Thesis Topic 23
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Lillian
felt a lot of apprehension, she was blushing with
shame and� and arousal.
�I � I
don�t think that is necessary, I can handle myself at the photo shoot� �
�Non-sense,
I have seen many girls that seemed more confident chicken out. If you don�t
comply with my request I won�t book the studio.�
Now Lillian
knew she was trapped, she really needed the studio photos. So reluctantly she
started to take off her shirt much to Karen�s surprise.
For a
moment Lillian looked at Megan like begging for mercy, but she only waited for
the rest with her arms crossed.
Lillian bit
her lower lip and took off her shorts reveling her
hairless pussy.
�Wow!�, said Megan who was devouring Lillian�s body with her
eyes, �You have a very beautiful pussy�.
Lillian
blushed, she had never felt so embarrassed in her life� or so horny.� Out of social reflex she shyly said,
�Thanks�, but it was awkward to receive a compliment for her pussy and even more
awkward coming from another woman.
She tried
to cover her body with her discarded clothes but Megan said
�See, that
is my point. You need to overcome your shyness. Are you sure you are ready for
a studio session? Do you really want it? If you do, probe it, give me your
clothes�
�Of course
no, I am not ready and I will never be�, Lillian thought, �but I need it��, she reminded herself bitterly and reluctantly she handed
her clothes to Megan.
Now Karen
was really puzzled, and her face reflected both surprise and amusement, Lillian
looked at Karen and felt more ashamed than ever in her life. For some reason,
Karen�s opinion of her was becoming more and more important, it was maybe
because she was the only one that knew that all of this wasn�t her choice, that
she wasn�t really like that, or it was maybe because nobody seem to give her
much respect in the recent days, not at her miserable job where she was the
lowest organism of the food chain and not certainly in the commutes where she
was becoming an easy prey. So of all the people with whom she
had contact these days, Karen was the only one that knew the former Lillian,
�The real Lillian�, she corrected herself.
Megan was
oblivious to all of that.� She was very
happy and said, �I got an idea, let me go for
something from my room�.
And with
that she marched running excitedly like a little girl with a new toy.
Karen
turned to see Lillian, �What is this all about?�
Lillian,
was nervous and stammered her answer,� I � I am ac� acting my part�. As I Promised you�.
Karen
arched her eyebrows.
�Yes, of
course�. but you seem really eager to get a studio session�
�No� is not
like that�. It is just an act� you know� as I promised you� I won�t really do
it �. �
�OK. Just
let me tell you that this is not part of our deal, maybe Megan is going too far
and you shouldn�t feel obligated to be naked, you could be believable even if
you back off. I can come with some excuse for Megan to leave you alone, you
know. Tell her to give you some time..�
�NO!�, said Lillian with apprehension. She was thinking, �I need
those studio photos now!�, and then realized she had sounded to desperate and
tried to tone down her answer, �I can be a good sport�. You know� it will help
me� you know� this �make believe� will help me to empathize in the interviews
with you and to understand the position of a porno model�.
�OK, if
that is what you want� I will help you�, said Karen that was intrigued and even
more amused.
Just then
Megan returned running. She was portraying an ear to ear smile and was still
carrying Lillian�s clothes much to Lillian�s tranquility that had suspected
that Megan would play a prank on her.
Cheerfully
Megan grabbed�
Lillian�s old canvas suitcase, opened it and put Lillian�s
clothes inside. Then she lifted the top of the wood trunk that they used as a
coffee table. She put the suitcase inside and closed the lid giggling. Megan
could not hide her excitement as she took a padlock from her jeans pocket and
locked the trunk closed. She then tied a black strip around her neck and from
it hung the padlock key.
Lillian
felt a tight in her stomach, and was about to protest when Megan talked. She
was enjoying every second as she said
�Listen
Lilly. I think that you may success in the porno industry, you have a wonderful
body and a pretty innocent face,� but you really need to overcome your
shyness, I have seen many photo shots ruined by the awkwardness of some models
that could not overcome their shyness. A little bit of embarrassment is
attractive as long as it doesn�t ruin the poses. In other words, I understand
that you feel embarrassment, and you don�t need to fight that, but you must be
able to pose and follow instructions in spite of that.
So here are
your rules to help you overcome your shyness:�
I will open the padlock every morning, so you may dress for work but as
soon as you arrive to the apartment, you have to take off your clothes and
shoes, put them in the trunk, and close the padlock.
And
Lillian, I am very serious about this. If Karen or I come to the apartment and
see you dressed or the padlock is not properly closed, then the deal of the
studio photo session is over. Got it?�
Lillian blushed bright red and nodded.
�Of course,
if you have an appointment or something and need to dress again, you may ask
any of us for permission�
She was
overwhelmed by the situation. In just a few weeks she had completely lost
control of her life, now to the point that she could not even have access to
her clothes without permission. She was blushing red with shame and the worst
part was that her very wet pussy and hard rock nipples, made impossible for her
to hide her arousal.
Megan
smiled satisfied at Lillian�s body reactions, but decided to give her a break
before she backed down.
�Lillian,
why don�t you wash your hands and help us prepare
dinner?�
Lillian,
was relieved to break the awkward moment and to have the chance to have a
moment alone. It was just too much, she was emotionally drained and her pussy
begged for attention. So�
in silence she� ran to the
bathroom.
Once inside
she tried to cool down, to put her mind in order, but Just the image of the
padlock key hanging from Megan�s neck made her hornier by the minute.
She looked
at her own image in the mirror and thought,
�What is happening
to me? When did I change from a successful College student into a porno-model
wannabe? I must stop this right now. I am not this kind of person, I am a
feminist, a successful woman, not the horny high school dropout I am
representing.�,
For a brief
moment,� her old self seemed to regain
control and she was about� to exit the
bathroom to call it quits and reassert herself, but her self confidence was
short lived. The thought of failing her thesis came to mind. She could even be
accused of academic fraud, after all she showed pictures that she won�t be able
to prove portrait a real porno model, not to mention that she admitted
fabricating the first interview, and her new interviews could be seen as
fabricated too because she couldn�t show the original recordings where she
sounded disperse, unprofessional and even dumb .
�A strong advance on her thesis could help her,
but she knew she wouldn�t have anything coherent by Friday when she planned to
reunite with Ms. Barbara and renegotiate the deadlines.� Her only way out seemed to drop her thesis
and beg Ms. Barbara to not accuse her of academic fraud, and wait for a second
chance in the next semester. That could work, she will
lose her chance of a cum laude but what worried her most was that Ms. Barbara
seemed so eager to discover academic fraud in her pupils. She seemed a bit
desperate to justify herself in the eyes of the board and stop the rumors that
she could had been a sloppy thesis counselor (or even
a dishonest one) the previous year that didn�t notice the signs of fraud of her
pupil.
Still
looking at the mirror, Lillian bitted her lower lip, �No. The less risky way is
to obtain those studio photos.� After
that I may drop the thesis if I want, but the risk of an academic fraud
accusation will be a lot lower�,� After she admitted that there was no
way out, she sighed and thought,� I can go with this charade for a couple of
days, it is not big deal and then I will have the studio photos and I will save
my thesis and my scholarship and in no time I will return to my successful
life. In a few weeks, this will be just a wild memory�
But just
the thought of being naked all the time and under Megan�s thumb was making her
horny again.
�Maybe I
should masturbate to calm myself a little bit�
But then
there was a knock on the door
�Are you
alright�, it was Megan�s voice.
�Yes, wait
a second�
�If you are
alright, please hurry I need the bathroom�, said Megan.
�Ok. Wait�
Lillian
knew she simply didn�t have time to masturbate and Megan could be hearing from
the other side of the door and she would know immediately. The situation was
already embarrassing enough without Megan knowing about her shameful arousal,
so she simply dried her pussy as much as she could with toilet paper and washed
her face trying to cool down.
She opened
the door as Megan was knocking again.
She went to
the kitchen and Karen, who was cooking dinner started
directing her.
�Lilly Get
some cheese from the refrigerator�.
�Now bring
some pasta. It is on that cabinet�
Lillian
felt very self conscious as she did the errands naked. She felt very exposed.
Karen was
boiling some water for the pasta while Lillian was spreading some butter on
bread slices when she felt a flash!
�What?�, she said.
Megan was
clicking her� digital
camera constantly. She was taking a lot of naked pictures of Lillian. She said,
�No. Megan please stop. No photos please�, she was
thinking, �I need professional studio photos, not these ones, and they could
fall in the wrong hands�Megan is a wrong hand�
But Megan
was having fun, �No Lillian, I won�t stop, you need to get familiar with the
camera, otherwise there won�t be studio session. My studio, my rules�
Lillian
sighed but said, �OK, but you will delete them, and don�t show them to anybody
OK?�
�Don�t
worry Lilly�, said Megan but didn�t really promise anything.
Dinner did
little to calm Lillian. She had to sit in a high wood stool because the kitchen
table only had two chairs. She was mortified, her whole body was on display, her pussy was just a little bit higher than the table.
Surprisingly to Lillian, the conversation was not about soap operas or any
other meaningless thing. They were talking about work, Karen was telling about
a meeting that she had earlier and that she had dared to propose a change of
strategy in the managing of the short term cash and she said with satisfaction
that one director agreed to give her chance to test her strategy with a certain
amount, some kind of pilot test. Megan was talking about a corporate gathering
that her company was organizing, and all the corporate politics that she was having to sort out.
Lillian
felt very little in front of these girls dressed in business clothes and
talking about their professional lives while she was naked, aroused
,and didn�t have anything to add to the conversation. She used to look
down at this pair of former porno models but now they seemed more successful
and respectable than herself. At some point she lost
track of the conversation and her mind quickly drifted to the pornographic
images and stories that she had seen so frequently in the last few weeks, she
could only think about her nudity and her arousal.
Much to
Lillian�s shame Megan said, �OK Karen, enough. We are boring your cousin to
death. I bet she doesn�t get half of what we are talking about.�, then she felt
bad for what she said and added, �there is nothing to feel ashamed Lilly, you
are too young, you don�t have any college yet and you obviously have other
interest.�
The rest of
the night contributed to cement her position as porno-wannabe willing to do
almost anything for a studio session. They went to the living room and Megan
restarted her photography game while the trio watched TV,� occasionally Megan directed Lillian
into certain poses. Nothing too raunchy but Karen saw the effect in Lillian.
She saw shame but also undeniable arousal.
She was no
bi like Megan, but at some point the power rush was too tempting and she
started participating,
�Lilly,
Megan has more photos of your arms than of your charms. Let me help you. Here
are some rules that you must respect any time you are in the living room.
First:� You are forbidden to use your hands to cover
your pussy or tits.
Second:
Your knees must always be at least a foot apart
OK?�
Lillian blushed
and complied with both rules, her breath was becoming short.
Megan was elated, she saw weakness and wanted to see how far she could
push.
�As for the
first rule, I think that the best is that you put your hands behind your back, or behind your neck if you get tired�
Lillian was
like a robot, a very horny robot. She put her hands behind her back. She was
blushing in spite of her arousal.
�And for
the second rule, I think it is very hard to estimate a foot��,
she rummage thru her handbag and produced a little ribbon, she probably used it
to tie her hair.
�Your knees
must be at least this distance appart�, she said
putting the ribbon between Lillian�s knees and pushing them aside until it was
tense.
The ribbon
was probably one feet and a half long, so now Lillian knees were wide apart.
She was blushing once again and her pussy was literally dripping.
Then both
girls decided to give her new toy a break. They started watching a TV program.
It was a classic detective show. Soon the girls started discussing
�I think
that the blonde is the murderer�, said Karen
�No. The
barman seemed pretty creepy�, replied Megan.
�But the
blonde is obviously hiding something. What do you think Lillian?�
�huh? Well� yes..�, She wasn�t following the show, she was
too aroused to do it, normally she was fan of these shows and was very
analytic, but now, naked with her hands behind her back and her legs wide open,
she could only day dream to be cuffed and her feet tied apart.
�Yes the
barman or yes the blonde�, Said Karen that was pretty amused to see Lillian�s
behavior, it was like a completely different person, and she felt a surge of
power when she realized that it was at least partially her making.
�er� the blonde��, said Lillian,
she was feeling pretty stupid.�
�Megan was mostly amused, she simply thought of
Lillian as a horny, inarticulate, pretty young thing. �I bet you are not
following the show, you are probably just thinking about the cuffs. Aren�t
you?�
Lillian blushed,�No� yes�no. I am just tired�
It was
pretty obvious to Karen and Megan that Lillian was extremely aroused by the
whole situation. Her nipples and her wet pussy told the whole story. But ass soon as the tv
show ended, the girls parted to their rooms and Lillian was left to sleep naked
on the couch.
She had a
restless night full of long sleepless lapses alternated with strange erotic dreams . On those sleepless times, her nakedness� made her impossible to abstract
herself from her situation. The only way to forget a little about her� worries about her
college problems and about her future , and her doubts about her own identity,
and her shameful display, was to satisfy her horniness which she did at least 3
times during the night.
The next
morning she was still pretty much asleep when Karen left for work. She thought
for a moment of skipping job once more but she knew she would be in serious
trouble if she did, and she still didn�t know how much money, if any she will
receive on pay day after her loan payment and the skipped day deduction. So
reluctantly she marched to the bathroom. After doing her business, she was just
turning on the water when she heard a knock on the bathroom door.
�Come on
Lilly, you have to hurry up! It is almost 8:10 AM. You are not going to make
it�
It was
Megan banging at the door, she wanted to keep Lilly out of balance and she
wanted to keep her away from masturbation as much as she could. She wanted her
horny and unsatisfied.
�OK, I am
coming out soon�.
She quickly
entered the shower and was just finishing rising her hair when Megan opened the
bathroom door and said, here are your clothes. I�ll
wait for you so we can go to work together.�
�That�s not
necessary�, said Lilly startled,� that girl had seen her naked for hours
but still she felt her intimacy invaded having her in the bathroom while she
showered.
She got a
towel and was drying herself when Megan opened the shower curtain. �Hurry up
girl, you need to dress and leave the apartment with me�.
Lillian saw
the clothes laid for her, it was a very thin and little blue short and a pink
tank top. She had planned to take an outfit like that with her to comply with
Mr. Palmer�s rules but she wanted to do the commute in jeans and a t-shirt to
have a little bit of normalcy.
�Hurry �,
said Megan.� �You need to come with me, Karen
left with your keys and the door can only be locked with the key, so we need to
leave together and it is getting late�.
�I need a
Bra and panties��
�No time
for that, and they will show thru the clothes and look pretty cheap. And you
don�t have many underwear sets� anyway, maybe you should save them for
special occasions�
Lillian was
overwhelmed by the situation but she dressed and then was virtually pulled out
of the apartment by Megan.
They had
walked a couple of blocks when Lillian realized, �Hey! I forgot my Bus Card!�
�No time
for that. I lend you my subway card�
�No.
Please� I can�t use the subway�. Dressed like this�. it gets pretty crowded..and� Men� you know��
�Men will
think you are a slut. And that is the point Lilly, you may be a slut or not,
that�s up to you, but if you want to be in the porno industry you definitely
must learn to accept that everybody thinks of you as a slut, and you need to be
able to act as slut as a second nature�
Lillian was
so shocked that she was speechless, she was trying to put some order in the
bunch of random thoughts that flooded her mind, wanting� to give a coherent answer but Megan
talked faster.
�Are you
committed or not.� Should
I book the studio or not?�
�Yes� �,
said Lilly defeated and trapped, �please book it�
�That�s the
spirit girl. You did pretty well last night, I am proud of your advance, but
you still have a long way to go. Trust me.�, Lillian felt a wave of
satisfaction, it was the first positive feedback that she had received in
weeks, then she scolded herself for felling proud of such a degrading praise.
Megan
didn�t want her toy to do much thinking so she� interrupted Lillian�s musings, �
Follow me to the subway. You are going to make the trip downtown with me and
you will then change trains to wherever you are headed�
Lillian
walked with Megan to the subway station, she was getting quite a few stares,
she felt completely embarrassed and the contrast with Megan�s business clothes
only made her look cheaper and slutier.
�They boarded an almost full wagon and, to
Lillian�s relief, they found�
a few empty sits at the�
back end of the wagon.� Just
before siting Megan said in Lillian�s ear, �Listen
Lilly, we will play a little game to see if you can accept yourself as a slut.
You are going to make the trip standing, and if somebody tries to touch you,
you may discretely fight him but don�t raise your voice or anything, after all,
dressed as you are who can�t blame them. Just think that you are not a victim,
that will be our little secret,� you may feign to� fight them while you enjoy their touch,� you were pretty horny in the morning, so I
bet it will be fun for you. And don�t worry, it is pretty safe, I have done it
myself many times, the molesters never follow you down the train.�
Lillian
grabbed the tube for support while Megan occupied an empty seat in from of her.
She was feeling very self conscious. First, It was
awkward to travel standing when there were still a few empty sits, including
the one besides Megan. And second she was dressed for a pajama party not for a
commute, everybody was wearing work clothes. Some were wearing business clothes
others jeans and shirts, and there were also a few men in overalls, there was
just another woman showing her legs by wearing a short mini skirt and there was
a young man in Bermudas.
Well, the
awkwardness of being the only person standing, ended very soon because in the
next stop all the sits filled and there were 4 persons standing including
herself. She knew that by the time they arrived downtown, the wagon will be
packed, but she didn�t have to wait that long because by the next stop she was
surrounded by several young men. They seemed to be work class and they wasn�t
next to her by chance, they spotted her and approached her with hopes of
enjoying the view and maybe a little more.
Lillian was
getting worried and aroused, she was standing in front
of Megan�s sit while grabbing the tube with both hands. She felt the man behind
her very close to her.� She could fell
him pressuring his crotch against her bottom. She was blushing bright red and
thought of doing something but she didn�t dare to talk, she didn�t want to grab
more attention. She gyrated slightly towards the front of the wagon and
advanced half step forward.
That seemed
to open some space between her buttocks and the man�s crotch but at the same
time her right tit was practically smashed against another young man chest. The
man behind her then caressed her ass with his hand while at the same time the
man in the front of her seemed encouraged by her new closeness and put a hand
on her naked stomach.
The touches
were driving Lillian crazy. She was horny since she woke up and these
ministrations were doing nothing to help her calm down. She looked at Megan,
but she seemed to be absorbed in her cell phone, which gave Lillian some peace.
It was too shameful to be touched like that in a public place, but somehow it
was even worse if Megan witnessed it.
The hand behind her adventured inside the waistline of her short, much
to Lillian�s surprise. She used one hand to grab the wrist of her attacker, but then she felt
the other man�s hand traveling up her stomach and reaching the bottom� of her tits.
She instinctively let go the hand behind her and pushed the man�s chest away,
and back step a little.
Unfortunately
the man behind her interpreted� all that as a green light to continue
his ministrations.� She was getting
afraid that the tight shorts could be damaged by the man but then maybe the man
sensed that there was no possibility of going forward inside the tight shorts
and withdrew his hand.
Lillian
felt relieved and empty at the same time. Her audible sight seemed to encourage
both men that were one oblivious of the other. The man in front her continued
his touch of her bare left tit while the one behind her was caressing her ass
over the thin fabric of her shorts when his hand traveled down and now he was
rubbing her pussy over her short.
Lillian
subconsciously raised her ass a little, which trusted her breast forward. Both
men seemed happy with her body language and were becoming bolder by the minute.
Then the
man behind her managed to move aside the little piece of fabric that was
covering her pussy and put his thumb inside her.
Lillian was
overwhelmed by her shame and horniness. Here she was being fingered in a public
transportation while another man was openly fondling� both of her tits under her blouse. She
then turned to see Megan and thought, �Oh god, she knows�, Megan
was smiling.
�Lillian blushed, she
had never been so ashamed in her life. Megan was witnessing that she was the
worst slut in town, about to come in a public place from the ministrations of
two unknown men. She hadn�t even see their faces, but she could not stop, she
was so horny, she just lowered her face, and then she noticed that Megan wasn�t
busy with her phone, she had been filming her!
That was
just too much, somehow the humiliation of her degrading performance being
filmed, just added to her building climax and she opened her mouth, her
breathing was becoming short and ragged,�
she was very close�
Just then
they arrived to a station and Megan said, �Hey man, leave this girl alone, you
bastard!�.
Both men
retired their hands and walked down the train to avoid being exposed or something.
Leaving Lillian thrown between relief as she was spared the shame of coming in
that outrageous situation and the sexual frustration of her denied climax.
---o---
The working
morning was boring and frustrating for Lillian. She arrived late, again and was
scolded by her boss Ms Maria for it and for her state of dress.
�You should
dress more decently Lilly, you probably think you will attract a lot of boys
flaunting your assets that way, but let me tell you that no decent boy will be
interested in more than a quick fuck with you�
Maria was
hard and had a bad temper, but Lillian perceived some motherly concern, which only make it more shameful for Lillian. She
wanted to say that she wasn�t like that, but she couldn�t and in reality she
wasn�t so sure anymore.
�Ok. Get to
work now. And forget about your morning break, you are well behind your
schedule�.
The job for
the day was really tiresome, she had to scrub some
tiles and spent most of the morning on her knees. The mindless job made her
mind constantly wonder to porn images alternated with her own recent
performances at the apartment and the subway, even images of Mr. Palmer�s
office flew to her mind from time to time. All in all she was very aroused and
the lack of morning break had taken away her chance to masturbate. She even
rubbed briefly her pussy a couple of times while cleaning, and in her horniness
even pulled down her shorts� but only for
a few seconds because she was too afraid of getting caught.
When her
shift finally ended, she went to the company showers and took a long bath. She
was about to start dressing in her skimpy outfit when Ms. Maria arrived to the
locker room.
�Lilly hurry! The big boss wants to see you!�
�Mr.
Palmer?�, said Lillian with apprehension. �This
couldn�t be good�, she thought, but then she calmed herself, �I was wrong the
first time when he sent me to the file room,� maybe he is repented and knows he
overreacted. Maybe he just wanted to teach me a lesson and will get easier on
me. �
�Lilly, you
can�t go dressed like that. He wanted you to come to work in decent clothes, I
told you many times but you didn�t listen�, she said the last phrase with some
desperation. �But don�t worry, I have this dress of my daughter, she wanted me
to buy the missing button. Try it�
�Lillian knew it was useless, and it was maybe
worse for her to disobey Mr. Palmer orders about her �dress code�, but she need
to reassure Maria and probably Mr. Palmer would understand, so she put on the
dress. It was a sheer summer dress that reached mid tight and even without the
top button that was missing, the cleavage was pretty decent.� The daughter must be her size because the
dress fitted her pretty well.
�It fits
you well�, said Maria, �I was afraid it would be loose on you, My daughter is 16 years old but she is bigger up there�.
Lillian
blushed and felt a jolt of jealousy, but she scolded herself. No self respected
feminist could dream with bigger tits. She put her tiny shorts under the dress,
�they will do as panties�, she thought, but the tank top straps would show, so
she made it into a ball and stored it inside her dress pocket. The garment was
so small and the fabric so shear that it didn�t make too much bulk.
Maria then
escorted her to the parking lot where Mr. Limo was awaiting her. She was suddenly
afraid of Mr. Palmer, �What if he is angry that I am not complying with his
rules�.� She thought ,
but then she breathed and tried to reassure herself, �at least I am better
dressed than the last time, I can be more self confident. Maybe I can negotiate
my way back to the filling room and then even upper�. The colors of the dress
was a little bit too juvenile for Lillian�s tastes, but otherwise it was a lot
more decent that anything that she had worn at work in the last few days.
But her self reassurance was short lived, as she was opening
the Limo door, she noted her hands were sweating and she was feeling a hole in
her stomach.
She boarded
the limousine, the passenger area had two seats, one
in front of the other. He was sat in the back seat and motioned Lillian to sit
across him. There was a panel that blocked the view of the driver.
Lillian
felt relieved to be given some space. They traveled in silence for a few
minutes while he reviewed some papers. Lillian was very nervous and was
fidgeting constantly. She had contradictive feelings. On one hand she felt
relieved by his lack of attention and on the other she was dying with
anticipation. At some moment she realized she was biting her nails and scolded
herself for her childish attitude.
Then she
felt a glance from Mr. Palmer, it quickly traveled from her crotch her face.
She quickly closed her legs blushing. She unconsciously was sat with her legs
open, just like the previous night. �How can it be possible that just one night
of conditioning overrides years of good education�, she thought bitterly. �Well
at least I am not naked like yesterday�, she thought and blushed even more, but
also felt a tingle in her pussy.
�I need to
put those thought aside �, she scolded herself once again, �maybe I can renegotiate,
I am in a better position that the last time at his office. This time I am a
little better dressed and I have not made any huge mistakes� I think�
She was
trying to plan her negotiation but nothing coherent came to her mind. It was
very hard to think clearly with her apprehension and her horniness.
Finally Mr.
Palmer stored his papers in his briefcase that was on the back sit beside him.
Then he turned to see Lillian and talked.
�Lillian. I
will go straight to the point. You skipped a day and had a couple of late
reports. And Mrs. Maria said that you don�t follow her instructions to the
letter.� All in all your performance had
been disappointing. To make things worse, you did not follow the simple dress
code instructions that I gave you, So to make it short: You are fired, I will
be reporting your repeated failures to your university, and I will put a formal
complain for your complete lack of professionalism
and effort as you fail even in the simplest jobs. Of course you still owe the
company your loan.�.
Lillian was
pale and paralyzed. �So this is it. The end of my career before it started.
After all the sacrifices I had made, after working as a cleaning lady and
behaving like a slut, and after sucking Mr. Palmer�.� She knew that the termination and the complain could only raise the doubts about her thesis
work, and she could have a hard time probing that it was not an academic fraud.
Still she was so stunned and so blocked by the adrenalin that the only thing
that she got to say was.
�Pleas Sir,
don�t do that. We� we had a deal� remember at .. at your office and � Sir. I complied with your dress code,
everyday including today, this dress belongs to Mrs. Maria, she lend it to me,
she wanted to protect me and maybe save her own ass�
As she
blurted her response she realized how lame it was, but nonetheless it seemed to
have some impact on Mr. Palmer.
�I don�t
know what to believe. What did you wear at work?�
�I wore a
thank top and some tiny shorts, look I have the blouse here in my pocket, and I
am wearing the shorts�. She said more excitedly than she intended.
�Well
change into the clothes that comply with my rules then you may beg me again
about your situation�.
Lillian�s
eyes bulged, he wanted her to change right there, and just for the possibility to
beg for his mercy. She bit her lower lip and realized that she had no way out,
she already had done too much with that man, she could
play a little bit again. She took off the dress over her head and covering her
tits as much as she could she put on the sheer blouse.
She was� blushing, but she
was also getting aroused. �Control yourself girl. You have to think clearly
this time�, she said to herself.
�Hand me
the dress�, he said.
She gave it
to him and he reached forward and opened the panel to the driver�s seat and
tossed the dress there and said, �please give it to a
beggar or toss it in the next trashcan�
�But I have
to give it back tomorrow�
�It is your
problem, you shouldn�t have accept it in the first
place�. He closed the panel and returned to his sit, �You were saying��
�Sir,
please don�t fire me, I have been doing a lot of effort, and I can improve�
�Wait!
Weren�t you barefoot when we talked last time?�
�Yes��, said Lillian confused.
�Give me
your shoes, I said less dressed than that day. Your flip flops don�t conform with the rule�.
He opened
the panel again and throwing the flip flops true it he said, �Dispose these
things too�.
He returned
to his sit after closing the panel. She was stunned. She nervously rubbed one feet against the other. Somehow she felt more vulnerable and
cheaper by being barefoot. She also had ran out of
shoes, she will have to ask Megan or Karen to lend her a pair while she could
purchase one.
Mr. Palmer
was enjoying Lillian�s discomfort. He was on his way to an important meeting
and he wanted to get the power rush that he obtained the last time he was with
Lillian. He had been feeling more self confident and more powerful since that
session, and even after the costs of Lillian�s mistakes were revealed in the
last regional meeting, he was so persuasive in the meeting that he managed to
improve his position in the race for the regional direction in spite of his
little failure and his rival success with his brilliant intern.
�Ok, now
tell me why shouldn�t I fire you if you can�t comply with the simplest
requirements? Like coming to work every day and at the right time
�
�I am sorry
sir, I was sick, and today�. well �..I have some problems with the public
transportation�
�Do I have
to care about that?�
Lillian
realized that her excuses were bad and she hadn�t even called sick, she just
skipped the day, and blame the public transportation was the worst excuse posible.
�No sir� I
am sorry��, she said looking at the floor, �If you
give me another chance, it won�t happen again, I promise�.
Her voice
sounded insecure and she constantly fidgeted from on her sit. Mr. Palmer could
not avoid to notice with satisfaction that she looked light years of distance
from the girl that he interviewed in his office a couple of months ago after
seeing her outstanding internship application. The distance was well beyond her
appearance,�� the change in appearance
was of course enormous,� from the
business clothes and high heels, the expensive hairstyle, the expertly applied
makeup to this barely dressed barefoot girl with her hair tied in a ponytail
and not makeup at all.
But the
most amazing change, the most enjoyable for Mr. Palmer, was the change in
attitude. The distance was simply abysmal from the former confident cocky girl
with refined manners, the typical brilliant young girl that knows it all and
fell pretty able to eat the world in one bite. And now to see her squirming,
inarticulate and with the modals of a low class slut was an extreme rush for
Mr. Palmer.
�I see
Lillian, but you have made promises in the past��
Lillian�s
brain was blocked but�
not so blocked that she could not see a repetition of the last
time. �Shit. I am in his hands. The bastard�, she thought. She squirmed a
little bit more with hesitation and shame, she finally
made up her mind.
�I�ll do
anything sir� you know� please..�, she said without
making eye contact. She tried to convince herself that it was the most rational
decision giving her position, she tried equally harder
to reassure herself that her dripping pussy and her craving for humiliation and
sex wasn�t playing a role in her decision.
�You must
understand that this kind of behavior can�t go unpunished. Tell me, How should I punish you?�
She knew
what he wanted her to say but she wasn�t ready to admit to herself that she was
willing to use her body as a token.
�Well� you
may discount my payment� I am already short, so it will be very hard on me�
�Lilly.
That is only the financial consequences of your act.� The actual punishment is getting fire, but if
you want to change that, I am ready to hear suggestions�
Lillian
sighed, she knew what she wanted her to say, and well, she had to admit she was
pretty horny and she wanted to suck his cock��No.�, she thought, �I don�t want
to do it, but I am willing to do the sacrifice.�, she convinced herself.
�Well, Mr.
Palmer� I will suck you cock� you know as a punishment��,
she tried to sound seductive and she was getting hornier by the minute.
To her
surprise Mr. Palmer laughed, �No Lilly, that is hardly a punishment for a slut like
you, I bet you are dying to do it anyway�.
Lillian
blushed ashamed, could it be possible that he had noted it.
�Listen
Lilly, you are too slow and we are getting out of time, so here is the deal,
for your punishment I think an old fashion bare ass spanking will do the job,
let�s say 30 swats, 20 for the skip day and 5 for each lateness.� Once you have taken your punishment, you may
try to convince me of your usefulness to the company, you know using for
example your mouth for things better than saying stammered lame excuses for
your poor achievements. Do you agree or should I fire you?�
Lillian
blushed, her ego was being demolished but her pussy was enjoying the show.
�Yes sir,
I�ll take my punishment�
Mr. Palmer
smiled with satisfaction, there was other motivation for his cruel behavior� besides the
power rush. The reality was that from the first interview, Lillian reminded her
a lot his now ex-wife Susan. Susan was also a redhead and when he knew her some
20 years before, she was much like Lillian, a young brilliant college girl
decided to take the world by storm, a feminist and much like Lillian she hid
certain insecurities.
Mr. Palmer,
fell in love with Susan and from the very beginning, he encouraged her, cheered
for her,� and
help her overcome her fears and insecurities, so after 20 years she was now a
very successful corporate lawyer,�
unfortunately for Mr. Palmer, she used all of her talent and her vast
network of contacts in the legal system to crush him completely in the divorce
trial. She was the unfaithful one and nonetheless she managed to keep around
85% of the common state.
He hadn�t
planned it, but after the circumstances surged, he realized that he met both
Susan and Lillian at a tipping point in their lives and whereas he pushed Susan
to succeed and become the bitch she was now, he decided to stop Lillian from
being another Susan, she won�t ruin the life of another Mr. Palmer in the
future. If he had a hand at it, she will become the meekest slut in town.
Lillian was
fidgeting nervously during the few seconds that Mr. Palmer�s musing lasted.
�Ok.� Lillian, take off your clothes and hand them
to me�
Lillian
hesitated just for a second and then complied with the order. Mr. Palmer took
the little garments and carefully put the shorts over his right leg, and over
them he put her blouse. Then called Lillian and motioned her to put her pelvis
over his right leg. She did and rested her torso over his left leg and put a
hand in the sit and the other on the floor to gain some balance.
Lillian was
very nervous, she had never been spanked in her life.
Her late parents didn�t believe in corporal punishment.� On the other side she had seen multiple
spanking scenes in porno movies over the last few weeks, and she was biting her
lower lip with both fear and anticipation.
Mr. Palmer
seemed to be taking his time, maybe just enjoying the view of this firm young
pretty ass, or maybe he was savoring Lillian�s edginess and tension.
He finally
started with a spank at half strength. In spite of being waiting for it,
Lillian was startled with the sensation of pain and humiliation, which was
quickly reinforced by a series of distributed swats around both buttocks and by
Mr. Palmer, �I hope this spanking teach you that you can�t go in life as an
irresponsible little slut, and expect that using your body will get you free
tickets to be a lazy little tramp� .
Lillian wished that the driver could not hear
the spanking, it was too shameful already. But then the pain took over the
place of the shame, her ass was on fire and she felt the desire to cry but she
was decided to at least have that little victory of taking her punishment as an
adult. On the other hand, the pain, the humiliation and the constant rubbing of
her pussy against Mr. Palmer�s leg was getting her very wet. Fortunately for
Mr. Palmer, he had covered it with Lillian�s clothes,
otherwise his expensive suit pants would be stained by now.
By the20 swat, she was feeling her ass was like
200 degrees hot and was very tender already. The sensations and feelings of pain,
arousal, and humiliation overwhelmed her brain. When her ordeal finally ended,
she had managed to keep her tears mostly at bay, but her nose was flowing and
she was an emotional mess.
He handed her a tissue to clean her nose. Which
she did and was trying to compose herself when he said, �OK, now Lillian, show
me what you are good at. Get on your knees in front of me�.
He then tossed Lillian wet clothes to the sit
across and after checking that his pants didn�t got any stains he lowered them
along with his trousers.
�Now do your job�,
Lillian took his cock in her hand and started
stroking it slowly and licking it from time to time, all without much
enthusiasm.
He then said, �No Lillian. I want to see what
good use can your mouth have. We already know your
hands are more less useful for cleaning, but don�t
know about your mouth. It surely isn�t� good for speaking anything smart. I
only have heard stammering pleads from it anyway. Put your hands behind your
back and let�s see if your mouth can be useful for something�
Lillian blushed and complied
, all this talk was getting her horny again. This time it was worse than
the blowjob that she gave under his desk, this time she could feel his eyes
looking at her degradation and he was constantly making orders.
�OK, lick my balls�. Now swallow it all� now
look at me� there�. Good girl, keep doing it, but don�t forget to look at me
every few seconds�
Lillian complied with every order,
she was getting more worked up by the minute. She was specially
humiliated and aroused the times that she made eye contact with him because it
made impossible for her to abstract herself from her situation and think she
was with a boyfriend or something. Eye contact broke any fantasies because she
could clearly see the scorn of the elegantly dressed man and she had to return
to the reality that she was only a toy for him.
She realized that she was no longer a raising star of the business world, but just a keeling
naked slut sucking this man cock with her hands crossed behind her back. �At
least I am not doing this with some low level man in an alley or something�,
she thought and then reprehended herself for looking comfort in so lame
achievement.
After ten minutes of expertly applied
ministrations Mr. Palmer finally announced, �I am about to come Lillian, you
are to swallow everything. I don�t want a single drop on my clothes or my body�
He was really close because just as he ended
the phrase he started pumping jism inside Lillian�s
mouth.� She tried to catch everything but
didn�t dare to swallow�, he noted amused that she had his cum in her mouth and
said.
�OK, I see you want to savor it, well use a tissue to clean my cock�.
Lillian did it and he pulled his pants up and
noticed that Lillian was grabbing some tissues.
�Don�t you dare to spill my
cum on those tissues Lilly. You have to swallow it�
She turned to see him like begging and he said.
�OK. Lilly, I will concede you this wish. You
may choose between spitting my come over your tits and then use the tissues to
clean them or swallow it all�
She wanted to set a limit, to regain some
little control.� Even as dumb as it was,
she thought that not swallowing would be a little victory, so she spit the cum all over her tits, but when she was reaching for the
tissues he grabbed the box away and said.
�I got one last challenge for you, and if you
do it I won�t fire you.�, Lillian turned to see him
with amazement, �Wasn�t all of this enough?�, she thought bitterly.
He noticed her despair but ignored it and said, �You have to come before I reach my destination, otherwise
you will be fired and I will part with the tissues box. I think we are maybe 5
or 7 minutes to arrive. And if you fake it, I will toss your clothes outside
the window.
After a few seconds of shocked hesitation she
started rubbing her pussy, tracing gentle circles around her clit, while
looking at the ground.
�Look at me while you do it�
Lillian continued blushing bright red.
�At this pace you are not going to make it.
Stop the shy act, we both know you are a slut, so put a good show for me,
finger your pussy, caress your tits and don�t forget to look at me the whole
time�
Lillian followed his orders, she started
caressing her tits with one hand, practically smearing his cum mixed with her
saliva all over her tits, while at the same time she started assaulting her own
pussy with one and then two fingers. Her respiration was becoming short and
fast. She inserted a third finger and was pumping furiously in spite of the
shame caused by Mr. Palmer amused face, which nonetheless, once she was back in
humiliation-arousal-frenzy only contributed to raise her horniness.
�I bet a slut like you must be
wanting to have some sperm in your face. Don�t you?�
Lillian didn�t answered,
she used her hand to grab as much cum from her tits as she could and then
smeared it all over her face. The humiliating smell and the work of four
fingers in her pussy finally made the magic and she came with an exploding
orgasm while looking at Mr. Palmer in the eye.
She was still trembling when the car parked and� Mr. Palmer said,
�Good girl, you are really good at making shows.�, Lillian felt and odd
satisfaction at the compliment in spite of her rational mind reject.
�This is my stop�, said Mr. Palmer,� Here are
your clothes and the tissues box. The driver will drop you at the next subway
station so you can make your way home�
15 minutes later Lillian was�� boarding an almost empty subway wagon. She
was exhausted, barefoot and in spite of all her efforts with the tissues she
smelled of semen and her own juices that stained her blouse and shorts.
Fortunately and thanks to the time of the day, she was able to arrive to
Karen�s apartment without further incidents.