Introduction:

I find faith, lust, and hunger

After that day Ellen and I didn't see much of each other, she moved to Texas to start a new life, away from Julie and Chase. Last i heard she married a wealthy guy and had a daughter.

After she took my virginity and abandoned me I began to feel a bit lost. I don't know what to do with myself and after my first encounter I've found i have a desperate hunger for sex, which i can't satIate. (even to this day i feel my sexual jaws drool for more, even If I literally just dropped a nut.)

So In my vaIn attempt at resolvIng my overwhelming lust, I turned towards religious endeavors, but i found myself in church every Wednesday and sunday trying to shake off this painful throb between my legs.

I join groups, volunteer, and go on trips, but i can not find a resolution. At night I try to get myself off, but find that even after cuming 12 or 13 times, the only thing i accomplish is making my wrists sore.

That is until Tracy shows up to a night service one evening. I was instantly hooked on Tracy she was sexy lean and sort of reminds me of a centerfold i enjoy, with her long legs, red hair, and b cups; I like her and she knows it too.

(Tracy and i have hung out a lot since then and the more we did, the more she would tease me, often whispering into my ear about what she would say and do when we finally fucked, but she would always make up an excuse to cancel plans to meet up. Though that all changed when Tracy introduced me to Cindy, while i was unloading equipment for the church bbq.)

I am unloading several coolers from my car when Tracy comes up to the cab and knocks on the hood of the car.

“Hey sexy.” she says with a big smile. “my friend came with me tonight.”

I look around the trunk and see a short woman.
“Hello.” i say to her and reach out to shake her hand. “i'm sexy.”

She laughs and clasps my hand. Her hand is thin and cool to the touch. She blushes, averts her gaze, and nods.

“My name…” she was about to finish her introduction but Tracy interrupts.

“Her name's Cindy, let's all go get set up for the cookout.” she says walking away without helping carry anything.

“um … i'll help if you want me to?” Cindy asks watching Tracy walk away.

Cindy doesn’t seem to be able to meet my gaze. she is a heavy set spanish girl with curly hair, e cups, and maybe a 16 waist, though she was only 5’ 5”. She is wearing a bright blue tank top, red button up blouse, and blue jeans.

“sure i would love some help.” i reply.

She reaches down into my trunk and lifts out the last two coolers, as she does i get a glimpse of her succulent cleavage. My vision darkens and I’m reminded how hungry I truly am. I think she notices me observing her figure because her skin starts developing goosebumps. I set my cooler down and close the trunk and walk beside Cindy to the grills the pastor and his wife already had set up in the parking lot next to the park. Trying to not notice her chest bouncing up and down with each step. DAMN I want give those fucking tits a different reason to bounce, i think as we reach the grill where Tracy sat texting at a picnic table.

The day goes on pretty nicely hundreds of people show up and i serve them all, time kinda just slipped away, and before I knew it the day was coming to a close. Towards the end of the cook out there wasn’t many people left in the park and Tracy must have felt it was time to start teasing me.

“You sure know how to heat some meat.” she jokes, grips my arm and pulls me over to the table.

“I’ve been thinking why don't we go dancing friday night?” Tracy asks. “maybe we will have time to fuck after.”

“You would like that right?”

Cindy looks me in the eye finally, but quickly turns away. Cindy‘s face turns bright red, and she shifts in her seat.

“uh um … y … yeah.” I stammer. Talking about this in front of a stranger is embarrassing.

“good i'm gonna go use the restroom, yall better start packing up.” At that she stood and walks away.

I pack up with Cindy, and we haul it all to my car.

“You know she isn't going to fuck you… she gets off on teasing.” Cindy says as i open the passenger seat to let her drop in a box of condiments.

“What do you mean?” I ask.

“She’s self absorbed.” she responds. “thinks she is too good for you, plus she has a bunch of men chasing after her.”

“but we talk about sex all the time.” i respond.

“yeah talk … she ever kiss you?” Cindy asks.

“No” I admit.

“she won't either.” Cindy says, shocking me.

“Well you need to start looking some where else for a girlfriend.” Cindy says closing the door.

After what Cindy said, i went in search for Tracy. I found her sitting with her jeep door open, her legs wide open, shirt barely covering anything and texting away on her phone. I walked up to her and she ushering myself between her legs. She squirms away startled at first then relaxes. She looks up at me and i go in for a kiss, the first physical interaction i would have had since Ellen months ago, she slaps and kicks me away, and i fall on the ground.

She tells me i was idiot if i thought she was interested in me, and how i was just someone to mind fuck. I was feeling thoroughly confused, embarrassed, and used. that compounded with the fact that we were in the middle of a crowded parking lot of fellow church goers i felt sick. I got up turned to see Cindy pale faced along with several other members of the church staring. I walked quickly to my car and drove off.

On the way home i'll admit i cried, i was still so naive to what she was doing i was still mostly pure after that one time with ellen, i thought she genuinely desired me. I didn't think she was just playing a game with my feelings.

Once i was home i dried my tears, swore to never let a woman lead me on again, and decided to leave the empty coolers in the truck and just take in the box of condiments. After locking the car and entering my house i notice a small note in the box, it had Cindy’s name on it in green ink. It read.

Hey
I know what im about to tell you may hurt your feelings but what Tracy is doing to you is wrong and i want to make it right.
Call me at xxx-xxx-xxxx
I'll make it up to you.

As i read the words “i'll make it up to you,” my dick pained. I began thinking this might be another trick, but then i dial the phone number and she greets with a quiet. “hello?”

“hey it's me.” i respond a little nervous, talking to someone over the phone always seems a little impersonal to me.

“hey, i'm so sorry about what Tracy did to you.” she says. Her voice sounds truthful, so i wait for her to continue. “she can be a real bitch, even to me.”

“how so?” i ask curious about the last comment.

“well you’ve seen me.” she says.

“uh... yeah and?” i ask not sure what she means.

“i’m short, fat, and ugly.” she retorts dryly.

“what!?” I say feeling this came out of nowhere.

“that's what Tracy always says.” she answers.

“you look damn sexy to me” i say honestly.

“well if you think so why don't you come over and have some drinks with me?” She asks. Damn my cock is killing me listening to her voice.

“sure text me your adress and i'll be right over.” She seems pretty happy about that and hangs up. In less than a second i receive her text and waste no time punching it into my phone’s gps app.

(In twenty minutes and a few missed turns later i was at her house, it was well past sunset and very dark. As i drove up the driveway the only light came from a front window.)

It is a truly amazing house, it has two stories, a well manicured lawn and a three car garage. Her front door is almost invisible in the darkness and with each step i take toward her door, my dick throbs begging for release. I knock on the door and she immediately answers completely nude. Her body wet from a shower, her curly bush dripped beads of water, her areolas are large purplish and rock hard. My cock was screaming with need. She pulls me in by my collar and slams the door.

“um…” was ill i could muster, before she locks the door, shoves me against the wall and locks lips with me. GOD it has been so long! i think melting into her mouth. She begins to half unbutton half tear each button off of my shirt. After that she pulls apart my belt buckle and lets it hang free. She then unbuttons my pants letting them drop to the floor. She moans happily in my mouth as she grips my cock but then stops… looks down and smiles toothily.

“holy shit, Tracy is a stupid bitch!” she exclaims dropping to her knees and grips my dick with two hands and gives it a few good strokes. “your dick is huge!”

Her lamination of my member made me laugh.

“seriously i can barely fit my hand around this monster.” she laughs trying to wrap them around my girth, her hands indeed feel small on my dick, and having them squeeze and pull my shaft is almost too much to bear; which cause my hips to start involuntarily thrusting against her strokes.

She looks up at me still smiling and then raises herself up off the floor, which severally agitates my cock as it is “FUCKING READY” for some relief. She instead leads me up a spiral staircase into her room and gestures for me to lay on the bed “give me one moment to dry off and i'll be back” she says walking into the bathroom.

She walks back into the bedroom with her her hair tied smartly in a bun, lays out a few condoms and a bottle of astroglide on the headboard, and crawls into bed.

She begins with kisses on my feet, sending spasms through my body, and then my knees which cause my toes to curl tightly. As she climbs me her huge tits would graze my legs, every few seconds i can feel her rock hard nipples cut across my knees. She stretches her arms out to rub my chest, and began to nibble at my thighs teasing me further.

It is taking a lot of restraint to not to grab her head and force my cock into her mouth, but she seems to enjoy how my dick jumps forward off my belly with each of her excruciatingly sweet kisses; so i suffer through.

She startles me when she kisses my thigh and then, out of the blue, sucks hard on my balls. i feel like the pure lust and hunger i felt for so long manifested itself into one pleasure filled moan. The pain that is building in my balls starts to ebb a little, but once she licks me from my balls to the tip of my dick I was ready to cum. Sadly she notices and backs off.

“Are you wanting to cum so soon?” she says with a touch of fain disappointment in her voice.

“i'm not ready for you to cum, you need to calm down.” she say. Gently rubs and slaps my dick against her cheeks; leaving faint trails of precum on them.

I growl in return, prompting her to giggle and then bite down on the side of my hip, which causing me to moan, and curl my toes even tighter.

“You have such sexy moans.” she says as her tongue begins to teasingly flick at my balls. I’m not sure what to say to that, my cheeks start to warm, so I remain silent.

Her exploration of my balls leads her to the side of my sack and thigh, where she discovers that it is in fact the most sensitive area of my entire body. As soon as her breath hit my skin I am reveling in the pleasure. shockwaves from her flailing tongue against the sensitive flesh made me scream, and i did until i was out of breath, but still she continued pressing her tongue and lips deeper into me.

At this assault I begin bucking wildly, causing her to push herself harder against me, as she starts to her shake head violently while sucking hard on my skin. My whole body is shaking, i'm struggling to breath, and i feel like i'm gonna rip out chunks out of the mattress; do to my grip.

Then without warning she releases me and swallows down half my dick in a single bound.
I feel myself reaching the peak , so i instinctively grab a fist full of her hair and shove more of my dick into her mouth. She gags several times but allows me to continue my fervent thrusting.

She then creates an even harder suction with her mouth and I release her head. She pulls off of my cock with a *pop*

“enjoy that sexy?” she asks. Slowly stroking my cock.

I nod trying to catch my breath.

“been a long time huh.” she laughs.

“yeah months… I've only had sex once before”

“WHAT!” she exclaims. “you must be lying.”

“no seriously this is my second time.”

“Wow with a cock like this i figured you would be fucking women left and right.” she says.

“I never really had the urge until i lost my virginity.”

“hmmm.” she squints her eyes and cocks her head to the side. “ show me what you can do.”

My cock is pounding the pain from falling down that peak is almost to much to bear, but i hide my despair and raise up into a kneeling position.

“mmm good.” she says laying down next to me, she spreads her legs wide and starts rubbing her clit.

I crawl on top of her, kissing her passionately on the neck. I slowly work my way down, kissing and sucking all the while, and enjoy her escaping whimpers when i nibble on her nipples. I bite into her ribs and she cries out and starts rubbing her clit furiously.

“hold up now.” i laugh. “wasn't i suppose to get you off?”

“yes.” she groaned as i pulled her hand away from her clit causing her to make a pouty face.

I smile and lower myself down til im level with her vagina, and toss her legs up on my shoulders, and squeeze her ass with my hands. I don’t start licking her clit right away, i decide to explore a bit kissing the sides and rubbing my face into her soft curls. Once i was ready to do the deed i stuck out my tongue at the base of her entrance and slowly but surely penetrated as far as i could.

Once i was inside her i pressed my tongue against the upper wall and trailed up and out.
As soon as i did, her legs tightened around my shoulders, and she lets out a groan. I follow the crease until i reach the base of her little limabean, i give it quick, but firm, flick from my tongue causing her to cry out again. (I'm loving the control.) I then suck her clit and pull off of it with a *pop*; like she had done to me earlier.

I continue this action for a few moments more before i decide to change tactics, I swirl myself around her clit for three or four rotations then lick firmly from side to side. God she is loving it, she keeps squirming under me, but once she grabs onto my head with both hands and pulls me closer i figure it's time to stop playing.

I stick my tongue out as far as I can and place her clit as far back on it as possible and quickly run it down to the tip of my tongue flick it and then I pull away. All this only to replace it a millisecond later … and of course repeat. In less than a minute, i feel her pussy spasm against my chin, she starts to scream in pleasure. My unrelenting tongue working away at her clit, until that is she stops me and pulls me up to her and shoves her tongue into my mouth for a quick battle.

While we are still kissing she wraps her legs around my waist and pull it towards her. Angling my rock hard directly into her. I groan to the feel of warm wet hole she was burying me in, and because remaining silent would be a disrespectful notion to how fucking fantastic she felt on the inside.

“oh god... thats deep.” she moans.

“i'm not all the way in yet.” I say with a grin.

“what… AHH!” she moans, as i slam in the last two inches, and grind my balls against her tant.

“Holy shit ugh." She grunts and pushes at my stomach forcing me out of her.

“sorry… you okay,” i ask realizing i made a mistake going that far in.

“Ow.” she replies. “yeah just don't go all the way in until i get use to it okay.”

“okay, sorry.” i say, backing out a little further.

I raise up, reposition my knees, and began to slowly piston myself into her at various angles to find a sweet spot.

It doesnt take long before she is writhing under me, so i find a good rythm and "stick it to her." She begins crying out with each and every thrust, her pussy overflows with more and more liquid, all while her insides clamp down on my cock.

“fuck me, FUCK ME!” she screams, grabbing my neck and the pulls me into a furvent kiss.

Her legs grip my waist and she pulls my dick into her deeper and deeper every time, greedily devouring my last few inches. I i feel myself reaching the edge of the metiforical cum cliff. As our body produces squealching meat slapping noises, and thats when she turns to stone under me. At first she doesn’t do anything, i continue trying to forcing my way between her vice. i’m so close to release a gust of wind could tip me over the edge, but i cant get a good thrust in. Then she just loses her shit.

“AHHHHH!” she screams, claws deeply into my back, and i stop dead gritting my teeth in pain, and she grinds into me a few more times. Then says something that would make me feel used and leave me feeling unsatisfied for several months.

"That was amazing… get off me.”

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