Thesis Topic 23

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Part 2

Lillian felt a lot of apprehension, she was blushing with shame and� and arousal.

�I � I don�t think that is necessary, I can handle myself at the photo shoot� �

�Non-sense, I have seen many girls that seemed more confident chicken out. If you don�t comply with my request I won�t book the studio.�

Now Lillian knew she was trapped, she really needed the studio photos. So reluctantly she started to take off her shirt much to Karen�s surprise.

For a moment Lillian looked at Megan like begging for mercy, but she only waited for the rest with her arms crossed.

Lillian bit her lower lip and took off her shorts reveling her hairless pussy.

�Wow!�, said Megan who was devouring Lillian�s body with her eyes, �You have a very beautiful pussy�.

Lillian blushed, she had never felt so embarrassed in her life� or so horny.Out of social reflex she shyly said, �Thanks�, but it was awkward to receive a compliment for her pussy and even more awkward coming from another woman.

She tried to cover her body with her discarded clothes but Megan said

�See, that is my point. You need to overcome your shyness. Are you sure you are ready for a studio session? Do you really want it? If you do, probe it, give me your clothes�

�Of course no, I am not ready and I will never be�, Lillian thought, �but I need it��, she reminded herself bitterly and reluctantly she handed her clothes to Megan.

Now Karen was really puzzled, and her face reflected both surprise and amusement, Lillian looked at Karen and felt more ashamed than ever in her life. For some reason, Karen�s opinion of her was becoming more and more important, it was maybe because she was the only one that knew that all of this wasn�t her choice, that she wasn�t really like that, or it was maybe because nobody seem to give her much respect in the recent days, not at her miserable job where she was the lowest organism of the food chain and not certainly in the commutes where she was becoming an easy prey. So of all the people with whom she had contact these days, Karen was the only one that knew the former Lillian, �The real Lillian�, she corrected herself.

Megan was oblivious to all of that.She was very happy and said, �I got an idea, let me go for something from my room�.

And with that she marched running excitedly like a little girl with a new toy.

Karen turned to see Lillian, �What is this all about?�

Lillian, was nervous and stammered her answer,� I � I am ac� acting my part�. As I Promised you�.

Karen arched her eyebrows.

�Yes, of course�. but you seem really eager to get a studio session�

�No� is not like that�. It is just an act� you know� as I promised you� I won�t really do it �. �

�OK. Just let me tell you that this is not part of our deal, maybe Megan is going too far and you shouldn�t feel obligated to be naked, you could be believable even if you back off. I can come with some excuse for Megan to leave you alone, you know. Tell her to give you some time..�

�NO!�, said Lillian with apprehension. She was thinking, �I need those studio photos now!�, and then realized she had sounded to desperate and tried to tone down her answer, �I can be a good sport�. You know� it will help me� you know� this �make believe� will help me to empathize in the interviews with you and to understand the position of a porno model�.

�OK, if that is what you want� I will help you�, said Karen that was intrigued and even more amused.

Just then Megan returned running. She was portraying an ear to ear smile and was still carrying Lillian�s clothes much to Lillian�s tranquility that had suspected that Megan would play a prank on her.

Cheerfully Megan grabbedLillian�s old canvas suitcase, opened it and put Lillian�s clothes inside. Then she lifted the top of the wood trunk that they used as a coffee table. She put the suitcase inside and closed the lid giggling. Megan could not hide her excitement as she took a padlock from her jeans pocket and locked the trunk closed. She then tied a black strip around her neck and from it hung the padlock key.

Lillian felt a tight in her stomach, and was about to protest when Megan talked. She was enjoying every second as she said

�Listen Lilly. I think that you may success in the porno industry, you have a wonderful body and a pretty innocent face,but you really need to overcome your shyness, I have seen many photo shots ruined by the awkwardness of some models that could not overcome their shyness. A little bit of embarrassment is attractive as long as it doesn�t ruin the poses. In other words, I understand that you feel embarrassment, and you don�t need to fight that, but you must be able to pose and follow instructions in spite of that.

So here are your rules to help you overcome your shyness:I will open the padlock every morning, so you may dress for work but as soon as you arrive to the apartment, you have to take off your clothes and shoes, put them in the trunk, and close the padlock.

And Lillian, I am very serious about this. If Karen or I come to the apartment and see you dressed or the padlock is not properly closed, then the deal of the studio photo session is over. Got it?�

Lillian blushed bright red and nodded.

�Of course, if you have an appointment or something and need to dress again, you may ask any of us for permission�

She was overwhelmed by the situation. In just a few weeks she had completely lost control of her life, now to the point that she could not even have access to her clothes without permission. She was blushing red with shame and the worst part was that her very wet pussy and hard rock nipples, made impossible for her to hide her arousal.

Megan smiled satisfied at Lillian�s body reactions, but decided to give her a break before she backed down.

�Lillian, why don�t you wash your hands and help us prepare dinner?�

Lillian, was relieved to break the awkward moment and to have the chance to have a moment alone. It was just too much, she was emotionally drained and her pussy begged for attention. Soin silence sheran to the bathroom.

Once inside she tried to cool down, to put her mind in order, but Just the image of the padlock key hanging from Megan�s neck made her hornier by the minute.

She looked at her own image in the mirror and thought,

�What is happening to me? When did I change from a successful College student into a porno-model wannabe? I must stop this right now. I am not this kind of person, I am a feminist, a successful woman, not the horny high school dropout I am representing.�,

For a brief moment,her old self seemed to regain control and she was aboutto exit the bathroom to call it quits and reassert herself, but her self confidence was short lived. The thought of failing her thesis came to mind. She could even be accused of academic fraud, after all she showed pictures that she won�t be able to prove portrait a real porno model, not to mention that she admitted fabricating the first interview, and her new interviews could be seen as fabricated too because she couldn�t show the original recordings where she sounded disperse, unprofessional and even dumb .

A strong advance on her thesis could help her, but she knew she wouldn�t have anything coherent by Friday when she planned to reunite with Ms. Barbara and renegotiate the deadlines.Her only way out seemed to drop her thesis and beg Ms. Barbara to not accuse her of academic fraud, and wait for a second chance in the next semester. That could work, she will lose her chance of a cum laude but what worried her most was that Ms. Barbara seemed so eager to discover academic fraud in her pupils. She seemed a bit desperate to justify herself in the eyes of the board and stop the rumors that she could had been a sloppy thesis counselor (or even a dishonest one) the previous year that didn�t notice the signs of fraud of her pupil.

Still looking at the mirror, Lillian bitted her lower lip, �No. The less risky way is to obtain those studio photos.After that I may drop the thesis if I want, but the risk of an academic fraud accusation will be a lot lower�,After she admitted that there was no way out, she sighed and thought,� I can go with this charade for a couple of days, it is not big deal and then I will have the studio photos and I will save my thesis and my scholarship and in no time I will return to my successful life. In a few weeks, this will be just a wild memory�

But just the thought of being naked all the time and under Megan�s thumb was making her horny again.

�Maybe I should masturbate to calm myself a little bit�

But then there was a knock on the door

�Are you alright�, it was Megan�s voice.

�Yes, wait a second�

�If you are alright, please hurry I need the bathroom�, said Megan.

�Ok. Wait�

Lillian knew she simply didn�t have time to masturbate and Megan could be hearing from the other side of the door and she would know immediately. The situation was already embarrassing enough without Megan knowing about her shameful arousal, so she simply dried her pussy as much as she could with toilet paper and washed her face trying to cool down.

She opened the door as Megan was knocking again.

She went to the kitchen and Karen, who was cooking dinner started directing her.

�Lilly Get some cheese from the refrigerator�.

�Now bring some pasta. It is on that cabinet�

Lillian felt very self conscious as she did the errands naked. She felt very exposed.

Karen was boiling some water for the pasta while Lillian was spreading some butter on bread slices when she felt a flash!

�What?�, she said.

Megan was clicking herdigital camera constantly. She was taking a lot of naked pictures of Lillian. She said, �No. Megan please stop. No photos please�, she was thinking, �I need professional studio photos, not these ones, and they could fall in the wrong hands�Megan is a wrong hand�

But Megan was having fun, �No Lillian, I won�t stop, you need to get familiar with the camera, otherwise there won�t be studio session. My studio, my rules�

Lillian sighed but said, �OK, but you will delete them, and don�t show them to anybody OK?�

�Don�t worry Lilly�, said Megan but didn�t really promise anything.

Dinner did little to calm Lillian. She had to sit in a high wood stool because the kitchen table only had two chairs. She was mortified, her whole body was on display, her pussy was just a little bit higher than the table. Surprisingly to Lillian, the conversation was not about soap operas or any other meaningless thing. They were talking about work, Karen was telling about a meeting that she had earlier and that she had dared to propose a change of strategy in the managing of the short term cash and she said with satisfaction that one director agreed to give her chance to test her strategy with a certain amount, some kind of pilot test. Megan was talking about a corporate gathering that her company was organizing, and all the corporate politics that she was having to sort out.

Lillian felt very little in front of these girls dressed in business clothes and talking about their professional lives while she was naked, aroused ,and didn�t have anything to add to the conversation. She used to look down at this pair of former porno models but now they seemed more successful and respectable than herself. At some point she lost track of the conversation and her mind quickly drifted to the pornographic images and stories that she had seen so frequently in the last few weeks, she could only think about her nudity and her arousal.

Much to Lillian�s shame Megan said, �OK Karen, enough. We are boring your cousin to death. I bet she doesn�t get half of what we are talking about.�, then she felt bad for what she said and added, �there is nothing to feel ashamed Lilly, you are too young, you don�t have any college yet and you obviously have other interest.�

The rest of the night contributed to cement her position as porno-wannabe willing to do almost anything for a studio session. They went to the living room and Megan restarted her photography game while the trio watched TV,occasionally Megan directed Lillian into certain poses. Nothing too raunchy but Karen saw the effect in Lillian. She saw shame but also undeniable arousal.

She was no bi like Megan, but at some point the power rush was too tempting and she started participating,

�Lilly, Megan has more photos of your arms than of your charms. Let me help you. Here are some rules that you must respect any time you are in the living room.

First:You are forbidden to use your hands to cover your pussy or tits.

Second: Your knees must always be at least a foot apart

OK?�

Lillian blushed and complied with both rules, her breath was becoming short.

Megan was elated, she saw weakness and wanted to see how far she could push.

�As for the first rule, I think that the best is that you put your hands behind your back, or behind your neck if you get tired�

Lillian was like a robot, a very horny robot. She put her hands behind her back. She was blushing in spite of her arousal.

�And for the second rule, I think it is very hard to estimate a foot��, she rummage thru her handbag and produced a little ribbon, she probably used it to tie her hair.

�Your knees must be at least this distance appart�, she said putting the ribbon between Lillian�s knees and pushing them aside until it was tense.

The ribbon was probably one feet and a half long, so now Lillian knees were wide apart. She was blushing once again and her pussy was literally dripping.

Then both girls decided to give her new toy a break. They started watching a TV program. It was a classic detective show. Soon the girls started discussing

�I think that the blonde is the murderer�, said Karen

�No. The barman seemed pretty creepy�, replied Megan.

�But the blonde is obviously hiding something. What do you think Lillian?�

huh? Well� yes..�, She wasn�t following the show, she was too aroused to do it, normally she was fan of these shows and was very analytic, but now, naked with her hands behind her back and her legs wide open, she could only day dream to be cuffed and her feet tied apart.

�Yes the barman or yes the blonde�, Said Karen that was pretty amused to see Lillian�s behavior, it was like a completely different person, and she felt a surge of power when she realized that it was at least partially her making.

er� the blonde��, said Lillian, she was feeling pretty stupid.

Megan was mostly amused, she simply thought of Lillian as a horny, inarticulate, pretty young thing. �I bet you are not following the show, you are probably just thinking about the cuffs. Aren�t you?�

Lillian blushed,�No� yes�no. I am just tired�

It was pretty obvious to Karen and Megan that Lillian was extremely aroused by the whole situation. Her nipples and her wet pussy told the whole story. But ass soon as the tv show ended, the girls parted to their rooms and Lillian was left to sleep naked on the couch.

She had a restless night full of long sleepless lapses alternated with strange erotic dreams . On those sleepless times, her nakednessmade her impossible to abstract herself from her situation. The only way to forget a little about herworries about her college problems and about her future , and her doubts about her own identity, and her shameful display, was to satisfy her horniness which she did at least 3 times during the night.

The next morning she was still pretty much asleep when Karen left for work. She thought for a moment of skipping job once more but she knew she would be in serious trouble if she did, and she still didn�t know how much money, if any she will receive on pay day after her loan payment and the skipped day deduction. So reluctantly she marched to the bathroom. After doing her business, she was just turning on the water when she heard a knock on the bathroom door.

�Come on Lilly, you have to hurry up! It is almost 8:10 AM. You are not going to make it�

It was Megan banging at the door, she wanted to keep Lilly out of balance and she wanted to keep her away from masturbation as much as she could. She wanted her horny and unsatisfied.

�OK, I am coming out soon�.

She quickly entered the shower and was just finishing rising her hair when Megan opened the bathroom door and said, here are your clothes. I�ll wait for you so we can go to work together.�

�That�s not necessary�, said Lilly startled,that girl had seen her naked for hours but still she felt her intimacy invaded having her in the bathroom while she showered.

She got a towel and was drying herself when Megan opened the shower curtain. �Hurry up girl, you need to dress and leave the apartment with me�.

Lillian saw the clothes laid for her, it was a very thin and little blue short and a pink tank top. She had planned to take an outfit like that with her to comply with Mr. Palmer�s rules but she wanted to do the commute in jeans and a t-shirt to have a little bit of normalcy.

�Hurry �, said Megan.�You need to come with me, Karen left with your keys and the door can only be locked with the key, so we need to leave together and it is getting late�.

�I need a Bra and panties��

�No time for that, and they will show thru the clothes and look pretty cheap. And you don�t have many underwear setsanyway, maybe you should save them for special occasions�

Lillian was overwhelmed by the situation but she dressed and then was virtually pulled out of the apartment by Megan.

They had walked a couple of blocks when Lillian realized, �Hey! I forgot my Bus Card!�

�No time for that. I lend you my subway card�

�No. Please� I can�t use the subway�. Dressed like this�. it gets pretty crowded..and� Men� you know��

�Men will think you are a slut. And that is the point Lilly, you may be a slut or not, that�s up to you, but if you want to be in the porno industry you definitely must learn to accept that everybody thinks of you as a slut, and you need to be able to act as slut as a second nature�

Lillian was so shocked that she was speechless, she was trying to put some order in the bunch of random thoughts that flooded her mind, wantingto give a coherent answer but Megan talked faster.

�Are you committed or not.Should I book the studio or not?�

�Yes� �, said Lilly defeated and trapped, �please book it�

�That�s the spirit girl. You did pretty well last night, I am proud of your advance, but you still have a long way to go. Trust me.�, Lillian felt a wave of satisfaction, it was the first positive feedback that she had received in weeks, then she scolded herself for felling proud of such a degrading praise.

Megan didn�t want her toy to do much thinking so sheinterrupted Lillian�s musings, � Follow me to the subway. You are going to make the trip downtown with me and you will then change trains to wherever you are headed�

Lillian walked with Megan to the subway station, she was getting quite a few stares, she felt completely embarrassed and the contrast with Megan�s business clothes only made her look cheaper and slutier.

They boarded an almost full wagon and, to Lillian�s relief, they founda few empty sits at theback end of the wagon.Just before siting Megan said in Lillian�s ear, �Listen Lilly, we will play a little game to see if you can accept yourself as a slut. You are going to make the trip standing, and if somebody tries to touch you, you may discretely fight him but don�t raise your voice or anything, after all, dressed as you are who can�t blame them. Just think that you are not a victim, that will be our little secret,you may feign tofight them while you enjoy their touch,you were pretty horny in the morning, so I bet it will be fun for you. And don�t worry, it is pretty safe, I have done it myself many times, the molesters never follow you down the train.�

Lillian grabbed the tube for support while Megan occupied an empty seat in from of her. She was feeling very self conscious. First, It was awkward to travel standing when there were still a few empty sits, including the one besides Megan. And second she was dressed for a pajama party not for a commute, everybody was wearing work clothes. Some were wearing business clothes others jeans and shirts, and there were also a few men in overalls, there was just another woman showing her legs by wearing a short mini skirt and there was a young man in Bermudas.

Well, the awkwardness of being the only person standing, ended very soon because in the next stop all the sits filled and there were 4 persons standing including herself. She knew that by the time they arrived downtown, the wagon will be packed, but she didn�t have to wait that long because by the next stop she was surrounded by several young men. They seemed to be work class and they wasn�t next to her by chance, they spotted her and approached her with hopes of enjoying the view and maybe a little more.

Lillian was getting worried and aroused, she was standing in front of Megan�s sit while grabbing the tube with both hands. She felt the man behind her very close to her.She could fell him pressuring his crotch against her bottom. She was blushing bright red and thought of doing something but she didn�t dare to talk, she didn�t want to grab more attention. She gyrated slightly towards the front of the wagon and advanced half step forward.

That seemed to open some space between her buttocks and the man�s crotch but at the same time her right tit was practically smashed against another young man chest. The man behind her then caressed her ass with his hand while at the same time the man in the front of her seemed encouraged by her new closeness and put a hand on her naked stomach.

The touches were driving Lillian crazy. She was horny since she woke up and these ministrations were doing nothing to help her calm down. She looked at Megan, but she seemed to be absorbed in her cell phone, which gave Lillian some peace. It was too shameful to be touched like that in a public place, but somehow it was even worse if Megan witnessed it.

The hand behind her adventured inside the waistline of her short, much to Lillian�s surprise. She used one hand to grab the wrist of her attacker, but then she felt the other man�s hand traveling up her stomach and reaching the bottomof her tits. She instinctively let go the hand behind her and pushed the man�s chest away, and back step a little.

Unfortunately the man behind her interpretedall that as a green light to continue his ministrations.She was getting afraid that the tight shorts could be damaged by the man but then maybe the man sensed that there was no possibility of going forward inside the tight shorts and withdrew his hand.

Lillian felt relieved and empty at the same time. Her audible sight seemed to encourage both men that were one oblivious of the other. The man in front her continued his touch of her bare left tit while the one behind her was caressing her ass over the thin fabric of her shorts when his hand traveled down and now he was rubbing her pussy over her short.

Lillian subconsciously raised her ass a little, which trusted her breast forward. Both men seemed happy with her body language and were becoming bolder by the minute.

Then the man behind her managed to move aside the little piece of fabric that was covering her pussy and put his thumb inside her.

Lillian was overwhelmed by her shame and horniness. Here she was being fingered in a public transportation while another man was openly fondlingboth of her tits under her blouse. She then turned to see Megan and thought, �Oh god, she knows�, Megan was smiling.

Lillian blushed, she had never been so ashamed in her life. Megan was witnessing that she was the worst slut in town, about to come in a public place from the ministrations of two unknown men. She hadn�t even see their faces, but she could not stop, she was so horny, she just lowered her face, and then she noticed that Megan wasn�t busy with her phone, she had been filming her!

That was just too much, somehow the humiliation of her degrading performance being filmed, just added to her building climax and she opened her mouth, her breathing was becoming short and ragged,she was very close�

Just then they arrived to a station and Megan said, �Hey man, leave this girl alone, you bastard!�.

Both men retired their hands and walked down the train to avoid being exposed or something. Leaving Lillian thrown between relief as she was spared the shame of coming in that outrageous situation and the sexual frustration of her denied climax.

---o---

The working morning was boring and frustrating for Lillian. She arrived late, again and was scolded by her boss Ms Maria for it and for her state of dress.

�You should dress more decently Lilly, you probably think you will attract a lot of boys flaunting your assets that way, but let me tell you that no decent boy will be interested in more than a quick fuck with you�

Maria was hard and had a bad temper, but Lillian perceived some motherly concern, which only make it more shameful for Lillian. She wanted to say that she wasn�t like that, but she couldn�t and in reality she wasn�t so sure anymore.

�Ok. Get to work now. And forget about your morning break, you are well behind your schedule�.

The job for the day was really tiresome, she had to scrub some tiles and spent most of the morning on her knees. The mindless job made her mind constantly wonder to porn images alternated with her own recent performances at the apartment and the subway, even images of Mr. Palmer�s office flew to her mind from time to time. All in all she was very aroused and the lack of morning break had taken away her chance to masturbate. She even rubbed briefly her pussy a couple of times while cleaning, and in her horniness even pulled down her shortsbut only for a few seconds because she was too afraid of getting caught.

When her shift finally ended, she went to the company showers and took a long bath. She was about to start dressing in her skimpy outfit when Ms. Maria arrived to the locker room.

�Lilly hurry! The big boss wants to see you!�

�Mr. Palmer?�, said Lillian with apprehension. �This couldn�t be good�, she thought, but then she calmed herself, �I was wrong the first time when he sent me to the file room,maybe he is repented and knows he overreacted. Maybe he just wanted to teach me a lesson and will get easier on me. �

�Lilly, you can�t go dressed like that. He wanted you to come to work in decent clothes, I told you many times but you didn�t listen�, she said the last phrase with some desperation. �But don�t worry, I have this dress of my daughter, she wanted me to buy the missing button. Try it�

Lillian knew it was useless, and it was maybe worse for her to disobey Mr. Palmer orders about her �dress code�, but she need to reassure Maria and probably Mr. Palmer would understand, so she put on the dress. It was a sheer summer dress that reached mid tight and even without the top button that was missing, the cleavage was pretty decent.The daughter must be her size because the dress fitted her pretty well.

�It fits you well�, said Maria, �I was afraid it would be loose on you, My daughter is 16 years old but she is bigger up there�.

Lillian blushed and felt a jolt of jealousy, but she scolded herself. No self respected feminist could dream with bigger tits. She put her tiny shorts under the dress, �they will do as panties�, she thought, but the tank top straps would show, so she made it into a ball and stored it inside her dress pocket. The garment was so small and the fabric so shear that it didn�t make too much bulk.

Maria then escorted her to the parking lot where Mr. Limo was awaiting her. She was suddenly afraid of Mr. Palmer, �What if he is angry that I am not complying with his rules�.She thought , but then she breathed and tried to reassure herself, �at least I am better dressed than the last time, I can be more self confident. Maybe I can negotiate my way back to the filling room and then even upper�. The colors of the dress was a little bit too juvenile for Lillian�s tastes, but otherwise it was a lot more decent that anything that she had worn at work in the last few days.

But her self reassurance was short lived, as she was opening the Limo door, she noted her hands were sweating and she was feeling a hole in her stomach.

She boarded the limousine, the passenger area had two seats, one in front of the other. He was sat in the back seat and motioned Lillian to sit across him. There was a panel that blocked the view of the driver.

Lillian felt relieved to be given some space. They traveled in silence for a few minutes while he reviewed some papers. Lillian was very nervous and was fidgeting constantly. She had contradictive feelings. On one hand she felt relieved by his lack of attention and on the other she was dying with anticipation. At some moment she realized she was biting her nails and scolded herself for her childish attitude.

Then she felt a glance from Mr. Palmer, it quickly traveled from her crotch her face. She quickly closed her legs blushing. She unconsciously was sat with her legs open, just like the previous night. �How can it be possible that just one night of conditioning overrides years of good education�, she thought bitterly. �Well at least I am not naked like yesterday�, she thought and blushed even more, but also felt a tingle in her pussy.

�I need to put those thought aside �, she scolded herself once again, �maybe I can renegotiate, I am in a better position that the last time at his office. This time I am a little better dressed and I have not made any huge mistakes� I think�

She was trying to plan her negotiation but nothing coherent came to her mind. It was very hard to think clearly with her apprehension and her horniness.

Finally Mr. Palmer stored his papers in his briefcase that was on the back sit beside him. Then he turned to see Lillian and talked.

�Lillian. I will go straight to the point. You skipped a day and had a couple of late reports. And Mrs. Maria said that you don�t follow her instructions to the letter.All in all your performance had been disappointing. To make things worse, you did not follow the simple dress code instructions that I gave you, So to make it short: You are fired, I will be reporting your repeated failures to your university, and I will put a formal complain for your complete lack of professionalism and effort as you fail even in the simplest jobs. Of course you still owe the company your loan.�.

Lillian was pale and paralyzed. �So this is it. The end of my career before it started. After all the sacrifices I had made, after working as a cleaning lady and behaving like a slut, and after sucking Mr. Palmer�.She knew that the termination and the complain could only raise the doubts about her thesis work, and she could have a hard time probing that it was not an academic fraud. Still she was so stunned and so blocked by the adrenalin that the only thing that she got to say was.

�Pleas Sir, don�t do that. We� we had a deal� remember at .. at your office and � Sir. I complied with your dress code, everyday including today, this dress belongs to Mrs. Maria, she lend it to me, she wanted to protect me and maybe save her own ass�

As she blurted her response she realized how lame it was, but nonetheless it seemed to have some impact on Mr. Palmer.

�I don�t know what to believe. What did you wear at work?�

�I wore a thank top and some tiny shorts, look I have the blouse here in my pocket, and I am wearing the shorts�. She said more excitedly than she intended.

�Well change into the clothes that comply with my rules then you may beg me again about your situation�.

Lillian�s eyes bulged, he wanted her to change right there, and just for the possibility to beg for his mercy. She bit her lower lip and realized that she had no way out, she already had done too much with that man, she could play a little bit again. She took off the dress over her head and covering her tits as much as she could she put on the sheer blouse.

She wasblushing, but she was also getting aroused. �Control yourself girl. You have to think clearly this time�, she said to herself.

�Hand me the dress�, he said.

She gave it to him and he reached forward and opened the panel to the driver�s seat and tossed the dress there and said, �please give it to a beggar or toss it in the next trashcan�

�But I have to give it back tomorrow�

�It is your problem, you shouldn�t have accept it in the first place�. He closed the panel and returned to his sit, �You were saying��

�Sir, please don�t fire me, I have been doing a lot of effort, and I can improve�

�Wait! Weren�t you barefoot when we talked last time?�

�Yes��, said Lillian confused.

�Give me your shoes, I said less dressed than that day. Your flip flops don�t conform with the rule�.

He opened the panel again and throwing the flip flops true it he said, �Dispose these things too�.

He returned to his sit after closing the panel. She was stunned. She nervously rubbed one feet against the other. Somehow she felt more vulnerable and cheaper by being barefoot. She also had ran out of shoes, she will have to ask Megan or Karen to lend her a pair while she could purchase one.

Mr. Palmer was enjoying Lillian�s discomfort. He was on his way to an important meeting and he wanted to get the power rush that he obtained the last time he was with Lillian. He had been feeling more self confident and more powerful since that session, and even after the costs of Lillian�s mistakes were revealed in the last regional meeting, he was so persuasive in the meeting that he managed to improve his position in the race for the regional direction in spite of his little failure and his rival success with his brilliant intern.

�Ok, now tell me why shouldn�t I fire you if you can�t comply with the simplest requirements? Like coming to work every day and at the right time �

�I am sorry sir, I was sick, and today�. well �..I have some problems with the public transportation�

�Do I have to care about that?�

Lillian realized that her excuses were bad and she hadn�t even called sick, she just skipped the day, and blame the public transportation was the worst excuse posible.

�No sir� I am sorry��, she said looking at the floor, �If you give me another chance, it won�t happen again, I promise�.

Her voice sounded insecure and she constantly fidgeted from on her sit. Mr. Palmer could not avoid to notice with satisfaction that she looked light years of distance from the girl that he interviewed in his office a couple of months ago after seeing her outstanding internship application. The distance was well beyond her appearance,�� the change in appearance was of course enormous,from the business clothes and high heels, the expensive hairstyle, the expertly applied makeup to this barely dressed barefoot girl with her hair tied in a ponytail and not makeup at all.

But the most amazing change, the most enjoyable for Mr. Palmer, was the change in attitude. The distance was simply abysmal from the former confident cocky girl with refined manners, the typical brilliant young girl that knows it all and fell pretty able to eat the world in one bite. And now to see her squirming, inarticulate and with the modals of a low class slut was an extreme rush for Mr. Palmer.

�I see Lillian, but you have made promises in the past��

Lillian�s brain was blocked butnot so blocked that she could not see a repetition of the last time. �Shit. I am in his hands. The bastard�, she thought. She squirmed a little bit more with hesitation and shame, she finally made up her mind.

�I�ll do anything sir� you know� please..�, she said without making eye contact. She tried to convince herself that it was the most rational decision giving her position, she tried equally harder to reassure herself that her dripping pussy and her craving for humiliation and sex wasn�t playing a role in her decision.

�You must understand that this kind of behavior can�t go unpunished. Tell me, How should I punish you?�

She knew what he wanted her to say but she wasn�t ready to admit to herself that she was willing to use her body as a token.

�Well� you may discount my payment� I am already short, so it will be very hard on me�

�Lilly. That is only the financial consequences of your act.The actual punishment is getting fire, but if you want to change that, I am ready to hear suggestions�

Lillian sighed, she knew what she wanted her to say, and well, she had to admit she was pretty horny and she wanted to suck his cock��No.�, she thought, �I don�t want to do it, but I am willing to do the sacrifice.�, she convinced herself.

�Well, Mr. Palmer� I will suck you cock� you know as a punishment��, she tried to sound seductive and she was getting hornier by the minute.

To her surprise Mr. Palmer laughed, �No Lilly, that is hardly a punishment for a slut like you, I bet you are dying to do it anyway�.

Lillian blushed ashamed, could it be possible that he had noted it.

�Listen Lilly, you are too slow and we are getting out of time, so here is the deal, for your punishment I think an old fashion bare ass spanking will do the job, let�s say 30 swats, 20 for the skip day and 5 for each lateness.Once you have taken your punishment, you may try to convince me of your usefulness to the company, you know using for example your mouth for things better than saying stammered lame excuses for your poor achievements. Do you agree or should I fire you?�

Lillian blushed, her ego was being demolished but her pussy was enjoying the show.

�Yes sir, I�ll take my punishment�

Mr. Palmer smiled with satisfaction, there was other motivation for his cruel behaviorbesides the power rush. The reality was that from the first interview, Lillian reminded her a lot his now ex-wife Susan. Susan was also a redhead and when he knew her some 20 years before, she was much like Lillian, a young brilliant college girl decided to take the world by storm, a feminist and much like Lillian she hid certain insecurities.

Mr. Palmer, fell in love with Susan and from the very beginning, he encouraged her, cheered for her,and help her overcome her fears and insecurities, so after 20 years she was now a very successful corporate lawyer,unfortunately for Mr. Palmer, she used all of her talent and her vast network of contacts in the legal system to crush him completely in the divorce trial. She was the unfaithful one and nonetheless she managed to keep around 85% of the common state.

He hadn�t planned it, but after the circumstances surged, he realized that he met both Susan and Lillian at a tipping point in their lives and whereas he pushed Susan to succeed and become the bitch she was now, he decided to stop Lillian from being another Susan, she won�t ruin the life of another Mr. Palmer in the future. If he had a hand at it, she will become the meekest slut in town.

Lillian was fidgeting nervously during the few seconds that Mr. Palmer�s musing lasted.

�Ok.Lillian, take off your clothes and hand them to me�

Lillian hesitated just for a second and then complied with the order. Mr. Palmer took the little garments and carefully put the shorts over his right leg, and over them he put her blouse. Then called Lillian and motioned her to put her pelvis over his right leg. She did and rested her torso over his left leg and put a hand in the sit and the other on the floor to gain some balance.

Lillian was very nervous, she had never been spanked in her life. Her late parents didn�t believe in corporal punishment.On the other side she had seen multiple spanking scenes in porno movies over the last few weeks, and she was biting her lower lip with both fear and anticipation.

Mr. Palmer seemed to be taking his time, maybe just enjoying the view of this firm young pretty ass, or maybe he was savoring Lillian�s edginess and tension.

He finally started with a spank at half strength. In spite of being waiting for it, Lillian was startled with the sensation of pain and humiliation, which was quickly reinforced by a series of distributed swats around both buttocks and by Mr. Palmer, �I hope this spanking teach you that you can�t go in life as an irresponsible little slut, and expect that using your body will get you free tickets to be a lazy little tramp� .

Lillian wished that the driver could not hear the spanking, it was too shameful already. But then the pain took over the place of the shame, her ass was on fire and she felt the desire to cry but she was decided to at least have that little victory of taking her punishment as an adult. On the other hand, the pain, the humiliation and the constant rubbing of her pussy against Mr. Palmer�s leg was getting her very wet. Fortunately for Mr. Palmer, he had covered it with Lillian�s clothes, otherwise his expensive suit pants would be stained by now.

By the20 swat, she was feeling her ass was like 200 degrees hot and was very tender already. The sensations and feelings of pain, arousal, and humiliation overwhelmed her brain. When her ordeal finally ended, she had managed to keep her tears mostly at bay, but her nose was flowing and she was an emotional mess.

He handed her a tissue to clean her nose. Which she did and was trying to compose herself when he said, �OK, now Lillian, show me what you are good at. Get on your knees in front of me�.

He then tossed Lillian wet clothes to the sit across and after checking that his pants didn�t got any stains he lowered them along with his trousers.

�Now do your job�,

Lillian took his cock in her hand and started stroking it slowly and licking it from time to time, all without much enthusiasm.

He then said, �No Lillian. I want to see what good use can your mouth have. We already know your hands are more less useful for cleaning, but don�t know about your mouth. It surely isn�tgood for speaking anything smart. I only have heard stammering pleads from it anyway. Put your hands behind your back and let�s see if your mouth can be useful for something�

Lillian blushed and complied , all this talk was getting her horny again. This time it was worse than the blowjob that she gave under his desk, this time she could feel his eyes looking at her degradation and he was constantly making orders.

�OK, lick my balls�. Now swallow it all� now look at me� there�. Good girl, keep doing it, but don�t forget to look at me every few seconds�

Lillian complied with every order, she was getting more worked up by the minute. She was specially humiliated and aroused the times that she made eye contact with him because it made impossible for her to abstract herself from her situation and think she was with a boyfriend or something. Eye contact broke any fantasies because she could clearly see the scorn of the elegantly dressed man and she had to return to the reality that she was only a toy for him.

She realized that she was no longer a raising star of the business world, but just a keeling naked slut sucking this man cock with her hands crossed behind her back. �At least I am not doing this with some low level man in an alley or something�, she thought and then reprehended herself for looking comfort in so lame achievement.

After ten minutes of expertly applied ministrations Mr. Palmer finally announced, �I am about to come Lillian, you are to swallow everything. I don�t want a single drop on my clothes or my body�

He was really close because just as he ended the phrase he started pumping jism inside Lillian�s mouth.She tried to catch everything but didn�t dare to swallow�, he noted amused that she had his cum in her mouth and said.

�OK, I see you want to savor it, well use a tissue to clean my cock�.

Lillian did it and he pulled his pants up and noticed that Lillian was grabbing some tissues.

�Don�t you dare to spill my cum on those tissues Lilly. You have to swallow it�

She turned to see him like begging and he said.

�OK. Lilly, I will concede you this wish. You may choose between spitting my come over your tits and then use the tissues to clean them or swallow it all�

She wanted to set a limit, to regain some little control.Even as dumb as it was, she thought that not swallowing would be a little victory, so she spit the cum all over her tits, but when she was reaching for the tissues he grabbed the box away and said.

�I got one last challenge for you, and if you do it I won�t fire you.�, Lillian turned to see him with amazement, �Wasn�t all of this enough?�, she thought bitterly.

He noticed her despair but ignored it and said, �You have to come before I reach my destination, otherwise you will be fired and I will part with the tissues box. I think we are maybe 5 or 7 minutes to arrive. And if you fake it, I will toss your clothes outside the window.

After a few seconds of shocked hesitation she started rubbing her pussy, tracing gentle circles around her clit, while looking at the ground.

�Look at me while you do it�

Lillian continued blushing bright red.

�At this pace you are not going to make it. Stop the shy act, we both know you are a slut, so put a good show for me, finger your pussy, caress your tits and don�t forget to look at me the whole time�

Lillian followed his orders, she started caressing her tits with one hand, practically smearing his cum mixed with her saliva all over her tits, while at the same time she started assaulting her own pussy with one and then two fingers. Her respiration was becoming short and fast. She inserted a third finger and was pumping furiously in spite of the shame caused by Mr. Palmer amused face, which nonetheless, once she was back in humiliation-arousal-frenzy only contributed to raise her horniness.

�I bet a slut like you must be wanting to have some sperm in your face. Don�t you?�

Lillian didn�t answered, she used her hand to grab as much cum from her tits as she could and then smeared it all over her face. The humiliating smell and the work of four fingers in her pussy finally made the magic and she came with an exploding orgasm while looking at Mr. Palmer in the eye.

She was still trembling when the car parked andMr. Palmer said, �Good girl, you are really good at making shows.�, Lillian felt and odd satisfaction at the compliment in spite of her rational mind reject.

�This is my stop�, said Mr. Palmer,� Here are your clothes and the tissues box. The driver will drop you at the next subway station so you can make your way home�

15 minutes later Lillian was�� boarding an almost empty subway wagon. She was exhausted, barefoot and in spite of all her efforts with the tissues she smelled of semen and her own juices that stained her blouse and shorts. Fortunately and thanks to the time of the day, she was able to arrive to Karen�s apartment without further incidents.