THESIS TOPIC 23
Part 3
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When she arrived to the apartment she used the key that Megan gave her in the morning to enter. She saw her suitcase over the wood trunk, and besides it, the padlock. She remembered her instructions but hesitated, she wanted to dress in decent clothes and have a little time to embrace herself and remember who she really was. And she didn�t want to put her dirty clothes inside the trunk, she could never explain the girls why they smelled of pussy juice and semen, it would be completely embarrassing. She decided to take a long shower first to relax a little bit and clear her mind.
In the shower the memories of the trip home were a torment for Lillian, random images of all the stares, and all the turning noses flashed in her mind. She felt so stressed, everybody looked down at her. She was used to be proud of her image, �and she had despised women that looked a lot more descent than she did on her way home.�� She realized with shame that she never had seen anybody looking so slutty and so cheap in the public transportation, she felt pretty embarrassed of her clothes and her lack of shoes.
But as the water washed down the dirt and the semen, she started to recover some confidence. She kept telling herself that she hadn�t changed, that it was just an act, just one more challenge that she was facing successfully in order to accomplish the goal of graduating with honors, in order to start a shining professional career.
With that certainty, she was more at ease, and she even started seeing the new episode with Mr. Palmer with other perspective. Little by little the regrets and self scolding were replaced by the conviction that it was the right thing to do, and with it the memories of her sexual pleasure were dominating all others.
She finished her shower and realized that there were only a couple of little hand towels to dry herself. �That must be another Megan�s idea so I can�t cover while they are out�.
She was thinking what she should do about her dirty clothes. In spite of having convinced herself that she certainly did the right thing, still the possibility of her sex act with Mr. Palmer to be discovered by Megan or Karen was more shameful than she could bear. She decided to get rid of the clothes, that way it would be as if it never happened.
She took her used clothes and put them in a plastic bag, then she put some shorts and a t-shirt and went out of the apartment carrying the bag. He looked for the dumpster and dumped her semen stained clothes there.
She returned to the apartment, feeling more at ease, like if that simple act would have erased her shameful behavior in Mr. Palmer�s limousine.� She took off her clothes and put them in the suitcase which she stored inside the wood trunk and then closed it using the padlock.
She felt a tight on her stomach, but only for a moment. She felt sexy being nude, and without anybody around, she could enjoy the moment without worries or having to hide her arousal. After a few minutes of leisure and playing around, she decided to do some work on her thesis.
She opened her pink notebook and out of habit she went to check her email. And right on top was an email from Megan, the subject was URGENT REPLY NEEDED. �Karen should have given her my address�, Lillian thought.
�Lilly,
I hope you see this email soon because I need your reply by 5:45PM, and I have no other way to reach you.
I am having a lot of trouble booking the studio for tomorrow,� a fellow photographer, Peter, says he needs to shoot some publicity photos for a new line of makeup aimed to high school girls and the manager says that he has the upper hand because I want the studio for personal use and he wants it for business.
This complication is probably a signal that we should wait a couple of weeks for your session. However, you did wonderful in the morning commute, I think you are getting closer and I see you so excited about the photo session that I am willing to fight for the studio if you really, really want to do it tomorrow.
If you really want it, you must comply with two conditions. First, I think I may convince Peter to do his session earlier, and faster if you agree to model for him, and to do it for free. He will simply photograph you in a series of teen clothes while you are wearing the new line of makeup. It would also be useful as a warm up session for your nude photos. The session is for a �proof of concept�,� Peter�s people will do a draft of the publicity campaign and when they get the approval of the client, they will most probably do the shooting with a professional model.
The second condition is that you prove me that you are ready to do this. Peter will probably help me in the nude photo session as well, he is an expert anyway, but I don�t want to make ridicule if you freak out at the last moment.
If you want me to do this, find my camera in the kitchen table and follow this instructions:
1.����������� Send me proof that you complied with your �dressing� rules. (don�t forget to show yourself naked and the closed padlock).
2.����������� Take the memory card of the camera and use your computer to browse the photos I took yesterday. Choose the� 3� that arouses you the most.
3.����������� Make a powerpoint presentation with those 3 photos, one page per photo, put the photo on the left and on the right, put your comments of why that particular photo aroused you, followed by some fake comments that male viewers could have done if they saw the photo. Try to be realistic, you may browse amateur sites to understand how men comment.�� Then send me the presentation by email, if it impress Peter and me, I will surely get the studio.
I hope to see your email soon.
Megan�.
Lillian felt ditzy, it was already 4:30PM. �Why it is so difficult to get this stupid studio session. And now that stupid Megan wants to show my pictures to that man, and not only that, they want me to comment them,� it could not be more shameful�. She thought bitterly.� For a moment she fell in despair, she had betted all to this strategy. She needed those studio photos to gain some time and be able to finish her thesis, not to mention to avoid being accused of academic fraud. She was revolving in self pity, �After all that I have done, after all the sacrifices, to fail when I was so close�.�, Then she composed herself and realized that she had not fail yet, it was only another obstacle to overcome. She won�t give up her chances without fighting.
�I will get that studio session no matter what�, she said to herself trying to get the courage.
Once she convinced herself that she will impress them, she realized that she had very little time. She took the camera and practically ran to the living room. She put the camera over a chair and turned it over to take a portrait picture, started the camera timer� and ran to sit at the edge of the trunk, with her legs wide open, her pussy just a few inches above the closed padlock. She put her hands behind her back and smiled shyly at the camera.
She returned to the kitchen table and started to browse the photos, first she tried to do it quickly without giving them too much thinking, but then realized that Megan will know if she chose the photos at random, so she started to analyze one by one trying to find the ones that aroused her. She was gently rubbing her naked pussy while slowly scrolling thru the photos. After 20 minutes she made her decision and started to write her thoughts about the first one. It was a photo of her in the kitchen table, she was sat on the tall bench that let her pussy a few inches over the level of the table, she was almost stranding the bench so her pussy was wide open and was shinning with her juices, She was in the center and Karen and Megan were by her sides. The photo was taken with the timer.
Lillian thought for a minute to invent some lame excuse of why the photo aroused her but she realized that she had no time to invent anything and probably Megan will know anyway, so she started typing.
�This photo is so arousing to me because, here I was completely naked and showing my obvious arousal� while these nicely dressed women discussed business and other important issues that I did not understood at all,� I felt like a total bimbo, they were speaking about interesting things and�� all that I could think on was my horniness and that I wanted desperately to touch myself. I felt so small being naked and ignored in front of those professional women, but feeling inferior only added to my arousal. I would have masturbated right there if they would have signaled me to do it�.
She realized that she was horny as hell but it was almost 5:00 PM and she still needed to comment other two pictures and invent male commentaries for the three of them.� �There is no way that I could finish this on time, unless I could��, she had what she thought was a brilliant idea. She got her photo editor and quickly edited black boxes over all the faces visible on the three photos then uploaded them to her thread on that amateur site.� She was thinking how to get comments and finally typed,
�Please comment my photos, I really need to know what you think about them.�, then she bitted her lower lip and continued, �If I get at least 3 comments on each of the photos in the next 30 minutes, I will post my face here in the next few days�.
She didn�t really plan to fulfill her promise but she needed to motivate them otherwise she won�t have the comments on time.
She then closed her browser and returned to the next picture. She blushed, it was too shameful. For a moment she thought about choosing another but she really didn�t have the time. She remembered that photo quite well, Megan had asked her to look for a remote control under the couch. In the photo she was on her knees, her body parallel to the couch, her right cheek was on the rug and she was looking under the couch. Her ass was high and her knees were more than foot apart. Her face was very close to Karen�s shoe and Karen portrayed a smirk while looking at her naked kneeling figure. The photo was taken from behind and it showed clearly her asshole as well as her red and wet pussy.
The photo ashamed and aroused Lillian who commented, �This photo excites me because I am completely exposed and available, my ass and pussy is on display and both holes look ready� for some action� and well� again my nakedness while the other girls are completely dressed�. Lillian hesitated, there was another reason and a part of her told her that she had written enough but another part, the horny part, really wanted to write more, to write the main reason why this photo was so hot for her. After very little hesitation she continued, �and it looks like I am on my knees worshiping this nice lady shoe while she is mocking me. I would have really liked to lick her shoe, to take orders from her��. By then Lillian was breathing hard, fortunately she was almost finishing her powerpoint presentation.
She took the last photo and pasted it in the presentation. It was the photo she had just taken of herself and the padlocked trunk. �I like this photo because it shows the trunk and the padlock that hold my clothes. I don�t even have a key, so I can�t even make this little decision of getting dressed. If there is an emergency I would have to run naked to the street.�, she saw the picture once again and added, �And I like how I look with my hands behind my back. I can fantasy that I am cuffed and that a person holds the key, maybe the same girl that have the trunk key, maybe another, so I have to follow their orders just to be able to dress again�.
She stopped right then because she realized that she was not only saying too much but also she was getting so horny that she was openly masturbating by then.
�You must focus on the task girl. Otherwise you are not going to make it on time�
She returned to the amateur site and found a lot of comments, she excluded the ones that just asked to see her face and copy pasted some of them to the presentation. Most of the comments were pretty rude, thinks like, �I will fuck that asshole until It no longer looks so small and cute� or
�How come such a slut have respectable friends?� or �No matter if you have small tits, your asshole and pussy look like a great playground�
She instinctively touched her breast, suddenly insecure of her body, �At least I have a good ass�, she thought, but then scolded herself. �And what do I care what those bastards think of my body�. She continued pasting comments, she didn�t have the time to edit them, and the rudeness of the objectifying comments were making her horny. She closed the presentation and sent her to Megan.
It was still 5 minutes before the limit that Megan had set. For the first time in the last few weeks Lillian got a feeling of accomplishment. She had made it, she had been challenged and she had overcome the obstacles.
Then her apprehension returned as she remembered clearly the shameful file that she had just created and sent. Who knows who will see it. At least Megan and that Peter. She cringed, �He will think that I am complete slut�, she thought wit shame.
She decided to try to regain some control, she will avoid masturbation from then on, she must prove herself that she wasn�t a slut, she was only acting. She pondered the possibility of working in her thesis, but she knew that in her aroused state she shouldn�t be close to a computer. Nowadays she rarely could be in front of it for more than 10 minutes before start browsing porn. So she prepared herself some sandwiches and went to watch TV.
She was bored to dead, afternoon TV sucks, well it sucks worse than night TV, and little by little her hand traveled to her pubic area and she was lightly tracing circles around her pussy when the phone rang and startled her.
�Hello?�, she said with an insecure voice.
��Lilly how are you? You sound a little weird�
�I am Fine�, she said composing her voice and trying to think straight.
�Please tell Megan that after work I will go to a bar with some friends from the office, so don�t wait for me to have diner, I should be there by 11:00�.
She felt very self conscious having that normal conversation naked with her pussy shinning with her juices.
�Ok. I will tell her�. It�s that all?�, she said trying to sound natural.
�Oh yes, you may return to whatever you were doing�, said Karen giggling, which added to Lillian embarrassment.
�I bet she knows what I am doing�, she thought ashamed after she hung the phone, but then she reassured herself, �Well, if she thinks that, she is wrong, I was just checking some bumps down there, and I can go for ages without touching myself�.
So she was determined to be there and watch TV and put any sexual thought out of her mind. She tried to concentrate her attention on the game show but she quickly drifted and soon she was asleep. She was having the strangest most humiliating and arousing dreams while unconsciously� rubbing her pussy when a loud sound startled her. The sound repeated several times until her foggy mind realized that somebody was knocking at the door. The adrenalin quickly got her to her senses.
��What am I going to do? What if it is the landlord or something?�
She approached the door and tried to hear because it didn�t have peephole or a nearby window. She was very nervous when a new louder knock almost gave her a heart attack.
�Who� is it?�, she said, her voice trembling a little. She felt pretty nervous.
�It�s me, Megan. Who did you expect, the bogyman ? Open the door silly�
Lillian was about to do it, but then realized that her hand smelled of her own juices and her pussy was very wet and shinny. It was shameful to be naked in front of that fully dressed girl, but to be so obviously aroused by it was a lot more shameful.
�Wait� I�ll be here in a minute��, she said� and ran to the bathroom. �How I wish to have pubic hair, at least my arousal won�t be so noticeable�. She thought while quickly drying her pussy with toilet paper. After few minutes she was opening the door, she had also washed her hands and felt a little more confident.
Megan entered the house. She was a little annoyed, �Why did it take you so long to open the door?�
�I� I needed to pee��, she said.
Megan was suspecting that something was wrong and she misinterpreted Lillian�s nervousness. �Did you just get undressed?�
�No, of course no!�, she said sincerely, �I sent you a probing picture, didn�t you get it?�
�Yes I did, still there is something weird. Well, let�s see�
Megan pulled a key from her purse and opened the padlock. She pulled out� Lillian�s suitcase and told her, �OK, show me the clothes that you were wearing this morning�.
Lillian blushed bright red, she hadn�t expected that. She began slowly rummaging thru her slutty clothes, trying to find something that resembled that morning outfit. She shyly showed Megan what she thought was the most similar outfit.
�That is not the outfit. You lied to me, you maybe just got undressed when I arrived and� hid you clothes somewhere in the house and I am very disappointed, I must call Peter�
�No. Really, I was naked�Those clothes are not in the house� I throw them away�
Now Megan was curious. �Where are them then?�
�They in the dumpster of the building�
�And why did you throw them away? And don�t lie to me, one more lie and our deal is over�
Lillian felt trapped, she was blushing bright red, �because they smelled�, she said in a very low voice.
�Smelled of what?�
Lillian swallowed, she was very uncomfortable having to make this confession completely naked to a fully dressed woman.
�They smelled� of sex�. Male�.. semen you know and of me�.�, she said in a very low voice, completely ashamed, her sight cast at the floor.
Megan was pretty amused with that but didn�t said a word, she just got a t-shirt from Lillian�s clothes and tossed it to her.
�Go get them!�, she said.
Lillian put the t-shirt and was waiting for a skirt or some pants.
�NOW!�, said Megan.
And Lillian marched outside without even asking for the rest of her clothes.
The t-shirt covered just her pussy and left maybe half of her ass visible.
Lillian wanted to run, but she knew she will be showing a lot by doing that. So she simply walked as fast as she could while tugging her t-shirt down,� her attitude only made more obvious to the casual observer that she wasn�t wearing anything under her waist.
She arrived to the dumpster and looking around she found a wooden box. She stepped over it and opened the trash container door. It smelled awful, but on the top she recognized the plastic bag with her clothes. The bin was almost half empty, so she had to bend over her waist to reach it, she realized that her t-shirt had rod well above her waist. Out of reflex she tried to get straight while pulling her t-shirt down and just barely avoided to hit her head with the container door. She cursed herself for her stupidity. She felt very nervous and turned her head one way and another trying to know if somebody had seen her bare ass. She didn�t see anybody but there was traffic in the street just a few meters from where she was.
She inhaled deeply and bent again, and resisted her urge to pull her t-shirt down or stand up. This time she reached the bag and got down from the dumpster.� She was sure that she had exposed her ass and bare pussy completely.� She looked around with dread and hope, but when she heard some adolescent giggles, she ran back to the apartment not wanting to see who had seen her charms.
When she entered the living room, Megan was still very stern and said.
�OK, give me your t-shirt and put your clothes in this clean bag.�, Lillian complied and threw the other bag to the trashcan.
Megan inhaled, �Yuck! It smells of sex indeed�, and then giggled.
Lillian felt both relieved and ashamed by Megan�s mood change.
Megan then turned serious and said to Lillian, �To have clothes smelling like this is indeed very shameful for decent girls, people could think they are sluts .But what did we talk about porno models �
Lillian hesitated but then she thought, �Just one more day of this shit and I will have the studio photos that will save my career, then I will stop this girl, but for now I have to give her what she wants�
Still ashamed Lillian replied, �They need to accept that people think they are sluts�
�Exactly. And you are not accepting it, even when this smell� tell me that� you behaved like one. Who was the lucky one, your boss?�
�Yes it was�my bosses� boss�, she said ashamed.
�Wow! I bet you are going to get a promotion!�
Lillian remained quiet, so Megan asked, �Or did you make a big mistake, in your job?�
Lillian softly nodded.
�Well, at least you kept your job, don�t you�
Lillian nodded again, �How can this girl read me so easily?�, she thought with despair.
�OK. That�s my slut. I am proud you use your body to help you career. You just don�t have to hide it�
Lillian blushed bright red with shame. She had always despised women that used their charms to advance their career, and to think that now she had done degrading things just to keep a maid job. She shivered and tried to push the idea out of her mind,� fortunately Megan didn�t wait for her to talk and said,
�Well, now that we have cleared this misunderstanding let me tell you that Peter and I were delighted with your presentation. We already made some plans for your session tomorrow. Are you happy Lillian?�
Lillian, was overwhelmed, after all her fighting for the studio session, it was now finally a sure thing. Of course now she was feeling tense and frightened, and completely humiliated by the image that she was portraying to that pair,� but she simply smiled and said, �Yes Megan, thank you�
�Still we have to deal with this �slut shame� of you.�, Megan rummaged thru Lillian�s clothes and brought a little black short and a small white tube top, and put them inside the dirty clothes bag, then closed the bag with a knot and stored it inside the suitcase.
�That will be your clothes for tomorrow. They probably smell by then, but you�ll wear them proudly, to probe yourself that you can accept� that� people think you are a slut�
Lillian nodded mesmerized, she was thinking if she could really accept that. Many persons really think now that she is a slut, Jean, her boss,� Mr. Palmer, his driver, Megan, the readers of the amateur forum, the people in the subway that morning, and that afternoon. She felt overwhelmed, anybody that she had met in the last few weeks thinks she is a slut.� She just hopped that Karen didn�t think the same.
�OK, Lillian, to help you deal with that faster, I will call you slut from now on. In no time you will no feel the word as an insult but as another way to call you�
Lillian remained quiet.
�OK. Slut, let�s have some dinner�
Lillian shivered but didn�t say a thing. The dinner was pretty uneventful except for having to answer every time Megan called her slut. Which made her angered, humiliated and oddly aroused.
Half an hour later they were watching TV when Megan pulled something out of her handbag. It was a pair of leather cuffs, from one of then hung a padlock with it�s key.
�Do you wana play?�, said Megan.
Lillian blushed. She knew she had said too much in that damn presentation. She tried to get out of the situation, �I am not� not really in the mood right now�
Lillian felt very nervous and part of her was aroused by the idea.
�It looks to me like you want to play Slut�
Lillian sensing the direction in which Megan was looking closed her legs.
�You are breaking the rules slut�, said Megan giggling.
Lillian opened her legs to the desired width and looked down.
�So you want to play, don�t you?�, said Megan
Lillian remained quiet.
�OK. So you are again ashamed to show me that you are a slut in spite that I already know. I think it is useless, you are not ready for tomorrow�
�No! Please� I want to play�, she said
�I know you are dying to play, your pussy tells the whole story. A real slut will beg me to play instead of acting as if I were the one that wanted to do it�
Lillian felt ditzy and confused, she didn�t know what to say but she was getting horny. �Please Megan, could we play?�
�I don�t know. You don�t sound that interested�
Lillan swallowed what remained of her pride and begged
�Please, Megan, I want to feel how is to be cuffed, to be naked and really unable to even cover myself�
�Do you really want that?�
�Yes�, said Lillian, this time was being sincere even when she didn�t fully admitted it to herself.
�OK. If you want to play that much, you�ll need to convince me. After all I am not a slut, I don�t play these games, What will you give me if I play with you?�
��What?....�, that was completely unexpected, �What do you want?�, said Lillian.
�I don�t know, you may give me some clothes�
�I don�t have many clothes, and I don�t have anything nice enough for you�, It was very humiliating, but all of her current clothes were well below in class what that former porno model would wear.
�Yes, you are right, but still I want you to make some sacrifice. Tell you what, I will play with you if you give me your underwear, all of it�.
Lillian was mesmerized and her pussy was dripping like a faucet. �I can go for more underwear to the storage, I just need to organize a trip with Karen next weekend. I need more clothes and shoes anyway. Still I need a set for my visit to Ms. Barbara this thursday �, she thought and said, �Ok, deal, I will keep one set and give you the rest�
�No deal slut. If you want it, you must pay in full�
Lillian was confused, she didn�t remember why she was bargaining, she just know she had to do it, her pussy wanted it and her foggy mind tried to convince herself that it was also needed to have the photo session the next day.
�Ok. Deal�
�Get them out of the suitcase while I look for something� , said Megan and marched to her room.
Lillian pulled the three underwear sets that she had and shivered. She hoped to convince Megan to gave them back at the end of the game.
�Ok. Said Megan, take this scissors and cut all the underwear into little pieces and put them inside this cloth bag�
Lillian was shocked, she wouldn�t have a chance to talk Megan out of the deal after they had �played�, but it was too late to negotiate or something.� She slowly cut all of her underwear and she realized that she will have to go without wearing a bra or panty to college in a couple of days in order to show Ms. Barbara naked pictures of herself taken in Megan�s studio. Lillian shivered with shame.
�Thanks slut�, said Megan while closing a plastic zipper of the small cloth bag, �This will make a lovely travel pillow�, she said putting the pillow under her neck, �the stuffing is perfect�.
Lillian blushed and remained quiet.
�OK, now I will comply with my part of the deal�, said Megan and Lillian shivered with arousal, shame and anticipation.
Megan cuffed Lillian�s hands behind her back and closed the padlock, and then surprisingly, she used a small belt to tie Lillian�s elbows together, so her arms were now completely useless.
Lillian felt a rush of fear and horniness and her respiration became short and fast.
Megan took the cuff�s key and dropped it in her handbag while looking amused at Lillian, �Should I keep this key or should I hand it to Karen?�
�No please!�, said Lillian.
Megan understood that Lillian didn�t want her cousin involved, still she found her own teases very funny.
�OK. How do you feel slut?�
�Fine�, said Lillian, not knowing what more to say.
�Just fine, after all that you begged for this, I thought you�d be horny. Oh � I get it ! It is still not enough for you�
Lillian said, �no, I am already horny, really�,
Of course Megan could see her dripping pussy, but she didn�t acknowledge Lillian�s words and said,
�Ok. Slut, sit on the center of the couch.� Now put your right foot here over the couch�
Reluctantly Lillian complied
Megan pulled leather cuff with a metal ring out of her handbag and closed it around her right ankle,� She then pulled her right leg back and right and using another little belt she tied the ring to the back of the wooden armrest of the couch. She repeated the same operation with Lillian�s left leg, and pulled Lillian�s hips to the edge of the couch. Lillian was wide open, she felt very exposed and horny. Megan was giggling happily and used another small belt and tied it around Lillian�s eyes as a very effective blindfold.
Lillian was almost hyperventilating. She felt the breeze in her asshole and pussy, she was wide open and she was really unable to cover herself in anyway. Megan giggled and put a chair in front of the couch and after a couple of minutes of anticipation when Lillian could hear Megan�s breath very close to her, she finally touched Lillian.
First her hand traveled to Lillian�s tummy. Lillian felt the touch electric. Her mind was in a roller coaster, her senses were in overdrive and she could not think clearly anymore. Little by little her hornyness and her pussy filled her mind completely.� She wanted desperately that Megan�s hand went down or at least up, her breathing didn�t conceal her excitement at all.
Megan�s hand finally traveled up and started caressing Lillian�s perky tits, her nipples were hard and her breathing was more noticeable than ever. Lillian didn�t stop her, so Megan feel encouraged and approached her face to Lillian�s. Lillian felt Megan�s breath very near her own nose and she emitted an almost inaudible moan. Megan kissed her in the mouth, first lightly and then gradually harder until she was using a lot of tongue, meanwhile her hands alternate between sweetly caressing Lillian�s tits and viciously squeezing them or pulling her nipples.
Lillian was drowning in the wave of sensations, then Megan�s hand traveled down, but when she was about to touch Lillian�s pussy, she retired it a little. Lillian tried to push her hips up, but the bondage didn�t allowed her much, still Megan found extremely erotic both that effort and the little acute sounds that Lillian was making.
Megan was all worked up too, but she was experienced enough to want her fun last more. So she stood up and said, �I need something from the grocery store before it closes. I�ll be back soon, don�t go anywhere slut�, she said giggling.
�Please��, Lillian managed to say before hearing the front door opening and closing, Leaving her� very frustrated and very frightened. As the minutes passed, the fear was overwhelmed with the frustration as she was trying to move her hips in a vain search for some kind of stimulation.
20 minutes later, she was startled by the door opening and closing. She was bathed in sweat from all her struggling.
�Megan?�, she said in a low, trembling voice.
She didn�t receive any answer. She just sensed that the person was approaching her and finally sat in the chair in front of her. She felt very nervous and full of anticipation, she felt a couple of fingers pinching her right nipple. She squealed. Then she felt the same in the left nipple and tried to pull back but she couldn�t.
�Megan is it you?�, she repeated.
She tried to recognize the odor, or the touch, but the person was not as close and the hand contact was not more than a couple of fingers pinching, still she sensed that it was a woman.
�K�K..Karen?�, she said, hopping that she wasn�t. She could never live it if Karen saw her like this.
The hand rubbed Lillian�s hair, like you�d do with a little kid, leaving her hair in disarray. Now Lillian was sure that it was a woman. She then felt a touch in her tits and nipples, it wasn�t a hand this time, it felt like rubber or something. She could feel the rubber thing touching lightly her nipples and tracing circles around them.
Little by little, Lillian started to put her fears aside, and let her arousal grow. She then felt the rubber thing start to travel down, she felt it tracing circles around her navel, teasing her. Then after a few tormenting minutes, it finally restarted it�s travel down. When it touched her clit, the feeling was electric, she let a loud moan.
The person played with the rubber dildo outside Lillian�s pussy for a while. Lillian finally stopped trying to guess who the girl was, she simply immersed herself in the pleasurable sensations, she was getting more and more aroused. Her mouth was now permanently open, her lips forming a small o. After a few minutes, Lillian was longing to have the rubber thing inside her. She was pushing her hips upwards as much as she could, trying to be penetrated, much to the amusement of the girl that was teasing her.
Finally there was a pause, the person got up from the chair and walked away. Lillian tried to hear what was going on, she then sensed that someone was approaching, �Is the same person, or another?�, she thought with apprehension. Part of her didn�t care, she just wanted somebody to finish the job, to make her come.
�Do you want this slut?�, said Megan cheerfully while rubbing Lillian�s pussy with the dildo.
Lillian felt relieved to hear Megan�s voice, but still she feared that somebody else was there.
�It�s anybody else here, Megan?�
�Do you want me to tell you or do you want me to fuck you?, you have to choose because I won�t do both�
Lillian hesitated, she wanted to know, but if Karen was there she was already too ashamed. She thought that Megan was just playing with her mind. She tried to concentrate but Megan was teasing her clit with the dildo, just gently touching it and then circling it around.
Megan said, �And why do you care? A slut doesn�t care who sees her, a slut just wants her pleasure, she already knows that everybody thinks that she is a slut anyway�
Megan continued teasing her for a few minutes until Lillian could no longer resist and said, �please��
�What do you want slut? Do you want me to fuck you?�
Lillian slowly nodded, her face was red with embarrassment but she was definitely horny.
�So you don�t care if Karen is here?�
Lillian negated with her head, she was too worked up to be able to talk.
Megan laughed, �That is what I thought�, she said.
Megan pushed the dildo inside Lillian�s pussy, �I bet this photos and video will be your new favorites�, said Megan while pumping the dildo inside and out with a steady rhythm. Megan was enjoying the barely audible high pitch noises that Lillian was making out of excitement.
Megan enjoyed those sounds a lot more than the noisy moans and even screams of some occasional lovers. Megan found the whole situation thrilling and amazing. She was experienced and she could see beyond Lillian�s slutty and cheap clothes,� she realized that Lillian�s always seemed to be fighting against her natural shyness and modesty, but nonetheless she was a very sexual creature and that was probably the real cause of her cute determination to enter the porno industry.
Lillian was on the verge of coming, but Megan was expertly reading her and pulled the dildo out and said, �You are definitely a good fuck, now open your mouth, let�s see your sucking skills�
Lillian�s mouth was already opened, so Megan had no problem inserting the dildo there. Lillian was shocked, she was disgusted to have to taste her own juices, but at the same time she was extremely aroused and wanted desperately to come. So she didn�t protest as Megan face fucked her for a while and then alternated fucking her pussy and her mouth with the same dildo. She will pump three or four times in her pussy, then she will make Lillian lick the dildo for a while and she will push it inside her mouth reaching to her throat a few times and finally return the attention to Lillian�s pussy.
Megan was in a trance herself. Normally she would be naked and eating the girl by now, but she was enjoying her power over that young girl. She had played power games in the past with a couple of male lovers, but she� had never felt this. She felt the power of having this girl totally at her mercy, and so willing to do whatever she commanded her.� She realized that she had never met a girl so truly submissive as Lillian.
Lillian�s heat started to rise again, and in spite of the constant travel of the dildo between her pussy and mouth, she was very close to coming.
Megan said, �Imagine your friends and old classmates looking at this video�,
Lillian conjured the image and blushed with shame, for a moment
�Who was your most hated classmate?�
�Mark�, she said without much thinking. The misogynist bastard had always found the way to made her mad.
�Imagine Mark seeing this video�
Lillian shivered slightly.
�He would know that you are a big slut. Imagine your favorite teacher looking at the video, that would be something. Or your boss, maybe he will get some ideas for your next meeting�
Lillian trembled, but her reaction was more associated with her out of control lust than with her fear or shame. The idea of Mr. Palmer seeing her like that, strangely contributed to her horniness.
A couple of pumps more and she came with an explosion. It was quite an event, even restricted as she was by her bonds, her back arched, and all of her muscles tensed, in probably the best orgasm of Lillian�s life.�
She then fell in a slumber, all of her energy drained. Some time later she woke up and found that she was untied. She made a dash to the bathroom and then listened Lillian and Karen talking.
She just hopped that Karen hadn�t seen her tied. Somehow if Karan saw her, it would make it real, otherwise she could pretend that it never happened. Karen was the only person that knew that she wasn�t a slut, so her opinion was quite important for Lillian.
She laid on the sofa and started a restless sleep. She was too tired to think, she just wanted to have her studio photos and then she will reroute her life again, she will take the command of her life again. She tried to minimize all that she had been thru in just a single day. She had somehow coped with� being fondled in the subway and having sucked Mr. Palmer�s cock, but with this last stunt with Megan, she could not avoid to feel that she had passed a tipping point, that there would be no easy way back.
At some late hour in the night she convinced herself that there was no point in thinking too much about it until she had the studio photos, then she could do all the introspection that she needed.
The next day she awoke and realized with satisfaction that both girls have already departed. She took a shower and decided to dress decently to have a little rest from all that craziness.� She had just a couple of jeans, so she put one, and a t-shirt. The jeans were uncomfortable without a panty and the t-shirt didn�t conceal her nipples at all. A few weeks ago she wouldn�t have been cached dead in an outfit like that but now she felt more decent than ever.
She smiled to herself and then she saw the kitchen clock, it was past her entry hour. �Oh no my boss is going to kill me, she will tell Mr. Palmer and I will be fried�. She realized that her boss will be angrier when she realized that she won�t bring her dress back.� She took her other jeans and her best t-shirt and put them in the backpack along with the smelling slutty ensemble that Megan chose for her the previous night, it would be handy to fulfill with Mr. Palmer�s rules.
The ride to work was mostly unremarkable. She used the bus, at some point some young guy stared her chest, and she realized that her nipples were poking the blouse. She felt embarrassed,
�I should have put the slutty tube top under my t-shirt, that way my nipples wouldn�t be so visible. I could have also used the tiny shorts as panties too. Why couldn�t I have thought of it before? Am I becoming some kind of dumb bimbo?�.
She crossed her hands in front of her chest, still she felt oddly disappointed when the young guy seeing her discomfort looked other way.
When she arrived to her work she managed to sneak into the locker room and change into her slutty clothes. She left her backpack inside one locker and went to work. She didn�t see her boss, and she felt relieved. She mopped some floors and swept others without much conviction or enthusiasm, her mind constantly wandering to the strangest fantasies. She soon she reached the exit hour.
She went immediately� to the locker room and took a shower. She really wanted to dress again in her decent clothes, but she wanted to be clean first. She was deliberating if she should put her slutty clothes under her street clothes, they would help her modesty but they were well sweated and she was already clean.
When she exited the showers she found Ms. Maria waiting for her.
�You were late again Lilly�
Lillian felt insecure, this woman could have her fired, and the fact that she was wearing nothing but a small towel that didn�t fully covered her pussy nor her tits didn�t help at all.
��I� I am � sorry Ms. Maria� there was an accident.. and the bus� well it won�t happen again� I promise�
�Listen Lilly. You are behaving like an irresponsible little girl, and I won�t put with your laziness anymore�.�, she was about to start scolding that girl, but she didn�t really have time.
�Well, where is the dress that I lent you yesterday?�
�I� well�I lost it�, said Lillian in a very low voice, and she felt quite stupid saying that.
�What kind of bimbo loses her clothes?�, said Ms. Maria now her anger was raising.
�I�m sorry. I brought one of my best outfits in replacement�, she said while pulling� out of her backpack the jeans and t-shirt that she brought for her. She felt a hole in her stomach while giving them, after all that outfit was now like half of her decent wardrobe, but she convinced herself that the next day she will ask Karen for the keys to the warehouse facility where her possessions were stored, so she could recover a few decent outfits.�
Her thoughts were interrupted by Maria, �This won�t do. These are used clothes, and the dress was something special�, the reality was that her daughter didn�t like the dress in the first place, she was going to try to fix it to make her wear it, and her daughter had been pestering her for weeks, asking for some jeans. She noticed that there was other normal outfit in the backpack, jeans and a t-shirt and she thought. �She came ready to bargain�
�Well, give me both outfits and I will take it as a payment for my daughter�s dress�,
Seeing Lillian�s hesitation she added, �And I won�t report your new tardiness to Mr. Palmer if you also give me those flat shoes that you were wearing�
�Deal�, said Lillian reluctantly.
When she was walking to the bus stop she felt defeated. �What is happening to me?�, she thought bitterly.
�I couldn�t negotiate even with that low class woman. She must think I am a total Bimbo, Shit! I was planning to have a little normalcy after yesterday and now look at me. These shorts are way too short and too tight and this tube top doesn�t even cover my shoulders nor my stomach. And it makes my tits look smaller�, she scolded herself for the last thought that seemed to come from nowhere.
�And barefoot again, I feel so cheap�, she thought. �And those were my last pair of shoes, if I can�t sneak into Karen or Megan�s room I will have to go to the studio appointment barefoot. That man already thinks I am a cheap slut, now he will just ratify the impression, shit!�
For some reason the opinion of that stranger matter to her, even when she knew whatever good impression she could have made if she showed to the session wearing decent clothes, would be erased after she posed for the nude session.
She felt depressed and anxious, she knew she needed a fix. So she turned at a corner and walked to the subway station instead.
The subway station was mildly crowded. She took the train downtown instead of taking the route 8 that would have taken her faster to Karen and Megan�s apartment. The downtown route was� more crowded as she expected.
She was waiting for her train when a group of teenagers arrived to the boarding platform. They were just a couple of boys and five girls, but they were very noisy. They talked very loud almost shouting and they frequently exploded in burst of laughs. They all looked low class and to Lillian�s eyes, they seemed like young gang members or something. The girls definitely looked slutty and trashy but Lillian realized with shame that they still looked way more respectable than herself.�
Lillian soon felt several teenagers approaching her and she became nervous, and a little bit scared.� She regretted her poor decision, she should have taken the bus, but it was already too late. She was also full with expectations, somehow she found the presence of those loud teenagers both intimidating and exciting, her shorts already showed a wet spot.
Several girls reviewed Lillian from head to toe, like sizing the competition or maybe sampling the goods. A latin girl said to her friends while pointing at Lillian, �Hey, look! white meat!�, everybody else laughed.
Lillian cast her eyes at the floor. She was too nervous to talk.
The Latin girl was now standing in front of Lillian. Her big tits almost touching Lillian�s small ones.
�Do you like the view?�, said the girl playfully.
Lillian indeed liked and envied the girls tits but she remained quiet and just turned her head to look somewhere else.
�Hey, the slut is a shy one. Could you believe it?�, she said to her friends.
One of her friends said laughing, �hey Tina give the girl a break you lesbo�
But Tina ignored her and continued talking to Lillian, �What�s your name girl?�
Lillian remained quiet and looking away.
�Where are your shoes girl?�
Lillian didn�t reply, she wanted to go, but she was frozen.
The girl pressured her body to Lillian�s and said, �I am talking to you slut�.
Lillian felt intimidated even when the tone was still playful, �I� I.. lost them�
�My oh my, here we have a sloppy slut who can�t even take care of her shoes�.
Lillian blushed, but that girl body contact was having other effects in her.
�You can�t travel barefoot in the subway. It is forbidden and it is not safe. I think I should report you to that guard�
�No, please�, said Lillian with apprehension. It would be too shameful and she didn�t have the time for that.
�Tell you what, I can lend you a pair of flip flops that I have on my back pack, but you have to do something for me�
�What� what do you want?�
�I want you to show me your goods�, she said blatantly.
�What?�
�oh, there is the policeman, maybe I should call him. It is for your own safety�
�No, please��
�Officer�, said the girl, but not loud enough for the police to hear her.
�Ok. I�ll do it�
�That�s the spirit. Here have these flip flops, and walk with me�
Just then the train arrived and the girl�s friends boarded giggling, all amused by the strange way of flirting of their lesbian friend, and by the frightened but excited face of her young conquest. Just one latin boy remained in the platform.
Lillian looked at the wagon longingly before meekly following the girl to the bathroom. The girl was maybe 20 or 21 and was probably Lillian�s height but she was wearing high heels, and Lillian had her sight cast at the floor, so the olive skinned girl looked much taller. Not to mention that she looked more mature. They were followed from afar by the latin boy.
When they arrived to the bathrooms, they found three doors, one for women, one for men, and one labeled family, Tina smiled seeing that door and entered there.
The bathroom had a single toilet, a single lavatory with a big mirror and a table to change diapers, all in a space of around 10� by 8� and it was cleaner than Lillian expected.
�OK�, said the girl, �My name is Tina. Here is the deal, first give me back my flip flops�
Lillian hesitated, she was repulsed by the idea of being barefoot in a public bathroom, no matter if it looked reasonably clean. Still she found it hard to contradict that dominant girl, so after a little pause she gave them back.
�What�s your name?�
�Lilly�, Lillian didn�t know where that came from, maybe she was too ashamed, and preferred to use her �slut name�.
�OK Lilly. Now let�s see those tities of yours�
Lillian blushed, but she was getting hornier and she wanted to end this stunt soon, otherwise she may lose control. She pulled her top up and showed her tits to Tula.
�Hey Lilly, you have nice tits ! They are very perky, very nice. Let me see them better, hand me your top�
Lillian was mesmerized and it looked that she was becoming more and more obedient, so she complied.
�This top doesn�t flatter you. You would do better with a tank top or a tied up blouse, something that show that your tits are small but firm and can go without a bra without dropping. This top only make you look smaller.
Lillian felt a little bit awkward at the comment.
�Now take off your shorts�.
�What?�, said Lillian surprised.
�You promised to show me your goods�
Lillian blushed, she had thought that her �goods� were her tits, but it seemed that she agreed to more than she thought. Still she wanted to do it fast, she was becoming hornier by the minute and she really wanted to go home and masturbate.
She peeled her tight shorts and then handed them to Tina who had an enormous smile. Tina was also getting horny, she could not believe her luck. She was not normally attracted to white girls, but this one looked so cute, so vulnerable, and in contrast with her attire, so innocent, and to her surprise she seemed to be so willing to obey her.
Tina said amused, �I see that you don�t believe in underwear�, while tucking Lillian�s clothes in her� handbag, which made Lillian shiver with fear and arousal. She was also amazed that all that she was wearing fit easily in the small handbag.
Tina then turned to Lillian and said, �Wow girl! I love your pussy, so hairless, so juvenile. And what an ass!��
Lillian blush was brighter than ever, she was looking at the floor. It felt awkward to be completely nude and be complimented by a fully dressed young lesbian.
The next few minutes Lillian was made to turn and bend in positions devised to show her �goods� to the max. At some point she realized that she was becoming so worked up that she needed to end the game immediately or she would lose control. Just the thought of coming in front of Tina was extremely embarrassing.
Lillian reunited her strength and said, �Please Tina, I already showed you enough. Now hand me my clothes, I need to go�
�No. You gave them to me, if you want them back you need to do a couple of forfeits�
�No, that wasn�t the deal�, said Lillian with less authority that she intended.
�Well maybe, but it is the deal now. Come on, it would be fun for you too�
�No, it isn�t fun and I have to go�, said Lillian trying to assert herself, but her voice was lower and more insecure than she tried to project.
�Don�t worry It will only take you like ten minutes OK, and I bet you are going to come at least twice�
�No, of course no�, said Lillian, more in an attempt to reassure herself than to really argue with Tina.
�Well, if you don�t, then I will give you my flip flops and $50, but if you do, then you have to give me something back. And just to be fair,� if I come you win�
Lillian was speechless, and that encouraged Tina to keep with her game.
�Well, the first forfeit is to give me a long wet kiss, at least 3 minutes long�
�I am not gay�, said Lillian weakly.
�Then you won�t come and you most probably will win our little bet�
Lillian tried to talk again, but she was naked and horny as hell and she really wished to touch that girl and be touched, still she was trying to reunite the strength to stop that nonsense but before she could protest anymore, Tina grabbed her by the waist and kissed her in the mouth.
At the beginning it was a tender kiss, still it was electric for Lillian, then Tina started to use more and more tongue while her hands roamed all over Lillian�s body. Tina caressed Lillian�s ass and back, as well as her face. Then she started cupping her tits. Lillian tried to return the touch and squeeze Tina�s tits but she gently but firmly took her hands away. A new� effort to touch tina�s ass was equally rejected. After another couple of failed attempts, Lillian left her hands by her side, and didn�t try to touch Tina anymore.
Tina didn�t want the touch because she was too worked up and she didn�t want to come, at least not until Lillian did.
Lillian�s senses were overwhelmed, here she was completely naked in a public bathroom, being roughly fondled by a fully dressed girl she just met, and all the while she was fighting the incoming orgasm.
Lillian�s respiration was short and she was emitting barely audible high pitch sounds that encouraged Tina to go further. She started rubbing her finger tips around Lillian�s pussy, and then she touched her clit and rubbed it with lot of passion. Lillian has now her eyes closed and her mouth open. Their kiss had already lasted more than three minutes by then but Lillian was in no shape to stop the assault.
Tina was elated, she had never been with a girl like Lillian. She pushed one and then two fingers inside Lillian�s pussy and in probably less than a minute Lillian came arching her back and tensing all of her muscles. It was something spectacular.
�Wow Lilly, you are really something! That was definitely the best first kiss that I have had ever!�
Lillian was coming to her senses and just wanted to leave.
�May I have my clothes now?�
�No Lilly, there is just one more forfeit and you will have them. And don�t forget that you are already halfway to loose our little bet�
�OK, here is the forfeit. The boy that is waiting for me outside is Tony, my cousin. He is one year younger than me, but he is always taking care of me, you know protecting me, that is why he stayed instead of going with the others.
I felt in debt with him, he is a little shy, you know. I have tried to help him but as you could imagine, most of my close friends are gay, but you said you are not, so I am lucky. The second forfeit is to give him a kiss like mine�
Lillian was shocked, but before she could talk, Tina walked to the bathroom door and said, �leave it unlocked, I�ll be back soon. If the door is locked when I am back, I will go�
�No! Stop!�, said Lillian but it was already too late.
Lillian waited for several minutes. She was frightened, �What if she went away with my clothes? What if somebody comes here first?�, she thought. She was feeling more and more apprehensive. The time seemed to crawl. After a few minutes that Lillian felt like hours the bathroom suddenly door opened. She almost had a heart attack when the door opened.
She felt relieved seeing that it was Tony, but at the same time her anxiety returned. This stranger, this guy younger than her was seeing her completely naked, and she would have to kiss that boy for a few minutes, dressed as she was. Instinctively she covered her breast and crotch with her hands.
Tony� looked like 6 ft tall and had strong muscles. He was olive skinned and would probably looked handsome in other clothes and if his hair wasn�t� cut just a fraction of an inch long. He portrayed an earring and a skull tattoo in her left shoulder.
�Hi� �, he said shyly, �Tina� she told me that you wanted to kiss me��, in spite of his menacing appearance he seemed like a� good guy. Lillian got the impression that he wanted to look tougher than her really was.
Lillian noticed that he was all flustered at seeing her naked, and he already was portraying a very obvious tent pole, and strangely that gave her some courage, so she approached the fully dressed guy and started kissing him in the mouth.
His hands were not as expert as Tina�s but he compensated with a lot of passion. Lillian�s hands weren�t stopped this time and they traveled Tony�s body all around. At some point she felt so horny that she thought that it wasn�t fair that he was touching her body all over her naked skin while she was blocked by his clothes. So in the heat of the moment she started to unbutton his pants and then opened his fly.
Tony had gained confidence with the kiss and fondling and was amused by Lillian�s urgency to see his cock. She helped her to pull her very stiff dick out of his pants and underwear and then said, �I will like the rest of the kiss here�, while pointing to his dick. He knew it was a long shot, but he wanted it and seeing Lillian�s horniness and eagerness to touch his dick, he thought he could have a chance.
Lillian was aroused by the request and was in a trance-like state. So she soon was on her knees devotedly kissing his dick. Soon one thing let to another and the kisses were replaced with licks and then she started swallowing his cock.
All the odd situation was making Lillian horny again. She started to touch herself and was on the verge of coming when she felt spurts of semen in her mouth. In her aroused state, she controlled her gag reflex and swallowed every drop while furiously rubbing her clit. She came as she was swallowing the last drops of semen.
�Wow girl! That was hot!�, said Tony when he recovered from the best orgasm of his life.
Then he felt awkward again and said, �I will get Tina�. He marched, leaving an exhausted Lillian sat, her bare ass on the bathroom floor.
After a few minutes Tina returned. �So you lost our little bet. I told you it would have fun for you�
Lillian blushed.
�Did you enjoy our little game�
Lillian nodded shyly, what was the point in negating it, and how could she deny it after a couple of wonderful orgasms.
�And what will you give me? You lost the bet�
�I don�t have anything with me�, she said thinking of money or something of value but it made Tina and then herself laugh at the naked girl.
�Tell you what. I want your clothes as a souvenir, to remember this precious moment. But don�t worry I will give you my flip flops and something to wear.�
�OK�, said Lillian, after all what could be worse than the scant clothes she was wearing.
Tina dropped her flip flops in the floor and after Lillian put them on, she tossed her a green t shirt. It was probably Tony�s because it was oversized in Lillian�s petite body. The neck was a little big for her and if she bent her tits would be on display. The shirt was too long, it got to just above her mid tight.
�It would be a pain to tuck it into some shorts. I look ridiculous but at least I am covered�, Lillian thought.
Tina then gave Lillian what was on her short pockets (bus and subway cards, the apartment key).
�Well�, said Lillian that was recovering some eloquence, �please give my shorts or something to wear waist down, so I could go�
�That shirt already cover you enough�.
They exchanged emails and phone numbers and each one departed towards their homes. 40 minutes later Lillian arrived to the Karen�s apartment. The travel home had been a constant humiliation for Lillian, she looked like she had just left the bed and smelled just like that.� She had to constantly watch her movements to avoid showing her cleavage or her bottom. When she finally entered the apartment she collapsed on the couch. She was emotionally and physically exhausted. She was also scared of her own behavior, fortunately that day the dreading but much needed studio photo session will finally be over and she could start returning to her old self.
�Today�s behavior was unjustifiable, tomorrow I will get my stuff from the storage and dress decently and behave decently again. All this slut fa�ade is getting into my brain. It needs to end now. Well tomorrow, just one final stunt and I�ll be free to be me again�.
She slept for an hour and then took a shower and dressed in the less slutty clothes that she could find. A denim cut offs shorts and a t-shirt, and Tina�s flip flops . �She then marched to her photo session.