On Monday, Chloe picked
up her car keys. She was about to collect Sandra at
dance. She didn�t see Sandra all weekend, whom was
staying at her Grannies. Kevin already
told her that the girls at dance all wore diapers.
This didn�t bother Chloe at all. She looked at the
nursery and smiled a bit. It was like the nursery that
Sandra had when she was a baby, but everything was a
bit bigger. The crib was bigger and the highchair was
a lot bigger, while the playpen looked like a small
prison cell, although it was cute. Not once did Chloe
think what she was doing was wrong. It was definitely
strange, but so was for a girl that wanted to regress
herself to a baby. While Sandra told her uncle that
she didn�t want to wear diapers anymore, she was still
wetting herself. Chloe convinced herself that she was
doing this out of love. She was doing this to help her
daughter through a stage in her life, as well as not
make this phase last all her daughter�s life. Chloe
felt helpless with this problem. She could better
tackle if her daughter started smoking or was
interested in boys, but acting like a baby was another
thing. Yes, making a nursery for a 10 year old girl
was strange, but she felt like she was doing
something.
Sandra came out of the
dance smiling and talking with her friend Jessica.
Chloe noticed that Jessica was a bit bulky, showing
that she was wearing a diaper. Chloe stood out of the
car and opened the backdoor for her daughter. Her
daughter just stood there and stared. Did her mum
expect her to sit in a baby car seat? Sandra always
was allowed to sit in the front. Her mother was stern
and told her to sit in the chair and showed her that
Jessica and other girls were also in baby seats.
Sandra protested saying that Jessica was special, but
she could see in her mother�s face, that she was not
going to get anywhere. Sandra sat in the baby seat and
let her mother fasten the belts.
On the way home, Sandra
didn�t want to talk with her Mum. She was embarrassed,
mad and confused. Still her mother asked how it went
at grannies. Sandra was forced to admit that she wet
the bed and her panties a few times, but Granny didn�t
get mad. She just told Sandra that some girls wet
themselves, and it would get better. Chloe told her
daughter that this was true, that some girls did not
want to grow up, or their parents didn�t want them to
grow up. Sandra didn�t say more, but felt her eyes
getting wet as if she wanted to cry. Why was her mum
suddenly different? It didn�t help that Sandra felt
like she had to pee, and then a few seconds later she
felt wet. She had wet herself once again. This made
her start to cry, crying like she did when she was 2
years old. Chloe tried to calm her down, but it did
not help. Chloe even handed Sandra a pacifier. This
shocked Sandra. If it was a few weeks earlier, she
would have been very happy, But now she decided that
she was a big girl. Sandra threw the pacifier to the
front of the car and shouted that she was a big girl.
Kevin turned on the
spycam. He was interested in how Sandra would look
when she seen her new room. At last he would be
getting good pictures for his site. Sandra�s mum
treating her daughter like a baby! He noticed the door
open, and Sandra walked in with her Mum. Sandra stared
at the playpen and highchair in the house, and asked
her mum if they were going to take care of some baby.
Her mum did not respond, just telling Sandra to go in
her room. Sandra opened the door and just stood there.
She stared at the crib and noticed that her computer
was gone. She started screaming and crying and calling
her Mum every bad name in the book. Her Mum told her
to get on the changing table. Sandra refused. She was
having a tantrum, or maybe it was a puberty outburst.
Her mum lifted her on the table, amazed at how small
her daughter was how little she weighed. It was no
easy task, as Sandra was crying and screaming and
calling for someone to help her. Chloe fought her and
nearly slapped her a few times, but managed to tie her
daughter down with straps. She stuck a pacifier in
Sandra�s mouth, only to have it spit out. Chloe then
warned her daughter not to spit it out and to calm
down, otherwise she would be spanked. Sandra
surrendered as her Mum took off the wet clothes, and
started putting a big thick diaper on her. These were
excellent pictures for Kevin, and he could just
imagine how many people would buy these sets of
pictures. He also wondered how stupid his sister could
be. To him, this was obvious a form of child abuse.
What did he care? It would make him rich and his
sister�s perfect life was now destroyed.
Sandra was just in a
diaper and footed PJs, when her mum led her out to the
kitchen. Her Mum was about to lift her in the
highchair when Sandra ran on the other side of the
table. Her Mum asked if she should find the belt.
Sandra was totally mad, yet confused. Her mum never
spanked her. Once again, she surrendered as her mum
lifted her in the highchair and put a bib on her. At
least Sandra was allowed to eat by herself, but she
was not allowed to use a glass. She was given a babies
bottle.
�Things will be different
from now on, �Her Mum explained while cutting Sandra�s
meat into small pieces,�I know that you have been
interested in baby things. I know that you like dance
because the other girls there are basically babies. I
know that you have been wearing diapers and using baby
things.� �But mum, that is over
now. I don�t want to be a baby or use baby things. I
am sorry for not telling you, but it is over!� �You may want it to be
over, but you deep inside do not want it to be over.
You still wet yourself. You are acting and behaving
like a baby again. You are in fact just a baby. I will
support you. From now on, you will be treated like a
baby at home. You will sleep in a crib, you will wear
diapers, and you will use baby things. If you fight me
or protest like you done today, you will be spanked.� �That�s not fair! That�s
not right! You can�t treat me like a baby!� �Your friends at dance
get treated like a baby. I am your Mum and you will do
as I say!� �Am I not allowed to be
big?� �You will still go to
school, but you will wear diapers. You will still do
homework and you can still dance?� �How long do I have to do
this for?� �Until I think you are
ready to be a big girl again�
Sandra could feel her
eyes get wet again. She felt like it was the end of
the world. A few weeks ago, she would have been
delighted at this, but now she knew that it was only a
stage, and that she was a big girl. She also noticed
that her Mum was different. She was more threatening
than she ever was. She was not as loving or friendly.
She was treating her daughter wrong. Still, it was
useless. Sandra had to surrender, because she thought
her mum meant it about being spanked. Maybe in a few
days, she would change her mind. Still, there was one
thing her mum could not take from her, and that was
her feelings. Sandra looked at her mum with hatred and
anger. Chloe could see this, and it cut her heart as
she always had a good relationship with her daughter.
But Chloe thought that she was doing her daughter a
favour. She was getting this out of her system. She
would be thanked in the future.
Neither daughter nor Mum
said anything to each other all night. The only thing
that happened was when Sandra turned on her favourite
DVD about vampires. Mum turned it off and turned on
the Disney Cartoons. Once in a while Chloe would put
the pacifier in her daughter�s mouth if it fell out.
The night ended with the diaper being changed, and
Sandra put in the crib with a bottle of milk, a teddy
bear and a large pacifier.
Life changed for Sandra
after this. She was just like the other girls at
dance. She may have appeared normal at school. But she
had a secret life at home that nobody could guess.
Sandra wanted to tell someone. Tell a teacher or
someone like that, but then they would know that she
was interested in diapers herself, and even bought
them herself. Sandra smiled less than she used to.
The day started when
Sandra woke up in her crib. She then cried and shouted
after her Mum to help her out. Her Mum would come in
smiling and hug her daughter and ask how she slept.
Then Sandra would get a diaper on as well as her
school clothes. She wore more baggy trousers now or
longer skirts. Breakfast was at a highchair where
Sandra ate some mashed bananas or something like that
while drinking from the bottle.
Then she was out of the
door, and suddenly could be 10 years old again.
Elizabeth was the only one that knew that she wore
diapers, but she did not know about the other things.
Sandra was not as happy at school and was very careful
who she spoke with. She was always worried that
someone would notice her diapers. Still it was a break
being at school. It was here that she tried to
convince herself that because she liked diapers at one
stage, it didn�t mean that she still liked them.
School wasn�t a hell for Sandra, as she was good
friends with Elizabeth, but she worried that it could
turn into a hell on earth if everyone found out her
secret life at home. Sandra got permission to visit
her uncle at lunch. He then changed her diaper that
was mostly wet.
When Sandra came home,
she was once again on the changing table. She got a
new diaper on and some clothes that a 10 year old
would not be seen dead in. Sometimes her Mum put her
in the playpen while she made dinner, other times she
would be on the baby rug watching cartoons. Dinner
came and once again Sandra was in a highchair. Her
meat was cut and most everything was mashed. Sandra
often thought why she had teeth. Sandra did her
homework and that at least felt normal. After a few
days, her Mum allowed her to chat with Jessica on MSN.
This made Sandra feel a bit normal and it gave her a
chance to let her frustrations out. Jessica tried to
console her, telling her to make the best of it and
reminding her that she loved diapers a few weeks ago.
Jessica also told Sandra that it was not weird to be a
baby, but it was just not common. It didn�t mean that
Sandra or Jessica or the other girls at dance were
worth less. Sandra was not allowed to stay up late.
She was once again changed on the changing table and
given some baby night dress or PJ on. She was put in
the crib and given a bottle and pacifier.
Monday was dance day. It
was very embarrassing for Sandra to be collected at
school. She could feel a hundred eyes on her while her
mum fastened her in the baby car seat. Otherwise dance
was a good escape from everything. The other girls
there were just like Sandra. Sandra didn�t mind that
she wore diapers, or had to be changed, or drank from
a baby bottle during the breaks. It was just part of
the dance class. At any rate, Sandra felt like she was
not such a weirdo here. This could make Jessica a bit
mad, as she reminded Sandra that she was in fact
obsessed by diapers and baby things. In fact she once
said that she felt like a baby and loved being a baby.
What was the sudden difference? Sandra said that
people just had to act their age.
Kevin was having the time
of his life. He was getting a lot of good pictures of
a 10 year olds life as a baby. He was getting pictures
of her sleeping in a crib to sitting on a highchair
and being changed on a changing table. Kevin even went
as far to get pictures of Sandra getting bathed or
changed as God as created her, with little or nothing
on. He could not see the problem with this, as it was
not as if she entered puberty. She still had no lumps
or hair to boast of. Besides pervs loved those
pictures and were willing to pay more for those sets.
Still her baby pictures were very popular and could be
found all over the net.
Sandra thought that her
Mums plan would be very short; however, it went on for
a month and more. Sandra started changing during this
time. She started to accept that she wore diapers, and
let�s face it, when your bladder has become so lazy
and weak as hers, then it was better having a diaper
on then wet clothes. Sandra also remembered how
comfortable they were and how secure she felt. Day
from day, she became more and adjusted and indeed more
happy that she was wearing diapers. Sandra didn�t mind
sleeping in a crib after a while. In fact she felt
more secure. She thought that she could not fall out.
It made her feel special, like Jessica said they were.
The same with the highchair, while at the beginning
she was silent and angry, she just considered it like
any other chair. After a few weeks, she started
smiling more while she ate and started chattering like
she once did. She even waited until her mum cut the
meat or mashed the other things. In fact, after time
she asked her mum to do it. She no longer wanted to
see TV programs that her friends at schools seen. She
was happy seeing Disney Cartoons or a Disney film. She
wanted to see the Little Mermaid over and over again.
The fact is that her Mums
plan worked and didn�t work. While she gave her
daughter a chance to be baby once again, it seemed as
if her daughter was becoming more and more like a
baby. A shrink could have said that her mind was now
regressing, as well as her body. One thing was that
she no longer had control of her bladder; another
thing was that she was now starting to think like a
baby. This could be seen in the way Sandra acted. She
was happier playing with baby toys than speaking with
Jessica on MSN. She was happier in the playpen than
playing outside. She even started to think that the
girls at dance were suddenly older. It was much harder
for her to learn new dance moves. At school, she only
spoke with Elizabeth and could not really understand
what was being taught. Her grades plummeted. She was
no longer the popular girl that she once was. She was
considered weird and an outcast. Everyone also noticed
that her language became simpler. No longer did she
say mum, she said mummy. She started also to wisp.
This would become worse as time went by as Sandra said
less and less and just made noises. No doubt her Mum
became very worried and thought maybe she went too
far. At the same time, things had to become worse
before they became better. The one benefit was that
she was much closer to her daughter. Her daughter
depended on her for her every need. This made Chloe
worried, but at the same time she was happy. It was
also great that Kevin visited so often. He was a kind
uncle, and obviously loved Sandra. He took enough
pictures of her!
One day during a break,
Sandra could feel that her diaper was a bit wet. But
she had to wait until Lunch to go home to her uncle.
Then she noticed that everyone was standing around a
laptop. They were all laughing as it was the best
thing they ever seen. Elizabeth was the only one that
was not laughing or even smiling. She called Sandra
over. Sandra looked at the screen and from what little
10 year old brain she had left, she was shocked and
embarrassed. It was a forum thread that had the title,
�The Famous Baby Sandra�. It had pictures of her being
changed, sleeping in a crib, drinking from a bottle
and sitting on the highchair. Another man replied with
the pictures he had. It showed pictures of Sandra
fighting and kicking on the changing table. There were
loads of replies with people posting the pictures they
had, which also included earlier pictures of the first
time Sandra held a diaper to a picture of her in a
baby bath. There was even a nude picture of her while
her Mum was drying her off. Everyone looked at Sandra
and started teasing her. They were calling her
pampers, baby, crib girl, and dummy (pacifier). One
even joked that she had no boobs or hair and had the
body of a toddler. Whatever state of mind Sandra was
in, she knew this was serious. She remembered that she
was in fact 10 years old. Where did those pictures
come from? A boy read what one man wrote, �Thanks for
these pictures. Sandra is one of the sweetest
infantile girls on the net, and it is no wonder why
she is the most famous.� Sandra realized that many
people must have seen these pictures and more. It
didn�t help when one boy suddenly lifted her skirt and
showed everyone that she was wearing a diaper�. a wet
diaper. Just as things could not get worse, a teacher
suddenly came from behind and looked at the pictures.
He took Sandra into the head masters office.
Then a bombardment of
questions was asked from teachers and the headmaster.
How old are you (Sandra needed a minute to think about
this). What was life like at home? Who took the
pictures? Why was she being a baby at home? Why was
she now wearing diapers? Why did she have to visit her
uncle every Lunch time? What did he do when he changed
her? How did he touch her? Sandra answered the
questions as honestly as she could, trying not to use
baby words or lisp. She could see several teachers
just stare at her, and a woman teacher rubbing her
eyes, as she thought the story was so sad. After the
inquisition, Sandra was asked to wait in the nurse�s
room. After a few hours, a slightly overweight woman
accompanied by a policeman came and led Sandra out of
the school. Sandra felt like a convict, being led out
by a policewoman and another woman.
In the car, Sandra asked
if they were driving her home. The woman said in a
cold voice that she was not going home. Her mother was
at the police station answering some questions. The
woman admitted that her mother was in deep trouble.
Sandra started crying hard and saying that she wanted
her mother. She told the woman that her Mum was the
best mother in the world, and they loved each other.
The Social worker just sighed and told the police
woman that they all said that
Sandra was now in a
child�s home. She had her own room. It was a room with
a normal bed and table where she could do her
homework. She wanted to run away, but the social
worker said that her Mum was no longer home. She was
being detained. Sandra surrendered, as she often did
in the past. She hoped that this quickly would go
over. She sat alone in her room and cried her eyes
out. She was remembering the events of the day. It was
like a bad dream, the pictures, the teasing, the
headmaster, the social worker and now being in a
boring cold room. Whatever the state that her mind
became in the last few weeks, she now grown up within
a few hours. It was hard when she had to go to a big
canteen, with 20 other girls. They all wanted to sit
next to the new girl, because they heard what she was
here for. They all had loads of questions. What was it
like being treated like a baby? Did she like cribs?
Did she like diapers? Did she like drinking from a
bottle? It was too much for Sandra; she burst out
crying and went back to her room again.
An hour later, a woman
came in. Her name was Lourdes. She said that she was
Sandra�s contact person and would help her as much as
possible.
�You are to live her for
a while. You cannot live with your Mum. She was
treating you wrong and I think she needs help,
although I will be honest, many would love to punish
her. You can�t live with your Uncle, as it looks like
he is the one that put those pictures of you on the
net. This was illegal, because they were not good
pictures and neither you nor your Mum knew. In a few
weeks, there will be a court case, so we know what
will happen with you or your family. Until then, then
we have to get you better. You will wear pull-ups for
a while in case you have accidents. But we have
exercises and medicine that will help your bladder. I
am sure that you can stop using your pacifiers and
bottles. And you no longer have to sleep in a crib or
sit in a highchair. It will be hard, but I will help
you. You will be happy again! The other girls will
also help you� �But they know my secret� �Sandra, they all have
experienced things just as bad as you. Some were
molested by their family, although I realize that you
do not understand what this really means. Others were
beaten with sticks and belts to they were black and
blue. One girl was even forced to live in a dog
kennel. Another girl was forced to believe in Satan,
where she had to watch animals being sacrificed and
even drink their blood. I know you can�t imagine how
these things can happen, or how bad they are, but
believe me all girls are here for a reason. They need
help�
Sandra had a new life;
there was nothing she could do about it. The more she
thought about it, the more she could see that her mum
in a way abused her. However a part of her thought
that it was her fault. She was the one that became
interested in diapers in the first place. It was her
fault that her mum was in such trouble. At the
beginning Sandra used the pull-ups. She could change
them herself, which made her feel a bit bigger. She
also took her medicine and did the exercises that the
doctor said. In a few weeks, she noticed that she was
not wetting, and could get to the toilet in time.
Sandra was now potty trained for the second time in
her life. She was once again wearing panties. Still,
she missed the diaper and baby things. She always
sucked her thumb and at night put the back of the
chair against her bed. The back of the chair had bars,
so it reminded her of her crib. Sandra was not allowed
to speak with her Mum or Uncle, and her Granny
suddenly became too sick to remember who anyone was.
The other girls became her friends. Each had a
horrible story to tell. Sandra felt sorry for them and
prayed for them. Still she missed Elizabeth and
Jessica.
The court case finally
started. Sandra was put in a special room where she
could follow the court case. Children usually are not
allowed this, but the judge thought that she deserved
some answers. It was like a circus. Media from all
over the country and many other countries were
covering this bizarre case.
First Mathilde (The dance
teacher) was questioned. She was questioned about the
dance class. She told the court that it was a special
class where girls that acted as babies or needed
diapers could come and be together so they could be
together with girls liked them. She admitted that some
girls liked diapers while other girls were forced to
wear diapers. Mathilde admitted that the girls were
treated like babies, to the extent that some were
changed and they drank from bottles. She did this to
please the parents. Girls were warned not to tell
others. She then told about her relationship with
Kevin. She found him very dominant and in many ways
lazy and sad. She was sad that their relationship did
not last. But when he suggested that Sandra should
come to dance, she was confused. Sandra was a normal
girl. She thought he just wanted to be closer with her
again, and maybe start a new relationship. It was only
when he demanded that she also treated Sandra like a
baby that she wondered what his motives were. Mathilde
felt forced into treating Sandra like a baby, however
she could also see that Sandra was interested in being
a baby. Later she treated Sandra as a normal girl when
she was decided not to act like a baby anymore.
Mathilde was confused when Sandra once again was
wearing diapers, although she noticed that she started
using a baby seat. Mathilde finally finished her
testimony by saying her dance class was like a support
club, and while she knew that some children were
forced into Infantilism, she always thought they were
happy. The media went crazy over the dance class, and
started writing stories of children that wore diapers,
especially them that was forced to be babies. The
police also started investigating, and several girls
received the same fate as Sandra. They were removed
from their home.
Then Jessica was
questioned. She was asked about her diapers. She
explained that it was herself that started acting like
a baby after her dad left her. Then she started acted
like a baby and her mother supported her as best as
she could think it was only a stage. The prosecutor
whispered her wondered why the mother did not take her
daughter to a doctor or shrink. Then he concentrated
on Jessica�s friendship with Sandra. Jessica told how
Sandra teased the others first, but after a while
became interested in diapers. Jessica told about the
first time that Sandra came to dance with a diaper on,
and now she was part of their secret club. She told
how Sandra became interested in other baby things.
Then suddenly Sandra was no longer interested. She
considered herself as an older sister. Jessica
admitted that she was very sad about this, but liked
the idea of having a sort of bigger sister. Jessica
also told how Sandra was forced to being a baby at
home, and this made her very sad and mad. Jessica told
how she tried to cheer up her friend. As time went,
Sandra started acting more like a baby. Jessica
finished by saying that she misses her friend. The
Press continued to get more and more interested in the
story. How a girl got interested in diapers, and after
she went through that stage, was forced to be a baby
by her Mum. How her friend also regressed because of
her Dad. How they missed each other. Sandra�s name was
now becoming a household name, and people were
discussing her story. The Social Workers could not
hide the media attention from her; Sandra could see
her face on front pages of newspapers and see her
picture plastered on TVs. They called her Pampers
girl. That made tears comes to her eyes. Everyone in
the world knew her secret and how she was treated.
The next witness was her
Mum. When Sandra seen her mum on the stand, she
started crying and banking the window between the
court and her hidden room. She missed her Mum so much.
The social worker said that her mum could not see her.
It was a mirror on her side. The Prosecutor started
drilling Chloe about why she did not check the dancing
class. Chloe answered that she trusted her brother as
it was his idea. Then the prosecutor asked how she did
not notice that her daughter was interested in diapers
and baby things. Chloe said that she and her daughter
always told each other everything. It is not anything
that a mother would expect, that her daughter would
like diapers. It was the last thing in on her mind.
Even when she noticed the bulge around Sandra�s waste,
it just didn�t occur to her that her 10 year old
daughter would want to wear diapers. Chloe explained
the confusion she felt when she first learnt that
Sandra was wearing diapers. She felt like a bad mother
that she did not know. She explained that she was
delighted when she heard that Sandra no longer wanted
to wear diapers, but was afraid when her brother sent
text messages that it would be worse if she regressed
again. Chloe said she felt like she was going crazy
when her daughter wet the bed, and when she started
wetting at day time, she felt like she had to do
something. The Prosecutor of course asked why she did
not consult a doctor or shrink. Chloe admitted that it
was part shame, part she felt like she was going crazy
and part she thought her plan would work quickly
instead of years on the couch talking with a shrink.
Chloe talked about forcing her daughter back in
diapers and how it broke her heart to see the hatred
and madness in Sandra�s eyes. Then she told how her
daughter regressed further and started acting more and
more like a baby. Her daughter was happy, although she
was no longer like a 10 year old, but more like a
toddler. Chloe was happy that her daughter was smiling
again, but she was worried about her regressing so
much. She was considering a doctor, but Sandra was
taken from her by Social Welfare. She confessed that
she did not know anything about the model site or how
famous her daughter was. Chloe finished in tears,
explaining that she made a mistake, but she did it out
of love. She loved her daughter so much and would do
anything to make her daughter normal and happy. She
missed Sandra so much. She could see that it was child
abuse, but she did not do anything with the intention
of hurting her daughter. Sandra heard all this from
the room and stood up and shouted as high as she could
that she loved her mother. This could be heard in the
court room. Chloe ran over to the mirror and put her
hand on it. She cried and whispered that she loved her
daughter so much. This of course was the headlines the
next day. Despite the abuse by her mother, Sandra
still loved her. Chloe was made out to be a loving
mother deep under the influence of her brother. The
press asked how stupid a mother could be. The big
question everyone was asking is why did she not get
professional help?
The next witness was
Kevin. He started by saying that he was happy. The lie
that his sister was leading a perfect life was now
brought into the light. The jury, the press and mostly
Sandra was astonished and disgusted by his testimony.
He told of his plan, to introduce Sandra to girls
wearing diapers. He told that he knew that his niece
would be so curious and he hoped she would get a
fetish for them. He admitted that he was delighted
when she did get interested in them and became more
and more comfortable with them. He knew that it was
becoming more than a fetish; he knew that Sandra was
actually regressing mentally and in every way. He told
how easy it was to offer to pay for her diapers and
then laughed, saying that his niece was just as stupid
as her mother, she never wondered why he was taking
pictures. He was of course disappointed when she
suddenly did not want to wear diapers again, but
admitted on planting a seed in Chloe�s head. He shown
hatred for Chloe in his testimony when he said that
she as so stupid. She always depended on his advice
and set him up in a pedestal. Sandra was just as
stupid, letting herself being paraded in public with
diapers on. Kevin was overjoyed when his sister
changed the room to a nursery and started treating
Sandra like a baby. He confirmed that in time, Sandra
did not act like a baby, she was a baby. Then Kevin
talked about the website. He did not do it to make
child porn or to do a favour for Sandra by making her
a type of model. He did it to expose her journey from
being 10 to a baby. He explained that clients paid for
sets of pictures and he sold quite a lot, especially
the pictures of her mum treating her like a baby. He
also admitted that there were nude pictures, although
Sandra never turned him on. He finished by
proclaiming, �I don�t care what you do with me, but I
have succeeded. The whole world knows who Sandra is
and what she is. She is the Pampers Girl!� Sandra put
her hands to her face and cried. Why did her Uncle
hate her so much? The Press was now going crazy.
Sandra�s so called happy family destroyed by her uncle
was a national sensation. People were asking questions
and many thought that pictures of 10 year olds in
diapers should be illegal. The other girls at the
children�s home knew what was happening. They knew how
famous Sandra was. They just didn�t know what to say
to her, besides give her a hug. Sandra wished it was
all over. Despite she was embarrassed by the media and
the pictures of her, she was willing to forgive
everyone, just as long as things were back to the way
they were.
The next witness was
Lourdes, the social worker. She talked about Sandra
coming to the child�s home. She considered Sandra an
intelligent girl that was well liked. However Sandra
considered herself younger than she really was, and
found comfort and happiness in being a toddler.
Lourdes explained that despite Sandra now had control
of her bladder, she still sucked her thumb a lot and
put a chair against her bed, making it look a bit like
a crib. Sandra was not interested in games the other
girls her age played. She would often draw with the
younger girls or play with the younger girls toys.
Lourdes went on to explain that she thought that her
mum did abuse her, although she might have done it
from love. She also explained that Sandra was well
aware of pictures of her on the internet, and how her
uncle abused her by uploading these pictures. Still,
Sandra loved her family, especially her mum and has
been very unhappy because she couldn�t see her mum.
Lourdes explained this is normal with abused children.
Lourdes also explained that Sandra did not know how
famous she is on the internet, but she could not be
hidden from this court case. Lourdes finished off by
getting a bit frustrated, saying that the fact Sandra
sees her name, face and family plastered in the media
every day, and being called pampers girl is just as
abusive as what happened before. Maybe her mum has
abused her, but now the system and media was abusing
her. Lola finished off by saying that a girl like
Sandra must feel ashamed, embarrassed, sad and wonder
when she can live a normal life again� with her mum.
This didn�t stop the media blitz that now reported
that the system was abusing Sandra. Why was Pampers
Girl allowed to see the court case from a hidden room?
The media had a lot of experts questioning if Sandra
would ever recover from her abuse and the present
national attention? Will she end up as some drug
addict or even try to commit suicide?
The next witness was an
Internet expert. He just presented the facts about the
model Site. He explained that the Uncle set up a site,
and uploaded pictures of Sandra in diapers and being a
baby. A set of pictures would contain 20 pictures and
they would be sold, so people could download them. He
explained that the Uncle has made a lot of money but
it doesn�t stop here. He explained that people would
upload the pictures on free forums and newsgroups, so
others could see them and download them free. He
explained that the pictures of Sandra were legal,
although some of them were pictures in panties or
nude. He explained it is not legal when neither Sandra
nor her Mum gave permission. His last testimony was
explaining that Sandra is one of the top known child
models on the net. It is considered that her model
site was the most profitable, and her pictures could
be seen in any newsgroup or forum that had pictures of
children or models. He finished by saying it could not
be underestimated how famous she is.
The next witness was a
child expert that explained Infantilism. He explained
that infantilism is classified as part of the
addictive behaviours, which include smoking, drinking,
and gambling and drug abuse. Because infantilism does
not have significant physical or medical risks, it is
considered the mildest known addictive behaviour.
Although infantilism can be latent (not active) for
years, once the patient starts acting out this is a
lifetime condition. Even a person as young as 5 can be
an infantilist and there is no known upper age limit.
Of course not every older child showing an interest in
diapers is a confirmed infantilist, yet it is prudent
for parents to act as if this is the case. The prudent
action by the parent is to first put a good waterproof
sheet on the bed to protect the mattress. Next the
parent should provide the kid with diapers of the
appropriate size. This sounds wrong, but follows the
reasoning. Often enough a child from 5-12 asking for
or using a diaper is just curious. Maybe the
discomfort and embarrassment of actually wearing
diapers will cause the fad to go away before the first
or second bag of diaper is used. To make this test
fair, it is important to teach the child to change his
or her own diapers. Otherwise the caregiver becomes an
enabler. To the average parent the good news is that
the child decides diapers are not his or her trip. The
only cash cost was the price of a few diapers. This
was the case with Sandra. Remember a dedicated
infantilist with a diaper craving will use any means
necessary to obtain diapers and other baby items. This
explains why Sandra went along with her uncle
photographing her wearing diapers, also in public
without really questioning it. Many say that
infantilism will not go away; the parents need a
bond of trust with the child. What parents and
counsellors will try to do is teach the infantilist
to be discreet, circumspect and ethical when acting
out in diapers. This is why it is so important to
teach the child to change his or her own diapers.
The child will need to get past embarrassment by
participating in the purchase of diapers. Since
diapers are expensive and a luxury it is important
that the child learn to help pay for the diapers. Of
course the kid must be responsible for safe disposal
of all diapers. There are so many
causes of loss of bladder control it can be
frustrating to diagnose and even more difficult to
treat. The expert explained
that Sandra could also be experiencing regression.
Children face difficulty in communicating certain
desires and needs to their parents. Making this a
habit will lead to regression, in the long run.
Hence to avoid such situations, it is strongly
recommended for the parents to analyse and
understand their children�s behaviour. Sometimes a
sudden loss of a very important thing or a traumatic
experience will provoke insecure emotions in the
child, for which they are not ready for at all.
Psychologically they feel insecure, angry, or
scared, and they slowly move into a state of
regression. Regression is a phase where a child
shows an infantile behaviour by going back from the
matured state to the infant stage. In any way a
child exhibiting regression development is not a
good sign. So the parents have to give the out-most
love and undivided attention to their Children to
show them how important they are to their parents.
Every child wants his activities and developments to
be acknowledged and appreciated by the parents. By
doing so, it will encourage, motivate and help the
children to behave and act more appropriately. The
best way to help a child is to talk to them
regarding their problem in understand and
communicating. Give them some advices and
alternative methods, on how to express what they are
feeling. Most children experience a state of
regression in their lifetime, but overcoming this
problem will be possible only if the parents
understand them, and seek professional help to their
kids. The expert concluded
that it is her view that Sandra was curious about
diapers, and developed a short term Infantilism.
However his mother�s reaction and the stress of
finding out she was on the internet with
compromising pictures and being removed from her
family as well as the media attention has regressed
her somewhat. He concluded that Sandra will need a
lot of professional help.
The last witness was
Sandra herself. On the way into the court, she was
overwhelmed by people screaming slogans and everyone
trying to take a picture of her. She also noticed
some so called fans holding up some pictures of her
in diapers, that they found on the internet. The lawyers did not ask
Sandra a lot of questions, but Sandra did admit that
she really missed her Mum and was willing to forgive
her Uncle. She said she did not like diapers and
baby things, but just at times she felt that she
needed them. She also told everyone that her one
wish was to see her mum, and everyone would forget
her pictures and everyone would forget all this. She
wanted a normal life again. Sandra was sucking her
thumb while she spoke.
Finally the judge gave
his verdict: �There are three things to decide in
this case. What do we do with the Mum, the Uncle and
not but least Sandra? Chloe, you have always
been a good mum. However treating your daughter like
a baby not getting her professional help was abuse.
Unlike other cases I have heard, I do not think you
have done it to hurt your daughter. However some
parents hit their children out of love, does this
make it better? I think you panicked and were misled
by the brother that took advantage of the trust you
have him. Most people would like to throw you in
jail, but Justice must also show understanding,
mercy and compassion. It will not help you or your
daughter to be imprisoned. However, you may not have
custody of your daughter until the family court and
Child Services think you are ready. This means you
will have to have mental examinations and
counselling. Your daughter is in for a tough life,
and you need to be ready to support her. Chloe, you
have abused your daughter, but at the same time, you
are now being giving a chance. Be wise and do not be
so naive, As for Kevin, the
Uncle, I have nothing but contempt for you. You have
manipulated others and created a situation where
your niece would be abused. You planned in giving
your niece a fetish, or regressing her, and you have
succeeded. This court does find the pictures you
have uploaded of Sandra disgusting and illegal. You
did not have parental permission or you did not
inform either Sandra or Chloe about this site and
pictures. You kept the financial gains to yourself.
This is not done out of love. This is done by a mad
man. You�re bank assets will be seized and your
money will be set in a fund for Sandra. You will
also be sentenced to 1 year in prison, where I hope
you will have some great experiences. On top of
this, I am fining you a substantial amount of money
that will be given to both Chloe and Sandra. Maybe
Sandra can forgive you, but this court cannot and I
hope that you pray for God�s forgiveness. Finally, Sandra is the
real victim here. She is the victim of a mental
disorder that regresses her. While it started as an
innocent interest in diapers and baby things, Sandra
was not supported. When she was finished with this
phase, she was the victim once again, being forced
to live the life of a baby. The effects could be
seen, as she has clearly regressed mentally. I was
for one not so much touched by her words, but the
fact that she sucked her thumb while she was giving
her testimony. Sandra will remain in the care of
child services, and I hope the system does not
ignore her, but gives her the help that she needs.
Sandra will be allowed visits by her mother. The
court will not destroy or hurt this relationship.
Sandra is also the victim of the media. I have sent
a message to prosecutors, to make sure that any law
has not been broken that Sandra�s name and picture
has been so dominant in the news. Sandra is the
victim of fame, both on the internet and the press.
The media must protect children! I am also reporting
the lawyers that have paraded Sandra outside the
court house. They could have used the back door, but
they decided to gain public sympathy by putting
Sandra on exhibition. I agree with Sandra on one
thing. I wish we can all forget this case, and let
her be a normal girl. Fortunately, I think this will
happen, as the media will forget Sandra and find a
new case. But Sandra�s pictures will always be on
the internet and in some people�s minds. I pray that
Sandra will get the help that she needs and will
live a happy life�
The court case was
over. It didn�t mean that Sandra was happy. She was
not allowed to go home. She lived in the child home
and was very quiet, only playing with the younger
children. Once in a while she would wet her panties,
although no one knew if this was on purpose or not.
Child Services had no funding to send her to a
psychiatrist, so Lola did her best at helping the
young girl. Sandra�s only escape, the dance class
was closed. All the girls and their parents and
Mathilde was being investigated. Sandra knew this
and felt sorry that she might be the reason that the
girls were taken away from their parents. Sandra
didn�t meet or speak with Jessica anymore. She
really missed her friend. It wasn�t better at
school. Everyone called her Pampers Girl and teased
her, asking how her Mum was or was she wet or dry.
The once popular girl now had no friends, was no
longer popular and her grades continued to fall.
Elizabeth was not even allowed to speak with her
anymore. Elizabeth�s parents were afraid what
influence Sandra would have on her, or what fetish
Sandra would give her.
Lourdes noticed that
Sandra never smiled anymore. She started using all
her time to fight for Sandra. In the end, Lourdes
found a place for Sandra at an orphanage run by the
Mercy sisters, some nuns. Sandra would go to school
there. She would be with girls that all have been
abused in the most disgusting ways. On top of that,
her contact nun would be Sister Mary, which had a
degree in Child psychology. The best part was that
her mum lived close by, and could visit her daughter
often.
Sister Mary welcomed
Sandra, who was sucking her thumb and not smiling.
After Lourdes said goodbye, Sister Mary showed
Sandra her room. Sandra stood still, and thought it
was the wrong room. There was a crib, and not a bed.
Sister Mary explained,
�This is your room, and we have a room with a normal
bed if you prefer that. However, you are allowed to
sleep here. You will find pull-ups in the dresser.
You can wear those as much as you want. However you
have to change yourself and there are also normal
panties, if you want to wear those. We are not going
to treat you like a baby, but we will let you sleep
and wear what you think are comfortable. You and I
will be having talks on what is going through your
mind, and I am sure that at one stage you will act
like any other girl your age. But we have to do this
at your pace. Hurry up and get moved in. Your mother
is visiting you today. Now I just need to know if
you want this room or another room.�
Sandra put her small
suitcase on the dresser showing she would sleep
here, and what�s more important, she was smiling