tightly on his prick she said "Now, let's not get off too soon, you might miss the main event." "OK," said Sid, "Just hang on to junior for a minute more so I can control him." Realizing that Sid had almost lost control and was still dangerously close to cumming if she let go, she decided to strike up a non sexy conversation with him to ease his mind off of his sexy situation. "What do you do for a living?" she asked. "I'm a rich sex freak who likes to find new and different pleasures. I don't have to work, but I do spend many an hour in pursuit of sexual gratification because I enjoy it," said Sid with as straight a face as he could muster. "Well, that certainly sounds interesting," said a totally disbelieving Judy who figured that line of questioning wouldn't get his mind anywhere but back on sex. "What do you do when you're not having sex?" she tried, as she desperately clamped down against the vessels in his raging prick base. She had better do something quick, or the prick in her hand was going to get off just on the base pressure she was applying. So she leaned over and casually pinched one of Sid's nipples between her fingers as hard as she could to try to further distract him. Unfortunately, her actions caused the opposite reaction in Sid. "Ouch! Oh, GOD! What are you doing? You bitch, now you've done it!" moaned Sid as he arched his back to get away from her tormenting hand, but the prick in her hand began twitching in a paroxysm of orgasm that was just not to be stopped. "Oh, girl, you really know how to turn a guy on, don't you?" Judy didn't realize that Sid, in his sexually heated up condition just needed any small stimulus to push him over the orgasmic edge. What she had intended to do was stop his cum, but instead she had brought it on. However, due to the tight grip on the base of his prick, no jism was coming out the end of his prick and the pressure in his balls and prostrate gland was torturing him in a most delightful way. Figuring that she'd better help him make the best of his cum, she quickly dropped her mouth down around the head of his prick and released the death grip she had on the base and began stroking him up and down. No sooner did she let up on his prick with her hand than the shaft quivered and shot a large wad of thick, hot, bitter man juice into her mouth. She had trouble swallowing it all like Renny had taught her and a small amount of cum dripped out the side of her mouth to lubricate the hand that was flying up and down his prick shaft in firm, smooth strokes. Sid had come once with her holding onto his prick and twist- pinching his nipple, and now he came again, harder than before as she lowered her child like mouth over his charging corona and stroked his shaft for all it was worth. He came over and over until it actually hurt to come, and then he came hurting again and again. It was the most incredible blow job he'd ever experienced in his thirty years and one he wanted to repeat soon! He laid back exhausted on the bed and tried to cache his breath. Judy, meanwhile, had let go of his prick and crawled up his chest to grin apprehensively at him and ask, unnecessarily, "Did you like that?" "Like it? ... It was wonderful! I've never felt anything so incredible in all my life. Not even drugs could top this!" Sid replied as the specter of a brief bout with addiction to hard drugs raised it's ugly head and he stomped it back into the recesses of his mind again. He was through with those personal experiments and did not want the memory of those horrors to spoil the fun he was having now. Sid reached down and picked up Judy's upper torso by the armpits and dragged her body across his to place a delicate kiss on her lips. "Now, I'm going to return the favor if I can," he breathed into her left ear as he slowly lowered her weight onto his chest and abdomen and rolled over on top of her. "Oh, you don't have to do that, after all, you did pay to get your rocks off, not mine," Judy reluctantly reminded him. "Well, let's just say that I never leave a lady wanting," Sid muttered as he slid his tongue into her ear and tickled the inner recesses so that Judy shivered and goose bumps raised all down her left arm and leg. "Besides, It's fun," he finished. "Oh, I hoped you'd say something like that," sighed Judy as she relaxed in his arms and he rolled her over onto her back and wound up above her, "'Cause I've gotta cum sooooo badddddd!" she slowly drawled as he moved his hand up to gently cup and caress her left breast and nipple. He slowly slid his hard body across her slender, naked, body to lightly kiss all over her face, neck and down to her breasts. He spent several minutes on each mound of woman flesh, gently biting and nibbling and licking the nipples and the flesh around the aureoles. Judy's tits felt pleasure tingles all the way down to her cunt and she lubed up even more than before. In fact, she felt several drops running down her cunt crack to her asshole. Then he left a slimy trail of saliva down her chest, between her tits to her naval and sent shivers and goose bumps along both her arms and legs when he washed this orifice out with his tongue. She sucked in a deep breath and held it as he continued to tease and tantalize her lower belly flesh without tickling her as she might have expected. The goose bumps returned as he made his way down her happy trail of fine abdominal down to the top of her pubic mound. She groaned and opened her legs as he trailed his tongue around her thighs and over the top of her cunt. Anticipation was killing her and cunt ooze was flushing out with great abandon. "You've got the sweetest smelling little cunt I've ever tasted," he said, "it's going to be a pleasure pleasuring you." Then he lowered his tongue into the furrow of her cunt, carefully avoiding all contact with her clitoris. The crack was already wet with her love dew and leaking even more juice, indicating it was ready to receive him. She groaned again as he licked up and down both sides of her cunt lips, pausing to take each one into his mouth and suck gently on each side. Then he moved up to her engorged clit and lightly swabbed his tongue over and around it until it stood up like a miniature prick. She almost came when he touched her. Her anticipation had been building for a long time and when he touched her, her excitement ratcheted up another two notches. Next he covered her clit with his mouth and used his tongue to swirl first one way around her clit and then back the other way. This nearly drove her wild. She began to come and shake and shiver 'til he almost lost control of her. She had never been made love to like this before! All of the men she'd had before were only interested in getting their own pleasures and she had seldom cum with a client. She realized that she was in the hands of a master cocksman. Chapter 1C As Sid slowed his tongue action down and she quit cumming so heavily he leaned back onto the dilapidated bed and rolled her over onto her stomach. He said "I paid Renny for your ass. Did he tell you?" "Yes," she answered, in a hushed voice, "but I've never had it up there before." He said excitedly, "Don't worry, I'll be gentle. I am surprised that he didn't try this with you himself?" he asked. "Dora won't let him touch me there. She thinks it's perverted and only agreed to letting me take it up the ass because of the money," she explained. "His loss is my gain. That's a very pretty ass you've got there girl. Is it as talented as the rest of you?" he said as he leaned over and began stroking it gently with his strong hands. "Since I've never tried it up there, you'll have to tell me, but please be gentle. I am a little scared because you're so big and I'm so little back there," she said as she squirmed her ass cheeks under his gentle manipulations. As she was talking he had been kneading her buns back and forth and up and down to try to get her to relax. It was working. He could feel the girl's muscles go slack and her body became more loose. Every time he opened her small, hard little asscheeks, her anus would wink redly at him. It was time for a bit more action and he moved his thumb a little more toward the center of her ass crack and put it lightly over the asshole. Excited woman-juices were running freely out of her cunt and he moved his other thumb down to that well of lubrication and slowly sank his largest digit deeply into her slimy pussy. He stirred it well and was rewarded with her moan of pleasure and a wiggle of her hips as she tried to get more of his thumb and the rest of his hand into her. In spite of multiple orgasms, she was still excited with his manipulations and began juicing again. When he'd gotten his thumb thoroughly lubricated, up to the second knuckle, he transferred it to her asshole and pushed gently into the softness of her bottom. "Oh, that feels so different, ugh... and good," she sighed in a low and sexy whisper. "Just go slow and I think it'll be all right." Slowly he sank his slippery digit into her hot and, by now, horny hole. She groaned all the way. Then he began to work it in and out ever so slowly. Deeper and deeper with each thrust he was moving it back and forth in her slimy shit chute. The unique feelings were giving her thrills galore. As he was doing this the fingers of his other hand were busy stroking her pussy and clit in a rhythmic action that had her on the edge of climax almost immediately. But just as she would approach the edge of that abyss of ecstasy he would slow down or move off of her clit altogether. It was a very frustrating experience, but it was a wonderful sort of torture that she really liked. The walls of her pussy were cramping and exuding cum juice by the gallon. His whole hand was slippery with it and he dragged it up into her ass hole to lubricate his thumb as it slipped in and out of her anus more rapidly and deeply. He slowly sank as much of his thumb up her asshole as he could and he massaged her clit more vigorously with his other hand. "Oh, honey, that's soooo goooood! Keep it going just like that," she moaned into the pillow she was clutching to her face. Her climax was swiftly approaching now and she hoped he would continue to her completion. Then he slowly pulled his thumb out and started the two middle fingers of the same hand right back up the same hole, stretching it a bit more. As he moved these two back and forth, she began to respond with a humping action of her own and he could really tell that she was enjoying what he was doing. He slipped both fingers almost out and added the forefinger and started the inward motion again with all three in a bunch. It really stretched her tight anus ring and he had to force it a bit. She squirmed and tried to pull away for a moment and he intensified his attentions to her clit as he forced the three fingered obstruction on up into her ass. "Go slow, please!" she yelped as he forced more of his fingers up her. Then he began to wiggle them up inside her and twist and turn them in her ass to loosen her up and relax her. All this time he was playing a strumming guitar tune on her clit and kissing up and down her butt crack and inner thigh. That really got to her and she was soon humping back against his thrusting three fingered cock again. Just when she thought she was ready for a really big climax, he stopped thrusting and strumming and pulled both hands away from her asshole and clit and rolled her up onto her back with her knees up to her armpits. She reached back to spread her asscheeks and he rubbed his engorged cockhead up and down her cuntal furrow to get it well lubricated and to give her an extra feel of his throbbing, hard manhood on her clit and inside the entrance to her vagina. When he had her so hot she thought she'd come any second without him in her, he moved the tip of his huge prick down to the loosened entrance to her asshole and began a gentle pressure inward by rocking back and forth on his toes and knees. Each small thrust was short and not very forceful. As his prick pressed against her enlarged anus, it forced the tight ring of muscles apart and his cock slowly sank into her bowels. Her groan as he slid to the bottom of her asshole was one of passion. The feeling of having his prick moving down in her anus and colon was extremely exotic and exciting to her. He transferred her ankles to his right hand, pushed her feet back toward her head and bent her even more in half. Then he reached down with his left hand to stimulate her clit and vagina again. When he touched her clit, with his prick almost buried to the hilt in her ass, she went off like a skyrocket! "OH, God, Yes! Yes, That's it! I'm Commmiiiinnnggg!!!!!" she yelled as he slowly sank the last of his prick into her twitching and rhythmically cumming asshole. He held it there until her cum had subsided somewhat and then he flexed one finger into the top of her cunt to rub the sensitive spot on the inside top of her cunt as he slowly withdrew his prick from the tightly clenching asshole. The pulling sensation of his prick leaving her ass was an anal tease that was unexpectedly arousing to the highly stimulated girl. He knew that her clit had just cum and was too sensitive to touch right then, but he also knew that to keep a woman going from one climax to another, you just changed the area of stimulation to this "G" spot until she started pushing back at you instinctively to let you know it was OK to rub her clit again. The really neat part about it was that most women did not even know they were giving off these kinds of signals. They were just responding as Mother Nature had intended. "Oh, wow! what are you doing to me? That feels soooo gooood!" she moaned as he began to saw his prick back and forth in her asshole while he massaged the inner recesses of her cunt with his finger. When he felt her begin to push back at him with her cunt and ass again, he switched back to massaging her clit with his hand and increased the length and speed of the strokes his prick was making up her back door. "Ohmygod! That's fantastic, don't stop, whatever you do, just don't stop. I've never felt this way before! This really UGH... drives me UH... crazy!" she exclaimed as he increased the speed and force of the ass strokes. Now he began a corkscrew motion with his prick in order to maximize the stimulation to her ass and his prick head. As he increased the strength and speed of each stroke, he could hear the slurping, slapping sounds of his cock and balls as they beat a staccato rhythm on her buns and asshole. He was literally knocking the wind out of her now as each stroke was driven home by all the force he could muster with his legs and feet pushing hard against the foot-board of the bed. He was waiting for it to happen to her again, but his balls were beginning to tingle with the telltale signs of a gigantic climax. In order to speed her along, he started pinching the nub of her clit gently between the folds of her cunt. Then he scraped his fingernail cruelly across her clit to give her that extra push of sensation that she needed to get off. She began screaming as loudly as she could, "OH, here it comes, I'm there, I'm Cummmmiiiiiinnngggg! Mffffffggggg! Oh, what a feeling! Oh! Oh! UGH! UH!" then she drifted off into a nonsensical kind of muttering as her asshole clenched his quickly moving prick as tightly as she could. This sent him over the top and he began to fill her rectum with gobs and globs of thick, hot, creamy jism. The feeling of him climaxing into her ass sent her back up to the top of her climax again as the new sensations of a cumming prick overcame her natural tendency to subside at that point. She again started clenching her asshole around his prick as if to milk it of every last drop of cum. They both held a strained position for what seemed like hours until they began to come down from their mutual climaxes. Then he slowly let her legs down with his prick still buried balls deep in her ass. The motion of her legs coming down and her asscheeks surrounding his prick forced his prick from her hole in a most pleasant and natural way. As she lay in an exhausted, but very satisfied stupor, he made a decision and said "Girl, you are a real find! I'd like to take you away from all of this whoring business and let you service me personally. Aren't you getting tired of old men who only cum and leave you high and dry?" "Well, Sort of, I guess," she mumbled nearly incoherent still from her recent exertions. "How would you like to take a gamble on another stranger and move in with me?" The way he said it, in that calm monotone voice with all the concern in his eyes just made her feel completely at home and she wanted to trust him, but her mind flashed over the last few weeks and she was lost in her own thoughts for a few moments. Chapter 1D She had not been too happy with Renny and Dora's treatment of her. Oh, they'd taken her in all right, and they'd made love to her in many different and wonderful ways, but they'd also let her know that she had to earn her own way and pay her share of the expenses. When the subject of a job had arisen, her inexperience immediately got in the way. "No legitimate business will hire you because you have no experience. Your share of expenses comes to about $2,000 a month. Where are you going to get that kind of cash?" Renny had asked in a cynical tone of voice. "I don't know, Renny, what do you suggest?" she'd asked. "Well, you could start charging for what you've been giving away to Dora and me," he'd sneered. "What do you mean, Renny? Charge you and Dora for sex?" she'd asked incredulously. "No, not us, we'd still sex it up just the three of us, but Dora turns some tricks for some guys I know whenever we get a little short of cash. It's just until I can get back on my feet and get a decent job." He was almost whining now. "Come on, honey, you've got to do your part to help pay the bills," Dora began wheedling, "All those fine dinners we've been cooking haven't been free and we're short of cash. All you gotta do is pretend it's Renny or me going down on you or you going down on him. After a while, you'll come to love the variety and the good sex you can get from some of these guys," she'd said reassuringly. "Well, you're beautiful and blond and stacked and I'm just a young kid. I don't think many guys would really want me," said Judy. "Well, just don't you worry your pretty little head about that," said Renny, as he quickly swallowed the grin that threatened his expression, "I'm sure I can find a few good men that won't mind a little inexperienced pussy if the price is cheap enough. You may have to take on quite a few of these guys at first, until you gain some experience and a following of men that ask for you every time." This all seemed perfectly natural to Judy and since she had been living with Renny and Dora for four weeks without contributing to any of their expenses, she felt a bit guilty about it. She was also looking forward to some new sexual experiences because all Renny ever wanted to do was have her suck him to a hard on and stick it into her cunt and saw back and forth for about a minute and a half until he came in her pussy. Sometimes she'd come a bit, but mostly it just left her horny. Then Dora would come suck out Renny's cum from her pussy and try to make her cum by licking at her clit. When she'd had enough of Judy's pussy, whether Judy had cum or not, she'd demand that Judy suck her pussy to climax. It all seemed so clinical and selfish of Renny and Dora, but Judy had no place else to go and they were nice to her other than that. Now that they had explained their scheme to her, it all seemed so perfectly reasonable and logical that Judy felt she had to go along with it. They started that afternoon with a trick for Dora and Judy each. They went into separate bedrooms of the little house they rented, the man got undressed. He never offered his name. He demanded that she suck him to a tremendous hard on. Then he had her lie on her back while he stuck his prick into her hot, steamy hole and fucked her to his own climax. She was so horny from thinking about what she was going to do that morning and the cocksucking had gotten her hot as well, that it really didn't take her much to get off as well. But after the first time or two, they all seemed to be doing the same thing over and over. Oh, she still got off at least once a day. Renny had been true to his word and kept a steady string of customers arriving three and four times a day and night. If she didn't quite make it with one guy, she'd carry her horniness over to the next one or Renny or Dora were there to finish her off after all the johns had gone away. Still, it was getting to be a drag and the money wasn't that much. Renny and Dora told her she couldn't charge much for her services because she was still an amateur. She wasn't sure just how much Renny got from each man as he came in the door, but she never saw very much of it when they left. That didn't really bother her too much, as long as the supply of stiff pricks held up and she was cumming regularly. The sameness of it all was what was beginning to bore her. Judy shifted her thoughts back to the present. So here was this incredibly sexy, rich, older man who had just given her the best climax of her life in a most unusual way. He was promising her more of the same with variety thrown in for good measure. She said "Yes, I'd like to move on to better things but Renny and Dora might object to my leaving." "Have they been giving you a share of the money you make for them?" He asked. "Yes, but it's never very much." She had answered. "Well, let me have time to think about it and we'll see." He said confidently, intending to talk with Renny and Dora about the girl later. "In the meantime, let's not waste the money I've spent to have you tonight, my little whore, I believe I can show you a little of what you're in for with me." And with that, he began fondling her breasts and tonguing her nipples again. Chapter 1E Sid had stayed all night. It was a very satisfying and tiring night for Judy, but when she got up the next day, Sid was gone and Renny was all over her for information about Sid. "What'd he say he did for a living? Where did he say he lived?" he kept asking over and over. She realized she couldn't tell him because she didn't know. Then, he began threatening her if she ever left them. "I'll track you down and find you if you ever leave," he'd say and, "You've never hurt 'til I've hurt you, the way I'll do it, if you leave us." Then he'd change tracks and try whining, "I love you too much to let you go, honey," Dora would chime in, "Don't you worry none, girl, we'll take good care of you here. You don't need to be lookin' elsewhere. We'd be crushed if you left us," To which Judy responded that she had no intentions of leaving. Life settled down to a steady routine for a few weeks, but she never forgot what Sid had said. Renny was still threatening her with all sorts of mayhem and harm if she left and Dora tried to make sweet and keep her in the house with sex. Meanwhile, a steady stream of men and women came to their house for Judy to service for little or no money. One weekday night, Renny came home at supper time, drunk and raging about Judy leaving them and how badly they needed her and what he'd do to her if she ever did. She didn't know whether to feel sorry for him or disgusted. Disgusted must have won and it must have showed on her face because Renny got real mad and grabbed her by the hair, and dragged her kicking and screaming down the hallway and out into the closed garage. Renny had a garage to be proud of. He loved to putter around in summer or winter. In order to keep it heated, he'd insulated the walls and door, even the big folding door was insulated. No neighbor heard Judy's frantic calls for help. Dora, who had seen this coming and was very jealous of the attention Renny paid the young whore when she was fucking him, just stood by and gave Renny a helping hand or suggestion from time to time. There was a chain hanging down from the ceiling and a piece of clothes line laying on a shelf. Renny grabbed the clothesline and made a couple of neat turns around the girl's wrists and hooked them on the chain and hoisted her up with her hands over her head, until her toes just barely touched the floor. As Judy hung there, kicking and cursing Renny, he came back into the Garage from the kitchen with a meat carving knife held high in his hand. Judy saw the knife and commenced to screaming and hollering worse that ever. "Gag the bitch and make yourself useful, Dora," Renny blasted at Dora who was just standing there and watching Judy sway. "I'll teach this bitch to scorn and bad mouth me," Renny yelled, still in a drunken rage. Dora ran over to the dryer in the garage and fished around in the pile of dirty clothes until she found a white, man's sock. She quickly tied a knot in it's center, slipped the knot between Judy's screaming jaws and tied a knot with the ends behind her head. "There Renny, that ought to keep her quiet for a while," said a satisfied Dora. Judy felt the rough and slight dampness of the horrid sock as it forced her jaws apart and muffled her screams. Then the stench of the dirty foot it had been on hit her nose and tongue and she retched and almost threw up. As she subsided and tried to keep from throwing up into the gag, Renny approached her once more with the knife in his hand. The drunken and enraged man then grabbed the tee shirt Judy was wearing and brought the knife up to the neck line while Judy's gagged and muffled screams intensified. When Renny stroked downward to cut the tee shirt off her, Judy thought he was slicing into her and fainted. While she was out, Renny divested her of her shorts, panties and shoes. Hung naked with arms up, head down and swaying back and forth, Dora and Renny just watched her for a few minutes. Then Judy started coming around. "Wake up bitch," said Renny " I want you to feel every touch of this so you'll remember to respect me." Judy looked down and saw he had doubled his widest leather belt and was standing there slowly slapping it into his hand. He went around to the side of her and stood like a baseball batter with his hand and belt outstretched to get a good measure of the proper distance. Swiftly, he brought his leather clad hand around to the back of his head and swatted Judy across her poor, unprotected buns. Then again and again and again in a steady, monotonous swish-thwack sound that seemed to go on forever. The stings that arose from her bottom cheeks were not as painful as some she had endured from her step dad, but they were heating her up and she found herself slipping into the depths of submission she had found in her previous life, of living alone with a horny step dad who liked to discipline her. Judy was still trying to feebly scream and move the lower part of her body to avoid the stinging blows, but Renny was good at it, and he liked it. Judy eventually slipped totally into a haze of pain and submission and gave up her will to Renny. As he beat her with the belt, adding another stripe to her buttocks or the back of her legs, she did not even twitch or moan, but just hung there accepting whatever he laid out for her. This took the fun out of it for Renny, so he stopped and turned to Dora and raised the belt as if to strike her. Dora had seen this Renny before in all too familiar form and was scared to death that he'd tire of his new play toy and start in on her. She started backing away from him. "Don't you back away from me girl, I got a job for you. Get down between her legs and make her feel good, ya hear? Go to it, and I wanta hear some moans and slurps coming from that cunt, bitch. Now move it before I sting your butt too," He threatened with a swish near her ass. Dora did not hesitate, but quickly knelt at Judy's dangling feet and spread her red striped legs apart and stuck her nose up into the young girl's cunt. She licked up and down the vaginal lips and stuck her tongue as far up the vaginal tube as she could. She noticed that Judy's cunt was well lubricated and running cunt juice. She only hoped that Judy would feel this effort she was making for her. As long as Renny could see her moving her tongue and hear her slurps he seemed satisfied not to beat her also. Judy began to come more to her senses, but she was still pretty wiped out from the submissive haze and discomfort of the recent whipping Renny, her Master had administered. There wasn't a part of the skin on her ass or the backs of her thighs that did not seem as if it were on fire. Every time she moved, new aches and stings made themselves known to her. There was also some pleasure going on around her cunt. She hadn't figured out yet what it was, but was content to let it happen. Then, as she recovered even more, she realized she was being eaten out by a person who was doing her best to make her cum. As Judy began to respond to the tickling in her cunt and around her clit and the gentle sucking of her clit, she started to hump her hips back and forth. This was just the sign that Renny had been waiting for. He lashed out with the doubled over belt across her ass cheeks again and twice more to remind her that he was the Master and was in complete charge. As she suffered more stings and discomfort Dora tried to ring her bell with cunt licking. Then he took a step back and dropped the leather end of the belt and, with the buckle end in his hand, he started flicking at her breasts and belly, ass and legs. He was fairly accurate and only hit Dora a half dozen times in the heat of smacking Judy. Each time his aim was off and he swatted Dora, she'd scream and jerk upward into Judy's cunt harder. Judy would also issue a weakened and muffled scream as Dora crushed Judy's clitty against her teeth. By now Renny could see pussy juice drooling down Dora's chin and Judy's legs and could tell that Judy was very hot. Unzipping his pants, Renny drew out his big hard on and approached Judy with it as if he were going to thrash her with it. "Move back Dora and lick her ass a while, I've got to teach this whore who's boss around here." Then he stepped up to her hips, lifted her legs around the outside of his torso, and rammed his big dick all the way home in her drooling snatch. The action of lifting her legs had exposed her ass crack and hole to Dora who set to work with a will and a sigh to do what Renny demanded. As Dora stuck her tongue up Judy's ass, Judy began jerking and twitching and Renny leaned way back and pushed up with his dick and, holding the belt doubled, again, he lashed down on Judy's exposed tits with all the force he could muster. Judy screamed and cried and tears fell out of her eyes and Renny got right close in to her eyes and whispered, "Don't you ever leave me or disrespect me. 'Cause I'll kill you, you worthless whore, you." He came down again, hard, on her titties, and bucked up into her cunt and held his position as cum shot out of his big dick way up high into her vagina. Almost all of her weight was supported by his dick in her cunt. "I'll track you down like the bitch dog you are and I'll slowly kill you. Do you understand me?" he asked once again eyeball to eyeball to her. She was sobbing so hard she did not respond quickly enough and Renny started rapid firing the belt across her tits, sides, legs, torso, and any part of her body he could reach. Dora, meanwhile, had stuck to her job and was busily licking and tonguing Judy's now loosened asshsole and Renny's balls as excess cum slipped out the sided of Judy's cunt. Judy, meanwhile had slipped back into her submissive haze where pain from the master was pleasure. She actually began humping up and down on his big prick as it stuffed up inside her cunt. Renny was so sexually arouse by what he was doing and what Judy was doing to his prick that he never lost his hard on and kept ramming punishing blows all over her body with the belt and bumping and grinding with his pubic bone into her groin. As Dora licked the man cum from around Renny's balls, she noticed a change in flavor and texture of the stuff she was gobbling. She put a finger up into Judy's cunt and Renny's Cock and brought it to her nose to confirm it. Dora then she raised it to Renny's nose and said, "She likes to be hurt Renny, here, smell her cunt juicing up." "I don't have to smell, I can feel her cunt twitching' every time I hit her. Why do you think I'm hitting her so many times?" Then he turned to the semiconscious Judy, pulled the gag out of her mouth and asked "So, you like to be hurt do you?" Judy barely responded with an embarrassed "no" in a small voice. "Don't try to lie to me, cause I know. I've got your slippery cunt around my dick and I can feel you when you cum, and you cum every time I beat you, like this," he said as another swing of the belt swished down on her beet red titties. "Oh No daddy, don't hurt me. I'll be good. I won't be a bad girl any more. Please don't hurt me again," she mumbled half incoherently. "Daddy is it, did your own dad beat you for being a bad girl?" asked a curious Renny. "No no Daddy, I'll be good, just don't beat me any more, please Daddy no." she stated more clearly. "Well tell us just how bad you've been then little girl." coaxed Renny. "Oh Daddy I've been soooooo bbbaaaaddddd!" she exclaimed. "I must be beaten with your belt and that big thing between your legs to make up for it just like you said," she whispered, "Hit me again with the belt and fuck my little cunny hole to make me be a good girl again. Please Daddy, Please hit me again," she said while squinting her eyes and wrapping her legs around him and swinging her torso so that the dick in her cunt moved back and forth quickly. Dora was busy at her ass hole and now had two fingers wriggling around inside the semiconscious girl's nether opening. Renny leaned away from her body and slammed the belt down across her titties one more time and Judy screamed and climaxed like she had climaxed many times before in her previous life with her step dad. She jerked and twitched and squeezed with both cunt and legs 'til Renny thought she would squeeze the air out of him. He leaned forward and slammed the belt diagonally across her ass cheeks and she screamed again and released his waist with her legs and her cunt pulled off his slimy dick just as Renny spurted again and went weak in the knees with his second orgasm. This pissed Renny off so much that he got back up on his feet after his orgasm and slapped the belt across Judy's bare back in a vicious swipe that made her sway from side to side, scream lustily and cum even harder while Dora tried to keep the two fingers up her ass. "Step aside, Dora, I want to try something," said Renny to his wife. As she got up and moved away, Renny said to Judy, "You've been a bad girl Judy, now tell us what you have to do to be good again. " "I have to be spanked," replied Judy through tightly closed eyes. "What kind of spanking, Judy," patiently asked Renny. "A very hard spanking from within and without," she whispered in fear, like a child about to be punished. "Well, here it comes child, I hope you learn your lesson." After the first few Lashes with the belt and no response from Judy, he sent Dora into the house to find a strap-on dildo and to take her clothes off. When she returned, he put her up on a small stool to get her dildo slightly higher than Judy's cunt. Then he helped hold Judy's legs around her as she slipped the flexible dildo up into Judy's sloppy snatch. "Now fuck her Dora, fuck her like it's the last fuck you'll ever have dear," persuaded an excited Renny. As Dora began an in and out slow motion with the dildo, Renny stepped back and lashed out at Judy again and again, sometimes slicing across Dora in the process, but constantly hitting Judy. Judy began to cry real tears and orgasm every time Renny hit her. Dora was tiring quickly from all the exercise and hoped Renny and Judy would be through soon, but they both seemed tireless and Judy kept on cumming. Finally, Renny ran out of energy. Dora noticed that Judy was close to passing out and stepped down from the stool and heard the sloshing sound the dildo made as it slithered from Judy's drooling quim. Judy just hung from the rope and gently swing back and forth, lost in her own world of passion and submission. Renny stared at her for a minute and got her down and carried her across his shoulder back to her bedroom. Chapter 1F The next morning Judy was embarrassed that Renny and Dora knew her deepest darkest secret about the brutal and submissive relationship between her step father and herself. She had always called him Dad after her real father was killed in an auto accident when she was just a baby. But Renny and Dora didn't seem to mind, it was a point they could use to manipulate her. From that day forward, they went out of their way to humiliate and hurt her with that knowledge. She'd stay tied up half a day in some of the strangest positions and every time Renny or Dora would stick a finger up her cunt, she'd be juicy. They'd rub it over her mouth and nose and say, "See the little slut and how she likes to hurt. She's so twisted, pain becomes a climax." Then, they'd pinch her or slap her or fist her thighs or arms until they were black and blue. But always, they came back to her pussy and stroked her until she came. They made sure she came after every beating to condition her to like it. One evening, Renny got into the bottle a bit deep and Dora was joining him so they got steadily drunk. Renny whispered something in Dora's ear and headed for the garage. Judy was sitting naked on the sofa with her hands cuffed behind her and her legs slewed at right angles so that Dora could reach over every now and then and stroke her clit or pinch or smack her. Sometimes, Judy would be surprised by an ice cube slipped up her cunt. All she could do was sit there and endure it while it melted and Dora snickered at her predicament. It was all so perverse and all so exciting. Judy could feel the ooze spilling out her cunt on to the sofa cover. She was making a wet spot on the upholstery. Dora, after some more minutes of tickling and teasing her, got up, saw the spot and blew up at Judy. "How dare you sit there and wet my sofa cover!" she exclaimed in mock anger, "Boy are you going to get it now! On your feet!" she commanded. As Judy arose from the sofa, Dora grabbed her by the cuffed hands and pushed then up as high as they would go on Judy's back making Judy high step her way down the hallway to the garage door. Renny met them at the door and placed a blindfold over Judy's eyes and a gag in her mouth. The gag was his dirty underwear and she choked at the taste of shit and piss in her mouth. He led her into the middle of the garage floor and un-cuffed her hands and raised them above her head. He then hooked them to the overhead chain and raised her until she was on her tip toes. Renny reached down to her ankles and attached leather cuffs around each ankle. He then attached additional chains to her ankles and raised them up until her back was parallel to the floor. The ankle chains were also spreading her legs apart so that she was stretched and suspended totally by the chains hanging from the ceiling. Renny brought out a cane pole about four feet long and three quarter inches around. As he swished it in the air above Judy's body, she cringed and began to make mewling sounds around the gag. Standing to one side, he took a two handed grip on the cane and swished it directly into her ass cheeks. Judy let out a barely audible scream that was lost in the nasty tasting gag in her mouth. Renny began to work on her ass and the backs of her legs with slow steady strokes. He deliberately waited fifteen seconds between each stroke so her anticipation could build up. Meanwhile, Dora, in a drunken stupor, grabbed a new fly swatter she had just bought and hung on the wall. She began to lay in to her titties as best she could between Judy's outstretched arms. Renny would cane her and in between times, Dora would swat at her upper torso. Her back and everything above her waist were treated to the scratchy metal screen on the fly swatter. Judy was in some real pain and cried and sobbed and begged as best she could through the gag for them to stop, but it just went on and on. Her entire body was being stimulated more than it had ever been before and all of it was going to her cunt making it slimy with cunt juice. Judy felt close to passing out when Renny finally got tired and quit abusing her ass and legs. He stood back to admire the stripes up and down her ass and legs and the clinches and twitches she made as Dora continued to smack her tits. Renny went over to a workbench on the side of the garage and grabbed up a can of motor oil and an opener. He formed a fist with his right hand and poured motor oil all around it. Then he began to rub oil all around Judy's ass and cunt. He stuck three fingers as far up into her cunt as he could ram them and Judy twitched and groaned with renewed pain. He fucked her cunt with his three fingers and used his thumb to smash her clit against her pubic bone. Judy was really getting off on the hand job. Her pussy began juicing and drooling and mixing with the motor oil. Her body seemed totally alive now and recharged with renewed energy. Renny pulled back and added a fourth finger and began to push in earnest into her cunt until her whole body began to swing away from the force of his push. The incredible pressure on her cuntal opening was burning and stinging like the rest of her body. When she had reached an almost sitting up position with his hand pushing her up, he reached up, put his thumb in the palm of his hand and began to pinch her clitty with his other hand. She screamed and wiggled and cried and really went in to a paroxysm of spastic jerks and twitched. He was pinching her clitty very hard and she was loving it. With every new flash of sensation, she approached closer to climax. Finally, after a particularly long and intense orgasm, she relaxed and felt his entire hand slip up inside of her vagina. As it went in, Renny flexed his fingers and folded them into a fist to keep from punching through the back wall of her vagina. He backed off and Judy went parallel to the floor with Renny's fist still stuck in her vaginal canal. Meanwhile, Dora kept up a steady barrage of swats with the fly swatter. This was keeping Judy off balance as the pleasure of the clit rubbing and the filled cunt contrasted with the displeasure of the fly swatter until they both seemed to merge and any stimulus to the girl's body was turned to pleasure. Each time Renny jerked his fist back and forth in her cunt and Dora swatted another area of her back, thighs, the bottoms of her feet, or sometimes her titties, Judy spasmed into orgasm again and again. When Renny got tired of the physical effort it took to fuck her with his hand and half of his forearm, he opened his fist up inside of her and extended his fingers as far out as they would go and began to rotate his arm back and forth inside of her, first one way and then the other. Judy came so hard she almost passed out. Renny removed his fist from her cunt by jerking it out with the fingers still somewhat extended. Judy's muffled scream sounded like a dying animal as she collapsed and let the full weight of her body rest on the chains. Dora took that opportunity to swat each of her breasts and then a very hard cut across her open cunt and clit. Judy screamed again and passed out. Judy was out of commission for a week before she felt like she could walk upright without her insides falling out. The scratches and bruises she had all over her body were a constant reminder of the cruelty and expert going over Renny and Dora had given her. They weren't even mad at her. They thought she liked it. Well... if the truth were told, she really did get off on it. Even the lingering discomfort of the scratches and bruises sent lust surging to her damaged cunt for the next week while she could do nothing about it. After she had healed enough to have sex with Renny and not scream from the pain, she went back to work servicing Johns that Renny seemed to always be able to find. Life went on. Men came and went sometimes three and four a day for both Dora and Judy. Occasionally Renny would be gone to service a female customer, but he never brought them to the house. Dora didn't seem to mind his apparent disloyalty as she was getting her share of dick from the Johns. Judy didn't mind much either, it just all seemed so boring doing the same things over and over. Even the constant bondage did not keep her interest up. After a couple of weeks, she found it to be very inconvenient and chaffed at their constant attempts to put her down. It all became so predictable. Then Sid came by again, asked for her and bought her services for the night. She serviced him magnificently again. He returned the favor, and in the early morning hours, when he was ready to leave, she asked him "Were you serious about helping me get away from Renny and Dora?" "Of course I was" said a surprised Sid. He had tried unsuccessfully to buy her from Renny and was rebuffed rudely. Renny had just about convinced him that she wanted to stay for all the sex she was getting. He just couldn't forget Judy and couldn't stay away from her, so he had returned to get as much time with her as he could. He didn't tell her this, of course. "If you want out, why not just pack up and leave?" Asked Sid. "Renny said he'd come after me and I'm afraid he'll find me and hurt me. That man can get real crazy when he's mad." She explained. "Will you help me get away?" she asked. "You're right, that Renny can be a real mean ass hole when he wants to." said Sid while thinking he needed her to fear seeing Renny and Dora again. "OK, how about you taking just what you can get into your pockets with you and meeting me after midnight tonight at the grocery store just down the street?" He proposed. "I think I can get out and do that, but if I'm not there by twelve thirty, don't wait any longer," she warned. So the plan was made, she sneaked out and met Sid at the grocery and sped off into the night with him while constantly looking over her shoulder for Renny's angry face coming at her. She didn't rest until they had settled in another state. Part II Chapter 2A- Judy gets some exercise. Sid stirred atop her luscious titties and buried his head in the billowing forms of girl flesh as he slept on in Judy's arms. She gently pushed him off of her body and responded to the urgings of her full and complaining bladder by silently walking across the deep, pile carpeting to the large, richly appointed bathroom just off the mirrored, master bedroom. As she sat on the commode and relieved herself, thoughts of the past few months flashed before her again. She remembered just how really dumb and unsophisticated she had been when she got off that bus and Renny found her. Then, as he'd talked her into bed first and outright prostitution next, she'd not thought to question the small amounts she'd earned from all those tricks. Renny and Dora had cheated her and Sid had explained it to her months later. "Honey," he'd said "your sweet, young, petite body would be a prize in any whore-house. It would normally attract top dollar and it probably did for Renny and Dora. They just never let you find out how much." Judy was worried about Renny or Dora finding her and what they'd do if they did. She had vivid memories of some of the threats he'd made against her if she ever left him. These had been reinforced dramatically by extremely abusive and painful sessions many times over. She did not want anything more to do with the volatile and vicious Renny. She often voiced her fears to Sid that they would be found even up here in the mountains. "Well that would be difficult since they didn't know my real name or where I live or work. I met them through a casual acquaintance of mine who doesn't know those things either. Besides, living way up here in the hills, away from everyone else and having you all to myself has isolated me from those same casual friends. I guess they think I just dropped off the face of the earth. I keep in touch with a few that I can trust, but I didn't buy this place until after we got together. To my knowledge, no one that knows me knows them," she remembered him saying. Judy wiped her tush and went over to the bidet to wash it and her hands. "I must be fresh for Sid in case he wants to eat me later." she thought to herself. The warm water rushing up into her cunt gave her a rush and she felt herself getting excited again. Shaking it off, she finished drying with the towel next to the drawer under the counter, she turned her thoughts to what lay in that drawer and, on impulse, she opened it. She brought out a small box that had the words "Ben Wah Balls" written in bold lettering on the top. When she opened the box, a nylon cord dropped over her wrist and she saw that it ran right through the middle of two large round plastic balls. These balls were about one and a quarter inches in diameter and as smooth as a baby's bottom. The steel bearings inside of them rolled around and made the plastic outer coverings wiggle like Mexican jumping beans. She held them under the hot water faucet for a few minutes to warm them up and bent down to her cunt and spread her legs so she could cram them both into her vaginal canal as far up as they would go. She relished the feel of the still cool, but not cold balls as she stuffed them up higher and higher into her birth canal. Her inner walls were beginning to drip moisture and she could feel a glow of horniness start at her cunt and radiate outward to every extremity of her body. After the second ball was pushed as high as it would go, she ran the tip of her index finger gingerly around the clitoral node at the front of her cunt and thrilled as her excitement mounted. With steel in her resolve, she withdrew her hand reminding herself how much better the climax would be after some time of anticipation. Now, only the strong nylon cord attached to both of them was hanging out. She wadded that up and put it neatly inside her outer cunt lips so it wouldn't get in the way or look unsightly to Sid. As she straightened up, she could already feel them working her arousal up and she knew that if she didn't take her mind off of the sexy balls clattering around in her cunt soon, she would be tempted to bring herself off with her hands. She didn't mind doing it that way, but experience had taught her that the ache of horniness over a long period of time would accumulate in her and make her cum so much better when she and Sid got around to fucking again. She quietly slipped out of the bathroom, through the bedroom and down the hall so Sid could sleep while she did her morning exercises. Sid had his routine that kept him in shape and he had taught her one of her own. But first, the pool looked inviting through the wide, French doors out back so she went outside to warm up in the summer sun. She was still naked as she walked like a silent ghost through the dawning light and down the hall to the den and out back to the swimming pool. She spent most of the summer morning lounging in the rising sun by the pool and thinking about having sex because any movement she made caused the Ben Wah's to twitch and gently remind her of their presence, making her hotter and hotter. The gluey slickness of arousal was sliding out of her cuntal opening and down the crack in her ass to drench her asshole and the chaise lounge upon which she was laying. A couple of hours later, as the sun, her fevered thoughts and the sensations in her cunt that had her gently hunching her lower abdomen back and forth in the flexible chair all came together to raise her body temperature to a fine sweat. She jumped up, determined to make this feeling last without climaxing and dove into the water to cool off and began her laps. As she swam, those devilish Ben Wah's kept up a constant vibration in her pussy that almost drove her wild with lust and made it even harder for her to breathe than the laps she was swimming. After several laps, she was breathing hard and ready for more strenuous exertion. Feeling alive and 100% in touch with her every sense, she got out of the pool, dried off and went back into the den and into the extra bedroom at the end of the hall. This room had been equipped with exercise equipment of many kinds. Sid was determined that they would stay in good physical shape and Judy had become accustomed to doing her body a favor by working out regularly. She also didn't mind the constant stimulation of the Ben Wah Balls, today, up inside her pussy, which reminded her that she was a woman in need. As she began the first repetition of slow sit-ups she remembered what Sid had said about the house. "No one can see us up here. We can run naked through the house and out the back door to the pool and into the back yard if we want and no one will see us," explained Sid as he tried to reassure her that she had nothing to fear from Renny and Dora. "Renny and Dora will never find us up here even if they are still looking for you, which I doubt." Sid was right, the house was ultra modern and built up on a mountain top that overlooked farm land and many acres of forested hillsides and other mountains. The winters up here were beautiful and the summers were gorgeous. There were few cars that traveled the main road and no visitors up the winding, long drive that led to the main house. The four bedroom ranch style house had a large 25 meter swimming pool, heated so they could use it almost year round, an outdoor hot tub and an eight foot high concrete block and brick fence that hid the patio and both the pool and hot tub from any prying eyes in the lower forest. Judy had done all of the housekeeping and cooking and seemed content. Only occasionally did her need for pain surface for Sid to mete out punishment to her and help her achieve that highest of orgasms. Both of them became accustomed to fucking and sucking at the drop of a hat and clothes just got in the way, so they mostly went naked through the house and pool areas. There was no real pattern to their fucking activities. Sid said he didn't want either of them to become bored or stuck in a rut when it came to their lovemaking. He was constantly surprising her with inventive ways to catch her at awkward times or in different positions when he fucked her. The variety was wonderful and had kept her off balance and loving every minute of it. Some of those methods would have been considered obscene or cruel by an outsider, but Judy loved them all, even the ones that hurt. As she finished with her sit-ups and moved to the universal set, her glance ran over the large cardboard box in the corner of the gym. Sid had said it was just a bunch of junk he had thought he would do something useful with some day. On closer inspection, it had looked to be scrap wood and leather and nails and bolts all in a confusing mass that looked just like what Sid said, "junk." Judy was feeling hornier with every exercise she performed and was looking forward to going back to bed and waking Sid, after a quick shower. But just as she was finishing, Sid appeared from the pool, dripping water and announcing that he felt great and was ready for his exercises. "Boy, it's good to be alive and kicking and hungry on a fine summer morning with you! I could eat the north end off of a southbound goat honey, and when I'm finished here, I'll need to take in about a thousand calories. How about you? Are you ready for breakfast?" he enthused. "You mean brunch, don't you?" she said with arched eyebrow. "You've slept most of the morning away!" she exclaimed. Then, in response to a mock stern look from Sid she said, "OK. OK! I'll have the mighty King's brunch ready when he finishes, but right now, your horny little girl has got herself a problem." With that she bent her knees out to the sides. This action caused the outer lips of her cunt to open up and the nylon Ben Wah cord fell down almost to her knees. "See what I mean?" asked the pouting young teenager as both she and Sid stared down at her dripping pussy. Then she grabbed him by the shoulders and backed him up to the workout bench behind him and started to tongue kiss and rub her sweaty body up against his cool, chlorine scented physique. As she kissed him, she reached down and grabbed his erecting prick and began squeezing it rhythmically with her hand. Sid knew he must pay a toll before he could get his workout done, so he leaned back onto the short bench lengthwise and left his feet on the floor. Judy followed him down to the firm padding of the bench without breaking the kiss. His right hand slid down her quivering stomach to the soft pubic patch of his. He hesitated there to stroke and tease her before he ran his finger along her cuntal crease to the rising clit and on into her boiling snatch. She was hot, wet and very horny and he could tell it by the slippery slop on his fingers as it began to run down into the palm of his hand and down to his wrist. He began to diddle her clit back and forth with the first two fingers of his hand and she increased the activity of her tongue in his mouth and began raising her right leg to straddle his now erect prick. As she got her leg up to it's highest point, Sid grabbed the cord and plopped the two Ben Wah's out of her horny pussy and let them fall to the floor. She grunted as each ball was removed quickly from her gushing snatch. She never let go of his prick or came up for air from the exciting tongue kiss. As she got her knee over his body and stood over his torso with his prick in her hand, she began moving up over his face and began dragging her nipples up to his chin. He licked and sucked and finally captured one of her unusually elongated nips in his mouth. He began immediately to swirl and drag his twitching lips and tongue over and around her breast and aureole. He was driving her crazy and Judy feared she would come right then without ever getting his prick into her hungry snatch. She positioned the thick, hard dick head at the entrance of her vagina and let herself drop down over it. As she sank down on his pole soooooo slooooowwwwllllyyyy, he groaned and tried to buck up into her. She rode up with him and would not let him quickly put it to her. She wanted to make this hungry ache in her pussy last as long as she possibly could without becoming frustrated and missing the ultimate act of climaxing. She had now become a sophisticated fucker that enjoyed her slow fucks and their anticipating aches and urges. She also enjoyed the fast comes that surprised her at times. She could feel the wiry hair of his pubes mixing with hers as she finally sat down with her full weight on top of his tall pole. She sighed with contentment and just rested at the bottom of her long slow decent. She had savored every inch of that slide to ecstasy. She rose swiftly to the top of the prick pole and once again began her teasing slide to perfection, but Sid had other ideas and she was too far gone to match his upward thrusts this time. He arched his back and pushed his groin upwards with such swiftness and force that Judy's feet left the ground and her cunt flew quickly down onto his prick and rebounded off of his pubic bone and lower abdomen to ricochet back up and almost off of his prick. Just as she thought she would fly off of him and off into space, he grabbed her by the back of her thighs and forced her legs up, off the floor. He lunged upward again pushed her up and off his prick almost to the end of his turgid manhood and snapped his prick back into place deep into her cunt as her entire weight came crashing down to crush her clitty against his hard pubic bone. Up she flew again, and again he caught her at the top of her bounce and met her vigorously just as she was coming down. The force of the entry was a wild strain on her tender pussy lips and walls, but it only seemed to add to the excitement and mingled the pain of the re-entry with the pleasure she sought to release her from the frustrations of the past two hours with the Ben Wah balls. Judy felt safe and secure in the knowledge that Sid was excited and had taken charge of the fucking. She was most content to let him take his lead. Again Sid bucked her up toward the ceiling with her legs pushed up by his hands and sprawled out to the sides and the full weight of his prick pushing up into her horny snatch. As she reached the top of her upward trajectory, Sid once again pushed himself off the bench to thrust with all his might up into her waiting hole with a sound of thunder and a moan of pain/pleasure from her. The sensation in her cunt of going to full and then empty and them crushingly full again was driving her wild. She began to moan as all of her inhibitions left her and she became a simple fucking body bent on it's own pleasures. They crashed back onto the bench again and Sid lunged upward again, bucking her up and down for a full three or four minutes. Judy could feel her climax approaching and since she had waited so long for it, she knew it was going to be a big one. She was delighted and amazed at both his skill as a lover and his stamina. Not many 33 year old men could keep this kind of exercise up for this long. Just when her bruised pubic bone was beginning to really begin to hurt, Sid hunched his hips upward and on the next bounce, he caught her square in the clit with his pubic bone. Her body zoomed through it's climax and the throbbing in her pussy changed to a tight fisted clenching as spasm after spasm hit her entire lower abdomen and groin area. It was all she could do to stay on top of him as he drew back and slammed into her again. Another gripping orgasm tore loose from her pussy and seemed to run up and down her loosely flopping legs as she came one last time. The lights winked and the room spun and she felt Sid reach his climax and his prick started to twitch and pulse way up inside her as he came too. She had clung to his neck like a monkey clings to it's mother during all of this, and as Sid subsided into an exhausted heap, she kissed his neck and ear in gratitude for the wonderful climax. Knowing that once again she had satisfied her Master's wishes and provided pleasure to him in the act of sex. She felt grateful that he had made sure she came also. "That was just about perfect, Master." She breathed directly onto his ear and onto the sexy nerve that she knew he had inside his ear. "Thank you for one of the best cums of my life." "Oh, that was nothing." He said between deep breaths. "Just wait until I get started good!" he kidded her as it was obvious to them both that he was totally winded and tired out, for the moment. "Well, I'd like to stay for another round, but I'm getting hungry and I don't want your strength to leave you, so I'll just slip into the kitchen and make us that meal you ordered." she whispered as she lifted herself off his prostrate body. Sid was still heaving hard for breath and was really glad to be rid of Judy's weight so he could get air more easily into his lungs, but he couldn't resist coming back with some banter of his own. "OK, if eating is more important than sex with me, then just go on with you." Judy paused as she was, still astride of him and said, "Well, since you put it that way..," and began sinking back down onto him again. However his prick had shrunk and it flopped loose from her pussy. "Never mind, I'm really hungry too, so please go fix brunch and let me die in peace!" Sid said as he pushed her back up and off of him and then rolled off onto the floor and played dead. "OK, If you're going to poop out on me, I'll go then." She said as she grabbed the Ben Wah's off the floor, sauntered out the door with a pouting mouth and cast an exaggerated and alluring look back at him. It caused them both to laugh and she went on down to the kitchen still naked as the day she was born. "OK, but you'll sing a different tune when I decide to take you with me to check the mail." Sid hollered as she walked away. Chapter 2B As Judy prepared the meal, she remembered back to a day about six months ago when Sid had brought home a golf cart and proclaimed it to be their yard cart, since their yard was so big. The front drive to the house from the main road was a twisted and winding track of gravel and concrete pothole patches. Just getting the mail took almost a half hour down and back that tortuous track. Sid has said it discouraged visitors and Judy accepted that as a necessary evil to protect their privacy. About two weeks after he brought the golf cart home, Sid announced he was going to check the mail and told Judy she was coming along. This surprised Judy as she'd never ridden with him before, but her Master had decreed it so she went with him. Both of them got into the cart naked and Sid threw a couple of pool towels in the basket behind the seat. They both wanted to stay naked and would cover up only while at the mailbox beside the road in case someone drove by while they retrieved the mail. Sid said he had something special for Judy and he showed it off when she sat on the seat. He moved a lever and a part of Judy's seat fell inward. She felt like she was sitting on a large, padded toilet seat. Her cunt and ass were both over the hole. Then Sid pushed down on another lever and two dildos started up inside of Judy. Both were lubricated with petroleum jelly and slid into her cunt and ass with no difficulty once she got them lined up correctly. Judy started to get up, but Sid put a safety strap across her lap and told her to leave it on. Then Sid started slowly down the drive. At first, Judy didn't notice it, but after Sid picked up speed, every bump he hit was translated, somehow, to the twin dildos lodged up inside her. This constant motion became a vibration as Sid drove faster and took the wheels of the golf cart down into the gutter beside the road where the bumpiest gravel lay. Judy could not believe the thrill of feeling first the front dildo move up or down and then the ass dildo move up and down independently. It was as if they were attached to different wheels. (They were!) She silently thanked her good luck and Sid for the petroleum jelly as the movements were sometimes quite violent. As Sid hit a particularly large rock on the right wheel, she noticed that the cunt dildo jumped violently in her, but did not threaten to harm her, as if some safety mechanism were in place. Another bad bump by the left wheels had the ass dildo jumping and Judy was astounded at how good it felt even though the movements were powerful and jerky. Her surprise suddenly turned to orgasm and Judy screamed out her joy all the way down the mountain as Sid drove more and more in the gutters and ruts of the worn gravel driveway. By the time they reached the bottom, she was cumming repeatedly. Nearing the bottom, Sid grabbed the towels and wrapped one around his waist and draped one over Judy's torso. Then he drove right up to the mailbox and picked up his mail. Going back up the mountainous driveway was not as much fun because it was slower and the novelty had worn off to some extent. Nevertheless, Judy came twice more before they reached the house again. Every day now, they take the golf cart down to check the mail, even if the post office is closed! Sid had also taken her on a round of golf with him and introduced her as his assistant. She endured almost five hours of riding across fairways and gravel cart paths and had cum most exquisitely many times before Sid's game was over. For the occasion, Sid had bought her a small tennis outfit with a short skirt and panties underneath with two holes in the crotch surrounded by elastic. She had to screw around a bit to get the dildos up inside her and she had to lubricate her ass and cunt at home before she put the panties and short skirt on, but she managed to do it all in front of all the guys and gals at the local country club without anyone knowing what she had up her cunt and ass. When Sid took the cart off the path and swing down a dry creek bed, ostensibly looking for his ball, she came heavily in her cunt as he took the cart's right wheels over several stones big enough to create some fast friction in her cunt. Sid then turned the cart around and headed back into the same dry creek bed with the left wheels going over rough stones. Once again, Judy came with abandon, in her ass. Judy was feeling like an adored whore as Sid turned and twisted the cart down the cart path with one wheel in the gravelled gutter giving her a thrill that she knew he wanted her to enjoy. It made her feel more secure to know that he had intended for her to get off on this device. Then Sid drove over to a stand of trees at the edge of the fairway, grabbed Judy by the arm, jerking her up off the dildos and took her behind a bush. He then bent her over so that she was touching the ground with her hands and her knees were straight, in front of him. Judy heard the zipper on his pants release his big dick and immediately felt his presence pushing up into her distended asshole. A few strokes later, Judy muffled a scream as she orgasmed and Sid went off in a flurry of motion. Sid turned her around without standing up so that she could clean off his now flaccid prick with her mouth. He stuffed it back in his pants and zipped up. Then she stood up and they went back to the cart. As Judy settled over the protrusions sticking lewdly from the passenger seat, Sid reached around and fastened her seat belt again and drove off at a fast clip. Up around the green, Sid apologized to the other players in their foursome by saying, "Sorry to hold you up, we lost my balls." He said. "Yeah," said one of the other golfers, "Well chasing balls into the woods is a part of the game isn't it?" "It sure is when you play as badly as I do." said a gleeful Sid. "Who's turn is it to tee off?" The rest of the afternoon, Sid played the worst golf he had ever played. He shanked or sliced the ball into the woods constantly and drove that cart where no carts were meant to go. Judy got very tired as orgasm after orgasm sapped her strength, but since this was what Sid wanted, since she was doing the thing that turned him on, she felt great about it. She was fucked out by the time they got home, but Sid had other ideas. He tied her upside down from the hooks in the playroom ceiling. He spread her legs apart as far as the ropes would reach. Then he handcuffed her hands behind her and added a spreader bar between her knees. He then adjusted the ropes so that she was suspended with her cunt and pussy mound just below mouth level to Sid. After tying her off, Sid left the room and she could hear him moving around in the bathroom next door. When he came back, he spread a towel underneath her head and splashed a little warm water on her cunt. He then took out a shaving mug and put some cream and water in it and began string it up to make a lather. She felt the slippery soap swirling around her hairy cunt hole and clitty, making her hotter and hotter. The prickly bristles of the brush around the inner lips of her cunt, clit and asshole warmed her up so that the buttery cunt juice of her pussy overflowed her upside down cunt and began running down her body to her tits and neck taking soap suds with it. In this manner, she was able to smell her own excitement mixed with the shaving soap and it aroused her even more. He spread the lather on her cunt lips and pussy mound thickly. Then he paid particular attention to making sure that her clitty was well soaped and even lingered over her ass hole, pushing the bristles of the brush partly into her asshole. The stiff bristles of the brush were like a trigger to orgasm for her and she came twitching and bucking again as this was done. Sid bent down and showed her a safety razor and told her to be still. He carefully shaved her from her naval all the way around to the top of the crack in her ass. After all of the soapy residue was washed clean, he stood back and admired his handiwork. "Now, my little sex slave," he said using the deeper more stern voice of his that Judy had come to recognize and love as his command voice, "I think I like that look so well that I shall require you to keep it shaved and ready for my use at any time of day or night." Judy replied, in a contented whisper, "Yes Master." As she relished the feelings of letting him take total control of even this private part of her body. Then he lowered her so that she was closer to the floor with her cunt and ass level with Sid's crotch. She felt his large prick slowly sinking into her slimy cunt for a few strokes and then pulling out and ramming back into her asshole for a few minutes. Judy would just build up to near climax in one hole and he would pull out and start in another hole. Finally, Judy was so close to orgasm, that it didn't matter which hole he used. She came. Sid alternated back and forth for a few times and Judy kept going off time and again until he finally shot a wad up her asshole. The toaster popped up a pair of brown pieces and Judy returned her thoughts to the present. Part 3 Chapter 3A After her shower, as she was standing, nude, at the kitchen sink, Judy heard Sid fumbling around in the exercise room. Sid was always messing around with something around the house or out in the garage/workroom. It really didn't matter to her what he did. Judy was just happy to keep house for him and encourage him to screw her every chance he got. Knowing he was happy made her happy. She was totally wrapped up in doing nice things for him. She especially wanted to please her "Master" and do all the things he required of her. This gave her that safe, warm, secure feeling she used to have before she left home. Even though her step-father was banging and beating her, she never felt threatened with more harm than she could stand. Deep down she knew he really loved her. It just got to be a bore every day so she departed for other places and other adventures. She never felt that secure with Renny and Dora. Today was a bit unusual. They didn't usually fuck more than two or three times a week and here it was not even noon yet and she'd been had twice already. Sid must be getting ready to leave on another one of his extended trips and was trying to "make up some fucking time" as he put it. Sid didn't talk about his business. He said he was wealthy, but every few months he had to be away for up to two weeks at a time. Judy was lonely without him, but she was not afraid to stay up on the mountain without him. She'd just never felt threatened up here. It seemed too beautiful to be frightening. Before he left, he usually got her good and hot and screwed her so well that she was satiated for days after he'd been gone. Still, she was very horney when he returned. She was glad he didn't have to go out of town too often. She heard him coming down the hall and into the kitchen. "I've got a project going in the exercise room and I've got to run into town to the hardware store for parts, did you want anything while I'm in town?" Sid asked as he washed his hands at the sink. A trip to the small town about twenty miles away was something to take advantage of because it took about thirty minutes either way. They kept a running list of needed items on the refrigerator and Sid walked over to get it now. "Just what's on that list and some soap for the bathrooms," said Judy as she continued to turn the frying bacon strips in the pan before her. She had put on a kitchen apron to keep the grease from spitting out onto her naked tits. Experience had taught her well. "Ok, I've got a special treat for you while I'm gone. As soon as the breakfast dishes are done, I'll help you get into it," Sid said with a big smile. "Hmmm, sounds like something I might like." Judy smiled back and twitched her hips and pushed out her perky little ass at him. Judy had a certain need to be bound or confined, then sexually stimulated and abused. Sid told her that it was probably because of the abuse she took from her stepfather and Renny and Dora. She had gotten used to the idea of submission with some pain as a way to get off and her body was insisting that it needed it every now and then. The infrequent trips to town by Sid presented a perfect opportunity for her to indulge in her unusual fetish. Sid thought it was fine as long as she enjoyed it. If the truth were known, Sid probably enjoyed the preparation for it as much as she did. Chapter 3B After the breakfast dishes were washed and put away, Judy went back into the exercise room to find Sid amidst pieces of wooden chair rail and metal brackets, cushions and a menage of nuts and bolts. "Well, don't you look like a kid in love with a new gadget? Whatcha doing?" She asked. "I'm making something for you. That's why I'm going into town. It's a surprise, so just march yourself right out to the playroom and I'll get you fixed up before I go. I've been thinking about what I'm going to do to you before I leave and I can't seem to concentrate on putting this together anyway," He replied. When they reached the playroom and turned the lights on, Judy was reminded of how little real furniture they had in the windowless basement room. She went over to what looked like a tall workout bench, leaned against it and asked Sid, "Well, Master, what delights have you in store for your slave today?" "Don't talk until you're told to slave!" Said Sid as he slid into his role as Master with ease. The sound of his sharp voice and commanding tone sent shivers down the nubile teenager's spine and stood her up straight with wide eyes and bowed head. She once again entered that safe and secure place of submission that she had found as a haven from all of life's troubles. She was perfectly content to let Sid do as he wished, even if it hurt her, because she knew that he wanted it, it pleased him, and no matter how much it gave her pain, she knew she would orgasm mightily from it. She always did. "Get over here and stand before me respectfully, Slave!" he shouted. She silently went to stand before him, naked and cowed, with her head lowered and her hands at her sides. "Turn around slave!" he grunted. "Bend over, slave!" he growled again when she had complied. "Grip your ankles slave!" he exclaimed as she went down to the floor and took a firm grip of her ankles. "Spread 'em slave!" he barked as she spread her feet about three feet and kept her grip on her ankles. Sid leaned back and spread her asscheeks as he said "Now, tell me what a bad girl you've been this week!" This was a key phrase that her step father had used on her for years as a purge of her conscious before he beat her. "I've been so bad master!" She moaned. "I need to be punished for what I've done." "And just what have you done?" Sid asked as he walked over to a cupboard mounted on the wall. "I've not washed and ironed my clothes as I should and I gossiped with Lucy about Tommy..." and a long monologue of imagined and real crimes were spewed from Judy like a prayer from a priest. While she went on, Sid had returned with a few things from the cupboard. As she continued listing her misdeeds, he fastened leather cuffs around her wrists that locked with audible clicks. Then he did the same to her ankles and neck and waist. These were the normal trappings of their little games. The snug fit of these implements once again restored a greater sense of security in her. They reminded her of the many times she had worn them before and how exquisitely she had orgasmed, with them around the different parts of her body. As he snapped a metal pin through the wrist and ankle rings in the cuffs to make sure that each leg was attached to the same side wrist, she felt her pussy once again juicing to the point that she could feel cum drool running down the inside of both her legs. Sid tightened the buckles that pulled the ankles and wrists tightly together to make sure she stayed in that bent over position. Then he placed the string to her emergency release rope in her right hand and wrapped it around her middle finger. This was the escape mechanism she knew she could use if something got to be too much for her when he was doing something else, or away from the house. She resolved to endure whatever he had in store for her. When he stood up behind her again, she trembled at being a helpless victim and her cunt started to get wet. She was beginning to run out of things to say that made any sense. Her submission was complete and she began to run down verbally as her cunt heated up to sloppy arousal and sidetracked her thoughts. "That's enough bitch!" he exclaimed as he went back to the cupboard. "I've heard enough of your drivel." Coming back to her, he reached around her neck and head and slipped a ball gag effectively into her mouth and pulled the elastic strap tight around her head. This forced the hard rubber ball between her teeth and shut off her monologue. "I will have some piece and quiet with that in you." he declared. Then he stepped back to look at his handiwork and, not satisfied, he grabbed one of the ropes hanging from the block and tackle sets he had permanently installed in the ceiling of the playroom. He connected the hook into the ring on the back of the wide leather belt around her waist and took the tension out of the line. Then he hoisted her up an inch or so until she was on her toes, but not entirely supported by the rope. "Now Miss naughty bitch, I have a solution to your problems!" And he stepped over to the cupboard again. He came back with a metal bar that he attached between her ankles to keep her legs well spread. Of course, since her wrists were attached to her ankles, she was spread completely from both ends. He bent over and clipped a hook in the middle of the bar to a ring set in the floor to keep her from squirming around too much. Then he picked up a short, hard, leather clad riding crop and came back over to stand at her side. He slowly administered twenty sharp cracks to her ass and the backs of her legs. Not hard enough to leave welts and definitely not hard enough to break the skin. Each stroke was laid in with love and affection and only stung enough to let her know it could really hurt if he wanted it to. Judy, of course cried and screamed around the ball gag in her mouth as she imagined the pain she could have been in if he really wanted her to feel it. She imagined that she could not get away from the "terrible beating." All during the love beating, she kept feeling safe and secure in the knowledge that her Master would not permanently harm her, and that what she was doing was pleasing her Master. She was content to let him take charge and direct this little interlude to their fucking life. The certain feeling that he would not really do her serious harm revved up her engine and her feeling of arousal that he did not do so ran the spectrum from fear to extreme love. It mostly translated into love knowing that he did not harm her seriously. Each stroke was delivered to a different place on her buns and a thirty second pause was adhered to in between each to give her time to anticipate and fear the next one. Judy clenched and twitched her ass cheeks to stop the stinging pain, but nothing she could do would stop the fingers of fire that blazed across her butt. The stinging fire spread down to her cunt and started it juicing and twitching. Every time he hit her, her whole body jerked and jumped in futile efforts to get away from the pain, but the feelings of submittal and safety remained to soften each blow and make her more and more horny. By the end of the twenty strokes, her ass was stinging prettily, her cunt was aroused and wet and her eyes were filled with tears. Knowing that she had completed the task of enduring the strokes her Master wanted her to have made her feel as happy as she could have possibly been. The very last stroke was delivered across her churning cunt and that was the blow that sent off skyrockets and spasms of orgasm that delighted and exhausted Judy. As she came down from the high of her orgasm, she heard his zipper being lowered and noticed him standing next to her ass. Sure enough, a greased cock was slowly working its way up her shit chute and stretching her ass wide. Her ass chute widened slowly as Sid slid his slippery rod deeper into her. She felt the walls of her anus snap in place behind the corona of his dick and thrilled deep in her gut as he pushed on into her bowels with deliberate slowness. Goosebumps rose down both legs and arms as he advanced his large log into her guts. Some cramping began as he neared the end of her bottom chute, but these just added to her overall sensations of total helplessness and made her more horny that ever. When he was in as far as he could go, he worked it back and forth a time or two, to make sure he had the correct angle of attack, and then began a steady rhythm up and out of her shit chute. Sid added to her horniness by frustrating her. As she would approach orgasm, Sid would slow down to slow stroke her pussy entrance and she would back off of her cum just a little. The next time her would push deep into her bowels and hold it there until she cooled off. He was deliberately not going to let her cum with his prick stuffed up inside her ass. Chapter 3C She started her way back up to orgasm, but heard him grunting and moaning and felt him cum up her butt before she could get her own. Then, he walked over to the cupboard to put up the crop and when he returned, he held out a complicated set of straps attached to a large, nine inch dildo with a set of hairy, testicles attached. Resting the dildo on her butt as if her butt were a table, he casually spread her cheeks with one hand and ran a finger into her cunt slowly. It stung from the cruel lash he had just administered, but she was still high from the quick ass fuck and the sting just added to her stimulation. When he was all the way in, he turned and twisted it back and forth and slid it in and out of her dripping pussy. Then he withdrew it and moved up to the loose hole of her anus with the cum slowly oozing out of it. He not too gently probed and pushed about a half inch of three of his large digits into her and began moving back and forth like a wide cock fucking her asshole and stretching it even wider. She saw the reason why when he removed the fat, long dildo from her butt-table and showed her what looked like a horse cock that he was going to use on her. Judy creamed her snatch further and cried into the ball gag as sensations of lust went off in her that she could not and did not want to control. Fear that she could not take the large dildo up her ass without substantial damage raged through her brain. On the other hand, she was excited that it was going to happen to her and looked forward to taking it all for her Master. She loved the feel of a good hard anything up her butt and it really turned her on when she was tied up and made helpless while she got her ass reamed, but this was going to really be a large pain in the ass! The burn in her ass cheeks had spread to include her ass hole and she squirmed delightfully, but fearfully. Sid reached down and grabbed her hand and said, "I'm going to put this dildo up your butt. It will be very painful. Squeeze twice if you want it done. Do nothing and I won't, but I will be very disappointed in you." This was their safe word and Judy knew that with the gag in her mouth he had resorted to touch as a way to communicate and make sure she was OK with what he was going to do. She didn't hesitate. She squeezed as hard as she could twice and Sid stood back up behind her. He began to slowly run the head of the soft, latex cock around her ass hole and tease her with it. Judy was able to gain just a little leverage with her toes on the floor and managed to swing back onto the very tip of the head of the large dildo as Sid just held it still for her. She was unable to get the head into her and was doubly frustrated by not being able to do it herself. Sid replaced the dildo again with his fingers into her butt He pushed deeper and lengthened the strokes into her body. When he felt her begin to loosen up even more, he slid his finger back out and pushed four fingers back into her anus. She groaned loudly as he stretched her tiny asshole further with his fat fingers. Meanwhile he watched her for signs that she did not want him to proceed. They had also worked out a safe signal of her tossing her head up and down to indicate she wanted him to stop. Her head shook from side to side, but not up and down. When she appeared to be accepting this four finger ravishment with relative ease, he reached up and placed the dildo at the entrance to her snatch. He rubbed the two and a half inch head of the dildo around her pussy lips to lubricate it from the juices that overflowed her cuntal orifice and ran down her legs. When the overlarge cockhead was sufficiently greased, he moved it up to her distended asshole and pushed slowly to start the log of love up her shit chute. The muscles of her ass were stretched mightily by the big dick and it really burned and was uncomfortable to her to be pushed open that wide. She moaned louder around the ball gag and tried to move her ass forward and away from the big intruder. Sid paused to see if she wanted him to stop. When she remained still, he resumed a steady pressure on the dildo going into her ass hole. As he pushed her parallel to the floor, the rope attached to her waist belt stretched tighter and her toes left the floor and her weight swung forward. She was swinging free of the ground now and all Sid had to do was hold the big cock still and watch her body and gravity cause more of the big dick to be driven up her shit hole as she swung back onto it. The ring around her anus stretched to the point of breaking and finally popped over the wide corona of the plastic cock, bringing another scream from around the ball gag that seemed like real distress, even to Sid. Again, he paused to let her accommodate the large dildo and to see if she would use the signal to stop this exquisite ass torture. When she did not, he left the dildo with about three inches in her ass and went around to her front and temporarily pulled the ball gag out of her mouth and asked "What was that slave bitch, were you trying to say that you wanted cock or mercy?" he sneered at the incoherent sounds emanating from her mouth. She was practically delirious with lust. When he recognised that they were sounds of pleasure, and not pain, he replaced the ball gag and said, "OK, my little split peach, if it's more you want, Then I'll let you have it all." Even though Judy shook her head no, she did not give their safe signal and they both then knew that she wanted, more than anything, for him to continue the slow rape of her asshole. Her muffled cries were even louder and her struggles to get free of her bonds were more pronounced as the cockhead slid up her dark hole. Slowly she accepted the large and long cock up the open end of her large intestine to lodge deep in her inner bowels. Judy was stuffed and she knew it. About two inches of the prick remained sticking out of her ass before the big hairy balls would stop their constant advance. Her ass was stretched to the limit and she could feel the hard rubber cock way up into her belly as Sid applied and tightened the elastic straps attached to the artificial cock to the leather belt at her waist and around her ankles so that it was constantly being pressed further into her ass. As he cinched each of the three elastic straps tighter and the plastic prick pressed deeper into her, the pain of her penetration almost made her pass out. She clamped her ass cheeks together to stop the advance of the intruder up her backside. It stopped it's inward march up her shit chute just as Sid had tightened the straps all the way. There was constant inward pressure on the prick from the tightened straps, but for the moment she had stopped the relentless intrusion into her body. Sid leaned over and grabbed her tits from between her spread legs and began massaging them and pinching her nipples. Then he took out some fishhook shaped wires and ran them through the holes he had pierced through her nipples several weeks ago. A short piece of string hung down toward the floor in front of her face. Each string had a bobby pin tied to the end of it with the string in the middle of the length of the pin. Sid took several quarters from a box in his hand and began sliding the slits he had cut in them around the strings. This added weight to her nipples. As he added six quarters to her right nipple, it stretched down in front of her face until she thought it would split wide open. Sid reached over to add another and Judy shook her head vigorously and looked at him with pleading eyes. He placed it on the string anyway and said " I like the way your nipples are stretched so long after a few hours of this treatment slave. Shall I add another one?" he asked as he reached for another one. She shook her head vigorously back and forth and made pleading sounds around the gag and begged with her eyes, but she did not use the safe signal. "Another one it is. " He said as he slipped the eighth one onto her nipple string. Her nipple stretched and felt like it was on fire as the additional weight was put on her tortured nipple. The same treatment was given to her left nipple and Sid left the room to the agonized groans of the tied, suspended, helpless girl with the whipped ass, and the stretching dildo with pulling straps, and weights on her nipples. He returned a few minutes later with a long piece of wire and plugged something into the wall. "I was using this in the shop, but you may borrow it until I return slave." Then he plugged it into the end of the protruding dildo and turned on the switch. The dildo immediately began to hum with a low intensity vibration that had her shaking and clenching her asscheeks together even harder. Sid cruelly pulled the horse cock almost all the way out of her hole and let the elastic straps snap it back into place. It did not penetrate back in quite as far, but the shock of it's fast re-entry almost overcame her with it's sudden pain. By this time, the pussy juice around the outside of her asshole had dried and it was relatively easy to stop the advance of the artificial horse-cock up her shit tube. "Ta Ta slave, I'll see you in a couple of hours. Have fun now!" He said as he left the room, dressed and she heard him drive off. Chapter 3D Judy had been left alone in an isolated house trussed up with a vibrating, artificial cock rammed up her butt hanging from the ceiling by a rope so that her toes barely supported her weight. She spent a few minutes shifting her weight from her toes to the belt around her waist. She was getting dizzy and her arms were going numb from being stretched down to her ankles. She was glad that she had no tummy to bend over. The fire in her ass from the cropping didn't seem to lessen and she burned and itched all the way down the back of her legs to her knees. Her grip on the safety string was strong and memorable as she contemplated getting out of this position, but she wanted to badly to please him. If this is what he had in mind for her to do, that's what she'd do. The vibrating machine in her butt hummed merrily and she could feel the vibrations up and down her backside and belly. She felt her ass muscles going numb and stretching. As she did, the cramping up her backside relaxed and the cock slipped into her a bit further. The cramping began again and she clamped down on her ass muscles again to halt it's advance. She now realized Sid's devious torture and had to admire him for it. She would slowly allow the advancement of the large vibrating dildo up into her ass over the course of the next two hours. Then she orgasmed, the first of many to come over the course of the next two hours. Slowly, more and more of the plastic vibrator was pulled into her clenching and increasingly numb ass by the elastic straps he had used to secure it to her body. It moved inexorably in until it was literally balls deep into her. Each time it had advanced a bit, it caused pain down deep and she clenched to halt it's advance. She was forced to torture herself in this manner, slowly for two hours as the machine continued to creep-slide deeper and deeper. She hurt so good! Her pussy was drenched with it's own juices. She was a deep submissive, and Sid had devised a most exquisite form of submission for her. She loved him even more for it! She never thought to pull the release string wound around her middle finger. Escape was not what she wanted. She wanted to please her Master. It was now almost two and a half hours later and the vibrator was all the way into her and the balls had even begun to try to open her wider. The humming never ceased and the vibrator was getting hotter and hotter. It felt scalding inside of her. The pain deep in her gut had gone away as the last few millimeters of prick had slid into her. The nipples of her tits were on fire as the weight of the quarters kept pulling them ever further toward the ground right in front of her face. Every movement caused them to swing wildly about and pull in different ways at her nipples. She could see them lengthen visibly right in front of her eyes. In spite of the pain and discomfort, she watched excitedly as her body slowly stretched to conform to the desires of her Master's wishes. She felt proud that she was doing what he wanted so well! All the world revolved around the dildo in her gut and ass and the fire in her titties and the stings on her ass and legs. She was on fire all over. She was so dizzy she felt she would pass out any minute. At times, over the last two and a half hours the feelings had been so intense as she came over and over that she felt as if she were in a world all her own. A world that revolved around the hard cock vibrating in her ass and causing deep gut cramps as it crept into her and made her orgasm repeatedly until she was totally exhausted. The tearing fire of the tittie stretching she was going through just added to her overall sensations and made her feel even more submissive to her Master's will. Finally, the sounds of Sid coming back aroused her from her near trance. Hope of a quick release arose in her as she heard him coming into the room. "Ah yes, there's my little bitch now, doesn't she look a sight." He said to no one as he played the part of Master well. "I see you've managed to take it all in. Would you like me to relieve you of some of that?" he asked. She shook her head up and down, but not with the side to side shake that meant she wanted out. She pleaded with her eyes as he approached her and knelt near her numb titties. He un- hooked the nipple of first the left then the right tit and massaged them back to life. This set fire off in both nips as the circulation returned and intensified the sensations she felt. He reached up to her cunt and dipped his fingers into her squishy well of fire to see if she was still excited. Then he rubbed some of her juices over the sensitive clit at the top of her vagina and watched her squirm some more. "What's that, slave? You'd like some more? Well I can accommodate you on that one. How about a little bit more vibration?" he said as he turned the switch from low to medium on the back of the vibrator. "Do you want more? Ok!" he said with glee and turned it up to high. The vibrator danced and bounced around in her asshole until she thought she'd go nuts. The deep gut cramps returned in spades and she almost passed out from the intensity of the vibrations as they drove her to yet another series of unending orgasms. When she saw him reach down to her clit once more, she thought he'd stroke her again. Instead, he used one hand to spread her cuntlips and uncover her clitoral hood. With the other hand, he reached in and pinched her bare clit hard. She screamed around the gag and her whole body began jerking and twitching as she orgasmed over and over again. He pinched her clit again and she just got louder and more vigorous. The third pinch to her clitty caused her to go off the deep end and she passed out. She hung limply by the rope from the ceiling with her whole body twitching and spasming from her climax. Sid reached up and grabbed another piece of rope and clipped it to the hook on the bar between her ankles as he un-clipped it from the ring in the floor. Hauling down on this rope pulled her up by her arms and legs. This reversed her from the position of head down to head up and started the blood that had collected in her arms and legs to return to the rest of her body. More fire of returning circulation coursed through her aching arms and legs as the feeling returned to those extremities. She awoke screaming from the pain of the fire. The vibrator in her ass still hummed loudly and her cunt dripped with juices as Sid hoisted her up by both ropes until her cunt was about chin level. He tied off the hoist ropes and, while she was still coming awake, he began munching her sloppy box. Chapter 3E When Judy awoke fully, she noticed the fire in her arms and legs and screamed around the ball gag over and over. She also noticed a completely different orientation of her body and dizziness that went with the new position. Then she felt the vibrator up her butt going strong and sending sharp thrills up her spine and down to her cunt. The cramps deep up her bowels had stopped and she felt nearly numb there again. Then she felt Sid gnawing savagely at her pussy lips and dipping his whole face into her greasy cunt. That sent her off again into another set of orgasms that went on and on and on. Her body clenched into a tight ball and her moans and screams were loud even around the hard rubber gag. After what seemed like twenty minutes of cumming repeatedly without let up, her exhausted body's contractions seemed to be dying down and Sid lowered her down to about prick height and rammed his cock as far into her cunt as he could. She screamed around the ball gag again and roared right back into orgasmic heaven as Sid rode her back and forth over the length of his rock hard cock. The vibrations of the big, artificial cock next to his cock in her body just about sent his cum into her as soon as he got balls deep, on the first stroke. He just barely held onto his control and knew that it wouldn't take many strokes in this hot and vibrating furnace to pop his load. Sure enough, after about eight or nine long, deep strokes into her spasming cunt-hole, he unloaded. When he regained his composure, he noticed that Judy had nearly passed out again, but through the ball gag and the exhaustion she felt, there was still something of a smile in her eyes and lips on what parts of her mouth the ball gag did not hide. Chapter 4 "We're fucked, we're fucked, we're fucked," I kept saying over and over. "Will you quit saying that!" Brenda commanded. "Personally, I don't care if the whole world knows. If I wasn't head over heels in love with you, I wouldn't be here with you in the first place, and you wouldn't be getting "fucked" like you think you are going to be. Try and understand this, I fell hard for you almost from the very start. Call it karma, kismet, whatever. I just connected with you. For your sake, I wish I wouldn't have fallen for you so hard, but I did. I wish I could have controlled myself, but I couldn't. I wish we didn't get caught, but we did. We can't go back, so let's just deal with it the best we can. I really do love you, you know. With all my heart!" "WOW! I, don't know what to say," I said. After several moments of silence, I spoke from my heart. "Brenda, if I had the power to ask God make me a woman of my own design, I would ask him to make her like this: Tough enough to kick my ass when it needed kicking; Brave enough to be my soul mate, so we could share all our inner most thoughts, even the most painful ones; Sexually free enough to encourage my sexual fantasies, not try to suppress them; and inspirational enough to make me want to be a better being." God replied, "I've already made her, her name is Brenda." We were slowly walking back to our homes; homes, which may never be the same again by the time, we got there. I was a bit calmer now, Brenda was openly holding my hand and that seemed to help. She was eerily quite after I told her she was my perfect woman. I figured I try to stimulate some more conversation. "What do you mean, for my sake. What's the matter with, "your sake," I mean you have a sake don't you?" I begged to know. "Of course silly, but my "sake" is glad it happened," she said. Suddenly, tears began streaming down her face. She was telling me, as she had previously, how her marriage to Doug was just meaningless dribble. However, she added a new twist--she didn't really care if the marriage continued or not. She had never told me that before. "My only real concern is for you my dear Steve," Brenda continued. "My marriage ended several years ago. Doug is just so distant now, and it's not just the sex. It's my fault really." "How's that?" I chimed in. "Because I spoiled him like a baby." I had to be 'super wife,' then 'super mom.' I did everything for him and expected nothing in return for all these years. I'm finally getting back what I trained him to give--nothing! Frankly, he told me he doesn't love me anymore," Brenda began weeping. "Brenda, I hope that's not why you were having sex with me," I made the mistake of saying. I knew it wasn't the right thing to say the minute it came out. After all, she just told me how much she loved me! Before I could say I was sorry, Brenda just stopped and looked at me straight in the eyes. "How dare you say such a heartless thing to me. You've been my very best friend almost since the day we met. You've been my confidant, and now my lover. I love you more than my own life, you big stupid jerk!" She was really balling now. She was right, I was a jerk to her and that's the only reply I could make. "I know Brenda, I'm a jerk. I had no right, I know you much too well. You would never say you loved me if you didn't. I am a big fucking no good heartless jerk--but a cute jerk don't you think?" Despite herself, she stated to laugh. We both did. We sat down on the curb, and hugged and kissed, and laughed till it hurt. Once we composed ourselves, we started walking again. Brenda went over the stories she had told me about Doug and herself before they got married. Fucking and sucking everywhere possible--in the parks, on the beach, in the water, at the drive-in. It didn't matter. They were young lovers and they simply could not get enough of each other. They were in deep, lust! Brenda was discovering that she loved sex. Doug was ready, willing, and very able. Brenda's natural way was to always think of her love first. For this reason, Doug was constantly being satisfied. Shortly after they first started having sex, Brenda had invited Doug over to her parent's home for supper. Her parents were crazy about Doug and were glad to have him over. Although, they might have had a different opinion if they knew Doug was going to be fucking their precious daughter at least twice a day, not counting blow jobs or hand jobs on the side. Doug was one horny teen, and Brenda loved to keep his cock drained of cum. Anyway, while at the dinner table, Brenda sat directly across from Doug. It was a small table in the kitchen and Brenda could easily reach Doug's crotch with her foot. The tablecloth was long enough so no one could see that Brenda had slipped off her loafers and had placed her foot directly on Doug's cock. While everyone was talking, Brenda slowly massaged Doug's very hard cock. Brenda had sucked him off for the first time the night before, after several dates and hand jobs. Her girlfriend had told her about it and she just had to try. After practicing on a banana all afternoon, Brenda was ready for the real thing. Later that evening as Brenda was jerking Doug off, she slowly replaced her hand with her mouth. Feeling a mouth on his cock for the very first time, Doug came almost instantaneously. Brenda begged Doug to suck on her nipples, which always got him hard, and her very horny. As she thought, he was hard again in short order. Now she was able to really enjoy sucking him off. This time more slowly. The more she sucked, the hornier she got. While she was sucking Doug, she slipped a hand down her panties and began rubbing her clit. The combination of having Doug in her mouth and her finger rubbing her clit furiously was simply too much for the young Brenda, he blasted off, cumming hard and grinding her pussy into her hand and Doug's knee. Not long after, she could feel Doug's load beginning to build. She released his cock from her mouth, and pounded it up and down with her hand until Doug's cum was streaming out of its blowhole. Brenda really enjoyed sucking on Doug's long dong, especially since she discovered it made her so hot. In fact, she was thinking about this very feeling as she slowly jerked off his cock with her foot. She wanted to make him cum now so he would last longer when she sucked him later this evening. Last night, Doug had made a mess all over her. When she told her girlfriend about it, she had laughed at her saying, "swallow it Brenda. It taste good and no mess, gee do I have to tell you everything!" This intrigued Brenda. She couldn't wait to taste Doug's cum tonight. But she wanted it to build up so she could feel it coming like before. That's why she needed to get Doug off now. She noticed Doug had gotten a hard on the minute he saw her as she met him at the door. She could see it grow in his pants, and managed to stroke it a little as she kissed his cheek. She felt so proud that Doug would get hard for her so often. Doug made her feel like the blossoming beautiful woman she was becoming. She loved Doug and his cock, or so she thought at the time. She was always thinking of his hard cock ever since she first saw it. She didn't care who was around the table, Doug's cock needed relief and she was going to give it to him. Fortunately, her sister wasn't there to spoil anything. Her sister somehow knew she couldn't keep her hands off Doug's cock and would probably look under the table, knowing something was going on. As luck would have it, it was just her parents, Doug and herself. Brenda continued to massage Doug's cock with her foot. She was dying inside because she realized she couldn't see his cum shoot out. "Oh well, time for that later," She thought. It was fun enough to watch Doug start breathing hard and try to control his movements as his load began building. Brenda could feel him tightening, his cock pulsating on her foot. Her pussy started to tingle and her panties were wet from just the thought of Doug's cum filling his shorts. The meal was almost finished. In fact, her father had gotten up and excused himself already. Then the phone rang. Brenda's mom got up to answer it. Brenda reached across the table and whispered to Doug, "come on baby, cum for sweet Brenda. If you cum for me now, I'll let you feel my pussy later!" The very thought of being able to touch Brenda's pussy was enough for Doug. He came hard, with enough of a load to fill his shorts. "Brenda," Doug muttered "it's running down my leg what am I going to do? I can't sit here forever." Just then, Brenda's mom returned to the table. Brenda then purposely reached across the table pretending to get something and knocked Doug's glass of coke right into his lap. There was enough left in the glass to cover the blotch on his cum soaked shorts. Doug stood up and holding his two hands over his crotch ran to the bathroom. Brenda was always finding ways to cover up her sex episodes. I sure hope she was cleaver enough to cover up this mess, but I couldn't see how. Brenda had related story after story to me about her and Doug prior to their marriage. It sounded like the perfect match, a marriage to last a lifetime. Unfortunately, Brenda found out not long after their marriage began that one couldn't build a marriage on sex alone, although they both tried hard. Besides the sex, Brenda began to realize that Doug and she did not connect in any other way. Outside discussing their kids, they shared little else. Now the kids were getting big and didn't need them as much. It was kind of sad. The more time they had for each other, the more they drifted apart. Besides the few times Doug would get horny a month, she was completely ignored. Sometimes she would masturbate right in front of him in bed, and he just turned over and went to sleep. To be sure, I couldn't watch her masturbate for two minutes without cuming all over myself. I asked her if she thought Doug was fooling around on her, and she was sure that was not the case. Their love life had been eroding slowly over the years--no more fucking in drive-inns or anywhere else just about. An occasional hump in the bedroom and that's it. No romance, no love. Just sexual relief, when Doug felt like it. I often wondered how Doug could lose interest in such a vivacious woman. Here was a woman whose whole life was about satisfying her man sexually and taking care of her family, and he was too dumb to know how lucky he really was. The fact she had a great body, lively personality, smart, a great body, pretty, did I mention great body, were just added bonus points. The worlds most perfect woman in my mind, and he didn't give a shit. Hard to understand or explain. Guess you just can't live 20 years with someone with just sex as the basis of your relationship. But what about the possible relationship Brenda and I were about to embark on? Looks like it was going to end before it ever really started. Maybe, that was a good thing. I mean, was I willing to give up Sue for Brenda after all our years together? I wasn't sure. Why can't I just have both, I wanted to know. Yes, why not indeed. Well, more important things to contemplate at the moment. Like what to do when I got home. We were almost to our homes now. "Brenda, you think we should ask Sally for help. After all, she admitted to me she thought she was sent here to help us, as strange as that may sound." "What could it hurt?" Brenda replied. "She's a strange one, that's for sure. Why don't you see if she's on AOL when you get home, she said she's usually on late. Just IM her, you still have her screen name don't you?" "Yes, easy to remember. I will, if my wife lets me in the house. I still can't believe she was standing there. I mean how the hell did she know where to find us?" We both looked at each other and said, "Sally!" "I don't see how she plans on helping us if she sent your wife to spy on us. I mean, she drove right to the field. Hell, you didn't even know where to meet me until I told you while we were walking," Brenda related. "I've seen and heard enough of her feelings and predictions not to try and figure them out. She told me to trust her without question, so I'm going to. I mean, at this point, I have little else to go with. Seems like my only choice at the moment," I replied. As I approached my house, I noticed that no lights were on. I went in, the car was in the garage, but Sue was no where in sight. I knew she drove the car back from the park because I saw her driving it away. I could only think of three places she could be, talking with Doug over to his place, at Terry's house crying to her, or over Sally's. Had to be Terry's or Sally's. No way could she be crying to Doug. She never even talked to Doug before. Besides, she'd more likely kill me first, then go tell Doug. No, had to be one of the other two places. One way to find out would be to call or go over and knock on the doors. I figured I'd start with Terry. I had a good rapport with her and if my wife were confessing to her what a shit head I was, Terry would be straight up with me. She'd also let me sleep on her couch if I was no longer welcome in my own home. Of course, I would have to quit the flirting if it came to that. I already had her key so I could do things for her when she wasn't home. Holy shit, it just hit me. Terry's house would be a damn site better than the park. "Now how the hell could you think of something like that at a time like this," I said to myself. "You're pathetic!" "Hopelessly so," I answered myself. I walked slowly across the street to Terry's house. Only one light was on. I walked up to the door but didn't ring the bell right away. I just stood there listening. After a few minutes of not even hearing the smallest sound, I decided to take a gander through the window near the door since the curtains where not quite closed all the way. Terry was in the family room sitting on the couch. She had on the same short bathrobe she had on earlier in the day and it looked like the same sheer black panties as well. She was close enough to me so that I could see the blonde hue through the black silk. As I looked through the window, I could see leaning against some pillows propped up against the near end of the couch. The angle let me look down on her so that I saw the top of her head and a full frontal view. And what a view it was! I could see Terry reading from a small book that looked very much like her diary. I watched her flip a page with her right hand, then the hand continued towards her left breast. I could see her rubbing it over the top of her bathrobe. That didn't last long, as she quickly peeled away one side of the robe, leaving her left breast completely exposed. I could tell her nipple was hard and would get harder still since she was now rolling it gently between her thumb and index finger. I continued to enjoy the show, knowing that if Brenda and I had just not had sex, I would have surely played with myself as I watched. This sure was getting to be a highly erotic neighborhood and I seemed to be always in the right spot at the right time. Life was getting to be almost as good as one of my daydreams. Or at least the sexual parts were. Too bad they also had seemingly gotten me into trouble. Yet, it also seemed I was getting pretty lucky at finding my way out of trouble as easily as I had gotten myself into it. However, this time, getting caught by my own wife. Shit, it would take a miracle to get me out of this one. I would worry about that later. For now, however, inappropriate as it seemed to be, I was going to be a peeping Tom and watch the show before my eyes. Terry was reading more intently now. If this was her diary, it must be really hot to have this kind of affect on her. Too bad I'd only read a page of so. I wondered if I ever get a chance to read more? Terry was putting the diary down now. Her eyes were closed. She opened her robe completely now, exposing her beautiful tiny breasts to me. I was stirring. I mean who wouldn't at a sight like this? Good thing we lived in a quite neighborhood and cars seldom passed by. If one had, I'd have to turn away and pretend to ring the doorbell because they would surely be able to see me peeping in Terry's window otherwise. But no cars were passing by, so I continued to watch. Terry's left hand had moved down to her panties and she was clearly rubbing her cute little clit through the material. Her right hand moved from one breast to another than back again. She was certainly enjoying herself. Terry now lifted her butt off the couch a bit and she used both hands to slide her sheer panties off. I could she her pussy shinning from the pussy juice as the light reflected off of it. She raised her right leg up and placed her foot on the back support. She moved her left leg and placed it on the coffee table next to the couch. Talk about a spread pussy shot! I wished I could be talking pictures from the opposite angle. Terry's two hands were working on her pussy now. Her left one was spreading her pussy lips apart while her right fingers entered her cunt hole. She began to quickly ride her fingers. Her ass was bouncing up and down thrusting her fingers in and out. Her left hand had suddenly dropped down beside her, and it was obviously looking for something beside the couch on the floor. It found it quickly enough. It was a long, slender silver vibrator. I watched her twist the cap on the top. Although I couldn't hear it vibrate, I could feel it in my sexual core. Terry began rubbing the vibrator on her nipples, while she continued to finger fuck herself. Next, she removed her fingers and replaced them with the vibrator. She began to fuck herself with the vibrator as her left hand moved it in and out of her hot love tunnel. When she took her two fingers still dripping with pussy juice and placed then in her succulent mouth and began sucking on them, I got a boner as big as any I had that day. I started to rub myself through my shorts. I continued to peep. Terry was getting ready to explode; it was easy to tell. She was loud. She was crying out, moaning for release. I heard her say, "Fuck my little cunt, fuck it good, I love you, want your cock, oh baby I cumming so good for you. Ahmmmmmm, yes, yes, yes!!!" Her head was bouncing from side to side as she moaned and spoke. It was hot and erotic. Whoever she was in love with was going to be one lucky guy once she got her hands on him. I was going to have to ask her who it was or maybe, just maybe, read about it in her diary! Terry was calming down now--just lying there and breathing deeply. It was very apparent Sue was not with Terry. I mean, Terry wasn't going to be fucking herself silly with Sue in the room with her. I could just walk away now and check at Sally's. I didn't. I rang the bell. Terry took her time coming to the door considering it was only a few paces away. I understood completely, she was getting herself back in order. I wasn't looking through the window anymore because I knew once she heard the doorbell the first thing she would do is look at the window. When she looked she might realize the curtains where not quite drawn all the way and someone might have been able to peek in. Terry finally answered the door; slowly opening it then much quicker when she realized it was me. "Steve, my this is a surprise. A late night visit, it must be my lucky day. Should I put some coffee on?" She was still very much flushed and still breathing quickly. "Didn't mean to surprise you or to interrupt what you were doing. Where you working out, you look a little flushed?" Just couldn't help myself, had to say it. "Actually, I just wanted to see if Sue might be here." "Why, have you lost her," Terry said with a giggle while trying to regain her composure. "No silly, she just wasn't home when I got back from walking the dog and I thought she might have come over for a visit. "That's kind of a funny workout outfit isn't it, I asked being sport of a smart ass. "I wasn't working out. Just a little flushed from some book I was reading, quite exciting. "Oh really, you'll have to let me read it when you re done with it. What's it about?" "Oh you know, one of those silly romantic love novels us woman adore." "Must be a good erotic one to bring so much color to your face," I said. Terry's face was blushing even more now. I figured I'd had my fun by now. "OK then, go back to reading your story. If Sue's not here she might have just gone for a walk." "If she wanted to go for a walk, why didn't she just go with you," Terry wanted to know? "Good point, maybe she just went to the new neighbor's house, guess I'll go look for her there." "I need to go over and say hello myself," Terry said. "Maybe you should wait until she gets a little more settled," I said hoping she would never go. "Tomorrow, I don't want to wait too long, it wouldn't be neighborly." "Suit yourself, I'll leave you to your novel. See you tomorrow." I figured she must be at Sally's. Be that as it may, I really didn't feel like going over there. I had enough excitement for one day and was afraid a face to face conversation with Sally and Sue at this point would just be too much for me to handle. I figured I'd try to take the easy rode first and try to see if she was online. I went into my computer room and got on-line quickly. I sent an instant message to Sally since we were both on the same service. To my surprise she quickly responded. "I've been waiting for you" "Is my wife there," I typed "Yes" "Why did you send her to the park, what kind of help is that?" I questioned. "I told you to trust me." "Yes, but it doesn't make sense." "DO YOU TRUST ME," came the boldly typed answer for effect? "Yes," was my meek reply "What is Sue doing now?" I wanted to know "Resting peacefully" "Peacefully?" "Yes." OK, maybe this would work out somehow. I never expected peacefully. Getting a few dishes thrown at me, my nuts cutoff maybe, but peacefully? Never would have imagined that. "Brenda sucks a mean cock, doesn't she" came the next line. "A great cock sucker, actually," I typed back. Might as well go with the flow. "Better than Sue, be truthful" "Environment made it more exciting, more erotic. Brenda's sensuousness made it intoxicating. She just oozes sexuality, and she wanted me! Great for my ego." "You have spoken the truth. Do you wish you could fuck her right now?" "More than you could ever know," came flying from my fingers. "You want to have her sit on your lap, plunge your long, eight inch cock deep within her pussy, while you talk sex with me don't you?" "Yes, but she'll have to get me hard first. I just came twice." "Twice! Aren't we the naughty one? Tell me about it" "She got me so hot, she sucked my cock then licked it dry. She wouldn't stop sucking it and I got hard again. I wanted to fuck her so bad, but she wanted to wait until we had a whole lot of time. Then I wanted to eat her pussy and she let me. After she came, I needed her again. She suggested I fuck her beautiful tits, so for the first time in my life I slid my cock through two big gorgeous mounds of sweet flesh. It was awesome. Then she just had to taste my hot cum again, so when I was ready, I jammed it down her throat and she swallowed every last drop!" "About it in a nutshell," I typed again. "But your not satisfied with that are you, you still want her, and you want her now!" "Yes, yes, I do," the message went out. "She's there Steve, wiggling her nice, firm ass on your cock. You can feel it Steve, can't you?" What's this, a little pretending episode I see. OK, I'll play the game I thought. "Her ass feels good, so firm. It's going to excite me if she remains sitting on me," I sent back. "I'm getting off, now. I'm removing my shorts and panties. My pussy is staring you in the face as you sit at your keyboard." I could easily visualize this scene in my head, and my cock was actually stirring as I did. "Your pussy is quivering Brenda, I can see your outer lips moving, they seem to be calling me, they want to be touch," I shot back. Might as well go with this, it takes my mind of my problem, I said to myself. "Yes, Steve. It is quivering for your touch. Touch it Steve, it needs your touch, must have your touch, then your hard cock inside it." Hey, this could be fun my brain told me. I typed, "Oh baby, I'm gently playing with your outer pussy lips. Slowly brushing my fingers against them as I move up towards your clit. I can feel the moisture on them, your clit is so wet." "You have made it dripping, my love. It yearns for your kiss. I'm putting my leg up on the arm of your chair Steve. I'm spreading my pussy lips apart for you. Suck my clit now Steve, it's right there waiting for you," came back on my computer screen. "I see the lovely sight, it is so close to me. I move just a little and my tongue goes right on your clit. Licking it so gently, so softly. My fingers are working on your love hole as I massage your clit with my tongue." "MMMMMM, so wonderful my lover. Your tongue is driving me wild. I grab your hair in my hands and move your face deeper into the recesses of my pussy, making your tongue smash on my clit with its wetness." "I am tight against your pussy. I am fucking your love muscle with one, now two fingers. You are so wet. You begin to move in rhythm to my stroking fingers, rocking your tight ass back and forth on them. Your pussy is not yet filled, so I slip a third finger into its canal. You are moving your hips faster now. You are loving this." So was I at this point. My cock was on the rise. "Baby, baby, you have my pussy on fire. I am burning with lust for you. Fuck my cunt with those fingers, finger fuck me, don't stop, and oh please don't stop. I'm going to cum, my love. Just a little bit more, yes that's it. Oh yes, here I go baby, yes I'm cummming!!!!!!!!" "Yes cum my sweets, cum all over my face. I can feel it pouring out of you. I'm licking you up, mmmmm your cum juice is so sweet, like the sweetest nectar in the world." "That was so nice my stud man. But now I'm removing my leg and placing it on the floor. I kneel in front of you. I ask you to stand and as you do, I remove your pants. Your beautiful cock jumps out at me and I must have it in my mouth. I place it between my lips, making in glean from my saliva. I stroke it and suck in unison," came across my sceen. My cock was now hard again. Before I could realize it, I had taken it out of my pants and was stroking it as I watched the hot words come across my computer screen. I shot back, "I need it in your pussy baby, you know your pussy wants it." "Oh Steve, it does so much. I remove it from my mouth and turn around. I place my pussy directly over your wet, shinny, saliva laden cock head and sit. I am so wet; it slides all the way to your base. Every inch of your love muscle is now crammed into my cunt." I could actually feel her cunt around my cock, just like I had in the shower days before. I could feel it riding up and down on my swollen member. Her ass bouncing back up as it hit my thighs. I typed, "yes Brenda, ride my cock like the hot bitch in heat that you are. Harder, faster, pump me with your throbbing pussy." "My pussy is going to cum again, my rock hard man. Jam it into me. Fuck my hole, it needs a good fucking, it wants your cum. I need your cum shooting up into my cunt. Shoot it my Steve, shoot it!" And I did. I went off, cum spewing all over the computer screen, between the keyboard. I never imagined I would have this much left! "I'm cummmming you hot bitch, you made me cum for real, oh baby so good." "Did you like that, my darling," appeared on my cum stained screen. "Very much, but I must clean up. BRB, I typed. (BRB being the acronym for "be right back" in cyber lingo.) I got a cloth and cleaned up the mess I had made. While I was cleaning, a thought entered my head. Was that Sally on the other end, or was it really Brenda or both. What was going on over there anyway? I had to find out. I sent another message, "give me just a minute or two. Have to use the little boys room." The reply was, "OK take your time." Sally hadn't put up curtains as yet so maybe I could see inside just enough to see who was in her computer room. The room was on the side of the house and if I opened her gate quietly, I could easily see inside that room without being seen because of the angle. After a quick look, I could be back at the computer in no time. I quickly left my house and ran across the street. Everything was pitch dark. The gate wasn't locked and I opened it just enough to squeeze inside. I looked through the window from maybe 20 feet and got the biggest shock of the day. Sitting at the keyboard was Sue! I just had cyber sex with my wife, thinking it was someone else! The shit I'm in just seems to be getting thicker by the minute. But what was Sue doing sitting at the keyboard with just her bra on and a devilish look of passion on her face. Of course, she was having sex with me as well. I smiled. What the hell, might as well get a closer look--I inched my way forward. Sue had her legs spread and there was a head stuck between her thighs! Someone was eating my wife's pussy!!!!! Sue's hands were guiding that head, rubbing the hair. Sue tilted her head back and was enjoying the tonguing her red hair'd cunt was obviously getting. I wanted to run back to the house and type that I knew she was cheating on me too! However, even if I ran back now and typed something I doubt she would respond. She was no longer paying attention to what was on the screen. Her head was tilted back and her eyes were shut. She was quite the vision of loveliness, beautiful in fact! What an erotic vision, one that I couldn't bring myself to stop watching. So erotic in fact, that despite cumming three times in the last hour and a half, my cock was stirring again. Chapter 5 A battle raged inside my head. My male chauvinist side wanted to kick the front door in or dive through the window and kick the shit out of whomever's head was between my wife's legs. However, my erotic side wanted to watch. My erotic side was winning! I was glued to the ground, unable to move. I couldn't quite see whom the head belonged to and I sure as hell wasn't leaving until I did! The more I watched, the more aroused I became. Before I knew it, my snake had gotten loose from the shorts that bound it and found its way into my hand. "Can I suck that for you," a voice cried out from the darkness. I came unglued from my spot quickly as I rose several inches above the ground at the sound of the voice. As I resettled into my shoes, I turned and saw the small figure of Sally staring right in my eyes. "Sally, you scared the living shit out of me, what are you doing here," I mumbled some how. "I anticipated your presence, and you didn't disappoint me, now did you Steve." "Who's with my wife? Are you responsible for this, I quickly questioned? "Me, responsible! Why Steve, I believe it was Brenda's mouth on your cock and your cock between her breast that cause this," Sally shot back. "I'm a conduit of your lust Steve, just a conduit." "You like watching don't you, Steve. You're aroused beyond belief even though you've cum so many times today your cock is sore. The sight of Sue's pussy being eaten by someone else is boiling the lust within you, bubbling it up to the surface of your skin and into your manhood. Take a good look Steve, she won't see you. She's on fire and will cum soon," Sally instructed me. "Yes, I admit it. I want to watch," I said. "No Steve, you NEED to watch," Sally corrected. With that, Sally grabbed my right hand and let me too much closer to the window. We were virtually on top of it at this point. My cock was still dangling from my pants as we moved forward, although it had lost some of its hardness. When we stopped, Sally had managed to be directly in front of me. She took both my hands and wrapped them around her tiny waist. Sally began whispering to me, "look at Sue's face, it is so erotic to see it's contortions, she is in a very lustful state. A very beautiful woman, Sue is, very beautiful." At that moment, a pair of hands moved up my wife's chest and slipped her bra over her breasts. They appeared hard and the nipples elongated from her horniness. Almost as drawn by a magnet, my hands followed the same path as the ones I was watching, and soon they discovered the firmness of Sally's globes. Sally only moaned. I watched the hands on my wife's tits massage their flesh and roll Sue's sensual nipples between its fingers. My hands had found Sally's nipples in unison and I rolled them between my fingers. As I did, Sally began gyrating her ass into my crotch. The sight and sound of Sue's lust and the feel of Sally's grinding butt, got my cock blazing once more. I faintly heard a zipper being unzipped in the quietness that surrounded us. Sally, was sliding her shorts done her legs, and now I could feel her panties directly on my hardening cock. Next, Sally completely removed her top, at last standing before me in only her panties and nothing else. I continued to watch while playing with Sally's full firm tits. My wife was starting to go crazy from the action she was getting. She was pounding on her pussy looking back and screaming, "yes, yes, I'm going to cum, don't stop....almost there, yesssss! Cumming!!!!!!!!! Her eyes were shut tight and she was pulling at his hair. His hands went up and grabbed Sue's. He then raised up, but his back was to me, and I still couldn't see his face. He bent Sue over the chair she was sitting on and her ass stuck up in the air. His cock was rock hard and at least a full nine inches long. It was ready for her pussy and he spread her legs wide to accommodate his length. Then, not so gently, he rammed his huge cock home. As I was watching this, Sally had reached back and until my belt and lowered my shorts to the ground. As the stranger was entering Sue, she reached over grabbed my cock and slipped it into her hot cunt. I started to fuck Sally to the same rhythm as Sue was getting it. It was like my cock and the stranger's cock were one. Going in and out of their respective pussies simultaneously. Was I fucking Sally, or Sue? We both were building to our climax quickly. I could see my wife turn around and speak to him. He nodded, and a few seconds later pulled his throbbing cock from my wife's pussy and shot a stream of hot white jizz all over her ass cheeks. Sue reached back and started rubbing his cock and was massaging his cum into her ass cheeks and between her crack. As Sue began to massage her crack, just like the scene in front of me, I remove my cock from Sally's love hole and shot what felt like a powerful cum wad onto her ass. Of course, it felt more powerful than it actually was. The truth of the matter was, Sally only had a dribble to massage into her ass. I was so spent from the day's activities I had little jizz left to squirt. My cock now went limp, sore and completely exhausted My cock looked liked it was telling me it was ashamed of himself -- I agreed! I was ashamed of just having wanton sex with Sally. I had to admit I wasn't ashamed in the slightest of watching my wife get pleasured by some young stud. I was turned away from the window now, and although I could tell Sue's sex partner was a young man, I still had not seen his face clearly and had no idea who he was. Well, at least it wasn't Doug, I suddenly thought. Wouldn't that have been just wonderful if it had--more complications! Or maybe not? Doug and Sue? Sue choosing to fuck someone who had no apparent sex drive instead of me would drive me nuts. Of course, maybe that would be the whole point now wouldn't it? I figured I have enough crap on my plate at the moment, no since putting more on it when I didn't need to. It wasn't Doug anyway, so why think about it. Then again, maybe the light was bad and it was him? I haven't seen much of Doug myself. The stranger had been about the same height, I think. However, his ass didn't look as old as Doug's ass should look and that's basically all I had to go on. Hair color, not sure, both looked about the same in that regard. Hair length, Doug's was short, like a crewcut I think. Hey hold on, so was the stranger's. No, it couldn't be him, could it? Just then, Sally said, "that was simply incredible Steve. I haven't had too many cocks in my pussy lately, and even though I kind of tricked you into it, it's still very much appreciated. I hope we can do it sometime when you really want me, without the help of a free show, which I also arranged by the way." "I kind of figured you did," was my matter of fact response. So far, you've helped me get caught by my wife, then you make me have cyber sex with a person I thought was you, then I thought it was you pretending to be Brenda, but it ended up being with my own wife! Now she knows that besides making love to her neighbor, I also masturbate with neighbors, and who knows whom else, in my spare time. Moreover, you've been so helpful you even managed to get my wife laid by some young stud. Finally, somehow you got me to make love to you, while I was in some kind of fog, and wasn't even thinking about it. Yea, you've just been a ton of help Sally!" "Oh, but I have Steve, I have. You'll see," Sally chirped. "OK, oh wise one, what do I do now," I asked? "I suggest you just go home, turn your computer off, take a shower and jump in bed. You need a lot of rest after all the hot times you've had today." Sally recommended. "But what about my wife, and who the hell was that guy anyway!" I wanted to know. "If it was fucking Doug, I'll kill him," I said in my meanest face. Sally laughed. "It's not that funny, goddamn it!" I shot back. "It most certainly is," Sally said still laughing. "You men are all alike. It's OK for you to fuck everyone in the neighborhood or jerk off in your neighbor's panties, but your wife cheats on you and you want to kill the guy. Isn't that just typical." "But I love Brenda," I reasoned! "Do you, Steve? I mean you had no trouble putting your cock in me, do you love me as well," Sally wanted to know? Come on Steve old boy, lust or love. Which is it. You've had so many daydreams throughout your life about having other women, that when these opportunities arose, your brain just seized on them likes a tiger on its prey. Sue, Brenda, Terry and Sally, oh wouldn't it be so grand to fuck them all whenever you wanted. That's what you really want now don't you Stevie boy. I'll tell you this, Sue and Brenda both love you, that's a fact. Terry I don't have a read on yet, but you've had fun at her expense already. As for me, I just want the leftovers. You've got enough for all of us. Now go home and get some rest, you're going to need it to keep all us happy," Sally finished. "But..." I stated to say. "No buts, just go home. Don't worry about your wife. And don't try to kill Doug, it wasn't him anyway, he couldn't fuck his way out of a paper bag at this point." Sally advised. "OK, I'm going." I started walking, leaving the side of her house and back through the gate into her front yard. Sally was close behind. Suddenly, the stranger bounded out the front door, and ran right into me. Holly shit; it was the kid that was driving the delivery van! A kid had been fucking my wife, and she was responding like she never had with me! The kid panicked as he recognized me. "I'm sorry mister, "I, I, I, got to go," he stammered and ran off towards his car. Within a moment, his car was started, tires were squealing and he was off, quickly vanishing into the night. So it wasn't Doug, I thought as the shower was streaming down over my head. Boy, the shower felt good. Not much consolation though. Why was I feeling so bad about the kid, what was his name now, Bruce, yea Bruce doing my wife when I didn't want him to stop anyway? All my life I had dreamed about hot sex, but for the longest time, my reality was always the same old boring stuff. Then, all of a sudden, my wife is masturbating for me in the shower, and giving me incredible blow jobs. Later on, I get some hot sex from Brenda who says she can't get enough of me. Finally, I get to do it doggie style while watching my wife get fucked by a hot young stud--in a computer room and doggie style. My wife never likes sex outside the bedroom, and has never did it that way with me in over 25 years of marriage. And I loved watching her get it! What the hell was going on? My ego was soaring, but my brain was fried. All I'd have to do now is fuck Terry and all my fantasies would be realized. But why did I want to do that? Shit, I wasn't even sure my cock would ever work again at this point. It was a long shower as I reflected on all these things. Finally, I got in bed for some much-needed rest. I figured my wife would just stay the night at Sally's, which would be a good thing. We'd talk in the morning, so I thought. As I laid my head on the pillow, I started reflecting on my life. Back I went, all the way back to my senior year in high school. I was a tall skinny kid and quite frankly, very shy. Basically, I was afraid of girls. Didn't know how to talk to them, always afraid to say the wrong things. Getting up the nerve to call one on the phone, was a major life or death struggle for me. I'd always freeze up and just couldn't relax. Even as a senior in high school I never had yet been on a date of any substance. As I was going through high school, my shyness didn't evolve much. However, I got heavy into sports and that did offer me some opportunities to be with girls. I was always more comfortable talking to girls in groups than alone. Even asking a girl to dance was a chore until I was really sure they wanted to. If they said no, well, I might have never asked again. Because my high school was private, very small, and the girls outnumbered the guys, well even I was able to find someone to like me. The first few times I fell for a girl, however, they seemed to blossom before my eyes and some upperclassman would steal her from me. Of course, I did little to fight for them figuring I had no chance what so ever in the first place. It was only years later, that I discovered the only reason they quit liking me was because I did just that; gave up trying. One girl even admitted to me after we were both married, that she wanted me to be her first lover and I could have my way with her had I only tried. If she only knew, how was I going to try anything with her when I was still too scared to masturbate? I would be 17 years old before I finally discovered that little gem. In fact, I might hold the school record for "record number of total school days completed prior to first ejaculation." All women intimidated me at that stage in my life. However, it they were really beautiful, I would have trouble even breathing around them, never mind trying to speak to them. Even today, that problem still exists to some degree, although I've overcome the breathing part. The first girl I ever was able to feel comfortable with was Irene. Maybe that's because I fell madly in love with her, and for some unknown reason, she fell for me as well. The first time I ever really noticed her was on the first day of school of my senior year. During that summer my family had moved into a new home, so instead of walking to school everyday, I had to ride the bus. I first noticed her on the bus ride home. I was intoxicated with her from this moment on. The bus always picked the high school students up first, then stopped at the grammar school. Irene got on at the grammar school. This couldn't be, she couldn't be in the eight grade! Just my luck, I have to get the hots for some kid. Irene was sitting one seat in front of me and the opposite side. I had a very nice view of her beautiful face. Long brown hair, and big brown eyes. She was about 5' 6", a really nice butt, and as I discovered later, really beautiful long legs. I hardly even noticed she didn't have any breasts to speak of. Maybe I just figured her school uniform was hiding them. When I started my Senior Year, I was 16 years old. When Irene began the 8th Grade, she was 14. I turned 17 in December and she turned 15 in May. Do the math; I was basically two years older than she was. However, the years that separated us in school where huge compared to that. It was unheard of for a senior to date a freshman even, never mind someone in the 8th grade. Of course, if I had not skipped a year of school (it was only kindergarten) and had Irene not stayed back a year because of a childhood illness, it wouldn't have mattered. We would not have been the same age of course, but I would have been a junior to her freshmen and no one would have cared. Unfortunately, that was not how it was. I might have been drummed out of the senior class had I told someone my true feelings at the time. As luck would have it, I had ample opportunity to get to know Irene very well over the next several months. You see, I got quite a surprise when the bus that evening stopped to let me off, and Irene and a friend of mine named Tom got off. I met Tom that summer we moved in. I knew he had a sister, but never realized it was Irene until we all got off the bus together. Tom and Irene never rode the bus in the morning because their father drove them to school on his way to work. From that point on, I spent numerous hours at Tom's house and we became close friends. My friendship with Tom allowed me to become very comfortable with Irene. The more time I spent over Tom's house, the easier it became to talk with her. The easier it became, the braver I got. By the middle of the school year, I think I was spending more time at Tom's house then my own. I didn't live far away; our property lines actually boarded each other. However, it was way more than a stone's throw between the two houses. I just loved being around Irene. Just seeing her would bring a huge smile to my face. The fact we lived so close made being near her very easy. Of course, I enjoyed being Tom's friend as well. We spent hours playing basketball in his driveway. I was always peeking back, trying to see Irene through the window and more than once got hit in the head with the ball because someone pass it to me when I was looking for, or at her through her kitchen window. Many other times, she would sit on the stairs leading from her basement to the main part of the house, watching Tom and I play pool on his table in the basement. I always managed to get as close to her as I possibly could, without causing suspicion. I got to be quite good at hiding the many hard ones I was getting just by being close to her. I knew her smell, her voice, and her essence! I wanted to kiss and hold her in the worst way. If I wasn't so damn afraid she would reject me, I would have told her every feeling I had about her. I had it bad for her, and it was getting worse. Through the course of the year, Irene and I talked more and more but it was never about us, usually about school or just stuff teenagers talked about. I knew nothing about sex at that point, not enough to talk about anyway. If I couldn't even tell her I liked her, how the heck was I going to bring up sex? In January of that year, a little more than a month passed my 17th birthday, I squirted cum from my cock for the first time. Of course, I knew guys in my class were jerking off all the time. A few of them even had a contest in the bathroom at school to see who could cum the quickest. I remember this vividly since they asked me to do the timing. They were arguing about that point all the time-who could cum the quickest. Had they known more about sex at that point, they would have figured out that cumming quickly was not something to strive for. To be sure, it would have been quite a scene to walk in on. Five boys forming a circle, all of them with their cocks in hand, beating then hard to get their nuts off while another kid was timing the action. The winning time by the way was one minute and 20 seconds. I think it could have been quicker, but all cocks had to be in the soft mode before starting. You know the old saying, "boys will be boys." We were that all right. Always competitive about everything, even in jerking off. Watching the winner cum was my first experience in seeing that white fluid I would come to love over the years. They had asked me to be one of them, but I just said I would be the official timer. No way would I try that, not without having done it at least once. I knew at this point, it wouldn't be long before I had to try it. I was beginning to think the priest was lying to us about this masturbation stuff. I mean, seemed like a harmless fun thing to me. Naturally, all the circle jerkers all bragged about getting laid too. However, as an adult I realize this was much more fiction that fact. Teenage boys are lying dogs when it comes to their sexual experiences. For myself, I tried to avoid the subject since I had no experience, but when cornered, I lied through my teeth to save face just like everyone else. To be sure, whatever I knew about sex was from their conversations at that point. What I knew about cumming, I learned from that circle jerk. About two months after that experience, I finally scrummed to my bodily aches and had my first orgasm. It was a cold January evening. It was snowing lightly, I had no where to go for some reason, but this was fine with me since I just figured to go to Tom's house and goof around with him anyway. Besides, I'd get to see Irene again, and I could never get enough of that. I went over about seven P.M. after my supper. I gave the side door one knock as usual, and walk in. No one seemed to be home, but someone had to be since the door wasn't locked. I noticed the car wasn't in the garage so Tom's parents were out and about. "Hey anyone home," I called out. Then I heard someone bounding down the stairs--it was Irene. "Hi Stevie, Tom's not here," Irene said. I was just staring at her, unable to answer. Irene had on tight jeans that accentuate her butt, hips, and shapely legs. She had just washed and dried her hair and it was gleaming as it cascaded down around her shoulders. She had on a white, thin blouse and it was easy to see she wasn't wearing a bra. The points of her little nipples were outlined against the blouse. I guessed she went braless quite often since her breasts had not grown much yet. I was staring at the imprint her nipples were making, and couldn't utter a word. I also had never been entirely alone with her before, so my nerves were being sorely tested as well. "You OK, Stevie," Irene asked. "Ah, yea, ah, sure, where is Tom anyway," I somehow managed to stutter out. "Went with Frank, on a double date, thought you knew that," she said. "Oh yea, must have forgotten," I said, really not knowing a thing about it. Suddenly it dawned on me. For once in my life, I had to think quickly and clearly. I was here, alone with the love of my life, even though she didn't even know I liked her, and I had to find an excuse to stay. Focus Steve, focus. Magic happened, something came to me. "Hey Irene, mind if I shoot some pool for awhile since I got nothing better to do," I said in a clear voice, proud of myself for thinking of it. "Go ahead if you like, my mom likes you anyway so she won't care if you're here." "Thanks," I said and smiled as I opened the door and went down to the basement. I started to rack the balls when a thought occurred to me. If you're so fucking proud of yourself, why are you done here racking balls, while your vision of loveliness is upstairs doing who knows what? Whatever she's doing, it's not being near you. I suddenly didn't feel so cleaver. Now what do I do, get thirsty and run up for water every two minutes? Before, I could answer, I heard the basement door open and Irene came bouncing down. "Mind if I join you Stevie, you don't mind playing with a girl do you?" she said. "No, of course not," I stammered. Irene was standing on one end of the table, and I was at the other. The basement was cool, but not cold. The coolness was having a decided effect on Iran's nipples as I could plainly see. There was a bright fluorescent light above the table, and it reflected perfectly, for me that is, on Irene's blouse. It made the blouse almost transparent and I could see her entire pert little breasts right through the blouse. My cock rose and stiffened. I tried not to stare, but it was difficult not to. I bent over the table to take my shot, looked at the ball I was aiming at, looked at her breast, looked back at the ball. I felt my now very hard cock rubbing against the table as I leaned over it. It tingled and pulsed and felt like nothing I had ever felt before. Somehow I managed to take the shot, although it wasn't a good one. I mean, who could blame me for that. Now it was Irene's turn, and she moved away from her end of the table. As she did, I was no longer able to see her breasts through her blouse; the light just wasn't right unless she was in that one spot. However, I did manage to watch them jiggle and wiggle against the blouse and the coolness was keeping them hard for me. From time to time, she moved back into position and I could see them lovely little tits. I began taking a different stance so my still hard cock wouldn't rub up against the table. Luckily I had on loose fitting pants so my hard on was not visibly showing very much. We talk and played for a good while. Finally, my curiosity got the better of me and I asked her what she meant when she told me her mother liked me. "Oh, she thinks you're just the greatest, polite, respectful, not like the other teenage boys she knows. She always telling Tom he should be more like you. She even told me to find a guy like you to date when she lets me start dating that is." I wanted to scream out, date me, date me, and get the real thing, but I didn't have the nerve. "Gee, that's a nice thing for your mother to say," is what I said instead. "You are a nice guy though, most guys your age wouldn't be here playing pool with an ugly 8th grader on a Friday night," Irene responded. Wow, she thinks I'm a nice guy, now I know I'm in love, I whispered to myself. Some how I managed to say something useful to the one I loved. "You maybe in the 8th Grader but that's just a number. Besides, you're not ugly at all. I think you're cute as heck, if that means anything to you. I just turned 17 and you'll be 15 in May, not like I'm your grandfather or anything," I said. "Stevie, you're just teasing me," Irene said. "Nope, scouts honor, cute, very cute," I said with the biggest smile. My shyness just would not permit me to tell her how I truly felt, not yet anyway. We played on. A little later after some silence Irene asked, "Stevie (by the way, she is the only person that I ever let call be Stevie I hated the name, but when she said it, it was perfect) how come you don't date," Irene inquired, almost flooring me. For one of the first and only times all night, my cock grew soft. "I date," I said. "Tommy told me you don't date," she kept on. "Well, I actually haven't taken a girl out in a car if that's what you mean. I don't get to use my parent's car at night cause my dad works second shift, and my mom thinks we need to keep the other one around in case of an emergency," I replied sounding very plausible. "You could double date then," she commented. I wasn't enjoying the way this current conversation was going. "I don't have a job, and I get no allowance, so it's hard to date at the moment. I couldn't have the girl pay now could I," I said. "No, I guess not," Irene nodded as she spoke. "I'll be working in the spring, so I guess I can date then. Why are you so curious about who I date," I asked. "Just wanted to know, is all. Boys that date a lot as usually good kissers," she blurted out. "You think practice makes perfect," I said. "Yea, something like that." "I bet you've kissed lots of boys and are very good at it," I said, seeking information, my mind racing, and my cock hardening again. "No, only one," She said. "And that was at a birthday party playing spin the bottle, so that doesn't count," Irene remarked. "Why doesn't it count, a kiss is a kiss," I asked. "Our parents were watching," she said. "Yea, I see what you mean," understanding totally. "However, like I said before, you're cute, lots of boys will be wanting to kiss you, it's not that big a deal anyway," I said, lying about the not big a deal part. "Well, I wish someone would hurry up and do it, I'm dying to try it. All my girlfriends already have done it," she relayed. "Oh I see, don't want to get too far behind do we. Heck, if you just want to get kissed, I'll kiss you, then you would know," I gushed out. I now loved the way this conversation was going. "Really, Stevie, you really want to kiss me, Irene said excitedly! "Why not, I mean like I said no big deal right. If it would help you out, no problem," saying it like I was trying to be a good Samaritan or something when I was in fact, dying to kiss her. "So how do you want to do it," Irene said as she came towards me. I looked in her eyes and said, "just like this." I had no clue what I was doing, I was no kissing expert, but I sure was going to pretend to be one. I put both hands on her shoulders, and I could feel my knees begin to shake from the excitement of it. I bent down and slowly touch her lips to mine. Irene wrapped her arms around me and clutched my back and pressed her lips and body against me. I could feel her hard pert nipples against my chest. It was just a staggering, wonderful feeling, I wanted it to go on and on. I never wanted the kiss to end, but it did. We broke. She looked at me and smiled and I just kissed her again. Caressing her back this time as we embraced. Irene's body was telling me more, that she was loving it. We stopped just long enough to catch our breath and started kissing again. My hands were dying to reach for her breast, but I could not take that chance, I was too shy to do it anyway. Irene's arms were holding me so tightly, I knew she didn't want to stop. Finally, I said "Let's go upstairs and watch TV." Irene just shook her head in agreement and we shut the light off and we virtually flew up the stairs. She put the TV on but we had no intention of watching it. We sat on the couch and started to make out in earnest. Irene, stopped for a minute and asked me if I ever French Kissed before. I said, of course I did, lying through my teeth. "Let's try it then," she said and immediately began kissing me again, only this time I felt her tongue probing mine. I responded in kind. I was really on fire, and my balls ached like someone had taken a hammer to them. It was the very first time I had thought of her touching my cock. Until this point, I was always dreaming of touching her, never her touching me. But I was so hard, it was crying out for attention. It needed relief. It needed the white stuff to squirt out just like I'd seen it in that circle jerk. I moved my body so my cock was rubbing directly on her leg. She didn't seem to mind, or didn't know better, as I casually rubbed my cock against her. I could feel something building in my crotch, and I couldn't have stopped it if I tried. However, the sound of her parents pulling into the driveway was surely enough to stop it, and me. I said, "I guess I better run home. Glad to be of service." Irene looked at me kind of funny and just said, "bye." I left through the front door as her parents pulled into the garage behind the house. I starting running towards my house, filled with so many emotions I didn't know what to think or feel. Suddenly, I felt my head snap back and was lifted clean off my feet, going horizontal in mid air before slamming down to the ground. I hit the ground so hard, I knocked the wind right out of me and I laid on the ground for several minutes in shear panic, struggling to get air, and thinking I was somehow being punished for rubbing my cock on Irene's leg. As my breath slowly came back, I realized my thoughts were unfounded. What had really happened was I simply didn't notice the clothesline in the dark and ran into it. One of the lines caught my forehead and the force of my running did the rest. I got up finally, no worse for the wear, and slowly made my way back to my house. I didn't know what to do with myself, so I decided to take a shower and just read or something. As I was showering, I began to reminisce about kissing Irene, of seeing her pert little breasts, and how my cock felt on her leg. I got the expected results of such thoughts; my cock grew and stiffened. This time, I stated daydreaming of Irene's hand going around my hard cock as my hands began to slip under her blouse and feel her breast. My eyes were closed, and the scene in my head for so real it felt as if it was actually happening. I was playing with my cock now with the soap bar, getting is slippery. As I dreamed about Irene's hand on my cock, my hand started stroking it. I stroked it, the soap making it slide easily in my hand as Irene continued to stroke it in my mind. Her hand was so wonderful on my member, and I began to feel a powerful rising in my loins. My first cum was building, and I looked down just in time to see it explode from my cock hole. It shot straight up in the air, hitting my chin as it gushed out like a volcano. I was overcome by many feelings, especially guilt. Jerking off was dirty and sinful. I was going to hell for this. I was going to go blind. Hell, I couldn't wait to do it again! Later that night, laying it bed I did do it again. I just lost all my will power. I was having the same daydream over and over again. Each time, it came, I would cum. Tons of cum. Years of cum finally getting released. I was jerking off so much, my cock was getting sore. I had to slow down with this, I thought to myself. After all, I figured I had four years of ejaculations to catch up on, but I didn't have to do it all in one or two days. Besides, maybe if I played my cards right, I could get Irene to really touch my cock. She seemed like she really like kissing me. I couldn't wait to see her the next day. I went over in the morning to shoot some hoops with Tom. It was in the mid-forties and the sun was shinning brightly. The light dusting of snow we had the night before was gone. As I walked into Irene's house as I normally did, she was sitting at the kitchen table eating cereal looking as foxy as ever. No one else was there with her so I gave her my biggest smile and said, "good morning Irene, how's it going." She looked at me, stuck her tongue out at me, and left in a huff. This was going to be my first lesson in not having a clue about women's feelings. Obviously, I had hurt hers. I mean one minute she's sticking her tongue in me, the next she's sticking it out at me. What the hell did I do? Luckily, Tom came in, flipped his basketball at me and said, "let's shoot some hoops lover boy." "Lover boy, what the hell do you mean by that," I stated. "You spent all night kissing my sister, getting her all hot and bothered and shit, then you just dump her and leave, like you didn't even care." I said, "what the fuck are you talking about." "Hey, I know you got the hots for Irene, shit that's so obvious it's funny. I don't give a shit if you like her or not, I mean if you do it's OK with me and all. Better you than some other jerk I got to worry about." "Hell, Tom I never figured you to be the concerned brother type." "Well, never really had to be until last night," Tom replied as he took another shot. "You want to play some one-on-one," I wanted to know. "Naw, I got to talk about this shit with you, I promised Irene," Tom relayed. I was dribbling the ball and glanced at the kitchen window. I saw Irene staring at us. She quickly turned away when she saw me look her way. "Just what shit are you talking about for christsake. I kissed her a few times because she wanted to know how to kiss. I liked it, yes, but I didn't touch her or anything if that's what your accusing me of," I said my temper rising. "Yea, she said you didn't do nothing like that, just rub on her some, that's not what I mean anyway," Tom shot back. "She told you I was rubbing on her," I questioned? "What, you didn't think she notice. What a moron," Tom added. "No wonder you never fucking date, you're clueless when it comes to girls. Good thing you can play ball, else you be a total fuckup," Tom said laughing. "So I'm a fuckup with girls. I know it, but your little sister wanted to kiss me as much as I wanted to kiss her that much I know," I said. "I know, hell, why do you think I didn't tell you about my date last night. Cause if I did, you wouldn't have came over the house. Irene knew the folks were going out and ask me to leave so she could be alone with you, see what your real interest level was," Tom told me. "She likes you a lot for some strange reason, so I went along with it. Besides, I was getting tired of playing 20 questions about you every night. She's been wanting me to tell you she like you, but I figured it was better if you nut cases could figure it out for yourselves. Things were going good to until you fucked it up. Should have known you'd do something stupid," Tom stated. "I don't know what the hell I did. I told her she was cute, we kissed a few times, then your parents drove up so I figured I'd better split," that about it I said. "Yea, that's where you fucked up. You just left like it was just meaningless dribble." I just stared at him, not understanding. "Man, you're sorry. Don't you know after kissing a girl and feeling all that emotional shit you felt from her that you could have told her you liked her after you were through, not just get up and leave, saying bye, like she was doing you a favor or something." Now this is the first thing he said that made sense. "So your telling me she's pissed because of how I left?" "Bingo," Tom said. "Pay the man for his brilliance." "What makes you a woman expert," I questioned. "I'm not, it's just what she told me. Besides, she tells me how to talk to the girls I date and it works like a charm. If you want to know what girls like, ask one. Just smart enough to do that is all," Tom said. "Well what the hell do I do now then, wise one?" I asked. "You could say your sorry and tell her the way you really feel for starters," he replied. You're the first guy she's really truly liked so screw it up and I'll have to brain you." "I'm sure she'll have lots of guys panting over her she's so damn cute," I remarked. "Well maybe, but she doesn't feel that way. Thinks her tits are too small and nobody will ever ask her out. I keep telling her they'll grow some more so quit worrying about it, but she can't help herself," Tom told me. "Your showing interest in her has got her on cloud nine, so I'm just asking you to be careful and not fuck her mind over," he ended. Well this could be difficult I was thinking, I was already clue less, hard to be careful when you don't know what the hell you're doing in the first place. "Maybe I should just forget it, I mean it's not like I can date her anyway, hell I know she stayed back and year, but she's still in the freaking 8th Grade and I'm a senior in high school," I reminded him. "Should have thought of that before you lip locked her. Hell I'm not telling you to date her, just don't fuck with her mind. Before you know it, she'll be in high school and you won't and no one will give a shit anyway. So just stay cool for now. Hell maybe she'll find someone else, maybe you both will. Enough with the romance shit, let's play some one- on-one," he finally said. I took the low profile with Irene for a few days. I didn't even go inside her house. I played some hoop and pool with Tom, but stayed away from her while trying to figure out what I wanted to do. Well I knew what I wanted to do, tell her my inner most feelings. However, easier to think than to do. I could open my mouth and only air would come out. I would say all the wrong things. I'd fucked it up royally, just like Tom said. Basically, I was scared shitless. I even quit jerking off so much. Hard habit to break, but thinking about talking to Irene kind of kept my mind off my dick believe it or not. The following Thursday I somehow found myself alone with Irene. I was playing pool with Tom and Irene was sitting on the stairs watching. Tom got a phone call and went up stairs to talk. It was his girlfriend so I knew it was going to be awhile. Sounded like another set up to me. Neither of us was saying anything. I was sweating like a pig and it wasn't hot. "How could you be so mean," Irene's voice broke through the stillness. "I'm sorry, if you thought I was," I responded. I new Tom and her had talked about every thing Tom and I had talked about. She had to know I was crazy about her and was just a clue less moron with women. She also had to know I knew she liked me. "Make me kiss you like that and make me feel like your were doing me a favor," Irene hissed. "I thought you wanted me to kiss you so your could find out what it was like, catch up with your girl friends," I said, sounding like the clueless wonder I was. Irene might have been only 14 at the moment, but she knew more about me than I did. "Well, that was only for the first one. All the others were because I thought you liked me and liked kissing me. Besides, if I had to wait for you to ever kiss me, I'd be too old to have kids!" That statement was a bit of a stretch, but not far from the truth. "So I just kind of pushed you a little," Irene confessed. "Didn't seem you minded much," she continued. Nothing but pure silence from my end. "Am I so ugly now you can't even talk to me anymore," she said as tears filled her eyes. See that, not even talking and I'm fucking it up. I'm so fucking totally hopeless, I thought. "At least say something," Irene visibly crying now said. "I, I, like you a lot," I somehow managed to get out. There, that says it all I figured, please with myself. "How come you never tell me then, I mean if you really liked me why won't you tell me instead of just hanging around all the time." More! I had to say more! I thought, "why wasn't I like you" enough. "You talk to the guys all the time, why can't you talk to me as easy as that, if you're attracted to me seems to me you would," she said as her tears were drying up. "Girls are hard to talk to when you like them," I said. "Why," she said in a very curious tone. "Afraid they won't like me I suppose," I admitted. "With other guys, if they don't like what you say, who cares," I continued. "Guys don't talk about feeling do they?" Irene questioned. "Nope, never ever," I replied using my best double negative. "You've never told anyone you liked me then, until you admitted it to Tom. "No way, they might laugh," I said. Oops, that didn't sound good I immediately thought. "Cause you like me, you mean?" Irene could tell I was having trouble with that one. "Cause I'm in the 8th Grade and you're a senior in high school, and they would make fun of you, is that what you think," Irene really wanted to know? "Yes," I took a long pause, "I really like you and can't help how I feel, but you know, it's hard to explain," I muttered. At that point, Irene stood up and walked down the stairs, put her arms around me and kissed me, very French like. "I like you very much," she said. The damn burst after she said that. For the first time in my life, I was no longer afraid to talk to a girl I liked. She told me just to be honest and tell her what I was feeling. So I did, leaving out all the dirty stuff of course. When I got stuck, she helped me get unstuck. She knew just what to say to prod me along. I told her what I felt about her eyes, hair, nose, teeth, feet, legs, and butt. Once I got started, she couldn't shut me up or keep me from telling her over and over how I felt. We saw each other daily, of course, and then talked on the phone for hours. We kissed and cuddled and held hands when we could, but we never were alone much that entire winter. The funny thing is, it didn't even matter. We were happy just talking and when we did kiss, it was always extra special. Other girls had ceased to exist for me. Irene told me she like me three or four times a day. She said she didn't want me to forget and start falling for some older woman with big tits. She had asked me a few months after our "big talk" how could I talked about most of her body parts but never mentioned her breasts. This sounded like a trick question to me, one that there was no correct response to. I said, "you have the most perfect breasts in the world. I love them because they are on the most perfect girl in the world. I would be happy to tell you that every day if you like." I was learning fast. I got many kisses for that one. I also started talking about how much I loved them, and that began turning us both on. It was now June and my high school days were a thing of the past. Irene was 15 now and the difference in our ages didn't seem to matter anymore, certainly not to us anyway. Besides, Irene was far more mature emotionally and mentally at 15 than I was at 17. Physically, she was really becoming a beauty. Even though her breasts were still very small, they had attained more fullness and were noticeably bigger. I still had not touched them, but in my dreams I had played, fondled, and kissed them in every way imaginable. I had read my first erotic novel that Frank, a good friend of Tom and mine, had given me. It was well worn by the time I got it. It was called, "The Autobiography of a Flea" and I learned later in life it has been rated as the number one "Fuck Book" of all time. Over 600 pages long, it taught me everything I needed to know about sex and how to make love. The pages are worn and tattered with many a stain on them, but after all these years, I still have that book. The book is full of romance, hot graphic sex, and humor. As the name implies, it is the life story of a flea that loved to take up residence in human genital hairs. How his many host had copulated over the years as he travelled from crotch to crotch was the basis for the story. The story is set in the 1600 or 1700 hundreds in Europe were even the priest and monks of the era seemed to be having erotic fun. It was and still is the all time erotic classic. I used the flea's experience to generate thousands of daydreams of me and Irene making love. The book taught me about blow jobs and that good woman swallow and love the taste of cum. It taught me that women love to have their pussies kissed and sucked just like a man does. It taught me what a clit was and where to find it. How to slowly kiss a woman's thighs and suckle a woman's breast. How to whisper in their ear while making love. How it is better in the long run to please your partner than to just please yourself. All these things I leaned from that novel. It was the greatest teaching aide I ever encounter short of gaining experience from an older, more mature woman first hand. Since I had no actual sexual experience, except from my own hand, the book served as my sexual instructor, my encyclopaedia of love. I can not begin to tell you how many ejaculations that book has cause over the years or daydreams it has generated. I just know that without it, my life would have been dramatically different. Without Irene's love and maturity, my life would have been much different also. She taught me that honesty with a woman is the most essential ingredient to any relationship with one. Moreover, she taught me that it was OK to tell a woman how you really felt and to forget all the macho shit most men lay on woman these days. Women, who are impressed by machoness, aren't suited for lasting relationships in the first place. Unfortunately, even Irene had little effect on my overall insecurity with women when first meeting them or attempting to meet them. Once I knew they liked me though, I became much more relaxed and open. Even today I still have the same problem. While I had no trouble dealing with women on a professional basis at work, once any emotions entered the picture; I was that shy teenager all over again. My obvious penchant towards sexual daydreams is a direct result of that shyness. If I was too afraid of them in real life, but I could always have them anyway I wanted in my dreams. Since the beginning of March, I had been working every afternoon as a gardener at a rural mansion. That's when the occupants came back from Florida. I worked after school for three hours and half a day on Saturday. For my efforts I was paid $5.00 an hour, pretty good money in those days. That equated to $100.00 a week for 20 hours of work. I gave $30.00 a week to my parents, and I got to keep the rest. Of course, I now had to buy my own clothes or whatever else I needed, but I leaned at an early age that you had to work hard for whatever you wanted in life. Although my work was hard, it was enjoyable and I loved doing it. It gave me ample opportunity to daydream about Irene blossoming body as I cut the grass, trimmed the hedges, or trimmed the grapevines. What I didn't like about it was the fact it kept me from seeing Irene. We still talked on the phone all the time and we chatted openly on the bus ride home from school, but it wasn't quite the same thing. I lived for the weekends during this time because it was the only time I got to see her. I was almost a part of the family at this point, spending all my free time there. I was always welcome by her parents, and her mom was always super to me. The fact her mom was the hottest looking older woman I knew surely didn't hurt the situation any. I always figured her for a smart lady and she knew quite well of my feelings for her daughter, and her daughter's for me. While she gave us space to at least talk to each other, she was always lurking around. If Irene's parents were going out for an extended period of time, Irene had to go with them. Like I said, Irene was mature beyond her years and often told me our time to be alone would come. She was a smart girl, that Irene! Now that school was out, I very much wanted to be alone with her. I desperately wanted to try out my book's sexual lessons in real life. After all, I had tried them over and over again in my fantasies, but the real application of them needed to be tested. Tested on the only girl in my universe, Irene! I knew many opportunities would be on the way, but I was getting anxious. After all, her parents couldn't take her to work with them. Tom had just turned 18, and was working with his dad. That left Irene all alone everyday, except for during the lunch hour when Tom and his dad would come home. I was working in the mornings from 8 to 12, the same amount of hours I had been working all along, except now I didn't have to work weekends. My father had let me use his second car, which I was paying for anyway with the $30.00 a week I was giving him. It was a 1961 Plymouth Savoy with push buttons on the column. Nothing fancy but it got me around. The first week of summer vacation was a hot one. I asked Irene if she wanted to go swimming and she said she preferred not too. Of course I asked why not, thinking maybe she didn't want to be seen in public with me. It took her awhile to come clean, but she finally told me why. She still wasn't comfortable with her body and didn't want to be seen in a bathing suit. I pleaded with her that she would look great no matter what she wore, but she told me I didn't count because I was prejudiced. That was true, I loved her and didn't care what her chest size was. If her chest never grew another centimeter, I wouldn't love her any less. After much cajoling, I finally convinced her to go swimming at a more private place. Though some people might see her, it wouldn't be anyone she knew and if it was, she could always go under the bridge to hide. It was a perfect place. It had no beach to speak of, but the water was shallow enough to wade in, and the small bridge on the nearby road, offered a place to jump in quickly into the deeper part of the lake. It was also easy to get under the bridge and stand up because the water was never too high there. The water went up to about Irene's neck and my shoulders. Passers-by could not see you standing under the bridge. Several cars and bikes passed their every half-hour, but it was still secluded enough to suit Irene. I will never forget our first time at the bridge. Irene was wearing a white one-piece suit and she was looking soooooo good! Made me proud just to be near her. We frolicked in the water like the kids we were, splashing each other and horsing around. Eventually, we found ourselves under the bridge. It was so quite, and peaceful at that moment. We began to kiss, holding each other tight and neither one of us wanting to stop. I'm sure she could feel my raging hard on as it rubbed against her body. I had my left hand on her butt, pulling it into me as firmly as possible. Our tongues explored every nuance of each other's tongue. Slowly, Irene removed my hand from her butt. I thought I had pressed my luck too far, but she was still kissing me deeply and every other sign was a "green light." She wasn't letting go of my left hand as she guided it up towards her breasts. My heart starting racing. She deliberately placed my hand directly over her right breast. There was no mistaking what she wanted me to do with it. I began rubbing her breast, found her nipple and just like my book showed me, began gently rolling it between my fingers. I was burning with lust at this point. I was kissing her neck, mouth, and nibbling on her ear while telling her how beautiful and intoxicating she was. Irene was telling me how much she loved me as I continued to play with her breast, while at the same time rubbing my super hard cock against her belly. She loved it as much as I did and this made me even more lustful than I already was. I felt her begin to bring her bathing suit strap down. Slowly, she moved in across her shoulder and down her arm. It seemed like it was taking forever, for I knew I was going to see and be able to hold my first breast ever in my hand-and I knew just what to do with it. Finally, it was off her shoulder. I took my hand away from her breast and she moved her own hand to the top of her suit and slowly guided the material down her right side until her breast was fully exposed to me. I gasped; it was truly a beautiful sight. I touched it. I got very excited from the touch. I ejaculated in my suit. I don't know if Irene knew I had or not. I'm not sure she even knew what ejaculating was at that point, although I'm pretty sure Tom had told her. Regardless, she didn't let on if she did. She was moaning from pleasure as I fondled her cute, pert, little tit. As luck would have it, some other folks showed up at the bridge at the very wrong time and Irene, with a little fear and embarrassment in her eye, quickly covered up. Speaking of embarrassment, I was trying to cover mine up by swimming out into deep water. Irene meandered her way back to the small shore area, as our interrupters started to dive off the bridge. Once I got into deep water, I dove down deep, removed my suit and came back up for air. I figured dragging the suit back up to the surface would remove all the cum from the inside. Once I came back up, I dove down again and put my suit back on. Then I swam back to Irene. Irene said it was getting late and she wanted to be home before her parents got off work. We drove home in virtual silence, this huge awkwardness somehow permeating the air. I pulled into her driveway and ask if she wanted me to come in. She told me it might be better if I didn't. Then she got out, shut the car door and ran into the house. I figured I just go home because she'd be calling me at any second to talk about what happened. I knew she was going to tell me how much she loved it, loved me, wanted me, and needed me. I was certain of it. It was four PM. The clock moved to five PM before the phone finally rang. I virtually jumped out of my shorts trying to answer it, smacking my shin against the coffee table in the process. It wasn't her. It rank again at five- thirty then 5:45, still no Irene. What was wrong? Surely I hadn't fucked this one up. I mean, she's the one who took my hand and placed it over her breast. She's the one that exposed it! How could she blame me for that? The hours just started passing by. I realized now that all my daydreams were not going to be realized anytime soon. The hell with the sex, I just wanted her to talk to me again. I called Tom at 9:00 PM. I figured he could tell me where I stood. I asked him what he was doing tomorrow after work; maybe we could shoot some hoops or something, just making small talk until I got up the nerve to ask about Irene. Finally I said, "did Irene mentioned anything to you about this afternoon." "No, been in her room since I got home with the door closed. Didn't even come down for supper," Tom replied "So what you'd do to piss her off, must have been something big because you guys have been pretty tight lately," he continued. I surely wasn't going to tell Tom, "Oh nothing much, just playing with her tits and she got pissed." So I opted for, "She didn't want to go swimming cause she thought she looked funny in a bathing suit. I talked her into going to "the bridge." We were having fun, then some guys showed up and jumped off the bridge. I think she got embarrassed, cause she just wanted to leave and go home. She didn't even want to talk or nothing, and that's not her. I figured she'd call me, but she hasn't. Figured she might have talked to you and I could find out how much trouble I was in with her," I stated. "Don't worry about it," Tom advised. "She's just to overly sensitive about her chest. She'll get over it. Don't sweat it," Tom relayed. I hung up with Tom not feeling any better than before. About 10 PM the phone rang. I didn't even jump at it this time as I had previously in the evening, giving up hope until tomorrow and saving my shin. This time it was Irene! "Hello Steve," she said in a very concerned tone. "Hello," I could only say. She had never called me Steve before. She had never said, Hello" either to start a phone conversation. This was going to be very serious, and I felt my hands starting to shake in anticipation of whatever pain I was about to feel. There was nothing but silence coming over the line; I could hear her breathing but nothing else. After an eternity it seems, she started to speak, her voice crackling as she asked, "Steve, (then more silence) Steve," she repeated. "Yes," I said trying to get her started. "Do, do, you love me," she asked gently. "More than I can ever put into words," I replied in the same gentle manner. My hair was standing on end and my skin filled with goose bumps. "I love you so much, my Stevie," she said. I could hear the tears run from her eyes. I felt sick. I do anything not to have her cry, but I didn't know what anything was. Another silent pause passed by. Finally it came out. "You can't do that to me anymore Steve." More silence. "Do what to you Irene, did I hurt you?" I said knowing very well what the "what" was. "You didn't hurt me Steve, but you can't do it again. You can't touch my breast like that. It's, it's not right." I could have said a million wrong things at this point. I knew she initiated the "touching" and that I would not have done it without her taking my hand in hers and placing it on her breast. Once more, I knew she was asking me to accept the responsibility for doing so. The silence in the car, locking herself in her room and this tearful phone call told me this. "OK Irene, you are right. It was wrong of me to do that. I'm sorry. I won't do it again," I responded very willing to shoulder the burden. "You're not mad at me are you," she asked? "I could never be mad at you Irene, I was surely worried you were mad at me though," saying this with a great deal of relief in my voice. Slowly but surely, happiness began to return to her voice. We started bantering like we always did, joking, laughing, and sharing our thoughts. We didn't mention the day's events the rest of time we talked. About two hours later, her mother finally kicked her off the phone or we would have talked the remainder of the night. I knew being with her would be a difficult task for me now. I had felt her golden globe and wanted much more. I knew she wanted to as much as I did and the whole deal of the phone call was to ask me to take the responsibility of not letting it happen again, even though she could not do so directly. I suppose it was her way of giving me strength, or giving herself some. I don't know which. I knew I wouldn't try and touch her breast. Hell, I wouldn't even of tried the first time on my own. Her breasts were safe from me. My solution was not to see her at all. If I didn't see her, I couldn't fail her. I stayed away the next day. I went to the school playground after work and played basketball all day. The next day, I went golfing after work. Of course, we'd talked on the phone and she asked me what I was up to. I told her the truth, well sort of. I told her about playing ball and golf. I may have embellished a bit, telling her I had already made plans. She knew this was crap, since all we talked about was being together more often during the summer. Still, she let me get away with the explanation. It was now Thursday and I was fresh out of excuses. Coupled with the fact that she was so close and I was dying to see her, getting some of my senses to return. I reviewed my book for the past two days to find help, but there was no help to be found. I didn't think the explanation of, "when a woman says no she sometimes really means yes," applied to this situation. As I pulled into my driveway after work, I saw Irene in my yard talking to my mother. Well, I guess the decision was made now. "Steve, I'm glad you're finally home. I need the car to do some errands. After I'm done, I'm going to stop off at my sister's house. I'll be back around five," my mother said grabbing my keys and leaving. My father was getting ready for work himself and would be leaving shortly. Though it was going to be just me, Irene and two empty houses, it still looked like I was going to continue down the road of sexual emptiness. Yet, Irene loved me, and she looked so damn beautiful her smile alone could melt a winter's frost. Really now, how lucky could one guy get. However long it took for us to move to another sexual level, I was willing to wait. It was just as simple as that. Little did I know I wouldn't have to wait that long! Irene was simply looking fantastic. She greeted me with a huge smile, and I just melted. If my mother had not been standing there I would have given her the biggest hug ever seen. After she left, I did. I was sticky, hot, and very much in need of a shower. She told me she was going to go home and do some stuff and that would give me time to refresh myself and grab some food. I did just that. While I was eating, my dad left for work. Just as I was finishing, Irene knocked on the door and came in. "Guess you're stuck with me today Stevie." "I'm not trying to avoid you," I said like an idiot, totally blowing my stories for the past two days. "So do I get a kiss or what, it's been going on three days and I miss your cute lips," Irene said jovially, letting me off the hook. "Sure," I replied as I walked over to her and kissed her on the lips." "You call that a kiss," she wanted to know? "You didn't even hold me or anything," Irene remarked. "It was the anything that I failed at last time we kissed, you might recall," I reminded her. Irene got a very serious tone in her voice as she said, "Stevie, I simply couldn't bear not kissing you, not having your arms around me, not feeling your breath on my neck and in my ear." She then simply laid her head against my chest and encircled me with her arms and said, "I could stay like this forever, I love you so much." I lifted her head and looked her in the eyes, told her I loved her and kissed her the way we both needed and wanted to be kissed. "Let's go down in the basement and get out of the heat, it's real cool down there," I recommended. "OK," Irene agreed. My father had fixed up the basement. It had a TV, coach, a few chairs and a ping pong table. "You want to play some ping pong," I asked. "Maybe later, I just want to sit on the couch and hold you, if that's OK," she answered. A wicked temptation, but I was going to be strong. "Yea, sure sounds nice." Irene sat as close to me as she could possibly get, resting her head on my chest, with my cheek resting against the top of her head. I was cuddling her, holding her against me with my right arm firmly against her right shoulder, while my right hand stroked her thigh. The smell of her hair was intoxicating and I was so happy to have her near me again, I was afraid to even move or speak. She was wearing white shorts and a red blouse she had tied the ends around her tummy leaving her bellybutton area exposed. She was clearly not wearing a bra. She felt very comfortable against me and from time to time I would move my head just enough to kiss the top of her head. It was a surreal feeling and I was happy, just sitting, enjoying her being. However, Irene had other ideas. I could literally feel the smile upon her face. Her body was oozing with happiness. The feeling this cause in me, just knowing someone could be so content, so utterly blissful, by just being near me, placed me in a euphoric state myself. I have never encountered this feeling before, and very few times since. Time was at a standstill for us. How could two people possibly be so happy? It just wasn't fair to the rest of the world. We cuddled in silence. After awhile, I felt her trembling. I moved my head again and placed my lips to the top of her head. I noticed her right hand moving slightly. It had been resting on my left arm but now it was resting on her left breast area. Her fingers looked to be slowing massaging her nipple. With every small tiny rub, I could feel the vibrations coursing through her body increase. My eyes were transfixed on her right hand, as I kept kissing her hair and scalp. I held her tighter, some how hoping it would reduce the trembling-it increased more. She moved her had again, this time to the top button of her blouse. Her eyes were closed tightly as it she was fighting her hand in some way. She was losing the battle. Slowly her hand undid the top button, then the second, and then the third-there was no fourth, just the two ends tied together. She slowly unloosened the ties. I watched in sheer ecstasy, not even believing what my eyes were showing me. I held my breath; afraid my breathing might disturb her hand from its task. Finally, its job was done. Her blouse was now completely undone, but not open so you could see. Irene turned her head upwards toward me and looked into my eyes. She was visibly shaking now. She reached for the back of my neck with her right hand and slowly pulled my head towards her own, not stopping until our lips were firmly joined. I couldn't see, but I felt her opening her blouse to expose both her pert breasts to me. She then broke the kiss, laid back towards her end of the couch and pulled me down on top of her. On my way down, I clearly saw for the first time what I had dreamed about throughout those long winter months. Maybe they were small, but they still were the most luscious globes imaginable. She took my hand once again and placed it firmly on her left breast. If she was expecting me to be strong, I surely going to fail her. I caressed the left, then the right, raising my body enough so I could see exactly what I was doing. "Irene, you are the most beautiful girl I've ever known." I said my voice shaking. "Please touch me Steve, I don't care anymore. Nothing we do together could possibly be wrong. I love you so much," Irene admitted. Whatever internal struggle she was having was completely resolved at that moment. The same moment I covered her entire left breast with my mouth. My tongue was darting back and forth over her nipple, pulling at it, caressing it between my lips. I moved my right leg between hers, placing my upper thigh directly over her pussy area. My engorged cock was now able to rub against her right leg. I moved my head from her right breast, to her left, then back again, keeping each nipple moist with my warm saliva. Irene began to uncontrollably rub her crotch against my thigh, causing my cock to rub against her leg. She jammed her pussy harder against me, so her clit could rub against the warmth of my body. She now had me locked against me with her arms holding tight against my back. Her hand clutched my T-shirt, nearing tearing it. She stating thrusting her ass straight into the air now, moving both our bodies in unison. I was close to orgasm now, as she dry fucked my thigh. She started calling out, "help me, help me, so good, oh Steve, keep loving me." Then she arched her back straight, cumming for the very first time. The thought of her cumming, put me over the edge as well and for the second time that week, I filled my shorts with hot cum from a powerful, riveting orgasm. We fell into each other's arms afraid to move, emotionally drained. I somehow felt we both thought nothing could ever feel this good again-we were both badly mistaken. Despite that happening over 30 years ago, it was as fresh in my mind as if it were yesterday. I turned in my bed as wave after wave of emotion flooded over me as I remembered Irene fondly, more beautiful today in my mind as she has ever been. I guess you can never forget your first love. At the time, you could never fathom being without them, ever. As you mature, you realize how silly a thought that was. But it wasn't silly then. These thoughts of Irene somehow had revitalized my spirit, empowered my feelings for Brenda, and put my vision for Terry more into focus. Thirty years may have passed, but Irene's essence was ever present in me, her spirit still guiding me. She had moved me like no other, and I'm glad these recent events made me think of her once more. Both Irene and the events had shaken my soul. I was smiling deeply as I rolled over once again and thought of Irene and how that first time we made love was, and still is, the most special sexual moment of my life.