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...of all Possible Worlds - Chapter Eleven

 

"What's wrong with you?" I asked my best friend, Sarah, taking a seat next to her in the cafeteria.

"Oh. Hey, Dani." She was a pretty girl and black, like all my classmates. Sarah might have been slaveborn, but she was smart as well, which explained why her master sent her to Hathaway High School, and college after that, I was sure. She had a head for numbers and besides fucking her, Sarah's owner was going to make the girl one of his accountants at some business he owned. Or maybe not, since she didn't look very happy.

"What's up?" I asked again. We were soon joined by our other friends, all of us seventeen and in the eleventh grade.

"Her master got a new slave," Tricia said with a grin. She was always kind of a troublemaker, small and mousy, but with a nose too long for her own good.

"Really?" I shrugged and looked at Sarah, and she nodded.

"She's beautiful too," the girl sighed. "From Cuba."

"A Cuban, huh?" Venus snorted. "How beautiful can she be?"

Venus was a slaveborn mulatto and her white father was her master -- And her lover, or so we all thought, and that probably warped the girl a little. She figured anyone who wasn't part white was ugly, present company included, and of course, our general opinion was that half-breeds like her were about as low as a person could get. Physically, Venus looked beautiful with dark skin and kinky blonde hair to go with her Caucasian features, a long narrow nose and thin sensual lips. She had chocolate colored eyes though, a gift from her negra mother, like her skin.

"Really beautiful," Sarah said, picking at her food. "She's sleeping in his bed and I have to sleep with the women." 

"He'll probably sell you," Tricia said.

"Shut-up." I rolled my eyes at the girl.

"You shut-up!" She made a face at me, scrunching up her nose.

"Yeah." Sarah nodded, agreeing with Tricia. "He'll sell me probably. I'm too old."

"Too old?" Venus laughed. "How old's the Cuban?"

"Thirteen," she answered. "I hate her."

"He's not gonna sell you," I said, but I was probably wrong. "He loves you, right? That's what you're always saying."

"He used to," Sarah sighed. "Now he loves her."

"Hey ladies," Purdy's smooth voice interrupted us. "Hey Dani."

"Ha ha…Go away." I waved my hand at him like I was shooing a fly.

"I didn't mean it like that. Shit. Let me sit down. I wanna talk to you." He smiled at me, and Purdy was a good looking boy, very black with close cropped hair and bright brown eyes.

"I know what you want," I said. "And if your mistress finds out, she's gonna whip your ass."

He sat down next to me anyway and he'd been one of the boys who used to make me give him blowjobs in the boys' bathroom once upon a time. Those days were long behind me by then, thank goodness, and Purdy just had to get over it.

"Hey, what are you doing on Sunday?" he asked me, and I blinked at him.

"What do you mean, what am I doing?" I laughed. "What are you doing?"

"We're having a little party." He licked his lips. "Thought you might want to come."

"You're having a party?" I stared at him. That had to be about the dumbest thing I'd ever heard in my life.

"What kind of a party?" Venus asked.

"A party party, what do you think?" He smiled at her. "You can come too. Gonna be lots of boys there."

"Lots of niggers you mean!" She laughed.

"Like you ain't?" Purdy grinned and turned back to me. "You still go see your folks on Sundays, right? Just skip out, ain't nobody gonna know."

"Why would I do that?" I asked him. "Just so I can get whipped when my Master finds out? No thanks."

"What, you ain't never lied to a white man?" He shook his head at me. "You're a fine ass bitch, but you're like dead, girl."

"What do you mean, I'm dead?" I frowned at him.

"I mean you don't live or nothing, so you must be dead," Purdy told me. "Go to school, go home, that's all you do."

"That's not all I do," I protested.

"Yeah it is," Tricia spoke up with a giggle. "All you do is talk about your Master this, and your Master that. You're like snowblind."

"Snowblind?" I narrowed my eyes. "Fuck you! What do you know anyway?"

"I'm going to the party," she said. "Gonna sneak my ass out if I have to, I don't care."

"You snowblind, huh?" Purdy chuckled. "Can't see nothing but white, you and this stuck-up breeder." He jerked his head towards Venus.

"Who the fuck you calling breeder?" She stared at him.

"You are if all you're doin' is fucking that white cock," he told her.

"Like fucking black cock is different?" Sarah spoke up with a giggle. "I had both and it's all the same in the dark, boy."

"I heard you're gonna be getting more of both too!" Purdy laughed at her and Sarah scowled. "Got you sleepin on the floor now, huh?"

"Don't talk like that. What's wrong with you?" I asked him. "Why do you have to be such a dick all the time?"

"Cause I'm all dick, baby!" He grabbed his crotch. "You know that better than anybody, huh?"

"Not anymore!" I gave him a sarcastic smile.

"Shit. You know you want some." He leaned closer, touching a finger to my right breast through my sweater and I jerked away. "You come to the party, we'll give you some."

"You and your friends, huh?" I looked around. "All of them? Probably ain't gonna be nobody there but you."

"They're gonna be there, don't you worry," he said, smiling. "Come on, Dani. It'll be fun. Just us, no owners around. Nobody telling you what you gotta do, who you gotta fuck. Get loose a little. Live some, baby."

"Where's it gonna be?" Sarah asked.

"That's secret, girl." Purdy grinned. "Let you know if your coming. Last minute, you know?"

"So you don't have a place?" Venus sneered. "Stupid nigger."

"We got a place, a real one too," he insisted. "Got some friends of mine hooking us up."

"What kind of friends?" I wondered.

"The kind who like pretty little negras like you." He nodded, looking around so we'd know he meant all of us sitting there.

"Even the ones like me?" I giggled, looking extra cute and he knew what I meant.

"Shit! They ain't gonna care when they see you, girl," Purdy promised. "They all white anyway, so who cares?"

"White guys?" Venus stared at him.

"Like you got white friends?" I rolled my eyes.

"What white guy is gonna throw a party for a bunch of slaves?" Sarah laughed. "What is he, retarded or something?"

"Shhh…" Purdy looked around and leaned forward, so naturally we all did the same. "It ain't one white guy, there's a couple of them, some white bitch too."

"A white woman?" Venus frowned.

"She got the hots for my black dick." Purdy grinned at her. "They're cool though. They wanna meet you guys."

"What, like us specifically?" I shook my head.

"Specifically? No. Fuck you! Like slaves, negras in school here," Purdy shrugged. "They gotta place and they got some dope and beer. It's all cool, I'm telling ya."

"You been there before?" Sarah asked. "You partied with these people?"

"Hell yeah!" Purdy said. "My Mistress got her bridge club Tuesday nights, I slip right out."

"You were partying Tuesday?" Tricia frowned. "How come you didn't tell me?"

"Cause it just came up." He gave her a look. "Shit happens fast."

"What's it to you?" Venus looked at Tricia.

"What?" Tricia shrugged.

"You and Purdy?" Sarah laughed. "That's sick! You're master's gonna kill you if he finds out you're fuckin' a nigger!"

"Shut-up!" Purdy looked at Sarah. "Leave her alone."

"He's gonna kill you too! Shit!" Sarah nodded her head at the boy. "Dead."

"He ain't gonna find out." Tricia frowned, but her owner was a sixteen year old white boy, and he was crazy jealous and everybody knew it.

"He beat down that one nigger…" Venus narrowed her eyes.

"Josh," Tricia said.

"Josh, yeah. Beat his ass into the hospital just for talking to you in the parking lot. Remember that, Dani?" Venus looked at me and I nodded. We all remembered that.

"He beat your ass too," I reminded Tricia.

"Never mind all that." Purdy shook his head. "So you guys coming, or what?"

"I'll go," Sarah said. "It ain't like anybody's gonna miss me now, not with that Cuban bitch there."

"White boys, huh?" Venus shrugged. "I gotta see if I can sneak out or not."

"How about you, frog legs?" He grinned at me.

"No way." I shook my head. 

"Dani, come on!" Sarah looked at me.

"It's just gonna be trouble," I said. "I'm happy. I don't need that."

"You're a fuckin' snowblind dead girl," Purdy decided.

"So?" I shrugged.

"And you ain't even a girl anyway," he added, and I just stuck my tongue out at him.

"You wanna fuck me though, don't ya?" I teased him; we both knew he did.

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"Goddamn, I love fucking your ass!" Mr. Davis had me bent over his desk after my last class of the day.

"Yesssss….Fuck me," I breathed, hoping I might get him off that much sooner. 

His cock wasn't overly large and I took him easily, knowing what was coming. He'd been fucking me almost everyday since I'd been in tenth grade the year before. Mr. Davis swore he wasn't gay, but occasionally he liked to suck my girl cock until I came in his mouth. Usually, he only fucked me though, and so I made sure my ass was clean and slippery with some KY Jelly, and I always had a condom for him. He was the only teacher doing me on a regular basis, most of the others having their own favorite personal fucktoys among the student body. I just happened to be his.

"Ummm…Dani…Give those tits." He had his hands under my sweater, tugging at my lace bra. I was afraid he'd ruin it, but I wasn't stopping him. Being the white teacher's pet negra, I didn't have much choice and besides, I kind of liked it a little rough.

"Sir…Fuck me, sir," I moaned, grinding my ass back against him and gripping the edges of his desk tightly with my hands. I had my left foot on the floor and my right leg high, my knee on his desk to give the man a nice, deep shot into my tight rectum. 

Mr. Davis rewarded my eagerness, so I didn't complain and I actually liked him now. A lot more than I had at first, when him and some of the other teachers had raped me as punishment for being a sissy. After I'd been there awhile and gotten accepted as just another student, as another girl really, Mr. Davis had almost apologized, or at least coming as close to it as a white man could with a slave. He'd given me small gifts from time to time, as well as excellent grades in my math classes.

"Yeah…Oh yeah, Dani…Love your ass!" He kept his cock inside me, deep inside, short stroking my ass while he pinched and pulled at my nipples the way we both liked it.

"Uh-huh…uh-huuuuuh!" I shuddered as I felt my hard penis sliding against the cool wood beneath me. He was going to make me cum soon, fucking me so good like that.

"I love you…Fuck…I love you," Mr. Davis breathed, kissing my hair and wanting my lips the way he always did when he started getting close.

"Ummmm…" I moaned into his mouth as I turned my head for him, letting his tongue fill me. I sucked it frantically, because that was the sort of fuck we had going.

He hardly moved in at out of me at all by then. Mr. Davis was trying to hold off, wanting to make every second count, and then he gasped loudly, jerking his lips from mine as he took a ragged breath. I could feel his cock spasm, but the rubber he wore denied me the pleasant warmth of his semen.

"Ohhh Jesus, Dani. You sweet sissy fucking slut." He laughed weakly, panting for air as he held his cock in my ass, his chin on my shoulder as I gasped along with him.

"That was good." I giggled breathlessly. "Really good, Mr. Davis."

"Yeah. It was great," he agreed, kissing me again, deeper and slower this time. The man hadn't let go of my tits and he squeezed them, moving his softening cock back forth as if he could still fuck me.

His cock slipped out a minute later and he released me reluctantly, letting me turn around and go to my knees. I pinched the tip of his condom and worked it carefully free of his cock, dropping it in the nearby garbage can before I went to work cleaning the man's semen covered penis. I washed him quickly, making sure I got every drop of his sperm and swallowing it while he watched me.

"Good girl, Dani." He smiled, nodding and helping me to my feet so I could straighten my clothes.

He eyed my still erect girl cock, but didn't say anything as I tucked it safely inside my panties, knowing I'd have a wet spot there soon enough. I smoothed my skirt back down and it was stained with my precum already, but that couldn't be helped. I reached awkwardly under my sweater and pulled my bra back into place, as best I could. I combed my fingers through my hair and looked at Mr. Davis.

"Do I look okay?" I asked him, and he chuckled.

"Jeeze, Dani…" He nodded. "Yeah, you're okay."

"Good." I smiled and lowered my eyes because he liked that little bit of shyness. "I'll see you tomorrow, Mr. Davis."

"Bye Dani," he said, and I left his classroom, finding Sarah waiting for me in the hallway.

"You look like you just got fucked." She giggled and fell into step beside me.

"I did." I laughed with her.

"I know. God! Like the whole school can hear you guys." She always liked to tease me, but she only got fucked once in awhile by a teacher, so maybe she was a little jealous or something.

"He likes it like that." I shrugged.

"I never figured he was a fag though."

"What?" I frowned at her because I really didn't think of myself as a boy at all anymore, even though I was, obviously.

"Sorry." Sarah smiled apologetically. "You know what I mean though."

"I don't think he's really gay," I told her as we walked towards the parking lot and my car. "He's like…sorta gay."

"Yeah!" She giggled again. "Does that make me sorta gay too?"

"Shhh…" I looked around.

"Nobody can hear us," she said, and her left hand, her fingers, were brushing across the back of my right hand as we walked side by side.

"I know, but…" I shrugged.

"He didn't make you cum, did he?" Sarah asked softly, and I shook my head. "Good."

We got in my little Mercedes, which was actually Mr. Reiser's car, just like I was Mr. Reiser's negra, and I was giving Sarah a ride home like I always did. I started the car and we drove two blocks, pulling into a big grocery store parking lot and I found a good spot between two vans. Hopefully, the people driving the vans wouldn't be done shopping for another fifteen or twenty minutes, because sometimes they were and that was always a little embarrassing. That was part of the fun for me though, the possibility of getting caught.

"Here…Let me suck it first," Sarah said, being always in a hurry.

"Mmmm…" I smiled, reclining my seat as my best friend leaned over. She pulled up my skirt and started rubbing my now flaccid penis through my thin panties.

"That's so sexy!" she decided, pulling the cotton gusset aside, so she could take me in her small, brown fist.

I wasn't really into girls very much, hardly at all really, and it always took some work before Sarah could get me stiff. I usually had to close my eyes and imagine she was someone else, not my Master, but one of the niggers at school that I thought were handsome. Like Purdy, he was a good looking boy and I'd love to see him sucking my hard little girl cock.

Sarah wasn't into girls either, or so she claimed, but she'd seduced me and I never knew if it was because I was a sissy, or in spite of it. It had made us friends though, which was the biggest reason I let her have sex with me. Mostly I just wanted to drop her off and get home because Mr. Reiser was the man I loved.

"I think it's getting bigger," Sarah said, pumping my hardening penis slowly with her hand.

"You think?" I laughed at her.

"No! I mean, like bigger than it usually gets," she said. I looked down at my penis, but it looked about the same to me as it always did. About five inches long and not very thick really, as big around as a grown man's thumb.

"It should be getting smaller, if anything." I shrugged. "I'm taking like three different female hormones now."

"Really?" Sarah looked at me and she was seriously cute. A little too round in the face maybe, but she had nice eyes and pretty lips, not too big, but pouting sort of.

"Yeah." I nodded. "One of them is basically birth control pills, or so the doctor told me. It's weird."

"Huh." She shrugged and took me into her mouth, and she was really good at that. Not as good as a man is, since men have cocks and know how they work a lot better than a girl ever could, but Sarah was still a pretty good cocksucker.

I just closed my eyes again, imagining Purdy on his knees, working my penis between his virgin lips in the boys bathroom at school. Just like he used to do it to me, fucking my mouth, I did it to him in my imagination. That made me real hard, picturing the boy with his own big cock hanging out, long and thick and dark. He was stroking it while he sucked me, jerking himself off while swallowing my precum, moaning softly as he got his first taste of penis.

"God…" Sarah breathed, licking her lips. "You're really hard today, Dani."

"Ummm…" I smiled and reached blindly for her head, pulling her mouth back down so she could keep sucking.

I could feel her hand holding my balls. She teased my smooth shaven scrotum, soft and light brown between my ebony legs. Sarah rolled them gently, tugging at them every now and then as she swirled her tongue around my exposed cockhead. I held her too, digging my fingers into her kinky hair, urging her to make it good for me. Sarah didn't mind that at all and she was working my girl cock nice, really nice, and if she wasn't careful, she'd end up swallowing a serious load of girlish semen.

"Let me fuck it now," she whispered, sensing that I was getting close and wanting to get off with me. 

Sarah was the only girl I'd ever had sex with and I wondered sometimes if every girl came as quickly and easily as she did. I swear, like two minutes after she got on my penis, she was cumming. Every time. And she didn't stop either, her orgasms just kept going and going. I think that would have driven me a little crazy.

"Yeah. Let's do it." I nodded, feeling warm all over as she straddled my hips in the driver's seat. 

It was a little clumsy, but neither of us were very big anyway and we were used to it by then. She liked it that way, lowering her wet, black cunt onto my cock, taking me so easily I sometimes wondered if she even felt me, but Sarah swore it felt great, especially when she'd lean forward. Her breasts pressed hard against mine and even though we were both clothed, it still felt pretty good. Just that pressure was nice and I'd hold her ass and lift my hips, fucking my cock inside her the best I could.

Sarah enjoyed grinding more than fucking, moving her big round ass and sliding her pussy around so that her hard little clit could rub the shaft of my girl cock. She kissed me too, that was her thing and it sort of turned me off, but I never told her that. I let her do it and pretended she was a boy, but that wasn't easy because she smelled like a girl and most especially, she kissed like a girl. Boys kiss different than girls, it's unmistakable, and Sarah kissed too soft or something. I missed feeling a man's rough skin, the stubble on his cheeks, the heaviness of his tongue. Sarah was light and soft and utterly feminine, and a few times I'd even gone soft because she kissed me too much. I just wasn't a lesbian at all.

It was okay this time though. I stayed hard as a rock, thinking about Purdy and trying to imagine that I was Sarah and Purdy was me, and he was fucking me and…It's crazy the kind of things people fantasize about during sex, but that's where I was and it worked. I fucked Sarah good, making her moan and shiver, and then all of a sudden her thighs were squeezing me hard and her fingers were digging into my shoulders. She was cumming, her juices flooding her cunt and bathing my penis. It leaked out of her and onto my skin, down my balls and between my thighs, but I didn't mind so much. It felt good for her and it tripped me too, the way her pussy seemed to become tighter and hotter, but so wet it was like fucking in a bathtub or something. Half a minute later and I was cumming too.

My penis spasmed, ejaculating inside the girl with a rush of sperm and I always liked that, just because I never really got to cum inside anyone very much. Not that I especially wanted to, but sometimes I wondered what it would be like to fuck a handsome boy in the ass and cum inside him. That would feel pretty good, I thought, but it would probably never happen and so I didn't even think about it. It was enough to cum in my Master's mouth when he wanted to taste me. Or Mr. Davis once in awhile, when he couldn't resist his guilty urges to suck my cock. Other than those times, I was always the one taking it and I liked that a lot. Cumming inside Sarah was okay for me though, if only she didn't always want to kiss me so much. I understood her though, because when Mr. Reiser came inside me, I had to kiss him. I couldn't help myself; maybe no girl can.

"Wow! That was really good today." Sarah kissed me again and I smiled. 

"Your Master doesn't make you use condoms?" I asked her, just because I'd been curious before, but hadn't asked.

"Yeah," she replied. "He does."

"So how come we don't use one?" I wondered. My penis was shrinking out of her pussy slowly, getting me really wet in the process.

"Cause I want a baby," she told me. "A black one."

"So you just wear rubbers with white guys?" I smiled and she nodded. "But I thought you were on the pill."

"I am." She shrugged. "I was, anyway. I stopped taking them when he got that Cuban whore."

"He's not gonna be mad?"

"I don't care," she told me. "What's he gonna do? Sell me?"

"He might whip your ass!" I laughed.

"Probably, but I'm still gonna have a baby and he can't stop it."

"He might make you get an abortion," I said, but not happily. Abortion was illegal, but not for slaves and the clinics were always busy, or so I'd heard. 

"Nah, he's super religious and stuff. The whole family is," Sarah said. "He'll let me keep it."

"Hmmmm…" I shrugged at that, it was her business anyway. "How many black guys have you been fucking?"

"Just you!" She giggled. "I wanna know who the daddy is. I ain't stupid."

"Oh." I nodded. "That's good then."

"Yeah," she sighed. "He's gonna be so pissed at me!"

"You're crazy. Come on, we gotta get going," I said, and we started moving. Sarah got off me slowly, trying not to make a bigger mess than we already had as she pulled her panties back into place.

"You're going to that party on Sunday, right?" she asked me a few minutes later, and I made a face. "Come on, please, Dani? I don't wanna go if you're not there and I really wanna go!"

"And if we get caught, it's gonna be a whipping for sure," I told her. "I haven't been to the post yet, and I don't want to go neither."

"You ain't gonna get caught. You have the perfect excuse. All you gotta do is call your parents and tell them you can't make it that day," Sarah said, knowing all about my weekly visits. "Your master ain't gonna know."

"That's another thing too," I said, thinking through even worse possibilities. "What if I get caught and he tells me I can't see them any more because he can't trust me?"

"Well…" She frowned at that one and didn't have a good answer. There weren't a whole lot of slaves, freeborn slaves or any other kind, who got to see her parents every Sunday afternoon. That was a real gift, and to squander it on a party with a bunch of niggers? No way.

"See?" I glanced a her while I drove. "You don't care cause your Master's got some new girl in his bed, so you ain't nothing but a house negra now anyway, but I've still got something to lose."

"Yeah," Sarah agreed reluctantly. She looked out the window for a few minutes. "Well, what about if you just ask him then?"

"Ask him what?"

"Ask your master if you can go to the party." The girl smiled as she got excited about it. "I mean, you've got a good master, right? You're always talking about how he loves you and stuff, so just ask him."

"You're nuts!" I laughed. "I ain't going to ask my Master if I can go to some party with a bunch of slaveborn niggers who just want to get me high so they can fuck me."

"Well, don't say it like that, dummy! Just say it's a party, like a birthday party or something, you know? Some friends from school having it."

"A birthday party?" I rolled my eyes. "When's the last time you went to a slave's birthday party?"

"Uh, never!" Sarah laughed. "So what?"

"So, Mr. Reiser ain't a fool, that's what."

"So what's he gonna do if you ask?" she wondered, looking at me as I drove. "He's gonna strap your black ass just for asking?"

"No," I replied a little reluctantly, just because Sarah did have a point.

"So you're just afraid to go to the party then."

"What? I am not!"

"If you ain't afraid to ask, then it's gotta be something, Dani," she said. "Fuck. Purdy wants to go down with you anyways, like that ain't a good reason? Or is that why you're scared?"

"You think I'm scared of Purdy?" I frowned.

"I dunno, you tell me." Sarah gave me her innocent brown eyes and I shrugged.

"I'll think about it," I told her. "But even if I ask and even if my Master says yes, it's still a bad idea."

"So?" She giggled and I laughed at her.

I dropped her off at her house, a big one set back across a broad lawn. Sarah's master was a real estate developer or something, I wasn't sure, but he was rich anyway, like all our owners were. It wasn't far out of my way and I had a short drive to wonder if I really wanted to ask my Master if I could go to that party or not. I had a bad feeling about it, but I'm one of those people who get a bad feeling about anything that isn't the same as the day before, so that didn't mean a whole lot. The thing is, I was about the happiest slave I knew, boy, girl, or otherwise, and I really didn't want to screw it up.

But getting Purdy a little buzzed, I thought, enough so maybe I could get his mouth around my girl cock…Maybe a nice hot sixty-nine with that boy? Yummy! I had that in my head too and I wanted it badly. I didn't want to let him fuck me, no way, but I was still kinda up on him for giving me a hard time when I'd been new to the school. And a straight boy like him sucking my girl cock? That would be worth a little bit of trouble. Maybe. It's hard being real objective when you're just barely seventeen and full of teenage boy hormones, and then getting pills and shots full of teenage girl hormones, too. 

My brain wasn't working real well, but my sex motor surely was!

 

Chapter 12