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Callback
Author: trilby else
Category: First Time (classic)
codes: FF mc 1st
email: [email protected]
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CALLBACK
by trilby else ( [email protected])
Codes: FF, mc, 1st
1.
Once they were out of the pitched battle in the slavers' complex it was
peaceful, and Vanessa was tempted to stop running. The tunnel exit was
in a stand of trees by the edge of the back pasture, and she looked up
the slope to the little farmhouse that she dimly recalled her captors
taking her through. Back when They'd still just kept her drugged,
before the serious brainwashing to redesign her mind.
She thought she remembered trying to escape through it, once, early on
when she'd still been able to think of wanting to get away. When she'd
still been able to think, period. She wasn't sure. There was something
about needing to keep running, keep trying, keep . . .
"Keep *going!"*
She turned, and Heather was slowing down to yell at her. Heather was
still disguised in the tight black leather of one of Their guards, and
at the sight of her Vanessa's conditioning was already sending pulses of
obedience through her body.
But there was more, and it wasn't just that the agent had come to
rescue her and the others, or even that Heather was gorgeous. Heather's
lovely Asian features had been the first face she'd seen when Heather
had cracked open the indoctrination pod, even before her eyes had
refocused. Vanessa knew why she was ready to do anything the other
woman asked, or wished, or commanded.
Right now Heather was commanding Vanessa to *move her ass.*
Vanessa resisted, with an effort, the treacherous joy of exploring
Heather's interest in her ass. She saw Heather's frantic look around at
the other runaway slaves, and remembered why they were running. She saw
two of them starting to falter, and went to the one furthest from
Heather--Kat, her name was. She took her hand, and Kat gaped at her.
"Please," she said, unable to marshal the crack of authority in Heather
's voice. But this slavegirl was even further along in her brainwashing
than Vanessa had been, and she obeyed even a plea.
Heather looked back again as she ran, seeing Vanessa with the other
stray, and her grin of approval was like a warm hand on Vanessa's groin.
She ran faster, and Kat followed puppylike, bonding to her as she'd
started bonding to Heather.
No one was coming out after them, but Vanessa saw another backward
glance from Heather, and she looked more worried, not less.
Vanessa tried to think, though she hadn't had much practice lately.
Heather was running them toward the property-line fence, into the scrub
pine beyond. A warm night was falling, and they might be able to hide a
half-dozen scared but very compliant girls if the slavers did come out
looking for them.
In the chaos, did the ones who'd been turning Vanessa and the others
into obedient drones even know some of them had fled?
Oh--mistake. Even trying to make sense of the noise and confusion back
there was triggering a weird excitement between Vanessa's legs with the
memories of the place. A need to be there. To return there. Now . . .
She clung to Heather's command, trying not to slip into a trance that
one of the other Mistresses had implanted in her. She felt Kat's hand
in hers, and thought *If I go back she'll follow me. She won't even
know she had a chance.*
The chill kept her going.
There was a noise ahead, familiar and arousing. The warbling
electronic tone was something she couldn't quite remember, but even as
her pussy warmed, her gut froze--there were other tones and sequences,
burned into her mind, that *would* turn her into a windup toy, and she
had no way to resist.
She saw the others collecting at the fence. Heather and three of the
runaways were slowing down.
Two of the girls had stopped dead and were standing rigid. Heather was
looking at them wide-eyed. Vanessa heard the almost-seductive beeping,
and saw that in addition to the thongs they all wore, the two in trance
had collars.
She was near them now and heard them start to chant together. "Must .
. . return. Obey . . . return . . . obey . . ." As one, they swiveled
to face the tunnel and began walking stiffly back to their controllers.
She felt as though They were watching, and reaching out. Their powers
had taken the collared girls' minds first, and then something else would
put her to sleep too, and she would lead Kat back to slavery . . .
"Perimeter," Heather said breathlessly. "The trigger's automatic--but
there'll be an alarm that there were slaves here. Even if these two go
back--"
"They can't," Vanessa said desperately, trying to block the nearest and
reaching for the other. But the first slave marched into her, and the
silken body, bare as her own, pressed softly and relentlessly against
her.
She pushed back and they tumbled to the grass, and Vanessa found her
body trying to wrap around the other girl, needing to fuck her as even
the danger faded. She wanted to call to Heather but glimpsed the
leather-clad agent harrying the uncollared, still-awake escapees over
the fence.
The other girl was oblivious as she squirmed against Vanessa, her eyes
blank. Her body was reacting to Vanessa, too, but her programming was
far too strong for her lust. She got up first. Vanessa climbed up her
body, fighting how good it felt. Still obeying her collar, the girl was
panting her obedience to its signal. She pressed against Vanessa,
dreamily trying to get past her but too stupefied by her trance to think
of trying to get around her.
Whatever They'd done to her *had* reduced her to a windup toy, and it
made Vanessa terribly sad.
And terribly damp . . .
"Listen to me! *Think!* Fight it! If it pulls you back inside you'll
never get out!" Vanessa started to panic, no longer sure if her voice
was breaking from horror or envy.
"Return . . . obey . . ."
Vanessa looked at the other woman as she chanted, pushing mindlessly so
she could return, and recognized her. Vanessa had still been weak and
splay-legged as a newborn colt, moments out of the pod's strange sleep
with her body and mind still half-tranquilized, leaning on Heather just
to stand up. This girl had come by, crying in rage because she hadn't
been able to get to the pods in the other chamber. Full of fire, trying
to help Heather and the other agents, not wanting to leave people
behind.
Her head floated like a tethered balloon now, and her eyes were
beautifully glazed. Their empty gaze rubbed against Vanessa's
awareness.
They'd snuffed this girl's fire with beeping from a cheap microchip.
The tones had erased her memory of trying to fight them or even of
having a reason to fight. She could remember nothing now but the need
to obey Them embedded in what They'd left of her mind.
Before Vanessa could remember that it was embedded in hers, too, she
realized the slave's urgent chant was tickling her from inside. She
heard herself start to whisper, "Obey . . ."
The girl was so hot in her blankness. She'd never know her sleepwalk
was seducing Vanessa to follow her back to the slavers, a moth drawn by
another moth back to the flame that would burn them both to soulless
automata.
It felt awful to slip back, to surrender when she was so close to the
fence, and Vanessa moaned, sliding her cleft against the other girl's
flexed thigh.
"Snap out of it!"
She hadn't realized her eyes were closed, and when she opened them
Heather's face filled them. She was held tight in warm leather, and her
cheek was warm from a slap she hadn't felt.
"Vanessa!" The fear in the agent's dark eyes was unbearable.
"Still with you," Vanessa made herself hiss, and fought the need to
lean into Heather and dissolve.
Oh god. The girl . . .
She turned in Heather's embrace, but the reenslaved girl Heather had
pulled her off of was already striding placidly back to be owned again.
The other girl who'd been caught in her collar and triggered was even
further away, almost to the tunnel again.
Vanessa tensed, torn between the need to submit to Heather and the
scalding thought of leaving the nameless girl to be reeled back in by
Their summons.
"We have to leave her," Heather said, and even as it sank in as a
command, Vanessa heard the pain. She turned back to face the agent.
Heather hadn't invaded the complex alone, but no one else, runaway or
agent, had come out. Heather knew about leaving-behind.
Vanessa stopped resisting it. What the pod's brainwashing had started,
awakening from it to Heather, and seeing Heather's strength as she faced
this, now, was completing.
Straightening so Heather could let her go--her own tiny strength
letting her part from the other woman's touch--she allowed herself only
to nod.
*I'm in love with you, agent Heather.*
Vanessa knew Heather probably couldn't take that right now, and just
followed her to the fence. The other girls had scattered: two,
including Kat, had just kept going to the trees as they'd been told, but
the other two were standing slackly just past the fence, looking
frightened but too drowsy to think of running.
She and Heather each took one gently by the arm and ran to catch up
with the others.
2.
They'd found a small bowl-shaped clearing ringed by trees with good
visibility around, and Heather had kept them here. Vanessa worried
about her, but she seemed calm enough as they waited.
As night deepened, none of them seemed inclined to sleep. No one had
pursued them, and Vanessa didn't question that. Her own memories of the
complex were too gapped, and too tampered with, for her to form any idea
of what They might be able to know or do now. She knew Heather's team
would have sold themselves dearly if they could, and the slavers' setup
might have been quite wrecked when the last of the agents went down.
Now she reclined near a broad oak and looked over at Heather, trying to
explain why she was so fixated on her.
"It was to imprint me on one of the Mistresses," Vanessa said, finding
Heather's eyes like onyx in the moonlight. The agent nodded.
"It's easier now to remember some of what I was being conditioned for.
I think I was supposed to become the executive assistant/pussylicker for
one of the senior Mistresses. From what I think I remember, from before
I was spending more time in trance than awake, those personal girl-toys
tend to be real devotees. Whoever she was, I would have lived to die
for her when they were finished converting me."
Heather did her the courtesy of not looking away, but Vanessa knew she
could understand the real message.
"I recall they were pleased with what they kept calling my `potential.'
There was some kind of aptitude battery they gave me when I was
hypnotized--the memory feels early, right after I was abducted."
"Do you remember much about that? Being abducted?" Heather seemed
glad to change the subject.
"No," she said, not sure if she was entirely unhappy about that. "I'm
not even sure `Vanessa' is my name or one they gave me--like Bitsy."
She nodded to where the four other runaways huddled quietly at the other
end of the clearing.
Heather followed her glance and kept looking at the others, all she'd
been able to save.
"Heather." The agent turned back to her.
"You got seven people out into the open. It may not seem like much
after that hive, but it's way more than none. I owe you that my eyes
are open and my mind can think." She blinked, almost too full of the
need to make Heather feel better to be able to do it. "I think you're
the only reason I still know what `I' means."
Heather nodded. "I lost two of those seven when their collars took
control of them. My own crew . . ."
Vanessa recalled standing up against Heather in the pod chamber, almost
laminated to her, still coming down from the half-complete imprinting.
Heather'd had some kind of walkie-talkie and the woman at the other end
was frantic. *"They've got something else! The helmets are useless!
It's low-frequency--I don't know what it is but J.Z.'s a fucking zombie
now and she was almost ready to start shooting at us when she fell
over!"* Heather's eyes had widened.
*"Heather, God help me, I was ready to shoot her first.*
*"Whatever it is, thank god it's not mobile yet or--I'd be calling you
because they told me to."*
Seeing her rescuer's own fear had been some kind of moderator on
the imprinting. Vanessa's mind had been full of the Perfect Goddess the
pod had been remapping her to worship, and she was well on her
way to giving her soul to the sleek Japanese deity in leather who'd
drawn her up out of obedient sleep. But Heather, the flesh-and-blood
goddess who held her gently until she could stand and speak again, was a
few heartbeats from panic hearing her comrades being routed and taken.
She heard what Heather had been hearing--heard it with her whole mind
now. Heather's leader had told her to get anyone she could and get them
out. It was all they could do. It was goodbye.
That was it. The raid had been a disaster, and the other agents . . .
Vanessa didn't know if it was her interrupted programming, or something
more real, but she wanted more than anything to go over and hold
Heather, in what might be the worst hour of her life.
"I don't even have the commbox anymore," Heather commented, sounding
almost bored. "Lost it in the melee. And *I* was the technical geek on
the team."
Vanessa looked at her, realizing that in the slaver disguise she hadn't
been able to carry much of what Vanessa supposed agents usually liked to
tote around. She had a hazy memory of being subdued, early on before
They'd tranced the fight out of her and she resisted each trip to the
conditioning room. She recalled Them drawing things from unguessed
sheaths and seams of their leathers--things that had stung and dazed
her, made her sleepy or left her purring on her knees. Slaver guards
were equipped for Their war on the defenseless victims They were
converting, not for a chase across open country.
She tried to picture Heather in her own proper livery, black T-shirt
and combat pants in jump boots, maybe, gear on a belt slung from her
tiger-slim waist and more on a web-harness over her shoulders.
But here-and-now Heather gleamed in skintight black leather, beautiful
and lethal as a dragon in repose, and while that streamlined glory was
enough to make Vanessa's breathing pause, it was apparently empty of
useful gadgets, at least for their present needs. Heather was trying to
keep them awake and running, not stun them into obedience.
*Oh. Oh my.*
*Stunned. Into obedience.*
*To Heather.*
Vanessa bit her tongue, hard.
Tearing her eyes from Heather, she didn't bother to look down at
herself. There wasn't anything to inventory. *Maybe I could make a
slingshot from my thong. Just have to hope a breeze doesn't come by and
set me off while I'm aiming.*
The other girls were likewise essentially out here in nothing but
smiles.
Not even smiles, she realized, hearing a low sob from the others. It
stung her with another half-memory from the holding cells, before she
and the others with her had been hypnotized out of remembering to weep.
She saw Heather blink at them, and she said, "I'll take care of her."
As
Heather nodded and she stood to go to them, she realized that she was
taking a feminine role, comforting the women while dark strong Heather
fought for them.
She shook her head before she could start planning the wedding, and
knelt by the other freed slaves. Bitsy looked up at her artlessly.
"She's crying. Her name's Lori, I think." Vanessa nodded to her and
put out her hand to stroke Bitsy's cheek, thanking her--rewarding
her--for being the dutiful pupil. Bitsy closed her eyes at the caress
and then sat back placidly to watch.
Kat, the girl Vanessa had dragged out before, was holding tearful Lori,
who curled against her breasts, looking ready to suckle. Kat nodded up
to Vanessa and kept looking at her, and despite herself, Vanessa had to
smile. Even this motley crew had fallen into its own fucked-up
hierarchy: she herself was ready to be Heather's love-slave the moment
Heather cared to lift her finger, Kat was still devoted to Vanessa for
taking control of her as they'd fled, and now Lori was imprinting on
Kat.
Bitsy smiled back at her and Kat did too, but Lori was too inward just
then. Vanessa knelt, realizing that the four of them, curled there in
the shadows away from the moon's shine, were radiating their own quiet
erotic pulse, and it was sneaking up her thighs.
Resting her hand on Lori's warm shoulder, she said, "We're here, Lori.
We got away and soon we'll get a ride to someplace safe."
Lori looked sidewise, not quite toward her, and closed her eyes,
seeming to shrink in Kat's hold. Vanessa remembered seeing a rabbit,
too frightened to bite, trying to disappear that way as someone held it.
Fresh tears leaked from Lori's eyelids as she whispered.
"I need to obey."
3.
Vanessa went cold. Lori was still enslaved. She'd only run because
someone had yelled at her to--maybe the collared girl, before the collar
beeped away her will to resist--and Lori was too mindfucked to disobey
anyone who took control of her.
But They still owned her heart and soul, and she cried now for wanting
Them to take her back on a leash.
Vanessa looked at the others. Bitsy was still docile and Kat seemed to
have a spark in her eyes, but she didn't know how deep their
brainwashing was. Or her own. She didn't want to think of them lapsing
back into obedience, and wondered what sort of deep compulsions
might be waiting under their conscious thoughts, even hers, ready to
turn one or more of them into Their remote-control weapons.
She blinked and looked at the fourth woman. "I'm Vanessa. What's your
name?"
The woman blinked back. "I don't know," she said, and Vanessa nearly
missed the note, it was so quiet. The woman seemed calm, but she was
frozen with the terror of not even being anyone. Even the rest of their
little pack had *names.*
She'd run with them, but she was no one.
Vanessa took her hand and the woman squeezed back. "What name would
you like?"
The woman looked at her. "The one I used to have," she whispered, and
Vanessa blushed deeply.
"No. I'm sorry. I know what you meant. But I knew it just a
few--days? hours? ago--they told me I'd just passed my lessons, I'd
just forgotten what they wanted me to, before I could start to be
reprogrammed for my . . . true function." Her eyes were dry but she
held Vanessa's hand more tightly.
"I can't remember what they took away. But thank you for getting me out
while I can remember I lost it."
Vanessa felt like an imposter, but realized she was standing in for
Heather's lost people now. She leaned over and hugged the woman. She
held her and whispered, "I think I had a sister, and her name was
Jennifer. May I lend you her name, until we find yours again?"
The arms around her tightened. "Yes," she felt against her shoulder.
"Thank you."
Vanessa leaned back. "Bitsy, Kat, Lori--this is Jennifer."
"Hi, Jennifer," Kat said, and Bitsy echoed her, looking curiously at
the new person. Lori didn't stir from Kat's breast, but reached mutely
for Jennifer's hand. Jennifer took hers, and looked at her.
Vanessa was starting to guess what "true functions" they'd all been
destined for, if Heather and the others hadn't freed them. Bitsy and
Kat seemed blissful and easy to control, and they were both pretty in a
very . . . *accessible* way. She could see how attractive they'd look
kneeling by the walls of an office. The vision was so sharp she fled
from it, tasting the seductive flavor of what they'd been implanting in
her own thoughts while she was helpless in the indoctrination pod.
God. In the sick infrastructure they'd been melted and reshaped to
fit, Vanessa would have emerged from the pod as someone's obsequious
lackey, but she would still have looked down on playtoys like these.
She suspected she'd have used them thoroughly, and they'd have loved it.
Jennifer held Lori's hand. "We can talk about obedience, if you'd
like," she said, and Kat stroked Lori's hair as she nodded faintly.
Jennifer turned to Vanessa. "I think if we're gentle, we can make her
comfortable with being--free. At least enough so she'll go along with
whatever you need us to do. We can take care of it."
Vanessa smiled, embarrassed a little that she hadn't really noticed
Jennifer before now. Lori's susceptibility could endanger them all in
ways they might not even know, but leaving it in Jennifer's hands seemed
safe, somehow.
"We're not free yet," she said, trying to make it sound wry and not
defeated.
The woman who wore what might have been her sister's name so well
stroked Lori's wrist and looked around at the trees. "Oh, I don't know,
Vanessa. I'll do what you and Heather tell me to because it makes sense
and you're both trying hard for us, not because you've got some kind
of whammy on me. I'm out in the woods on a warm summer night, and
not being hypnotized in some concrete cubicle."
She met Vanessa's eyes. "I'd be happy to lie down with any of you and
make love sometime, just because I want to know how you sound when
you're *that* happy.
"I think I'm pretty free, considering."
Vanessa kissed her, and left them all, smiling, before she fell apart.
She knelt beside Heather, looking down at the exquisite face and the
onyx eyes. "I'm sorry. I just need to be near you now."
Heather nodded. "You're in love with me, aren't you?"
Vanessa shivered with a bedroom delight at being as soul-naked as she
was body-nude to Heather. "Yes. That's about it.
"It's like one of those love-potion things. The pod was programming me
to love and worship and obey the woman who'd open it and take me out."
"Me."
"Yes, as it turned out."
Heather didn't blink. "I notice you're not calling me `Mistress' or
anything--not that I mind."
Vanessa smiled. "It's different. I think you broke the cycle before it
could implant the real slave protocols, or seal them with the pleasure
reinforcements." She swallowed, seduced and repulsed. "If I'd been
under that far when you opened the pod, I'd either be completely insane,
or else completely your . . . creature."
She wondered about being that dedicated a slavegirl to Heather, unable
to separate the real adoration she felt for the other woman.
"I'd have killed you," Heather said quietly. "If you'd been that far
gone."
"Thank you." She meant it, and then she saw Heather's eyes, looking
past her at the friends Heather had left back there. The ones Heather
couldn't even hope to release by killing, now.
"We'll get help," she said, staring deep into the dark eyes. "You'll
get them out if they're alive." She was lying against Heather before
she realized it, tripping on the way the leather and the taut body in it
felt against her skin. Even the little weapons and slave-control tools
dug wonderfully into her own softness as she pressed close.
Heather lay very still and Vanessa suddenly looked up at her, lifting
her head from the agent's breast. "I'm sorry. I literally can't help
thinking like this when it comes to you.
"But--you're not into this at all, are you? Into me?
"This is repulsive to you, isn't it?" She pulled away and sat up
again.
Even the mortification of trying to seduce a hugely uninterested
heterosexual woman felt good in a bad sort of way, but she wanted
Heather's respect, too, and she pulled away, seeing *herself* at last
from where Heather lay. She was only just realizing how much of Their
world she'd absorbed while They'd been enslaving her, and she'd
forgotten that some women didn't fancy other women.
Maybe neither had she, before.
Trying to swallow tears, she had to turn again before Jennifer and the
others saw her crying. She wasn't sure if it was to guard their morale
or her own pride, such as it was by now.
She didn't turn when she heard the leather creak, but she did give a
quiet cry when she felt the leather enfold her gently from behind and
bear her gently back to the ground. She let herself soften as Heather
lay over her, and went boneless as Heather's lips kissed her tears.
"No," Heather said to her. "Not repulsive. I tend to prefer men, but
a beautiful woman"--she kissed Vanessa's brow--"who's brave"--and her
cheek--"and smart"--and her lips, lingeringly--"would never repel me.
"And when she's in love with me . . ." Now she held Vanessa, as
tenderly as Kat was holding Lori.
"I can't say that I'm in love with you, Vanessa. On top of everything
else I've just lost some people I did love, and I'm not happy to care
that much about someone else I could lose.
"But I could love you, I think. Very easily."
Heather kissed her again, with great deliberation. "Vanessa, I've
never been with another woman. Not even `experimented,' or practiced
with a friend for boys. But you're different."
"I'm a half-programmed sex slave," Vanessa said, ashamed to be enjoying
the heat between her thighs as she said it. "Maybe that's--"
"No," Heather said, firmly. "There's something about--that, yeah. I
can't *not* see how you look or not know what they've put into your
head. That I can deal with.
"It's how hard you're trying not to be that slave, that's getting to
me." She swallowed. "And I've never felt this way about a man,
before.
"We'll have drinks, after we're out of here, and talk about it."
Vanessa looked up at her. "I'm there," she whispered.
"No!" said one of the others.
Heather pulled her to sit upright. They both looked to see if someone
had appeared in the trees, but the four other women were absorbed in
each other. Unwrapping herself from Heather, Vanessa trotted over to
squat by her charges. They seemed to be talking quietly now.
The sound was so soothing and steady that it nearly put her into
trance, too, before she spotted their wide, unseeing eyes.
"The Mistresses are too powerful to resist we can only obey we cannot
think we can only obey . . ."
She couldn't even call out to Heather, who was too far to hear--it was
all she could do to keep her teeth clenched over the urge to join the
chant. She knew the words. It was part of Their basic programming, and
now that it was flowing through her head again, it was echoing from
inside--again.
The women's voices weren't quite in synch, and that helped her resist.
Lori and Kat were making a seductive harmony, with Bitsy chirping
solemnly along, but Jennifer was hesitating--barely, but it was enough
to distract Vanessa from the cadence that might have snared her.
Jennifer had had just enough willpower left to send up the distress
flare of "No!" before slipping. She'd tried to reach Lori, but it was
dangerous to talk about obedience with a completely obedient person.
Vanessa started to slap Jennifer, but kissed her instead, wrapping her
tongue around Jennifer's to seduce it from the words. She kept on until
she felt Jennifer respond to it and pull her closer. When they parted,
she said, "I knew you could hold out, Sis."
Leather on her shoulder let her know Heather had seen it, and now each
of the free women took a tranced one and held her with a hand over her
mouth until she subsided. Lori curled up and went to sleep, while Bitsy
looked dazed and Kat started to cry.
Heather looked at them. She stood up, and Vanessa felt all of them
respond to the gleaming dark guardian at whose feet they crouched. This
was a Frazetta or Vallejo moment, she thought madly--Heather resplendent
in her black, naked slavegirls wrapped around each leg.
Demons out behind the darkness.
But Heather just looked down, and Vanessa knew she was seeing her
friends, being brainwashed back there into learning the same
self-hypnotic chant. Into exceptionally fit playtoys, or more fanatical
myrmidons.
"We're moving. I have an idea."
4.
Heather got them to another huddling place, a hollow near the top of a
bluff, overlooking the road. Vanessa kept expecting to see war-movie
partisans with grenades or something, about to ambush the convoy of
blunt old trucks that would be along presently.
*Nobody here but us naked fugitives, though.* She saw Kat holding Lori
again, and Jennifer sitting apart, a more aware failsafe if Lori
hypnotized Kat or Bitsy again.
Vanessa and Heather lay side by side, looking down at the roadhouse.
Heather had pointed out what looked like an old phone booth in an alcove
in the shadows in back of the building, and there seemed to be wire
going from the roadside lines to the vertical timber beside it.
But Heather had turned to consider the few vehicles on the gravel in
front. She looked longer at the red Barracuda, aloof under the
glare of the streetlight, that hunched forward, parked nose-out.
"I could get it started, but I don't know if I could fit us all," she
said softly.
Vanessa let their arms touch. "Mmm. Yes. I can see the problem. How
would we stand it, all piled onto each other in the back? Quivering
soft warm flesh everywhere. The agony."
"Very funny." Heather scanned the area again. "How could I stand it,
listening to the noise you'd all be making?"
"You could keep me in front." Vanessa refused to touch herself. "I
could ride the stick--you could just grab my ass when you wanted to
shift."
"Slut. You'd be praying for hills every two miles." Heather looked
around quickly, realizing how "slut" might have sounded, and Vanessa
wasn't ready to show her how it had nearly set her off to hear it so
casually.
She sighed, instead, inclining her head toward Jennifer and the others.
"Well, honey, now that we have kids, you'll just have to hotwire
something *sensible* instead."
Heather grunted. "Yes, dear. But look--that windowless cinderblock
longneck emporium down there is fresh out of minivans."
Vanessa looked down at it. "Are you sure we can't just go down and
tell them we need help? Get the sheriff or the state police or
whatever, until you can get more agents here?"
Heather rolled onto her side and eyed Vanessa, making her weak with the
way she looked her up and down. "Just how many beer-buddies do you want
pinning you to the pool table? I wonder how they'd deal with Lori
wanting to *obey."*
Vanessa couldn't find words for how *that* made her feel. "You could
go. You could kick the shit out of anyone in that bar. Out of
everyone." She relaxed and let the idolatry flow, and it was utterly
sincere. Heather was staring at her.
"You could kill them and bring them back to life and kick them away
when they licked your boots."
Heather's eyes were so strange--slavegirl-wide, but
Mistress-hyperalert. "You *mean* that, don't you, Vanessa?"
Vanessa stopped her hand before it crawled under her thong. It
actually helped to be so riveted by the other woman--it was something to
block out the lust. "Yes. Oh, god. I do." She looked at Heather. "I
really hope you're a decent person, Heather, because I can't think
anything wrong about you. I don't know where the conditioning stops,
and where--"
"What begins?" asked Heather, in awe.
"The reality. You'd be a goddess even if I weren't brainwashed to
think so."
"Maybe you're just thinking *that* because the pod trained you to."
Heather said it gently.
"No. I don't know. You're just . . . so . . ." She stopped, because
Heather slid over to her and stared into her eyes. She fell silent and
realized happily that she was dissolving into Heather now, and . . .
"Vanessa. Stop it." She tried to help Heather break her from it, not
because she wanted to be free from Heather-worship but because *Heather*
wanted it. But she was too deep.
"Please, Vanessa."
It was enough to remind her, knowing that her deity could plead. She
shut her eyes and leaned until her forehead rested on Heather's
shoulder. "Trying," she gasped.
She clung to admiring Heather. She remembered the way Heather had
smiled to see her catch Kat when Kat had nearly lapsed back into trance
when they left the tunnel.
*She doesn't want a slave. She wants a friend.*
*She needs a friend.*
Putting her lips to Heather's shoulder. "Better now."
Heather released her carefully and rolled to look again at the
roadhouse.
"I need to contact someone very quickly, Vanessa. I don't know how
long my friends have in there before the slavers destroy their wills
permanently.
"We've all had training in resisting hypnosis and even drugs, but that
subsonic thing--really scares me. They made J.Z. into a slave and they
had her about to start fighting her own people . . . god, how did she
feel when her mind told her that her friends were her enemies, and her
enemies were--" she looked at Vanessa "--goddesses?"
Heather shook her head and looked at the grass. "It sounded clumsy,
experimental, from what Polly could tell me before I lost the commbox.
I'm praying it is, because I don't want to look back as we're running
across a field and see some fucking mind-melter on the back of a
pickup chasing us.
"But the worst thing is that we should have known. They told me in
training that one of the typical reactions to a failed mission is
*someone set us up.* I want to put that aside and try to figure out
what I can still fix." Heather grasped at her night-black hair,
loosening it a bit from the severe style that had helped her blend in
with Them.
"But. But. They were warned about us *and* they had a weapon we
should at least have heard rumors about. Distance-enslavement's just a
joke, gallows humor, like mentant-mutants or the ghost of Anton what'
s-his-face.
"Someone I work with, or for, is giving information to them and keeping
it from us. They might have her under mind control--I hope so, because
to help them willingly . . ." Vanessa shivered, seeing how cold
Heather's rage was, and Heather let go of it, seeing how open
Vanessa was to her mood.
"All the timelines are trash now, Vanessa. I can't count on Polly or
J.Z. or anyone holding out against whatever they're doing to them back
there, not for the days we thought we could."
Vanessa was feeling despair by now, and ready to do anything.
"Heather, I don't know how long They had me, but it was more than a few
days. Or weeks, I think. I think it was winter when I was kidnapped.
"But I'm still me. Not quite me--I'm fairly sure I didn't used to
worship other women." Heather smiled. "Even perfect ones." Heather
blinked and flushed, but she didn't look away.
"But if They could turn a woman into Their catspaw that fast, I'd be a
desk accessory by now. I'd have died fighting you before I let you take
me out of my owners' fortress. And no one trained me to resist
hypnosis, either--I'm as easy as easy meat gets. So maybe your friends
*can* resist."
Heather wanted to believe her, and was refusing to let herself.
"I won't argue, Heather. But I believe in you, and the women you call
friends." *Well, of course I do. The indoctrination pod told me to,
and I Must Obey.* But it felt like more than that.
"Just tell me what you need me to do."
Heather looked at her and nodded. "Okay, Vanessa. I need to talk
before we can run. Plan A is to use that phone at the back of the
social club down there, to call in and let the others know what
happened. Then Plan A2 is to get something running down there--that
king-cab looks good--and haul ass with all of you, down to a retrieval
point.
"I don't want to let anyone down there know we're here until I have
to. Fuck, I don't want to have to."
"As in, `Thank you for not raping us,'" Vanessa murmured as she looked
down.
"That's not the worst case," Heather said, too evenly. "We haven't
cleared this area. The hive back there is just one installation the
slavers have, and it may have gotten so large because they have local
help."
She didn't seem to notice Heather's eyes widen. Just one? How big
were They?
Local help?
"I'm not even authorized to talk to local law enforcement," Heather was
saying, and Vanessa flashed on what might have been a memory, an aborted
escape attempt up through the farmhouse . . . if she'd made it to the
road, flagged down a car, fallen to her knees in joy to see the lights
on the roof, the shield on the door. Thanking them.
Until they drove her back. Worst case.
Turned her over to the leather controllers, and watched Them put her
back on her knees. *They* were all women, but They didn't mind using
men.
Was she remembering that? She wasn't sure she'd even made it out of
the house--or had she even tried? Had she only dreamed of escaping, in
the cell, before they'd made her dreams wetter and all about submission?
Or listened half in trance as a stronger woman remembered trying?
"So, trusting people in a bar this close to the complex not to be in on
it--no. Too risky."
Vanessa looked at her and knew Heather was playing that martial-arts
bar fight in her own mind, without Vanessa's filter of adoration. She
was seeing herself go down, leaving Vanessa and the others defenseless.
Heather didn't change expression, but uncoiled to squat on her
haunches. Squinting down over her samurai-daughter cheekbones, she
looked like a hunting cat about to lunge down the hillside and take
something down with her teeth. It was only when she looked over at
Vanessa that Vanessa realized she'd come upright, too--to kneel.
Vanessa wanted, a little, to be the prey of this long-limbed huntress.
The heat of Heather's mouth on Vanessa's throat would be worth dying for
as she closed her jaws on it.
When Heather saw that--and humanity shone out of her again--the joy of
it almost killed Vanessa.
But when it didn't kill her, she knelt up, proudly suppliant.
"Please, Heather. Let me go down there instead."
Heather stopped moving completely. "If they caught you--"
"I know." Vanessa's mind was catching up to where her heart had
brought her, but even the vertigo of what she heard herself volunteering
for didn't throw it loose. "But if they catch me, they just get a
runaway. If they catch you . . ." She fought the pod-conditioned
admiration for Heather's warrior prowess and made herself see the
crueler scene, where the too-numerous enemies swarmed over Heather. A
lot of them would never get up, but in the end she'd lose.
She'd try, though, and in a tearing way, this made Vanessa readier to
worship Heather than the mind control had.
A goddess couldn't die for Vanessa, but Heather would.
5.
Before Heather said anything, Vanessa pointed to where the others lay.
"If they catch you, Heather, that's it. We're as good as back in the
hive. If we used to be able to defend ourselves, or had the sense to
*run away* when someone wanted to hurt us or own us, They've brainwashed
us out of it. Jennifer and Kat need you, whatever happens down there."
Heather looked at her, perfectly still. "They'd have you, Vanessa."
Vanessa jerked quietly but kept upright. She almost bowed to the
ground at the praise--but her mind held the idea she'd started with.
The mind she still owed to Heather.
"Thank you," she managed. "But even if I could get them moving, we're
just so many baby rabbits hopping around loose. I might find us some
place to hide.
"But They'd make us come out to Them." She trembled, trying not to
enjoy the dream of obeying the summons when it came.
"We weren't collar-trained yet, but we still have all sorts of
posthypnotic controls buried inside. Bells or beeping or flashing
lights--They'd just troll for us and we'd come stumbling out of hiding
like good little sleepwalkers." She looked imploringly at the agent.
"You'd just think the triggers were silly, and I think you could keep
the girls quiet.
"Maybe you could just knock them out." She had to smile, and it made
Heather grin, too.
"But if it were me, I wouldn't--*want* to. I might not even remember
they were there with me."
Heather's smile faded, and the bond between them let Vanessa read her
mind again. Heather was cold now, weighing the value of a pawn's
courage against the rest of her gambit.
It scared Vanessa--but it also blissed her, in a clean way she vaguely
remembered from when she'd been free. Heather took her seriously enough
to consider sacrificing her in the battle.
*Touch me with your sword, Lady, and send me forth.*
"I may need to knock them out anyway," Heather said.
Vanessa was dizzy for a second. Heather was agreeing with her. And
Heather couldn't bear to say so outright.
She couldn't meet Heather's eyes just then and turned to see
Jennifer's, instead. Her new-named sister knelt a little away from the
other three, and nodded reassuringly. Heather was right, though--if
she were keeping an eye on Vanessa's progress down by the phone,
she couldn't monitor the others if Lori had another spellbinding relapse
and put them under again.
It was frightening to picture them kneeling passively, watching each
other sag safely unconscious under Heather's no-doubt scientific sleeper
hold or customized agent karate blow or whatever.
But if Heather cold-cocked them, she might never get them up and away
if there were active enemies in the roadhouse, and they came up the
bluff after they took Vanessa.
"No." The solution was dirty, but by now she wasn't surprised to feel
aroused by it.
"I'll hypnotize them."
It felt odd to be taking the initiative but wonderful that Heather was
allowing her to. She slid back from the top of the incline and stayed
low as she walked back to the other girls. Jennifer looked up, achingly
alert, and Kat smiled up from holding Lori, like an elder sister proud
to be minding the baby.
Vanessa knew she might not see any of them again. If she came to grief
down there, whether it was a nest of Their collaborators or just a bar
full of garden-variety gang-rapists, she'd *wish* not to see any of them
caught after her.
She pushed it away and knelt, choosing Kat to begin before she knew
why. The other woman was still drawn to her, bound by the memory of
Vanessa leading her safely away from the shooting and screams of the
disintegrating rescue.
"I need you to listen to me very carefully, Kat. I see you're really
relaxed now, very relaxed and feeling very safe and happy. Lori's very
warm in your arms and it feels good to hold her, and my voice is very
soft in your ears and it feels good to listen to me. You don't want to
listen to anything else, Kat, you just want to listen to my soft voice
and keep Lori warm as she keeps you relaxed and you keep her safe."
She went on, and Kat was looking into her eyes without being told.
Vanessa wondered whether she was starting to put herself under, but
trusted Heather to spot that and rouse her.
"Safe and warm, Kat, listening only to my soft voice and whatever it
says to you, soft and warm in your ears. So soft and warm and keeping
Lori safe."
Kat's blinking had slowed, and her eyelids moved sluggishly up and down
as though they'd forgotten how. Vanessa was trying not to use any of
Their triggers--that felt *too* dirty, and it might put her into trance
herself, too deeply even for Heather to snap her out of it easily--but
there was an evil allure to how receptive Kat was even to this gentle
induction. The slavers had conditioned her perfectly.
Conditioned all of them. They were all this easy to hypnotize, now.
Vanessa wondered what she'd do if she were spotted down there, far
enough to run--but someone just commanded her to stop.
"Safe now and ready for sleep, Kat. When you sleep you'll be at peace
and free from any hurtful thoughts. When I tell you to close your tired
eyes you'll be asleep, but in your special sleep you'll be able to hear
my voice and you'll be able to do whatever my voice tells you to, won't
you? Kat?"
Kat's eyes were like bright coins in the moonlight, moving with slow
grace as she nodded. Vanessa reached to hold her temples, speaking as
she touched them.
"Sleep now, Kat. Safe and asleep."
Kat trembled at the combined impact of quiet words and cool fingertips
as she sighed and let herself fall into the trance. Vanessa felt almost
sick with the need to protect her and keep the promise of *safe and
warm.*
She looked down at Lori, who'd been docile against the rhythm of Kat's
slowed breathing. Even under hypnosis, part of Kat's tranquilized
awareness kept her holding Lori, and Lori seemed to sense and soften
into it, trusting her.
"Kat's asleep now," Vanessa whispered to her. "Would you like to dream
with her?" Lori blinked, half-lulled by Kat's own slumber and now lured
by Vanessa's offer.
"Just relax against her, Lori. It's so easy to relax and sleep like
Kat. Kat's hypnotized now and her trance is glowing out of her, keeping
you warm. She's even softer and smoother and warmer now.
"It's hypnotizing you just to be next to her, and it's easier with each
breath she takes in, each breath she lets out, like rocking on gentle
waves . . ."
She could see Lori already breathing with Kat, her eyes fluttering and
starting to roll up. She put her hand on Lori's forehead.
Lori went limp, but Kat shifted to take the new balance without leaving
her own trance, and Vanessa felt awe seeing them together. "Lori, you
can still hear my voice.
"You will obey my voice." It was disgusting to do that to her, but
Lori's overwhelming focus on *obeying* was the whole problem.
It worked now. Still rapt in synch with Kat, Lori mouthed "obey" like
a kiss, and her thighs moved--only slightly, but seeing it warmed
Vanessa between her own.
6.
She turned to Bitsy, but just watching her hypnotize Kat and Lori had
put the other girl deeply under already. Bitsy knelt slackly now, her
eyes on the two entranced women but seeing nothing outside her own
blankness.
Alarmed, Vanessa looked around, praying she wouldn't find Heather
caught up in trance that way, too--and hating the self-destructive jolt
it gave her to think of rendering her leather warrior helpless. But the
agent still smiled at her and offered her a thumbs-up, and she turned
back to her work.
"Bitsy, you too will obey my voice." Bitsy nodded slowly and didn't
move otherwise.
Now it was Jennifer's turn, and Vanessa felt different, somehow.
Jennifer was breathing faster and seemed tense as she knelt, and her
eyelids were drooping. She'd resisted the seduction of seeing the
others submit, but she was fighting hard to do it, and there was real
fear in her eyes as they tried to focus on Vanessa.
This really would be dirty. Jennifer remembered what it felt like to
cherish her free will, and even as surrendering it made her wet, she
didn't want to give it up.
"Vanessa . . .
"Please. If I go under one more time--I don't know if I could wake up
again. Please tell me this is right."
Vanessa could see how weak Jennifer was. Her will was smoke now, from
running and fear, from however long she'd been being slave-trained, from
seeing the others sent to dreamland by the woman who'd given her a name
again. Vanessa could blow that smoke aside with a soft word and
Jennifer would melt for her.
Lori had earlier pushed the word, slick and firm, into Jennifer's
moistening mind. Vanessa could taste it on her tongue.
*Obey.*
Vanessa took Jennifer's head in her hands, and kissed her. "It's
right, Sis, but I think you'll be okay without it."
The look in Jennifer's eyes took her breath away.
Jennifer held her and shook against her once, but then settled back on
her heels. "No--I mean yes. I want to, Vanessa." When Vanessa looked
at her quizzically, she lowered her eyes but raised them again. "For
you. I trust you.
"I need you to know how much I do."
Vanessa reached back and felt Heather take her hand. *Is this how it
feels?*
Vanessa looked into Jennifer's eyes and they nodded to each other. She
kissed Jennifer once more and began.
"You're already very sleepy, Jennifer, and as you listen to me you grow
more drowsy. I'm hypnotizing you and you have no desire to resist."
She wasn't going to seduce Jennifer's mind like the others--Jennifer's
submission deserved something as honest.
"You're focused on my words and my words are transmitting my thoughts
into your mind. Your mind is willing and open and more and more deeply
hypnotized.
"You're becoming more and more deeply hypnotized as my words flow over
your thoughts, and as you relax and submit to the hypnosis it's becoming
clearer and clearer to you that what you must do now is let my words
become your thoughts so that what I speak is what you think."
Jennifer stared into her eyes and relaxed against her body. Jennifer
still looked afraid, but as her features softened into trance-slackness
she was still trying to show her trust. Vanessa knew that when she'd
put the rest of Jennifer to sleep, Jennifer would still be sending that
quiet message.
"You're deep in trance now, Jennifer, deep enough to be safe." She
wanted to say more--to leave some gift of peace here in the depths of
Jennifer's mind that were opened to her--but there was too much to try
to convey.
She kissed Jennifer on the forehead and leaned back, softly calling
each of them by name. "You're all asleep now and very calm. You all
want to stay very quiet and relaxed for me now, don't you?" They nodded
slowly. "Good. That's very good. Each breath you take makes you want
even more to do what I tell you to.
"You want to obey Heather, too, and do whatever she tells you to. If
she tells you to be still and quiet, you'll feel very warm and excited
to curl up and rest just as you are now, asleep and calm, but still able
to hear her and obey her.
"If she tells you to run for it--" Vanessa felt cold, and a moment
later Heather's hand was on her shoulder. She swallowed, already
tasting grief, trying to remember this was only just in case. "Then,
girls, you'll want to run, and not listen to any triggers or tones or
anything that makes you sleepy. Just run.
*"Just--keep--running.*
"And don't look back."
She saw them nod and heard them whisper it back--all four of them
taking her posthypnotic suggestion without resistance. It was part of
their minds now. She didn't know if it would last more than a few
strobe-flashes against one of Their capture teams, but it would make
them easy for Heather to herd to safety if she could.
She saw Jennifer nod, too, and whisper the lesson to herself. Jennifer
had let her do it.
Vanessa couldn't look at her anymore, and Heather was holding her when
she realized she'd been crying over what she'd done. She made herself
look up at Heather, and remember that Heather was agonizing over another
handful of women in Their hands, whose hypnosis would be a lot less
gentle.
She thought about the pod, trying not to squeeze her thighs together,
and doubted mere hypnosis would figure in what They were likely already
doing to Heather's team. Seeing what she'd been able to do to four
runaway slavegirls when she was just a fifth of the same, she shared
Heather's urgency.
They needed a phone, fast. Every second one of the captured agents
spent under Their machines might cost her memory and willpower no one
could ever restore.
Heather was patient, nevertheless, waiting for Vanessa to recover, and
Vanessa loved her even more.
"What's the number?" she whispered. "And do they take collect calls?"
Heather gently helped her stand. "Collect? Don't you watch those
commercials?"
She let a giddy shudder loose the tension a little. "Which
commercials?"
"I don't know," Heather said. "I never watch TV." Vanessa batted at
her arm, admiring how firm Heather's bicep was as her hand bounced off
it. As they walked back to the sloping incline, looking for activity by
the roadhouse but seeing none, Heather told her the number, and some
mission codes, and a grid reference.
Heather patted at the jumpsuit here and there, and slid something from
a sheath on her inner forearm. In the moonlight the Subduer looked like
an engineering pencil on steroids. Vanessa tingled, from the times she
could remember being tamed with one.
"I wish I had a real gun to give you, Vanessa--god, I never thought I'd
be saying *that* to a civilian." She took Vanessa's hand and guided it
to points on the shaft.
"Be careful. If the tip's touching you when someone presses that stud,
your mind and your body get very loose, very open, very fast.
"If anyone down there sees you--" She started to look at Vanessa and
stopped herself, but Vanessa hadn't forgotten for a second how nude she
was, thong notwithstanding. "First thing, just run--not back up the
hill but that way." She pointed.
Vanessa nodded. "Right. I'll lead them away from you and the others."
Heather looked into her eyes, and slowly shook her head. "You would
think that, wouldn't you?
"No--run along flat ground and you can go faster. If you try to run
up, the going's harder and they could catch you on the slope. When you
can, and when there's cover, turn and go for it. Like you told the
girls--just keep running.
"I'll find you." Vanessa looked up, and believed her.
"But if one of them gets close, use that. Don't try to command
them--just drop them and get away."
"How about if I say `Drop dead'?" Vanessa wiped the smile. "Sorry."
"Vanessa, if you screw around they could get it away from you, and if
the screwing-around gives them an idea of what they could do to you with
it--"
Vanessa took it and kissed it and slipped it into the waistband of her
thong. "I understand, Heather. I won't let you down.
"Anyway--I'm yours." She looked up. "And I'm responsible for not
losing your property."
Then Heather was holding her close, and Vanessa looked up at her as
long as she could before the feel of her against Vanessa's skin softened
her too much and she leaned into the agent's chest. The leather
jumpsuit had started to come unzipped and Vanessa's lips were against
Heather's skin, warm over her collarbone.
Heather moved her head away and then took her mouth in a long kiss.
"Be very careful, Vanessa." She held Vanessa's gaze, and Vanessa was
her trooper, her pawn, her vassal. Her lover. "Come back to me."
"Yes, Heather."
Then Vanessa started down.
The back of the roadhouse, especially shadowed from the streetlight on
the other side, was dark and featureless. It loomed like a squared-off
hornets' nest as she picked her way down. Averting her eyes, she
noticed the gravel and broken concrete she'd have to cross at the bottom
of the slope to get to it.
There was something oddly exhilarating, exhibitionistic, in stalking
this place in her skin. She felt so vulnerable that it was almost
pleasant, and she wondered if that should make her afraid. Lamb to the
slaughter. She thought about the men inside coming out for some
mysterious male reason and coming around back and seeing her, coming
after her.
Thrown down on the soft grass or the razoring concrete, slammed against
the grimy harsh cinderblock wall next to the phone if she'd made it that
far. The thong just gone in someone's fist, and then they'd start.
It was ugly enough to burn through the mist that any submissive image
laid across her mind, and her mind spun in another direction.
Maybe the phone wouldn't even work. Who maintained phone booths,
nowadays? Especially out here--wherever out here was. Maybe this was a
cellular dead zone, and they had to.
She looked at the decrepit lot and its farm of debris. Maybe they
didn't care who couldn't call out.
She didn't want to have to turn and gesture back up the hill that she
couldn't make the call. Plan B and the hotwired king-cab might get them
to safety, but it wouldn't save Heather's comrades.
Exposed in the warm wind as she tried not to step on broken glass,
Vanessa's mind worked wildly. She thought about striding all the way
around and inside, for the phone there. They might be too stunned at a
naked woman strutting right *to* them to jump her right away. Long
enough for her to sashay up to the bar, stare down the bartender, and
mount the stained wood.
Lost already, phone forgotten.
Start dancing to whatever that was she could feel, more than hear,
hammering through the walls. They might not even think she was real,
until she made eye contact.
Or until they saw her soak through the thong.
And then, they'd start.
She was faintly horrified to feel excitement about *that* for a moment,
but she was strutting for one pair of eyes, now. Onyx and watching all
around her for danger--and she was the gleam in them. Thinking about
Heather put rape out of her mind.
She was here. She put a hand to the Subduer against her hip, reached
the other to the handset.
*please*
Vanessa held it to her ear.
Dialtone.
It was like an orgasm.
But the number was in her head and pressing the buttons was glorious.
7.
Heather took hold of her while she was still scrambling up the incline
and almost carried her back out of sight. Vanessa let herself weaken
and be carried, spent.
Heather stopped before they reached the others, who were still kneeling
where Vanessa had left them, peacefully entranced. Vanessa envied them.
Now that it would be over soon, she was actually feeling an itch to slip
under and float without care, doing and thinking as she was told.
She wanted to feel ashamed of that, and of the rape fantasies she'd
writhed through on her way to the phone, but she felt too good now.
Thinking about slave-eros now was playing with a gun she knew was
unloaded. She'd called, and she'd told them everything, and they'd be
here soon.
Heather lowered her to the ground and held her, and Vanessa curled up
with her. She relaxed for whatever Heather wanted to do.
Heather wanted to kiss her and touch her, almost as though to confirm
she was back and safe. Vanessa lay back and basked in being felt up.
If Heather took her now, she'd be Heather's first taste of another
woman. She was sublimely happy to be ready for that.
Heather rolled onto her back, swinging Vanessa upright and astride her
hips like a nymph surfacing on a playful dolphin. Vanessa gazed down at
her goddess in leather, and pressed her thighs against the smoothness.
It felt like that--she was the soft plaything of a powerful but tender
animal, riding her but never mastering her. If she rode Heather she'd
be asleep, or lost in the way Heather was touching her--never the one
with the reins.
She loved it, as she loved Heather. She sat up and let Heather take
her hips.
Heather looked at her. "What did they say?"
Vanessa couldn't help sliding against the smoothness at her pussy.
"Th-they said they'd be here in a half-hour. You missed contact or
something, so they moved to standby." She remembered a name. "Stafford
said they were afraid of something like this."
"Was Korologos there?"
Vanessa blinked. "Yes--no." Heather looked surprised. "They said she
was around and they were going to get her but someone said one of the
codes you told me."
Heather named it and she nodded. "That told them you were very
nonsecure," Heather said. "No time for anything but data and run."
Vanessa felt the excitement returning, and looked around. Her eyes
rested on the four hypnotized runaways but moved on. "How will they get
here? Helicopters?"
Heather gave a token glance, but looked back at Vanessa. "Probably.
But they may have forward-based some vehicles, too. Did they say
whether they'd be going straight in? It'd be hairy, this soon after,
but they might . . ." She saw Vanessa looking lost.
"I'm sorry. They said some things very fast I didn't understand and I
can't remember and I hope it's--not--"
"Vanessa."
She looked down, breathing more slowly.
"It's all right. One of the contingencies we train for is just like
this--a civilian intermediary. You told me the important parts.
"Come here." She reached up and pulled Vanessa down on top of her, and
Vanessa slid her soft inner thighs down Heather's taut outer ones.
Their faces were very close, and Vanessa got dizzy again, so close to
Heather's almond eyes and subtle smile. Her golden skin.
They kissed, and Vanessa wanted to be syrup, poured over Heather to
soak into her. She felt Heather's tongue invade her mouth and pressed
harder against her.
Something stopped her, and Heather sensed it and let her pull back.
She didn't say anything, but she smiled and stroked Vanessa's neck,
soothing her. Vanessa realized that if Heather's commander arrived and
found her here, supine between Vanessa's legs, Heather would be proud of
her rider. She wouldn't hide it. It was a current warmer than the hot
thrust of desire that kept her slick as she rode Heather, the respect
that Heather was giving someone who didn't remember her last name.
Name.
She thought of Jennifer and looked up again, seeing how helpless the
other women were, still utterly under her spell, still obeying her last
command, asleep until she woke them.
Heather sighed. "Okay . . . I'm getting too comfortable. I need to
have a look around, just to see who else might be roaming around out
here."
Vanessa didn't move off her, and Heather indulged her for a moment.
She looked out at the night, suddenly not afraid of it or what might
come out of it. An owl called out from the woods they'd come through
before, and she arched her back to look up at the moon. The lust ran up
her body like sap and her thighs tensed with urgency around Heather.
She smiled and bent to kiss Heather again. Her hands were mobile,
seeking and stroking.
She giggled softly as Heather swiped her left hand gently away from the
jumpsuit zipper. She sensed Heather wasn't entirely opposed to being
unzipped, and ground her crotch against Heather's.
"Vanessa . . ."
She leaned down, and reached for her cleft, and too late saw the feline
glint in Heather's eyes. Heather had flipped her over before she even
saw the world spin, and held her so tightly she was on her back without
missing a breath.
She looked up, adoring once more, loving her woman for strength and
care. She fluttered her hand at the place where their loins flirted,
and saw the zipper was down to Heather's muscled belly. Heather smiled
at her.
Vanessa was lifting the Subduer before she even knew she'd taken hold
of it.
Heather's eyes widened and there was shrieking grief in them before
they lost focus. That would have made it hard.
But Heather was already Subdued by then.
The orgasm humming in Vanessa had nothing to do with Heather, or with
love. That made it much easier.
8.
The words were cool in her mind. She spoke them to earn the next
orgasm.
"You--must--obey!"
vanessa didn't climax, yet. The program controlling her mind now held
her body still and she was too obedient to it even to think of
squirming. she watched Heather struggle against the Subduer's effect,
but it stirred nothing in her mind but the signs that would trigger her
to tweak Heather with another dose if she saw them.
vanessa was too focused on her programming to admire how long it took
before Heather's body stopped shaking and she gave in.
"I . . . must . . . obey . . ." Heather sighed.
vanessa orgasmed again. she lay still, awaiting new compulsions.
There were sounds. People. vanessa heard Them and smelled Their
leather and twitched and bucked under the entranced woman swaying over
her. Being near so many of Them turned her on almost painfully, so soon
after obeying Their hypnotic instructions.
Someone pulled Heather to her feet and she stood slackly, trying to
blink. Without an immediate command in her mind, a very strong-willed
person could fight to stay conscious after being Subdued, but there was
no way Heather could resist its effects for long.
There was no way They would even leave the desire to try in her mind.
Then vanessa stopped thinking about Heather, as Someone Else
stepped up to stand beside vanessa, prodding her slightly with a boot.
vanessa rolled gracefully to her knees and gazed up at Her. A very
small part of vanessa's mind started to recall that the One who held
her in thrall now was just another one of the slavers, that some of
Them turned selected victims like vanessa into fixated devotees
just to pass the time.
But that part stopped thinking again, as it had long since been trained
to.
All vanessa needed was for the True Goddess to command her, to use her
now, to ride her or to give her to Her friends for sport. To send her
down the slope again, to program her to prance into the concrete
building and be the private public dancer for anyone with a coin.
To fuck her soul till it bled.
vanessa carefully placed the Subduer into Her hand when it was lowered.
she did nothing else. her rudimentary willpower shut down completely in
the True Goddess' presence.
"Who put down these fillies?" asked Someone, and one of Them stared
into Heather's eyes until they focused.
"Did you hypnotize those slavegirls, Heather?" The voice resonated
compellingly in vanessa's mind and pussy, even thought she knew the
command to answer wasn't hers to obey. She knew it was slamming into
Heather's Subdued mind, where it mattered, like a cathedral bell. "Your
friends told us your name but they never said you were a hypnoteuse."
"Vanessa . . . put . . . them . . . under . . ."
The True Goddess' fingers snapped and vanessa flowed to her feet,
feeling herself proudly dampen again and then forgetting that when she
fell into Her eyes.
Her voice impaled vanessa's brain.
she was walking to the four sleeping slavegirls before she knew she'd
been awakened again.
"kat, lori, bitsy . . . Jennifer. Listen to my voice. You must obey
the voice that hypnotized you. You have no desire to think or disobey."
She saw them stir and respond.
"i am a slave. you are slaves. we are nothing. we are brainwashed
property."
As she recited, even with Her Will overriding vanessa's own slut
instincts, vanessa grew hotter. lori pulled away from kat and knelt
erect, ready, her eyes wide. kat's arms flopped down to her sides and
she sighed as she knelt up. bitsy just opened her eyes and stared,
nodding slightly.
Jennifer swayed, trying to turn her head toward vanessa, her eyes
lidded.
"Knowing we must obey makes us wet. Knowing we are obeying makes us
come.
"we are mindless sluts. we have no will.
"Believe.
"Repeat."
lori and bitsy began to recite, in a harmony that made vanessa's clit
itch. kat picked it up a few beats later. All of them recited
perfectly, with complete recall, and already letting everything else
fade from their minds. they would be erased and reprogrammed anyway,
when they were brought back to the complex, but already the escape was
less than a dream.
The reason to escape was gone.
vanessa started to kneel, and wasn't sure what made it so hard to
settle next to Jennifer, and take her head in her hands, and look at her
delicious lips. Neither the faint sound nor the motion were right.
She was mouthing *please vanessa don't i love you no no my name is
jennifer* until vanessa reached for her groin and touched her. The
slave stopped her struggle and collapsed into vanessa's arms.
*sister! please please love you gave me my name*
"you are hypnotized. you will obey my voice. my words are your
thoughts."
There were tears under the eyes now, but the eyes were glazed and
locked on vanessa's.
"There is no Jennifer."
The slave didn't blink.
"There . . . is . . . no . . . Jennifer."
Only the faint hesitation, and a warm flow around vanessa's hand,
marked when the slavegirl's will died.
After a moment and a firm command, the slavegirl was reciting with the
others.
Fingers snapped and vanessa marched stiffly after her Goddess,
mesmerized by Her erotic shape in the leather jumpsuit. she didn't
bother to look at the pretty, athletic Japanese woman being peeled out
of one, even as she was being trained with a Subduer to stiffen her
nipples on command.
she followed her Goddess over the grass to where the SUVs were parked,
far enough that their approach would not have alerted slave-candidate
Heather even had vanessa not been obeying her distraction command.
A thought drifted through vanessa's mind as she followed her Goddess
into the back of the SUV and knelt between Her legs, in case She wanted
attention on the way back to the complex.
vanessa didn't mind the stray thought. Thoughts were fun to have when
they'd soon be snuffed out. she was already juicing in anticipation of
the indoctrination pod sessions that would wipe her clean and return her
to her training track. she didn't know or care how long it would take,
but she knew she would assume her True Function of executive
assistant/pussylicker to Someone very special.
For now, vanessa remembered . . .
*she remembered the phone by her ear outside the roadhouse, and it
triggered an earlier memory, one of her tests after she'd been through
deep brainwashing. she'd believed, then, that she'd been left awake by
a defective headset and broken loose. Trance logic blanked her to
questions like why no guards stopped her as she found her way up to the
potemkin-village farmstead that masked the complex.*
*she'd gotten as far as the phone when she decided to summon help
before she fled. It was perfect--safety and revenge at once, after all
that mindfucking--*
*she remembered the unbelievable pleasure of the orgasm when the
dialtone had hummed into her head. she'd thought she'd fallen to the
parlor carpet, thrashing on it hard enough for rug burn, but the trigger
hadn't let her move. In the orgasm's wake, the only thing in her head
was the number she must call.*
*When the voice answered, arousal took her again, too soon to recover.*
*"Yes. Please. i'm a slavegirl trainee." she had no idea why she was
saying it or whom she'd called to say it to, but the fire in her pussy
wouldn't let her think of doing anything else. "i'm trying to run away.
Dialtone trigger. Please--command--" The next orgasm did knock her
down.*
*"she got farther than most, first time," one of the Mistresses that
came upstairs to collect her commented to the other, as they stood over
her waiting for her stop twitching. "I've seen some that are boneless
after getting out `trainee.'*
*"But the dialtone's *the* basic trigger. It turns one of their best
escape tools into one of our most effective re-brainwashing
mechanisms."*
*"they're all programmed with the same number to call when they hear
it?"*
*"Whatever the local one is at the complex that enslaved them. Just
picking up a phone primes them. Once they hear the tone, they forget
anything else they had in mind to do. Then they're reinstructed with
what to `remember' from the call they think they made."*
*She looked down at vanessa, searching her eyes for awareness. "In
practice the orgasms are less visible. We usually want the first one to
go deep, though, so we do it here. It imprints much more reliably that
way, and no one sees them--well, throw a fit.*
*"When this whore's ready for another run, she'll be hypnotized and
wiped again, and we'll let her have the car. she'll get as far as the
convenience store on Route 6, most likely, and then she'll see the pay
phone. When she hears it she'll be insane with it for a while, but her
conditioning will be so stiff by then she won't be able to twitch an
eyebrow.*
*"We need that, to be able to turn them around in public places like
bus stations, good samaritans' homes or cellphones. It's vital to have
that failsafe, in case they can run that far before they get the `good
idea' to call someone, anyone, even the police."*
*"Good idea?" The other Mistress laughed.*
*"It was, before we did this to them. With people trying to make a
slave out of you, what makes more sense than to call for help?"*
*The Mistresses had laughed. vanessa, coming out of the throes of the
cascaded orgasms, had started to cry.*
Between the sleek leather thighs of her True Goddess now, as the SUV
lurched onto the road and ran more smoothly, vanessa couldn't remember
why she'd cried.
Smelling Her arousal, she didn't try, or care, and vanessa stopped
thinking entirely, as she looked up for permission to lean forward and
serve.
END
Afterword: I wanted to do a mind control-themed entry for this
festival, but the further I got with the new idea I had for it,
the more I realized I'd already done those things in this story. It was
originally posted to the Erotic Mind Control Stories Archive in January
2002.
The above erotica was submitted by its author for the
2002 Sapphic Erotica Festival. It is copyrighted by the author. Further
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