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Kevin had been planning this for some
time. His plan was to destroy the great family life
that his sister had. His sister�s name was Chloe. The
reason was simple. Chloe got married and was happily
married until her husband died. He left her with a lot
of money so she was living a good life. Chloe had a
daughter called Sandra. She was 10 years old, and a
very happy and popular girl. Even though Chloe and
Sandra missed their father, they were a very happy and
close. It was obvious that they loved each other, and
had the best relationship that a mother and daughter
could have. Kevin has not been so lucky. He had a job
that he hated. He lived in a neighbourhood with old
people that he hated. He never found love. He would
have committed suicide long ago if he had the guts to
do it. He knew that he was jealous of Chloe�s near
perfect life. He wanted to make her family life as
weird as his own. He wanted Chloe to worry and he
wanted mother and daughter not to be so good friends.
Kevin had one advantage.
Chloe has always looked up to him and often asked for
advice. He will use this against his own sister. Kevin
smiled as he looked in the mirror. His plan was
devious and evil. It was his old girlfriend that
inspired him. She was a ballet teacher and mentioned
that two of the 10 year olds she taught wore diapers
at day and all girls wore diapers at night. At first
Kevin thought it was strange, and then he thought it
was funny. Those girls must feel so degraded. Their
mothers must feel so embarrassed by it. The more he
thought of it, the more he thought that Sandra would
be so curious, that she would most likely be
interested in why girls were wearing diapers and what
it was like wearing diapers. Kevin smiled at the
thought. He knew his niece�s curiosity that she would
most likely notice these girls and takes an interest.
He remembered when she noticed his uncles smoking and
wanted to try.
Kevin�s plan was evil. He
wanted to give his niece a fetish, and wanted her
mother to make the fetish even worse. This would
destroy the perfect family that they had. In the
meantime, he could make a bit of money. It took him a
lot of planning. He had to convince his old girlfriend
that his niece will be starting dance, and that she
might be interested in diapers. Kevin wanted the dance
teacher to support it, and even encourage it. It took
a lot of persuading, as she did not understand why an
uncle would encourage his niece to be interested in
diapers and baby things. However after a lot of
nagging from Kevin, and presents and charm, she agreed
that she would leave diapers and baby things hanging
around, but would not force her into anything. This
was not what Kevin expected, but he accepted it at the
same.
Stage 2 came when Kevin
installed spy cameras at the dance studio, and its
toilet where the changing table was as well as the
changing room. He told his old girl friend that these
were security items; you had to be careful these days.
She believed it of course. He told his sister the same
when he installed the spy cameras in the bathroom and
sitting room as well as Sandra�s room. Of course Chloe
thought that her brother was so kind, for thinking
about her family�s security. She did not know that
Kevin could now sit at home and see what was happening
on his computer. He could save was he seen as video
files or pictures. This was the expensive part of
Kevin�s plan, as it took his life savings to buy so
many cameras. It was important though that he can sit
home and seeing if his plan was working. If it did
work, then he would get his money back. If it didn�t
work, then that was just life. The more he thought
about it, the more he thought that it would not work.
A smart girl like Sandra would never be interested in
baby things such as diapers. If she did become
interested in it, her mother would surely not support
it and even treating her beloved daughter like a baby.
However, he would have fun trying.
Step 3 was the hard part.
Kevin had to convince Sandra to start dancing. He used
a few months mentioning it and telling her how fun it
was, but it seemed like she was not interested. He
even praised Sandra, saying that she could look so
pretty when she danced. That didn�t work either. Then
he invited Sandra over once while his old girlfriend
was there. Her name is Mathilde by the way. Sandra was
very interested in Mathilde and wondered why she was
no longer a girlfriend to her uncle. This made
Mathilde a bit uneasy as she still loved Kevin and
wanted to be with him again. To change the subject,
she talked about her job and what it was like dancing.
This made Sandra very curious and Sandra listened to
every word. In no time, Sandra was talking about how
fun it would be to dance and meet new friends.
Mathilde didn�t know if she had any room, and the fact
was that the other girls went to ballet for a few
years and were very advanced. Kevin smiled as Sandra
started to beg to go and promised that she was a fast
learner. Mathilde said yes at last, not because she
wanted another girl to teach, but this girl was
Kevin�s niece, and that meant she would still keep
seeing Kevin. Besides this, she promised that she will
turn a blind eye if Sandra became interested in
diapers. The case was settled. Sandra would start at
dancing.
The next few days were
special for Sandra. She had to buy a leotard and
tights and dance slippers. She picked a pink leotard
and white tights. As soon as she came home, she rushed
to try them on. Sandra was a bit confused when she
looked in the mirror. It showed every curve of her
body. You could also see the outline of her bum and
privates, and you can see that she was still flat
chested. Sandra could not wait until she entered
puberty. At the same time, she knew that most of the
other girls at dance would look like her. She really
hoped that she would be a good dancer and meet some
new friends.
Monday afternoon came.
After school, Chloe collected her daughter in the car
and drove her to dance. Sandra was very excited and
talked and talked, as well as giggled as the dancing
school approached closer and closer. Chloe smiled as
she listened to her daughter. She was delighted that
she was happy that she was about to do something new.
Chloe loved when her daughter was happy. That is what
she wanted most in life, that her daughter will be
happy. Other things didn�t matter, once that Sandra
was happy in live and got the most out of it.
Sandra went in the dance
class. There she met Mathilde that gave her a deep
welcome. She then told Sandra to go in and get changed
for class. It was a small changing room. She noticed
that there was a playpen there and a changing table.
Sandra didn�t think more about it, she was more
concerned about putting on her leotard and tights and
slippers. She rushed out to the dance room and looked
around. There were mirrors everywhere and there was a
CD player in the corner with 2 large speakers. A bar
was there along the mirrors on one side. Sandra really
liked the room. It would be fun to dance in a room so
big.
The other girls came in.
There were 7 other girls. Sandra was a bit shy when
they came out. She started thinking that they were
probably a lot better than she was at dancing. Sandra
looked at them very closely. They were a bit taller
than she was. Well, that was to be expected as Sandra
was small for her age. However she noticed that none
of them have entered puberty. This made Sandra feel
better, and deep down she knew that if she worked
hard, she would be a good dancer, and maybe better
than them.
The dance lesson started
with some stretching. Sandra thought that this was
easy enough. She just had to do what Mathilde did. If
she looked in the mirror, then she could see if she
was doing it right. Sandra was also curious as if the
other girls were doing it better. However her
attention was drawn to something else. She could see
that a girl wearing a black leotard had a big bulge
around her bum. Sandra looked closer and noticed that
the girl was wearing a diaper. Sandra stared at it,
thinking that this girl was also 10 years old! The
more that she looked, the more that Sandra could see
that it was a diaper. Sandra could not control
herself; she burst out laughing while pointing at the
diaper girl. The other girls knew what she was
laughing at, but remained quiet, and just looked at
Sandra. They had a condemning look in their eyes. This
made Sandra stop laughing and even blush a bit. She
never had teased someone else or bullied someone else,
but seeing a 10 year old in diapers was just too much.
It was so funny; the fact that such a big girl could
wear baby things. Sandra just never thought that girls
that old wore diapers.
Mathilde came up to
Sandra and in a stern voice put her right, �Sandra!
You are new here, so you will get one more chance
here. This dance class will not tolerate anyone
laughing at others. We will not tolerate any teasing
or bullying. People are different, so are the girls
here. We all have our strong sides and we all have our
weak sides. Yes, you have noticed that Jessica is
wearing Pampers. The fact is that there are some girls
here that either has not grown up as big girls yet or
they still need diapers. As I said, we all are
different. This dance class was made for girls that
have not grown up as big girls yet, who are still like
babies. The girls who do not wear diapers are friends
and accept each other. You were allowed in this dance
class because I know your uncle. But you have to
follow our rules and respect each other.�
In the meantime, Kevin
(her uncle) was looking at all on the spycam. He had
saved some screenshots as pictures. He got a picture
of her looking at Jessica. Sandra had a cool
expression in her face as she realized that it was a
diaper. This picture was priceless as it showed the
curiosity in Sandra�s face. He also got some pictures
of her laughing and then looking down at the floor
after Mathilde got mad at her. It looked like the
drama was over for now. Kevin smiled as he thought
that the new idea of diapers and being a baby at 10
was implanted in his nieces head. It would be
interesting to see where it led to. Kevin did not have
that much time to think about it, as the dance class
was over.
The girls were now in
their changing room. Kevin had to switch over to
another spycam. He could see that another girl
(Amanda) was on the changing table. She was getting
her diaper changed. If Kevin really wanted to make
money, he would take pictures through the spycam of
the girls getting naked while changing and the naked
Amanda on the changing table waiting for a new diaper.
However he would not make money from pervs looking.
His plan was to show his niece as a baby! At the
moment, he could only take pictures of Sandra
obviously looking at Amanda getting changed and then
looking at Jessica that was sitting on the bench with
her diaper on, looking in her changing bag. Sandra�s
eyes nearly popped out when she seen Jessica take a
pacifier out and start sucking on it. Kevin wandered
what was going through his nieces head. He knew that
she would be very curious.
Mathilde started speaking
to Sandra, �Thank you for behaving today after your
little outburst. As you can see this is a special
dance class with special girls. There is no need to
tell others that you have seen girls with diapers and
pacifiers. There is no need to tell others that you
have seen other girls that still are like babies, and
have not grown up.� �Not even my mum?� �Do not tell anyone. They
will not understand. They will think that these girls
are being treated badly by their parents, while in
fact their parents are just letting them grow up in
their own pace. Do not tell your mum or school or
anyone. Your uncle knows of course. � Sandra didn�t reply. She
never thought that some girls didn�t want to grow up.
Here she was afraid that the girls would have entered
puberty and have small boobs and all that. The
opposite happened. They were just like babies! Sandra
shrugged her shoulders and thought that she learned
something new every day.
On the way home, Sandra
was a bit quiet. Her Mum asked how dancing went.
Sandra answered with a short reply. She wanted to tell
her Mum about Jessica and Amanda and their diapers.
But she was told not to tell anyone, not even her Mum.
This was new to Sandra, as she always told her mum
everything. Sandra felt like she was a bad girl for
not telling her Mum, but she knew that if she told,
Mathilde would be mad and Sandra did not want to be
kicked out of dance class. So on the way home, she
didn�t say a word about what was really going through
her mind. Why did the other girls not want to grow up?
Was it because the liked being babies or was it
because they couldn�t control their bladder? Sandra
remembered a few months ago when she started wetting
the bed. She felt bad then and felt like a baby that
couldn�t use the toilet. It wasn�t nice waking up to
wet sheets and a wet nightdress. Her Mum didn�t get
mad. It continued for a week and then she seen a
doctor. The Doctor just told her not to drink before
she went to bed. Then it stopped. She didn�t wet the
bed afterwards. Maybe the girls at dance had the same
problem. Maybe they just needed to stop drinking
before bed. That didn�t explain why she seen Jessica
use a pacifier. Then Sandra remembered that Mathilde
said that some girls were slow at growing up. Maybe
some girls were more comfortable and secure being like
babies. Maybe they simply liked being babies and baby
things.
�Mum?� Sandra asked, �Do
you remember when I was small?� �A bit hard not to
remember!� Chloe laughed, �You are my only child and I
cherish every day we had together since you were
born.� �Was I potty trained
early?� �Not really. You were 4
when I finally got you out of diapers.� �Why was I so late?� �I don�t know. I
personally think that diapers are so good today, that
they feel very comfortable. Maybe that or maybe you
were just a lazy sod. (Laughs)� �Maybe I liked being a
baby, and didn�t want to be big�� �Maybe�. But we all have
to be big at some stage, don�t we?� �I know, but maybe it
takes some people more time to stop being a baby� �I think you took long
enough. It�s not that fun changing diapers. Well
looking back, I suppose it was a special time I had
with you. But I didn�t think about that at the time.�
Sandra was quiet for some
time. Then she decided to get more information. �Mum, remember when I wet
the bed a few months ago?� �Yes darling. I was quite
worried.� �Why?� �Well, I was afraid that
you were sick. I also thought that there was something
wrong with your bladder� �I don�t understand.� �Well sometimes a child
bladder doesn�t develop as it should. Their bladders
are weak and they can�t feel when they have to pee.
Luckily you stopped� �But say I didn�t stop.
Would you have put me in diapers again?� �I did consider it. You
know you can buy diapers for girls your age. Hell, you
can buy diapers for adults.� �So I would have become a
baby again� �No darling. If I put you
in diapers that time, it would just to make things
easier. You wouldn�t have to sleep in wet clothes and
sheets and I admit that I would prefer you wearing
diapers than all the extra washing� �What if I suddenly
started using a pacifier?� �Wow, some strange
questions you have today. I suppose I would let you,
but they are not that good for your teeth. Plus your
friends would tease you if they knew. You are after
all a big girl now. We are home now. I think you
should go in and finish your homework after you eat
some dinner. Then it will nearly be time for bed�
In the meantime, Kevin
was finished uploading the pictures from dance class
on the net. He opened a site where people could come
in and look at pictures of Sandra. It would cost them
some money of course to buy sets of pictures. If his
plan worked, he knew that the site would be very
popular. At the same time, he knew some people would
save the pictures and post them on free picture sites
as well as newsgroups and forums. Still, there were a
lot of sites with child models. Some people must make
a lot of money from them. Kevin smiled, as he thought
that he would make lots of money out of his niece, and
she would be humiliated across the world. She was a
very pretty girl, so a lot of paedophiles as well as
diaper and baby interested people would pay to stare
at her pictures. He looked at a picture of Sandra just
in panties as she was staring at Amanda getting
changed. He pondered if he would use this picture as
Sandra was topless, but the expression in her face at
seeing another girl her age on a changing table was
priceless. You could nearly see the thoughts going
through her mind. She was now curious about diapers.
Kevin opened his spycam
and found Sandra in her room. He didn�t expect much to
happen, but he was bored. It was at times like this
when he missed a family. He could then be a serious
father. He would not fool around with his daughters
mind like he was doing with his niece. He would
protect her against fetishes and anything like
appearing on a child model site. As Kevin looked at
Sandra, he felt sorry for her. She didn�t know that
her pictures were being plastered over the internet.
Then again, he was not forcing her to do anything. It
was her own curiosity that would give her problems.
Then again, maybe his plan wouldn�t work. Maybe she
would just accept the other girls and leave them to
it.
As Kevin looked through
the spycam, He could see her getting ready for bed. He
was saving a few pictures. Sandra was finding her
nightdress. Kevin yawned as he followed his niece�s
night routine. He hoped that she would not start
saying prayers. This would really put him to sleep. He
still wondered why she was going through her drawers.
It was obvious that she was looking for something. He
could see the same expression that she had in the
dance class. She took out a pair of panties and put
them on. Kevin looked closely and could not understand
why she didn�t take her old panties off. She just put
the new panties on over the old ones. Kevin was busy
saving pictures as this was both confusing and yet
interesting. Sandra continued to do this. She put
panties on over the ones she already had on. Within a
few minutes, she had 9 pairs on. Kevin smiled as it
looked a bit hilarious. The panties made a huge bulge
around her bum and front. Then it hit him, they just
looked as thick as diapers. Sandra was trying to feel
what it was like to have something bulky on! These
pictures definitely had to be uploaded on her site.
Even when she put her nightdress on, you could see the
large bum. It was cute when Sandra put her hands
behind her to feel how big the bulge was. However the
show was not over yet. Sandra continued to look
through her things. Kevin wondered what she was
looking for now. After several minutes of looking, she
found what she was looking for. Kevin�s mouth opened
wide as he seen her put her old baby pacifier in her
mouth. As
the saying goes, curiosity kills the cat. Sandra went
to bed dressed with her 9 worn panties and pacifier in
her mouth. The Show was over when she turned the light
off.
The next morning, Sandra
woke up. She noticed that she could not squeeze her
legs together. It was most likely because she had so
many pairs of panties on. Sandra noticed that she
still had the pacifier in her mouth. A lot of memories
came back. She remembered how the pacifier helped calm
her down, especially when she hated the dark. She
remembered that it helped her to sleep. It was true!
Sandra fell asleep quickly the night before. In fact,
she didn�t wake up half ways through the night like
she usually did. She usually had to go for a pee half
ways through the night. That was annoying. It was good
that she didn�t wet the bed last night. Sandra smiled
as she thought even if she did; it would take a lot
pee to go through all the panties she was wearing.
Sandra struggled out of bed and made her way to the
toilet. She nearly peed in her panties because it took
so long to pull them down. While she was sitting on
the toilet, she thought about Jessica and Amanda. They
didn�t have to worry about getting up in the middle of
the night. Who knows, they probably slept in cribs.
No, that couldn�t be true because a crib would be too
small!
Sandra went back in her
room and looked in the mirror. She had to pull herself
together. Sure she saw girls that wore diapers. They
have not grown up yet and still wanted to be babies.
Sure it would be fun being a baby again, as you didn�t
have to worry about what friends thought of things,
and you could be close to your Mum again, but we
couldn�t be babies all our life. Sandra looked at her
reflection in the mirror. She was 10. She has grown
up. It was time to accept what she seen and respect
that people could be different. Sandra knew that she
has gone beyond the baby stage. Soon she would be
interested in boys and makeup. It was time to go to
school. She found her bag and walked out the door.
It was just as Sandra
walked out the door that Kevin started watching the
spycam while drinking his morning cup of coffee. He
would have been disappointed if he could read Sandra�s
latest thoughts as she decided that she was too old to
be a baby or be interested in diapers. Just as Kevin
was about to turn off the spycam, he noticed that
Sandra rushed back in the room. He noticed that she
put her pacifier in her school bag. She obvious was
still confused. Kevin saved a picture of her putting
the pacifier in her bag. He would upload this on her
model site. He was surprised that a lot of people
already paid for some sets of pictures. There were not
a lot of pictures to be seen yet. Still it was nice
getting money in, and he could see from the comments,
that people thought she was very pretty.
It was a week until the
next dance lesson. Sandra was still thinking about
Jessica and Amanda. She decided that she would be
their friend. Something about them intrigued her. She
wondered what their life would be like. What would it
like being like them? Sandra experimented with the
thought by wearing all the panties she liked the feel
of the 9 or 10 panties beneath her legs. She wondered
what it would be like to pee freely in a diaper. What
would it like being changed? It would most likely be
embarrassing. Sandra could not wait until the next
dance class. Until then her mind wondered as the first
thing she did was put on her panties when she came
home and sucked a pacifier while she did her homework.
It was a good week for Kevin. He could see the turmoil
and curiosity that she was experiencing. Good pictures
for the site. He smiled thinking that she would be so
embarrassed if she knew how many people seen her
pictures. One day she would know. But it would be too
late; she will already be famous and have pictures all
over the net. At the same time Kevin would at least
have some money. Well that was his plan, if she
continued being curious.
One day on the way back
from school, Sandra was walking alone. Once again her
mind was on girls that could not or would not grow up.
She took the pacifier out of her bag and put it in her
mouth. It calmed her down and it seemed like her head
was clear. She continued walking alone as calm as
could be. Then her friend Elizabeth came up from
behind her. She was of course shocked to see her
friend with a pacifier in her mouth. �Why are you sucking a
baby pacifier?� �Oh, err� I read that
children are now doing it in the capital city. It's
supposed to be the latest fashion!� Sandra lied as
she felt her face going red. �That is stupid. It
looks stupid. You look like a little baby. Take it
out before someone sees us!� �But I like it. It�s
relaxing. It clears my head. It�s nice.� �A cigarette would do
the same, doesn�t mean it�s smart to have one.� Sandra took the
pacifier out of her mouth, she felt embarrassed
about it. Elizabeth would think she was weird if she
knew about the dance class and especially her 9
pairs of panties at once. Why was it so hard being a
child?
Monday finally came.
Chloe noticed that her daughter was excited in the
car as they drove to dance class. She smiled as she
weaved through the traffic as her daughter went on
and on about dancing and how much she practiced in
the last week. Chloe was a proud mother. She
couldn�t be happier about the life she had. It was
nearly perfect. Listening to her daughter chattering
about dance proved it to her. Millions of people
would die to have the same life as she had.
Sandra rushed in the
changing room. She took her time changing into her
leotard. Jessica or Amanda was not there. Sandra
frowned and felt like she was at a funeral. She
waited all week to see these girls again, and they
weren�t even there. Now there was nothing special
about this dance class. As Sandra was about to put
on her tights, her face lit up when she seen Jessica
and Amanda come in. It was like they were her best
friends, yet she had never spoken with them. She
watched the closely as they took off their clothes.
They had cute diapers on. Jessica�s diapers had
little fairies on them. Jessica smiled to Sandra as
she noticed that the new girl was staring at her. A
week ago, Sandra was laughing at a girl with diapers
on. This week, she was just staring.
Dancing was hard and
Sandra did her best to keep up with the other girls.
Deep in her head, she was thinking it must be hard
to dance with big bulky diapers on. Hell, she could
hardly walk with her 9 pairs of panties on. Sandra
was a quick learner, so she knew that she would be
just as good as the other girls. It would just take
a bit of time, hard work and practice- Mathilde (Her
dance teacher) was also very patient and was good at
explaining how to move and things like that. After a
half an hour, Mathilde let the girls have a break.
This was their favourite time of dance, as it meant
that they could have some time to chat and play.
Kevin was watching the
spycam. He didn�t save that many pictures. He saw
Sandra go to the toilet. He thought that this
process was taking a long time. It really didn�t
interest him watching his niece going to the toilet.
She just sat there and let liquids flow out of her.
Of course the many perverts that paid to look at her
probably think that this was thrilling, this was not
the type of humiliation that he planned. If we
wanted Sandra to be a porn star, then it would
actually been easier. But there were so many girls
that were experiencing that. No, Kevin had another
plan. He would create his own star. Suddenly he
noticed that Sandra was looking around. She started
staring at a bag of diapers that were in the corner.
This suddenly became interesting. She stood up and
made sure that the door was closed. Then she slowly
took a diaper out of the bag. She sat back down on
the toilet and looked closely at the diaper, turning
it around as she felt it. She was most likely
impressed at the plastic sensation as well as how
soft it was. Then he noticed that she slipped the
diaper under her bum and taped the diaper. Kevin
smiled as this was a new step in her discovery. He
was clicking mad saving as many pictures as he
could. At last he had a picture of Sandra with a
diaper on. As a 10 year old, she was wearing a
diaper!
Sandra walked around
the bathroom with the diaper on. It was a bit
difficult to walk. It was like she had to spread her
legs. At the same time, she could feel that the
diaper was soft and even comfortable. She had flash
backs of when she was a baby and when her mother
changed her. She knew at these times that her mum
loved her and she loved her mum. She would remember
sitting on her Mums lap while she was reading a book
or just chatting. She remembered sitting on the
highchair and eating for ages. Those were the days.
She did not have to worry about homework or what
friends and teachers thought about her. She did not
have to worry about the right fashion or what would
happen in the future. She did not have to worry
about liking the right songs on the radio and having
to know everything about a pop star. Sandra�s mind
kept wondering as she walked around feeling the
thick diaper between her legs. It would have been
less embarrassing when she wet the bed a few months
ago. Even though she was 10 years old, the diaper
felt nice and she really missed being younger.
However, she heard
Mathilde call the girls back. Sandra considered
leaving the diaper on, but then she thought that the
other girls would notice, and they already knew that
she was 10 years old. Sandra hurried to pull the
diaper off and put her Leotards and tights back on.
She threw the diaper on the diaper bag and rushed
out. She blushed as she wondered if the other girls
knew why it took so long in the toilet. Sandra had
no idea that her Uncle Kevin could see everything
and was in the process of posting pictures of her in
a diaper on the website of her, that she didn�t even
know existed.
After dance, Sandra was
changing clothes with the other girls. She started
talking with Jessica. The two girls talked as they
were best friends for years. Jessica was a very kind
and friendly girl, despite being a preteen baby.
Sandra suggested that they get each other�s MSN
addresses, as it would be cool to keep in contact.
Deep down, Sandra did not want to wait until next
week. Her mind was confused and full of new and
strange thoughts. She knew that she had to get to
know Jessica better. They agreed that they would
speak on MSN the following day.
After dance class,
Kevin rang to Mathilde on her cell phone. �Hi, how�s life?� �Great, I am a bit
tired as I just have had a dance class� �Oh, how is my niece
doing?� �She is doing great.
She is catching up with the other girls very
quickly.� �Does she mind being
together with the special girls you have in the
class?� �What do you mean
special?� �You know, they all
wet their beds and wear diapers and some of them
wear diapers all the time. There are even some of
them that use baby things and are treated as
babies� �Oh yes, they are
special in that way. That is why I have this
class. It is a place where preteen baby girls can
meet and be together with others like them. It was
strange that a normal girl started in the class.
However, she has accepted the others. In fact she
was in the toilet for a long time today and when I
went in there just before you rang, I found a used
diaper thrown on the bag. I suspect that she tried
it on.� �Maybe�. She is a
very curious girl. This is what I want you to do.
I want you to treat her like the other girls. Do
you still give them drinks during their break?� �Yes, but she was in
the toilet today, so she didn�t have one.� �Do you still give
them baby bottles?� �Yes, that is what
they are used to.� �Then give Sandra a
bottle from now on.� �No, I think she can
drink from an ordinary glass. She is not like the
other girls.� �Mathilde�. She wants
to be part of the group. She wants to be like the
other girls. Why else would she try a diaper on?� �I am not sure that
she did.� �Listen; treat her
like the other girls. I do not think that you want
me to ring child services and let them know what
is happening to these girls. All I am asking you
is to treat Sandra like the other girls. Give her
the bottle! If she suddenly wears diapers or asks
to wear diapers, let her and even encourage it. If
she needs to be changed, put her on the changing
table! Just treat her like the others. It is
important to me and I will not tell Child Services
or the police about the way those girls get
treated by their parents or you� Kevin hung up. He
knew that Mathilde would do it. Mathilde sat down,
staring at the Cell phone. Kevin could be so
demanding and mean. However she could not
understand why he wanted her to treat his niece
like a baby. The only thing that she could think
of was that he wanted her to feel part of the
group and make new friends. She would do what he
requested, to defend the girls from Child Service
and society generally, that didn�t love these
girls for who they were.
The following night,
Sandra rushed to turn on her computer. She hardly
ever used MSN as not really many of her friends
used it. She mainly used it to chat with her
granny and her uncle Kevin. However Jessica was
on, so Sandra smiled as she finally could speak
with her alone. Sandra - Hi Jessica.
I am so happy that I have you on MSN. Jessica - Me too. I
always like new friends. Sandra � I wasn�t
sure that you would chat with me after I made fun
of you Jessica � It�s OK,
you are not the only one, and you didn�t make fun
of me the last time. I know it is unusual for a
girl my age to wear diapers. Sandra � If you don�t
mind me asking, why do you wear them? Jessica � I have no
control over my bladder. I just start peeing
before I can feel that I have to. So I come to the
toilet when it�s too late. Sandra � Aww, poor
you, How did it start? Jessica - I was very
close to my Dad. But he left when I was 6. When he
left I was very sad. I don�t remember that much,
but Mum said I became like a baby again. I started
sleeping in my old bed and starting wetting
myself. Sandra � So your mum
put you back in diapers? Jessica � Yes, and I
started sleeping in my old cot. I started using
bottles and pacifiers as well. I just became like
a little baby again. Sandra � Your Mum
must have been worried Jessica � She thought
it was just a phase that I was going through. I
suppose that it is a long phase. Sandra � Do you ever
want to be potty trained and be normal like a girl
your age? Jessica � Of course I
do, but I like my life. I feel safe and loved
because I am like a baby. I actually feel like I
am a baby living in a 10 year old body. Sandra � I know, but
I am 10. I feel like I am safe and loved and I
don�t wear diapers. Jessica � Well, we
are all different. You must admit that when you
were a baby, you were closer to your Mum and she
took more care of you. When you�re grown up, you
are left more and more by yourself Sandra � I know that.
Mum and I were a lot closer then. But she still
loves me. I think she tries to give me some room
and place to be more responsible. Jessica � I hate that
word. I suppose when it comes down to it, I am
just not ready to be a big girl yet. I have to go.
Mum is saying it�s time for bed.
It was only 8 pm!
Sandra turned off her computer and walked around
the room thinking. She ended up by putting on 9 of
her panties again. She sat down by the window and
started sucking her pacifier. She was confused.
Jessica became a baby again when her Dad left.
Sandra remembered when her Dad died. She was just
about 6 when that happened. Sandra remembered
crying and being very sad. She didn�t understand
what it meant to die back then; she just knew that
her dad was not coming back. Sandra wondered why
she didn�t start acting like a baby again. Maybe
that�s why she started wetting the bed years
later. Sandra looked up at the stars and prayed
that God would help her to understand.
The following
evening, when Sandra came home from school, she
immediately put on her 9 pairs of panties and her
nightdress. She knew that it was early to get
ready for bed, but something deep down in her told
her to get ready for bed. Sandra turned on the
computer and luckily Jessica was on. Sandra was
finding her pacifier when Jessica sent her a
message: Jessica � Hi
Sandra! I hope I didn�t freak you out yesterday. Sandra � No, you
are a friend. Why would I be freaked out? Jessica � You know
because I am a baby. I am weird. I am not like
you or other 10 year olds. Sandra � You are
not weird. You are special. To tell you the
truth, I am pretending that I have a diaper on. Jessica � Lol, I
don�t understand. Sandra � I have 9
pairs of panties on. They feel very thick. It is
almost like wearing a diaper. Jessica � Oh, but
it�s not the same Sandra � I know. I
tried one on at dance the other day. It felt
like I was a baby. Life was so much simpler in
the few minutes that I wore the diaper. Why does
Amanda wear them? Jessica � That�s a
different story. You see she is only wearing
them for about 6 months. She used to be a bad
girl. Then her Mum punished her by making her
wear diapers. It ended up that her mum didn�t
just stop at diapers. But she started treating
Amanda like a baby. She also has baby things,
like a crib and highchair and baby clothes. Sandra � Does
Amanda like being a baby? Jessica � No, but
she won�t tell her Mum that. She is trying to be
good so she can be a normal girl again. However
her bladder has lost its control and her Mum
isn�t bothered to potty train her. If you ask
me, I think her mum likes her as a baby, so she
can have more control over Amanda. That�s why
Amanda started at our dance class. Her Mum
wanted her to be with girls that are babies just
like her. Sandra � Poor
Amanda! I hope she becomes my friend too. What
about the other girls? Jessica � They all
wear diapers. However they wear them mostly at
night because they wet the bed. You are the only
one that doesn�t wear diapers. We were all
surprised when you started dancing. Sandra � Why? Jessica � Because
this dance class is for diaper girls. A few
mothers asked Mathilde do run the dance class,
because they didn�t want us going to a normal
dance class where other girls would laugh and
tease and other parents would not understand how
we can be like babies. By the way, it looks like
you will be wearing diapers like us any day now? Sandra � Why? Jessica - because
you tried one on and you are wearing all those
panties now. Sandra � I am also
sucking a pacifier now. I don�t know what is
happening to me. I think I am going crazy. I
shouldn�t be so obsessed with diapers and big
girls acting like babies. Jessica � Just
relax and listen to your heart. If you feel
better wearing diapers and just being a baby,
then do it. You know that other girls do it.
Just as long as you are happy! Maybe you should
get your mum to buy you diapers. I have to go
now�..Time for my bath.
Sandra smiled as
she bet Jessica�s mum gave her a bath. She was
right though. Sandra shouldn�t think about how
old she was and what was expected of her. She
should just think of how she could be happy. She
would never ask her mum to buy her diapers. But
as every day went, she realized that she wanted
to be back in diapers. As every day went, she
realized that she was thinking more like a baby
and wanted to be a baby.
A few days, it was
time for dance again. This time Sandra and
Jessica gave each other hugs. They have been
talking on msn for the last week. They felt like
they were best friends, as they told each other
secrets and their life, what they like and what
they do not like. Of course Sandra stared at
Jessica as she was changing. She thought that
her friends diaper looked cute on her. Sandra
remembered in shame when she first laughed and
teased a girl wearing diapers. Now she knew why
she wore them and it was not that bad. She also
looked at the other girls. She knew that they
wore diapers at night and sometimes in the day.
In fact, there was one girl that was wearing
diapers that did not wear them last week. Sandra
just smiled at her. No one deserved to be teased
because they wore diapers. They probably had
good reasons. They needed friends that would
accept them for who they were. It was time to
dance, and Sandra held Jessica�s hand as they
went into the dance room.
Kevin (Her uncle)
was looking through the spycam. There were not
many pictures he could use. This was a bit
disappointing, as he felt that he had to keep
the many subscribers on her model page fed with
pictures. He was very happy about its success
and was making a lot of money out of it. He
watched Sandra as she was dancing. He saved a
few pictures of this, as it was amazing how
flexible the girl was, and she was a fast
learner. Typical of his sisters family � they
had to be perfect in everything. Still, it was
this and her curiosity that would make him a
rich man. Neither his sister nor niece knew that
she (Sandra) was quickly becoming famous over
the internet.
It was time to take
a break. He wondered if Sandra would play with
the diapers in the toilet or what she would do.
It seemed like Sandra wanted to be with Jessica,
as she followed Jessica to a corner of the room
where the girls were chatting and relaxing. It
was obvious that Sandra was now one of the
popular girls there. She was smiling and
laughing while talking with the other girls. Her
smile disappeared when Mathilde came with 8
bottles of juice. Sandra eyes were glued on the
bottles. Yes, they were baby bottles. Kevin
could see Sandra look closely as each girl took
a bottle. Then they started sucking them as they
were little toddlers. Mathilde looked into
Sandra�s eyes as she held a bottle out. Kevin
started saving pictures. He was smiling at
Sandra�s expression. The few seconds where
Sandra hesitated seemed like a life time. Any
normal girl would have protested, but Sandra was
losing herself to a new world. She was getting a
fetish at the age of 10. Kevin shouted in joy as
Sandra took the bottle.
Later that night,
Sandra was lying in bed and staring at the
ceiling. She was still confused to as why
Mathilde gave her a baby�s bottle. Sandra
remembered looking at it. It was a clear bottle
with pink elephants on it. Sandra remembered
that she didn�t want to make a scene, so she
took the bottle. She remembered that it was nice
to hold. It actually helped her to relax. It was
like a pacifier. It also made her feel like she
was part of the group. Sandra put a pacifier in
her mouth, as she thought that it was great to
hold the bottle and drink from it. She couldn�t
actually say why, but she just felt great and it
was very natural for her. Sandra made a
decision. She knew what she had to do the next
day.
The next day went
long at school. Sandra could not concentrate.
She decided what could be the most important
decision she made in a year. She also decided
not to tell her mum, as she was afraid what her
mum would say. While her teachers rambled on
what they thought what was important to learn,
Sandra was asking herself if she was making the
right choice. If she was, then today would be
the best day to do it, as her Mum was working
late. Sandra lowered her head, thinking that she
never kept a secret from her mother. In the past
few weeks, she was keeping a lot of secrets.
This would be the biggest secret of all.
Elizabeth (Her
friend) asked if they should walk home together.
Sandra turned a bit red and said that she had to
go to the store. Elizabeth offered to come as
well, but Sandra reminded her that Elizabeth�s
parents would be mad if she came home late.
Besides that, Sandra wanted to go alone. It
would be quicker. There was another reason; she
did not want Elizabeth to see what she was going
to buy.
Sandra walked into
the mall and walked to the far off corner where
a small shop was nearly hidden. It was called
�Special Children�. It was Jessica that told her
about this shop. Sandra was shaking as she
entered the shop. She could feel her heart
pounding. She felt like she wanted to die. She
was about to turn around when she seen a boy her
age. He was wearing shorts, and you could see
that he was wearing a diaper. His clothes looked
a bit babyish as well. But it confirmed to
Sandra was not the only one. She used what
little logic that she had to think that there
must be lots of children, as otherwise the store
would close. She could see that it sold mostly
baby things for big children. Sandra walked
straight to the diaper section. She looked
around to see if she knew someone. Then she
started looking at the diapers. Some were
pull-ups, others were tapes. Some were cloth.
Sandra looked at the prices. They were
expensive! It would take several weeks allowance
to pay for them. Sandra found some pull-ups with
mermaids on them. They looked so pretty. She
picked them up and started hugging them. She
would have started dancing around with them when
she noticed that the boy was looking at her. The
boy was standing at the checkout with his mum.
Sandra noticed that he had 2 bags of diapers and
bibs. She smiled thinking that he wore a bib
when he was eating. He also smiled as he seen
her hugging a bag of pull-ups. It was soon
Sandra�s turn to pay. She gave the cashier the
diapers and started emptying her coins. The
cashier smiled at Sandra and told the young girl
that she needed diapers that were bigger, as
these were too small for her. Sandra went
totally red. The woman knew it was for her.
Sandra felt like saying it was for her little
brother. However Sandra didn�t like to lie. The
cashier came back with a smile, took the money
and asked Sandra if she wanted a bag, so
everyone didn�t have to know what she just
bought