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Lauren and Justin {tim4or5} (MF cheat cons) part 25 of the Paying Attention series This story contains sexually explicit material.
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Brandon Brandon waited until the third time we had to work late before he asked if I wanted to have sex. Not in those words. I said oh. He said he liked working with me and found me attractive. He just thought he would ask, in case I was interested. He hoped I wasn't offended. I waited another moment, then said yes I was. Interested. And I would like to. So he leaned over and kissed me. After a few minutes I asked if it was safe? He said yes. The janitor had already been through. No one else would show up until morning. It was a large open area with a dozen or more desks and locked offices around two sides. So I let him keep going. I was a technical writer, and he had been explaining his work to me. It was the only time he had available. The swivel chairs were awkward, so I stood up when he did. He put his arms around me and held me. I put my arms around his neck and felt his body pressing against mine. After another several minutes I asked when? He said now. I asked where? He said here. I said um. He cleared off the desk. When he tried to lift me onto it I said no, and started loosening his tie. I took it off and unbuttoned his shirt. He said um. I said we had sex naked or we didn't have sex.
When I got my breath back and while still lying under him on the desk, I asked why he was in such good shape? It was more than just body sculpting at the gym. He told me he was on the swim team in college. I said ah, that explained it. Did he have to shave his body hair? He said no, he didn't really have that much. Just enough that he didn't have to have shave the pubic hair that poked out the top of his trunks. I said just barely. He said yeah, but it wasn't something guys generally talked about. He said my bikini bottom seemed to have been high enough in front to cover mine. I said yeah. He could tell from my tan lines. I did have thick pubic hair and didn't worry about a few strays. I said this had been fun, but if he wanted to try it again, he'd have to get a room. Could he let me up?
I reached over and ran my fingers along his penis. I liked the texture, and the way the head poked out when it was erect. I was tempted to taste it but realized I was getting distracted. It pulled my sweater over my head, took off my bra and panties, and slid back down so my head was on the pillow. He got into bed next to me and ran his ran hand from my cheek, over my breast, down my belly, and along my thigh. He slid the back of his hand up the inside of my thigh and his finger into me. Then he leaned over and kissed me. I ran my tongue along his lower lip and nibbled it. He moved his finger up to my clitoris. Oh god. This time I wasn't going to be able to hold out. I thrust against him as he digitized me. Yes. Oh yes. Play magic fingers! I wanted him inside me, but he slid down and sucked on my breast. His fingers kept going. Not like they had. I didn't know what I wanted, but I didn't want it to stop. Finally he paused to put on a condom and moved into me. I whimpered. He had me where he wanted me. Or I had him. Eventually something happened and it was over. I remember liking it. Always be careful with a loaded condom.
While I was distracted, the Green Lady appeared to me. She was dressed in random green shadows that waved like leaves. She said even though I wasn't aware of her now, I would remember this later. Sort of like a dream, except backwards. She said that in cities people talked about creating open space. Here in the Great Eastern Forests in was more about preserving closed space. The forest had been cleared for farmland in colonial times and had not yet fully recovered. Now it was threatened again. It takes a long time to put a tree back once it's been turned into a parking lot. If we kept going the way we were, there wouldn't be enough of the ecosystem left to re establish itself no matter how patient we and our children were. The town should refuse the permit to build a golf course. It already had three housing developments. It didn't need to cut down more trees just so a few rich idiots could wander around on manicured lawns. I said I knew that. She said it was time to do something. I drifted, enjoying what Jacob was doing to my body. Holding on to his. Exploring his lips and tongue. Pushing my clitoris against his pubic bone. When I decided it was time, I let myself get excited again. He picked up the pace a little. A positive feedback loop is by its nature unstable. I tried to control this one, slow its growth for a few moments, give the tension time to build. Failure is a glorious thing. It swept me away. I wanted to make him come. I pushed against him harder as I panted out my orgasm, heard him gasp, and felt his cum flowing out into me. A minute later, with his penis still deep inside, I asked him if he wanted to stop using condoms? I didn't mind but men didn't seem to like them. I felt him twitch out another couple drops. He said yes. I said good. He needed to get tested first and give me a copy of the results. He said um. I said just go to a clinic or doctor, say you want to get tested, and ask for a copy of the results. He said okay, so after another minute I got up and gave him a list of STDs to check for. He looked at it. He said there seemed to be a lot. I said yeah, there were. I turned away, and he watched me from the bed as I got dressed and gathered up my things. I returned the underwear that I had taken last week. He said he had forgotten mine. He would bring it next time. He got up to kiss me before I left, and I heard him lock the door after it closed behind me. Three weeks later he handed me his test results. Everything I had asked him to check for was there. Doctors always said they had to check again in six months, which was stupid. The results would always be six months out of date. As long as his wife was healthy and he used protection with others, I was okay. We were standing just inside the locked door. I undid his pants and let them drop to the floor. I knelt down in from of him. I griped both sides of his boxers and pulled them down to his ankles. I said he looked healthy enough. I put my hand around his penis, inspected it more closely, and put it in my mouth. I said he didn't taste bad either. Um. Smooth and dry, with a hint of plum. I walked over to the bed, shedding clothes as I went, and got in. He joined me a few seconds later. I kissed him, and spread my legs when he reached down. After a couple minutes I pulled him on top and and guided him in. I didn't think he could wait very long. I came after a couple more. He was holding out pretty well. I answered his thrusts, and before too long he grunted and filled me with cum. I could keep it inside me this time. Just the thought made me excited, and I managed to come again before he lost his erection. He stayed inside me soft, and I rubbed his shoulders and back. I kissed his neck. He moved his head and kissed me for a while. Um again. When I felt something stirring, I whispered fuck me again. He pushed against me. I squirmed around a bit. Before long I felt his penis swelling inside me, getting bigger, and bigger. I don't know why I was surprised every time. Maybe I shrank some while I waited and it only seemed bigger. Now he could pull out and push back in. So he did. Repeatedly. This time I waited. Then I started having orgasms. Since he was excited, but not able to come again yet, I took advantage. I tried to pace myself, but I didn't try to keep track of how many I was having. It was kind of hard to tell where one ended and the next one began anyway. This was one of the reasons for freestyle sex. At some point I felt his breathing change, and he shot another load into me. Once again, um. I was convinced I could taste him with my vagina. Afterward, when I was getting dressed, I put on his underwear. Maybe I would wear it to work. Maybe I could control him with it. There was a story in the Bible about Jeremiah wearing a new linen undergarment and then burying it by the Euphrates as some kind of ritual. It was something to think about.
I was good at my job, in spite of the distractions. The people I worked with knew and appreciated it. The main problem was the expert vs the naive user. Some software was aimed at one or the other. Much of it had to meet the needs of both. I couldn't write for just one or the other, and if I tried to find a balance between them I would frustrate both. I had to meet the needs of someone who just wanted to use the basic features without a lot of study, and someone who wanted to find a particular detail quickly about something he needed to do. It sounds impossible, but it isn't that hard if the software is well designed. But a lot of software is crap. Anyone who has used a computer either knows this or thinks he's stupid. All I could do was point out the most obvious flaws and hope someone cared. Justin did, and he made changes when the analysts let him.
Sometimes I get a little carried away. What can I say? I was excited. I can't guarantee it won't happen again. We still had a few minutes, so I complained to Justin about my troubles at work. I had been passed over for promotion. No one said so directly, but they had found out I was having sex with my co workers and decided it was unprofessional. I think they just used it as an excuse not to give me a raise. It wouldn't have been that much, but it meant Robert and I would have to wait longer to start a family. I'd be over thirty and more likely to have trouble getting pregnant. I'd be older while my children were growing up and living their lives. Finding another job might help, or it might not. He said no one had said anything to him about it. I said he was a software engineer. They didn't want to risk offending him. I was a tech writer. Companies didn't care about documentation. Besides, he was a man. He said ah. Then he said there might be a way.
I had heard about him and Amber swimming together naked. Either it wasn't as hard to see across the lake as people said, or Rebecca had used binoculars. She wasn't trying to make trouble. I had been keeping track of Robert's activity. I knew about Amber. I asked Rebecca if she had seen anything, and she told me. Maybe Amber had a little fairy blood. Maybe I absorbed some of her essence from Robert. I often imagined myself to be other people, especially during sex. I didn't need to imagine my partner to be someone else. But it was stronger this time. I had no idea what Amber was like in bed. Or at least I shouldn't have had. But now I seemed to. And I was grateful to her for sharing what she and Robert had together. I hoped she knew, I hoped that she could somehow pick up on what was happening. I wanted the whole world to know I was about to come, and did my best to let them know when I did. Robert certainly did. He filled me with all the cum he could, just as I had asked. That was the night I got pregnant. On the first try. Living in the forest and having so many farmers and gardeners around, people interacted with and were aware of plant life. They knew something was happening. We began to hear stories of the Green Lady. She had appeared to people and talked about the need for sustainable practices and respect for the green growing things we all depended on. Development was not bad. Clear cutting and fragmentation was. There needed to be limits to our greed if we were going to survive. We all knew this. It was why we lived where we did. We just didn't think about it often enough. I had talked to some people about the golf course proposal. I gave Robert couple days to build up his jing before we tried again. I was past my most fertile stage, but it wouldn't hurt to try. Afterward, he told me he might try writing a romance novel. I said good. He should try new things. I thought they were stupid. He said yeah, it seemed to be part of the genre. But it might be better than thinking up characters just so he could kill them off. I said there was that. He just shouldn't expect me to read it. He said he wouldn't and thanked me for being honest. It might help if I could tell him more specifically what I didn't like about them. I said the women were basket cases who wanted a man to fix their problems, and the men were idiots to try. What they needed was some backbone and a little self awareness. He said ah. He would try to give his female hero a little more self respect than usual. He didn't know how much bending the genre could tolerate. I said hm, and wondered why I kept him around. Then I remembered.
Two months later, after we'd had sex, I told him about not getting the promotion. He said he would like to help, but he didn't want anyone to think he was involved with me. He was sorry. I said they already knew. He said they hadn't talked to him about it. Things had worked out to his advantage, and he didn't want to take a chance of his wife finding out about us. He hoped I wouldn't rock the boat. I told him I was pregnant with his child. He just lay there looking at me. Then he asked how I knew? I said he was the one I was with at the right time. He said he thought I was using birth control. I told him he could have asked. He could watch me pee on a stick if he wanted to. He said as long as I offered. So I let him pick a test stick out of the box, he followed me into the bathroom, and I showed him the result. I went back and sat cross legged on the bed. He paced a bit. He said the child would be my husband's, regardless of who the real father was. I said Robert and I only pretended to be married. No one had asked us directly if we were, and we hadn't said. We were really just living together so we wouldn't have to pay the extra taxes. He paced a bit more. Then he faced me and asked what I wanted? I said my promotion. I didn't get it because I was sleeping with him. I wanted him to insist on working with me. The company should listen to him. It didn't matter that much to them. They just screwed me over because they could. He said fine, he would. I said I hoped he was persuasive. I wouldn't know what he said, only the result. We glared at each other.
That night the Green Lady appeared to me as Dragonfly Girl. She was four inches tall, thin and hairless, with four narrow wings and a blue bathing suit. I said I didn't know she could do that. She said yeah, she liked this form. It had good memories. She thanked me for going to the town meeting and voting against the golf course. It had been defeated. She said that since she had started taking a more active role, many communities across the state and around the world were listening and trying to help. I asked if it was going to be enough? She looked at me. I couldn't read her expression, which was probably a good thing. She said no. It was far far too little and much too late. We had been warned. Shakespeare said that the sun shining through the coal smoke looked like the moon. The prophet had told us to simplify. But no one listens to prophets. I asked if we were doomed? She said no, the earth would survive. Civilization might survive, in some form. I asked how long we had? She said it was already beginning. We should seek higher ground. I told Brandon I was pregnant with his child. He said that was wonderful. What could he do? I said I could use some help with my promotion. He said he would do everything he could. I asked Jacob for help with my promotion. He said he didn't want his wife to divorce him and take all his stuff. I told him I was pregnant with his child. He said he would do what he could. I told Justin it had worked. Everyone had agreed to help and I had gotten my promotion. He said he was glad. Had Robert and I picked out a name yet? I said we were still thinking about it. What did he think of Justin? He said um. Robert agreed to stay home and take care of the baby. Maybe until he started school, maybe only until he was ready for daycare or pre school. Maybe not during tax season, so he could keep his job. We'd work it out somehow. Everyone wanted to keep having sex. Except Jacob. He was afraid of me. Tyler and I still got along better than a lot of married couples. I wasn't one hundred per cent sure Robert was the father. I might not have gotten pregnant exactly when I thought I did, and diaphragms had been known to leak. I didn't say anything to anyone. I let them think what they wanted to think, whatever that was. I didn't tell Robert what I had done, and he didn't ask. He never found out who my other lovers were. Still, everyone seemed more or less pleased with the way things had turned out, and content to let them keep going the way they were. We were one big decentralized family. And I still had Jacob's underwear. Maybe he would decide I was less dangerous than he thought.
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