Chapter 7: Monday (Cont'd)
"Mmmmm…" I moaned around Jody's tongue as she explored my mouth eagerly.
She'd kind of surprised me in the small kitchen of the trailer she lived in, talking one minute and pushing me against the counter the next. Jody's hands were on my shoulders at first, when I thought I might ask her what she was doing, but her mouth found mine quickly, like she was desperate for me. I didn't have to ask after that! She tilted her face and her tongue kinda forced its way past my lips, and there wasn't anything I could do or even wanted to do, except kiss her back.
My brand new friend hadn't kept her plans much of a secret. I wasn't dumb; I knew when I was getting into her car that Jody wanted to make out with me. But I won't pretend I knew what I was doing. Maybe it was because I'd gotten kicked out of school, like I was a rebel or something. Like an Ace Bad Girl, you know? Maybe I was just in a mood to do something kinda crazy. Or maybe it was just one of those things that happens when you're fifteen and trying to grow up whether you want to or not.
Jody's hand found my left breast through my sweater and she was really squeezing it hard. Her other hand went down my back to my waist and she held me, not really pulling me against her so much as pulling herself against me. I had no place to go even if I wanted to get away and I didn't. I was kissing her back, wiggling my tongue against Jody's and both of my hands were on her waist, squeezing her and letting her know I liked it.
"Fuck!" she breathed after a minute and we were both sucking air and licking our lips.
"That was kind of a real kiss," I giggled.
"I love you," she told me and I rolled my eyes.
"You don't even know me yet," I told her, still holding her hips and feeling her hand massaging my tit through my clothes.
"I don't have to know you to know that," Jody said and then she was kissing me again.
She was a lot different than Angela. Jody was a lot more aggressive, you know? Like it was nice kissing her, but she wasn't really gentle like Angie. Jody was hard. Her kisses were hard and her hands where they grabbed me, they squeezed me hard. She just wasn't patient or something and I didn't know if I liked that part of it. I mean, I'd only been in her house for like three minutes, long enough to take off my coat and…Wham! She was making out with me.
It was weird.
Jody was wearing a pair of jeans, so old they were almost white and really thin, very soft too. She wore them loose, like they kept wanting to fall down her narrow hips and show her pink panties. I thought she must have been wearing a thong or something, since the waistband was really thin and stretchy. Her top was a baby blue halter, kind of too small, but it showed off her nice tits and the bottom of her tummy.
"Ummphhh…" I twisted and reached Jody's hand as it went under my sweater and even my t-shirt. She was going for my boobs and I felt her fingers on my bare skin, her thumb finding my puffy nipple and mashing down on it just before I grabbed her wrist and pulled her hand back down.
"What?" Jody pulled her mouth from my and blinked at me.
"We gotta slow down a little," I breathed, looking at her and sorta tugging my clothes back down. I smiled, but she thought I was mad.
"Oh," she swallowed hard and looked down. "Sorry. I just…I didn't mean to…"
"It's alright," I told her. "It's just really fast, okay? I just wanna hang out for a while first."
"Yeah," she nodded and stepped back from me, reaching up to scratch her shaggy auburn hair. "You want something to drink? You want a beer or something?"
"A beer?" I grinned at that idea. "Um…No. That's okay."
"Yeah," she giggled nervously. "It's kind of early for that, huh?"
"Like six years too early!" I laughed. "You got like a soda or something?"
"Ummm…" Jody was looking through her refrigerator. "Not really. I can make some juice maybe."
"Sure," I shrugged and Jody was just going to make some grape Kool-Aid. "Where's your mom?"
"I dunno," Jody said as she was digging through the cabinets. "The ocean someplace."
"The ocean?" I wondered and I decided to just take my sweater off, since it seemed really warm in there and I was sweating.
"She works on one of those big fish factory ships," she told me and I shrugged at that. "They just float around and make cans of sardines and tuna. Stuff like that."
"They put it in cans on the ship?" I asked, pulling my sweater over my head.
"Yeah," Jody nodded, grinning at me as I fixed my t-shirt. "I guess so. My mom chops up the fish or something. I don't know."
"How about your dad?"
"He's on a ship too," Jody laughed. "Weird, huh? He used to be in the Navy, but now he works for some company. He makes a lot of money anyway. My dad lives in Thailand mostly, I think."
"Thailand? That's weird. So…" I looked around, "…who lives here?"
"Me and my brother, and his girlfriend mostly," Jody nodded, stirring Kool-Aide into a plastic pitcher. "My boyfriend too, but he doesn't count. He just hangs around all the time."
"Oh."
"Don't worry about him," Jody smiled at me. "I'm gonna dump him."
"You are?"
"Yeah!" she stuck her tongue out at me. "I don't need him anymore. Right?"
"Ummm…" I just shrugged, thinking she sorta sounded like my mom. I thought Jody meant it a different way though, or at least I hoped she did. "Where's your brother?"
"Working," Jody said, lifting the spoon out of the pitcher and sipping from it. "He's a cable guy."
"He is?"
"Yeah. You know, he hooks up cable for people?" Jody grinned at me. "You need cable? He can give you all the channels for free."
"We already got all the channels, I think."
"Even the dirty ones?"
"Uh…I don't know," I giggled. "Probably not those."
"Oh! They're awesome!" she laughed. "You wanna watch some? They got a whole channel with just lesbian stuff on it. I watch it all the time."
"You do?" I'd never even heard of a lesbian cable channel. I'd never heard of a girl who'd want to watch it either.
"Better than the Discovery Channel," she said. "Grab some glasses. Up there. We'll check it out."
"Okay." I wasn't really sure I was very interested in watching some dirty lesbian movie, but Jody seemed pretty happy about it and it was her house.
Jody's mobile home, I should say. It was one of those double-wide trailers planted in the middle of an old, run down trailer park near the highway. There wasn't much around it except warehouses and stuff like that, and the place wasn't very much like my neighborhood at all. Her house wasn't much like mine either, being kind of long and narrow. The living room was at the front, the kitchen in the middle sorta, and I guessed the bathroom and bedrooms and stuff were at the other end. I hadn't really gotten a tour or anything.
It was clean enough, I suppose, but just really cluttered mostly. Like nothing ever got thrown away, you know? There were old magazines everywhere, tools lying around, a desk with a computer on it and stacks of CDs and DVDs and computer books. There was a huge TV, one of those new flat screen ones, mounted on the wall and all kinds of stereo stuff. A big couch and a big recliner chair thing, like big enough for me and Jody both. The windows had drapes over them and the walls were fake wood paneling or something, so it was kinda dark and Jody turned on some table lamps.
"That's a pretty big TV," I said, sorta wondering why they'd have expensive stuff like that. I mean, like the computer and Jody's car, which was kinda old, but nice too. Why would they have that stuff and still live in a trailer park?
"My dad got it for us," Jody shrugged. "That's him…" there were pictures on the wall and Jody pointed at some fat guy with long, scraggly hair and a brown beard, "…He gave me my car for my birthday. He thinks he's Santa Claus or something."
"Except younger," I giggled, thinking she meant how he looked. Her dad was smiling though, standing on a ship, I guessed, since there wasn't nothing but the ocean behind him.
"Heh!" Jody laughed too. "He just shows up like once a year and gives us something really cool and then takes off again. He's pretty abnormal."
"I guess so," I said. "Sounds like my uncles."
"Your uncles?"
"That's what I used to call my mom's boyfriends," I said. "Except they just buy stuff for my mom mostly."
"Oh yeah?"
"Yeah. Like my mom got a boob job from the last one."
"Really?"
"She shoulda asked him for a computer," I shrugged. "We don't even have one."
"It's all just junk," Jody shrugged too. "I hate him. Where's your dad at?"
"In the army," I said. "Is this your mom?"
"Yeah," Jody nodded as we looked at a picture of some woman who didn't really look like her daughter at all. She had red hair and a nice smile anyway. "She's okay, I guess. I hardly ever see her anyway, so that's cool."
"Your brother must be pretty cool."
"Kurt? Yeah. He's okay," Jody sat down on the sofa and was picking up a remote control. "He doesn't really hassle me or anything. Sit down over here. What kinda music do you like?"
"I dunno," I shrugged. "Whatever."
"We got like every song ever made," Jody grinned at me. "Shelly's a hacker."
"She is?" I sat down next to her and Jody was pushing buttons and the television came to life. "Who's Shelly?"
"Kurt's girlfriend," she said. "She works at Microsoft, so she knows how to steal everything from the internet…How about Black Eyed Peas?"
"Yeah. They're cool," I agreed. "I thought you wanted to watch a movie?"
"Yeah," Jody grinned at me. "But porn music sucks."
"Oh." I giggled at that because I'd never watched porn in my life.
"Here we go. Yeah," Jody found what she was looking for. The music was cool and the television came to life, suddenly filled with some blonde girl making out with a Chinese girl in pig tails.
They were both amazingly cute, the blonde girl especially and she looked like she wasn't any older than me. She was lying on a bed, on a pillow and the other girl was on top of her and they were really going at it! Nothing but a lot of tongue and it was all like close-up, you know? God! They were both beautiful and I felt myself blushing even though the TV wasn't showing anything else. I didn't even know if they were naked or what, but that kissing was really intense. I mean, I wanted to look at it, but I sorta didn't want to look like I was totally interested either.
I'd never seen a porn movie before in my life and watching one with Jody, a girl I barely knew…I was just suddenly nervous. Like what would she think about me if I was into that stuff? I mean, she knew I was gay and everything. We'd kissed in her kitchen and probably we were gonna kiss again, but…I don't know. I guess it just didn't seem really normal, you know? I was uncomfortable right away with it and I sorta wished Jody would turn it off, except I didn't want to say that because then what would she think? And maybe I liked watching those two girls kiss anyway, because I sorta did, in a guilty, dirty way.
"You like it?" Jody asked me after a couple minutes and we hadn't been saying anything, which was really weird too. Like sitting silently, watching porn and drinking Kool-Aid? Yeah right!
"I don't know," I giggled nervously. "Um…Maybe. Do you like it?"
"Yeah," she smiled at me. "But I'd rather do it, you know?"
"Oh, yeah," I nodded and then she laughed, which made my face get red.
"It's just a movie, Sam." Jody turned sideways on the couch, and reached for me, sorta tugging at me so I'd move closer. She put our glasses on a little end table under the lamp.
"Do they just kiss?" I wondered, because those girls had been kissing for like three minutes.
"Maybe," she shrugged as I sorta turned around so that I was leaning up against her with my legs stretched out on the sofa.
Jody had spread her legs around me, with her knees up, and it was comfortable to sorta put my arms around her thighs. My back was against her tummy and against her tits, my head just below her shoulder. Jody was only an inch or two taller than me, and not much heavier or anything. She put her arms around me, down my shoulders and across my breasts so that her hands were on my tummy. It was really comfortable and the TV was to our left, so I was looking that way.
"Oh!" I sorta laughed when the video changed, like the camera moved so we could see the two girls were naked. The Chinese girl was kneeling between the open legs of the blonde, and her pussy and butt and everything was right there. The other girl was grabbing the Chinese girl's ass with both hands, pulling her cheeks apart and I swallowed hard and blushed again. She had kind of a sexy butt, except I wasn't sure I needed to see her little pink butthole, and her oriental pussy looked fat, sorta puffy around her really tight slit.
That was about the time Jody's hands started moving a little higher and I was watching her fingers more than the movie. She was working them up and down slowly, kind of bunching my t-shirt up so her fingers could touch my bare tummy. I didn't stop her, I just licked my lips as my t-shirt went higher and higher. Jody wasn't going to stop either and it took a couple minutes, but finally the bottom of my tits were uncovered and Jody was touching them.
She cupped my breasts, gently this time, not grabbing my tits like she had in the kitchen, and that was better for me. I'd grown hot anyway, mostly from feeling sorta embarrassed watching that movie, but I was excited too. My boobs were tender and Jody's hands felt pretty great as she rubbed my skin and breathed in my ear. We didn't talk at all, just listened to the music and I didn't think she was watching the movie either.
Jody pulled her hands up, over my tits so that my t-shirt came up with them and my puffy nipples were exposed completely. I giggled and bit my lip as they felt icy cold for a second and then really hot when Jody started to rub them with her thumbs. She didn't do it hard either, just soft and slow, moving her thumbs around and around and I shifted a little, feeling the warmth in my pussy and I just had to move. I was relaxed and tense at the same time.
I looked at the television and those two girls were still making out. Maybe that's what the whole movie was about, I had no idea. They sure looked like they were in love though and the Chinese girl was rubbing her pussy against the blonde's whose pussy didn't have any hair at all on it. Their mounds would rub, maybe even their clits, I couldn't tell, but it looked really sexy and reminded me of Angie. We'd sorta done that, except we'd had our clothes on.
"I wanna do that with you," Jody whispered and I realized she was watching the movie too. "Do you like it?"
"Yeah," I breathed, trying to push Angie out of my head and Jody was holding my smallish tits in her hands, covering them completely and squeezing me.
We shouldn't have been doing that and I knew it. I mean, I was okay with being a lesbian, if that's what I was, but making out with Jody and letting her play with my tits? That was really fast and I didn't want to be like a slut or something, you know? I didn't want to just have sex with a girl five minutes after I met her and that's what this kinda felt like. I felt like Jody was a boy, kinda, and I was a girl and…
"Take this off," she suggested, tugging at my t-shirt. Jody wanted me to sit up so she could pull it over my head, but I put my hands on hers instead.
"Should we, um…" I turned my head so I could look at her, "…go to your room or something?"
"Why?" Jody scrunched up her nose with a little smile. "This is cool, right? We can watch the movie and hang out here. Just take this off, okay?"
"But…" I sighed as she started pulling at my t-shirt again, "…Jody, I just don't wanna go too fast, you know?"
"I know," she nodded and then kissed me on the mouth. "You're so pretty. It's okay, please? Just for a little bit," she whispered, kissing me again and her tongue licked between my lips. "Just take this off. It'll be better, alright?"
I wanted to say no, kinda, but I liked the way she kissed me. I'd never kissed anybody until Saturday and this was only Monday, but I liked it. Why couldn't we just kiss and stuff? Taking off my clothes right away seemed like too much, but Jody was doing it. She was smiling and telling me it was okay, and my shirt was over my tits already. Did it really make any difference if I took it all the way off?
Jody pulled my t-shirt up and I lifted my arms, sitting forward a little and then I was naked from the waist up. She tossed it behind her head and I shivered nervously when Jody's hands went to my naked breasts. She cupped them and pulled me back so she could hold me and kiss me some more. It wasn't so bad, I told myself, it was just my boobs and Jody was rubbing them nice for me.
"See?" she whispered a minute or two later. "You're beautiful. I love your tits, Sam."
We kissed some more and I was getting into it. I wasn't nervous after a few minutes, I was warm all over and I bit Jody's bottom lip, the way Angie liked to do it with me. I giggled and nibbled Jody's mouth and we were both breathing hard. Her hands were all over me and I held her legs tightly, moving my hands up and down and squeezing her through the soft denim.
I barely noticed when her right hand went lower, down to my soft tummy, and I liked that too. I felt her finger playing with my belly button and it made me giggle, breaking our kiss and panting for air. Jody was sucking at her bottom lip, the one I'd been chewing, and smiling at me. The movie was still playing and we watched it for a couple minutes while she rubbed my tits with one hand and played with my tummy with the other.
That was comfortable. I mean, I felt okay then, like I'd just had to get used to it or whatever. My skin tingled and my tummy was tight in a nice way, in the good way that meant I was really feeling like I wanted more. Kissing was so much fun and being told I was beautiful? I liked that too. I didn't think I would, you know? Like before, when someone would say stuff like that, I didn't care. But now I liked hearing it from Jody.
"You didn't really think I was a boy before…" I turned my head to see her eyes, "…Did you?"
"Yeah!" she grinned at me. "I never looked at you before though. You were just some guy in an army jacket."
"Really?" I giggled.
"School just started last month anyway," Jody stuck her tongue out at me. "I woulda figured it out."
"Yeah," I sighed. "Everybody always does."
"Cause you're so hot!"
"Yeah right!" I laughed, but inside I kinda wanted to believe her. "I'm like anti-hot!"
"Fuck!" Jody rolled her eyes. "You just gotta get better clothes…"
"What's wrong with my clothes?"
"…and like a little makeup?" Jody nodded her head. "You'd be the hottest girl in school."
"Shut-up!" I looked down at myself and watched her fingers playing with my nipple. "My boobs are too little, huh?"
"No!" Jody giggled. "God! Who told you that?"
"Nobody," I frowned and she brought her other hand up from my tummy so she could hold both of my tits, squeezing them and making me sigh because it did feel really good.
"I love your boobs," she whispered. "I wanna fuck your boobs."
"What?" I gasped and laughed and turned red. "You're so weird, Jody!"
"Yeah," she shrugged. "That's what everybody says."
"Me too," I sighed. "Everybody says I'm weird."
"You should really freak them out."
"How?"
"Wear a dress," Jody giggled. "Get like a little mini-skirt thing and some stockings or whatever…"
"Oh God!"
"…some high heels and a really sexy top," she was teasing me and I laughed at her. "Make yourself really hot and show them you're not afraid of anything."
"I'm not afraid."
"Yeah you are!"
"I am not!" I frowned at her. "I'm just…me."
"You're a girl though."
"So? My girlfriend likes the way I look anyway," I told Jody. "She calls me her boyfriend."
"Yeah, but…" Jody was frowning too, "…I'm just saying you can be my girlfriend and still be a girl, you know?"
"I don't want to be a girl," I sighed, but maybe I was just saying that because Jody had made me kinda mad. "I'm not hiding either."
"Sorry," Jody let go of my tits, or maybe she already had and I just hadn't noticed. "I just thought…"
"Thought what?" I asked, trying not to be mad because I wasn't even sure what we were arguing about. Probably I just wanted to be mad because she made me feel like a girl, you know? Jody kinda made me feel like I wanted to be a girl. Sorta. That was brand new for me and I wasn't sure what it meant.
"I thought you were like me," she shrugged. "Like tired of being somebody else all the time."
"What does that mean?"
"Nothing," she sighed. "Forget it."
"I don't even know what you're talking about," I pouted and I was really confused right then. She'd made me mad, you know? And I didn't even know why. Josh did the same thing to me sometimes and I hated it. I didn't want to be mad at her. I didn't know what I wanted, that's why I was mad.
We didn't say anything and that stupid movie was still on the TV, those two hot girls making out like a big asteroid was coming. The Chinese girl was sucking the blonde's puffy tits and they were touching each other all over. Jody held me, sorta, her hands were on my tummy, but that's all. I kinda wanted to get up and find my shirt, but I didn't want to make it seem like I totally hated her or whatever. I didn't. I liked Jody, I just didn't understand what she was saying.
Or maybe I just didn't want to. I was trying to find a really good reason for being a boy. Like the best reason in the world so I could make Jody understand, but all my reasons seemed kinda dumb. There wasn't any reason, except I was just trying to be me, but I was a girl, so I wasn't even trying to be me…Was I? God! That sounded stupid and I just sat there not saying anything, letting Jody hold me and trying to figure out what we were doing.
"Are you mad?" I asked her after five minutes or something.
"Kinda," she said. "Are you?"
"Yeah. Kinda."
I'd turned my head so I could look at her and when Jody started to smile, I started smiling too. I didn't want to be mad and neither did she.
"I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry too," Jody told me and for a second we just looked at each other and then she kissed me.
She kissed me again after that one and I opened my mouth for her tongue. It was like we wanted to prove we weren't mad anymore and we were making out seriously again. Even more seriously than we'd been before, you know? Jody's hands found my tits again and I moaned into her mouth, kinda arching my back so she'd really grab them hard.
I'd calmed down a lot while we'd talked. While we'd been mad, but as soon as I felt Jody's fingers digging into my aching breasts, it was like it never happened. I got a super rush all of a sudden and I wanted her so bad. I shouldn't have gotten mad. Kissing Jody was so nice. God! I licked inside her mouth and she sorta sucked my tongue and I was instantly hot all over.
She kissed better than Angie did, I swear. I mean, Angie kissed nice and she knew how to do it, but Jody was like an expert! I can't describe it, but probably you know what I mean if you've ever kissed somebody like that. Like her tongue knew right where to go and her lips were perfect for kissing! She'd tickle and tease me and I was trying to do it too. Sometimes she'd kiss me rough, like she had at first. Aggressive, you know? But she could slow it down too, being gentle and soft and making me melt. Jody could do anything she wanted and it was all good for me.
"God, Jody!" I giggled and caught my breath. "You kiss really good, I just want you to know that."
"Heh!" she laughed and nodded. "I had a lot of practice."
"With who?"
"My boyfriends," she shrugged.
"Oh." I'd kinda forgotten she even had one of those. "Boyfriends? How many do you have?"
"Just one," Jody told me, sliding her hands down to my tummy nice and slow. "But I had some before him."
"And you never liked them?" I asked and for some reason I felt kinda jealous. Maybe. Like I wished she'd never had a boyfriend in her life.
"I liked them," she said. "I just never really liked kissing them and stuff."
"So why'd you do it?"
"Cause everybody told me that's what girls do," Jody giggled. "I wanted to be normal or something."
"Yeah," I nodded. "I think that's kinda like me."
"This feels normal though," she decided, kissing me again just to prove it and I wasn't gonna disagree! I didn't feel bad about kissing a girl at all, at least not while I was doing it.
Jody's hands went lower and her fingers were sliding under the waistband of my pants, and I didn't stop her. Maybe because we were making out and everything, but no, I wanted her to do it. I got that funny feeling in my tummy, like I was scared, but I wasn't. Her hands felt good everywhere they went and I just wanted more.
"Ohhh uh…" I giggled as Jody's fingers started to undo the button at the top of my cargo pants.
"I never did it with a girl," she giggled too.
"Me neither," I said, looking down as Jody unzipped me. "Um…Not like that, I mean."
"What do you do with your girlfriend?"
"Just kiss and stuff," I told her, lifting my butt and Jody leaned into my back as she pushed my pants down my thighs.
She couldn't reach all the way, so I sort of brought my knees up and kicked my feet a little and finally got my pants over my socks. I pushed them off the sofa and onto the floor and I wasn't totally sure I should have been doing this. I mean, I wanted to. I thought Jody was seriously cute, but it was like ten o'clock in the morning or something and I'd known her for like two hours maybe, and I was watching some porn movie and getting naked, and…
"Take off everything," she told me, laughing softly and pushing my boxers down my hips. "Lift up again."
"Oh! I don't know, um…" I was going to chicken out.
I hadn't even gotten naked with Angie! Jody was kissing my ear, blowing into it and that tickled, but it felt good too. I wasn't laughing or anything either. I was hot all over and breathing hard. Her thumbs were in the waistband of my shorts and I was lifting my butt again, feeling that weird thrill of being scared and nervous and excited all at once. I wanted to have sex with her; I was just frightened of it for some reason.
"It's okay," she whispered. "You're beautiful. I love you."
"Do you?" I asked her, biting my lip and my boxers went down quickly, easily, and I was lifting my knees again to help her.
"God, yeah!" Jody kissed my cheek and then my mouth. "I just want to show you."
"I'm scared," I whispered back and then smiled, giggling nervously and blushing because I sounded like a little girl or something.
"Me too," she breathed, stretching her arms out and pushing my underwear down far enough that I could kick them off. I held her legs the whole time, nestled tightly between Jody's thighs. I only let her go so that I could get my socks off, since they looked pretty silly all by themselves and then I was totally naked.
My pussy was naked and Jody could reach it too, and she did. I turned my face because I really wanted to kiss her all of a sudden. My heart was pounding and I was trembling with nervous energy. I could barely breathe and she was holding me and I just needed to be kissed. Like that would make it okay, you know? God! I was nervous and I really hoped I knew what I was doing, because I knew I didn't.
I reached up with my left hand, digging my fingers into her thick, auburn hair and holding Jody's mouth to mine. It was awkward and kind of uncomfortable turning my head that way, and I'd been doing it a lot, but it was so nice when my tongue went into her mouth. I found Jody's tongue and licked it, flicked at it sorta, and just touched her all over inside. A few seconds later she chased my tongue into my mouth and we did it there, back and forth and in between.
Her hand was on my pussy too. The whole time we kissed, Jody was touching my bare naked pussy and nobody had ever done that before. She rubbed the soft part at the top, the little swell where all my pubic hair was, and I didn't even think about it when her hand went lower. I opened my legs and my clit thrummed and throbbed and burned. She was rubbing it for me, moving her fingertips around the top of my slit, and massaging my clit so nice that my hips were moving by themselves.
"Mmmph…" I groaned softly and broke our kiss when I felt one of her fingers split my small pussy lips.
"You're really little," Jody breathed and I didn't think she knew that she was touching my hymen.
"Stop for a second," I said, kinda panting the words. "You're gonna break it."
"What?" She kissed my neck as I looked down to see her hand. Jody's fingers were just sort of rubbing around my pussy, but not really in it or anything. She was making me shiver because it felt so good.
"I never did it," I told her, smiling self-consciously and kinda chewing on my bottom lip. "I mean, I'm a virgin. You know?"
"Yeah? Okay, cool," she smiled back at me and pushed a little with her finger, watching my face. "Does it hurt?"
"No," I told her. "It just feels…I don't know. It doesn't feel like anything."
"I think I can feel it," Jody sorta narrowed her eyes like she was concentrating real hard. "Is that it?"
"Ummm…" I made a little face. "I don't know. Maybe."
I knew I had my hymen still and I knew it wasn't very deep. It was like right there in the front and the one time I'd seen it, the night Josh's dad walked into the bathroom on me, my cherry hadn't looked like much at all. It looked kinda like, I don't know, a pinkish white bit of skin around my hole or whatever, but super thin and not even as big around as my pinky probably. It was weird.
"Can I break it?" Jody asked me softly, kissing my hair and holding my left breast in her hand.
Her other hand was just rubbing around my pussy again, not trying to finger me at all, but just massaging me. That felt really good and I squeezed my thighs together, trapping Jody's hand there as we started kissing again. She pinched my nipple gently, kind of rolling it between her thumb and finger and that was making me arch my back. I sucked on her tongue, closing my lips around it and moaned weakly. My pussy was so hot and her fingers were moving around, touching me all over, but not inside. I wanted to feel that too because I was having those little spasms, like my pussy was clenching itself like a fist.
My legs were bent at the knees like Jody's were and I rocked them in and out, squeezing her hand with my thighs. She wanted to break my cherry and I didn't know if she should or not. I wanted her to, but I sorta didn't. I wasn't sure what it meant or even if it meant anything. I'd never thought about it. I'd never cared. But she was kissing me so nice and her hand on my boobs was perfect. Jody was moving her palm across my skin, from one nipple to the other, back and forth. She'd squeeze me and press my tits flat and the pressure was awesome.
And her hand was on my pussy, rubbing me, working against my clit as it burned eagerly. I stroked her shins through the soft denim, gripping Jody's legs in my fists sometimes when my butt would come off the sofa because it was feeling so good. She was going to make me cum. My tummy was full of butterflies and my brain was full of cotton candy. I was giggling almost, except I couldn't. I was too busy kissing the girl and falling in love with everything I was feeling. I didn't want it to stop. I didn't even want to cum because it was too good waiting for it to happen.
"Ahmmmm…" I gasped, kinda whimpered as my whole body went stiff and Jody did it.
I felt her finger touching my slit, splitting my small pussy lips and then there was just a second of discomfort. Just a tiny pinch, or not even that, and her finger was inside me. Jody broke my cherry and her middle finger was wiggling inside my pussy. I felt it and I started cumming then. I had my eyes closed and my mouth open and I lifted my body as high as I could. I pressed myself against her hand and closed my thighs and I was cumming like crazy! I could feel everything too. My pussy was squeezing her finger and that felt weird and amazing somehow and nothing like I could have imagined.
I think I cried a little. I know my eyes were wet. I felt too full and all those good feelings had to come out of me any way they could. My pussy was really wet and I could smell it. My butt was wet and the sofa too as all my cum slipped out of me, spilling around Jody's finger. She kept holding me, not moving so much anymore, but just holding me and kissing my hair and face. It was nice and I think we stayed like that for five minutes or something.
"Did it hurt?" Jody asked me and I shook my head with a shy smile, feeling like I loved her maybe, but I wasn't sure. I didn't trust what I was feeling, you know?
"No," I whispered. "It didn't hurt at all."
"You got a little blood," she told me and I looked down to see Jody's middle finger kinda smeared with pinkish blood, a little darker in some places.
"Oh." I nodded at that, but it wasn't really a lot of blood at all. It just looked kind of freaky, but I knew that happened. It was supposed to and I wasn't really scared or anything.
"It's only a little."
"Yeah. It's okay. It doesn't hurt."
"Good," Jody smiled and I think she'd been sorta worried about it. "I didn't want to hurt you or anything."
"You didn't," I giggled. "But you broke my cherry!"
"You're never gonna forget me now, Samantha," she whispered and I sighed, smiling until she kissed me and I knew she was right. Jody was my first.
I didn't feel bad about it at all, except maybe I'd have wanted Angie to do it if I'd had a choice. I mean, she was my girlfriend and Jody…I didn't know what she was yet. I liked her a lot. I wanted to love her, and I thought I did, but I was afraid it was only because we'd been having sex and stuff. Like she took my virginity, kinda, so maybe I just wanted to love her because of that, you know? Mostly I felt sorta guilty and maybe that was why I didn't want to love Jody. Angie loved me and I was supposed to only love her, but what if I loved someone else too?
It was confusing and made me nervous, so I tried not to think about any of it. We just kissed and then watched some more of the movie. The two girls were licking each other now and I'd heard of that, but I'd never seen it. Not even on the internet, not like that! The blonde girl was on top of the other one and she was licking that Chinese girl's pussy all over, inside and out. I didn't know how I felt about it and I was afraid to look at Jody, like maybe she'd think it was sick or something. Or maybe she'd really like it! Mostly I just wondered if it would taste like pee or whatever.
She must have liked the movie just fine though, because Jody was really warm and her hands were all over me, just touching me wherever they went. She couldn't sit still and I felt the same way. I'd had a nice cum, but I was still hot. My orgasm hadn't made me want to stop having sex or anything. Her hands felt good and when we'd kiss it was like I never wanted to stop.
"Do you wanna do me now?" Jody asked softly.
"Do you?" I giggled and my tummy sorta did a flip-flop. "Ummm…Yeah. I'll, uh…try it."
"Cool!" she giggled too and I had to sit up so she could get undressed.
I felt maybe a little tenderness when I moved, kind of sore down in my pussy, but not really. My hymen was broken and I'd bled a little, but even when I reached down to touch myself, it didn't hurt. I could put my finger inside me now, and I did, slowly and with a self-conscious glance at Jody.
She was watching me, smiling as she stood up and undid her jeans. Jody pushed them down and lifted her knees to pull the legs inside out and finally off. She wore a pink thong, like I'd guessed, and it looked sort of funny because she was just sixteen and so small, like me. Her hips were narrow, boyish sorta, but she didn't have hardly any waist so that was okay. She was creamy all over too, but flushed pink and smooth, and Jody pulled her thong down so I could see her pussy. She must have trimmed it, I thought, because there was just a neat little strip of brown pubic hair above her slit.
"Are you okay?" she wondered, pulling her top over head and she wasn't wearing a bra. Her tits were bigger than mine, but smaller than Angie's, and Jody's nipples were small and dark with tiny little bumps around them, like goosebumps sorta.
"Yeah," I said, looking at my finger and there was maybe a little blood on it, but mostly I was just really wet from cumming. I didn't know what to do with my wet finger though and I sorta wiped it on my thigh.
"Here…" Jody said, sitting down on the brown carpet, "…we can do it down here. Okay?"
"Alright," I nodded and told myself I didn't have to be nervous.
We were both girls. We were both naked and Jody had made me cum already. She'd broken my cherry and we'd made out and everything. What was I going to be shy for? But I was and I was giggling and getting down on the floor with her. It wasn't real thick carpeting or anything, not very soft, but that was okay. Jody was smiling at me, kinda sitting back and braced on her arms with her legs straight out in front of her. She was wiggling her toes at me and her toenails were painted baby blue.
"You want to look at me?" Jody asked and I just nodded as she lifted her knees and spread her legs.
She didn't say anything else and neither did I. Jody just watched me as I sorta got on my hands and knees between her legs and then I got lower, on my elbows, and I looked at her pussy. She had a pretty one, I thought, a lot like mine, but different too. Her lips were a little bigger, not really long but plump and pulled out. I could see her hole, like just the start of it, down low at the bottom of her slit. The top was like a flower, kind of a pink rose if you squeezed it together, and Jody had a little knot of dark flesh where her clit was. Like a bump sticking out all wrinkly sorta and soft.
I swallowed hard and held my breath, feeling my heart thumping. I'd touched Angie before, but I hadn't looked at her. This was more personal or intimate or whatever. I was staring at Jody's sex and I touched her, gently at first, and she gave me a little sigh and nodded her head when I looked up. It seemed so strange because Jody just sat there with her legs spread, knees up and not even shy at all. Maybe she really did love me, I thought.
"Yeah, just touch me," she said with a smile. "Do whatever you want, okay? I'm not a virgin or anything."
"Okay," I giggled and I knew my face was turning red. I felt kind of silly, like I was acting like a little kid or something.
I touched her finally, the way Jody wanted me too, and her pussy was soft. God! And she didn't look really wet on the outside, but she was on the inside! I touched her slit, right at the top and smiled as my finger split her pussy lips. I just pulled my finger down like I was unzipping her or something and then I was at the small opening near the bottom. I bit my lip and pushed my finger inside slowly and then I felt the warmth, the wetness inside. Jody was full of juice, I swear! As soon as my finger started going inside her hole, I could see the wetness starting to come out of her.
Jody began breathing harder and her legs sorta trembled, but she didn't close them. Her tummy was tight enough that I could see the small muscles underneath her pink skin. She was nodding and making soft noises as I started to finger her pussy, sliding my finger in and out of her hole and going a little deeper each time. She felt a lot like Angie had and I felt a hard bump inside, a ridge at the top of her pussy. It was soft and wet on the outside and hard underneath and I explored it, turning my hand and rubbing over that funny bump and down the other side.
"Oh! Okay!" Jody gasped and then giggled because her whole body had jerked suddenly. "Like that! There, just do that!"
"Like this" I asked her, doing it again, really curling my finger and it was like I was trying to tickle her clit from underneath it.
"Uh-huh!" Jody agreed with another gasp and she lifted her butt a little, urging me to do it more.
There was some spot inside, just there where my fingertip could barely reach, that Jody liked a lot! I was smiling and trying to do it the best I could, having no idea what I was doing really. I just pushed my middle finger as far inside her as possible and kept wriggling it around. It made my wrist kinda hurt after a couple minutes, but Jody didn't want me to stop. She was nodding and breathing hard, like squeezing her pussy too, or something. I could feel the insides sorta getting tight and then relaxing, having those same kinda spasms like I'd had.
"Kiss it for me, 'kay?" Jody asked, blinking her hazel eyes and licking her lips. "Fuck my pussy and kiss it…Kiss my clit."
I nodded and hesitated for a second, just because I really didn't know what to expect. I was excited though and this was fun and sexy, and Jody's pussy was so wet now. She smelled like the beach sorta, like the rocks at low tide. Kinda salty and tangy or something. She smelled good and I leaned in, keeping my finger in her pussy, and kissed Jody's clit. I licked it too, using just the tip of my tongue and I didn't really taste anything. I just felt her soft pussy on my tongue and lips, and my hand was under my chin and I licked her harder, flicking my tongue like I'd seen that girl doing on TV.
Jody fell onto her back then, reaching for my head and digging her fingers in my hair. I didn't know what I was doing, but she liked it anyway. Her butt was coming off the floor and her hands held my face to her pussy while she moaned softly. I licked lower, around my finger, and I tasted her then. Sweet and sour and tangy like an orange peel or something. Better than that. Different. I liked it and licked her harder and faster, using the flat of my tongue and not just the tip. I pushed my tongue between her pussy lips and flicked it across her clit.
"Ahhh…yes! Uhhh-kay!" Jody gasped and that made me smile, so I did it again.
I finally just licked her clit and it wasn't just a bump anymore. It was small and stiff and sticking out. I could see it now, dark pink and not very big at all. But I sorta pull it with my thumb so it would stick out more and then I could really kiss it. I could pinch it between my lips kinda. I could flick my tongue across it as fast as I could, until Jody had to close her legs against my cheeks. She was squeezing me hard and I could barely breathe. Jody lifted her butt, moving her hips up and down and I felt her pulling my hair and it might have hurt, but I barely noticed if it did.
I felt her pussy get really tight all of a sudden, squeezing my finger and letting go, over and over again. She was gasping loudly and my heart was pounding in my ears. Jody was cumming and I opened my mouth as much as I could and kinda sucked at her pussy. I wiggled my tongue around and tried to remember to wiggle my finger as well, but probably it didn't even matter right then. Jody's orgasm must have been pretty good because it seemed to last a long time. Almost too long and when she finally relaxed her legs, I was breathing hard!
We were both breathing hard and I pulled my finger out of her pussy slowly and she smelled a lot stronger now. She tasted strong too and I licked at her hole, like inside her pussy sorta, pushing my tongue inside because I wanted to taste her cum. I wanted to know what a girl's orgasm really tasted like and it was oily, and sorta bitter. Sour maybe, but not really. Salty too, kind of. It was good and it made my tongue curl, I swear! I tasted it and swallowed Jody's cum and it wasn't gross or anything.
I kept licking and kissing her, but slowly while Jody came down from her orgasm. I figured that would feel good, or I hoped so anyway. I knew what it was like, getting that huge rush of feel good and then sliding down the other side. I wanted to kiss her face, kiss Jody on the mouth more than anything, but I wasn't sure she'd want to kiss me, you know? Like my face was all wet with her pussy juice! My tongue too and probably it would gross her out if I tried to kiss her.
Or maybe not…
"That was fuckin' heh!" Jody half-smiled, half-laughed at me, pulling me up so I was lying on top of her.
"Did I do it alright?" I asked with a giggle, knowing I had, but I just wanted to hear her say it.
"You did it great!" she laughed weakly and then she pulled me closer and kissed me gently, tenderly with her tongue slipping into my mouth.
She didn't care if I tasted like her pussy. Jody just wanted to kiss, the same way I did after I'd cum. That was the best for me. Kissing afterwards was even better than having the orgasm and I kissed Jody the best I knew how. Our tits were mashed together and our tummies, even our pussies, sorta, and we kissed for a long time like that. I played with her hair and Jody played with my butt, grabbing me and squeezing me. It was serious girl sex, I thought, and just as good or even better than it had been with Angie. My heart was big and full and when we paused for a drink of air, I had to tell her…
"I love you."
"I love you too, Sam." Jody smiled back at me and her hazel eyes were shining. "I love you so much."
"You wanna do it again?" I asked her, giggling and thinking I just wanted to have a lot of sex with her. All the sex I could.
"Yeah! Same time," Jody giggled too and we were moving, turning around so we could do it like those girls in the movie.
I was on top of Jody with my face between her thighs, straddling her head and my pussy was at her mouth. She licked me the same time I licked her, neither of us really using our fingers or anything. I just held her legs, at the tops of her thighs where they met her butt, and worked my tongue all over her pussy.
Jody did the same with me, copy-catting me, sorta, doing the same thing I was doing to her and then we'd switch. Jody would do something new, like pulling my smallish pussy lips into her mouth and biting them gently. God! That felt good. I mean, my lips didn't really feel much like anything, but I felt her nibbling on them and I gasped into her pussy and then did the same thing to her.
She tongue fucked me too! At least, that's what I thought it was. Like Jody would make her tongue stiff and as long as she could and just push it into my pussy. That was nice and I just wished her tongue was longer! A minute later I was doing it to her, moving my head back and forth and sliding my tongue in and out of her pussy. Then we'd do something else, like sucking each other's clits, flicking them with our tongues until I had to wriggle my butt and tell her to stop. I got too sensitive after awhile. It felt so good that it really hurt and that was okay, Jody just started sucking my pussy someplace else.
I don't know how long we did it, but Jody made me cum again. I made her cum too, but it took her longer, maybe because I couldn't hardly suck her pussy at all while I had my orgasm. I'd just sorta laid there and moaned a lot! But once it was over and I was okay again, I did everything I could think of to make her cum. I even licked her all the way down to her butt! I kissed the soft skin between her pussy and her ass, licked it too and then I tried to get my tongue against her butt hole. It didn't seem dirty or anything. I mean, my nose was right there anyway and Jody didn't smell bad. I just wanted to kiss her all over, you know?
She licked my butt anyway. After I started it, Jody just went for it and I giggled a little, sorta wiggling my butt around when I felt her tongue there. She had it easier than I did, since I was on top and she could pull my butt cheeks apart. Jody kissed my butt and licked it, making me feel funny as she got me all wet with spit, but it felt good too. I never imagined having another girl lick my butt would feel good, but it did and that just made me want to lick hers even more.
Anyway, yeah, I came again. And then Jody was cumming and I licked her juices and decided I really liked the taste and I didn't care if someone else thought it was gross or not, it wasn't. There wasn't anything bad about Jody. I licked her until my tongue was tired, hers too, I thought, and we were both pink and wet and giggling. God! It was the best ever! And then we kissed afterwards. I was sucking her tongue, knowing my cum was in her mouth. Hers was in mine anyway, so what was the difference?
We were happy and telling each other we were seriously in love, and kissing and touching each other wherever we wanted. Everything was pretty perfect, I thought, because I couldn't remember anything else. I didn't want to.
"Jody?" The door opened, like all of a sudden, and a man's voice made us both jerk with surprise. "How come you're not at…Oh! Hey!"
Some guy was looking at us, because Jody and me were sitting on the floor and leaning against the couch naked. My right leg was over her left, with our knees up and legs spread, and Jody was kinda rubbing my pussy while I played with hers. There was a different movie on the television, two white girls we're having sex and one had a vibrator thing and was sliding it in and out of the other girl's pussy.
We'd been giggling at that and wondering where we could get one. Not seriously, but just laughing about it, you know.
"Don't you ever knock?" Jody yelled. "God!"
I was kinda untangling myself and looking for my clothes, not to get dressed so much as to just hide myself behind something. I found Jody's blue jeans and used those, sorta scrunching myself up and trying to use them like a blanket. I was burning with embarrassment and I didn't look at the guy at all. I just looked at Jody and she found one of my socks and threw it at him.
"I live here!" the guy laughed and I glanced at him and he looked kinda interested in what was going on, like any guy would, but confused too.
He had long hair, brown and tied in a short ponytail. He had an earring too and kind of a sorta beard going on. I really hoped he wasn't Jody's boyfriend, but he didn't seem mad, plus he was like twenty-five or something, so he probably wasn't. Not that a girl couldn't date a guy that old, some girls I knew did, so maybe...I just tried to avoid looking at him too much, like I said.
"Go away!" Jody threw my other sock and it fell short.
"Alright, alright," he said, looking at me and I looked down quickly. "Just tell me when it's safe, okay? I'm gonna have a smoke."
He closed the door behind him and I was shaking. I mean, we'd gotten seriously busted! It was humiliating! He'd seen me naked, both of us, and like…fingering each other! While we watched some lesbian porn thing on a huge television! God! I didn't know who he was either. I'd never seen him before, but all I could think of was that now everyone would know! I had to get out of there!
"It's cool," Jody said and she just looked mostly annoyed. "It's okay. Really. You don't have to worry."
"Who was that?" I wondered, not relaxing at all and thinking my life was probably over. I just couldn't figure out why Jody wasn't freaking.
"Just my brother," Jody shrugged. "I told him before I'm gay, but he never believed me."
"Oh." I blinked at her.
"I guess he has to believe me now, huh?" Jody grinned at me. "That was so cool!"
"Uh…" I kinda laughed, but I wasn't entirely happy and everything was getting weird.