R. Preston

The Note

Uncle Robert,

If you are reading this, then I guess it means that I haven't chickened out and have given it to you as I plan to. If that's the case, then I've just gone off to bed on Christmas night, so first off Merry Christmas.

One of the reasons I'm writing this, is to say thanks again for taking me in when mom and dad got arrested and sent off to jail. I also want to say again that I'm sorry for being such a jerk for those first few months. I guess that like you said during one of those long talks we had at the time, I was just kinda mad at the world, and upset about moving here to Florida, but that's still no excuse for me taking it out on you. You sure weren't the one who told my rents to get into that stock scam, so I shouldn't have been making your life miserable like I did. Living in Florida is even sort of growing on me too! I still can't believe that we went swimming out back in your pool today, and it's only a week to Christmas! You sure can't do that in Manhattan!

Anyhow, getting back to the main reason for this note, it's about the Christmas present I want to give you. Yeah, I know that you said that I shouldn't waste my allowance on buying you a gift, and as you should know by the time you read this, that I did as you asked me to. But just because I didn't buy you anything, doesn't mean that I don't want to give you something.

I know that you wanted to have a traditional Christmas, and even though I'm not sure just what you mean by that, I'm pretty sure that my gift wouldn't fit in the traditional category, so that's why I'm putting off giving it to you until tomorrow. You see, what I want to give to you, is me! For tomorrow (and maybe longer, we'll see) I want you to do whatever you want to me!

Well, I bet you're a little surprised right now, and probably thinking that I don't have a clue about what it might mean, but trust me, I know more than you might think!

You see, a few months ago, before you got me my own computer (Thanks again for that!), and we both had our own log in on yours, Windows had a brain fart one time when I was logging on and put up your desktop instead of mine, and that PZA story site you have for a home page popped up when I started the browser. I wish I could tell you that I did the right thing and got out of there as fast as I could, but I didn't. Instead I started to look around and read some of the stories there.

I've got to admit that I was a little shocked at first to see the kinds of stuff you had been reading. (But don't worry; I'm cool with it now) See, at first I started reading the non consensual part (even though I didn't know what it meant at the time) and some of the stories there are kinda nasty and I didn't like them at all, but when I got out of there and into the consensual section, I got a lot more interested, and a lot less worried. Then when I figured out that you actually wrote some of the stories that were there (you used the exact description of your house in one, so I couldn't help but figure it out) I got super interested in them.

I always wondered about who those boys were that would sometimes show up unexpectedly the first few weeks that I was here, and why you seemed so secretive about them, and also why they seemed so disappointed when they left soon after you whispered something about me to them. Well, I guess I've got a better idea about that now, as well as a good idea what's behind that door downstairs that's always locked.

So you see, I've got a pretty good idea about just what I'm offering to you. (I've read your stories many times, and I think I know what you like and don't like) and I am still making the offer to you, and I really do hope that you take it. Whenever you let me help you restoring your customers cars out in your shop, you always tell me not to be afraid to try doing new things, that's how to learn, so I think that this is kinda the same.

Still not convinced? Well let me say what I think will probably happen.

I guess the first thing will be that I'll have to be naked all day, but that's not really a biggie. After all, I usually just wear boxers or shorts around the house all the time anyhow. Since I've moved here and got so tanned, I kinda like showing it off anyhow. And it's not like the public school I have to go to now has private change rooms and showers like the private one I used to go to.

I know that I won't be allowed to hide my junk from you, and that you might put something on my dick to either make it stay hard all day, or make it impossible to get it up at all. It might be a little embarrassing at first, but I'm sure I'll get used to it. I'm pretty sure that I'll also be getting stuff put up my butt too, but I don't really think that it'll be your dick or anything else that's too big. In your stories you always go slow with that sort of thing, and I think (HOPE!) that you will probably do the same IRL.

Sucking your dick is probably a sure thing too, but even though it seems kinda gross, I think I'll be okay with it. I know you said that I'm too young to tell for sure yet, but I really meant it when I said I don't like girls at all, so I guess that sucking on a dick is something I should probably learn about anyhow. You never know, it might come in handy some day and yeah, I know, NO TEETH! I can read!

I'll definitely have to wear restraints and a collar all day too, but that's okay, it's even kinda cool.

Probably the scariest part of all is the whipping, but I can tell that it's really important to you, so it's gotta happen. I know that usually the boys in your stories get turned on by pain, but I'm pretty sure that I'm not like that, but I read some other guys stories where the boy did it because he knew that the man got really turned on by it, and I think that I can make that work for me too.

At least I can be quite sure from reading your stories how it will happen. I'll be tied up with my hands stretched out wide above my head, probably with just the tips of my toes able to touch the floor. Then you'll use a whip with a bunch of thin leather tails to whip me, mostly on the back and sides, but a bunch on my front too, and almost all from the waist up. (See, I told you I read your stories carefully!) It sounds even scarier when I type it out, but those other boys that used to stop by seemed willing (I guess) to come back for more, and they weren't really much older than I am, so it can't be too terrible.

Just because I'm a little nervous about it doesn't mean that you should go easy on me though, I really want you to give me the full treatment. I'm almost thirteen now, so I think I can handle it, and I've got a pretty good tan now and don't have to go back to school until the fourth, so you don't have to worry about a few marks.

Oh yeah, I almost forgot, I guess that I can expect to get my nipples clamped too, but at least I know how that feels, cause I tried some clothespins on them a while back. It hurt like hell, and I couldn't keep them on too long, but if I'm tied up, and am doing it for you, I'm sure I can handle it. (For a little while at least.)

That brings me to another thing, I'm sure that you will give me one of those safeword things like in all of those stories, so if anything gets too intense, I can always stop it, although I'll be trying really hard not to use it.

About the only other thing I can think of is that when I've given myself to you, that you'll be able to touch me whenever and wherever you want, but that one's easy, and I actually look forward to one of those cuddling scenes on the sofa that always seem to end up in your stories.

So I guess that's about it, except to say that I really hope you decide to go for it and that there's no reason that you shouldn't. I know that I don't have to do any of this, but I really want to at least give it a try.

If it works out, then maybe we can do it more often, maybe even 24/7 as they call it, and if for some reason it doesn't work out, well at least now that you know that I know about this stuff, you can probably hook up again with those other boys. I'd be okay with that, maybe they could even give me some pointers, or I could even join in sometimes. (Okay, I thought the youngest one with the long blonde hair and the tan was kinda cute!)

Wow this is a lot longer than I thought it would be, but I'm sure that I'll be too nervous to be asleep yet, not so much about what might happen tomorrow, but worried that you might be mad at me or something, or wondering what you'll decide to do, so please let me know what you decide as soon as you can. I'm offering, all you have to do is accept!

PLEASE!!!

Your favorite (AKA only) nephew ;)

Tyler

The End