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Because Lourdes mum
cut her hair, they were late for school and the bus
already went. They would be driven to school. However
when they were getting in the car, Cassie told her
daughters in a worried voice that she forgot to take
the baby seat out of the car and that one of the
children would have to sit in it. Dakota got mad and
asked why she could not sit in the front seat, only to
get an answer that it was illegal. Lourdes did not
like when people fought, so she quietly said that she
would sit in the Baby seat. On the way to school,
Lourdes ignored the way that her sister was smiling
and taking pictures with her cell telephone. Lourdes
tried to see the positive of sitting in a baby seat.
It was comfortable and she felt very safe. In fact she
felt special. The more she thought about it, the more
she wanted to sit in it. How would she tell her mother
that the car seat can stay? As it turned out, Dakota
did it for her by saying that Lourdes should keep the
baby car seat until she was dry at night. Cassie
agreed. When they arrived at
school, Lourdes was teased when her mother unbuckled
the seatbelts and helped her out of the car. Some
girls were watching and laughing. They were teasing
that Lourdes used a baby seat. One girl said look at
her hair. Another girl joked that she seen a pacifier
on the seat of the car. Then they all joked that they
bet that Lourdes wore diapers and slept in a crib.
Lourdes told her mother that she was sick and didn�t
want to go to school. The response was that she had to
be brave and be proud for who she was. It was not easy
though as within an hour, everyone knew that she was
sitting in a baby seat. There were even some that said
that she was sucking a pacifier. By Lunch time, people
were asking if she was wearing a diaper, and lifted
her skirt to see if she was. It did not help that
Lourdes was wearing toddler panties. At least she was
not wearing diapers. Lourdes mind was
going crazy that day. She had a lot to think about.
She had to think why she was acting and behaving as a
baby. She had to think about why she had no control at
night time. At the end of the day, Lourdes finally
figured out what was happening in her life. Lourdes
will have a talk with her mother when she came home.
She didn�t want Dakota there, as she would only tease. Cassie had the same
thoughts all day as well. It was time to speak with
her daughter.
After all she did
put her in diapers, and changed her panties and night
clothes, as well as speaking to her like a baby and all
the other things. Cassie knew that her daughter was
regressing, and she was afraid that she was encouraging
it. Cassie had split feelings on everything. She liked
given Lourdes the special treatment. She liked the fact
that Lourdes was becoming more like a baby every day. On
the other hand, she did not want to ruin her daughters
mind, and life. She did not want to abuse her daughter.
She wanted her daughter to be happy and have a good
life. �Lourdes, I have
to speak with you� �That�s good; I
was going to speak with you� �First, I am sorry
for the car seat, and the sleeper pyjamas, and the
plastic bowls. I think I am just trying to treat you
like a baby� �That is OK. I
know you love me.� ��Honey, one thing
is that you need diapers. But don�t you think you should
stop using the pacifier, and the doll? Don�t you think
that you should have you hair like your friends, and
have normal panties? I mean you are 11.� �You don�t
understand mommy. I tried stopping using the pacifier
and tried not using the doll. I can�t. It�s hard to
explain, but I might have been living for 11 years, but
I feel that I am not really 11. I have to the conclusion
I am more like a toddler or baby.� �So, you are
admitting that you are a baby� �Yes. But I won�t
admit it to people other than you, and maybe Dakota.� �That�s a big step
for you to admit it. You know you might just be going
through a stage of life, where you want to be a baby, or
miss it. I will treat you as a baby that will support
you until you are ready to be a big girl� �Maybe it�s not a
stage. Maybe I am a baby. Maybe Marias soul lives in me.
I heard Dakota say that.� �Who knows, let�s
take things as they come. At the moment, I think it�s
time that you get your diaper on.� �I am not going to
bed yet!� �I know, but you
should have a diaper on when you get home from school.
Just in case you fall asleep while watching TV.� Dakota overheard
the part where Lourdes admitted that she was a baby.
This has shocked her. In a way, she felt sorry for her
sister. She was acting more and more like a baby. She
was looking more and more like a baby every day. Now she
was dressed in a baby�s sleeper that fitted her, and the
diaper was clearly visible. Not only that, but you could
hear it crinkle every time she moved. She thought that
her mother should take Lourdes to see a shrink or a
specialist. Dakota decided not to say anything, as this
was her wish all the time. She was not being associated
with her twin sister anymore at school. People were
starting to see Dakota as an individual thing. Dakota
realized that she wished that he sister became her baby
sister, and wishes do come true. That night,
Lourdes thought of her talk with her mother. First, she
realized that she called her mum �mommy�. Then she
thought that she admitted that she was a baby. This was
strange and even humiliating, but after she admitted it,
her mind was at peace. No longer did she have to worry
she was not normal. This was normal for her. It could be
a stage she was going through, or be something
supernatural. Whatever the case was, Lourdes was proud
who she was, and she would be what she wanted and do
things that she wanted and wear things she thought was
pretty. At the same time, Lourdes did not like diapers.
They were big and they made lots of noise. It would be
hard hiding all this at school, as she thought about
people that teased her that day. But the baby things
made her feel like she had no problems or worries. It
was only at school that she felt humiliated. But
otherwise, she felt safe and secure. This was how
Lourdes felt when she was in the car seat. Lourdes
couldn�t sleep. She got up and moved her and Dakotas�
desk chairs against the bed, so it looked like the bed
had bars. She didn�t care that Dakota opened her eyes to
see this. Lourdes knew that pictures would be taken on
her sisters cell phone. She didn�t care. She put the
pacifier in her mouth and hugged her doll while she fell
asleep. The next day was
the same at school. Everyone said she looked like a
little girl. Many asked her why she always had her hairs
in pigtails. Some asked her if she wore diapers and wet
the bed. Lourdes lied of course, and hoped they could
not see the truth in her eyes. However, the
weekend came quite quickly. Lourdes was now used to be
putting in a diaper at night time, and wearing an old
night dress or her sleeper. It was hard in the morning,
when Lourdes had to pick some clothes on. Suddenly, she
did not feel so comfortable with the clothes that she
usually wore. Lourdes didn�t know what the problem was,
and why all of a sudden, she didn�t like her clothes.
Her mother knew though. She had a solution. Lourdes was
no taller than a 7 year old. So Cassie found Lourdes old
clothes that she wore when she was that age. They were
frilly dresses, and t-shirts and pinafores with cartoons
and fairies and flowers on them. There were also jeans
and shorts with different bows and things like bears and
flowers. They were pretty much the same type of clothes
her daughters wore when they were 3, but they never
complained at the time. Cassie lifted the boxes to
Lourdes bedroom, and Lourdes went through the clothes
with a big smile on her face, saying how pretty they
were. Dakota rolled her eyes. Her baby sister was going
crazy. No way in her life would she ever be seen wearing
those clothes? However, it was like Christmas for
Lourdes. From that moment on, she wore clothes that you
would only see on a toddler. Lourdes didn�t
care that her sister teased about the clothes. She felt
like they looked good on her and besides that, she was
happy. The weekend went fast, and another school week
started. Needless to say, Lourdes was teased for wearing
infant clothes, but she was used to the mean people at
school. Sure, she felt like crying at times, and at
other times, she noticed that Dakota had lots of friends
and no one teased her. During the week,
Cassie asked both of her daughters if they liked sharing
the room. Dakota shouted no, while Lourdes said that she
did not care. Cassie asked this because she noticed that
Lourdes was putting the chairs against the bed, to make
it look like the bed had bars. However, she decided not
to push it. Lourdes did not care, and she would only
agree to it if Lourdes really wanted to change bedrooms.
Cassie did notice
that Lourdes hopped in the baby seat in the car with no
protests. The only problem there was when she had to be
taken out and people she knew were staring. Cassie also
noticed that while Dakota sat on sofas and chairs,
Lourdes preferred to lie on the baby rug. In fact, in
the last few days, Lourdes was very restless when she
sat on a normal chair when they were eating. Cassie
tried to tell her to sit and behave, but Lourdes moved a
lot around on the chair. The final draw came one night
when Lourdes stood up while she was eating. Cassie
didn�t know what to do, but then the solution hit her.
She went down to the basement once more and bought up an
old high chair. Lourdes would still fit it. Lourdes was
a bit shocked when she seen it, and it seemed like she
would protest, but Cassie explained that it was until
she could sit still. Lourdes accepted her fate. This
confused Cassie. At times, it seemed like Lourdes didn�t
like some things, and would protest. She knew Lourdes
hated diapers, but as with everything else, she accepted
it. The question was whether Lourdes was regressing or
simply submissive. The school week
was over. Cassie decided to try to take a break from the
problems Lourdes was having. Maybe if they acted like
any normal family, everyone could be happy. What a
better way for 3 girls to have fun, then go to the mall
and spend loads of money. Of course Lourdes
was dressed in jeans with care bears on them, and a pink
top with the words princess on them. Lourdes was happy
on the way to the mall. It was weekend. She had no
school. No one could tease her. She could just be at
home in a carefree situation and not worry how other
people look at her and what they say to her. Of course
Lourdes was sitting in a baby seat and wearing clothes
that no other girl would be seen dead in. She would of
course go in a panic if someone recognized her, but they
were going to a mall on the other side of town. At least
she was not being put in a stroller. In the mall, the
three of them must have been visiting every store.
Dakota wanted clothes that were popular for girls her
age, as well as the latest music that he friends
listened to. Cassie expected this. What was strange was
that Lourdes yawned and was bored when Dakota was
staring at clothes, make-up and CD�s. Lourdes wondered
over to the toddler area looking at clothes or the DVD
area looking at films and cartoons. When the day was
over, their bags were filled. Dakota had new clothes and
even make up. Lourdes had clothes that were babyish,
even the cashier was confused when Cassie paid for them.
Lourdes also managed to ask her mum to buy a few
colouring books and crayons. Lourdes enjoyed
the day. No one noticed her and she had new clothes and
even colouring books. Things were much easier since she
admitted that she was a baby, at last at home. It�s like
she did not have to worry about how she should be or
look. She could just look pretty and do what she wants.
Lourdes was very happy that she had new clothes and
could not wait to get home so she could use her
colouring books. A
problem happened though. Just as Lourdes left the last
shop, she felt that the jeans that she was wearing were
suddenly wet and getting wetter. The next thing Lourdes
knew was that Dakota was laughing while pointing at her.
Lourdes realized that she just peed in her trousers. She
started crying as she could not even feel that she had
to pee. She just felt her jeans get wet. She wanted to
punch her sister. Her mother said not to worry and gave
her a pacifier. Lourdes sucked her pacifier more and
sulked as she agreed to her mum that she was a baby. But
she only meant at home. She never meant outside, where
people could see her. When Lourdes came
home, He mother asked her to come with her in the
bathroom. Lourdes was happy that she would finally be
getting dry clothes on. However her mother started
undressing her. Lourdes didn�t know what to say or what
to do. She just let her mother strip her clothes off.
Lourdes was still embarrassed that her mother could see
her naked. However, she knew that her mother seen her
when she got her diapers on at nigh time and besides
that Lourdes had nothing to show. She stood there with
her hands on her shoulders as her mother filled the
bathtub. Lourdes remembered the days when she preferred
to have showers, but now she was happy with baths. It
was also good that she took a bath and didn�t think that
she smelled like pee. Lourdes didn�t expect her mother
to kneel beside the bathtub and start washing her. At
first Lourdes was going to protest. She has been taken
her baths and showers herself for the last few years.
Lourdes just sat in the bathtub and let her mother wash
her. It was like Lourdes surrendered her body and let
her mother wash her body. Lourdes smiled as her mother
washed her hair and body. She felt so loved and secure
and loved the fact that her mother was talking care if
her. Dakota walked by the bathroom and nearly fainted
when she seen her mother giving her sister a bath.
Lourdes was smiling and chit chatting while her mother
was washing her all over. Dakota shrugged her shoulders
and thought it must be embarrassing to have your mother
give you a bath. She saw Lourdes get lifted out of the
bath. Her body was the same as a small child�s. Even
Dakota could see that her own nipples were becoming big.
Lourdes was lifted to her bed, and Dakota watched as
Lourdes legs were lifted and getting a diaper on. No
complaint from Lourdes, as she thought getting a diaper
on was the normal thing for an 11 year old. Dakota went
to her bed and put her head below a pillow. It was her
fault. She has made her sister to a baby. She never
thought it would work this well. Sure it�s nice that
people did not confuse her with her sister or be
considered a twin. However her sister was now acting
more and more like a baby. The whole situation was
getting embarrassing. It was first now that Dakota
thought about the consequences of her sister�s weird
baby world. If people found out, they would think that
Lourdes was weird, and this means they would think that
Dakota would be weird as they are in the same family.
Dakota had to put this to a stop before her reputation
was ruined. When Lourdes was
in bed asleep, Dakota said to her mother�. �Mom. I know we
said we will support Lourdes. But I honestly think it
has gone too far. Wetting her bed is one thing, but
wetting outside is not cute. Plus the fact that she did
not take her own bath and was helped by you. Mummy we
have to make her normal again. � �Hunny. I have
explained that Lourdes is going through a stage. We just
have to be patient.� �Mum� she is 11!
She is acting like a two year old. She even looks like a
two year old. People are teasing her at school and it
will just get worse.� �I have talked
with Lourdes, and she does consider herself a baby. She
is not acting like a baby. She is a baby. We just have
to be patient while she works this out. We have to
support her.� �Mom!!! We are
encouraging her. Even I thought it was funny up to now.
But now it�s gone too far. If people find out, my
reputation will be destroyed.� �So that is what
you are worried about. Yourself and not your sister. You
are being selfish� �So are you mom.
You just like the fact that you have a baby to take care
of� �That is enough. I
have spoken with some people that know about children
and I have read the net. They all say that we have to
give her time and we have to show her that we love her
and accept her at the stage where she is. This is
important. If she has regressed to being a baby. We have
to support her and treat her like one. Now I will be
busy in the next few days, and I expect you to take care
of your little sister � � �She is not my
little sister. She is my twin. She is 11. Not a toddler.
Has everyone gone crazy?� �I have explained
that she has regressed. I have explained that we are to
love and support her. I want you to take care of her
while I do some redecorating.� Dakota nodded and
walked away. She ran to her room and hid under the
sheets with tears coming out of her eyes. She was sad
and mad. It was her fault that her sister was now a
baby. It was an evil plan that succeeded. At the same
time, Dakota knew if the shoes was on the other foot,
she would never stoop so low as start wetting herself
and being more and more of a toddler every day. No it
could not be Dakotas fault. She may have started the
process. She may have manipulated. But she never forced.
There is no way she can change the way Lourdes thought
or perceived herself. It was not her fault that her
mother wanted to treat Lourdes like a baby. It was just
a fun experiment that she started that has now gone out
of control. Dakota was happy that no one longer confused
her with her sister. She felt as people consider her as
an individual and not a twin. She was popular at school
and had lots of friends. She knew that Lourdes was
getting teased every day. It hurt Dakota to see her
sister being humiliated. However it was Lourdes fault.
Most girls will try to be better when others said they
looked weird or acted weird. Dakota could see that
Lourdes was getting worse and worse every day. She was
weird and her mother was weird. Dakota knew that people
will continue to tease and this could hurt her
reputation that she worked so hard to build up. It was
obvious that Dakota had to distance herself from her
sister. She had the show the world that she was a normal
one in the family. She had to show she did not approve.
Dakota smiled as she thought this would be a good plan.
At the same time, she still felt a bit bad as the whole
thing was started by her wetting her sister�s trousers.
Dakota had many pictures of Lourdes acting more and more
like a baby. The sad thing is that she knew deep down it
was her fault. The next few days,
mum worked in their dead sister�s old nursery. Dakota
guessed what was happening. Lourdes didn�t have a clue
and kept on asking her sister where her mother was and
what she was doing. Dakota was strict with her sister
and called her stupid, saying that was she such a baby,
she couldn�t use her brains to figure what her mother
was doing. Lourdes did think that Dakota was meaner than
she used to be. She would cry when Dakota would tease
that she could see Lourdes diaper at night time and it
made her bum look big. Lourdes would cry when her sister
teased that she was wet. In fact Lourdes could see that
Dakota was now just a mean sister. When Dakota changed
her, she would say it�s not normal for an 11 year old to
wear diapers. She was saying things like who does she
know that wets the bed and wears diapers? Who does she
know that still hugged teddies? Dakota would tell
Lourdes that she should grow up and wear clothes like
she should and do things like an 11 year old. It didn�t
seem to help as Lourdes just went out and seen some
toddler show on TV. This would make Dakota even madder,
and she would ask Lourdes if she wanted a baby bottle?
That was a mistake as she could see Lourdes look up
looking puzzled. This made Dakota throw a pillow at her.
This was the way it was in the 2 days that their Mother
worked in the bedroom. Dakota tried bullying her sister
into acting bigger. But with no luck. Lourdes still used
her pacifier, hugged her dolls and bears, used the
highchair and baby chair and wet her diapers at night. At least there
was no wetting during the day. Casey was a busy
mother in those 2 days. She removed what were her dead
daughters. He clothes and pictures. It made Cassie cry
several times, but she realized that she still had two
daughters. One was acting the way that her daughter did.
She was acting as a toddler. This made Cassie think as
she decorated the room. Was it wrong of her to support
her daughter as toddler? She was after all 11 years old
and considered herself a baby. This was nothing she
expected to experience as a mother. However she wanted
to support her daughter. Besides that she liked treating
her daughter like a toddler. Besides that it was not
that bad. It was only at night. Ok, the pacifier,
highchairs and clothes were a bit too much. Still
Lourdes was happy. Casey was happy and things would be
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