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Susan�s Procedure
Part 1
�Are you
sure it is what you want? You know that this procedure is not reversible and
once started could not be interrupted�
�Yes� I am
sure�, replied Susan with a trembling voice while looking at the floor. It was
very humiliating submitting herself to that procedure, but it was worse
admitting it was what she wanted.
Dr. Mark
Summers was dressed in a white laboratory coat; he was maybe in his mid forties
and talked in a neutral, relaxed voice, trying to hide his excitement.
�Let
me insist. This procedure is not meant for the kind of job that you require, it
is being developed to help people with post traumatic syndrome, on the other hand, I won�t deny you that your odd request is
an extraordinary research opportunity for us. We strongly believe that we
can achieve what you want without any important side effect, if we could probe
that to be true, it will open a new universe of possibilities for our
technique, I am thinking of several military applications�
He could think
of civil and even criminal applications for the procedure too, but his research was paid by the military which looked
for experimental therapies to help reduce the growing cost of soldier veterans
with post traumatic syndrome. He knew that could mean big money but
controlled his excitement trying to show the image of a caring concerned
doctor.
�But the
implications would be life changing for you. We need to be sure that you
realize that. I believe that using hypnosis you can get what you want but in a
temporary and reversible way. Don�t you want to
try that first, and if you feel happy about it, you can make it permanent with
our system?"
Susan
hesitated, maybe it was the door that she waited for, maybe she could save
herself from such great damage by making it just temporal, but then thought
�No, that is not what Frank wanted. He said he wanted it to be completely
real�. She reunited the courage to say.
�No I
wanted it permanent.�
Dr. Mark
smiled inwardly, but to ease his conscience, he made a last try to discourage
her.
�Remember
that there is also the cost issue. Due to the controversy of this use of our
technique we could not get funds for this experiment, it had to be financed by
yourself, and all the risks accepted by you. We require that you resign to any
rights to proceed legally against us in case of any side effect or any problem
derived from the ethics of the experiment�.
Susan was
not satisfied with the �cost issue�. She already had deposited half the required amount, a big number maybe a third of
her cash reserves. She felt ripped; the total amount was roughly a year of
work. However, Frank had told her that if she wanted to stay with him,
she must achieve that, and there is no other possibility.
Susan made
up her mind and for a moment her haughty personality returned when she said
�The cost is not an issue, but I will not pay you more than 80% of what you ask
anyway. You should stop treating me like a child. If it is so hard for you to
do it either technically or ethically, I may take my business to another place.
In fact, I just talked with a German researcher who says could help me. So the
ball is in your court, let�s cut the non sense and just tell me if we have a
deal or not�.
Dr. Mark
was impressed that Susan could be so assertive in this circumstance,
he knew that she was, despite her age (28 years) and her even younger
appearance, a very successful business woman, and she had confidently
negotiated deals for amounts hundred times bigger than this one. Still he was
surprised that she could deal this one just as good when she was so emotionally
involved. He decided to close the deal right there. The risk of losing this
chance was just too big.
�I just
tried to do the right thing. You convinced me that you are committed with the
procedure, and that you are perfectly fit to do this decision. I am willing to
meet your monetary offer and even give you for free the other procedure that we
talked about if we sign the contract right now.�
Susan
shuddered almost imperceptibly; she had forgotten the other change that Frank
wanted. She had thought that she could get it without any procedure but had
asked the doctor anyway. He had not mentioned it since that first appointment.
He was surely keeping that card to use it in the right moment. That will
add to her problems now, but she wanted to show Frank her commitment. She
breathed deeply and then extended her hand to Mark saying �Deal�, they shook
hands and Mark quickly extended her a form
so Susan could fill in her data.
He
said �Please fill this paper while I fix the contract draft�, and he left the
office leaving Susan alone.
She started
filling her data:
Name: Susan
Lopez
Age: 28
Ethnic
group: Latin
Academic
history & awards (Complete):
� Elementary in a Los Angeles public
school, best student of my class.
� Junior high at Iowa public school, best
student.
� High school at Norman Institute from
San Diego (on full scholarship), valedictorian.
� Business Management from Stanford
University, top 5 of my class.
� Master in finances from Stanford
University, awarded best research paper of my class.
Work
experience (Last three positions):
� Current: B&L Associates. Director of Mergers & acquisitions (youngest director of the
firm).
� B&L Associates. Team Leader (Merger &
acquisitions),
� B&L Associates. Merger &
acquisitions analyst.
Susan
stopped writing and started remembering how all of this started.
Part 2:
The long flashback
Susan was
born in Los Angeles in a poor family of Colombian immigrants, illegal
immigrants by the way. Her parents were uneducated people, her father worked as
a janitor while her mother was a maid for some white people in the suburbs.
Susan�s fate was probably to get no more than a high school degree and end up
working as a low clerk, or even as a maid just like her mother. From very
young age Susan reveled against that fate, she admired her parents
effort and all but she wanted to do better and stay as far of the Latina maid
stereotype as she could. Her brilliant intelligence and strong commitment
to work made her result outstanding at every academic challenge that she faced
opened for her a door towards a bright future in spite of her family
limitations.
A few
months before she finished junior high, her parents passed away in an
unfortunate car accident. An aunt even more ignorant than her mother took
charge of Susan and her little sister Jessica. Her aunt was a good person
but she barely made it to mid elementary and didn�t valuated
education too much. It seemed like a dead end for Susan but with the support of
her teachers she was able to get a full scholarship and board to study high
school at a prestigious private school in San Diego.
At first it
was tough for her, to be in another town in a place she didn�t quite fit.
In her first year she was even victim of some bullying,
but she was able to survive thanks to her outstanding intelligence an
academic success as well as her strong will to succeed. A year later
things turned even easier after the blossom of her undisputable beauty made her
gain more and more self confidence and respect.
Susan was a
very focused girl, even single minded, she was always
working and frequently lonely, she had very little time to get fun and very few
friends to go out with. Her social development had always been behind the rest
of her classmates but in this school she felt even worse and she isolated
herself further. She was very self confident in academic turf but outside that
she felt very awkward, so she avoided most social life, even dating. Her lack
of social life leaded her to little depressions in spite of her great goals.
During one of those mild depressions in her
senior year she met Frank, a mediocre student of the public school that was a
few blocks from hers. While Susan was a senior at 18, Frank was still a
freshman and he was already 20. Frank was a red neck in the ignorant and
prejudiced meaning. The first time he talked to Susan she was exiting the door
of her school and he impolitely asked her if she did the cleaning there.
Susan was outraged, she said,
�You see a
Latina and you thing we are all maids, but I am the best student here and I
will be very rich in a few years while you will be flipping burgers�.
Frank
smiled and went away. The next day he waited for her and gave her some flowers
to apologize. Susan thought Frank was attractive in some brute way, so
she accepted the apologies and in a short time they became friends, her
loneliness and depression pushed her closer and closer to him, being her main
social interaction. She begun to have sexual fantasies about him, her fantasies
were a little childish but her desire was very adult. So after a few weeks,
Frank took her cherry. She was so inexperienced and na�ve that he directed her
in every step, but she enjoyed the sex enormously. After that first time, they
continue doing it like rabbits several times a day for maybe two or three weeks
and then suddenly Frank started to keep his distance.
When she
confronted him, he said
�Look
Susan. You are attractive and all, and we had good sex but you are not the kind
of girl that I look for a relationship�
�What do
you mean?�, she said hurt.
�I like to
be the one in control, and you are not that kind of girl, maybe we should
remain occasional friends�, He replied.
Susan felt bad, she didn�t know how to manage this situation. Her
social awkwardness stroked her in all it�s
strength. She blushed with anger and humiliation and said
�If this
what your want, then it�s ok
with me. I won�t look for you again�
Then she
marched away. In the next few days she really missed him but decided to wait
for him to come repented. She fantasized about him knocking at her door and
begging her forgiveness, promising to do anything, in her dreams she would
accept him just after making him beg on his knees. However a week later he
hadn�t called her. She promised herself to wait for him to take the first step
no matter what, but as the days passed her horniness grew and her masturbation
was a source of frustration because she didn�t get anything close to the
orgasms that she had with Frank, so after another lonely weekend, she gave up,
she went to his place and begged him to test her obedience and take her back.
And he did.
He started controlling what she wore, who she saw, she
even made her work as a maid for him, to clean his house just to test her. Of
course she was no longer Susan but Suzy. The sex turned rougher and he
constantly made her humiliating requests, he even started to tie her and spank
her. Her mind was more and more confused; she started to associate her orgasms
that were stronger by the day with this kind of humiliating treatment. At some
point he decided to go for the final test and asked her to drop from high
school. She paled, she wanted to at least finish it, she will be awarded
valedictorian and if she finished it she hopped to convince Frank to move out
with her to Stanford where a scholarship waited for her. She negotiated and
pleaded but to no avail, he went firmer: If she wanted to stay with him she had
to drop right then.
Susan cried
for days but with the help of a teacher she managed to finish high school with
the highest honors and then she enrolled in Stanford.
Once in
college she returned to her normal, focused on studies, self and little by
little she left Frank behind her as a bad dream or something. During college
she had a couple of ephemeral boyfriends but never really enjoyed the sex. She
limited most of her social interactions to the academic realm.
After she
finished her Master in finances she was hired by B&L Associates where she
had made successful internships since she was in college. Her beauty (she had a
resemblance with Jessica Alba), her intelligence and her very strong will
made her develop a rocket fast career, in just three years she was appointed
director of her area and had already accomplished several big deals that had
left significant earnings for her company and had allowed her incomes of nearly
300,000 yearly. She had now a beautiful house in the suburbs and could afford
to drive a BMW and vacations in Europe. She got her little sister Jessica that
was now 22 to live with her. Jessica didn�t have the will of Susan and dropped
in the second year of high school. When Susan �recued her�, she was working in
a clothes discount store as a sales lady probably earning the minimum wage.
Susan
matriculated Jessica in an adult education program and pushed her to study, she had always despised the ignorant and was ashamed
of Jessica that didn�t fit in the circles that Susan moved in. But Jessica was
not happy with the deal, she once said
�I was
happy there, I don�t want to be a snob like you�.
Susan
smiled with sarcasm �Ending your high school in an adult education program
won�t make you a snob, don�t make yourself illusions, but it will allow you to
stop being such a donkey, we can�t even talk about the news because you don�t
understand anything�.
�I don�t
like school, I want to get a job�
Susan
was exasperated �It would be shameful for me if you work as a low clerk or as
maid and that is the only jobs you are qualified for. You are a shame to your
race. You are helping perpetuate the image of Latinas as maids�. Jessica
blushed with rage and impotence but she ended obeying Susan�s
orders.
Susan�s
life was right on track she had achieved most of what she dreamed since she was
a little kid, but she was still a very lonely girl. In spite of living together
she was pretty distanced from her sister and while Jessica constantly dated
(Guys unapproved by Susan), there was no man in Susan�s
life. Many man were afraid of her, she was getting a
reputation of being a business shark and most rich people preferred the trophy
wife kind of girl, pretty and dependent. On the other hand if a man bellow her economic level tried to approach her, she
saw him as opportunist and turned him off very soon. So she didn�t date too
much. She was getting more and more bitter and depressed. She always liked sex
but it had been a long time since she had sex that she had enjoyed.
But then it
all changed, she pinched a tire in the downtown and she entered a small garage
to get it fixed. A bald and fat man approached her and said
�We already
closed ma�am, how can I help you?�,
�Can you
fix my tire or at least put the spare?�.
The man
said �Let�s see if one of the boys is willing to stay a little longer.�, then
he shouted �Frank�.
A tall
muscular man turned around and walked to them. Hearing the name and seeing the
person Susan felt a shiver running down her spine. The man
continued
�Would you
change this tire for the lady?�
�Sure�
he said not showing any emotion.
�Then I am
going, please close the metallic curtain after you are done Frank�.
�Yes sir�
Then one by
one the employees left. Silently Frank took the spare tire from the trunk and
was using a hydraulic jack to lift the car when Susan said
�Frank, can
we talk� I� I missed you�, she was getting horny with anticipation, she had not have such great sex since she left Frank. She
was thinking �I am completely out of his league now but maybe I could make him
my gigolo. I am a rich powerful girl now, I can afford it. The male executives
have their lovers why can I do the same?�.
But Frank
didn�t answer, he continued retiring bolts from the
pinched tire.
�Frank,
please talk to me�, she insisted, she had expected that he would be amazed by
her fortune and would be eating from her palm by then but Frank simply wasn�t
that way, �Frank��,
He finally
answered �I can�t talk and work at the same time, if you want me to talk, then finish changing the tire yourself�.
Susan was
outraged but she didn�t know why but she agreed and felt a tingle in her pussy.
�OK, I�ll do it, just tell me what to do.�
Frank
smiled briefly but then very seriously he said, �Suzy: first take out your
clothes or they will end all tainted�.
She thought
for a moment to curse him, but the idea aroused her and she thought, �He will get aroused too and I will get what I want�.
She took
off her clothes and put them on the driver sit. Then in only panties and bra
she proceeded to retire the remaining bolts. She expected Frank to stop her any
minute to make love with her but it didn�t happen, she
then took off the pinched tire she was sweating and managed to stain herself
and her bra with black streaks then all under Frank�s instructions she managed
to put the spare tire in place and bolt it. By the end she looked like a
coal miner and they hadn�t really talked. However she was horny as hell. Frank
then said
�Well, it
is time to leave, We�ll fix the tire tomorrow, you can
pick it in the afternoon�,
Susan was
hurt and desperate, she was practically naked. Hadn�t she any effect on him?
She managed to say �Don�t you want to have � you know� sex with me Frank?�
Frank
laughed briefly and said �Frankly no. Look at you Suzy, you are all dirty and look
like a mess�.
Susan was
angry but somehow in front of Frank her personality reverted to her submissive
days of high school, and her horniness seemed to block all her social skills,
�Sorry�. Is there a place where I can clean myself?�.
�No. We
already closed the office. Tell you what, I will let you suck my cock and you
can fuck yourself with this screwdriver in the meanwhile. How does it sounds?�. Of course it sounded horrible but of course she accepted, she took off her underwear which Frank made her drop in a
trash can and then on her knees and completely naked sucked Frank�s cock while
fucking herself with the screwdriver handle that was all dirty. The only sign
that she was a classy girl was the expensive shoes that
she was wearing, otherwise she looked like a worker woman all sweaty and dirty
after a work day. Frank on the other side was dressed on street clothes and
looked working class but neat. Near the end he pulled out and came all over her
hair, face and tits and few seconds after that she came and came harder than
any other time in her life.
Frank made
her clean herself with her blouse that also ended in the trash can, then he ordered her to dress and leave. On the ride home she
was cursing herself for her stupid behavior, she was worse than 10 years ago
and he wasn�t even interested. She was dressed only in her jacket and skirt and
even after she cleaned her face and hair the best she could with some tissues
she had still black strips in her face and still smelled of semen and her hair
looked like shit. She hopped that Jessica wasn�t home to avoid the shame of
explaining her condition.
When she
arrived she managed to evade Jessica and went straight to shower. She cried for
a while repenting of having consent that degrading treatment. But in the end
she convinced herself that she had wished just that and that she simply was in
the mood of some rough sex and she was really in control and have
enjoyed it. She was also convinced that Frank have
surely enjoyed the sex too and that he was probably dreaming of another
encounter.
By the end
of the day she had convinced herself that she could indeed turn Frank into her
paid lover, she only had to play her cards right and let him know he could earn
a lot of money, he just have to accept she is the boss even when they played
games simulating the contrary.
The next
day she had been having second thoughts and for a moment planned to send an
employee to pick up the fixed tire but she resolved that it was the most
innocuous reason to visit Frank and otherwise she will end going another day
and It will be more embarrassing. Besides she wanted
him to see her strong, She wanted him to know that she wasn�t afraid of losing
her control again because she didn�t really lose it, she was only playing along
for some wild sex, that�s all.
So at
5:00pm she was driving to the garage again, she arrived at 5:25, she knew they
were almost closing but she was hesitating, she felt not so self confident
right then. Finally she thought
�I am a
successful business woman, I am not teen ager high school student again, I have faced CEO�s and skillful lawyers and have controlled
them. I can face this ignorant low class mechanic easily�
She
entered the garage with her car. The owner sighed �Here she comes again at
closing time�, he thought, but said
�Hi ma�am,
How can we serve you?�.
�I come to
pick the tire that you fixed for me, I just want it to
be installed again�.
He would
usually dismiss her, but she was beautiful and she was obviously rich so maybe
she could bring more business to the place. He turned and screamed �Frank,
please help this lady with her tire�.
Frank
approached them very seriously, he barely concealed his disgust. The garage
owner and Susan noticed it but ignore it. Susan thought �You are forced to work
for me, it will help you know who is the boss�.
The owner
told Frank, �I have to go, please finish this work and charge her $40 for the
fix and mounting�, then in a lower voice he said �you
can keep them and if you are smart and nice, surely you can earn a good tip
from the lady�. With that the owner parted, leaving the couple alone once
again.
�Why didn�t
you come earlier?�, Said Frank without disguising his
anger, �You are making me work overtime�.
�I am
sorry� said Susan before she could think. �I can pay you for your time� you
know, and maybe� we can play, you know� have some fun� sex� I may even return
tomorrow to have the tire mounted if you want it�, she wanted to sound in
control but she sounded insecure and a little begging.
Frank
answered even angrier �I am not like a whore, you know. I will have sex only
with whom I want and like I want, and no rich bitch will tell me otherwise. I
will do my job, you�ll pay me $40 and you leave and don�t come back out of
schedule�.
Susan
bitted his lower lip and looked at the floor. She was trying to come with
something to say. She was horny, she had been thinking in sex with Frank all
day, she didn�t want to go empty handed, besides if she didn�t make something,
she would never get Frank to have sex with her again.
�And what�
what does it take for you �. To want to have sex with me�
Am I not pretty enough?�.
�You are
pretty Suzy, but there are a lot of pretty faces out there. You know what I
want. I want obedience, I want to be the boss in the relationship and I don�t
think it could work with an educated girl with a fancy car�.
Somehow
being called Suzy make her legs quiver, it was like returning to her submissive
days. Only he have dared to call her that way. Susan�s
desire grew and she blurted before really thinking what she said, �Please try
me, I will obey you, I�ll do anything that you want�.
�OK, I�ll
give you a try. Pick the fixed tire and I will direct you to change it for the
spare tire�.
Susan saw a
repetition of the performance of the last day and said
�Can�t we
have sex first? Later I will be dirty and it may not appeal to you�.
�No. First the work and then the Fun. Don�t do they teach that in
business schools?, but well, you are right about the
dirt. Come with me�.
They went
to dressing room and there were hung a few dirty and well used coveralls with
the logo of the garage, after a little search, he found a small blue one,
obviously made for a woman or a young boy. It was meant for a shorter
person. Frank looked at Susan and then at the coverall and took a knife
from his tool belt and cut the long sleeves completely and the pants in
diagonal just bellow the crotch. He then said �Take
off your clothes. All of them�. Susan complied, she was already very wet. Then
he said �OK. This is your work uniform. Put it on�.
The
coverall had a zipper from the crotch to the collar, she opened it and stepped
inside, she pulled the garment up and it was very tight, it showed all her legs
to mid buttock and the little fabric between her legs was so narrow that cut
her pussy lips. She managed to pass her arms thru the holes were the slaves had
been but it increased the pressure in her pussy. She pulled the zipper up but
only managed to raise it to 4� above her navel, the
fabric only covered her nipples and the outside half of her tits, maybe a
little more. She looked slutty, like a mechanic daisy dukes.
�OK, take
off your shoes�, Susan hesitated it was the only thing that remind her of her
high class and she didn�t want to be barefoot, the shop floor was disgustingly
dirty. After a little hesitation she obeyed and Frank put all her clothes in a
locker and said �It�s time to work, but first..�, he unpinned Susan�s hair,
destroying her hairstyle and then with the help of a dirty rubber band, he tied
her hair in a pony tail, then smeared some tissues with degreasing cream and
deprived Susan�s face of all of her makeup. At the end she looked like a common
girl dressed like a slut, she looked younger too, maybe 20 or 22. No trace of
the classy business woman that she really was.
Following
Frank�s step by step directions she took out the spare tire, bolted the fixed
one and stored the other in the trunk. She was dirty except for the parts
covered by the coverall, then Frank said,
�OK, it is
time for your reward, take off your clothes�.
Susan
complied, she wanted him to admit that it was good for him too, but she kept
silence, she was too horny to start a discussion.
Then Frank
said, �OK, bend over, grab your ankles and keep your legs straight.�
When Susan
did it, he playfully spanked her ass saying �You are
improving on your obedience Suzy�,
Susan
blushed with shame and arousal and then he penetrated her pussy from behind,
again he was fully clothed. When he was about to finish he pulled out and
spread his sperm on Susan�s buttocks and small back, by that time Susan had
already came twice. She collapsed on the floor and remained there totally
expended while Frank went to grab her things, he returned with her purse, her keys and a plastic bag.
�You may dress
and go now Susan�.
Susan asked
�OK� where are my clothes?�,
�I kept
them as a souvenir, but you may keep your uniform�.
Susan
thought � a souvenir, those clothes cost me maybe $500
or more, he will surely sell them. Well, it is as if I had pay
him, it gives me control�, then said �OK, as you wish�.
Then he
dropped the contents of the bag on the floor and said �You are improving your
obedience indeed. I had already destroyed your clothes in case you rejected my
order but I see it wasn�t necessary, well I didn�t want them anyway�. Susan saw
her precious clothes cut into little pieces, even her shoes were destroyed. For
a moment she came to her senses and was about to talk her rage out when he
continued.
�If you
want to come tomorrow, I can arrange with Tom (the owner) that we do the
cleaning. The cleaning lady left a couple of weeks ago and as you see
everything is a mess. You will come to work with your uniform and nothing else
every day and do the cleaning as I instruct you. If you do it right and obey
like a good girl, I will fuck you afterwards, so we have a deal or not?�.
Susan was
exhausted, she was not used to physical work and didn�t like it at all, she
said �Can I pay for somebody to do the cleaning while we have sex?, please Frank�. But Frank said �NO. I don�t care about the
cleaning, I like to be your boss, so it is like
I say or don�t come back at all�.
Susan was
already wet, somehow Frank bossy attitude aroused her
more than anything. �OK. Sir, I�ll come back tomorrow for work�. Susan didn�t
know where the �sir� came from, but if sounded natural. Frank said �OK, that�s
the spirit. Get rid of your pussy hair so it doesn�t get messy here and don�t
forget to have your name embroidered to the uniform, now go�.
Susan went
into her car, she was very horny but also afraid. It
was getting dark but she looked completely out of place driving her fancy car,
she drove very carefully and hoped nobody noticed. She fortunately made home
without a problem but when she arrived she noticed Jessica�s room light was on.
She decided to avoid risks this time. She called Jessica on her cell phone and
asked her to buy some milk in the store a couple of blocks away. When she saw
Jessica leaving the house she entered her garage and closed the automatic door
behind. Then quickly went to her room before Jessica returned. Once in her room
she saw her image in the mirror, it was very different from her normal self,
she saw a low class working woman, even lower class than her aunt and a whole
lot more slutty. She was still horny and her arousal grew a little bit out of
control so she started to masturbate right there in front of her bedroom
mirror, and finally came with an explosion. She managed to only moan lowly
however, she was amazed she never had really enjoyed masturbation, well not
like this, maybe her horniness was not only because of Frank.
After she
came to her senses she turned and saw that her bedroom door was slightly open.
She let out a gasp, ran for the door and closed it, then went inside the
bathroom. Susan was very nervous, maybe she was discovered but during
dinner Jessica made no signal of having seen anything.
The next
morning she was driving to work, her mind still filled with images of the last
afternoon, she remembered Franks instructions and then
in a daze she turned and drove to the mall. She called her assistant and
told her that she wasn�t feeling quite well but that she would be at work after
lunch. The assistant remind her that she had an appointment with an important
client. Susan hesitated for an instant but at the end instructed her to send
one of her executives instead.
When she
arrived to the mall she went to the embroidering shop, it was one of the little
business in the mall aisle. She was embarrassed but
tried to look confident. When she explained that she had a work uniform that
she wanted to embroider, the clerk, a young woman, gave her a form to
fill. Susan chose a feminine cursive style for the writing with lines of
about 1/8� width, a bright pink thread and a size of one inch high for the
letters. She then saw the place to fill the name, she thought for a moment to
put �Susan Lopez� but she stopped herself, she knew that Frank wouldn�t want
that. She blushed a little and wrote �Suzy Lopez�, then as she was
getting hornier, she put an additional �S� at the beginning, so it now read �S. Suzy Lopez�. She
wondered if someone would know what the �S.� stood for. Her pussy
tingled when under department or position she wrote �cleaning girl�. She
handled the form and the garment to the clerk. She was very ashamed but tired
to put a matter of fact face. The girl saw the garment and told Susan,
�ma�am, the
service that you asked is $40USD. Are you sure you want to invest that in this
old uniform? It is almost a rag�
Susan was
very ashamed but trying to remain calm, she said what she had rehearsed since
yesterday �It is a joke for a friend. She will be furious�, she said with an
accomplice smile and a wink. Susan breathed relieved as the girl seamed to
believe it. Then the girl said smiling �OK, then it would be $40 just please sign the form�. Susan was so relieved
that she took a couple of 20 dollar bills and paid while absent mindedly
signing the form �Susan Lopez�. When she realized it was too late, the girl
smirked and said �your work will be ready in 5 minutes Suzy�. Susan blushed
with anger and shame. She would normally snap back at anybody that called Suzy
or mocked her. She would normally show a low clerk like that who was the boss with a witty remark. But somehow the presence of
her uniform or the fact that this young brat had discovered her dark secret, or
maybe her growing horniness, turned her submissive, so she accepted the insult
in silence and remained quiet until the girl gave her the uniform with the job
finished. The girl asked �What does the S stand for?�, but Susan didn�t answer,
she nervously walked away looking at the floor, she heard the girl whispering
�I bet is for SLUT�.
Susan
walked then to a beauty parlor to have her pussy fully waxed, she felt a little
wicked, she had fully shaved her pussy a couple of times in the past and she
liked the look and especially the feeling but she stayed away from that look
since she learnt that most porno actresses use it. So she normally left a
landing strip. When she arrived the clerk offered her a new laser treatment
that would be permanent. Susan thought that Frank would like that and felt a
tingle on her already aroused pussy, somehow the idea of marking herself
permanently as a slut just to probably
amuse Frank for a few minutes while she had to live all her life with the
consequences, aroused her to new highs. So after a little thinking she took the
laser treatment.
At the end
of the laser treatment she was repented. She used to plan everything carefully
and now she had took a lifelong decision impulsively just because she was
horny. Frank didn�t even ordered her to do that, she did it to overpass Frank�s
orders, just like the �S� before her name. But this thing was irreversible, she just hoped that future men in her life would
think of her as daring instead of slutty.
Anyway as she was driving to work, horniness little by little returned
and replaced any regrets. Once in her office she cancelled her afternoon
meetings and did very little work, her mind filled with anticipation.
From that
afternoon, Susan established a new routine. She would go to work dressed as
usual, then at 5:00PM sharp she would leave the office. She would stop by a
public bathroom near Frank�s garage, she would go inside and change into the
humiliating uniform and put a coat over it then she would clean her makeup and
put her hair in a pony tail before returning to her car and drive to
Frank�s garage. The first couple of days he allowed her to drive her car into
the shop but from the third on she had to park it outside, take off her coat
and shoes and then walk to the garage�s personal door barefoot and
dressed only in her uniform . The first days were scaring, she knew it
wasn�t very likely to bump into someone she knew, but it could happen and the
embarrassing embroidering would make it even worse as it had her real
name. The returns to her fancy car were worse, if a policeman saw her, he could think she was a burglar.
Inside the
garage, she was made to work hard. Again the first few days Frank was there
directing her every move and pointing spots for her to clean again, but
after a couple of days, he began to only set tasks for her and then he went to
shower. As promised If she did it well he fucked her, usually from
behind, with him fully dressed and she completely nude, if she wasn�t as good,
she was only allowed to suck him while masturbating with the screwdriver and
the single time that she did really bad, she was ordered to take off her
uniform and grab her ankles with her legs straight and then he spanked her hard
for maybe five minutes with a piece of rubber tube until her ass was shining
red. Then she was allowed to masturbate looking at him and apologizing for her
clumsiness. With any result, Susan came and came hard. She was becoming
more and more emotionally involved while Frank always seemed detached.
The sexual
adventure was filling her mind all day and her work was suffering but she still
managed to cope with her boss and customers. She was always planning to catch
up with the work on weekends when she didn�t see Frank but still she was so
horny that she didn�t advance too much. She was becoming also less careful to
maintain her escapades secret from Jessica.
A Friday
afternoon about 10 days after the deal with Frank begun, she had done the
cleaning and was waiting for Frank to fuck her but instead he said
�What about if I take you another place for the fucking?�
Susan was
so horny that she could not wait, but she thought �maybe we can make it on a
bed like normal people�, so she said. �Yes sir�.
�Good. Come
with me.�
She
followed him outside the garage, she was always very nervous when she was
outside wearing her uniform. She spotted her car but Frank was walking in the
other direction
�Wait, Sir,
my car is over there�.
�No Susan,
we will use mine, come with me�.
She walked
besides him, she felt very self conscious, she felt almost naked and she was
barefoot, she was sweaty and dirty and looked of lower class than Frank that
had showered and was well dressed by his standards. The fact that her name was
clearly visible on the uniform only made matters worse. She wanted to run to
her car but she walked along with him, looking at the floor, not wanting to
make eye contact with people. A couple of blocks ahead they reached a bus
stop and Frank sat on the bench. Susan looked at him puzzled, but before she
could ask anything a bus stopped in front of them and Frank said, �let�s get into my car.�
Susan felt
out of place, she had not used public transportation in years and with her
fortune she never thought of using it again. At first she clenched her keys,
distrusting everybody but then realized that she looked lower class than any of
the other passengers, she noted that the few looks that she got were of
disrespect. They sat on a bench near the back door with Susan on the
window sit and Frank at her left.
She was
thinking �What do they think of me, surely not that I am a successful business
woman�. She felt small and insecure. She was distracted with those thoughts
when she felt Frank�s hand touching her right tit under her uniform. When she
turned to see him ashamed of being groped in such a public place, he said into
her ear
�Open your
legs while I kiss you. Open them all the way�
Then he leaned
and kissed her in the lips while fondling her right tit that was now completely
out of her coverall. She thought �if everybody thinks I am a low class woman,
why don�t behave as one?�, she then tried to open her legs as much as she could
but her right knee topped with the bus wall and her left with Frank�s right
leg. Frank took Susan�s left leg and passed it over her right one. Now she was
quite open, quite ashamed and quite horny. She was afraid that someone could
turn and see her, but Frank continued fondling her and kissing her, then he
said to her ear �pull the zipper all the way down�.
Susan�s
eyes were wide open, but she was too horny to stop now and the bus was almost
empty by then, so she obeyed, he then pulled the coverall down her shoulders so now both of her tits were in clear
view as well as her denuded pussy. Susan was being fondled practically naked on
a public bus. Frank whispered again �Play with yourself�.
She had closed her eyes and fingered her pussy while being kissed and her tits
caressed by Frank. Just after her orgasm (a very big one that she managed to
kept mostly silent anyway), the bus stopped abruptly and Susan opened her eyes
to see the driver walking toward them, she panicked and tried to cover herself
but her clumsy movements and Franks hands avoided her to succeed, still she
managed to cover her left tit.
When the
driver was in front of them he said �Get off my bus before I call the
police�.
Frank
calmly responded �Sorry sir, she was too horny to wait for us to get home, you
know after a though work day she asked me to fondle her right here and I could
not deny her that. I thought that nobody will care�.
The driver
softened a bit, took a look at Susan and read her uniform tag with her name and
position, then with a somewhat fatherly tone he said �Girl� Suzy, If you had studied you could have a less tiresome job. You
are still young, maybe you can do something about it.�, he paused for a moment
and then added �And Suzy, you must demand a new uniform and shoes, even if you
are just a cleaning girl and probably illegal you deserve a uniform that gives
you some dignity�, and then turning to Frank he said �And you man should take
some responsibility, you seem to be the one with education and seem to have a
better job, help her grow to your level instead of you lowering to hers. Now
get out�.
Susan
dressed the best that she could and stepped out of the bus along Frank hearing
the despiteful insults
of the few people in the bus. She was stunned, to them
Frank was lowering her behavior to be on par with her. She felt completely
ashamed and she was on the verge of crying, she just wanted to go home. �Can we
return to my car sir?�.
�I have not
come yet Suzy, You may suck me in the bus ride back to your car or if you
prefer we can use that alley over there�.
She didn�t
want either but she chose the alley. She could not stand another public
humiliation, and she wanted to end the night as soon as possible. Once there, he told her �give me your uniform�. Susan hesitated
for a few moments, but the alley seamed deserted, and she felt compelled to
obey Frank�s orders. With trembling hands she pulled the zipper all the way
down. Then she pulled her hands off of the garment and after the uniform fell
to the floor, she stepped out of it and handed it to Frank. Frank folded the
little uniform and put it over his shoulder. Susan felt apprehension,
it was frightening to be naked on that low class neighborhood even if the alley
looked deserted. She realized that she had put herself in a situation in which
she depended entirely on Frank. He motioned her to kneel, then pulled out his
cock and ordered her to suck it and play with her pussy. She did just that for
10 long minutes, her emotions running wild, she was frightened, ashamed and
aroused all at the same time. She thought that if she got caught it would be
very hard for anybody to believe that she was a businesswoman and not a cheap
whore. At the same time, Frank was enjoying the night and cheerfully reminded
her of the bus events and the driver�s words, he even mocked her calling her
illegal girl and saying �here comes the migra!�,
which only contributed to Susan�s humiliation, whose mind wondered thinking
�what if the migra really comes, it would be too shameful to be
detained naked and then I would have to call somebody to identify me and take
me out�. Finally Frank came all over her face and hair, just a few seconds
after she came.
When Susan came to her senses she asked �May I have my uniform now?�
�Of course�
answered Frank tossing it some 10 yards further into the alley.
Susan was
too desperate to cover herself to protest. She ran for the uniform and was
about to dress when Frank said �I don�t have any tissues, and you can go in a
bus with semen all over your face, so clean your face and hair with the inner part
of your uniform�.
Susan was
in a daze, she obeyed and then dressed. She felt sticky spots in her back and
buttocks and she smelled like a whore.
The ride home was a blur to her, she didn�t
took off her sight from the floor. She vaguely remembered
the bus ride to her car with a young couple switching places and making
signs that she smelled bad, then she could not find her coat in her car,
maybe Frank took it or something. Then she rode home and tried to sneak to her
room, she was too tired to try to change into her normal clothes that were in
the car�s trunk. She ran to her room and hopped that Jessica didn�t see her.
During the
weekend she resolved to stop that non sense. The game
had come too far and was getting dangerous for her reputation, she will stop
it. She still wanted to have sex and even play games with Frank but in a safer,
cleaner and less stressful way. On Monday she drove her car to the garage, just
this time she didn�t stop to change to her uniform. She knocked at the door and
when Frank showed she said,
�Hi Frank,
I am tired, I had a very hard day at work, Can we skip the cleaning and go
straight for the sex. We can go to a motel, I�ll pay, and the sex can be rough
if you want��
Frank
interrupted her �No. I said the rules, you don�t want them, no problem, just
don�t come back�,
�Frank,
please be rational, I have obligations, I can�t show so tired every morning, I
��,
�I don�t
care and I don�t have time for this, so get out and don�t come back�. He
slammed the door in her face. She waited there for maybe 15 minutes but he
didn�t return.
She drove
home very sad. She was so depressed that she skipped a couple of work days, she
mostly masturbated with little success, by Thursday she was very horny and
frustrated. She drove to the garage once more, this time dressed in her
uniform. She knocked at the door, when he opened she said
�Please
sir, let me return to my job, I really want it, I�ll do anything you want�.
�I know
you�ll do anything I want� until a problem shows
in the office or you get bored and find another guy to play with, or any other
excuse and this does not work for me. It is like a game to you and I don�t like
games, I deceived myself thinking it was real but you came last Monday and show
me completely clear that it is just a game. So my answer is no way. This is
over right now�.
Susan
begged and offered her body, her work, anything but he was impassible, he kept repeating that he didn�t liked games. Finally Susan
desperate said
�And how
can I turn it real�,
�I don�t
know, the only way that I could take you back would be
that you were more ignorant and hornier than any of my past girlfriends.�
Susan was
stunned but she said �I can feign that, if it is what you want��
�NO�, he
interrupted her, �I DON�T LIKE GAMES�.
Susan
remembered his petition of quit studying 10 years before and she said �But
Frank, I can�t go back in time, I can�t be like your other girlfriends but I
can behave like one if that is what you want�.
Frank saw
her in the eyes and said �Listen Suzy: I don�t want you to pretend nothing, that spoils all. You are a smart girl with a lot of
knowledge, you are resourceful, you know people,
you surely can get anything that you want, if you really want it there is
always a way�. With that he closed the door.
She
returned home, and then to her old routine. But now she was always sad, she was
not as sharp at work either. One day she came home at 5:15PM and Jessica asked
her �What�s happen sis, Did your lover dump you?�.
Susan was
surprised and started to babble when Jessica said �Don�t worry girl your secret
is safe with me, I know you have been seeing some kinky lover, I don�t judge
you, in fact I was happy for you, you seemed thrilled and full of energy�.
Susan was stunned but she cried on her sister shoulder for a while and told her
a bit of her affair with Frank, she even told her who he was but she didn�t get
into too much details like the cleaning, she just said
that he wanted her to dress in the sexy coverall before having sex. After some
pressing, she reveled more and more the nature of her relationship with Frank
and how she missed him, she even told her that they broke up because he could
not stand a girl more educated than he.
Jessica made
a quick search in her computer and then said, �let me help you
, Why don�t you contact this service, they fulfill any erotic fantasy
and they are very discreet�. Susan brightened up, it was not big deal, she could get some professional gigolo to satisfy her needs
while remaining fully in control. That same week she tried it three times, then
the next week she did it another couple of times with a different service, but
she only got to get more and more frustrated because she was unable to come
even when one time she recreated most of a typical session with Frank, she even
called the gigolo Frank and sir but it was useless anyway.
Finally she
gave up and tried to carry on with her life but it was getting hard for her to
concentrate and she was mostly unhappy. The emptiness grew until one day in her
bedroom she confessed the reality to Jessica, who managed to pull the rest of
the truth from her sister.
Jessica
said �So why don�t you look for another relationship like that�
�I don�t
think it will work with anybody else, I tried with the gigolos remember��
Jessica
replied, �How about a real guy�
Susan
bitted her lip and looked down ashamed.
Jessica
perceived the sign and said �What?�
Susan spoke
very softly �I went to a worker�s bar last Friday disguised as one of them, and
I was picked by some macho guy, he was rough and ordered me around but it
didn�t have any effect on me, I got only mildly aroused, and I didn�t came at
that time nor when I got home�.
�So that it
was why you cried that Friday?�
�Yes�.
�So why
don�t you get back with Frank? Maybe I can help you�
�I can�t . He won�t accept me back, he
wants something impossible as a condition to get back together�.
Susan
noticed that she was talking like if they had a relationship when in reality he
mostly used her as an object.
Susan
continued talking and explained her sister what was his requirement to take her
back.
Jessica was
stunned and inwardly amused but she said �So that it is what he wants from you,
to be ignorant�,
�Yes and �
and horny�, Susan replied shyly.
�But you
were already horny, I heard you in your room more than once�
Susan
blushed
�Sorry
girl, I didn�t mean to invade your privacy but lately you didn�t even close
completely your door�.
Susan
lowered her eyes ashamed.
�Don�t
worry, that was great indeed, to see you enjoying life so much. Let�s say he
wants you even hornier�.
�Yes�
accepted Susan.
Jessica
then said �Well the question here is: Are you willing to give up your knowledge
as he wants? Are you willing to be her ignorant slut?�.
Susan
blushed, she was getting horny, she said �What does it
matter? It is impossible anyway�.
Jessica was
high on her power, to see Susan eating from her
hand, and reveling her darkest secrets, was exhilarating, it was like
getting their usual roles reversed. She wanted more.
�I didn�t
ask you if it was possible. Tell me the truth. If you could do it, will you
resign of all the things that you have learnt since, say junior high, just to
be able to be Frank�s fuck toy?�
Susan blushed, she was very horny just thinking in the possibility
of making Frank�s fantasy real, and turn herself into his ignorant maid, not
for a game but for real.
Jessica
interrupted her thoughts �Answer me Susan, what do you prefer: Your knowledge
or the chance to be Frank�s little slut�.
�I rather
like to be Frank�s little slut�. She said almost in a whisper.
�Are you
sure? Wouldn�t you be an ignorant and a shame for your race? Wouldn�t be
embarrassing to do it just because a stupid red neck can�t stand that a Latin
girl was more educated than he, Much more educated to
be precise?
Susan was
blushing and looking at the floor, she was very horny by then �Yes Jessica, it
will be extremely shameful for me, it would be very humiliating to be what I
have despised for so long but��, Susan finished talking so low that Jessica
didn�t hear.
�But what?�, She replied
�But I
would do it if I could� just to be Frank�s little slut� can�t you leave me
alone for a minute�, said Susan curling in her bed, her hand traveling to her
pussy.
Jessica
went out of the room but let the door open. She was excited with the
possibilities, to see her older and square sister turned into a slut was simply
great but the possibility of turning her into an ignorant slut was beyond her
dreams.
The next
few days Susan was able to masturbate successfully just thinking about her talk
with Jessica, but as days passed that fantasy wasn�t enough and little by
little her frustration returned and grew. Around a
couple of weeks later Susan thought that maybe having another talk with Jessica
would spark some new fantasies. She didn�t like to get her sister in this, but
she was desperate.
�Jessica,
about what we talked the other day� you know Frank�s fantasy� Do you think it
could be possible?�, The answer of Jessica took Susan
completely out of balance:
�I know it
can be done, and I know who can do it for you�.
Susan was
surprised and frightened. Then tried to read Jessica�s face to see If it was a joke or something, but it wasn�t. Then she
thought �She will come with a gypsy tale or will say that a witch can do it,
typical ignorant Jessica �.
�Don�t you
want to know how?�, Said Jessica.
One part of
Susan was curious but the other didn�t want Jessica to ruin the effect by
saying something stupid. At the end the first part won �Yes of course, tell me�.
�Well there
is a researcher here in California working to cure the post traumatic stress
syndrome, you know those soldiers with recurrent memories from the war that
causes them panic attacks and avoid them to function in society�.
Susan was
stunned, Jessica had done a real research, �looks like Jessica is finally
changing�, Susan thought while motioning Jessica to continue.
�This
researcher found the way to selective erase those memories. Do you know that
every time that you remember something, that memory is erased from your brain
and then it is remade again, only this time linked with any new related
knowledge that you gained after the first memory was imprinted�, seeing
Susan puzzled face Jessica continued �Yes I also thought that memories were
static but they aren�t. This researcher makes you remember things while you are
on a drug that precludes new synopsis, said new memories to form, that way your
memory erases but it isn�t replaced with anything new so you effectively and
permanently forget those memories�.
Susan was
both proud and amazed and asked �How did you learn that?�.
�I used
people networking as you tough me. I presented an
hypothetical case to my psychology teacher, I said: suppose some students are
thought history all wrong, let�s say for example that they learn that Hitler
was a great humanist and a hero, those students would be full of prejudices
because of that. Obviating the ethics, Is there a way to help them
unlearn that history so they could be able to
relearn it without blocking new ideas? The teacher�s academic mind was curious
and she started helping me research and talking with her colleagues until one of them pointed us to this company. With the
help of my teacher, I proposed my theoretical problem to the research leader
and he answered me that after analyzing this non previously contemplated use
for his technology, he realized it was very possible and could be very
interesting way to solve some troubles, say prisoner rehab for example, but it would be very hard to apply it because of
ethical issues. As a matter of fact it would be almost impossible to do the
needed research for the same reasons, maybe with volunteers but it would
impossible to get even one�.
Susan was
now mostly frightened. Jessica said �It is really possible Susan. You have to
think if it is what you want�.
Susan shook
her head �No. Of course� no, I don�t want that�� but
she sounded less confident than she intended and before Jessica pushed further
she said �And I don�t really know if Frank really meant it or it was just a way
to get rid of me�.
The next
days she masturbated like crazy, fantasizing about it. When the novelty wore
off she talked about it again with Jessica. This time Jessica went straight to
the point and said
�I talked
with Frank�.
�What?�
�He is
serious, if you turn to be more ignorant and hornier than all of her
girlfriends he will take you back as his maid and fuck toy�.
Susan
started to babble, but Jessica continued �Her most ignorant girlfriend studied
only to third grade�.
Susan was
blushing and felt so horny that she couldn�t talk.
�Susan�,
continued Jessica �I impersonated you on the phone and already talked with
doctor Mark Summers about what you want specifically and we had got an
agreement. I even know the amount that you need to pay. It is affordable� to
you of course�.
Susan was
still paralyzed so Jessica kept talking. �Listen Susan, I want this to end, one
way or another I don�t care. But you have to decide if you want it for real or
not. If you don�t then move on and don�t ask me again, it is a little gross
that you masturbate after we talk you know, I don�t want to be part of that��
Susan
looked at the floor ashamed.
Jessica
continued �If you want to get the procedure I will understand and help you get
it done, and support you after that. On the other side if you don�t , good for you but I don�t want to let this door open,
it will only turn our relationship weirder. So tell me what do
you want, do I make the arrangements for the procedure, or you should I
destroy all the information I have about this research and we forget
everything�.
Susan felt
her head about to explode �I need to think.. � she
said softly.
�OK, you
have 5 minutes�.
Susan was almost
hyperventilating but after just a couple of minutes later she said �Yes, I�ll
do it�.
That very
moment Jessica helped her to do the wire transfer of half the payment to
guarantee her commitment and then called Mark
Summers to make the appointment for the next day. Before Susan could think or
sleep, she made her write her resignation letter and sent a copy by email
storing a printed and signed copy to send it the next day. Her company didn�t
have trouble accepting the resignation as her performance had been
unsatisfactory the last couple of months and they were having second thoughts
about her.
Part 3:
In the present again
Susan�s
reminiscences were interrupted by Dr. Mark Summers returning to the room. He
handed her several papers to sign: First a power of
attorney in case that she resulted unfit to see her own finances and
legal issues. The power was made under her instructions and will require joint
signatures by Jessica and Frank, she thought that was
a smart idea as no one could abuse her because the other could stop it.
Then she
read the contract of the procedure #2. It consisted in the installation of a
little pacemaker inside her body that will orchestrate a variation of her
hormonal production that would make her feel slightly aroused all the
time, but the magic was that it she was stimulated the pacemaker would
pick her body signals and manage her hormonal response to increase her arousal
several folds.
She
shivered but sign it anyway. Then read the other
contract, and it was mostly legal mumbo jumbo discharging all the
responsibility of the procedure and any side effects on herself.
But when she got to the specifics, she stopped �This is not what I asked�.
�I know
Susan but we are not capable of so fine tuning of the procedure. I thought that
you will get rid of your MBA, maybe some college but to third grade, we can�t
achieve that precision. At that point, we can only offer you to erase all of
you academic knowledge, even your reading and
arithmetic skills. We know it will happen anyway, it is like trying to get a
card from a card house, we can get the ones on top if we are skilful but if we
take the lower ones, we end up destroying the house. Sorry it is that or
nothing, You may still back down if you want�.
Susan was
very nervous, it was just too much even her stupid aunt knew how to read and
basic arithmetic, she took her cell phone, called
Jessica and told her everything. �So you will be completely ignorant, an
analphabet and unable to do any math, wow, I think Frank will love that and you
will be the most ignorant member of the family ever, I think that even grand ma
knew how to read. You will really be a shame for your race�.
Susan was
silent, but her aroused breath could be heard from the other side of the line.
Jessica was high on her power and this new turn was very exciting for her, so
she pushed �You know you want that slut, You will be Frank�s little completely
ignorant slut, you�ll depend on Franks direction for every simple thing on life
like taking the right bus, choosing the right bathroom, buy things, it will be
arousing for you to be outsmarted and outclassed by everyone, don�t you think?
Imagine the proud and awarded MBA business woman asking some mediocre
elementary school girl for help to read a sign, wouldn�t it be great�.
Susan
didn�t answer the question, she was already signing the contract...and � well�
and coming hard.
Part 4:
The process
The six
weeks that the procedure lasted were a complete nightmare for Susan. She spent
the full time in the research facilities. The researchers wanted to go slowly
pealing layers of knowledge to document the possibilities of the process.
Susan�s routine consisted in answering exams on diverse subjects in the morning
to measure her knowledge level, then she was hypnotized and injected with the
drug that blocked new synapses and was made to remember (for the last time) all
the knowledge that she had about the subject. At the end of the day she had to
answer the same exams again to ratify the degree of erasing. The process probed
to be around 92% effective but as the researchers erased a new layer of
knowledge it caused to erase nearly a 100% of the remaining of the upper
layers.
After three
weeks, they had erased all of her work experience, her MBA and most of her
college. The slow process and the constant exams that she first excelled and
then failed miserably were a source of humiliation and anguish for Susan. She
had hoped the process would be somewhat instantaneous, or that she won�t be
aware of it but it turned to be slow and conscious. The worse for Susan was
that the process required her constant and dedicated cooperation making her an
architect and first
row witness of the slow destruction of her hard earned knowledge. It was specially painful because for so
many years that knowledge had been the source of her self confidence and the
trait that defined her self image. With each loss,
she could perceive subtle changes in the way she was addressed and treated by
Dr. Summers and his aides. At first they called her Ms. Lopez and talked to her
with deference, a few days later she was treated like a peer, and by now she
was called Susan by most of them.
So far, the
process had been successful but the research team was afraid that her isolation
and the obvious sadness caused by the procedure could lead her to fall in a
depression that could affect the results of the process in unpredictable ways.
They knew that some social interaction and support could help her cope with the
depression, but they had planned to keep Susan isolated to avoid interferences
to the process like accidentally relearning something in a conversation. After
several discussions, they agreed that the risk of depression was bigger than
the risk of interferences,
so they decided to invite her sister to talk with Susan daily.
�Hi Susan�,
said Jessica in their first meeting, �I�ve got good news for you, I finished my
high school, and I was admitted in a local university to study a major in
psychology. My teacher helped me to get that opportunity. She was impressed by
my strange idea and the way I conducted my research. I think I like knowing
more and more about such things, I am motivated, and it looks like I am smarter
than I thought, I did pretty well in the SAT, almost as good as you did�. The
reality is that Jessica's lack of dedication to school in the past was at least
in part a form of self protection because she found her older sister�s academic
achievements intimidating, and she unconsciously preferred to avoid
competition, but now she looked for achievements and self improvement because
it was now a competition that only she could win, and she wanted to win it for
the largest margin.
Susan had
contradictory feelings, she had always wished that for her sister, but now she
was jealous and somewhat humiliated.
Jessica saw
her reaction and she really enjoyed so she continued �I understand that today
they finished erasing your high school, I have more academic knowledge than you
for the first time in my life. It is exhilarating, We
can have some fun, let�s talk about the Roman Empire or do you rather discuss
Hamlet? I forgot that you prefer to discuss current events, maybe we can talk
about the country�s budget and commerce deficits."
Susan was
humiliated and very horny; she had no idea what Jessica was talking about. She
wanted so much to touch herself, she desperately wished Jessica to leave to
have some privacy, but Jessica was enjoying the moment and seeing Susan
squirming with desire and shame was delightful. Jessica seemed to read Susan�s
mind and said �I won�t leave anytime soon Suzy, as a
matter of fact I will be helping the doctors with the procedure. I will be the
one applying you the knowledge tests from now on. You will enjoy that, don�t
you Suzy?�.
Susan
definitely didn�t want Jessica on the sessions, they were already shameful
enough. On the other side she was getting hornier by the minute, maybe the idea
of Jessica witnessing how she lose her junior high and elementary school
knowledge added to her arousal. She wanted to touch herself right then, so she
started to babble something, trying to make Jessica leave, but she was not very
articulate at the moment. Jessica interrupted her abruptly. �You want to
masturbate. Don�t you Suzy?�. Susan blushed, it was
shameful to be so horny in those circumstances and even worse to admit it, and
she hated being called Suzy, but her pussy was overwhelming her reason and she
only wanted to touch herself so she answered �Yes� hoping that Jessica will
leave her alone giving her some privacy at last, but Jessica didn�t move, she
instead asked �You want to see me getting more knowledge while you get more and
more ignorant, don�t you? Your pussy tells you so?�.
Susan only
wanted the talk to end, she was getting more and more aroused, she said �Yes,
Jessica�.
�I know
Suzy. You deceived us for so many years, making us believe that you wanted to
be the successful and rich business woman that you were a few weeks ago, when,
in reality, what you wanted, what you always knew was your destiny and your
real place in life was to be an ignorant little slut, the most ignorant adult
that you know, only good enough to be a third class cleaning girl and the fuck
toy of some mediocre red neck�.
Susan�s
breath was short and fast, she REALLY wanted to touch herself, she should
protest, she should contradict Jessica, but she only said in a meek voice �Can
you leave me alone for a few minutes Jessica?�.
Jessica smiled and said, �No, I won�t leave, I understand that a little slut
like you can�t control herself, but don�t worry I won�t judge you, I am your
sister. Take off your skirt and panties and tell me what you always really
dreamed to be while you touch yourself�.
Susan
blushed and for a moment struggled to resist Jessica�s orders but it was
getting hard for her to negotiate with Jessica, she always had been more
socially developed and now she was more knowledgeable too, and somehow Susan
now felt a stronger need to be guided, to be told what to do, no matter what,
for a moment Susan understood Frank�s position, her obedience now was very
different, it was an obedience that had no options, an obedience that came from
the inferiority and from the complete dependency and need. She took her skirt
and panties and spread her legs and looking at Jessica, she started to rub her
clit, in her eyes were shame and submission, and she said in a meek voice
�Jessica, I always wanted to be an
obedient little slut, an ignorant maid and a fuck toy�, and she came very
hard.
The
scientist saw that the visit that Jessica wasn�t supportive as they had
expected but her talk was successful anyway because it replaced depression with
horniness.
The next
few days Jessica constantly mocked Susan diminishing knowledge. When Susan
finally lost her junior high knowledge, Jessica laughed when she failed all the
exams and she said �Thank god I will get a major. At least one member of our
family won�t be a complete shame for her race�.
When they
started erasing her elementary school knowledge the process ceased to work
smoothly. It was like if any movement caused collapses in Susan�s knowledge,
she was losing vocabulary very fast and sooner than expected started having
trouble understanding the written exams. One Day during that chaotic process
Jessica said �I will call you slut Suzy from now on, you�ll agree with me that
only the worst slut would give up all that hard earned education just to be
able to be a fuck toy for some low class man�, Susan agreed and continued
having humiliating orgasms all the way to the end of the process, she was no
longer on par to her sister, she was no longer respectable, she was just a
horny ignorant slut. On the final day the �pacemaker� was implanted.
Part 5:
The Homecoming
After her
return to her home, her role in life was completely changed. She indeed
recovered her job after hours under Frank�s thumb, and it proceeded mostly the
same than before with her humiliating uniform and Frank directing her on the
simplest tasks. Just this time it was for real, she could not afford a better
job, she was even unqualified for that. Frank enjoyed specially having to
rephrase his orders so Susan could be able to understand. However, she was
indeed sexually used and enjoyed a lot of orgasms in spite of the constant
humiliations.
In home the
situation was not much different. The day
they arrived home, Jessica handed Susan a lot of correspondence that had
accumulated during her stay at the research center, it was a mix of bills and
junk mail. Susan looked at the papers,
she opened a few envelops, but she was completely clueless. She blushed
realizing that she was absolutely unable to run her house. �May you help
me Jessica?�.
�Yes of
course, running a house is not a job for little ignorant sluts, don�t you
think?�.
�You are
right Jessica�, said Susan meekly, that each day was less able to contradict
Jessica.
�Well from
now on, I�ll be the lady of the house. Law requires the owner to be literate.�
Then Jessica paused for a second and continued �Suzy.
Do you remember your rights?�
Susan was
puzzled by the stupidity of the question but answered shyly �This is my right
hand and my right foot�, then she felt suddenly
insecure about it. � Am I correct?�.
�Yes, Suzy,
very good. �. Said Jessica with a smirk, then continued �You need to have a job, otherwise you will
deported�. That means sent back to the country of our parents. �, of course all
that was bullshit but Susan had no way to know, and the possibility to be sent
to a land that she didn�t know, and she didn�t even spoke the language scared
her a lot. She clearly remembered the raids for illegal immigrants in her
infancy, she remember her parent�s apprehension and her own childish fear, although she could
not remember the details or the reason of those raids. Then Jessica continued,
�Don�t worry Suzy you can be my maid, you are totally unqualified for the
position, but you are my sister after all. Of course this is a serious job, you
have to work your ass as hard as you can to compensate your complete lack of
talent, otherwise I would have to fire you�.
Susan was
scared, things were getting out of control very fast, she had planned to
leisure and relax during the days and then work with
Frank in the afternoons. �But I already have a job with Frank�.
�Yes Suzy
of course, but he can�t legally register you for that job because you can�t
work in a shop if you can�t read. Of course if you don�t want to be my maid,
you may look for another job more to your liking. I can make a call to B&L Associates, maybe they are needing some cleaning girl�.
Susan
cringed with shame, that would be just too much, she thought that more than one
of her former employees would be very happy to see her working there as a
cleaning girl. �No, Jessica, I�ll work
for you�, said Susan defeated knowing that she really didn�t have another
choice.
�Do you
really want it?�
�Yes,
please Jessica�.
Then
Jessica made her beg for the job for a few minutes until she finally said
�OK. Suzy,
here are my rules. First, don�t call me Jessica anymore, it is not correct
because I am your boss, call me ma�am or Ms. Lopez�
Susan nodded
meekly
�Second, I
will take your bedroom, it is the right thing because I am the lady of the
house, you are only to enter there to clean it or when
I tell you. Third your wardrobe is completely inadequate for your position, people would think that you stole it, so for your
own good you are absolutely forbidden to use it. I will keep some of it and get
rid of the rest. Come on let�s go to your new room�.
Susan was
disappointed, she had expected that If she dressed smartly people wouldn�t know
about her shameful ignorance, at least until she talked.
She
followed Jessica expecting to go to her sister�s former bedroom, thinking �it
isn�t as comfortable mine but��, her thoughts were
interrupted by Jessica taking a wrong turn and leading her to a metal door behind
the laundry.
Susan
blushed with shame and humiliation, a year ago she had
hired a contractor to build a little room that she intended to use to have a
live in maid, a white girl preferably. It was a secret dream of her to have a
white woman serving her as a maid but as the cost of the building started to raise and after several discussions with the contractor, she
cancelled the construction leaving the room just partially finished.
Jessica
opened the door and Susan could see the room, it was just 8� by 10� and had a
little bathroom without door, the bathroom was tiny, had only a small shower without curtain
and Jessica had bought a cheap white
toilet with a blue, partially broken toile sit. The bathroom t wasn�t all
finished and had no tiles on the floor, just coarse cement. The room floor was
also of coarse cement, it had no furniture except for an old mattress without
bed clothes. The mattress looked as if Jessica had rescued it from the garbage
deposit, and it was full of suspicious stains. The only other thing present was
a small tube of around 4� long attached with brackets to one wall and that was
intended to be used to hang clothes there. The entire space was smaller than
Susan�s former bathroom.
Just a
couple of wire cloth hangers where on the tube, one had the uniform that Frank
gave her and the other had an old pink maid dress with a white apron. The dress
was manufactured by some cheap lingerie shop and Jessica had bought it used so
it was now fading to gray and had all the hems a
little bit ragged. Susan was observing grimily, she should negotiate something
but she felt quite unable to win anything from Jessica right then, she felt
very nervous and was thinking to postpone any negotiations when Jessica
interrupted her thoughts
�Ok. Suzy,
enough chit chat, it�s time for you to start working,
take off all your clothes and change into your new work uniform�
Susan was
in a daze; she took off her t-shirt and her jeans and was reaching for the maid
dress when Jessica stopped her. �I said all of it slut. Can�t you follow even
the simplest orders? That underwear looks too expensive for you, same as your
sinkers�.
Completely
naked Susan took her new uniform while Jessica packed the discarded clothes and
sinkers in a plastic bag. Susan took now a detailed look of the dress, it had an embroidering equal to her other uniform but
with a blue thread. She could not read it, but she remembered what it said �S.
Suzy Lopez, Cleaning girl�. When she put the dress it was so short that only
fully covered her pussy when she was standing up with her hands by her side,
her back was completely uncovered and the short skirt showed most of her ass
even standing up. Susan blushed with shame and arousal. �But I can use real
clothes when I am not working?�.
�These are
real clothes. And for now those uniforms are your only clothes. I will pay you
the minimal wage, and Frank will give you a few bucks each afternoon. I
estimate that after you pay for board and food you may save around $70 USD a
month. You can use your savings to buy new clothes and shoes,
of course you first need to buy two new uniforms for each of your jobs�.
Susan
didn�t know how much time she will need to have a descent wardrobe,
the number said nothing to her. She was more worried by her lack of shoes thought
�What about shoes? Won�t
I have a pair to begin with?�.
�No. I
don�t have nothing adequate for you but if you save I
bet you can buy a new pair in maybe less than three months�.
Susan
was blushing and she felt already very insecure barefoot and dressed only in
her ridicule maid uniform. �Jessica please, I can�t be barefoot for three
months, and I need clothes to get out of the house�.
�WHAT DID
YOU SAY?�
Susan was
afraid, it was getting harder by the minute for her to negotiate with Jessica,
her leverage was weaker and weaker, and now this scream confused and scared her. �Sorry Jessica, if that is a
problem, I�ll wait�.
�NOW YOU DO
IT AGAIN, ARE YOU STUPID OR WHAT?�, then trying to
control herself Jessica continued, �How must you call me?�
�Sorry ma�am,
I forgot�
�OK, be
careful to follow your rules and never contradict me again. You will be
barefoot until you afford to buy some shoes, it could take you three months or
more, I don�t care, and you may use your mechanic uniform when you need to get
out of the house. For now you only have two items of clothing, you need to earn
anything else. Understood?�.
�Yes ma�am�
Susan was
already very wet and wanted to � take a break, but Jessica was all business,
�OK, to begin with, take a rag and a cube of water and wash the kitchen floor.
I want it shinning�
Susan
blushed, she hated physical work but now she can�t do anything else. �May I use
a mop or something, I think it will be easier�.
�What did I
say about contradicting me? I don�t pay you to think, you are simply not good
at that, I pay you to clean and to obey me immediately. Is that clear?�
�Yes� I am
sorry Ms Lopez, I�ll do it as you told me�
�Sure you
will, but you need to learn a lesson first. Turn around and grab your ankles
without bending your knees�.
Susan
complied her ass was almost fully exposed but Jessica folded her skirt on her
small back anyway then from the bag took the belt that Susan had been wearing
and used it to whip Susan�s ass until it was fire red and she was
uncontrollably sobbing. �You are really a slut, look your pussy is dripping�.
A few
minutes later a very humbled Susan was on her
hands and knees cleaning the kitchen floor with a rag, her very red ass
exposed.
Part 6. The classes
A week
later Jessica told Susan �Listen Suzy, you�ll be a complete drag if you can�t
even read. I can�t let you a list of things to do, you can�t operate the dish
washer or any other appliance, I can�t send you to buy cigarettes because you
would be easily fooled, so you are now pretty incompetent even for a maid, so I
talked with Frank and we decided that you must learn to read and some basic
arithmetic. To make things more interesting for you I decided to award
you with a small wardrobe, some of my old clothes and shoes if you progress as
fast as we expect. You had always been a smart girl, so if will be easy cake
for you�.
Susan was
excited, she didn�t even need the award, the fact that she could start learning
something was very good, she knew she will never be the same, and she probably
didn�t want that either, but at least she could be a better maid and avoid the
constant spankings that Frank and Jessica used to punish her frequent mistakes.
On the other hand the idea of having some descent clothes to wear gave her some
home that she could recover at least some bits of a normal life. �We will start
tomorrow and we�ll do it everyday after diner, you
will still work for Frank from 5:00 to 8:30 but he promised to drop you here
for dinner at 9:00PM.
Jessica had
been capacitated as an alphabetizer and already had material for teaching the
letters and phonics as well as some basic books. She had obtained a couple of
bottles of the drug that the researchers used to block new memories to form. It
was indeed a commercial drug that was used in low dosages to treat some heart
condition. So they started a new routine, at dinner Jessica would pour
some pills on Susan�s juice, and then some 20 minutes after she drank it, when
the memory blocking effect was at full force, they would start the lessons.
The classes
were a nightmare for Susan, she was constantly
forgetting what she had been though even in the same class. The first
days she looked forward the class time, but as her failures accumulated she
dreaded those moments. One day she thought that Jessica was maybe
tricking her by deliberately teaching her bad, she remembered having learnt
math and reading very easily when she was a little girl, so she said �Ms Lopez,
may I try with another teacher, maybe you are getting tired�.
Jessica was
expecting that kind of question sooner or later and she was prepared �I am
getting tired by your lack of effort but I don�t think another teacher will be
better for you or more patient. I did something to motivate you: I invited a
girl from my old neighborhood to attend our classes,
she is six years old but haven�t go to a school yet because her parents are
afraid of the migra. I promised them to teach her to
read and some basic math. I thought that way you may feel some pressure and
start making some real effort to learn�. Susan wasn�t happy with Jessica�s
reply, but she thought �At least with the girl I will see if she is really teaching
me or what�.
But the
classes turned into a major nightmare, the girl advanced very fast, she
memorized the vowels in the first class and was doing simple phonics the second
week, by the five week the girl could read simple paragraphs and add two digit
numbers and subtract single digit ones, while
Susan thanks to the memory blocking drugs was still stuck with the vowels
an could not reliably recognize written single digit numbers, she even
had trouble counting beyond 30. The girl was polite at first but after a couple
of weeks, and encouraged by Jessica she started mocking Susan�s failures with
delight while Jessica constantly reprimanded and even spanked her for being so
lazy. Susan was always ashamed and nervous during classes and started to get
anxiety attacks just by seeing the flash cards and that blocked further her
ability to learn. Jessica noticed it and little by little reduced her pills
dose until she didn�t use them anymore. Even without the pills Susan was unable
to learn the vowels in the next three weeks, she got
so nervous that her own body secreted the adrenaline that blocked the memory
forming mechanisms. She got to be so insecure that she couldn�t count not even
to 20 without making a mistake. As failures accumulated, the anxiety
attacks were stronger and more easily triggered, she
was indeed now less capable to learn than the first days that Jessica used full
doses of the memory blocking pills.
At the end of the third week without pills,
Susan begged Jessica to stop the classes and accept her as a completely
illiterate person. �Well, I see you are wasting my time and effort because you
are not doing any effort unless you are totally dumb, either way I don�t like to share my last name with an
ignorant slut, so if you want to stay illiterate, you have to change your name
legally to Suzy Puta�, Jessica counted on the Judge
wouldn�t know that �Puta� was a Spanish word for
�whore�, she smiled seeing Susan�s reactions, �don�t worry I�ll lend you some
money for the new embroidering of your uniforms�. Susan blushed, the last trace
of her former self was about to be erased, she won�t be Susan anymore, just
Suzy, and her new the last name was totally humiliating but she could not stand
more classes, so she said �Yes, Ms. Lopez�.
EPILOGUE
So this is
now Suzy�s life, to be a slutty and permanently ignorant maid
for Jessica and Frank. Jessica had indeed achieved the legal name
change and changed the name tags of her uniforms to her and Frank�s amusement.
Frank used sexual rewards and hard punishments to condition her to respond only
to her new name �Suzy� or �Suzy Puta�, somebody may
shout �Susan� or �Ms. Lopez� by her ear and she wouldn�t even blink but she
will immediately respond if the same person say �Suzy� or �Puta�.
After a lot of spankings she now answer fast when somebody ask
her name �I am Suzy Puta�.
And quite a
slut she was. Frank used her sexually from the very beginning and Jessica started just a few weeks later. She liked to
make Suzy lick her and then beg to be allowed to
masturbate. The pacemaker and the lack of other satisfactions made very hard
for Suzy to control her horniness. She would simply do anything to be allowed
to come and Jessica was very creative to ask Suzy humiliating requirements just
to allow her to masturbate, sometimes she asked her for the money that Suzy had
saved for clothes, other times Suzy had to insult herself with degrading names
for Jessica�s amusement, sometimes she had to clean the floor using her maid
dress as a rag, or accept a spanking or even spank herself while Jessica
laughed. But Suzy had now more orgasms than she can handle.
Suzy�s idea
of having Frank and Jessica joint signatures to manage her wealth backfired in
a way she hadn�t predicted. One day, maybe a year after she begun
her new life, she was sucking Frank�s cook after
having cleaned the garage office. Frank was dressed casually but he looked
middle class or better, he had improved his image in the last few months. Suzy
was naked and on her knees, she was sweated and dirty, black streaks crossed
her pretty face and tits, her hair was disarranged and looked greasy. She still
looked beautiful with her model face and great body, but with all the dirt and
sweat she looked somehow like a wild, even feral beauty, miles away from the
classy business woman that she once was. She had her hands crossed behind
her back, she had leather cuffs on her wrists and just above her elbows, small padlocks attached each wrist with the opposite arm�s
elbow. Frank often did that to avoid Suzy to touch herself and come before him.
He liked to have her eager to come. Frank talked
�I have
news, Suzy�,
Suzy
stopped sucking for a moment but Frank signaled her to continue. She obeyed and
expertly alternated between swallowing his entire cook and licking his balls
and shaft. Frank continued
�I�ve
decided to get married�,
Suzy raised
her sight and looked at his eyes. She stopped just for a second but again she
followed orders and continued sucking with even more enthusiasm. She was
thinking, �Finally�.
Then he
asked �Do you think I should get married�.
Suzy
managed to say �yes� with Frank�s cook in her mouth.
Frank
smiled, �I knew you would think the same�,
Suzy�s emotion grew, it was not the way that she had dreamed to be proposed but
it was still good.
Frank continued �Now, I want you to keep sucking and do not
talk until I give you permission.�
Suzy nodded
eagerly and Frank said
�Well, I am
going to marry Jessica�,
Suzy�s look
of surprise and disappointment was priceless, she was thinking �But why, she
didn�t obey you, she is more educated than you, she is not what you�re looking
in a relationship�, but to her merit, she didn�t stop sucking and licking.
Frank said
�I know what are you thinking Suzy, but recently the talk of that bus driver
have been spinning around my head, and I concluded that I need somebody to help
me grow, and with Jessica I had grown, I am the owner of the Mechanic shop
now�, using Susan�s money he had bought the garage where he used to work, �and
she pushed me to study commerce and I am taking some courses on management. You
don�t even know what the word commerce means�,
Suzy
blushed with shame, she didn�t really know, he continued
�I am not
only wealthier now, but you know, I am more educated, people see me different
now, people around me see me with real respect, and I really like it, I plan to
keep improving. And you surely understand that I can�t marry an ignorant horny
slut like you Suzy. Look at you, It would be very shameful for me to introduce
you as my wife, you are very sexy but you can�t even read and you can�t control
yourself, you behave almost like an
animal�, Suzy was very ashamed, her face and shoulders were shining red. �And
Jessica told me that you didn�t make any effort to re learn to read, and that all you care about now is sex�,
Suzy wanted
to tell him that she made an effort but was unable to learn, but that won�t
change the situation too much. Suzy�s face now reflected uncertainty and fear,
but Frank continued
�But don�t
worry Suzy, as long as you obey and work your ass hard, you will always be my
employee, both in my garage and in my home, even when we all know that you are
too ignorant to be a real cleaning girl, but as now I am a married man, you are
no longer my fuck toy but Our fuck toy�, saying that he pulled his cock
out of Suzy�s mouth and came all over her face and disarranged hair. After she
carefully cleaned his dick with her tongue, he pulled it back inside his pants,
closed the fly and said �Now you may talk�.
Suzy was
overwhelmed by her emotions and horniness, she felt disappointment, humiliation
and arousal, all mixed with a dose of fear, she had lost everything just to
meet Fran�s wishes, and in the last few months, at the times she wasn�t that
horny, she childishly dreamed that Frank would somehow take their relationship
to another course, rescuing her from her humiliating life. She should rage
against him and her sister, but she couldn�t find arguments, all that Frank
said was true. She tried to think of something to say, but her mind kept
darting from her possible arguments to her horny and longing pussy and then
back again, at a moment she thought �Maybe that is really for the best, at
least I will still be their fuck toy and they surely know better than me what
is best�, which only increased her arousal.
Her
thoughts were interrupted by Jessica who just entered Frank�s office and had
heard the entire conversation. She was dressed casually with Jeans and a white
shirt but still she looked very classy, thanks to her $300 haircut and the
expensive designer brand clothes and jewelry that she wore from her head down
to her toes. She silently approached
Frank and embraced him, he in return kissed her lips
tenderly, admiration sparking in his eyes.
Jessica
softly broke the embrace and then turned to see Suzy and with a smirk said
�Don�t you have anything to say Suzy�.
From her
kneeling position Suzy looked up at Jessica and she saw an elegant and educated
beautiful lady, then she saw her own reflection in the glass door of the office, and she saw a tied
wild animal, a horny wild animal, all dirty, with her face and hair dripping
Frank�s cum and her pussy shinning
wet. The enormous contrast overwhelmed
her with shame and arousal
because she knew that the differences were well beyond the
appearance. She realized that she could not change Frank�s mind, even if she
had no competitors she was simply not wife material, but with Ms Lopez there
she admitted total defeat, the distance was abysmal, in contrast she looked more like a pet
than a woman, at least she could still be their fuck toy.
Seeing
Suzy�s long silence, Frank reinforced Jessica�s question, looking at Suzy, he
said with inquiring eyes
�Don�t you
want to say something Suzy?�
She thought
what her answer should be, she felt very insecure, she kept fidgeting and
shifting her weight constantly from one knee to another, she was biting her
lower lip and looking at the floor, her face was red, she
looked cutely shy. Her social awkwardness had grown with her ignorance and
constant horniness. She wanted to say something witty to save some face, but
her mind was blank, well it wasn�t really blank, it was filled with one
thought, one single idea that was growing to overwhelm her senses and brain
until she could not think about anything else. That thought ashamed her and for
a few seconds she resisted her intense wish to reveal it, until she finally
blurted:
�May I come now, Boss?�.
The End.