****** Lucky and Blessed by Razi ****** =============================================================================== Lucky and Blessed This is a work. It is not real in the sense that the characters are fictitious, but the emotion is real. The promise is real. This is from my heart. Please ask before posting elsewhere. Can you feel me near you? Can you feel my wanting you? Are my eyes burning a hole into your soul? Does it make you uncomfortable to know that there is someone watching your every move or does it excite you to know that my eyes are always on you? Do you fear me girl? You know what it is you are. I should not have to remind you, but your need makes me tell you that you are a slut, a filthy whore that needs direction. I love the way you scramble to my feet just to have me stroke your hair. You care not if I make you cum; you have learned that your release is not important. All that is important is that you win my favor, that if you feel my whip it is to gain pleasure, rather than have it as the result of displeasing me. I love to watch you writhe beneath my touch. To know that if I pull from you, you will beg for me to continue. I love to see your orgasm mounting and deny you for days knowing that rather than get angry and upset at me you will love me more for it. To look into your eyes and see that you are not there, but have entered sub space is like heaven to me. To know that only I can satisfy, that which burns deep inside of you. To know that I only need enter a room to make your juices flow. Yes girl you are a slut. Your every motion shows it. See the red you have painted your lips? It is I who has put that color there. It is for me. Yes girl I notice that you are no longer comfortable in situations where no one knows what it is we do or what it is that I do to you. I know you want the world to favor our life, and accept us, but I know all too well that if "they" find out we will be scorned so it is better kept between us and those like us for now. Shame? No child feel no shame except that which I bestow upon you. You are beautiful and graceful, always fluid in your motion and direct in your intent. Always a lady. And what is it that I have taught you. Yes, beneath the prim and proper cover of a lady lurks a whore, who wants to be used. Hide nothing from me girl, there is nothing that you can not say to me, nothing that I will not understand. I know that you will have misgivings, but you have also come to understand that I will not push you farther then you are ready to go, but that I will encourage you to be brave enough to try that which you fear. If you can not trust in me and I can not trust in you then there is no point to our love. I see the blush rising to your face, is there something that you need me to hear? Good girl, I'm glad you are confident enough to confess to me when you have broken a rule or have left a task incomplete. I give you these tests so that I can judge your ability to focus. If you can not focus on the menial tasks of the day for any length of time then how can you focus long enough to be completely fulfilled in our time together? Sit down here. In the position that I have taught you. Yes, good, you are so beautiful. I can see that you are wet girl, is there something you want? Oh I see, you would like me to touch you, touch yourself for me and show me why it is that I should. Good, yes very nice. Do you see what it is I have reduced you to? You have become primal, an animal, a bitch displaying her heat to me. What is it you want slut? Tell me what you are, what you need. I am listening. You want me to fuck you? Where? Why? Does it matter? Come over here to me. Slowly, I want to savor the sight of you. Do you see what I have? Yes pet I am going to beat you with this. I am going to make you feel my presence long after I have left you. Lay across my lap. Good girl, that's it yes, cry for me. Your tears are like diamonds, your sobs poetry written from your heart to mine. I am going to fuck you now pet, but you know that I will not let you cum, your confession to me earlier prevents your release. When you learn that you must obey all of my rules then you will be allowed to cum for me. You do not get to choose which rules are best suited you. All of them are structured so that we understand each other's wants each other's needs. Spread your legs for me. Show me the entrance to your soul. Hide nothing from me girl. Are you ready for me pet? I know you are. You can't wait for me to touch you, to fuck you. To use all of your holes and leave you feeling complete again. You are a wonderful slut! So honest, so ready to serve me. My personal whore. How lucky I am to be your Master. Yes Master I always feel you near me. I know that you desire me, but I feel my desire for you most strongly. I feel your gaze upon my flesh even when you are not in the room. I want so much to make you proud, to honor you in my words and in my deeds. I am both excited and uncomfortable knowing that you see through me, but it is a most comforting place to be. No Master I do not fear you, I love you. Master this one is proud to be a slut for you. My thoughts are only to please and bring you peace. To make each day as comfortable as possible. Your touch, your approval means more to me than any orgasm could. I relish in your touch and pray I never have to be without it. Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me and I feel shame. Mostly it is shame in admitting what I am and knowing that there is no way for me to change it. I am not ashamed though Master, never ashamed of what it is I am. I am proud to be your slut. I trust you completely. Yes Master, I have given into temptation and allowed myself release without permission from you. I am sorry Master. I know at times I lack focus Master, I will try harder. Is this satisfactory Master? I know you like it when I get the position exactly right. Please touch me Master, please I only get minimal enjoyment from touching myself. Yes Master I am reduced to the animal at your will. I need you so very badly. I am a slut, your slut Master. I love being your whore. Yes Master please fuck me. Please fuck my pussy, I want to feel you inside of me, I need to feel you inside of me. No Master it does not matter, just fuck me please! Anywhere my body is yours! Is that a flogger Master? I am ready to accept my punishment. Where would you like your slut to be? I will gladly shed tears for you Master. Thank you for correcting me Master, may I please have more Master? Yes Master please fuck this slut. Fill her with your Dominance, your love. Spare her nothing in the process, she is here to serve your desires and in doing that hers are filled as well. I am truly complete in my submission to you Master. It is I who am the lucky. It is I who am the blessed. "We reside in a realm of the unknown, of self-discovery. There is no room for one to judge who is right or wrong in this lifetime. Live life as it was meant to be, to the fullest. My love is sent to all. Truth is we are not vanilla, we fall outside what society says is 'normal,' but we are not abnormal. We just are." Comments? Suggestions? Criticism? Email: saucyrazi@wetwetwet.com Please phrase yourselves wisely...(Master is watching)