The
Wonders of Hypnosis
Copyright 2000 by Jennifer Doalfer
Preface:
I would like to point out that this story is written especially
for publication. I have included actions which I honestly don't
care much for myself, but which I have understood that my readers
like to read. If you are one of my readers who likes the intimacy
of my stories and the feeling that you get to know me through my
stories, then please don't take the content of this story as an
indication of my true feelings.
The Wonders of Hypnosis
I am sorry to say that many years ago I was a smoker. I know
that
doesn't go very well with being a medical student, as I was at the
time, but the studying was hard and I needed the cigarettes to
relax. When I graduated I decided to stop, but I couldn't.
I was
getting rather desperate. I thought I had a fairly good
character, and I had always been sure I could stop anytime.
So when one of my good friends suggested I should try hypnosis, I
was willing to try, even though I had always been a strongly
skeptical. My friend Brian, however, insisted that this guy
who
was Egyptian, was fantastic and that he had got one of his friends
off 60 cigarettes a day. As I was under 20 a day, but still
feeling that was a burden, I thought that, maybe, this guy might
actually be able do something for me. So I booked a time to go and
see him, and one afternoon a couple of weeks later, I went along.
I was received by a beautiful girl who was obviously also
Egyptian.
"Please come in. Sit down and relax," she said.
I looked around. Even though this was in a completely normal flat
in one of the better parts of Copenhagen, everything inside was
Egyptian, even down to the smell of incense. I was in a large
room divided by a thick curtain, almost like a carpet, the way I
imagine the Bedouins have the interior of their tents separated.
"My father is still busy with his last client, but he should be
out in a short time. You can't always tell how long these sessions
are going to last," she added apologetically.
I smiled back. I just hoped that I wasn't going to change my
mind
in the meantime. Fortunately I didn't have to wait long. I
never
saw the previous client, as that person was ushered out behind
another curtain, which covered the way to the door. I could
hear
a muffled conversation, apparently between the girl and her father
before he came out to greet me. He was a rather small man.
Not
ugly, not particularly old, but in some way strangely mysterious.
The first thing I really noticed about him was his eyes, which
were large, round, and almost black. I already found them
mesmerizing, thinking about what it would be like staring into the
eyes of a snake. But I didn't feel uncomfortable. I
guess I
would have been disappointed if he had been a completely normal-
looking man. He certainly fitted the part of a hypnotist.
"Hello to you then," he said in the same broken Danish I had heard
before.
He held the curtain to the side so I could step through the
opening. He kept it open, indicating with his head that his
daughter should leave. I got the impression she didn't want
to,
but that she was frightened to disobey him. She quickly slipped
out and I heard the main door close and the lock click.
I felt slightly worried, but he smiled a very warm and reassuring
smile.
"Please sit there in the large chair," he said, as he indicated a
large, very cozy looking chair, a mixture between a chair and a
bed. It looked very Egyptian as well. I could imagine a slim
Egyptian goddess resting on it smoking a long thin black
cigarette. The thought of the cigarette reminded me of why
I was
there.
I almost had to climb into the chair, but once I sat down I could
understand why he was using furniture like that. It was extremely
comfortable, and I had no problem finding a relaxing position.
He
didn't speak for a while.
"Have you ever tried hypnosis before?" he wanted to know.
"No," I replied
"Do you believe in the possibilities of hypnosis?" It was asked
very neutrally, but I wanted to be careful about answering it.
"I admit I am skeptical, but on the other hand if I didn't believe
in its possibilities I wouldn't be here now."
"True enough," he said with a friendly smile. "It is common that
people need to have experienced the effects of it before they
fully believe in it, but as long as you are receptive it shouldn't
be a problem being skeptical."
"Okay then," he said, and started out in way I hadn't anticipated.
I had expected a pendulum, or him staring into my eyes and telling
me to go to sleep. Instead, he asked me to imagine arriving at a
tropical beach, leaving my single-seater outrigger, and walking
across the fine and soft sand into a narrow jungle path taking me
up a mountain. As I walked along he described the feeling of the
sand, the colour of the flowers and the sounds. Soon I really
felt as if I was walking in the jungle, up the path and finding
a
small temple. Inside was a hot spring that flowed into a pool.
He
told me to get undressed and immerse myself in the pool, relax and
leave all my worries and stress from the civilized world behind
me.
"You are now in a totally relaxed position," he told me, and I
could only agree. I really was. You almost feel weightless
in
the water and the minerals in the water make you dozy and sleepy.
Rest your head against the edge of the pool and fall into a light
sleep where you will be very receptive to all I am going to tell
you."
He told me to go to a journey inside myself. He took me back
to a
room inside myself, where I could sit in an elevated position and
look down on myself and my inner feelings. His voice had changed
into a soft, persuasive, persistent droning, which made we want
to
sleep.
He showed me how I had a pool of desires, of food, comfort, sex,
sleep, and smoking.
"You have the same total pool of desires. What we need you
to do
is convert some of the unwanted desires into a stronger feeling
for some of the other desires, so that there is no more room in
the pool for the unwanted ones. The strongest desire, and
the one
easiest to convert to without either sleeping or eating too much,
is sex. I want you to concentrate on your desire for sex.
Think
back to some of the best sex you have had,"
He paused while I easily found one of my most recent experiences,
which had, indeed, been very good.
"Now think of some unfulfilled desire and get deep into dreaming,
or imagining a way where that could happen."
That was much harder, but I had recently been at a swimming pool
where I had noticed two guys staring at me. Later I had imagined
what it would be like if I had met them in the changing room
afterwards. In my dream the two guys actually walked into my
temple in the jungle, undressed, and joined me in the pool.
It
wasn't long before I was imagining us having sex there in the
water.
I guess he must have been observing my rate of breathing, because
as I was getting quite excited from my dream, he interrupted me
with his soft voice, "I want you to concentrate on the feelings
you have now. Next time you think that you need a cigarette, you
will be experiencing this feeling and emotion instead. You
will
feel that if you take the cigarette, you won't be able to feel
like this again. That it is the choice between feeling the
pleasure of the cigarette or the pleasure of sex. Do you
understand that?"
I nodded and said yes, even though I didn't fully understand it.
I
understood his command and I was concentrating on being able to
carry it out, but I didn't really understand or believe that I
could feel like that, just from wanting a cigarette.
"It is very important that in the following weeks, you have a lot
of strong sexual activity. You need to make your mind understand
that the desire for cigarettes can be overcome with your desire
for, and the pleasures of sex. Do you have a regular partner
in
your life right now?"
"No, I haven't had a steady boyfriend for some time now, and I
haven't had sex for more than a month." I hadn't really intended
to say that, but I felt I had no secrets I couldn't tell him.
"As your desire for cigarettes gets converted into desires for
sex, it is very important that you fulfill those desires, so that
your subconscious will accept the switch. I will now give
you
some further instructions. These will be stored in your
subconscious mind, and when you wake from your present state, you
will not remember any of them, but you will obey the instructions
carefully. Do you understand that?"
"Yes," I understood that, and was willing to accept it.
"When you hear somebody offering you a cigarette you will decline,
but if the same person says the words, 'take the whole pack', in
any connection, this will be a trigger sentence meant for you.
From that point on you will lose any inhibitions. You will
accept
any offers or suggestions being put to you. You will feel
a
strong urge to exhibit yourself and you will take off your clothes
if asked. You will be in a state where you will accept any
advances or sexual suggestions made to you."
"The next trigger sentence you must remember is, 'I can see you
don't need that'. When you hear that you will feel very strong
sexual desires. Your breasts will be very receptive to touch,
and
you will feel a burning desire to have somebody touch, fondle or
kiss them. You will feel a strong desire to touch yourself between
the legs or have somebody do it to you. You will become very
wet
and feel you must have sex right then and there. You will
not
care where, or with whom, but you must have an orgasm as soon as
possible. The sex will feel very, very good to you, and in
this
state you will have very strong orgasms. You will only be
able to
think about sex and of getting as much as possible. You will
feel
no inhibitions as all."
"The last trigger sentence you must remember is, 'stub it out'.
This will bring you to a state where you will slowly return to
your normal self. You will stop feeling sexually aroused,
but you
will feel pleasantly satisfied. You will get dressed and assume
the activity and conversation you were engaged in when you heard
the first trigger sentence. After that you will forget all
that
happened, but you will have a strong feeling, that the rejection
of the cigarette, has given you fulfillment of a different, and
much stronger desire. You will know that it was this rejection
which made you feel so good."
"Notice that when you wake up you will not remember that you have
been given these instructions, but you will, all the time, be
listening for the trigger sentences, and react to them when you
hear them. Do you understand that?"
"I do." I certainly did. I had no idea where this would
lead,
but the instructions were very clear and I had a strong feeling
of
a need to comply. I was certainly going to do this if I should
hear those sentences. I didn't know what situations it might
bring me into, but I appreciated the theory of converting desires,
and if this was what it took, and if I could have some good sex
at
the same time, then that was fine with me.
He now guided me back from the pool. Feeling the cool breeze
and
hearing the sound of the birds. Dressing and walking to the
beach, getting into the outrigger and leaving the shore.
I
opened my eyes. I was surprised I had closed them. I
wasn't even
aware of closing them. I was strangely unaware of how much
time
had passed. I felt I was oddly short of breath, but otherwise
I
felt fine. I thought back to the journey through the jungle,
and
remembered everything clearly. I understood the need for the
replacing of desires, and the sense in using sex, one of my
strongest desires, as that replacement. I was surprised, however,
at remembering him telling me about the trigger sentences.
I
remember hearing him saying that I wasn't supposed to remember
those instructions. I did remember, but I felt a bit
disappointed. Maybe the rest of it wouldn't work either then.
"How are you feeling now?" he asked me.
"Fine, very relaxed," I lied. I felt a bit confused, but I
didn't
want to tell him. I didn't want to let him know that I doubted
him. Also I found the instructions a bit embarrassing now,
and it
would perhaps be better just to forget about the whole thing.
"How would you like a cigarette now then," he asked as be brought
out a pack and offered me one.
"No thanks," I said with a smile, knowing he was testing me.
I
was very much aware of being in the process of converting the
desire. I found myself thinking about the last time I had
had
sex, and the pleasure I had experienced. No way was I going
to
give that up for a cigarette. I felt quite pleased with myself
for making it work. Maybe there was something in it after all.
"You can take the whole pack," he said as he closed it and offered
it to me.
I shook my head as I realized that that was the trigger sentence
I
was supposed to look out for, but not know about. I knew he
was
still just testing me, but I was surprised to find that I was
feeling very grateful that he was giving me this opportunity and
helping me. Actually, I would probably do anything he asked
me; I
was just waiting for instructions.
"I want you to unbutton your shirt," he said quietly.
I could see nothing wrong in that. We were, after all, just
testing if the hypnosis worked. I wanted to let him think
that it
did. Actually, I quite liked the idea of letting him see my
breasts. When I consciously accepted to obey him, I was surprised
to find that my hand had already undone half the buttons.
As
usual I wore no bra. I unbuttoned the shirt all the way down,
and
had to pull it out of my trousers to get the bottom ones undone.
When they were all undone, I looked over at him. His eyes
met
mine. They were soft and not unpleasant at all. Even
though he
had not asked me to I wanted to pull the shirt open to let him see
my breasts. As a matter of fact, I felt a strong desire to
do so.
I looked down my front as I opened the shirt, completely baring
my
breasts to him. I could see the cooler air was making the
nipples
react. I didn't know what to do, but if he had come and touched
them, I would happily have let him do so. Actually, he could
do
anything to me he wanted. I felt really grateful towards him.
"Take it off completely," he said, and of course I did that.
I
felt like I was lying in the pool. It was so comfortable.
He looked at the pack of cigarettes still in his hand and said, "I
can see you don't need these."
I didn't even get time to reflect on the fact that this was the
second trigger sentence. I don't know if it was the hypnosis
working, or whether it was my exhibitionistic tendencies but just
those words made me know that this was more that just proving that
the commands worked. I looked down at myself and noticed my
nipples had become very erect. I wanted to touch them, but
I felt
just a slight pang of embarrassment from doing so while he was
staring at me. That didn't last long. I didn't really care.
He
was my mentor. I was in a process of converting my desires,
and
why shouldn't he be allowed to watch that? I looked up and
saw
his eyes resting on my breasts. I felt myself go wet.
I was
wriggling a bit in the seat, trying to get my panties to rub
against my pussy, which felt on fire. My fingers found my
nipples
and started to rub them the way I love. I leant my head back
against the pillow and arched my back so my breasts stood out more
prominently.
"Now lift up your skirt and remove you panties," he said, in the
same soft voice.
Oh, that was just exactly what I was burning to do. I wanted
to
show him the effect his words were having on me. What a good
patient I was, that I was obeying his commands, and that I was
converting my pleasures. I pulled the skirt all the way up
over
my hips and quickly removed my panties. I pulled up my legs
and
spread them as much as I could. I gripped the insides of my
thighs, pulling them apart, offering him a perfect view of my
pussy, which I keep nicely trimmed, and leaving the lips
completely bare.
"I want you to bring yourself to an orgasm, and I want you to
think about the pleasures you are feeling, that you are only
feeling them because you rejected the cigarette," he said, in his
soft persuasive voice.
Of course I knew that. This was only part of the therapy,
but it
felt so good. I really wanted to keep rejecting cigarettes
so I
could continue feeling like this. My hands slipped down to
my
pussy. I spread the lips, feeling so randy. If he had
wanted to
make love to me now I would have let him do it, no problem.
As it
was, he didn't make any move, so I just plunged two fingers inside
me, rubbing them in and out, trying the best I could to mimic the
movements of the dick I really was dreaming of having inside me.
Meanwhile the fingers of my other hand had found my clitoris.
It
was just so sensitive that it only took a few careful strokes
before I started losing it. I lost contact with reality, or
whatever you could call my present state, and just concentrated
on
my feelings. I think I was shaking my head from side to side
and
crying out, as the work of my fingers sped up.
When the first waves of the orgasm hit me, I bucked as my stomach
muscles contracted. I happened to look at my mentor who was
staring at me. I could see drops of sweat rolling down his
forehead. I felt happy that this was having an effect on him,
that it wasn't purely clinical. He saw me watching him, and
he
smiled an approving smile and nodded for me to go on. Not
that I
could have stopped even if I wanted to. Apart from the exquisite
pleasure I found from my fingers, there was also the added
excitement of actually doing this in front of a guy. This
was one
of my great exhibitionistic dreams coming true. I stared into
his
eyes all the way though the orgasm. I didn't want it to stop,
so
I kept up the movements past the point where I normally felt it
too much to go on, and was rewarded with the immediate knowledge
that the next orgasm was about to hit me. Looking into his
eyes I
kept telling myself, as he had instructed, that this was the
result of converting my desire for the cigarettes. As I collapsed
in the spasms of the next gigantic orgasm, I could only think
about how grateful I felt for this opportunity to drop smoking
cigarettes in this way.
I felt completely spent. This had been such a strong sensation.
I was out of breath, I was sweaty and would have been happy if I
could just go to sleep, right there like that, in his presence.
He stood up, and as he put a hand carefully on the inside of one
of my thighs, he looked into my eyes and said, "I think we can
stub that out now". That was the first time he had actually
touched me and it felt electric. I quickly recovered myself,
and
without being told to, I knew I would have to get dressed and get
back to reality. I got off the chair to get my panties from
the
floor, and when I turned around I was alone. I dressed quickly,
found a mirror over a hand washbasin in the corner of the room,
and did the best I could to brush my hair into a decent shape
again. I could have done with some makeup but I hadn't brought
any along, so I just washed the worst of the perspiration off my
face.
When I turned around again he was back in the room again, watching
me.
"I hope you believe more in the powers of hypnosis now. You
seem
very receptive and I am sure it will work fine with you. If,
after some weeks, you feel the need for sex instead of the
cigarettes becomes a liability, then please come back, and we can
adjust the need for crossover desires, to your reduced need for
cigarettes at that time."
"Thank you, very much. This has been a very pleasant experience,
and I am sure that it will work � I can feel that it will!" I
said, knowing that I really couldn't let him know that I had been
very aware of what had been happening, and that I hadn't, as
instructed, forgotten all about the sexual experience.
I got my purse out ready to pay him, but he looked almost
offended.
"That has been taken care of. Don't worry about money now,
my
dear," he said, and gave me a hug good-bye.
He led me out through a side door, and I was soon down on the
street. Only then did it hit me what had actually happened
in
there. God, I thought to myself, did I really do that?
I knew I
had. I had no problems at all remembering. I also
knew that the
hypnosis worked because, despite my history of not shying away
from any possibility of a sexual experience, I was very much aware
that I had been 'conned' into this. I would not, under normal
circumstances, have done what I had. As I walked down the
street
in a daze, I also realized that I had enjoyed it, and that if this
was what was necessary to do in order to drop the smoking, I would
happily do it again. I managed to get all the way home before
I
felt the need for a cigarette, but I was very relieved to realize
I had no problem concentrating my desires on sex instead.
I was
surprised however, how strong the sexual feelings were. Just
thinking about a cigarette made me wet.
I decided to accept the situation. I put on my best rock album
and settling in the bathtub, dreamt up an exciting sexual
encounter. It wasn't long before I had myself lathered and
rubbed
into another orgasm. I felt that as long as I could convert
my
desire for smoking into this kind of pleasures, I knew I wouldn't
need any more cigarettes. My last thoughts, however, before
I
turned out the light over my bed, were how I should get through
the day tomorrow, without spending all day in the bathroom
*converting* my desires.
The next day started off so busy, I wouldn't even have had time
for a cigarette, even if I had still been smoking. Later in
the
morning I met Brian who looked equally stressed.
"Hi Jenny. What a morning! I am glad it is not me quitting
smoking today. I really need one," he said as he made his
way
towards our hiding place in the storeroom. Smoking was not
really
allowed in the hospital, but it was generally accepted, that due
to the stress, some staff just couldn't live without it, so one
of
the storerooms had been fitted out with extra ventilation and an
air purifier.
I automatically made to follow him, when I remembered I didn't
smoke any more.
"Brian," I called out, "stop a minute. I don't smoke any more, as
you may remember."
He stopped and looked back at me in a funny, querying way.
"Of course you don't smoke anymore," he laughed. "You went
to my
Egyptian friend yesterday, didn't you?"
"Yes I did," I said defiantly, "and it works. I haven't had
a
cigarette since yesterday morning."
"Okay, but I haven't stopped yet, and I need a smoke now. Come
along and tell me about yesterday. You can prove to me that
you
don't feel any more desire for cigarettes." He smiled
as he
waved me along.
I went along feeling certain I would have no problems. I would
just think about sex, I said to myself with a smile. That
shouldn't be difficult with Brian about. He was always joking
about sex. He was becoming a very good friend, and if he hadn't
been a colleague, I would have accepted his advances a long time
ago. I just didn't want to start my career as a doctor with
a
relationship with another doctor. That would just be too cliché
for words.
The storeroom had windows all along the side next to the corridor,
so we had to hide in the back behind the second row of shelves.
That had the advantage that we could see through the shelves and
extinguish the cigarettes and pretend to be looking for stores if
security should come around. They were the only ones who still
were not accepting that smoking took place in the stores.
I guess
they were responsible for fire safety as well, and they didn't
like the idea of smoking going on in a storeroom with laundry and
linen.
By the time I reached the back of the stores Brian had already got
his cigarettes out and was lighting up.
"Are you sure you don't want one," he asked with a big smile.
"Yes, I am very sure. I really don't need it any more," and
immediately found my thought drifting off towards the pleasures
of
my bath last night.
I must have had a dreamy look on my face, for Brian looked at me
strangely.
"I guess that Egyptian hypnosis worked then," he muttered more or
less to himself.
He looked at me oddly as he fished the cigarettes out of his
pocket again.
"I guess you can take the whole pack then," he said in an
uncertain, questioning way.
I stiffened. There was no doubt this was the trigger sentence
I
had been told to listen for and it wasn't just said by chance.
The sentence didn't fit well into the conversation we just had.
I
knew that the only explanation was that Brian also knew the
trigger sentence, and knew what I had been told to do when I heard
it. I stared at him. I felt hot. If that was what
he wanted
then I would give it to him. I didn't know if it was the hypnosis
that worked, or it was the realization that this man, who I felt
attracted to, had just told me, in a secret way, that he wanted
me. I didn't want to let down the Egyptian. I had been
told what
to do if I wanted to stop smoking, and I was going to carry it
through, no matter what. If, as a side benefit, I could
have sex
with one of the best looking doctors, and be able to pretend
afterwards that it had never happened, so much the better.
I was aware that we were vulnerable in the storeroom, but this was
where the trigger words had been said, so this was where it had
to
happen. I didn't care. Let them all come and watch,
I thought.
Brian was staring at me. I still had given no indication that
his
words were having any effect on me.
I took the pack of cigarettes he was still offering me. I didn't
look at it, I just put on a shelf.
"Thanks," I said, as I kept staring at him. "What do you want
me
to do?"
He gave a start, as if woken from a dream. He hesitated a bit,
and then said as if out of breath, "I want you to take off your
clothes."
Again I was surprised to find that my hands obediently started to
unbutton my white uniform dress, even before I had consciously
decided to do it. But there was no way I wasn't going to do
it.
I desperately wanted him to see me naked. I knew he had tried
to
hide looking at me when we changed into the scrubs (the green
outfits we wear when in the operating theatre). I would always
get very hot when operating, and I only wore underwear under the
scrubs. We had often helped each other into the scrubs (which
had
to be put on without being touched on the outside by anything that
wasn't sterile). For that reason I always wore very decent
underwear, but I was always very much conscious of him watching
me
while I put on the scrubs over my head.
I had the dress unbuttoned and slipped it over my shoulders, and
catching it behind me, I laid it over the back of a chair next to
me. This was the state he had seen before, but as I put my
hands
behind my back to undo my bra, Brian's breathing almost stopped.
I paused slightly to see the effect. He looked up into my
eyes,
questioningly. But as soon as I undid the hook and slipped
out of
the bra, his eyes shifted to my exposed breasts. I enjoyed
him
staring at my breasts, with my nipples starting to rise. I
didn't
stop but continued undressing by sliding my panties down.
As I
stepped out of them, I moved all the way up against him, put my
arms behind his head, and pulled myself up to his lips for a kiss.
He was holding me tight while we kissed, and I could feel his dick
straining in the loose jogging trousers he normally wore under his
white coat, now open. I felt strangely exhilarated standing
there, completely naked up against him, just waiting for his next
command.
He pushed me a bit away so he could look at me.
"You are just so beautiful," he said, with obvious admiration in
his voice. "There isn't one single male in this department
who
wouldn't give their right arm to see you like this. Everybody
is
talking about you. Seeing you like this, in here, is just
so
incredibly arousing."
He grabbed the pack of cigarettes off the shelf and said, "I can
see you don't need these anymore." The second trigger sentence.
I knew it was coming, and I was already halfway there, but I was
surprised at the intensity of the excitement these words instilled
in me. I almost felt dizzy. I got such a strong urge
to touch
myself that I couldn't stop myself. I leant my head back,
closed
my eyes, and grabbed my breasts with both hands. I had hardly
touched my nipples before I could feel myself getting very turned
on. I didn't really want to do this in front of Brian, but
my
hand just slipped from my breast down between my legs. I was so
wet, my fingers slipped into me without me hardly noticing it.
My
legs almost buckled. I put one arm out to Brian for support,
as
my other hand frantically worked itself in and out of my pussy.
I
just couldn't stop. I opened my eyes and saw Brian watching
me.
His hands found my breasts, the first time he had actually touched
me intimately.
I stared at my breasts as his fingers found my nipples and started
to massage them. I could feel I was starting to come, but
I
didn't quite want that just yet. I stopped and moved one of
his
hands between my legs. While his fingers found my love button,
I
plunged my hands inside his trousers. One hand found his semi-
erect dick, while the other yanked at his trousers to get them
down. I didn't quite succeed with my one hand, but when he
helped
with his other hand, we managed, between us, to get his trousers
down. He moved his hand from my clit and stood back a little,
stepping out of his trousers, now around his feet.
I watched his dick jerk the last little bit into being fully
erect. I moved in close again. I grabbed it with
both hands and
rubbed it against my stomach. He was gasping. His hands
found my
nipples again. I stood on my toes and kissed him hard and
hungrily, as I guided his dick between my legs. I just slipped
it
back and forth along my slit, wanting it inside me, but I couldn't
get up high enough. He was so much taller than me, I couldn't
get
the angle right.
Brian must have felt as frustrated as I did.
"Jenny, hang on a second," he said. "Let me sit down here." He
moved my dress and some stuff off the chair and sat down.
He
leant back against the backrest.
Now I could get at him. I stood above him with a leg on each
side
and slowly lowered myself down on his towering dick. He was
holding it upright, guiding it into me as I sat down on him,
plunging it into me in one long thrust. He put a hand on one
breast, and the other found my love button. It was up to me
to
control all our movements. That was fine with me. I
held on to
his shoulders as I lifted myself off a little, and plunged down
on
him again. Before long I had found a rhythm that suited me,
and I
could concentrate on my feelings. I could clearly feel his
rather
large dick slide in and out of me, but the best thing was the way
he held his fingers in a position where they would hit my love
button each time I thrust down on him. I would stay down just
long enough to gyrate around his fingers, before lifting myself
off again. Then down again, the speed picking up as the excitement
grew.
I looked over his shoulder. Through the bottles and boxes on
the
shelves I could see the door to the storeroom, and through the
wired glass I could clearly see our colleagues and some patients
walking past, oblivious of what was going on just on the other
side of the door. I slowed down as I saw the storekeeper,
Robert,
at the door. There was no way we could hide or cover up if
someone came in and walked round to the back shelves. He opened
the door and came in carrying a big cardboard box. I stopped
moving.
"Don't stop now, don't stop," Brian whispered, having heard the
door opening, but unable to stop his oncoming orgasm. I sat
up a
bit, stretching back staying down on Brian, just slowly rubbing
myself against his fingers. I could feel he was just about
to
come, but I couldn't move for fear of our movements being seen by
Robert. Then I realized that I didn't really care what Robert saw.
He was an old age pensioner filling in some spare time by looking
after the storeroom. Brian grabbed my breasts. I almost
wished
Robert would turn around and look through the boxes and see me.
I
started to move again as he was putting down the box on a far
shelf. He was half deaf anyway, so I doubted he would hear
us.
Brian grabbed my hips and started to force me back and forth.
The
excitement of doing this, with the door of the storeroom open and
people walking past and Robert there, was all of a sudden too much
for me, and I couldn't help speeding up as I could feel the
beginning of my orgasm emerging. Brian was getting frantic.
He
had his back to the door, and I didn't know how much could be
seen. I had stopped caring. I was biting my lip
in order not to
make a sound, but I could feel Brian was about to come, and I was
getting close too. Nothing was going to stop me now.
Robert turned around, looked through the shelves, but didn't
pause. Had he done so he would have seen the new doctor,
the one
that apparently every male was talking about, just about to
orgasm, with tits flying as Brian frantically pulled and shoved,
in the last throes of his orgasm. But Robert didn't stop.
He
just walked of out the open door and pulled it shut behind him.
"Oh, Brian, I've got to come now. Shiiit, wait for me!" I yelled
as I felt him shooting into me. But he stayed hard, and with
the
action of his fingers, he had me going full out, rapidly catching
up. The effect of the hypnosis, the excitement of the
circumstances was just up my alley, the frustration of the slowed
action at a crucial moment, all added to the size of the orgasm.
I just couldn't control it. I yelled out and collapsed, crying
over Brian, while I slowly rubbed up and down, getting as much out
of the after shocks as I could, not wanting it to end.
I was
kissing him desperately, while his hands carefully caressed my
firm breasts, the nipples now very sensitive to his touch.
I knew we had to get dressed and back to our duties, but I really
didn't want this to end. However, it did end when Brian
just
said the words, "Stub it out," without trying to hide it in a
sentence meant to make sense. I knew that was the end and
that I
couldn't do anything about it. I slid off Brian and found
a paper
towel to dry myself and Brian with. Then I got dressed while
he
just sat there watching me. I realized I was not supposed
to
remember anything after this, so I just pretended to gather myself
together and get back to normal. I really wanted to give him
a
big kiss, hug him and say that I loved him, and that I would do
this again anytime without him needing his trigger words, but I
couldn't break the spell. So I just left him sitting there
as I
walked out of the storeroom. The first time in days not having
the least desire for a cigarette, and pleased that for a change,
I
could walk out of this room not feeling guilty about smoking.
I
wasn't even feeling guilty about my converted desires. I just
felt very satisfied and very pleased with myself.
It wasn't until the very end of the day I met Brian again.
He
seemed to have been avoiding me. That was okay with me, I
wasn't
really sure that I could actually play the part of not knowing
what had happened. However, we managed to get into the lift
together, and as other people were present we just had to make
small talk, so it was easy to play the role of total innocence.
When we got out of the lift however, we walked alone through the
front door. Outside, just before our ways split, Brian turned
towards me, taking some time before he actually spoke:
"Jennifer, I am having some friends around Saturday night. Would
you like to come along?" he asked. The way he hesitated might have
been interpreted as a reaction to today's experience, or just for
the fact that he was inviting a girl around.
"Who's coming?" I wanted to know. I really didn't want the
whole
hospital knowing that we were seeing each other privately.
"Eric and Sam, Tony and Toni, Jim alone as he and Ann-Lou just
split up, and possibly Benny and Patricia," he said.
All were
his friends from University. I knew them but they hadn't been
in
my circle of friends and none of them worked at the hospital, so
I
guessed that was okay.
"Yes, that could be fun," I said with obvious pleasure.
"Okay, we can talk more about it tomorrow. See you then," he
waved and left for the parking lot in a hurry.
Saturday took a long time to arrive. It was a very nice evening,
even though the guest list got a bit screwed up. Benny arrived,
but alone as Pat was going out on a girls' hen night. Tony
arrived, but not with Toni his regular girlfriend, but with
Louise, a new one he had been seeing on the side until Toni found
out the weekend before, and left. Only Eric and Sam came
according to plan, apart from the fact that Jim came alone as
expected. What a mess!
Around 23:30 we ran out of subjects to discuss and as we were also
running low on the liquor Brian suggested we went down to the pub
below. The owner was a very good friend of his, and even though
they normally shut at midnight, Brian said he used to be allowed
to use the poolroom after they had closed. As long as we had
enough beer in there when the bar closed, we would be fine.
Brian was right, and at about 1:30 in the morning, we were down to
only Benny, Tony and Louise, Jim, Brian and myself, as Eric and
Sam had left early. Tony and Louise had disappeared in the
closed
bar area while we were playing pool. I was getting slightly
drunk, and rather impatient. I had this idea that Brian had
invited me with the intention of me staying over, which I had
rather been looking forward to, but as it got later and later that
hope diminished. Instead, I was making a nuisance of myself
teasing the boys as they were trying to play. Finally Brian
got a
bit upset, as I had just ruined a good shot for him.
"Jenny, for Christ sake," he said, "stop bothering us. This
is a
very serious game."
"Oh yeah, and what are you playing for," I wanted to know.
"You," he said with a big smile.
"Me, like in *Jennifer* me? What do you mean?"
"Because you have been so naughty, you will now become our main
prize," he said fishing a cigarette out of his pocket. When
he
had it lit, he took the whole pack out and offered it to me.
"Here you can have the whole pack," he said with a wicked smile.
Oh my god, I thought to myself, and I had been dreaming about
returning to his flat with him.
"You see," Brian said to his friends, "I think we should play for
Jennifer. For each game, Jenny has to let the winner remove
one
item of clothing. The winner is the one to remove the last
piece."
"And what does the winner get?" Benny wanted to know.
"Well, that depends on what Jennifer will let him have," Brian
said, without letting me have any say on the subject. Not
that I
minded, I really didn't have any say in this matter, and there was
no doubt in my mind what I would give them anything they asked.
This was indeed a question of living out my desires, and
forgetting my need for cigarettes.
"Is that really okay with you, Jennifer?" Jim wanted to know.
"Sure why not. It sure beats watching you guys play pool."
I
couldn't have rejected the idea, even if I wanted to, and I
didn't. The thought was highly arousing. All of them
were fairly
good looking. The thought of just being a prize object, and
just
accepting what might be coming was exciting. I had noticed
them
watching me when they thought I wasn't looking. I felt flattered.
I shivered with anticipation.
Benny won the first game. I merely looked at him as he approached
me.
"I want your T-shirt," he said without hesitation. He obviously
knew what he wanted. I just wore a plain T-shirt under a thin
leather jacket.
"First the jacket," he said as he helped me remove it. "Then the
T-shirt."
I was a bit puzzled as to the sequence. I had thought the clothes
would have to go from the outside in. However, as it were,
I was
happy to get quickly to this stage, as I was really being turned
on by the idea. He made a bit of a show out of lifting the
T-
shirt high over my head, completely exposing my breasts. I
was
aware that in the fairly well lit room, our actions in here would
be very visible to people passing outside, but first of all I
didn't really care, and secondly, at this time of night, there
probably weren't very many people passing, not to mention looking
in.
"Now put on the jacket again, but only fasten the bottom button."
As I obeyed the instructions I could see what he wanted. That
much unbuttoned the jacket would not enable me to hold in my
breasts, which would keep falling out when I moved.
Jim was staring at my breasts, which were now only half covered by
the jacket.
"Why don't we invite Jennifer to play with us," he suggested.
"I
think she would look very pretty playing like that." I knew
he
wanted me in positions where my breasts would pop out. I liked
the idea, but waited until Brian asked me if it was okay.
"Sure it is," I said, "but if I win I can decide what happens!"
They all agreed to that.
I played without trying to prevent my breasts from showing.
I
knew they were all staring at me, giving me good advice because
they wanted me to stay in the game as long as possible.
Unfortunately I wasn't a very good player, so it wasn't long
before the next game was finished, this time with Jim being the
winner.
"Jennifer," he asked hesitantly, not knowing that I couldn't avoid
doing what he might ask of me, "are you really sure it is okay."
"Jim, not only is it okay, but I am actually enjoying this," I
answered absolutely truthfully.
"Okay then," he said with a smirk indicating that if I didn't
mind, he was surely going to get as much out of this as possible.
He moved over right in front of me, and as he kept looking in my
eyes, he ran his hands up under my short miniskirt, grabbed my
panties and pulled them off. I stepped out of them, knowing
perfectly well that my panties had been visible when I bent over
to play a ball.
There was certainly no doubt what had been in Jim's mind, for when
I got into position to play my next ball, they were all standing
behind me. For a brief second I wondered what they must have
been
thinking of me. It was okay with Brian, who knew (or thought)
that I did this while not being aware of it, but the others must
think this was the normal way I behaved. I was really getting
so
worked up. When I had previously gone out without panties,
I had
always merely just thought of positions where I would be this
exposed, but had never dared get into them. Now I was, and
it
felt so good letting them all stare at my bum and exposed,
glistening, wet lips. I shivered and tried to concentrate
on the
ball,
My attempt at concentration was totally ruined by Tony and Louise
returning. I shot the ball badly as I heard Tony gasp as he
saw
me in that position from behind. I stood up trying to get
as
decent as I could, but not being able to disobey the order of only
keeping the bottom button done up, there was no way I could
prevent my breasts from being very exposed.
"What are you guys doing in here," Louise asked surprised, but not
in a condemning or critical tone of voice.
"Well, we were at bit bored, so we decided to play for Jennifer.
The winner of each game gets to remove a piece of clothing from
Jennifer, and whoever removes the last piece, wins her," Brian
explained, as if it was the most natural thing in the world.
"Would you like to join the game?"
The question was posed to both of them, but it was obviously the
reply of Louise that everybody, myself included, was excited to
hear. She looked very hesitantly as Tony and then at me.
It
seemed like she didn't really want to, but on the other hand she
didn't want to be left out.
"Just what exactly would that involve on my part," she asked
jokingly, knowing the general answer but wanting it spelled out.
"Why don't we say that you are the prize for the losers. The loser
of a game will get to remove one piece of clothing, and the one
removing the last piece, will have won you."
Tony looked quite excited by the idea.
"I play so badly that you can almost be certain that the loser
will be me," he tried to reassure Louise.
"Ok, I guess if Jennifer can do it, so can I."
I was almost envious of her. Imagine making a decision like this
when not being under the influence of hypnosis. That took
some
nerve.
We decided to replay the last round with them in the game.
When
it was my turn, I again noticed them all moving behind me.
It was
a strange feeling knowing that Louise was there watching as well,
but in a funny way that just made it more exciting.
Suddenly there was a different structure to the game. When
one
was obviously ahead, there was a fight between the others to do
as
badly as possible. It was obvious to Louise as well, who seemed
quite excited by the attention. It didn't help that Tony was
something of a bad player, because he wasn't even able to lose on
purpose. This round Benny won and Brian lost.
Benny seemed in doubt whether he wanted me to take off my jacket
or my skirt.
"Which part would you rather I took off," he asked.
I hadn't thought of that. I had just been prepared to do as
he
said. In a way I liked the idea of keeping the jacket on,
as that
would make me appear dressed, but very exposed, which is how I
really like it. On the other hand, the thought of not wearing
anything on top so my breasts were fully exposed was also
exciting.
"The jacket I guess," I told him hesitantly.
"Okay, in that case I will have the skirt," he said, with a big
smile. He undid the belt and the buttons, pulling it down
over my
bum. It was a tight squeeze and I had to help him a little.
The
jacket covered up to about an inch above my pussy. I could
almost
pretend to still be dressed, but from the looks of the others, I
knew I was really very exposed.
The loser looked very pleased with himself. Louise wore a kind
of
dungaree suit with a thin T-shirt. As with me, Brian just
wanted
her T-shirt. She pulled the straps of the dungarees down over
her
shoulders, so Brian could lift up the T-shirt. He stood behind
her, so her front was unobstructed. It seemed like everybody
was
holding their breath as Brian lifted the T-shirt up high over her
head, as he had done with me, so Louise's breasts were fully
exposed for as long as possible.
Louise was a very special girl. She had a very boyish look,
square shoulders and was quite muscular. She had short, red
hair,
large round eyes, which well applied mascara had made look even
bigger. With the clothes she wore it had been quite difficult
to
tell the size or shape of her breasts. I was quite surprised
to
see that they were smaller than I had expected, but very firm and
with quite large nipples, which, as we watched grew markedly in
size. Brian looked over her shoulder as she put her arms down,
not wanting to miss the view, by standing behind her.
I could
see he had a hard time not touching them, as his hands ran down
her sides, picking up the straps and putting the top of the
dungarees back on. That covered her breasts from anybody looking
at her from the front, but looking in from the side where I stood,
I could still see quite a lot, and I knew they would be completely
bared again when she bent down to play. I am sorry to say
that
she stole some of the attention from me for a while, but I knew
I
would get it back when it was my turn to play again.
The way this play developed, I was soon battling with Tony for
first place. Brian, who really is the best player, had, I
believe, unintentionally made a mistake, and could see he probably
would not be able to win, so he was fighting for the last place,
which the others were as well. All of a sudden Tony found
himself
in the lead, and I am sure he was already seeing himself as being
the one to win me, not really thinking about what that would do
to
his relationship with Louise. At one point, when I bent down
to
shoot, he ran a hand over my bum, getting very close to my pussy.
I told him that was unfair, as it disrupted my concentration, and
he was actually quite apologetic. He just said he couldn't
help
it. This time, however, I was concentrating on winning.
If I
lost, I knew the winner would be Tony. He is all right, but
if I
could choose I would choose Brian any time.
When the others realized I was about to win, they concentrated on
our play, and the applause was heartfelt when I actually won the
play. I had really just played to win so that the game wouldn't
have a winner to remove my last peace of clothing. I really hadn't
thought of the promise that I could decide what should happen if
I
won.
Brian stepped over to me.
"Jennifer, I believe you have the privilege to decide what's to
happen now," he said, as he took a cigarette from his pack. "I
guess you don't need these then."
It hit me as a whack in the tummy. I almost doubled over.
The
sensation was so strong my legs grew wobbly under me. I knew
it
was just the effect of the hypnosis, but I felt such a pang of the
need to be touched. I didn't care by whom, how, or where.
"Um," I said as one of my hands, as if by its own will, grabbed my
breast and started to rub a nipple. I undid the last button
of
the jacket, and sat on the edge of the pool table facing Tony, who
was still standing right next to me. I put an arm around his
neck
and pulled him down to me for a kiss. My other hand slid down
between my legs. My pussy was burning, I just couldn't help
it.
Even thought Tony would not have been my first choice, he was the
one who was there. I didn't even have time to think about an
approach that would let it be Brian in front of me. I just pulled
Tony's face down to my breasts. He grasped the meaning
immediately, but hesitated a bit, looking over at Louise.
"For Christ sake Tony," I swore at him, "it's going to be her
turn soon. Now kiss my tits or I'll die. Do you think I am
totally unaffected by walking around in this state?"
His mouth found my exploding nipples. He kissed and squeezed,
and
with the action of my own fingers at the same time, I was getting
really excited in no time at all.
Now I didn't care if it was Tony, Benny, Jim or Brian, I had to
have a real live dick inside me. I quickly unbuttoned his
trousers and pulled them down. I wasn't even surprised to
see he
wore no underwear. I was just thankful for something to grab and
rub against my pussy. Tony also quickly gave up pretending
to be
concerned with Louise's feelings in this situation. With no
hesitation he slowly entered me. I had put a hand behind me on the
table, distancing myself a bit from him, so everybody could see
him entering me.
Jim was quick to take advantage of this and grabbed my left
breast. I put my other hand behind me and slowly lowered myself
down on the green surface. It was hard, but it wasn't unpleasant.
Jim was working hard on my nipples, kissing one and squeezing the
other. Tony was now taking long deep plunges, almost forcing
my
bum off the raised edge of the table.
"Tony," I said as I looked up at him, "don't change the angle,
this is sooo gooood."
I could feel his mushroom head all the way up the front of my
vagina wall, really hitting my G-spot at each thrust. I wrapped
my legs around him to help stay in that position. He was working
hard at it and I could see he was close to coming. I was still
at
bit away when I felt him withdraw. I looked up and saw him
administering the last strokes himself. I love seeing guys
masturbate, it is an incredible sight. A second later I felt
his
warm sperm shooting over my stomach and hitting my right breast.
Jim was standing back looking at me, obviously not really wanting
to be hit by Tony's sperm. I was still in desperate need to
come,
so I just guided him down between my legs, and in no time had he
dropped his pants and positioned himself between my legs to
continue. I was glad Tony hadn't come inside me, because the
wet
sperm always does something to the lubrication, which it takes a
while to overcome. Now Jim could continue where Tony had left
off, and it didn't take long before I yanked my head back, and
with closed eyes rolled my head from side to side, as a massive
dick again pounded into me from just the right angle. I wet
the
fingers of my left hand in Tony sperm, still on my stomach, and
started rubbing my left nipple, which now needed some continued
attention after Jim's mouth had left it.
Jim was speeding up, and I could feel my tension building, and the
first, still desperately sought after, orgasm approaching.
I felt
another mouth closing over my right nipple that just added to the
excitement. The mouth was all over my breast licking off the
sperm. Suddenly that appeared odd to me, and I opened my eyes.
I
gasped when I realized it was Louise. My hand rose to push
her
away, but she grabbed it and squeezed. I tried to pull my
hand
back, but stopped when I realized I was getting very aroused by
the thought, and her mouth was actually doing a very good job.
She looked up at me, as her hand took over, wetting itself in the
remains of Tony's sperm and her own saliva, and rubbing it into
my
breast while she smiled at me.
Her face moved close to my ear, "I am not usually one for girl
sex, but you are just making me so excited," she whispered.
"please don't stop me."
How could I? She smelled nice. A combination of perfume,
sperm
and fresh mint.
"I couldn't stop you if I wanted to," I whispered back, "just
go
ahead, I won't stop you."
I had never been very much involved in same sex activities.
I
didn't know if I really wanted her to go ahead, but I just
couldn't bring myself to stop her. I was quickly approaching
an
orgasm. She was working my nipples hard the way I like it,
so
when her mouth closed over mine, I just closed my eyes again and
eagerly returned the kiss, playing with her tongue, which was all
over my own tongue and lips. She was still holding my hand,
but
now she moved my hand up to her own small breasts. I ran my
hand
all over her chest, wondering what had happened to her dungaree
top. I squeezed her nipples, trying to grab hold of a breast,
but
they were really too small to hold on to, so I just pinched a
nipple, while I concentrated on Jim and me, as we both appeared
to
be reaching an orgasm simultaneously. I was bucking up and
down,
gasping for air which Louise's kiss had blocked. As the first
wave hit me I looked up at her. Her head was poised right
over
mine, contorted and rocking. I turned my head and noticed
Benny
behind her, hands on her hips pounding into her from behind.
Only
the sturdy pool table had stopped the rocking motions so that I
hadn't noticed any obvious movement. As I reached my climax
and
large waves of heat and pleasure hit me, I remember feeling just
a
bit jealous that it wasn't the sight of me, and what she had done
to me, that had got her in that obviously excited stage.
"You two seem to be having a good time," Benny commented looking
mostly at me.
I saw a look of dissatisfaction on Louise's face as Benny withdrew
from her. She looked around at him to find out why he had stopped,
but he just grabbed her shoulders from behind and gently nudged
her in the direction of the end of the table. She grasped his
intentions immediately, for she looked at me questioningly. I was
surprised at my own reaction. I felt myself getting all excited
again in anticipation. Last time a girl did that to me, I did it
reluctantly to please the guy I was with, who desperately had
asked me if I would do it for his sake, but I hadn't particularly
liked it. Now I went all tingly in the stomach. After the hard
fucking, I really thought a soft mouth was what I needed, so I
just replied:
"Yes, please do," in a voice quivering with excitement.
I rested on my elbows so that I could see what was going on.
Louise was smiling to me with a look on her face which I would
only have expected between two lovers, but then I realized that
that was exactly what we were.
She gently forced my knees as far apart as possible. I have always
found that a very intimate position, making me feel very exposed.
But now I found it perfectly natural for Louise, and behind her
Benny, to look at my rather large vaginal lips completely bared,
as I was totally clean-shaven. Louise bent down and kissed the
inside of my leg as far up as my knee, and slowly trace a wet
tongue down the inside of my thigh, only slightly touching my
lips, before it traveled up the other side. Fortunately it wasn't
long before it returned to circle slowly around the outside of my
lips. Benny had once more entered her from behind, and now his
thrusts were translated into ever so soft wet licks on my small
lips, and finally a rhythmical manipulation of my clit, at a slow,
much too slow pace.
"Benny, faster man � is that the best speed you can produce?" I
managed to groan in frustration. As he picked up the speed it was
also difficult for Louise to keep the licks light, and soon she
was licking, poking and sucking, forcing me open with her hands.
I
had to lie down again, but the last image I had before closing my
eyes, as my head came to a rest on the hard green surface, was
that of Louise's small breasts actually wobbling faintly with each
clearly audible thrust, which Benny augmented with hard slaps on
her buttocks. I guessed she must have liked the light pain,
because she had her eyes closed and her face contorted, but made
small yelps and groans indicating pleasure at the same time.
I felt the oncoming orgasm very faintly at first. I had to search
for it in the multitude of feelings I seemed to experience. I
arched my back pressing the back of my head against the hard
surface so it hurt, trying to get my pelvis closer to Louise's
mouth. Through the corner of my eye I could see both Tony and Jim,
one on each side of me, staring intensely at me, and the scene in
general. The thought of all these guys actually watching me being
worked over by another girl, just brought me closer to the climax,
which was now approaching rapidly and strongly. Louise was not any
longer just licking, she seemed to have sucked my clit in between
her lips and was now rubbing her hard tongue over it with rapid
movements, so it wasn't just Benny's speed that was determining
the movement. I couldn't help it, I let out a small scream. I
grasped my nipples, squeezing them hard and bringing me over the
top with a loud wail.
With the contractions of my stomach muscles, I sat up looking at
Louise, who had let go to allow her the freedom to breathe hard
for her own oncoming orgasm. She was now almost standing up,
leaning the front of her legs against side of the table, and
resting her arms on the table almost at a level with my shoulders.
I could clearly see her small breasts vibrating with the spasms
of
her orgasm, which, if possible, made her nipples stand out even
more prominently. When Benny finally shot his load into her, she
let out a small scream and collapsed on top of me. I put my arms
around her, pressing her hard nipples against my own breasts, and
as soon as she had got her wind back, I gave her a long and very
passionate kiss, which she returned with the same enthusiasm.
"Oh, Jenny, you are so lovely," she said, as she looked at me with
big, wet eyes. She gave me another kiss, letting her tongue play
around my lips. I met her tongue with mine and I could feel how
the kissing was starting to get me excited again. Finally we
stopped kissing. I don't know what the guys were doing; we were
in
a world of our own; she looked at me with same loving look as
before.
"Jenny, please," she whispered in my ear, "please do that for me
as well. I would really love to have that tongue playing with me.
Please, would you do that for me?"
"Uhmm, yes Louise, I would love to."
I didn't know what was happening to me, but I seemed to be almost
in love with this girl. With her boyish features, I didn't even
really think of her as a girl, but then again, I certainly didn't
think of her as a guy either. It was more like, as if the
resentment I had felt against girl sex, just wasn't there with
her.
"Lets swap places," I said as I gently pushed Louise off me. I
climbed off the table with shaky legs as she took over my
position. There were big wet splashes of come, juices and sweat
on
the pool table and I was still wondering what the owner of the pub
would say the next morning, when I thought I saw movement outside
the window. There really shouldn't have been anybody out there at
this time of the night. But I was right, there were a couple of
young boys, no more than 16 � 17 years old, right outside the
window. They weren't even shy about watching, they just stayed
there, even though it was obvious that I had seen them. The others
saw the direction of my stare and looked as well. Brian yelled at
them through the window,
"Go away you little perverts," but I wasn't sure who were the
bigger perverts.
"Brian," I said, "leave them be. I don't mind. Let them watch if
they think that it's fun."
I don't know what went through Brian's head. He knew that the
hypnosis worked on me, and that I would do anything, or let
anybody watch, as that just added to my excitement, but what about
the others? He seemed hesitant until Louse complained,
"Listen, I don't care what they see. Don't stop now and spoil the
atmosphere," she almost begged.
I looked at her as she lay on the pool table. You could just
barely see the outline of her tits when she was lying on her back,
but her nipples were as erect as ever. She had her legs spread
with her hips on the edge of the table in the same position I had
been in before. She had a bikini shave, but it was almost
unnecessary, because her light, red/blonde hair was so thin that
her lips and pink opening, still leaking a drop of Benny's come,
and were clearly visible through the few, thin strands of curls.
She gave off the impression of a very vulnerable girl, much
younger that her real age. I completely forgot about the audience,
as I stood between her legs, lowered myself over the table and
gave her another long and hot kiss. I rubbed my slight stubs on
my
shaven pussy against her exposed clitoris, and the sensation made
her go wild. She was gyrating her hips against mine as she kissed
back hungrily. When we were out of air, I trailed a kiss down her
neck to her chest, and sucked one of her nipples into my mouth as
I fingered the other one. She grabbed my hair and forced my mouth
hard against the nipple as if she wanted me to hurt it. I tried
a
small bite as I sucked it hard, and was rewarded with a small cry
of mixed pain and pleasure.
I let go of the nipple and ran a wet tongue further down over her
stomach. I realized that my rear end was being more and more
upturned as I moved further down, and thought of the boys outside.
I turned my head and saw them clearly through the window, closer
now, obviously aware that we weren't going to chase them away.
With my large, hanging breasts and exposed pussy, it must have
been quite a sight for them. A sudden shiver ran through me and
I
felt my knees go wobbly with the excitement of such blatant
exposure.
As I approached Louise's pussy, she started moaning. I played with
her, circling around the areas that for so long she was desperate
for me to touch, so that she finally lifted her head up and looked
at me with begging eyes. I knew she was desperate to feel my
tongue on her lips and clit, but I wanted to play a bit more with
her until frustration and desire were at their maximum. However,
as I felt a hand on one of my buttocks, I turned to find that
Brian had finally also stripped off his clothes, and was now right
behind me. I reached a hand between my legs and grabbed his dick,
which was poised only inches from my pussy. It was rock hard and
oozing moisture, which I spread over its head as I rubbed it.
Being unable to enter me for the moment, instead, Brian slipped
a
hand down my back until it reached my glistening, wet and moist
pussy. I gasped as he hit my clit and involuntarily I sucked hard
on Louise's clit, not being able just to play with her, when I was
experiencing such feelings myself. Louise almost hurt herself as
she flung her head back on the hard table, arching her back and
gripping her nipples herself.
I felt Brian's slippery hand sliding up to my asshole, greasing
the entrance and then slipping a thumb in while the rest of the
fingers still worked at my pussy lips. I gasped with pleasure and
worked harder on Louise's clit and Brian's dick in my hand.
Finally I couldn't stand it any more and quickly positioned
Brian's dick just outside my entrance, leaning back against him,
urging him to enter me. I was immediately rewarded with the
feeling of his rather large head slowly gliding all the way into
me and while his thumb still worked around in my asshole, he
started a slow and deep rhythmical rocking and pumping which very
quickly turned into hard and urgent thrusting.
I could feel my breasts flying back and forth, and I had a hard
time concentrating on Louise, who was however, quickly approaching
orgasm. I could feel her spasms starting, and I was clinging on
to
her legs, both to support myself, and to stay in the right
position. I had sucked her clit into my mouth really hard so it
wouldn't slip away from me, and I was working at it with my tongue
as hard as I could. Not only did I want to give her the maximum
pleasure, but because also I was needing more air than I could
breathe through my nose, I needed her to climax as soon as
possible, if she had to have it in this position.
Brian must have been inspired by Benny slapping Louise, because he
had also started to slap my buttocks with his free hand. First
slightly to test my reaction, but as I didn't complain he
gradually increased the strength, until I could hardly stand the
pain. However, I couldn't let go of Louise to tell him to stop,
and as my orgasm suddenly came with no warning, maybe prompted by
the extra feeling of pain, I just couldn't stop him.
Suddenly Louise's climax hit her, throwing me off as she lifted
her hips all the way off the table in her contortions. I stood
back a bit, instead concentrating on the rolling thunder exploding
inside me, all of a sudden finding the slaps were adding to the
strength of the experience, to such an extend that I couldn't help
screaming in combined pain and pleasure with each slap. Brian,
obviously inspired by my lack of resistance to his admonitions,
increased the strength of his slaps even further, and as I hit my
climax I could feel a strong zinging sensation, exploding into red
stabs of pain with each hit. As I collapsed on top of Louise, I
had only just enough breath left to scream, "No more," to Brian.
He did stop the slaps, but he hadn't come himself so he continued
pumping into me, as his thumb still worked my asshole. I was now
pressed against the edge of the table, leaning on my elbows with
my bouncing tits slapping against Louise's head. She tried to
catch a nipple in her mouth, but my rocking motion prevented her
from holding onto them.
I can normally orgasm several times during love making; but I
normally prefer to reach a quiet phase between the orgasms, as the
sensation of double orgasms can be too strong. However, this time
I had no time to rest as even before the after shocks of the first
had subsided, the next one was hitting me. I started to shake
uncontrollably. Louise flung her arms around me and lifted herself
up to kiss me. I eagerly accepted her mouth all over my face. In
this position my breasts slapped into her tits with each stroke,
and I could clearly feel her hard nipples when our breasts briefly
met. Our mouths finally found each other, and as I exploded in the
next orgasm, we were locked together in a hard and urgent kiss.
Just seconds later I heard Brian moan and finally shooting his
load into me. I collapsed on top of Louise not being able to
support her weight any longer, but we continued the kiss for a
long time after that until my orgasm had finally died down. I
hardly noticed Brian withdrawing, and I hardly had the strength
to
stand up. But finally Louise let go of me, and with a cute smile
she guided me off her.
I couldn't stand on my legs and would have collapsed if Brian
hadn't still been behind me to catch me. I stood up against him
while he held me in his arms, softly caressing a nipple and
kissing my neck.
"Jenny," he said, "that was one hell of a fuck." The profanity
seemed totally appropriate.
"I can't remember ever coming so strongly," I admitted. I don't
know what had caused it, the effect of the hypnosis, Louise,
Brian's slaps, the exhibitionism, or just the build-up during the
preceding hours.
When I could support myself again, Brian let go of me, and I
helped Louise off the table. She also seemed like she had a hard
time standing up, so I put my arms around her, pressing her
against me. She clung to me, half whispering:
"Jenny, I have never felt like this before. I would love to try
this again some time, just the two of us. Would you?"
There was no doubt in my mind. It wasn't the sex with a girl,
which was okay, but which could be administered just as well by
a
guy, who could also give me more that Louise ever could. It was
my
feelings towards Louise. I am not saying I could give up guys, no
way, but I would just love to be with Louise again. Her face was
upturned against mine, waiting for an answer with large wet,
begging eyes.
"Louise, I would love to," I said, with a loving smile, hoping I
would feel the same when unaffected by the hypnotism. She smiled
and we let go of each other. I looked for the boys at the window,
but they were gone. As a matter of fact, so had everybody else,
apart from Brian. I hadn't even noticed. Brian sneaked up behind
me and whispered in my ear the trigger words "stub it out". I had
forgotten all about that, but now realized that of course, this
hadn't really happened naturally. For a second I felt strange,
unconnected to the real world. In which world did Louise belong?
What would Brian think if he knew that Louise and I would like to
see each other again? According to him, I wasn't supposed to
remember any of this; how could I then know that I had feelings
for Louise, and which would allow me to be with her? I shook my
head, and decided to worry about that some other time.
The three of us got dressed. Louise found Tony sleeping on a couch
in the bar area. We had some trouble waking him, but finally we
could leave and lock up after us.
"Jenny," Brian asked, after we had parted from Tony and Louise,
(did I feel a sting of jealousy seeing those two go off together?)
"would you like to stay over at my flat. It is quite late now,"
he
said, kind of uncertainly. I am sure he was wondering what my
state of mind was. Theoretically, I should just be able to
remember that we had been at the pub playing pool and drinking.
But I still liked Brian, and had we not had the experience we had
just had, I would definitely have gone with him. As it was now I
had had quite enough of sex for an evening, but felt I had to stay
in the role.
"Sure, Brian. I would love to," I said with a smile.
It was a strange feeling getting undressed in front of him. It
wasn't as if he hadn't already seen everything worth watching. But
I knew the other times had been in another world; now I undressed
voluntarily. He was aware of that as well. He knew he saw Jenny
undressing in front of him willingly. He got all shy when I looked
at him undressing. He dick was still semi swollen from the earlier
action, and he must have thought that I was looking at it,
wondering how it got like that. Soon, however, we were on the bed
together. He seemed uncertain, but I finally pulled his head down
for a kiss. He seemed reluctant, as if he was afraid of my
reactions, but as I didn't react negatively to his hand finally
cupping my breast, I guess he realized that I was just as willing
even when not under the influence of the hypnosis.
I guess we were both tired. The sex wasn't very good, but that
didn't matter. We tried again next morning after breakfast. It was
better, but it was not the Brian in command I was experiencing.
It
was an uncertain Brian with a lack of self-confidence. It was
frustrating. I could have done with a bit more experimentation
with the pain. I could still feel my buttocks where he had slapped
them last night, and was quite willing to explore that path
further. But in all honesty I found sex with this Brian boring.
I left shortly after lunch. The first time we had duty together
wasn't until the next Wednesday; it was a bit awkward. We smiled
and laughed, but Brian seemed very insecure. I was confused. I
could do with him using the trigger words again, because I was in
need of a good fuck, as my lack of cigarettes still needed to be
controlled. But he didn't make any attempt. And the Brian without
the trigger words was hopeless for my use.
It didn't improve over the week, and I was left to play with
myself. I was thinking a lot about Louise, but couldn't seem to
pick up the courage to call. The following weekend however,
she
took the initiative and we met but that is the beginning of
another story, which doesn't really belong in this one.
What does belong however, is the fact that on the following
Tuesday, I was surprised to see Brian without his usual
cigarettes. I asked him, but he just mumbled something about
having decided to quit as well, but I couldn't get more out of
him. I did however, have a suspicion, and a wicked thought entered
my frustrated mind.
We were due in the operating theatre, but on the way I managed to
borrow a packet of cigarettes from a nurse. She didn't even
register the fact that I wasn't supposed to be smoking any more.
The stress of a hospital does that to you. We changed into our
scrubs. I had started to wear smaller, more sexy underwear, but
that didn't even register with Brian. Fortunately it was a short
and easy operation, because I was shaking and couldn't keep my
mind on the work at hand.
Afterwards, in the changing room I managed to lock the door behind
us without Brian noticing. I slipped off the scrubs and turned to
him. He was down to his boxer shorts. He was looking at my lacy
see though bra, but was making no advances. Now or never, I
thought, as I dug into the pocket of my white doctor's dress
hanging on the wall, and produced the borrowed pack of cigarettes.
"Are you sure you don't want a cigarette, Brian?" Did I detect a
hesitation and a confused expression? I certainly believed I saw
a
movement in the boxer shorts. But he didn't reply.
"You can take the whole pack," I tried. I put the pack on the
table, observing him closely. Did I see a faint look in his eyes?
I don't know, but my nipples were growing obviously hard, and he
was staring at them in a way he hadn't done all last week. I
grabbed the bra behind my back and undid the hook. Staring at him
to gage his reaction, I slipped the bra off my shoulders. My
nipples exploded. His breath was coming in short gulps.
"I think you should take off your shorts," I said testingly, but
I
needed not have worried. He immediately slipped his shorts down
and kicked them off, just standing there as if it were a natural
thing. I picked up the cigarettes again.
"I can guess you don't need these any more," I said now with more
authority. It worked. His dick literally jumped up to a rock hard,
blue headed state in about five seconds. He groaned and grabbed
it
and starting to stroke himself. I quickly dropped my panties and
went over to help him. I knew that at least for a while I could
have back the 'old' Brian, and I was going to enjoy it as much as
possible.
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This story is one of a series of stories published to www.asstr.org/~doalfer.
She invites you to also read the other ones, preferably in the order
in which
they are published (the order in which they are listed on the site).
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