Girl Fag 39
It was getting dark early after a long day of driving, but not quite nighttime yet. The sun had just set and a big harvest moon was rising ponderously over the mountains. Klamath was pretty high up and my ears still felt it, and the air was a little colder than I was used to. Thinner too maybe.
"That's it," Lisa said.
"It's a church," I said, sounding about as confused as I was. We were all looking at a long white building that looked about as much like a church as you'd expect. It had a short steeple with a cross on top, but no stained glass or anything like that.
"The house is around the back," Lisa told Steve. "You can just pull into the parking lot. It'll be okay."
"But it's a church," I repeated dumbly and Lisa turned around in her seat to smile at me.
"Yeah," she agreed. "My dad's a minister."
"He is?" Steve looked a little surprised too and I guess Lisa had forgotten to mention that to him when they were making their plans to get married.
"What?" Lisa made a little face at him. "There's worse things in life than being religious, right?"
"Yeah," Steve nodded quickly and started pulling into the parking lot. "I didn't mean it was bad or anything, just…um…you know."
"I should have warned you, huh?" Lisa said with a weak laugh.
It wasn't that we had anything against religion, we went to church sometimes. My brother and I hadn't been expecting it, that's all. You have to admit that finding out you're marrying a preacher's daughter is just a little different than marrying, oh, a lumberjack's little girl, for instance. That's what Steve was thinking and whatever plans and preparations he'd made for meeting his future father-in-law were going bye-bye. It wasn't gonna be beers and knee-slapping male bonding around a bearskin rug probably.
"Uh, anything else we should know before we ring the doorbell?" Steve wondered and Lisa rolled her eyes a bit and leaned across the seats to kiss him.
"Just be yourself, Steve," she told him and I grinned at that because it was exactly the advice I was tired of getting all the time.
But right then I was hoping that advice would work for me, too. I mean, I knew for a fact that the Baptist preacher back home didn't care for girls wearing pants. Dressing all out as a boy? Well, that had to be a grievous sin and I was very glad we didn't go to his church. We'd all been baptized catholic and at least old Father Burns turned a blind eye when I came to mass wearing clean trousers and a button down shirt. He was just happy to get my butt in a pew, probably. There weren't a whole lot of catholics in Squinosha.
The last time I'd worn a dress, the very last time, had been for my first confession when I was twelve. Hard to believe a twelve year old could have a lot of sins, but I'd made some extra ones up just so I wouldn't sound like a saint. I heard Father Burns didn't like that and if you didn't confess enough he'd give you like thirty Hail Mary's and Our Father's or something. He'd given me three of each and I had to apologize to God for swearing cause I'd said "Damn it!" once when I busted my knuckles trying to get a bolt loose on an old GTO and it had hurt! I hadn't made that one up.
"Hey, your dad ain't a Baptist or anything…is he?" I asked Lisa, because I'd changed clothes, but I was wearing my holy jeans, meaning the ones with holes for my knees.
The irony might have meant something, but it escaped me just then.
"Hmmm?" she looked at me and Steve was turning off the motor so that it was real quiet all of a sudden.
"I mean, am I dressed okay?" I looked down and at least I had a clean t-shirt on it, even if it did say, 'Lubricious!' across my boobs and 'Jiffy Lube' on the back. It was a cool shirt.
"Ahhh…" Lisa smiled, but I had my answer. "Don't worry, they're not going to say anything about it."
"About what?" Steve wondered.
"Not wearing a dress on Sunday," Lisa shrugged and Steve glanced at me cause I didn't even own a dress anymore. At least not one that would fit me and the ones that didn't were all back in Squinosha anyway.
Lisa was wearing a dress. She'd changed after we'd had dinner in someplace called Grant's Pass, about where we'd left the interstate for a state highway and the last fifty miles of driving. She hadn't said anything about it and neither Steve nor I had given it a second thought, but now I was wondering if Lisa wasn't trying to get me in trouble with her parents on purpose.
That was pretty silly though. More than likely she knew we couldn't do anything about it and rather than bringing it up so I'd have to worry about it all day, Lisa had waited until the last minute. I do the same thing sometimes. Probably everyone does, but it hardly ever works out really well. You ever notice that? So I was getting out of the truck with ragged jeans and a sorta almost questionable t-shirt, depending on how well you were versed up with Webster's dictionary, about to meet a minister and his wife on a Sunday.
Great.
The only good news was that I wasn't the one marrying Lisa. So what was I worried about? I was just my brother's kid sister, going through that tomboy phase and tagging along for the ride. It wasn't like Lisa's dad was gonna refuse to let her marry Steve because of me, was it? God! I hoped not. And as long as I was sorta talking to God, I reminded him that it wasn't really my fault for punching Brian in the nose. He'd deserved it. But then I remembered the lie I'd told the principal about Brian touching me and I hoped God would maybe forget that part of it.
Why was I thinking about Brian anyway? I frowned and started reaching for my bag, wishing I could just forget that jerk. It's weird the way thoughts just pop into your head for no reason sometimes. I guess it's cause trouble reminds me of trouble, you know?
"Just leave that," Steve told me and I gave him a quizzical look.
"I thought we were staying a Lisa's house?"
"Maybe," Steve shrugged. "But not until we get invited, right? Can't just show up at the front door with suitcases."
"I guess not," I had to agree. That would look kinda bad probably.
"We gotta be cool, man," Steve grinned at me. We weren't talking very loudly and Lisa was on the other side of the Explorer looking at us.
"This is weird," I said under my breath. "Looks kinda dark. You think they're home?"
As it turns out the Minister and Mrs. Haven were home, and more than just a little surprised to find Lisa standing on the front porch.
"Elizabeth?" an old man asked, blinking as he stood in the open door.
"Hi dad," Lisa said and she didn't hug him or anything and I was still wondering why she'd had to ring the doorbell.
"Who is it, Jerry?" a woman's voice carried through the house and it was an older one, big and Victorian.
The house, I mean, and I figured that it had probably been a church once, like before they built a real church in the front yard. At least it gave me that impression, although I couldn't exactly say why. Maybe it was the mood.
"Well, come in," the man said finally, ignoring the woman's question. "It's getting cold out there."
"Elizabeth?" a woman quite a bit younger than Lisa's father appeared suddenly, entering the front parlor or whatever that room was.
"Hi mom," Lisa smiled then and they hugged like you'd expect them to, leaving Mr. Haven to look at Steve and me.
We looked at him too and we were all waiting for Lisa to introduce us because introducing ourselves just seemed like a really bad idea. Her dad appeared to be a serious sort of man and I wasn't kidding about him being old. I thought he was sixty at least, old enough to be Lisa's grandfather for sure. He was tall, over six feet easily, and rather thin. Ramrod straight though, the man was no slouch in his black suit and tie. His full head of hair was white and neatly combed and his eyes were dark. He was like black and white all over. It was weird. It didn't look like he got outside much.
Lisa's mom was younger, like my dad's age. Maybe forty-something years old and I dunno, she looked nice, but kind of old fashioned maybe. There were a lot of people like that back in Squinosha too though, so it didn't look too strange to me. She had blonde hair and blue eyes, like her daughter, except she wore her hair up in a tight bun so it looked more brown than Lisa's. She wore a brown dress from her ankles to her throat, like buttoned up tight, you know? And long sleeves to boot. She had a nice smile though and a real warmth came out of the woman, and it was strange thinking of her married to Lisa's dad. She looked like she oughta be his daughter.
"Mom, Dad…This is Steve Russet and…" Lisa smiled at me, "…his sister, Ann."
"It's nice to meet you, sir." Steve smiled and held out his hand. He was on his best behavior now.
"Hmmm…" Mr. Haven took it, but he wasn't saying much. When he looked at me I was pretty uncomfortable and I almost wished I'd worn a dress, or at least some better pants.
"Ann is it?" Mrs. Haven sort of took my hands, both of them, before I knew what was going on. "How wonderful to meet you…And Steve, welcome to our home…"
Mrs. Haven did all the welcoming and she was nice. She talked a lot, probably because her husband wasn't saying much of anything, but she seemed genuine enough anyway. It wasn't long before she had us all sitting down in the living room and made excuses for Mr. Haven to come into the kitchen and help her prepare some refreshments for us. Obviously they wanted to talk and I had to wonder why it felt like Lisa was just a visitor in her own home, despite her mother's warm reception.
"That went, uh, pretty good," Lisa smiled nervously and I noticed she'd removed her collar, although I didn't know when.
"Did it?" I asked and Steve gave me a little elbow since we were sitting next to each other on the couch.
"Your parents seem really nice," he said.
"My mom's nice, you mean," Lisa shrugged and spoke softly. "My dad just takes a little time, you know…"
"Sure, yeah. I know," Steve agreed and just kind of rubbed his hands on his knees. He must have been really nervous.
"I haven't, um…" Lisa glanced towards the door where her parents had disappeared. "I haven't been home in about seven years, so…"
"Really?" I blinked at the woman.
"I call though," Lisa said. "I just…Haven't been home in awhile."
"Why?" I asked and Steve elbowed me again. "Stop it!" I frowned with annoyance.
"Be nice," Steve warned me.
"What? She brought it up," I said.
"Doesn't mean it's any of your business," Steve replied.
"No, it's okay…" Lisa started saying, but then her mom and dad were coming back into the room.
"I thought we'd have some nice hot cocoa," Mrs. Haven said with a smile, mostly at me. "With marshmallows."
"Oh, thank you," I smiled back, like what else was I gonna do?
"You look well," Mr. Haven decided, speaking to his daughter after we were comfortable with our cups of hot chocolate.
"Yeah, I'm doing real good, dad," Lisa nodded. "Where's Jay?"
"Upstairs," Mr. Haven replied. "Doing some homework."
"I should go get him," Mrs. Haven said, but her husband shook his head.
"The boy can come down when he's finished," Mr. Haven said. "He likes to put everything off until the last minute."
"Jay is my brother," Lisa explained, catching the question on my face. "He's…Seventeen, mom?"
"Yes," Mrs. Haven nodded with a smile. "He's growing up so fast."
"Not as fast as some," Mr. Haven looked pointedly at Lisa. "What church do you attend these days?"
"Uh, well dad…" Lisa looked down at her cocoa.
"I thought as much," the man nodded. "When the Day of Judgment comes, it'll be too late for you."
That sounded kind of bad and I wondered how long we were going to sit there.
"Jerry," Mrs. Haven frowned at that. "Elizabeth's come home…"
"But not back to fold," Mr. Haven said.
"The Day of Judgment has been coming since I was six," Lisa looked up suddenly, staring at her father. "I got a little tired of waiting for it, okay? Can we talk about something else?"
"Like why you've decided to come home after all this time?" Mr. Haven wondered, leaning forward slightly and staring right back.
"Yeah, dad," Lisa said. "I think it's a little more important than what church I don't go to."
"There's nothing more important than your soul…" Mr. Haven said, but his daughter cut him off.
"And that's why you kicked me out of your church?" Lisa laughed, but it wasn't a happy sound and Steve and I just sat very quietly.
"You were pregnant," the man replied and I glanced at Steve and he narrowed his eyes slightly at that news.
"Right," Lisa said slowly. "You know, that's what I hated the most…"
"What's that?" Lisa's dad asked.
"When I got pregnant it was unforgivable," Lisa was shaking her head. "But when I got an abortion…That didn't bother you at all did it?"
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"I guess it's a good thing we didn't get our bags out," I said, trying to be funny, but mostly I was just feeling lost. This was an adult thing, whatever it was that was going on, and as mature as I may or may not have been, I was still just fourteen.
We were back in the Explorer and Lisa was giving Steve directions to some motel. Klamath Falls wasn't very big anyway, just a bit bigger than Beaverton, from what I could tell. I know Steve and Lisa wanted to talk, or at least Steve did for sure, but probably Lisa wanted to explain what was going on too. They weren't going to do it front of me though and it was a quiet ride.
"Don't worry," Lisa told me and I was in the backseat by myself again. "Tomorrow I'll get to talk to my mom alone. She loves me, but she can't stand up to my dad. Nobody can."
"You seem to be standing up to him okay," Steve offered gently, like he was trying the subject on for size.
"I think I hate him sometimes," Lisa sighed and then she didn't say anything else until we saw the lights for the motel.
Steve went inside to get us a room and I sat there with Lisa, thinking I should say something. I had no idea what though and I guess she didn't either. This wasn't much of a vacation anymore and I was mostly thinking I shoulda stayed back in Squinosha. I missed my Daddy and my brothers too, even Henry, and I couldn't believe Lisa hadn't been home in seven years. That woulda killed me, probably.
"There's only one bed," I said and then I looked at my brother. "Did you do this?"
"What? Me? Do what?" he grinned right back and I knew he hadn't asked for a room with two beds in it.
"It'll be okay, right?" Lisa asked me.
"Yeah, it's cool," I shrugged. "But you sleep in the middle."
"Deal," Lisa laughed lightly and I gave her a hug, just cause it looked like she could use one.
"I'm gonna take a shower," Steve decided. "A long one. The girl said they never run out of hot water."
"Oh yeah?" I wanted a pretty long shower myself. Or a bath maybe, that would be even better, even if it was kinda girly. I just really wanted a long soak.
"It's the hot springs," Lisa explained. "Most places around here use geothermal for hot water and heating their houses and businesses."
"What? Like volcanoes and stuff?" I wondered and she was nodding.
"Yep, it's all active around here," she said. "The whole place could go anytime."
"Kinda like Judgment Day, huh?" Steve asked and probably he was grinning, but we couldn't tell. He had his t-shirt over his face as he took it off.
"Yeah, something like that," Lisa sighed. "I'm sorry about all that stuff…"
"Hey, they got any soda machines or anything?" I asked, just to change the subject. "I'm gonna get a Coke or something."
"Yeah, there's an arcade thing by the lobby," Steve's head popped onto his muscular shoulders. "Don't go too far."
"Relax," I grinned at him. "I don't know anybody here, okay? I'm just gonna chill for awhile. Play some Streetfighter maybe."
"Okay," my brother nodded and he knew I was giving him and Lisa a chance to talk. "You need any money?"
"Nah. I got some," I said. "See ya in a little bit."
"Don't leave the motel," Steve told me as I was closing the door, but he knew I wouldn't.
He was glad to have the time alone with Lisa. The abortion thing had been trippy, probably for Steve more than me, since he was marrying her. Lisa had been pregnant? I didn't really have an opinion on abortion, except it seemed sorta wrong, like instinctively wrong, you know? But I hadn't ever been pregnant either and I suppose that would put a different spin on things, but still…An abortion? I just didn't like the idea and Lisa didn't strike me as the sort of girl who'd go for that. Like I'd know? Yeah, right. I rolled my eyes at myself as I walked around the outside of the motel towards the brightly lit lobby.
"Hi. Where's your Coke machines?" I asked a sorta scarecrow lookin' girl with kinky orange hair and way too much makeup on her face. She gave me a funny look and rustled her magazine a bit, one of those Cosmopolitan ones with the big breasted women on the covers.
"Are you staying here?" she asked like she wanted to kick me out.
"Yeah. Room 126," I nodded and I thought that was kind of a rude question, I mean she coulda asked a little nicer. "My brother said there was an arcade thing here someplace?"
"Oh," she smiled then. "You're with Steve?"
"Yeah," I kinda giggled and I was wondering why she was on a first name basis with him. She didn't look much older than about seventeen, except she was trying to look thirty or something.
"It's down the hall," she pointed. "That way, past the laundry room. Does he have a girlfriend?"
"He's getting married," I nodded, thinking this chick wouldn't stand a chance with my brother unless…Nah. He'd rather jerk off, even if they were the last two people on Earth. Maybe.
"Oh," she frowned at that. "He's cute though."
"Yeah," I agreed. "He's got a really big dick too."
"Oh!" she turned like five kinds of red and stared at me.
"Is there a change machine down there?" I asked, wondering why I'd said what I had. It was kinda bad.
"W-What?"
"A change machine?" I was fishing a five out of my pocket. "Can you break this for me?"
"Uh, yeah," she nodded quickly. "There's a change machine. It takes fives."
"Cool," I left her there and I didn't know what she was thinking.
Maybe she thought me and Steve had sex, but she wouldn't believe that. I was just fourteen and I looked like a boy. Plus he was my brother, so of course I'd know if he had a big dick or not, right? Didn't all sisters know that stuff? I wasn't sure, but I didn't care either. I was in sort of a weird mood and I hadn't liked that girl for some reason. Probably her hair, it was really bad. As if that's a good reason not to like someone? I was such an ass sometimes.
"Whoa!" I grinned. "Full service."
I forgot about getting a Coke cause right across from the arcade was a little gym. It wasn't much, but they had some weight machines, like the kind that use big rubber bands instead of real iron. A Stairmaster thing, and a rowing machine too. It wasn't much of a gym, really, but it was something and I think part of my mood was just pent-up energy, you know? I was sorta used to working out every morning with Coach and then playing football after school. Sitting in the backseat of that Explorer all day hadn't done anything but make me feel…Blah.
And then I saw the swimming pool and I'd seen the sign outside for it. You know, Heated Pool, HBO, Vacancy…That sorta thing, but I hadn't thought about it until I saw the water. It was blue and clear and looked a whole lot more fun than stretching rubber bands! There was a swimming pool in Beaverton, but it was outside and cold! Even in the summer, so mostly me and my friends went swimming at Silver Lake. That was cold too, but it was a lot closer and we could just get bare butt naked cause nobody ever went there.
That made me frown. I really wanted to go swimming, but obviously I didn't have a swim suit or anything. I couldn't even imagine wearing like a bikini. How weird would that be? I couldn't just shuck my clothes either, even though nobody was around. I suppose fall wasn't much of a season for tourists and this town wasn't much on the way to anyplace either. They called it the Gateway to Crater Lake, but who'd be going there now that school had started and summer was done?
"Could I have a couple towels please?" I asked the Scarecrow at the counter.
"Yeah, sure," the girl shrugged, but made it look like I was asking her to move the earth a bit closer to the sun. "Are you gonna use the sauna?"
"There's a sauna?"
"Yeah," she said, disappearing into a room behind the counter area. "You gotta be sixteen to use it," her disembodied voice said and then she was back with a couple white towels for me. "How old are you?"
"Uh, sixteen."
"Heh…Okay, anyway you turn it on outside the door," she told me, obviously not believing or really caring how old I said I was. "Just flip the switch and turn the dial up to seven, that gets hot enough usually."
"Seven. Okay."
"And turn it off when you're done, okay?" she put the towels on the counter.
"Thanks," I nodded. "I will."
"Hey…You're a girl, right?" she asked me.
"Yeah," I said slowly. "Why?"
"Just wondered," the girl sighed and sat back down. I wondered if I was a boy whether or not she'd have asked me if I had a boyfriend. She seemed kinda desperate that way, but maybe if she'd wash her face and fix her hair she wouldn't be.
I still didn't have a swimming suit, but I had my boxers and they kinda looked like boy's swim trunks. They were sorta thin though, being just cotton and plain old white in color. That would be okay though, I figured, since I was alone there anyway. I'd keep my towels by the ladder, so if someone came in I could just get out and wrap myself up real quick. I was going to wear my t-shirt too, since that was all I had. I didn't even have a bra, you know? But lots of people went swimming in t-shirts anyway.
Mostly I just wanted to get some exercise, relax in some nice warm water, and…I dunno. I didn't want to do much of anything, really. An empty swimming pool seemed like the perfect thing for that. I took off my boots and socks and pants in the girl's bathroom, which was right there next to the boy's bathroom. I frowned at my boxers, because that cotton was seriously thin! I made sure the one button for the fly was buttoned and shrugged. What was the worst that could happen? Some stranger would catch a few seconds of my bare butt when I was getting out? I'd survive that.
It was nice anyway and the water was warm just like the sign had promised. That geothermal stuff must work pretty good and I wonder if it cost anything. I know my dad spent a lot of money on gas and electricity at our house. He was always complaining and I guess it's why he charged so much for building cars, cause we did get a lot of money for doing that stuff. I wondered if we were rich, but that just made me giggle cause I didn't think we were. After that I was mostly trying not to think about anything and that was pretty nice too.
"Last one in's a rotten egg!" I heard a boy's voice and the fwap-slap of bare running feet and I had barely enough time to prepare myself before someone jumped in the water like five feet away from me.
"Cannonball!" another boy announced and then another big splash rocked the pool and I'd been floating happily on my back for only about fifteen minutes.
"Hey!" I frowned at them, turned over now and treading water. It was more work than it shoulda been because my t-shirt was heavy now that it was wet, but not too bad.
"Hey!" the first kid looked at me, like he hadn't noticed me before. What a jerk!
"Wassup!" the second boy was clinging to the side of the pool wiping water from his face.
"You guys almost hit me," I said.
"Yeah! But we missed!" the first one grinned.
"Sorry," the other one shrugged. "Where you from?"
"Squinosha," I was swimming to the opposite side of the pool.
"Sqwawhosha?" he leaned back and stretched his body, kicking his feet with his elbows on the side of the pool. "Where's that?"
"Up in Washington," I said, holding onto the side of the pool now. "Where you guys from?"
"Vancouver," the first boy told me. "Up in Canada, you know?"
"Yeah, I heard of it," I shook my head cause water was running in my eyes.
"I'm Jared," the second boy said. "That's Ben."
"You guys are brothers?"
"Duh!" Ben laughed. "We're twins."
"Oh." I looked at them both, from one to the other, and they looked alike, yeah, but not identical I didn't think.
"What's your name?" Jared asked me.
"Ann."
"Cool," Ben smiled at me. "How old are you?"
"Almost fifteen," I replied. "How old are you?"
"Almost sixteen," he answered. "You got pretty short hair."
"So?"
"Shut-up," Jared told his brother and then he took a deep breath and pushed himself under the water.
"I just mean I never saw a girl with really short hair before," Ben was saying, but I was watching his brother all distorted as he swam towards me under the water. "You got cancer or something?"
"What?" I made a face at him.
"Like on House. I saw a show with this girl who had cancer," Ben was sorta dog paddling towards me, spitting water as he talked. "She had short hair too."
"No. I ain't got cancer," I laughed and then Jared suddenly popped up next to me, gasping for air and smiling as he rubbed the water out of his brown eyes.
"What?" he asked me and I just shook my head. He was close enough so our shoulders were practically rubbing.
"You guys here with your mom and dad?" I asked them and I noticed they were pretty good looking kids.
I mean, all fifteen year old boys are pretty okay looking to me, even the ones who aren't, but Jared and Ben were especially nice. Smooth bodies, kind of heart shaped faces and longish brown hair to go with their soft brown eyes. They looked more alike now that they were close to me. Ben had moved to the other side of me, so that I was between them, all three of us holding onto the wall of the pool. The only real difference was that Jared wore blue swim trunks and Ben's were red, but they had the same sorta flowery design.
"Course we are," Ben said, making it sound like a dumb question, but I was there with Steve and Lisa so I knew it wasn't.
"They're passed out already," Jared nodded.
"Or else they're fuckin' first," Ben laughed and I guess I blushed when he said that because both of those boys grinned at me.
"Your parents?" I couldn't believe they'd talk about their mom and dad like that, but I guess it's different up in Canada maybe.
"You never heard nobody say fuck before?" Jared asked me.
"Yeah," I said, a little defensively maybe cause he made it sound like he thought I was a little kid. "I heard it a lot of times."
"Bet you never said it though, huh?" he stuck out his tongue and it was like a dare or something.
"I don't just say it in front of somebody I don't even know," I told him.
"She never said it," Ben laughed, looking at his brother.
I knew this game and these two guys were just like my friends back home. All cocky cause there was two of them and just one of me and they were trying to show off or whatever. But knowing what was going on was different than ignoring it and like any fourteen, almost fifteen year old, I was resenting the idea that I wasn't being treated like a grown-up, you know? It was a game though and playing it was fun, and while part of me knew that it was a flirting game, mostly I just wanted to enjoy myself too.
"Ha! I probably said it more than you," I grinned at Ben.
"So? Say it then," the boy grinned back.
"No!" I laughed and pushed myself away, diving down just to show them I could swim underwater too.
I always closed my eyes under the water, just cause I hated that chlorine stuff, but I opened them when I felt someone's hand grabbing my ankle. He let go when I kicked at him, but I had to surface in the middle of the pool then and Jared popped up right next to me a second later. Ben was still by the side, watching us.
"That's a pretty cool swimsuit you got," Jared breathed and we were both treading water.
"What?" I was wiping my face and I tilting my head to get some water out of my ears.
Jared disappeared again and he was under the water, checking me out. I reached over and put my hands on his shoulders, pushing the boy deeper for a second and then pushing off him so I could swim away. I was giggling and it was kinda fun just fooling around like that. He was chasing me too and I'm a good swimmer, but that t-shirt was a serious drag and Jared caught me, pulling me down so that we sorta wrestled underwater. Not really wrestling, but just pushing against each other with our hands, kinda kicking with our feet, but not hard or anything.
"Hey!" I sputtered and grabbed a breath of air as I felt the other boy, Ben, grabbing me too. He was behind me while Jared was in front of me and they were both touching me and I was laughing and trying to fend them both off and tread water at the same time.
Those two boys were getting bold too. One would brush my tits with his hand and the other would rub his fingers across my thighs and my butt. I'd laugh and push them away, too late of course, and that just made them do it again and after several minutes they were copping some serious feels. Jared would grab one of my boobs, giving it a quick squeeze through my t-shirt until I twisted away from him, or knocked his hand away with mine. Ben would do the same with my ass, grabbing one of my butt cheeks through the thin cotton of my boxers and giving me a hard little squeeze until I could get away. Then the two boys would switch, Ben pawing at my breasts and Jared playing with my ass.
I wasn't getting mad though, because I was doing the same thing mostly. I'd moved my hands tentatively across the front of their swim trunks, which were like my boxers except thicker and really made for swimming, obviously. But I'd felt their teenage cocks and as they got increasingly brave touching me, so I was getting courageous with them. I'd grab Jared's dick through his swimsuit, feeling the unmistakable firmness of the boy's young erection and give it a squeeze. Then I'd do the same with Ben, finding his cock equally hard and eager beneath my fingers. I rubbed their bodies too. I liked their smooth chests and soft stomachs. I liked grabbing their tight round butts when I could and doing to the boys what they were doing to me.
We were all laughing and yelling, not really saying anything, but you know…Just three teenagers having a good time in a swimming pool. But I was getting warm inside. My heart was going faster and not just because of all the effort of keeping my head above water, but because this was sexy fun with two boys that I'd just met. My nipples were painfully hard and everytime one of the boys would rub one of them it was almost a relief and I wasn't nearly so quick to push them away as I had been. My pussy was tight as well. I could feel it between my legs, like getting little contractions of pleasure, or desire I should say, because it wasn't really pleasure yet.
I felt empty down there and the weirdest thing was that I was having so much fun being a girl with those two boys that I'd completely forgotten that I was supposed to be a boy too.
"Ummmpph!" I was suddenly grabbed by one of them, I wasn't sure which, and he was pulling me under the water.
He held me from the front, with his chest against my tits and his arms around my back. We were sinking slowly and I didn't really think about it, I just wrapped my legs around the boy's waist while we sank slowly towards the bottom some eight feet down. He kissed me. That's why he'd done it, so he could kiss me under the water and our lips remained closed while we held our breath, but it was a nice kiss anyway. A fun kiss and strange and I had my arms around his neck. We kept our lips together for as long as we could, maybe thirty seconds or so, and I could feel his hard cock pressing against my pussy. He was pushing against me and I was spread wide and kind of moving my own hips because it felt good.
"Oh man!" Jared was breathing hard and he was the one who'd been kissing me.
"Did you kiss her?" Ben was asking and he wasn't waiting for an answer.
"Wait…Oh! Um…" I took a deep breath and then I was being pulled down by Ben, doing pretty much the same thing I'd just done with his brother.
We were underwater and kissing like a couple virgins, with our lips closed and our noses rubbing. Ben wasn't really holding me though, his right hand was going up, underneath my t-shirt and I blew some air bubbles between our faces when I felt his hand on my bare left breast. He was rubbing it good, with his palm hard against my aching nipple. I reached down to push my hand inside his swimsuit and that made him blow bubbles, jerking slightly as I wrapped my small fist around his hard cock. It was hot and solid, but not really big or anything and that was okay. I was totally getting off on just feeling it under my fingers and I rubbed my thumb around the smooth head while Ben kept rubbing my tit nicely.
"Take off your t-shirt," Ben suggested a minute later as we caught our breath and I was actually feeling pretty tired by then. We'd been fooling around for a half hour at least and that was a long time to be treading water.
"No!" I giggled. "Take off your swimsuit."
"I will!" Ben grinned at me. "If you take off yours."
"So will I," Jared agreed and both of the boys were close to me, touching me all over as we waved our arms and kicked our feet to keep us afloat.
"You guys first," I said, feeling my heart hammering in my chest. This was way cool.
"No way!" Jared laughed. "You'll bail on us."
"I will not!" I giggled, making it sound like that was exactly what I'd do.
"Same time!" Ben was nodding at me. "But you gotta take off your t-shirt first."
"Why?"
"Cause we don't have any!" Jared said. "Come on. You chicken?"
"Heh!" I rolled my eyes and giggled cause we all knew none of us were chicken anymore, at least not about that. It was like we were the only three people in the world right then.
"I'll help you," Ben offered and he was grabbing the hem of my t-shirt and trying to pull it up.
"Hold on…Wait…I'll do it…" I giggled and I couldn't believe I was gonna go topless in front of two strange boys.
Probably that just shows how weird my mood was, or how much I really was changing maybe. Not so much that I was going to get naked with those boys, but that I was nervous the way a real girl would be. A month before, being naked with a couple guys, even strangers, wouldn't have bothered me a whole lot. I'd undressed in front of nineteen boys without a second thought in the locker room at school, but now…It was giving me a thrill.
"Ummm…" It was kind of a pain getting my t-shirt off, but only because it was wet and clinging to my skin. I did it though and just like that I was naked from the waist up and both of those boys stared at my smallish tits. They were underwater, but totally visible, the gold rings especially, and I laughed at the looks on Ben and Jared's faces. They'd felt the rings, I was sure, but hadn't really realized what they were maybe, or hadn't paid that much attention in all the happy confusion. Now they were interested though and that was neat.
"There!" I kinda wadded up my shirt and threw it towards the ladder and it landed in the pool with a splash and just floated there.
"That's pretty wicked," Ben said and I didn't stop him when he reached for my nipple and played with the ring a little.
"Does it hurt?" Jared asked me and he was playing with the other one and I thought my nipples were gonna pop off. That felt extremely good for me!
"No," I breathed. "They're just kinda…Sensitive."
"Take off your shorts now," Ben coaxed me with a smile playing across his handsome face.
They were both handsome and I was reminded of Mark and David, because I could easily picture my two brothers doing this with some pretty girl that they'd just met. She wouldn't stand a chance of saying no either, not to them, and I wasn't putting up much of a fight either. I was smiling back and nodding and looking between the two boys.
"The same time, right?" I grinned and Jared and Ben both nodded their agreement.
"On three," Jared said and then he started the countdown. "One…Two…Three!"
I hooked my thumbs in my boxers and immediately sank under the water as I pulled my knees up and pushed my underwear down. They came off easily, if just a little awkwardly and then I was kicking again, paddling with one hand and holding my boxers in the other as I took a breath of fresh air and shook the water from my face.
"Oh man!" Ben laughed and we were all looking at each other's swim trunks.
Jared tossed his towards the side of the pool where the ladder was, falling short with a splash near my t-shirt. I threw mine too and so did Ben, so that our clothes were half-floating, half-submerged, and well out of reach. The boys looked at me and I was looking at them and now when they started touching me there was nothing to get it the way. So I teased them, dropping my head under the water and swimming away along the bottom of the pool. It was a lot easier being naked and I was swimming a lot quicker than I had before.
It was a game of tag after that with the two boys on one side and me on the other. They chased me and when I came up for air I felt one of them grabbing my bare butt and giving me a squeeze. I laughed and I had no idea which one it was now that they'd shed their suits. He started swimming away and I chased him, getting diverted a moment later when I found the other boy closer and I reached for his cock, finding it nice and hard as I gave it a squeeze.
Our game of 'cop-a-feel' didn't last very long before I found myself hanging onto the wall and catching my breath. I was worn out from all that treading water and now a lot of hard swimming and too much giggling. I was smiling so much I thought my face was broken, and my whole body vibrated and there was fire inside my tummy. The brothers sidled up next to me, Ben on one side and Jared on the other, and they were breathless and happy too.
"Ann…" One of them, Ben I was sure, started kissing me.
It wasn't like I was surprised or undecided about it, not at all. It was natural and the moment was perfect. I didn't hesitate at all and none of us were scared. We'd just met, but we'd had so much fun together and we were so comfortable with each other that it felt like we were supposed to kiss right then. I can't explain it, but that's how it felt and this time I opened my mouth and felt the boy's tongue moving lightly across mine. He was a really good kisser and he'd done this before with a girl. I was getting hotter and hanging onto the wall with my left arm and putting my right around Ben's shoulders.
He was holding the wall too and his left arm was around my waist and pulling us together. I felt his cock, not so large but really hard and hot, stabbing me dully in the tummy. I was making soft noises and moving my body because I really needed to rub my tits against him. My nipples burned and throbbed and his chest was so smooth. I was sliding my boobs up and down and side to side, sucking his tongue a little and then feeling his teeth nibbling at my bottom lip. God! That felt great and I did the same to him.
It was crazy good how wonderful all of that felt and I was putting my leg around him, my right leg up high and around his thighs and part of me knew what I was doing. I didn't stop kissing him though, not even when I felt his cock rubbing my pussy under the water and Ben was holding me, so I reached down and pointed it where it needed to go. I didn't think about who or what I was. I didn't have to because I knew I was a girl and this was a boy, and I wanted to have sex. He wanted it too and I gasped softly when Ben tightened his grip on my waist and turned slightly, pressing me clumsily against the edge of the pool.
He let me go then and I wrapped both of my legs around him while Ben grabbed the wall with both hands. He had me pinned there and his cock was pressed against my pussy, the head splitting my soft little lips and I could feel my hole stretching. I moaned and pressed my face against his neck, Ben's chin on my shoulder, and both of us gasping for air when he gave me a real push. His cock slid inside me easily, all the way and all at once so that I could feel his erection deep between my thighs. It felt good too! Even better than when Steve was inside me, this felt perfect. He wasn't too thick or too long, Ben's cock was like a perfect fit for my fourteen year old vagina and I had my orgasm right then.
It was a good cum too, not a crazy mind blowing one, but just an amazing rush of feel good that had me jerking against Ben's body while I kissed him frantically. I was rocking my hips and grinding my pussy hard around his cock. We were fucking good and I was squeezing his dick with my soft pussy muscles, my whole body contracting happily around that center of the universe where we were joined. I kissed Ben's neck and ear and his cheeks and then his mouth, pushing my tongue inside him and moaning while my orgasm just rolled through me.
"Yeah! Fuck her, dude…Hurry up…She likes it!" Jared was talking, but I could barely understand what he was saying.
All of my concentration was on Ben and he was fucking me as well as he could. It wasn't really easy and his arms and shoulder muscles were straining as he had to do all the work holding us up. I was the one doing all the fucking, really. I had my legs scissored around the boy's waist and my arms around his neck. I'd push and pull with my thighs, tightening my legs so that my pussy was sliding back and forth on his cock. I had some water inside me probably, but I swear I couldn't feel anything but Ben in there. My pussy was tight around him and my orgasms were all little ones, like a bunch of them so that my cunt was quivering and sucking at his dick while we fucked.
"Ohhh…I'm yeah…Gonna…Uh-huhhhh…Ahh!" Ben gasped and groaned just a few minutes after we started and I kissed him hard when I felt his cock get a fraction larger and then spasm inside my pussy.
He was cumming with hard, rapid spurts and I could feel them distinctly and it made me shiver and giggle like I was drunk or something. I didn't know if I could really feel his sperm or not, but I could feel his cock for sure and that was fantastic! I clamped my legs around him tight, holding the boy inside me with my ankles locked together in the small of his back. We were making out while he came and that was sweet, seriously sweet. His tongue was all over my mouth, licking and tickling me everywhere and I couldn't get enough of it.
"Jesus, that was great!" Ben's big brown eyes were looking into mine and we were both pink and panting for air and smiling.
"Yeah," I agreed, licking my lips and feeling them bruised, especially the bottom one where he'd been nibbling on it.
"I came a lot," he laughed and I just nodded, loosening my legs reluctantly because the boy was still hard inside me.
"I know," I giggled. "I felt it."
"My turn…Come on…" Jared was impatient and Ben didn't really want to let me go, but he did and I held the edge of the pool, feeling empty and then a little watery inside after Ben pulled his cock out of me.
"Hi," I grinned and stuck my tongue out as Jared took his brother's place.
"Hi," he had his arms underneath mine, grabbing the edge of the pool and I knew what to do.
"Are you gonna kiss me?" I wondered, putting my arms around the boy's neck and giving him my weight so he could hold me up. I wasnt heavy anyway, the water helped a lot and these boys weren't scrawny either. They were perfect.
"You're really cool, you know that?" Jared swallowed hard as I put my legs around his waist.
"So are you guys," I giggled.
"No, I mean…" he looked exactly like his brother, except I think his eyes were lighter. Jared had pretty brown eyes, like a doe. "You're really beautiful."
"No I'm not," I laughed lightly, but he was making my heart feel funny. It was already going fast, but Jared was making it feel lighter or something.
"I never did it before," he said softly.
"That's okay," I was rubbing my body against his, much as I'd done with Ben.
My pussy was right there, open and vulnerable and pressing against Jared's hard cock. I could feel the head and shaft sliding across my slit and I was reaching down for him, to put him inside me. I was tingling all over and wanting him to kiss me so bad it almost hurt. I had my mouth open for it, my tongue playing across my swollen lip. I was teasing the boy and inviting him, wanting him to finish what him and his brother had started. I wanted Jared to fuck me and put his sperm inside me to mix with Ben's, the two brothers inside my little pussy, all mixed up with my own girlish cum. I was on the edge of another orgasm, a nice one just waiting to for a hard cock to love.
"I'm glad it's you, Ann," Jared told me and then he finally kissed me, just as I found my already well fucked hole with his virgin cock.
We did it a little different than I had with Ben. Jared wanted to go slow, or so it seemed to me, and I wanted that too. With Ben it had been a rush to have sex and cum and almost desperate the way we'd kissed. But now I wanted it slow and deliberate and I locked my legs around him, but I didn't grind my cunt on Jared's cock. I just tightened my legs gently and then relaxed, squeezing his hips with my knees so I could work my pussy up and down his cock.
I couldn't tell if the twins were exactly the same size in the cock department, but it didn't matter. I might have just been fucked, but my pussy was still small and still tight and I could feel his cock inside me just fine. Jared could feel it too and we were kissing like we fucked, very tenderly with long, deep licks inside each other's mouths. It was loving and more like caressing than kissing. His tongue filled my mouth and moved slowly, like we had all the time in the world, and I just sighed into his mouth and savored the experience. My nipples burned against his chest and I loved the way they'd kind of scratch across his skin. I loved the way his cock was sliding beneath my clit and I pushed with my pelvis just to get a little pressure there.
My cums were small, none of them like the crazy earth shaking ones I got sometimes, but this was good for me. I wasn't out of control and I could feel everything. My senses were all super keen and I could smell the chlorine and taste it in Jared's mouth. I could feel the water moving between our bodies and his cock as it fought the soft walls of my cunt. I was squeezing him with those delicious contractions, my pussy massaging the boy's dick and trying to draw the sperm from his balls. Ben had fucked me, but Jared was making love to me, I thought. It was like the best of both worlds and I was cumming again, chasing his tongue into his mouth and exploring Jared carefully, leaving no part of him untouched.
"I'm gonna cum…" he gasped and I stopped moving, just holding myself against him.
"Not yet…" I breathed. "Don't cum yet."
We hadn't been fucking for very long and I wanted him to last longer. We didn't move at all, we didn't even kiss. Ben was next to us and saying something about his brother taking too long, but we were ignoring him for the moment. I wanted to fuck Jared for a long time and we were still for a minute at least, until he nodded slightly and let out the breath he was holding.
"I'm okay…I think…" Jared giggled weakly and I kissed his mouth lightly, wanting to see his eyes again as we started to move once more.
"Just think about baseball," I said with a smile.
"Baseball?" Jared smiled and moved his hips a little, wanting to feel his cock sliding in and out of me again, so I worked my hips slowly and that was nice for both of us.
"Yeah…" I sighed. "Think about baseball and fuck me slow…Sloooow…Mmmm…"
That was the nice thing about being a girl, although I wasn't thinking about that specifically right then, but it's true. I could cum as many times as I wanted. I'd probably had six or seven little ones already, maybe more than that cause it was really hard to tell. And maybe I'd just had one really long with Ben, I don't know. But I could have them and all it ever did was make me want more, but Jared was going to cum once and then need a break, or maybe twice, but it was a big deal for boys. It was a big deal for me too, but…You know what I mean.
I was definitely cumming like two minutes later when Jared was on the verge of his own orgasm and this time we weren't stopping. I was working my pussy around his dick nicely then. We'd found a good position and a nice little rhythm. Jared had braced his feet against the wall or something, so he could really move with me and I loved the way he'd push his cock inside me. I wasn't doing all of it, not anymore. He was fucking me and we didn't kiss, we just looked at each other and then his eyes got big and he opened his mouth, nodding and not making a sound.
"Cum inside me…" I breathed. "I wanna feel it…Ummm…"
"Oh!" Jared gave a sharp gasp and I squeezed him hard with my legs.
His cock was jerking against my pussy, trapped deep between my wide spread thighs as Jared's balls unloaded his very first orgasm inside a girl. He was cumming hard, like his brother had, and I felt his cock pulsating against the clasping walls of my sex. He was a part of me then, like his cock was more than just inside me. It was wrapped up so tightly with my pussy that I felt it as a part of my own body. The way it moved and ached with every rapid spurt of semen to fill my womb. We were really joined then, completely somehow and that was intensely satisfying. That feeling, that connection seemed like the thing I really wanted the most and I'd never even imagined it before. I kissed the boy hard and kept my pussy on Jared's cock until long after he'd finished cumming.
"Thank you…God! Thank you…" Jared was whispering and I was giggling again, feeling giddy and a little high.
At least he wasn't telling me he loved me. That's what I was thinking and probably because I'd almost said it to him, but I'd caught myself and didn't say anything. I didn't love him. I'd just loved the way he made me feel. I loved the sex. Probably if I knew him better, yeah, I coulda loved Jared for sure. Probably Ben too, but I didn't know them and I'd probably never see them again, and that sucked. It tempered all my good feelings, but I was too happy to be saddened by the truth of it.
"That was nice," I kissed him once more. "You made me feel really good."
"I did?" Jared smiled and Ben was reaching for me, wanting another turn but it was getting late.
"You both did," I kissed Ben too, but I wasn't going to have any more sex with those guys. Steve was probably wondering what happened to me and I had no idea what time it was. The last thing I needed was for him to catch me naked in the swimming pool with a couple strange boys!
"We're leaving in the morning," Jared said as we were getting dressed, still in the swimming pool and that was actually harder than getting undressed. At least getting my t-shirt on was.
"Going back to Vancouver," Ben nodded.
"Can I like…call you or email you or something?" Jared asked me and he was really sweet, kinda shy now that we'd had sex.
"Write me a letter," I grinned at him. "I never get any real mail."
"Okay," he smiled at that. "I will. I'll send you a picture of me, okay?"
"Yeah!" I said, kinda muffled as I was trying to get my t-shirt over my head. "I'll send you one too if you want."
"What about me?" Ben asked and I laughed at him.
"Yeah, write me," I said. "It's cool."
The good thing about having sex in the swimming pool was that I'd been able to clean my pussy out right there, you know? I sorta just fingered myself and I could see little globs of whitish sperm floating around. Maybe that's kinda gross, but I dunno. That's why all that chlorine stuff was in there, right? I'd have to take a shower anyway, just to get the pool water out of my hair and off my body. But it was nice because I felt pretty clean even after having sex with two boys like that.
I changed in the bathroom, well, not really changed. I just took my boxers off and they were seriously see through I noticed. Ben and Jared had noticed too when I was getting out of the pool and I'd giggled and ran to the bathroom after they'd gotten a good look at the pussy they'd fucked. The cotton was clinging to my pussy lips and everything! So I took them off and just put my jeans on, wrapping a towel around my wet t-shirt cause that was pretty transparent too and even though my nipples aren't really dark or anything, they were obvious!
"Have fun?" the scarecrow girl grinned at me, at the boys too as we all went to the lobby. I wondered if she knew what we'd been doing.
"Yeah," I nodded and it was almost ten o'clock so I'd been in the pool for like two hours or something. Time sure goes fast!
"You got a pen we can use?" Jared asked and the girl was all over that. She liked the twins, obviously, and I decided she probably didn't know they'd had sex with me or she woulda been giving me some really dirty looks probably.
"Ann Russet…21A Rural Route Nine, Squinosha, Washington…" I dictated slowly as Jared wrote my address down. I had to spell Squinosha, of course. "You better write to me."
"I will," he promised. "As soon as I get home."
We all sort of looked at each other and they wanted to kiss me. I wanted to kiss them too, but the girl with the frizzy orange hair was staring at us and so we just smiled mostly and then I said goodbye. It was cold outside, really cold, but I barely felt it. This had been the most fun ever, or so it seemed, but I said that a lot. Every time I was with someone I thought it was the best. This had been different though and I kept thinking of how Jared had looked at me when he said I was beautiful and the way it had made my heart feel…funny.
I'd liked that a lot, the idea that he liked me. That he thought I was pretty. That a boy I didn't know would tell me I was beautiful and mean it. I knew I wasn't, not with my short hair and greasy fingernails and boyish body…But Jared had said I was and I wanted to believe him for some reason.