Innocence Not Lost part 1

By WeirdGirl1

Hello, my name is Amanda. I am 12 years old. I have brown eyes and Long wavy brown hair. I've had a few guy crushes, and a few girl crushes. But my main crush, is my next-door neighbour, Lauren. Lauren is a good friend of mine. Even both our parents are good friends! We've been almost everywhere! Going places with each others families and stuff like that. My mother even said we are more like one big family, compared to two little ones. Lauren is an only child, just like I am now. (My older brother passed away last year). Anyway, I've always found her quite hot. She has long blonde hair, which is at least up to her waist, and blue eyes that are like a lake in the springtime. I get butterflies when I am around her, especially when she hugs me.

But then the day came. The one that was both good and bad at the same time.

It all started when we were just hangin' out. It turns out, both of our sets of parents bought tickets to this show. My parents had asked Lauren if she could at least take care of me while they all were gone. Lauren agreed. So we went back to her house after our parents said goodbye to us. We were just chit chatting as usual, when I finally got the nerve to ask her;

"Lauren?"

"Yea?"

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

"No"

"Why not? Your beautiful."

Lauren giggles "Aw, thanks. But I actually don't like guys.... I like girls. But I don't have a girlfriend."

"Oh, wow" I say.

"Yes. And can I tell you a secret? Promise you won't tell?"

"Promise"

"I like young girls.... Like, your age..."

It crossed my mind whether or not she liked ME.

"Lauren?"

"Yea, Amanda?"

"If you like me, that's ok"

She was silent for a moment. Then finally she said, "Amanda, I do like you, In a certain way." I smiled. "I've liked you too... In a way." She smiled too. "But what can we do about it? YOU don't have a boyfriend, do you?" I giggled, "nope!" I said. She giggled too. "Amanda?" She asked a bit more seriously. "Yea?" I answered. "Is it ok if I...... um, kissed you?" "Of course!" I replied. She kissed me very passionately. I started to get the hang of it. Soon, both her hands were on my cheeks, caressing them. "Wow, Amanda! You're a great kisser!" I felt flattered by that. "Thanks!" I said happily. She kissed me again, but this kiss was a bit more deep and passionate. It was great. But I accidentally broke it by laughing. Lauren just laughed, too. "Amanda, can I try something else with you?" She asked. "Sure", I said. "But let's go to my house first!" She agreed, so we went off and we went into my bedroom where there was a big bed we could use. "Amanda, can you take all of your clothes off?" She asked. I was a little reluctant to because I am a very self-conscious person. "I'll take off mine, too. See?" She asked as she stripped down. "Fine, I will." I agreed. So I took mine off too. "Wow you're gorgeous!" She said. "Hey, so are you!" I said. And then I hug her because I was very excited.

"Excited, are ya?" She giggled. I squealed but covered my mouth after because I didn't want Lauren to think I was childish. "You're so cute" she said, "alrighty, let's do this!" I was extremely excited at that point.

First she kissed what little I have as my boobs. She lay soft kisses down my stomach to my pussy. She kissed that a couple of times. The pleasure was so grand. She kissed that a few times, then she started licking it. At that point, the pleasure was unbearable. I started moaning uncontrollably and rocking back and forth. It was the best thing I ever felt! Until one huge wave went right through me, and I wailed. And then it was gone. After I caught my breath, I managed to say, "wow, that was amazing!" "You came really hard!" Said Lauren. We cuddled for a bit until I said "Lauren, do you want me to do the same thing to you, that you did to me?" "Of course, only if you want to". "Heck yea!" "Ok"

So I started Kissing her pussy, then I tried kicking it like she did to me. I loved the taste of it, it was both sweet and salty! She started moaning. I played with her clit a bit, and then I licked all around. at this point, she was moaning so Loud, I thought the neighbours would hear! Suddenly, as I was still licking, an orgasm tore right through her! She was shaking a lot, but she calmed down after. Suddenly I realized something, "Lauren, are you a virgin?" "No" she said, "but oh my, you are very good at licking pussy, was this your first time?" "Yes" I said, "I was kind of just following what you did to me" "Well it was amazing" and then she pulled me in for a cuddle.

"Amanda, if you don't to do this anymore, or if you feel uncomfortable, just tell me to stop, okay?" She said as we were cuddling. "Ok" I replied.

She lay me down and kissed me again. She went back down to my pussy and gave me a seductive smile. She started fingering me and it felt really nice, until I got a sense of sharp pain. It got worse and worse and then all the sudden it hurt so bad I screamed! I was afraid the neighbours might hear and think I was getting molested or something. The fact that there was blood coming out of my pussy made me scream louder! "SHHH shhhh, it's okay baby, it's okay!" Lauren tried to comfort me. I finally quieted down. "Lauren what happened?" I started to cry. I snuggled into her embrace. "Amanda I'm so sorry..." She said, kind of scared. "What do you mean?!" I asked, "Amanda..... I accidentally... Took your virginity....." She said "WHAT?! I lost my VIRGINITY at age TWELVE?!" I asked, sort of harshly, Now she was the one crying. I had to calm myself down.

"What are my parents gonna think?" "I'm awfully sorry. Listen, you can do anything you want to me now!" "It's fine, I don't really feel like it anyway." She kissed me, an I accepted her kiss. It was a passionate kiss of forgiveness. We were kissing for a while. Them after we decided to get dressed. Our parents would be home in about a half hour. I was still excited cause I was going shopping with her the next day. We were just chatting about life for a bit. We talked about how even though I lost my virginity, it wouldn't mean I lost my innocence. She apologized for taking it again for the 52nd time. But at least she cares.

"Lauren?" I was ready to tell her. "Yea?" She answered. "I love you" I said finally. She turned from the TV to me to give me her full attention. "You do, do you? Even though...." I nodded quickly. "well, Amanda. I love you too!"

END OF PART ONE